#but i'm going to bed

[anxietyfrappuccino]

when in doubt, fantasy series by yuzuya

[nemesis-is-my-middle-name]

that article going around abt firefox's new ad program is annoying bc it's phrased as though "mozilla has finally TURNED on its people and is SELLING YOU OUT for cold hard cash!!" when. that's not what's happening. it is specifically being implemented to discourage tracking behavior, and literally all the data they are giving to advertisers is aggregate and anonymized, which is like, the opposite of what that post wants you to worry about, lol

[pangur-and-grim]

one thing that took me embarrassingly long to learn is "sometimes when people say things, they will not be true."

I used to tell people about this revelation and they'd be like yeah.....duh.....but like, why wouldn't my base assumption be that you're communicating to me in a straightforward manner. anyway, I get scammed a lot.

[hourglass-full-of-stars]

and that's it

[shopwitchvamp]

[greyrain23]

Aha, huge rant cause I'm tired and done with everything

My mom always says she doesn't pick favorites but I get screamed at when the $25 I owe her for some groceries doesn't go through right away while my brother - making $8 an hour, 2 hours per day when his rent is $500/month - is $2,750 in debt, and she let's him continue that job. He's been fired from 6 jobs already cause he just doesn't show up when he doesn't want to work.

I quit my job with no backup plan for 2 months because I was being harassed, I made sure I still had enough to pay what I owe her a month and she was still on my ass about getting a job. I applied to every place around me until I got my current job, my brother spends all day and night on his xbox, doesn't help around the house, and treats my mom like he's in charge or some shit and she's fine with it?? If I do one thing wrong in the house, I'm being yelled at again.

Growing up I was the one taking care of both my younger sisters and my older brother because I'm the most self sufficient of my siblings. I realized I'm a 'glass child' because I'm the only kid without autism, so I don't need to extra help with a lot of things, I don't need the attention because I can do it on my own. I was, and still am only called on when my parents need something from me, like making sure the others do some house work if my mom is gone (dad is a truck driver, so he's hardly home, maybe once a month if we're lucky.)

The only "problem" I have is adhd, it's not super bad, but one of the main things I realize I do is when I find something I like, it becomes a hyperfixation until something new comes up again, after reading more about adhd, I learned that it's a common thing, but every time I fixate on something, my family makes fun of me. Sometimes I'm like, it shouldn't bother me as much as it does, but it honestly hurts my feelings, because then they start making fun of the things that I like, and as much as I hate this, I'm the type of person to leave behind something I like if people around me thinks it's weird or stupid.. so there are a lot of things that I've dropped because they made fun of it for being a fixation of mine for a little while.

It's a stupid thing to get upset over, but my entire life, I've been sharing my things, my room my toys, my phone, my books, even for my birthday party, my mom made me invite my sister's friend over instead of my own because she "didn't want her to be left out".

And when I finally have something to myself, I try to hide it. It's stupid, but it lets me actually have something to myself, something that I can talk to others about without the rest of my family acting like they found it first or saying stuff like 'it wasn't that good, you shouldn't be that excited over it".

There's times when I can hear my siblings talking about me in the other room, and the one time I dressed how I want to dress instead of what they think I should wear, they're talking about how 'I dress so much older than I am' and 'obviously she was gonna have a pedo after her when she was 17, she dressed like that'

Like.. does that mean they think I'm dressing slutty or something..? I haven't really worn what I want to wear since then, but I have an outfit I want to wear to a concert I'm going to later this year but my mom doesn't trust me alone in Chicago, so she's coming with and I don't know if I should wear it or not.

My family is the type to conplain about attention seekers, my mom is the same, but she's also the 'if something happens, tell me so I can help' but it's been a long time since my ex sa'ed me that I don't know if she'd take it as asking for attention or if she's take it seriously. But I'm too much of a coward to find out..

But to finish this insanity off, my sister got a $1400 laptop for her 15th birthday, while I got a singular manga book and a sweater for my 18th. I want my biggest life problem to be that my laptop is loading too slowly.. I want my biggest life problem to be that I can't find the button to connect my $350 bluetooth headphones I(my sister) got for Christmas.

[frownyalfred]

"Bruce trains so he can always pick up his kids" nah. Bruce trains so that he can throw his kids. sending a 225 lb missile of muscle at his enemies is much more useful than being able to cuddle them, send tweet

[angelshizuka]

#this has a whole new meaning now

HELLUVA BOSS 1.06 - Truth Seekers 2.11 - Mastermind

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

It's just guys night talk! Don't worry about it!

(Read Tiger Tiger and shake this man awake so he can finish that thought!)

[landoslastnerve]

X-MEN: DAYS OF FUTURE PAST dir. Bryan Singer (2014)

[toodrunktofindaurl]

"Death's child"

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[mirshroom]

*insert pikmin noises here*

[your-average-art-dealer]

Gay Hedgehogs

that's it, that's the whole post

get got

[storiesofaot]

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[yangjeongin]

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[pseudophan]

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