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the matty healy/queer rights in malaysia debacle is so weird to me
like im now seeing all of these non-malaysian commentators and creators talking about it on social media with takes on queer rights in malaysia
and im over here, a queer malaysian, being like🧍
#zee.txt#i appreciate the ones platforming our grassroots orgs here#but im still finding all of this weird#it's just the way we're framed in conversation as an abstract topic to be debated#when im very much an actual human being who happens to be queer AND malaysian#seeing all of these takes#also the fact no one gives a shit about us until we're directly connected to anything associated with US/Canada/Europe#ala all the western news talking about the MH airline disasters#and a frontman from an American band causing an international incident here
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#kylux#kylo ren#armitage hux#still learning their faces... augh...#didnt draw their gloves simply bc i missed shading hands i apologise orz#one thing i am struggling with but find very interesting#is how drawing kylo it seems he is made of all these harsh dark lines#with very high contrast#vs hux who has much less contrast and looks weird w heavy dark lines#so it's hard to bridge the gap stylistically between the two of them#hopefully i will figure it out...#BUT it is a very enticing difference#my art#also since im late to the actual game of making kylux art i will probably be retreading sooo much ground#🫡 nothing i can do about it... bc i want to retread classics....
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i'm sorry, but some of the buddie stans on twitter are insane
if you get your ships, that's great, good for you, but yall are making these severely out of pocket claims...
"buck's gonna finally see tommy for who he is!!!"
see him for what exactly??? his boyfriend????? 😭😭😭
#911 abc#911 show#evan buckley#tommy kinard#bucktommy#tevan#i get it you guys want your ship ive been there done that#but some of yall are so weird about it#like chill#im just trying to find 911 stills and all im seeing is tommy bashing#ngl its annoying and kinda cringe#and im not anti buddie yall just need to chill
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PRANK GONE WRONG!!! ( real ) ( not clickbait )
weirdly defensive.
#in which scarab Cannot Catch A Break#woot woot!!! comic time!!!#the flow of this might seem really weird which is the result of me drawing all of this during class#LOOK IM TRYING OVER HERE i wanna do everything but also i Am Stupid#my brain is working on otap and homosexuality i cannot function#prohibitedwish#scarab the god auditor#prismo the wishmaster#dies i need to find a way to post this stuff in a way that makes me look as cool as everyone elses stuff NSNSNNDNSNCAK#still no name... SIGH
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reminder: no, no you are not "too old" for fucking curling up in a blanket and taking a lil nap or something. no one is "too old" for juice boxes ok. me personally i fucking love apple juice boxes they are so fire. no you are not "too old" to watch kid shows or something. hell. if you like watching bluey. be my guest bitch ill buy you all the bluey merch mf. and if i have to say "you are not too old for plushies" again im going to lose it this has been a slightly angry psa
#ughh im so sick of people saying “ughh ur too old for thisss ur too old for thaat” SHUT UP#if curling up with a blanket and drinking juice boxes whilst watching bluey makes you happy.#do it#this world is fucked up and if you have tthe time and find something that comforts you. do it#this isnt even really about agere because thats much more literal#but it can be ig#but still. foods and shows and “kid stuff” shouldnt be like.#automatically weird to do when youre an adult#thats okay to like all those things and more#fuck off
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#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#ryu ga gotoku 2#yakuza series#yakuza kiwami 2#yakuza 2#daigo dojima#snap sketches#see i did it i told you i'd do it#pov: you are at hot topic and trying to find something (he does not work there don't ask him)#segway section into something toally unrelated to people who do not frequent my blog :)#everyone else go away. unless you wanna keep reading ����#i watched Not Quite Dead Yet while i was finishing a comm and WHAT a movie#it made me want to call my dad so you know it was good 😭#IT WAS CUTE THO FR i really loved how all th details of the movie tied in in the later sections#like the password being nanase's name but through the period table's numbers... stop that was cute#feels weird to say that as a highlight but i genuinely thought it was cute 😔#im not gonna lie tho when nanase was lookin through her dad's phone brother was emo#i think a lot about what would happen when people i love die and i always think of doing that.. like still texting them.. and whatever..#lemme move on from the somber moment thojVAERLKVA PLEASE when her dad was in the afterlife tho#HER MOM WAS SO CUTE both like. physically and just personality wise#we saw her for ten minutes and i have also fallen in love with her idc#they had to game end her cause they knew if we got to see any more scenes with her and kei i'd start crying i KNOW they'd be cute together#together more than what we got to see anyway... we know what i mean...#THE ENDING SHOT WAS ESP SO CUTE STOPPPP kinda creepy with her just. In Limbo but then she just. DEATH !! 👆#nanase's song to her dad at the funeral had me :(( too im so weak for dads and their kids reconciling/having a nice relationship stop#big L for her not signing up for a record label tho idc like OK its sweet she's working with her dad BUT CMONNNNN#you can do both queen.... i would prefer you do it alone cause Kid Falls In Line always makes me want to chew glass#BUT i will excuse it this time.. i repeat for The End Shot that was cute and the rest of the movie was lovely so ill let it slide#final note before i use up all my tags again i loved her concert outfit 😔give me them bracelets girl i cant find any
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killer being like "yeah i know every single little thing about horror and dust" (because he watches them as a part time hobby (freak) (find something better to do)) and then he acts surprised when they do something that he wouldnt expect them to do in his little predetermined absolutely perfect concept of them
like what do you MEAN horror licks spoons clean when he's using them so he doesn't have to get a completely different one for the main course and the dessert. what do you MEAN dust has a lisp even though he speaks fluently and uses even more complex words than killer himself. horror knows how to sew and he often patches up their things without either of them noticing?? dust always wears oversized and clothes that cover him up just because he finds it comfy?? what??? out ra geous???? these guys have small little quirks to them that killer doesn't already know about???? killer immediately wants to know more. so he can expand his internal profile of them of course. not for any other more endearing and sweet reason. not at all,,,,,,,, (:3)
#AASHSHAHHHHH this one is so cute....... this thought. thank you brain for making this thought#it's like killer's experiencing sonder (except he's not aware of his own complexity of life because of his own derealization/personalizatio#actually i dont think this deserves to be a side blog post. this is too damn CUTE#at first the 2 were probably weirded out by killer watching them and now they probably dgaf...... killer comments less than youd expect#but now theyre used to his shit so they do all these tiny things that killer gets to pick up on and learn more about them#its so interesting...... killer can do as much reasoning as he can to try and find a logical reason for why they do these little things#but in the end if the real reason is just because they wanted to or they felt like it then how can killer comprehend that?#how can they just do that so easily and choose to do things based off a whim instead of having a calculated precise reason for personal gai#he wouldnt realize it on his own but noticing those little things coming fron horror and dust who used to be like him could help with the#everything is just a game and i am simply an avatar and the ultimate goal is the win aka be the most powerful#for dust and horror theyve already turned their consoles off. theyre out of their games theyve finished. their goal was just to beat it#(like if horrortale finally got the good ending it deserves because of aliza horror would have finished#if dust beat the player and due to extreme boredom (ITS GOTTA BE EXTREME EXTREME) decides to leave to explore the multiverse)#in killer's eyes theyve achieved their goals. but killer's still playing his game. maybe he IS the game. but eitherway he's not done#like they r. so taking into consideration how other versions of himself act when theyre finished with the game could he act like that 2??#did HE also finish his game and he never realized it? should he be basing these ideas off dust and horror when theyre kinda not the same gu#killer would find so many hoops to jump through to justify getting rid of the everything is a competitive game idea but there would be smth#IDK im just rambling. i gawt this idea from me imagining them fight. ya you wouldnt believe this sweet thing came from trio abuse :3#killer psychoanalyzing dust and horror is one of my favorite things eva. horror would HATE IT (if he were aware#and dust would totally be freaked out and keep to himself incase killer's planning anything against him#but uaaaghhh pretend this isnt canon this is triglycercule's ideal little world where they explore the mv and have fun#killer watching dust and horror sleep because he doesnt feel tired while theyre all in bed#and he's just picking up on how theyre positioned. how they breathe. the little things.......... djdjshahahaaahsushdjwbdsn ssosooooo cuuut#tricule hc#killer sans#horror sans#dust sans#murder time trio#utmv#dare i say mtt poly. ok i dare say it. but like lowkey he'd do this whether theyre together or not...... killers just weird like that......
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being too weird and unlikable and off putting and always being shunned and turned into an outcast everywhere i go and not having felt the connection and healing friendship has on you for so many years has really done a number on me
#irl mostly. but even online. i cannot connect or find communities or support systems the way most of u can#even if i do have found great connections and one connection in particular im more than grateful for#but i have had so much of my humanness torn off for so long that i am awkward and useless in handling it#but yeah idk :/ im just so profoundly jealous of how everyone can just fit into a slot#even online when ppl talk abt being anxious and stuff they still have ppl to talk to#or ppl irl to hang out with and im like.. wow... i cant even do that :/#it is just so lonely in general. and it has made me confused and incapable of knowing how to be a human#and fully realise and actualize the one connection i do have#if i had gotten to learn and now know how to be a human and a person i would've... been a person#but now i feel so removed and far away from that idek how...#like im at a point where i cant even have simple and shallow conversations online bc im like so useless#maybe only other ppl with avpd and who have been socially rejected and isolated and alienated can fully understand what i mean#it is so scary and weird and i feel such deep envy for how people can just like... talk to eo. irl and online. i dont get it#and like the connection i do have that i mention bc it is so important to me.. that does all of those things#but it is like im so not used to anyone even keep wanting to have a connection with me#that i feel like bambi on ice 💀 for lack of a better metaphor#and inside of me idk how to dare to open up to it bc i've been numb and shut off i just dont know#i dont know. but i want to but idk how.#ahhhhhh wanna scream bc just trying to describe it so i can make sense of it is frustrating!!!!#it also sucks bc other ppl really dont seem to get how fkn weird and scary it is to feel so removed from humanness#and not even be able to do most basic human people things most ppl who are mentally ill or anxious do.. i cant even do that idk#talking and communicating is the main thing like ppl do not understand how fkn hard it is for me to even have a simple convo#and i cant explain it bc theres no way someone who doesnt feel the same and have avpd could get it...#but idk. i just hate all of this and i wish i had a normal functioning brain. i just wanna be like everyone else#even ppl w social anxiety are capable of having friends. and im terrified of losing the only connection i've somehow been lucky to get#in my hands??? im so scared of losing that but idk HOW to be a person and idk!!! idk!!#other ppl dont even think abt these things im so fkn jealous lmao#anyway whatever 😔
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Angel Dust Concept design ♡!
Sorry that this isn't pt4, I haven't worked on it yet because I'm getting prepared for classes☹️ This doodle is pretty old by a a week or more, idek, but I still like it🫶
I always loved his concept design when it came to that skull in his fur. It just seemed clever in a way🙂!! Anyways, I don't like the 2nd image that much since I don't usually draw him w sharp teeth (I'm sorry, I just don't like how every character in that show has sharp teeth😥!)
Anyways, hope you like it ᡣ𐭩!!
#angel dust#fanart#hazbin art#hazbin hotel#digital art#hazbin angel dust#pilot design#idk if im spelling that right#angel dusts pilot design#okay wait. Not pilot - I just remembered the definition💔#his concept design#I still find it weird how he was meant to originally be with Vaggie - its hard to imagine with how much shes always pissed at him#I liked how he was leaning more towards the mafia backstory since it did show how he once lived when he was human#In the show there arent many telling of their past lives. its just kinda not there at all#just a critique nothing too big#I can appreciate the animation though. That team had the most complicated designs to deal with. Personally id kms bro. Good job to them tho
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hate being an artist that likes fictional characters i feel like everytime i post art of a character and tag it the people going through the tag absolutely hate my ass LOL
#like im sure this is the case with a few characters i draw alot#constantly thinking about how theres probably a shit ton of people that despise my interpretations or whatever#like yea i can do whatever i want but likeeee i still have fear of being judged like that in the back of my mind all the time .#even by the people i know#sorry forbeing a freak .💔#i haaate putting my art in main tags but i kinda have to just to make things easier to find on my blog ughhh#its always ''do it scared'' ''do whatever you want forever'' ''make weird art'' and then when i do i feel like I'm gonna have a billion#people side eye me like im a freak#UGHHHHsory#ill explode forever I guess
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What point is there in ruling the world, if the people you want in it are already gone?
The goal to rule the world is hollow now. All For One wanted a world where everyone existed for his sake.
Yet, the one person (possession) he wanted most by his side, as the one whose dreams inspired him to find his own, and the first person AFO declared them to, is already gone.
#id put that extra stuff in tags but theyre usually swept off and i want that image for reference#bnha#mha#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#spoilers#afo#all for one#yoichi shigaraki#419#407#this thing posted itself prematurely man#anyway the italic line was the first thing i thought of when i saw this chapter#is the world worth it if you have nothing in it you find valuable anymore? do you still want it by then?#without people you want to see live whose sake do you live for?#for afo who lived to possess everything... when the last thing he really wanted (his brother) is gone he just lives for himself#whatever is left of him after yoichi truly disappears#tried doing that thing where people post a pic and put some italic text under it but its not my style#feels weird to look at this eugh. im not poetic
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people comment on running blind like "i know this fic is five years old but-" dude im still fully here. i worked on taking shots TODAY. truly "sometimes i can still hear his voice" like cmon next youre gonna tell me tf2 is an old game
#do people see the post date on that fic and assume im Dead like whats happening hello can anyone hear me#its extremely extremely weird to me that anyone who got into tf2 in the last four years got here after i made that fic but also#guys please i never left. we're all still here. i feel like the fanfiction equivalent of that 'wait 10 years' stanley parable achievement#fully not kidding the day that i entirely give up on taking shots is the day they find me dead im gonna write this until im 90 i s2g#i feel like theres a wildly inflated idea of how much clout and attention ive gained from writing a fanfiction that was well recieved#i wont believe that im like a beloved and renown member of the fan community until valve emails me a thumbs up emoji#shut up me
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I feel like I'm losing my mind. Like this has to be a thing right? It's a thing I experience at least. Please please please tell me abt ur experience if u do 🙏
#all the literature i find is like yeah pmdd can be mistaken for bipolar but then they dont talk abt mania or hypomania#so im like ??? wtf is happening?#i mean i wasnt looking that hard but its still weird to me bc i tell my mum i possibly had a hypomanic episode and she instantly was like#hm could b hormones and she was 1000% percent right bc it happens mostly in the days before bleeding starts#so like i cant b the only one out there. and it doesnt happen all the time. and usually its not that extreme#like id say its mostly just elevated mood and it mostly just lasts like 3 days or so. so i dont think it counts as hypomania. but thats wha#ill select bc i had one time that felt so fucking crazy it felt like there was something seriously wrong with me. it was fun tho#before i crashed so hard i had to leave work in the middle of the day bc i couldnt stop crying lol#anyway. im curious#menstruation#pmdd#pms#its always depression this depression that. why the fuck do i wanna run around in circles screaming until i die? riddle me that batman
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it feels like a lot of people look at him and go ‘teehee my fav who’s committed war crimes!! <3’ but. only want to appreciate him as the archetype of ‘vaguely problematic fav’ and not actually engage with the specific things he’s done. i woke up like 5 seconds ago so maybe that’s not worded perfectly but that’s the vibes i get if that makes sense
no dont worry i get what you mean, that is kind of the vibe. and to be fair i feel like the cast kind of ended up doing that later on too, like after that plot was done the reaction is Aw he's such a problematic little baby hotboi (typing that feels like when adults call a dog a doggo i hate to say it but it pains me) lets draw him as a chibi eating soup. like no he was able to get away with what he did (giving away the beacons, working With ikithon and ludinus and igniting a war that destroyed sm peoples lives), frame another innocent man for it who ended up tortured and given to the empire as a prisoner too, lied to all of tmn about it to their faces, putting them in danger by asking them to retrieve the beacons for him when he knew where they were and who had them. . he got away with this (in the plot, to the cast and fandom) because he's a young, attractive, extremely wealthy, privileged and politically powerful man. like ?
#(edited to be clearer + add another point bc i reread and was like . waht is that saying. forgot to delete parts of sentences lol)#asks#i dont care that he's sad abt it#im sad abt the working class farming towns that were destroyed#interested to get to the eps (eventually) when tmn find out because i cant quite remember all their reactions#mostly just veths which i still find so weird#its just hokey to me. like 'welcome to the mighty nein' as if he's like any of them.. none of them did anything like that#veth your husband was kidnapped !!!!!!!!!!!#i feel like its a lot bc it was a liveshow. they tend to be more fanservicey i guess. i dont rly like them as much unfortunately
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[ID: a sketch of fillmore and sarge from cars, drawn with a blue pen on lined paper. they are parked beside each other, and fillmore is looking up and smiling while sarge kind of glares at him. end ID]
hello hi would anyone like a cars doodle i did at work since i havent posted anything recently 😳
#pixar cars#cars movie#fillmore#sarge#sometimes you see one of the weird tumblr ads on the pikaman blog#and you check the blog for funsies to see if there are any posts on there that arent ads#and you find one thats just a picture of mack from cars????#and you're like hey i remember him... cars......#and then you spend 10 hours watching all of the cars movies and the planes movies and the cars shorts and tv show#and then a month after that you still cant get those damn vehicles out of your head..........#anyways im having a normal one!! 😁
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Gator Feud
i swear sometimes all I think about are these two and it's funny. I have too much sketches of them in my school Notebook.
Also hi FNAF and TADC fans, we should merge the fandoms frfr
#i have too much sketches of them help#THE GATORS ARE GATORING#Or croc#im still not sure which reptile is gummigoo and his gang#on an additional note ik on monty's side we got the fazcule#but as for gummigoo i dont really find shipping him with anyone even pomni#and as for his lads maybe they could be a good pair bc they do all match eachother but the thing is idk if theyre all related somehow#so to avoid anything weird im like not shipping gummigoo with anyone but i do love his goofy lads :3#montgomery gator#glamrock bonnie#glamrock freddy#fnaf sb#fazcule#gummigoo#tadc gummigoo#tadc#the amazing digital circus#max and chad#chad tadc#max tadc#tadc max#tadc chad#late night sketches
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