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dykesynthezoid · 5 months ago

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PDA is crazy I finally sent an email reaching out to a specialist about getting evaluated for autism which I’ve been trying to get myself to send for weeks and she, amazingly, got back to me in the same day and instead of being relieved and excited about this my initial instinctive response was instead anger and disgust bc ew lmao why are you literally crowding me like that

#I know some people aren’t comfortable w the label ‘pathological’ and I get it but girl idk it def doesn’t feel NORMAL lmao #it’s been a looot worse since I hit burnout and was like ok I have to stop internalizing my pda or it might kill me #and like great we love growth we love to see it #but it’s been like opening a soda bottle that’s been being aggressively shaken for 25 years #brat summer in-fucking-deed #pathological demand avoidance #asd #autism

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