#but it’s kinda like that thing of ‘how/why would you be celebrating a boybands anniversary when your sister has just died’
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#i’m so devastated for such. selfish reasons#i looked forward to celebrating festa with everyone so much#but instead i’m grieving a sibling and it feels wrong to engage with anything#even though i know it’s okay to do so if i want to#it’d definitely help take my mind off things i guess#but it’s kinda like that thing of ‘how/why would you be celebrating a boybands anniversary when your sister has just died’#and that’s what holds me back#i’ll never get this day back but i’ll also never get my sister back either so it’s just like ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#i think i’m in the anger phase first#at the universe for timing it this way#for letting such a shitty thing happen right before a day i was supposed to be really happy and festive#i appreciate the messages some of you have sent me#trust me they’ve been helpful#also maybe this is corny to mention but i really do believe bts shows up for me exactly when i need them most#and yesterday while i was at home waiting for confirmation of my sister passing is when jungkook went live on weverse#when that notif popped up i was also laying in bed and i felt so comforted by his presence in that moment#it was like he was just Being there for me even tho he was just trying to go to sleep#but he provided me with a distraction even if it was just briefly and i’m never gonna forget that#he was like an angel to me in that moment and he didn’t even know#he just wanted company and he has no idea how much i needed him in that moment#i’d never felt lonelier or out of the loop while than during those hours and him going live for a bit felt like i was being looked after#the official time they called her death was about 15 or so minutes after his live turned was off#so i just appreciate being distracted during the time leading up to then#maybe that’s all super silly and parasocial but god! can anyone blame me#i’m just seeking comfort anyway i can at this point and bts always always always delivers#that’s why i’m so sad to be missing out on so much today#anyway this is way too long and i am just waiting for that performance to come out#i miss them and i miss everyone
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DATING JASON WOULD INCLUDE !
trigger warning! mentioning of ptsd
trying to share his CRAZY conspiracies with you in the middle of the night. as much as you love jason so much, you get extremely annoyed when your sleep is compromised with jason's conspiracy theories
"(y/n), did i ever tell you about this conspiracy theory about how the titanic never sank?"
"jason, i love you, but it's three in the morning. shut up,"
watching a lot of disney movies. jason LOVES aladdin and hercules. this boy will practically sing all of the lyrics of the songs and try to imitate the sounds coming from the musical instruments. you can't get a laugh of that movie without looking at jason
"I CAN SHOW YOU THE WORLD!"
jason cooking food for you. this boy is a chef. one time he made you lasagna, homemade pizza, his own spin on a cocktail and devils food cake for dessert. why did he cook all this food, you may wonder? it's because you slapped his ass
"babe, what's all this food for?"
"it's a celebration for the newest anniversary because you slapped my ass yesterday,"
yes, you two slap each other's asses. jason slaps your ass quite more than when you slap his ass. he'll slap your ass out of nowhere sometimes, but he'll mostly do it during a mission because it catches you off-guard. the last time he slapped your ass when you two were fighting criminals, your instincts came in the way and you accidentally shot jason...
"DID YOU JUST SHOOT ME?! WHAT THE HELL (Y/N)!"
"I THOUGHT YOU WERE A BADGUY! YOU SHOULD KNOW BETTER THAN TO NOT SLAP MY ASS DURING A MISSION!"
passionate kisses. you can try to give jason quick kisses all you want, but this boy won't let you go before things get kinda steamy. he's professional in the art of passionate kisses. he knows how to make you melt and beg for more. he has a mischevious mind for your heart
lot's of PDA. jason won't go out in public without holding your hand, kissing your cheek or even kissing your neck if he wants too. the other batboys say that he needs to stop with the PDA, but you love it when the other girls get jealous that you have a man like jason
you two going to bruce's galas only so you and jason can get the headlines of the "hottest couple." when the gala comes around, it's serious business. you and jason take time to prepare your outfits so you both look sexy enough to make the news. PDA is a little more predominant when it comes to the galas
"you look rather ravishing, darling. are you ready to be pronounced the "hottest couple" in gotham city again?"
"you know it, jason."
jamming out to a lot of ac/dc but jason loves to listen to the backstreet boys and other boy bands. sometimes you're so convinced that jason todd could be in a boyband himself. and you wouldn't be shocked if he tried to convince the rest of the batboys to be in a band with him
"I WANT IT THAT WAY!"
jason teaching some parkour moves and how to shoot. as it turns out that jason was quite shocked to see that you had a better aim than he did. you two were practicing with rubber bullets the one time to see how you could work with moving targets. jason was so mad that you were excelling with your aim, that he shot you with a rubber bullet
"dId yOu jUsT sHoOt mE?"
"in my defence, you shot me first,"
watching a lot of reality shows. jason LOVES watching the bachelor and the bachelorette. you two binged watched hells kitchen the one time and jason was convinced that he could be the next gordon ramsey that he threw your pasta across the room because it was "disgusting"
"jason, your not gordon ramsey!"
"BuT i cOuLd bE!"
playing a lot of board games. you and jason are quite competitive so even a simple game like UNO causes the two of you to get into some simple arguments. your favourite game of all time is probably clue because it's practically a competition to see who's the better detective between you and jason
"it was the joker, in the warehouse with the crowbar,"
"aRe yoU mAkInG a JoKe aBoUt mY dEatH?!"
jason loves to take you to drive in movies. you find it cute that this boy will pack a whole bunch of snacks for the movie night. he's super cute during this time because he'll bring a whole bunch of pillows and blankets for the drive-in movie. of course, you two get kind of distracted from the movie and end up kissing a lot
buying a jacuzzi. just so jason can see you in bikinis and so that you can see jason's ripped abs. the jacuzzi is a place where you two relax after a long day of work and patrol. sometimes you're sitting across from jason, or sometimes his arm is around yours. you two are usually looking up at the stars and cracking jokes here and then
"are you a cornfield...because i'm stalking you,"
"that’s seriously creepy jason,"
comforting jason when he has nightmares. his PTSD is kicking in here and then but you're always his rock when his walls are breaking down. on the outside, jason always portrays himself as a strong person. but you're the only one who sees him when his walls are down. you're always by his side when he needs that comfort and reassurance. you love him for all his faults and are always there when he needs that love
#batboys#batfam#damian wayne#damian wayne headcanon#damian wayne x you#dick grayson#dick grayson headcanon#dick grayson x y/n#jason todd#jason todd headcanon#red hood#red robin#jason todd x reader#nightwing#tim drake headcanon#robin#timdrake
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TLC's 'CrazySexyCool' at 25: The scoop of the game-changing R&B standard
Atlanta georgia triad TLC came in on the arena in 1992, yet it was actually 'CrazySexyCool', their game-changing 2nd album, that bound their tale, launching the globe to fly female fashion trend as well as swinging brand of message-driven R&B, while performing factors not one other lady team had performed previously. T-Boz and Chilli talk to NME about the landmark cd as it celebrates its own 25th wedding anniversary
Tender Loving Care's' CrazySexyCool 'is actually 25 today" Our team were all resting there certainly like, 'This is awful ',"claims Tionne"T-Boz "Watkins, giggling as she recollects the opportunity bandmate Lisa"Left behind Eye "Lopes turned in her knowledgeable for their initial Amount One single,'Creep'."She essentially composed an anti- 'Creep' rap. When it came to shooting the 1st video clip we took the rap off of it. And since we carried out that Lisa put tape on her oral cavity as a protest so she could not sing the track."
"As well as not frequent strip," includes Rozonda "Chilli" Thomas. "Our experts're speaking about the gray tape you apply a container at the UPS retail store, right stuff that may take your skin off. We possessed to go to the trailer as well as attempt and talk her into taking it off."
According to T-Boz, Left Behind Eye, that tragically passed away in a cars and truck accident in 2002, wasn't a fan of the topic concern of 'Creep'. In amongst the monitor's jazzy horns, funky drum stops and also wishing synths were actually lyrics like: "I'll certainly never leave him down/ Though I could play around/ It is actually merely create I require some devotion," which she dreaded her then-boyfriend, NFL vast recipient Andre Rison, might obtain the incorrect idea.
"They possessed among those genuine sensitive, jealous-type partnerships so she didn't desire him to think that she was cheating," she describes. "But it possessed nothing to perform along with their genuine relationship, it was really a private circumstance that occurred to me."
Bearing In Mind Left Behind Eye and the "charming and odd" ways she will pen her raps, T-Boz says: "She used to go in the restroom as well as write in the stall along with her little of grass. She used to sit certainly there and smoke cigarettes, and write sidewards on the bathroom along with her feet up on the wall and her back versus the stall." And also those raps were an integral part of the results of 'CrazySexyCool'.
"Left Eye generally wrote an anti-'Creep' rap due to the fact that she really did not just like the topic. Our company were all sitting certainly there like, 'This is actually terrible ...'"-- T-Boz
Accredited 12-times platinum eagle in the United States and selling over 23 million copies worldwide, the album observed Tender Loving Care happen to come to be the initial girl group to ever before be granted ruby status due to the RIAA. Bagging them a couple of Grammys, they were likewise first black show ever to win the desirable Online video of the Year award at the MTV Video Recording Songs Honors for their outbreak smash hit, 'Waterfalls'.
A lot more than sales as well as honors, 'CrazySexyCool' paved the method for the next creation of woman teams. Taking what they had picked up from watching those that came prior to them -- such as the likes of SWV, En Vogue and R&B boybands like New Version and BBD -- TLC packaged an innovative brand-new attitude as well as distinct swagger that influenced the following surge of girl power. A few of the enthusiasts who grew up listening to the team happened to take facility stage on their own: All Saints, Minimal Mix and, on a much bigger scale, Serendipity's Child and also the Seasoning Girls -- something Mel C acknowledged in a meeting with last year.
TLC:( L-R) Rozonda "Chilli "Thomas, Tionne"T-Boz" Watkins and also Lisa "Left Behind Eye"Lopes of TLC" Our team had a great deal to prove keeping that second album," claims Chilli."It established us en masse that was actually gon na be actually right here for a long period of time as well as it
showed our experts weren't merely a gimmick. "" As well as I think it is actually doing what our experts wished it to accomplish still to this day "T-Boz incorporates."It's merely good music that possesses no age and also interest everybody, irrespective of colour. It does not matter what sex, creed or race you are, it is actually only great songs and also that's what I really love regarding it. It is actually enduring."
Enduring is an absolutely a great way to explain 'CrazySexyCool', as is, unsurprisingly, the cd's label. Designed through Left Behind Eye, Spicy pepper mentions the title -- which exemplifies the private individualities of the team (Crazy [Left Eye], Alluring [Chilli], Trendy [T-Boz] -- was become pregnant while on a vacation to Europe.
"It's so comical due to the fact that when Lisa formulated it I was personally a little upset," details Spicy pepper. "I thought Tionne should have been actually sexy. All of us can possess participated in crazy as well as sexy however I understand I am actually great-- I'm the trendy one. I was actually confused in order to why I would certainly be seductive. I felt like, 'That is actually certainly not me, that is actually Tionne!' I simply failed to take a look at myself like that."
Giggling, T-Boz states: "Lisa slapped her benefit her scalp as well as was like, 'Lady, you much better acknowledge!'"
"I thought Tionne must possess been 'gorgeous'. All of us can possess played 'outrageous' and 'sexy' however I understand I am actually 'awesome'. I am actually the great one!" -- Chilli
It was obvious from the minute you initially pressed play on 'CrazySexyCool' merely just how much of a departure it was actually from the group's 1992 debut, 'Ooooooohhh ... On the TLC Suggestion'. Combining ardent gouges as well as sensuous riffs with edgy hip-hop beats and moving away from the preferred sounds of brand-new jack swing, they took what Mary J. Blige was actually performing at the moment along with her signature brand name of hip-hop heart, mixed in some Atlanta georgia festoon, and also provided something brand-new as well as distinctive for attenders to wrap their ears around.
Tackling more severe subject matters than in previous years, the album was a coming-of-age minute for TLC. From AIDS as well as gang physical violence to sexuality and romanticism, regardless of the topic there was a newly found peace of mind as well as youthful confidence on display screen all over the album's 16 monitors. In the erotic bounce of 'Allow's Do It Once again' as well as 'Take Our Opportunity', the trio showed a more aggressive edge to their art while verifying they were fully comfy along with the more explicit edge of self-expression.
TLC's'CrazySexyCool'
has actually offered over 23 million copies worldwide. Joining several of the very same manufacturers who worked with their launching cd, Dallas Austin, Jermaine Dupri as well as Babyface got on hand to aid assemble the important basis of 'CrazySexyCool'. Organized Noize, Chucky Thompson as well as the then-named Drag Father filled out the remainder of the creation roster.
Puff's job was to look after some of the cd's interludes, which at opportunities, be it unexpextedly, offered some comic relief. 'Sexy' starts off apparently illustrating phone sexual activity just before turning right into a prank telephone call as Chilli seductively talks to Puffy to pass her some tissue ... so she can rub her ass.
"Me and Puff resided in the display together as well as I was expected to, you know, speak alluring," describes Chilli, chuckling to herself. "And I needed to turn it lucky unusual because I found it weird talking sexy throughout. I could not cease giggling so our team found yourself must take it in that instructions and merely make it extra like a laugh."
Puffy also produced the only cover on the album, 'If I Was Your Girlfriend'. Initially created by Royal prince, it is among the rare events that the Purple One provided yet another performer permission to cover his job.
"Getting consent to carry out it was in fact simpler than creating the song," says T-Boz, including that she couldn't believe Prince even permitted all of them to perform it.
The album's trademark track, and most likely the group's too (some may say that 'No Scrubs' is entitled to that honour) is 'Waterfalls'. Created by Left Behind Eye, Marqueze Etheridge and Organized Noize, with some effect coming from Paul McCartney (properly, maybe), and also including support vocals coming from Cee-Lo Veggie, it didn't merely hint the album over the edge, it released it into another stratosphere. Accomplishing mass international success, it arrived at top of Advertising board's Very hot 100 chart as well as kept there for 7 weeks, while likewise topping graphes all over the planet, topping at Amount Four in the UK.
Originally claiming that she positively understood the tune will be actually a hit, T-Boz then quickly back-pedals. "Really, no I didn't," she says. "I wished that it will be, yet moreover I simply hoped that folks would certainly comprehend it considering that our team were discussing some challenging circumstances. I undoubtedly recognised the potential that it had."
"It was the kinda track that required a video clip to make it happen to life," she includes, mentioning the song's significant spending plan online video. Directed by F. Gary Gray and fired in the very same pond where Jaws was filmed, 'Waterfalls' features the team in liquefied form walking on water as they perform about the consequences of the controlled substance field and also the risks of possessing vulnerable sex.
Coming out with to include that it was "game over" once the music video clip went down, Chilli reviews the song's topic issue. "It was regularly essential for our team to chat regarding things that were actually definitely happening," she describes. "Therefore along with AIDS being such a significant thing our team intended to deliver understanding to it since people were referring to it however they weren't really referring to it."
"We would like to defend things that was essential however perform it in a way that was actually musically exciting as well as never preachy," includes T-Boz.
As well as while 'Falls' might have been actually the initial Leading single ever to mention HIV, it wasn't the first opportunity Tender Loving Care openly marketed safe sex. In the video for 'Ain't 2 Honored 2 Beg', a singular from their debut cd, the ladies can be viewed using unopened prophylactics as style accessories, pinned to pants, braces and put inside glasses lens.
TLC were actually the 1st dark act ever to succeed Video clip of the Year at the MTV Video Songs Awards.
"Regrettably, all right stuff our experts discussed at that time, and even on the brand-new album, is actually still going on today," points out Spicy pepper. "Our experts still possess concerns along with folks not utilizing prophylactics and with secure sexual activity in standard. Whether the updates yearns for to speak about it or otherwise, it is actually still there."
Yet another intense minute on 'CrazySexyCool' is actually cd nearer 'Sumthin Wicked In This Manner Arrives'. Participating in like a 'What's Happening' for the hip-hop creation, it includes a knowledgeable from a young André 3000 taped just before OutKast released their debut album. Spicy pepper remembers hearing his vocals for the very first time.
"I was only like, 'Oh my gosh'," she says, gushingly. "It's hilarious considering that he wasn't even André 3000 yet but you simply recognized he performed his means. His voice, it was actually so unique."
"He had not been even André 3000 but-- yet you felt in one's bones he performed his technique. His vocal, it was actually so exclusive" -- Spicy pepper, on a specific then-unknown 'CrazySexyCool' guest performer
Other songs newsworthy feature: 'Traffic signal Unique', the seductive slow-moving jam created to acquire factors entering the bedroom; 'Diggin' on You', the Babyface-produced crush anthem that features perhaps the absolute most beautiful bridge in current R&B; and also 'Scenario of the Fake Individuals', which the ladies both wish they will discharged as a single during the time. "I looked at it as our 'What Concerning Your Friends' sequel," points out Chilli.
As fresh currently as it remained in 1994, 'CrazySexyCool' remains for good in fashion. Like Paradise's 'Nevermind', Janet Jackson's 'Rhythm Country 1814', Royal prince's 'Violet Storm' or Madonna's 'Like a Prayer', its own patterned technique to creation and unflinching cultural commentary keeps it appropriate no matter time.
Today, TLC are actually still The United States's biggest-selling gal team. T-Boz and also Spicy pepper remain to visit-- they've simply announced they'll be going back to Greater london upcoming year-- as well as in 2017 they released a self-titled album, their 1st center cd in 15 years. However 'CrazySexyCool' is going to constantly be that album.
Searching for the most ideal method to define the album, after tossing out phrases like "timeless" and also "game-changing" T-Boz talks to if she can phone it "torch-worthy".
"We are actually the biggest lady group of everlasting in The United States and also our experts are actually still keeping the light, so the cd's torch-worthy." Can not argue with that said.
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