#but it takes me awhile to trust yall

[jinkiezzsstuff]

At First Sight PT2

Alastor x doe!reader

PART ONE PART 3

this is a short part 2 to a request, tbh i didn’t think about continuing it before so i struggled a bit and it’s quite short! i’m so sorry gang ;-; i hope it satiates yall if not lemme know what i can cook up for you

Warnings: love sick alastor + reader, ooc alastor, mates/soulmate trope, mentions of reproduction and pregnancy (dw yall i didn’t do the no no there is no pregnancy it’s just mentioned bc it supposed to be gn), short short, swearing, not proof read, hmmmm i think that’s it lmk whatcha think

wee little taglist for the people who asked kiss kiss: @fairyv-ice @chirimeimei

Tucked underneath Alastors chin you laid comfortably alongside him in bed. You’d been awake awhile now tail thumping softly behind you as you watched the demon sleep his smiled soft and barely showing. He laid in pyjama bottoms only chest bare and on display for you. You absentmindedly traced the scars along his torso feeling him respond with goosebumps every now and again.

“Goodmorning my doe,” Alastors voice rang out, killing the silence. It was shocking to hear his static gone and his regular voice out on display, dripped in sleepy sultry. “Good morning my buck.” You reply sickeningly sweet while crawling up to lean over his face, his eyes were lidded now gazing at you with a loving look in his eyes.

“Did you sleep well?” You asked playing with the stray hair that swept across his face. “Indeed darling very well. I should be good for several days.” He chirped happily, ears flicking. “We should head down, i need to talk to Charlie.” You say with a grimace.

Last night when Charlie caught you and Al, you felt guilty, you knew Charlie was a sweetheart but you practically abandoned her all day for Alastor, then scared her silly with a deal and sex! Groaning you grab your head while Alastor stood. With a snap of his fingers the two of you were dressed, and that did take a load of stress of you. “Come now my doe, I’ll be there the whole time, no shame and if there is we’ll be ashamed together!”

Alastor seemed pretty bright in his exclamation holding his arm out to you. Obviously you trusted Al you gave yourself and soul to him and only him just last night. So while attached at the arm the two of you trotted downstairs.

Arriving downstairs interlocked you were both greeted by all the patrons already in the living area next to the bar. Charlie was the first to make a noise gasping, meanwhile Angel was practically vibrating in his seat. Just as Angel was about to talk Vaggie interrupted. “You made a fucking deal!?” Screamed the fallen angel, hands thrown behind her as the rest of her body lurched forward. Frowning you bit your lip, of course this was gonna be an awkward conversation with Charlie, but with the whole hotel listening. Even worse!

“Neva mind that Vagina! Let’s talk about the real stuff. How big? Seven? Eight? Twelve?! Ouch-“ Vaggie knocked Angel over the head with the back of her spear. “Yikes alright, twelve is greedy…. ten?” Angel whispered cackling at Vaggie who growled at her. Alastor, obviously unhappy, began to crackle with static, black shadows oozing out from the floor and encompassing the room slowly.

At the sight of Alastor’s figure demonically stretching the room fell silent, you only gazed up at the deer slightly aroused by his stature and the way his antlers screwed out like branches. “You’re quite the sight.” You say dreamily, barely even noticing you spoke to begin with, Alastor’s head cracked down to you. Coming back to himself Alastor hummed out adoringly, petting your head but wanting to kiss you, unfortunately that was a step too far for him right now.

“Uhm anyway, YN, can you please tell me about the deal?” Charlie begged worry on her face as she looked to you and Alastor. You felt the guilt crawl at you again. “I… well I’m not sure why but there’s just this pull i have to Alastor, he asked me to be his i said yes i…” You veered off feeling too embarrassed by all the eyes, thankfully Alastor pulled you in theatrically waving his microphone around, taking the attention off you.

“Well this lovely doe was just made for me you see? I’m perfectly capable of protecting such a divine creature and though I don't doubt your ability, princess I'd feel a lot more comfortable being the one to do so.” Alastor fired off sounding like a proper radio host as he did so. Charlie looked confused but then perked up happily.

“This is thee perfect redeeming quality Alastor, love is so pure! This is great!” As Charlie felt giddy, Vaggie felt suspicious eyeing the red demon. “So what did you even sell- what was the deal?” You hummed tapping your finger to your lip; well you didn’t know, just that you gave yourself to him.

Looking up to Alastor for help here he happily obliged. “Worry not you angry little woman,” Alastor replied, pinching Vaggies cheek, her angrily pushing him off. “The contract was nothing greater than marriage.” The entire room, yourself included, was surprised at this. You knew this was a soul binding contract, but for him to make that connection on his own was well to you sweet as ever. Your tail flicked happily behind you as you looked to Alastor who returned to your side.

Charlie was as equally as happy as you were, but Vaggie and Husk kept within the same boat of apprehension. “Why so suddenly?” Asked Vaggie again, but Alastor shrugged her off. “I’m unsure dear, just that i couldn’t resist this little doe. Like fate.” Alastor pondered meanwhile you briefly seethed at Alastor for referring to Vaggie as dear.

“Maybe it’s like some soulmate bullshit between deer?” Angel pipped up, putting in his required two cents. Husk groaned at that, but Charlie squeaked jumping up. “That is totally possible! It happened with my dad! Well, y’know in the beginning.” Charlie chuckled, brushing her hair behind her ear. Alastor shook his head rapidly a soft laugh echoing out of him.

“No way dear, how is that possible?” He mocked bopping Charlie atop the head with his mic, you again weren’t happy hearing him call another demon dear, but you let it fly. “Well you both are deer, could it be instinctual?” Charlie reasoned her pitch, giving away her uncertainty.

You hummed looking up towards Alastor to see him already looking down to you. “I think Alastor and I would need to talk about it privately before we have a group conversation about it. It’s kinda of embarrassing.” You admit already tired of the discussion. Charlie however didn’t like the idea of not having an answer, so with a plan in mind she turned to Vaggie. “Vaggie can you take them to the library, maybe look some stuff up online? We need to figure this out.” Charlie asked giving Vaggie a look that conveyed this was more of a do this rather than a can you do this.

Nodding her head Vaggie looked at you, who looked at Alastor. Alastor shrugged and muttered he didn’t see the issue, so long as you were safe. So you and Vaggie headed off, meanwhile Charlie calmly asked to speak with Alastor in private.

Alone in Alastor’s radio tower, Charlie sat on one side of the broadcasting table while Alastor sat behind it, tunes playing out of him. “So Al,” Charlie started breathing out a deep breath. “Can you please tell me what’s going on with the deal, listen i can’t have them get hurt! I’ll even make a deal.” Charlie said sadly gazing off, she didn’t want to make a deal, but she would.

Alastor watched her, and pitied her odd behaviour. Resting his chin on his hand Alastor sat quietly for a moment, Charlie waiting with a hopeful gleam in her eyes. “It was nothing malicious that i can assure you. Although, i’m not sure what happened between them and myself, I felt pretty agressive in my feelings to protect them. Of course that private moment between us should’ve stayed private,” Alastors words were stern as he glared down at Charlie who shrunk bashfully in her seat.

“But suppose since you know i will confess in that moment of intensity, i did the only thing I knew how to do to my dear. I’m not particularly good with emotions, and so I simply ensured I’d have them with a deal.” Tapping his nails on the desk Alastor kept his composure but inside he was scolding himself for even letting that much truth out. Charlie seemed to like the sound of that though, nodding her head in agreement.

“So you won’t, and you don’t have any plans to hurt them?” Alastors ears pinned back subconsciously, he didn’t enjoy being accused of cruelty when it came to you, and he didn’t know he could be any more truthful. “My dear i swear, on my mother, not a hair on their pretty doe head, will ever be hurt by me.” Holding his right hand up, head high Alastor watched as Charlie eased into a smile. Nodding at him.

Rejoining the crew downstairs Alastor and Charlie were shocked to see you and Vaggie had returned. “How come you guys are back so quick?” Vaggie turned at the sound of Charlie’s voice, eyes bugged slightly. “Yeah you won’t believe what we found.” Vaggie said handing Charlie a book about demons and mating. Charlie didn’t seem too keen on the book ‘uhs’ immediately falling from her mouth.

You stepped up, opening the book to the checked marked place. “It’s species dependent on how mating affects someone, in this case Doe’s are more of a rarity in hell meaning it was an instinct for the two of us to kinda ‘mate’ or ‘bond’ to one another, as if we had to worry about going extinct.” You scoffed watching as Charlie glazed over the words while listening to you. “Weird. It must be because you’re a hellborn and an angel, so technically you can reproduce.”

A record scratch sounded out from Alastor, the lot of you looking towards his stiff figure. “Don’t worry Al, we’re pretty sure you’re still unable to.” Charlie hushed to him, before giving you a look that told you, she didn’t really know that to be true. You weren’t worried though, almost a hundred percent certain that he would not be able to have children. “Welp, at least now we know that’s a thing,” Angel sighed from the background, Vaggie glaring at him.

Pulling you into his side Alastor grinned his poise returned. “Look at us figuring stuff out why wasn’t this just the teamwork we all needed, good job.” Alastor applauded slightly condescending, but Charlie was happy with it nonetheless giving two thumbs up to you and Alastor.

[nebuliias]

— hope is a thing with feathers!

ft. sunday and robin as your older siblings (headcannons)

cw: youngest sibling in the fam, gn! reader, family fluff, reader is between ages 12-14, PLATONIC, i went silly on some of them, reader is a halovian but no specified appearance other than halo and wings

a/n’s note: sunday and robin’s relationship mean sm to me its not even funny like HOYO PLZ MAKE THEM REUNITE I WILL SCREAM IF THEY DONT :((( honestly wish i had them as family yk

SUNDAY:

— even though he’s the leader of penacony and doesn’t have time to always spend time with you, sunday always makes up for it when he can.

— if you ever need help with an essay or math homework, he’ll assist you with it. even if it’s fucking 2+2, bro would still help you. heck at this point, he’ll do the whole worksheet for you. sunday loves you that much dawg.

— sunday would be rlly supportive for you, no matter what!! he’d encourage you to pursue your dreams, whether that’s becoming a nameless, a performer for the iris family, or something else entirely, he’ll be there alongside you every step of the way :3

— he’d be a bit strict with you, since you’re still young. would probably give you a curfew for when its night, like making you go to bed at 9pm at least. maybe a little later on the weekends. (does time even exist in the dreamscape i dont remember.)

— if you ask sunday VERY politely, (he’ll still oblige), he’ll sing you a lullaby for when you have trouble sleeping. tuck your blanket under your chin too while he’s at it, hehehe.

— LMAO IDK WHY THIS IS SO FUNNY TO ME but imagine you’re dating someone and introduce sunday to your significant other, I FEEL LIKE HE’D BE POLITE AND ALL THAT BUT AS SOON AS YALL DILLY DALLY OR WTV HE’D BE GIVING THEM SIDE GLANCES EVERY ONCE IN AWHILE.

— like i said, he IS protective of you and will go on a rampage if they’re toxic or hurtful to you. :)

— btw, if you watched robin’s trailer, you can catch a glimpse of sunday polishing her halo. and yes, he would polish your halo too, since you’re also halovian, sometimes even preen your wings too if he’s not too busy.

— if you take band or theatre arts in school or figure skating, acrobatics or just SOMETHING that includes performances, sunday doesn’t give a shit if he has something to do, he will find a way to go to every single one bc he doesn’t wanna disappoint you as an older brother :(

— pats your head. a lot. literally a mom-sibling, you can’t tell me otherwise. will occasionally pick your outfits and asks for your opinion before you go out or make sure your school uniform is crisp and unwrinkled. (if your school has uniforms.)

— overall, sunday is a doting and compassionate older brother. he loves you with his whole being. <3

ROBIN:

— the best, nicest, loving, caring older sister you will ever have in your entire lifespan.

— like sunday, she would help you in any way possible. but she’s not the best when it comes to math homework :(( if you want, she’ll give you a pep talk though!! and trust me, robin gives out the best ad most encouraging pep talks ever like..

— if you do something hella devious, even if its 101% your fault, she’d side with you no matter what. this girl hardly gets to be silly due to her superstar reputation but when she has the chance, plz just let her be. (yall can be devious together.)

— would brush your hair for you!! it doesn’t matter whether you have short or long ass rapunzel-looking hair, she will somehow find a way to style it.

— definitely sang you songs during your childhood, and she still does! robin would hum a tune when you can’t sleep, or you simply just wanna destress and don’t feel like doing anything else. <3

— also like sunday, since she travels a lot, she’ll always make up for the lost time by brinking trinkets and gifts, maybe even bring you along with her during her one of her tours!

— also incredibly supportive in your passions! want to become a performer like her? she’ll be there rooting for you on the sidelines! wanna learn to sing and follow in her footsteps? sure, she’ll gladly teach you for free! (not like you had to pay anyway teehee.)

— robin would be somewhat protective of you as well, just not too strictly. after all, you should experience as much of the outside world as you can. 🎀

— i feel like she’s a horrible money spender.. (same..) if robin sees you glance at a piece of jewelry or smth hella expensive for 0.00001 nanoseconds, suddenly it’s in a gift bag at your desk when you get home from school with a little note from her along with some pastries she thought you’d like.

— if you gift her something, whether its handmade or you bought it with your own money, chances are she’ll keep it for the rest of eternity and repay you with a gift of her choice as well!!

— overall, robin is a sweet and soft older sister and is always there for you, no matter the distance that separates you!

all rights reserved © nebuliias. do not copy, re-upload, or plagiarize my fics. if you see anyone doing this to my work, LET ME KNOW.

[heartsforvin]

vinnie giving reader a promise ring… maybe some suggestive themes towards the end…idk…

PROMISE ME

pairing: vinnie hacker x fem!reader

warnings: cussing, use of pet names, relationship doubts, mentions of past toxic relationship, overall fluff

summary: vinnie wants to promise to you that he’s here, with you, for a long time

a/n: i forgot the suggestive stuff im so sorry ill make it up to yall , trust 🥲

things with you and vinnie were great, you didn’t think a relationship could be almost as perfect as the two you have.

sure the two of you had your moments where there were fights or disagreements, but you knew vinnie loved you unconditionally.

well, sometimes.

recently, you’ve been putting bad thoughts in your head, thinking that vinnie doesn’t want to do this with you anymore.

you don’t know why, he shows obvious signs of love and affection more than enough times in a day.

maybe it was your past relationship that’s been making you feel this way. your previous relationship was toxic as toxic could get.

it really put you in a bad place mentally for awhile. it took you some time to get over it, seeing as you and your ex were together for two years and you really did love him.

when you met vinnie though, and he showed you the love you deserved, you couldn’t believe someone would actually show those feelings to you.

you needed reassuring at times, but vinnie knew how you feel about him, and knows it takes you a bit more time to love than others.

◛⑅·˚ ༘ ♡

when you woke up this morning, you did not expect to be where you are right now.

vinnie had woken you up to kisses all along your skin, making you smile as you turned to face him.

the sun had peaked through the curtains just enough to create a warm glow, not too bright.

“g’morning, pretty girl,” vinnie had whispered, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear. “gotta surprise for you, go put on that sundress i like.”

he kissed your cheek before getting up and out of bed to get ready himself.

you had gotten up soon after, getting dressed in one of your sundresses that vinnie absolutely adored.

that’s what lead you to right now. the two of you had gotten breakfast, and now the two of you are at the mall.

vinnie said he wanted to spoil you today, that was the only thing he had told you as the two of you were on your way to breakfast.

you didn’t know why, but you accepted it with a smile on your face and a kiss to your boyfriends cheek.

“get whatever you want, baby, it’s your day today.” vinnie told you as the two of you entered a store.

after an afternoon of shopping, vinnie told you he has one last surprise for you. it was a very special one, that’s all he said.

vinnie knew you had doubts on this relationship, how you thought you weren’t good enough for him.

vinnie knew you though, he knew you. you were the best thing that’s ever happened to him, and that’s why he wants to promise himself to you.

he took you to one of your favorite spots, he knew if he took you here it’d be the most special thing to you.

“alright baby, we’re here.” vinnie says as he parks the car.

you open your eyes and smile widely, hugging vinnie with the smile still plastered.

the two of you got out of the car and you grabbed his hand. he almost forgot the ring in the car from you dragging him to the spot.

“sweetheart slow down,” he chuckles as he stops you a minute. “i’m supposed to be taking you to the spot.” he informs.

you laugh with him, stopping in your tracks and let him take the lead. “guide the way then.”

vinnie smiles and takes you up the trail and to the top of the mountain. this was the place you had recommended vinnie when the two of you first met.

you loved to sit up on the top of the mountain and watch the sun set. it was a very easy trail to walk, which is why you loved it so much.

so, when vinnie decided he was going to give you this promise ring, he knew exactly where he was going to give it to you.

“vinnie!” you exclaimed when the two of you reach the highest point of the mountain.

you couldn’t believe he did this. this was one of your favorite spots, one of the first spots you’ve ever been to together.

“shh, you’re gonna miss the best part.” vinnie shushes you with a smile, pointing up to the sky.

sunset was any minute now, and so you shut up and sat next to your boy. he wrapped his arm around you and you laid your head on his shoulder.

the two of you sat there right before the sunset, watching the sky change in peace.

right before the sun was about to reach its peak color, vinnie stood up from his spot next to you and stood right in front of you.

confused, you give him a look of suspicion, wondering what he’s about to do.

he takes your hands in his and rubs his thumbs over your knuckles. “y’know i love you, right?” he asks.

you don’t know where this is coming from, don’t know what is about to come out of this at all.

you nod your head, anxiety building as you wait for him to speak again.

“i’d do anything for you, baby, you know that too, right?” you nod your head again at his question.

you feel like he’s about to propose, and you’re definitely not ready for that quite yet.

he kneels down so he’s eye level with you, not staring down at you. “i want you to know that im here for you, im always here for you whenever you need it,” he explains.

“i love you so much it physically hurts me. im so glad you let me into your life and to be apart of it with you. i don’t care about your flaws, and i know you’re struggling with doubts right now, but i want you to know i’m not leaving.”

he watches a tear roll down your cheek and he wipes it away with the pad of his thumb.

“no tears, pretty girl, okay? i want you to know how much you mean to me.” he tells you.

all you can do is smile and nod, understanding every word he’s saying.

“i know i have doubts and im sorry — hey no, no sorry’s alright? i understand, im here to help.” he comforts.

you nod your head. “well still, i know it can be a lot. my point is, i’ve never thought i can love someone like i love you, i never thought someone could love me like you do with me.”

vinnie caresses your cheek and kisses you softly. “i’m here, with you, for a long time, my love.” he reassures.

you smile and watch intently as he moves one hand out of yours and into his pocket.

you gasp, making vinnie chuckle. “don’t worry, i’m not proposing, not yet at least.” he teases.

he pulls out a small box out from his pocket and opens it slowly, watching as your eyes go wide.

it’s a sliver ring with a heart and a ‘v’ engraved into it. he smiled up at you as he held the ring in his hand, ready to put it on your finger.

“vinnie,” you say in disbelief, looking at the beautiful jewelry in his hand. “it’s beautiful, baby.”

vinnie placed the ring on your finger and it was a perfect fit. he kissed you softly and rested his head against yours.

“you’re beautiful, my love,” he whispers. “i love you forever, im so glad i get to do everything with you. you mean the world to me, pretty girl.”

you smile as you caress his cheek, kissing him softly before pulling away.

you were now one-hundred percent sure of this relationship with vinnie. you didn’t want to lose him, you wanted to be with him forever.

now you get too, thanks to the beautiful ring he put on your finger.

“promise.” you both say in unison, smiling at each other.

this was sooo cute thank you for the request !!!

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[carmenberzattosgf]

yall ever think about edging carmen or is that just me…whether you do it intentionally or on accident he’s going crazy. hips bucking and clutching at the bedding, a groan escaping his throat as you visibly see his cock twitch. he definitely likes it but once he’s had enough he’s either playfully warning you that he’s just gonna go jack off or he’s desperate, whiny and pleading for you to just let him cum -💫

Oh god. I don’t think it happens often because Carmy likes being in control, but when it does….

I’m just thinking about him with a blushed face and chest, panting as sweat forms on his brow. His hair is all over the place, sticking out in multiple directions.

He’s so fucking hard and precum keeps collecting on his tip. You’ve edged him twice now when you grip the base of his cock again. Carmy’s hands instantly clutch at the comforter underneath his finger tips as a pained groan escapes him.

You move your hand slowly, squeezing as you reach the head of his cock. “F-fuck, baby. Shit—“

“Is it wet enough, Carm?”

“I-I-uh,” he stumbles over his words. You don’t let him answer the question, leaning over to let a glob of spit leave your mouth. Carmy hisses when it makes contact.

You waste no time to speed up your movement, and Carmy becomes a moaning mess because of it. His hips buck restlessly against your hand. He can’t take another round of edging. Using your free hand, you gently grasp his hand, taking it into yours. “You’re doing so well for me, sweetheart.”

His fingers intertwine with your own, squeezing hard. “I need to cum. Please, can I? I’ve b-been a good boy.” His voice is desperate, full of arousal. His cock twitches in your grasp.

“That right? You’ve been a good boy?” Carmy nods his head quickly in response, not trusting his words. “Do you think good boys deserve to cum?”

“Fuck—yes. Please—fuck please. I c-can’t take anymore. I-I don’t wanna cum without permission, please,” Carmy whines. He doesn’t care how he sounds. He needs you to let him cum.

“You can cum for me, baby.” As soon as you finish your sentence, Carmy spills over your hand with a deep groan.

“T-thank you. Thank you, sweetheart,” he mumbles out while you continue to gently stroke him through his high.

After this Carmy is definitely okay with you edging him… but only every once in awhile… he would rather edge you let’s be honest here.

[deer-diary-from-hell]

Ik yall don’t fw toon handlers BUT I PUT TOO MUCH WORK IN THEIR DESIGNS

This is why I can’t be trusted with human designs bruh

Michael

He/him

Toon handler of Adam and Eve

in his early 30’s

Adam will describe him as ‘Caring, funny and optimistic’

He loves Adam and Eve equally but dear god does Eve scare the shit out of him

according to him ‘Adam is a handful to deal with, especially when he was first created. Too much energy for me to keep up with to the point I’m surprised he hadn’t completely trashed the place yet, Eve is the opposite, you could say she’s easy to take care of.’

In a relationship with Harry, keeps it a secret but Beth and Adam already knew

Adrianna is his step-sibling. He did a good job mending their used-to-be-broken friendship together

Harry

He/him, They/them

Toon handler of Beth

In his late 30s

Beth describes him as ‘Calm, patient and hardworking’

Beth and Harry had a very rocky start since at first Beth wasn’t exactly ‘nice’ but after awhile (and when season 2 of the show came out) she was behaving a lot better now and became a better person thanks to him

According to Harry “Even though Beth didn’t have a pleasant attitude that doesn’t mean she wasn’t capable to change and I’m glad I was patient enough to see that change.”

In a relationship with Michael

Friends with Adrianna, was the one that convinced her to give Michael another chance

Adrianna

She/her

Toon handler of Lucent

in her early 30s

Lucent describes her as ‘Strict, humble and respectful’

Adrianna is taking good care of lucent. She doesn’t say it and claims she’s just doing it for money but deep down she genuinely cares for this guy and wants to see him succeed in his music career

According to Adrianna “Lucent wasn’t much of a hassle, they can still cause some trouble like getting into an argument with other toons but other than that they are surprisingly aren’t too bad to deal with, over the time I noticed them copy my mannerisms which is cute I guess.”

Aroace (gets hit with a brick)

Used to hate Michael due to some bad family drama that happened which soured their relationship, met and became friends with Harry. It took a lot from Harry to finally convince her to finally talk to Michael after years of no contact of eachother

Thank you for reading and have some fuckass drawings

[starswritingdorm]

Poly headcanons with Trey and Jade?

Trey Clover x F!Reader x Jade Leech sfw polyam headcanons

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It started out with you saying trey which had Jade fuming a little bit since he thought you two felt the same way when you guys first met

Jade was heartbroken when he saw the two of you be so close together and be all lovey doves with each other

He wanted to be trey in all those moments he say the two of you hold hands and kiss in private.

Floyd kinda knew what’s wrong as he say jade sulking when he was taking care of his mushrooms which wasn’t like him

Surprisingly Floyd listened to Jade during this moment when he asked what’s wrong with him.

“Eh? Jade you know you can still confess to her and she might accept”

Jade was confused at first, he didn’t know what he meant by that.

“I can’t Floyd, it’ll ruin our friendship”

“You’re so silly, Jade, you can still date her ya know? It’s called a polyamorous relationship, azul told me about it when we both noticed you being glum”

Jade took the advice surprisingly and went to you soon after.

Once Jade saw you, he blurted everything out.

The way his heart jumped when you said you felt the same and said that you and trey were talking about your crush on Jade and talked more about adding another.

Jade couldn’t stop smiling. He hugged you instantly which warmed his heart. He honestly didn’t think trey would be okay with it but here he is hugging the girl he loved for awhile.

The relationship itself is pretty tame!! Jade and Trey trust each other on another level when it comes to sharing you.

If you want to do a hang out all together, yall go to the botanical gardens for relaxation (and also to take care of the mushrooms Jade has)

One on one dates are always happening. Sometimes you and trey go to mostro lounge for a date to surprise Jade which does work since he stays your serve the whole night

Sleepovers do happen with you in the middle between the two men

Jade and Trey do like to surprise you with stuff they planned out.

Jade and Trey may or may not develop feelings for each other as the relationship continues

They are so cute I love them haha

[mukbangg]

Billy and an ex-outlaw reader who has a bit of ptsd? If you’re still in the market for prompts :)

Omg I have so many of yalls prompts writings in progress....trynna write between school and work. Nonnie, iiiii dk if this is written right might make part 2.

(Me writing during work: you write porn w the same hands you serve coffee ?)

Jesse and his boys were old acquaintances of yours.

Though you never did ride with them, you've crossed paths with their lot quite a few times. What started out as a rivalry had turned into more like friendly competition before you had earned their respect by saving their asses more times you can count.

But when your crimes had caught up to you, resulting in much bloodshed involving your family back at home well...you werent eager to get back in business.

Fact is, you've left your past behind and settled down a little way off a lone town, behind a beautiful spread of a meadow.

A cozy barn, small and snug.

Just like your momma had always wanted.

So when a familiar group of cowboys come trotting through the meadow....let's say you werent all that pleased.

"Jesse,"

You tip your hat at the blonde astride his horse.

"Boys,"

"Well, look who's alive,"

He laughed, swinging off his horse and sweeping you into a crushing hug. You softened with a sigh, patting him on the back.

When you'd decided to settle, he'd kicked up such a fuss, mad that you decided to leave in your prime.

You were like the gang's little sister, or maybe an annoying cousin that swings by every now and then.

"Here lemme introduce you to-"

"Billy,"

You were suddenly aware of the towering fella who had emerged abruptly from the group. Dark curls peeking out from his hat, broad shoulders and a rugged air to him, he was a handsome one. But what takes the cake was his piercing blue eyes, fixed unwaveringly on you.

It would be intimidating if not for how subtly they raked over your body.

"Eyes up here cowboy,"

You mutter to the man lowly, gripping his outstretched hand in a firm shake.

"Replaced me so soon, jesse?"

You turn back to the blonde, raising a brow at him.

"Well doll, Billy heres quite the gunslinger, maybe even better than ya,"

You swat playfully at his chest, a round of laughter rising from the group. Jesse chuckles, before he shrugs, kicking at the ground. You know that look.

"So my boys and I need to lay low for awhile and well..."

He raised his brows at you, a sliver of a sheepish smile on his lips.

"Hell no, jesse, you know I'm out,"

You huffed, shaking your head firmly. Annoyance rises like a whip in your chest, you alway were quick to temper.

"You know that, after what happened...."

"Aw c'mon, just a couple o' weeks? We promise we wont bring you no trouble, we'll even help out-"

You held up a finger, trying hard to maintain your stern facade.

"I cant risk it, such a large group of men, oh I swear to god-"

"Using the lord's name in vain-"

Jesse attempted at a joke before swallowing his words when met with your burning scowl. His group stirs uneasily behind him.

"Just a week?"

Billy's voice rang out. He steps forward, blue eyes pleading as a warm smile crack over his lips. You sighed, ready to turn down his offer.

"Towns people talk, what if they see y-"

"We'll do chores, we'll earn our keep, surely you can use the rest, miss? It's a big place to take care of,"

Now that, was tempting. Your barns not huge but you're only one person, and the day passes quick when you busy about with the chores. And to add on, a group of men you trust does put your worries at ease.

Living away from town always had the threat of robberies and whatnot, especially for a lone girl like yourself. You've hidden pistols everywhere in the house, one slung around your hip, though you're never sure if you'd be able to pull the trigger on someone when it comes down to it...

What a joke, you used to be one of the most feared outlaw with an aim as true as the sky is blue.

Now you cant even stand the sound of your door slamming.

"Fine,"

You finally relented, clicking your tongue with a jerk of your head to allow the group to flood into your house.

They cheered and hollered, Jesse and slapping Billy on the back before heading in.

"G'job butterin' her up Billy boy!"

"Y'better believe I'll be working the lot of you to your bones!"

You huffed after him, before turning back to Billy.

"And you! I swear t'God if any of yall give me trouble I'm coming for you first!"

He leans close, tipping his hat at you with a smirk on his stupidly handsome face.

"Your wish is my command, pretty,"

Billy brushes past, leaving you all flustered and red in the cheeks , with a looming dread that you've got more than a few rowdy cowboys to worry about.

What did your momma used to say?

Butterflies in your damn stomach.

(Haiii I'm lowkey bad at story stuff might make a part 2...? If yall want? Gimme some ideas what you wanna see in part 2 if you want)

[zer0brainc3lls]

Dating Lucifer Morningstar headcanons!!~

(Ugh look at this man I cannot)

(Authors note at the bottom!!)

• at first he would take you on lavish and expensive dates but after a few months he would calm down and have more at home dates, and the occasional expensive one (valentines day, your birthday, etc)

• absolute gentleman. He’s the kinda man to pull chairs out for you and kiss your hand

• covers you with his wings. All the time. It’s not even funny. 😭

• “I got you something while I was out today, I know it’s not much but it reminded me of you! I hope you like it!” Then it more expensive then a months worth of your rent 💀

• Best hugger/cuddler 😔 I mean he’s a DAD. high chance of you or him falling asleep 😭 he’s also VERY warm (wraps his wings around you because duh)

• if you didn’t live together he would message you goodnight, and Goodmorning and if you did live together he would do it in person and if he forgot he would apologise like a million times 😭 (I’m self projecting i do this)

• Good cook, like REALLY good 😻 and would 100% make meals for the two of you just because

• takes very good care of his wings, he takes a lot of pride in them!! And with that he usually doesn’t trust anyone else to do it.. except you tho. He doesn’t mind you doing it!! :D

• since he is the sin of pride he would be a little bit of a show off, with that he would show you off to!! He’s proud to be with you and he wants everyone to know!!

• Forehead/cheek kisses whenever he needs to leave the house or leave your side and a “hey I’m just going ____ I’ll be back darling”

• MASSIVE tease. (In all kinds of ways ;D) on the non s3xual side though he jokes around, play fights (never play fights hard, he knows his strength and would never hurt you) etc etc but couldn’t IMAGINE insulting you. Not a chance.

• “Ladies first!” Kinda man, if your not a lady he dgaf instead he would say “after you!”

• massive switch. That’s all I’m gonna say. 😉

Authors note!!~:

Heyyy!! Sorry for not posting for awhile ☹️ I have no excuse the fanfic writer curse hasn’t got to me yet, I’m just lazy 😭 sorry if this is kinda short!! I’m on holiday rn but I should be coming home tmr!!

WHAT CHARACTER DO YALL WANT NEXT?!?! GO TO MY ASKS OR COMMENT!!

[lbcreations-blog]

Loona x Male Vampire Sinner Reader please?

Oooo vampire neat

Btw my version on what is a vampire from my studies is pretty different so I'm gonna stick with that if you don't mind

Masterlist

𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐩 𝐫𝐚𝐳𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐭𝐡

Loona first met you at a stylish occult. You were both looking for a specific shirt. And when you both saw it there was only one left. Being the gentleman you were, you let loona buy the shirt for herself, and you would wait for the next stock.

A week later she saw you when she was passing the cannibal Connolly. You recognised her but she doesn't recognise you... Sadly.

Then you went to stylish occult again to get that shirt and other stuff. And guess what.. She was there. She was looking at something you also really wanted, so you went up to her. And she didn't recognize you, thinking you were just another customer for the shop.

But when you went to reach for the item

guess what, this item had only one left. Ofcourse you tried to be a gentleman again and let her get it. Which made her recognize you.

After a little of talking back and forth on who should buy it. Loona bought it, and you decided to ask for her number since it seemed yall had something in common and you thought yall could be friends(for now) and she took your number.

(I have no idea how yall get together so 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞)

______________

OK now headcanons

She probably thinks your strength is pretty cool and same goes for your inhansed speed.

She would also probably make a joke on that you might eat her or suck her dry due to you being a vampire.

She might go with you to the cannibal Conley every once in awhile, even though she probably thinks its weird, but she will try not to judge.

She probably asks if you are actually allergic to garlic and you'll just say no cause that's a myth

She probably would bring an extra pear of sunglasses with her when yall go out due to your eyes being so sensitive.

She would also like hanging out with you in the forest since your eyes can't handle 90 degree angles (don't ask me why that is, I'm just going by my research)

She would also love your manners, it is quite a change compared to most demons and sinners in hell.

Blitz will take awhile to trust you cause you are a vampire, which are suspicious creeps. But once he sees you make his daughter happy, he'll slowly warm up to ya.

...............

Well I hope you enjoyed it took me awhile. But, yeah!

[totally-lyrical]

What is different in Crown of conquest compared to the regular COTL universe? (Does Kallamar play any role in that AU?)

WOO I GET TO TALK ABOUT CROWN OF CONQUEST

btw go here for stuff on lamb gift culture in my au it was inspired heavily by op's wedding bells au which yall should totally take a look

ok so first i added a sixth grown, being the crown of amnesia. it's not actually in the land of the old faith, Woolbur's gonna have to go find it elsewhere but its an orange eye :3 (im also gonna write its own fic about it, bc i thought of it awhile ago) but i added another crown so i could justify the last crown having a seven pointed star lol

second, i gave all the other crowns animal forms as well. none of these are set-in-stone, but shamura's crown is a scorpion, kallamar's is either a jellyfish or a locust, heket's is probably a gecko or a salamander, and leshy's is probably a mouse or rat. leaning towards rat. the crown of amnesia is probably gonna be like a really small elephant or smth idk imma need help with that one, but the final crown, the crown of conquest, is gonna be a butterfly.

third, I want woolbur to interract with other lambs. that doesn't mean their people survived, oh no, he gets to meet lambs from outside the old faith. he joins a council of lambs, gathered to protect their kind, and quickly the rest of the council realizes that they placed a very powerful person on the council.

fourth, all of the bishops eventually join him. Narinder is last. in each one he overcomes their domain and gains their trust: for Shamura, they win a war they had no chance in. for Kallamar, they find a cure for a terrible plauge and administers it to all afflicted people in the cult. for Heket, they pull the cult through a great famine, and they even begin to thrive. for leshy, they whack him really hard on the head and runs away. in narinder's case, though, he just proposes to them and they get married lmao

theres a lot more that im going to talk about but these are the main things about it!! im really excited for this au

(also, OF COURSE Kallamar plays a role, hes my favorite guy!!!! hes important!!!!! this may be a narilamb au but i simply could not write anything without including kallamar even if its just subjecting him to minor suffering, also im still looking for more members of Kallamar's polycule so send me an ask if you want your follower oc to date him lol i'll also make a separate post abt it)

[dana-chan-the-control-brain]

Hi Dana and Ceph! I'm sending this to the both of you cuz I'd like to know your opinion (and between the Mimic debate and the "Gregory is evil" thing I trust yall more than youtube theorists X) )

I'm wondering, who do you think the other therapy tapes belonged to? Patient 46 if I'm remembering. What are/were your headcanons about their identity and do you still think that?

I was using that and the one unmasked ending to say that there were two Vannys in a fic/retelling I'm building, but with Vanny and Vanessa being pretty much confirmed 1:1 it's made me all confused.

Ceph already answered this, but I suppose I will too.

Sorry I've been sitting on this one for awhile.

But I guess I should get all my thoughts about Patient 46 out there.

Before the DLC dropped, I would have guessed Cassie was patient 46 and had possible connections to Charlie.

However, post DLC, Having played Ruin, I can say that Patient 46 is NOT Cassie nor does she have any connections to Charlie. Other then then her empathetic nature and wanting to help, but even that's a stretch to connect the two.

She also has no clear connections to the Profile in the therapy tapes. (And I mean behavior profile) so she doesn't match.

So Cassie is ruled out entirely.

Another thought I had was that Patient 46 was Vanny. And a lot of people had similar thoughts when the games came out. But..... No. A lot of the therapists in the way they address 46 are clearly talking to a child. As their feet dangle from the chair, and while it could be a very short woman, Vanny is not short. She's as tall as Vanessa.

The therapists often try to say "you don't know what that means" about rather simple terms or phrases. And often try to be gentle with 46, even when being accusatory as compared with Vanessa's tapes.

(one of them legit says "you need to let this go if you ever want to be happy" to Vanessa...great therapist Fazbear 10/10 .... 🙄 )

While as with 46, they moreso go "I want to talk to you about something....." And then they hit them with the hacker and manipulator stuff.

So Patient 46 is a non-verbal child. All the tapes involve them either making gestures or pointing at things we can't see. Which leads me to believe either... The patient doesn't want to talk to therapists and mistrusts them, is non verbal autistic or went through a deeply traumatizing event and that's why they're in therapy.

Or they're just mute but I think the other are more likely.

My other thought was that it might be Vanessa as a young child....

But that doesn't add up either.

Cause both of these therapists are disappearing at the same time.

One of the therapists (and I think it's the case for all of them) said to not just work with big corporations like Fazbear. They also work in schools.

So when these therapists are dying, in a small population like Hurricane Utah, it makes sense that the therapist they outsource for Fazbear Entertainment will also take a job at the local school if they transfer. Cause both positions need to be replaced.

So... Who else could it be....

Well, there's always a possibility that it's someone we don't know yet. Maybe even the protagonist or a character in Help Wanted 2.

But....

Well...

No.

I don't think so.

It's Gregory.

There's no one else it could be.

In the GGY Story from the books... There's this weird paragraph aside that talks about the school therapists.

How the newest one was like, and how the old ones were like...

And they described their personalities as presented in the tapes. One being strict and a bit full of herself, the other being nice and cheerful, and another one being matter of fact.

These were there therapists at Gregory's school who were going missing.

GGY also connects the Greg in that story to Freddy Fazbear himself, and being a really skilled hacker who cheated to get high scores on arcade cabinets.

Gregory also gives him the alias Dr.Rabbit. most likely in reference to the Scraptrap arcades he plays. And he probably likes the mad robot scientist..... And where he got the idea to upgrade Freddy by Frankensteining parts into him.

Before the DLC I wasn't able to make sense of GGY. Because we'll "Gregory's not a hacker. He follows instructions on a keypad to update Freddy"

But.... In the DLC

Gregory said HE developed MXES......

Sure, there is speculation that Vanessa might have helped him, as he says that Vanessa has access to the building maps and is helping him...... But he said that HE designed the MXES Security System.

Which takes the shape of a Rabbit....

And Patient 46 was told by the therapists to lie about his home life. The therapist did research and find out that 46 had loving parents and lied about it.

We see a trend of that behavior in the GGY Story.... Where Tony, our dumb protagonist, thinks Gregory has super rich and well off parents..... But also admits that Gregory is dirty and cuts his own hair....

Something that just doesn't add up if he had attentive parents. So he probably ran away from home at that point and is squatting at the Plex.

It's unclear if 46 is actually lying about having horrible parents.... Or the background search was incorrect.

Patient 46 also came into contact with someone or something with Rabbit ears at some point.

However, I'm not drawing conclusions that Gregory is being manipulated by Glitchtrap or Vanny at all. Cause the therapist legit says:

"I don't think you're being manipulated here. I think you're the one doing the manipulating...."

.....

All the evidence lines up.

Gregory is GGY and Patient 46. There is no one else it can be.

What we know, he lies fervently about his home life. He ran away from home. He mistrusts adults A LOT. He programed Freddy to basically be his body guard. He's been abducting his classmates to the Pizzaplex. He's been using animatronics to kill his therapist when they get close to him.

And he is manipulating someone with rabbit ears....which could be anyone.... It could even be a Fazbear Technician we don't know or Cassie's Dad.

The only reason Gregory is vulnerable in Security Breach is because Vanessa took Gregory's toys from him, and Freddy experienced a system malfunction on stage so he doesn't answer to him or remembers him anymore.

(I do believe that Gregory genuinely sees Freddy as a friend by the end of the game and not a tool)

And from Vanessa's frustration, she's been hunting down Gregory for a LONG TIME. Not just the night of the in-game events. It's only that night she figures out his name, cause Gregory was good at staying hidden and out of her way since before then.

I don't nessarily think all of this means Gregory is evil.

The MXES being associated with a purple rabbit was the main reason why he was so misleading in FNAF and why a lot of people thought he was the villian at first.

So maybe all of Gregory's behavior is meant to be misleading. He might be an anti hero. In game, he mentions the disappearances at the end and seems concerned about them, despite him causing some of them in GGY and if he's patient 46.

I don't think Gregory is evil.

I honestly see a scared kid, who has been forced to play defensive his entire life. So he lashes out with agression.

An eye for an eye.

"get them before they get me"

Play offensive preemptively, against people who aren't even playing with you.

There is no one else Patient 46 could be at this time...

And I am interested to see what they do with this.

If they just go "he's just evil" like FNAF is prone to do....

That will be a bit disappointing.

Because I do think that there is a way that you can make Gregory like this, and still have it be very interesting.

Because child innocence tarnished by neglect and suffering is a very dangerous thing.

[luvv4j4ybe11]

Spread love to fanfic writers! Answer these questions about your fanfics then send this to 5 other fanfic writers Name a fic you loved writing the most. Name a fic that others loved but you didn’t care for as much. Name a fic you had the most fun writing. Name a fic that you are the most proud of. Name a fic that you wish had gotten more recognition. Name your happiest/saddest/most comedic fics!

Ahhh, tìrey!!😩💕 tysm for sending this in! I hope you’re doing well, mama<3

“A fic that I loved writing the most”:

Tbh probably “how he treats you” bc I could js write down whatever I wanted wit no plot😩✋🏽 yes pls!

“A fic that others loved but you didn’t care for as much”:

Yall..don’t hate me for this one.. but it’s gotta be the “predator/prey” fic I recently posted. I know it took awhile for me to even post it in the first place, and I appreciate the hype it got, but I’m not a fan of it unfortunately 😔✋🏽 I feel like it’s poorly written and I couldn’t fix it no matter how hard I tried💔(aka writers block)

“A fic you had the most fun with writing”:

Oml first fic that comes to mind is “take a seat,yawne”

Like it was something that came to me so quickly and naturally and the way I wrote neteyam in this always makes me 🤭 whenever I reread it. Expect more fics of him bc whew 😩😍

“A fic you’re the most proud of”:

Mmmm..I’m proud of all of my works(for the most part😭) so this is hard to say. But probably this prompt for kinkmas, like the way I connected the two prompts tg was js so mhm😩..✨big brain✨ of me.

“A fic you wish had gotten more recognition”:

Oml right off the bat I’m sayin these two fics: “one”, “two”

These two fics bc they’re my only two wlw fics (for now🤭) and I really loved writing these two fics just to see them get the hype they didn’t deserve. Kinda hurts my heart but it’s ok😔💔

“A happy/sad/funny fic of yours”:

Ok lemme think😭 for my happiest fic I’d say it’s “how he treats you” basically only bc of the fluff that’s in it, but trust there’s more fluff fics to come from me💕.

My saddest fic is most definitely, “with time” ts was so hard for me to write 1.bc it was my first angst fic and 2. Bc its was such a sad idea like😭- but overall I really enjoyed writing angst, and will definitely continue writing it.

And finally my most comedic fic is probably this prompt for kinkmas, only bc of the one dialogue between lo’ak and spider😭 it made me giggle writing it.

Thank you again for sending this in, tìrey pookie<3 it made me so much more excited for when I write more fics, bc I alr know I have sm more to write/do in general. I’m going thru a really bad writers block rn. I hate I’m not being as consistent as a was before. I’m truly trying my hardest to push thru it, but it’s just exhausting. Regardless tho, I’m trying for yall anyway, bc I love how you guys love my works no matter what. Love you all 😚💕

[macabremoons]

find the word tag

am i looking through my tags that I haven't done to tag a moot who said they haven't been tagged in awhile? ..No.

anyway thank you to @serenanymph for the tag! for once the wip won't be daycycle! I totally didn't search through daycycyle because it had more words and only find 1 match what no this was planned from the start. My words are evening, bitter, sample and mutual! Long snippiets cuz yall have already seen pieces of this before.

Evening

I roll my eyes. She acts as if she doesn’t know me. As I was once an intelligent political figure in Rome, sensitive and kind, I have taken many roles during our rivalry. Fooling humans is as easy as a different smile and a new twist on a greeting.   I brush my hair in the mirror. It does not thank me, but that’s my fault for not brushing it for the past three days. Afterwards it is back to its lustrous finish. I darted my fingers through it, pleased. It will be noticed since it’s all white, but I’ve seen others with different hair colors. The lack of color in my cheeks is easily fixable, as in this new age exists “blush.” One would think I am thankful for such an invention, but I find myself more annoyed it didn’t exist before. Take for instance the very mirror I look at. In the past, I lost all ability to look at myself due to those wretched silver mirrors, and now I am presented with the pleasure to stare at my face. To know that this is the same face I have had for centuries and that the only thing that's changed is the light in my eyes. That as much as I want to convince myself that I have aged, that something about me has been worn by time, it is only my soul that has been corroded. Isn't it truly a marvel of modern invention? My phone rings again. I do not answer. I don't bring it with me either as I step outside into the early evening. 

Bitter

N/A

Sample

N/A

Mutual

“Hello, Arsinoe,” he says, voice chipped. “It has not been long enough.” “Trust me, brother, the feeling is mutual.” He glares at me, but I cut him off before he can spout any nonsense. “Cleo has been on my case about you. She says you fell off the face of the Earth. You aren’t picking up her calls.” “She sent you of all people to me? If she was so desperate to see me, she could have come herself.” “Well she doesn’t quite know I’m here.” He sighs, pitching his nose. “Of course. What do you want, Arsinoe? Our business arrangement isn’t very applicable here. I have started no countries in recent date.” “I’m busy doing other things. I have other hobbies, you know.” Julius lets out a low laugh. He walks off and sits down at his table. It’s the only thing not covered in junk. “Sit, if you must. I’m sure whatever tangent you have to say will be tiring to deliver standing up.” As much as I despise doing what he says, I sit down anyway. After all, I can   be civil. More civil than him. Despite the haughty airs he puts on, it's clear from the mess around us that he’s just as imperfect as the rest of us.

Tagging @squarebracket-trick, @leisoree, @rbbess110, @subtlefires, and whoever else wants to join! I TOTALLY DIDN'T FORGET TO PUT WORDS. Your words to find are: kill, save, aid, and burn.

[friendly-neighborhood-arsonist]

Ok so, I personally wouldn't mind if every 10th or 20th post on my dash isn't by someone I follow. However I don't want it to get Facebook or Instagram bad.

I'd also like a toggle that can remove specific posts I've already reacted to (like, comment, reblog, etc). By specific I mean if I like reblog A, the original and reblog B will still show up in my feed but not reblog A.

I'd also like the ability to toggle off my posts being in my feed i made them I don't need to see them again..

I know a lot of tumblr users are mad at this but tumblr IS a company and they do need to make money somehow. More people looking at more posts = more ads = more money.

And yeah if you want to follow meme accounts those are super easy to find. However on one of my other blogs which was a reptile blog I struggled finding people to follow. I had to scour through tags and posts to try and find new accounts, I looked at basically every account recommended to me. It was HARD to find reptile accounts I wanted to follow because I didn't want ANY reptile account. I don't want to see Bob keeping his snakes in tanks way too small for them on repticarpet with one hide and no cover. I don't want to follow an account on my reptile tumblr that posts about their snake every 20th post and other stuff the rest of the time (which you find a lot of those looking through tags). AND I was so sick of my account's super slow growth and tiny reach despite me taking several minutes with each post adding tags.

And before yall come at me, that account was made for education both for people who owned reptiles and those who didn't. The whole point of the account was to teach people. It's not teaching anyone if it's not even reaching anyone!!!!

That blog wasn't like this one that's full of ramblings and reblogs. I would spend like an hour writing and tagging a post for it to get like 3 likes if I was lucky. Even after making dozens of posts and being on the platform for awhile. I've been on Instagram for a much smaller amount of time, have maybe ~25 posts and have a much larger follower amount and engagement rate over there. I get instagram not being the same as tumblr. Trust me I do, and I do love tumblr. But in my experience tumblr is SHIT for creators as it doesn't push their work out to anyone. You know what gets recommended to me time and time again when I check out my for you? Memes, reblogs, rants, general blogging stuff. Art and other "creator" stuff is super rare!! And I follow artists.

I feel like on tumblr if you're a creative you grow at such a snail's pace even if you spend ages doing tags and make high quality stuff. Your only hope is to get a viral post or get picked up my a much more popular blog.

Tumblr is great for people wanting to goof off, rant or be silly not so much for creatives. I can guarantee you the ONLY reason I got any engagement at all on my reptile tumblr was because I stuffed my posts FULL of tags. Which I hate doing!!! But on this account I tag like every 40th post and even the untagged ones get engagement because people see them from my mutuals who reblog stuff.

The algorithmic feed idea sucks, we all agree there.

However if yall can't handle seeing a small amount of posts in your feed from tumblrs you don't follow so they can have a chance at growing that's on you.

Listen if they make it so like every 5th post isn't by someone who follows ill be yelling to staff about it just like you guys. However if they do go through with implementing it I might actually revive my reptile blog because it gives me some hope.

Because @staff is too cowardly…

[mommyhot3lbows]

i just hope that he didn't go through the same thing as me.

so i think i've told yall about my uncle who's getting a divorce and my cousins are staying at our house every 2 weeks or so, and then my mom was like telling my wan about how frustrated and how my cousin should be patient in taking care of his brother. idk why but i don't agree with her statement, maybe because deep down i see a lot of similarities of me in him. i kept quiet for awhile but deep down i really understood how frustrating it is. when ur siblings just throwing out their tantrum and shit and u're doing everything that you can, but somehow its just not working. like idk what he's thinking inside his head, but i think i can feel how he felt. how tired, and frustrating and denial about how he, a 9 y/o need to be patient in raising his siblings when it should've been him playing and enjoy his life as a 9 y/o.

then my mom and wan proceeded to somehow explain how he need to be patient in order for my uncle to do his work for money, which is true but it went wrong when suddenly they relate it to their mom, about how she left my uncle bcs of money and lowkey mocking her, which i know its true but i feel like that part shouldn't have been told to them, at this age at least. umi called me out and said that im wrong as they need to explain on why my uncle need to work for the money to the kids so that my cousin would understand and also not be influenced by their mom. idk, if she ever tell bad things to them, i feel like they won't really trust them 100%. i know my cousin is smart enough to see how my uncle took care of them and not just discredit his efforts and trust his mom completely. its a battle of which side suffered more, and in the eyes of the kids, its hard, because you love them equally, but there's always this part of flaw you hated. which is understandable, we're all human.

i feel like the explaining part should've been without the mocking part, you know? i mean if i was a 9 y/o, overwhelmed with my parents divorce and knowing that the burden to take care of my 2 other siblings and have both sides of the family mocking each of ur parents out, i would not be listening and hearing all of that. i mean, if i was him, i wouldn't want anybody to talk shit about my parent, whom i love both of them equally, although each have their own flaws. until now, actually. maybe that's why i stopped my mom from saying that to my cousin, because i see myself in him.

i just hope he doesn't live the way i live back then, he deserves so much better.

[transinclusionary]

You saw a post about homophobia against gay men and your first thought was “they must have done something to deserve it” and that’s horrifying

*white gay men. literally, you brought up homophobia as a joke, i explained why those jokes are being made as a form of catharsis. you screenshot multiple black ppl who were most likely gay/trans making a JOKE.

black/brown people HATE white gay people because of how oppressive y'all's presence is in this community. whenever we say "gay person" you think of a gay man, but brown/black gay people are either celebrities or anomalies. a white gay man told me he was pro-life, that i was a slut, i was a drug addict, and george Floyd deserved what happened to him. ive been called a nigger by a white trans woman and heard a white lesbian say nigga in a song. a common phrase on grindr is "no fats, no femmes, no blacks, no Asians." white gays need more accountability and if that means a couple of generalized "homophobic" jokes to get the point across that we are TIRED of being treated as second class citizens in a community we helped create. these jokes are because of how many straight black women have been PERSONALLY victimized by white gay men. white lesbians are the majority of terfs but no one ever wants to bring race into these discussions because it makes them uncomfy.

literally i have been bullied out of my high school GSA and it set me back 2 years with me coming out of the closet. we have to deal the with racism from straight people and gay people who think they're exempt from racism because they like the same gender?? fuck that i hate white gay people. i haven't ever had a white straight friend but i have had white gay friends. they make you care about them and the second you're in an argument they fall back on their whiteness and leave. the racism in the lgbt community is RAMPANT and you're fucking stupid if you don't see it. my trans best friend says she hates gay people because of how much she has been harassed by white gays about her gender presentation. you dont get to fucking microagression us to death then say "you negros are being homophobic!1!" when we vent about how we hate the climate of the lgbt community.

white gay men are white men ABOVE ALL ELSE. the second yall got rights you shut the door behind you. that's why so many white gay men are conservatives. you guys are TOOLS for white supremacy with how much you command discussions of civil rights in black/brown online and irl spaces. it's oppressive and honestly? i would rather talk politics with white straight people because at least i know they'll stab me in the back