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starborn-souls · 2 years ago
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...god damn it
so that last post got me in the mood to write about Diederick, and I don't even have his full bio up if I remember correctly. So I guess it's just, general character analysis bullshit at midnight? Shit below the cut
But anyways, like I mentioned in my last post, Diederick really didn't grow up in a healthy environment. He was neglected and abused, and really just didn't have any consistent healthy support/guardian figures. And that situation really didn't ever improve, especially once he started to look physically old enough to be on his own and was expected to take care of himself without any of that support.
In short, this resulted in Diederick growing up with very little self-esteem or any sort of sense of self-worth but still craving any sort of positive reinforcement/attention he could get.
So I guess it really shouldn't be any wonder that he ended up turning into somewhat of an adrenaline junkie and fell into drug abuse on top of being easily manipulated and a people pleaser. Poor guy never had any real positive relationships and is desperately lonely. And so he's become reliant on adrenaline rushes and drugs to get that artificial high.
Drugs that he eventually couldn't get enough access to on his own, which eventually led him to his current boss a couple years ago, a coke dealer and pimp that ran a strip club in a red light district that essentially offered supply in exchange for Diederick working for him, no questions asked. A deal Diederick took without really thinking much of because he was desperate at the time and needed that fix, didn't particularly care how he got it. What was supposed to be just serving and performing would turn into flat out sex work that just became part of the cycle of abuse that Diederick's stuck in now. And he doesn't even think enough of himself to try and get out and he's still emotionally isolated, so he doesn't even have anyone really pushing for him to get better.
just
this man deserves a hug and a blanket and so much fucking therapy.
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xxxdreamscapexxx · 9 months ago
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good evening ma’am (in my timezone anyway, i dont know what time it’ll be when you see this)!
ive mentioned before that im not much of a marvel watcher. ive seen most of the films, but only idly as something to do at the theater, or when i was younger and didnt really think that hard about the media i watched. but i always liked wanda.
well, now on a whim (spurred on by following you these last months) ive been watching all the films in order. im only up to civil war, nowhere near wandavision yet sadly, but it’s been interesting taking a pass at them as an adult, especially now ive gotten to the ones with your favorite character in them :p
anyway, what ive been realizing is im more interested by black widow as a character than i was before, and the more often she and wanda appear together, the more i cant help but read into tension between the two of them.
so my question to you from a less experienced fan is this: do you have any recommendations for fanfiction of that pairing? everything im finding on a cursory search through ao3 doesn’t have that particular something that your work does. and, i loved your shorter fic about the two of them, have you considered writing more of that pairing?
as always love your writing! im excited to curl up tonight and read the most recent one finally. thank you for tolerating my rambling, and i hope you’re well.
~ 🙇🏽‍♀️🙇🏽‍♀️🙇🏽‍♀️~
Hi there 😊 Good to see you again, dear!
Well, when you sent me this, it was certainly after midnight for me, so the greeting is accurate.
Firstly, I'd like to say that it's always a pleasure to read messages like yours. Well mannered, well written... I love that. 💜
Hmm... I've read some WandaNat fics and WandaNat x Reader stuff too, but to be fair, it was more out of curiosity, or because the description was intriguingto me, so I haven't payed much attention to the author, nor did I save some of the works that I've really liked. 😅 I think I'll have to really dig to find some good recommendations.
My small fic of them was more of a request and I suppose I wouldn't mind writing more of that, but I haven't really had any big ideas of my own, so it really depends on whether someone suggests something or not.
Awww 💜 I hope you enjoyed the fic and thank you for the kind words!
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lovefromskyee · 11 months ago
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28/12/2023
It is almost midnight as I write this, so I suppose that saying it's the twenty-eighth wouldn't exactly be accurate, but this is my first post on a new blog, and I am more excited than I probably should be. It is also my first post where I'm not writing about fictional characters, and where I'm trying to unravel the knots of my brain just for strangers to read on the internet. That seems weird to me now.
Well, it's not like I could ever be consistent enough to maintain an actual diary, so this will have to do anyway. The internet algorithm has never favoured me, so I really hope it doesn't start now. Maybe I'll consider actually starting a diary consistently after rereading this post in the morning, but who knows.
My mother left to visit her hometown today, and it is also (surprise! surprise!) the day that I realise how dependant I have actually become on the people around me without realising. It was only when I couldn't immediately run to her room whenever I was bored did I realise that I was doing it in the first place. It was only when I couldn't immediately show her the playlist I had made did I realise how excited she pretended to be for me anyway. Her plane lands in another hour, and I have already made a list of all the things I have to tell her about.
Are these words too deep to write about on a Tumblr blog, of all things? Probably. But the chance of anyone reading these midnight ramblings is rare, and I was never exactly known for keeping things to myself.
Aside from a big epiphany about my subconcious behaviours, the day has been so far uninteresting. I say 'so far' as if it isn't going to be the twenty-ninth in another minute and a half.
I watched mean girls for the first time today, but my feelings for it were complicated, to say the least. The sudden happy ending that everybody got was suspicious, and Karen's job as a news reporter bothered me, to say the least. I did like the movie as a whole, though, I think. I just wish I had watched it a couple years ago when I wouldn't be overthinking every detail.
It is midnight now. Happy twenty-ninth of December to everybody who celebrates.
There is only 3 more days left until 2024 begins, and even thinking about it makes spiders crawl up my spine. I wish I could go tell my younger self that we made it to here, that we made it to all the ages that she could never have envisioned us as, but I can't. I'll just have to settle for making my future self proud. I hope she's proud as she reads back on this entry.
I think that's all for my first tumblr post on this account. I think it's also probably too much for that aforementioned first tumblr post on this account. But I don't think I really care.
Love from Skye <3
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l-vvne · 2 years ago
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y'all!! I've been away for so long. typing this feels so surreal, so many things have changed since last year. for one, I've finally actually graduated (yay! but also kinda really sad and nostalgic considering I've spent the last 6 years in the same school), completed my A levels (whew i genuinely couldn't believe I did it???? all my subjects??????), started a part-time job (contract staff but hourly pay is horrible but oh well! learning experience.....), met some really cool people & mentors, and today (well technically yesterday since it's already past midnight here) I just received my A levels results!!
and i really never thought so far ahead and never imagined I would be here?? 12 year old me could never have imagined me today when she naively applied for the school thinking she wouldn't get in. she would've been (rightfully, and very similarly) felt simultaneously that I could've done better (please don't attempt to mug your A levels 2 weeks before the paper) but also would've been so proud of myself as well. my results are okay, I can get into most local universities & the courses I want (just no medicine, law, etc. which I wasn't interested in in the first place so all is well) so I think life is good. for now before the chaos of uni applications start anyways.
and I know as much as all the comforting words have been said and tears have been shed, really just want to reiterate something I believe most, if not all, students receiving your results would've heard at least once: your results don't define you. it's almost 1:30am here and I'm tired and incoherent right now but I genuinely believe in the Chinese saying 天无绝人之路 (kind of direct translation = there is no dead-end path in life? i.e. when God shuts a door he'll open a window for you kinda thing) and that there's always alternatives & things will definitely work out. for someone who didn't pass H2 Chem in her final year to pass decently well at A levels was a feat I never thought I would accomplish, yet here I am! (thank you moderation (I suspect) and the bell curve god hahah) have faith, believe in yourself and your capacities. everyone has a special talent and a strength. don't discount yourself over this one sheet of paper. you can do this, we can succeed. have faith.
sorry, something that was supposed to be a short status update turned so long and rambly! but I hope fellow results collectors are okay and I genuinely hope that everyone will get into the course you're aiming for!! I'll maybe add on layer in the morning when I wake up and am more awake hahaha but really just all the best everyone, stay safe, healthy, and happy. we've got this. ❤️‍🔥🌻
anyways p.s. I'll likely by more free by end Mar 2023 so I'll only be back then~ (yes likely on both @l-vvne-writes) see y'all around, I miss my mutuals 🥺😭
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viviennevermillion · 3 years ago
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Spoiling Malleus with love and affection
notes: Did I just spend the last 4 hours writing Malleus fluff? Yes. I know I have requests in my inbox but I just needed to write this because I love him so much and I have almost nothing for him on my masterlist. Inspiration hit and I gotta appreciate my pretty dragon fae prince
contains: reader aggressively flirting with confused dragon fae, lots of romantic stuff, mutual pining, very obvious pining, reader has magic and is in their third year at NRC, me making up NRC subjects for nothing but plot convenience, me making up Briar Valley courting customs for nothing but plot convenience, me (re-)defining the Twisted Wonderland laws of alchemy for nothing but plot convenience, the Malleus Draconia surprised pikachu face™
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Malleus loves receiving affection. Or that you're spending your time with him. Even as friends, he treasures every bit of appreciation you openly express towards him. He's never had anything like that (Sebek aside). He has people who are dear to him, yes, and he's starting to bond a little more with other people but there was never anyone who went out of their way just to make him smile. To show him he was loved and cared for regardless of his status and power. Who wouldn't mind him just coming over to spend time with them and always seemed happy to see him. You already got a special place in his heart just from inviting him to something and joining him on a nightly walk, letting him ramble about gargoyles and actually listening to what he has to say. He'll be so happy if you respond by asking him more questions. When you fell for Malleus you fell hard. And fast. How could you not, seeing how his eyes lit up when you suggested to spend time together, how he smiled when you showed him you appreciated him. How passionate he was about the things that interested him and how gentle and caring he seemed to be despite his amount of power and the years he spent alone in a castle. He could have become bitter and hateful, yet he met the world with curiosity and hope. You couldn't help but want him to see how special he was to you.
It's not like Malleus didn't suspect you were in love with him. It took him a bit longer than it would have most, especially realizing that he felt that way for you, but he eventually caught on. It's just that the sheer possibility of being wrong resulted in him never bringing it up. He didn't want to scare you away or make you feel pressured into accepting his love, given that he was royalty and one of the most powerful mages out there. So he waited in silence for the day you would confirm you were as hopelessly in love with him as he was.
What brought you closer together started with Malleus often mentioning that he didn't know what he was supposed to learn at Night Raven College, given that he might even know more than his teachers. But the more time you spent around him, the more you noticed how little he knew about the modern world. Or people. Which he eventually confirmed with mentioning that he had spent most of his life inside his castle, learning about the world from old books or the stories Lilia told him. So one day you told him to meet you in front of the mirror chamber at midnight. Whatever protection spells Crowley had placed on the Dark Mirror was nothing that could withstand Malleus' magic. So on the weekends you'd often meet late at night and you'd sneak Malleus out through the Dark Mirror to far off places. You'd explore malls on the other side of the world, you'd check out sights and museums. You visited cathedrals, parks and mountains. And all of a sudden Malleus realized he had so much to learn about the world. And right there by his side were you, ready to explain to him whatever confused him, to introduce him to human society and what it had created. Malleus had never done anything that could be considered rebellious, aside from teleporting away from his guards to spend some time alone. But curiosity got the better of him when you took him on a trip for the first time. And after that the temptation was just too strong to resist. Seeing the world with his own eyes like he had always wanted to and making countless of memories with a new friend... after a century of being lonely Malleus couldn't say no to the experiences you served to him on a silver platter.
You'd never shy away from calling him a friend, complimenting him when you found something he did impressive and telling him you enjoyed your time together. But the more time you spent around him, the more you saw him react to new experiences the world had to offer, the more you noticed how breathtakingly beautiful he was in every possible way. So the more comfortable you became around him, the bolder you got. One day in alchemy class, you were learning how to transmute objects and shape them according to your will. Professor Crewel tasked the class with picking a material and shaping it into a different form. Of course your abilities couldn't hold up to what Malleus was capable of, but you managed to transmute a rose out of gold. Crewel complimented your work and so did Malleus as your desk neighbor. You smiled at him, handing the golden rose to him. "I made this for you", you said, being met with Malleus' surprised expression. He smiled and thanked you for this gift. Eyeing him from the side you could see that throughout the rest of the class, Malleus would often turn the rose in his hands with a soft smile on his face. He'd later put it in his room, making it part of his treasure.
After another instance of Malleus not understanding Cater, Lilia eventually had to teach him the purpose of a highfive. So Malleus decided to try this gesture when you excitedly informed him about getting a good grade in a subject you didn't feel very confident in. He held his hand up, expecting you to reciprocate the gesture. Instead you gently put your hand on his and intertwined your fingers with his. Malleus' mind was racing because "oh my god this isn't what Lilia told me would happen, what do I do now???" and Lilia is having a field day in the background, wheezing and trying to catch his breath. You'd invite Malleus to have lunch with you, pulling him along by his hand but letting go soon enough. The prince noticed immediately how he already missed the warmth of your hand in his and whatever just happened was way better than a highfive.
Malleus and you had a lot of fun spending Halloween together as well. You enjoyed yourselves at the Halloween parade, celebrating with the guests and all the other students. After the party, you sat down in Malleus' room, reflecting on Halloween week. "What was your favorite part about Halloween at Night Raven College?", Malleus asked curiously, given that this Halloween was such a rare experience for him compared to you, who was used to these Halloween customs. "Getting to spend it with you", you replied honestly, looking into his eyes. Malleus is trying very hard not to show how rapidly his heart is beating in his chest. No one ever seemed to miss him when he wasn't at celebrations, yet here you were, affirming that his presence was such an important part of the experience for you. He felt the same way.
Not knowing how to respond to this, Malleus took out a bag of candy he had brought from the Halloween party, plopping one into his mouth to have an excuse not to talk and collect his thoughts. You sat down next to him, reaching into the bag and pulling out candy as well. Malleus gave you a teasing smirk. "Didn't anyone teach you not to steal from a dragon?" You chuckled, shoving some of the candy into your pockets. "What if I steal your heart? Will that get me into trouble?" I can assure you you've already stolen that. But cue Malleus' shocked expression once again, fighting the urge to confess his love for you on the spot. He could feel his cheeks heating up. Somehow you managed to be so casual with him and then once in a while you would say things like this out of nowhere. Just when he wasn't expecting it. So that was what people meant when they talked about butterflies in their stomach, he thought. It was those moments he desperately wished for you to say what you felt for him out loud. To just give him the confirmation that you loved him and he was ready to give you all his love in turn.
When he showed you GaoGao Dragon-kun, explaining how it is an important treasure to him because Lilia brought it back from one of his travels for him, he asked you whether you had a treasure as well and you'd cup his cheeks and tell him "That's you". He'd laugh and remind you how bold you are, hoping you wouldn't notice how much he wanted you to pull him into a kiss. Or that you would notice and actually do it. This would be one of those moments he'd remember late at night when thinking about you. Malleus doesn't need a lot of sleep but if he did, I assure you thinking about you would keep him awake once in a while. Occasionally Lilia would enter his room to bring him a tea, or in a worst case scenario, a dish he cooked, and sometimes find Malleus just laying there and smiling happily without even noticing.
If you give him a pet name even before dating him, he wouldn't even question it. Yes, he'd take it as even more evidence that you were attempting to court him, but he accepted the nickname just like that. You could call him dearest or sunshine and he would just roll with it, possibly address you with "my dear" once in a while. But he loves it. Regardless of its meaning, it was proof that he was very special to you. That you indeed looked at him with the adoration he could see in your eyes. It'd never fail to make him smile. It also prompts the "LILIA YOU WON'T BELIEVE WHAT JUST HAPPENED" conversation, which makes the older fae realize that oh boy the dragon fae he helped raise from the time he still had an eggshell on his face had his first crush.
One day you two got paired up for an astrology homework where you had to read each other's palm. Malleus reached out his hand to you, expecting you to begin. He obviously enjoyed the sensation of your fingertips gently moving along his palm and when you looked up you could see he had closed his eyes and his pointy fae ears were twitching slightly. You took a lot longer reading his palm. On purpose. Your fingertips eventually left his palm, moving on to caress his fingers, the back of his hand and his arm, obviously no longer having anything to do with the homework. He wanted to pull you closer, to wrap his arms around you and just hold onto you like he had been missing you for years. Through it all, Malleus remained silent. He feared breaking the silence would make you stop. He missed your touch the second it was gone. As a fae he felt time pass differently from humans but since he started longing for your love, the days seemed to have no end, especially during busy weeks when he didn't see you a lot. When you stopped, he opened his eyes and you told him the results of your palm reading so he could note it down. But before letting go of his hand, you gently pulled it closer to your face and pressed a kiss to his knuckles, telling him his future is one of being loved and cared for. He's pretty sure that was NOT part of the palm reading but it could just be an honest mistake on your part. And the kiss could be explained as a gesture of respect towards royalty. Maybe you were trying to adapt more to his fairly old-fashioned customs? His heart told him you loved him but there was always this fear in the back of his head. The fear of scaring you. Of making you accept a relationship with him because you feared rejecting him. Of seeing you leave. He felt bad about the fact that there was a chance in his mind that this was purely platonic for you, yet he was over here fantasizing about the idea of spending his life with you. Meanwhile while you were sure he was obviously enjoying your affections, you weren't always certain how Malleus interpreted them. Whether he'd even put a label on them at all. You didn't want him to worry about the nature of your bond for now, you simply wanted to see him happy. You also feared his rejection. But none of that stopped him from reciprocating your gestures when it was his turn to read your palm. And you let him, eyeing him curiously when he wasn't looking. You couldn't help but smile at how he held your hand like it was the most vulnerable but precious thing in the world. Because that was how he felt about you. Like you and everything you two had was fragile but unique and irreplaceable. You relaxed under his touch, listening to the calming sound of rain on the windows. Malleus also placed a kiss on your hand. If you're visibly flustered, he'd smirk at you, asking you if something was wrong. "You guys do know this isn't supposed to take you over an hour right?", Lilia grinned, standing in the doorframe, "I made dinner."
Malleus has a lot to experience when it comes to modern society. That goes for entertainment as well. He doesn't know much about movies, games or modern music. But if you like it, he'll gladly listen to music with you. He likes slow, meaningful songs and he'll tell you which ones he likes best. So eventually, thanks to either online algorithms or your vast library of songs, you'll find a bunch of things you think he'd like. So whether you put them on one of those old mp3-players, a CD or on a playlist that you sent to his phone in the hopes he won't blow that one up, Malleus is overjoyed about the fact that you found so much music that made you think of him and that you went out of your way to compile it for him because you thought he'd like it. He listens to it a lot. When coming across some cheesy love songs he'd ask himself whether that was what you felt for him. Whether those lyrics were a message to him or whether he was just reading too much into it. He knew he felt that way about you.
When Ghost Marriage rolled around, you had your hands full trying to help your fellow students to free Idia from Eliza's grasp, so you were glad when it was over and everyone was celebrating her wedding with Chubby. When visiting the Diasomnia dorm, you noticed Malleus seemed upset. You eventually noticed he was sulking about not being invited to the wedding celebration after the fighting was over. He told you he'd never attended a wedding before. You would have loved to have him there. So you did the best you could do, considering the celebration was already over: You put on a slow song and asked the fae prince for a dance. Malleus looked at you surprised and then smiled, taking your hand and beginning to dance with you. It was a slow dance that paid no mind to being perfect. You'd eventually rest your head on his chest, listening to his heartbeat. He wrapped his arms around you, finally being able to experience the embrace he had longed for. He gently held the back of your head with his hand. You don't know how long you remained like this. Several songs had passed in the meantime but neither of you wanted to let go. You started gently running your fingertips up and down Malleus' back and he let out a sigh, pulling you closer to him. Your embrace only ended with Lilia knocking on the door. But that was the day you decided you couldn't stay silent any longer. You needed to tell him. You wanted him to know how much you loved him.
You eventually got around to talk to Lilia about that night of the wedding, offhandedly asking whether there were any traditions or customs in Briar Valley through which people expressed their romantic love for someone. Lilia explained that similar to how people give their loved one flowers, in Briar Valley people expressed wanting to court someone through giving them rare treasures, commonly gemstones. Great, where the fuck do I get a gemstone from?, you thought. As anything you wanted in this school, the solution had to do with fighting an overblot. In particular one that occurred during your previously uneventful holidays that you spent missing your friends and Malleus specifically. As a thanks for saving Jamil, Kalim told you you could pick an item from his treasure vault and take it with you. "When are you going to stop giving people random treasures for free? One day someone is going to try and rob that thing and you're gonna stand in the doorframe with a smile and tell them 'Sure! Take everything you need!'", Jamil scolded Kalim. Your eyes fell onto a green gem lying around on the floor. It reminded you of Malleus' eyes. It was perfect.
After the holidays, Trein paired you up with Malleus in literature class for a project, asking you to pick a book of poems from the library and reflect on their meaning together, using what skills you had previously learned about analyzing poetry in class. You sat down with him in a corner of the library, speaking about several of the poems from the book you picked. Your eyes fell on one that said "Meeting you was like listening to a song for the first time and knowing it would be my favorite." You tapped Malleus' shoulder and showed it to him. "This one made me think of you." Of course this warmed Malleus' heart but he was past the point of his heart beating wildly in his chest. He simply smiled softly and wrapped an arm around you, leaning onto you while holding your hand. "Me too", he pressed a kiss to your hand. He let go of you after that, wanting to avoid somebody coming around the corner and ending up spreading rumors about the love life of the next king of Briar Valley.
Not soon after that day, Malleus' birthday rolled around and you were looking forward to giving him his presents. You were waiting until he had unpacked Lilias, Silvers and Sebeks presents and greeted him with a "Happy Birthday", handing him the bouquet of roses you got him. Lilia grinned at you from the corner while giving you a thumbs-up while Silver had to hold Sebek back from interrupting you two. "The flowers are beautiful", Malleus remarked, putting them in a near-by vase and his eyes lingering on them for a moment before he turned back to you. "Just like you", you replied and he chuckled, shaking his head at how different you were from all these people who wouldn't even dare to approach him. You handed him the rest of his presents, a good portion of it consisting of candy and chocolate from countries he'd never been to. "Did you travel to all of them just to get these for me?", he asked in awe. You sighed. "Malleus you still need to learn a lot about the concept of online shopping." He opened the envelope that was attached to the gifts. My dearest Malleus, I know you've lived for a long time now and that birthdays may lose their meaning after a while, but I hope that this one will be special to you. I wish you only the best life has to offer, that you'll always be happy and loved and that you get to see everything in the world that you want to. Throughout the time I've known you you've become one of the most important people in my life and I'm grateful for having met you and being able to spend time with you. I am looking forward to another year of making memories with you. Sincerely, y/n." Malleus put the card aside and pulled you into a hug, burying his face in your hair. "Thank you, my dear. These words mean a lot to me." He picks up a small card that was also added to the envelope. "What's this?", he asked. "A coupon", you explained, "they got this HUGE ice cream parlor over in Pyroxene that has over 50 kinds of ice cream, flavors you never tried before in your life and they have these big, creative ice cream cups, we could share one!" Malleus let out a laugh. "You know my tastes..." "Anything for you", you winked and told him to open the other presents. One was a book about gargoyles that had just recently been released and wasn't in the library, so there's no way Malleus could have read it. You could tell how his eyes lit up and how excited he was. "People still write books about gargoyles?" You shrugged. "Guess there's other gargoyle enthusiasts out there aside from you", you chuckled and leaned closer to him, "but don't worry, you're my favorite." Malleus raised an eyebrow and smiled at you before opening the last present. "I am sorry to have to ask this again but what is it?", he asked, inspecting the machine in his hands. "It's a polaroid camera", you said, "it doesn't need electricity so you can also use it in Briar Valley. I thought you might want to keep some of the memories you make and always have a photo to remind you of them." Malleus commented on how you kept surprising him with how well you managed to find not just one but several gifts that were perfect for him. You showed him how the camera worked, taking a photo of the two of you. "I don't see anything." "Patience, Malleus, patience." You couldn't help but chuckle at how fascinated he seemed at the photograph. He thanked you once again for all you had given him. "Oh but I still have a surprise for you", you told him and asked him to meet you after curfew in front of the mirror chamber again.
"Where are we going this time?", Malleus asked while you led him through the dark mirror. Once you stepped through it, you saw wide grasslands and in between them an old castle. Parts of it have crumbled to pieces already, yet it looked beautiful. "I looked up the best abandoned ruins online and I picked out some of them. All of them have gargoyles", you explained. Malleus pulled you into another embrace. Did you know what you were doing to his poor heart? You spent the rest of the night exploring the ruins and Malleus noticed how with you around, none of them seemed as abandoned anymore. Just like him.
You eventually returned to Night Raven College and sat down on Malleus' bed. He thanked you for making his birthday such a memorable experience and said he couldn't put into words how happy you made him. "I....have another gift for you." Malleus chuckled and shook his head: "How many more gifts do you have for me?" "Just this one", you said and he noticed how you were nervously fidgeting with your hands, "for quite a while I was scared of your reaction. But I thought now would be a good time to give it to you." Malleus looked at you curiously as you pulled out a small gift box from your backpack and handed it to him. Okay, here we go, moment of truth...., you thought as Malleus opened it. His eyes widened as they fell upon the green gemstone you got him from Kalims treasure vault. "Lilia told me it's a custom in Briar Valley that you give it to-" "I love you", Malleus blurted out without hesitation like he'd been waiting to say it for centuries. You instantly went silent, processing his words. "I've loved you all this time....", he reaffirmed quietly, pulling you into his arms, tears forming in the corner of his eyes. You tightened your grip around him, clinging onto him like you were afraid that if you let go, he'd disappear. "I love you too, Malleus", you said with your voice trembling and leaned your forehead against his. Malleus smiled. "How am I ever going to thank you for today?", he chuckled. You held his cheek with your hand and gave him an affectionate smile. "How about a ki-" Your words were cut off by Malleus' lips crashing onto yours. Granted, he needed a while before getting the hang of it, given that it was his first kiss. But soon after he'd pour all his love into them, kissing you passionately, yet softly, while having you tightly wrapped in his arms. He'd whisper how much he loves you between the kisses, before pulling you into another kiss, not being able to get enough of your lips on his own and your tongue circling around his. Malleus could kiss you for hours. However given the fact that you were spending the whole day celebrating his birthday and the whole night exploring abandoned ruins, tiredness eventually settled in and you snuggled close to his chest, his arms protectively wrapped around you. He intertwined his fingers with yours again like you had done before, however this time he noticed how well your hand seemed to fit in his. Like you were made for each other. Malleus pressed another kiss to your forehead as he realized you were drifting off to sleep. You were worth waiting for. Malleus would have waited a lifetime for you if necessary. As long as he'd get to spend the rest of his life by your side.
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sunshineandbeyblade · 3 years ago
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Happy New Year
Zac x reader
"I can't believe you hopped on a plane over to America. Just to experience New Year's again," you shook your head with a laugh.
"I didn't see why I couldn't," Zac shrugged, "I could easily celebrate in Japan with a huge concert, then fly to New York in time to see the ball drop."
It was hilarious how he mentioned it like it was no big deal. It was nearly enough to make you forget about the cold winter air. Why was New York so cold? Maybe he was splurging because the New Year was also his birthday.
"And you somehow managed to get a room with a view of said ball," you said. "Do you know how much that costs? Why are you paying that much?" It was hard to believe how your shining boy managed to do all of it.
"Nothing is too great for us." He wrapped an arm around your shoulder.
You subtly turned your head away to attempt to hide the growing blush on your cheeks.
The relationship between you was... complicated. You were friends, but... it seemed like something more. You went everywhere with him. He would give you sweet little gestures or gifts. Well, if you considered getting an extra plane ticket to another country to be 'little'. Though, you weren't officially a couple either. You two just did what you felt like and this is where it ended up. Everyone who didn't know you or Zac personally assumed you were a couple. And to be honest, you didn't mind.
The both of you headed to the place he was renting. The air nipped at any exposed piece of skin with sharp little teeth. You could see your own breath turn white and drift upward. Your hands gripped harder on the coat that Zac had lent you, pulling it closer against you to conserve heat while you held his hand to guide you.
The site of the American city would have enchanted you if it weren't for the cold. The tall buildings and everyone busy to get somewhere. The way the smallest flakes of snow drifted down. And his gentle, soft hand holding onto yours warmed you. Though all you wanted was to get inside, maybe cuddle against Zac for... no! What were you thinking? You firmly shook your head to the point it made your brain hurt.
Finally you reached the hotel. He insisted on you checking in while he hid around back. You honestly didn't know how popular Zac was in America, but you supposed it was better to not take any chances. You got the room key and texted Zac. He met you at the door where you waited for him.
"Here it is." You handed him the key.
"Thank you ever so much." His blue eyes sparkled.
He opened the door. You bit your lip, wondering now was as good a time as ever to ask.
"Um, where am I going to be staying?"
Not that you wanted him to pay for you, but you weren't sure if you could afford anything in New York, except for a cardboard box maybe. If you were lucky and Zac did what he usually did, he would have already arranged a place for you.
He looked back at you, with his hand still on the handle, and blinked a few time. Then his eyes widened as something clicked.
"Oh! I knew I should have asked. I... seeing as we're so close, I thought you wouldn't mind staying with me. You get your own personal bedroom, I promise. I made sure there would be one for you."
It was rare to see him panicking this much. The way he rambled on and his eyes darting everywhere made that clear. You put your hand on his shoulder. It always got his attention. His gaze settled back on you.
"It's okay," you said. "I just wanted to make sure I knew where I was staying."
He smiled and that shine came back to his face.
"Of course."
He opened the door and you followed in and shut the door behind you. There was a couch, a TV, and a window. You could already see throngs of people gathered down below.
"Do you suppose we could watch a movie or two before midnight?" He picked up the remote from the TV stand.
You looked at the clock conveniently in the room. Yeah, you could watch a movie to kill some time. You nodded and sat on the couch. He did the same and started to try to find something you both agreed on.
You enjoyed the movie, but you were very concious of your breathing, racing heart, and how close you were to Zac. That last part was something you never paid this much attention to until recently. It made it hard to focus on what was on the screen. You hardly noticed that Zac was making a lot less comments on it than he usually would.
Normally he would take note of the acting, whether live action or voice acting. He would comment on the soundtrack, the cinematography, and- gosh! You weren't sitting this close to him last time you check. This must have happened as both of you readjusted your sitting position again and again. Accidentally getting closer to each other until you were almost touching. You were stiff as a board.
It's okay. Just relax. And you did so, letting yourself sink into the movie and moment as best as you could. Oh! Now his shoulder was touching yours!
You looked up at the clock.
"Oh, it's ten minutes 'til."
He looked up.
"So it is."
You both, somewhat reluctantly got up and prepared got out the tiny confetti cannons. He played the news channel covering the event down below as background sound. You both actually played a little game over trying to find where the reporters on the TV were on the ground. He ended up singing along with a guest singer.
Ten seconds until.
The large, lit up ball slowly fell.
10
You, Zac and everyone else called out.
9
You jumped up as you said it
8
The ball glittered.
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It changed from purple to a yellow-orange as it slowly lowered.
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You looked over to Zac
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He looked over to you
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You gave an embarrassed smile.
3
There was something in his eyes that you couldn’t quite identify.
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"HAPPY NEW YEAR!" You yelled as you pulled on the strings of your individual party cannons.
You jumped, laughed, and, on a whim, you hugged Zac. He didn’t mind at all. He laughed and spun you around. You felt your head spinning, from the swirling emotions and spinning.
"I love you."
It wasn't loud, but you definitely said it. You froze. Zac's shock didn't last long.
He flashed a smile. "I was about to say the same thing."
"Really?" You tilted your head.
"Er," he nervously laughed and scratched his jaw, "actually, no. I was too worried you wouldn't return my feelings." His temporary awkwardness quickly faded back into his usual confidence. "But now that I know you do return them..."
He held you close. You smiled, happy to feel his arm around you. Happy that you didn't have to hold back how you felt anymore.
"I wanted to try something." His fingertips lightly grazed underneath your chin.
He slowly leaned in and began to close his eyes, but not all the way. They studied you, waiting for your reaction and if you'd do the same. Which you did.
It was almost as if you felt sparks through his lips. They just brushed against each other, a small touch, and it stole your breath away and made your heart flutter. It was nice.
You were still starstruck as you both pulled apart. It was short, but amazing.
You smiled and cupped his face.
"Happy birthday."
"And happy new year, love."
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wolfish-trickster · 4 years ago
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Advent Kisses
2/24
Loki x female!reader
Word count: 1 205 (whoops, sorry)
Summary: Instead of chocolates, kisses are going to be recieved everyday until Christmas.
(disclaimer: photo isn't mine, I found it on google)
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"So he just kissed the back of your hand?"
"Yes."
"And you don't know what that means?"
"No. Well, I know that couples do that here on Earth, but.... I don't know what it means when an Asgardian does it. Soooo will you please help me?"
Thor looked at you and stopped lifting. You were looking for him since morning. The only place you knew you'll find him was the gym. And that's how you ended up in front of a blond shirtless god.
He put down weights and started to wipe himself with a towel. "Hand kisses are a form of respectability in Asgard. We as princes are required to do it to princesses and ladies when they pay a visit to royal family. Why are you asking? Did Loki do it?"
You glanced at the floor. "Maybe," you whispered. You felt your cheeks heating up.
"And on what occasion did he kiss your hand?"
"I-I was giving him a chocolate from his calendar. His and mine were the only ones not opened yet so I-just..... it's stupid really. He just took it and kissed it. Just like that," to emphasise you snapped your fingers, startling Thor a bit, "and after a long while of him keeping his lips there he kissed it again! Is it normal?"
"No. Not even for Loki. Maybe he has an interest in you? He talks to you more than other Avengers," Thor then moved to another work-out device.
"Hah, I wish," you whispered with a small smile.
"Did you say something?" Thor asked you.
You shook your head, walking backwards towards the exit. "Nope, just thinking out loud. Well enjoy your work out. I have a.... thing.... to..... do."
You practically ran to library wishing to find a certain bookworm there. And there he was.
Sitting in your favourite chair. He looked up at you and smiled. "Good evening my lady, where have you been the whole day?"
"I was....... well I just wanted to ask your brother something about Asgard and I couldn't find him the whole day but then I remembered how he was bragging about working out right before taking an evening nap a week ago and considering it's evening I went to gym and found him there and asked him and now I know what I wanted to know, " you realized you started pacing back and forth in front of him while he was looking at you with wide eyes,"aaaaaand I'm rambling. Again. I'm so sorry. I'll shut up and read from now on I promise."
"Why would you want to shut up? People aren't always this passionate about ordinary things like you. It's a blessing to talk your mind and not being ashamed. You should cherish it, not apologize for it. Besides, you have a calming voice," Loki didn't always speak his mind, but his words held nothing but truth. They always do, when they're addressed to you.
"Besides anything you wanted to find about Asgard you could always ask me. It's my homeland too, you know?"
You felt heat crawling to your cheeks. From those compliments and shame. You probably made him feel excluded. Like most of people in his life.
"I'm sorry I didn't come to you. I couldn't you know?" he arched his eyebrow at your apology.
"And why couldn't you, might I ask?"
"I was asking him something about Asgardian traditions and I- uh...okay fine, I wanted to give you a gift and I wanted to know what would make you happy. Now you ruined your own surprise," it wasn't entirely lie. You asked about asgardian customs, and you really wanted to give Loki something and needed Thor's advice.
"I'm- wow. I'd never even hoped for someone wanting to give me a gift. Even though your mere presence is a gift in it's own kind. Would you endow me with your presence like yesterday, please?"
The way he spoke made your knees weak. Silvertongue indeed.
"Okay, but you're kinda in my favourite spot. I don't mind! I'm just stating tha fact," why are you anxious? You're always so relaxed around him. Why is it different now? And why did you even say that sentence? You could've just shut up and sit somewhere else.
" I'm sorry my dear. You sound anxious. I didn't mean to throw you off balance. I could read to you and calm you down, if you'd like to," he looked at you. A silent 'please say yes' visible in his eyes.
"O-okay," you made a move towrds the nearest chair when his hand caught your wrist.
"You can sit on my lap and lay your head on my chest. My mother used to read to me like that when I was a boy. It always calmed me down. But if you're uncomfortable you can go lay on that couch and I'll sit closer to you. I won't pressure you."
You stood there for a few moments. Did he just asked you to cuddle him? To sit on his lap and listen to his soothing voice AND a heartbeat? You'd be an idiot if you declined.
"Alright, I-I *cough* I'll just- if I'm too heavy just push me off okay?"
"I'm strong enough, don't worry. And even if I wasn't, I would never push you away from me," he murmured.
So, there you were. Sitting on Loki's lap, with your head gently placed on his shoulder. His arms were around you holding a book in front of you. He started to read. You didn't even register his words, the plot forgotten. His voice did calm you down. Your body started to relax more and more. Your breathing matched his: calm and resting.
Then all of a sudden Loki stopped. He quickly checked the time on his watch. 23:42. Almost a midnight. You heard him mutter a soft 'damn'.
"You forgot didn't you? Your advent chocolate?" you asked him with a teasing smile.
"Well, kind of. It's too late already, we should head to our rooms."
You wanted to spend one more minute in cuddle position with him, but you were getting tired too. You stood up and so did he. Both of you were walking out of the library towards the staircase. You lived only one floor above the library and so did he. Taking elevator would be lazy, this way you could spend a little more time together.
Your shoulders brushed eachother here and there.
When you finally got to your door Loki tapped you on your shoulder."I just wanted to thank you for your company this evening. Maybe we could repeat it someday?"
Did he just ask you on a date? "Yeah, I found it very pleasant too. I wouldn't mind if we spend time together more often," you smiled at him.
He let out a small breath. "Alright. I can't wait for tomorrow, my lady."
He then slowly leaned down and kissed you on a cheek. Your eyes widened, your heartbeat quickened. Your whole face was burning.
He slightly pulled away and caressed your unkissed cheek. "Good night," he whispered and walked to his own room.
How were you supposed to fall asleep after THAT?!
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juviaafullbuster · 4 years ago
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Not a party person
Summary: Despite not being a party person, Lucy convinces Juvia to come along. There she gets to know a guy who manages to enchant her with a smile.
A/N: Thank you @anaken101 for requesting a modern day AU. I've been worrking on one but I kind of got stuck in a writer's block so here is a short one as an apology until I manage to finish the main one.
Also it's midnight here in Germany which means Juvia day is over and I had to contribute something to it.
Hope you like it. :)
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If Juvia could go back in time and change things, there is one thing she would do different for sure: She would never agree to go to this stupid party. She wasn't even sure how Lucy and Levy had managed to convince her to come with them, but her she was. Juvia is anything but a party person, so really, what were her friends thinking?
“You know how awkward I can become at parties, I need you there! Come on, it will be fun!” Levy was begging Juvia to come along.
“Levy is right. You will like it, I promise. Besides you need to meet new people. And my friends have been begging me to introduce them to you.”
“I know enough people already.”
“Gajeel, Levy and I are anything but enough. Besides I think you need to let lose a little and just have fun for once. ” Lucy did have a point. Ever since Juvia moved in with her, she hadn't made an effort to get out and meet new people. To be fair, she was busy with her new job most of the time and when she wasn't she would spend the time locked up in her room dealing with her wounds that messy breakup with her stupid ex Bora had left her with.
Anyways, after a lot of arguments and discussions the girls had managed to convince her. And that's how she ended up here. On a couch, stuck between couples who obviously felt no shame whatsoever, with her friends nowhere in sight. She did see Levy leaving with Gajeel earlier. And Lucy was supposed to get them drinks but she has yet to come back. At this point Juvia was positive she wouldn't see her blonde friend for a while, judging by the looks she was giving that friend of hers who she introduced as Natsu, the guy hosting the party.
Juvia sighed and pushed herself of the couch. She really needed to get out of here. When she did manage to arrive outside, she felt like she could finally breathe. The room has been suffocating her. She sat down and leaned her back against the fence enjoying the calm of the night. She didn't realize the presence of another person until he spoke up.
“I take it you're not a party person.”
Juvia looked up to find a guy staring at her. He seemed to be around her age. Dark hair, droppy eyes, shirtless. Why the hell was he shirtless? It's not like it was warm outside. The cool breeze was leaving goosebumps on her skin after all. Why was it bothering her anyway? Juvia shook the thought away. Should she just ignore him and hope he will go away? Would that be rude? Lucy's words about meeting new people came back into her mind. She was right. Juvia really needed to learn to be more open. Besides it was really time she'd let lose and have a little fun. The guy seemed nice enough. And he didn't appear drunk. He was very handsome too, not that this is of importance.
“Um, yes, you could say so.”
Smiling, he settled down next to her, leaving enough space between them in order to not make her uncomfortable. Juvia couldn't help but laugh inwardly. What did Bora say before he broke up with her? You're too clingy. Jerk.
“Most people are declaring this party the best one ever.”
“Might be. I can't really judge. Like you figured already, I'm not really a party person.”
“How come you're here then? Not that I'm complaining, I'm just generally curious.”
“I was pretty much forced to come here by my friends. They can be quite persistence."
"What are friends there for? Mine forced me to be here too." He chuckled, leaning his head back against the fence and eyeing Juvia from the side. "There is already something we have in common stranger."
"Alright, my turn to ask a question. Why are you shirtless? Not that I'm complaining, I'm just generally curious.”
“Nice one, using my own words against me.” The guy flashed her a smile and Juvia felt like she couldn't breathe for a moment. He wasn't just handsome, he was straight up gorgeous. Suddenly Juvia felt insecure about her appearance. Maybe she should have put a little more effort in and taking up on Lucy's offer to do her hair and make-up. Well, it was too late now. And the guy didn't seem to be bothered either because Juvia kept catching him staring at her, before shyly averting his eyes.
“Some drunk guy spilled his drink on me earlier so my shirt was all sticky which is why I decided to take it off. Noone complained yet. It doesn't make you uncomfortable, does it?” He seemed genuinely concerned and for some reason it warmed her heart.
“I was stuck on a couch with two different couples fiercely making out around me for a while. I had to push this one guy away from me four times. I think I can handle you being shirtless.”
“Well, I'm glad then. I was afraid I was making you uncomfortable and would have to leave. Especially because I am really enjoying talking to you.” He smiled shyly, scratching the back of his head.
“My name is Gray by the way.”
“Nice to meet you Gray. I'm Juvia.”
“Juvia.." he let the name roll on his lips a little, before giving her a satisfied smile. "It's a pretty name, fits you. It also sounds much better than stranger." "
At that Juvia could feel her cheeks heating up. She was sure she looked like a tomato at this point. Juvia wasn't sure how to respond to that and for a short moment an awkward silence was present before Gray broke it.
"Wait, Juvia? As in Lucy's new roommate?”
“Yes, you know her?”
“She's a very close friend of mine. I assume she's the one who managed to drag you here?"
Juvia nodded. “To be fair, it took her a lot of convincing. Although I'm not exactly sure why she dragged me along, considering I lost her after the first ten minutes here.”
“Yeah, I'm afraid you won't find her anymore. As far as I know her she's probably getting busy with my best friend.”
“I assume your best friends name is Natsu?” It was more of a statement than a question but Gray still nodded. “Honestly, I suspected something like that already after she went to get us drinks and never came back.”
Gray laughed, shaking his head slightly. “I think you'll fit right into our group. I honestly don't know why Lucy was so scared of introducing us to you. She kept rambling about us leaving a bad impression and scaring you of, but I like to think I'm doing pretty good.”
“You're doing okay, I guess.” Gray laughed and stared at Juvia, who had a playful smile on her face, before she started to nervously play with her hair and turned her head a little sideways. Something about this guy was turning her into a blushing, nervous mess. Gray realized he was staring and shook himself out of the trance that blunette seemed to have put him in.
“Since Lucy never got you a drink, can I offer you one?”
“How could I possibly say no when you ask so nicely?” Gray grinned and got up before reaching out a hand to Juvia and helping her up. They started walking back to the house in silence.
“Are you single? Just asking.” Somehow he had managed to ramble out the sentence calmly, inside Gray was a mess though. Juvia looked at him, seeing the slight blush on his face and the way he averted looking her straight in the face. She couldn't help the smile that appeared on her face.
“Yes, I am. You have a friend you want to hook me up with?”
“Something like that. Would that friend have any chances?”
“Well, he might.”
“In that case, could he get your phone number?” At that Gray pulled out his phone and held it towards her, a boyish grin on his face. Juvia took the phone and typed in her number before handing it back to him.
“I better hear from that friend or I'll be seriously disappointed.”
“Don't worry about that, he'd be an idiot if he didn't contact you. But for now, he'll be enjoying talking to you in person while you are still here.”
“Yeah? Well, I like the sound of that."
“Great! Now lets get you that drink you have been waiting for so long.” With that he took her hand and continued walking back inside. Juvia couldn't help but notice how perfect their hands fit together and when he looked back at her, with a beautiful smile on his face, Juvia was glad she had come to the party.
After all it's where she first meet her future boyfriend / husband.
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sainadazai · 4 years ago
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When your crush is angry all the time
Ch. 2
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Y/n pov
First day at U.A. high. This is actually going to be so sick, think of all the boys and girls and weird quirks. Best of all I get to meet boom boom. Hopefully I don't do that thing where I think about him so much I forget we don't know each other, that would be embarrassing. 
I smile to myself as I approach the tall building with students flooding in and out. A couple of kids seemed to notice how strange I looked, I didn't have the uniform yet because my mother refused to let me have it. She told me I'd have to get it from her during school so she could show her students how dope her kid was. 
Not sure if I should be flattered though. Mom always compliments me like I actually did something to have the power I have. When really all I did was not die. Usually the interaction goes -
"Oh my god, honey you are so fucking cool, look how good you control your quirk, you train so hard!"
"Yea mom, it's crazy how after psychopaths try to breed you at ten years old you learn a thing or two about combat."
Then her face falls into a deadpan to cover her guilt and we move on. Sarcasm is honestly one of my all time favorite coping strategies. Like you can even make it better by not making any facial expression so people's minds are just fully fucked. 
My outfit couldn't feel more out of place right now, but I obviously notice the profuse blushing of boys and girls as I make my way through the halls of U.A. If my bestie was here I'm sure people would be fainting, since she makes a habit of dressing in fishnets and chains. I guess I could wear clothes like that but im tired most of the time. So if I don't have to dress up, I won't. 
However that doesn't mean I still don't look good. Well, at least I think I do...
This morning I was lazy so I just threw on Baggio black jeans, a cropped tee, and a baseball jersey that I got from when I flew with my dad to America. We watched the game together, but I kinda zoned out the whole time. Of Course I added a couple chains just in case I get to be on top of somebody. Hehe call that ✨funcional fashion✨
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Dw of course I took a picture in the morning to post on insta and brag to my old friends about how I got out of that hell. 
I rushed in a door that said 1-b just before I heard a bell go off. The door shut behind me with a loud thud the second the bell stopped. That is one way to get attention, I guess. I didn't even care to take in the faces of the students in front of me. After all, I was only here for one reason. I skimmed the room trying to find that ominous glare, but to no avail. My first thought was that maybe he wasn't in class today. That was before I peeked out the window of the door and realized there were more than one hero classes here. 
If he is in the other class, I'll just have to be in there too. Is this stalking? Yes. Will it end badly? Probably yes. However, do I have anything to really lose? Nope. Not a single thing.
"Katsuki Bakugou." I figured I'd say it out loud with a Stern face, just to see if the teacher would be intimidated enough to take me to him. 
The teacher and the rest of the class visibly tensed at my stare, but apparently I wasn't intimidating enough. 
"Whatever business you have can be settled after class. Now, students, this is the newest addition to class 1-b y/n l/n."
"No."
"Pardos me Ms. L/n"
"I said no, im not gonna be an addition to your dumb class" I mocked him 
He then sent me a very odd face, in which he pursed his lips but simultaneously glanced at his students in fear. I suppose they might not be pleased at my rejection, but that's irrelevant. I'm not here for them. 
"Oh, so you think you're too good for us!? Huh?"
"Yes."
"Class 1-a scum can have you, you vial worthless, dumb, fat, stup-"
Some angry blonde kid was interrupted by an aggressive bonk on his head. I glanced to his side and made eye contact with a girl, she was quite pretty, but not prettier than boom boom. 
"Cool, okay so i'm gonna go to the other class then....sir?"
"Pft, you wish. Sit down. Now."
"I literally didn't ask dude...sir."
"Adding sir doesn't make what you're saying any less disrespectful, now sit down."
I pouted a bit in realization that he wasn't as dense as the police usually are. However that didnt mean I wanted to listen. Plus if I got in trouble, that might be even more fun. 
"Again. No." 
Suddenly I felt a hard push on my back, I fell to the floor and felt a foot pushed against my back. 
"Nooo.Mom, please. Not right now."
"I came here to teach historia you brat."
She took her other leg and swung it back, leaving all her body weight on my back. Then launched it forward to meet with my side just as she took her top foot off my back. I felt the contact of her boot on my bare side and felt the tingle of what I assume is pain rattle through my left side, to my right. Only to be cut off when a new sore of pain spread through my back. 
That was what I assumed was my body slamming against the front wall of the class. I kept my eyes clenched shut the whole time, only flinching the impact of the wall. I bounced right off and landed on the floor. 
"Yea...okay," I said between groans. 
*timeskip*
Lunch 
Midoriya pov 😗
It was finally lunch time after miss midnight taught us history. It wasn't my favorite subject, but I still look at pretty good notes. I'll be sure to read over them later in case we have a pop quiz or something. 
This lunch period is kinda more exciting than usual because I heard rumors that there is a new hero course student, and new additions don't happen often, so he is probably really good. 
After getting my food from lunch rush, I rushed over to my table where me, uraraka, iida, and todoroki sit everyday.
I plopped the food down onto the table and followed by sitting down and saying hi to my friends. It didn't take that long into their strange conversation about water volcanoes and cheese for me to zone them out in search of the new face. 
I don't really know everyone at U.A. that would be crazy. Still, I feel like I have enough knowledge to spot an obviously new face. Plus he is probably with the 1-b students right now. I scan over the whole lunch room, eager to say hi, but I don't see any new guys, or any new faces at all. 
Maybe the rumors were just rumors. That's really a bummed, I was hoping I could get yet another cool quirk to write about in my journal. 
Most of lunch was spent with my friends talking about weird things called memes (he calls them me me's) and me trying desperately to find the new guy. 
Until lunch was just about to end and in came a girl out of uniform, but she seemed to hold one in her hand. She looked fairly (tall/short) and had pretty (h/l) white hair. It seemed almost to glow as she walked in. To me the whole scene played slow motion, her hair bouncing up and down as she walked and the sports baggy jeans risking and falling. They teasingly revealed her belly button every other step as they lifted and sunk. 
I sorta wished she would have just put her uniform on because I feel pretty stupid for staring at her belly button. 
Her face was pretty too, catching the light above on her cheek bones(im sorry if u dont have prominent ones, just take out bones and leave it as cheeks) making her seem shiny.
I felt my face heat up uncontrollably before I felt a nudge on my thigh. 
"Hey deku, I heard that the new girl is actually a midnight daughter. She is in class b, and I guess this morning midnight kicked her against a wall." Uraraka whispered in my ear, loud enough for just the people at our table to hear.
Now that I think about it, everyone was whispering. 
"Midnight's daughter. Wahhh! Then she must have a quirk like midnights. If she does then it'll be hard for our classes to keep up with her. Midnights quirk is strong and considering the already rising testosterone level in the boys in 1st year, we could all-"
"Shut up you damn nerd"
I cut off my rambling and looked up to make eye contact with kachan. Why is he even over here? Is he here to beat me up? Or to get ochako? 
"Katsuki, that's not nice, plus he is right, what if she can seduce us."
Kachan only furrowed his brows, however me, iida, and even todoroki a little went red with the image in our minds. 
"Izuuukuuu"
"Baby, why do you keep looking at my belly button"
"Do you wanna show me how cool your quirk is"
"Nn Gg plus u-ultra"
Oh no. No. No. No. No. Well....wait. no. 
I took a quick glance back at the girl who had halted her movements. She seemed like she was frozen and had a big, wide smile plastered on her face. It was pretty cute. Like a little kid looking at candy. 
It almost felt like she was looking at me, but I didn't wanna wave, in case she wasn't. 
"Oh my, holy fuck, I knew this would pay off!!!!" She yelled, not even minding that the whole cafeteria now had eyes on her. 
She began running over to ...my table? Again it was slow motion, and again I kept looking at her stomach. I guess I don't see girls in short shirts often. I felt myself un-blush forcibly just for, you know, protection from bullies. 
"Boom boom, shit, I Promised I wouldn't do that. Fuck it. Hi, im l/n y/n and you are boom boom. Wait...."
"WHO THE HELL ARE YOU CALLING POOP YOU FUCKING EXTRA!"
My eyes can't pick who to look at and they keep going back and forth between the girl and kachan as they ....communicate. 
"No I called you boom boom." She dead panned 
"THE FUCK, YOU THINK YOUR CLEVER ON SUM SHIT?"
"Well, I am, and I do." Again the girl seemed completely serious. 
"WHO THE-"
"Wait, let's go back. You call people extras? Like in a movie, so then you think your the star."
"I AM THE FUCKING STAR YOU WORTHLESS PIECE O-"
"Babe, that's so much better! You're conceited too." She gushed 
"WHO THE HELL ARE YOU CALLING BA-" bakugou almost launched forwards but ochako grabbed his arm to pull him back. 
"You are kinda loud, but I guess that makes sense. Hey! I know, tell me something about yourself"
"STOP FUCKING INTERUPTING ME!"
"Oh, my bad hon, go on." She looked up at him like...oh. He is the candy she was looking at. 
"Fucking hell, im not your babe or your hun, extra. I'm not telling you shit about myself. Fuck you think this is, the sharing circle?"
The girl didn't speak for a minute, her face was quick to go from anticipating, to confused. What was she confused about? 
"I have a new idea" she instantly had a change of aura and her serious face remained, with one eyebrow cocked. 
She lifted her hand and pointed a finger at bakugou, then slowly walked forward. 
"How. About. You. Tell me what you are sharing..." she winked "circle is." 
I noticed that Ochaco , who was now a coward behind the kachan , flushed red. I don't think she was for the same reason as everyone else though. I could tell she was trying to be angry, but seemed to be failing. Bakugou seemed to notice this too.
I wonder why this girl is flirting with him right now, and what was with that nickname. 
"H-hey. Um do you two know each other or something."
"No" they replied simultaneously. 
"I-um..huh?"
"Oh, right, my bad. Hi, I already introduced my name, but I should explain. You are the attractive fire quirk boy I saw at the sports festival. When I saw how angry you looked, and the fucking DOPE aura you gave off, I begged to get transfered here. Got in on recomendaciones so I could meet you." She said not seeming to care about how truly creep that all sounds. 
"THE FUCK, YOU STALKER!ILL KILL YOU!" kachan screamed, subtly grabbing onto his girlfriend's hand, I suppose an effort to comfort her without being 'nice' 
"Hm? Oh...yeah. Well, you could say I am like a stalker. However, for a stalker i'm very pretty, so if you could just ignore that..."
"YOU AREN'T PRETTY BRAT, GO SUCK A DICK AND GET OUT OF HERE!"
"Well, that is what I came to you for..." she, again, had a serious aura change and a cocked eyebrow, this time retracting her finger to put her hands in her pockets. 
"I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND YOU SLUT" 
"Woah, woah, hey, calm down"
I get that he is trying to be protective, but calling a girl a slut is never okay. I wish I could fight back more, but it's not every hero- like to do so without talking first. 
"SHUT UP NERD" 
After that small exchange everybody's attention fell back to the girl. I think her name was y/n. She looked a bit defeated, I could tell she had a crush on kachan, even if it was small. Her face is blank but usually in situations like this girls get all...tears eyed and. Oh no. 
I stood up right next to her. 
"Dontcrydontcrydontcrydontcry"
"Huh?" She looked over at me confused. 
"Dont cry?"
"Why would I cry?"
"Because he has a girlfriend" Ochaco  seemed to be making her way out from behind kachan, also a bit nervous for if y/n was to get sad. 
"Oh, uhm, I guess i'll just have to be the better person for him or something?" She ...asked herself.
"I've never done this before, but the look in your eyes has a fire behind it, and I wanna see it up close. I'm not gonna give up, we only spoke this once and that's definitely not enough." She made eye contact with him the whole time. Even stated her words like fact. Now, it may have just been me, but he almost smirked. 
"That's all, see you in class later!" In class? She is in 1-b? Did she transfer? 
Ochaco  was now side by side with bakugou looking furious at the new girl. While I eerily peeked up at him and his scary red eyes. They did a quick, up and down movement...I don't think anyone else could have seen it, but I did. Then he went down again and stayed there a bit, he was looking straight past me, so I turned. 
There I saw...the new girls butt! He? He checked out her- oh no. Why do I feel like this is the start of something terrible for me....
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Hello new readers, it is me...the autor. Anyone who is ready for this is my favorite bc I don't get many ready. Also sorry for the horny midoriya, if I'm making the characters not innocent, he isnt an exception lmao. 
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