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thanoskin ¡ 2 days ago
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BATHROOM
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Pairing: minsu x thanos x nam-gyu
Summary: thanos and nam-gyu use a different kind of method to corrupt their favorite boy
Warnings: minors DNI 18+, handjob, public, thigh slapping (once), dom! Nam-gyu, dom! Thanos, sub! Minsu, slight choking, coaxing, let me know if I missed anything!
a/n: I’m so obsessed with the idea of the three of them fucking, going crazy over here :(
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The fluorescent lights flickered overhead, casting a sticky glow on the bathroom tiles. Minsu’s breaths came in quick, shallow gasps as he pressed himself against the stall’s metal wall, his fingers trembling against the lock. He needed to hide from them, he was scared shitless, and he was trapped.
Thanos peaked through the tiny crack in the stall, peeking at Minsu, his sheer size making the stall feel even smaller. Namgyu peeked over the stall, his hands barely peeling from his sweater sleeves, but his gaze was an intimidating one as he grinned wickedly at the trembling boy.
“Come on, pet,” Thanos purred, kicking the door open and crouching down, dangerously close to Minsu. “You don’t want us to leave just yet, do you?”
“I’ve made my decision,” Minsu stammered, his voice quivering and barely above a whisper. “I-I already voted,” His heart pounded against his ribs. Thanos gave him a knowing look, smelling the fear off of him. Minsu tried to look away, but Nam-gyu made his way down and his fingers caught Minsu’s chin, forcing his gaze upward.
“And yet, here you are,” Thanos rumbled, his deep voice vibrating in Minsu’s chest. “Hiding.”
“Im not-“
“You are,” Nam-gyu cut in smoothly, his thumb brushing against the “O” tag on Namgyu’s jacket, then trailing his finger down Minsu’s lower lip. “And we think that means you’re having second thoughts.”
Minsu’s entire body went rigid, heat creeping up his neck. “I-I just need a moment to think, to be alone.”
Thanos let out a low chuckle. “Good. Then let’s think about this.” His ringed fingers traced over Minsu’s “O” tag.
His massive hand flattened against the stall behind Minsu’s head, his body inching closer until there was barely any space left between them. Minsu’s breath hitched as Nam-gyu leaned in from the other side, trapping him completely.
“You really don’t want to be on our team?” Nam-gyu mumbled affectionately, his lips so close to Minsu’s ear that his breath sent a shudder down his spine. “Miss out on all the fun we could have together?”
Thanos hummed in agreement. “We’d take such good care of you, Minsu. Protect you, keep you safe. All you had to do was vote O.”
Minsu squeezed his eyes shut, his hands gripping the fabric of his shirt. “I-I…”
Nam-gyu’s fingers trailed down his arm and began to unzip Minsu’s jacket. “Shy little thing,” he mused. “You’re adorable when you’re nervous.”
Minsu let out a shaky breath, looking at Nam-gyu with those soft doe eyes that made the boys want to fuck his brains out right then and there.
He wanted to resist, he should resist. But the way their voices curled around him, the way their bodies caged him in, made his resolve crumble by the second.
“You know you want to,” Thanos coaxed, his voice softer now, almost gentle.
Nam-gyu finally unzipped Minsu’s jacket, lifting his shirt slightly as Minsu sat himself on the toilet seat. Namgyu pressed teasing kisses to the corner of Minsu’s jaw, making him gasp. “Be good for us, Minsu.”
Minsu’s knees wobbled as he sat on the toilet seat, forced to make eye contact with them both. His entire body felt hot, overwhelmed, as if they had stripped away every last bit of his resistance until all that was left was the dizzying need to submit.
His lips parted, his voice barely above a whisper.
“Next time… I’ll choose O.”
Nam-gyu’s smirk widened, his fingers trailing down Minsu’s jaw before wrapped his hand around Minsu’s neck, kissing him deeply. Minsu shut his eyes, frozen in place, shyly kissing back.
Namgyu pulled away, his fingers trailing down Minsu’s stomach. “Good boy,” he murmured, savoring the way Minsu trembled at his words.
Thanos let out a slow, satisfied hum as he began to undo the laces on Minsu’s sweatpants, the touch deceptively gentle. “I knew you’d see reason, little one.”
Minsu lifted his hips eagerly as Thanos tugged down his sweatpants and boxers, revealing a hard, needy cock, and both men groaned at the sight.
Nam-gyu bit Minsu’s neck, making him yelp. “You were so stubborn,” he teases, his finger tracing over Minsu’s sensitive tip. “So shy. But we knew you’d come around.”
Minsu let out a pained whimper, his dick standing straight up as the men teased, Thanos stroked Minsu, while Nam-gyu tapped his tip with this fingertips.
Minsu squeezed his eyes shut, his hips bucking pathetically into Thanos’ hand. “I didn’t-“
“You did,” Thanos interrupted, stroking Minsu’s cock more firmly. “And you’ll stay by our side, well make sure of it.”
The door to the bathroom swings open and the men freeze, hearing footsteps approach the stall next to them. Nam-gyu and Thanos look at eachother, a silent agreement passing between them.
Namgyu stood from his crouched position, and moved behind Minsu, wrapping a hand around his mouth to keep him quiet.
A muffled whine escaped Minsu’s throat, earning a slap to his inner thigh from Thanos, the rings on Thanos’ fingers stinking against his skin. Thanos jerked him off fast, there was a slight, pathetic wet sound. The man eventually left the bathroom, and Minsu let out a choked whimper.
Minsu squirmed as Thanos jerked him off with a firm hand. Nam-gyu chuckled, nibbling on Minsu’s neck. “You like this don’t you? Being surrounded, being ours.”
Minsu could only moan in reply, his hips bucking upwards into Thano’s hand. “Oh fuck,” Minsu gasped, letting out a high pitched whine before cumming.
The boys groaned as they watched the cum shoot up, landing on Minsu’s bare stomach. Minsu’s cheeks were adorably flushed, his body trembling from the intense orgasm.
“I…I..” he couldn’t finish the sentence, he was too out of breath, and didn’t really know what to say.
Thanos chucked, rubbing Minsu’s thighs comfortingly, despite his earlier, rough and determined touches. “You don’t need to say anything, soft one.” He patted Minsu’s thighs in a comforting, soothing way. “Your body speaks for you.”
Nam-gyu begins to kiss Minsu’s flushed cheeks and sweat baked forehead, looking down at him with a profound adoration.
“You belong to us now, Minsu.” Nam-gyu’s voice was low, assured.
“And we take care of what’s ours.” Thanos takes Minsu’s hands in his, looking him straight in the eye, Minsu searched frantically for deception, but saw none. He saw devotion instead, and it made his stomach flip.
Thanos and Nam-gyu looked at eachother, they had no doubt that when the next vote came, Minsu would be a good boy and choose O, just for them.
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puppppppppy ¡ 11 months ago
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digital painting practice with my favorite pkmn
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skunkes ¡ 5 months ago
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day 1 med dosage raise
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artsymeeshee ¡ 7 months ago
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one of those nights
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kawaii-kushami ¡ 2 months ago
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having one of those mid-20s moments where you're like well damn. im really not a teenager anymore i dont hate myself anymore actually. like its insane
sorry i gotta ramble but this feels too silly to post anywhere else
#kk.txt#not snz#like for a while even the thought of like admitting i didn't hate myself felt like.. like i was being full of myself#idk what clicked in my brain a few years ago but it felt like i started to see myself more and like understand myself as a person#like i would a friend. and i just didn't think like that before i guess lmao#but like idk i dont talk about my personal life much but ive been recovering from post-pandemic agoraphobia#and i just went on my first big trip alone and im like. god its barely there anymore its just a little shadow in the corner of my mind#that only spreads occasionally now instead of overwhelming me#like im still terrible at a lot a lot a lot of social interaction type stuff but im like.. doing better than i thought id be able to#a few years ago. like idk im not good at.. change and especially conceptualizing myself as someone who can change and be fluid#like i really do think a majority of my person like my core morals and demeanor havent changed that much. and i like that#it makes me feel more secure to be that way#but at the same time its like my mental image isn't nearly as self hating as it used to be#like i used to picture myself as coming off basically the same way as that girl from watamote lmao like#ugly greasy awkward offputting weird#but now im like.. im just some guy... like yeah i have less experience putting effort into my appearance and i slouch and i have acne#but i am also capable of looking good occasionally. i dont need to do it all the time#ok i got off the bus and my train of thought died goodbye
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itz-pandora ¡ 25 days ago
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I feel like I made everyone sad n now I feel bad
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doctorsiren ¡ 1 year ago
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little PSA:
I have zero obligations to answer any asks sent in. I have zero obligations to draw something for those asks. There are many that I want to draw things for, and there are many that I just might reply to.
I have around 950 asks in my inbox (i had around 850-ish just last week). This is great, this is cool! I love it when people interact and send in asks!
Yet feeling like I need to respond to all of them, or feeling like I need to do art for them is incredibly draining.
This doesn’t mean you shouldn’t send something in. Please do! I love to read it and I do read every single one!
I am a busy person. I have life, uni, and other work I need to do. So I don’t like feeling like I have an obligation to do something that I know, in reality, I don’t have an obligation to do. I’m not mad or anything. I just wanted to give a little heads up, seeing as my inbox is nearing 1000 unanswered asks. (This is, of course, since I made this blog in 2020)
I love you all and I love all the interactions because it does genuinely bring me joy and this blog and the people who interact are a big place of happiness to me through my days. I thank you for your support and interaction. Just know that I am a person with stuff I gotta do. You get it haha
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neige-leblanche ¡ 4 days ago
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but rlly though i cant wait to leave this job. i feel like less than a year ago i was such a sweet & lively person & even if that's not who i am "naturally" it was easy enough to behave that way & it spread positivity to others & made me feel better about myself. now i feel like im just stuck in this rut of exhaustion & cruelty & suffering & it's so much harder to smile and breathe and take in all the loveliness in the world. it's so hard to stop thinking abt all the poverty & hatred & despair that's in my very vicinity no matter where i go.
i do think my job has something to do with that tho like i cant let myself abandon all my optimism just bc im seeing things i hadnt seen before. back when i worked at subway there were plenty of poor immigrants & homeless/jobless ppl & ppl with mental disabilities who came in to get sandwiches & it never made me depressed to interact w them bc they were just,, yknow. getting sandwiches. most of them had things to smile about and people to chat with & at least had food. i def want to find a job where if i am interacting with the public it's to provide something to make them happier rather than taking them in at their most unhappy
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badnew2005 ¡ 1 year ago
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st. peter clad in leather macdennis x 'gay bar' by rosie tucker
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puppppppppy ¡ 1 year ago
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people who do STEM or administration as a career full time and continue to do art as a hobby, I am scared of you but like in a hot way. youre like if we were allowed to have cold drinks in winter. i look at you and think of miles morales with his two cakes. do you want to make out sometime
#i say all of this positively bc i just! i cant help admiring it!! even if its mundane or not a big deal to you i seriously cant wrap my head#around it.. this is in no way at all meant to be condescending or anything. whenever i look at someones bio and theyre like oh im working#as a lab assistant biologist pharmacist realtor etc im like woag.... thats insane.. and then i peep your art tag and it knocks my socks of#how?? what lives do you lead??? im so curious. i seriously want a peek inside your brains someday. or at least shadow you at work lol#i cant help but feel sad when someone says smth like well i have to support myself and art cant do that for me. or maybe you were#pushed into pursuing a 'safe' career bc i hear it a lot. all of my relatives have the same story working as nurses and OFWs for the family#i think for me its not about missed potential but rather its being sad about making a decision to put your happiness aside to get by#ive tried so hard to do it but it didnt work out. i guess watching you guys do it is fascinating to me#or maybe youve made peace with your decision or actually like what you pursued but im still amazed!! it makes me wonder what made#you pick one over the other in that case.. is it like putting time for two different things the way you would for a schedule?? hmmm#im doing graphic design so i dont really interact with ppl in other faculties even humanities like sociology or childcare... so i cant help#wondering what it must be like as someone whos pursuing visual communication both as an interest and career#i seriously wish i could do smth like a desk job or even admin and maybe ill try that if this doesnt work. or i could look into trades#but dyscalculia already makes it hard to do things like cash and mental math so i get overwhelmed if i think about this too hard#yapping
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skunkes ¡ 2 months ago
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wears off in a month or so
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rapidhighway ¡ 21 days ago
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id feel better when feeling exhausted if i ever did any work prior but unfortunately i am exhausted from doing nothing
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itz-pandora ¡ 25 days ago
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I don't think I'll be doing any more drawings tonight, but I'll try to get more done tomorrow!
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rockoblanco ¡ 4 months ago
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been sober for 5 weeks today, & in a lot of ways my quality of life has greatly increased. but one thing ive never rlly heard spoken abt when it comes to sobriety is how u literally have to learn how to feel again. just a really bizarre & strange transitory period !!!
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soundleer ¡ 1 month ago
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oh my goodness i did not expect a wave of requests to slap me after i got done finishing some pieces to answer
i am so humbled that yall like my art and my interpretations but it lowkey also scares me /vpos
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trainerethan ¡ 1 month ago
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In my imagination of red and leaf being twins and both autistic I think the only reason leaf doesn't have the same totally blank 😐 face as red is because she did the age old classic of practicing facial expressions in the mirror every day until she learned the basic ones. She also made her default expression a smile 🙂 to seem more approachable.
Unfortunately since the expressions don't come naturally to her and she had to learn them, the can come off as exaggerated/overly dramatic. Which is fine for some people but others find it equally as off-putting as reds poker face. It makes her a little sad when people dislike her because of it bc shes doing her best to fit in but can't seem to get it right.
She puts a lot of effort into masking at least when she's a kid-teenager but once she's older and has made more solid friendships she can let herself relax and not need to stress about it so much, although in social situations she may still slip back into old habits.
Red does not mask and never really has. I choose 2 believe his mom was really supportive and accommodating so he wasn't forced to hide his autistic traits unlike leaf. This is because in my au they are twins but their parents split and leaf had to stay with their dad. Who is not as understanding as their mom.
Idk if he'd be actually horrible to her but he was not as patient or understanding as their mom + leaf also just craved more friends and wanted to be able to socialize more so she eventually learned how. Red is content with the 4 people he knows (mom, oak, daisy, green) and prefered to mostly be alone so he didn't have that motivating factor to do it.
He was very content with having one friend, green, but he was def lonley during their "rival" phase when green stopped hanging out with him and was focused on trying to prove himself in some way only he understood or worried about. Along with that is green also being the master of masking for the most part. I don't see oak as being particularly accommodating and patient with him so while Daisy probably was, she's also not a parent so she couldn't be responsible for caring for green the way oak should've been.
As they got older green also craved to be seen as cool and popular amongst his peers so he started masking heavily and also distanced himself from red. Unfortunately he realizes that being accepted for a fake version of himself by mainly strangers is actually very lonley and he misses their friendship 😢 but atp he probably figures red wouldn't wanna be friends again bc of how green ignored him for so long so I think they don't become close again until After the gym challenge "rivalry"/red dissapearing/reuniting years later. So they were both missing each other a lot but both felt unable to reach out bc of the distance that grew between them when green pulled away. Anyways tldr green pro masker leaf trying very hard to mask but struggling a bit and red rawdogging his autism never masked a day in his life.
#green is better at masking in the sense that he doesnt struggle with facial expressions and can mimick others social behaviours pretty well#he really learned via watching others and practicing fake conversations in his head until he could navigate most conversations well#he does still have times where he did not account for certain factors or new situations so he has to observe and learn some more lol#leaf struggles with socializing even when she watches and tries to copy bc unlike green who is naturally a bit dramatic and animated#she instead leans heavily into having flat affect like red. she also struggles really hard with picking up on other ppls intent/feelings#the type of person who isnt sure what the emotion were feeling right now is bc she also struggles to identify her own feelings sometimes#red does that too. part of why hes very avoidant and internalizes everything is that he often can't identify exactly what hes feeling#and if he can he doesn't know how to make it feel better/would rather ignore it and try to focus on something else#green tries to internalize his negative emotions but i think hed struggle with it so he js def the type to bottle things up for awhile#but he quickly gets overwhelemed and ends up having a bit of a meltdown when he can't hold it in any more#hes very reactive. part of why his and oaks relationship is difficult to mend is bc green gets very easily triggered by any small jabs oak#makes at him even jf theyre unintentional especially if he compares him/his strength as a trainer to red#when red dissapears it would get worse bc he is constantly weighed down by guilt and can end up lashing out a bit#especially with his bpd making him prone to mood swings/very strong emotions he struggles to process#he gets better at it as he gets older but it's really overwhelming and difficult as a kid/teen bc oak is 0 help and daisy#does what she can to hell him when she can but shes his sister not his mom. im not making her take on a parental role she is also a kid#anyways. thjs js ungodly long#trainer red#trainer leaf#green oak#blue oak#pokemon headcanons
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