#but it was sooooooooooooooo worth it
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POSSIBLY eating fair food for dinner was a mistake, I'm now feeling vaguely sick.
Worth it.
#this was my ONE DAY at the Topsfield Fair this year and I wanted to have as much of the full experience as I could#not recovered enough to go on rides or even wander around much#but I spent several hours chilling at the livestock gate with all the people who work there that I've known since childhood#and I had loaded tots and fried dough and walked through the midway after it got dark and the lights all came on#and it was fantastic#and now I'm vaguely nauseous and the right side of my stomach is a bit tender#but it was sooooooooooooooo worth it#now if you'll excuse me I need to go take my horse-pill-sized prescription ibuprofen
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“I’m longing for that day as well. However, you have a bad reputation and so many enemies. It’s not the best time. Be patient and wait.” Li Dai Kun As Xie Wang. WORD OF HONOR (2021) - Episode 20.
#word of honor#wohedit#wohdaily#asianlgbtqdramas#asiandramasource#cdramanet#cdramasource#cdramaedit#xie wang#*#faiza gifs#GOD THIS IS SO FUCKED UP THIS IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! FUCKED! UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#for a man who LITERALLY just called the boy his 'SON' merely 2 SECONDS AGO before this bit in the scene#to then say 'you have a bad reputation just sit and wait i cant let you in on all my scheming BUT boy oh boy I WILL USE YOU AS MY WEAPON#IN ALL OF THEM' .... is SO FUCKED UP. he FUCKED xie wang up SO BADLY the boy's self worth was in the mud ON THE FLOOR at this point#'im still not good enough' NO BABY BOY YOU ARE! YOU AAAAAAAAAAAARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!#fhuhvfh MY BLOOD IS BOILING IM SO MAD I WANNA GO PUCH ZJ IN THE FACE.
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playing with ktisis and the new face bones!!!! bro the difference is HUGE. the only thing throwing me is there are two bones for each corner of the mouth (not ktisis's fault to be clear) and it's VERY different trying to move that part of the face. but i'll get used to it!!
i think my first attempt at fiddling with it went really well though. i LOOOOOVE the new eyebrow and cheek bones, i can do SO MUCH MORE FOR HER FACE NOW.
posed with ktisis + unposed :)
#I'M SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY THE FACE BONES ARE WORTH LITERALLY EVERYTHING TO ME (ALTHO I DONT HAVE ANY GRIPES WITH THE UPDATE TBH)#(IT WAS VERY KIND TO ME AND MY BABIE)#yoshi talks#l'aiha#wol
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staring at fb marketplace yarn lots and forcing myself not to buy any of them
#theres one thats like 70 for like 200-300 bucks worth of yarn that i sooooooooooooooo want#like i wanna make more sweaters so bad#like. its confirming to myself that im actually gonna live somewhere i want to live again#like i wont be miserable forever and i just gotta stick it out some until it happens#yarn why ya gotta be so expensive#making a sweater from scratch shouldnt be as expensive as buying one premade imo
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Tried paczi for the first time today and holy shit. How have I not been eating these my whole life?
#had to use an enzyme but it was worth it#like a jelly donut and a crème puff combined#sooooooooooooooo delicious omg
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Omg, I actually did it! I finally joined a queer dating/friendship app!!! EEEEEEK!!! I'm sooooo nervous!!! I literally have almost no queer friends IRL so I don't have anyone to get excited with me!! 🥳
One of my New Year's resolutions for 2024 was to put myself out in the world more and try my best to be more social, meet new friends (as well as potentially find a partner), and explore all my passions, hobbies, and interests with like-minded people.
As a very shy bisexual woman, it's so hard to meet other queer people, especially when you live in a more conservative area. So when I joined a queer dating/friendship app I was was SO surprised to see how many other lesbian/bi women were located near me.
Also, for some reason I've always had this super toxic thought in my head that queer women wouldn't be attracted to me because of the fact that I'm S U P ER femme/girly and I think I look very 'straight' to the average person assessing me. Trust me when I say I was genuinely SHOCKED at the matches I was getting like??? Why did I think such terrible things about myself and my sexuality? I feel really silly for thinking that and I've realized that I have a lot of inner work to do regarding my sexuality and self-worth.
This is honestly such a new, exciting experience for me and was so healing for my mind and mental health to just be able to communicate and talk with other queer women. I know this isn't writing related but it's really not something I can share with other people or on my other social media (yet) so I knew I had to make this post bc I'm just SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO excited!!!
It honestly makes me wanna cry a little. It's a very emotional feeling and also feels so freeing to just BE MYSELF and not have to hide my queerness or be afraid that someone is going to find out I'm bisexual and act really awful/disgusted towards me, you know?
Regardless of whether I find a partner or make new friends and whatnot, I'm super proud of myself that I'm not denying this part of myself anymore. I'm exploring my sexuality with people who know what it's like to be queer in this crazy world we live in. It's a really awesome feeling. 💕💕💕💕
Anyways, if you've made it this far thank you so much for reading this silly lil post and wish me good luck! Happy New Year!! 🎊
#faye speaks#faye's personal posts#not writing related#bisexuality#bisexual feels#i'm very nervous but also very excited#i'm just so happy that i can FINALLY explore this side of myself in such a positive way#if you're queer i KNOW you KNOW this struggle lmao#this was/is SUCH a healing experience too#sorry for making this silly little post#but thank you for reading
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tpot 10 spoiler talk its just me rambling
theyjust gave me a lifes worth of losers oh.. ohmy god ohmy fuck. im gonna draw her so much im not even kidding oh my god WE ARE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BACKWE ARE SO BACK!!!
also
LOSER SPHYNX LOSER SPHYNX LOSER SPHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYNXXXXUHHHHHHH AHHHHHHH!!! SHES EVERYWHERE <333 (I KNOW THIS IS WINNERS NIGHTMARE IM SORRY BUT)
ahhhhAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
hhey girl *passes outfrom blood loss*
#ILL HAVE MORE COHERENT THOUGHTS. FUCKING LATER. OHMY GOD#MY BRAIN HAS JUST BEEN SLOP SDKJFSHJFHSKJFHJSD MELTED
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should i make a slugcat sona despite never playing rain world ever
O H. MY. GOD. O H.M Y.F OD . HOH ES878SYHSE9HUR5HUI5EH9459845SHJGJDIEWH9Y4HJIUDSGREHJ INSERTT THE GIF OF THE 100034993249325 SPOMGEBOBS RUNNING AROUND FRANTICALLY . OHMY GOD. DUDE WAIT IHAVE LIKE 3 OTHER FRIENDS WITH SCUG SONAS WHOVE NEVER PLAYED THE GAME YET OMG PLEASE YES YES YESYES YESYSESYEYESEYSYSEYSE ITS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO WORTH IT. thereslitearlly no limits no joke u can do whatever the FUCK you want . and perhaps you will play rain world in the distant future maybe :) EITHER WAY. DO IT. MAKE A SLUG CAT SONA .
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sooooooooooooooo few people actually use it/its for me or even remotely try. it's crazy. when i have openly said repeatedly what i want. and am!!
but also like: whatever. if someone cares about me in any meaningful way then they will, at least, try sometimes. and if they don't then i know where they stand on this particular "issue" wrt my gender and that's uhhh like. that's not a me problem. it's why i don't really bother to correct people past the first few times because they Know and i Know and if they're not going to change then it's really just not worth the rigamarole for me personally
anyway shoutout to the people that love me enough to call me it
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I present u with… many aizawas…… I have had literally the whitest week and ur aizawa fix literally brings me so much joy!!!! So I drew some of my fav moments (there is so many more I have little doodles for rn, but these are the ones I have for now ;))) I can’t help it that fic makes me feel so many things!!! Peak slow burn… and he’s so worth it… literally this is like my comfort fic. Bad day? Aizawa. I hope you enjoyyyyyyyyy <<333333333
it's beautiful. i've stared at this for six hours now.
GOSH this is funny it's so funny. you really can capture comedic moments visually wow. he looks sooooooooooooooo boyfriend coded drinkig the juice box; the soft gaze and the tied up hair and the turtleneck are really doing it for me. and ohhhhhhh aizawa's distress in comparison to reader's just like whatever-ness is peak; your depictions of reader are like vibes only no thoughts, which is perfect. love it. god, your aizawa is SO handsome. SOOOOOOO pretty. i think if i met him irl i wouldn't be able to talk to him bc of how pretty he is
my fave detail in this his his hand on reader's head!!! it's soulmate pink!!!!!!! the same as all of your blushes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love this so so so much!!!!!
thank you SO much again, really; looking at these doodles has kept my morale up over the past day--had to get a complete thesis draft in last night, and i was going craaaaazy. your art grounded me, reminded me why i'm writing/going to school for writing in the first place. thank you.
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i'm at the grovel part of the book where the 1000000000000000000000000000 year old vampire is sorry
it is soooooooooOooOoo goood
gooey gooey good.
i rarely do 80% breakups, but when i do, i work really hard to set up a scenario where everyone is "right." it can backfire because sometimes the deal breaker is a bit TOO good, and i'm like well shit now what, lol.
but i got past that hurtle/hurdle and now they're getting back together and unnndfngng the next (checks) 3 chapters are just gonna be me rolling around in my own filth and i am SO here for it
starting first thing tomorrow
because after i wrote the reconciliation speech i was completely emotionally, physically, spiritually, and psychically drained
technically, i may be dead.
but it was worth it !! this fucking book you all this one's a winner mmmmMmmmm
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god every day i thank my lucky stars for gifting me my best friend/soulmate…it is so corny but truly i’m always like ;______; when i think about it for too long…what are the odds that our lives have been intertwined for at least 10 years now…might be more than that tbh…i have never connected with anyone like i do with my lover…UGH it’s literally like every AU i’ve ever read and loved…it’s very sweet and we ARE the blueprint :/ i was just reflecting on how much better my communication and emotional regulation has gotten and a huge part of that is due to them wanting the best for me always…and believing in me and making sure i had the tools to do the work…healing has been sooooo hard but it’s sooooooooooooooo worth it. because now i get to enjoy the moments instead of making myself go through shit that doesn’t exist…idk it’s insane that i get to feel such safety and it feels like a fluke sometimes but as i lay here with them snoring on my arm, it truly just feels like it’s the way it’s supposed to be 🤷🏻♀️
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i only watched a little bit of the good place so i dont really have context for the scene but the part where eleanor is like "that means i wasn't worth changing for" is sooooooooooooooo og!cale coded
imagine og!cale seeing cale interacting with deruth and how soft and affectionate deruth is towards cale and instead of just throwing money at him and cleaning up his messes he goes to battlefields for him and openly worries about his health
and og!cale just knowing that its because it's cale that that happened. that had og!cale tried to reach out it would've been business as usual.
#wwaffles bein' an idiot#of course whether that knowledge is actual truth is a different story pfft#wwaffles reads lch#but on the other hand maybe it really wouldn't have been the same if he'd tried to reach out#because of how much baggage is there#cale could fix their relationship because he didn't realize there was anything broken#im not saying that the original couldn't have mended things at ALL but it would've been Different#i mean here's the thing right. cale knew his father loved him. if he didn't he wouldn't have treated him better than everyone else.#but with the 2-hit combo of ron running away with the man who beat cale half to death and deruth helping that man out too..................
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Notes from 7.4.24
I feel the energy becoming a little more flowy. Usually I get tongue-tied and have to follow the script I've already made inside my head (part of having the tism I think) because acting normal takes effort for me. But I dunno, I just feel like I'm being myself and whatever that means and however that's coming out, I feel great about it. Manifested a few small things. Nothing worth mentioning. I'm here. I'm here and it's for something.
Funny you mention people's view points changing. Today SM actually apologised to me about how he acted during his intern year. I didn't expect that. Last year he was always so stubborn and judgey. And then he started talking about how his practise has changed. Once, so black and white and by the book and now, grey. It's like, he's practicing like I do now. Giving less fucks. Lettings things go. I mean that's the normal progression as you go from academia to working full time but no one's ever said it out loud to me like that before. Not with this kind of self-awareness. Also, something just changed between us. It was sooooooooooooooo tense the last few weeks and randomly today we're best buds again. Wtf? And this one, very, very weird moment. Don't think I was imagining it but maybe I was. My intern went to lunch and it was just us. There were no customers for a few minutes. This overwhelming feeling of intense intimacy took over. We were just talking and then, it just suddenly came on. How can I describe it better? It's like once you took away the job at hand, the other people around and all the distractions, there was nothing else to focus on anymore. But each other. Omg ew. It couldn't be helped. It was so, so uncomfortable. It was like falling down a staircase. Thank god bc it got busy again or the phone started ringing or whatever so we could sweep it under the rug.
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BRADLEY “BDE” BRADSHAW 😮💨😮💨 SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO WORTH THE WAIT OMFG
Looking for somebody (to love)
summary: a flurry of bad dates leads bradley bradshaw to you.
pairing: bradley bradshaw x reader
word count: 5k+
warnings: swearing, mentions of alcohol, smut, big dick bradley 🙏
.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.
Phoenix had pushed him into this, dating wasn’t really Bradley’s scene. As much as he rebuked Jake’s love ‘em and leave ‘em mentality Bradley wasn’t much better. It was easier that way, no strings and no one left pining when he inevitably was sent on deployment.
He’d been on three dates in total so far this month, each one worse than the last.
The first wasn’t so bad in comparison to the rest. Her name began with an L, Bradley couldn’t quite remember whether it was Lana or Lara, either way Jake had set them up which should have been the first red flag.
She was pretty and blonde, definitely Jake’s type. In fact, Bradley was pretty sure he’d been on a date with the female version of Jake Seresin. The whole date she had talked about herself, and not in the cute, rambley sort of way that Bradley could get behind. But in the braggy, daddy’s money kind of way.
“Yeah and that’s the story of how that bitch of a barista burned my tongue off.” Lan/ra snarled, picking her fork at her salad.
“Oh, yeah, that sounds horrible.” Bradley tried to sound sincere.
“And I didn’t even tell you about the time a waitress scuffed my vintage Dior bag-” She interrupts herself, “fuck is that a tomato?”
Bradley looked up from where he had been cutting at his steak (that she had turned her nose up at) and winced, recalling how she had made a large scene out of not having tomatoes in her salad.
Unfortunately, one of the younger waiters at the restaurant managed to walk past their table as said revelation took place. Bradley’s date snapped her fingers in the poor waiters face, stilling him and looking down at her in fear.
“Hi miss, how can I help?” The waiter, who couldn’t be more than 17, stuttered out.
“Help?!” She looked to Bradley as if to encourage him to join her in complaining.
Bradley looked at the waiter apologetically, hoping for this to pan out calmly. Much like everything else that happened in Bradley’s life, it did not go the way he wanted it to.
“Are you fucking kidding me right now?” Lan(r)a snapped, staring angrily up at the boy.
She stared at him expectantly, clearly waiting for a reply. Bradley wondered if it was worth slamming a few bills on the table and making his way out now.
“Uhm..” The waiter is looking around now, making pleading eye contact with who must be his manager.
Bradley finally tries to speak up, maybe diffuse the situation, “It’s okay, look I’ll just pay and we can get out of here.”
Lan(r)a objected once again, “We won’t be paying for anything! I want this meal free of charge!”
Bradley held in a laugh at her use of “we”, she had made it very clear at the start of the date that he would be paying. He was going to anyway, but her insistence made Bradley’s eyebrows furrow. Before her heating voice could start again, Bradley looked to the waiter.
“If you could just get us the bill, please?” He tried his best to communicate how apologetic he felt through his eyes and hoped that the waiter understood.
The waiter scurried off, fearing for another berating and in lieu of finding the bill.
“Why did you do that?” Bradley’s date seethed.
“I didn’t want to cause a scene,” Bradley didn’t really know why he was explaining himself to this girl.
“Whatever, Jake told me you were a dick anyway.”
Bradley laughed, loud. This girl could not be serious. He stood up and did what he should have done after the first ten minutes of being here. Slapped a hundred on the table and walked out.
In his car, Bradley considered his options. He could go home drink a few beers, maybe wallow about that pitiful date and pass out. Or, he could drive to the Hard Deck where he knew all his friends would be and chew Jake out.
He chose the latter.
“Bagman, what the fuck?”
Jake span around from where he was bent over the pool table, a smile plastered on his face.
“Not with Lana?” Jake chuckled, winding his neck around slightly trying to see if she was in tow.
“Fuck no! Why did you send her on a date with me?” Bradley all but whined to Jake.
By now Phoenix had made her way back from the bar top and was interested in what had seemingly got Bradley’s panties in a twist.
“She’s a friend, I thought you guys would have a lot in common.” Jake’s smile still scheming.
Bradley scoffs, “Like what?”
“You’re both bitches.” Jake cackles, picking his beer out of Phoenix’s hand.
Bradley’s pissed. He all but snatches the beer from Jake’s hands and takes a long swig.
“I’m never going on a date ever again.”
.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.
Bradley’s vow of no dates didn’t last long. Phoenix had tricked him into another date, this time with someone of Coyote’s choosing. She was one of Javy’s sisters friends and around the same age as Bradley and she was a total knockout.
When Javy had shown Bradley a picture he thought he was getting pranked. Seeing her in real life was even more insane. He’d decided this time on a more casual date, drinks at a bar in downtown San Diego. Although he was regretting his casual attire now. He definitely should have worn the black button up, Bob said it made his arms pop or whatever.
“Hi, I’m Bradley. Javy’s friend, you must be Maria?”
“Hey.”
Bradley’s eyebrows quirked slightly, maybe she was just nervous?
“Do you want to go in and get some drinks?”
“Sure.”
Okay maybe she’s just a woman of a few words, Bradley liked that. She’s mysterious, and hot. He’s sure he can crack her, maybe a few longing glances with his puppy dog eyes and she’d be done for.
Or at least that’s what he thought.
“So, what do you do for a living?”
This was one of Bradley’s many ice breakers he had tried, and he still couldn’t figure out for the life of him whether this girl was that uninterested in him or if she was actually just this goddamn boring.
“I model.”
“Oh cool, I mean I’m not surprised you’re totally beautiful.”
“Thanks.”
Even the bartender was looking somewhat sympathetically at Bradley’s poor attempt at saving this date. They sat in another few seconds of silence as Bradley wondered whether she was going to ask him a question. She did not.
“…yeah I’m a fighter pilot, like Javy?”
“Cool.”
Bradley was about to gouge his eyes out with the trendy metal straws sat in a ceramic pot on the bar top next to him. He mulled over whether he should bite the bullet and ask if she really even wanted to be here. He decided on a more polite version of that.
“So.. what made you decide to come on this date?”
Maria sits quietly for a moment, sips at the straw of her daiquiri and hums.
“I’m not sure.”
Bradley was going to bang his head on the table.
“Yeah I don’t know, I’m not really into guys with facial hair.”
Bradley snorts as he takes a sip of her beer, and Maria pulls back slightly disgusted. He taps a finger against his moustache in consideration. Was she hot enough for him to get rid of the stache?
No.
“Okay, cool. I’m not sure this is gonna work out.”
“Yeah.” Maria shrugs.
Bradley nods curtly, and pays off his tab. As he’s walking out he notices a guy approaching Maria, clean shaven. Bradley sees for the first time tonight a smile grace her face and rolls his eyes.
He’s on the phone to Phoenix as he enters his apartment, “Seriously Phe she was the most boring girl I’ve ever met.”
“What, because she didn’t like your moustache?”
“Shut up, you know that’s not why.”
Phoenix can hear Bradley pacing around his apartment and the opening of the fridge, she hears the clink of a beer opening and decides to bite the bullet.
“Look, I know these past two dates haven’t been great but I have one more for you-”
“Absolutely not.”
Phoenix huffs.“Hear me out. pleeeeeeeeeea-”
Bradley cannot believe he’s on the phone with a thirty year old woman, “Oh my god, fine.”
“She’s an old school friend, recently broken up with her boyfriend so she’s not looking for anything super serious and she’s your type to a T.”
Phoenix can hear Bradley tapping his foot on the wooden floor of his apartment, a sign he’s clearly thinking about her offer. He hums,
“Nothing serious?”
“Not at all.”
Phoenix holds her breath.
“Ugh, fine.”
Bradley hopes he doesn’t regret this.
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Clare is exactly what Bradley was looking for, as much as he hated to admit it; Phoenix was right. Clare was exactly what she promised to be, funny, not looking for anything serious and exactly Bradley’s type. Honestly the date was going pretty good considering the horror show that the last two were.
“Nat never told me her pilot friends were so handsome.” She flirted.
Bradley chuckles into his wine glass, “I think Nat would probably throw up if she called me handsome.”
“She’s still that stubborn?” Clare giggles.
“As ever.”
There’s a lull in conversation as flirtatious looks are exchanged whilst they both sip at their wine. It gives Bradley a chance to remind himself to text Pheonix a thank you message.
Clare breaks the silence, “How come you’re single? I feel like you’re too good to be true.”
Bradley stews, wondering if he’s going to reveal himself so early on in the date,
“Well, if I’m being completely transparent I’m usually more of a one night stand kind of guy.”
Clare smirks, “What if I told you that was exactly what I was looking for?”
Bradley’s eyebrows quirk in intrigue, “Oh?”
“I just got out of a long term relationship so I don’t want to jump into something immediately, buuuut I like you Bradley. You’re cute.”
Bradley laughs, “Cute?”
Clare rolls her eyes, “You know what I mean.”
Bradley feels the tip of her heel begin to trace its way up his calf, stroking up and down lightly. She looks up at him smiling and he widens his legs, a suggestion for her to continue on her ministrations. It’s a nice kind of teasing, that promises a fun night ahead for Bradley. He’d be lying if he said he wasn’t excited. However, Clare suddenly removes her foot from his calf and sits up straight, Bradley’s about to whine when a deep voice from behind him speaks,
“Shit, Clare?”
Bradley turns to see who Clare’s eyes are locked on. There’s a tall man stood behind him and a pretty woman slightly to the side, her dress short and red.
“Fuck, Daniel what are you doing here?”
“I’m with my date,” Daniel gestures to you.
You frown as the woman you now know as Clare glares at you.
“Yeah well I am too.” Clare folds her arms and gestures to Bradley.
You let your eyes wander to the man sat opposite her. He’s attractive, wavy brown hair, tan skin and muscular. He’s somehow even pulling off his porn stache. You finally pull your eyes away from your date’s ex girlfriend’s date and back to whatever was unfolding in front of you.
Daniel scoffs and gestures to Bradley, “This guy?”
Bradley isn’t sure whether he should be offended or not. As he sizes Daniel up he catches your eye, you’re even prettier on second look. You make a look at him as if to say “is this really happening right now?” and in that moment he decides he likes you infinitely more than Clare.
Clare rolls her eyes at Daniel, “Yeah, and what new skank have you got with you?”
Your eyes widen. This girl cannot be serious. Daniel hat told you he’d recently gotten out of a long term relationship but he failed to mention it was clearly with someone who was still hung up on him, and probably vice versa. Your eyes wander back down to Clare’s date who has a disgusted look on his face, clearly equally surprised and annoyed by her words.
He speaks up for you before Daniel does, “That was uncalled for.”
“Bradley you don’t know what Daniel or the girls he used to cheat on me with are like.”
Repulsed by the newfound revelation about your date and tired of being slandered by a girl you’ve never met, you storm out of the restaurant. Early winter air in San Diego is chilly, especially at night when you’re wearing a skimpy slip dress. Your heels clack along the concrete loud enough that you don’t hear the footsteps approaching behind you. A hand grasps lightly at your shoulder and your shake it off in anger,
“Fuck off Daniel, this isn’t going to work.”
You spin on your heel, ready to berate him further when you realise it’s not Daniel at all.
“Sorry, I shouldn’t have jumped out on you. My name’s Bradley.”
Bradley. Clare’s date. He’s gorgeous, big brown eyes lit up by the moon. He’s looking at you with so much concern you don’t even realise that you’ve started crying until he raises a hand to wipe a tear off of your cheek. You blink quickly, willing the tears away and chuckle wetly,
“Sorry, I’m so embarrassed.”
“Please don’t be.” Bradley’s thumb swiped across your cheek in a comforting gesture.
“Hey do you want to go on a walk?” He suggests, offering his arm to you.
You let out a shaky breath, “Yeah okay.”
You walk slowly along the sidewalk, arm in arm with Bradley as he tells you about himself and asks about you. You learn that he’s 35 and a fighter pilot for the navy and probably the most charming man you’ve ever met.
He looks at you hesitantly, “Can I ask you something?”
You smile at him reassuringly, “Of course.”
“Why were you on a date with that douche bag? You’re way out of his league.”
You giggle at his suggestion and stare at him as you continue to walk, trusting him to guide you.
“My friends thought I needed to get out more, but every date I’ve been on this past month has been horrific.”
Bradley cackles, “No fucking way!”
You frown at him slightly, not enjoying the feeling of being laughed at. He quickly picks up on your expression and rectifies what he said.
“Sorry, shit, it’s just that’s exactly what happened to me.”
You cock your head to the side and let a small grin onto your face, “Really?”
Bradley smiles, “Totally.” He carries on, “The first girl was insufferable, I’m pretty sure my friend only picked her to annoy me.”
You chuckle, “Damn, why was she so annoying?”
“All she did was talk about herself and her money, and then flipped on the waiter when there was a tomato in her salad.”
“Shit.”
“Yeah.”
You look up at him and giggle, somewhat uncontrollably. He joins in with you until your both leaning on each other for support. Once you’ve stopped laughing and alarming the other people in the street, you realise you’ve come full circle in your walk and back to the front of the restaurant you had left. You peer into the window and see Daniel sat where Bradley was previously, sticking his tongue down Clare’s throat. You hold down another bout of laughter as you look at Bradley’s shocked face.
“They fucking suck don’t they?” He whispers into your ear.
You look back at him, “Oh 100%.”
You look into each others eyes for a moment, not really sure where to go from here. You hesitantly speak up,
“I should call an uber.”
Bradley frowns, “No way, I’ll drive you.”
You smile, teasing, “Haven’t you ever heard of stranger danger, Bradley?”
“I promise I’m not an axe murderer sugar.”
You scoff in mock offence, “I’m talking about me.”
He rolls his eyes, “I’ll take my chances.”
Bradley’s bronco is clean, he has a pine scented air freshener dangling from the rear view mirror next to some mini fuzzy dice and he lets the radio hum 70s r&b hits whilst you direct him to your apartment.
When he comes to a slow in front of your apartment building you consider your options for a moment. Were you really about to let the first man who genuinely made you laugh for the first time in months slip out of your hands? Fuck no.
“Would you- Do you want to come up to my apartment with me?”
Bradley is so glad you have more initiative than him.
“Yeah, definitely.”
He steps out of the car and jogs round to help you out of your side. He’s holding your hand as you step down and once your feet are planted on the ground you look up at him and giggle,
“Definitely?” You tease, hand dragging up and down his chest.
He smirks at that and fires back, “I mean I can just go?”
You roll your eyes and turn on your heel, taking his hand in yours and dragging him behind you, “Yeah sure.”
In your apartment, you make quick work of kicking your heels off. You make your way into the kitchen and return with two beers. Bradley’s sat on your couch, legs spread invitingly wide. You hand a beer to him and he smiles,
“Thanks, gorgeous.”
It’s impossible to ignore the way he makes your stomach flutter with want. Once you’re planted on the couch next to him he pulls your legs onto his lap and strokes a hand up and down your calf.
“So, tell me about your tragic dates.” He speaks, startling you out of your daze.
You take a sip of your beer and lean back, dragging your eyes across his face. He looks genuinely interested so you decide to indulge him.
“The second one was definitely the worst.” You chuckle in memory.
“Colour me intrigued, gorgeous.”
You rolls your eyes at the pet name but continue, “This guy took me to dinner and made eye contact with my boobs the whole time, and when I say the whole time I mean like I couldn’t even tell you what colour his eyes are because we never made eye contact for long enough.”
Bradley laughs at your explanation and can’t help himself but glance down at your exposed cleavage, he shrugs appreciatively, making a little “ow!” sound when you smack his shoulder lightly.
“Anyways, he kept insinuating that I was going to sleep with him and when I told him I wasn’t interested he immediately asked for the waitresses number.”
Bradley splutters into his beer and mumbles something about your date “fumbling the bag.”
“I’ve gotta see a picture of this guy,” Bradley laughs, curious as to what type of man could have such audacity.
You smirk and reach for your phone on the coffee table and quickly swipe open instagram, clicking on his profile in your recently searched. You hand your phone over to Bradley and he places his beer down before swiping through the pictures. He outright cackles,
“This fuckin’ guy? He’s literally the size of one of my thighs.”
You look down at his muscular thighs where your legs are resting and suck in a deep breath. When you look back up Bradley’s showing you a post on his instagram where he’s awkwardly stood next to two beautiful girls clearly dressed in some type of festival outfits and clearly not friends with him. Bradley’s laughing so loudly you consider your neighbours complaining.
You pout at him, holding in your own laugh, “Don’t be mean! He’s kind of cute in his own right?”
“Sugar, how do you expect me to believe that when you don’t even believe it yourself?”
You hum at his explanation.
“Besides, I think I have a good grasp on what your type is.”
You raise you eyebrows at his statement, “Really? Enlighten me.”
Bradley quirks his upper lip, “Well first off you like big tall guys, maybe some would even describe them as hunky.”
You giggle as he continues.
“Brown hair, brown eyes, huge dick, killer moustache and absolutely hilarious. Am I missing anything?” He peers down at you, teasing smile on his face.
“What was that middle one again?” You cock your head to the side in faux innocence.
“Killer moustache?”
“Nope.”
“Brown eyes?”
“Not quite.”
“Ohhhh, huge dick?”
You giggle, “Yeah that was the one, I was wondering why you think that’s part of my specific type?”
Bradley grins, “Well, you seem to like every thing else about me.”
Your stomach burns with desire at his confidence and you have to quickly compose yourself to answer.
“Well since we don’t have any proof, I’m not sure I can hold you to that, handsome.”
You move your legs from his lap and tuck them under yourself, moving your front towards him until your breasts are pressed up against his bicep, lips hovering over his ear.
“Unless you’re willing to provide some?”
You meet Bradley’s lust filled gaze and he groans,
“Fuck.”
His lips are on yours in an instant, his strong hands threading through the hair at the back of your head. Bradley revels in the feeling of your soft lips against his, the taste of alcohol mixing between your mouths. You’re moaning into his mouth as his tongue licks into yours. His hand leaves the back of your head in favour of gripping at your waist and pulling you over onto his lap. Bradley’s thighs are firm beneath you, as you roll your crotch down into his you get evidence of his claim and whimper into his kiss. He pulls back to smile smugly at you,
“You okay there, gorgeous?”
His cocky tone only proves as fuel for the slick accumulating between your thighs and you whine as you grind down onto his hard cock, straining against his dark jeans.
“I’d be better if you fucked me.” You whimper out.
Bradley chuckles, playing with the hem of your dress,
“Is that what you want gorgeous?”
You aid him in pulling of your dress, once it’s flung on the floor you speak up,
“Right now? More than anything.”
Bradley is biting his lip, eyes trained on your breasts as he reaches out to grab at them.
“Shit I can’t blame that guy, you’ve got great tits.”
Your roll your eyes at him and prepare a quip, but all thought are wiped from your mind as he reaches down and swipes his tongue across your pebbled nipple. Instead, you moan out his name breathily with another roll of your hips.
“Bradley please.”
He pulls back and looks up at you, “What do you need sugar?”
“You, Bradley.” You whine, nimble fingers already unbuttoning his shirt.
Once you’ve finished with his shirt, you help him slide it from his shoulders and where it sits right around his biceps. As you suspected, he’s just as muscular under his shirt. You reach down to suck at the skin of his chest, marking his pecs.
“You’ve got great tits too, Brad.”
He grants you with a laugh which turns into a moan as your small hands begin to palm at his cock. Your touch is momentarily stopped as you help him remove his jeans and boxers. You’re sat before him staring with your mouth slightly agape at his sheer size.
“Jesus,” You murmur, hand reaching out to stroke him slowly.
Bradley wants to gloat but your touch feels so good that he doesn’t want to risk you leaving him high and dry. He watches in awe as you reach forward to spit on the tip of his cock, using your saliva as lubricant as you speed up your strokes. Once you begin to lightly circle his tip with your tongue he pulls you back up with a whimper,
“Sugar, if you carry on i’m going to cum.”
You smile coyly, “Isn’t that the whole point?”
Bradley reaches a hand down to pull at your lacy underwear. Once he’s removed it he cups your pussy, the feeling of his large, warm hand making you shiver in excitement.
“I was kind of hoping to be inside of you before doing that.”
You grind down into his hand as he speaks, finger tips grazing at your clit deliciously.
“Well don’t let me ruin your plans.”
Bradley’s eyes roll back slightly at your words and he pulls away his hand to lick at the juices you left. He hums down at you,
“Delicious.”
You whine and turn your back to him, lying into the couch and arching your back up so that your ass is pressing against his hard cock. You wiggle your ass back against him and feel some of his precum seep out onto you.
“You gonna fuck me now?” You simper at him, turning your head slightly and giving him your best doe eyes.
He reaches a hand out to stroke at your flushed cheek, “How could I say no to this pretty face?”
You keen under his praise and squeal as you feel him guiding his cock through your folds, collecting your wetness onto himself. Bradley groans at the feeling as he begins to push into your hole, the way your velvety walls are squeezing him is almost addictive.
Your eyes roll to the back of your head as he finally bottoms out after what feels like hours of him pushing his considerate length in. You feel so fucking full with him pushed all the way into you.
“You good, gorgeous?” Bradley asks, care in his voice evident.
You moan and push back against him, “Shit yeah, you feel so good, so deep.”
Bradley feels a whine catch in his throat at your words and tentatively thrusts into you. When he’s met with a high pitched moan he takes that as a sign to start moving.
Bradley’s thrusts are deep, making you whimper with each one. Managing to make you feel even more full than before. He has both hands placed at your waist, strong grip almost intoxicating.
The sound of slapping of skin and your combined moans fill up the space of your apartment as Bradley keeps up his pace. You’re beginning to drool slightly onto your couch as Bradley lifts your body up so that your back is pressed against his chest. His strength is so attractive to you that you can’t help but let a strangled moan fall from your mouth. He smirks at the sounds and reaches one of the hands from his waist down to toy with your clit. The action makes your jolt as your pleasure suddenly intensifies. You turn your head and whimper into his neck,
“Fuck, Brad please.”
Bradley’s starting to think your moans are the best thing he’s ever heard. He only increases his ministrations, spurred on by your whimpers, close to making the sound himself as your walks clench around him. Bradley increases the pace of his thrusts quickly, determined to push you over the edge. It’s working faster than you would have liked and you would have felt embarrassed was it not for the way he also increases the pressure on your clit, making you twitch and squeak out, “Bradley! Oh my God!”
You can feel him chuckle breathlessly into your shoulder, his breath on your hot skin making the coil growing in your stomach tight. With one last quick thrust the coil snaps and you’re moaning unabashedly as you spasm on his cock. Your moans are music to Bradley’s ears and the feeling of your pulsing walls pushes Bradley to his precipice.
He pulls out quickly and flips you over so he can look at your gorgeous blissed our face as he cums. It spurts out in thick ropes onto your belly and Bradley groans deeply at the sight, growling as you reach down with a few fingers to swirl it around and lift it back up to your lips.
He’s still heaving whilst looking down at you. The sight of his sweaty chest dropping up and down enough to make you squeeze your legs as another flood of arousal leaks from you. He catches sight of the action and smirks, but chooses not to taunt you any further.
He finally speaks up, “Was that good enough proof for you gorgeous?”
You giggle up at him, hair splayed around your head, reminding Bradley of and Angel.
“Maybe I need some more?”
You widen your legs for him to look down at your pussy, arousal dripping from you. He whines albeit somewhat pathetically.
“Yeah I think so too.”
When Bradley wakes in the morning, his arm is draped around your naked waist. He smiles down at the sight and picks up his phone to text Pheonix a quick thanks for sending him on that date.
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a/n: sorry guys i’m on my big dick bradley agenda rn !!!
i love this so i hope everyone else does too HAHEJA
also apologies for the filth i literally cant help myself
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- honey <333
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No like I've BEEN thinking about Leo Suter in Vikings...
I spent the last four months of the year on a Viking show kick and even though the show is so so watching him is genuinely worth it he’s sooooooooooooooo sexy…..and also wildling king jon in my opinion
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