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tenrose · 6 months

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I just finished the Fifth Season and HOLY SHIT THIS BOOK IS ABSOLUTELY INSANE

I need a recovery therapy cause so many traumatic events happening like what the hell?????? So many questions left unanswered, and I didn't buy the next book 😭😭😭😭

But the last fucking sentence?????? They don't have a m-????? Is that what he means when asking???? Is that the thing that has been missing??? Are you fucking kidding me????? And you throw that at my face while I'm trying to recover from some very fucked up situations???? What am I supposed to do with all of this?????

Anyway so far, best book I've read in a while, 100% would recommend to go to therapy over this book

#the fifth season #the broken earth trilogy #in another time i would have read this in two open days #but im glad i don't have time anymore #cause i digest it the way i should #really loved how some things were hinted subtly so i gueesed them before it became obvious #and how i didn't understood some things but it does make sense when finding out #now that I'm thinking about it #they did not mention the **** a single time while talking about the sky and stuff #like wtf #explain why the seismic activity is so fucked up #where is she??????#is that what father earth is so pissed about in the legends???#I mean fair #also I really want to know everything about the guardians #it's so fucked up #also they lowkey remind me of the red templars from dragon age #anyway #what I'm saying #is that I need to go to the bookstore this week

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starryluminary · 1 year

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♪ In My Head ♪

Anna Nalick

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Here on out I'll try to provide a bit of context so we can follow along a bit better: Noah and Cody aren't really a "thing" yet. They kissed once in the Yukon by accident (as they tend to do) and neither has stopped thinking about it since. No one seems to notice, but Alejandro Cannot Be Fooled

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b4kuch1n · 1 year

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hahaha wheee haha

#sk8 the infinity #kyan reki #hasegawa langa #renga #continuing to tag ship instead of answering any of the reporters' questions #as you can see. I am still on my Reki Speaks English Pretty Fluently But Can Not Read It For Shit bullshit #and also. teen shenanigans. which can also be grown up shenanigans if ur not a square #man. todays been a Whole thing. how was it really the case that every art supply store I went to ran out of black ink #three! I went to three stores! literally a triangle in the city!#still have some of the devils tar left but I'm not enthusiastic about it #well! that's for future baku to care about and for me to ignore babeyy #tbh this is like. Im just glad I can still scribble a funny comic when it strikes me it's been too long #I don't do that a lot anymore... even tho its such a good measure of like. ur sense of timing #if u can draw a funny comic ur powerful enough to do anything. u can eat the sun u can kick its ass. u can draw a sad comic too #I realized I missed that...#also accidentally sent this from draft without adding tags lol. and tried adding tags on mobile and it spit in my face and called me a bitch #got enough of that. one must never forget one's currently on tumblr #now I sleep. gods. gods do I need a bit of that #have a good night lads. bring a worm onto a rollercoaster. see what happens

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halogalopaghost · 7 months

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#IM SO STRESSED IM SO STRESSED #I feel like I'm not handling ANYTHING well rn #so many people have symptoms that are WAAAAAAY fucking worse and they're like. working full time jobs and being a parent and shit and #I'm like waaah oh no I have body aches and chronic fatigue looks like I'll have to be unemployed and never do anything ever 💀#how am I gonna live?? like. my parents are taking care of me and I'm so fucking glad but #SOMEDAY THEY WONT BE AROUND and that stresses me out so bad #I'm 25 years old and I NEED my mom every day if not physically then emotionally because I'm a little bitch baby that can't do anything for #herself. im having a hard time feeding myself I'm having a hard time keeping my living space clean #I'm not taking care of anything except the dogs sometimes and my lizard and she's not getting as much attention as she used to #I need a job and I need to be able to suck it up and DO THINGS but I feel like I'm not the person u was anymore #I was strong and I could push thru things and make myself do things and now I can't???? I just lay on the fucking couch!! and feel bad abtit #is it the tism. is it the ADHD. what about the chronic depression. how bout the fibromyalgia?#and the thing is that ALL OF THOSE THINGS ARE MILD #I don't have severe pain (yet).#I just can't handle it I don't WANT to handle it #so. shoutout to my mom I guess because if it wasn't for her I simply wouldn't be alive #I feel like I've never been happy!! why can't I just be content and be happy!!!!#I have no fucking reason to be unhappy!!!!!!

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silveredsound · 1 year

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fine line . Edinburgh N2 . via adoreyoualice

#harry styles #fine line #this is the longest video i have found and i want to keep it here in my dragon den of harry treasures #magic #maybe im glad auslot didn't get fine line cos i would have been on my knees and i couldn't have seen THIS 4 times over jesus #i don't even know how to tag this your anymore #your is tour but now thats the tag

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6okuto · 7 months

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would u guys mind if i made a new tag list form and completely restarted them. be honest.

#DOING A POLL IS SO SCARY. WHAT IF NOBODY VOTES literally the most humiliating thing ever Guys Please.#like. i absolutely don't mind having them and putting in the effort. i love u and i am glad u like my blog #but when i'm checking specific charas + do not tags for every person every post #and tumblr doesn't let me just copy paste the list. i have to backspace + retype the last letter of every user to find them #and i can't tag like. 1/5 of the people. or i don't see them see it. it's like. oh!#like my hq list has 70 ppl. and i write for hq most so u can see how it can get. Bahahaha #not interacting is not a terrible thing 4 me. like i'm not Watching to see if u interact. this is for U. what u do with my tag is up to U #but if it's because u don't want to be tagged anymore but don't want to tell me or smth I'd like 2 save us both.#bc i think the only time i've noticed some of these users is when i'm tagging them LIKE IM STARTING TO FEEL BAD DO U NOT WANT 2 BE TAGGED..#..anyway. let me know. Heart Emoji

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ravenwolfie97 · 7 days

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my tummy hurts... and i don't wanna be brave about it anymore... ;;

#i think its purely from stress now #i want to quit my job. and i feel like i have to now #there's too much risk of re-injuring my back from having to lift and move heavy stuff for people #plus i already have thought about quitting before. but kept with it for other reasons #and. i was almost terminated recently. but it was absolute bullshit so i got a 'second chance'#im glad i did bc i got some sweet stuff right after that lol #but like. i can't do this anymore. its not healthy for me mentally or physically now #im mostly just. done with it. i've been doing this for 3.5 years. the exact same thing #i need something new. i need time to relax #i have realized that. i don't think i have had a moment of actual peace. in Years.#or like. ever djdgdjd #i have always been stressed out about something or other since moving out. since coming back home #and living w my parents again. back in college. back in high school. like All The Time #i truly do feel sick to my stomach rn... i just don't want to do this anymore. period. im sick of it #vent

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triglycercule · 11 days

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murder time trio come back from killing some guy (me) and dust just pulls out a rainbow cleaning duster and starts dusting himself off. horror questions him. he says it's self care

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cherrygarden · 3 months

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#can i be completely honest without anyone getting mad or unfollowing #i know it was a long time ago but I still haven't recovered from my bad hslot experience in 2022 #like maybe it's dramatic but i genuinely feel bitter when I see concert videos and most times listen to his songs #pictures are ok but i just 😐 can't connect anymore #and it's so shitty!!!!#i don't want to not be a fan because it was so enjoyable before that happened #and I'll keep engaging with his content and when he releases new music I'll listen it with the best energy #and when he tours I'll buy tickets to try and replace the memories #but I lowkey hate that 1. I fell out of love w him and 2. that I'm treating it so srsly and not letting it go 😭#like probably ppl here will relate but him and 1d are part my identity I can't just. not be a fan #(I know i can and I do have an actual identity and life outside of fandom 🙄 im exaggerating for dramatic effect)#(mostly it's abt how boring not being a fan is) (I don't like when ppl say ''x saved me'' but he has brought light to my life many times)#I feel like we need to go to couple's therapy 😭😭😭 I'm aware this sounds extremely parasocial bc it is #I just can't help it #anyway im glad i didn't have the same experience at louis' show bc I genuinely GENUINELY wouldn't have survived going thru this w him

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waveknight · 1 year

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nikivirus > waveknight

This change has been a long time coming, for a multitude of reasons, and I'm glad to have finally settled on something.

You can now find me as waveknight pretty much everywhere including bluesky (except twitter, which is @waveknight_). I'm sure I missed a few spots, but gradually I will find all the places i can change my name and get all those moved over!

Since this is gonna be replacing my pinned post for the time being, a reminder that I'm still open for commissions on ko-fi, and I'm probably gonna be adding some new options soon! (and as always you can email me about custom comm options at [email protected] )

#im glad to have finally just bitten the bullet #i haven't really felt like i identified with nikivirus for a long time #because i chose it when i was 14 lmfao #and now that i don't even really go by niki anymore #i identify with it even less

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kuromi-hoemie · 6 months

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i can hear the frogs ૮˶• ﻌ •˶ა ♡⁠ there's this fenced off area nearby with tall grass and a pond in the middle they have to themselves. there are so many of them!

u can hear them in the distance from my back patio but i followed the sound one night and found the source 😌 it's good to hear them again.

#hello spring‚ i see u coming 🙏🏾#i know we're getting out of winter because i can just wear pants in the back now instead of needing like 5 layers for it to be tolerable 💀#y'all i have been SUFFERING 😭#before i started hrt i could b chillin w a frappe in a tshirt in 20°F no problem but that is very not the case anymore lmaoo #rn it's 44° and I'm fine w just my lil jacket 👼🏾#im not sure how cold is “cold” to me actually 🧐#anyways.. i love spring. spring and autumn r my favorite seasons #my favorite part of spring is seeing the transition into it. u know when flowers start budding and ur walks start looking noticably more #vibrant 0: and the different animal sounds and encounters. get a lil boost of energy myself (⁠✿ ‚‚⌒‿⌒‚‚) spring is lovely!#part of why i like hanging out in the back is bc i genuinely love to watch the seasons go by and participate 😔💕#i feed animals year round! rn the seeds i feed to the birds during the day attract bunnies at night - usually just 1 at a time #and the bunnies attract the dog that's not a dog I've seen twice so far o: interesting stuff!#I'm glad as it ran off after the rabbit it didn't notice me bc it passed by right in front of me 💀 but idk #the other time they were just passing by on the other side here n we noticed each other n locked eyes for a bit then they kept waking #it wasn't threatening or anything but i don't know what they are ૮ – ﻌ–ა hmm. i would love to see them again

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thisisadonaldduckblognow · 2 years

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theres a direct line from splinter’s parenting flaws/issues to the fact that raph’s overall series struggle is feeling like he personally needs to be responsible for protecting his family/carrying them, feels that it all stops with him, that he can’t turn to anyone else to help him with it, to the fact that hes acted as a parent to his own brothers, that he grew up too fast

every day i mourn that rise didn’t get time for a raph-splints ep that might dig into that even a little bit tbh

(i am not a rise splinter hater ftr i love him. i am Not about ppl trying to exaggerate him into being abusive and awful when the truth of the character and his mistakes-- and his growth and active work to improve-- is way more nuanced. he has very real flaws/traumas/issues and makes very real mistakes that impact all of his sons, this just fascinates me)

#rottmnt #rise of the tmnt #rottmnt splinter #rottmnt raph #raph deserves to feel complicated about his dad even though splints grows and learns to connect emotionally w his sons #like tbh he has earned that as a little treat #theres so much abt that kind of dynamic thats hard to sit with #knowing its not someones fault that they are how they are and have hurt the way theyve hurt #being glad theyre there and doing better and showing up!!#but still having that complex feeling of like where WERE you why NOW #and like splinter never rly having an opinion on who leads the team or calling shots about it ever before #and then like the first time he mentions anything abt it is saying he doesn't want raph doing it anymore #i want that bonding ep i want raph expressing that he's so glad his dad is doing better he wouldnt trade it for anything but #it also hurts so much!!! that he couldnt be before!!!#the friction of splinter who is very like leo in how he copes w stuff vs raph who carries responsibility SO seriously #and like look raph has absolutely forgiven splinter for being so detached he saw the memories he Gets It but #that doesnt mean the boys don't deserve apologies either yk #idk im not being as coherent as i wanna be about it bc it rly is such a complicated thing to get into #raph in the series so anxious and burdened so sure its not fair for him to lean on anyone #that he turns to MIND RAPH literally his own self and idk

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seascapesandsalt · 1 year

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#so we kicked out a roommate for disregarding our covid precautions and being a general dick about my long covid #we didn't have him pay rent for the first three years of the pandemic #because times were hard #this is some of the stuff he did on the way out #i guess im glad he didn't use the spray paint?#he took the raised parts of the raised beds #i wish i had half the energy he has to be petty #we only had him paying 300 for a room when we asked him to start paying rent again #partially because times are hard and partially as an apology for me being disabled #because i can't perform to his expectations anymore #anyway big sigh of relief #also fuck leftists who don't mask

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themanwhomadeamonster · 5 months

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want to get back into warframe after seeing jade. however, am too intimidated to get back into warframe because i feel like I've fallen behind too much to catch up with everything especially since they're taking difficulty more seriously now... eugh :( *violently throws up out of anxiety*

#hate fomo hate fomo hate fomo #i think it's because i was already struggling to keep up when i WAS playing #so now that i have to climb another step when im already behind is gut wrenching #i know that a part of it is that good gear is locked behind difficulty and grind but i really just don't have time to commit to that anymore #idk. ik im catastrophising... i hope that jade's update isnt difficulty locked #i think that's also why i didnt rly care for dante's update. he's out of reach so why bother #im glad warframe's committing to setting up proper endgame/actually difficult content now but personally #the gameplay loop/effort required doesnt make the rewards worth it ahdksnfjsbfke #and i hate the feeling of getting carried and being gifted stuff bc of my tremendous bad luck and ik that's a bad ungrateful mentality #but ugh!!!!!!!!!! :(((((((((((((#not tagging this as wf because it's too negative sowwy

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permanentreverie · 1 year

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I am working 6 days next week someone shoot me in the head

#I just DID 6 days!!!!!!#and I think I'm working 10 hours tomorrow 🫠🫠#my manager was like 'oh but you're on vacation after that so you'll be fine! you're young!'#yes but I'm BUSY DOING STUFF during my time off next week!!!!#ughgghh #yeah it's money. and it'll be slow so I can most likely knock off a few books (which I'll be glad to do)#but still.#like I want to spend 12 hours reading my (physical) book (since I just read downloaded ones at work)#and I want to spend 7 hours binging a show #and I want to change my Tumblr themes. like you don't understand!#also im apparently training someone tomorrow!?#why. the season is almost over and it's not busy anymore.#also she's like a member!? so idk why but it just feels weird #I might send her home early cause honestly. she prolly doesn't need to stay the whole day #idk I feel weird training her.#so I only have Saturday off 💀

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sparkly-skies · 1 year

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This one is titled "I needed to urgently work on a presentation* so instead**, I somehow spent my whole day doing fuck all instead and the evening listening to Laura's Buam and consequently experiencing the whole spectrum of human emotions over the span of like, four to six songs" and goes out to @mondscheinprinzessin, naturally, for dragging me into this band.

#* for a subject I actively hate with a burning passion #**knowing it will lead to me crying for the x-th time this semester over being stressed and losing #my last bits of motivation for my studies that I once was very passionate about + general other life stuff i can't cope with anymore #the first one means i read the wikipedia page of passau and we all know once you google stuff related to the band but unrelated to #their music it's all over #i'm so glad i know fuck all about them otherwise or i'd be stopping myself from hopping on over to ao3 #i'd love to know what makes me want to read/write fanfic about a band or book or show or whatever.#with blind channel it was there very quickly; with lost society i still don't care; with bojan/käärija i'm interested in the authors more #than the fics; and with lonely spring it's like hmmmm. no urge to look if there's fanfic about them found anywhere in my brain.#anyway laura tell your buam to stop making sad music! they have to stop with these far too relatable lyrics!#should i just print this out and take it to my therapy appointment on friday?#mine #lauras buam #lonely spring #ich hab gedacht passau wär ne großstadt aber nein da wohnen 50.000 leute und es ist halb so groß wie dornbirn und #nur viermal so groß wie mein dorf ☠#und ein viertel von den leuten sind studenten. die stadt muss im sommer so tot sein wie innsbruck #PASSAU IST KLEINER ALS INNSBRUCK. 35 KM^2 KLEINER. wtf. how. warum hab ich gedacht das wär ne großstadt #aber ich könnte vor meiner haustür in den inn hüpfen und mich bis passau treiben lassen. laura pspsps wie wärs mit passau auf der nächsten #tour statt augsburg? die stadt liegt genau an einem großen fluss bzw zusammenlauf von drei flüssen mit drei verschiedenen farben

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