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your-fuccked-up-dad-volume61 · 27 days

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The urge to kidnap her & rape her in the woods. Chained against a tree & split open on my cock. The screams in pain drowning out all the pathetic cries for help. Carving our initials inside of a heart on, “our” tree afterwards so everyone knows what a sweet couple we are. 🔪🌹

#Mine. When you cry a name #it will be mine! No one else's...MINE!#Every breath you take is mine I’ll kill anyone that touches you. stalked my prey so long and now I finally caught you #now I you just want to look you are so fucking pretty I whispered #You are so beautiful when scared you can’t escape me lil miuse I will find you You better get ready for me to ravage your body. For me to #to explore every square inch #inside and out #of you #to fill you up and hold you down #and not let you go until I am done with you - until you are completely fucking mine.#Growls I can smell you you was made for me you was born to be mine nothing #not even you #will stop me from owning what is rightfully mine."You're meant to be mine #and pretty soon you'll admit it to yoursel #once I get my hands on you I'm going to fucking ruin you. You'll never look at another man again once you feel my cock You can fight it a #but you’ll learn your place by the end of the night. Now run.”#Lil mouse run trow the woods I’m going to fucking ruin you you will ruined for all other men #cnc brat #desperate slvt #cnc daddy #daddy's good girl #bd/sm daddy #edging and denial #edging kink #cnc knife play #brat taming #bratty #bimbo training #bimbo doll #bimboification

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cassandracain52 · 3 months

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The Batfamily on a roadtrip:

Bruce: The Driver. You really thought his control freak ass was gonna let someone else drive? Be so fr. Has a migraine the size of the WatchTower and has been seriously contemplating pulling over, getting out of the car, and just walking. Not anywhere particular, just walking away. Has already had to pull over twice to swap seating arrangements around and they've only driven 3 1/2 hours out of 11. (They will do this at least 3 more times before they reach their destination)

Barbara: Shotgun. Declared that as second oldest and second most experienced vigilante that the front seat was her birth given right. No one contested it(successfully anyway). Has been helpfully navigating the fastest route much to Bruce "I know where I'm going" Wayne's annoyance. (Her way was in fact more efficient and she is incredibly smug about it.)

Jason: Behind the Passenger seat. Wanted the front seat but wasn't willing to physically fight Babs for it which was what she assured him it would have taken to get her to move. Brought a backpack full of nothing but snacks that he is only sharing with people that aren't actively annoying him aka Cass. Keeps playing words with friends with Roy on his phone and is Kicking Ass

Cassandra: Middle Left. Volunteered for the middle seat because she wanted to sit next to Jason aka the Snack Source while still being close enough to comfortably talk to Babs and Steph. Is one of the few enjoying the drive and just in general living her best life. Somehow painted both her own and Steph’s nails perfectly while the car was in motion. No one is sure how she did this and they were watching

Stephanie: Middle Right. Was originally sitting Middle Back next to Tim but caused the first seat swap when she got bored and decided Tim made suitable entertainment(imagine like in Detective comics #1000). Bruce declared the car a "No Flirting Zone" shortly after. Pouted for all of thirty seconds before she realized she got to sit next to Cass and abandoned Tim without a second thought. Is also the person pointing to the window and going “cows!” Whenever they pass some

Dick: Behind the Driver's seat. Chose his seat while everyone else was fighting for shotgun because he wanted to be able to see Babs during the drive so they could talk without shouting.(he knew good and well she was winning that fight). Has had a few arguments with Jason but they didn't last or get out of hand with Cass between them. Did manage to steal a bag of chips from Jason’s snackpack while he was on his phone. The roadtrip was his idea and he refuses to admit it was not well thought out.

Tim: Back Left. Was thoroughly betrayed when Steph abandoned him to be left with the two youngest bats and said so at length. Only quieted when Jason threw a pack of gummy worms at his head with a demand for silence. Brought an abundance of handheld electronics despite knowing he gets car sick. He threw up on the side of the road 90 minutes into the trip and Dick confiscated anything that had a screen until they reached their destination. He is his own worst enemy. Has since resorted to playing the license plate game with Duke

Duke: Back Middle. Was originally in between Cass and Dick but had to move to sit Back Left next to Damian when Steph took his spot. He stayed there for exactly 45 minutes before Damian caused the second seat swap when he attempted to strangle Tim with his headphones because he was "breathing obnoxiously". Is now a human barrier and he hates it. Jason offered him a small amount of sympathy by offering him some Sour Patch Kids. Duke accepted them. Bruce was more sympathetic and gave him DJ control. Is mostly just talking with Tim who is bored since his electronics were taken.

Damian: Back Right. Attempted to attack Stephanie with a pillow because he “couldn’t listen to her and Drake anymore and she was closer” before the first seat swap occurred. Did not regret his actions in the slightest. Warned his father that nothing good would come from him sitting directly beside Tim, was ignored, and then moved when "nothing good" did indeed come. Despite these to things, he actually spent the majority of the drive with his headphones on full volume and messing around on his phone while he pretended to be anywhere other than there.

Alfred: In The Car Following Behind Them. Yeah there was no way he was getting in that car. He knows a recipe for disaster when he sees one. Didn't hesitate to "offer" that he would happily transport all the luggage and supplies and meet them there. Was already loaded up and ready to go in a separate car before anyone could question him. Somehow got there first and had made dinner for them when they all finally showed up with half the car at war with the other half. Peace was made only in the name of Alfred’s cooking

#do not ask me what kid of mutant car/minivan they're in #just accept it and move on #or you can think of the car as actually being an 8 seater and Cass and Steph are just sharing a seatbelt #I use to do that with my sister so I know it can be done #also babs was technically batgirl before dick was robin hence second most experienced #ik that's probably been retconned but whatever it's still canon to me #batfamily #timsteph #again I meant it when i said i would insinuate timsteph as much as possible #cassandra cain #dick grayson #jason todd #bruce wayne #damian wayne #barbara gordon #duke thomas #alfred pennyworth #cass and steph's friendship is so special to me #when cass called steph “bestie” in Batgirls #them and babs too #just the batgirls are all iconic tbh #I tried to leave it up to interpretation on whether or not Babs could walk #just cause I like her no matter what but Ik lots of people prefer her as oracle even though she hasn't been just oracle for a while now #also basing the timsteph thing off detective comics issue 1000 when she just randomly tells tim she “kinda wants to make out”#Just cause she was bored #told you i would do a batfamily one #fanfic #headcanon #Plot twist: Tim was breathing that loud on purpose #For the sake of this scenario evryone in the car had no other option but to be in the car

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libradoodle1 · 1 month

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Drive Me Crazy | Ch. 7

Summary: Come along for the final adventure of Officer Asshole and his Sweetheart as they chase after their long-awaited HEA.

Read it here on AO3

#finally done 🥳🎉#now i can breathe 😮‍💨#jonerys #jonerys fanfiction #drive me crazy #libra writes

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druidonity2 · 1 year

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King

#world of warcraft #anduin wrynn #varian wrynn #Llane Wrynn #Barathen Wrynn #Wanted to see if I could duel wield on my rouge the kingslayer and the sword that killed Barathen so I looked and to my dissapointment #it appears they used two different one-handers for reference in the comic so you can kinda get close but its not the right sword #they used the design of one and the shape of another uggh #Let me run around ingame with the swords that killed Llane AND Barathen please is that too much to ask #anyway #All three of the last Wrynns were killed in the same area #their breastplates aint do SHIT to protect them #which is why i am now gonna go off into a 10k rant about how this prooves there is NO reason for Anduin to be forced to wear plate armor #infact prehaps he would be safer in cloth like a proper priest #UNLESS sayyyy the little lion gremlin face on Anduin's breastplate is enchanted and anytime anyone gets too close it breaths fire at them #Someone gets too close and an alarm goes off and the little lion mouth moves up and down with a loud 'STAND BACK- STAND BACK- STAND BACK'#Anduin forgetting about hte annoying lil shit until hes getting back to his room after a long day and his bf wrathie is there and they get #a littttle tooo close n touchy before Anduin can remember to undress and the fuckin lion alarm goes off and guards rush into the room #anyway ive never done stained glass before and tried a new way to make shattered glass so i think this was good #that said the canvas size was maybe too small and it got compressed to hell on twitter and it bothers me so much #cuz anduins face is really nice but it looks blurry when i upload itttt aagh

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pixelatedraindrops · 4 months

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Yuma Month: Day 25: Broken

Night terrors, burning body temperature, delirious hallucinations, and glassy faded vision…

Helpless and afraid, he calls out for his caretaker…but he’s not there…

He’s all alone now…with no one to help…

Completely broken.

#Yuma Month 2024 #I put a preview just as a warning of what you'll get into #whumpcode #rain code #master detective archives: rain code #yuma kokohead #illness whump #fever whump #pixeldoodles #my art #the only way I know how to truly break a character #this is post game yuma who has fallen ill on one of his cases #pushing himself too hard despite his failing health #now he’s worse and while his fever rises after a nightmare #he suffers from ragged breathing hallucinations and delirium #rendering him back to his amnesia personality #scared helpless and wanting support #he briefly remembers his caretaker from the NDA #he calls his name but there’s no answer #its dark and scary and he doesn't know where he is #he wants someone anyone to be with him #but he’s all alone now…and very ill with no one to aid him #this is what can happen when you fly solo yuma ;-;#this might be the worst I’ve ever done to him... ^^;#is there a good ending here? I'll leave that to your head.#I think I got carpel tunnel from drawing this... ORZ #karma ig 😅 anyway tomorrow's will be non whump #i just went a little crazy w this one... XD #art is a mess but at least it looks ragged & dark as I intended it to #definitley more detailed than the others tho lol

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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 months

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#i never really thought about a person being a finite thing. you can see the effects of a person after they die. in the unfinished projects.#in the rooms of clutter. in abandoned closets. in pictures and in mermered phrases. and you can see time #chipping away at those things. eroding away the evidance that a person existed. clothes move into other people's closets. projects are boxed #away. and a person becomes confined to photos and memories. and thats existentially terrifying but its not a bad thing. time erodes away all #things. that's how life works. matter and energy transforms.#we arent made to last forever. i dunno. i guess im still just rattled from being home even tho ive been back a week and a half.#and my brain tends to fixate on the wrong things. nearly 27 years of knowing someone eclipsed by a visual sequence lasting less than a day.#bc i just cant get over how scary it would be to die like that. to start losing control of your body. to not be able to feed yourself or get #to the bathroom. to have your mind be overcome by the toxins building up in your mangled and broken body.#and it could have been worse. it could have been a lot worse. but its still not fair. theres no good way to die. i dunno. i guess i just #miss my mom in some abstract way but i find it more viscerally upsetting to think about the people that have to deal with her absence.#it makes me sad that my dad is alone now. i dunno. grief doesnt feel like i thought it would. most of the time i dont even know what im #crying about. its undirected. it doesnt feel like: i miss you. it feels like: youre gone. how can you be gone? why does everything feel the #same? and its not that it doesnt make sense. its that nothings changed. the terror of that.#and im walking around in an acumulation of my dead mother's clothes. and no one knows. theyll never know.#and there's nothing to be done about it. so it goes.#i guess im just sad. and its hard to breathe at the thought of returning to school at the end of August.#unrelated

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quicklyandrogynousfox-blog · 5 months

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the last day on saturday night takeaway series twenty

#snt #snt 2024 #2024 #on their socials #it feels like such a privilege that they've shared a bit of behind the scenes of the last day because these moments feel quite intimate #especially that little moment backstage at the end #not even considering that he said 'forever. together' which is so romantic #the way they simultaneously take a deep breath when he's resting his head on his shoulder #the way dec closes his eyes for a moment in that hug #the quiet 'well done'#😭😭😭#it feels more intimate than a kiss #also worth noting that ant had his hand around dec's waist the entire time in that backstage moment #(hopefully i've now gotten this out of my system enough that i can now focus on other things again haha)

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moeblob · 4 months

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Amazing, take some of the side character demons from Evil Bound.

Vincie is a menace to Chuck and Chuck alone so in Hell, Chuck hexes his hand behind his back so that he isn't grabbed as much (and it's harder to pet him). Chuck is like the most irresponsible older sibling ever to demons though so Kelvin recruits him (as an older sibling vibe) to go help him get his ACTUAL older sibling from Earth. Chuck agrees. And then drags Vincie from Hell with them because no one else wants to babysit him and he refuses to unbind the hex just to re-hex when he returns to Hell.

In Hell, Kelvin actually doesn't appear much different than his human form! Like Kronos, the lines under his eyes are red in Hell but black on earth. Chuck however? In Hell he has wolf-ish ears and has a fur lining his neck (note the neck scars in human form). In addition to that he has four eyes in Hell (note the scars under his eyes in human form). Vincie just has horns in Hell. And! In Hell the hex doesn't have a silly looking "tied up" look, it's invisible unless Vincie strains it with movement and then its red text. But it shifts on earth to be visible.

Vincie's biggest agony for the entirety on earth is "dude it's colder here than in Hell I want a jacket to slip my arms into BUT I CANT BECAUSE IM BOUND".

#my characters #amazing show stopping rng wheel thanks #i have my oc plots on a wheel - thats 80 different options! wow! - and spun it #i spun twice and the first time it was the bodyguard plot that i drew a few days ago #the second time was evil bound #i genuinely think it new its a bad day and im not doing well so it took it easy on me with things id done recently #anyway ive never colored kelvin before which i realized today #i only have pencil art of him #also fun fact about their lil earth adventures #they fucking fail horrifically the first time they go and kronos doesnt go back #then they go back to try and get him to forcefully bring him back and theeeeen shit hits the fan #and so vincie is vibing with tolliver since hes basically useless without hands and then oops!#no more hex! and so he starts to get really super scared and tolliver is like uh isnt that a good thing your hands are free now #and vincie is horrified because the only way to break a hex from a distance is if the caster is near dead or dead #and if thats the case chuck is probably dead and that means what if kronos and kelvin are dead #how is he gonna get back to hell alone and is HE going to get punished for it #but then kronos and kelvin show up and take vincie back to hell with the not breathing chuck #but its fine in the end bc the succubi bring him back to ... life ? question mark? anyway hes revived #but vincie does have a part where hes just crying in tollivers apartment bc he thinks hes gonna be punished #for not helping the other demons and then they died #but chuck dying is basically why kronos goes back to hell - he feels responsible (hes at fault so good for him to own up)#vincie is one of the very few demons who doesnt have dark sclera #chuck vincie and kronos all have black sclera while the succubi have gray #i dont think there was ever a reason for it tbh i should make up a reason #time to go lie down and not exist the rest of the night if i can avoid it

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comraderoscoes · 2 months

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#all the stuff around max staying up late to do sim racing is so funny to me #u have lewis who was killing it in the championship. dating a pussycat doll. attending premieres and fashion weeks #and now we have a man who’s cranky bc he stayed up too late on the computer in what i can only imagine in a shrimp position 🦐#the beautiful game … what have they done to you #and all the people saying he shouldn’t be criticised for it ahsjf nah he should. i will criticise the very air he breathes thank u and #people are SOOO pressed about it. as if everyone and their mum’s weren’t criticising every aspect of lewis’s lifestyle #i have some credit at the bank and im gonna use it to call him a loser x

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icewindandboringhorror · 5 months

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sometimes looking at like Self Help Strategies lists for the symptoms I'm having is always just like:

thing that I already do

thing I have tried 10 times

thing I already do

thing that I don't have the money to do

thing I already do

thing I've been doing since I was 10yrs old to no avail

thing that is impossible given my situation

thing that doesn't apply to me

thing that I already do

thing I have already tried

hrmm, oh wait, maybe finally- OH, yeah.. okay. thing that I already do but it was just phrased slightly differently

thing I have already done

#I think maybe productivity tips help less if the reason you're unproductive is partially like.. physcial health and other extenral things #out of your control. rather than just like having trouble paying attention or spending too much time on tiktok or whatever #all the strategic to do lists in the world are not going to somehow prevent me from waking up with a debilitating migraine or whatever #or having external stressors or lacking resources and connections or other Productivity Essentials etc.#especially many tips involve stuff like 'cut off from social media' since thats the modern day time waster for so many poeple #and it's like.. lol.. i can hardly even maintain a blog even thuogh i actively WANT TO DO SO. 'shut off your smart phone!' already #done babey i fucking hate smart phones i shall never use an app unless i am forced to. 'delete tiktok' yep. already covered. tiktok and #all of those thinsg are my enemies. 'save money by cancelling some of your services' cool. already ahead of you.#who the fuck is out here paying for like 10 different subscription services. pirated videos uploaded to google drive and youtube to mp3 #my beloved. etc. etc. and so on. 'socialize less' .........LOL.. if only you knew.. mr.writer of the article. i can barely muster #talking to friends more than once a month and even less if I'm actively sick (often occurence) etc. etc. ... hewoo #I think maybe instead of generic productivity tips I need more like.. how to refocus and be productive anyway even if you have a headache #or are nauseous or etc. Not that those are always things to ignore. and of course you should let your body rest and etc. But plenty of peop #e have mild physical symptoms and just work through them. Ithink something about the way my body/mind is SOO hyper attuned to all #sensory information just makes it like... constantly 'GRR well I cant focus on WRITING right now because my lef #t ear feels weird and my socks are too itchy and my back has a strange pressure and I'm vaguely warm and my eye feels some ssort of #way it doesnt normally feel and I'm hyperaware of my breathing and also nauseous for no reason' and like half of those things I #think '''normal''' people wouldnt even notice or at least would be able to just live through. but for me it's like.. nealry impossible to i #gnore and soooo distracting always. like 'wahh.. nooo we can't draw or get anything done.. my legs feel slightly heavy or something!!'#like............. ok......... who cares. thats not even a PAIN sensation it's just something weird. but it's just like.. NO. constant #mental alerts about the 'heaviness' of your legs be upon ye. Though Imean like.. yes.. 70% of the time I am in genuine pain #or having some sort of actual ailment with trackable physical symptoms. but sometimes it's just like... we could totally be working right #now and ignoring this silly thing but my brain is fixated on it for no reason uncontrollably. etc. etc. I guess it's the same way that like #most people can go to a grocery store without the whole experience being so overwhelming and so much stuff going on at once #that they have to rest afterwards but like.. in my own HOME doing NOTHING i feel like I should be able to not get overwhelmed lol. ANYWAY #Rolling my bastard little rock up a dumbass hill and so on and so forth

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nerosdayinanime · 1 year

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wait. random idea. Pathetic(blame candy) muzan & kokushibo are exes from Centuries ago and he has Complaints hed like to talk about w him but all hes getting to now is Nakime. hes so sick of his bullshit and just enduring it and goes to kagaya like 'i have to kill kibutsuji. ill help you kill him & the other upper moons just PLEASE im so sick of this shit. i need to kill him' 'well you arent killing me so ill give you the benefit of doubt-'

since they broke up he's hacked at the curse to the point he can snap it Whenever without muzan noticing, he finally did so & went to kagaya bc he can Feel shit's gonna pick up soon. he has his memories but he Ignores Them bc hes ashamed and kinda projecting it onto muzan. he has to kill muzan to kill his shame kinda fucked up coping mechanism yk?

the hashira try to kill him On Sight together but he calmly deflects everything while explaining hes working with them to kill kibutsuji. reluctant acceptance with the note from kagaya giving him a pass. most of them fully believe its a trap tho.

koku seeing tanjiro & his earrings and starting to approach, giyuu already has his blade lodged in his neck as a warning/threat & tanjiro staring at him in shock like 'HUH?? THE MAN FROM MY DREAMS?? HES A DEMON NOW? WAIT WHATS HE DOING HERE-'

#allied kokushibo au #he gets to have a conversation w tanjiro (giyuu watching like a fucking hawk) about his brother & sun breathing and all that- nezuko and her #conquering the sun- koku agreeing that of any demon she deserves to have the sun's blessing. not fuckin *muzan*. he'll want his grubby #little hands on her as soon as he finds out. You. practice sun breathing Right Now you have to be Ready for this.#kokushibo #tsugikuni michikatsu #kny spoilers #<probably need to add that since this is like Entirely surrounding the final few arcs #he talks to tomayo&yushiro and shinobu and gets in on their plans. maybe stop shinobu from her suicide attempt & deals with douma himself #leaves more than just tanjiro and giyuu to fight akaza #i dont remember how kaigaku's goes isnt zenitsu the only one? if so he can keep that thats his atonement whatever for jigoro #nakime however is going to have much more of a Time defending against like 4 hashira at once #yadda yadda less casualties happier ending. koku not knowing what the fuck to do now. stop the need to Eat People to live obviously but what #the fuck. he still hates himself. all the tereible shit hes done and for What. does he kill himself? walking into the sun seems like a good #way to go. fitting yk? but if he becomes fully human like nezuko did what the fuck does he Do. just. Live? after all the shit he did? no..#cool at the beginning but the ending has many questions #i do think he'd want to kill himself but i also think he'd be scared to see his brother in the afterlife. in canon it feels like a spur of #the moment Explode Yourself bc the emotions were overwhelming in the moment #or maybe its been way too long since ive read the manga and this shits ALL out of character #whatever it was funnie at first but then i put too much thought into it #def wanna see somethn with him & tanjiro talking about how theyre connected #kny manga spoilers

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dawnofiight · 20 days

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I’m actually so over people writing/describing Angel as being built like a twig, or scrawny asf- GIVE ME BUFF ANGEL GIVE ME CHUBBY ANGEL 🗣️🗣️🗣️

CHUBBY ANGEL MENTIONED

#guys #if I told you I reworked my angel and they're chubby now what would you say?#'lucid we don't care'?#ok #IM JUST SAYING YO #Angel for me somehow gives the most black pinkie pie vibes ever and I will not explain that #<< that has nothing to do with anything btw #I live and breathe masc angel I'm just saying #IDK WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT YO #CAN YOU SEE HOW HARD IM TRYING NOT TO BE OFFENSIVE BUT INCLUSIVE #breaking my silence: the truth is I don't even like Angel fr #but their designs when done right? chefs kiss #I'm sorry anon you don't deserve this rambling #I agree with you my love #BUFF ANGEL MENTIONED #CHUBBY ANGEL MENTIONED

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cryingatships · 3 months

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finally finished the methasjj smutfic i've been writing for MONTHS and which has given me nightmares cause it won't read like i want it to. but it's done! (more like i refuse to look at it anymore), so i'm gonna post it abt it like usual (can't treat any of my children badly, even if they don't live upto my expectations, i'm not tony u.u)

Handful of Future

Chapters: 1/1 (oneshot)

Fandom: This Love Doesn't Have Long Beans

Rating: E (explicit)

Words: 10,872

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Relationships: Methas/JJ

Additional Tags: Established Relationship, Future Fic, Semi-Public Sex (ig), Coitus Interruptus, Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, alpha Methas, Omega JJ, Non-Traditional Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Dom/sub Undertones, Orgasm Edging, Under-Desk Blow Jobs, Blow Jobs, Office Sex, Jealousy, Possessive Sex, Misunderstandings, Author Is Sleep Deprived, The Author Regrets Everything, no beta we die like oab's tastebuds after eating plawan's cooking

Summary:

MethasJJ have been together for years, happy and very much in love. But sometimes adult life gets to them, and suddenly, they barely have any time for each other. After having missed his mate slash fiancé in one of this busy times, JJ goes to Methas' office, and hears something unexpected

#love this love this love this #this love doesn't have long beans #tldhlb #methas x jj #methasjj #jj x methas #bl fanfic #tldhlb fanfic #WELL!! FINALLY!! IT'S DONE AND POSTED!! NOw I can breathe freely and work on my other fics u.u!#ma fanfic

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opens-up-4-nobody · 7 months

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#i walked into a situation today where my mom was effectively already dead. effectively bc her body was and is still alive. still breathing #painful groaning purrs. but her mind was gone yesterday. my dad said he showed her a picture of the mountains i took that day and told her #i loved her and she smiled. thats what he said. maybe he was just being nice. or maybe thats the last time she thought of me. i dunno. but #the human body is an incredible thing. shes got a heart still powering a broken body. too full of tumors to function anymore. stomach #streched like a pregnant mother. it happed really fast and now its happening very slow #im somehow probably better off than the rest of them. i only got here for the aftermath of a downslide. my daily life will b least effected #i only really saw her twice a year living so far away and she didnt text much. didnt call often. so life wont change much ill just kno shes #not there. which is sad. but theres nothing to b done abt it. life goes on. it hasnt been all bad tho. its nice to talk to my family abt her #how incredible she was. bc she was. wish her mom wasnt here tho. she doesn't deserve to b here. my mom wouldnt want her here. she didnt want #her here. but anyway. i wish her body would just let her go now. so we can sleep. so this can be over. so she can rest #but even like this shes stubborn and resilient. they say it could go on for days but i hope not. may the universe let her rest shes gotta b #so tired after 10 years of this. but i have no regrets. she knew how i felt abt her. and i dont think she had regrets either. she did so #much up to the very end. went out on a high note without the burdon of knowing it was coming #i dunno. its just such a strange experience to watch the empty shell of your mother sleeping like a gurgling baby #unrelated

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radioves · 2 years

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