#but in a realer sense no i dont

[separatist-apologist]

Ok FINE, twist my arm. I will descend with you into the rowaelin era. You reminded me of all the filth we could have had with that nightgown scene.

I just got there and the way they kiss once and then ???????? made me scream like FINE OKAY GUESS I NEED TO WRITE A FIX IT BECAUSE ROWAN HELLO KNOCK KNOCK WHERE IS YOUR [REDACTED] PLEASE SIR IMMORTAL WARRIOR ALWAYS BRAGGING ABOUT BEDDING FEMALES CAN YOU BED THIS ONE TOO??

[nina-ya]

Do you think Law knows that he is extremely attractive? 😎

absolutely thats why his closet is 90% apparel that can be unbuttoned so he can always show off his body and make you melt

[bbrattywise]

SEEKING VALIDATION FROM THE 3D IS SOOOOO LAST SEASON

HEAR YE! HEAR YE! ladies & gents, boys, gals & non-binary pals, i present to you another post brought by urs truly, @bbrattywise : this post was ib: this reddit story

anywho, intros done, let's cut straight to the chase, i think the reason why most ppl struggle with validating themselves from the imagination is we're scared its "lying to ourselves" & its "being delusional" *red buzzer to both answers because those are FAR from right!!*

1) the imagination is REAL, realer than this reality in a sense that whatever u persist in the imagination will quite litreally materialise into ur 3D (because thats litreally how the law of assumption works. You assume in ur imagination/4D and it materialises into the 3D, ya get me??) So no matter what, ur dominant thoughts/assumptions (a.k.a ur dominant thoughts u persisted in ur imagination whether thats being tiktok famous or having ur dream yacht) have no choice but the manifest into the 3D.

2) u not feeling happiness/any sort of positive emotions when visualising/imagining living in end w/ ur desire ≠ it being fake. Because obviously, u having something = u being quite used to it so ofc u are not gonna feel all giddy everytime u think about it. Thats totally normal!! that is the same principle for experiencing "negative emotions". You experiencing any sort of emotion doesn't change the fact that you ALREADY HAVE ur desires in ur imagination, so chillax buttercup! you are not doing anything 'wrong'.

3)"but how do i imagine having my desires?" pls dont overcomplicate yall, i swear its as easy to do as it is to say. Basically pick what u want & acknowledge it being in ur imagination. For example, whenever i be stressing about the 3D i be like "oh yea, i already have it in the imagination which is my true reality" and go about my day. Its as easy as thinking, think as u already have it (because that is quite litreally the case). As Neville Goddard says "creation is finished" which i love falling back to whenever i am in doubt because once you've imagined ur desire, thats it. Thats all you gotta do.

4) find ways to make ur imagination ur fun place. When i started utilising the imagination, i was like "huh, wdym i can litreally imagine WHATEVER?!!" lemme tell u, the imagination is limitless!! It's like playing sims 4 without the restrictions put in place by the developers. You make DA MF RULESSSSSS!! Wanna visualise owning a pet dragon?? the sky's the limit!! its so fun picking things & living out ur imagination knowing that it materialises into the 3D regardless <3

the law of assumption (though a mundane, universal law) is such a beautiful thing to be aware of so utilise this information. Don't dwell in old circumstance because you're scared of change. Trust me, take this leap of faith and really have fun with the law of assumption. After all, its practically a life cheatcode, might aswell use it, right?

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[etherealkissed88]

you are always embodying a version of you 🍭

“ive been feeling stuck for 2 years” -> embodying that state

“its not gonna manifest” -> embodying that state

“she still didnt text me back” -> embodying that state

when you assume its nothing is changing, you are simply embodying that version of you who believes that. you are always embodying a version of you out of the infinite versions of you that already exist.

there is no “original” state or “realer” state. even if the state is expressed in the imaginary 3d, it is not “realer” than any other state. we know the 3d is neutral and doesnt mean anything so giving value to something in the 3d makes no sense.

remember that you are the self that occupies states. these states mean nothing without you. states are useless bubbles without you embodying/occupying it. even when you embody them they are nothing bc you always assign meaning.

next time you feel like youre ���stuck”, know its all just a state and theres nothing to be afraid of. states are below you, states need you, you (self) dont need states. you are beyond these “im stuck” states. there is no “struggle,” there is only states being embodied. you can simply embody another state (regardless of the 3d). be the desired version of you.

when you feel stuck:

know its only a state, you are always embodying a state (so theres nothing to be afraid of bc its just a state) and identify the state you are currently embodying that doesnt serve you

embody a different, better state via deciding or techniques + fulfill

its so simple. it seems harder because you think what the human self is experiencing in the 3d is the “real” thing when in reality, none of it is real (bc everything is neutral) and you choose what to experience and you are instantly any version if you that you choose.

the funny thing is that while you search for answers “outside” of you, the solution is literally the version of you you are embodying. you are the problem and solution. you see how you always have full control even when you dont realize it? something that helps me is: if i was this desired version of me, would i care about (blah blah)? that helps me embody a more beneficial state.

once you embody a version of you, its done. its already yours. creation is finished yes? remember how i said there are always infinite versions of you? exactly. you arent creating anything, you are only being. so once you become a version of you, everything changes and that is who you are. there is nothing else to do but know its done bc it is. stop falling into the “im stuck” loop and know that is only what youre embodying.

be sexy and change states 💋🍫

kisses, jani ☆

[maletofujoshi]

i guess it makes sense that my at present diet feels weird. i don't really have the time to eat the way i did at home... ouuuughhhh i should make more daals and stuff though i miss that shit so bad. i have kidney beans as well... i need to do some meal prep so i dont end up having days where all i ate was like. jam on bread and then noodles. i need to eat realer food ive just been lazy... indian food is annoying to prepare by urself and then only for urself!! so ive just not been making any. like whats the point of the effort if im not even eating it with someone. i need to start dating for this express purpose.

[venranae]

If they kill spinner

Y’ALL WILL HEAR ME

Only thing keeping me from sinking under this ice burg that’s WEIGHING ON MY CHEST I CANNOT

STOP KILLING BAD BITCHES JUST FOR THE PLOT THAT MAKES NO SENSE OR HAS NO REASON FOR THEM TO DIE THE SHOCK VALUE IS MAKIN MY MENTAL ILLNESS REALER

Oh yall can already hear me bc of Shigaraki bc that mf is quite literally one of my favorite characters of all time now tell me how the same man that created said character is also so bad at writing conclusions that he fumbled the bag so badly (as of rn. He better fix that shit in the next chapter or you guys will see my name on the news). If he ends up doing the same to spinner my assumption that he just has no idea what he's doing will be confirmed and i will be the nastiest most toxic tumblr hater the world has ever seen. I promise you that. Dont underestimate a girl with autism and no emotional regulation skills that takes fictional characters very seriously. Spinner get behind me NOW

[2percentsugar]

But also in a way i feel like i dont really get to tlk about fatphobia or even count as fat BC im in that range where like. i can still easily find clothes in normal stores and (after the weight loss mentioned) have never had doctors mention my weight, although my BMI is still probably "clinically obese."

However in another much realer sense i feel like literally everyone is impacted by fatphobia and has a valuable perspective on it. i once had a friend who was really skinny (like me she would get too anxious to eat, but her body handled it differently) (In low calorie mode my body stores fat #LikeaFamineboss 😎) (which is really cool and nice of it btw) and she told me stories exaclty like the ones i had abt growing up fat except she was skinny. Kids constantly tormented her for having a weird body and adults constantly were telling her what she should or shouldnt eat, just under the guise of "staying" rather than "becoming" skinny. and i feel like. that is also being affected by fatphobia just in a diff way

By the way like once i moved out of my abusive home and was able to intuitively eat* i lost like 45kilos/100 lbs but due to the nature of intuitive eating never even noticed this until a doctor weighed me and congratulated me profusely while making fatphobic comments about all their Other Patients who didnt put in the same work. This i feel is a metaphor of some kind

[clumsyclifford]

hello my darling bella! i haven't send you an essay in a while so. hi 😌

firstly i have a book rec which i know doesn't make too much sense but just in case you find yourself needing a book i think you would really enjoy loveless and/or radio silence but alice oseman. both very much have a vibe of friendship is romance (or at least both are very focused on friendship) and that reminded me of you!

i also meant to ask if you watched falcon and the winter soldier yet? since all the eps are out?

have you ever listened to achilles come down? it's the current most likely candidate to become my most listened to song this year

how's the baseball season going? i only ever see bits of what you say in the club and it makes no sense to me so i thought i'd ask 🙈

ooh also i had a very interesting experience recently: was driving home and someone cut me off in a very shitty way and i honked at them. bc i am Me that was the first time in nearly 3 years of driving that i used the horn. so that was fun i'm very proud of it 😌

okii rambling time is over i love you!! -fiancee

hello my darling fiancee!!!

you know i have heard about alice oseman but i’ve never looked up these books. loveless really does look up my alley tbh i’m down to read that i love a friendship book esp if it’s also queer thank u for the rec

 ahahaah no i have not in fact watched it i have no excuse for why not. maybe later this week when i need a procrastination tactic i’ll put it on. i did finish watching new girl so now i have nothing to watch but then again i have been re-listening to the adventure zone which is Kind Of a thing, BUT that’s not a show i can watch so i am still seeking one of those. the only thing is tfatws is the kind of show i would have to like pay attention to and get invested in. usually i watch a sitcom so i can just like spend an easy ten or twenty minutes having a laugh. anyway point being i haven’t watched it, i know i should, i’ll get around to it eventually...probably

yeah i’ve heard it once or twice! it’s a good song idk it’s nothing special to me personally but i like it, i know a lot of people really like it, i know ainslee’s been listening to it a lot. very exciting for you though i love that for you it’s so nice finding a song like that

ahhh baseball season ! well. it is going. it is definitely going. at the current moment my team(s) are not uhhh. they aren’t THRIVING. nats played their (my) archnemesis team the ph*llies yesterday and the ph*llies won which was a real blow to my self-esteem but we’re playing them again today and i have all my fingers crossed i absolutely refuse to lose to that fucking blood traitor br*ce h*rper again i will rage. and today the mets beat the orioles SEVEN to one which is just tragic. to be fair though the orioles are not like a super good team and they’re also not My team the way the nats are but like, still a bummer, nobody wants to lose to the mets. bc like fuck the mets. real talk tho if the nats lose to the phillies again i will just die

hot damn!!!!!!! first time for everything!!!!! i love that for you lol i’ve used the horn a couple times it’s not my favorite but sometimes you just gotta. proud of you for sticking up for yourself and your car god i miss driving

thank u for the essay i have missed receiving them!!! love youuuu

[kanmom51]

Can I just say that I have always found Jimin's vlive in Tokyo so odd in that everyone knows there was someone in the room, but there is still not a consensus as to who it was.

I've seen people say it may have been a girl he was dating, in a relationship with, or even a girl he just decided to bring up to his hotel (maybe a friend or even a one night stand), and while these are possible, I think logically, these are options I think have the least amount of possibility.

If the person was a girlfriend or a woman he was dating, odds are Hobi and Tae would know about her being in his room, which would make you think they would avoid his room at all cost, but that was not the case. Even if the boys didn't know about a woman being in the room, the way that Hobi clearly looked into Jimin's room, saw the person, and still pursued going into his room and even leaving the camera with him, tells me that it was not someone the boys feared Jimin could get in trouble for/have a scandal about if it were revealed that the person was in the room. This person could have easily made any noise; they could have sneezed, coughed, or laughed, and Jimin is potentially looking at a career ending scandal. However, both Tae and Hobi didn't seem too concerned with this.

Also, if it were just a female friend, I think that same fear would be there. If fans were to hear anything that sounded remotely like a woman's voice, they would have automatically assumed Jimin was in a relationship with this person because they were alone in a hotel room together and clearly trying to be secretive.

Another theory I've seen is that it was a male friend of his that traveled there, but I think that if it were, Hobi and Tae would have respected that and wouldn't have cut into the limited time Jimin would have to hangout with this friend since he is so busy. So, using this logic, I think the person was someone Hobi and Tae knew and were comfortable with judging by how freely they acted with Jimin in their presence, not someone that would be too shocking for Jimin to have in his room because I doubt Hobi or Jimin would ever take the risk, and wasn't someone that Jimin had a limited amount of time with since Hobi and Tae were okay with cutting into the dinner/hangout they were having together.

That's all I really wanted to say, this vlive was just so odd to me that I need to vent a little to try and make sense of it.

What a Vlive that Tokyo Vlive was, lol.

Super sus, super cheeky. Hobi with his "oh Jimin"'s, JM with his obvious "there's someone in the room with me off camera" behaviour, including his kind of obvious sexual innuendos.

I would say that Hobi and Tae's behaviour during the live kind of clarify the person there was someone they knew and kind of trusted not to be problematic. Furthermore, Hobi's teasing, it wouldn't have happened if it wasn't someone like that. Hobi was teasing JM, but also that other person present. He wouldn't have done that if that was a woman or someone he was not highly familiar with. Nor would he have left the Vlive camera with JM and run off. The feel I got from Hobi was kind of teaching JM and his partner in crime (cough, JK, cough) a lesson (the way JM repeatedly asks if he's seriously leaving him with the camera was hilarious). And Tae cruising in and out of the room freely, indifferent, like nothing's up, kind of also says it all too.

Lest us forget that that very same night, after midnight, JK and JM's Own it clip was released to air for all of us to see.

Coincidental timing? I think not, especially telling by JM's cheeky behaviour during the Vlive.

Anyway, here are a couple of posts I wrote on the matter too:

So yeah anon, I agree that the likelihood of it being anyone but someone within their inner circle is really slim or even non existent.

[paintingformike]

been seeing a lot of the bi mike vs gay mike debate again lately and i still stand by my word that this all feels like needless fighting to me because for one, i personally dont think theyre going to put a label to his sexuality, theyre likely only going to confirm that he reciprocates will’s feelings. i feel like the way people have been talking surrounding this discourse makes it seem like you guys expect one interpretation to end up winning over the other at some point when its possible that they could leave all that ambiguous 😭 and second, either way, hes going to be queer and neither sexuality is going to make his love for will any less realer than it is. why do people keep trying to push that their perspective “makes more sense” or is more realistic and invalidating what other people have picked up from the show (like insisting that he absolutely did not feel any attraction/have any feelings for el at all, he could still have actually liked el/developed a crush that wasnt that deep and it would still not change the fact that his romantic feelings are directed towards will now! it aligns with the stancy/mileven parallels too, nancy did like steve at some point but she never LOVED him). it ultimately doesn’t matter, both sides of the argument have points that make sense to mike’s actions and inner conflicts and i could see either bi mike or gay mike being true but stop acting like only one or the other is the rigidly correct interpretation of his character. mike being bi isnt bad and wont make his feelings for will less genuine (cause it feels like *some* people dont feel secure enough in byler endgame if they dont manage to completely prove that mike never felt anything more than platonic towards el and insisting it as the only explanation for his character that makes sense), and mike being gay wouldnt be bad either (ive seen some people say that gay mike truthers are trying to “erase” the love/care he has for el? which is weird because he doesn’t have to have actually developed attraction or romantic feelings for her to be able to genuinely love her and care about her well being, nobody was trying to insinuate otherwise). another post i didnt intend to end up being this long but i was starting to get irritated and what im trying to put out is that either route that they’d take with mike would still be good queer rep so why feel the need to argue over which one is actually true!!

[bbrattywise]

YOU ARE NOT AN IMPOSTER

Have you ever been affirming, e.g. "i am a master shifter", & read shifting success storytimes & feel like you're just 'faking it till you make it??' then this post is for you.

I want to make an emphasis that just because u dont see something in ur 3D, doesnt mean you dont have it.

You may be thinking now "but bbrattywise, wdym?? if i dont see something then it obviously means it isnt there" but some of yall need to realise that your imagination will always be the 'realer' reality. It will always be the reality that is reflected onto the 3D, it will always be the reality that is present whereas your 3D reflects past/dominant assumptions.

So next time u read a success story, dont think "i feel like im faking having xyz" or think "i feel like an mposter" because you ARENT. Just like everyone else who has xyz, you have it aswell!!

Just because you cant see it physically in ur 3D, doesnt mean u dont own it. When i say, keep persisting in ur imagination & it will materialise into ur 3D, i aint kidding!!

Im gonna use the parcel analogy for example. You have ordered (decided) ur package (ur desire) & you know its yours, right? you dont look at other people with the same desire & think "damn, why dont i have it", you think "i have already ordered xyz & know its mine and i will see it soon".

au: im sorry this post was all over the place, i am writing this inbetween my studying pomodoro 😭 but i hope this post makes sense in a way u can utilise what im saying ^_~

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[slaygentford]

I've never seen The Boys - can you expand on what you mean?

I mean I think first of all, one (hopefully) just becomes a better creator over time. which is most of it. also, the boys is an adapted work, so everything is basically already laid out for him, which obviously makes the whole situation of plotting out a season neater. that’s WHY the boys is a more successful project than spn. as for the HOW idk it’s harder to pinpoint. I think I noticed two main things. one, there’s not a lot of room for interpretation as a result of sloppiness in the boys. what I mean by this is everything in the production is tight enough that there’s no continuity problems which lead to bigger questions the show didn’t intend to ask. as exemplified by dean having no female romantic interest for like 5 years or whatever until they had written themselves into a corner with it. every plot knows where it’s going and knows what it wants to be and how to execute it. nothing really slips through that stuck out to me. it’s not genius tv but it’s perfectly passable. 

the second thing rly is like. the fact that this dude creates characters like he’s playing with GI joes. and he didn’t create the characters in the boys, he just translated them. so mr America I genuinely just forgot his name, mr America is like, sociopath mommy issues. and everything about him reflects that. there’s room for questions WITHIN that (is he capable of love, was he truly hurt by x y or z event) but the question is never one of IF HE IS THAT THING AT ALL. does that make sense. he never wears a ring that, say, looks like his mother’s wedding ring, raising a lot of questions about how he’s really positioned in his family. this is never an issue the writers accidentally create on the boys. you never ask if there’s some second, hidden mr America that the narrative isn’t aware of. because his character is very solidly what it is. 

again I think w dean specifically, I wanna define success and failure real quick as I'm using these words. success is when you make the thing you wanted to make. failure is when you do not make the thing you wanted to make. in this way, dean is probably, honestly, Kripke’s BIGGEST fucking failure. and it’s because he tried to pack too many things INTO dean, which I've talked about before. has to be all these deeply performative things and so instead of multiplicity making those things seem realer, it makes them seem much faker. mr America simply is LESS THINGS than dean. he’s more confined and therefore more DEfined. but dean is a mom and a dad and a brother and a slut and empty and full and he hates himself and he’s angry and he’s kind and he’s insecure and he’s secure and and and. you see. but mr America is quite simply a narcissist who has real feelings sometimes. 

in this way, the characters on the boys? successful. far less interesting. but far more successful 

this is my last thing and I dont have a thesis or anything, but billy bones or whatever his name is, Karl urban, and the weedy guy. their dynamic is very plainly EXACTLY what Kripke INTENDED for dean and cas. it is absolutely insane to watch dean and cas -- the failed version of this buddy cop dynamic in his other work -- after seeing the version he wanted become realized later in his career. absolutely insane. dark mirror shit

[kweebtrash]

Kinktober #3: Face Sitting (M)

Pairing: Hongseok x 2nd Person Reader

Summary:  Some kinda realer scenarios where not everyone can cum easily or have those magic orgasms but face sitting/riding may do the trick. Also Honk is excited for his victory

Word Count: 2k

A/N: I know kinktober is supposed to be S p i c y TM but idk, sometimes i just want some sugar, spice, and everything nice.

Kinktober Prompts by @immabiteyou​

You always had a problem with cumming. You had no idea what it was but nothing, no matter how hard you tried, took you over that edge. There may have been some small tremors here and there and you definitely werent asking for an over the top bone rattling orgasm at this point. Just ANYTHING would be fine. It always weighed on the back of your mind, especially knowing that Hongseok tried his absolute fucking damndest to make sure you felt good.

And you did. The way his strong hands roamed over your body, spreading fire throughout your skin, always made shivers zip throughout. His kisses were full of healing magic; those soft, sweet plump lips could cure any bad day but also ignite the dirtiest of feelings to where you ended up clawing at each other. His body-well that was a given- the boy woke up and looked at his abs first thing in the morning, every morning. He was obsessed with being fit (sometimes too obsessed) and there was a prying thought of self consciousness that popped into your head every once in awhile. Comparing the way you looked on his arm to his being in general sometimes made you feel like you werent good enough for him. But that surely couldnt have be part of the problem.

Because here he was, once again devoted to your body and full of determination. He knew you enjoyed fucking, the act of being close to him in of itself was always special and exciting. It was just your stupid body that wouldnt react. It was like your brain was screaming in pleasure but your body was just like ‘meh, gonna take the one thing you desire the most and just not do it’.

Maybe there were a few traumatic things that had to be worked through, sure, but Hongsi was the only man you had every fully trusted to never let you down. He knew almost immediately the first few times you had faked it, and it offended him, but you explained the annoyance at yourself-which was a bit hard to say the least.

“I loved it. I felt great, seriously i did. The only part that was faked was…"the end.”

And why? Because you were used to it. Because it was ingrained in you to do it; always making the man feel like he had done an amazing job-except this time Hongseok actually had. From the first time to the most recent. He never failed but you did.

He wanted honesty from that point on. He wanted to work on things, try everything under the sun; from restraints, to wax, to toys, and positions that were sometimes almost impossible. But it remained a puzzle the two of you couldnt solve. Tonight didnt seem to be any different save for the fact that you had taken up residence on his face like it was a goddamn throne. His tongue was diving so deep inside you, filling you with a nice warm, wet, thickness that made the pit of your stomach clench. He had eaten you out before, that was one of the first things he tried in an attempt to make you cum, but it had never occurred to either of you to actually try face sitting. Why? Who knows. Sometimes the simplest of things slip the mind and perhaps the whole time the two of you had been overthinking it.

But with all the gadgets and gizmos and positions that made you feel like you were in a yoga class thrown out the window, you found your nails digging into the wall that you had been supporting yourself on. The scratching forced chips of paint to crumble from the wall though it was nothing compared to how fast the headboard was thumping against it. Your thighs were burning but you continued rolling your hips like it was your job. Hongseok spurred you on as he seemed to enjoy this just as much as you were. Perhaps he was enjoying it much more.

He was growling, sometimes snarling, as he paired flickers of his tongue with hot open mouth kisses to your heat and nibbles to any sensitive area he could reach, especially the junction of your inner thighs. While your fingers dug into the wall, his dug into your hips, your ass, your back, marring you with the blunt indentations of his short nails and leaving streaks of red in their wake. You were sure he had barely come up for air and the one second you pulled away to make sure he was okay he forced you right back down to his lips with his nose brushing against the bundle of nerves that had awakened with desire. You were feeling all of your lower muscles tighten to the point where your legs almost felt numb but it was all worth it.

Hongseok slid his tongue through your folds once more, the tip of it teasing your hole that you though he had finally given a break to. The slow and lazy drags, however, were making you shudder just as much as the fast ones and covered your frame with everlasting tingles. Your free hand gripped onto his sweat soaked hair as you tried to level yourself. Holy shit, was this really it? Was this really the time were it would happen? Oh god, you werent ready. Well you were- in the sense that you had been waiting for this for YEARS with him-but also you werent exactly sure what it would feel like. Would this be one of those tiny ones that just felt like a relaxing exhale or one of those wild porn ones that were so ridiculous? Were you really going to scream in ecstasy and feel like you were going insane? Hell yes you were.

“H-Hong,” you choked out as he suctioned his lips around your clit while his thumbs spread your lower lips wide apart. “I think it-it’s happening.”

His eyes flung open, wide and flickering with undertones of amber within the dim beside lamp’s light. “Whats happening?” The words came out in muffled jumbles as he refused to pull away.

“You know…it. The…the thing.”

He finally pulled away as bewilderment spread across his face. “You mean like you feel like youre gonna cum?”

“I-i think so? I mean…im assuming that’s why everything feels so tense, like im gonna explode. That’s what happens right?”

“I think its different for everyone. I get tense too, but then i feel all warm and get kinda snuggly and hold onto you tighter.” He did and it was the cutest fucking thing ever.

“Well im hoping this is it.” You sighed.

“Dont start thinking about it now or you’ll lose focus. Just concentrate on me, babe. Just like before, yeah? Can you ride my face some more?”

“You really like this dont you?” You peered down at him and giggled.

“Baby, you were literally born to sit on my face, i swear it. It sounds stupid and fuckboy-ish, I know, but Ive never wanted this so bad until i felt you grind against my lips.”

Red flushed your cheeks and you looked away in an effort to hide your sudden shyness. Hongsi just chucked and placed the gentlest of kisses to your clit. “On me. Focus.” He reminded you again and you exhaled deeply, letting your mind go as much as it had before. Through the painful numbness in your bent legs that surrounded his head, you pushed on, wiggling your hips in a teasing way that earned a small smack to your ass. The sting made you jump but feel ever so much naughtier. It kick started your chaotic grinds again which welcomed the harsh thrusts and lewd slurping. It was almost embarrassing to hear how wet your were from both your cum and his tongue but in a weird way it gave you a sense of pride and reassurance that this felt amazing.

More pressure built up within your system and you found yourself short of breath now. You swallowed hard and tried to recoup but it was all for naught as your heart thundered so loud you could hear it in your ears. You had managed to make the headboard slam harder against the wall, the top of the filigreed wood leaving its own mark in the paint much like your nails had. Your thighs tightened and you could feel him smile into your skin. He fucking loved the way you seemed so close to crushing his skull if you actually could. The yanking of his hair to shove him closer, as if it were possible at this point, also had him lifting his head as your hips dipped and the very tip of his tongue hit something inside you just as it curled.

And then you let go. Almost so fast from everything that Hongseok had to press his hands into your lower back to prevent you from tossing yourself back completely. You were shaking, your knees digging into the pillow beneath his head. Your hands that had found safety in the wall and his hair now flailed and searched for something to hold onto but it was like they couldnt. You had lost all control. Your brain was fuzzy. Your body was fuzzy. But best of all you felt wave after wave of clench and release with your first full orgasm.

He finally let you go and you collapsed to the wayside instantly curling against his side. He pulled you into his arms and speckled your head with kisses as he squeezed you tight. He was patient and waited for you to come down though he was absolutely beaming with pride. “That was…not how i imagined it would feel like but holy shit.” You managed to finally say.

“Fuck yeah!!” He said victoriously and he raised his hand for a high five. You couldnt help but laugh at his dorkiness and return the gesture. The excitement and happiness between you two was unfathomable. You didnt want to say that this was the best night with him just because you finally came. There had been plenty of other times where he made you feel so perfect and precious and completely in love with him that you almost cherished that more. But tonight was definitely like top five material.

“Im happy i could finally do this for you…” He returned to seriousness and you sighed as you began to wipe away traces of your cum from his face.

“Im sorry if you felt like i put pressure on you. I never meant-”

“Nah, it wasnt you. It was me. You know how i can sometimes be a perfectionist and i know its not like the end all be all of our relationship but…i dont know. I always felt like you deserved to feel good and happy. Like you just deserved…everything.” He shrugged and pretended to take more interest in plucking away a stray hair from your shoulder.

The guilt you had accumulated over the years suddenly lessened and you realized that it wasnt just about making you feel good sexually. It was actually, as cliche as it sounded, about bringing you two closer together in devotion and fulfilling a fantasy. The warmth in your body returned but for a different and cheesy romance movie kinda reason and you snuggled closer to his chiseled chest.

“Thank you…” You whispered. “For not being annoyed or giving up on me and helping me work through whatever was holding me back.”

“It’s what im here for, right? I think i’d be a shitty boyfriend if i wasnt.”

“Well you got that right.” You tilted your head up and kissed him gently, tasting the aftermath on his lips. “You better go wash your face before it gets all sticky.”

“That can wait. Besides i was kinda wondering if….” The both of you looked down at his cock, knocking your heads in the process. It never failed for the two of you to have an idiotic moment but he definitely needed to be rewarded after this.

[roseworth]

im having a lot of thoughts that im going to try to articulate in a way thats not just "waahhh my favorite character wasnt included enough :("

something that bothers me about tts is that it feels like eugene was never included as much as he should be. like he clearly was not the biggest victim of not being taken seriously by the plot, but it just bothers me that he didnt have a bigger role. the argument of the creators is always that the story was about rapunzel and cass, but like... why?

obviously eugene was a main character in the movie, that cant be debated. and the show is based on the movie, so you would think that he would have a main role in the show? he wasnt necessarily pushed off to the side like he didnt exist, but he didnt have as big of an effect on the plot as he should have. i can only think of a few times he directly affected the overall main plot, which seems kind of unfair? the story should have been much more about his arc too. every time he had the chance of having a major plot point it felt like it was pushed aside (cough cough dark prince)

it feels mostly like the creators only cared about cass and her problems rather than any of the other characters. if it was an original show then like, fine yeah if you have a character you want the show to focus on then thats fine. but the problem is that its not an original show, its a show based on a movie where eugene is a main character. and in the movie there is a focus on eugene's character and his arc and his feelings, so it feels wrong for the show to NOT focus on any of that.

im not gonna turn this into just cass hate, so im only gonna say that she had a bigger role than she should have with just the idea of her character. like i said, she wasnt in the movie. of course, im not saying that the only characters that matter were the ones in the movie, but by season 3 it seemed like cass was the only character that the writers cared about, which isnt really a good look for a show based on a movie that she wasnt in, especially when eugene is completely pushed to the side in favor of cass.

maybe im just mad bc it feels like eugene gets ignored despite being a main character idk. it kinda feels like he got the "kristoff frozen 2" treatment where he was ignored despite being a good character with a potential for a really good arc (dont even get me started on kristoff bc that makes me so upset). i dont care but in a much realer sense i care a lot.

tl;dr: eugene was a central character in the movie so it would make sense for him to be a central character in the show but it feels like he wasnt taken as seriously as he should have been :(

[scandeniall]

haikyuu characters as meg the stallion lyrics

a/n: a shit post that been sitting in the drafts for weeks now. sorry for making all 3 of u who wanted this wait. Tagging @trish-writes bc she been posted hers for flo milli and im so late 

Karasuno

Hinata: “Im at grand lux eatin a caesar salad with my sugar daddy’”  (when Kenma invltes him over.) 

Kageyama: “outta any bitch im the hardest in the litter” or “got that big budget with no major deal” // (cause yall know how his ass got invited to the training camp? ENOUGH SAID)

Tsukki: “You was already mad, I’m just adding somethin’ to that” (fight him. lives for pissing folks off)

Daichi: “bitches acting shitty, so I had to potty train em” (mad daichi will dog walk anyone’s ass so theres that)  

Noya: “You want to reach out to me its a process” or “moved out the hood but I still throw that bitch up” (mans was not showing up to them pro games. noya living his best life, good luck reaching him boo)

Nekoma

Kuroo: “can you keep these broke motherfuckers off me” or “walk in look like money” (yuh capitalism for the finest man. get into it)

Kenma: “I aint gotta worry bout shit, money GOOD” (and thats on him being a student, streamer/gamer, AND business owner at the same time)

Yaku: “Im fresh off a plane, I’m imported”

Alisa Haiba: “I’m overpaid and pretty, hair hanging down to my back”

Lev: “Bitch this a new outfit, turn to the back for a pic”

Aoba Johsai

Oikawa: “Bitch im a problem, nobody solvin” OR “im kicking bitches out they spot stalli chan” (king went to another country and popped tf off. Coming for everyone’s necks. Oikawa supremacy)

Iwaizumi: “he begging me for the treatment. He throw a fit when I leave” (i just KNOW japan team stay tryna get his attention. be faking all types of shit to make him come back) 

Makki: “I have not worked 9 to 5 in a while” (girl thats canon right there)

Mattsun: “Got a big boy then pull it out” (mattusn horse [redacted])

Fukurodani

Bokuto: “I got face, I got body, you name it? I got it”

Akaashi: “I know a sexy motherfucker like myself might offend some” OR “I’m pretty like art, bitch I look like a fixture”

Konoha: “Ayy you bitches is weird” (he side eyes weird shit. Sometimes tilts his head because it sometimes makes sense)

Inarizaki

Atsumu: “dont get hoe, get a bag hoe.” OR “bitch dont like me all you want, run up bet you wont” (talk shit? bet you wont act on it. This mans a pro player laughing to the bank on your ass. He cry about it at night though)

Osamu: “hoe you a copy of me, you a doodle” (he tells that shit to atsumu all the time yall.)

Suna: “bitch do i look like i fight?" (you want a man who will fight someone for you? this aint the one bby. He can’t even fight) 

Aran: “In the food chain, I’m the one that eat ya” (man he just radiate mature big dick energy. Grind don’t stop either. Get that bag and blow out his boo’s back all while keeping other folks in line) 

Kita: “I’m the only one that make you happy when you’re stressed” (hes sweet. Perfect husband material. But meg, girl i aint ask for this song) 

Shritorizawa

Ushijima: “if he say he a dog ima treat him like a pet” OR “I keep it realer than real fuck all them critics and fuck how they feel” (hes a literal king and talks his shit. all facts baby) 

Tendou: “drinking henny out the bottle, lets get ratchet”

Semi: “bad bitches singing all my songs like a prayer”

Other

Sakusa: “Nose in the air cause they fucking disgust me”

Terushima: “I know you used to these women that’s timid. See what i want them I get up and get it” (he a nerd, but listen shooters shoot and he might fail, but he WILL try)

[yoonpobs]

Thank you for Back Burner. I see myself in OC in everyway but one (don't have the elder sister narrative on my life but have felt like a second choice, if a choice at all in everything).

As someone who's parents also don't realise the weight of their words, the way OC's parents treat her breaks my heart for her ..and I guess by extension breaks my heart for myself.

We don't know what Yoongi feels for OC ofcourse, but the way he has been treating her, always making her feel like a second choice even in their friendship... There goes my heart breaking for the OC again.

She has been through so much and no wonder is reacting to it all like an angry spark. We never know when it'll go off with the kind of hurt that's repressed in her. So much hurt.

It'll be worse when she goes silent though. She is impulsive now because she still feels, there is something in her still fighting, pushing buttons. Being silent is when I guess when she'll truly break.

Cannot wait for what's to come next in the series. I wish Yoongi comes through, OC leaves the toxicity of her parents behind, her sister opens her eyes and looks at OC. Really looks at her once to acknowledge and try understand what OC has been going through.

Being a sucker for happy endings, I do hope Yoongi and OC end up together for the best.

Jk and Hobi are lovely.

Again, thank you for this art. It makes me feel, think and anticipate. It's beautiful.

- 💜

i'm super happy that you're able to relate to oc! she's the human in all of us, and seeing someone personally relate to her feelings, thoughts and struggles makes her realer, if that makes sense!

i understand it must be very frustrating and tough to have parents that dont recognise the weight of their actions, or even acknowledge what they're doing as hurtful/dismissive, but sometimes the people we consider as family may not be the one's who truly understand us! it could be absolutely anyone, from your classmates, your online friends, a sibling - a stranger - we can find comfort anywhere, as long as we're open to looking :)

i hope you're able to find some comfort in back-burner too, esp when things start progressing for oc ❤️

on that note, all of your observations are true! oc does have that angry spark to her, and perhaps that's just her personality. she's a force of her own, and so so human! there's a lot that oc feels and i hope we all get to see her grow together <3

thank you for rooting for yoongi and oc!!! i hope i wont disappoint with what i've got planned for them hehe.

and also for loving jk and hobi!! i love side characters as much as the main ones hehe. thank you so much for this ask and for reading!!!