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varicspidey · 1 month

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"how i lost weight in a year" no i need it in a month tops

#ajax posts ཋྀ #ajax ed ཋྀ #but lowkey w how i'm going...#if i lost like 1 kg in 2 days thennnnnnnn i could lose liek 15 kg is 30 days right #ana b0y #ana male #trans ana #€dblr #tw ana bløg #tw ed ana #ana boy #€d diary #tw €d #€d blog #4n4blr #4n4rexia

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moe-broey · 3 months

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Meanwhile, Book ??? and a half, in the far off floating islands of........ uh............ I wasn't paying attention. Sorry. There's a Yggdrasil here, too, though. Unrelated to the one in Zenith. Yeah, apparently these things are fucking everywhere.

Our Heroes, The Order of Heroes, no wait, uh. The Goat Grabbers -- no, still not right. The Dandelion Guild. They're here. On a mission. What mission? Fuck if I know.

Their leader seems to be this very serious young man. But is he the leader, actually...? He may just be the most responsible one. His name is Alfonse. Kind at heart, happy to help others, but tends to keep to himself (...... mostly.)

Joined at the hip, always at his heels, is his younger sister, Sharena! Vibrant and upbeat, she's such a joy to talk to! She's only a little bit odd. But she's so utterly charming, so fun and friendly, you pay it no mind. She truly is the life of the party!

Going from upbeat to offbeat, we have this fucking guy. It seems friendly enough... it's just. Weird. And has an attitude problem. A bit crude, too. That troublesome little creature is named Moe -- and the sheep is Kuro. It's always trailing behind either of the siblings, like a shadow.

Now, who will be our f2p girlie our guide, for this unspecified Book? It's Elanorre! A forest spirit of sorts, a practitioner of arcane earth magic, and an aspiring scholar of The Labyrinth... she has a bit of trouble expressing herself, but don't let that fool you. She's extremely passionate about her work. Just. In a very monotone voice.

(plus a little illust of her!!!)

And for our final team member, to properly fill out a party of five... we're gonna need all the help we can get, after all... what's this? It's Veronica WITH A GUN (WHO GAVE HER THAT?????)

That said, party members of the Dandelion Guild seem to come and go. It's just those three (Alfonse, Sharena, and Moe), who are always together.

Regardless! Onward! Into the Labyrinth!!!

#before i maintag about i need to tell you i almost wrote 'he has good people skills (... mostly)' abt alfonse #the '(.... mostly)'s being a bit of a joke. but like. no he really fucking doesn't actually. i can't fucking say that #HE'S JUST. out of everyone here. he has 'the best' people skills. sharena's situation is complicated obvs #like i can go on a whole tangent about it lowkey i already have. but something something #BOTH askr siblings REALLY struggle. w making friends/deeper than surface level connections. in opposite ways.#ANYWAYS i'm actually unsure how many maintags i want to use. i don't wanna spam...#etrian odyssey #fire emblem #feh #fuck it. all of them LMFAOOOOOO #fe alfonse #sharena #moe tag #elanorre (eoc)#fe veronica #my art #just a hint of it!#dandelion guild chronicles #<- idk how frequent it'll be but like. maintag for my eo nexus/feh/fe sillies/happenings

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loverboybrightsideghost · 15 days

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music is my favorite i'll love it til i die it makes my heart explode in the best and also sometimes most painful way. however. homework :(

#bluebird.txt #lowkey suspicious bc EVERYTHING has been in satb until now..........and they literally did not even tell us anything abt that #and there's always fucking typos on these instructions so it could just completely be a lie #however i'm gonna go have fun w it #violaposting #also not only homework but: GIRL WHY AM I SO BUSY #it's actually hilarious how funny music majors are like it's actually crazy

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yeonban · 26 days

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It's interesting how despite having lived a whole decade of his life at the orphanage, Tobias doesn't see a single orphan from Wammy's House as his sibling. Since he arrived there at 7, he's always thought of them as some sort of coworkers because he knew what they were raised to become and found no reason why he should try to be anything else w them. There were some he was slightly closer to, but they were never siblings in his mind. At best they were friends. Most are coworkers or people he can use later on in life.

#◜✧ . ❪ muse. tobias. ❫#◜✧ . ❪ tobias ; meta. ❫#Tbf I think it's lowkey also bc his family was erm....... Like That. and he ended up murdering them too so um!#Better that he DOESN'T view his fellow Wammy agents as siblings all things considered!#Elijah does view Tobias as a brother tho. But atp that's the only Wammy kid who does ADJSADHASDJ everyone else has smth much more #sinister going on w Tobias. Idk how all his dynamics are a huge '?' but whenever I think of Tobias & a Wammy kid I'm doing mental maths #He couldn't care less about N; B; A; K. He's friends w Matt in a half-friends half-coworkers sorta way. He likes Mello bc that guy's fun #Let's not even talk about the Wammy model (<-L) or Wammy staff / alleged parental figures...

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astrxealis · 5 months

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sorry to ffxivlovepost always anyway Man the way the devs & game did so good in making an mc that is Basically a blank-slate for the players, and there's so many opportunities to make your oc However you like but. the game itself adds so much story and character to that blank-slate guy. amazing

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#⋯ ꒰ა ffxiv ໒꒱ *·˚#i think abt this a lot. and also a lot of other ffxiv stuff LMFAO #it's amazing ..... drk is a huge example of this i think #bcs it plays into the guilt and whatnot the wol feels and all that. spectacular #endwalker !!!!! shadowbringers!!! the way the game uses the concept of hope is just always so beautiful and fascinating to me #and yeah bunch of games may have like. mc you create & design but not always can you like. ehvejfhsjf idk how to explain LOL #it is 4 pm i woke up 2 hours ago but priorly woke at 7 am after havingn a rlly. weird sleep.#to which my twin told me 'i wont tell u what time it is' as we went to sleep so it def was Really late #bcs we were going thru re2 and she was also playing games on steam i've been telling her to play #(to which i got her fav characters right and knew fr how'd she'd like the game LMFAO. twins amiright.)#actually that is also smth so fascinating to me bcs. i always have had someone w me in my life. i am literally never alone.#to which what i'm getting at here is Wow... it's like having a sleepover every single day. and i was a kid always sad never to have #sleepovers bcs my parents were strict (they r cool tho!) but i was a kid who wanted to experience all the kid things #but i didn't rlly but that's fine :P i am a grateful person LOL anyway back on track back on black #ffxiv... the game that u are.....#it's the 1st game that rlly actually made me invested in the ocs of others and also make a fully fledged oc that wasn't just originally mine #but for a fandom or something. and also it got me back into writing and Into making poetry and prose so. yeah.#it's amazing how much. oc x canon ???? yeah. ffxiv is so Wow #like eveyrhhting w themis or graha and how u can AAGGGHHH shit w your oc . so many possibilities #and that character. those possibilities. are already in game but also expanded by the player and the fanbade and #idk it's so beautiful to me WHAGHSGDJDH. and yes me saying themis or graha up there is self-indukgent bcs #both of them are so Insane it's so. insane!!!!! i will never forget what happened in abyssos in particular that Broke me #and anabaseios... :)) i cried so much it is almost embarrassing. and wow. asphodelos. wverything w themis just. yeah #anyway graha... self-explanatory if u know..... idk he's the character of all time to me. simply said. but themis is crazy bcs going thru ab #yssos made me think for a bit 'hey themis might be my fav character in ffxiv now' but No but also Wow. wow #kinda cute bcs me and my twin have a thing where she has a certain type of chara she likes and me too #so sometimes. most times. all times. we have our own characters we like anyway but sometimes they overlap but either the case we kinda #lowkey 'segregate???' idk if that is a good word but we do that w our fav characters. so like emet is her fav elidibus is mine.#and that was all the way in arrr alr and we barely knew spoilers so that's kinda crazy! anyway

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cherrygarden · 3 months

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#can i be completely honest without anyone getting mad or unfollowing #i know it was a long time ago but I still haven't recovered from my bad hslot experience in 2022 #like maybe it's dramatic but i genuinely feel bitter when I see concert videos and most times listen to his songs #pictures are ok but i just 😐 can't connect anymore #and it's so shitty!!!!#i don't want to not be a fan because it was so enjoyable before that happened #and I'll keep engaging with his content and when he releases new music I'll listen it with the best energy #and when he tours I'll buy tickets to try and replace the memories #but I lowkey hate that 1. I fell out of love w him and 2. that I'm treating it so srsly and not letting it go 😭#like probably ppl here will relate but him and 1d are part my identity I can't just. not be a fan #(I know i can and I do have an actual identity and life outside of fandom 🙄 im exaggerating for dramatic effect)#(mostly it's abt how boring not being a fan is) (I don't like when ppl say ''x saved me'' but he has brought light to my life many times)#I feel like we need to go to couple's therapy 😭😭😭 I'm aware this sounds extremely parasocial bc it is #I just can't help it #anyway im glad i didn't have the same experience at louis' show bc I genuinely GENUINELY wouldn't have survived going thru this w him

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earl-grey-love · 9 months

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I've been rereading the Hung.er Games (halfway through book 2), and it amazes me how even though it's been over a decade since I last read it, I still remember every detail. The power of a special interest should not be underestimated.

They're books I genuinely can't put down. I read the first one in like 3 days. I remember doing that the first time I read them too. Just glued to the pages. I loved the movies when they came out too. I watched the first one last night with my husband, who also just finished reading the first book too (his first time!), and it was so much fun. I can't wait to do it with the others.

I'm still so fond of all the characters. It makes me feel even more invested in all the tension, drama, and their fates. And seeing it through the eyes of an adult really adds to that. I'm noticing themes and details that, while I may have been aware of them at the time, the full depth of were lost on me until now.

#I used to f/o Finnick from the books specifically when I was 16 #I was so smitten with him #and lowkey still am #I'm 100% sure that when I come across him in the books again my feelings will not have changed #I am a deeply deeply political person #so I absolutely adore the full scope of the plot #the pebbles of revolution. the depesperate attempts at oppression. the growing understanding of the protagnist as she realizes her #significance and influence. the realistic way that affects her.#I love how well it narrates ptsd too right from the first page #I understand katnss a little bit too well #once Im done w this Im gonna read the queens gmbit #cant wait #Im going through one of my voraciously read everything in sight phases #sunny speaks

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autistic-shaiapouf · 6 months

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Beginning to really wonder how much of my financial concern is manufactured and handed to me as opposed to something I'm genuinely concerned by

#bc like. i'm getting by just fine. i don't have anything to be reasonably worried about #but also when i was a kid my father would break down my mother's paycheck and basically explain how broke we were #and that May Have Affected Me Somewhat #as well as just. the way you consistently see the advice to just save! don't get takeout! necessities! and i'm not intent on living like #a monk nor am i intent on being on that grindset for financial gain #it's like i don't intrinsically care but i have so many messages given to me about how i need to care a lot and it puts me in a weird spot #i am simultaneously standing still and moving at mach speeds #i mean right now i just need a safety net while in between jobs; after that i need to save up to move out of state bc the uh #political situation and upcoming presidential election don't seem very sustainable for someone like me anymore #they weren't to begin with but i don't wanna stick around to see how bad it's gonna get #but it's like. okay and then what? save for what? going back to school i guess? idk #i feel like i keep asking myself what i'm trying to accomplish and keep trying to force myself to have answers #here and now when i have to be okay with taking things one step at a time instead of having everything here and now #it's simultaneously fine and terrible and i am holding two conflicting yet equal truths #i feel i may have a clearer head once i leave my current job. i'm trying to look but nothing feels appealing given how #burnt out i already feel. i dread going back into my workplace and i fear it's showing to the patients and i don't want that #i want a month off to rediscover who i am as a person outside of getting yelled at in retail and then pick something back up #could be feasible. genuinely could be. i need to sort out the health insurance aspect but. that's lowkey the plan?#to construct a financial safety net and then slam on the breaks for a while; see if i can strike up a deal with the staff about me #coming in for specific tasks bc we already know i'm quick and efficient with the inventory so i do have a little leverage #you know what. this is getting some of it off my chest and i'm starting to feel confident again lmao #i won't be doing weekends starting either next week or the week after so that's a start! i just think i want everything done right now #bc i'm afraid i won't have the chance again but i will. i definitely will #i just need to let myself get to that point; it's just the immense drain from the register work and the Everything that comes with retail #also having to accept that it's okay to leave this; there's not something wrong with me like. ''not being able to handle it'' or w/e #no mindfulness or detachment could've saved me; it was shit and i'm hitting the bricks and that's all there is to it #i've been thinking a lot about it all lately bc it's what's most prominent in my life rn of course #idk. pondering. introspecting. as i am wont to do #anyways if you've read all this you're a real mvp and i am kissing you on the hand #shai speaks

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paleode-ology · 7 months

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spent the last solid couple of hours going through my old tumblr likes in order to have things better archived... unfortunately didn't make a note of how many I started at but it was probably in the mid 2000s and I've only cut it down to 2000 now. this is gonna take so long

#ode by ode #spring cleaning ig #there are so many things I should be doing instead!!!!!!#but I've been trying to just get more into my computer and browser setup #we started off making sure calibre was set up the way i wanted since i'm 100% gonna be an anna's archive bitch now that i've heard about it #and then I've been making reading lists #and organizing my bookmarks and bookmarking all of the sites i had saved in liked tumblr posts that i wanted to actually look at #set up my rss reader but haven't put anything in it yet #idk the onset of me realizing how much i do love archival management #and then the fact that my gf is sharing her vpn acct with me #sort of added together into this internet weirdo vibe i'm actively cultivating #and i mean i already lowkey had it going on #like i've been a firefox girlie since high school #and i def do a lot w privacy and the firefox qol extensions #plus i've been... how shall I say... well versed in the usage of shadow libraries for a couple years now as well #but fringe web things haven't been on my radar NEARLY enough #and i've been meaning to make actual lists and compilations of advice and book and game recs for eons #so just. continuing with that #even if i don't do anything else for a couple months i'm glad i made a decent dent in the tumblr likes bc they've been eating at my soul

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taegularities · 11 months

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I would DIE if you’d come up with a horror/thriller fic.

EYYY that's so cool, thank you thank youuuu 😭

#i'm not sure if i'd be able to write that genre well but i'd loooove to try #i might go full scary one day (LIKE IMAGINE A SCARY KINDA OT7 KNIVES OUT THING W FOCUS ON ONE MEMBER!!!) but!#i think im gonna start small n see how entertainer turns out bc it lowkey has a mysterious/shady kinda vibe lol #you'll see but i really hope you like it bc im gonna put my all into this oneshot!!!#notes for rid 🌹#ash <3

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blazingblorbos · 1 year

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Y'all, this ship tournament on twitter has me by the neck.

Round three is about to be ElyMei vs ElyEden on the right side and I think I'm genuinely going to have a breakdown /hj

#blazingshitpost #blazingshitpost honkai edition #I stayed up.. last night thinking about each of them #I'm GOING to vote ElyEden but #ohhh the torment #I could damn near write an ESSAY on each of them and why're they're tragic and how they HURT ME S O O OOO!!!#like ofc w/ ElyMei one of their most tragic factors is that teccchnically they've never ever met for real #—FUCK!—#sorry that hurt to type out #but in my head it's like.. lowkey a reason why I'm choosing ElyEden over them ??#'cause ElyEden was so real and they d*ed TWICE #that's enough outta me for today gn #honkai impact 3rd #honkai #HI3 #I won't tag the ships 'cause.. yeah

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kalashtars · 2 years

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anyone else ever get the sudden yet strong urge to become one of those people who is almost entirely disconnected from the internet and is just exceedingly "eccentric", reading books at odd times and having a little pocket journal and drinking tea perched on a counter.

#damien.txt #i'm going through my pretentious phase again you guys lmao #no but really like it's so to say but sometimes i really do crave disconnecting from everything #like sometimes i wonder if past lives are real just because i feel so absolutely disconnected and lowkey disgusted #by how constantly 24/7 we are all connected to the internet/technology #like sometimes dread fills my entire being at the concept that people in general are expected to always be accessible #but i think this feeling just comes from the crushing weight of expectations or whatever #but yeah. i really am feeling the urge to reinvent my life in this way atm #i know it's unlikely to happen bc i literally grew up on the internet. like i dont think it's possible for me to exist w/o it at this point #but a guy can dream #also i know the things i listed aren't eccentric theres just a vibe i'm thinking of that i'm having a hard time articulating exactly

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loregoddess · 1 year

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not to be jumping back to Octopath again, but I came across an actual explanation of temenos in the sense of how it was used originally as related to ancient Greek religion and the term suggests the use as a name is a bit more complicated than my "oh they basically named this dude Churchyard" handwaving of the writers' choice of names, but now I'm just sitting here with Thoughts and Feelings again

#I really want to replay Octo2 even though I JUST finished it 100% a few months ago #but like KNOWING everything now means a replay would allow me to catch SO many little details #but I also lowkey wanna replay 3H bc I've never actually played the main story w/ the DLC #and I want to see how lethal I can make Ashe by sending him through thief-assassin #but I also have a list of games I keep saying I'll play one day #but Octopath...#well for now I have LoD so I'm good for another week or so #anyhow I should sleep I'm going to regret staying up late tomorrow morning #oracle of lore

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falling-hand-in-unlovable-hand · 1 year

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the poll i just rbed got me thinking abt this winter so i went looking for pictures of my outfits then and somehow my most worn and most iconic fit was never committed to camera????? but anyways here's some pictures of me this winter just cuz

also semi-long hair remembrance post rip you're not really missed

#can you tell i was lowkey fucking going through it those couple months cuz good god #kiwifae says shit #vanities #ok but look at how ridiculous my hair was like girl tf was it doing half the time i?#my outfit of the season (the one i somehow never took a pic of) was basically the big corduroy jacket w another jacket under it (either the #red or blue one i'm wearing in the above photos) and THEN a sweater under that i was still cold most of the time idk how #i forreal wore it for 3 out of 5 days of the week every week

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wewontbesleeping · 4 days

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remember on reddit how mad people used to get when someone would call a funny image a "meme"? that is an IMAGE MACRO. not a MEME.

#lowkey i agreed w them and i still do but they were annoying about it #so i was forced to start calling all image macros memes #and now it's a moot point there's no going back #far too late #can't even entertain a discussion about it at this point #thinking about it now i'm like hold on that was like a DECADE ago. or possibly More. i think More.#lol i kind of hate thinking about how long i've been on various social media sites #like how long have i been on reddit??? since i was like 14 probably #i think even longer than i've been on here #disgusting !#and yet .

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astrxealis · 2 years

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40 mil is the highest points i've had for gw ever tbh so i am proud of myself so far <3 also !! almost rank 175 >;D

anyways hi just small update/rambles uhm. i've been more productive w school but also school ew !!! and 6.3 is so fucking soon holy shit i am not ready at all & i hope this week i can finally start omori and/or p4g <33

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#still obsessed w p5. ALSO mcr music is so slay AND uh yeah that's mostly it. rlly obsessed w buncha kinds of rock music rn #i looooove rock <3 rock and orchestra are my favorite genres (i'm kinda into all kinds of music tho fr!) hehe <33 #i love my fire team now tbh. like. nemone & athena together is perfect imo and i'm glad i realized that a long time ago already #but woa me w having both michael and percival is absolutely amazing hehe #arghhhhhhh ... i wna play nier vv badly but i need to wait for lune yeah ? but anyways in reincarnation i have all the automata characters #which i'm vv glad about >;)) 9s refused to come home months ago but now he has and heheheheh i love him #tbh it's so hard to manage my time now bcs on saturdays i'm busy and then sundays should be my rest but we often go out as rest ??#and i like it but also my gaming time and writing time and whatever time is lowkey a big Rest In Peace <//3 #I LOV MY FRIENDS but i haven't properly talked to. quite literally ANYONE for a bit now i'm so sorry #unless they approach me first somewhere that isnt social media of any sort or i've seen them irl bcs of school or yk my family or class #ive fixed my sched quite a lot but also there's still a lot to improve !! by the end of january i hope that i'm happy w my sched then <3 #okay small update OVER !! today was a pretty good day so far tbh uh. like bad shit happened but strangely i'm all okay !! <33 #like uhh ive been a bit more active in class and actually reciting more! i am usually vv shy and only just comment my answers if ever #BUT YEAH !!! and there was smth that was supposed to happen and my class forgot so i reminded them. and we're like 30 in class #okay rambles OVER !! im anxious still to open my notifs sorry i cant explain why bcs idk how but yeah. uh. if you want to contact me #for anything IDK HOW YOU SHOULD TBH. SORRY. but yeah !!! probably ask for my sideblog for mutuals ??#but tbh i havent checked that in a bit too and just ramble sometimes. SORRY......

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