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charlemane · 5 months ago

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i'm literally so brave for going back to this 100% acrylic Stylecraft sweater after a week working on a project in 50/50 cotton cashmere

#knitting #yarnblr #50/50 cotton cashmere i miss youuuuuu #but i'm so brave i am being so brave #if i just stick to this project and don't touch any of my good yarn i should eventually forget what i could have and then it'll be easier

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kayleerowena · 8 months ago

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🏚️ HAUNTS: A HAUNTED HOUSE ARTBOOK just launched on kickstarter for a second printing! 🏚️

50+ pages of haunted house illustrations, plus an essay on the allure of haunted houses, all in a beautiful full-color book!

back the campaign in the first 48 hours to get an early bird discount, and check out the additional rewards, including a new exclusive risograph print & limited slots for haunted house commissions!

(💖 reblogs are super appreciated to spread the word! 💖)

#kaylee.txt #haunts #haunted house #haunted houses #ghosts #illustration #horror art #horror #art #artbook #kickstarter #wooooo lets go!!!!#i am so so sleepy but i'm being so brave about it. lets haunt some houses

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hivemindscape · 1 day ago

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the buddy-buddy act ends now

#ritsu: i am a horrible person and i hate you this is my evil arc #shigeo: *hugs his hurting little brother*#ritsu: *breaks into tears* not fair #GDHEHXGSGDH god God i love ritsu okay #i love the kageyama brothers they mean everything #and ritsu- loving ritsu has just been SO interesting and enlightening even these past months #I'm squatting in his brain #his tendency to catastrophize #his powerful sense of self-importance that coexists with brutal self criticism #his prickly aloof nature and enormous capacity for empathy that he consciously extends to very few #he's a judgy b-tch but only in his head #people adore him but he's not interested #he's Driven by fear and he's brave to the point of lunacy #the LEVELS of gaslighting he did on himself to convert that fear into adoration #protectiveness #anything #Anything else that makes sense #the way he snapped under the weight So Fast when presented with an out eager to test what kind of wicked creature he is under the layers of #paint and consolation prizes #his high morals that he's itching to see crumbled #his 'I've obtained loss' that speaks to me. his 'I just wanted to see what its like being a fool'#his 'i realised what i really wanted: to learn that devotion towards living a fun life and shedding sweat and tears and blood for it.'#g a h #kageyama ritsu #ritsu kageyama #mp100 #mob psycho 100 #mob psycho 100 fanart #kageyama brothers #this piece fought me every step of the way Jeeesussss but i love it. it was very experimental in the direction i want to keep exploring

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thornescratch · 1 month ago

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It's the way he simply can't help but look back at Nicke, and the way Nicke just smiles and makes him keep going.

#I'm SORRY I'm just going a little feral over it #Look I thought about doing this as a video clip and layering Hozier's 'Talk' over it.#But once you get into tragic Greek myth shit it's all over #So I am being very brave (and lazy) and refraining #Alexander Ovechkin #Nicklas Backstrom #Washington Capitals #Centers and Wingers #Tom Wilson #John Carlson #TJ Oshie #Caps Ensemble #Caps 50 Fest

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gatheredfates · 10 months ago

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Also team, let this be the year we are more comfortable interacting with each other. Forget aesthetic, like/reblog to support your friends. Comment on their work. Be feral. A community is only as good as the members in it and we should strive to support each other.

#lowkey i do think the pursuit of ~aesthetic~ comes at the cost of isolation #oh yeah your blog looks nice but people know you won't reblog their stuff #so why should they to you?#i'm being controversial yet brave here #i am shameless in my love for things to look pretty but #you can't complain people don't interact with you if you won't because it'll ruin your theme #this isn't inspired by anything i was just guilty of it in the past #｡･ﾟﾟ･ — sea speaks

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reiverreturns · 6 months ago

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a rough draft wip? on wednesday? groundbreaking.

said another way - we're fully on the mota train now girls buckle up

#after a week of churning out drabbles like a woman possessed i'm now fully committed and in wip mode YAY #sorry i saw gale stare at that horse while he was running and went insane about it it will happen again #i am having SO MUCH FUN writing this and i haven't even gotten into the curt and marge of it all #(i'm also being such a brave soldier and writing parts in past tense when it's been uh two years since i tried a mixed tense work #time will tell if i keep at it or just present tense that bitch all over)#anyway. vibrating out my skin. please enjoy an ever-slightly janky first draft as always <3 #clegan #gale buck cleven #john bucky egan #masters of the air #mota #buck x bucky #bucky x buck #reiverwrites

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mysticalcats · 2 months ago

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ok fellas this post is really different from my other stuff so i'm putting it under the cut for people who don't care and also because i'm slightly embarrassed

ok so. is it unusual for a girl to want to have a deep voice and a flat chest and a more square face and also feel slightly jealous of men and want to sound like them and look like them

and also is it unusual to want to be all that, but also simultaneously not be very bothered very much by how you look right now or by being referred to with she/her except for sometimes when you think about it too much. because i usually don't think about it except for sometimes where i suddenly just get really sad about being a girl or i'll always have this faint feeling that i am just unhappy about it

and also is it unusual to try to ignore it and go about your life being unbothered by it even though deep down it does kinda bother you but you can't really. like. say anything to anyone because your family won't react well and neither will your friends because they'll think it's weird and uncomfortable. i feel afraid to ever feel this way because i know the people in my life won't react well to it

so like. genuine question please lmk wtf is goin on because i'm unsure if it's normal and i've felt like this for a long time and it's confusing me and i don't even know what i'm going to do with the information once i know i'm just sort of lost LMAO

#vent #ig???????????#it's not even funny (it's a little funny) how the only reason i've like. thought about this was because i am becoming #more and more jealous of actors in the musicals i watch #greaseball when i get you. when i get you #like i know it IS possible play as male characters in musicals or something as a girl if i ever wanted to #but the thing is i want to look like them and sound like them and i want to be masculine #this is me questioning my gender on my fucking cats the musical tumblr blog everybody point and laugh #might delete later depending on how embarrassed i get ARGH #I FEEL SHEEPISH #had this in my drafts for a long time but i'm caving in and posting it because i had a bad night last night thinking abt it #and i need to know. also i'm lying in bed having to get up and i don't wanna so i'm making excuses #anyway again. i'm embarrassed feel free to ignore this is so stupid #ok. being brave about this #i don't like being negative on here. idk if it's negative but it might come off that way and i don't want to be awkward #also idk how sharing it here will help. but i don't really know what else to go to #if nobody got me i know tumblr got me can i get an amen #keep adding tags to this like it's going to change anything. post the damn thing idiot #why am i adding so many tags like i'm hyping myself up in the mirror JUST POST IT

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logicpng · 1 year ago

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I think I can with certainty say I'm past the halfway point with this. there's not that much random dialogue left to make up

I can only hope the switch works as intended on other computers, since a different timing left them mid-transition. it seems like it doesn't interrupt the bubbles switch but it's only if the menu switch/shell reset comes at a specific point before it 🤔

sakurascript is really weird with calling functions, but I Think if you call it as a variable ( %(function) ) it doesn't interrupt the script?? maybe??

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#original #CaelOS #aster #aster ghost wip #I've ran so many times into wanting to do a Thing and it being outside the scope of what you can reliably do with YAYA/SakuraScript #or at least without involving external libs #you can do anything if you write external code and put it into a .dll it seems #but now that's outside the scope of my patience /wheeze #I'm hoping to test some of this with a couple people at least #I'm sure many things would've had answers if I was brave enough to step foot into an ghost dev discord server but. I am Shy #we figure this shit out on our own and die like men /j #and like I could've just stuck with the template and make it much simpler but NOU I need to make it NEEDLESSLY COMPLICATED without actually #providing much function of my own or that good of a story #if any ukagaka devs read this pls be nice to us we're doing our best 8v8 #also I recently realized the terms 'ghost' and 'shell' are meant to be a reference to... Ghost in the Shell. I'm devastated /j #vega (aster)

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glitter-and-be-gay · 1 year ago

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rewatching Good Omens is not enough I need to go sit on a park bench and feed the ducks frozen peas

#it's a good thing I live alone #because I am currently insufferable #and I'm being so brave about it #good omens #aziraphale #crowley #aziraphale and crowley #aziracrow #michael sheen #david tennant #neil gaiman #tv show

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envolvenuances · 2 months ago

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and I think child modelling should be illegal I'm not even joking

#I dodged it but like it truly felt like we were pigs raised to slaughter. slaughter being prostitution #every little detail I remember now as adult with basic child psychology education from my teacher background is just. how #I'm not brave enough to say 'jail to mother' (yet) but honestly...#what wrong could come from making a bunch of girls used to lying about their age ignoring being made uncomfortable and disrespected #especially by adults who can make all sorts of rules and claims on their bodies and schedules that are treated as secrets #I had the best experience possible and I am certain I did get pimps approaching me my mother and contractors #and even then I felt very weird that I was often sent to nightclubs that only allowed adults as clients but since I was there to get on #stage as work then I could get in and actually I got instructed to keep on 'vip areas' that typically had a lot more drugs circulating #the heels the clothing and makeup I got put on were also so wrong #I didn't hate it at the time some things made me uncomfortable but I liked dancing I liked fashion and I liked how the fact I was 'making #money' made me more respected in my house and I started getting more independence (that I probably shouldn't have been given either)#but ugh the existing photographs already make me want to throw up and I am glad there aren't photographs of the worse 'dance' jobs I did #very strange little universe #I also feel like I was the only girl that didn't have an eating disorder but mostly cuz I already had problems with alcohol that did the jo #but also I got in much older than the other girls and out pretty fast #crazy that 13 is old but like you genuinely hear of 6 year old who are responsible for a considerable portion of the household income #YIKES #the compliments I got on managing to look older and 'being so mature'. yikes #anything that allows a child to be the one making most of the family's income is a receipt for disaster #.txt

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pardonmydelays · 3 months ago

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the funniest thing that always happens to me is that every time we have a customer who doesn't speak polish and they ask me if i speak english i'm like "no, i don't think i do" only to realize a few minutes later that i do, in fact, speak english

#maybe it's because i'm just always super anxious about my skills #or maybe it's the fact that it barely happens so i don't have many opportunities to talk to people in english #so when somebody asks me about it i'm always like “um i do speak english but just a little”#and yet here i am running a fucking blog where i write a lot of shitposts every single day #all of them in english #it's so funny to me cause obviously no one knows this #and i had a customer today and he bought diamond earrings for his girlfriend and our entire conversation was in english #and he even complimented me at the end which was very nice #and my manager was like “oh you speak english? i only understood him when he said bye bye” LMAO #YES LOOKS LIKE I DO SPEAK ENGLISH AFTER ALL #jdsfjewhif i'm sorry i never really talk about this but today i feel like i want to #like every single time i have a conversation in english i'm so fucking proud of myself for being brave enough to speak another language #in front of a stranger #i know i make a lot of mistakes but still #i'm always so fucking proud of myself. for no reason. i just am #anyway the guy was really nice and i guess it's safe to say he made my day #which doesn't happen very often i usually hate my customers #so yeah #i say whatever and whatever that i want*

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perilegs · 1 month ago

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i have to take my car battery out today and charge it. and by that i do mean i have to do it myself for real, i can't just watch as my dad does it bc he's busy and lives in another city. can u believe this.

#and after that i'm gonna be sooo brave and do some studying with a friend #also all this after a workday. im being so brave and productive i should get a little treat.#or i could wait until this marketplace event happening later this week and get lots of treats there #am i a fucking dog why am i like this #leevi talks

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aiburr · 1 year ago

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