#but i went out for the quiet lollllll

[ssaalexblake]

The headache i have rn is sponsored by the fact that i got up this morning to do the errand run and the 9yo asked to come with me.

[gloriousburden]

Wait so you mentioned meeting tom Hiddleston once in on of your posts??

What was he like? 😊😊😊

Yes!! I met him on February 2nd of this year at MegaCon in Orlando! I got a photo with him, and he was really sweet lol. I was really flustered and starstruck, so I didn’t say a whole lot to him.

But as soon as it was my turn, he looked down at me and said “Hi!” to me. I (very awkwardly) said hi as well, and told him how much I love Loki and how big of a fan I am. He attentively nodded as I spoke to him. I’m sure he’s heard about Loki enough and could also tell how nervous I was lol.

I cut myself off, and explained the pose I originally wanted to do with him. He politely asked how I would like him to do so, and after a few moments of me explaining to him and him thinking about it… he was like “Oh, I don’t know if I can do that.” So I was like “Oh, okay!” and so very awkwardly went in for a side hug LOL

Then, it was over. But, my mother and siblings also met him. My little brother was starstruck as well, like he literally was just frozen and staring up at Tom. To which, Tom just laughed and asked him if he was alright. He got to shake his hand 😭

My mother told him that he’s a very good dancer, and he placed his hands over his chest (how he always does when receiving compliments LOL I’m sure you can imagine it) and said “Thank you..” very appreciatively to her.

Interaction aside, he is very tall. He had to lean down when I was speaking to him. I’ll never forget when I was walking in line and saw him for the first time. There were two people besides him, and I was in complete awe. He was so tall next to them. I froze in shock of him being real. One of the employees monitoring the line laughed, and said something along the lines of “You’ll get to see him soon!” In order to keep the line moving lol

Also in the least weird way possible, he is very handsome irl. Like photos don’t do him justice. You already think he’s gorgeous? See him irl. I don’t know how I survived. I was so freaked out as well LOL In my head I was like… Hey, I’ve seen you before…

Meeting people you’ve exclusively seen on a screen/in photos is a little weird. It’s surreal to see them move in real life, to see them looking at you, and to hear them speak to you.

And I was like… Omg, he is SO Loki… like that’s Loki’s actor… Omg he SO looks like Loki…

Ngl when I walked out of the meeting booth situation they had, I was shaking. I was just stood there in line at a food stand at the con like… No I’m not hungry… I was bewildered.

Long story short, he is a little quiet but he’s very polite. I wish I spoke to him more, but I am very grateful and I reminisce about it everyday. The picture of us together still freaks me out because Wtf… That’s me and Tom Hiddleston…

Thank you for asking about it LOL I’ve been DYINGGGGG to talk about it.

Photo of me and Tom with a kawaii variation 😛

THE WAY HIS SHOULDER IS LITERALLY AT AN ANGLE LOLLLLLL

[mermaidsirennikita]

top 5 werewolves you would fuuuuuuuuuck?

LOLLLLLL I HATE. This is actually difficult, because there are not many onscreen werewolves that I think really... work? And the casting can negatively impact some. Like, I love the Huntsman from The Company of Wolves, but... I cannot fuck that man.... I'm not gonna fuck anyone from Teen Wolf, because they're all Teen Wolves and I'm not a monster.......

--(The Unfortunately Named) Jack Russell, Werewolf by Night. 1) As we've covered, I've long harbored a Gael Thing and 2) I really love Jack!!! I love how he's quiet but is also capable of great violence, and so good at having the moment where he quivers as the heroine touches his face and he remembers "oh yes, it's her". I'm... weak for that.

--Laurie, Trick 'r Treat. You know, I'm not usually one for Anna Paquin, but the Little Red Riding Hood thing in the end and the delivery of "my, my... what BIG eyes you have" really does work here.

So yeah, after that I think I'm left with book werewolves, to which I say:

--Lachlain, King of the Lykae (we'll call that a surname), Immortals After Dark. I really just love him. He's the worst. Like, honestly? Should be in prison, probably. But he already was in prison! Burning alive! For 150 years! I just find the fact that he gnawed his own leg off to find a woman, found her, realized she was a one of his mortal enemies the vampire horde who had imprisoned him, went "welp this dick ain't gonna suck itself" and took her back to a hotel room that she had to pay for because he didn't have any money..... hot. I'm fine.

--Grayson Hemming, Cambric Creek After Dark (nobody does shit during daylight). Truly one of the worst men I've read about. A militant werewolf rights activist. Rich. Throws Lupercalia parties and then gets mad when his fuckbuddy doesn't show up to them. Calls her babydoll during sex, a thing I went "ew" at, lying to myself.

--Vanessa Blevin, Cambric Creek After Dark. Vanessa is also really hot tho! Would be their third. There's a part of the book where she's sitting on his face and is coming down from an orgasm and is really pissed that he hasn't passed out, and I personally find that very charming. There's also a part from a different book that's about his brother where Grayson is like "she bit my balls during a blow job, should I have this looked at by a doctor" and everyone is like "yes" so I assume that she bites deeply.

[wienerbarnes]

The Undercover Mission (1/3)

Pairing: Bucky x Reader (Cheek to Cheek)

Word Count: 1,984

Warnings: Lowkey angst👀

A/N: lollllll don't hate me

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Bucky stands outside your door for fourteen minutes before you open it. He never knocked, he hadn’t built up that courage yet.

“F.R.I.D.A.Y. told me you were standing outside.” You inform him, confused as to why he hadn’t knocked, but deciding not to question it. Yet.

You look cute, even if you’re just in jeans and one of his shirts. He’s looking at you and he already hates himself for what he’s about to do; for what he has to do.

You’re rambling, but it’s good rambling; means you had a good day. You’re telling him about how you went to the shooting range today and did really well and how you’re going to try a new recipe for dinner tonight. But he has a feeling he won’t be staying long.

He already feels the lump growing in his throat when he walks up to you, slipping his arms around your waist, and kisses you where you stand, silencing your words. One last kiss. One last time to feel how your body feels in his arms.

“What’s going on with you?” You ask after pulling away, gentle smile on your lips.

He hesitates for what feels like hours, “We… we need to break up… I want to break up.”

“...What?”

Your smile has dropped. You pull away from him completely, taking a step back. You’re slow in your movements, as though waiting for him to tell you he’s just kidding. But he doesn’t. And he’s not going to.

“Bucky, what the fuck are you talking about?” His eyes water at your question.

“Why are you crying?! I should be fucking crying, why are you doing this to me?!”

Bucky doesn’t have a response for you, so he stutters on his words until you take the reins and yell at him; he deserves it, after all.

“Everything was fine, we were fucking fine this morning, what the fuck happened?! Say something!” You yell, tears finally coming to your own eyes as what he said to you finally sets in. You step back towards him to hit and smack at his chest, and he takes it all, lets you hit him as hard as you can.

“I-” He’s crying now.

“Is it somebody else?” You ask, begging for some kind of explanation.

“Yes!” Bucky snaps, finally finding his words and taking any excuse he can get.

But it was probably the worst one he could pick. Your face drops, tears sliding slowly down your cheeks. It’s like watching someone let the air out of a balloon; he watches as all of the emotion drains from your face until he just sees nothing.

You look like how you looked when he first met you in prison. Numb.

“Okay.” Is all you say before turning around and walking towards your kitchen sink.

“Babe- “

“Don’t call me that.”

“But-”

You grab the closest thing to you, a mug drying on the counter, and chuck it at him as hard as you can. Bucky, of course, dodges it and it shatters against the wall behind him.

“Get out!” You yell.

Bucky takes one last good look at you before stepping back out into the hallway, closing your door behind him. He waits until he reaches the elevator to break down. And he breaks down. He sobs and sobs and sobs in that elevator, to the point where he has to drop to one knee from the pain he feels in his chest after doing that to you.

He feels sick by the time he’s done sobbing, but he knows he’s not done crying for the night. He steps out of the elevator onto his own floor, sniffling every once in a while, trying to keep quiet enough until he can make it to his room. There’s someone else in the hallway, though.

Sam watches his best friend, cheeks wet and face red. He slowly opens the door to his own room and leaves it open; a silent invitation.

One that Bucky takes.

He takes a seat on the couch Sam has in his room and he feels like he’s at his therapist’s. Sam doesn’t say anything, going about his own nightly routine, making a cup of tea to relax his mind and body before bed, letting Bucky compose himself before telling him what’s wrong.

“Did Fury tell you about the mission?” Bucky finally asks him, voice rough and nasally.

“Briefly. The undercover one?”

“Yup.” Bucky confirms, popping the ‘p’.

“Couldn’t have any ties to… her.” Bucky gets out, not even being able to get your name past his lips.

“So, you had to dump her?”

Bucky pauses. Technically, no one was supposed to know about your relationship. The two of you tried your hardest to keep it as quiet as possible. But Bucky guesses they weren’t so good at hiding it in the first place, after all.

“Yeah. It was either cut the ties or she gets taken off the team indefinitely. And I couldn’t do that to her; she’s been doing so well; on missions, with her powers,” Bucky lists. “She’s happy.”

“Well, now she’s not.” Sam corrects.

Bucky glares at him, but Sam continues, “How is she involved, anyway? Why cut ties?”

“...The target is her father.”

…

Bucky hadn’t shown up to the last eight briefings. That’s about two months of no missions. That’s a long time for Bucky. But you refuse to figure out why. You refuse to ask F.R.I.D.A.Y. where he is, or what he’s doing. You’re lucky that Sam and Sharon don’t bring it up around you.

But it’s been a long two months. You haven’t slept well, your voices are back, and it’s affecting your job. Your powers are haywire; never showing anything wrong, but just showing you shit that isn’t important. Instead of looking for missing people or suspected killers, your powers show you a minor car accident in Manhattan, or a couple fighting in a restaurant.

There’s no way Sam hasn’t noticed. But, there’s also no way Bucky didn’t tell him what happened. So, you’re grateful that Sam is pretending to be ignorant.

You know you’re being unhealthy about this. You know you should talk to someone, find better coping mechanisms other than crying, not sleeping, and contemplating shaving your head in the middle of the night. But you don’t want to; you only want him. You don’t care if it makes you desperate.

You realize now, in this briefing where you’re not paying attention to a single thing Sam is saying, that you just want closure. You want to know why. The two of you were fine. There was no fighting. Bucky only had eyes for you, and you for him. He loved you, that you were absolutely certain of that. So why the sudden breakup, and why the sudden interest in someone else?

It doesn’t make sense.

Before you know it, the briefing is over, and you remain in your seat while everyone else files out, like always. Except you notice Sharon follow with them. You glance to the front of the room to Sam, but he’s looking down at a file in his hand. Not the file he was discussing during the briefing, a different one, a blue folder.

You don’t know what’s in them, but the tan folders are the regular missions that involve everyone, and the blue folders are the ones that usually concern Sam, Bucky, Sharon, and recently you. Blue is usually bad. But why did Sharon leave?

The door shuts and it’s just you and Sam in the room.

“F.R.I.D.A.Y., cut all video and audio recordings in the room starting sixteen seconds ago.”

“Clearance level 1 or 2 necessary for that, Captain.”

“Clearance level 2; Wilson, Samuel T.”

“Thank you, Captain. All recording has been paused.”

Reminds of you of when you first got here.

“Agent, did you know that your father is alive?”

You stare at him from your seat in the middle of the room. You can’t say that was what you were expecting. You were expecting a talk about Bucky, a talk about your less than average performance lately, a talk about your powers. But your father?

“I... don’t even know my father.” You admit. Is your father here?

Sam looks at you, seemingly waiting for some insight, as though he doesn’t know what’s going on with your father, either.

“My father was a Marine like I was. He was deployed when I was born and stayed deployed when my parents got divorced. And when my mom died he gave custody to my grandparents; I never saw him again, why? What’s going on?” You inform him, the fact that your father is alive and is somehow currently involved in the Avengers’ radar finally connecting to your brain.

“Sam, why did you stop all of the recordings?” You ask when he has no response.

“Because you’re not supposed to know, but I don’t like leaving my teammates in the dark.” Sam finally explains to you.

“That doesn’t tell me what my father has to do with all of this. Is he here? Did he do something?”

“I don’t know, I don’t know. And if I find out, I can’t tell you. You’re not even supposed to know anything about the case because of the familial relation.”

“So there’s a case?”

Shit. Sam is slipping.

“F.R.I.D.A.Y. resume all recordings.”

“Yes, Captain.”

“Wait, but -”

“That’s enough, Agent 51. If you don’t see anything with your powers, you’re free to go. I have work to do.” Sam commands, Captain’s voice returning.

You huff before standing and making your way back to your room.

Except when you get to the elevator, you change your mind.

“F.R.I.D.A.Y., is Gunnery Sergeant Tyler Camm still alive?”

“Yes, Agent. Gunnery Sergeant Camm is currently 55 years of age, residing in -”

“Okay, okay. Is he here in the building?”

A pause from the A.I., as though she knows she shouldn’t tell you, but hasn’t been given orders not to.

“Yes, Agent.”

“Where.”

“Interrogation Room Two, Agent.”

“Take me there.”

And the elevator descends.

You assume that Fury and Sam didn’t think you’d go investigating, and that’s why they didn’t put any restrictions on the case regarding your father. But you’re still trying to be careful.

No one has said anything, because you assume they pity you after your breakup, but you know it’s been noticeable the change in your powers and performance on missions. You haven’t been doing well. The last thing you need is to be caught interfering with an investigation.

You had tried looking into your father when you joined the Navy; you figured someone there knew who he was. But you were scared of the answer. Scared of this exact thing happening; finding out he was alive the whole time and he just didn’t want you.

The interrogation floor is eerily quiet. You know there’s arguments and begging and yelling happening behind each of the doors, but it’s all soundproof.

You approach the second room and peek into see a man in uniform sitting across from Sharon. Your father.

Why is he here? Is he being asked to help in a case? Is he being questioned? Is he a suspect?

You go to the door next to the room labeled with a large number two, the observation room that stands opposite to the two-way glass. You turn the knob quietly but it doesn’t budge. Locked. You close your eyes in a quiet sigh before turning back around.

This is a sign, you idiot. Get out of here before you’re caught and they flame your ass.

For once, the voices are right. You make your way back to the elevator. One way or another, you’re going to figure out what’s going on here.

[tempestshakes01]

06-21-20

aw, ok,

I was thinking more about my last days in Sp/okane (full post about that another day!) when I remembered that ~literally~ the day before I left to Seattle to pick up my parents I met the CUTEST guy at my favorite thrift shop. 

Yes, so I went to the shop to drop off a bunch of clothes and the few larger items I could carry by myself (the rest my dad was going to help me drop off when we drove back from the western half of the state). Me being Mira, this meant I could not resist going inside and...go shopping for more clothes. I needed jeans! Sp/okane thrift spots have the best selection of good quality jeans at a steal. 

Anyway, it was Saturday--I think...because it was very busy and the line at the fitting booths was super long which only happened on Saturdays when they had their sales. ANYWAY, who cares, the line was long. I had my lil cart filled to brim knowing I’d be taking a while because you can only take 6 items in at a time. One lady in front of me was sighing all loud and making noise about how many people were around. The next lady in front of me also had a massive haul and then her daughter came and joined her with another big cart, but I didn’t mind because I was doing last-minute emails on my phone for STEM camps (parents got links to our class videos...after 3 years I really got that shit down...my camp was so funnnnnn). 

Then an older man comes up with three work shirts. I’m supposed to be next in line but I know that 3 out of the 4 booths are being used by the ladies with lots of stuff to try on and I have a lot too, so I let him go in front of me. He’s so sweet and like, “Are you sure? Are you sure? I just don’t know which blue will look best so my wife told me to try them on.” And we chatted amiably before a booth opened up. 

OKAY, so I don’t know why I’m telling this story with so MUCH unnecessary detail, lol, I think I’m procrastinating the rest of my day, but--

A guy who I originally thought was a shopper came over and turns out he was an employee. He helped out one of the rude ladies (the mom) and then started organizing the area right by the dressing booths. And like, I was trying not to really look at or chat with people becauseeeeee this was still at that time when my voice was almost completely blown out. Like, I remember this afternoon cause later I went climbing with J and N, and I sounded like a witch. And my allergies were so-so, and I had hives still, and I wasn’t wearing any make-up, and my hair was quite messy, and I just remember thinking I looked like shit, sounded like shit, but I was overall in a super good mood, lol. (again, more about my last days in Spokane in another post)

So when I let the older man ahead of me, and he went into the booth, the worker guy [let’s call him...Caleb. I don’t know his name, but he looked like a Caleb], surprises me by saying, “wow, that was really nice of you”.

(also because i had forgotten he was there and he was literally like a foot away from me at the clothes hanger you put go-backs on so he leaned over and i was like oh yeah this cute guy)

AND OKAY, you’re like, Miranda, that’s so dumb that you carry that moment with you for a year, but lemme just clarify...it’s the way he said. He was so...ugh, hot, and it made me feel so good at the time because he said it like he was kinda surprised someone was nice (hahaha), but also very warmly. It made me glow. I don’t know how to explain it. This is so dumb now that I’m typing it out, but I didn’t even blush at the time!!! Me!!! I didn’t blush!!! I simply felt like,,,wow,,,,thank you hot guy for being so nice. Oh, that’s it!!! The way he said it felt kind. In this weird way. Like, I suddenly knew that he was a very kind person. vIBES, ya know. 

So nothing more of interest happened because as soon as I basked in the glow of his warmth and kindness and hotness, and said, “thanks” in my scratchy as hell voice...I remembered I am me (acne scars (my skin was going thru a time probably bc of how much weed I was smoking lol), hives, messy hair, witch-voiced) and that right now was not the best time to be talking to such a sweetheart, so I smiled and pretended to finish my emails for another 5 minutes when a door opened up and it was my turn. 

It was the booth nearest the go-backs so I tucked my lil cart behind it and Caleb (lol I forgot I named him) said he’d watch my stuff. And so I tried on all my stuff. Took like 15-20~ mins cause again! Big haul! Cute jeans! A sports bra! Dresses! 

After figuring out when I wanted, I started to roll my lil cart to the only register open, when Caleb hopped over from the go-backs and said he could ring me up, but I dunno what I was thinking (that I didn’t want to be rung-up by the hot guy...let that other girl go.....she was already making her way toward him) and I ignored him (lol), but he said “hey, i’m open” from behind the register and not noticing the other girl making a b-line toward him, we made eye contact and he was like, “I got you!” and waved me over so I no choice but sheepishly tug my lil cart to his register where the afternoon light was streaming in behind him making his blonde hair glow and his clear blue eyes shine brighter (lMAO i’m totally making that up...I don’t remember if his eyes with blue but I remember they were so warm and pretty so let’s go with blue).

So he starts to make conversation and I chat with him even tho I sound like I’m parched and 100 years old, and he’s super friendly and we are VIBING. We’ve got that flirty thing and he’s got tattoos and his haircut is obviously from a barber and sharp and he’s very upbeat in a natural way.........and i just like him. immediately. So we’re talking and he asks me what college I go to...........lol.......and I say that I’m out of college. He says, oh, when did you graduate.....and I literally had to pause and mentally calculate and I even made a joke about how I’m so old I have to think about it......and he asks me how old I am and I say that I turned 25 in May. And he gets quiet for a second, tells me I don’t look 25 and I say that’s what all the kids say cause i work with kids lollllll, he shrugs, and then starts our convo with the same energy it started with but THEN I tell him about my car getting hit and he.........tells me how to fix it or something........my taillight........and says he’s gonna start school for autoworkers and become a mechanic (hot) and his dream is to own his own shop, and I’m like, that’s so cool, yada yadda, and THEN he says, yeah, he got into a great program after graduation..............and I pause, because graduation. And I go, “Cool, what college did you graduate from” because I’m dumb and I wanted him to have just graduated from college, but no he goes, “Uh, high school. I went to [redacted]................[big pause]............I’m 18.” And I go, “OH.”

And I don’t think it registered to him that I was like, not gonna flirt with him now that I knew he was a 😭 child, until I said that hard “oh”, lollllll, but again he kinda paused and rolled with it saying he was gonna give me the “college girl” discount and it’d be between us, no worries, and I was like “oh thank you sweet young man” (not really im not that much of a nerd but i was getting that sort of sentiment across) and he was getting it at this point, so he kinda sheepishly said, “I’ll see you around?” 

but no, I was gonna move the next day, but I said yes and walked out shaken at how we were totally vibing and I started crushing on him cause he was so hot and so nice and the sun was shining behind him in a halo and I looked like crap but he was still flirting and then he had to be 18. lmao. 

so sad. 

[lululawrence]

Hey there! I've come to your blog and tumblr in general after a long, long time, so I hope you're doing well. That being said, I'd love to know how you would describe the 1D hiatus or the past few years in the boys' context?

like to summarize the hiatus so far? good heavens. i almost envy you for not being here for all of this but at the same time i’d not wanna be anywhere else lol 

let’s do this one by one, shall we? i in no way say this is all encompassing, i’m going to miss a hell of a lot of shit, but as i said, it’s a basic summary, yeah? 

this got out of hand so i’m putting it all below a cut. lol 

let’s start with niall. he went on the lads holiday we wanted all of them to have, proper travelled the world and barely touched social media (his public accounts, anyway). he was hardly recognized, as far as we could tell, and had a great time with his friends going all around asia and seeing placed he’d never been able to explore before. he started songwriting and let us know by giving us this town. he did the jingle ball circuit that year and then in 2017 gave us slow hands and too much to ask as his singles while he toured small venues and rocked it and released his album flicker. he’s now out there ruling the world, as our irish king should, and has released on the loose most recently as he tours bigger venues on a longer tour whee! add in all the golf fun he’s been having between the modest golf stuff and the masters and such and he’s basically living the life we all deserve.

i’ll do harry next because, surprisingly, his is easier to explain than even liam’s lolll so harry went ghost. and then he showed up with no official confirmation actually on set for dunkirk, so that was when we finally learned FOR REAL that he was doing it. after dunkirk, he went ghost again and then all of a sudden in april last year we got an advert for him. sign of the times was released with info about his album and a small venue tour. it was like the hunger games trying to get tickets for that small venue tour sigh. dunkirk promo was an absolute gift, the film was amazing, and then he then put on a few small shows he announced the day of and gave the revenue to charity. lovely, right? then the small tour went off and was amazing and basically went ghost after the tour until it was time to kick off his big tour, which he’s in the middle of now. there was some super minimal stunting from his side, lots of quality promo but still on the minimalist side, and overall just kinda quiet as harry goes and is loud on the stage hehe

liam. okay liam. so 2016 was quiet and full of rumors and then he confirmed he signed a single deal, the first of any of the boys. like niall his is with UMG and not sony, so we were really excited for him. something i forgot to say for niall is his label is 100% behind him and doing AMAZING things for him promo wise. like holy mother they are perfect. niall is very much being marketed as the every day guy and he’s doing great with it. for liam they are also doing great promo, but liam’s promo is just...different. gosh i’m the worst at this i’m sorry. okay so liam signed a very public deal and then didn’t really release anything for a long time. niall released music and then louis did jho with steve, and then harry did his thing, and THEN liam released strip that down with quavo. tbh niall and liam ruled the summer radio last year with their singles, and liam’s promo was so fucking on point. he was doing interviews and shows and was just kinda everywhere, i’m still so proud. liam also did a collab with zedd and kept promising an album but the date kept getting pushed back. OH and somewhere in last year i think bear was born? i obviously keep good track of that. so add a baby that people feel about 70 different ways about in there with music stuff. then in fall of last year he released bedroom floor, and then in the winter he and rita ora did for you (is that the title? i know the song, not the title i’m sorry) as part of the 50 shades shit and liam rocked that too. he’s now also released familiar with j balvin and we still have no word about his album. lollllll so basically he’s been nonstop promo with a fair amount of music and just...no album. plus a baby and constant rumors about his relationship with whats her face. JUST GIVE US THE ALBUM AND TOUR PLS! oh and he performed for the biggest crowd, bigger than even 1d tour crowds, in dubai just a month or so ago! isn’t that awesome?

and now louis. snort. okay so there was the baby shitshow in early 2016 paired with 5 gazillion pap walks with danielle and/or the baby. lots of partying with the lads. basically he was seen constantly with nothing to sell other than the fact he is obvs very much a dad and very much straight. then in december of 2016 we got word that jay died and suddenly he was releasing a song with steve aoki. just hold on did awesome things, steve was incredible for louis during that entire time, and the promo was pretty damn good. during all of this danielle was suddenly gone and we were thrown back into elounor like it was 2012. everything went a bit quiet after jho, but we got updates he was in the studio, which fine. and then back to you with bebe happened and it was great and fun and promo was alright minus the baby stuff and he promised the album was making good progress and he thought maybe a couple more singles before releasing it hopefully by the end of the year. *stares at the camera* i have opinions on his twitter use so i’ll refrain from saying anything other than it was prolific and there but not necessarily helpful. in addition to the magazines and modeling that liam, niall, and harry all did, louis also did a couple of them and they were mostly positive. he gave us a song that wasn’t technically a single, a song he said was for the fans, just like you on national coming out day so you know there is that too. and then he released miss you. he did a shitload of promo earlier in the year when there wasn’t anything to sell yet, he did a little for bty, but then almost nothing for miss you. literally almost NOTHING. and that song got almost zero radio play. and like wth?? anyway. he’s switched managers though still with the same company, other things have changed but we haven’t seen much evidence of what it means for him but are also still waiting for his album. and tour, though he promised small venues as well so we anticipate the hunger games part 2. add in the fact the baby is still supposedly his and eleanor is still apparently there and that’s basically that.

so. there you go. the worst summary in the history of all summaries. i hope this helped? all i know is they all still love and support each other so much and imo harry and louis are still incredibly supportive and in love. and that’s what you missed on glee.

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It’s Japan!!!! Definitely one of the dream places that I’ve always wanted to visit and non of anybody had any bad comments about it after returning from their trip there. So yeah a day before my birthday, I flew to Japan!! 😛

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This was also my first time taking the Japanese airline, All Nippon Airways (ANA) that provides so far the best service I’ve ever had onboard. Surprisingly the price for ANA this time was comparable with our local budget airline Airasia so ANA it is!

Only if I can get this view from the plane!!!

Nah this is the actual photo. Was just playing with a bit of photoshop on the previous photo 😛

So once we touched down, we took the Narita Express that took up to 90 minutes ride from Narita Airport to Shinjuku station. It would be great if you get a return tickets for the Narita Express cause it’s cheaper than buying separately. So it was a very chill experience along the way and by the time we landed it was almost 4pm in Japan time so sunset was just in time (sunset in Winter is earlier).

We checked into Ibis Hotel Shinjuku and it was already dark and we were soo soo hungry!!!

The first night in Japan and I already fell in love! Look at the street and the lights!

Not to mention it was colddddddddd.

The flow of my blog will be according to the timeline that I was in Japan so if you happen to see any place you’d like to visit or interested, please jot it down and feel free to ask me more about it!!!

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Classic fact about the metro that everyone’s so so quiet and they stood so still in their own position. The fact that it was so safe being there, I didn’t mind being cramped tightly in the crowd.

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The next morning we visited the famous Blue Bottle Coffee at Aoyama. Talking about Aoyama, ohh it’s just an indulgence just to walk around the streets with beautiful architectures around all the small alleys.

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Checklist list ticked: to have that blue bottle paper cup 😛

The doughnut balls on the left was so so so good you must try!!! and we tried the lemon poppy seed cake too.

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Then we continued strolling around the streets and kept being amazed by everything we’ve seen.

Another fact about Japan is that the light and shadow are coordinating perfectly with each other.

#ootd with the architecture of Prada Aoyama is a must as the structure was designed in diamond-honeycomb like and the light refraction makes it shine perfectly.

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We then took metro to Ginza and came upon this street.

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Japanese pop culture never dies ❤

Second day was basically exploring the city’s interesting corners and feeling the cold.

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It was my birthday!!! So this was my birthday dinner (Happy Birthday to me!!!) and it was one of the best! This was at Izuei Honten, which is an unagi specialist that serve really really good unagi with reasonable price.

Waking up super early the next day for the exciting experience at Sensō-ji. It is an ancient Buddhist temple located at Asakusa.

It was already super packed around 9am in the morning.

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You can find a lot of interesting Japanese street food and cute souvenirs along the street towards the main temple.

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And for the girls, you can rent Kimono and walk around the streets to have a closer experience of being a Japanese.

Never skipped the Japanese Strawberry Mochi aka Ichigo Daifuku when you’re in Japan cause their strawberries are super huge and sweet!

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The temple itself was so magnificent and you can follow the Japanese traditional prayer and have your blessings there.

Ok continued exploring the streets 😛

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  Next destination was the Tokyo Skytree and you can check on the tickets here.

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We only went up to the 350th floor and this was already the view!!!!

Hi Skytree, I see you.

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There are stores selling merchandise and souvenirs as well as skytree cafe that has their signature softserve!

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Look at this!! I was and am speechless….

Next morning we took a super early 6am train to Hakone then Fuji for 3 days. Make sure you get your Hakone-Fuji 3 days express pass at Odakyu Station for only less than RM400 and it includes the return ticket Odakyu-Hakone-Fuji-Odakyu, ropeway pass. pirate cruise tour and almost all the bus accessible around Hakone and Fuji unlimitedly within 3 days.

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Hehe bento is unavoidable in the train!!

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After we arrived at Hakone Station, we had to transit to another train to Gora which is where our hotel located.

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Look at this cute red vending machine hiding by the railway.

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So yeah this happened when we got out from the wrong side of the train going to our hotel and there’s no route for us to walk over, so we had to wait for the next train lollllll.

Hoorayyyyyy we’ve finally arrived at Laforet Club Hakone Gora.

I got so excited to be trying out Yukata for the first time in my life. It was super comfortable as you know, nothing inside :))))) Hahahahah It was also my first time trying onsen!!! It felt so so so good especially during Winter! This is the private onsen in the room and they do have the public pool too.

This is also the first hotel I’ve ever stayed that I did not have to wear my shoes at any part of the hotel including lobby. We were given the complimentary Japanese traditional socks so that we were to wear around in the hotel.

It’s interesting that everyone is wearing the same yukata at the breakfast lounge.

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The next day, instead of taking the train back to Hakone station, we chose to walk a lil and there are so many traditional architecture worth seeing.

From Hakone station, we took the local bus with our freepass to checkout the Hakone Shrine and the famous Torii by lake Ashi.

Taadahhhhh

Then we used the freepass for the pirate cruise that bring us around to witness the magnificent Mt. Fuji!

Look at this!!!!! That little white cap on the peak of Mt. Fuji is so elegant!

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From the cruise, we did not go back to where we boarded but another pit stop so we could take the Hakone Ropeway to Owakudani, where the sulfur craters are located.

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Another view of Mt Fuji from the top of Owakudani.

This is the Chinese name for Hakone.

Then we headed to the Torii and it’s freaking huge and the wind almost blew us away.

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Getting some #ootds after completing all the mandatory destinations.

Just me and my vending machine. Can I have one at home??????

and we found this cute 7-11 by the cliff.

Back to Hakone station. Oh yeah for convenience we dropped our baggage at Hakone station so we did not have to travel back to hotel as we needed to depart to Kawaguchiko station on the same day.

Finally arriving at Kawaguchiko and means we were closer to Mt Fuji! How cute even the car plate number starts with Fujisan.

Our home for another night, Royal Hotel Kawaguchiko.

Morning light shines through the window beautifully

and I have Mt Fuji behind me, this cannot be anymore perfect.

Yukata moments.

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Yes we woke up to this lake right in front of our hotel!

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Hi Mt Fuji, you are everywhere! ❤

So we walked around Kawaguchiko for a bit then took the local bus to Lake Kawaguchiko.

Then we came upon this primary school by the lake and the adorable Japanese kids were doing sports, hmm more too just having fun hahaha.

After that, we headed to Chureito Pagoda, that is located at the hill top overlooking Mt. Fuji.

Unfortunately the weather turned so sunny and the sunlight was too bright that day so couldn’t get a really good photo. Yes this is the view! Basically walking up to this Pagoda is one hell of a workout! Trust me don’t take the stairs, take the curve sloppy route instead, it’s a lot easier though it may no seem so.

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All the residence from the top.

That’s the end of our 3 days in Hakone-Fuji and taking the train back to Shinjuku!

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First thing back to Shinjuku, Food!!!!!! This was at Ichiran Ramen, Yummehhhh

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Ramen ended the previous night pretty well especially after the journey of bus ride from Kawaguchiko back to Shinjuku. The next day we dropped by Fuglen Espressobar and they have pretty decent coffee though, up to my personal favorite.

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Who doesn’t love doughnut right?:P

Since we only had a doughnut in the morning so here we were at Shake Shack Shibuya!!! I’ve been wanting to have it again after my first time at Dubai 4 years ago and finallyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!! It’s definitely one of the best fast food I’ve ever had.

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After feeding our tummies, we walked to Tokyo Plaza and it’s got a pretty amazing view from the rooftop.

Shibuya crossing!!

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Hi traffic light! (I mean the colors of the cabs hehe)

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The next day we woke up super early again, ok not super early but still early hahah, for a trip to Tsukiji Market! Yasss seafood and tamago!!!!!

That was the huge grilled scallop that I had, it was so fresh and juicy. Ignore my sleepy swollen face in the morning pls.

Then you’ve got all kind of seafood being served in different ways along the market. It’s kinda confusing for a first timer like me to walk around as it spreads out to different directions.

She’s so gorgeous wearing the traditional Kimono.

and the not to be missed Tamago!!!!

We’ve tried this humongous crab stick was yummeh too.

Eheh bumped into go kart with costume on the road. Yes you can rent it with the costume and drive in the city.

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Next stop, About Life Coffee, was where I had the best coffee in Tokyo. It’s just a small corner lot with only 2 bench outside the shop and some standing spots besides the coffee machines, tiny but best coffee!!

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Another coffee stop at Saturday Surf NYC at Daikanyama and at the same time we got to shop for their products too.

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The seats are actually at the balcony overlooking the streets of Daikanyama, pretty dope isn’t it?

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Seems like a day full of eating. Next if you’re looking for an affordable and good sashimi restaurant, you should try out Sushino Minori.

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Ooopss doughnut again! This was at Doughnuts & Coffee.

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Pink is obviously the concept of this cafe so they made everything so Instagrammable. However the doughnut was too sweet and coffee was not good though 😦

The Doughnuts & Coffee was en route to visit the Tokyo Tower and here I was!

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Waited for sunset and the tower was lit beautifully.

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That was the last night in Japan and we decided to have Izakaya for our dinner. Was looking for quite a few back at Shinjuku but never seemed to have a decent one until we thought of this street. This was where I took the first picture on the first night when we first landed. It’s called Shosuke. Trust me they serve really really good and comforting food from fried udon to yakitori and paired with Japanese draught beer, BEST!!!!

On the last morning before departing to the airport, we dropped by Shibuya for the last cafe visit called Little Nap Coffee Stand.

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and I fell in love with this quote from them saying ‘I’d rather enjoy a cup of coffee than taking photo’, which cannot be totally true as taking photos is my passion but it’s funny though.

So nah, I took a photo of stranger enjoying his coffee, that’s perfect! 😉

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That wraps up my 10D9N trip to Tokyo, Japan and it’s the best best country that I’ve ever visit so far. I finally understand why so many of my friends make Japan as the annual holiday destination.

ps special thanks to my gears Olympus OMD EM1 Mark 2 and the lenses for all the photos that I’ve captured as my best memories.

Japan, I’ll see you again ❤

      Konichiwa, beautiful land of culture! It's Japan!!!! Definitely one of the dream places that I've always wanted to visit and non of anybody had any bad comments about it after returning from their trip there.

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Recap: 21.5.19

I didn't leave this morning. My alarm went off at 6 and I was tired and decided not to. I also didn't want to mess anything up for M as we planned to meet today before our biology exam.

I've been on T 20 weeks today.

I got woken up at 9:45 and had a shower. Went down to the office to see what was going on and went to a small version of my favourite shop with one of the staff to get lunch. I was just going to get a meal deal but B gave me £5 and the staff I was with said I should spend it so I got egg custard tarts and some chocolate too. She made me pain au chocolat when we got back, and some for me to take for M.

Mc texted to say L wasn't in (what a surprise) and to text her when I arrive, so I replied asking who was invigilating my exam. She said it was the staff member me and M argued with before the holidays, and I told her we had argued and I didn't like her. She got it changed to the maths teacher which was a lot better. He's funny.

I put a load of biscuits in a tub and took them as well as the lunch food down to college. Then M asked if I wanted to go to McDonald's with them and their dad so I did. I just got cheesey wedge things and a drink. It was good to see M.

We went and messed about in the quiet common room when we got back to college. M "corrected" a map of the building that's stuck on a notice board. A lot of it was actual corrections like crossing off staff who don't work here any more, but there was also some funny renaming of places. We then threw a load of top trumps cards out the window. I only did a few but M did a load and it was so funny seeing where they landed. On the table next to us there was a piece of paper with a list of likes and dislikes, and one of the dislikes was LGBT. So M wrote a load of silly things in the likes column and we had a laugh.

Then the staff woman we argued with before the holidays turned up and was just hanging around outside the door watching us but not coming in? I got anxious because I didn't know if she thought she was still invigilating my exam or what. Then the maths teacher came in and she just put the cards we'd thrown out the window on a table and left. Whatever. I think she was going to have a go at us but then decided not to. Mc came in a minute later and said she thought it was great that we did it and something like we "expressed our dissatisfaction" idk probably not those exact words. It was funny.

I went to do my exam with the maths teacher. I had the food in a carrier bag and when we went into the room the exams officer was there and said something about it not being allowed but I said I was taking everything out the bag and packaging and she seemed ok with that, but then apparently she emailed the house saying if there was an exam board person there I would have been disqualified. I don't think she knew what she was on about because that's never been the rule when I've done exams before. I've just put my stuff on the other side of the room and not gone near it. Who knows.

I panicked a couple of pages in to the paper. There were questions that I knew the answer to but didn't know how to put it into words and it annoyed me. I went for a walk in the garden with the maths teacher, but I was scratching behind my ear as a distraction and an auditory stim, and I've now got a minor friction burn there. It hurts to have my headphones on it.

Went back in and did the rest of the paper. I definitely failed but whatever, I was expecting that. I tried to answer most of the questions, although some were complete guesses and 1 was me naming a molecule JimBob. Of the whole tub of biscuits, I had 1 jaffa cake and the maths teacher had 1 oreo.

Came back to the house and hung around for a bit, and I've now got the first 90 elements of the periodic table memorised. Got 10 more in.

Started another game of chess with LSG while he cooked dinner.

I decided I wanted domino's so S took me to get it. I accidentally ordered to the one near my mum's but S phoned up and they transferred the order. I got a meatball feast wrap and garlic pizza bread. We also went to a supermarket to get Ben and Jerry's because it was on offer. The birthday cake stuff is just so good.

I ate the domino's and chatted to S for a bit, about the college interview I have tomorrow and my targets and stuff. She said I seemed like I was doing better today. It's because I have a solution to the problems- leaving tomorrow morning. Not that I told her that. I did tell her I was going to go for a walk relatively early in the morning, so it won't be a complete surprise. I said it's to try to sort my sleep cycle, chill out a bit before my interview tomorrow, and get some work done. Lollllll. She asked if I feel safe here. I said yes.

LSG came a bit after that and we finished our game of chess. I ate my ice cream while we played. I didn't eat that much of it. I won because he gave up. On Friday it wasn't a particularly short game, but not a lot of pieces got taken, whereas today I was left with my king and him with his king and a bishop. He was just chasing me round the board and got bored He said we're playing best of 19.

He was saying some irritating (and just wrong) things about autism. He just believes everything he says so strongly I can't even consider arguing with him. Talking about how ASD is too big a diagnosis because it goes from "rocking in a corner unable to communicate" to "people able to function" and just seriously. Shut up. He was going on about people using a diagnosis as an excuse and saying that there's nothing people can't do, they just won't. Fuck right off. Saying about how as a kid now he's probably be diagnosed with ADHD but he wasn't because it was years ago and he "just had to get on with it". He said he's worked with hundreds of autistic people and somehow that means he knows autism better than someone who is autistic? I wasn't very happy. He was talking about how someone with 1 severe autistic trait would get a diagnosis and someone with 29 that barely affect them wouldn't, and I absolutely wasn't having that. If you have only 1 autistic trait, it doesn't matter how severe it is, you're not autistic. If you have 29 autistic traits (he was using it as a maximum number kind of thing), it doesn't matter if they don't affect you lots, you're still autistic. Maybe you've found ways to work around it or whatever, but that doesn't remove the autism. He made me really cross, because I try so hard. Maybe it looks like if doing ok a lot of the time, but that doesn't mean I am. Without my diagnosis, chances are very high I'd have killed myself by now.

I'm sat downstairs with a mug of warm milk. It took me ages to get to sleep last night so I'm trying to make tonight easier.

I'm going in the morning. I have a full plan. I've written an explanation. I'm scared but this genuinely feels like my best option. I've known basically since I got up this morning that I'll go tomorrow. I'm anxious but trying to stay calm. I've told S I'm going for a walk, I have everything ready, and yeah. It just feels like the right thing to do. I guess we'll find out.

I'm going to sit upstairs with some more warm milk, listen to some music, and play hue until I can go to sleep.

Food:

Pain au chocolat - 11:15

Cheesy wedges, oasis - 12:15

Sandwich, quavers, egg custard tarts, jaffa cake - 2:00-3:00

Meatball wrap, cheesy garlic bread - 7:00

Birthday cake ice cream - 8:00

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March 21 2017

Woah man today was busy as HELL! I forgot to write about the weekend emma u should do that! Today started off meh. Went to dentist and after that I got a bagel n coffee from Einstein! Idk how my teeth don’t have coffee stains yet. Then I went to school, had bio first! Then I went to gov. Gov wasn’t too exciting. Wedge went to court this afternoon for Destiny so I hope that went okay for them. He also told us she had six cavities on her baby teeth DANG! And then Kate said she had 9 on her baby teeth?! That’s crazy. I’m going to miss Kate next year. We also had a tornado drill so we awkwardly squatted in the hallway. I was between Caro Campos and Natalie. Natalie was telling us how she got into VCU for fashion design which is really great! Went back to class. Then we had Flex and I went to the boardroom and presented hydrogen fuel cell off the grid project thingy. Then went to environmental protection club to pitch the idea with Aidan. Still can’t believe they’re getting rid of the greenhouse. It’ll be interesting to see how this progresses. Then Aidan and I left the meeting and went to the cafe. He got a chocolate donut with white striped frosting. We chatted about the club, making a forum, and classes. Then he went to class and I stayed in the ceramics room over lunch to do hw and go on the wheel. Ella found me in the room and fell asleep while drinking her water and then dropped it on herself and screamed. So we got a cinnamon bagel and I showed her how to trim. The bottom of one of her pieces was way too thin and so when trimming there was a hole in it. I felt bad so I turned it into a plant pot for her so once it’s fired I’m going to put a succulent in it for her. Then I went to math. Claire was talking to me and was like “idk why you don’t try because you’re really smart and could be doing better if u weren’t so lazy”. Boom that hit hard so I think I’ll try and be more motivated. I can do this shit. I know the material on Thurs quiz in math so let’s stop being lazy emma! Then went to Spanish and Voss criticized people for no reason. Then went to the car to get cookies and gave Mary some! I hope she did well at her soccer game today. Then I saw Ella in the bathroom and I gave her a cookie! Then saw Phy as I was walking to the gym! I hope she is doing well. Eli, Sheldon, and I set up track and then I left for robotics. I worked on scouting and put it in a notebook because certain teams didn’t have numbers. I’ll give it to Aidan later. Then Bartel’s six year old started running around whacking stuff with a metal rod he found. I confiscated it and told him to play tic tac toe. We played that three times and then I went back to work. And then this kid finds a fucking lighter in the room and tries to burn things. Confiscated that. Then I tell him we will play hangman. I have him make the word and I yelled out letters for him. Finished scouting and by then he was bored of that. Then went to help Andrew with the 3rd claw. Dylan (the six year old) comes up as we are working. “Emma are u dating Andrew” ‘no’ “are you dating anyone” ‘nope’ “why” 'because life is complicated’ “why” 'because it is’. Then Bartel, only helped the situation by saying “wow emma you said no to the first question really quickly…” …. UH what else was I supposed to say? I didn’t mean it in a rude way, it’s just a fact? Then Andrew was like “yeah really fast…” and then they were both quiet and it was so awkward and I hope I didn’t hurt anyone’s feelings. After that I gathered screws for the peg setup we were designing in order to practice auto. Dylan followed me outside to do it and DUDE this kid had so much energy. So I told him to climb up the flight of stairs and back down, and that I’d time him. He did it AT LEAST ten times and he still had energy. Two flights of stairs. Up and down. Ten times. HOW?! Then I was getting ready to leave. Dylan goes up to Bartel, “papa can I tell u a secret.” Bends down and listens. 'Emma, Dylan says you’re smart.’ Dylan screams “no I said she was pretty” LOLLLLLL THIS KID. 'No Dylan, we compliment people on being smart and hardworking, not on appearance" LMAODJJJ I WAS LAUGHING SO HARD. Grayson is standing next to me trying not to laugh. Then I leave and as I’m walking away Dylan comes running out of the building and chases me for a hug. Then he stands there waving for a minute and screaming “BYE”

Kids are cute And annoying But mainly cute

Got home and didn’t do any homework. Watched Lost. Tomorrow I have to be at a track meet until 5:45pm and then I’m hoping I can head over to robotics after that.

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