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quasieli · 2 years ago

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I'm a lil :/ rn. I reached out to a medical center that specializes in trans care to maybe speak to a therapist/counselor about my thoughts and feelings re: medical transition. They just got back to me and it is stupidly expensive, and they straight up said it cannot be reimbursed by my insurance :( I'm sure there's a lot more options out there that I can look into but just annoyed rn.

#Eli Speaks #ive been having some p strong feelings about medical transition lately #like ive never had before #but idk if this is just fluxuating euphoria/dysphoria #or if it's something I actually wanna look into medical transition for #cause like sometimes my euphoria can be sated by dressing more masc #but lately I've been feeling kinda dysphoric #I haven't had any fun with my gender lately!#and it feels weird but I feel like ive been defaulting to more fem lately #in that im not actively trying to look more masc like i usually would #and have been wearing more of my old fem clothes #i also wanna keep growing out my hair cause it looks really nice longer #but the longer hair is also making me feel a little dysphoric #idk whats going on #i need to do Something about it

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