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This scene ALWAYS makes me laugh it's so fucking FUNNY why does noone ever talk about this stupid plotline
[Transcript:
Dexter: We're never gonna beat Beanstalk High at bookball!
Daring, cheerily: Oh, little brother! Don't be such a worrier! How tough can it be to beat a bunch of little beans, huh?
Hunter: Beanstalk High is filled with giants, Daring, not beans.
Daring, just as cheerily: Well then, we are in a lot of trouble, aren't we! Haha.
/End Transcript]
#it truly has everything#daring being So confident that beanstalk high is full of beans#the fact that this is clearly the first he's heard of the giants there#the fact that his tone doesn't even change#he doesn't even give any more advice after this#i love you daring im so sorry i hated you when I was like 10#ever after high#eah#daring charming#dexter charming#hunter huntsman#mattel#thronecoming
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What would you choose? :0c
(note: original image is from HERE (link) - but I edited it to add a wider variety of options.. also added $3 extra to the total, even though I know that makes it more uneven lol, I thought if you're adding 10 whole extra items, the money to spend should at least be increased slightly, if that makes sense..)
#I would get orange juice. black coffee. AND iced coffee ($3) because I love the variety of having multiple drinks#then sausage and scrambled eggs ($8). Then sauteed mushrooms ($3)....AND... hrm.. then spending the remaining $4 would be hard#I wish I could get waffles (as they are my favorite and are superior in every way compared to pancakes. donuts. etc.) but I'm not willing#to give up the other savory things just to get them. so... then maybe I could get a biscuit or english muffin? and just put jam or#honey butter or something on it so it can be my replacement 'sweet and bready' thing instead of something from the $5 row??#OR I could also just assume that having the orange juice plus iced coffee would provide enough of a 'sweet element' to the meal#(since I largely prefer savory foods. I only like a tiny bit of sweet added for variety) and thus forego any sort of#'bready' thing entirely and just get the bowl of beans/onion/tomato (I'd leave the avocado since I don't like the#texture of them really lol). THEN I'd have $1 left to get the milk or the black tea... increasing my total of random drinks..#which is always the goal of course.. as a chronic ''person who is sipping at 5 different drinks at their desk simultaneously always'' perso#OR... I could just do.. waffle. scrambled eggs. sausage. mushrooms. and black coffee and orange juice.. which is... okay variety#augh... so difficult.. As my Ideal Breakfast is like a buffet type thing or something where you have like 25 different things to choose fro#and can get a little tiny bit of everything. My eating style is very much like.. I'd rather pick at a small amount of a ton of#different things than just have a very large amount of only one or two things. Thats why I LOVE sample platter type stuff.#So it's like... augh... the ideal option would be a tiny portion of EVERYTHING actually lol...#Difficult to choose...#ANYWAY.. Also no idea why I added croissant instead of bagel. I only thought about that afterwards. I do actually like bagels.#I've only ever even had a croissant like 2 times in my entire life. Yet I've had many bagels. For some reason it stuck out in my mind more#when I was considering 'essential breakfast foods' somehow... how could I forget them... bagels my beloved...#Blame it on the hot weather... 'What in the blazes? The sun hath obliterated the concept of bagels from my miind!'#(< meant to be said in a silly overdramatic elderly wizard accent or something)#Also I don't think ''bowl of beans. onion. avocado. and tomatos.'' is necessarily a breakfast classic or something gbhjjh#but I was just trying to think of a versatile vegetable-ish side that could be full of common breakfast additions#so people could do stuff like ''oh I get the toast option and then the bowl of stuff and I put the avocado on the toast'' etc.#Like a mix and match. You could mix ingredients from different parts. You could put scrambled eggs and bacon and onion#on the bread or soemthing. etc. I just feel like something is always missing if a Full Breakfast Spread#doesnt have some sort of onions or beans or mushrooms or asparagus or spinach like... some sort of thing that isn't just eggs and meat and#bread.. you know? lol..#But then again.. I am the Sampling Plate Style Variety Lover and Tiny Portion Of Food Picker so maybe thats just a me thing.
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The Clown, The Star, The Genius Jester Our shining blue, Buggy!!
Happy Birthday dear blue, it's your day on 8/8
#ONE PIECE#one piece fanart#buggy the clown#captain buggy#buggy one piece#digital arwork#illustrations#coloured sketch#Timeskip Buggy#Buggy without hat#Buggy loose hair#Buggy long hair#Buggy supremacy#Buggy all the way#Happy Birthday Buggy#Cross Guild#Star Pirate#artwork#anime fanart#I love Buggy#He's hilarious and pathetic#but also adorable and softie#Give Buggy some love and respect for today#He deserves everything after what difficulties (torment) he has been through#Also protect him at all cost#He's my precious blue bean#No one touch him#Including you Shanks!
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... It really has not been my month...
#vent tag#oc: bean#sona tag#I mean it is an old chair and it was bound to happen but still#idk if I can fix it bc the screw that was holding the armrest up completely snapped in half and I doubt hot glue can hold that#I will probably try to prop it up until I can fix it or get a new chair entirely#but between that and the kettle breaking and my eye infection and for some reason my period suddenly kicking me in the balls#after being gone for like 6 months - like I didn't miss you but girl where did you go??? can you leave again?#but that's probably the main reason for my awful mood and lack of any motivation to do anything - along with everything else#which sucks bc I was so hype for af and then I just started rotting for a month and I wanted to give up#I feel like a little better today besides the chair thing but I'm still mostly like not great#but like anyway
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I wish we got more moments of the Walkers being Family like. The opening of “Brave New World” where Hesh says he let Logan sleep a bit longer because he figured he could use the rest set the bar too high for the rest of the campaign. You don’t really get anything like that line again - there’s the “Sin City” and “The Ghost Killer” cutscenes as well but those are both high tension, ‘holy shit don’t hurt my brother/I am dying son but I’m proud of you’ lines. And honestly Hesh’s “All or Nothing” Rorke File where he talks about his misplaced guilt after losing Elias…it’s almost a bit weird that he doesn’t reference how Logan is handling it at all (especially considering he was the one manhandled into shooting their father).
I guess the first unlockable Rorke File where Elias talks about taking the boys to the beach counts, and Hesh’s “Logan’s got my back, and I got his. He’s my brother.” but it just feels a bit stilted compared to the natural tenderness of the “Brave New World” opening.
#ra speaks#personal#cod ghosts#call of duty ghosts#david hesh walker#logan walker#elias walker#beans are you seriously complaining about a decade old game’s character writing?#yes. yes I am.#there’s way more to complain about to the whole. everything that is the ghosts worldbuilding.#but as someone with lil bros they really dropped the ball on drawing the connection between hesh and logan#hesh should have been panicking on comms more in the hunted that’s all I’m saying#or at least give me a post mission ‘jesus fuck thank good you’re alright we really need to get you an aac device bro’ moment#oh your nonverbal brother got separated from everyone in a fucking plane crash? no need to worry a friend saw him get snagged on some trees#(which he could very much have been dead for as you do see other soldiers corpses caught up in the trees)#also the Angst™ of Elias’ death being so focused on Hesh like…bro you didn’t pull the trigger.#speaking of like. did hesh even tell the other ghosts. elias is just listed as KIA in the file.#hmmmm#<- has spent all day achievement hunting and replaying levels multiple times
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Ooh for Toad Peach AU how did the first meeting go with the officials of the Beanbean Kingdom? Ohh maybe more on Peach and Peasley's becoming friends. Does he help her feel a little more confident in her true form? Gimme all of the dynamics hehe
idk why i thought i dreamed this ask but i forgot you sent it 😭 here ya go!
the beanbean and mushroom kingdoms have an extremely close relationship that’s rather old, and as such the births of both heirs were highly celebrated by both families.
here, peasley is roughly 1 year older than peach, and the betrothal between the two was set up very early so the two do not remember their first meeting as they were infants at the time. but still, they visited peach many times before her debutante.
peach’s parents died in a horrific incident i still haven’t detailed when she was around 3-4, which did result in queen bean reaching out more often as peach grew older to offer additional guidance and support :]
but back to peasley and peach, they were thick as thieves and peasley introduced her to fencing! toadsworth wasn’t a fan at first but eventually relented (whatever endears her to peasley, plus any experience with a weapon could come in handy if the mushroom kingdom were to ever leave the peacful era). she’s quite adept in both forms, but prefers to fence in human form. it isn’t something she practices often in current day but it’s something she treasures the memories of alongside trying his bean pillow and learning about beanbean allies and his travels :]
though, as they got older, the two became more aware of their betrothal and what would follow, but things weren’t clicking so they decided to experiment a little (read: they kissed and neither of them liked it. sad!) but neither have brought up calling anything off as both are quite fine with something contractual if it came down to it (but peach would call it off if peasley asked)
at peach’s debutante, they danced together first as a show of the kingdom relationship, and when the first attack/kidnapping happens, the beanbean kingdom offered aid and refuge (little fungitown)
re: her appearance and peasley—she initially meets the beanbean family in toad form, but as she got older this became rarer as experience (and her self image) became priority. peasley makes sure to praise her toad form’s beauty when he sees it, and when mario does come into the picture is of the firm opinion alongside daisy that he does not deserve her if he doesn’t like her true form. on most days she agrees with him
as for superstar saga, he still arrives to the mushroom kingdom ahead of time and toadette volunteers to take peach’s place instead of birdo (the effect is later undone before peach arrives in the beanbean kingdom)
post superstar saga, the two meet (peach crownless) to discuss their love interests, and their betrothal is officially called off. consequent meetings with the beanbean kingdom are held in her toad form :]
#gari’s asks#nintendo#smb#toad peach au#princess peach#prince peasley#ty key ily 🩵#oh my god i hate tumblr no i did not click on that notification i was working on a draft 😭#for clarification: mario and luigi know about her toad form by superstar saga#i’m not sure if peach ever publicizes their relationship but they are more explicit/open after superstar saga#but overall peasley is a treasured confidant before daisy enters the picture#and i imagine that peasley would give her gifts from other kingdoms since between her preparations and toadsworth she never left the castle#so peach has a healthy love of travel#i feel like peach wouldn’t have wanted to call off the betrothal first and foremost bc of how much she loves queen bean#like she knows that it wouldn’t change but still#also after the debutante and the bowser thing that’s the only thing saving her from a marriage plot working#kind of. you know what i mean#peasley visited a few times after her debutante but he did not meet mario or luigi until superstar saga#(they weren’t isekai’d yet or mario was away or sick)#half wrote this off the seat of my pants but it is mainly based of what i wrote about their relationship in my notes#i did write that she was gonna get married at like. age 23-25 but im still figuring out the timeline so rn superstar saga happens when shes#a lot later than that i think. i don’t want everything to be so compressed but if i want everything to fit in a certain timeline i need#to do some adjustments on timeframe and/or maybe make peach younger when smb happens#peasley and daisy have a lighthearted rivalry 👍🏽
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miss pauling WOULD NOT SMELL FINE.
#me disagreeing at everything about miss pauling that people paints her as something good sweet or cool#WHEN SHES NOT COOL OR AWESOME OR SMELLS GOOD AT ALL SHAKES YOU AROUND LIKE A BOTTLE#she smells LIKE HUMAN SWEAT and old clothes from a humid closet she barely cleans. like a grandma.#well grandmas do smell nice. BUT THATS NOT THE FACT#ok well she does smell fine and bearable maybe he hair smells like bed sheets no changed at all#because she wakes up so early she doesn’t have time to clean her room or make her bed#she just instantly runs not even eating breakfast and dying of hunger until either scout or soldier gives her a cookie#or a half eaten pork beans in soldiers courtesy#and gets home late EXHAUSTED and throws herself in the bed to later wake up in 5 minutes#me wanting to expose her every single damn time i am evil like that to my ult#oh yeah her hair doesn’t smell that good at all. full of lice. and greasy. girl wash YOUR HAIR that’s what demo always says to her#prob demo often times calls her out or secretly spy will come and said damn my mask doesn’t even smell that bad than that hair of yours#but is either of those two. wait what i was talking about#her teeth are so yellow because she forgets to clean them#crusty eyes too. can’t put makeup stupidass just only puts her fav purple lipstick to hide her crusty lips#takes a deep breath… fuck. woman failure
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traitor to the cause forgets national holiday every year KILL HIM
#just realized i wrote may instead of marsh lmao. fuck it#trans day of visibility#trans day of eating food#tdov#tdov 2024#transgender day of visibility#trans#transgender#lgbt#gay#my art#another year eh#still in pretransition purgatory (get me tf out!!!)#idk man past year's been bad. last time i showered was july i'm goin 9 months strong 9 months weak 9 months decrepit#i manage to go through the motions with not much else in the way of progress. eat sleap shit piss rinse reuse recycle#trans day of eating food is shaky too this year. just found out yesterday i can't eat a snack anymore that i've liked since i was a kid#discovered a new love for green beans though. everything in balance#with my living situation getting more unsafe i've been thinking a lot about asking my neighbor if i can stay with him and his family#cause i don't like... see people other than them anymore so i don't know anyone else i can ask lol#and maybe i can get my shit together and start transitioning if i get out..... it's the least i need to do anyways#at least i gotta ask if he would be willing to oversee my funeral in the event of it cause i do nnnnot trust my next of kin with that shit#go watch youtube “Protecting Trans Bodies in Death” by Caitlin Doughty. contains important info for anyone really but#especially so for the titular transengendered individual#write your will... OK?#it doesn't have to be a bummer do it with a friend make it a girls night boys night hotties sleepover#death mention cw#wish i had more to say on the topic this year that wasn't a downer. i'll see what the next year holds#and hey... if a guy like me isn't giving up a motherfucker like you sure as hell shouldn't... adios & bon voyage my compatriots. SALUTE
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im at the part of the unemployment/health chores where i am continually (politely!) harassing four different entities. why isn’t my shit done. why did you lose it. hello are you alive
#why aren’t my medical records transferred over. why aren’t my taxes done#why isn’t my unemployment here yet. why aren’t my OTHER medical records transferred yet#i bought new health insurance through the marketplace 🙃 expensive. i want to throw up. and changing all THAT over has been a nightmare#and i see a new primary care on fri morning#and i will need no fewer than seven referrals#i am betting on a six to nine waiting list for all of them which is why i feel ok doing it now whilst unemployed#and i need to. NEED to go to the dentist for them to give me a list of everything that’s wrong so i can take it to the dental college#and hopefully get better prices. but god almighty#still no unemployment money btw 🙃 im covered for rent for next month but a credit card is going to be late and i think at least one thing#will be overdrafted#and i still have not had a single response from any job or a single interview#and my cats still hate each other#and my beans have some sort of mosaic virus#truly so so so many trials and tribulations#this past year (last March to this March) has been the scariest and worst financial time of my Life and it’s not even over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#not feeling very adult and self sufficient and on top of it!!!!!
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Wow I Finally Watched Sunshine
What happens when you put Cillian Murphy and Chris Evans in close confinement on their way to send a bomb into the sun?
Did I mention the incredible Michelle Yeoh and Benedict Wong are apart of these space shenanigans?
Have I gotten your attention of this very underrated movie yet?
Sunshine came out in 2007 and I had never once heard or seen anything of this movie until a few days ago, While I was innocently scrolling through Disney+, This movie appeared.
Now, Being a huge fan of Chris Evans for many years and recently diving into the work of Cillian Murphy, I was already hooked.
But then you tell me this is a Sc-fi Psychological Thriller set in space?
NOW I REALLY AM HOOKED.
But this isn't just a 'For the scares and spooks' of space travel that film often portrays, This is a film ahead of it's time. A story that could be told in any year, Because this will always be relevant.
This movie makes you think.
What is beyond the stars? What would you do in these humanity-testing scenarios? What would you do when you've come face to face with not only the surface of the sun, but also your own heart?
A movie that questions your own humanity, A movie that has made you feel something so real that it makes your chest feel tight as if you're in that scenario, As if you're apart of a team with these people by your side day in and day out - That is a job well done.
While this movie did take a little bit to get into, it builds the suspence of what's really going on here. But everytime you think you'll look away, you reach for your phone - The movie does something that makes you need to rewind and go "Did they really just say that?"
And when you reach that moment.
There's no going back.
This movie was so incredibly different than anything I've experience for a while and As a thorough enjoyer of the Sci-fi genre in all different forms, This was a truly pleasant surprise.
***Please be cautious minor spoilers in the tags***
***Please read the content warnings of this movie before watching, it can depict scenes that may trigger some individuals***
#I felt like this movie was going to get rated poorly for some reason but it's actually pretty good and it makes me really happy???#I JUST REALISED THIS MOVIE HAS CILLIAN MURPHY AS THE ONLY SCIENTIST WHO CAN PILOT THE NUCLEAR FISSION BOMB HAHAH#DID THEY CALL THAT OR WHAT#HOLY SHIT#HEY I'M HERE FOR IT YOU WON'T HEAR ME COMPLAINING#Chris you were an absolute hard ass but I love you for it#Cillian you are a baby boy and we love you#Benedict you precious bean I just wanted to give you a hug#Cliff you were kinda hot I will not lie NO WAIT ALSO LITERALLY HAHAH#Michelle you're perfect and I love you so much#Rose I just wanted to give you a lil kiss on the forehead and tell you everything's gonna be okay#Hiroyuki you're also extremely hot#I'm not sorry#No I am he was beautiful#HARVEY FUCK YOU#ALSO I WILL NEVER GET OVER THE FACT THAT THEY CALLED THEIR A.I ICARUS THIS WAS THE BEST THING EVER#Also I'm so sorry Capa but you tripping over in that crucial moment made me absolutely lose my shit with laughter#okay onto the real tags#sunshine#sunshine 2007#robert capa#cillian murphy#michelle yeoh#corazon#rose byrne#cassie#chris evans#chris evans sunshine#cillian murphy sunshine#benedict wong
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A week’s vacation starts tomorrow. Minus Halloween, of course, because I love working Halloween at the store enough I requested to work it. I’m up to two kids who already are clearly living in their costumes: one in a Sonic Onesie with matching yellow crocs decked in sonic-themed jibbitz, and one Batman with the built-in foam muscles on a maybe…seven year old and five year old respectively? Best part of Halloween for me, honestly, seeing the kids who are going to *be* Spider-Man or whatever until Thanksgiving when their parents finally go TAKE THAT OFF WE HAVE COMPANY COMING.
Got cleared for the Jedi costume as long as I’m bladeless and the saber stays on the belt, so that’s…honestly, easy, but also feels a little weird because it’s like “oh cool what do I do with the time, now?” Like, I debated making a togruta headdress for it but decided not to just in case it’s “scary” for the real little ones.
Car’s still needing to go to the shop because it won’t start and the hood latch is broken, and my sick time from the Week of Mystery Dysentery has come up mysteriously short a hundred bucks from my already not so great paycheck, and car insurance had to be paid.
So it looks like I’m spending a week inside cooking two big meals to make use of the pantry stuff that just got cleared, with MAYBE a third if mom feels like eating chopped liver with me if I make it, and seeing how many paper cranes I can make to contribute to the thousand.
…It’s so weird working so hard to get full time for so many years, and now the benefits are slightly annoying and way less helpful than the guaranteed hours—especially since the home situation is so toxic and I’m trapped, unable to go anywhere.
#bit of a vent post I guess#main plans for the week are to cook and maybe start planting the cranberry beans#the weather’s still a little warmer than I’d like for them but hopefully the purslane’s helped the soil enough.#At least I’ll be home tomorrow to argue why my instruments shouldn’t be thrown out.#I’m just so tired#maybe I’ll wander and do some more intense Pokémon Go than usual#I might see if I can up my output to fifty cranes a day while on vacation.#got ninety bucks to my name until Halloween after bills. so I guess I’ll use it to feed everyone and give myself something to do#this close to taking money out of the savings and buying an electric bike so at least I have more range on my wandering#but that’s a thousand bucks or so and another argument about storage for it I guess#I’m just really tired of not even having a room to myself I guess#here’s to hoping in four months I have at least a place to stay and can empty the storage unit#the big dream at this point is just to have a place to set up my full library for the first time in years#and then be able to deal with the grief of going through everything and deciding what stays and what goes#it’s weird realizing some of those boxes I’ve been unable to open or even look at for a decade#because of yes. loss of a person#but also loss of the idea of the Dream Job I always wanted#and the realization that even if I went back to it now I’d be making about the same amount but would be in debt from college#anyway. on Thursday I get to be a Jedi. I guess. for a day that means I get to be the teacher I always wanted to be.#barring that maybe y’all will like to gaze on my curry
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been getting really into beans and franks lately..
#/reference but who gives a fuck#shut the heck up#about hecks hecking life#i was told to like cook the hotdogs in the beans sauce but i never liked it like that cause everything became way too sweet#you gotta do it seperate so the salty and sweet are equally strong#my new fave struggle meal#(i have been eating pretty good otherwise - throwin in a few more veggies and fruits with my fave comfort food)#and walking a lot more cause campus living woo#cooking is also very therapeutic now i enjoy doing it after the homework grind. sometimes#doing it in the morning though is impossible they been kickin my asssss#tag talking
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I think Ann should have claws on her gloves. As a treat let her go full catgirl. Little beans on the bottom of her heels too
#ann takamaki#if they're going to give us catwoman ann they might as well go all the way with it you know#i want her to flex her fingers and they pop out#like a cat u know#little toe bean details on the soles of her shoes#im sorry im just so obsessed with catgirl ann#ive been thinking about her sm shes everything#<- i say that every single time i talk about her lmao#actually i need to check next time i play royal so if it already does this ignore this next point but#i want her tail to move too#i know yusuke's fox tail wags so its not out of the realm of possibility#so like let her tail move around too#i think it would be really cute ok#ann is my silly cat im picking her up and carrying her around#ive seen people do the toe beans on the soles design but i think more people should add claws too#maybe ive been thinking about miguel and his claws too much lmao
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@amarvelousmencgerie - OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG ! if y'all don't follow this gem wtf are y'all doing??? i have NEVER seen such amazing writing for OCs like i do with this lovely human bean. like she is so amazing and every thread we do i get pumped for because i know it's HQ! <3
#outofkingdoms#for every heart i get i will do one blog#so they are scratched out#&&&&#because i want to give y'all so much love#but yes please follow this lovely bean#i love everything about her#<3333
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hi bean! i wonder if you have watched/ read given? if not, feel free to ignore this question :)
how do you think shizusumi's relationship was with yuki and mafuyu? what do you think he thought about them? (not as a couple, individually).
I'm a lesbian who plays the guitar and sings, how could I not love Given? It's one of my favorite mangas!!!! <33
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I like him. A lot. And I've seen so much hate for him going on lately (tbf it was on TikTok and TikTok is commonly known for having the worst takes to ever exist. That was on ME) that I'm happy you ask about him!!!! <3 (although, bear with me, it's been A LONG WHILE since I read the manga so some stuff might be wrong)
Shizusumi's relationship with Mafuyu and Yuki is something that I would've loved to see more of :( We can tell they were close childhood friends and I think he considers them both important people to him. I wish they had used more of that (perhaps this is just me begging for more Shizu content) (and more childhood flashbacks).
But of course, Shizu has always felt a bit out of place in the group. They've said multiple times that despite all of them being friends, Mafuyu and Yuki had their own thing. The one person Shizu actually had was Hiiragi, and at the end of the day, Hiiragi admired and idolized Yuki so damn much that it got to Shizu's nerves. I've seen so many people saying Shizu HATED Yuki??? When it's not like that AT ALL???? I think he considered him a close friend too, but envying someone for how bright they are in comparison to you, even if they're a friend, it's completely normal (especially if your crush admires him). And it doesn't make you love them any less.
However, I think Shizu's perception of Yuki (as blurry as it is because we don't really have that much content of them both) is the one of someone so bright and colorful he decides to keep at arm's length because he doesn't feel included in his light. Shizu has his issues being close to people (the way he is with Hiiragi) and if they don't really push him to the light he just... Feels left out. So I don't think he hated Yuki. Jealous of him? Definitely. Not even in a romantic sense, either, just in general. Yuki had a passion and talent for music Shizu didn't. Yuki had a light Shizu couldn't match. Yuki had Hiiragi's admiration and eyes on him to the point that Shizu had issues believing Hiiragi could love him back. But that doesn't take away the friendship they had.
He says he finds the fact that everybody loves Yuki a bit irritating, right? (I didn't make that one up, he says that, I remember) But that's just how envy and jealousy are. It doesn't mean that he believes Yuki shouldn't be loved, it means that he was just... Too perfect in the eyes of everyone and for someone who doesn't feel that way, it stings. I think Shizu is so devoted to Hiiragi that we forget he was friends with the other two, but tbh, it's also because he personally feels like he doesn't belong in their world. Not being in Mafuyu and Yuki's world is one thing, because they were in their love bubble. But Hiiragi was somehow there too or at least admiring it from afar while Shizu admired him instead.
So what I end up assuming is that they were close friends but Shizu had his issues with Yuki and kept him far away since he felt left out, and it doesn't take away the fact that they were friends, even if his love for Hiiragi is stronger than the friendship he shares with Mafuyu and Yuki (dude is devoted). It's the feeling of knowing a friend is on another level and that's fine, you still love them, but the sensation of not belonging forever rests within you (I wish they had talked more about his grief, but focusing on him taking care of Hiiragi's mental health instead is great to show how his friendship with Yuki was strongly linked by Hiiragi too. And how much he is willing to push away his own needs for him).
And Mafuyu!!! He's the one I wish the manga made Shizu talk to more. I think their dynamic is sooo powerful. Shizu is very, very direct and honest with his feelings for Hiiragi. He's painfully devoted to him. Mafuyu, on the other hand, doesn't get why if he's so, so sure, he doesn't do anything about it. But the point is-- Mafuyu doesn't understand Shizu the same way Shizu understands him, if that makes any sense.
I think Shizu reads Mafuyu pretty well and is very analytical about him (he did live their childhood seeing his whole thing with Yuki from afar and also dealing with the suicide and the argument with Hiiragi in a moderate way), but Mafuyu cannot fathom his feeling of being left out or longing to be with Hiiragi and doing nothing. The first thing Mafuyu does when he realizes he likes Uenoyama is confessing, and his whole life he has been already romantically involved with Yuki (it happened naturally). I think Shizu, despite loving Mafuyu as a close childhood friend, also feels a bit of jealousy towards his luck when it comes to reciprocated love. (On the other hand, I don't think he can understand the pain Mafuyu goes through after Yuki's death. Not even Hiiragi's pain. Not because he didn't care for Yuki, but because it was... A different type of pain and relationship. But he does understand what it is to love someone just as deeply since the very beginning of their friendship).
Once again, the whole thing I said about his relationship with Yuki, Shizu sees both of them from afar. At arm's length. Instead of keeping them as close as he keeps Hiiragi. Tbf Hiiragi is pretty damn stubborn and forces his way into people's hearts (which is what Shizu needs), but even if Mafuyu and Yuki had tried harder to include him (which we don't know) I think he would've still seen the light surrounding them instead of himself. Now they help each other out and I think their relationship and closeness are very stable in comparison to when the manga started! Mafuyu literally goes to him exclusively for advice and Shizu cares deeply for him too. I think, and I might be wrong, that some part of Shizu wants to protect Mafuyu and Hiiragi. The Hiiragi thing in their dynamic is obvious, he's always taking care of him. But I don't think we talk enough about Shizu caring for Mafuyu too...
To conclude, I apologize if my lil analysis is wrong in some stuff because these are the things I remember mostly from when I read the manga and now that the movies are airing I truly need to reread them before watching them 😭😭😭 Shizu is one of my fav characters along with Ugetsu and I don't know how I haven't watched the movie that's out yet (I've been busy </3)
#i wasn't planning on replying to this right now because i wanted to talk more and give you a proper and longer answer but i'm impatient#i didn't want to reread everything for this but i thought about it#i WILL do it tho someday#shizu haters i hate you btw do not refer to me in any way i've already had issues with you..................#given#given manga#yagi shizusumi#hiiragi kashima#mafuyu sato#yuki yoshida#ask-bean!
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#he sits over my desk and gives me motivational vibes#Cody my beloved#also bean dorm reveal ig#I put everything I could fit on my limited wall space lol#also rex on the bottom lol#beans rambles
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