#but its so odd to me. bcs its like literally any vid

[skitskatdacat63]

I hate booktok, is it not literally the exact same as when we(as in people like me lmao) read 'x reader' stories on wattpad back in the day?????

[pumpkinsy0]

twttin characters (and rusty james from rumble fish lol) in my early 2000s au :3

cathy: im gonna tell yall RIGHT now, she goes by “cat”, i cannot explain it to u but she just DOES to me, nobody rlly knows her as cathy shes just,,,cat, shes that kind of girl that always has a camera in her hand just taking pics of whatever and she posts it on flickr, she loves photography, shes always wearing those milkmaid tops or big sweaters with bell bottom jeans, and her hair is short, think of those teen movies w that “down to earth pretty chill w her walkman” girl and thats her, she was prolly watching those mlp tribute vids on her family computer, she thinks its cute, she loves collecting pins n stuff, she loves friends (the show)

m&m: gonna b so honest w u, m&m just seems so timeless to me i dont rlly have much to say for him bc i think he’d act the exact same way no matter the time period, BUT some things i can add is that he really likes the teenage mutant ninja turtles and loves comic books so theres that, hes a bit of a collector of just about anything and so cathy takes pics of his room a lot and post it on flickr so theres that, he’d be in the family computer quite a bit and since in the early 2000s barely any adult knew how to use the computer he was just on there goin crazy in chatrooms on some odd ass forum talking about figurines or somethin, god bless his soul, always has cathy’s walkman and gameboy she never gets to use them but its ok, she lives her bro, he loves pokemon and has a card collection in his binder

mark: he makes fun of ppl who use the internet (in the early 2000s the internet was seen as a more of a niche interest and it was associated with like geeks/nerds n stuff) and video games (cough cough m&m cough), literally all he watches is adult swim if not, he loves wwe, that guy whos always in a skatepark despite never??? skating???? he just has a bit of friends there and hangs out w them a but, BUT he does have a bike he uses as transportation and can actually do some pretty cool tricks like my god i cant even hate, has 1 snapback hat he wears religiously, has a bunch of posters of half naked women on his side of the room

bryon: he has so many things from abercrombie and fitch, hollister, american eagle, hes THAT guy good lord, he would be a bit into basketball, i could see that, watches myv just to be judgey but also bc pretty girls on tv, watches jackass w mark, has a playstation 1 he just NEVER touches, has THE SMALLEST interest in video games like halo and grand theft auto, action movies are his thing, if u wanna see an action movie hes the guy

rusty james: thinks hes sooooo grown for watching adult swim, he and “thinks its for losers”, hes that guy thats into bmx sports, steals a ton of magazines on it, HATES boy bands but is like “if i was in one the girls would LOVE me”

[kgbird]

Did I tell y’all that my class did a “superlatives” thing? Like I never had that in high school or college or anything. But sga sent a google form out n asked people to vote stuff for other classmates.

And I was like ok another popularity contest. And I briefly worried that I would be nominated as greasiest, ugliest, weirdest, worst fashion/style, etc.

But they ended up doing one for everybody which whatever. And none of them were hateful so that’s something.

Mine was “most mysterious.” Like ofc I don’t care but I was like just say you don’t know me and let me go home. Its just a less rude way to call me the weirdest.

Other peoples had cute drawings on theirs and what not. I got scribbles and “the payback on yt” and I really don’t think it’s the James brown song. There’s a channel by that name but it is odd and has very few subs. And I srsly cant think of anything I’ve done to any of my classmates like I’ve never been mean to them or done smthn sneaky or literally anything. So I didn’t think that’s what they meant by payback. Also there was a picture of sunglasses and the yt channel uses those same glasses. I haven’t watched the vids but they look odd and maybe true crime which I don’t even like so I really don’t know. Insight welcome.

But anyway I would have preferred to have not gotten anything at all frankly. They didn’t have to include everybody. Just let it be the popularity contest it’s supposed to be. At least I didn’t overtly get called out and ik I’m the only person who remembers it.

Like I know I’m weird and off-putting and awkward in social situations but I mean… whatever idk what I expected

What’s weird is that I know at least two people who put me in for “best music taste” which was super sweet and that’s what I gotta focus on is the people who DO care to know me. But like if two people said that, why did you just… not use that? And instead actually think and work to come up with something to deliberately jab me. And the YouTube channel like idgi.

Kevin got most likely to answer every question correctly and idk why everyone loves him even tho he’s just as awkward as I am. Anyone I’ve talked to abt it says it’s bc he’s a guy. Like literally my therapist was like the hades gif “he’s a GUY!”

Mackenzie got “most likely to work in the ER” which, she hates the ER. But that is what she did for hours and I guess that’s the only thing ppl know abt her. I def think the two of us are on the bottom of the totem pole, but it doesn’t matter really cause it’s no big deal in the grand scheme, and this year I won’t be seeing anyone anyways. Plus there’s not as clearly defined social strata like high school.

Lowkey Mackenzie was trying to get in on my pity party about how no one cares about her either. And on one hand true igi but the other I was like,,, at least they knew SOMETHING about you to say… so let me have this lol.

So it’s whatever idc but I’m afraid that when I finish this rotation and any of my classmates get assigned to the office I’m at now… technically we’re not supposed to talk about each other in the clinical setting but. I have a feeling that one nurse in particular would talk to this theoretical classmate of mine and whoever it is will dump on me or whatever.

And I don’t dislike the nurse he’s just a kid so whatever but he’s also super smart in the same way kevin is. But even the other nurses or the other providers or anything! I KNOW I’ll never hear from them again but I’m scared that they’ll all talk about how weird I am. Or, to a slightly lesser degree, they’ll like my classmate a lot more than they like me and think they’re smarter than me and better w patients and not such a little crybaby. I really try to be nice at word and all that but I literally can’t help being weird like I’ve tried to be normal, but it’s so stressful bc I’m afraid people will see through it.

And I know: so what if people you’ll never see again think you’re weird? What’s the worst that could happen/whats it to you? And idk how to answer that because short of failing the rotation, that feels like the worst thing that could happen. Like if there was something I could actively do to prevent that I would. But like I said when I try, I get extremely stressed and frustrated and overwhelmed and depressed. Idk ig if the yt thing makes any sense to you, lmk.

[catcze]

Hewo Catteeee~! This is onae anon again, and I just wanna say I am very close to that guaranteed Kazuha! Just 20 more wishes, I hope I get him! (Thanks for sharing btw)

Oh and people are discouraging me :|

I’ve been scrolling through suggestions channel in a server and people were telling me to not waste my efforts on kazuha…. The YouTube posts too!!! T*T

I hope you’re doing well~

- Onae anon

(P.S. I just realised that I didn’t follow you earlier…. Anyways, can I be ur one of your anonsss???? ^^)

Omg sorry I saw this a little late, but that's great!! OMg I hope you get him soon!!

Also, uh, regarding what you said abt people discouraging you abt rolling for Kazuha,,, So I kinda got carried away a bit, talking about how his kit works and how he is no way a waste;; so I just put it under the cut bc its kinda long kajsnd

But!! You totally shouldn't listen to them my love >:( roll for the characters you like and play them how you want to!! It's your game, so you should enjoy it!!

Also yes!! You can totally be one of my anons <33

Okayy, so for one, I think why people are underestimating Kazuha ––and this was brought up by people before–– is because he's more of a support/ sub DPS, kind of like Albedo (who people also underestimated and skipped, and are now regretting doing so.) Kazuha isn't meant to be a big damage dealer like Hu Tao, Xiao, or even Eula. His kit is optimized to play with a team that makes use of Elemental Mastery–– his C6 is the constellation that gives Kazuha more damage-dealing potential (and even then, it's not such a big jump) but to be honest, you can build him as a damage dealer even if he's C0, or just about any other role you'd like.

Unless you invest in him as your main damage dealer, his natural damage output alone isn't game-breaking, but if you put him in the right team with the right characters, he can literally fuck shit up. But if you invest into him in whatever role you'd like (as a sub DPS, support, burst unit, or a main DPS), Kazuha is honestly such a good character to use. Tbh I've been playing him ever since I got him yesterday, and I love him so much. Kazuha literally helped carry my team through Abyss 11, and if I build the rest of my characters a bit more, I'm sure that he'd be such a good asset on abyss 12 too. I've seen someone on twitter clear Abyss 12-1 (the one with the two big geovishaps) in 44 seconds because of Kazuha.

A lot of people compare him to Venti, and I can see why, but Kazuha and Venti's kit isn't as similar as people think it is tbh. Uh, I'm not gonna get into that bc this is long already, but Kazuha is genuinely a really good unit, whether as a damage dealer, support, or a burst unit, and the main reason why people don't like him is, frankly, a lot of youtubers and online suggestions aren't very fond of support units–– it always takes time for the masses to warm up to them. People didn't like Zhongli until he got his buffs, but now people are so desperate to get their hands on his shield. And Albedo? So far, he earned the lowest revenue during his banner at only 9(?) million from mobile players, in comparison to Zhongli's 16(?) mil, but now so many comments under anything the official accounts post has people begging for an Albedo re-run.

Listen, DPS units are good, okay, I'm not saying they're not, but most DPS characters are going to get powercrept one day. Mhy is always coming out with newer DPS charas with bigger multipliers and more optimized skills. Older DPS charas aren't as popular anymore (which, imo, is really unfair and not a wise choice since they still do a shitload of damage, but I digress) but if you look at it, support characters don't get replaced so easily. Like, think about it, Venti was the first ever limited 5 star that was released, right? And today, nearly a whole year, he's still regarded as one of the best characters in the game. Bennett and Sucrose are 4 star characters, but in those youtube vids, odds are they'll use their bursts to one-shot the bosses. And Mona, usually, is built more as a support than a DPS, but she's so integral to one-shot teams.

My point is, support characters are really, really valuable. Unfortunately, it takes people so long to see this–– usually, the characters' banners end by the time their potential is recognized. They're so overlooked just because they can't pop big numbers on their own, or because the character's builds are usually shit in their trials and give a bad impression, but one day people are going to regret not pulling for Kazuha dude.

Uh, TL;DR Kazuha is really really good, and I'm so passionate about the fact that people can't see that yet. Support units are very good, are are essential to make sure that your main damage dealer does big numbers, though you can run him as a damage dealer if you want to!! Point is, don't listen to other people and play him if you want to play him. Every character is a good character. Fuck the meta and tier lists, and those youtubers who discourage pulling for Kazuha just because they want clicks on their video. People who overlook pulling him now are going to be begging for his re-run one day.

[taeurr]

NCT funniness ranking !

My mind thinks in lists so I’m ranking these bad boys - I’ll only be discussing the hooligans that rlly get me a giggling, very hard though bc all of nct is funny tbh

Funniest in terms of groups 👨‍👨‍👦‍👦👨‍👨‍👦‍👦,,,,,

1) WAYV - I’m not super familiar with wayv but from all the stuff I’ve seen they are confirmed: a hot mess. 🤪🤟Crackhead energy at its finest 😗✌️ p.s. hendery is so weird ❤️❤️❤️

2) DREAMIES - They just have a dynamic that makes me giggle nonstop. Especially recently so maybe this corona air got them acting up. Their latest weekly idol is golden golden golden beep beep they get the golden buzzer !

individual funniness!!!! (these are my personal 🙆‍♀️ beliefs 😌 no hate 💔 all love 💘)

1.) LUCAS! HIMBO. Has a VERY big personality so anything he does is extra funny. I think he just has a funny aura because I wanna laugh before he even speaks. Not only is he funny but he’s goofy and weird so he isn’t afraid to say what’s on his mind. Uses this 🤪 emoji unironically, if that doesn’t say funny idk what does! Also he giggles when he talks so he’s just down right cute.

2) HYUCK! Firstly, this boy is perfect so of course he’s one of the funniest??? Aware of his own humor to the point where he said he’s jealous of the members bc they get to hear his jokes 🤡. Quick on his toes so he adjust to any situation and always has a snarky response. He has this back-and-forth witty humor that’s perfect for arguments. Annoying! But in a good way, in a cooool way 😎!

3) jaemin and renjun are tied i can’t decide

3a) JAEMIN! I think hyuck was correct when he said that jaem is from another planet. He’s so odd especially recently. The first 20secs of the ridin commentary vid.... what goes on sir? Not necessarily funny in the things he says but in the way he acts. What accent is that sir jaemin?

3b) RENJUN! He’s so creatively funny like everything he says just makes perfect sense. The one to most likely make non-members laugh (radio ppl, show hosts,,,everyone!). Everytime he speaks I’m like go! best! friend! that’s! my! best! friend! Proud of his jokes bc he says things no one else will. Him and hyuck bring out each other’s humor, they are in their truest form whilst bickering - a sight to see!

4) Jungwoo and Taeil (Very similar back-and-forth dynamic to hyuck and renjun)

4a) JUNGWOO! The jaemin of 127. I truly believe he acts as the glue for nct 127, he adds the weird physical humor and randomness that 127 didn’t really have. Pre-jungwoo, I personally think hyuck and Taeil held most of the groups humor on their backs, but once jungwoo joined everyone kind of revealed their ~odd~ side.

4b) TAEIL! Kinda like jungwoo but more subdued. Wiggly humor? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯. Weird before, but jungwoo really brought it out. Jungwoo and Taeil (Tom and Jerry) moment that really depicts their humor is at 4:05

5.) DOYOUNG! And YUTA!

They are ranked together bc they are both very snarky and sassy. They are simply funny people. They say very similar things but doyoung giggles when joking while yuta is very blunt and kinda serious, which is fun bc their jokes are taken diffferently. Yuta can hands down get all of 127 cackling. While Doyoung is more likely to be laughed at. Poor guy :(

6) JOHNNY! This king 🙄❤️ 2nd hand embarrassment when he tries to be funny. I still laugh though bc being cringey funny works for him. But when he ISN’T trying to be funny, he’s actually VERY funny. Especially when he’s talking nonsense like when we found out his dad invented coffee by crushing beans with rocks!!

Honorable mentions!! 😁 these guys aren’t necessarily funny but they ACT funny (there’s a difference trust me)

MARK! literally what a cutie pie like what’s he so cute for? He speaks in giggles! My fav thing is when he says something unfunny and goes “......oKAY!!!!” ALWAYS puts a smile on my face no matter the circumstance. I will 100% laugh even when he says very unfunny things bc guess what? He’s a cutie pie that’s why!!!

JISUNG! 🥺🥺🥺He’s so awkward and it’s so cute!!!! Very similar to mark in the way he acts after saying something unfunny. I feel like it’d be funny to just watch him exist? Imagine him dropping his phone and his reaction..... you’d giggle right!?

Closing remarks, food for thought, something to think about : Jaemin and hendery together = unintelligible chaos.

[homieswithhades]

BTS Analysis;

I don’t even know if I can call this an unpopular opinion bc I know some people agree with this, this is more of an in-depth analysis and personal experience I guess. It’s all about bts... and its lowkey a mess. I apologise in advance for any grammar/spelling errors, and times I may contradict myself a bit. This is something that REALLY bothers me. I just want to clarify that I love bts a lot, and that I was the HUGEST STAN for a good 5ish months. I still stan them but not as much due to the following reasons.

They just don’t make good music anymore.  They love yourself era was when everything turned to shit. The actual core love yourself concept is very good but,,,, it was executed really poorly.

Dna was my first comeback with them, even though I’ve been listening to them since august 2016. But when actually became a stan in April 2017, I was obsessed with them. I was so damn excited for their September 2017 cb that my standards were through the roof. During the summer they changed the logo and did the beyond the scene thing,,, that’s the first thing that kind of irked me,,, and then they did the highlight reels in the style of I need u and they were redeemed.

When love yourself her started promotions and teasers, the bar was higher than the person who edited the DNA mv. The concept pics were so unfitting??? And just lacked that aesthetic element. I dint like them at all,,,, and the album cover was,,, below standard and looked rushed and lazily designed. But when serendipity came out I loved it (and I still do) so that fuelled my expectations for the music, even though they weren’t really that damaged by the odd first impression of the album. But then DNA came out and???? I was so disappointed?????? The beat was so annoying,,, the mv was so ugly,, the outfits were ugly,,, the lyrics were weird. In other words DNA was just a straight up flop... I hoped the rest of the album would have been better but,,,, it really, REALLY wasn’t.

After love yourself her I lost a lot of interest in bts. I missed their old music so much, and I was genuinely upset over it. I didn’t follow them as closely as I used to. I started to joke about them with my friends who lost interest in bts before me, but I still missed the old bts so much. The whole Ellen show thing, all the western media like Buzzfeed and Billboard making vids and articles about bts, all the rigged award shows, it pissed me off bc they were getting famous in the US bc of their worst album that didn’t display their full potential at all!!!!

Imma just go out and say it, armys are one of the most toxic fandoms ever.

Sometimes they’re just plain disrespectful and starting arguments where they don’t belong. I wouldn’t be able to count how many times I got attacked on Twitter, Instagram and even in the YouTube comments for expressing a different opinion. I remember all the fan wars and scandals. All the mobs at airports, All the times k-fans and i-fans tried to ruin another groups reputation (I’m not saying other fans never did this, bc it was always a thing, but it was never this extreme.) and the fuckin credit card thing oh my god,,,, a huge shitstorm caused by one fandom that lasts for years on end.

When bts got really mainstream, and gained more young western fans, they really ruined bts even further for me. Not to mention all the cringey tweets and memes, they hurt to look at. I absolutely don’t mind the “you got no jams” meme or the “ExCuSE mE” one, bc theyre just pure goof from the members, but when armys took it and overused it, that’s when it started to get annoying.

Some armys genuinely think bts is the only kpop group and that the world revolves around them. They comment “annyeonghaseyo any armys here???!!!” in the most unexpected places, I deadass saw someone on my overwatch team playing quick play with the name “army.FOREVER.saranghae” yall do realise it costs 10$ to change ur blizzard username, right?

Some armys also don’t respect other kpop groups in older gens (or any other ones for that matter) and assume that bts broke through into the western world themselves, which is complete bullshit, without groups like bigbang, shinee, tvxq, shinhwa, h.o.t,  seo taiji boys etc etc (and other ones I don’t know of rip) kpop would have never gotten into the western world.

I never identified as an army bc I knew they were cringey bc of my friends who were HUGE armys back in 2016 and low-key koreaboos, and I knew what the bad stans looked like, so I never associated with them, and just called myself a bts stan. But the whole western situation just got so goddamn worse. I was sick of the Americans plaguing bts for me.

I also wanna say, I know not all armys are toxic and cringey. And I respect the level headed and chill Armys, yall are doing it right.

Moving on from Armys, I noticed a change in bts themselves. Namjoon changed his stage name, which absolutely sent me. I understand the meaning behind it but for some reason I felt that he did it to be fake deep? Or woke, and that he tried to completely cover-up his past self. The other members became cocky and were always draped in all that ugly Gucci and designer shit. I knew they were being forced to act the way they were acting, bc I know them well. I know how they really are. I know that they’re good people. I know they’re very humble deep down. They had that special connection with their fans before, that made u feel like u were good friends with them, and they absolutely ruined that. They’re being forced to put on this fake image to impress you filthy Americans.

I still stan bts atm. But I stan them for their old music and the people they truly are, not who they are portrayed to be. I can’t remember when euphoria came out, but I was kinda annoyed they tried to incorporate hyyh prologue into their shitty concept. And the song was also annoying and too edm-ish (like most of their new songs, idk why their style completely changed). Anyway, when tear came out, I was still kinda off the bandwagon, and I saw the concept pics and I was surprised at how nice they were. I saw the album cover, which was still ugly but better than the previous one. Then Singularity came out and!!!!! I loved it a lot. And then fake love happened. Oof is all I have to say. But some songs on the album, were actually good. Like the truth untold, paradise and OUTRO TEAR. Outro tear will remain the best song in the love yourself trilogy.

I also feel that I have to acknowledge that for all the love yourself albums only the intro and outro were genuinely up to standard (except outro answer).

Then came love yourself answer and idol. When I found out they were collabing with niki minaj I lost it. The concept pics were ugly once again, it was supposed to a controversial comeback???? And??? It wasn’t. I’m honestly glad it wasn’t promoted.

I noticed a repetitiveness with songs on answer. The beat was off with the singing. It was all just a mess. I also noticed the amount of godddamn auto tune in the songs (eg, mic drop, fake love, idol, airplane pt.2 and others I can’t remember atm) all of bts’s old songs all sound unique and different, and they all had this “emotional” element to them, to elaborate on that, compare dna, fake love or idol to save me, I need u or young forever. Notice how dna, fake love and idol convey absolutely no emotion through the lyrics or the actual beat of the song, unlike save me, I need u or young forever, that literally have more sentimental/emotional value in the few English lines that are in the song then all of the lyrics in their 3 new title tracks combined. I think this is my most difficult point to explain bc different songs make people feel different things, but it’s no doubt that you can tell the difference between a song that’s made to appeal to the masses with no unique properties to a song that coveys deep emotion (whatever the emotion may be) through the beat, the lyrics and the sound of the vocals/rapping alike. Listen to intro nevermind, and then listen to go go and just try to tell me that im wrong.

Alos, bts seem to have incorporated auto tune into songs, especially on their vocalists. bts don’t need the auto tune bc they’re good vocalists. Also, I have to mention, the vocal line isn’t the “best” per say. they’re good vocalists but it’s nothing special. Seokjin is the best vocalist period. Jungkook’s voice is generic, and in recent songs he has been straining it to reach the notes. Taehyungs voice isn’t even that special, it’s just deep, and it only really suits ballads and R&B songs like singularity or butterfly. Jimin has a very nice voice, but again, it’s nothing extraordinary. I feel that Jin has the most vocal potential, and he doesn’t get to show it, he has this really unique voice, idk what it is about it that just??? I really love it. But to clarify, I’m not hating on their voices or saying there untalented, because they’re very talented, but most of vocal line gets too much credit. As for rap line, I think they’re one of bts’s strongest points. Namjoons style is so smooth and just overall good? It amazes me that he rapped so well over the years with a breathing problem. Hoseok is a good rapper too, his sound is unique and his adlibs add to that uniqueness in older songs, as for Yoongi, I genuinely think he’s one of the best rappers in the industry, it’s not about the speed element, it’s about his flow, his power, his emotion, everything about his rap is just amazing.

Now I wanna talk about the member’s individual popularity. The maknae line has the most stans, and quite frankly, their stans are the worst. Treat all of the members with the same love and respect. Sure, it’s perfectly fine to have a bias but to disregard the other members is just plain wrong.

Bts are human beings, first and foremost, and then there musicians second. They’re being made into media puppets and clout bait, which they absolutely don’t deserve. They deserve recognition for their good stuff, which they have PLENTY of.

All in all, I’m sick of the American attention. It’s cringey, annoying and unnecessary. Sure, bts deserve recognition but not that much of it!!!!!!

And they were being recognised for the wrong thing for fucks sake!!!! I didn’t like ANY of the new songs on answer. I only liked epiphany. And then I found out it wasn’t written by any of the members. Rip. Fans will unfortunately blindly follow, stream and like whatever they put out like blind sheep because it’s accustomed to them, bighit KNOW that they’ll make more money in America. They know no matter what bts put out, no matter how shit it is, fans will like it and itll be revenue for the company. And all the mobile games and the bt21??? Was so unnecessary?? Capitalism amirite? Quantity over quality. It’s the sad truth.

Armys tend to mix up criticism and hate. Although there is a very thin line between the two, there is a difference. Criticism is the analysis and judgement of the merits and faults of something. Hate is blind and unjustified. Hate is disliking something for no reason, or for a very invalid reason. So for example, saying; “I don’t like this apple because its bitter and im not a huge fan of bitter things” is fine to say, unlike, “FUCK THIS APPLE BECAUSE ITS BITTER, FUCK ALL APPLES” you know? It’s okay to dislike a group. It’s NOT okay to hate on a group. No one’s is going to gain anything by hate.

So, all the youtubers are reacting to bts for clout, the fandom is a fucking mess, armys are attacking other fandoms for no reason, the members lost their TRUE humbleness and neglected their real personalities and they’ve put out 3 overall bad standard albums over the course of a whole ass year.

But I still have this spark of hope for them. Why? Because I love them, they have a special place in my heart. I know they have the potential to be amazing, unique and just overall good people with their own personalities, and truly special musical abilities.

After their tour I honestly, really hope the attention dies down and they put out another good, original, album like the hyyh albums, with nice concepts, good songs, and a pleasant to look at mv. It’s really all I ask for. The old bts. I know I’ll never get them back, and I absolutely cherish their old stuff, like the bulletproof logo, bangtan boys, rap monster, hyyh, young forever, no more dream, wings, them all goofing around together and not caring about their image, their wholesome interactions with fans, and all the songs and concepts and theories that never have, and never will be recognised.

On a final note, I realise I can’t blame bts themselves entirely for this. This stuff is only partially “their fault”. Its bighit’s fault, the army’s and haters fault and the media’s fault. But, America is to blame the most. That’s all for today.

[spitfcre-a]

♕        SHIPPING INFO.

WHAT IS YOUR OTP FOR YOUR CHARACTER?: i used to have a few really great ships for sawyer but now those writers have moved on from rp so i'm just down to one, but tbh its still the best. @tcughguy being basically the love of sawyer's life ?? like i don't think anyone has brought sawyer out of her shell so much like tim does, he just accepts her when she never thought anyone could do that completely, so yeah, they're end game and she's basically gonna spend the rest of her life with him. and since i'm having something of a rewrite of sawyer's relationships prior to tim, since i still used to keep those old relationships as 'canon', sawyer's romantic history before tim is something of a clean slate. i have a few headcanons for relationships sawyer could have had, or a wishlist of sorts for shipping, so i'm looking forward to getting some more ships.

WHAT ARE YOU WILLING TO WRITE WHEN IT COMES TO SHIPPING?: since i'm starting a new with sawyer's ships aside from the one with tim, i'm pretty open to writing most things. i like the big romantic ships with plenty of drama, but not necessarily drama caused between the two people. life just tends to shaft sawyer so often the drama kind of creates itself. i like realistic ships tho, bc honestly sawyer needs the kind of guy who can both keep up with her but also bring her down a peg when she needs it, so i like a rounded ship where they love each other, support each other and ground each other too. sawyer having a reputation as a monster fucker is important to me so i'm all here for inter-species shipping, ships with age gaps, angsty ships, fluffy ships, long term and short term ships, random ass dates and sawyer just sleeping around. i'm also down for shipping with canons and ocs. the only things i won't ship are those concerning underage relationships, incest or abusive relationships. 

HOW LARGE DOES THE AGE GAP HAVE TO BE TO MAKE IT UNCOMFORTABLE?: sawyer has a bit of a thing for older men, it's probably down to her daddy issues, but i wouldn't recommend telling her that's the case. she's always had a crush on da/vid bo/wie and ma/rk ham/ill pretty much from day one, and still does btw. i think she's just always kinda dated older men ?? she doesn't often date people who are close to her in age but she's had the odd exception here and there. she doesn't particularly go after people who are older than her or dismisses those the same age as her, she just has something of a weakness for mature guys. she really just goes for the person she's attracted to and / or has a connection with, so dating someone older than her just doesn't phase her at all.

ARE YOU SELECTIVE WHEN SHIPPING?: i can be selective but only because sawyer has to have chemistry with the other muse. i'm always open to talk about things, always. if i know the writer well and know their style of writing i'm happy planning a ship, that's totally fine. but i have to see the chemistry or the potential for it. i've mentioned that sawyer has something of a weakness for supernatural muses and / or bad boys, an accent always help too, but i will say that i wouldn't pair sawyer with a straight up bad guy. the morally gray are fine, but completely evil with no redeeming features just doesn't do it for it, infact its a major turn off for her. so you wouldn't see me shipping her with lets say someone like lucifer or crowley. she would literally rather die.

HOW FAR DO STEAMY MOMENTS HAVE TO GO BEFORE THEY ARE CONSIDERED NS/FW?: this is kind of a weird one bc i've never actually gotten to write smut before. i'm not sure how good at it i would be, so for safety i usually just tend to cut to black or only write smut situations in meme responses. i wouldn't be against writing smut, since sawyer has an active sex drive and had a pretty bad phase of having one night stands all the time so it stands to reason that i could write smut for her and it not be out of character. however i would have to really trust the person i was writing with. i would have to have known them for a long time both in and out of rp, but i wouldn't object to no smut writing ever if i felt comfortable enough.

WHO ARE THE OTHER CHARACTERS YOU SHIP YOUR CHARACTER WITH?: as stated before tim & sawyer are my forever otp. some honourable mentions would be gavin miller and gabe fletcher written by the wonderful dee over @bondsforged. and clay from @crcss. in terms of canon characters from supernatural i'd be happy shipping sawyer with the following, but its by no means going to be forced on anyone writing those characters, i'm just saying i'd be open to it, castiel, gabriel, kevin tran, cole trenton, benny lafitte and gunner lawless. i'd also be down for ships outside of supernatural and into other fandoms, just come ask me about it. generally speaking i would ship sawyer with humans, vampires, witches, werewolves, shifters, etc. i'd also love to have a ship with a musician or singer like sawyer is bc then they can write songs and perform them together. or just give her a guy who's gonna love her tbh.

DOES ONE HAVE TO ASK TO SHIP WITH YOU?: i think at some point where there's gonna be a conversation of "we both ship this right ? cool " with anyone i write with, whether we've been writing for a while or not, so i'd say that i would encourage that conversation at any time bc then i can get on board !!

HOW OFTEN DO YOU LIKE TO SHIP?: tbh i'm always down for shipping like all the time ??

ARE YOU SHIP OBSESSED OR SHIP MORE-OR-LESS?: if we ship our characters together then it's just standard that i'm gonna yell @ you about it at some point. so i think it's obsessive in a good way if you wanna use that word ?? ships aren't like the be all and end all of writing for me but i'm a big fan of shipping so i'm always down for it ngl.

ARE YOU MULTISHIP?: i'm multiship for sure. i love giving sawyer a really rich romantic history over the years, but i'm down for ships happening in alternate universes or altered timelines. 

WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE SHIP IN YOUR CURRENT FANDOM?: tim & sawyer for sure ❤️

FINALLY, HOW DOES ONE SHIP WITH YOU?: have great chemistry between my muse and yours, come yell @ me about it all hours of the day and you're good to go !

TAGGED BY:  stole from @vicebuilt TAGGING:  anyone who wants to !

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ok y'all heres my fan account of shinee world v in toronto (march 19, 2017). its gonna be long cuz I'm gonna try to like write every detail so i don't forget anything when my memory starts to decay (lol i learned that from psych cuz we were learning about memory speaking of psych i have an exam for it tomorrow and a paper due fml) so everything will under the cut if you wanna read :)) 

ok so like to start off you weren't allowed to take pics in there and tbh i know ppl still did but it didn't seem worth it to take a pic just to get kicked out so i have no photos..i do have a few general ones but none of shinee 

So i went to the concert with my friend @urwonandonly 💕 i knew people would be around but when we got there i was surprised how many people were actually there and i def saw the lines of people selling lightsticks and stuff. We went to eat at jack asters (tbh i think most people went there u got a discount if you were going to a show). As soon as we left there was this giant line that like went for a few blocks and then went around the theatre to get in...all the seats are pre-paid so i was surprised they made us line up for so long (apparently they opened the doors later then they were supposed to sdfghjk how was anyone supposed to know this) Ok so we got there and we were like in the middle but tbh anywhere u sit at the sony centre you can see pretty well... also on each seat was the banner project and such (honestly thank u to the people that organized that stuff it was really wonderful of them) Also the company didnt provide lightsticks but a lot of people had them so the venue was pretty full..i have an old lightstick but it broke right before the concert but luckily someone handed out free glowsticks so i got to use that!

ok so the concert started and like there were a few technical difficulties (shinee apologized for this even tho it wasn't a big deal like at the end of the concert it was forgettable so it didn't really matter imo). The first was the vcr at the very beginning..it played but the video kept turning off so like you could hear it but it would randomly turn off and then turn back on...i think bc of this they decided to play it again but the same thing happened lololol 

OKKK SO THEN SHINEE FINALLY CAME ON WOW...before i talk about the performances its so amazing to like watch all these performances on line and then finally see it live its so surreal 

They started with hitchhiking and like wow...thats a song...honestly the venue was so loud everyone was just screaming the whole time...like literally the whole show i think at one point shinee was like “you guys really scream a lot/have a lot of energy” LOL they did why so serious and juliette too in that segment

then they did their talk...key talked the most and I'm pretty sure he only spoke in english..jonghyun also talked a lot but pretty much just korean (honestly there were some points people like wouldn't stop screaming so you could barely hear the translator omg) they all tried to speak some english but you could tell they weren't too comfortable except for key

after that they did prism. for prism right at taemins part when like the bass drops the music cut out... they all kinda looked around confused lol the fans kept singing like encouraging them to keep going but in the end they just started over (they seemed annoyed by this and i heard there were other problems with mics and whatnot but they still handled it well and professionally that it didn't seem like a huge problem) then they did a remix of reply ohhhh they sing so beautifully it was great 

The third section they started with hello...imma be honest i don't really like hello lolol but seeing it live really makes it so much better...then they fucking ODD EYE AND FEEL GOOD OMG WE WERE ALL GOING WILD we were so loud during feel good i was like screaming dammn like if u see any videos I'm pretty sure all you'll hear is the fans 

The fourth section they started with FUCKING SHERLOCK HOLLY SHIT THATS A SONG THAT REALLY GETS U PUMPED UP and then taemin did sayonara hitori and he danced beautifully it was really interesting to see the details he put into the performance after watching vids of him online practicing it with Rino....THEN AFTER THAT THEY DID RDD now i feel like everyone is kinda a rdd anti until they see it live cuz i was going wild watching it LIKE THE RING DING DONG RIND DING DONG RING DIGDINGDINDINGDINGDING REALLY GETS TO YA AND THAT RIGHT AFTER WHEN LIKE THE ENERGY WAS AT ITS HIGHEST THEY IMMEDIATELY TRANSITIONED INTO LUCIFER AND HOOOOOLLLLYYY SHIIITT EVERYONE WAS GOING WILD I WAS SO LOUD AND ENEERGIC lol afterwards key was like “....you guys reaaaalllyyy like lucifer don't u??!!!??” he was so surprised LOL

ok then they did their ballads and they were really beautiful... the only annoying thing was the girls beside me were just talking thru them but i just ignored them..please don't go with jong and onew was beautiful anyone who says that cant sing has never heard what i just heard tonight..i really felt close to tearing up they sang so beautifully all of them 

after that they did the holy sixth section where they literally performed like their best songs and they wear those white suits 👍🏽👌🏽👌🏽so they started with view (👌🏽👌🏽👌���best song ever)...then they did ready or not omg thats a fun song but thats the song where onew hurt himself so the whole time was just watching him at one point after spinning around he held the wall and i was like is he ok??? but i think he did it in a joking way idk..then saviour came on WOOOOOO I LOVE SAVIOUR i think at some point confetti came out i don't really remember but it was great..also minho looked like he was having so much fun wow i love him...then they did EVERYBODY WOO that was amazing i think everybody and lucifer were like the most exciting songs bc everyone was screaming and freaking out

after that they left and we all shouted shinee (we were supposed to sing but ya that didn't work i didn't think it would lol thank u to the people that set it up anyways) and then came out with 1 of 1 and like...i was so..happy...like at that moment it kinda hit me when i was watching that song that this is a song that I've watched countless performances for online..and now I'm finally able to see it live :))) and its just like a happy feel good song too i really love 1 of 1...then DREAM GIRL CAME BACK FROM THE DEAD i didn't think they'd perform it and then i saw the mic stands and i was BIIIIITTTCCCCHHH ITS HAPPENING SHINEES FUCKING BACK!!!! 

the last song they performed was an encore (we were supposed to do the banner even during so amazing but they never performed it so we just did it during this song) i could really tell but i think the banner event was a success i think they liked it i couldn't see their faces too well but I'm happy we were able to do that for them :))

all in all i was a great night one of the best nights and concerts of my life...i don't regret it at all (i never did to begin with but like..i really don't regret it lol) and ya i just love shinee....also they kept saying how much they loved us and minho like screamed it I'm- :)))))))))))))) 

ok ya thats it if u read all this I'm sorry lol but ya the moral of the story is i love shinee and u should too 

(those are the two banners and the instruction card and my broken lightstick with the glowstick lol)