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first public semiofficial music post !! go me !!! starting my journey or something idk
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#my music#original music#ok it may not be super polished or whatever#but i'm still really proud of myself#not too sure what tags to put here#im sure i'll get better at this someday#surely i will#Youtube
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With the end of season two comes a second redraw!
[Nov 2022] [June 2023] [June 2024]
#better drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#I was really looking forwards to this redraw - though the jump in skill isn't as dramatic as the last one I still am proud of my progress!#It's really incredible to look back on this last year and how much has happened since then.#Both in my personal life and this blog.#I started the second season while I was going through some pretty rough times and it truly kept my sanity afloat.#I challenged myself a lot more this year! And while it didn't always turn out the way I hoped-#-being messy and earnestly trying to do something different has been my favourite part of art.#There will always be a lot of room to grow - I don't think art and creativity has a ceiling.#I went from doubting that I was even an artist to joining a gamedev team as the lead artist! That's character growth!#Thank you all once again for joining me on this journey B*)#Thank you for all the messages and support you have sent my way these last 18 months.#I'm so happy to have been given the chance to create something for this community. You've given me so much and I am so grateful.#I'll take a little break to post some personal project stuff this week and resume season three after that!#Onwards to another season of silly (and sometimes serious) comics!
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IT'S FINALLY DONE. I don't think I'll draw for a week tbh lol
I put a lot of work into this. Reblog if you want to, it's appreciated if you do.
#rick and morty#rick and morty fanart#rick and morty comic#rick & morty#rick sanchez#rick prime#morty smith#prime haunting theory#my art#I am. so tired#I didn't expect to work on this for so long#Started working on it since around late July#I did the pages in a random order so the art quality might flucture a bit#I think I really challenged myself with this one#Still can't tell if I cooked or burned the kitchen down#I'm proud of it though#If theres anybody reading these tags thats curious about the au#Feel free to send an ask this thing is always rotating in my brain next to my ocs#I'm going to sleep now
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"Stop asking why I'm sad, just know, it's enough to know I'm sad"
I know it's been awhile, but I'm simply couldn't let Madeleine Hyland's birthday pass without a little celebration. So here is a tribute to our benevolent queen, Madeleine, and the heartrending wonder that is Little Miss Why So by The Amazing Devil
[View all my other embroideries inspired by The Amazing Devil here]
#It doesn't feel like my best work but I'm still proud of myself for finishing it#And I tried to experiment a little by adding beads#I really hope to get back into creating these in the new year#tad#the amazing devil#madeleine hyland#joey batey#love run#little miss why so#fiber arts#fiber crafts#embroidery
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"But beyond all my pain, there was you"
Narilamb designs: @runningwithscizzorz
here's an alt version of Narinder without the veil!! :D
#I added that detail last minute and my poor government laptop was about to explode from the amount of layers that I was using–#it wasn't even that much! just uhh 95 I think?? I normally use like. 150+. But this poor laptop is not built for that#The tools were starting to lag and the program froze for a couple of seconds before starting to work again and it was a whole mess so#I couldn't put a lot of detail into it#but I'm still pretty happy with the result!!#I love Lisey's design so much specially Narinder's#I really wanted to make fanart for them and I finally got to finish it!! there was a lot of trusting the process in this fjhsd but it was#definitely worth it. I think I exceeded myself. Very proud of this one.#even though I couldn't put the amount of detail I would have wanted to because of the laptop's limitations.. I did the best I could with#what I had and I think it looks good! so. yeah. hehe.#I hope Likey likes it if they see it heh (*´ω`*)#cotl#cult of the lamb#cotl Narinder#cotl Lamb#cotl the one who waits#cotl narilamb#cotl fanart#narinder x lamb#gpart
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He's electric ⚡
#MANDATORY SUMMER COMEBACK HAKURYUU POST#Let's be honest this isn't my best work#Still#I like it <3#I MADE THE HAIR NO REFERENCE AND IN A MINUTE I FEEL SO PROUD OF MYSELF#I must tell everyone about that#inazuma eleven#inazuma eleven go#my art#ejhejjej I almos forgot about the tags#Eky makes backgrounds be scared#Hakuryuu#This guy really needs to get a surname#Gues s who's been listening an embarrassing amount to Oasis#(me!!!!)#Even though I made this with Gorillaz on the bg#It was this song what gave me the idea to make this drawing heheh#I MISSED TAG RANTING SO MUCH I'M HAVING MY MOMENT HERE#Hello tag veterans#I'm facing the truth that I don't know all the people in the tag anymore#That's sad because I really miss Inablr#Spotify
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An uncertain homecoming...
<previous - next>
#Final Fantasy XIV#FFXIV#Erenville#X'vahl Tia#Erenvahl#WoL x Erenville#wolship#Dawntrail spoilers#went back and forth between wanting to include Erenville's inner monologue or not#decided against it because X'vahl can't hear it#so I have to rely really heavily on conveying emotions just via facial expressions#which I *hope* I managed to do here.#I've been.... feeling like I've been really annoying lately...#so I've been keeping a little more quiet and to myself#but I want to keep posting these#because at the end of the day I do it for me#because storytelling like this makes me happy and gives me a creative outlet#and honestly it's something I'm proud of myself for that I've managed to keep going this long while still maintaining excitement about.#I figure if anyone finds them annoying I use the Erenvahl tag pretty consistently (or I try to at least)#so they can either blacklist that or block me outright.
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Unu !!
why didnt you add Template and Pale to your artfight?
Maybe my reasons don't make sense to everyone, but... it feels like they are too popular for Artfight? Adding them there seemed kinda unfair to me, so I didn't. I also guess I don't wanna be known for just my Undertale Stuff everywhere I go. That's also why my Instagram doesn't feature much UT fanworks. Besides, it gave me room to create a Melusine version of my sona, and I'm really happy with the design >u<
This doesn't mean that there is no chance for them to be added in the future though, I might add them next year, or the year after... just, not right away c:
#ask#anon#unu talks#don't worry I will always love my beans#I will NOT abandon them#And I'm still planning to do more#Just right now other things have my attention#and I think that's okay!#I've done soooo many things this year already and I accomplished so much#I'm really proud of myself#Please keep rotting for me okay?#<3
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KinnPorsche + Text Posts: Breastie Edition
[Shoutout to @kinnbig because I totally stole the idea for the Ken one from a reblog tag 😂❤]
[Character Editions: Pete Part I & II | Vegas Part I & II & III | Tay | Tankhun - Part I | Big | Porsche Part I & II | Kim | Porchay | Chan | Kinn Part I & II | Macau | Pol]
[Themed Editions: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | ?]
[Episode Editions]
#I took way too many outift screenshots in the past weeks - so I had to...compensate a bit#that's it. that's the one and only excuse I have for this very special edition.#I hope you enjoy and feel free to judge me <3#ohhh let me add one last thing: I'M SO PROUD of the first one - I made myself laugh really hard with that 🤣✌🏻#kinnporsche the series#thai bl#kinnporsche + text post#text post meme#kinnporsche meme#kinn x porsche#porsche kittisawasd#kinn theerapanyakul#kinnporsche arm#vegas theerapanyakul#pete phongsakorn#kinnporsche ken#because the kinnporsche brain rot is still real
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There's this interesting thing that happens where someone will support people blocking other people for mental wellness, but then when it happens to them (as in they're being blocked), it's no longer ok. I think some things people need to reflect on are:
1. Why is it no longer ok when it happens to you?
2. Does someone else's view of you need to alter or change your view of yourself?
3. If yes to 2, why?
4. Why is your support conditional only when it involves you directly?
None of what I'm saying implies that people who act this way are truly "at fault" for anything; it's just something to think about when you support a concept only to reject it when that concept applies to you.
#not helpol#idk what to tag this as really lol#I won't lie and admit that I've had to humble myself before with this particular topic actually#I'm proud of people who block me for their own mental wellness#but there was a time that i wasn't and that i aolely viewed it as a personal slight#but in truth we're all human beings with extremely complex thoughts lives and feelings#and there are bound to be people we just don't get along with#and that's ok actually; it doesn't mean you're a different person from who you were the day before#just because someone said some nasty words or believes something negative about you#you're still you
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Won't You Shake A Poor Sinner's Hand?
I imagine Reigen and Serizawa were going for a lovely early morning stroll through London and on their way home Reigen offered they try taking a shortcut through a very suspicious foreboding looking alleyway and ended up running into this equally suspicious foreboding looking man, Dimple, who greeted them like the Shadow Man from Princess and The Frog and sang Friends From the Other Side -- or maybe he tried selling them sketchy multi-purpose tonics or used watches or whatever -- Anyway, Reigen's frantic rambling is not helping the situation AT ALL and Serizawa is just standing there nervously, eyes wildy darting back and forth between Reigen and Dimple until he starts silently and anxiously eyeing Reigen and shaking his head hoping Reigen would stop digging his own grave by interacting with this mysterious (and possibly dangerous?) man and, for the love of Mob, just get the heck outta of there lol
Dimple Friday #19
#man I'm fucking beat!!#i spent way too long on this however by the end i only managed to make it a sketchy piece#i just didn't have enough time to do full clean lineart 😔#also I was so tired and burntout i dont think i could've if i tried#jsyk i really put all my effort into this piece and I'm glad i can tell it's definitely a huge improvement in my art#like compared to my other yoshiokas and just other art in general it's improved#even tho it's still a sketchy piece i'm getting better woohoo 🥳 I'm so proud of myself and am really grateful i started doing dimple friday#yes reigen and uu-chan have matching hats because i said so#dimple friday#mob psycho 100#mp100#mob psycho#mob psycho 100 fanart#mp100 fanart#ekubo#dimple#mp100 ekubo#ekubo mp100#mp100 dimple#dimple mp100#serizawa katsuya#reigen arataka#yoshioka dimple#yoshioka mamoru#human dimple#my art#serirei#ekuserirei
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Ummm!! So i went on a little trip with my family to some mountains nearby, this June,,, and i took some pictures of the scenery i felt that were very aesthetic ! (Atleast to me, because i LOVE taking pictures of a beautiful sky) So, i felt it would be a waste to NOT share some of my favourites with you guys :D
Heres some of the scenery from Pakistan , brought to you by your very own Mun! :-
(This one is my ABSOLUTE favourite ajsnfikridhj because there was a sudden blackout when i snapped this, which makes it look like this came straight out of a horror movie! Haha)
(Mid-Drive smudge but atleast we captured the sunset!)
(and idk but i felt like having just the moon shining your path at night has a vibe of its own. I like that vibe, it's very nostalgic for me)
(Tumblr is making them look grainier ;_; oh)
#photography#Pakistan#Mountains#Aesthetic#photos#ooc#i was feeling very proud of these that my dad suggested i share these on the internet#therefore i am!#funfact on this trip i nearly lost my thumb#because it got struck by the spinning blades of a drone while i was trying to help land it xD haha#suffice to say some of my blood is splattered onna wooden bridge somewhere in the mountains of Pakistan because my finger was FRCKED#but luckily i pressed on it hard immediately so it recovered eventually#i think by sharing this i share a bit of myself with you guys which kinda feels really nice and i know im not the best photographer out-#-there but yeah its still special to me because i captured them :) and i lived them!#by the way i have received a rather long but SUCH. a. NICE. ask on here that i want to answer immediately but I can't :'(#i want to draw Umer thanking the asker but I can't draw it roght now as I'm busy#but if the sender is reading this please know your words have reached me and i will respond to you soon enough hopefully!! much love to u#bye bye for now~
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Chreon Week: Hair Washing (Day 3)
There’s a familiar numbness that makes it’s home in his bones as he opens the door to his apartment. He feels filthy, worn. His body is caked in soot, dried sweat, and blood.
His apartment isn’t empty, he realizes faintly, hearing heavy footsteps shuffling in the kitchen. He makes his way over there in a numb haze, blue eyes landing on Chris’s familiar figure. The taller male is leaning against one of the kitchen countertops, cradling a small mug of what Leon assumes to be coffee in his hands.
Brown eyes meet his gaze, scanning his body, eyes widening with what Leon thinks is concern at the blood on his body. Most of it isn’t his, except for the patch that’s caked into his hair. He had been slammed against a wall, hit his head. He’s probably concussed, but he’s fine.
He’s fine.
Chris obviously doesn’t think so, or finds something on his expression that indicates he isn’t, because he’s setting the mug down and stepping forward, enveloping him in a warm hug, and oh. That’s nice. Leon tenses at first, because of course he does, he can still see reaching, rotting hands reaching for him when he closes his eyes, but he relaxes quickly. Large hands rub circles on his back, making Leon melt a bit more, tucking his head against Chris’s shoulder.
“Bad mission?” Chris murmurs, voice soft from where his mouth is pressed against the crown on his head. Leon doesn’t answer, can’t really find the words to, so he just nods a little. Chris makes an understanding humming sound, soothing.
“C’mon, let’s get you cleaned up. You’ll feel a bit better then,” Chris says, pulling away just a little, trying to gauge Leon’s reaction. He just nods, letting Chris pull him towards the bathroom.
Actually getting into the tub is a bit of a blur But he’s there, warm water surrounding him. Chris had deemed a bath easier, and Leon agrees now that he’s in it, body feeling almost heavy with exhaustion.
Chris bathes him, which would be more embarrassing if he had the mind to feel more than the fuzzy numbness that plagues him. As it is, it takes a lot to focus on the warm water and warmer hands that scrub at his body.
His a bit more himself by the time Chris starts on his hair, wincing as warm water runs over the area that had been hurt. Chris mutters a soft sorry, taking more care around the area. It feels nice, though, short fingernails scratching at his scalp gently when the other male shampoos his hair. He sputters a bit when water falls in front of his face, huffing at Chris’s gentle laughter.
Eventually, they’re done, though, Leon stepping out of the tub and drying himself down with a towel. Chris had exited the room to grab Leon some clothes, so Leon bundles himself in the towel and enters their shared bedroom.
Once he’s dressed in a soft T-shirt and sweats, he’s settled on the bed. Chris fusses with the wound in his head a bit more, but there’s not much left to do and Leon feels exhaustion weighing him down even more. He doesn’t want to sleep, not yet, knowing nightmares will plague him tonight. Still, his eyes are fighting to stay open, and Chris notices as usual, the ever attentive bastard that he is.
So Leon is being gently tipped sideways, laying on the bed. Chris curls around him, arms coming to loop around his waist, but the hold is loose. Leon would be able to break out of it if he really wanted to. He didn’t.
“C’mon, go to sleep. I’ll be here when you wake up,” Chris hums, Pressing a kiss in between Leon’s shoulder blades, and he relaxes a little, letting his eyes close.
“Thanks,” Leon replies sleepily, letting himself go. He barely registers the tightening of the arms around his waist before he falls asleep.
#chreon#chreonweek2024#resident evil#thank God I finished lmao#this one flowed really easily wow#I'm proud of myself#even if I still think I write them ooc#so... yep#anyway#here ya go :3
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OC-tober Day 15: MUSIC!!
I had the roughs done for this back in like January and abandoned it, but this seemed like the perfect opportunity to finish it!! Good Old Fashioned Lover Boy is a song from Xander's playlist, and I think it suits him very well, especially in how blatantly romantic he would act toward Soren before they got together lol
#bweirdoctober#my art#I kiiiiinda dislike some of the art in this but I think that's mostly from rushing >.< and using my old sketches instead of redrawing it#but I'm still proud of myself for finishing it!!#I really need to find better software so animation isn't such a pain lol I would love to do animated illustrations sometime#animatic#soren#xander#chroma
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Hiii, i love your stuff and kinda from a distance really look up at you for, in my perception, being able to express yourself without giving a fuck. Thats sick dude, Im so so afraid, of absolutely everything, its nice to think like i might grow into someone less apologetic of my existence. Nice to see people just being yknow
hey, thank you, this is really really nice. the secret that is probably not a secret is that i am also deeply afraid a lot of the time lmao -- but less than i used to be, and in ways that feel less stifling and self-suffocating, if that makes sense.
like, it used to be "i'm scared that if i express myself the way i want to, everyone will find me obnoxious, so let's just sand those edges down to be safe" -- now my fears are more like "now that i'm expressing myself in a way that feels natural and real, i'm afraid that it's all stupid/vapid/not worthwhile or meaningful" (<- specifically abt my art) or "i'm happy that i talk and act the way i want to now, but what if it makes me impossible to befriend," etc etc etc. which still feels bad and puts me in a funk a lot of the time but at least it's a fear that comes After/in reaction to doing stuff, rather than a fear that STOPS me from doing stuff, you know? like, it's evolved into a kind of fear that's less in my way.
anyway. i believe you'll experience something like this, because wanting to grow is the first step of growing. the fact that u hope or wish for something different means you're already on your way. to fewer fucks!! or at least distributing the fucks u give in a way that serves u better
#stuff like accepting that i'm reserved and i'm not very accessible via messages.#or that my online tone isn't very bubbly and it's weird and uncomfortable to force it.#i stop letting fears about that shape my behavior ('i'll look mean or snotty so let's force markers of Friendliness to avoid that!!') -#- and instead act the way i want to and then trade it in for new fears that come After the action.#also a good reminder to give urself is that if ur fear is abt how other ppl perceive u (as 90% of mine is personally)#u really... can't actually control that. and being very very anxious abt it all the time is usually ur brain throwing a tantrum abt not--#--having that control. bc it is understandably very scary that u don't have that control#as much as it sucks + is terrifying the truth is the only thing u can do is ask urself 'am i behaving in a way that i'm proud of'#'am i behaving in a way that's in alignment w my values + what i think is important'#bc if the answer to that is yes and somebody hates u or is deeply offended by ur existence anyway. well. literally not ur problem#but obv being at peace w that is way way easier said than done + requires tons of practice and will take. probably. years. which is fine#i am stuck with myself. i can either contort myself forever trying to be someone everyone will like and find totally nonthreatening and-#inoffensive and in the process exhaust myself totally and never feel safe or natural myself. OR#i can say okay. so i am a kind of prickly guy with stern and drab speech patterns and close to no social energy. and i think i can still be#-sexy and fun this way. and it is up to other ppl to figure out if they can agree w me on that#ANYWAY enough rambling for now. just another one of those things i think abt a lot so i have a lot of ready-made sentences abt it in mind
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The Nopony
(I made the eye wrong on the upper right aaaghhhhh)
#PONIFIED ROB ATTACK!!!!!!!!!#the amazing world of gumball#tawog rob#mlp#my little pony#character desing#my art#OoOok so#As I said in other posts before I had this crossover in my mind for a looong time#I already had somethings in mind like Rob being an earth pony (since he's “boring”)#Gumball would also be an earth pony qnd he would complain not being an unicorn or a pegasus because they have magic and can fly#BUT THIS IS ABOUT ROB DON'T GET DISTRACTED YUR#*ahem* so back on earth#I was struggling I tiny bit (a lot) with his head in different angles (that's something every Rob has in every Au. His head is complicated)#I was having a hard time too deciding how I wanted the static to look like#I wanted to make it the way I draw static normally (black lines that change depending on the emotional state of Rob)#but it looked off compared to the rest of the drawing#I also thought of a png but I wanted to suffer a little bit so I made it myself#For once I went with harsh shadows with very strong colors (like shadowing with red for yellow or fuccia for red)#and I really really really like it :3 i'm so proud of myself!!#i'm still unsure about the lore but I tgink it would be just Tawog but every character is a pony or a species from Mlp#like for example Penny being a Changeling and discover her true form thanks to Gumball#amd because she's a Changeling some things would change compared to the original series so it matches up with this universe#but i'm talking too much now lol#I may or not also make pre-void Rob#ixbsosbdiwbfisbabdbjd
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