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Who are these fun characters and why are they taking over my dash? /pos /please tell me abt your blorbos
i'm assuming you mean these little guys:
These guys are my newest silliest dudes from the webcomic School Bus Graveyard! It's free to read on webtoons here and is currently in talks to get a TV adaptation soon so now is 1000% the time to be getting into it!! It's basically a supernatural mystery about six high school freshmen from Georgia who go on a field trip and end up sucked into a demon dimension every time it hits midnight! It's super cool - the pacing is very good imo, a good balance of the Main Plot (oh no we need to survive the Demon Dimension again, also Why Are We In A Demon Dimension) with character development and backstory stuff!
The characters are badass but in a way I feel is very realistic? Like, not just "oh i'm the protagonist suddenly i know how to judo flip armies the moment i'm in danger" but more like "i'm going to train for months in self defense classes to build up some basic muscles" kinda way. The characters themselves are also pretty well fleshed out - they're not just the typical archetypes. Like, the "weak bullied nerd kid" isn't JUST a weak bullied nerd kid, he has well developed motivations and backstory and simultaneously realistic and satisfying character growth.
There are implied potential/future romances but it is so NOT the core point of the story, so whether or not that's your thing you can either ignore it or get excited about it in equal measure. The characters also aren't just edgy and gritty "we must deal with this alone... augh misery woe is us..." they actively do what they can to use all the resources available to them (including trying to get help from their parents, which is an ick for me in other media when the kid protagonists just refuse to ask for help? or assume they can't without trying? anyway).
I would say to be careful about any warnings at the beginning of specific chapters, because some can get quite violent.
The six main characters, without giving to many spoilers, are as follows under the cut (cuz this got long):
The protagonist Ashlyn, an asocial ballerina with her loving ex-military parents, who has a condition that gives her incredibly sensitive/enhanced hearing (she ends up using this to help detect the monsters after them, since they're otherwise silent to the other protagonists!)
Aiden, a creepily-smiley ex-homeschooled rich kid who has no concept of social convention or personal space. Has forcibly chosen Ashlyn to be his friend during his first year in school against her will and ends up accidentally setting off the chain of events leading to the Plot. (I love him. He definitely has Every Mental Illness <3)
Ben, Aiden's incredibly physically intimidating cousin, who is mute and so, so sweet and gentle and follows Aiden like his shadow, in part to take care of him when Aiden's antics get him injured and in part because Ben's muteness makes it incredibly difficult for people to understand him. Aiden, however, can understand his nonverbal communications with ease
Taylor, a friendly girl's girl who tries (often in vain) to befriend Ashlyn. Is also a talented mechanic who ends up putting googly eyes on her weapon once they end up in the Demon Dimension. She's the most Emotionally Aware Person Here but also she's like, 15, so, the bar is on the floor
Tyler, Taylor's twin brother, a somewhat aggressive and rude baseball jock who mostly Minds His Own Damn Business aside from his clinginess to Taylor. In fact they wear matching outfits in almost every episode of the comic it's so funny and cute. Is often found fighting bullies to defend their victims so i forgive him for all his own asshole crimes he's just a dude. he's one of my little guys
Logan, who is canonically compared to a puppy. Shy, intelligent, and incredibly empathetic! My partner's favorite character who has one of the best character arcs so far imo. Likes photography, astrology, and gardening. I think they should give him more guns, as a treat. He can never have enough
anyways thank you for the ask! overall i highly recommend - it's still ongoing, we're currently in the middle of season two!! the mystery is unfolding, there's funny and sweet moments along with the intense ones, and i am INVESTED. :DDDDDD
#school bus graveyard#ashlyn banner#aiden clark#ben clark#taylor hernandez#tyler hernandez#logan fields
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Kieran Valentine Analysis
I love Valentine so damn much because although everything we know abt him is so limited he's still such an interesting character with so much depth. (buckle in cuz this a long one-) ( ̄y▽, ̄)╭
The way he kept stealing love because he thought that's what he was suppose to do caused by his struggle between his sense of morality and what he felt compelled to do is always so interesting to me. Even more so since the reasons for this type of struggle could be caused by a feeling of dissatisfaction with his own life. It makes sense because in his diary, esp May 3rd, it implies that the only reason he was stealing love was to fit in and his lack of identity as an emotional vampire. I find it interesting however, that he wrote 'I thought that's what emotional vampires were supposed to do', does that mean he came to that conclusion himself or was he influenced by other, more expeirenced vampires? Maybe he saw how some of the blood drinking vampires took as much blood from their victims as they wished without feeling guilty about it and applied that to his situation? Maybe he wasn't shown any better way so he took what he could and ran with it? Another thing is how he wrote 'But I was just a real pain in the fang to everyone and made a fool of myself'. While it obviously is talking about the Drac 1600th event I wonder if he has also felt this way before that? Like 400, 600, even 1000 years ago? Also, if he knows internally, all along that what he was doing was wrong, how did he feel when he saw that shelf of broken heart trophy collection? In the movie he was pretty smug about it but what if it's another facade?
This is a pretty far fetched theory but what if those 3 gigachad clouds are the physical embodiments of Valentine's thoughts and expectations he has for himself? I mean some of the symbolisms that clouds carry are:
burdens
secrets (like an invisible message)
emotions (how fitting-)
difficult times
Of course clouds also have positive symbolisms like transition, which is kinda funny because once he started to realise what he was doing, and chose to change his ways, those clouds also disappeared. And if those clouds are the embodiments of his expectations then it makes sense why they always follow Valentine around, always says something that compliments what Val says, and why Val always seems to be putting on a performance when they're around (its a subtle difference but it's there).
And now Valentine is healing from all of that, I really love how he runs into trouble along the way but manages to fix it because it's so realistic and I love it sm. I also love how even after he realises what love really is, makes atrempts to better himself, make it up to the people he's hurt and meet a new friend (Spelldon), he still has those days where he's depressed (I was tempted to stay in my room today and treat myself to a monstrous blue funk), but he still chooses to make the decision of walking aimlessly instead of staying in his room. Like bros better than I could ever be and it shows how the path to healing isnt just 'boom I'm happy I'm fine' but rocky and filled with ups and downs.
When he met Whisp, he tried to use his wishes to solve his problems for him but it didn't work. Because you can't just fix all your problems and pretend like it never happened, you have to accept it and try to be better. Just a little analysis on this one sentence ''I've never had a friend like her, and once my last wish is granted, the lantern will move on, and I will probably never see her again''. It feels strangely depressing in a way that I can't explain, esp the 'the lantern will move on, and I will probably never see her again'. Is this implying that Valentine was afraid that Whisp would forget him? Or maybe that he sees Whisp as better than him and will succeed in becoming a better monster while he sees his attempts as futile? I think that Valentine was afraid that Whisp was simply doing her job and didn't see him as a friend (even tho thats not true), so could this be a sign that he's still struggling with insecurity with his self-worth? I mean it's only been like 3 months but still-
Like I think the reason why I love him sm is because he's such a deep character with the 5 bits of info we got on him and I see so much of myself in him :,)) I honestly don't think any of this was planned by the MH team and it was a 'oh haha it fits' thing but still (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`)(;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`) And I love how Valentine ends his diary with "Yes, Mother, I'm talking to myself down here." like bro canonically talks to himself he's so me (✿◕‿◕✿)
watch this flop lmao
#yes its 2 am and i got school in 5 hrs how did you know??#i wanna do an analysis on spelldon too but we literally dont know ANYTHING abt him </3#monster high#kieran valentine#character analysis
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you say you have a "hope that sanji dies" cuz you love tragedy - do you have any specifc thoughts or plot hopes to expand on that?
disclaimer: i mean this in just all good fun speculation or wishes cuz honestly we aint oda so who knows bruh 🤷♀️
like, the way i see it, him dying wouldnt just make wci 1000 times worse in retrospect, but i cant see it not utterly devestating luffy considering... well, luffys everything.he literally says he cant become pirate king without sanji! i mean, i guess oda could play it off as a honorable battle death or 'dying as yourself' but it could also go the 'you cant save everyone' route? kinda like ace, but a little to the left?
and if you bring in the possible discord amongst the crew of the death pack with zoro, it just creates even more problems beyond 'oh fuck whos gunna feed luffy'. we're talking water seven usopp leaves levels of discord
(....also why do sanji girlies like hurting him so? pudding, i have more in common with u than i thought)
My biggest thing with it is... Sanji's thing is worth, right? He thinks if he mutates and loses his emotions, Luffy won't want him, so he may as well die.
But, with the death pact he made with Zoro, what about ZORO.
Zoro hasn't said it out loud, but one of his biggest fears is obviously losing a crewmate - it's losing a loved one. He never wants to lose someone like he lost Kuina again. This feels very obvious to me, and it's why he fights to the extent he does.
So? I want Sanji to mutate, and I want the death pact to happen, because I want Zoro to hit a wall.
To never lose again, to be the greatest swordsman, WHAT must he sacrifice? To carry out a promise to his friends, to both Kuina AND Sanji, is this really worth it? Is this the right thing to do to reach his goals, and to go through with a promise?
Is it worth taking out a crewmate?
And then of course, for Sanji, if Zoro says he can't do it, he just can't kill Sanji, imagine how much that will make Sanji realise...he IS valuable, he HAS worth, no matter HOW he ends up. So what if he turns into a cold, unfeeling soldier? That's still Sanji, he's still somewhere in there, and Zoro dropping his sword would truly make Sanji realise that.
OR it can go the other way, and the death pact will go through - where Sanji can die happy, and Zoro can fulfill his friend's promise.
This is why it's so interesting that the death pact is SPECIFICALLY between those two. Because I'm not saying Zoro values Sanji over any other Strawhat - of course he doesn't. What I'm saying is, Sanji's situation is so specific to his being and emotions, and he KNOWS Zoro takes promises to heart.
I'm so so so SO interested to see if this death pact will EVER go through. There's so much that could happen with it, so even if Sanji dies or not? Fingers crossed!
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Hello Yellow and Welcome People!!
Most people tend to call me Cookie or Cookieeevee because of my blog name, but call me Alice! I use the pronouns She/Her and They/Them (I don't mind which one you use)
I am Aroace and a Minor! ! !
I am into Rain World, OneShot, Pokemon, Warrior Cats, Kirby, Sonic, Pikmin, Ori, Chicory: a colorful tale, Steven universe, MHA, Epic Mickey, and many more
You can ask me anything, I'd love to chat with you all (Ask about ADH au or ask Lily if u want too)
Art requests are always welcomed :D
My designs of the slugcats and Iterators My Rain world OCs My other OCs
Side blogs of mine
ISAT AU: @three-multiverse-shooting-stars
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Madge: rainworld-starsandclouds023
Droplet (Old, should probably reboot at some point): rainworld-ask-the-medic
SOES: rainworld-lifeisendless230
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just doodle/art blog: mossy-doodles85
Silly adventurers of my plush's (feel free to send me art in Messages of the sillys if you want, I will post it and credit u, if u want :3)
you can draw for me if ya want
Amazing Friends Of Mine!: @rainworld-obsessed-cat-reborn (One of my first tumblr friends! Probably one of my closes friends here! They are really silly and has great art! I thought I'd never see them again once their main blog got deleted... I'm very glad they're back now. I care for them with the might of a 1000 suns and always wish for the best of them! I'll always have their back, no matter what <3) @stargazer0001 (A great friend, who I really care for! One of the first people I go to talk to about silly ideas and aus of mine. They're art is a joy to see and our silly chats we had before were really fun! Thanks for being there for me <3)
@southparkau00 (MY FIRST TUMBLR FRIEND! They helped me a lot when I was new to Tumblr, lots of love to them! They have been off for so long I thought they left, they didn't and I'm so glad.) @critter2 (Super silly bud that I met because of Star! Their art is amazing and its always a blast to be around them! Sadly they aren't on often so that kinda sucks... ALSO THEY ARE WHOLESOME WHEREVER THEY THINK/KNOW THAT OR NOT!!!!) @lanternlightsovercloudyskies (I've actually never checked if we're friends or not, but see her as one! Cute silly art that a joy to see, and shes super wholesome in my opinion! I always hope for the best for her!) @bananacat76 (My silly great friend! They're super cool and wholesome, all things I wish to be. They've let me add their RW persona, Banana cat, to my RW AU and even let me make Banana Cat Enot's sibling! Lots of hugs to them! A joy see and a gift to be around ^^) @rcranger (THIS SUPER AMAZING AND COOL PERSON IS MY FRIEND!!! Hes made super cute and silly art that is a joy to see and always puts a smile on my face! Cherry has been a super great person and he need MORE LOVE so go check him out and give him some love!!)
@puffstarss (I'm pretty sure we're friends, at least to me she is! Puffs is probably one of the most kind people here! She's a big UT and UTY fan and is the owner of The Undertale Yellow Runaway Route AU! If your a fan of UTY aus and stuff be sure you check out her blog! also I will die for them like all friends of mine)
Random things about me: My favorite colors are mint green and lavender I want to write but am too scared to put it online and I get writers block a lot... I wish people would ask me more things (on any of my blogs)... My IRL friend group and I do a lot of dark humour I draw all the time, in class, at lunch, at home, in the car, and many other places Cream is my favorite Sonic character I my 3rd favorite Sonic character is Chris from Sonic X, FIGHT ME ON IT I have four brothers and no sisters... I have many AUs which I will probably never tell anyone about because I am scared of doing that Rain world brain rot I REALLY want to play SA2 just because of the chao garden Undertale Yellow fan! I'VE DODGED DEATH!!!! If you want to be friends with me, just ask. Cuz I'm probably not gonna ask you that and I'm always happy to have more friends I need help
#pinned post#silly thing#silly chat#silly friends#me#echo#star#shroom#lamp#banana#cherry#puffs#OC#my doodles
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Which Lana del Rey song the guys would listen to.
141, + las vaqueros, + Alex.
This is for all my Lana del Rey fans.
I decided to try my best at what I think which Lana del Rey's song vibes they give/what they would listen to if they were fans. again I tried my best so don't at me. (Yes I am a big Lana del Rey fan)
Other works 👉 Master list
Warnings| slight mentions of hookups. That's literally it 💀 (also some of these songs are sad)
Price.🚬
You can be the boss
(I feel like price had a hookup night and they played this song it was damn good and it stuck with him ever since. so every hookup, he plays this song as a good luck type thing. to hope it's as good as that one night stand he had when he was young. This song also turns him on, because let's be honest he has a daddy kink. 💀)
Ghost 👻
Summertime sadness
(I'm going to be honest. I feel like soap played this song around him, one time and it kind of stuck. because let's be real here Simon low key, HIGH KEY cares worries about all of his real close friends mental health very deeply, specially when you do the job they do. so I kind of feel like it represents him. if you know the sad backstory to this song then you understand why.)
Soap 🧼
Party girl.
(LET'S ALL BE FUCKING HONEST HERE. him, and Rudy 1,000% went through a lana del Rey phase. And this is the song that he would play. It kind of explains him though. Like in a weird way, like how he is when he goes to the bar.)
Gaz☀️
West Coast.
(I don't know why. but gaz gives me hardcore, he'd listen to West Coast vibes. 1000% see him laying on the beach, reading a book playing this song.)
Alejandro 🔥
Young and beautiful
(since we all know Alejandro cares about his looks, and his appearance. it only makes sense he constantly worries, he's not good enough on the inside, and out. Like they'll leave because of it, and that's a secret insecurity of his. I feel like he also has a little fear of getting older. which is why he has the job he does, because tomorrows not guaranteed.)
Rudy 🥺
Born to die
(he totally didn't have this song on repeat when he nearly died in that fire. And Valeria came back in the picture. iykyk)
Alex🦿
National anthem
(must I explain more? This is the kind of stuff farah, and soap jokingly plays around him, and he acts like he's annoyed. but he low-key loves it.)
Anyways I hope you enjoyed this. I tried my best it was kind of hard, cuz there's not a lot of songs in that way, that represents them. As always I hope you are having a good/day night wherever you are. reblogs, and comments are always appreciated🖤
#simon ghost riley#johnny soap mactavish#kyle gaz garrick#john price#alejandro vargas#rodolfo rudy parra#rodolfo parra#modern warfare 2#call of duty mw2#ghost simon riley#alejandro cod#alejandro mw2#cod alejandro#gaz cod#captain price#captain john price#soap mactavish#soap mw2#cod soap#john soap mactavish#soap cod#cod mw2 soap#mw2 headcanons#rudy mw2#cod rudy#john soap mctavish#simon riley#kyle garrick#alex keller cod#alex keller
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What are your thoughts on Haruaya friendship? I wish it was explored more in canon
they are so best friends and the gossipy crush talk they forced on ayano and takane in canon really truly belongs to ayano and haruka. *shakes fist* i completely agree. they deserved so much more focus together:( i understand why they didn't cuz there's a lot going on but Man what a wasted opportunity
especially post str heheheheheheheheheheh cuz i can go crazy insane in this setting god bless post str. with shintaro and takane and their fucked up insane codependency haruka and ayano understand each other's struggles a little bit. i think haruka would be the one to talk ayano into therapy LOLLLL cuz like!!! she is trying to keep herself together for her siblings bc they were alone for so long and she wants them to be able to let go and let her take care of things but girl... LIKE AYANO UM SHE IS DEPRESSED. she literally committed suicide and ya it was cuz of a plan but also *plays additional memory* and also both her parents died. like her parents are deadddd and she LOVED THEMMMM and she has to act like a big sister bc shes been away this whole time and feels like such a failure and like she abandoned her siblings and ON TOP OF ALL THIS SHE JUMPED INTO A RELATIONSHIP WAY TOO QUICKLY AND HER BOYFRIEND IS A MAJOR DICKHEAD so she kinda. feels like she has no right being upset abt the family stuff bc she truly feels like she's abandoned her siblings all this time and needs to be strong and do her part so she is like Basically the only reason i am sad is shintaro doesnt pay attention to me (it is 1000% not the only reason and she knows it). she is depressed in general, traumatized, feels like a failure of a big sister and a girlfriend. #slay
takane keeps relationship therapying her and shintaro per ayanos own request bc takane is the only one able to talk sense into shintaro when he's being a total ass which is like a weekly thing. and ayano is accidentally growing to resent takane because whyyyy is SHE the one who can talk sense into shintaro and not her. cant he see ayano is trying her best!!!!!! its not fair!!!!!!!! and she remembers all this stuff she thinks abt her being no good for shintaro bc he needs someone to drive him and how takane felt called out to the point of staying with him all that time and now it's still like this and ayanos like. ohhhh my god. what if he likes her and not me. takane is clearly better for shintaro than me. BUT ITS NOT FAIR I LIKE HIM MORE *silly girl moment* the whole thing sounds like stupid hs crush crap because thats exactly what it is minus the hs and plus the trauma so ayano also feels incredibly stupid bc she's like god there are bigger issues and im here being jealous over a boy. but she cant help it. and also its like she was rly robbed of her silly crush time because she was so busy fucking investigating her dad trying to kill her family and friends. so its like she mentally relaxed a little bit and unconsciously focusing on stupid things out of spite for this. like dammit. so what if i want to be fucking irrational and be jealous of takane. it's just such an easy feeling to feel. its so much easier to hurt over this than everything else. so she's really jealous even if its super stupid ayano is utterly jealous of takane. AND THATS WHERE HARUKA COMES IN
ayano going to haruka cuz aren't YOU jealous and haruka's like well yeah a little but lol ayano u should talk to shintaro instead of me abt this issue. and ayanos like hehe No. SIT WITH ME AND DO MY NAILS♥️ and haruka's like 😐... hehe ok😊
they kind of find this middle ground. ayano intended to go to haruka bc if anyone understands its him but haruka.... the thing with haruka is that he doesnt rly entertain the jealousy thought and he's rather like yeah this is just a very convoluted relationship dynamic all 4 of us need to work on♥️ and ayanos like EMOTIONAL INTELLIGENCE?!?!IN OUR QUARTET!?!? AND ITS NOT ME!?!?!??!*spirals again* and it kind of. forces her to look at things differently. i dont wanna make it sound like haruka is completely out of the unhealthy bit i could go in detail for instances where haruka shows to be pretty perceptive of the ppl around him but maybe another time. so he totally realises the dynamic going on and he talks to takane abt it but he's all like. "BUT ITS OK TAKANE I UNDERSTAND WHY ITS HAPPENING AND I JUST WANT U TO BE COMFORTABLE AND HAPPY DONT WORRY ABOUT ME OKAY BABY STEPS ♥️ how about one night you sleep over with me and the rest u sleep at shintaro's. oh you also wanna bring him over when we should be alone? THATS OKAY LIKE I SAID BABY STEPS♥️(slowly going crazy)" like he's very much aware but also a little (very) spineless and like ayano well he is also jealous at the end of the day. but unlike ayano being like WHY NOT MEEEEE WHY HERRRRRR haruka is more like. terrified of takane breaking up with him. bc he knows if it came down to making takane choose between him and shintaro she would say shintaro. he'd rather have every date with takane bringing shintaro than not have any dates at all. so hes scared that if he presses the issue takane will be like byeeeee (she wouldnt but haruka is so. yknow takane is super best friends with the dan and the whole thing with shintaro and etc and harukas like what the fuck does she see in me) (harutaka are so insane they feel so undeserving of each other but ill go on abt that probably some other time)
SO yeah he is aware but approaches the situation with painful painful painful hesitance and kid gloves which. doesnt really DO that much. like he brings it up enough that takane is aware its an issue at least but shes also so much like nahhhhhhh whaaaaat shintaro and i codependentttt naaaah ur craaaazy and harukas like haha yeah it was silly. *both know its true and sit there awkwardly* and then takane can be like yeah ok sorry we'll work on it but its difficult bc she needs the help of a third to tell her what to do very firmly like she needs haruka to be like DONT bring shintaro over or else i just wont hang out with you but ofc haruka isnt gonna do that but if takane doesnt have that she'll just keep talking herself out of the problem and haruka is completely like. YEAH ITS OK IF U SAY ITS OK (DONT BREAK UP WITH ME PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEEE DONT DUMP ME) its also difficult to talk abt bc haruka doesnt wanna say it in front of shintaro and his ass is ALWAYS THERE
erm. oh yeah haruka and ayano. yeah they clearly find a bit of comfort in each other during this lol but what i originally wanted to go into before getting sidetracked with the shintaro and takane circus was that haruka kinda also talks ayano into talking abt her other issues about her siblings and parents bc he's like yeah all this shintaro stuff on top of all ur family stuff... and ayano's like MY FAMILY STUFF *breaks down*
because. no one else had pointed it out before. ayano thinks she is totally undeserving of mourning before her siblings can. idk if that makes sense. like ofc she can be sad but not sadder than her siblings, she has to be strong, and she feels like such a failure because her siblings are used to rock and rolling by themselves by now and shintaro wont open up to her and basically ayano is sitting there like. i need someone to need me so bad but no one seems to need me but in case anyone suddenly DOES need me then i am 1000% available. so i cant cry abt my parents clearly :3 and for haruka to casually bring up "yeah ur going through a lot with this and that" ayano feels so validated bc its truly the first time someone realises and says it and if he is saying that then it means she isnt selfish and a horrible person for daring to be sad. and she feels so ashamed bc haruka is someone she had also failed to protect back then but he comforts her and takes care of her and tells her its ok and everything she is feeling is completely valid. also they both cry together abt kenjirou bc haruka also loved him as a dad. *goes crazy*
anyways lol she starts therapy👍
they have 0 self confidence. they think they can smile their way out of emotional constipation. they can't bring up an issue without immediately chickening out. they are best friends forever.
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Healing Still ❤️🩹
Allllll these years later & im out of the emotional abuse & yet I still have the “unanswered questions.” I don’t contact my ex Andrew because I don’t trust he can give me the truth. I wonder all the time does he know the truth or does he live in a fantasy world?? Would he even remember me or would he deny my story???
after all, I caught him cheating and he denied it. Put the blame off onto me. Tried to make me believe I was misunderstanding the situation and that he was innocent. He would not break up with me… I asked him, “Can you say you love me????” (He was silent) 😭 I asked him, “If you don’t love me, why would you date me???” He said he, “wanted me to be happy.” 🤯😳 and I said, “what about your happiness?????????” He was like, “I don’t know…. 🫤” weird.
I finally did the breaking up since he wouldn’t and when I did, his exact response was, “Awwwwww okay… Can we still be friends?” 😑😱🤯😳 sooooo weird and hurtful. Very VERY CONFUSING!!!
Allllllll these years later I’m still like “WHAT IN THE WORLD????” I assume it’s manipulation and he was just using me for validation, attention and as a toy. There was never “love” from his end but there was 10000% genuine love from my side.
I have tried to process the way I feel about it. I’ve tried to accept the confusion and the weirdness. I’ve told myself I forgive Andrew and want the best for him. I’ve tried to write him letters and just try to distract myself from thinking of him. I’ve even written songs about the experience hoping to understand.
STILL I wake up everyday thinking of him first. I go to bed thinking of him AND I dream of him. BUT WHY???????? Why is it all these years later and I still can’t get him off my mind?? I think I see him or his car everywhere I go. I hear and see his name everywhere (plus my bro’s name is Andy) I mean….. I can’t escape it. I try so hard!!!!!!! 😓😥
ONE DAY I wanna wake up and Andrew be the furthest thing from my mind. I’ve tried to forgive myself too. I’ve tried to keep reminding myself Andrew was a lesson, not a “lover”. Clearly I wanted Andrew to be wonderful. I was hopeful for “happily ever after” with him & it’s NEVER gonna happen…. I don’t know what more I can do. I pray, I cry & I tell myself “it’s okay. This isn’t forever.”
One day…. Andrew, if you ever saw me again I’m doing really well now. I lost a ton of weight since being with you & I even lost a lot of hair but I’m glowing cuz I’m okay. I’m not depressed or suicidal anymore. I drive now. I’m married & I’m a loving wife. I treated you like a king & im trying to treat my new man just as good & even better ❤️🩹 You won’t recognize me BUT I’m sad for you. Whatever you’ve got going on inside that made you treat me the way you did, I’m sorry for you & I don’t hate you. I just want better for you. I just want to make things right between us. I know we’ll never be together romantically again because it just didn’t work out. You couldn’t be faithful to me & I met someone who is 1000% faithful & that means everything to me. I’m sorry we lost. I’m sorry we couldn’t love each other correctly in a healthy way. Sorry I was obsessed with you & wanted you to be something you clearly weren’t. I’m not sure what your true intentions were but it’s ok. It’s all over now. I blocked your number & I won’t unblock it. (You need to understand it’s to protect us both) I am too obsessed with you. That is not what you need…. 🥺❤️🩹
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Heyyy!! Congratulations on 1k!!I’m here for the matchup event>:)!
Fandom: Tokyo rev and platonic matchup please<3(any gender)
Personality: At first I might seem like a silent and a distant person cuz I’m not good at communicating with new people. I don’t click with a lot of people, that being the reason I have only a little friend group who I don’t feel awkward around. But after you get to know me, I’m actually a completely different person - really talkative, loud and smiley even though I can get angered and annoyed really easily. When I am, I get really passive aggressive & I tend to stay quiet not to lash out at other people or accidentally hurt them. But if spoken to and I decide to speak back, my tone does not sound aggressive and speak with short sentences, trying to avoid having a long conversation. A good trait of mine is that I’m a good listener and supportive. I really like supporting people I care about and love in any way & their achievements make me truly happy<3 I’m a BIG daydreamer and my head is often in the clouds😭 I cope with stressful events/distract myself from negative emotions by daydreaming and convincing myself they didnt happen. I’m also a VERY BIG procrastinator and do everything at the last possible moment, mostly because I’m too lazy to do it at that moment. I literally can’t have a straight face and be serious no matter what is going on(except if it’s really serious, then I get serious too lol.) I’m responsible when I need to be & I HATE when I bring people down and don’t meet their expectation.
Sun: Capricorn Moon: Taurus Rising: Capricorn
Mbti: Isfp-t (I’m so sorry I forgot my enneagram💀)
My hobbies: I play guitar and attend a volleyball school. besides that I really enjoy cloudgazing<33!! It’s my favorite thing to do. I even have a speacial lil spot I cloudgaze at & I take my friends there from time to time:) I also love listening to music but idk if that’s a hobby😭
What I value in friendship: Loyalty and being there for each other when the other needs it:) Also patience, since it’s really hard to understand me sometimes and I usually don’t mean things I say. Someone with the same humorous with the same humor as me. Being supportive and HYPING EACH OTHER UP>>>
Extra stuff:
whenever I’m angry, a hug is the only thing that calms me down. Like I go soft and my anger immediately fades away. I really get all soft and mushy whenever someone shows affection towards me in general.
Whenever I’m nervous I just play with my hands or with the sleeves of my shirt. I used to chew my shirt too but I let go of that trait💀
I laugh a LOT and my laugh is very loud. I get very happy when I succeed at making people around me laugh too:)
The best compliment i could get is “ur funny” IDK WHY BUT IT MAKES ME HAPPY-
My fav season gotta be winter cuz of all the fun stuff & new year and Christmas are my fav holidays<3
IM TIRED AND HAVE NO ENERGY 24/7
Scenario: Something like helping each other confess to our crushes and helping to plan each other’s dates but messing everything up would be really funny jdkwdkjd or just generally hanging out together.
Once again congratulations!! Take your time writing thing and don’t forget to take care:)!!
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1000 Follower Event Matchup #32
This event is CLOSED. You can find the event masterlist here.
Note: 🫐anon! Hello and thank you for participating. I'm sorry you had to wait this long for your matchup! It's been a tough year :3 I hope you still enjoy it though! Thank you <3
I match you with: TAKEMITCHI (platonic)
Runner-up: Emma
Takemitchi:
(Too lazy to edit a picture for him since I don’t take requests for Takemichi :3)
The main reason why I picked Takemichi is because you said you value loyalty in a friendship, and have you seen the lengths this man has gone for his GF and friends??? He’s SUPER loyal
So loyal, that he pushes himself despite how how weak and cowardly he may feel inside
Probably one of the best friends you’ll find; if you ever need him, he’d be there for you, even if it’s 3am
He’s one of the few people you can be yourself around without judgment, and he comes as a package deal with Hinata and Chifuyu so you have your little friend group with them
On the days when you’re all free, you go cloud gazing, enjoying silence, as your watch the clouds and get lost in your daydreams, happy that you have three friends to hangout with like that
Takemichi brings you your favorite drink and foods, memorizing all your favorite things and little habits as your best friend
Whenever you laugh together, your laughs makes each other laugh even harder
Hugs you and reassures you that he’s there for you whenever you need it
How do you help each other confess to your crushes?
Well with him, you were the one that had to push him to make a move on Hinata–he was a lost cause without you and would still be single to this day had you not encouraged him to confess
As for Takemichi, he fakes it till he makes it, giving you all this advice from his own relationship experience, even though half of it isn’t helpful at all
Hina usually gives him the right words to say and he relays them to you, pushing you to at least try confessing because you never know what the other person may feel as well…you’ll never know till you try
EVENT REQUESTS ARE CLOSED
REGULAR REQUESTS ARE OPEN :D
Posted: 9/6/2023
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HIHIHHIII HOW ARE YOUUU
i didn’t send an ask yesterday cuz i was so sleepy💔💔
ANEEWAYSSS I FINISHED SEASON 3 OF DEMON SLAYER!!!! im addicted to this show even tho it’s so sad😞
omg i sound so stupid for saying this but i’ve noticed for the past two months or smth i’ve been putting on a pimple patch EVERYDAY cuz i’d get a lot of pimples and stuff but these past two days i haven’t put on any since i haven’t been getting any pimples🥳🥳
omg is it normal for me to feel bad about disliking a girl who literally hates on my friend.. THE REASON I FEEL BAD IS CUZ THE GIRL WAS OFFERING ME FRIED CHICKEN AFTER I DIDNT GET ANY LUNCH SINCE I FIRGOT MY MONEY😭 so i just POLITELY declined.. still don’t like her tho..
AGHHH IN GONNA GO INSANE today i was doing an in class science prject and my two friends were supposed to be helping me BUT THEY WERE JUST SITTIBF THE WHOLE TIME DOING NOTHIBG and i saw friend 1 pull friend 2 away while i was doing the project and i heard friend 1 saying to friend 2 how my face looked weird😞 i’m telling you if i wasn’t friends with friend 2 she would be FAILING geography and science.. like girl idk why you’re talking abt me like that💔
i also got a new diamond nose stud for my nose piercing😋😋 i still remember the pain from when i got my nose pierced in june.. i wish i did it by needle instead cuz i did it by gun and that shit was PAINFUL like tears were coming out of my eyes.. and my other ear piercings literallt did not hurt AT ALL.
i’m trying so hard not to drop the friend group that my twin friends are in.. like i personally don’t like the people they’re friends with because of some circumstances but i just don’t like being around those people since they’re bad influences.. i’m thinking i can just keep talking to one of twins since she’s like my close friend but just not hangout with her during lunch since she’s always with her brother and that friend group IDFK WHAT TO DOOOO😫😫😫😫
anyways.. i think that’s enough of my talking.. I HIPE YOU YAVE A LOVELY DAY/NIGHT!!!🫶🏼🫶🏼
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HI 🪼 ANON!! <33
again sorry for the delay i see u i love u and i appreciate u <3 YAYYY HELLO?? that went by so fast istg you just started it… BUT ALSO i hate when a good show ends like TOP 3 BIGGEST HEARTBREAKS IDC💔💔 YAY FOR NO PIMPLES!! im so happy for u bb <3 !! looks like accutane is doing the job fr🙂↕️
UM NO THATS NORMAL IF ANYTHING.. like why r u hating on my friend like… that just gives off weird loser vibes i can’t stand ppl who actually like people who r hating on their friends so GOOD FOR U GIRL 🫵🫵
NO WTF THOSE ARE NOT UR FRIENDS?? on GOD if they ever do shit like that just straight up start jumping them bc why r they so obsessed with u… (don’t get me wrong i would be too) but they’re just ugly losers girl don’t even listen to them and they’re stupid and spending the rest of their lives being miserable <333 don’t let it get to u angel🙂↔️
OOOOOO omg i remember i used to want a nose pericing SO BAD but now i want back dermals LMFAO omg that’s so cute tho like i LOVE body jewellery like CUTEEE‼️‼️
girl if u want to drop them drop them i promise u people that actually deserve to be around u will come later 1000 percent like they’re just dragging u down and they such like such haters and bitter people like i wouldn’t want to be associated with them.. but still hang out w the twins if they’re good people bc they sound so!! :)
LMK HOS IT GOES ILY ANGEL <3
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At 1 Followers I Buy Cruise Chaser
I fucked up. I fucked up big time. It's so over. I made the biggest fucky wucky I could've we're so done chat. This is gonna turn into a fucking FFXIV blog now and I'm gonna have to replace all of my insane venting with insane blue mage spiels (get it cuz, cuz it kinda sounds like "blue mage spells" see see I'm smart I'm good at wording)
Why is Cruise Chaser $30?
I fucking took a hiatus for like over a year and now I got fucking roped back in by like 500 things all at once psychically sending messages into my head that said "oooh you want to die play mmos again ooooh you want to krill yourshellf put 1000 more hours into ffxiv again so bad ooooh" and they fucking worked, first Tetris and now this shit it's so joever. I can stop it before it gets too bad this time tho, none of my friends play XIV anymore and/or I don't talk to the ones that still do now I can't possibly put 10,000 hours into an MMO while doing only solo content that would be ridiculous (I can, I 100% can, very easily in fact and have done so before).
Like if it were like $15 instead that would still be ridiculous but it would be like ridiculous within reason enough that I'd be able to convince myself it's maybe worth it but not $30
AND WHY THE FUCK DID I IMMEDIATELY DECIDE TO PUT ALL OF MY PLAYTIME RIGHT AFTER COMING BACK INTO FUCKING BLUE MAGE LEVELLING I LITERALLY HATE BLUE MAGE LEVELLING AM I FUCKING STUPID I love making conscious decisions to do things that I don't enjoy and knowingly make my life worse it's honestly kinda one of my top hobbies.
What if I stopped now before it fully digs it's claws back into me and instead did something productive, like reading the bible, or reading the christianity fandom wiki, or reading eroguro visual novels, or reading 1 star app reviews of the bible, or transitioning.
Why'd they have to announce a painter class, like they can't just do that it's unfair, it's gonna play exactly like every other magic dps but like, conceptually it's so cool, the vibes the vibes!! it's so gonna be busy doing less overall dps than the tank too like you just know it will
#why is cruise chaser $30 why is an in-game mount $30#I WANT IT SO BAD THO IT'S SO CUTE i will not spend $30 on the predatory microtransaction in the subscription based game#i already wasted $1.40 on a fucking store emote yesterday the slippery slope has begun; next thing i know i'll be funding right wing politi#the scott cawthon real life lore is kinda fuckin busted ngl like i'm glad i'm not a desolate hope fangirl otherwise i'd be devastated#i can't believe mr. ffxiv killed all those kids :pension:#what if we put all the bad people in a big cage and then used 1000 needles on themwait no that's what hitler di#the carnal desire for ozma cube form#i need to stop watching fnaf streams while blue mage grinding like it's my blue mage routine at this point and it is NOT healthy#i need to change my entire hotbar layout my keybindings fucking suck#next post will be a guide on the most efficient eureka farming method i super mega promise!#next post will be me gushing for 12 paragraphs about how obsessed i am with alexander i super mega ultra promise#next post will be completely unrelated to ffxiv i super duper mega ultra extra promise#i think alexander and omega should robot kiss on the robot mouth#imma tire zzzzzzzzz ahh spaghetti zzzzz ahh ravioli zzzzzzz ahh mama mia zzzzzz
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It’s so funny to me that you can go through years of TRAUMA , but as soon as you gain the weight back people never ask you how you feel again or how your days been or like care for you? I understand why people get sickly thin like that’s the only way you get attention and people caring for you.
I’m living alone and I’m going to start my weight lost journey , I’m not even fat or anything, I’m very strong actually cuz I have been hitting the gym for a while and I look very good ngl, like I look “womengly” lol
But I really really badly want to model like realllly bad , that’s been my dream for the longest and I’m really striving for it this time, if I want to model I have to lose like 20 pounds, I have curves so they gotta go, I’m calling it now(yea I know I’m delusional) but my goal is that next winter I will be modeling for diesel( yes yes I know I’m delusional lool, let me be), but that is my goal!!
Living alone has caused me to purge a lot, I binge and purge but that’s to expensive and I have to stop doing that. I’m literally so fkn broke lool #yeycollagelife, but I’m gonna aim to eat 1000 kcal and do as minimum exercise as possible, if I want to eat more I’ll have to walk 10 000 steps, so yeah that my goal and I will make it by may!
I was thinking to seek therapy because living alone has really showed me how fkn fkd in the head I am, like I’m sooo weird man💀 living alone is so scary because I can just do the bad things I have always been wanting to do at home, like I can just openly purge and stuff without locking the wc door or turning the shower on, but I’m so lonely man, I genuinely hate myself and I just want to like me okey and normal, I really thought my problems would go away after I moved but they just in my head, it’s even worse now because I can’t even get my sadness or madness out anywhere, I’m constantly waking around with a lump in my throat, I miss living with my friend because then my eating became so natural, now it’s just rly bad again and I’m either eating to little or binging, it’s just a rlly big problem and I feel so disgusting and ugly and I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND ANYTHING ! Like what am I even doing like I’m FKN TRYING why can’t I just be fkn better when I’m actually fkn trying
No one will obv read this but this is me just ranting if someone did lol, this embarrassing af lol, no but ehmmm the only guy I ever liked I decided to push away ! Yeeey like he made me better , I wanted to be better for him and then I was like “nah he ain’t all that” and now I miss him and regret it:) Yey love my decisions
Literally want to just end it all, like I’m such a bad bad bad person. I was thinking maybe overdosing , but it just so mean to my parents, I don’t know what my dad would do like would he be mad at me or like would he become depressed again ? My mom would she like cry everyday forever or would she be strong for her other children. My sister? Would she be happier without me? It feels like she would, by brother they are still young they would probably forget me ina couple years, but like my best friend maaaan I miss living with her , I do think I love her more than she loves me but I’m okey with that because she’s my safe person, when thing were shit home I had her always and she had me, like what would she do? Would she maybe have a picture of me as her lock screen ? Or maybe listen to a song on repeat that she knows I liked ? Honestly I’m really trying for my family and my best friend but I’m just wondering if it’s normal to be this miserable so long, like I’m grown soon and I’m still so out of it, never been in a relationship, never have I done anything out of my comfort zone, I’m just so like I’m just filling up space for no reason, did God make a mistake putting me here, it feels like that,
But yeah mm I’ll update this page, I have no one to talk to so I’ll just post my thought here sometimes :) yeah
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YOURE UNBELIABELE… i dont really remember what i wrote but i chose the university in england and im working now full time and longer so i can get more money and this week is my last week and im getting my 2nd payment next week (i already got 1100€ and next week i will get 900-1000€) + i still tutor these kids and then next week im flying to turkiye and im searching now for jobs i can do online like translating soemthing etc so i can earn money there too and i found an apartment for £1600 i dont remember im too lazy to check the price again but it has 2 roots so its really cheap as for london and i will find a roommate so it will be even cheaper + it looks pretty there icl
yes i love jakey even more for this🤭🤭 I LOVE GUNWOOK SO MUCH I THINK I WILL START CRYING AND TAERAE OMG😔😔😔😔😔😔😔 IM SO SAD THAT I LOVE THEM ALL LIKE HEESEUNG JAKE GUNWOOK ARE SUCH PERFECT BOYFRIENDS AND ITS NOT BAD THAT I HAVE 3 BOYFRIENDS ITS NORMAL BUT OMG I THINK I WILL HAVE EVEN MORE BOYFRIENDS BUT I CANT LIKE WHAT ABOUT HEESEUNG JAKE SND GUNWOOK?? stop
bark for me kitten😜 IDOLS GET ASKED TO BARK?? WTF‼️‼️ and i dont believe that u didnt bark for shanbin. you were probably thinking sbout him and then just started barking snd this is your only excuse.
NO CUZ THE SONGS ARE SO GOOD BUT ONLY IN BLOOM AND NEW KIDZ ON THE BLOCK MADE IT TO MY PLAYLIST (im sorry i love the other songs too but i wouldnt listen to them on like daily basis yk i would listen cd but not spotify ykyk) which one is haos solo tho🤨🤨 WAIT I FOUND IT ITS ALWAYS OMG ITS SO GOOD ALSO GONNA ADD IT TO MY PLAYLIST‼️‼️ why isnt hot summer and jelly pop on the album tho😐😐😐😐 (update i finally didnt add it to my playlist because i rislike the beginning)
NO CUZ UESTERDAY IT WAS SUPER SUPER HOT AND ON SSTURDAY AS WELL I CANT WHY IS IT SUDDENLY SO HOT (I LITERALLY SAW 38°C IN OUR CAR ON SATURDAY)
i love lying to kids/people on roblox and to my friends irl 🤭🤭
and girl you done even knoe how to write/make/do a heart😐😐
explain. i want a valid reason. i dont accept anything like „omg the 2 is next to the 3 so i accidentally pressed the 2” or „im blind”
#furry #acceptfurryplural #furrypride
btw i took screenshots of this so if you delete it again(🙄🙄) i will be able to send it to you eith no problem🥰🥰😇😇
kitten bark for me meowwww woof woof meoww grrrrrr woof meow 🥺🤍🫶🥺
AHHHHH im so happy u can move to england !!!! you'll be in london from what i understand? it's so cool that you'll be in such a big city, it'll be easier for you to find ur marks and find easily things to help you everyday
enjoy your trip to turkiye 🤭
NO BUT PURE HOW ABOUT YOU STOP BOYFRIENDING RANDOM IDOLS AND START BOYFRIENDING PPL IN REAL LIFE 👹 YOU CANNOT BOYFRIEND EVERYONE IT'S NOT A GOOD IDEA
I DIDNT NOT BARK FOR SHANBIN OK U CAN EVEN ASK TO TJE PPL WHO WERE IN THE CALL 🤬🤬🤬🤬
i SEE WHAT U MEZN...... like the songs r good but im sorry it was boring asf i will probably listen to in bloom only 🙏🏼
for some reasons boys/girls planet groups dont get the mission songs in the debut album like produce groups used to...... kinda sad abt it ngl i wanted my kep1 u+me=love version
STFU LEAVZ MY FLOP HEART ALONE OKAY?? I JUST TYPED QUICKLY AND DIDNT REALIZE I PUT A 2 INSTRAD OF A 3
thanks for taking measures for me in case i accidentally flop again 🙏🏼
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i wish my house and room were better. i have no moneg almosf constantly. i will only be drinking water/coke/milk and only drinking through straws (stained teeth) and eating sandwiches so i can save money. get dat schmoney up. i want to try and draw more but i need to replace my mattress and then also rearrange my room again possibly so i can chill at my bed drawing on my bigass tablet instead of like sitting in this jncomfychair on uneven flooring that rolls me around
i started the dragon wuest remake and im so happy its one of thise games u can have over 1000+ coins cuz alot of those old ones wouldnt
i want to use my computer more again and play games with friends once again and finish more games myself and also MAKE more games (i love game dev stuff just need to figure out the best way for me to do so)
i want to start posting more of a diary on here so whenever i get around to fixing my actual desktop theme i can have 2 tabs only be looked at which r my art tags and my diary tag (for myself so i can just see my thoughts and memories)
i also want to try and do one doodle a day, and in that same note do one pixel each week, one water color, one acrylic, one gouache and one scribble/ink
i will also be wanting to save my money alot more and actually put money into my savings account (truthfully it is very hard for me to deal with biweekly paychecks which i have another story to talk abt later that deals with that)
ive tried doing the math for it and when i had to pay my parents $200 each month along with my other bills i would be owing people money but thats because id eat out alot bc our house is just gross and ee have rats AND ants ifs fuckin crazy… my roommate matt overworks himself and he gets paid alot but he doesnt have time to do the things he wants to do on our house, erin and i can help but like we cab only do so much without him u kno? i always call him lazy which sometimes he is but he’s simulated the most kind hearted man and hard working man i know, im glad erin is marrying him. i just wish hed realize that erin and i and even himself get so stressed out being in a house like this thats breaking down
thats why i push my pixel stickers so much (i still have lots of ideas i havent been able to do yet due to med problems) so i can help pay for things cuz i get shit pay lolol i need to remember to work on a bullet point list of what all i do for the wellness review also when do we get taxes back? i forget
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I'm so good at reposting things frfr.
time for rai's take on this post again. RAAAANDNDDHJDBDD OKAY
idk the difference between romantic and platonic attraction. never have and it's always been so confusing to me. honestly the only way I've figured some of it out is by actually trying things out and whatever. there are certain people that ik I would never ever want to be anything but friends with. or I just dont like them in any other way but that. the last person I was with, i thought i liked them in a romantic way[i didnt] but i really thought i did. and i understand what "picking a crush is now omg". 10/10 do not recommend. be you. be happy. dont do something just to fit in to stupid standards or be someone you're not. it's awful and not worth it.
i do experience some weird attraction that I've never been completely sure of what it is,, but i know 1000% that it's there... for one specific person. i wanna be around them and go places with them but in a qpr way? in more than just a friend way, but not necessarily a romantic way. i may not understand anything about my sexuality but i do know, that i want to be with this person.
i get excited about romantic things in books and movies and have always thought of that as something i wanted. but as I've tried romantic things,, i havent been comfortable with them. its especially difficult cuz I'm sensitive to things like touch. so that's something idk how much I'd want someone touching me. like maybe i cant handle constant touch, maybe i like it when it's my person. idk.
EXPLORE MY SEXUALITY YOU SAYYYYY: gets all the baddest bitches at college ;) winning sm. all the kisses n love for me
i do not understand my aromantisim. i want to love ppl that way but it's just... not there, and tbh i really wish it was. yet somedays i'm glad it's not, and then some days im annoyed that i may not be full on aro. it's like... i want to love romantically but i seemingly cant so far and that makes me sad cause i want to feel what others are feeling... and girls are so pretty like WHY cant i just feel romance towards them i WANT to feel romantically towards them like life wtf did you make me aro 😭
some days i do really love being aro but... i'm not full on aro cause of what i just explained, and that just makes being aro annoying i think?
midnight crisis am i right lol TwT
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PJO characters as romance tropes
pairings: percy jackson, leo valdez, jason grace; gn! reader
warnings: A MESS.
masterlist is here !
percy jackson
• ah yes, my boyfriend. • oh.. you’re here too?? i guess we can share him • KIDDING anyways • i think he would be in a neighbors au + friends to lovers for one • like do you not see the boy next door energy this man exudes?? • so maybe you moved in to this neighborhood or apartment i guess • and then this god of a man shows up at your door asking if you needed help with carrying your boxes • oh yes heart eyes from you instantly • then you feel bad bc he’s literally carrying all the heavy stuff • like couches, table, tv everything • the next day you stop by his door with blueberry pie • but this beautiful woman opens the door • its sally btw • and you’re saying, im so sorry i think i might have gotten the wrong door, there was this boy yesterday helpi- • she cuts u off like "oh! that’s my son percy"
• what a pretty name u think • you give her the pie and suddenly she’s dragging you inside • sally says he’s not here cuz he’s buying groceries • and you guys end up talking over tea • percy gets back and when he enters his living room he sees you and sally just laughing and talking • after that you became friends • he invites you over all the time • at first he was always like "my mom says you should come over" • only bc he's too embarrassed to admit he actually wants to see you • after he found out you were the one who made the blueberry pie last time • he's begging you to teach him • anyways long story short you started dating after sally exposed BOTH of your crushes • NEXT ONE LMAO • strangers to lovers + vacation au • bc @dracodear made a vacation fic and i couldn't stop thinking about it • its one of those "i asked a stranger to go on a trip with me" yk? • kinda dangerous but i saw a guy on youtube do it • and i was like oh the wattpad girlies are gonna have a BLAST with this one • it wasn't a long or far trip, just taking the train to this hidden gem destination • after spending a few days percy is in love • he hasn't met such a fun and easy going person in a while • he really enjoyed the trip and later asks you out when you got home • WAIT OH MY GOD • FUCKING COLLEGE AU • i almost forgot • this is one of my top 3 aus/ tropes • IM GIVING YOU.. THE COLLEGE SWEETHEARTS CARD! • is that even a thing,, • BUT YES you met during orientation and been friends ever since • you’re aware of the mutual crushes you have so you confess during a study session • and you’ve been dating since then • you come over his dorm all the time to make variations of ramen • it's pretty genius if you ask me • my personal add, but ever since you discovered indomie you've never been the same. • it eventually turns into "couple that’s been together for a long time that domesticity is mundane but cute" • past the honeymoon stage basically but also not really • its like the "casual" kind of romance yk? • some people didn’t even know you guys were together bc of that • but you can also be the cheesy couple sometimes • everybody either adores you together, or are sick you of but lowkey rooting for u!! • everyone's otp methinks
leo valdez
• ok work • he’s such a funny guy, i give him • blind date trope • piper set him up i don’t make the rules. • when you meet at the restaurant and he’s being himself, he’s scared you’re gonna think he’s weird • bc his other dates failed like that (im so sorry bb) • but surprise surprise, you just laugh at all his jokes and shenanigans • and his confidence just goes up 1000% • it goes on like that and you don’t even realize time has gone by • at the end you’re holding onto your coat hailing a taxi • and he’s rubbing his head asking if you wanted to do it again, bc he really enjoyed it • and you say yes ofc • many dates turned into a relationship! congratulations • hmm in a different story its either tsundere and sunshine or gremlin and gremlin. • i really cant think about anything else! • sorry leo lovers, ive never written for him or am too familiar with his character • but this is a camp setting • after gaea happened and he came back • you ran to him and kissed him, and then slapped him bc u rlly thought he died • no calypso. anyways • the tsundere and sunshine thing is a possibility bc • i just think he’s that typa guy LMAO THAT DOESNT EXPLAIN ANYTHING • but its lowkey opposite attracts too, bc no one can match his wavelength here • people question if you guys are actually together bc u and him.. • very opposite • but you’re just actually a very private person • you love him behind doors wait that sounds- • LOL U GET ME RIGHT?? • minimum pda but when you hold his hand and kiss his cheeks he gets flustered and then acts dramatic • that’s basically the dynamics • now for the gremlin and gremlin oh boy. • you two are MENACES • chiron is tired of you but lowkey adopted you as his unhinged children • you’re always joking around and stuff, tinkering new inventions together • there are burnmarks. everywhere. • that black spot on the sparring arena? • yeah that's bc leo was testing his "extreme fiesta fireworks 2.0" • you two almost burnt down camp more than once • but you are also emotionally mature and leo has doubts about himself sometimes • you’re always there to support him!!
jason grace
• jason, jason, jason. • i had a wattpad phase for this man • still have a reading list LOL hmu if you want it, i have around 50 books • i think office romance yes. • that is totally not bc he gives me nanami kento vibes and i love office worker nanami- • BUT ANYWAY • he’s that employee that literally everyone has a crush on • and get this.. he’s CLUELESS • giving himbo but he actually got into the finance department • just imagine jim and pam but without the roy period.. or the karen agenda • he’s such a gentleman • knows everyone in the office, even the security guard • to give it some spice you guys are friends • it's relatively new however you've liked him way before • it's been the "admiring him from afar" kinda thing • and when you got paired for work (idk i don't work in an office) • you felt like you've achieved a long awaited dream • but then you realized you're only friends and are NOT dating • -100 for the ego • a lot of the women try to ask him out several times a year • and he’s always politely denying them with a cute blush on his face • you’re like lowkey mad that they don’t get the hint he doesn’t want to be with them • but what can you do • you also want to court him • you think he isnt interested in you bc one, he’s rejected every other person in the whole building • and two whenever you try to make a romantic gesture/ innuendo (or so you say) • he’s always like "yn you’re such a good friend" • it decreases your life span for 10 years • at this point you just give up • but then somehow he confesses • and he’s like, ive liked you for a while now actually, i dont know why you didnt see the signs. • maybe YOU are the dumb one here. • i also think he’s suitable for a rivals to lovers • but NO ENEMIES TO LOVERS i h*te that trope • lets say its a camp jupiter setting • you’re both cohort leaders and over these years you had this friendly rivalry • not so friendly at times but it started as a childish competition • and now its this.. • everyone in the camp is lowkey keeping an eye on u 2 • bc they ship you, and they also want to see who ends up "winning" • reyna is betting in a few months you will eventually confess • its like dancing around your feelings when its very obvious • when the tension gets too much..; • you are fighting in the ring and you end up with him on the ground, and you on top • you’re like "i win" • and then realize your position • and suddenly you are kissing him • I KNOW THAT IS CLICHE.. but i do not care i like when that happens (only if they’re both capable warriors) • you’re lowkey rbf badass, and he looks tough but gets flustered easily
wtf this is literally just a brain stroke
if you got all the way here i respect you tbh
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Calling Batboys/YJ Boys "Husband" On Accident Headcanons!
req: So there's a thread on tiktok that the girlfriends accidently call their boyfriends "husbands" How would the batfam and YJ boys react? also i love your writing it's just amazing!
okay i had to google this and it's actually so cute i had to write this :) half are like pranks and half are written as genuine slip ups hopefully it's clear lol
dick grayson
- you'd set up the perfect prank, playing the iphone ringtone sound you "picked up the phone" pretending to talk to your friend while dick was making a bowl of cereal (at 9pm)
- "oh yeah! i'm in gotham now, living with my husband and working towards finishing my degree! it's honestly such a good time! how are you dude?" you paused, letting your "friend" talk, stealing glances at dick who was frozen mid-spoonful, milk from the spoon slipping back into the bowl
- "that's amazing, i'm so proud of you! literally hit me up anytime if you're in gotham! i know the best places in town," you exchanged final words with a literal voice in your head, hanging up and slipping your phone in your pocket
- as you moved to grab a bowl for cereal a hand shot out, pulling you into the embrace of one needy boyfriend
- "hi babe, you gonna let me get some cereal?" you ran your hands through dick's hair, feeling his head tilt up to look you in the eyes "say it again." his tone was deep, like he was wholly focused on you
- "say what again? that i want cereal?" you yawned, loving the way his face contorted. "what you said on the phone, say it again?" one of his arms was wrapped tightly around your waist, the other was tracing little shapes on your back
- "oooh you want me to call you my husband hm?" you winked, watching him visibly take a gulp of air, his grip on you tightening
- "yeah, i like the sound of that," he had the cutest look on his face, all giddy and excited, like just the idea of forever calling you his was all he needed in life- yeah, prank successful for sure
wally west
- "say it again" "no" "pwease?" "fuck off" "you're the one who said it" you just about punched the speedster in the face as he zipped around you aching to hear the word "husband" again after you had the slip up of the century
- "i think this is funnier than you calling me dad, like how did that even come out of your mouth? god i wish i was recording!" wally had about 1000 thoughts a second running through his head but the only thing you felt was embarrassed
- "dude just let it go i slipped up who cares," you tried to shrug it off, but he wasn't letting you go
- suddenly you were carried up against your bedroom wall "you called me your husband, this what you're looking for?" your hands were pinned against the wall in one of his, his face just inches from yours- you could feel his warmth radiated as he perched over you, red hair tousled from all the running he'd been doing
- you couldn't deny this was exactly what you'd been looking for
- you swallowed, hoping to gain any semblance of confidence as you raised your eyes to meet his, "maybe i did, what would you do then?" you whispered, but it was all it took for his lips to come crashing into yours
- after the high of it all you had to tell him the truth, "walls, i'm very excited for all this but you know i accidentally said husband cuz i was listening to corpse husband right?" his hand slapped over his mouth so quick you were sure it had to hurt
- "choke me like you hate me?" he said in a high pitched tone, making you almost fall over laughing as you crumpled into his embrace, slip up or not it was totally worth it in your book
tim drake
- you knew it was ballsy but what's life without a little adventure?
- as you led the Lex Corp associates down into yours and Tim's Wayne Industry testing lab you introduced him to the group
- "and my lovely husband Tim, he's been such a huge help in developing this research even though he's busy running the whole company!"
- a few congratulations were murmured but you were solely focused on the way Tim's eyes bore into your soul, you smiled politely as he shut his dropped jaw, attempting to collect himself
- "mhm yes, as we were- uh- saying, if you look here this research shows that there's a possibility..." tim had sufficiently gathered his wits but as the associates toured your research campus he was at your side immediately
- "you know you can be slyer about wanted me to propose?" he whistled, hand slipping around you waist
- "mhm it was just a slip of the tongue timbers, but now that you mention it that may be the reason it's on my mind," you grinned, loving the way he quite literally wrote "buy ring" in his agenda right there, he was never sly around you, but it was perfect nonetheless
bart allen:
- "okay y/n i'm gonna ask you this but you can't get mad at me okay?" bart pulled you out of your focus on your reading, tilting your head up to find him pacing around the room
- "what's wrong b?" you watched him run his hands through his hair which for him was a pretty big sign of stress
- "did we get married and either i forgot or you didnt tell me?" as he said that he sped over to sit across from you on the couch which you just about fell off out of shock
- "did we WHAT?" you laughed, holding up your ring finger to show it completely ringless
- "well um last night like in the middle of the night you woke up and told me i'm a good husband and like you know i love you but that's a lot and we are so young and i'm not even sure if i can legally get married cuz of the future travel and stuff but if we did that's totally fine and cool and awesome cuz you're awesome but-" you cut him off as you nearly died of laughter
- "sleep talking bart, we aren't married but it's pretty funny i said that last night" you giggled, he quite literally deflated in front of you, letting out the breath he'd clearly been holding in
"okay, so good, good good, cuz like i'm totally down but i'm not even sure how and if we had and i didn't remember that would be soo bad but i'm just glad i have you y'know!" and just like that he was okay again, going back to zipping around central city bringing you various. gifts as you begged him to stop bringing you starbucks drinks and cake pops
- "god i love that boy" was all you could think as you sipped your free delivery, appreciating the sparks on your cheek from everytime he placed a kiss on your face upon his return
damian wayne
- "i'm gonna marry you, you know that beloved?" you and dami had been lounging behind a stage as you both waited for your call time on the stage- damian hated press briefings, more so now that he had taken a more serious role in the public after his father, but they were easier with you
- "i know my love, but let's focus on the talk show ahead? no need to get too rattled?" you rolled your eyes as damian huffed, toying with your ring finger with his own calloused hand
- that's really what did it to you- he had grown the habit as he continually thought about proposals, but little did he know how often you thought about it too... that was until:
- "as my husband so eloquently put, we are beyond excited to open this new attraction in gotham-" you cut yourself short at the gasps in the live audience, you didn't think you'd said anything too outrageous
- the talk show host was quick to jump on your error, "i'm sorry, did you say husband?" you actively felt the color drain from you face
- quietly you felt damian let go of your hand, thank god he was on your left, reaching into his own pocket he slyly slipped a gorgeous gold band on your ring finger, a perfect fit
- with your head spinning you decided you had to lean into it now, "oh wow, we were supposed to get into the news later but yes!" you held up the ring for the host, feigning a smile
- "this is wonderful news! care to tell us anything more?" the host leaned forward, begging for gossip
- damian spoke up quickly, "it was a small and beautiful ceremony, we will do a briefing on it in the near future, but for now i'd love to speak more on the resources being added to Gotham streets," and just like that your mishap was solved, and dami finally found the balls to propose
- the amount of calls you had after the show was painful, but with your now fiancé by your side you knew you'd be fine :)
hope you enjoyed! let me know if you'd want a part two- there's tons of characters i haven't gotten to for this request <3
#dick grayson#wally west#tim drake#damian wayne#dick grayson x reader#dick grayson headcanon#wally west x reader#wally west headcanon#tim drake x reader#tim drake headcanon#damian wayne x reader#damian wayne headcanon#batboys#batfam#young justice#kid flash x you#dick grayson x you#tim drake x you#damian wayne x you#wally west x you#bart allen#bart allen x reader#bart allen headcanon
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