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bekkahco · 2 years ago
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Orphan your fics. Just orphan them. Don't delete them. Please.
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hollywoodsargeant · 1 year ago
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For the fic rec, 2?
from 2023 fic rec ask game
2. fic you reread the most times
my actual ao3 history is all kinds of fucked up (and i have multiple accounts) so i will just go off fics i feel like i read a lot. so. :)
for starters is the knotted series which is @oversteerey again my bad... tbh mostly the first 2 fics but i am linking the whole series because i can
hopelessly devoted by anonymous is one of the only royalty au fics i have ever liked so i keeo going back to it. also loscar. soooo
+ oh no! by indyd is short and it amuses me so i go back to it a lot for fun. bangers across the board
bonus el lol fic panties in miami because reasons. i have definitely read it an unnecessary number of times
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othercrossee · 2 years ago
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Three weeks in and my teachers can finally see my face (has given up on english department)
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simpsiren · 4 years ago
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to have and have not.
lee taeyong x reader
“losing me is better than losing you.” - losing you, wonho
main masterlist
description. being close friends with the leader of one of the biggest korean gangs in the underworld wasnt already tough, a big situation falls into your laps that only makes your bond with him even stronger, and maybe perhaps having love to bloom in the process.
genre. mafia au, fwb to lovers au,
warnings. none except for a lot of shooting cudndn
word count. 6,733
a/n. here's a taeyong x reader ff i came up with. its not much but i still hope youll enjoy it :D
lee taeyong. most people, or rather regular people would have a shiver sent down their spine if they heard this name, even if they didnt know how the man looked like. taeyong was, and still currently is very well known in the underworld, but above it as well. he's a well known gang leader amongst all the other gangs that work under one man, mr david chong. basically the mafia boss trumping above all gangs. the police have never been able to catch him, no matter how hard they tried. the policemen would either get shot and killed one by one due to his great ability of using a mere pistol, or would just be killed by taeyong's gang members before taeyong would even appear in their sight. all in all, lee taeyong was a scary man in many ways. not to you though. you found him interesting.
when you were caught hostage by one of the gangs along with one other women you didnt know, and you have the great lee taeyong to get you out of there and have you work under him for debt in a way, you did owe him a lot when a bullet was mere seconds awayfrom going through your brain. you found out that the women who know work under taeyong as well is named val. now, you didnt have much work to do honestly, you would be lounging around in the arcade basement most of the time. you were only told to do small tasks that wasnt that horrifying in any way.
"im dying of boredom!" you whined as you sat up from the very comfortable velvrt couch and faced yuta, who was off duty for tonight. "doesnt boss have anything he needs me to do? i wonder why he even took me in" you folded your arms and rolled your eyes as you let your body slouch and sink into couch. "no one is doing anything right now M. the boss is trying to plan something big from what i hear." yuta shrugged as he took a sip of his vodka. all the members in the gang call you either mal or m, it was a shortened version of your long second name malvisko and you liked being called mal. "yeah well fuck that. im gonna go sleep." you stood up from the couch and waved a small goodbye to yuta before exiting the arcade basement to head to your bedroom, or not.
you tip toed across the halls, making sure no one sees the fact that youre slowly making your way to the boss's office. you arrived at the door without being seem by anyone and right before you were about to open the door, you see jaehyun, taeyong’s right hand man. you looked up to meet his gaze. “you’re here to see mr lee?” you nodded slowly, intimidated by how cold he looks, but no one can beat the gaze of taeyong. “he’s currently feeling stress. try to calm him down a little.” he pats your shoulder before walking past you and disappearing into the hallway. the only person who knows your true relationship with taeyong was jaehyun, and you consider him to be a friend more than a colleague.
you stepped into the room and closed the door behind you. you see taeyong behind his desk with his laptop. he wore his wearing casual attire, which was a hoodie and sweatpants, along with his glasses. you see papers scattered across the table. you slowly walked up to stand beside taeyong. “hey, tae. how’s work going for you?” you placed your hand underneath taeyong’s chin and kisses his cheek lightly. taeyong sighed and took off his glasses and rubbed his temples. “almost all gangs are now working under bishop. what’s worse is that he’s working for that idiot david chong.”
you placed both your hands on his shoulders and massaged them gently as you bit your lip, not entirely sure of what to say. “that sounds pressurising.” you whispered. taeyong scoffed in response. “im going to take revenge on them for killing my brother. he wasnt even involved in this shitshow. ill figure something out.”
you knew about taeyong’s past. you knew that he has worked under mr david chong since he was little but decided rebel, leaving to start his own gang. but now, mr david chong wants him back and will do anything to do so. taeyong is a “precious specimen” as what mr david chong kept calling him. a man who was extremely smart and living in a monstrous world, he did everything he could to survive. it only made his instincts so much stronger. taeyong was like a wild beast in a wild forest, not many were able beat him. you felt honourable for the fact that taeyong lets you know his past. the other members know about it as well, but not as much as you did.
“rest tonight, tae. i want you to sleep.” you leaned forward from behind and whispered into his ear, gently planting light kisses down his neck. taeyong sighed once more and pulled your hand from your shoulder and turned his chair to face you. taeyong pulls you to sit on his lap. “now’s not the time to be doing stuff like that. im sure you know that well.” taeyong glares at you with his piercingly dangerous eyes. you giggled softly, resting your hands on his chest. "i was just advising you to rest, nothing more." you winked teasingly. taeyong scoffed in response and made you stand up. he walked past you and towards the bed, falling onto it almost instantly. you followed suit and sat beside him at the edge of the bed. "youre right. i have a ton of things to do tomorrow." taeyong covers his eyes with his forearm. "im having jaehyun guard you while im away too. its getting dangerous with a whole army of high ranked psychos coming for me. theyll definitely go for those i most treasure before capturing me."
you took a deep breath. "be careful alright? come back to me safe." taeyong chuckled, shaking his head as he sat up straight, going close to you and pecking your lips. "cant exactly do that without having either a bullet in me or a broken rib, but ill come back alive." taeyong wraps his arm around you and pulls you in for a quick kiss before pulling away. "now go. i dont want my men suspecting anything." you nodded and stood up and walked to the door. before you walked through the door, you went back to taeyong to give one last kiss before leaving him for the night.
you were walking down the dimly lit when you suddenly bumped into someone. you looked up to notice it was jeno. one of the younger guys in the gang. "what were you doing boss's office?" jeno asked innocently. you licked your lips nervously, trying to quickly think up an answer. "its fine. i know what you are to him." jeno folded his arms as he smirked widely in a teasing manner. you quickly looked around, making sure you and him were alone. "no one is to hear that you know. im just his friend.. with benefits." you whispered to jeno. jeno giggled. "sure mal. anything you say." he mocked you. "shut it. if taeyong knows that you know he'll probably threaten you to keeo quiet. its good enough that im already warning you." you rolled your eyes and before you were about to make a turn towards another hallway, you look at jeno's way and pressed your index finger to your lip.
you headed to your room and slept as perusual. lucky for you, nothing happened to you that night. taeyong is always scaring you by saying that anyone can kidnap you in the middle of the night, at any time. but god knows taeyong would never let that happen. when you wake up in your large bedroom in your large bed, you looked towards the coffee table to see jaehyun sitting on the comfortable chair, drinking coffee and using his phone. you signalled jaehyun by coughing, making him look your way immediately. "good morning, miss." you sat up from your bed and yawned, turning your head to the full body mirror beside your bed and seeing how terrible you looked. you slipped out of your soft white mattress and grabbed the silk robe, wearing it on before walking over to the coffee table.
“i told you. you didn’t have to call me miss. im your colleague for shit.” you said as you took a seat across jaehyun. he placed the cup of coffee he had in his hand on the table. “sorry, mal. im just used to calling you miss since you have a strong relationship with taeyong.” jaehyun doesn’t look up at you as he quickly glanced his eyes over the words on the newspaper. “jeez im telling you. we’re just friends with benefit. nothing more.” you huffed and folded your arms, slouching into the seat. “by the way, apparently jeno knows about me and taeyong. just keep an eye on him.” you grabbed the cup of tea that was on the table and took a sip. “the gang will be in an uproar if word gets around” you whispered, staring down at your drink. “i will.” jaehyun simply said.
you carried on with your day. most of the gang members are out today. probably because of the big plan that taeyong is doing. he probably also has some gang members to follow him. jaehyun would be with taeyong most of the time but he needed to take care of you since taeyong trusts him with you the most. you could understand. they had a long history together.
“can we please go grocery shopping and cook homemade food? im tired of buying take out.” you whined as you stabbed the fork into the friend chicken that you ordered from kfc. jaehyun took a sip of coca cola and hummed. “im not sure if its safe mal. taeyong wouldn’t want you to be wondering around in public.” you pursed your lips. “but i have you to protect me.” you pouted at jaehyun. he raised his eyebrow in disgust and sighed. “ill call taeyong and ask him.” you shouted a loud yay which made jaehyun flinch back, using his finger to cover his ear as he rolled his eyes and took out his phone to call taeyong. you were trying to hear his conversation with taeyong at the other end of the line by placing your ear close to jaehyun’s phone. you smiled as jaehyun ended the call. “alright. get ready to go. ill wait outside the room.”
you nodded happily as closed the door when jaehyun walked out, skipping your way towards your wardrobe and picking out a simple outfit to go to the supermarket. you made sure you hair looked neat and grabbed your purse and walked out to meet jaehyun. jaehyun leads you out of the hideout and gestured you to get into the car. taeyong normally rode this car but for some reason he chose to take another one to run his errands. you waited as jaehyun gets into the driver’s seat and starts driving to the nearest supermarket.
you two arrived at the supermarket. you realised that it wasnt at all crowded since it was practically 3am in the morning. you only see a few high school students around buying a snack and headed out in a flash. jaehyun helped with pushing the trolley while you picked out ingredients to make jjajangmyeon. you figured that it would be best to make a big batch so that the rest could be saved as leftovers for the other members when they come back in the morning for breakfast. jaehyun kindly offered to pay and the both of you headed out of the supermarket, with jaehyun carrying the groceries.
“thanks for taking me out. its nice to take in some fresh air instead of being couped up in the hideout." you turned towards jaehyun to give him a bright smile but later noticed that jaehyun was looking around suspiciously, his eyes scanning around his surroundings as if the scanner in his mind has detected danger somewhere near you two. you kept quiet for moment, getting scared and you slowly got close to jaehyun. "get down!" jaehyun screamed at you, dropping the groceries and he wrapped his arm around you and drags you to hide behind the car when suddenly a bullet was fired to your direction. you froze, tilting your head up to see jaehyun quickly pulling out his gun from his back pocket, arms streched out to the ground, ready to shoot any second. "its a fucking sniper." jaehyun whispered to you as he looked up towards the buuildings oposite the car, trying to find which building the sniper was stationed at. you didnt know what to do, you were afraid, scared, many feelings were flowing through you. all you could do was look down at the ground, and trust jaehyun with whatever he was doing.
"we're going to get in the car and im going to drive us out of here before the sniper can take another hit, got it? just get into the car as quick as possible and duck down. make sure that he wont be able to see you through the window." you nodded as you quickly processed jaehyun's instructions. "on my signal." jaehyun had his eyes glued on the tall buildings, it was late at night so you could barely see anything, you could never imagine how jaehyun was even able to spot the sniper.
"now!" you immdiately opened the door and got inside the car, closing the door and ducking your body down so as to not be see through the winodw. jaehyun hopped into the driver's seat in a flash and started up the car. you were panting nervously as you felt the car moving at high speed. you heard another bullet being shot at the back of the car. you whinced as you tilted your head up to see jaehyun with his phone beside him, his phone being placed on speaker mode as he called taeyong. "something happened. a sniper tried to shot mal. im heading back to the hideout now." jaehyun said. you heard taeyong shouting a loud 'fuck' before hanging up the call. jaehyun kept silent as he drove you back to the hideout in full speed. in less than 10 minutes, the car was put to a stop. you hugged your purse and you started slowly sitting back up. you looked at jaehyun, who's head and eyes were scanning the area again. jaehyun got out the car and walked to your door, opening it and signaled you to get out, you continues hugging you purse to your chest tightly as you quickly ran towards the hideout and got inside, with jaehyun following you behind.
you took deep breaths and watched jaehyun you looked extremely wary yet calm and collected. you were almost killed and jaehyun looked chill, although you doubt he felt like it. "taeyong's coming. wait for him in the main area." you folowed his instructions and took a seat in the couch of the main area, which basically consisted of a single couch and a very large table. the main area is where everyone would gather if they needed to plan something together, like breaking into a house and sorting out the escape routes etc. you werent part of those meetings but you were always there at the doorframe to see what taeyong and the others were talking about.
you took out your phone, not seeing any messages. you sighed and shoved your phone bac into your purse. it didnt take long for taeyong to come rushing through the door and placing himself on the couch, sitting down beside you and hugging you tightly. you nervously placed your arms around him, seeing the other members aloqly coming into the room. you let out a soft 'uh' into taeyong's ear, signalling taeyong to pull away from you since there were many eyes on you, wierded out that taeyong is being way too touchy with a gang member.
taeyong immediately noticed you hint and pulled away, coughing as he walked toward the huge table and slammed bot his arms down. "bishop is coming, in no time, theyll find out about our hideout and attack." the gang members begin to gather around the table. jaehyun however was standing with his arms folded behind the couch. "splint into groups and disperse. we cant be gathering in big groups like this. leaders take charge." you see the leaders of the sub groups, which were taeil, winwin and johnny nodding their heads to their boss. "those under me. stay low. dont do anything reckless. although it applies to everyone so." taeyong shrugged and sighed, rubbing his temples. "okay thats all. everyone head out tomorrow morning. im calling the leaders in the future to give further orders."
everyone said their goodbyes and exited the room one by one. jaehyu was the last one to stand at the door and before heading out, he gave a look to taeyong, which taeyong responded with a nod and walked out, closing the door behind hi and leaving you and taeyong alone in the main area. taeyong turned towards you and took a seat beside you, looking at you up and down. "im so glad youre safe." taeyog brings his hand uo to cup your cheek and frowned slightly and hugged him tight, digging your face into his chest. taeyong held you close and strokes your hair slowly and placed a kiss on the top of your head. "im not gonna let you go out without me or jaehyun anyore. i cnt imagine what woud happen if you went out alone." taeyong whispered as he pulled away, looking at your face before pulling you into a deep kiss. he pulled himself away from you. "you must be shock from that. im letting you sleep in my room."
you nodded slowly and stood up, following taeyong out of the main area and to his bedroom, which is basically his office. he lets you go inside first and closed the door behind him. he immediately unbottoned his white button up shirt, taking it off and throwing it at the edge of the bed and took a seat on the bed. "why are you so dressed up? you only went to the supermarket." taeyong commented as his eyes scanned you up and down, your outfit looking too bold for going somewhere simple in the middle of the night. "its not often i get to go out of this place. i just wanted to look good." yoy stripped your clothes off till you were in your bra and underwear. you placed your clothes where taeyong's shirt was and picked up his shirt to put it on. "you look nice in my shirt."
you giggled you walked over to the bed and layed down beside taeyong. taeyong cuddled you close, your leg over his and you burry your head deep into his neck. "im going to keep you safe from now on." teyong said, planting kisses on your shoulder. "thats not what a 'friend' says you know." taeyong lets out a 'tsk' before closing his eyes. "sleep," taeyong muttered. you smiled softly and kissed his cheek one last time before falling asleep. to be honest, you didnt know what was yor relationship with taeyong. for now, you only wanted to think of taeyong as your friend with benefit. besides, how can a gang keader even have time to fall in love. you were only there to comfort him, seeing his soft side. you felt that his actions says more than what your relationship with him is, but you chose to not let you imagination wonder too far. you liked taeyong, but you never wanted to interfere with his work by having a relationship with him, thinking that you would be a burden.
the next morning you woke up to see taeyong who just got out of the shower. you yawned and sat up straight, waiting taeyong who’s abs were out in the open, immediately diverting your eyes to it. “you’ve seen it plenty of times but you’re always staring at it like its your first time.” taeyong said calmly. you blinked your eyes and gaze your eyes up at taeyong who was drying his hair with a small towel. you blushed and stood up from the bed. “i cant help it.” you shrugged and begin to unbutton taeyong’s shirt which you slept in and slipped into your own clothes. before you walked out to head to your own room, taeyong pulls you to him by the waist in a swiftly motion and planted a kiss on your lips. “shower and get ready by 9 at the main area. im having a meeting which you need to be there for.” you smiled soft and interlocked your hands with his before letting go and heading out to your room.
you quickly showered and changed your outfit into a more comfortable one, merely only wearing a hoodie and sweatpants. you shoved your phone into your back pocket and and shoved your hands into the sides of your hoodie and walked your way over to the main room.
when you arrived, you see the members that are grouped to be under taeyong standing around. you noticed that taeyong has yet to arrive. you see jeno hanging around the corner with jaemin. you headed over to them, since they’re the only ones you would consider close to. “mal! how was last night? did you have fun?” jeno asked, tilting his head and grinning widely with the smile of a cheshire cat. you furrowed your eyebrows and slapped his should, making him flinch back as he let out a hiss. jaemin looked at the both of you, confused. “what happened last night?” jaemin questioned you. you shook your head with a smile. “oh its nothing. i just played cod with mark last night.” you glared at jeno who still had his smile on. you rolled your eyes and folded your arms. just how does he know everything? you thought to yourself.
you heard the door open, revealing taeyong in a ravishingly beautiful slick black suit. you clicked your tongue in amusement as you eyed him. what’s the occasion for him to be dressing this good? “great everyone’s here. let’s walk through what’s going to happen tonight.” tonight? what is taeyong going to do? is this what he worked long hours for? you listened attentively as taeyong talked about the plan to the members. you were in awe. you weren’t mentioned in the whole plan at all. why did you have to be here? “this needs to be pulled off properly if we’re going to beat that shit. got it? mal, i just need you to stay with me.” taeyong said as he turned his head to the back to face you. you widened your eyes and nodded quickly. “we head out at 12am sharp.” with that, taeyong walked out of the room, leaving everyone to do their own things.
jaemin chuckled. “this is going to be fun.” jaemin said in a sing-song tone. “the fuck is so good about killing a bunch of people jaemin?” you took your phone out to check the time, realising that they had the meeting for four hours and its already 1 in the afternoon. “its the chaos that excites me.” jaemin winked at you, laughing sinisterly and shoved his hands in his trousers and walked out with his shoulders laid back. “he’s only being sadistic. its fine.” you looked at him with a weirded out face. he snorts and jerked your arm with his elbow. “chill m. he’s just joking with you.” members slowly started going out of the main area. you decided to hang out at the arcade area.
the whole day went by quick since you were on your phone the entire time and once it was beginning to get close to 12am. the place started to get hectic with everyone preparing their guns and maing sure they have everything ready before moving out. you however, were just waiting in the main area. you figured that everyone would gather there first so you decided to get your lazy ass out of the arcade room and to the main area.
one by one, members started coming in. you see everyone, including jeno and jaemin with a pistol in hand. you have handled those before but your aiming really sucked. no one in the gang can compare to taeyong's gun skills though. his precision is so good he can shoot someone right in the center of their forehead from such long distances. he liked using old fashioned guns that were different from what the others had since he was more comfortable with it.
by 12am sharp as promised, everyone has gathered in the main area.taeyong gave one last look to all the members and everyone nodded their heads and exited the room swiftly, leaving you, taeyong and jaehyun.
"jaehyun's going to drive us to the mansion. after that, im not letting you out of my sight. got it?" you hummed in response as the three of you proceeded as planned, getting in the car immediately after getting out of the hideout and headed to david chong's mansion.
when you arrived, the car was right in front of the entrance of the mansion. you look through the window andnoticed how extravagant it looked. it looked rich, like it costed millions of dollars, but that is what to be expected from a mafia boss who has money rolling in every second. taeyong asked you to stay put in the car while jaehyun and taeyong got out of the car to talk to the two security guards that were standing at two sides of the entrance and heavily armed with multiple guns strapped on their black vests. taeyong and jaehyun were being checked by the two security guards to avoid having any guns being pointed at david chong, well that made sense.
not long after, jaehyun opened the door of the car and taeyong stood in front of you before grabbing you by the arm and getting you out. you were being pulled to the entrance. the security guards immediately scanning you up and down. "the fuck you looking at my girlfriend for? she's unarmed dont worry." taeyong hissed at them, making them click their tongues and allowing you and teyong to enter, along with jaehyun following behind. did taeyong called you his girlfriend? well that was unexpected.
upon entry, you see a huge grand room which two large sets of stairs on either side, leading and connected together to the second floor, to which a old men stepped out of the shadows of the dimly lit room. "lee taeyong. been awhile since ive seen you in the mansion." taeyong only kept silent, his seemingly cold blooded gaze on david chong. right now, taeyong looked extremely intimidating. although you werent scared by him the first time you met him, this was different. it felt as thoug even his gaze can kill soeone out of fear.
"come back home, taeyong. ill take you under my wing again, and youll live the finest life ever." david chong said. you observed him closely. you thought he looked like those males that become more ugly the more they age. "like hell i would." taeyong said. suddenly, david chong's eyes turned to you. you widened your eyes in fear, but tried to look calm and collected. "who is this beautiful and precious young lady?" he tilted his head and the smiled widly. you were disgusted by the old man was eyeing you right now. taeyong puts a hand on your shoulder. "you remember her right? the girl that your snipers tried to get." the old man started to climb down the stairs. taeyong watching his every step. david chong eventually ended up standing in front of you.
"looking up close, she's more pretty than i thought. could be of use to me." the old man come up close to you, way too close. he placed his thumb on your chin, tilting your head up and he examined your face. your eyes went to taeyong, who instantly pulled you away from him, making you stand behind him. "dont fucking touch her." the old man responded with a loud chuckle. "protective as always. i really did raise you up well." david chong kept his eyes on you. you could tell that taeyong would have ripped his neck open by now, but he kept calm regardless of the overflowing rage at how close david was getting to you.
"how about this? lets arrange a deal." david said, folding his arms in front of him as he stood a foot away from taeyong, who only stared at him fiercely. "i have the girl, and you get your freedom." you widened your eyes, gaze immediately switching from david to taeyong, constantly going back and forth. you felt jaehyun's presense from behind coming closer. "so i dont need your ugly ass and your men tailing my every move if i let her be one your your billions of prostitutes." taeyong raised and eyebrow and laughed histerically, making him look the only crazy one in the room. his eyes grew dark soon after. "try that and you wont see the light of day. though i think today is the last time you ever will." taeyong's eyes glanced to the side where it was dark and in a split second, a gun slided on the floor from the darkness and was in taeyong's arm. immediately, all the members got out from lurking in the darkness, guns all pointed towards david. however, david's men, including bishop's group, appeared on the second floor.
you looked around you in shock, overwhelmed by how much has happened in the blink of an eye. you moved back slightly, feeling jaehyun's hand on your back which made you feel a little safe. you see taeyong pointing his gun towards david's head, to which david responded with a low chuckle. "what, you want to kill me? i have many gangs under me. i could get you devoured in a second." you hear jaehyun letting out a huff as a gun was tossed to him as well. "im not that dumb please."
taeyong wraped his arm around david's neck and turned around to face biship's gang at the second floor. "move and he dies." taeyong shouted, tightening his grip on david's neck. you could tell that bishop's gang members were irritated and taken aback by what taeyong did. taeyong gestured his head towards winwin, who the signalled his gang to go up to the second floor.
"drop your guns." winwin said to the group of men. they were about to put their guns on the floor when a bullet was fired at winwin's shoulder, who immediately whinced in pain. the whole room became a chaos as bishop's gang started to attack. you froze in fear. taeyong shot david in the leg and turned around to look at you. without realising, you see jaehyun on the floor with bishop's members surrounding him. one of the men grabbed you and placed your hands behind your back, tightening his grip. you stared at taeyong with widened eyes, too scared to do anything. you tried to get away from the man's grasp, but clrly you werent strong enough to go against him. you see someone coming up from behind taeyong. "taeyong behind you!" it was too late. taeyong was knocked down unconscious. "taeyong!" you cried out, trying you best to get to taeyong, but you couldnt. you cried as you saw taeyong's body fell to the ground. you realised jaehyun was unconscious as well. it didnt take long for them to knock you out soon after realising the situation you were in.
your eyes fluttered open. you tried to move but realised you were tied up with your hands behind your back and your legs tied together as well. you looked around, trying to process where you were at. it looked like a basement of some sort. the walls looked old and moldt and there was nothing else around you other than taeyong and jaehyun. you started wondering where your other members were at. you wiggled your way towards taeyong who's body was still and wasnt that far away from you. you tried to wake him up by bumping your head on his chest. it didnt take him long to wake up. "mal. fuck they caught us." taeyong muttered under breath as he woke jaehyun up by kicking jaehyun's leg. jaehyun looked around. you saw jaehyun's ear twitch suddenly. he leaned towards the door. "they're coming." jaehyun said. the room fell silent as the door flew open, revealing david alone, walking in. "look at you. i thought you were stronger than this taeyong." david bent down to meet taeyong's eye level. taeyong turned his head away.
"so whats it going to be? the girl, or you?" david walked over to you and grabbed you by the collar and lifted you up, his head getting close to your neck and he took in your scent. you bite your lip and tilted your head away, struggling to kick him away. "smells like money to me." david chuckled. taeyong and jaehyun both hissed at him like snakes. david acted scared, letting out a "woah." sarcastically. "you got one hour to decide. also.." bishop suddenly appeared at the entrance of the door and walked over to taeyong. "pleasure seeing you again." bishop said to taeyong. "to think you would be dumb enough to team up with david. go to hell." taeyong argued. "i thinnk youre the one going to hell, when i torture you to death." bihsop instantly pulls out a night and placed it at taeyong's neck. jaehyun tried to kick it away but to no avail. "im having him torture you while you decide. have fun." with that, david dropped you back to the ground, and left the room. you heard him lock it, just great.
"now, what are we going to do with you three?" bishop romved the knife from taeyong's neck and circled around the three of you. "all we wanted to do was take david's money and bring him to the police for fuck sake." taeyong said as he rolled his eyes. "you shouldnt let me know your plan, idiot." bishop commented when he stopped behind you, pulling your hair, making you whince. "tell me, you ever had sex before?" your raised an eyebrow and kept your mouth shut. "not going to reply i see." out of nowhere, bishop connected his lips with yours and tried kissing you, but you didnt let him, still struggling to get out of his grasp. "get away from her!" taeyong shouted as jaehyun kicked bishop in the stomach with his legs. you fell down and coughed in disgust. bishop laughed, standing up and squat down infront of you. you spit in his face and stared him in the eyes. "fiesty. i see why david could have fun with her." bishop whispered. the only thing you could think about was how furious taeyong looked, his eyes burning in anger.
"well, i didnt come here to torture taeyong so, ill be on my way now." bishop suddenly carried you bridal style. you screamed taeyong and jaehyun's names as you were being carried way from them and out of the room. taeyong looked into your eyes, nodding his head as to signal that you will be fine, and that he'll find a way to get to you. you could only trust him when the door closed, removing taeyong and jaehyun out of your sight.
you didnt know where you being being carried to. you tried to stay calm, but your breathing was completely unstable. bishop noticed how you were acting. "calm down, im only keeping you for myself, i only worked with david to get my hands on you." bishop opened a door and entered the room. it was a bedroom, a good looking one at that, fitting the theme of the whole mansion. "what are you going to do with me?" you asked him, your voice cracking. bishop throws you on the bed and gets on top of you, you shivered as his hand touched your cheek, admirj g your face. "you'll find out soon, love." with that, bishop gets off the bed and walked out the room and locked you in. you looked around, trying to find any possible way to escape. there wasnt a window to escape through and you were unable to come uo with any ideas. you cried as you hugged yourself on the bed, you didnt know what to do. you were away from taeyong. who knows what could happen to you. you cried and cried till your eyes became dry and extemely red.
bishop hasnt come back for awhile now. you closed your eyes and tried to control your breathing, taking in deep breathes to try and calm yourself down, though it was very difficult. you didnt realise you were crying too much to the point where you fell asleep.
you woke up. you werent in the room this time. you looked around, you looked to be in a car. you turned to the front to see jaehyun and taeyong in the front seats, with taeyong driving. "great youre awake. we're heading home, not the hideout though." taeyong said with a monotoned voice. how did you get out? did you fell unconscious or something? you were in bishop's room the last time you were awake. you fell asleep again, too tired to think or even bother to ask yourself questions.
soon, you felt arms carrying you out the car. you fluttered your eyes open to meet taeyong's. he placed a soft kiss at the top fo your head. taeyong carried you to a rundown looking house. the wood on the walls were filled with mold, but it appeared to still be a suitabe place for a hideout. you were placed on a bed and taeyong sat down beside you. he hugged you tightly, and you hugged him back, fully embracing his presence. he plants soft kisses on your neck. you pulled yourself closer to him. "is everyone safe?" you asked with eyes of concern.taeying pulled away from you and smiled softly. "everyone is fine, a few wounded but the doctors are handling that." taeyong pulled you in your a kiss. you wrapped your arms around his neck, while his was placed securedly on your waist. taeyong pulled away and sighed. "im sorry i couldnt protect you." taeyong whispered as he grabbed your hands and places them both on your lap, rubbing your skin lightly with his thumb. you layed a kiss on the side of his lips. "its fine, i was scared, but i knew you would come for me." you smiled softly, trying not to break down again in front of taeyong to make him feel worse.
"i love you." taeyong said. you widened your eyes. "you do?" taeyong hummed and nodded his head in response. you placed your forehead against his. "so we arent friends with benefits?" you asked him again. taeyong gave you wierded out look. "since when were we friends with benefits. i thought you knew that i liked you." you chuckled softly. "you should know youre the kind of person that cant express his feelings well." you commented. taeyong only frowned, to which to kissed it away. "ill keep you safe from now on, no matter what. losing me is better than losing you." taeyong hugged you once again.
after that crazy experience you had, you learned a few things. one, that taeyong was now yours. you didnt have to hide your feelings for him, and the members were apparently happy for you two. well, taeyong would propably rage if anyone opposed it anyways. and two, that you were able to trust taeyong full heartedly. with his strength, you know that he would do anything to keep you safe.
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renwritesrandomthings · 6 years ago
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Mitsuhide’s Route and MC summary and commentary
Basically, the route flow. Spoilers. HAHAHA!  My tsundere self hates MC here. Just a personal preference. I wanted an MC who can outwit Mitsuhide and surprise him. But, on the other, as enlightened to me by @devilkingskonpeito, Hideyoshi’s MC is quite strong. And, it reminded me how she blackmailed Mitsuhide in the dungeon. And, by the end, Mitsuhide just attempts to tease her, and MC replied “You’re teasing me again!” And, it’s like a Brecht-like situation of stoping any emotional reactions. It doesn’t fulfill Mitsuhide’s purpose of teasing. This made me realize when Mitsuhide did not pursue his feelins. He is probably scared she could read her.  This is the reason why I like Hideyoshi’s route. MC is pretty strong and grounded. MCs affect how I enjoy a route. 
I am on chapter 8 already. I really am hoping she changes a bit and be stronger in her own way. This is also the route where in MC doesn’t have her own sewing and designing thing, which is sad for me. I always admired her for being passionate on something. And, for her to not be able to do it  is sad. 
So, yeah, 5 more chapters. Let’s see. I am still hoping for some change. 
Again~  play the route. It’s a reader-response text. I respond this way as a player. LOL. 
Mitsuhide is assigned to ‘take care’ of MC
Knowing in all routes that he is a sado-masochist. He forces to teach her many things: war history, horseback riding, shooting, and even basic fighting.  She whines each time or crying. (This is very interesting because one would assume that Mitsuhide is teaching her how to survive in war and what is the reality of it. Like, Masamune, Nobunaga, and Ieyasu.) 
She’s brought in the war by Mitsuhide and saves her eventually. 
She thanks him, and somehow she gets this glimpse that Mitsuhide hates violence. 
MC becomes curious about Mitsuhide. Basically, she learned  that he’s quite a flirt. known as “Horereba Jigoku” or “A Hell to Fall in Love with.” The Samurai in the town has a negative opinion on him, questioning his loyalty to Nobunaga. Masamune even mentions to MC that Mitsuhide has a possibility to betray any of them. But, Masamune respects his wit and intellect. And, calling out MC’s excessive innocence. 
MC accidentally sees Mitsuhide, one night, speaking to someone in the shadows. OF course, he chases MC who was going to report to Hideyoshi about her concerns. 
Her sudden visit surprises Hideyoshi. On the verge of her confession, Mitsuhide appears in Hideyoshi’s manor. The two already begin to argue, Hideyoshi asking MC what really happened. 
But, of course, MC digresses. And, she follows Mitsuhide to his manor. 
In his manor, Mitsuhide shows MC her bag and begins to interrogate her. 
She had no choice but to explain her situation. Mitsuhide says, that he will help her go back to her time and understands that each person does keeo a secret. 
MC, who’s all tired, asks Mitsuhide if she can sleep and rest. He offers his lap. 
The next day, a rumor spreads that Mitsuhide and MC slept together. MC is asking and whining to Mitsuhide to tell people off. 
Mitsuhide tells Nobunaga and Hideyoshi he plans to make her his fiancee.
Nobunaga talks to MC alone and tells her to take care of Mitsuhide.
MC stares blankly. LOL 
Mitsuhide drags her to a mission and they pretended to be husband and wife travelling entertainers.
She whines again about the situation of room sharing, but still doing it. Even doesn’t really protesting on Mitsuhide’s stolen kisses. 
MC pushes Mitsuhide to be honest.
Mitsuhide tells MC that she is like Hideyoshi.  LOL
Eventually, MC was taken forcely one night by some samurai and brought to Yoshiaki Ashikaga as an offering. 
MC protests and Ashikaga insults her, saying he doesnt want any random woman who doesnt have any social status. MC fights back on his cruel words, attempting to fight but knocked out.
Mitsuhide finds her on the same spot she was taken and asks her to tell her everything. 
She cries (OKAY THIS IS LIKE A TRAUMATIZING EVENT, SO CRYING IS OKAY). And, she asks Mitsuhide to hug her in her sleep. 
TBH, Mitsuhide is really a nice guy deep inside. 
Next day, he teases her again and she whines out of annoyance. But eventually gives in to his instructions. 
MC goes to the market and coicindentally meets Sasuke and Yukimura ---who were just travelling. 
She tells them about Ashikaga and even about Yoshimoto.
The two left worried about the Yoshimoto and Ashikaga being in the same space. 
Upon leaving, a hand pulls MC. UGH. 
It was Yoshimoto. He said he was worried about her, upon seeing her in Ashikaga’s mansion.
Apparently, Yoshimoto was there. 
During the festival, Mitsuhide told MC to perform alone while he does his thing as revenge to those who kidnap MC.
Comment: This is what Masamune said. Mitsuhide deliberately creates enemies for himself versus Hideyoshi’s negotiation approach. 
Then, when they escaped to travel back to Azuchi. They rested in the field, flirting. UGH. Like, Mitsuhide was saying after tonight our husband-wife play is over. So, they were like flirting and kissing on the cheek. He teases her and she whines yet accepting that these are his teases. 
Upon reaching Azuchi, the guards arrests Mitsuhide for the Honno-ji Incident. Mitsuhide, like in any other route, says nothing and relies on Kyubei. 
Back in the hall, the rest of the warlords discuss about things. Nobunaga orders a death sentence to Mitsuhide, to which Hideyoshi begs back to reconsider. He is angry and does not believe the accusations. Masamune and Ieyasu calms Hideyoshi .
MC sneaks to the dungeon.. She saw Mitsuide all wounded since he was beaten up by guards. YES SHE CAN CRY HERE. IT’S A VALID REASON. 
But, I did wish it made her a little mad or more strong willed to pull the truth from Mitsuhide.
Similar to Hideyohi’s route, he follows MC in the dungeon. 
Hideyoshi, angry and frustrated on Mitsuhide, tells him off that he can’t even spare trust to him. He would like to believe that he is innocent. He punches him and says, he’ll pull out the truth from him. And, tells MC to leave with him. 
This is the frustrating part in Mitsuhide he just asks MC to trust him, but he cannot trust her back.
That night Ieyasu told MC that Mitsuhide escaped. She was all agitated and wanted to go to him. Ieyasu calls her stupid and to just stay in his room, since the whole Azuchi is in chaos. 
She cries in her room.
Then, Mitsuhide  appears from her window.
It’s such a mystical scene. The writers is selling Mitsuhide the ‘mystical creature”.
Basically, he’s there to say his goodbye and give her a hair accessory with the Akechi flower crest.
She cries again and Mitsuhide gives her a deep kiss. 
The scene is really poignantm though. 
But  how I wish she tried to keep herself a little stronger for Mitsuhide then shed tears as he kissed her. Because the hair accessory itself seals the romance that he loves her. 
Mitsuhide bids goodbye and she asks, “ When is next time?” 
She reminds of the ladies in Tale of Genji. 
Mitsuhide is confronted by Masamune. This is an amazing scene. Mitsuhide is secretive and Masamune is always upfront and instinctive. Fox versus Tiger. Of course, Mitsuhide pulls a last trick  and leaves Masamune defeated. 
Few days after, Ieyasu and Mitsunari reports to MC that Mitsuhide was able to escape. 
Ieyasu commented if other lords hear you, you’re dead. Tbh, I really need Ieyasu’s bluntness in this route. 
MC here lives in her Mitsuhide fantasy and idealism despite being shown the realities of war. She seems require protection like all the time.
Days passed and MC decides to visit Mitsuhide’s manor to check his things for clue. Seriously, MC was giddy here. Too giddy. Ranmaru joins her, mentioning he is curious as well But, of course, he’s doing this to report to Kennyo. 
When they arrived, Kyuubei welcomed them and guided them to his room. There was nothing.
Ranmaru mentioned, it was as if he wanted to be accused by Oda Forces.
With nothing found, Ranmaru offers to buy sweet dango for the three of them. 
Kyuubei asks MC to join him at the garden. Chimaki, the fox, arrives and MC pets her. 
Kyuubei explains that Mitsuhide requested  to bring that hair accessory to the prison. And, wanted her to have it. He continues that it’s a special flower crest for the Akechi clan. (Haven’t checked the hanakotoba)
SHE CRIES AGAIN. 
Upon her return to Azuchi Castle, Nobunaga calls her at the tenshuu. Hideyoshi and Masamune are there, too. Nobunaga says they will go to Kyoto to hunt the fox and MC needs to join. 
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futurewriter2000 · 5 years ago
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I just need to write this down. 
So lately I’ve been mentioning that I lost a lot of people close to me but it was my decision to have them leave. I don’t know if that made sense but I stopped trying to keeo they stay because if they don’t want to stay then why should I force them to stay? Or beg them to stay? 
And it all started in December where I just cut off one friend who I gave so many chances to and she just threw each of them away. Now we don’t talk because I didn’t her to talk me except if she wanted to ask what was wrong and I would tell and we could have worked that out. But she never asked why I was suddenly giving her the cold shoulder and she never cared to ask in the first place.
My best friend of three years didn’t care. And I think she did care and a lot but she just didn’t know how to express that and it cost us our friendship. We never really got into a fight, we just suddenly became strangers again. You see she was amazing and I love her for who she is but then again I was the one always pushing. I was the one always pulling her to be with me and I was the one who wanted to see her but she just didn’t have time. She was always to busy with her work or with her family and I couldn’t compare to any of those. She renewed her contact with people who she’s been friends before me. Then she dumped and we became really close and now she’s back with them and I’m the one feeling dumped. I still wish her all the best and I am so goddamn thankful for that girl. I just wish she wouldn’t grow up so soon as she did. She deserves to be reckless and a kid but she always more mature than any of us. I’m sure going to miss her.
Then there was another really close friend of mine that we always used tease each other and make jokes but we were always there for each other and it mean to me a lot. He said something hurtful and I cried that night, all night. And I continued to hurt so long up until this moment. You see, I gave him the cold shoulder as well and he never bothered to ask why or if something was wrong. Then a few weeks later I saw him in a cafe and that night I told him it was nice seeing him again and I wanted to give him another chance. I wanted to talk it out. I wanted to explain myself why I did what I did. Because his words hurt like hell and you know what said to me when I asked him to talk it out with me? He said he’s tired and he doesn’t want to this now. He said he’s been “going through a lot” but I know that was just his ex with whom he was always off and on. You know who’s been really going through a rough patch and hadn’t had anyone to talk to ? Me. I had to go through that alone and without my closest friend. He was my everything and it made me realize how I much I lost with him but I also gained this realiziation that he didn’t care as much as I did. He didn’t even care enough to talk it out. And I was broken at first, I really was because I lost someone important to me but I also lost someone to whom I wasn’t important and that was needed. For me and for my heart to make it stronger. I always thought I loved him, more than just a friend and maybe I did but I don’t anymore because I’m loving myself first.
You see  when you’re lonely, when you feel lonely, you have more time to think about yourself, to find peace with yourself. I was always so busy taking of others that I never really took care of myself and when it came to that I didn’t know how to take care of myself. There’s this guy who makes great motivational and deep videos and he said and I quote “As cliche as this sounds balance is the key and you have to be inbetween selfless and selfish.” so he said that we should all be selfish but not too selfish but also not too selfless. And this kind of revelation that i needed. I needed to cut off all ties with friends who I’ve been with just because I grew attached to them or because we have a long history. 
I don’t want to be on the last place with everybody. I’m not saying I want to be the first on everybody’s priority list. I’m saying that the first place should be you and the second should be family and then you choose whoever you want to be on those lists. I put myself first for the first time and it’s so weird and so hard and so foreign to me but it’s also peacful. You just have this kind of peace?? inside of you that you don’t really know how to work it with. And I’ve to realization that all the people that I have lost was hurtful but I don’t hurt anymore. Of course, I think of them every now and then and i THINK I care but it’s in my head. I don’t care, not really, not anymore, I’m just so used to caring about other people that mym ind automatically gets worried about them.
But I lost a lot of people in the last 3 months. Five people I considered the closest but I still got those who care. And they are only two and you know what they care enough to text me back and not leave me on seen. They care enough to notice when something is wrong with me. They ask me immdiatly and they want to work it out with me. The care and they show it and I see it now. I truly see. 
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likeamadonnau2 · 6 years ago
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Hey! So I just recommended Fictitious Characters to a couple of friends and they loved it! I was wondering if you had or knew any other good fics like that, you know with lots of fluff and cute stuff? Thanks and keeo it up with the great work!!
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Oh wow, thank you VERY VERY MUCH! I love your teen Bono and Edge drawings. You capture them so adorably.
Here are all of my fics:
https://archiveofourown.org/users/likeamadonna/works
In order of fluffiness, from totally fluffy to not fluffy:
1. Fictitious Characters, which you know.
2. Muses, a stand-alone short fic written for a challenge, starring a very young B/E who need extra cash. Not part of my Bedge universe, but cute.
3. Hidden In Plain Sight, a long, fake Rolling Stone-style oral history of B and E with assorted friends. Contains a few sad parts.4. Close/Closer/Closest, a series of three stories, Achtung Baby era, describing Bono’s seduction of Edge and Edge taking control. Some angst, lots of romance and sex and colors and food and love letters.5. Monarch, another stand-alone story that is not part of my universe. Elevation-era Bono drives across America by himself, thinking about Edge and speaking into a recorder the entire time. 6. Fetish, a very long story about the first month or so of the Popmart tour. Established, loving relationship set during a tough time. Contains illustrations by me and @bonos-grindcore-sideproject. They have a LOT of fun here, and there’s plenty of fluff, but it’s adult fluff. 
7. Verse Two, a fic about Bono’s recovery from his bicycle accident and the beginning of the i+e tour. Edge keeps him motivated. Very loving but probably not super fluffy because accident.
8. The White Room, another very long one that is set in Eze from 1994-2006. It starts out super fluffy and sexy and goes into some dark, real-life-adult places including parental death and cancer. Not everyone’s cup of tea, but I worked very hard on it and am proud of it.
If you would like to read my Bedge universe in an order that makes sense chronologically, it’s Close/r/st, Fetish, The White Room, Fictitious Characters, Verse Two, Hidden In Plain Sight.
Thanks for asking, and thanks for recommending me to your friends. :)
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squaredcirclesirens · 6 years ago
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Siren Standings - (01/27/19 - 02/02/19)
Welcome to SIREN STANDINGS, a brand new weekly countdown of the top ten females in wrestling of the week. From Sunday to Saturday night we will rank the top 10 in wrestling.
Agree with us? Disagree? Let us know in the comments or on twitter!
But without further ado, let’s get into the first SIREN STANDINGS covering January 27th – February 2nd.
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#10 – BIANCA BELAIR
While Bianca Belair may have come up short in her battle with Shayna Baszler at NXT Takeover, Phoenix, she sure showed she belonged in the ring with the best of the best. She more than proved she is the EST of NXT and came close to capturing the NXT Women’s Championship on multiple occasions during the match, and some may argue had it in the bag until Marina and Jessamyn came out to help Shayna Baszler retain. One thing’s for sure – this feud is far from over with Belair giving Baszler the hardest fight she’s had since signing with WWE.
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#9 – THE RIOTT SQUAD
Coming in at number nine is The Riott Squad. While none of the members faired well during the Royal Rumble – with Liv Morgan only lasting seconds in the match, they regained momentum on Monday Night RAW when they defeated Natalya Neidhart & Dana Brooke to qualify for the Women’s Tag Team Championship at Elimination Chamber. Could we see the Riott Squad capture the gold?
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#8 – IO SHIRAI & KAIRI SANE
The 2018 NXT Year-End Awards were handed out on the NXT TakeOver: Phoenix Pre-Show and Kairi Sane captured the NXT Overall Competitor of the Year & Female Competitor of the Year while Io Shirai won the Future Star of NXT award. Not only that but on NXT TV they once again picked up a big win – this time over Marina Shafir and Jessamyn Duke.
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#7 – NATALYA NEIDHART
While Natalya Neidhart came up short in the Royal Rumble spot, she entered at #2 and lasted over 56 minutes in the match, making her the longest entry into a women’s royal rumble match. SHe eliminated Liv Morgan and Sarah Logan, before she was eliminated herself by Nia Jax.
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#6 – NIA JAX
Although Nia Jax didn’t win the Royal Rumble she made history being the first woman to enter both the men and women’s Royal Rumble matches in the same night. She was the fourth woman to ever compete in a men’s Royal Rumble match after she attacked R-Truth and took his number 30 spot. Despite eliminating Mustafa Ali, Jax was ganged up by Dolph Ziggler, Rey Mysterio and Randy Orton with their finishers, before being eliminated by Mysterio. The following night on RAW, Jax and Tamina defeated Alexa Bliss and Mickie James to qualify for the newly-created WWE Women’s Tag Team Championship Elimination Chamber match.
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#5 – ASUKA
The SmackDown Live women’s champion Asuka retained her title in a hard fought battle with Becky Lynch at the Royal Rumble barely making it out with the win as both ladies put it all on the line during the match. However, it was Asuka who locked in a modified Asuka Lock to force Becky Lynch to tap out.
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#4 – SHAYNA BASZLER
The Queen of Spades laid claim to the fact she may be the best NXT Women’s Champion in history at NXT Takeover this past weekend when she took Bianca Belair to the limit. It wasn’t without help, as Marina Shafir and Jessamyn Duke interfeared during the match, helping Shayna Baszler get Bianca into a Rear Naked Choke, forcing the referee to ring the bell and award the win to Baszler. Will anyone be able to stop her reign of terror over the NXT Women’s Division?
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#3 – RONDA ROUSEY
Some could argue that Sasha Banks vs. Ronda Rousey at the Royal Rumble was Rousey’s best match to date in WWE and we agree. The two ladies dug down deep, and Ronda was the one who had just enough to put Sasha Banks away. Now she has her eyes set on Becky Lynch for WrestleMania. Will Ronda be able to keeo ahold of her RAW Women’s Championship?
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#2 – KYLIE RAE
A big congratulations to Kylie Rae as she became the first female to ever capture the Freelance Wrestling Championship defeating two time champion Isaias Velazquez at Sleepless In Chicago at the Logan Square Auditorium in Chicago, Illinois.
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#1 – BECKY LYNCH
Becky Lynch punched her ticket to WrestleMANia at the Royal Rumble when she entered the rumble match, filling in for an injured Lana and went on to win the match, lastly eliminating her rival Charlotte Flair to earn herself a WrestleMania match. The following night on Monday Night RAW Becky let Ronda Rousey know she wanted her RAW Women’s Championship. The duo has lots of unfinished buisness but who will walk out of WrestleMania as RAW Women’s Champion?
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