#but i'll find my way. gn n happy holidays

[luvfy0dor]

Fyodor & Nikolai (separate) practicing their vows with fem!reader? I doubt with their lives they’d ever be able to marry, but I thought it’d be cute!!

“I Take This Magnetic Force of a Man to be My Lover ♡⁠˖” BSD x GN!Reader ੈ✩‧₊˚

╰┈➤ Fyodor Dostoevsky, Nikolai Gogol

Warning; u might wanna marry me when u see the vows I wrote for this, infinite charisma, established relationship beginnings, Nikolais isn't proofread

Description; Practicing your wedding vows ♡⁠˖

A/n; I GOT SO EXCITED WHEN I SAW THIS I WAS GIGGLING AND JUMPIN ARIUND I HOPE ITS ALRIGHT!!!! THANK YOU FOR THE REQUEST ❤️❤️❤️

Fyodor Dostoevsky★

You stood in your kitchen, scribbling down the last of your vows down, hoping to have just created the final product for your wedding. Your fiance stood in front of you, his own cards readied in his hands. "Are you finally finished, Myshka?" He smiles and grabs your hand, guiding you closer to him. You sigh and nod, putting on a smile of your own. "Yeah, but don't make fun of me or anything." You say playfully, standing up straight and squeezing his hand. You open your mouth to begin reading, but you can't force anything out in embarrassment. "Ugh, you can't look at me~." You say, trying to keep yourself from giggling as you cover your mouth with your note cards. He rubs your knuckles with his thumb and chuckles. "I'm not going to laugh at you. Goodness, you're going to be helpless during the real thing, aren't you?" He teases. "I'll go first if you'd like." He offers, to which you nod exasperatedly. "Yeah, that's probably a good idea."

The dark-haired man clears his throat, giving your hand another brief squeeze before starting. "Y/n, you have been here with me through my toughest moments, always at my side to support me and give me that extra push towards success. Your unconditional love has greatly effected me in the sense that it has given me motivation. With you, I'm sure I can do anything, whether I am poor or rich, dying or thriving." You couldn't help but give a down-turned smile at his sweet words. It didn't matter how many times you heard them, considering this was the third time you were practicing. They always had the same, butterfly-inducing effect on you. "When we met on December 23rd at the cafe you were working at and you miss pronounced my name because of stress from the holiday rush, you mispronounced it in a way I had never even thought of before. Instead of feeling annoyance with your naivety, I laughed. I knew I had to go back. I wanted to see how many teas I would have to order for you to get it right. While I became a regular in your workplace, you became a regular in my mind, visiting atleast hourly. Now, you're most of my thoughts, and I couldn't be happier. In exchange for the happiness, motivation, love, and everything else you have bestowed upon me, I promise to give you the same, ideally ten fold." You stared with your mouth slightly agape, still flustered from his vows.

You gently flailed your arms. "How am I supposed to beat that?!" You laughed. He sighed in amusement, a toothy grin on his face. "I don't know. Good thing it's not a competition, myshka." You rolled your eyes and organized your cards, nervously flicking the corners of the cardstock. "Okay, uhm..." He set his cards down and placed his hand on your hip, rubbing it soothingly. "F-Fyodor, uhm, I used to hate tea. Before I met you, the smell of it made want to wear a clothespin on my nose to work everyday. Coffee was my preferred beverage." You mutter. "Speak a little louder and clearer, darling." He says, cupping your cheek. You nod and draw your lips into a tight line. "But every single day, you'd come in and order one. Earl Grey was your thing, and since it was the only job I could find at the time, I would make it for you, every single day. Eventually, I became fond of the scent because it reminded me of you. Of your pretty smile, soft voice, and calming aura. You broadened my horizons, from hating something, to being so fond of it that my mornings feel off if I'm not making a cup for you. I see that as a positive. You've changed me as a person for the better, and I promise to pay you back for all the positives you've given me. I love you more than anything, and I love the me that I've become because of you. I've really never been happier." You do your best not to stumble over your words. He stares at you with soft eyes and a matching smile, his cheeks dusted a rosy pink. "See, that wasn't bad at all."

You smile sheepishly and lean in to him, slightly embarrassed. "It wasn't too cheesy, was it?" You ask him, resting your head against his chest and hearing his heart beat at a steady pace. "Maybe a little, but isn't that the point?" He kisses the top of your head affectionately. "I am craving tea now, though." He turns his head towards the kitchen in longing. You push yourself back up to your feet and pull away from him, heading over to make him his drink. "I already made you a cup this morning." You groan with faux annoyance, making him chuckle quietly. "What's one more then?" He follows you into the kitchen, keeping a hand on your hip for the short duration of the walk, his gaze lingering on you as long as possible. You really were perfect, and he definitely picked the right person to marry. Even if you stumbled over your vows. It made you you.

Nikolai Gogol ★

Nikolai laid his head in your lap while he recited his vows from memory, having them down nearly perfect. Nikolai had a good memory when he wanted to, and he was putting it to good use in this moment. "-and I'm so grateful that I'm the one who gets to see your gorgeous smile an make you laugh every day." He finishes off and tilts his head to look directly at you. "How was that? Great, right? If it were up to me, we'd be at the alter right now." He smiles and closes his eyes with a sigh, imagining the sight of you both in white. You hum in the affirmative. "Yup, amazing as always, Kolya. Have you just read it so many times that you've already memorized it all? Or do you have little flashcards that you use to practice when I'm not around?" You tease.

He shakes his head and grins. "Nope, I'm just that good, my love." He reaches up and cups your cheek. "When was the last time you read yours?" He asks you. You hesitantly wince and suck in a sharp breath of air. "Uhhhh...a week ago?" He immediately sits up. "Are you able to recite them from memory right now?" He asks inquisitively. You shake your head sheepishly before he grabs you by the hand and pulls you off the couch. "Oh, that won't do, dove! Come, where'd you put the written version?" He asks. You think for a moment before pointing to the 'junk drawer' in your kitchen. "In there." His eyes widen and he places a hand over his heart. "In the junk drawer? I'm almost offended." He pulls it open and rummages around, searching for the piece of paper you tore from a legal pad to write your vows on. You also looked, watching over his shoulder before you spotted it, reaching under his arm and yanking it out of the clutter.

You straighten out the paper dramatically and read over the first few lines, refreshing your memory. You then clear your throat and begin to speak. "Nikolai- ever since we've gotten together, I feel as though you've reformed me. Your free spirit and good humor has really opened me up as a person and a partner. I used to be uptight and cold, but now I melt inside from something as simple as your smile." You take another glimpse at the paper. "I really do think that even with all your wrongdoings- to put it lightly- that you are the best person that could have ever fallen into my life." Nikolai smiles proudly, twirling his hair around his pointer finger. "Wow, what a way with words you have!" He giggles. "Continue." He says. You stared at him blankly.

"Kolya, that's all I got." You tell, watching his brows knit together. "What? No it's not, you had more every other time you practiced." He lets go of his hair. "That was all improv that I never wrote down." You murmur. There's a silence before you both start giggling. "You're so irresponsible! Come on, write something else down, we're going to keep going until you have it down perfectly!" He says and places a ballpoint pen in your hand. "Alright, Kolya." You playfully huff while grinning and starting to write. You never would have thought that Nikolai would take vows this seriously, but you suppose his desire and fondness for words of affection make it all check out. So there you sat for about another hour, until Nikolai finally felt that you had it all down well enough for the evening, but eventually he rewarded you with a whole bunch of kisses and tips on how to make your writing sound less repetitive, so you'd consider it worth it.

A/n; CHAT ON TUESDAY I SAW BLINK-182 W PTV AND I WAS LITERALLY FOUR ROWS BEHIND THE PIT OMG IT WAS SO AMAZING I CANT BELIEVE I DIDNT CRY DURING STGFTK CUZ I RESONATE W THAT SONG SO BAD BRO BUT IT WAS AMAZINGGGGG OMG

[ryuryuryuyurboat]

this christmas, i'll give you my heart

synopsis: make sure you don't give it away the very next day

genre: fluff, slight crack at the end

characters: wanderer x gn! reader

warnings: reader is referred to in 2nd pov, wanderer may be slightly ooc, written from wanderer's pov

a/n: WAAAAAH SORRY FOR THE WAIT @mhiieee but! this is my gift to you for @2023gisecretsanta event, i hope you like it ueueueue happy holidays <33 likes, reblogs and comments highly appreciated!!

©2023 ryuryuryuyurboat. do not repost, translate, plagiarise, or modify in any way, shape or form.

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the wanderer— or kunikuzushi, kabukimono, scaramouche, the balladeer, hat guy (if you will) — has been through a lot, to say the least: first discarded by his creator, his mother, and left to fend for himself; then convinced to have been betrayed by his own friend; and finally left broken-hearted by a broken promise that could probably not have been kept in the first place. it would be a massive understatement to say that he absolutely did not find it easy to warm up to anyone at all. 

but then you entered the scene. 

you, in all your glory, came barreling in like a snowstorm, broke down all his walls, lodged yourself firmly in his heart and refused to leave– or maybe it would be better to say you found yourself a place where his heart should be? what a pesky little insect you were.

he’d grumbled and lamented when you dragged him out to “get some fresh air”, muttering under his breath about how irritating it was that you wouldn’t leave him alone— and yet he felt himself biting back a small smile when he saw the child-like shine in your eyes as you admired the lights that lit up the way out of the city, your hand gently tugging his forward. hmph, so you dared to lead the way? how insolent.

he’d vehemently refused to join you in laying down on the ground, insisting that he was perfectly fine just where he was, and he’d rather not soil his clothes with the “pure white snow”— because if he carried you back home there’d be twice the amount of germs exchanged between your clothes. no thank you.

he watched as you shrugged, sat cross-legged on the snow-covered path, and put a palm out. he watched as the expression of wonder on your face turned into an expression of awe, pure bliss lighting up your face as you watched the snowflakes falling onto your hand. right into the palm of your hand, exactly where you had him. 

he finally allowed himself a small smile (hidden behind his large hat) at the sight of you reliving your childhood memories: running in the snow, making structures out of it, pouting when it melted too quickly before you could do anything. he silently swore, in his heart, that he’d try his best to keep that innocent side of yours so he could protect your precious smile– er, he meant keeping that smile on your face so he could avoid any ugly crying scenes…

he doesn’t know when or how, but somewhere along the way, with how you kept pushing yourself into his life, you’d started to fill the void in his chest, and he’d started looking forward to meetings with you, started to become dependent on that ticklish warmth that spread through all the way to his fingertips whenever you showed your face. huh. so maybe he did have a heart after all. or maybe he’d found one– in which case, he’d endeavour to keep it safe from all who wished for its downfall—

splat! a cold sensation trickles down his cheek, then his neck, and seeps into the fabric of his clothing. you’re standing in front of him, that innocent grin still on your face, and a bundle of snow in your hand.

oh.

…

nevermind. he only promised he’d protect you from other people, after all! time to teach the fool who dared cross him a lesson.

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[maopll]

I have a request!! AHEM (fluff) rainy days w/ blade or jing yuan or dan heng or all three if you can 🥺✨ THANK U 🫶

— UNDER THE RAIN : #honkai star rail !

⌗:, a/n: first hsr request!! my favourite trio

⌗:, warning: none

⌗:,pairings: blade, jing yuan & dan heng w/ gn!reader

— BLADE

Relaxing and having fun are two verbs which do not exist in his dictionary. He may be stoic all the time but just like any ordinary being he also wishes, no, yearn to be with you. To melt in your arms, away from the worries and darkness of the world.

"Blade, look ! it's raining. " you two were currently on a mission. The streets at the moment were empty so for two wanted people it was safe, for now. He humed looking at the sky "we should get a nearby shelter. It is poring outside" and just as he was about to find one, you pulled his arms and led him into the rain. "oh come one we don't get opportunities like this. Streets empty, and a rainy day." He loved you from deep within but showing those affections in the right way were a task for him. However, you bright smile in this dark world were a beacon of light for him.

A smile escaped from his lips, a pure smile and lovesick eyes. He held you hands and said "since you asked for it, stay close to me darling". Romancing with you freely without any worries seemed like a far fetched dream but what he wouldn't do to relive these again.

— JING YUAN

It was a holiday and surprisingly the General was not running to and fro and was comfortably dozing off on your lap. The sky was overcast with dark clouds and thunder could be heard off in the distance. Rain wasn't really a common occurrence in the Luofu but you couldn't really ignore the skip of your heart. Dancing and playing in the rain were your favourite activities. Jing Yuan noticed your longing eyes "if you really want to go outside then you should do it. " to which you replied "oh well I can't waltz by myself now I'll need someone to accompany me" "I'd rather sleep" now you knew your greatest weapon against him was puppy eyes. He begrudgingly agreed to your whims.

The rain started, and he did not like getting soaked wet, and he truly wanted to go inside but your enthusiastic smile were priceless. He didn't really have the heart to tell you to go back just because he didn't like the rain. Afterall rain like these were indeed few and far in-between.

You twirled and followed the footsteps of your lover, the pure look of adoration on his eyes and the dreamy scene was enchanting. Oh, how much he would travel galaxies just to make memories with his love.

— DAN HENG

He barely shows few emotions but with you and his family he feels one and whole. The sky was grey indicating a downpour and the streets were soon starting to get emptied because of the incoming rain. You lover as usual was going through research papers and telegraph which go into detail about the opponents found in the present planet.

The weather soon started to get cold enough and what better way to get warm other than your own boyfriend hugging you close and cuddling you until you get warm and snuggled good. "um babe don't you think it's quite cold now?" "well it is indeed cold dear" "so I'm cold right?" "grab a blanket then". Sometimes he acts as if he doesn't understand what you are trying to hint at but today it was especially quite cold because of the rain. " *sigh* fine fine I'll join you" you did you happy dance of victory and got ready to cuddle him.

He pulled you close to his chest and patted your head. The patter of rain and the soft heartbeat of your lover lulled you to sleep.The warmth only further had you drift off into slumber. He kissed you on the forehead. "goodnight my star" and also let sleep take over his form.

[flwrsuh]

choi soobin - tis the damn season

pairing ; soobin x gn!reader

warnings ; none!

a/n ; this is based off of tis the damn season by taylor swift! so happy to be back writing and continuing my taylor series ^-^ i'm sorry it's so short, i plan on posting more very soon!!

"if i wanted to know who you were hanging with while i was gone i would've asked you, it's the kind of cold, fogs up windshield glass but i felt it when i passed you"

the drive up to your hometown for the holidays was filled with dread, not only because you would soon be in a room filled with relatives you couldn't stand, but the possibility of running into your high school sweetheart was heightened this time of year, and the way things had ended left you both with a bad taste in your mouth. things with soobin had always been simple, but when you had chosen to leave town for college and he got accepted at your state university, the two of you parted ways. he had always secretly hoped you would change your mind and come running home from LA, and back to him, but he was not so lucky.

soobin had been asked by his mother to help her with some last-minute grocery shopping for his family's holiday party. reluctantly, he agreed, strolling through the aisles, humming along to the faint sound of a christmas song playing through the supermarket's speakers. as he rounded the corner, making his way through the store, he stopped dead in his tracks. because there you were, beautiful as ever, and you were real. right in front of him. he quickly began to turn around, hoping to make his escape before your eyes could land on him, but then he heard it.

"soobin?"

he heard your soft voice call from behind him. turning around to finally meet your gaze, he put on the biggest fake smile he could muster, though you would be oblivious if you couldn't feel the tension in the air. it was cold, uninviting, and nothing like the boy you used to know. it broke your heart, seeing him this way and knowing that, at least partly, it was your doing.

"so we could call it even, you could call me babe for the weekend, tis the damn season, write this down, im staying at my parents' house and the road not taken looks real good now"

seeing soobin again had caused your mind to go wild with what-ifs. what if you had never left? would you still be happily in love? maybe it was stupid to relive the past, but you couldn't help feeling as if you had made a massive mistake.

"time flies, messy as the mud on your truck tires, now im missing your smile, hear me out, we could just ride around and the road not taken looks real good now"

now you sit in your childhood bedroom, wondering if you could make it work again. you knew that you would forever miss soobin, and you had nobody but yourself to blame for that. you miss the way his smile could light up your small town, his kindness that you had always admired so much, and the way he loved you with everything he had. to say you were regretful would be a horrible understatement.

"so i'll go back to LA and the so-called friends who'll write books about me if i ever make it, and wonder about the only soul who can tell which smiles i'm fakin, and the heart i know i'm breakin' is my own, to leave the warmest bed i've ever known"

you have since never been able to meet another person quite like him. soobin truly was one of a kind, you were lucky to have known him at all. after him, you were unable to find that kind of connection with another person, always feeling like your new friends didn't fully understand you, or care much for you at all for that matter. it was purely a show friendship, one you could post online and hope that nobody could see through the facade you had put up, but he always could.

he knew you better than anybody. he knew that you had not been really, truly happy in quite some time. you couldn't hide that from him if you wanted to.

"we could call it even, even though im leavin'"

[sweet-kaeya-headcannons]

Shifted!

Kaeya x Gn Reader.

One short.

When he shifted world to you what will happen next!?

Read it to find out.

Warnings : None.

" Captain! We found a very strange looking portal at Windrise and it's seems non of like Abyss portals we've seen before.''

Kaeya looked up to the knight reporting him about the strange thing they found. He put down the paperwork and stood up.

"Let me see. It sounds truely Interesting.''

____________________________

''hummm''

Kaeya observed around the portal.

'' This doesn't seem like any of the portal domains that appeared before''

Kaeya said. And he got an idea to test it. He raise his hand.

'' Captain! Becareful! We still don't know where this will lead to!''

One of the knights warned him. But Kaeya just chuckle and replied.

'' I know. But we will never know unless we investigate it.''

He smirked.

Kaeya pulled out his sword.

" To be safe, I'll use my sword first''

He put the tip of the sword to the portal. And he doesn't feel any dangerous behaviors like the portal pulling the sword continusly.

He pulled back his sword. And the sword was just fine without any damage.

'' Seems like there is no danger in there. But we still don't know what it carries so we must-''

Before he finished his words the portal start to absorb everything around. It absorbed the air, the leaves around, the rocks.

Knights are far from the portal so they were safe. But Kaeya who is near the portal was also absorbed by the portal.

'' Captain! ''

Before the knights could pull him out, Kaeya dissapear after getting into the portal and the portal closed.

Everything in the environment was back to normal and the portal was nowhere to be found.

'' Oh no. Captain is gone what do we do now. ..''

______________________________

You were coming back from University / Work. You were happy because you got holidays.

But still very tired from amount of stress you had.

When you got back to your apartment you put down your back and go straight to the refrigerator to get your cold coffee.

But you saw a man in strange clothing laying on the floor. He seems he is in swoon. But he wasn't injured. The stranger has very handsome face. You noticed.

'' Kaeya ? A game character? Inside my house? wait is this the cosplayer? How does the cosplay seems so......''

You saw strangly messy with dirts and leaves around the room. And you guessed what happened. But you still couldn't believe your eyes.

'' This is crazy..this is crazy...''

You tried to wake him up, touching his cheek.

'' Hello? Mister? ''

His eye was slowly opened.

'' Where am I..?''

'' And how did you get here?''

You asked him.

Kaeya got up and looked at you and the place around him with surprise.

" Thats what should I ask. How did I get here?''

" How do I know? This is my hosue and you are the one who is supposed to be answering.''

You said to him like a joke.

'' Your house? I guess we both don't know what is happening. And I am truly sorry if I creep you out. Trust me I'm not a thief. ''

'' I know. I mean I trust you''

Of course you trust him. You know who he is but you didn't want this to trun out weird so you pretended this as your first time seeing him.

'' May I know your name? I'm Y/N.''

He replied you.

'' I'm Kaeya. Knigh- ah may I ask where I am? ''

" Oh right. You are in ( the name of the city or town you live) . ''

Kaeya seems he is thinking someting.

'' You can tell me what happened to you, So that I can help you. You can trust me. ''

You tried to make him more comfortable. He nod and smiled.

'' Alright ''

Then he told you about how he get here and all strange things that happened. And his vision doesn't work anymore here.

He wanted to go back to his world. So you and him decided to find the way together.

You like mysteries so helping him out won't hurt.

You let Kaeya to sleep in guest room during these.

After Kaeya staying at your home for a long time, you gave him a phone for communication just in case. And of course you had to teach him how to use because he had no idea how these things work! But luckily he is a first learner.

You let him try out your regional foods and he loves them. You showed him around the City and god you saw how Kaeya is cute when he is amused and amazed by new things in his life.

High buildings, cars, big posters everything in the city is completely different from his world. Of course you bought him new clothes to take him out in the city and show around.

You and Kaeya also went to cinema together. And Kaeya was very amused . But even after a month you and Kaeya still don't know how to send him back to his world.

Honestly you don't want him to go back. You wanted him to stay with you as long as possible. You know it's selfish but you wanted to stay with him.

.......................................

You and Kaeya were watching Netflix and chilling while eating potato chips in the living room.

You even think Kaeya start to settle living here.

'' Y/n....''

He called you and you replied with a hum.

'' I don't think I can go back anymore ''

You looked at him. He doesn't seem sad or disapointed. He just seems blank.

'' Are you feeling ok?''

'' Yeah Yeah I'm fine. I'm just thinking ''

'' Aren't you sad that you can't go back?''

'' No..I don't know. Staying here with new lifestyle is good either. It's better when I have you ''

He teased. Yes he does tease a lot even though you and him weren't even dating.

You just chuckled.

You do want to date him if that is possible.

You looked at his handsome face. He is so perfect in your eyes. You wish you could stay like this forever.

Without noticing, you kissed him on the lips.

*gasp* You were shocked.

' What have you done Y/N! ' you thought.

Kaeya also had wide eye. But after that his expression changed into amused one.

''Oh? What was that for Sweetheart? ''

You were completely out of your words. But you couldn't stay silent cause it was too embarrassing. You have to give him a reason.

'' Ah thats what we, people here, do when we umm before we sleep. It's the same with good night! ''

You wanted to slap yourself. 'Very nice save. He would never believe me ' You thought.

'' I thought we only do this if we are lovers. This world is intresting ''

He smirked. Even though he is saying to you like he believed there is no way possible when he had the smirk on his lips.

'' Hey I teached you the important thing.. I've said you good night so I'm gonna sleep bye ''

You ran into your room and closed the door. Your heart was racing fast.

You really did kissed him.

.................................................

After kissing him and saying him that is a sign of good night, he started kissing you everynight before you sleep. And when you ask him why he did that he just reply with

'' Oh...You are the one who taught me this''

It's your fault but also it's not a bad thing. You get a kiss from him every night.

One night. When you were sleeping Kaeya woke you up.

'' Y/n wake up ''

You opened your sleepy eyes with force.

'' The portal is appearing again.''

'' What?''

You got up and go to the living room to see the portal. It was real.

The portal was really opened.

So that means you have to say good bye to him.

Kaeya wore his original clothes and he seems ready to leave.

You got tears in your eyes.

'' No don't leave please. ''

Kaeya looked at you. And you keep saying things that you wanted to say to him.

'' I don't want you to leave. No matter you think me as a selfish person or not. I just wanted to stay with you more. ''

You cried. Tears falling down on your cheek. Kaeya came to you and hugged you tight.

'' Why don't you go and change your dress? Are you gonna come with me with your Pajama? ''

He said. You looked up at him.

Going with him? So how about this house?

'' Can I come with you?''

'' Of course kitten. So go and change your dress before this portal close again. This is going to be my turn to show you around ''

He kissed your hand. Your heart was beating so fast. And you nod and ran into your room and changed into more comfortable cothes for outdoors.

" Ready? ''

You nod and smiled. And then you both go into the portal together.

And the portal was closed once again.

If you will come back to your world or not is up to you. Or you both can keep shifting worlds as long as the portal keeps appearing. I will leave this for your imaginations.

[everafterkeiji]

Summary: When your first Christmas with Suga turns into a bit of a sweet mess.

Pairing: Koshi Sugawara x gn!reader

Word count: 3.4k

Genre: fluff

A/N: god help me i wrote this on INSTINCT, dropped EVERYTHING for this baby. Also happy holidays my lil melodies!!

"Asahi please stop freaking out."

Sugawara says through the phone as he hears complains and whines from Asahi, panicking where he misplaced Suga's gift for Y/N. He strictly ordered Asahi to hide his present for you knowing it's all you've been talking about for months. Next thing he knows, Asahi calls him completely frantic acting like he's completely destroyed their friendship.

Suga laughs as he hears random sounds from objects assuming Asahi was carelessly running through his house finding the beautifully wrapped gift. Meanwhile he was preparing all the ingredients needed for these extremely adorable Christmas inspired cupcakes that he and Y/N found. He was looking at the list of the things needed before setting everything on the kitchen counter.

"SUGA I'M SO SORRY. WHAT IF I LOST IT?"

"Asahi you're the tidiest person I know."

"I RUINED YOUR FIRST CHRISTMAS TOGETHER. I'M SUCH A TERRIBLE PERSON."

"Asahi! Please. It's too early and when you find it please just come over and bring it to me. Y/Ns got work from that cafe so we have time. I'll call you back okay? I'll just bake." He says before hanging up the phone, leaving a very stressed Asahi, feeling like there was a baring weight on his shoulders as he finds the gift.

Meanwhile Koshi has his tongue poking out as he figures out what the woman on the video just said. As he mixes the ingredients together, he can't help but smile when he realizes how important it was for the two of you.

As mentioned, it was your first Christmas together and this man was not going to pass up on the opportunity to show you how much you mean to him. You've got this lovesick fool wrapped around your finger, completely struck by your beauty and characteristics. You felt the exact same, feeling as if the gods gave you one of their prized possessions. How could you even deny the butterflies that surround you when he holds your hand, or even when he takes your bag on the way home.

Everything about him was already a gift from the heavens.

So here he was, completely forgetting what a budget meant, buying you the object you've been endlessly fangirling about it, even if you joked that you accepted him with a little bow wrapped around his head. Though he was willing to do it just to hear your laugh, he'd rather choose spoiling you instead. You can possibly imagine the way he looked, so confident swinging the little paper bag in his hands as he walked as if he won a lottery. He also bought you another gift that you didn't even request for. He just wanted to see the way your eyes would shine when you receive it.

As for you, you also forgot about your initial plan of spending less than what you expected. You didn't really settle on one thing, you had the cute idea of putting all the things he loved in a box along with all your photos together and with some heart warming letter you knew he would love. He loved the way you would stick notes on his favorite snacks and giving it to him when he was off to practice, or even the way he changed his alarm to you continuously telling him if he doesn't wake up he gets less hugs.

You figured that he adored your little acts of love instead of buying him a shirt or a sweater so you figured it benefitted your time preparation for his present. Also maybe buying everything that reminded him of you wasn't a brilliant idea.

It took you several days of torturing yourself from spilling the secret. You can never hide anything from your boyfriend- I mean how can you? One glance from his soft eyes was enough for you to surrender any information you've got so Daichi had to physically clasp his hand over your mouth just because he didn't trust that you have the ability to keep the secret to yourself. You thanked him knowing it was difficult to do especially when all you wanna do is ramble on how you found this plushie that you got him.

So when the universe put you two together, its absolutely the same for him.

He had to physically beg for Asahi to hide it from you knowing he was to be the least suspected one to just blurt out a secret. The con is Asahi was at the top for being anxious and being too caring. Though he deeply wished he picked Daichi, he figured he was practically a bridge for you two so he disregarded the idea. Seeing Asahi all worked up about the gift was quite humorous to Suga.

"Suga- honey do you know what that means?"

"Yes what is it darling?"

"We'll have our first Christmas together!" You exclaim, clapping your hands with a smile on your face as he chuckles draping an arm on your shoulder. He kisses the side of your head as you automatically lean into his touch.

"And I'm excited for everything, hun." He says with his heart jumping in glee at the idea of being under theChristmas lights with you, imagining you two snuggled up talking for hours just embracing the warmth of each other.

"Even New Years!"

Sugawara smiles as he reminisces the precious memories you two have made in the short amount of time. It amazes him how a person was able to consume his thoughts on a daily, how every second with you felt like he wanted it to last for a lifetime. You overwhelm his heart with so much adoration and he can't help but feel as if he was given a slice of heaven whenever he's around you.

"You do know Y/N likes you right?" Daichi asks as he sets the vice captains heart on fire with what he just said. Suga let's out a nervous giggle before waving his hand back and forth as an act of denial. Daichi laughs at his gestures, examining the pink tinted cheeks of his fellow teammate.

"C'mon, Suga."

"I-it's not like Y/N likes me back the way I do!" Daichi lets out another laugh as he runs a hand through his locks. Sugawara wipes the sweat from his forehead, finding it challenging to think about them having mutual feelings for each other. His mind can't focus on the probability of you two dating since he figured he'd feel as if he was on cloud nine if that were to happen. Another heat wave rushes to his cheeks as he shakes his head no.

"Koshi!" A voice shouts, making him yelp..his confession.

"YES I LIKE Y/N."

"ME?"

"Y/N?"

"SUGA!"

".. oh no."

He remembers how he wanted to faint that day, definitely disappointed he confessed to her opposite to what he had in mind. He wanted it to be in a calm place, only them with possibly a scenery in front of them but instead he got a funny confession, yelping like a girl before declaring his love in hopes what surprised him was Daichi but was faced with Y/N instead. In the eyes if the universe, it seemed too funny yet wholesome while Sugawara thinks it's too clumsy and could've been way better.

So with the disaster of a confession, he made it up to you by bringing you along on fantastic dates. Sugawara developing a habit of picking random things that you had on that date whether it'd be a tissue that you drew on a smiley face with, or the receipt of what you ordered that day. It was such a cute habit seeing him pick them up and just shoving it in his bag, he'll pretend he hid nothing but later on you saw a little box under his bed filled with the objects with dates on each of them.

"Koshi what's this?" You ask shaking the box in your hands as his eyes widen running to you and softly taking it away from your hands. He chuckles nervously, arms waving around you as if he was protecting it with his life. You laugh at his actions before attacking him from behind hugging him, trying to stop him from moving any farther. Suga let's out a war cry, desperate to not give into your embrace.

"NO I WILL NOT SURRENDER TO SUCH CUTENESS."

"WHAT IS IN THERE SUGA."

He trips as he walks, making you follow behind him, falling the same way he did. You fall to the floor laughing at the stupidity of you two. You were facing him as you take in the way his laughter was the best thing you've ever heard. He had his eyes closed with his smile brighter than the sun as his chuckle echoes through the room. You let your hand rest on his cheek before leaning in and kissing his temple. This quickly had the young man turn his head to you with flustered cheeks and sleepish smile.

"Seems like you're incredibly in love with me."

"What's so wrong with that?"

Before he could land a peck on your forehead, you grab the box from his hand earning a gasp of betrayal from your boyfriend as you quickly jog to a corner opening the box, and what was in this so called treasure chest was filled with random objects. As you take in the tissue in your hands, you see his handwriting on it with the date of your recent date. You smile as he comes behind you wrapping arms around your waist, resting his head on your shoulder.

"You know you're too cute for me, Suga. You're gonna make me have a heart attack with this."

"At least I can you were drop dead in love with me."

"Okay now- that wasn't cute."

This automatically carries a smile on your lips as you give the last customer their drink. Seems like everyone was affected by the chilly holiday feels since there were no customers that pissed you off like usual. Everyone was rushing to spend time with their families at home. Your family along with Suga's were spending the holiday together, happily welcoming the boy into your family. Although you found it funny when Suga acted so nervous when he was invited to spend it with them.

So as promised, your boss insisted everyone to go home early making you take your time in cleaning up.

-

"Asahi! You made it happy holidays!" Suga softly pats the ace's shoulder giving him a smile. Asahi does the same, setting down your gift on the table. Asahi takes a seat on the couch admiring the way the room was filled with decorations, with polaroids clipped with fairy lights, even a tiny Christmas tree in the corner borrowed from your parents.

"Seriously thank you for bringing it over, where did you find it?" Asahi chuckles as he removes his scarf.

"It was in my drawer all along. I thought I hid it in my cabinet so that's why I panicked." Suga shakes his head in amusement.

"I'd like to stay but my moms making me buy something from the store." Asahi says standing up. He hands Sugawara a box that was wrapped neatly with a gold ribbon at the middle. Suga's eyebrows were raised in confusion as he sees the little tag that said "To: Suga, From: Daichi and Asahi", he then smiles before handing a present to him as well. They both bid a thank you to each other before Asahi leaves.

As Suga leaves your present on the counter so he can continue cleaning up the mess he made from baking.

That's when he heard a knock to the door as he takes a peak in the little hole seeing his lovely lover standing in the doorway. Then he realizes that his present for you was just laying around and the kitchen was still pretty much a disaster. So he dashes as fast as he could.

You were replying to messages from Kiyoko and Yachi and he simply thanks the world that it was sparing him time.

And with such speed, comes with great responsibility. He accidentally knocks down the flour on the counter, where the tiny box was placed making it covered in flour making him puff in annoyance. With the dust making its way to his nostrils, this unfortunate makes him sneeze making the whip of air carry the flour residue land on his face, giving his face a powder like finish, along with his hair. This absolutely had him at complete shock as he hears the door open.

"Suga honey! Oh- what the hell happened." You say with a slight giggle as you snap a picture of your beloved boyfriend covered in flour. Looking back at the photo, you laugh even more, him swiftly hiding the flour covered box in his hands shoving it in his pockets.

"Y/N! Ah- I'm so sorry." He says before you set down your bag and remove your shoes as you set the cookies from the cafe on the counter. You take in how he looks with a frown on his plump lips as you smile softly before going over to him, your finger landing on the flour as your fingers swipe across your face joining him in the little flour art on either of your faces. He chuckles as his flour covered hands land on your cheek.

"How do you make it look so cute, sugar?" He asks as he gives a slight squish to your cheeks. You roll your eyes at his words as he places a delicate peck on your forehead.

"Are you sure it's really okay? I could clean this up all by myself you go ahead and take a shower!" He says but even if you insisted on helping him he disagrees.

"But-"

"Nope nope, I did this, it's my responsibility. Now shoo!" He says pushing your back to go on ahead and shower, the habit he's been doing to Kageyama and Nishinoya. You giggle at his actions before finally giving in to his demands.

During your well spent shower you hear a scream from the outside. You immediately grab your towel, wiping away the water in your eyes and wrapping it around your figure, frantically opening the door.

"Suga?!"

"Y/N wait no I'm fine!"

You look up to see smoke coming from the oven with your boyfriend in his adorable apron with matching mittens fanning his hands as he quickly brings out the tray of burnt cookies as you both lock eyes now both widening at the same time at the sight of you.

"Oh! Wait! Look away!"

"SUGA!"

"WAIT NO I SHOULD LOOK AWAY!"

Suga covers his eyes as he tries to stumble around the room trying to move around the counter. Thankfully, he screamed when you were finished showering so you grabbed the clothes you had from the room to help the poor boy, changing while he had his eyes covered. You still had your hair dripping wet but you immediately remove the hands from his face, revealing a very red Suga.

"Koshi, love. What happened?"

"I'm sorry! I can't believe I just messed up everything for our..first Christmas." Sugawara slides down on the floor feeling like he's lost all the time to make up for everything. Y/N sits beside him taking his had and leaning it your shoulder while your hands rummage through his hair, comforting him.

"Love, you didn't ruin it. I promise you that. If its any consolation, I think you look absolutely cute in your outfit." Sugawara lifts his head off your shoulder with a pout to his lips. You giggle at the sight of him before gently placing a peck on his pretty lips.

"And a frown doesn't suit it." You say before he chuckles bringing you into his arms, a move to hide his face. You laugh as he practically hugs you even tighter.

"Should we even bother to taste the cookies?"

"Oh please no I don't wanna go to the hospital on Christmas."

-

"Okay now gift giving time!"

Suga tugs on your hand underneath the table as you look at him, as he turns his head to the side signalling for the two of you to leave the table for a while. You excused yourselves. Suga leads you into the empty room as he excitedly sits down on the bed, and you followed his actions.

"So what are you up to, mysterious man?" You ask as Sugawara pulls out a tiny box from his pockets. Your eyebrows were raised, confused at the tiny little thing. He then goes behind you pushing back your hair as you feel a cold material hit your neck. Your fingers grazes over the thin material as you feel an circle charm on it that felt like there was distinct design from the texture. You close your eyes with a smile, already loving how he was so delicate. Once he locks it, you immediately hop off the bed rushing to the nearest mirror as your eyes set upon the dainty piece.

It was a gold necklace with a small disc charm in the middle with a letter S along with engravings of your favorite flower at the bottom. You gasp at how it was able to emit such beautiful details of the flowers. He wraps his arms behind you, resting his head on yours as light bounces off the mirror from where his finger was. Curious, you turned to him as you take a hold of each hand, then finding him wearing a ring with your initial with the same flower esque design on your necklace. It was placed in his ring finger and you covered your face, speechless at everything.

Suga takes this a sign that you were absolutely bewildered by his gift and he smiles as he pulls you into his arms.

"You're absolutely god-sent, it's unfair at this point." You say as he chuckles, he pulls away to see you pouting as he tucks a piece of hair behind your ear, letting his hand rest on your cheek like usual making you rest your cheeks weight on his hand.

"I know this isn't our only Christmas, we've got so many to go through. I just wanted us to start off strong with this. At least, even without a holiday or special occasion, we'll always feel like the other is around. Especially, it kinda looks like I'm married to you so what else can I complain about?"

You slap his chest jokingly feeling like the waterworks were coming to meet you. He pats your hair as he lets his eyes linger on you, setting your heart on fire with the way his eyes made you feel so safe and loved.

You wipe your eyes as you make your way to the cabinet, grabbing the present and handing it to him shyly. He remains silent as he opens the box to be greeted by his favorite snacks, an adorable plushie sprayed with your perfume, along with scattered letters and photographs of you two. He takes in one of the notes that his eyes landed on.

"My little ray of sunshine! Out of all the things I could say, you've left me speechless everytime. It's just pure luck that I managed to pull an angel like you. I genuinely hope you like this and not scold me for spending too much but how can I when I'm too in love with you? Merry Christmas, my love - Y/N."

He shouts in glee taking you by surprise as he basically tackles you on the bed, hugging you for the hundredth time today as he repeatedly kept saying thank you. You laugh, finally feeling relieved that he loved your gift. He sits up like a little kid reading every note that touched his hand and his eyes sparkle everytime. It surely was a sight that could make it feel like Christmas everyday. He hugs the plushie with all his love as you snap a photo of them, admiring the way his cheeks looked squished against the softness of the toy.

"Merry Christmas, honey." You say, curled up in his chest.

"Merry Christmas too, love."

He looks at you and he hums in happiness at the sight of the both of you, welcome in each others arms and nothing but endless smiles and laughter.

"I'm so in love with you."

"Good, believe it or not but I love you more."