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i love the disco fandom on twitter whenever someone posts a new piece of DE art it’s like. “everybody in here rn huh” everyone in the fandom just swarms to it like flies 😭
#new art gets posted and i get 12 notifications of everyone reblogging it#locked in like a homing missile#it could be the shittiest most insignificant post ever#but it’s disco elysium so i pop off#oh is that harry disco and kim elysium as pim and charlie smiling friends?#fuck yeah dude#instant like + repost#(yes i’m talking about that tir drawing i love u tir)#does tir have a tumblr? idk#id love to follow them on here#anyway#disco elysium#kim kitsuragi#harry du bois
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before I played Disco Elysium, I thought Harry du Bois was a co-worker in the precinct you work at and, reading about him being such a fucked up guy, I was literally planning on avoiding him as much as possible in my playthrough... colour me surprised when I found the badge and found out the main character's name
#literally playing the game dreading when this fabled du bois character would pop up#then i find the badge.... see Harrier du Bois on screen#and i just go.... oh fuck... its me... im the problem guy#disco elysium#harry du bois#i love getting facts about media so incredibly messed up#it adds to the fun so much#1k#soy yo#disco elysium spoilers#rbs turned off cause im tired of seeing this in notes
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Day 20 (!?) - perception
I think maybe they’re homies with visual calculus imo
#disco elysium#skilltober#skillstober#de skills#perception#fun life fact reveal we find out if the resturant I work at gets a Michelin star today so I defiantly popped off as a distraction#from the Anxiety
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I’ve seen that post on here that’s like “What did they put in this game to make us all Like That,” and I think we’re all Like That about Disco Elysium bc we’re all hyperfixating on it because it surprisingly speaks to the chaos of living with ADHD. And we SEE that and feel seen.
- First of all, Harry Du Bois Adhd headcanons pop off hard, especially with the whole “I do speed to do detective work,” aka I need stimulants to focus, aka unintentional self-medication. Also the poor impulse control, emotional disregulation. And the voices remind me of the way my brain jumps topic to topic so I have like 4 ongoing topics going at once. Stereo investigations, thoughts in the thought cabinet, if you will.
- Additionally, a lot of interactions surrounding Harry’s memory loss even feel very ADHD. ADHD is a problem with working memory (attention/focus), which cascades into causing problems with encoding memories for long term storage. You can’t remember what you never even focused on. Because of this, being forgetful of things that seemed basic or obvious or easy to remember for other people is a staple problem for people with ADHD, and while the game is obviously much more extreme with total retrograde amnesia, I find that the game’s demonstration of “the people being frustrated or confused by basic things you’ve forgotten or misplaced” (and this being taken seriously as a Big Issue affecting your life, even if the others don’t take it seriously/brush it off) is very relatable and almost cathartic. Even if the only reason why it’s taken so seriously in the game is because you’ve just literally lost all your memory… and your gun lol
- Harry doing buck wild things to get results based on the conversations going on inside his head, which don’t get read to the outside world, is very relatable. Again, my brain jumps topic to topic so much that it’s almost hard to track the logical thread connecting the thoughts internally, much less explain them to another person at the same time. The “how did we get here, what exactly brought you to this course of action? This seems unrelated, detective” is very much a conversation I experience on the daily, whether with myself or the people around me.
- Kim Kitsuragi is the ADHD fantasy. @snowberry-pie’s got in one. He’s perfect for fighting off that executive dysfunction by helping you actually get shit done while not being suffocating/controlling/shaming about it. He sorta takes responsibility of you to help you take responsibility of yourself. He’s a body double, your partner in it with you. Lets you go on your barely related stereo investigations and indulges your inexplicable actions instead of controlling you, trusting that it’s part of the process lol. Offers positive reinforcement instead of using shame (like calling Harry a burden) to get Harry to focus on the case.
Disco Elysium has lots to say about how disability is exacerbated/unsupported by the system for a lot of characters, including Harry. Adhd fits right into that, especially with the ways an ADHD!Harry interpretation would highlight the understandable nature of his drug addiction (not only was it a way to cope with chronic pain that no one was treating him for, but also a way to cope with unmedicated ADHD).
Anyways I wrote this instead of writing my paper.
#my thoughts#adhd#harry du bois#harrier du bois#disco elysium#de#“Perseveration” officer? How about we “persevere” in writing that paper?#Kim being like “you lost your memory? You still gotta do your job tho” is me to myself everyday. ಥ_ಥ#Shout out to the opening scene of eeaao for also capturing the experience of living with ADHD subtle-ly#meta#metas#kim kitsuragi#literary analysis
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There was like a decent few months when disco elysium was first popping off where I thought it was made up like goncharov. Also I somehow managed to completely misread the title every single time I saw it so up until like earlier this year I thought it was called disco asylum
ASKHSKDJSKHSKSHSKSHKANK???
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excuse me while I add a third Disco Elysium OC to my roster...
God, I love how this game is written. It's so fun to just... make little blorbos based on how Harrier du Bois' fucked up brain voices will see them. A heehee. Giggle.
Anyway, enjoy~ He's still being developed, but I hope this teaser will tide some of yous over <3
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VISUAL CALCULUS: A young man. No older than his late 20s. 172 centimeters, approximately 68 kilograms. Bright, outgoing-- probably has loads of friends.
LOGIC: Someone this popular doesn't take for a solo flâneur.
ENCYCLOPEDIA: "Flâneur"-- the coolest of the cool, but in that introspective, cool international poet way. A person without chains or concerns, wandering the urban paths for no better reason than the city has solid ground and the flâneur has feet. Basically, this kid is flâneuring right now-- aimlessly milling about, simply for the pleasure of it.
HALF-LIGHT: Or so he says.
CONCEPTUALIZATION: What kind of crowd would someone this cool and casual draw?
1. What does he look like?
Me. I'm his crowd. He rolls with guys like me.
Seems like a pop-collared prick if you ask me. I don't even need to see him to smell it. Elitism, baby.
Why do we care? We're just asking directions.
PERCEPTION: Now, remember-- you can't determine everything there is to know about a guy based on how he looks, brother.
LOGIC: But we can guess.
PERCEPTION: Sure. He's got a lot of pockets. A dark, snug-fitting ribbed tank top. A t-shirt, cropped at the ribs. A heavy-duty canvas worker's jacket, again with lots of pockets. A bandana around his neck. Work gloves, a duffel bag - so many pockets - and a good, strong pair of leather work boots.
SHIVERS: Hang on. Something isn't right here.
HALF-LIGHT: This whole time, you've been listening to his casual directions, the Lieutenant jotting each one down with quiet affirmations of 'mhm' or 'what's next?' You've been looking at him, haven't even taken your eyes off him.
SHIVERS: But neither has he.
HALF-LIGHT: He's been watching you, watching him.
[SKILL CHECK: COMPOSURE -- GODLY: SUCCESS] You manage to look almost bored, lazily passing your eyes over him again, paying extra attention to what you see.
PERCEPTION: We missed something.
CONCEPTUALIZATION: He runs with an alternative crowd. But not with them. This kid doesn't have an air of popularity-- it's infamy. Look at his bootstraps.
ENCYCLOPEDIA: Revolutionary groups often adopt subtle signs to recognize one another in the wild, especially when expressing a certain view or lifestyle which may invite dangerous interactions. This young man is gritty, savvy in your Marazovian sociopolitical lingo. He's a comrade, of the working class.
HALF-LIGHT: No. Not a comrade. He may not be a fascist, but he's not quite our friend.
PERCEPTION: Check his boots again.
CONCEPTUALIZATION: Blue laces. For the code.
ESPRIT-DE-CORPS: Cop-killer.
#anyways ever since i thought of that twist i've been rotating him in my mind#he listens to disco music while he kills racist cops#he has yet to be named#get ready for crazy lore drops on this acc for oc's yall dont care about bc im a writer not an artist#chaotic neutral#why do i torture myself#by making blorbos that arent even canon#to my already fictional blorbos#smh#disco elysium#harry du bois#original character#oc creation#disco elysium oc#written in the style of disco elysium#disco elysium skills#half light#esprit de corps#conceptualization#shivers#harrier du bois#lieutenant kim kitsuragi#lieutenant kim#writers on tumblr#oc writer#lace code#writing#my writing#disco elysium fanfic#disco elysium fanfiction
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Cunospig -> bnnuywabbit
Name's Lago. I'm 22.
My art tag is #feral art tag
My asks and messages are disabled due to spam. If you want to contact me you can send me asks in any of my other blogs (Like @marmenlade, that's my OC/aes blog), send a submission and pretend it's an ask, tag me anywhere and/or comment on any of my posts INCLUDING THIS ONE, call my actual real phone number in real life, scream my name really loud or even reach to me through the ether. Seriously. Feel free to talk to me if you so happen inhabit a human shaped shell at this moment in time.
I'm prone to note spamming mutuals btw! I personally love being note spammed. It's a love language. To me.
If you happened to stumble upon this blog, you Must Know that I'm obsessed with many things like Sandman as of writing this post!
I'm Brazilian. As in from Brazil. As in Born There and Living There till my eventual demise, possibly. If you also happen to be one of those or adjacent, feel free to hit me up. É nois 🤙
I treat my blog as an open diary. There'll be cool things about my life and things in excited abou t and things that make me upset and general life shit. I also talk a lot about my little brothers endeavors because i love him and he's my little creature. If any of this or the stuff i blog about bothers you, i recommend not following. Also this blog contains adult stuff because im an adult, so follow at your own risk and/or pleasure! I think you should be in control of what you use your eyes to look at. I ain't a cop.
More info under readmore!! But only if you feel like it.
Other than the aforementioned, i have Many other interests that Can and WILL show up here, like:
My OCs and worldbuilding
Portal
Half life and hlvrai
Disco Elysium
Stranger Things
Homestuck
Whump stuff
FNAF
Literally whatever show and game im currently watching or playing.
SO, so many bands
I'm VERY into music. My favorite genres are 00s pop, industrial, heavy metal when it's a joke, classic rock, synthpop and mpb. I love learning more about music and getting to know new music genres. Autism list moments. Feel free to throw some at me!
Random info: I use emojis and smileys unironically. I just love to pepper my texts with some emotion here and there. I promise there's no sarcasm associated to my emojis and smileys. If i send i smiling smiley i Mean It. I also add !!!! To them if I'm particularly excited. Tone tags are confusing to me, I don't use them.
Regarding The Me: I'm queer and weird about it! My gender is completely none of my business. Also I'm an Artist and creator at heart, so i draw a lot, i like sculpting things with clay and foam, i love doing collages, i like playing my guitar and sometimes i write fucked up things for fun because it's Fun, tho i wouldn't call myself a writer. I'm diagnosed audhd. I'm weird and not in a cutesy way sometimes, but at least I'm funny about it i think!
I'm uhhhh a med student with a background in AG/rural sciences (vetmed + fishing) which ig is kinda funny. The funniest thing about me is I'm an honest to god fishing technician. I have a fucking diploma in fishing. I have no idea how or why, it still baffles me to this day that i made it through fishing school!! I have plenty thoughts on the ag/fishing field as a whole and a bit of experience with Some Things. I've worked in a few labs and written and published a few papers and I've wanted to be a Real Scientist when i grew up since i was a kid :) I don't know what I want to be when I grow up now. Maybe work in emergency services or something. Or maybe. Perhaps do something research related. I am Nosey.
I'm surprisingly a bit shy, even though nobody believes me when i say it! I'm getting over it, though. Please feel free to send an message somewhere asking for my discord if you'd like to chat. My messages are off for nonmutuals because I'm tired of getting spambots and my asks also. But i post a lot. Seriously just respond and go like 'oh hey can i DM you' and I will DM YOU. One thing i MUST state upfront if you'd like to talk to me and be friends: I'm trying to get better at talking to people. I'm soooo not very good at it. Don't blame yourself if our conversations fall flat. Talking and initiating conversations with people is Hard, but I'm alright at keeping conversations going if you tell me about your likes and dislikes or if you wanna do small talk! My cheat sheet is: Talk to me about your favorite weather, your timezone, what you like learning more about, about your country and culture or your favorite types of music and your favorite bands! Tell me about yourself, please!!! ALSO. Talk to me about fandom. Feel free to complain about petty things, I do enjoy a good complaint. And passionate rants. I'm told i can be cool to talk to if we get to know each other, I'm told I'm a very trusting, agreeable and judgementless individual. I like to believe that is true. To be fair, I'm eager to make new friends and learn more about people and we'll surely bond over something, I'm absolutely sure 🥰.
I have a lot of blogs. Like a LOT. I'm not going to link them all here, but they ARE linked to my main somewhere. Probably. Have fun collecting them all or something. It's wayyyyyy too many.
Here's my favorite one: @marmenlade
I think that's about it.
Updated: 7.jan.25
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disco elysium! day 4!
we finally made some headway in the actual mystery (got the hardie boys and klaasje to talk), only to discover that we'd been lied to the entire time and in fact had made no headway in the actual actual mystery. (also we explored the new area probably earlier than intended.) visual calculus isn't as poetic as some of the other skills but it is always so fascinating when it pops off. also we spent quite a while debating the physics of the murder as it was described to us right before visual calculus laid out exactly what we'd been discussing.
other developments: we've started a couple intriguing new thoughts (including homosexual underground and remote sensing division); met our coworkers in shitty disguises; did very badly at telling a woman her husband was dead; got a steam achievement for getting kim to like us; learned that kim has an embarrassing past as a pinball champion??????; acquired a die that only ever tells us god has abandoned us and had a very meta discussion about failure.
also, we got two incredible leather jackets off some randos looking at kim's car. i'm trying to avoid spoilers so i don't want to search but: is there art out there of us and kim wearing the jackets; if so, please link me to your favorite one
still have no idea where we are in the game (don't tell me!). i think we could be as early as the beginning of act 2 or as late as the beginning of act 3, but this could correspond to truly any amount of in-game or out-of-game time remaining. there's so much game in this game that absorbing spoilers ambiently from my dash kind of tells me nothing
lastly: i am so, so sad we didn't win the mountain climbing pinball game. i immediately changed all our clothes to the appropriate bonus and tried again, only to learn the machine was busted. if we don't get another chance, i would fully replay this game to be able to win at pinball.
#the pronoun use in this post might be incomprehensible but i'm not changing it#hello world#disco elysium#game.#under a cut for length bc i had a lot to say. not analysis just so much to comment on
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So, I'm about Hour 8 into Lisa the Undone, currently on Chapter 4
I think my favorite thing about this fan game so far is the fact that your choices matter in affecting the way Buddy acts in this game, especially with the one bit I am currently hyperfixated on to hell and back
Spoilers ahead for those that have yet to play Lisa the Undone. Please for the love of God check this fan game out if you ever get the chance, it's sincerely well worth your time.
SO, Lisa the Undone, probably my highest rated Lisa fan game so far, and it's all because of one thing:
The Disco Elysium inspired monologues.
What the hell do I mean by that?
Essentially you have 3 "statuses" or states that Buddy has to balance. One involves how social Buddy is with the rest of the world, one is how violent she can be, and one is how much exploration she does in the world.
With the first one, it starts off subtly. You won't really see any difference with the social stat until you get to about the 2nd or 3rd tier, and that's when you finally get The Voices(tm)
Essentially they are what you'd get from Disco Elysium's stat monologues, they're voices in Buddy's head that comment or suggest actions here and there that kinda break the fourth wall a bit. It's very well written for a Lisa fan game and the writers here pull it off in a really engaging way, at least if you ask me.
Over time though they start to affect the choices you can make for Buddy. Go too far into the social stat and soon Buddy starts to interpret things that NPCs may be implying. They could be 100% paranoid delusion...or they could actually be foreshadowing things, implying things that YOU may know if you're a really big Lisahead but to Buddy may mean something totally different. Eventually you go so far into this stat that suddenly even corpses and inanimate objects start to have dialogue that may or may not mean something to you.
It's PEAK Disco Elysium and I love it so fucking much, I adore the idea of Buddy tapping into some supernatural type shit that may be borderline insane until you realize "wait what the fuck this is actually foreshadowing", it's not a blatant ripoff of Disco Elysium but a genuinely good inspiration taken from it, if that makes any sense.
The way you can write that stuff for Buddy and really get into her headspace with this kind of dialogue, and also make it so interesting to read that it makes you wanna push it further and further is DEFINITELY something I love about Lisa the Undone so far. All this content you can get in this fan game is entirely optional, even the three states Buddy has to balance, but God it's so well worth it seeing how the game reacts to your choices and the resulting dialogue that comes with it.
I may post more on this, cause I am hyperfixated to hell and back on this fan game, but god
I really wanna see it pop off like Lisa the Pointless, this is a gem worth playing.
That's all I got for now with this blog post, but I'll leave one more but of dialogue that I've enjoyed, the peak so far:
DISCO
NEVER
DIES
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Any chance of a Codex brand Disco Elysium playthrough/analysis sometime in the future?
I've considered it, but my big concern is just that I'm not sure what I'd bring to the table for it. It's one of those works of art that seemingly has had every piece of it so exhaustively examined, re-examined, and re-re-examined that I feel like anything I'd say would inevitably have already been discussed in more depth by someone else. It'd be a fun video to make, but also a redundant one. Perhaps a stream or a podcast tho, cause I would love to be able to just pop off about the Horrific Necktie with some friends for an hour or two.
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Meet The Choir
It's Monday, so I'm giving you lore bits about my character's "Choir" - the result of Minti's job crystals resonating with her aether and Echo. In non-WoL timelines, they are aetherically created constructs made from Minti's imagination; in WoL timelines, they are people she's met on the way to becoming the Champion of Eorzea. Think of them like party members you'd meet in a classic Final Fantasy game. Or, if you've played Civilization games or Disco Elysium, they're like those pop-up advisors who appear to tell you about how cities work, or to tell you that your ugly tie looks GREAT on you.
I go into more detail HERE and HERE.
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Without further ado, let's meet our aetheric host:
Lead Soprano: The Artist (They/None)
Note: "I am here to create. You may refer to me however you wish."
"The world may be dark indeed, but have faith. The chill of winter must come 'ere we find the warmth of spring."
Manifested from the Samurai job crystal. Self-appointed voice of reason, coordinator with the many other voices in Minti's crystals. Logic with tempered passion.
Soprano: The Firebird (She/Her)
Note: "Let me burn freely, and fully. You'll let me do that, won't you?"
"You always fought with such passion, my love. Harken to my dance..."
Manifested from the Dancer job crystal. The voice that burns bright and pushes Minti forward, even in the darkest of days. May be a misremembered paramour, or even one of the Four Lords. (Mortals don't have love affairs with primals...do they?) Passion with tempered logic.
Soprano: The Frost Queen, She Made of Ice (She/Her)
Note: "I've been waiting to rejoin the Choir for a very long time. High time to grow my hoard..."
Originally manifested from the Dragoon crystal, but was abandoned in the Coerthas Highlands. Rejoined the Choir when Minti retook up the lance.
Used to take on the form of an ancient Ice Dragon, and may, in fact, be the spirit of one bound to the job crystal. Has a long memory and a dragon's hoard to match.
Experience. Acknowledgement of the past, remembrance of sins, and embrace of the future.
Soprano: The Steel Queen, She Made of Machina (She/Her)
Note: "Loading standard greeting and designation....Hello. I am The Steel Queen. Standard operating procedures are in place."
Originally manifested from the Machinist job crystal. Currently manages Machinist and Sage, but Sage may be splitting off into their own voice.
Anticipation and proper procedure. The voice best suited for memorizing job rotations.
Lead Alto: The Signora (pronounced Si-NO-rah) (She/Her)
Note: "Hello there. You aren't busy at the moment, are you? Of course, you are browsing your website, yes, but are you busy afterwards. We should talk."
The voidsent bound to Minti's Reaper crystal. Originally known as the Countess Alessandra. Before her world became enveloped in Darkness, she was a favored figure in the kingdom of Troia. Has a lovely singing voice. Is not proficient with the subtle art of assassination, who told you she is, that's a rumour.
Greed. The drive to see a difficult fight finished.
Alto: The Knightly Mother (She/Her)
Note: "My face may be unfamiliar to you, but I am assured you know who I am. I am, as always, waiting and willing to take the reins from you, Warrior of Light.
Just say you have need of me, my friend.
I will never abandon you."
The darkness inside Minti's Dark Knight crystal. The collected memories of one Lady Sabbatine Treleaux - dark knight, matron of a fallen Ishgardian House, mother to a Viera who was a long way from home. Protector to the very last breath.
Friend, comfort, honor.
Lead Bass: The Royal Volunteer, or Volunteer (He/Him)
Note: "No aethergraphs while I'm working! Please! What's that Au Ra doin' ther-"
Originally manifested from the Gunbreaker crystal. The classic Final Fantasy adventurer, always ready to do content, whether that's roulettes, raids, or delivering mail for the Deputy Post-Moogle. Many, many letters...
A big man with an even bigger heart, who wants to improve his skills when there's a chance. Getting in misadventures with Scions or friends is his bread and butter.
Reliability, friendship, love given freely and often.
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And that's everyone! New voices will be added in future posts.
I hope this has been of some help to you, at least in understanding how Minti's Echo works.
#final fantasy xiv#final fantasy 14#final fantasy oc#ffxiv#minti wol#minti chocolate#final fantasy viera#minti lore#why do i make these complicated ocs#i don't know#but i love them regardless
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This time appropriately at the 6-month mark(ish), if a bit too late...
So earlier this year, I made a resolution:
Get things off my desk and shelf it for good!
This... didn't really happen. I had shelved MtP, before fixing some more stuff again... I think it's shelved for good now? I hope so at least.
Another one was avoiding adding new projects to the pile (failed), entering jams and comps on a while (absolutely failed)...
There's still 6 more months to correct that (and so many new shiny jams to participate/organise), so maybe I will keep my promise? We will see...
Looking back first:
(Damn it, it should say Chapter 4 in May... and missing the Orifice Comp in June...)
In the past 6 months:
I have been or helped with organising 4 game jams/competition: the @seedcomp-if, the Anti-Romance Jam (ongoing), the @neo-twiny-jam, and the Orifice Jam (ongoing)
I have participated in 5 other jams/competitions: the French Comp (which I won 🥳), the SpringThing, the Spring Jam (Twine Server), La Sens Dessus-Dessous, and the Text Adventure Literacy Jam.
All this saw the release of: DOL-OS, The Rye in the Dark City, The Roads not Taken, À la Campagne, Entre d'oeux Coquilles/An Eggcellent Preparation, Collision, Intersigne, and Clarence Street 14.
I also updated P-Rix - Space Trucker, and The Trials and Tribulations of Edward Harcourt (twice!).
And finally, I added the Settings Template, the Space/Tech Template, and lately, the SubgarCube Guide (along with answering SugarCube questions on this blog).
As one extra points, I reviewed a bunch of games too (@manonamora-if-reviews) and actually played games outside of Comp/Jam times.
It's been more busy than I think I realised... and I've done more than I thought I did (I really have been feeling like I've not done enough, that there was more I could have done, that I've wasted some my time...) So while progress on the planned things has not really been happening, or not as much as/the way I hoped (i.e. shelving projects), I did:
Make P-Rix mobile friendly, with some QoL (I still need to fix some)
Add 2 chapters for TTATEH (with one coming soon-ish?)
Actually released all the points about the templates from last January, with the Sci-Fi and Settings ones, and added the Guide on top of it.
On the other hand, Exquisite Cadaver and Crimson Rose & White Lily were more or less just pushed to the side. Other smaller games like La Petite Mort or Goncharov Escapes! have also not been opened in a while... And, having created new games, there's still the issue of finishing those (The Rye), or editing them a bit (all of them).
On the other other hand, I was able to test ideas and gameplay with those new lil games, try out new IF programs, win some prizes and get lovely reviews, played some really good games and learned from them through reviews...
...and most importantly: I've had loads of fun.
What now?
Preferably... fulfilling this year's resolution to shelve projects. So actually finishing them without crumbling under new WiP ideas. Aside from more jams I'll be organising, I probably won't be part of large comps. There are some ideas I want to test out still, so you may see new smaller things that I've done in like... a week, popping up here and there.
Concrete things to look forward to:
the new chapter of TTATEH dropping some time this summer (with potential of completion by the end of the year?????? <- infinite question marks)
fixing some issues of An Eggcellent Preparation and getting the French version up to speed.
the translation of Clarence Street, 14 (and fix of the UI, cause it's a bit of a mess)
the Disco Elysium inspired UI (I am this close with the base page, I still need the Main Menu, Class Choice, and Level/Inventory pages to finish)
more Guide pages (and a better organisation/linking)!
more jams!
more reviews!
For the rest... it is a bit more up in the air. I will try to complete/fix the smaller WiPs (especially the ones started this year) as fast as I can so I can go back to focusing on the larger projects (and the new ideas I've been stewing).
On to trying to fulfill my new year's resolution :D
And having fun while doing it!!
#retrospective#manonamora#2023#year in review#games#indie#dev#mid year log#i honestly forgot to post this...#been so tired lately...
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Crappy things:
Yesterday I was running some grocery errands, and just as I was walking into the store some jerk in a truck roars by screaming "TAKE OFF YOUR MASK!!!"
Sir, I have a cold. >:[
(But since I didn't get to see if screamy man was actually leaving or looking for a parking spot, Luka came in with me so I'd stay safe, and I didn't end up running into whoever it was again. x_x Ugh that scared the daylights out of me.)
Good things:
I am making slow but steady progress on various little WIPs.
I splurged on lychee rose cold brew tea. Apparently you can just kinda pop it into your water bottle and leave it in there all day. Lychee is one of my favorites, so I am very excited to try it. 8)
I found tiny perfect little poppyseed muffins.
I dethawed the rest of my pork veggie soup, added a little milk because I guess when you freeze it all the Spicy gets super concentrated and it was actually a bit uncomfortable to eat, and then I remembered I had these JFC buckwheat yam noodles in the back of my pantry, so I threw those in too, and they were FANTASTIC.
Luka got me this Dirty Bird minty caffeinated soap because it was hilarious. I have since tried it, and it's not as minty as my teeny tiny bottle of Dr. Bronner's minty soap, but nothing is, ehehehehe. It has these little exfoliating crumblies in it, and my skin feels very soft. I don't feel jittery or caffeinated or anything, but I do feel refreshed and fancy.
I've been watching Luka play Disco Elysium and it is a WILD RIDE so far, oh man. 8)
FFXIV HAS INTRODUCED A BUNNY RAVE
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izzy gimme a rankin of your five favorite unjust depths gals. also which character you would most want to be friends with if you also lived in an undersea world populated with monsters and such. thankyou have a good day <3
okay top five gals ujhhhh okay.
5. sonya shalikova. honestly i really adored her from her very introduction and with more and more time focused on her i just grow fonder. she's really great. i am extremely drawn to the sullen types. and her hyper-competent showing off sort of thing she did in like one of the very first mech battles just had my little heart in her grasp. she's lonely and doesn't like people!! wow!! a woman after my own heart. and now. she has to deal with the cutest cuttlefish in the world. who might have a little crush on her. and who she might have had a sex dream about on the first night of them bunking together. i love them.
4. gertrude lichtenberg. #gertrudeswag.
3. victoria van veka. i am just super biased, in truth she hasn't had THAT much screentime to really shine as a character for the part of the story i'm at but i popped off so hard for her in The Day and i really like her relationship with carmilla. it's very sweet. psyhic catgirl who has gay sex winning forever. just don't die.
2. hunter iii. this one's such a gimme. she is basically only in the second place spot because i need to be original i can't steal your blorbo. she's so fucking awesome though. go shark girl go!!! it was so fucked up when she busted down the door in Pursuers in the Deep and the first thing she did in her fucked up fish form is start shooting bullets from her tail. you have posted about her one million times and never have i heard a word about the thing where she can eat metal to temporarily become a Gun.
this is such a hard spot to give away buuuuuuuut i think for now it goes to ulyana korabiskaya... she's got fucking everything. it's crazy to not have norn on this list even. or majida. i'm just realizing. there's STIFF competition!!! anyway ulyana has so much swag. i know she's got the disco elysium skills swimming around in her brain. i think when she was on call with the captain of the mysterious dreadnought class ship chasing them and was like "i'm going to flirt with this woman, for the sake of mind games" and it worked,,, i think that was just so beautiful.
and if i had to be friends with any of them. i think khadija would be really cool and easy to talk to. i think she would have a lot of really interesting things to say. she'd be a really awesome work buddy. or alternatively like. maryam, ASSUMING SHE WAS NOT USING PSIONICS TO MAKE ME LIKE HER !!! VERY IMPORTANT QUALIFIER THERE !! my other answer is if ingrid was like, a normal person, and not in love with gertrude lichtenberg - so like basically take her out of her station and away from her her horrible toxic situationship - i would fucking rock with her so hard. she needs to be turned into a commie first. but. she's got swag.
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I was tagged by @magnetarmadda aaaaages ago with the words Gentle, Small, Strange, Answers, and Soil and my god do I have so many WIPs to choose from
GENTLE - from my ongoing Malevolent longfic about Arthur and Parker's first case!
Gentle, Parker told himself. Gentle, okay? Gentle. Think of forests, think of rivers. Except Parker was a city boy. Always had been. The great outdoors always made him itchy, because there were too many bugs out there. In the city, bugs had the decency to grow to the size of mice. Hard to miss. He shut his eyes, tried to think of Arkham at rush hour, where every single citizen of the town seemed to be out on the streets. Some fantastically angry at each other, but mostly just trying to get to where they were going. You’re just trying to get to where you’re going, Parker told himself, and stretched hard. He ignored the way his ribs seemed to shift inside of him, tried not to think about the soft organs that lay beneath, tried not to think about the former stabbing the latter like a claw game at the boardwalk.
SMALL - from a very slow WIP Disco Elysium AU where the man that Kim first meets is not Harry Du Bois, and has much worse intentions. (it is very slow because oh god I've forgotten so much lore)
YOU: All of this is stored away in your notebook. You do not look up when you hear the small orange ne’er-do-well throw another rock at the deceased. He ruptures the skin. A high whine escapes from the cadaver. Hissing steam… or a whistling kettle. ORANGE-HAIRED NE’ER DO WELL: Both hands thrust into the air, jacket arms flopping to his elbows. “The Cuno fuckin’ popped him!” RED-HAIRED NE’ER DO WELL-ETTE: Nothing short of genuine joy washes over her greasy, scarred face. “Like a zit! You popped him like a zit, Cuno!”
STRANGE - from a slow-going Malevolent AU where, in a different timeline, Faroe becomes a killer-for-hire and is tasked to kill one Arthur Lester.
“But, he might be going by William Henley. Last I heard of him, he got off a train in Grand Central two days ago. An associate of mine managed to get this photo of him in Albany.” The brain really was a strange thing. Even if Faroe logically told herself that Arthur Lester could not be the Arthur Lester, even if being the Arthur Lester was impossible, she nevertheless let out a held breath when the photo slid over to her. No, this was not the Arthur Lester. He… looked like a well-groomed street dog, actually.
ANSWERS - Funny enough, I looked through five or six WIPs and it doesn't come up even once! No answers given in my stories
SOIL - from my ongoing MASH AU where, post-war, Francis and Hawkeye reunite in the same psychiatric facility.
Fresh fruit had been such a treat in Korea – even his and Radar’s ministrations to the soil hadn’t done much than yield some vegetables (and, if he thought about it too long, he was still a little sore about his corn). More than the tantalizing promise of blueberries, however, was the sort of camaraderie he saw in every stroke and fastening of the town’s decorations. Perhaps he would not have been as entranced about it, before. He wasn’t particularly looking for community events when he returned. But… But perhaps it had been the clinic, or Winchester’s opulent-but-remote estate, or his own current need to find something to do, now. Either way, he found himself pleasantly excited by the possibility, and even managed an amiable chat with the local general store clerk as he purchased a Coca-Cola.
thx for the tag, mad!
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I mean, there certainly is a reaction on the right to good art with badass women in it, let alone bad art with "badass" women in it. Your point is entirely valid, though we can't understate the fact that 15 to 30 percent of the origin of the reactionary wave in the west was because supposedly grown men were angry at any kind of film or game with women or people of color in it, regardless of quality.
I think a better point of argument is looking at good art that the right has objectively refused to adopt or actively counter-signals against, like Disco Elysium for example. Fight Club got co-opted because it's dual message of criticism the rise of fascism while being a metaphor for being a gay male could easily be ignored or "mistaken" for an endorsement of fascism, the problem for the right arises when the messaging is less "subtle" and more "blunt". Disco Elysium is a game with many subtle themes and concepts, but why hasn't the far-right co-opted Measurehead or shared out of context dialogue from the Fascist route? Almost as if when something is written in a way that the Right cannot jive with, they refuse to engage with it beyond seething.
So the point is that for less "politically correct" (using it in it's Actual Original Meaning) works of art, its more challenging to scare away the right as your quality increase because your usually not making Disco Elysium 90% of the time. Not every game is going to be made by marxist feminists with background in counter-cultural art and literary circles, but a lot of art post-2015 is being treated by a increasingly more and more deranged section of the population as such. There is obviously a difference between people who didn't get Fight Club versus people who purposefully "re-imagined" Fight Club, but the people dominating the argument in the Culture Wars™ are the latter, not the former. While there obviously isn't a magic universal liberal way to scare chuds from enjoying and co-opting a piece of art, there certainly are ways that intentionally scare them away, but those are often already embedded into the art. At the same time, even without art doing Generic Sanitized Pop Representation, chuds/outrage tourists/cultural hitlerites will be like this and will react as so. Thus the obvious answer is make more "Scary" Art while laughing at people who are shadow boxing Big Blue Hair And Pronouns, because you really aren't going to change their minds 50% of the time. That or just do what those people in Trench Crusade did and immediately tell them to fuck off and die, so their grift fails and forces them to move on
And look how that turned out for them. (Grummz hasn't posted about TC since then lmao)
i dont think fight club was co-opted by the right because they didnt get the satire, it was co-opted because it fuckign kicks ass. they would have co-opted any movie that is that good and has hot sweaty men in it. right wingers aren't aliens, they know a good movie when they see it, the lesson isn't "don't make satire because the wrong people might think its for them" the lesson would be "don't make art that kicks ass" and i'd rather there be art that kicks ass
#tldr#more games should be like that bit in TSR where two gay furries ask your opinions on the class struggle#idk
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