#but i was watching my dad play elden ring lol

[1eos]

me meeting malenia in battle: yasssssss queen not only the goddess of rot but the goddess of CUNT

malenia:

[astrxealis]

lady maria !!!!! i Love her <3 i remember being so obsessed w her omg. alsooo i LOVE i am literally so in LOVE with. ludwig's themes. ^^^^^

[humming-fly]

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Tagged by @hyrulianpirate ayy haven't done one of these in an Age haha

Last Song: I've been rewatching Arcane so last would've been Dynasties and Dystopia~

Favorite Color: I really love the turquoise shade of blue and pretty much every color the sky turns, pale pink is also a really nice one

Last Book: System Collapse! That one was sort of funny in that it was a christmas gift for my dad but I delivered it a few days late so I could finish it first lol (he owns all the other books and lent them to me when I first read 'em)

Last Movie: uhhhh wow legit can't remember that much. It might've been the Boy and the Heron?? I feel like I've seen something since then but maybe not!

Last TV Show: like i mentioned still rewatching Arcane haha, other than that really enjoying the new episodes of Dungeon Meshi as they come out! My sister also got me to watch some episodes of severance over the holidays so that was fun

Sweet/Spicy/Savory: prooobably sweet>savory>spicy? i def have a sweet tooth for better or worse

Relationship Status: (stealing this from prev lol) perfectly content ❀⸜(˶´ ˘ `˶)⸝❀

Last Thing I Googled: "murderbot diaries series in order" (i genuinely can never remember what the names for each book are XD)

Current Obsession: i mean ongoing obsessions are rather unchanged from the usual haha, still lots of fma and kirby stuff rattling around in my head, I also have some elden ring doodles I keep meaning to get back to. In terms of Really recent obsessions as of the past couple weeks have enjoyed diving into league of legend's lore lol, every time they release a cinematic i get curious and start dipping in and every time i'm Shocked how much stuff they have (though that might soon run out given how riot just laid off a lot of their creative team h a)

Looking Forward To: finishing my qualifying exam'll be nice!

Taggin: oh hmm, howsabout @alagaesia-overlord @aseuki @nymphofnovels @shubbabloggin @phantomrose96 @post-it-notes7 @angelfrost, in case any of you or anyone else wants to play!

[rippeds0cks]

3/4/2024

I have been weird lately. Some days ill be doing great then other days ill be as worse as ive ever been. These last couple days have been bad. Ive been so bad mentally that ive had to stop whatever im doing (eating, watching a movie, working out, playing elden ring) and just sit there and stare off into nothing. I zoned out entirely when i was driving yesterday. Ended up going 75 in a 45 and had to rush a break when i zoned back in so i didnt slam into the back of the car in front of me. Cant have that become a habit since im gonna be driving a lot soon. Buying a gun soon. Not for suicide or anything i need it for bears n such since im gonna be camping in the middle of national parks a lot. I havent slept well in weeks. Every night for the last couple nights ive been as close to tears as ive been in recent memory. I get really emotional laying here n my right eye will be teary but my left eye will not. I wonder if my tear duct is damaged in any kinda way since thats the side closest to my head injury. It shouldnt be since thats my better eye. Back when i got a cut on my left eyelid i was essentially blind for those couple days it took for the swelling to go down since my right eye is essentially useless. That reminds me, my dad is slowly catching onto how bad my health is. He made the observation “you might have something wrong with your depth perception cause you get really close to the cars in front of you when you drive” and i just went “haha yeah” when in reality my depth perception mostly went when i was like a very early 19 and i just got used to it. Fighting made me able to “feel” the distance between me and everything around me but that goes out the window when im operating a machine like a car. Ill get used to it i guess. Maybe start wearing my glasses.

I think that on this trip ill make the decision about reaching out to my ex. I think that if i get all the way to vegas and still think about her ill reach out for closure. Thatll be a while tho. Maybe well over a year. I dont know. Ive just completely given up any delusion of her contacting me. If contact is to be made itll be made by me. I just cant stop thinking about her and its already ridiculous so if it continues for so long that by the time i get to vegas i might as well reach out. Worst comes to worst and she loses her mind/gets a restraining order n i cant firefight anymore i can just kill myself its not a big deal. I just cant keep harboring these emotions forever. I already dont wanna harbor em im just too scared to reach out. It doesnt help that me n benj (mostly benj) bring up our exes a lot so i have to think about her. He says shit sometimes that unlocks memories i didnt know i had and it will make my ass catatonic for the day.

Like once i had a ptsd attack while asleep and i jolted awake and we were napping together and i woke up to her laying on me pulling me as close as possible and it brought my heart rate down and mental state down entirely, i was able to relax and calm down just cause she was there. She probably doesnt remember it since when i jolted awake she was mostly still asleep, just doing a slurred half awake “do u have to pee” to which i just said no n we both went back to bed.

I waa gonna type out another memory thats been replaying in my head where she lays with me as i was having full body convulsions and i was in some of the most pain i have ever been in. Rubbing my back and holding my hand. I was gonna type it all out in detail but im already shaking and crying out of one eye lol. No snot or anything tho so i dont know if this qualifies as crying.

Anyways i would give anything to be able to experience that again. The first and only person to ever love me and things went so horribly wrong. Both of our faults. I take the vast majority of the blame though. She takes the blame towards the end but the rest of it is my fault.

Anyways

[lunkthehero]

Bro how tf do I even make these. I don't even really have anyone to tag who I don't already know the answers to these questions lol but I suppose just so they can answer them for other people to see @duskittycat (Edit: OH ALSO @astralmight).

I hope that worked I don't make posts on this website (Edit: IT DID NOT WORK I HAD TO ASK FOR HELP)

Last song: Day of Destiny: Spirit vs Spirit by Hironobu Kageyama & Monolith

Been thinking a lot about DB, DBZ and DBSuper since Toriyama's passing and this song was everything to me as a kid. Combined with a lot of recent retrospective analysis on the franchise and what it means to me, I had an itch to play it this morning.

Favorite color: Green

Green! Specifically default green, forest green and pale green. I have a strong affinity for nature and sometimes I yearn to fall asleep in the woods, it's calming. After that, I like purple (bonus points for royal purple) and light blues.

Last Movie: Pokemon: The First Movie

I was SUPPOSED to be watching through one Pokemon movie each Sunday with a friend group but it stopped after the first one bc people got busy with meeting each other and various other things. The last time I asked to try and get a movie night going I got 3 rofl emojis in response, we joke about it but it's IMPOSSIBLE to get gamers to do anything I swear. My fav Pokemovie is Rise of Darkrai btw, absolutely goated film.

Sweet/Spicy/Savoury: Spicy

I keep going back and forth on spicy and savoury lol, I've got a REALLY good spicy tolerance that I inherited from my Dad, and while I usually snack on savoury stuff I do love testing my spice limits, I need to find more good spicy snacks tbh, I had these wasabi and seaweed crackers but I kept binging them and ruining my tastebuds for 2 days.

Relationship Status: Single

Not much to say rly, broke up after 6 years recently and I'm just prioritizing being the best version of myself/making my friends as happy as possible currently. If smth happens so be it.

Last thing I googled: Libra binding of isaac

Look, I needed to make a joke about Libra and Tiny Planet and I had to double-check the interaction lol. The joke specifically was one of "Lebron allegedly spotted holding W while rocket jumping", which I made into "Drake reportedly seen taking Libra with Tiny Planet", which results in your tears not even doing a full rotation around you.

Current Obsession: Lethal Company

I guess? I'm not really obsessing over anything right now but I feel I haven't had my fill of this game yet so I still wanna play it, just sucks that pretty much everyone else has had their fill. A few weeks ago it would've been Splatoon 3: Side Order and I don't count MOBA's because that's an addiction (I'm also always partly obsessed with Fromsoft shit. Armored core, dark souls, sekiro and elden ring live in my soul).

People I'd like to get to know better

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR TAGGING ME @shamblespirate I AM SMOOCHING YOU SO HARD

Last song: Tití Me Preguntó by Bad Bunny

I don’t really have an explanation for this song other than it gets me hyped the fuck up and Bad Bunny really just is one of my fav Spanish speaking artists and idk with both him and I being Puerto Rican I just have this sense of pride ya know SKSMDM OKAY ENOUGH OF THAT

Favorite color: light blues

Any shade of light blue! It can be pastel, baby blue, etc etc like blue has me in a chokeholdddddd

Last Movie: Words Bubble Up Like Soda Pop

MY BOYFRIEND SHOWED ME THIS MOVIE AND OH MY GOD IT IS SO CUTE???? Im a sucker for cute shit and this had me *sobbing* 100/10 please go watch it

Sweet/Spicy/Savoury: Savory

Oh this is tough….. I was teetering between spicy and savory but ultimately landed on savory cause I’m just baby when it comes to spice 😭 like I like it when my food has a kick to it but I’ll always love myself a good steak with some A1 sauce or some tacos from this good taco shop down the street like I can live without spicy but I can’t live without savory

Relationship Status: Taken!

I’ve been in this relationship for over 3 years!! High school sweethearts 🥰 I actually knew him for around 6+ years and I’ve been in love with him since the beginning and he has been in love with me too but we haven’t done anything about it till senior year 😭 truly a mutual pining slow burn 🤭fun fact! Our anniversary is the same day as Laws Birthday

Last thing I googled: cenote

I booked a cruise for my birthday and I was looking up excursions and there was one where it was like cave and cenote diving and I didn’t know what it was so I looked it up! It’s basically like a sinkhole filled with water I might just have to do that 👀👀

Current Obsession: Bugsnax

THIS IS SUCH A CUTE VIDEO GAME AND IVE BEEN PLAYING IT NONSTOP FOR THE PAST WEEK I think everyone should be required to play this game at one point in their lives

tagging: @uminozerol @nc-vb @benkeibear @zoros-sheath @turtletaubwrites @purplechemtrails @crimson-hybrid

[lea-andres]

I saw Patience the Bugbear and instantly got some ideas. These being Sonic characters, I like to come up with combat based headcanons and such.

I think that BARK has some latent cryokinetic abilities, and that Jewel is actually part Butterfly, and thus has the ability to spread her 'scales' around.

My thought is that the Bark's cryokinetic abilities actually are inherited by Patience, and she can spread ice and snow from her wings, and could fight with that! I picture her fighting sort of like the the winged dames from elden ring if you know what those are like.

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So, so... I have thoughts that could make this fit in my personal lore a bit easier.

So, I don't know what all you've seen of my mad ramblings, but I gave Bark an (unfortunately awful) family. His one family member he has a good relationship with is his younger cousin, Crystal.

Maybe Crystal's the one with the cryokinetic abilities, Bark was a carrier of the gene, and THEN Patience got it? 😈

I haven't seen that particular enemy in Elden Ring (I've watched other people play a bit, haven't had a chance to try it myself), so I'll have to look it up later!

Also, LOL, I love how Jewel keeps getting less and less Beetle with each new headcanon. @bitter-sweet-coffee and I have a stupid (affectionate) bit of lore that TW Barker (a dog, if you didn't see Sonic Boom), is the father of like half the Sonic cast without his knowledge... And Jewel's one of his many bastard kids. So she's Beetle/Dog/Butterfly now, yay!!! 😂😂😂 (She's in for a shock if she ever gets DNA tested, LOL, but in all fairness she might know about the Butterfly portion already. She does NOT know TW Barker's her dad, or that her Aunt Opal is actually her mom. 👀)

Anyway, I rambled enough and my lunch break's almost over. Thank you for sharing these ideas! Rest assured I will be thinking about only these for the rest of my shift and might be back after work with additional thoughts. ☺️

[ajourneymansjourney]

6, 20, 21, 28, 33, 60, 63, 74, 76, 83

6. What are you excited for? ELDEN RING I got to preload it today and I'm extremely stoked 20. Are you starting to realize anything? I think unfortunately I realized a lot of things a long time ago that people are only now realizing. I'm actively trying to make myself act like life is short though. That's def not my default state. But it's getting easier to realize lol 21. Are you in a good mood? Yeah! It's snowing and I just got back from buying retrieving a nice dinner from everyone from our new favorite place (a hot chicken joint). Spent the afternoon playing the new Horizon with Sarah and now I'm gonna probably watch Black Sails and play Golden Sun 28. What was the last thing that made you laugh? Sarah told me a story about grossing out her boss (my old boss) 33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? Nope. I don't drink a lot of soda but I enjoy it now and again. Mostly fancy ginger beer and dr. pepper. Though I do pretty much always spring for a nice bottle of Mexican coke when I'm out for Mexican food 60. Wear slippers? Basically all the time lately since I'm a stay at home person and it's been a snowy winter. Just after the holidays I bought myself a really nice pair of wool ones that I'm in love with 63. First concert? The Sword opening for Trivium. I was 16 and had just gotten into metal earlier that year. Good Show. Very thankful my dad's friend gave me The Sword's first album shortly after it came out 74. What is your favorite book? I am extremely bad at favorites but my standard answer to this question is Frankenstein. My favorite movie is Blade Runner. I have some...feelings...about being created 76. Regularly burn incense? Nope. It bothers Sarah so I only burn it rarely and when she's not home 83. Can you swim well? I was a good swimmer when I used to swim semi regularly. I don't really like being in the water and haven't done any swimming in a long time