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stxary · 1 day ago
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「 ✦ 𝒄𝒓𝒂𝒘𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒕𝒐 𝒚𝒐𝒖 ✦ 」
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❤︎ pairing : ex-bf!jungkook x fem!reader
❤︎ genre : non idol au, porn w a lil bit of plot, smut, angst
❤︎ word count : 2k
❤︎ warnings : yandere jk, jealous jk, possesive jk, obsessed jk, hes terrible but reader is still practically in love w him. extremely toxic relationship (dont be like them) degradation, car sex, rough sex, hate sex, love bombing, manipulation, obsession, creampie
❤︎ a/n: hellooo im finally back with another fic after a very long month.. my motivation has been in the dirt but its slowwwly coming back, im debating writing a multichapter fic but ik i would not stay consistent with it 😭😭 im not sure if this really counts as yandere but im js gonna tag it as that js in case.. let me stop yapping i hope u guys enjoy!! ^_^
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you could barely hear your own thoughts in the crowded club. the music pounding in your ears along with your the light buzzing in your bones was making you feel sick, and you wanted nothing more than to leave.
“you should come.” your friends told you when they mentioned coming to the club earlier that day. they said itd be good for you, that you needed to loosen up and have a little fun.
at first you wanted to refuse, but after thinking on it (and your two friends begging) you decided it wouldnt hurt to come. they were right, you did need to have a little fun.
so here you were now, sitting at the club bar alone, on your fourth drink of the evening, regretting even coming at all. you rubbed your temple as you checked your phone, sighing at seeing that you had only been there for an hour. fuck, why was time going by so slow?
you were just about to order another drink when you saw someone sit down next to you in the corner of your eye. “negroni, please.” he met your gaze, a smile playing at the corners of his lips. “and for the lady..” he dragged the last word out as he gave you an expectant glance.
you were a little stunned at first, surprised that he was offering to buy you a drink, and a little flustered by himself. you blink your attention away from the man, looking at the bartender. “oh, um.. ill just do whiskey.” the bartender nodded before moving away to help the people on the other side of the bar.
the man sitting next to you gave you another smile, breaking the silence between you two. “i hope you dont mind. you seem a little startled.” he said, rubbing the back of his neck.
you blinked, realizing he meant you were staring. partly because you were a bit startled, and partly because the guy was hot. really hot. maybe your friends were right, maybe this is what you needed.
“o-oh.” you say, shaking your head and laughing nervously. “im sorry. i just didnt expect anyone to come up to me, let alone buy me a drink. so thank you..?” you tilted your head as you dragged your last word out, urging him to say his name.
“hoseok.” he said, taking his glass that the bartender handed to him, and handing you yours.
hoseok. thats a nice name. and he seemed like a nice guy. thats usually hard to find in places like this.
“im y/n.” you say, taking a sip of your whiskey. you felt a little shy all of a sudden. you didnt want to mess this up.
“y/n.” he repeated, as if he was testing it on his tongue. “thats a pretty name for a pretty girl.”
youd be lying if you said that didnt make you want to smile. yes, that phrase might be overused, but somehow when he said it it didnt sound corny. or like he was trying too hard. it just seemed natural.
you smiled at him, hoping he wouldnt notice how flustered that simple sentence got you. “thank you.”
as you guys continued to talk, the time finally began to start moving, and your earlier nervousness faded away. so it wasnt really a surprise when you ended up dancing with hoseok.
you had only known hoseok for about an hour but it felt like you knew him for a year, maybe more. the way he talked to you, looked at you. like you were so important. it made it easy to get lost in him.
and he was a great dancer. a really fucking good one, it was like the music flowed through him when you were together. you never thought someone could sexy dance so well, but here he was.
you wouldve almost thought you were in a dream, the way your night instantly turned around as soon as he made an appearance. maybe hes like a guardian angel, you thought. protecting me from all these drunk assholes who would have bothered me.
hoseok leaned down and whispered something in your ear, the pounding of the music mixed with the alcohol making you unable to hear him. he repeated himself.
“do you want to get out of here?”
hell yes, you did. you nodded eagerly, his hands moving from your waist before one of them grabbed your hand and started to guide you off the dance floor.
then another hand wraps around your free wrist, yanking you out of hoseoks grip. you turn around to see who the fuck did that, ready to slap them.
but then your eyes land on his face and your stomach drops.
no.
why is he here? how did he know you were here?
why were you surprised? it was like he was always where you went. no matter how much you tried to avoid him, he was always there. you tried to remove him from your life, but the grip he had on it was too strong.
two months. you broke up with jungkook two months ago. but he wouldnt let you go. and deep down, a part of you knew it was your fault. because you kept letting him slither his way back into your life. because every time you saw him, it always ended the same. and of course, that night was no different.
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“do you really think i’d let another guy fuck you?” jungkook rasped, his hips ramming into you from behind.
you whined in response, fingers clutching at the leather of his car seat. you wanted to say something, anything.
he had yanked you away from hoseok, all the way out of the club, ignoring your protests and weak attempts to pull away. he didnt stop until he shoved you into the backseat of the car, not even speaking a single word before his lips were on yours, already working at your clothes before you got a chance to say anything.
“dumb fucking slut.” he mused, fingers digging into your hips harshly as he watched the way you fell apart under him. he wanted to engrave the image in his brain forever.
he honestly couldnt believe you were about to let another guy fuck you. see you in the way only he could. touch you the way only he could. the thought of it made him push his cock deeper into you, your eyes rolling back from the feeling.
“youre mine. and mine only. you know that. dont know how many times i need to fuck you to get that in your dumb head.” he punctuated his last words with harsher thrusts, as if he was trying to prove something to you.
you whined again, nails digging further into his car seat. “f-fuck you..” you whimpered out, turning your head so that your cheek was pressed against the seat, looking at him behind you.
fuck, you were a mess. and you were all his. nobody elses. definitely not hoseoks.
jungkook smirked at your weak insult, slowing down his thrusts. “baby, you need to stop acting like you hate me.” he murmurs, his smirk growing as he sees you struggle to form words.
“i-im not pretending- shit, i do hate you.” you gasp out, trying to ignore the way his cock was sliding in and out of you perfectly.
he tilted his head, raising his eyebrows a bit. “really? if you really did hate me, you wouldnt be letting me fuck you right now. unless you dont care who gets to use you, which is what it seems like. you were about to let that guy in the club get in your pants.”
“t-that.. thats not true.” you whine out weakly. you hated how he was right. you didnt truly hate him, otherwise you wouldnt be in this position right now. you hated the fact that you couldnt hate him.
and he knew that he had that effect on you, and used it to his advantage. so every time he found his way back to you, it always ended like this. it was a neverending cycle, and as much as you wanted to remove him from your life for good, a part of you still loved him.
jungkook pulled out of you abruptly, flipping you onto you back. you yelped, not having time to react before he slammed back into you. it was then when you realize how close you were to cumming.
he leaned down, his breathing hot against your face as he panted. “you dont hate me. you love me.” he said, his voice rough. then, it changed to almost desperate, pleading tone.
“fuck, i-i love this pussy, i love you. nobody can even compare to you. youre the best thing thats happened to me, baby. i dont understand how you could just leave me like that. d-didnt you feel the same?”
jungkook was just rambling at this point, like he always did when he got close. his whole demeanor would change and his earlier anger would wash away, getting replaced with neediness.
if you didnt know better you would believe his words. but luckily you did. he didnt love you. he was obsessed, and it led to him not letting you breathe. its the reason you broke up with him in the first place, thinking if you cut it off, it would stop.
but it didnt.
after you broke up, the amount of text, calls, and voicemails he left you was insane. you tried blocking him, but he kept trying. then eventually he stopped, just to find you in person. you had to change your daily routine to avoid him, and he would still find ways to get to you.
“y/n, stop running from me, please. baby, i love you. im sorry, please talk to me. youre all i want. i cant live without you.”
no matter how much you tried to avoid him, or asked him to leave you alone, he wouldnt. then when you tried talking to other guys, is when whatever you would call this started.
“i love you- fuck baby, dont you see that? i cant let you go.” his talking was getting frantic, along with his thrusts, and you knew he was close too.
“jungkook, i-“ he cut off your words by bringing his hand down between you to rub at your clit, causing you to moan out.
“i know, babygirl, i know.” he cooed, his breathing labored against your face. “youre so fucking lucky i need to cum right now, otherwise i wouldve edged you for hours for being a dirty slut.”
you clenched around him at his words, nails scratching at his arms. his hips stuttered, and he let out a loud groan before filling you up, his cum shooting straight inside your fluttering cunt.
you followed right after, your eyes rolling to the back of your head as you let out a moan to match his. he leaned down and cut off your moan with a sloppy kiss, swallowing the small whimpers that followed when you came down from your high.
jungkook pulled out of you with a raspy moan, leaning his back against the car door. he lifted your leg up to stare at your cunt, biting his lip ring when he sees his cum dripping out of you.
it was then when you finally gained your consciousness, and at least a little bit of common sense. you pulled your leg away from him and began to search for your clothes, trying to ignore the way he watched you as you put them back on.
you got out of his car, only saying a simple 'bye' before doing so. and as you walked back to your own, a wave of shame washed over you. because once again, you let jungkook have his way with you. all because you were still in love with him.
you always felt guilty after the fact, but a part of you still felt like it was right, even though it was wrong. so wrong. you should tell him to stop, but you already tried that, and he won't listen. and honestly, you didn't want him to stop. you would let him in your life over and over again, because he could. it was the effect he had on you.
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circusofshrimps · 2 days ago
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when its time for me to decide which character to hc as trans it comes down to one thing: which one is objectively the funniest
Obviously this would be jason todd. who i have the most fun tacking shit onto. he is just so EASY to headcanon. hes the type of character who is just headcanon central. hes great honestly.
my trans jason thoughts down below because i hate making too long posts. and man do i got a lot of shit to say
ok so Trans Jason Todd but the catch is NONE of the batfamily know this fact. dude was picked up off the streets by batman. and bruce was just like yeah this is a boy without ever questioning it because why would you????
and as far as im aware (and if this is wrong dont even correct me because to me, for this instance, its true) bruce just kinda..picked the kid up. took him home and was just like. ur my son now.
and it goes on like that, bruce and jason. batman and robin. father and son. jason kinda just…hid the fact he was trans. it never really came up, or revealed itself. and then jason dies.
and its like damn. my son is dead. until hes not. and when he gets out of the pit he has two things in mind The first being find bruce. because, duh. (that quickly turns to get revenge. as we all know.) but his second thought is-man. life really is short and merciless. i got a second chance, im transitioning. i’m living my life to the fullest. i’m being me.
so he does just that while hes still plotting his revenge. he gets his surgeries, they heal. hes his ideal self. And he gets so caught up in his plans for revenge, and all that follows that he just…well. he just forgot he wasnt born a dude. and sure, yeah he has the scars from the surgeries, but he also has thousands of other scars. and they arent even his first surgical scars so honestly, it’s forgettable.
and now im not too sure on when exactly theyd find out. i like to imagine its a really mundane thing. like after patrol hes getting changed back into regular clothing and one of his brothers sees the scars under his chest and theyre like. „Oh , did they mess up your autopsy or something,??“
and jason is like ? what? huh? and he looks down at his chest because no, i dont think they did, at least it wasn’t time i checked. and then he sees what theyre talking about, the two surgical scars under his chest. and hes like „oooh. no, that‘s from my top surgery.“
and the one who saw the scar is like, „top surgery? what?“
and jason is just kinda like… „oh. yeah. i guess i never told any of you. but im trans.“
and its just. like. YOU ARE,?????????? AND WE NEVER KNEW?
nope, whoopsie! slipped my mind! haha!
one thing about me is i will look for the opportunity to make the stupidest shit ever. logically, does it make sense that jason was able to hide being afab from bruce while he was living as his son under his roof? no, it doesnt make sense and something eventually would happen where itd come to light. whether that be periods or some injury. but, is it funnier to think he was able to keep it hidden? yes, absolutely.
now, he’s not hiding it because he thinks they won’t be supportive. or any of that shit. because they would, and they do, and he knows that’s not the type of people they are. it just, never seems too important for them to know. so he never brings it up. and nobody questions it because, yeah. that is Jason Todd. his own man.
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angelyuji · 1 day ago
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I really love your Yandere!Cecil stuff and its kind of my favorite rn! But was was wondering if you could do something soft-ish Yandere?? I gues??? I don't know what I'm talking about. Like ___ has Superpowers and Cecil and them got together after he was made the Director of the GDA. ___ Has been a hero so long that they're tired, exhausted even, and then they talk to Cecil about it. Cecil would be surprisingly okay with the idea of hiding them away so they could have a break. Cecil knows they can take care of themselves but can't help but panic and obsess over them. Cameras watching the house and town (not everyone's a spy cause she knows a lot of the agents from working with them for so long) as well as a secret tracker implanted in them after a really big kidnapping accident as a hero (came in handy?) But like a soft but dark yandere Cecil.
I'm sorry if this really long and detailed but if you give it the time to think it over, thank you so much! 🙇
hello my silly!! long and detailed is what i like best :) pause...
i honestly see cecil is a pretty soft yandere unless he's panicky and you're getting on his nerves. (or just not listening/understanding him)
i see what you're cooking tho so lemme see if i can expand on that. also fun fact: im supposed to be studying rn... but... i cant get cecil out of my head so...
cw // yandere, kidnapping (not cecil initiated), nonconsenual body modification, nothing too coo-coo in the fic (just... implications of coo-coo if u read into it), kinda voyeurism
crazy yan!cecil headcanons at the end so cw // manipulation, emotional/financial abuse, abuse of power, gaslighting (kinda... from me lmao)
"i need to get out, cecil." you were tired. it was exhausting, this job. everything has fallen onto your shoulders with the guardians gone, omni-man a murderer, and now a viltrum takeover on the horizon. you were drained, physically and mentally. "i know, you need me, but invincible and atom eve and all the others are adults now. so..." you look to him and cecil stares at you, his face unreadable. "please... say something."
"(y/n)... if this is what you want, i'll do it for you." cecil sighs.
"really?" your bottom lip quivers as you hold back your relieved tears. cecil smiles slightly, reaching out to cup your face. you lean into his warmth.
"honey, i'd do anything for you."
you wash the dishes, mind wandering to your lover. cecil had come over as if knowing you had missed him. you feel his lips touch your neck as he wraps his arms your waist, "we can finish the dishes tomorrow, how about you come to bed..." his lips trace down your neck to pepper your shoulder.
you giggle at the feeling, "i'd rather get it down now, so we can sleep in tomorrow." he sighs, giving in quickly. cecil rubs your arms, massaging your biceps as you finish up. you turn in place, throwing your arms around his neck, "now, let's go have some fun."
cecil couldn't think straight, you had been missing for 4 days now. every hero was searching for you, but he couldn't do anything. all he could do was wait for the assholes to reach back out with their demands. all he could do was sit around and wait. "what the hell kind of partner am i, donald." he rubs his scar, his reminder.
"sir, we're going to find them." donald's voice is calm, but nothing could settle cecil's heart until he could see you again... alive. hours pass before the first demand comes in.
his heart burns as he sees your face, you were beaten and bloody, almost unrecognizable. "play the video." cecil's voice was thick, holding back his anger and fear. donald tries to say something, but cecil could barely contain his rage, "play the fucking video, donald."
the first second was silent before the screams started, cecil couldn't breathe, the agony and pain in your beautiful voice. you were sobbing as they started to beat you once more. "we're going to keep fucking up your pretty little hero's face until we get what we want. 10 million, a jet, and some nice...." someone whispers, "yeah! some nice machine guns too, add those in. you guys get 2 hours or we kill this bitch." someone whispers again, but the sound of a train passing covers it up. "oh yeah, bring it to-" cecil can't listen, his brain focused on you. his love, his world, you were mouthing something. the video ends with another warning.
"they're giving us the location." cecil's eyes widen. before long, the GDA had sent your location to every hero they had. you were unconscious when you were brought in and cecil couldn't rest. what if this happened again? what would he do if the next time, you couldn't help them figure out where you were? what if the next time, you were brought back in a body bag?
"mr. stedman?" the doctor looked nervous, "i did what you asked, the tracker. are you sure they want-"
"where is it in them?"
"left bicep, they won't feel anything, they won't even know its there. but... are you sure they wanted-"
"are they awake yet?" cecil didn't have time for the doctor and her moral conundrum. she nods, stepping aside for cecil. cecil stops to lean in, "if i hear you breathe a word about this to anyone, especially them, you won't live to see another day. are we clear?" she nods, shaking.
"hey neighbor!" dave smiles at you as he waters the flowers in his front garden. you wave back, grabbing the mail. "your husband left already? i wanted to meet him." dave frowns, playfully.
"oh- he's not-" you pause, "yeah, he has another work trip, unfortunately. i'll invite you and janet for dinner when he comes back!" the two of you chat for a second before you go back inside. cecil smiles, hearing you call him your husband. donald clears his throat behind him.
"what." cecil sighs, moving his attention away from the cameras in your town.
"immortal and dupli-kate want to talk to you about their retirement."
"christ, donald... fine. give me a minute..." cecil sends you a quick text 'i miss you.' "you know (y/n)'s neighbor, dave... butler. is he one of ours?"
donald taps at his tablet, "no, sir, that's one of the civilians." cecil hums, satisfied. 'i miss you too, come home soon <3'
this is unrelated to your ask, but someone asked me what they think would happen if you tried to run after figuring everything out (in the case of civi!reader but ill touch on supe!reader too cuz i love u guys)
cecil has a tracker in you. and i mean that literally. it's pretty easy to make people do things if you're the leader of the GDA lol
if you run, cecil will know. he has cameras, not only in your house, but all over the town you're in. he has all of your financial activity monitored and also this man has/had (depending on what season we're talking here) the strongest superheroes in the world following his orders
there's no where you could go that he wouldn't find you especially if you're a regular person
you could try, if you cut the tracker out of you or smth, but like... why would u... he's not hurting you or hurting your family :( he's only watching your every move and isolating you from the real world so he could be the only one who gets to be with you :((( is that so bad???
i feel like if u did run, u couldn't go to your family for help
cecil would probably reach out to them first talking abt some "mental break" and he needs to get to u first before u do something crazy
and why wouldn't they believe the kind government man that you've only ever spoken kindly about
anywho i love cecil and i want him to impregnate me WOAHHH WHO SAID THAT
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xxcrumbxx · 8 hours ago
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No not a bouther at all ,thx for the tag :> yap yap yap
LAST SONG~ If you wanna stay by Sweatcult
FAV COLOR ~ purple and orange ♡☆♡☆♡
LAST MOVIE~ I'd have to say Shrek4 ,Me an my bff where drinking an rewatching all the Shrek movies
u can skip this whole next part if yah want im just talking about drinking games and my alcohalic beveriges of choice:]
( also DO NOT turn the trolls movies in to a drinking game, every time they sang we took a shot and let me tell yah whisky is a hell of a thing lol. I dont get hang overs but by god my friend felt like they where dieing,we made it to the halfway mark of the second movie bf we couldent even pick up the glass lmao. Im saying dont bc if ur not carfull or dont have the body copasity you will probly get alcoal poisaning an i dont want that for ya'll. Its fun but be safe always drink water and its okay to tap out at annytime when drinkin in general ,yah thats right im goin all older southern siblin on y'alls ass'es oh an if u do plz try whisky an sweet tea as a chase its acctuly pretty good u just take a swig of sweet tea with an affter ur shot or as mutch as u want. It helps it go down oh an that stor bout sweet tea in a jug is ass. Get lipton ice ta bags make it stove top,put water in ur gallon pitcher about a qourter the way up add up hot tea then fill it the ret SS the way with water an add two cups on souger also dont burn the tea but leave it till u can smell it cookin an its a dark brown almost black:] an then take shots of black velvit whisky and then boom u got wat i drink lol xP also plz dont drink Under age it can an will mess with ur development and i dont want anyone gettin in trubble :v )
LAST SHOW~ legends of kora my friends finnaly goten me to watch it
SWEET/SPICY/SAVORY~ I love meat and I love sweets. So I gess savory an sweet, Icant pick one. Every time I eat chocolet I crave lightly seered still a lil bloody meat and every time I eat meat I crave chocolet . Oh an bone merrow. I like bieting and splitting the bone an sucking it out,if u do this be carefill not to cut or peinch ur self on the fragments.the merrow is like a rewird for finnishing the meat:]
RELASHIONSHIP~ ITS odd,ppl think me an my bff are dateing, we use too but were just friends agin. tho "just friends" dusent feel right,we've been bffs scents early childhood and had alot of ups an downs but idk its always been just us so its what ever,id like a friend group but were both anxcity riddled lol. Im verry protective of them too. Like im not overly protective anymore but I still cant help but be there "scarry dog" and they are verry attatced to me calling me things like Crumbyyyiieee and always wanting to hang out and trying to lean on me when we sit or stand still. Tbh its like @waverens slasher sun an moon. Tho im a mix of sun an moon an there sun in the relashion ship. Also I too would adore a giant celestual theyemd robot to hold an cuddle an love on an do silly acctivitys and sutch. Like i acctuly want that really really really bad :,[ ♡♡♡☆♡☆♡☆♡
LAST GOOGLE SEARCH~ Michal Afftion fanart, im workin on more fan art of sandman and doctor sunshine, i need to lurn how to draw glam rick freddy an make a few more drowing bc its a sillly lil meme comic / slide show thingy mabob about DJ an Leo. Its ganna be awile so im not ganna post wips bc "spoialers" lol :>> im trying to figure out how I wanna stylize/ what form I wanna draw Michal's ghost in
Getting to know your mutuals
Tagged by @driftingmoonmenace omg hiiii
Last song: don’t fear the reaper
Favourite colour: pink! :) I love pink. And then cyan, purple, black, and grey :)
Last movie: Electric Dreams! :) I’ve been watching it on repeat. Edgar my beloved.
Last show: such a hard to answer question because I dont actively watch many shows. Probably bluey? Unless we count tiktok series then Cafae Latte :)
Sweet/spicy/savoury: recently ive been a sweet fan. Chocolate, cinnamon sugar, maple, kettle, pralines, the likes.
Relationship: not applicable as im aroace 🥰🌸✌️
Last google search: what is sildenafil. Someone mentioned it in a thing I was reading and I got zero context clues
Tag youre it if you wanna play
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sirsealery · 2 days ago
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finished sotr a couple hours ago .. lots of things to say but unfortunately unable to articulate. am digesting everything i essentially just speedread (i started like .. what was it it was saturday night LMAO im gonna have to reread it before actually saying anything) umm im so grateful that pdf is a thing otherwise i wouldve been waiting till literally like .... april ...... goodness gracious
anyways i just wanna yap a bit abt the bingo card i made (it sucks but idc its silly i had fun) SOTR SPOILERS !!!!!!!
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pleaseee tell me if i missed anything
okay so to yap a bit. i fr thought we were gonna get a glimpse of maude ivory but finding out she died makes a lot of sense?? somehow?? feels kinda like the singer girls of the covey are truly gone until katniss comes around. and i cant stop thinking about how lucy gray, maude ivory and lenore dove all have gray colors ?? smth to think about considering the covey love color sm. there has to be smth more to it but im so fried
idk why i even put "capitol propaganda against haymitch" considering its legitimately the most redundant shit ever ... suzanne literally said the book was abt propaganda 😭😭 ignore my dumbass pls
was super surprised to see effie even though i was hoping for it? i love effie but her in this book had me kind of like "hm." like i liked it?? i LOVED her coming in to cover for proserpina but she seems so different in this book you know ?? and i really thought she was same age/younger than haymitch kinda funny to see her as older
wanna talk about the d4 kid called fucking URCHIN suzanne i love you but WHY .... isnt it suffering enough to be in the games why would you do this to him. and SPEAKING of stupid ass names .. merrilee. merrilee??? absolutely jawdropping how ironic and funny as fuck that name is every time i think of that poor girl i cant help but laugh
on the topic of, im very upset that i never got to know whether sid was short for smth ... haymitch and sid. SID.
i was jumpscared by the ai reference i thought that was a nice little bit .. a bit disappointed i didnt see anything that stood out to me as specifically talking about palestine though? maybe im stupid and missed it or the book was already essentially done by the time the conflict started but ... yeah. was a bit surprised by that because i really thought that suzanne's "i will only write when i have something to say" would be about palestine .. im not the smartest sue me
lovedddd all of the music in this book. i feel like the prequel books have really laid it on thick how important music is to .. everything and i love that so much as an (amateur) (yes ive been doing it my whole life yes i suck ass) musician and longtime sound enjoyer .. i love "the old therebefore" so so much its prolly one of my favorite hunger games songs and im super happy we got it here even if it was a sad scene
need someone smarter than me to think about the scene where haymitch and maysilee are sitting in the katniss plant and saying smth like "one of us has to win" or smth along those lines idk because the presence of katniss there CANNOT be random or for no reason ... it cant just be a mention for the sake of mentioning it it HAS to be important ...........
very sad we didnt get lesbian/sapphic maysilee. very sad day for us all. rest in peace maysilee donner you wouldve loved chappell roan and regina george. very happy we got a confirmed queer character in this series though (shoutout clerk carmine)
it has to be some kind of vile little thing that lenore dove died to a donner candy .... someone please it HAS TO BE
ok bye
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sturnioz · 2 days ago
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i think if fb chris was a real person, bun would be the type of girl that would help him be able to be in a relationship again, BUT it would never be able to be bun. from my experience with guys like fb chris, they do find someone that sticks it out with them (without necessarily trying to change them) and it does something to them that eventually makes them crave ‘love’ or emotion again.
here’s my little theory with chris because we don’t know why he is this way. i think bun is unlike a lot of the girls he’s been with before which i also think is why so many of the frat brothers are so caught up of bun being the ‘one’ for him in a way. unfortunately with them being so pushy at times, it will make chris resent someone (either frat bros or bun or himself) a lot more over time. i don’t think we seen a ton of that stuff but doesn’t mean we won’t.
which i guess could be true that bun and him could be ‘the one’ but in reality i don’t think it will be. i do think bun makes him see things in different perspectives (for example the frat wedding and him realizing she was humiliated just like he was) which will push him to not be as bad as he was before.
there’s def a lot of ways that all could go, IF and i definitely mean IF chris ever gets to a point where he does think he wants a relationship again, do we actually think bun will stick it out that long? because i don’t think so. chris needs work and i think the moment bun is actually going to be looking for something real, she will drop it with chris because she knows her current situation now. theres so many ways this could all go which is what is beautiful about a slow burn.
i think i’ve said it in a message before this situation could be a right person wrong time. which is sad but sometimes people (chris) needs to experience that to be able to get love that everyone deserves at the end of the day.
to me it’s getting a little annoying watching people complain. don’t read it then. this is a slow burn story. it would be so so so boring if they already got together. it would be disappointing to read if we were able to predict everything as it was happening.
anyways love your writing, love you, love slow burn, please don’t change the story because people are unhappy
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im sorry i dont have much to say without giving my whole au away but i just want you to know that this is such a beautiful theory. i genuinely love reading what you're thinking abt and whats going through your mind and how you process everything when it comes to this au like its so fun and interesting
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sermessmer · 2 days ago
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Do you want to share your transfem lesbian Messmer headcanons?
ahhhh thank you for this ask katy. its something ive been thinking about for awhile for self indulgent reasons but i do enjoy it a lot and think it does somewhat fit for messmers storyline. granted i do not think it is meant to canon at all but it is still a fun thing for me to think about :)
my beloved rambling essay below the cut!
i like transfem messmer readings so much i think it works so well with messmers already insane feelings toward thoughts of femininity. all in relation to marika of course but like also i just believe messmer would be happier as a girl. i feel like messmer already has a bit of a complex around womanhood and femininity due to marika and the golden order in general. also in universe divinity seems to be a more feminine trait as seen with the empyreans (which i headcanon messmer is also one). also a part of enmeshment is emulation which is another big headcanon of mine related to messmer and marika. i do think marika kept messmer extremely unhealthily dependent on her well into adulthood. and i think because despite the go appearing matriarchal the games worldbuilding still tends to correlates acts of violence with masculine coding. namely how the matriarchal figures have things happen to them/imposed upon them rather than taking action directly. and messmer being forced into a life of violence (in my headcanon from a very young age). this is to say messmer “i cant hate myself as much if im a woman” the impaler you should take estrogen. ok maybe it would not save her. i think the go situation is loyalty to the bitter end shes been completely destroyed in the head but it would make her feel better about everything. we are going to break the golden orders ideas of the body and mind with the power of transitioning. messmers obsession over marika and preserving her image... very firstborn daughter bearing the sins of the mother of her. and the whole thing with her body being considered cursed. given the serpent. in the words of my friend @mecania the most crucial aspect of messmers character you see is that she is both the punished body and the executioner.
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kingarmorking · 1 day ago
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Do you think it's necessary to give everyone in windbreaker mini arc about their backstories? I feel tsuge and the other knights aren't that important to explore... I feel the backstories are repetitive in wbk... The author focus on everyone's backstory arc except the protagonist for whatever reason!.
i dunno if youre the same person i kept seeing a while ago but either way my guy... if you thought i was gonna agree with you im not sorry to burst your bubble here
do i think its necessary? well if the alternative is having bland, one-note side characters thats just there to fill out a classroom then yes! its very necessary! esp with the cast of characters we have, the vast majority of the fandom loves learning about them!
id be more than happy to get backstories on every single character in windbre, hell id love to just get names for some of the bg characters (specifically class 1-1, that hexad of kids in awe of Kaji's volume i dream for the day we get names for them)
while i will agree that i dont know if Tsuge will have as in depth of a backstory as everyone else i will also say its cause we dont know jackshit about him! (and unlike Suo its not cause hes hiding anything hes more just kind of whats on the tin yknow) compare Tsuge to Suo or Kiryuu for example, we dont have anything about him being famous from other schools (iirc i might be wrong) just that hes strong, which is also fine imo! i think we should get one tbh considering its pretty easy to see when Sakura takes top spot his kings will be Sugi, Suo, Kiryuu and Tsuge (with Nirei being his advisor) it'd be odd to not get anything him. it doesnt have to be smth very in depth it could be smth like Nirei's lil backstory when Sakura first met him!
speaking of the Kings, same deal for Momose and Mizuki! we dont know anything about them!! we know Momose likes to paint and Mizuki likes the military and im pretty sure thats literally it. its easy to say "they arent important" when we dont spend any time with them to begin with. genuinely curious did you think the same thing when Tsubaki got their backstory?
also... the backstories being repetitive... my guy... my dude... you are talking about a shonen story about delinquents with hearts of gold whove been hurt in some way shape or form in the past, Sakura is learning from everyone... because he can relate to them like. idk what you want here, do you want him to grow and heal from his trauma? or do you want him to suddenly wake up one day and suddenly be a different person?
"The author focus on everyone's backstory arc except the protagonist for whatever reason" are we... reading the same story? youre acting like we havent gotten any of Sakura's backstory when its being revealed through the others. do you want everything to be right in your face and spelled out? wheres the fun in that?
i think its very ic for Sakura frankly to have his backstory revealed in this way. Sakura was so hurt and put through god knows what growing up that... why tf would he come right out and tell anyone (or show even us) what he went through. his walls may be coming down but he, in his own words, "has one or two secrets that he doesn't wanna talk about"
like his classmates we learn about Sakura as they learn about him (we of course have the advantage of being beyond the 4th wall and can see into his head) but clearly hes keeping what he through under very tight lock and key, hes not ready to reveal that part of himself in its entirety to us or his friends
i dont understand this argument, hell its not even an argument, its just complaining about how Nii-sensei is writing his own story. Sakura's backstory will be revealed to us in time and itll probably be revealed when WindBre is nearing its end
this is so annoying stop reading WindBre if youre this unhappy about it instead of coming into my inbox to complain about a story i really fuckin love
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Also not a scientific backup but a sincere firsthand experience
I am 30. I just started adderall last year. Up until now, I have avoided alcohol, weed, cigarettes, energy drinks, etc because I know I have ADHD and know I have the tendency for addiction. I was aware of this tendency before I even knew I had ADHD, when I was very young.
Imagine everyone in the world is walking on a beam.
Now imagine your beam is smaller, its harder to get your footing, maybe its a slipperier surface or a more worn material. People who have a nice wide sturdy beam will look at you and say "Just brace your feet in the middle" or "we all slip every once and a while but you really cant let it affect you this much" or any number of critical things.
Think about how you would feel if you suddenly had bracers, training wheels, a rope from you to your beam. Those people will criticize, "well I dont need that, why do you?" Or "oh yeah I used to have fun with that when i was younger but thats childish/harmful and you need to learn to function without it" or "dont get addicted to that"
Their beam is wide enough for their feet to sit flat in the middle. Yours shifts and cracks or wobbles suddenly. Addicted? How can you be addicted to something literally life saving, steadying, not even fully fixing the problem but giving you tools to be able to continue forwards without devoting EVERYTHING to managing the problem.
Meds can be dangerous. We can mismanage or misdose them for sure, humans are flawed creatures. But when you believe that assistive medications are "addictive", think about *why* it may appear that way. I was incredibly hesitant to use meds at first (not to mention a bunch of stuff im skipping over like meds arent for everyone etc), I was so afraid I was finally giving into my addictive tendencies. But Im really not. Its just as hard to take my meds in the morning as it is to brush my teeth, I know theyre good for me, I know how much they help (I cried the first couple days because of what I managed to accomplish), but the ADHD is still there. My beam is still wobbling, but I rely on my tools because then Im not devoting EVERYTHING I AM to balancing.
I have energy for others, for my friends and work and family, that I didnt have before. Im not addicted, im freed by my meds. And yes, that means im TERRIFIED of losing them or losing access, etc. But that doesnt mean im addicted, that means theres something so fundamentally wrong with our society that people like me have to find ways to give ourselves some support.
And if someone who doesnt need it abuses it for fun, uses the leg strap to go bungee jumping off their beam for shits and giggles, I literally could not give a fuck because a society that allows that much/easy access to it means a society that has support structures for addicts and braces and help for them to manage whatevers driving them towards addiction. This isnt a "dont push too hard until theres better systems in place for every tangental subject" issue. This is a "push for deregulation/decriminalization of drugs in order to get those better systems for ALL as hard as we can" thing. Theres no parts or half steps to take here, deregulation of ADHD meds is tightly hand in hand with addiction prevention/recovery resources, ESPECIALLY because, like Loo said, people with ADHD are often the ones getting addicted to substances. Helping them IS THE SAME as deregulating Adderall because that may be a preventative.
I know you meant well, and I understand the sentiment. But addiction is legitimately an issue with ADHD meds, and it is very very possible to become addicted to Adderall or other stimulants even with ADHD. I do agree that it is too tightly regulated, but I do think regulation is important, at least until there are more social changes and social programs that provide enough of a safety net to help with addiction. Thanks for listening, and I hope you're doing well ❤️
I appreciate it, but out of curiosity do you have a source? I've been researching this as best I can and I have not found anything backing up the claim that people with ADHD are at risk for addiction to their ADHD mediation. Lots of stuff saying people with ADHD are more prone to other kinds of substance abuse, especially when under-medicated or just not medicated at all, as well as lots of people with ADHD saying they used to have substance abuse problems before they knew they had ADHD and stimulant medication is what helped them recover. There are also loads of studies showing that being medicated from a young age actually drastically reduces your risk of developing a substance abuse disorder later in life. When it comes to abusing stimulant medications it seems like the main issue there is people taking more than they were prescribed or taking it incorrectly, which is a problem obviously but is true of most prescription meds? I have been taking my methocarbomol wrong for like a month beause I misread the bottle, and I have to have a lot of pill organizers for my meds because my ADHD makes me forget I've taken them and if I forget I will take too much, but tbh at that point I'd figure they just need a higher dose and aren't getting it or need to pay more attention to the labels on the bottle, but I'd love to hear from those people and learn what their motivation was and what happened.
Looking at all my sources the general consensus continues to be that people with ADHD are at a such a low risk of becoming addicted to their stimulant medication it's barely worth talking about. To contrast that, the only sources I've found that do insist you can get addicted are private, for-profit addiction help centers and randos on Quora and I'm sorry, they have a very high incentive to convince people they have addiction issues and are very prone to lying(one page I found claims that a sign you're addicted to your ADHD meds is "not feeling alert when you don't take them" as if that's not just...what ADHD is?? and another says trying to refill them early is a sign of abuse when in reality not being able to refill them before you're completely out means we go days or even weeks without the medication due to pharmacies being slow or not having it on hand, it's not a sign of addiction to not want to have to go off the meds that make it possible for you to live your life), so I do not trust them as reliable sources. Not even kidding, no matter how I word it, when I search on google or duck duck go if a person with ADHD can become addicted to their own medication the only thing that comes up is for-profit addiction help centers and every page is full of blatant misinformation about ADHD that would take like two seconds to fix if they actually cared about anything other than making money.
On top of that, a lot of pages talking about this seem to be confusing needing a medication to treat your serious medical condition with being addicted to it. If you claim that someone with ADHD is addicted to their meds because without them they have trouble sleeping, can't focus at work/school, and that stopping cold turkey makes them feel awful then you just. You don't understand how ADHD works or what an addiction is. People with ADHD don't crash when they lose access to their meds because they were addicted, they crash because they have a serious medical condition that requires treatment and the treatment has stopped. Same shit if I was denied my inhaler while having an asthma attack to like prove I'm faking(which also does happen and gets children killed). Not sleeping, doing poorly in school or at work, being late all the time, not eating, feeling confused and tired? Those are symptoms of ADHD, not signs of addiction, and medication helps because you need it, not because it gets you high.
Also, according to a doctor who writes for ADDitude magazine(which tbh isn't perfect, but nothing is) says there have also haven't really been any studies on long-term stimulant use in people with ADHD aside from ones on being at a higher risk of addiction to other substances in folks with untreated ADHD, which doesn't mean there isn't some issue we don't know about for ADHDers specifically, but when looking at people who take stimulants for narcolepsy it seems like there are absolutely no long term negative health effects of taking a stimulant mediation THAT YOU NEED. Obviously if you don't need it you can get addicted and it can hurt you and if you have like...idk an allergy to it or a heart condition or the meds just aren't helping/are making things worse we should look at other options, but if you need a stimulant medication and don't have a medical condition that can be worsened by them, then it's completely safe and the risk of addiction to the medication itself is so small it's not even worth talking about or bringing up. Like everything coming up on this subject is talking about people with ADHD being prone to addiction to other things like opioids or alcohol, not their medication, and when they start the medication it helps them stop abusing other substances because they don't need them anymore, and all of the resources I can find on adderall addiction are aimed at helping people who do NOT have ADHD who are abusing the drug to get high or lose weight or do better in school.
I've also seen TONS of anecdotal stories from people with ADHD saying they wouldn't try to get high on adderall or any other stimulant medication because it doesn't get you high. Instead it makes you feel like complete shit and it's a waste of the already hard to access and very expensive meds we need to function, so there's no point in even trying to abuse them. And that's a history I share, when I started adderall they put me on WAY too high a dose and I just felt...eugh all the time. Too high a dose(or drinking too much coffee) gives me very bad brain fog and exhaustion and I disassociate and altogether just makes me feel like garbage, but when I got on the correct, lower dose all of that went away. I can't imagine trying to get high on them, I've been high on other things before(weed, opioids, benzos, benadryl) and that is NEVER what it feels like and it's not fun or relaxing or enjoyable, it just sucks. (Or well, the benadryl high also sucks, but still feels way more like a "high" than taking too high a dose of adderall and I could see someone doing it on purpose for fun, I cannot possibly fathom someone with ADHD enjoying taking too high a dose, the experience has no redeeming qualities.)
Anyway, I do appreciate you being nicer than the last person, and I'm going to keep doing my own research, but so far there is quite literally ABSOLUTELY NOTHING I can find anywhere I've looked suggests that getting addicted to stimulant medications when you have ADHD is common or even remotely likely to happen and is certainly not something anyone with ADHD needs to worry about. Still, I would love to see the sources you or anyone else have on the topic, because from where I'm standing this seems to be something that the average person or doctor doesn't need to be worrying about at all and the scaremongering just leads to people with ADHD suffering for not reason at all and being terrified of seeking help that would dramatically improve their lives with very little actual risk.
Edit: Also, yeah we should have better health resources for people who do become addicted to substances, but waiting to loosen the regulations around adderall based on unfounded claims that the people who need it are at risk of becoming addicted to it is getting people with ADHD killed ALL THE TIME because of how our conditions puts us at monumentally higher risk of injury, accidental death, and addictions to substances that actually harm us. I said it before and I will keep saying it, I would rather 1000 people get high on adderall than ever have a single person who truly needs it go without. We are being killed by this logic, our lives are proven less valuable than the lives of people who don't have ADHD and I will never support that. Decriminalize all drugs I am not and have never in my entire life been joking about that. When denied meds we need people turn to unsafe drugs and alcohol and then we die. Giving people who need medical help medical help is what prevents drug OD deaths. Everyone I know who has turned to street drugs did so because doctors refused to help them, I use marijuana to treat my insomnia because my doctors refused to give me sleeping meds due to the belief ambien is worse for me than never sleeping, and tons of people with ADHD suffer of addiction to dangerous and risky drugs from unregulated sources and they all say adderall is what fixed it. Denying us adderall is worse than just fucking giving it to us and not acting like a fucking Protestant obsessed with suffering to prove our virtue or whatever.
There is no argument for denying people the meds they need that isn't rooted in racism(the war on drugs, misconceptions about non-white bodies), misogyny(self-explanatory), and ableism(again, self-explanatory). Why should we, the people who are having our lives ruined all to protect abled people, have to sit down, shut up, and get treated like criminals to get the treatment we need, if we are granted it at all.
People with ADHD should not be collateral damage in the push to protect poor, precious abled people from maybe possibly getting addicted to adderall. That's wrong and it always will be.
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hiddenbeks · 1 year ago
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carth watching in increasing despair as this random soldier he escaped the endar spire with and who agreed to keeping a "low profile" makes an enemy of tarisian nobility and the local crime lord, loses all their credits in pazaak games, enters a dueling ring with the excuse of regaining the credits but really just wants to blow off some steam, goes to a sith party with the excuse of searching for leads on bastila's whereabouts but really just wants to see how fun the sith are to party with,
#the 'prodigal knight' and 'dreaded sith lord' is also the wildest party-goer in the galaxy babyyyy#the sith are not fun to party with btw. cant hold their liquor and the music choices are mid#this is what ultimately sets liah on the light side path (not really but thats what she tells everyone. half-jokingly.)#also i havent actually lost any credits in pazaak yet. i beat that one guy in the cantina who claims to be the best player around. ha#but like Canonically liah is so bad at pazaak. or maybe its just bad luck. either way she keeps losing but cant stop playing#she simply cannot say no to a challenge. be it card games or duels. i love her#oc: liah#im having a blast w this game but i cant stop thinking abt what it could be if it werent so old n limited by the technology of its time#the quests could have more layers n paths n outcomes......#like what if the sith party was bigger what if you could get absolutely shitfaced n fail to find anything that could help in ur search. lol#instead of just. u walk in to apartment. u briefly talk to guy who invited u. screen fades to black.#everyone except for u is passed out on the floor bc they had too much to drink. u didnt even get a chance to drink.#quest proceeds. loot sith armor for disguise and be on ur merry way. no partying for u.#sigh. kotor remake....... you remain in my dreams........#also disclaimer theres nothing wrong with a game being more linear!!!#not every game has to have the complexities n permutations of modern rpgs!!! sometimes simplicity is better!!!#but im just saying. it would be fun and its fun to think about.#also btw some of the dialogue in this game sounds like its written by a child. its a bit painful at times. but anyway
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hyunpic · 17 days ago
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daily gifs until hyune day: king of hair styles — “if you like my long hair, pls love me until it grows out. if you like it short, pls love me until it's gone. then, i’ll only receive love”
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starry-bi-sky · 1 month ago
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im dedicating this to @detectivedarling. i felt inspired after seeing their little ficlet yesterday sadhjfl 🫶
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Danny's grip on his cane tightens.
"What—"
His voice cracks. He stops, clears it, then tries again in spite of the nausea twisting in his gut. "What are — you, uh, watching, Bruce?" He sounds horribly far away.
Bruce doesn't look at him, his attention laser-focused on the screen. Which is— fine. It's usually not a problem, Bruce gets like that when he hyper-focuses on a case, and unless it's urgent — or he's been at it for hours — Danny sees no need to pull him away from it. He likes the quiet camaraderie they have, it's companionable and unique to the two of them.
He wishes he was right now though. Looking at him, that is.
That way he wasn't watching what was clearly one of Danny's ghost fights. One of the nastier ones, if the collateral damage and rubble on the street is of any indication.
Danny tries to remember which one that is. He shuffles a little closer to the desk, ignoring the rock in his stomach or the ugly weightlessness in his arms. It's not the blood blossoms, that much he knows. He just recently had an injection so it shouldn't be bothering him this soon—
So it's just nerves. Perfect.
Most footage of his fights are— messy, at best. Unusable at worst. Amity Park was obsessed with appearing 'normal' when they first started happening, and typical news stations censor the worst of the fights anyways for publishing, since they can get pretty gory at times. And ghosts move too fast to be caught on regular standard cameras, not including distance and light and—
That is to say— finding usable ghost fight videos is hard.
Danny wonders how Bruce got his hands on this one, and then stops wondering.
The audio is muted, which is - good. Good, because the fight is ugly and chaotic and clearly this was taken on someone's phone. Fuck, he can't remember if he ever saw that before — clearly not. They're hiding behind an overturned car, and Danny grits his teeth so he doesn't tell that idiot to run.
The camera turns up, and focuses on two figures in the air. It takes a few seconds, but when it does, Danny gets hit with a wave of vertigo. His grip tightens and he leans heavily on his cane, he waits for the black dots to disappear.
He- uh, he remembers this fight now. Uh, sort of.
He remembers being twelve at the time, and he remembers some of the injuries he got out of it. His eyelid spasms abruptly. This ghost wasn't one of his regulars, so he doesn't remember whatever name they had, barely remembered what they looked like up until- uh. Now.
Was he always that small? Well— Phantom's never been particularly big, perks of being a dead kid, but— it's - different. Seeing it from an outsider perspective. Was he that small? Or is it just because he's wearing a jumpsuit clearly too big for him that casts the illusion of being small?
Doesn't really - matter. Now. He can't access his ghost form, and he already knows the answers to his appearance.
Phantom is clearly bleeding, viscous and violently green like the bubbles of a lava lamp, clutching onto a limp shoulder that's missing an arm from the elbow down. Half his face is drenched in similar blood, the eye on the drenched side is closed — not because he can't see through the ectoplasm.
Danny's memories of that fight slowly come in a bit clearer. Right. He took a pole to the eye in that one. That had - hurt. A lot. Getting an eye gouged out usually does. It and the missing arm took hours to grow back.
He rubs his eye with his palm for no other reason than it itches.
The other ghost isn't untouched of any injury either, but he's not in a state of dismemberment like Phantom is.
Danny drops his gaze down at Bruce, whose sitting in his chair with his hands threaded together, looking so tense that Danny half expects to meet solid steel if he were to touch his back. His face is - blank. Terribly blank, with an intensity in his eyes that Danny doesn't see often.
He looks terribly distressed.
He opens his mouth, and finds that nothing comes out. His throat is thick with an ugly, tar-like feeling that makes his eyes sting. Kinda reminds him of when someone wraps their hands around your throat and presses. He closes his mouth, then tries again.
"B—" hhhhhh, "Buzz."
Finally Bruce looks at him, one hand slaps the space button on the keyboard, and the video pauses. His expression doesn't shift, but there's a weight in the lines of his face that reminds Danny of a set of weights sagging.
He looks quite like he's grieving something.
Bruce opens his mouth, his voice comes out terribly soft and heartbroken: "He looks like you."
Which is— a terrifying sentence in and of itself. One that makes Danny's legs shake and ignite his ragged, poison-chewed nerves alight with the need to run. An instinctive urge to deny, deny, deny.
How could he? He could say, that's a ghost, Bruce. I'm not a ghost. He could crack a joke, and ask, 'do I look dead to you?' or say something about how he knows that his parents studied ghosts, but that didn't make him one.
He could say that, and he could say it knowing full well that Bruce would see right through it. He'd probably let Danny too.
Danny closes his eyes. They sting, you see? So does his nose, right in the back like someone popped him in the face. And his throat is thick and gross and like someone stuck a spider, the big fat tarantula kind, right down into his esophagus.
He breathes in — through his mouth, because his nose stings and so it'd be best not to irritate it further with air — and it's terribly shaky and uneven. But it clears a pathway to his lungs big enough for him to say — whisper, really:
"You know, I think you're the first person to notice that."
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lizardsmp3 · 1 month ago
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imo for me phyuri is like...... like i understand why you would go for it as a 1:1 everything is flipped type of thing and all. but im more of the camp of like... for me its more fun to think, like, these are the same people, same personalities and aesthetics, but shifted a little on account of the lesbianism of it all. obviously i think dan would still have genderisms going on and like a deeply complicated relationship with femininity (i also think we'd have she/they in bio by like 2022 honestly) but also like. idk the lesbian relationship with femininity vs like the societal expectation of it is so inherently different & i think she would have a lot to say about it.... it's not like i think she'd be like super duper feminine but i do think exploring her relationship with it in a lesbian context would be like. a real thing for her yknow. like she is notttt shaving but i think she likes the occasional grungy makeup... smudgy eyeliner dark lip..... also i think sister daniel is still sister daniel. cranked up femme dyke drag. and where i think dan would have a complicated relationship with femininity i really truly dont think phil would care about it and even in closet era where shes performing it (badly) like it really just is not her. you already know my butch phil truth tho. like she'd literally still be hugely influenced by wanting to be oz and spike. meanwhile i think faith would do crazy things to dans brain chemistry. sorry this is such a stream of consciousness. just rambly 1 am thoughts. watch buffy
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codecicle-archive · 9 months ago
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I made a severe and continuous lapse in my judgement, and I don’t expect to be forgiven. I’m simply here to apologize
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Ok. Sonic 4. Metal Sonic and Amy. Sonic CD. Time Stones. Good and Bad futures. Time manipulation. All of that stuff. An idea, a concept if u will...
Agent Stone becomes the main antagonist of Sonic Movie 4 not out of a desire to take over the world, but in an attempt to use the Time Stones to save Robotnik from the explosion of the Ark.
"I already lost you once! I-! ...I can't lose you again." Half of that dialogue was the last words Stone got to speak to Robotnik.
If he knew there was a way how, he would make sure they never had to be.
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ruporas · 2 years ago
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[ID: Digital Art in color of Trigun Maximum, characters included are Wolfwood, Elendira, and Legato in a casual meeting situation. The piece consists of orangey yellow lighting and purple shadows. Wolfwood sits on the left side, facing Elendira who’s on the right. He’s seated on a plain wooden chair with one knee up and he’s holding the strap to his Punisher in his left hand while his right sits against his thigh, He has an irritated expression as he speaks to Elendira. Elendira is sitting in a fancier seat, her right arm rests against Wolfwood’s propped up knee, her left hand holds her suitcase. She’s sitting cross legged with an amused expression. Legato can be seen in the back at the center of the image in his mobile body case, one of his eyes shown to be glaring at Wolfwood. End ID]
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[ID: Sketch, uncolored comic. Elendira says to Wolfwood, “I’m not telling you to dedicate yourself to him, but just accept the situation at hand. We could get along better if we were on the same page.” Wolfwood responds, “Don’t peg me me for an optimist. I’m not dumb. But, I’m also not going to just live in resignation. Plus, I don’t have any interest in getting along with ya.” Elendira coos, “Aw, you sure? I have a wonderful shoulder to cry on when the weak people you’re trying to protect eventually dies in the coming months. Though, I guess it’s fine. Someone like you might just die before then anyway...” She snickers in her hand while Wolfwood is speechless and just glares. Legato is faintly drawn in the back, glaring at Wolfwood, muttering “worthless” repetitively. End ID]
#trigun#trigun maximum#nicholas d wolfwood#elendira the crimsonnail#legato bluesummers#YES they were together in scene canonically for only 1 Measly chapter. Yes legato dipped like 2 seconds later but listen#trigun has such a fun cast and such a vague sense of time that i love to just throw in whatever Chances of the gung hos meeting outside of#canonic time... i mentioned before but i do think ww just runs into them on occasion from town to town#this illust would have to take place after the remembrance of july though ofc since that was when ww first saw elendira... which is still#the funniest ww ever bc he was so Shocked. LIKE AGHAST... BC IT WAS ELENDIRA THE CRIMSONAIL. he was starstruckk it was so cute#elendira of all people deserve that kind of reaction though im glad that they hyped it up with ww of all people. bc its like wow even ww is#kind of intimidated! even though he gained his grips like 5 seconds later to talk back to her. which is why i think theyd have a funny#dynamic. and legato is just there. he does not care about them but he also hates them and it's fun to think about how that'd extend to#wolfwood after knives specifically left the gung hos up to him and then explicitly didnt say shit after giving ww a special little mission#it also is just like. legato is pretty passive in trimax until someone is actively betraying knives or when its vash#and ww also does not give a shit about legato bc he also is like. vaguely aware he'd lose in a fight. so all i make them do is stare at each#other passive aggressively. TRISTAMP on the otherhand is ridiculously insane for making legato genuinely hold enough aggression towards ww#to literally activate his character arc in the season sgmkdsgm cannot wait for final phase where legato not only deeply detest vash but also#bears a similar aggression towards ww. actually im not sure whether i should be Excited for that or not but it would be an interesting#ruporas art
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