#but i will still be heartbroken i think
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they really put alicent in bridgerton blue on the reunion and genuinely expected me to think that she didn’t in fact march all the way to dragonstone to get wifed up? bfr
#I am only a girl living in a society#I make connections#she looks so pretty in blue though I want more#also you’re telling me that rhaenyra saw her walk in all cute looking to not completely crumble at the sight of her?#like my girl got all dolled up for you do something#rhaenyra IS a puppy dog when it comes to those bambi eyes shut up#Alicent was like you think you want her? I’m the love of your life you moron#and rhaenyra is like I KNOW#like she’s been trying to get the other woman to realize that very thing for the last 15+ years#and alicent’s all heartbroken like oh so you’re taking her to wife#and rhaenyra is like nO? WHAT?? all dumb and speechless cause jealous alicent was definitely not on her bingo card this year#whilst also having her own mental breakdown#because how on earth is she meant to explain this to her councel#or jace for that matter#that sure was goint to be a fun future conversation to have with her heir#but also Alicent just strutted into the room and started acting like a scorned wife?#which left rhaenyra feeling like the asshole parent who stopped paying for child support after the divorce#but also she never wanted a divorce in the first place?? and alicent doesn’t seem to get this?#like she’s already figuring out how to most efficiently empty daemon’s chambers for the woman to move in permanently#but alicent’s still yapping off about not having a place in court anymore and fleeing across the sea#and rhaenyra can’t help the bitter taste in her mouth as she states how that ship came in a little too late for them and it is messyyyy#hotd leaks#house of the dragon leaks#hotd spoilers#house of the dragon#house of the dragon spoilers#rhaenicent#alicent hightower#rhaenyra targaryen#bridgerton
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that scene at eddie’s house… tim minear when I catch you
#911 spoilers#steph live watches 911#and I’m still thinking about it#I’ve never been more heartbroken for a character like I currently am for eddie#just give me my happy loving buckley diaz family please#eddie diaz#evan buckley#christopher diaz#buddie#911#911 abc#911 season 8
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“Why am I the only one who remembers?”
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#this trend is my entire fyp#imagining these two meeting and comforting eachother on their shared circumstance and silent struggles🥲#Bela: its hopeless.. there’s no point.#Cass: -and you call ME dramatic.#Cass trying to make her feel better despite how heartbroken seeing Bela so impassive makes her- considering HER Bela still has her heart#They could talk about how both their Dani’s are the same- until-#Cass: … you think she knows? Like another version of her? But she’s in our position?#Bela: god I hope not.#I’m sorry😭#resident lover#resident lover spoilers#bela dimitrescu#cassandra dimitrescu
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This was the last time Mike looked at him before he had to commit to leaving him and then behind. Do you ever think about that? How this was his "one last look"?
Do you think he memorized his face, knowing what he had to do the moment he turned around? I do. I made 16 edits about it.
#heartbroken mike#stranger things#byler#yes i'm still thinking about that post i reblogged 3-4 times in a row with added thoughts#mike wheeler#you're the heart
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Every day of my life is so miserable. I saw the best most beautiful character in the whole wide world and when I went "Omgg who is that they are so wonderful, so delightful."
He's from League of Legends. He's from fucking League of Legends.
#Ineffective cartoon-evil villain who is so small and thinks something is irredeemably wrong with them is my favorite type of character.#AND he's an evil wizard that is glowing eyes in shadowy features. That's literally the best ever.#Why is the world so cruel?#funny talking tag#Forgive me if I'd made this exact post before I am still heartbroken.#Edit: Just informed his Big Attack is magical nuclear bomb.#We will have a summer wedding.#I studied him via ancient scrollhe is so beautiful
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do you have any alecto/anastasia hcs?
I think my biggest hc is that Anastasia wanted to be present at laying Alecto down in the tomb, but something went not as planned, cause she helped design it and it's her house, where is she
and not quite a hc but I want Alecto snatch some of Anastasia's bones before leaving the tomb
but tbh the moment I got the ask my mind completely blanked out on everything I was thinking about them, I'll add more to this post if I remember some of it
but thank you for asking!
#but it's complicated cause I don't have a lot of understanding of how canaan house and the ninth was back then#and what timeline of events looked like so i keep rotating in my head dif scenarios with dif ideas#Anasatasia could've had her own way of calming Alecto during tantrums but Alecto still could accidentally hurt her in out rage#at least Anastasia is great at mending broken bones#them hanging out in the pool is everyone's hc#but once had an idea that telling the true started with them both submerged and Alecto just unpromptedly started bluntly blurting out stuff#but in the gist of 'I'm eating pencils' and then it escalated with time#someone said before that Alecto being sorry about Samael in her nature might mean that she somehow was responsible even if not in direct wa#it could be eating her out after Samael's death and seeing how heartbroken Anastasia was#so later on the ninth she drags Anastasia into the water and reveals something that makes Anastasia realize John fucked her over#Anastasia's breaking down and after on it could lead to the vow being made#cause I'm still thinking about that one line that John says 'Anastasia knew 'at the time' that killing Samael was a necessity'#like she could've figure out something#keep rotating in my mind conversation that goes like#Alecto: are you angry with me#Anastasia: yes. but I'm not being fair
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I think it's only natural to feel anger when somebody isn't "taking your advice" or listening to you about their mental health or what will help them. People want to help people, and the anger comes when you are perceiving somebody as not being receptive but...
It can be a selfish impulse to say that your opinion about their illness is the only thing they need. It isn't about you, even though the advice you give is given by you.
Nobody deserves to suffer, this is true. But, also, nobody deserves to be forced to do things that either won't help or won't be genuine. If somebody isn't taking your advice, there's a reason for it (maybe it's not a good enough reason for you, but this isn't the point). It's okay to be disappointed or angry, but it's not going to help to lash out at them. That is only pouring water onto a grease fire.
#mental health#mental health advocacy#sometimes you DO need to freefall without a parachute. sometimes the 'just get better! ☺️' mindset that's given to us will slowly kill us#the whole 'if you take my advice you'll be free from your illness 😇' saviour complex is honestly something that would have killed me#because it wasn't coming from a place of genuinely helpfulness or what would work for *me*...#...those pieces of advice came from the mindset of how to make everybody else comfortable...#...because it minimized the fact that i was (am) fucking insane and unwell and ill and debilitated...#...the advice came across as sinister because it wasn't about me despite addressing my insanity. it was ABOUT everybody else#and i just got done watching a heartbreaking video about somebody else's decline and i don't want them to suffer...#...but i also don't want to be the cause OF their suffering. my advice for them would be unhelpful i think...#...so i am still heartbroken and sad and maybe angry but that... isn't their fault. they are SUFFERING and VISIBLY so...#...i want their suffering to end in any way that will actually help *them* and not my ego y'know...
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Frannie, you are in over your head. Meaning? Meaning, guys like him don't marry girls like you. That's fairy tale. And girls like you get hurt, and guys like him don't even know it, and that's life.
#due south#ray vecchio#francesca vecchio#benton fraser#oof the way you can see the truth of this hit ray so hard#good for frannie for saying all of this and sticking up for herself because ray was being an unfair jerk#especially since he was projecting his own fears and insecurities about losing fraser and taking it out on frannie#ray's behavior here only makes sense to me if he's acting out of jealousy#because he doesn't seem the type to get involved in his siser's love life (unless she's being harmed in some way)#and what he says about fraser directly contradicts what we know ray actually thinks about him#i can't imagine ray sees fraser as the type to 'love 'em and leave 'em for lack of a better phrase. he knows he's not like that#ray is the one in over his head and worried about being left heartbroken (and not being good enough for fraser to stick around for)#if fraser was involved with frannie; ray loses ever getting a chance with him either way whether it works out or not#if the potential relationship worked out ray would have to sit by and watch the man he loves be with his sister#and if it doesn't work out (which it likely wouldn't lbr) he loses his frienship as well because it would never be the same after#and the fact remains that fraser will likely go back to canada one day and leave ray behind#and not realize just how much it will hurt ray when he goes#AND FRASER IS LISTENING TO ALL OF THIS#HE'S JUST ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE GLASS#THE PERSON RAY DREAMS ABOUT#SO CLOSE BUT STILL OUT OF REACH#i can't with them#frannie is the only brave one here i love her#ds30below
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Can you talk about trans!Curly a little bit more? I'm curios if you have any headcanons and the like
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It's just such a thing in my mind because it adds a truthful sadness and differing aspect to mouthwashing.
If Curly was trans it adds the horror of the horribly selfish thought he could have easily been in Anya's situation. It could've been him but it wasn't and he so conflicted on the pit it put in his stomach that brings and the shameful relief it wasn't. In this scenario he is friends with Jimmy for a long time still. Jimmy likely knew him pretransition. Maybe he gave Curly weird looks then, maybe they never stopped after, maybe they seemed meaner. They are guys now, bros, both of them are. He doesn't really have to worry what those looks mean anymore, Jimmy just has that face with him sometimes. It's recontextualizing a lot of things for him that he was in denial about or too ashamed to admit. How naive he was being and how he let that get another person hurt.
Specifically with Anya, it's he knows the dread and fear she's feeling. He can understand it because he had to live with it for a good portion of his life, he knows it cause he still does, just in a slightly different way. It makes him think of all the times he's been alone with Jimmy, all the times he's been way more drunk off his ass and not remember the night, Jimmy was always with him the next day. Makes him think of the comments he would laugh off both because that's what guys do but because that part of being a girl says to laugh so Jimmy doesn't do something. It's the selfish realization that he was never safe and he's uncertain now too. Mad at himself for forgeting that feeling, espcially since for a long time he would've been considered the only woman on a crew (with all that implies) for a long time.
He should've taken those blinders off, step back into that position for just a moment and it's so much more painful that Anya likely came to him because he should've gotten it. Those thoughts don't leave his mind after the crash when he's in an even more vulnerable position than she was...
#this is less headcanons and more my thoughts of the intersectional horror this brings to mouthwashing which is also a thing it#already has but more directly in the mix vs just the class gender and positional struggle. like the idea he waited to confront Jimmy becaus#he could conceptualize the crime better because of experience with womanhood and also how it would've destroyed him in terms of being trans#like its weird to word as a comparison but thats kinda how empathy works as in an understanding and ability to project through aspects#like you found out your friend who has always had weird feelings about and relating to you is a rapist and got one of your other friend#pregnant and is now being openly hostile and aggressive towards you. You have only a few days to really think on all of this all the years#with him and how many oppurtunites he had that you blame yourself for giving him both in life and to do to you. You are starting to#realize that he may have done what he did to Anya because it was no longer viable with him or because of weird transphobia/homophobia#from Jimmy and god its so much and he should've know better and what did Jimmy do then - c r a s h#he is at such a small amount of mercy to Jimmy now and he can't protect Anya and it's terrifying because i know and you know that Jimmy is#giving him those weird looks again...#like it adds another layer of horror to things and while I don't think Jimmy would do anything to Curly it's heavily implied he targeted he#because of relatively more important position and getting Curly to have doubts about him as a power play and Curly knows Jimmy well enough#that him immediately exerting his authority and power would set him off after already having been mad about it and even when doing#damage control it still set him off. like its the horror of accidenlty siding with your oppresser and hurting other like you only to then b#stabbed in the back again by the person who took advantage of your nature like its so complext but my actual trans curly headcanons#are just a little bit happier like i imagine he was the first on the boys soccer team and a star player. maybe he and jimmy even picked ou#his first offical “boy” clothes and Jimmy picked most so he looked like the grungiest white boy but she was a boy so it didn't matter cause#it was with his friend who accepted him and I bet on the bed he looks back at all those moments and notices the little details that his#friend wasnt actually so happy but he can't be certain when he started looking so bitter or hes just imagining out of paranoia cause he jus#cant know and even if he could he wouldn't want to ask like god thinking about Anya and probably being a little glad if not heartbroken#that she did get out of it in the end like trans curly and anya destroy me even more its so upsetting like he didn't realize how much he go#you girl and waited to act like it was cowardice but then would she not realize what hes realizing? should that be a grace or more of a#condemnation in her mind like what are her thoughts? espically during the scene Jimmy hits Curly like she had to hear and what did she thin#they are tormented in a similar hells with the same demon and its fascinating#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#anya mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing
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Rest in peace Liam. Thank you for the music and the memories, I will love you and miss you forever.
#one direction save me i feel so heartbroken about this#one direction#liam's edits#i did this a day after the news...still i feel strange to post this...i still wanted some type of altar or something in my blog#this is the only way i could think to have it even if the world keeps moving i'm still processing this#RemberingLiamPayne#is not the best edit but wanted something to pin on my blog for a while#liam payne#not a big fan of the caption but i can't think of a better one
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one of the things i'm most disappointed about is that da:tv will sell well. it's been designed to bring as much new players in as possible, and apparently a lot of people disappointed in it will still buy it on launch day. and ea will keep producing absolute steaming garbage with some ip slapped onto it just because it sells. theyre treating the series with as much respect as netflix originals with their medias.
#dragon age critical#like yeah sure whatever i get buying it on launch if youre a dragon age fan and starving for content#but i was there when andromeda was released#and while i think its a good game but a bad mass effect game. it was complete shit at launch.#but its ea so they can make anything and people will still buy it#im sorry im just. very exhausted by all this.#it hurts to see the game closest to my heart go to this#you guys know ive always been very ''inquisition is a good game but a bad dragon age game'' and going off about#this and that that i dont like about it bc it doesnt feel like a dragon age game anymore#with how you have little choice over many things and no character flavor and it frames things like cullens past and#well a fucking inquisition and claiming land in a way that makes me extremely uncomfortable#well. i didnt think ea could disappoint me more with any dragom age thing anymore#im still thinking about ppl behing veilguard not knowing who zevran is#idk im just heartbroken even though this is exactly what i expected#leevi liveblogs
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are you guys a star trek gay or a mash gay
#i’m ngl hawkeye was so heavily queer coded and i think about it REGULARLY#hawkeye being so upset that he missed trapper leaving and#and doing everything he could to catch him at the helicopter before he left and still missing him and being heartbroken over it ?? HELLO ??#him defending trapper’s name even years later your honor im going to lose my mind#it was just never the same with bj . i’m going to pull my hair out#queer hawkeye truther#star trek#spock#captain kirk#doctor mccoy#dr mccoy#jim kirk#leonard mccoy#mccoy#kirk#spirk#mcspirk#incorrect star trek#mash#m*a*s*h#hawkeye pierce#hawkeye#lgbt#lgbtq
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thinking a lot about zoro having really sensitive morning sickness, and the smell of cigarettes being the worst offender.
so that means sanji trying so hard to quit so he doesn't bother zoro, and sneaking shameful smoke breaks when he gets too stressed.
think about the potential comedy.
#non art#zosan#one piece#vinsmoke sanji#roronoa zoro#a/b/o#mpreg#omegaverse#i think sanji makes a big deal about quitting#but still sneaks smokes when he can cus duh he's a chain smoker#and it really annoyed zoro in the start cus the smell could instantly make him puke#but once that goes away he doesn't really care#but sanji . the drama queen. treats it like zoro will be betrayed and heartbroken if he finds out#somehow usopp is caught in the middle of this#cus he knows sanji's dirty secret#(but really the whole crew knows but usopp is the one sanji knows who knows)#has to deal with sanji's over dramatic moaning
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when you are feeling lonely
look for me in our favorite memory
and i shall meet you halfway
just like old times
#heartbreak#spilled thoughts#detachment#things that keep me up at night#things i think about#lost#breakup#relationship#feelings#quotes#regret#i still love you#imissyou#poems on tumblr#first love#lost love#poems and poetry#a blog for the heartbroken#literature#poetry#toxiclove#toxic relationship#original poem#love poem
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there is no game that makes me feel like I'm the only one who's right about it than elden ring
#when i see reddit or twitter or tumblr theories or some shit#like 80% of the time im sitting there like amazing. everything word of what you just said is wrong#20% of the time im like no youre so right youre so based i have a crush on you#my MOST outlandish theory is that messmer and melina are children on marika and the gloam eyed queen. AT LEAST melina is#(btw absolutely heartbroken there werent even CRUMBS of the godskins nor the GEQ in the dlc)#(like the GEQ's death was a catalyst for marika's golden order to form)#i like know that elden ring is super obscure and vague with what it tells you but there are fr some people who wholeass dont know#that miquella=st. trina#or that before the dlc even happened miquella/st trina was shown to be manipulative and flighty#bouncing between one thing and the other#of course he would parallel his mother#and there are STILL people who think Malenia's 3rd bloom hasnt happened like.........#there's one in her and radahn's showdown. one on the way to the haligtree roots. and the final one is during her battle w you#like in her boss fight she turns into the goddess of rot. what is wrong with you guys. what more do you need#glad everyone agreed on mohg beating the allegations tho👍#elden ring#shadow of the erdtree#shadow of the erdtree spoilers#elden ring sote#sote spoilers#spoilers
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honestly i applaud Will's ability to have enough spite to stick around because if i had a severely limited amount of friends as it was and one of them made me and everyone else think i was going insane and all of the others had basically just been waiting for me to go insane? like they were tiptoeing around me and expecting it? AND i lost my job even after being acquitted? i'm either moving to the middle of nowhere or i'm dying
#i think about it so often and it still upsets me so much#it isn't just about there being evidence against him#it's the fact of how EASY it was for people to believe it was him because they anticipated something#they didn't know what it would be but they anticipated it#some were heartbroken but no one was SHOCKED is what i'm saying
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