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what's crazy is I'm finally back on my meds and yeah wow they rlly do work!
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shoutout to everybody who's favorite character is heavily associated with a character they don't care about (or worse actively dislike) by majority of the fandom🥂🥳
#kae.txt#its a struggle#cant see any fanart w/o the tag a long like MOVE im not here for u#somebody the other day i saw say they like kaveh but not alhaitham and oo that must suck lmao#this was about sampo n gepard and was completely unprovoked but it applies to quite a few character duos i think so let it b said
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your f/o would not care abt any 'abnormal' speech mannerisms you've got btw.
stutter? that's ok, they're more than happy to wait to let you get the words out, it just gives them an extra few seconds to appreciate your voice. Even if you get caught up on the same word a few times or the whole sentence struggles a little, they're not gonna make fun of you. It's you talking, what could ever be 'wrong' with that?
mix up your words? that's totally ok! whether you'd rather try again and say what you actually meant to say or just wanna repeat a few bits so they get the gist, they're not gonna make fun of you. even if you don't notice that you swapped around some words, they've gotten pretty good at deciphering your meaning, time together letting them hone their skills.
forget what you were saying halfway through it? that's totally fine too! whether they give you a few minutes to try and remember or just move past it till something jogs your memory again, they're fine to offer up some ideas on what it might've been about or a new topic to get your mind off of it.
use a lot of 'fluff' in your speech (ie. 'umm,' 'like,' 'uhh,' etc.)? they're not gonna rush the words out of you or interrupt your speech. They're more than happy to give you all the time in the world to talk, no matter how rambly and long-winded it might seem. They like hearing what you have to say and your thoughts are priceless to them.
#written for me myself and i because i started stuttering and struggling w/ my words on call yesterday#fighting for my LIFE!!!!!#also sorry if the wording on this is weird my words are still a little scrambled#also also this is all just based on my own experience. so. smiles.#f/o imagine#f/o imagines#imagine your f/o#self shipping#self ship community#self ship#f/o prompts#self ship imagine
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Sorry for the spam (^o^;) I just really like your blog
no need to apologize ayy!
in this corner we welcome all forms of enjoyment, regardless of whether you're a
happy to have yall here w me,
headin into homestuck 2024 :^)
#was debating if sollux truly was lurker type but then i rmbr'd him quietly reading all of karkat's memos for a good laugh HAHAHAHAAH#ask#aleemie#homestuck#karkat vantas#sollux captor#solkat#2024#vioart#but o. regarding the etiquette learned frm other socmed#spamming here is safe+good! it does not harm the op by shadowbanning like instagram#and its not 💀 like twitter where ur likes/following are permanently set to public#ur tumblr experience is within ur control it can be as free/empty/curated as u want!!#((tho ofc i do encourage rbing for ppl who've been hoping to start that habit!!#s'cool to slowly work ur way up from the extra special posts that hv lingered longest in ur heart and quietly build ur cache trove :-)#for example back when i was struggling to rt on a new twt acc i just started setting nonsense criteria for myself LOL#like “breaking this void is scary holy fuck ok i shall start by rting posts w brownish/reddish clrs bcs its inspo vibes for my art”#and gradually after a while of deliberate sharing i gained more confidence to share a larger variety of posts that make me feel things!!!!#no more training wheels i may be scared but i love loving more!!!!#same goes for engaging w fics too it takes energy to think of how to comment and thats ok‚ do ur best to explore what works for u!!!!#take screenshots of ur fave paragraphs & start annotating in gallery/notes app if that helps!!!!#also tumblr's customizable queue means u can stack posts and bolt hgehehe. my preferred form of existing on the net))
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「 CLAIR DE SOLEIL 」
#s/o to the time two other people thought i was struggling w/ their 1st fight & i ended up beating it in only 3 tries#i struggled more w/ finding the 3rd skull than the actual fight. only to find out the window exists#art#2023#ultrakill#v1 ultrakill#v2 ultrakill#fanart
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tbh the whitest trolls to me are the zahhaks and the makaras bc of what kind of internet-people equius and gamzee represented at the time. juggalo culture is predominantly white working class folks or white folks on the poverty line, and in the US bc of segregation, that meant a lot more mixing of cultures than you see in middle class and up areas. its the same with canada and the UK. so you see a lotta black influences in there bc of how US class structures have been constructed. its a melting pot made by and for the working class. a lotta irl juggalo stuff is pretty chill from what ive heard? as a movement they want to demolish class heirarchy and build community. ofc theres room for abuse in the lifestyle though, thats not unique to juggalos. gamzee as a rich white boy living a juggalo lifestyle but not getting it right and actually reinforcing what irl juggalos fight against makes perfect sense for his character
equius on the other hand is like belligerently Hegemonic White Cis Dude coded to me. he represents young white cis boys on the precipice of falling into the manosphere pipeline, imo. specifically bc theyre lonely and insecure. his spot on the hemospectrum is perfect for breeding that shit. he's been told his whole life that hes better than most of the ppl he knows. hes higher up caste wise than most of his friends, particularly nepeta, but still feels inferieor to his friends who ARE higher up than he is, which is what sparks that hyperspecfic brand of insecurity in white cis boys. their only real problem is that someone else whos even more priviledged is looking down on them. and gamzee also being white just kind of compounds that bc of the sense of 'competition' between white guys or whatever, to be The Whitest Squarest* Guy who is On Top (haha) Of All Other White Square Guys
everyone else? nah. its so obviously not whats happening. which really just highlights the fact that large swaths of fandom still believe that white is default in terms of character design. and its insane to me how ppl can say w/ their whole chest that the hemospectrum has nothing to do w/ race, its just abt class, when racism and class are intrinsically tied. like theyre horrible twin sisters, man, you cant rlly have one without the other. enforced class models in society dont work unless theres someone up top deeping someone else Deserving of having less bc theyre not the exact same type of person as them
*using the term Square here not to denote any kind of 80s movie nerddom but to try to describe hegemonically cishet (and homogenized white) normies who are toxic abt it and think everyone else should be like them
#our t#idk about vriska personally#she CAN be white to me but thats literally just bc she reminds me of my middle school bullies#who were all really visciously mean white girls. but i mean being a Mean Girl isnt a white trait anyone can be like that#blonde vriska is funny to me visually but bottle blonde vriska is leagues funnier#truthfully she reads as white/east asian to me. its the need to conform to her (family) caste while also needing to be Different#lot of her bs reminds me of terezi's in the way that they both have to be the coolest most badass girls in the room to be#taken seriously. theyre Not Like Other Girls (Racialized Edition) bc they *have* to be#vriska terezi and aradia's personal struggles w/ themselves and e/o and their society are all ridiculously tied into each other#theyre basically the same but affect them differently on the axis of their castes. which yknow makes sense#a super rich trans person will have an easier time getting resources than a working class trans person but theyre both#called trannies an equal amount by the same people that kind of thing.#only makes sense to me for them to all be east asian.#different nationalities but forced into the same box by their oppressive society#which breeds both kinship and also resentment when they cant relate to e/o on every single level#bc of the forces working against them personally and encouraging them to act against e/o
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POV : Sumeru boys being romantic shoujo manga like.
bonus : Alhaitham doing no effort.
#genshinimpact#genshin impact#tighnari#genshin impact tighnari#cyno#genshin impact cyno#kaveh#genshin impact kaveh#genshin impact al haitham#al haitham#alhaitham#my art#omg you don't know hOW MUCH I STRUGGLE ON CYNO'S SMILE#It is so hard to draw cyno's smile w/o it looks odd or OOC#this is also the first time i draw kaveh seriously haha#the joke is just alhaitham being the most romantic bois as you can see...
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rereading the hivebent commentary makes me so annoyed that people are never really willing to analyze the actual effects that alternian culture clearly had on every troll, especially the highbloods. pretty much the only troll who ever actually gets taken in the context of her upbringing is vriska.
no one ever seems willing to think about the character arcs of trolls like equius and terezi, who are also bluebloods with extremely hypocritical and toxic understandings of the people around them-- equius is boiled down to a gross creep who is just like that naturally and definitely didn't get it from his society in any way, whilst terezi is scrubbed of virtually all her flaws and turned into a strange sort of based love interest character who is all about being gay and too cool to be tricked by any of the alternian propaganda. quadrants? classism? how silly! terezi would never believe in stupid shit like that. she's quirky! and GAY!
despite the fact that equius and terezi both obviously have much, much more to their personalities than that-- and the alternian empire is informing way more dangerous things about these kid's beliefs than "kiss annoying people".
#hsmeta#op#terezi wants to be a cop and views herself as responsible for vriska BECAUSE OF HER HYPOCRITICAL IDEAS OF JUSTICE#shes NOT just obsessed with dealing with vriska because shes interested in her she has weird freak codependency because her COP HYPOCRISY#she is also gay for vriska but thats part of the Turmoil. thats part of her struggle with her need to kill vriska.#terezi thinks shes Holier Than Everyone and that shes the only one who can kill vriska w/o it being petty revenge#ignoring that she's actually the one with more emotional investment in vriska than ANYBODY#man there are so many interesting things to say about terezi but everyone is too busy making her the mouthpiece for their Woke Takes#bcuz they actually think terezi is woke. and not a deeply confused and distraught girl with more issues than bones#i also like equius but ive made posts abt him before. lol#homestuck#i could talk about eridan and feferi and gamzee too actually#and how i rarely ever see anyone talk about them In The Context Of Alternia. its always just oh well they did a bad thing that annoyed me.#vriska gets hundreds of thousands of pages of discourse into why alternia and her upbringing affected her actions but nobody else does#idk. i went on for too long in these tags already LOL#btw the inspo for this post was my lovely partner as usual 💫
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taking a break to finally draw these two again
#pr0sh!p dni#been struggling w trying to draw smth for myself cause i was in a slump#so finally!!!!#🧍♂️ anyway#the one on the right was based off a dream bye#f/o#self ship#self insert#self shipping#selfship#❄️winterbun🐰#❄️winter wonder babe🩵#feat: kitty and CQ#mod bun🐰
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fiiiiiine i GUESS you can have tim and sasha art as a little treat. and why they ourple
#for some reason drawing this was a STRUGGLE#but i think it turned out okay#still kind of tweaking my designs for them and i realized tim looks way too young w/o the little bit of facial hair lol#the magnus archives#tma#tma fanart#tma art#tma podcast#sasha james#tim stoker#i GUESS you could tag this as#timsasha#it wasn’t meant to be a ship drawing per se (to me they’re the bffs of all time maybe even a qpr idk) but it’s cool for you to—#—interpret it that way
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what if they met way before they did
the baby
#samurai jack#sj#au#oc#paws of magic#PoM#samurai jack au#samurai jack oc#jack#mai#jack and mai#baby chinchilla real#chinchilla#back when jack wasn't named jack and mai wasn't named mai#what were their names? we'll never know#art#baby#dad#MAN LIL THING IS NOW EVEN LIL'ER#SHES LITERALLY A FCKIG NEWBORN HELP#i drew teen jack pretty similar to his current look because when you're 17 you're mostly (if not completely) done growing if I'm not wrong#BUT HE'S STILL A LIL CHILD HELP#[jack] meet your daughter [mai]#jack: H O W#poor smol jack really be struggling not to cry rn#wholesome#jackposting#radaverse
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Wanted to tweak some stuff on my survivor Kizuna redesign and thought hey why not make it into a sprite
#rolled up sleeved fit Kizuna better. tho i wanted to keep the gloves because i really like the idea of the#foundation symbol being there#since i pulled up her sleeves i transfered the way they used to look onto the pants#and it works better because you may be able to the the Jack-o Valentine inspiration of the design a little more#other than that i just messed around with her hair and the colar area of her shirt/suit#i actually made her base before the Ayame sketch. cuz i made it and then wanted to try my hand at editing her again#because Ayame's face is really weird looking and i struggle on editing her because I'll do the entire face region#look and then just go “this doesn't look like her”#but it worked this time. I'm pretty happy w how both of the girlies look :]#dra#danganronpa another#kizuna tomori#minako tomori#sprite edit#edit#hyena scribbles
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[PUT INTO PLACE, TIED DOWN AND ARRANGED, AND IS NEVER THE SAME, AGAIN.]<-listen to my favorite songs. VAMPIRES ARE WONDERFUL ARENT THEY. THE FLESH IS SO MUCH MORE DURABLE. SO MUCH STRETCHIER THAN HUMANS. THE STRESS DOESNT KILL A VAMPIRE THE SAME WAY IT DOES A HUMAN. YOU CAN TAKE THEM APART THREAD BY THREAD AND LEAVE THEM WIDE AWAKE WITHOUT WORRY OF THE BRAINMATTER SPOILING UNDER VINEGARY AGONY.
#cw gore#WEEEE WHIPPING OUT ALL MY BELOVED PIXEL HORROR GAME SOUNDTRACKS FOR THIS ONE#STILL A WIP#SORTA. FORKSFORKSFORKS INSPIRED ME TO START WORKIN AT IT AGAIN. AND NOW IT LIVES. IT LIIIVEESS!!!#MOSLT.Y ATLEAST. I MIGHT MESS W IT MORE LATER. WE SHALL SEE. ANYWAY GABRIEL MONTEZ HUH. WOW POOR GUY#THERES A FASCINATING FEELING THAT COMES WITH BEING ON A OPERATING TABLE.AND BEING IN IMMENSE PAIN#ONE OF MY FONDEST MEMORIES IS LAYING ON A DENTIST CHAIR. SHAKING AND INVOLUNTARILY CRYING AFTER MANY MANY#NEEDLES TO MY THE MOUTH. I METABOLIZE THE NUMBING STUFF QUICKLY APPARENTLY. THEY NEEDED ALOT OF NUMBING SHOTS#BUT I WASNT AFRAID OR DISTRESSED. THE DENTIST WAS VERYVERY NICE AND ALSO UH. PRETTY. BUT THATS BESIDE THE POINT#THE POINT IS. THAT IT WAS FASCINATING TO REALIZE MY PHYSICAL RESPONSE TO PAIN UNDER A CONTROLLED ENVIRONMENT#I DIDNT KNOW HOW EASY IT WAS TO SHAKE AND TO CRY PRYVIOUS TO THAT EXPERIENCE.MY DENTAL ADVENTURES CONTINUE#THEY CONTINUE TO HELP ME UNDERSTAND WHAT ITS LIKE FOR PAIN TO BOIL AWAY THE TIME. TO DISTORT THE PASSING HOURS AND CONSUME EVERY THOUGHT#DO YOU REMEMBER PAIN? THE MOST SEVERE PAIN IN YOUR LIFE? NOW WILL YOU IMAGINE RED LIGHTS? RED LIGHTS AND SHIFTING FIGURES#NOW WILL YOU IMAGINE PAIN UNRELENTING.PAIN WORLD SHATTERING.PAIN IMMORTAL.CAN YOU IMAGINE BEING PULLED APART#THE HUMAN MIND CAN ONLY WITHSTAND SO MUCH PAIN BEFORE IT SHUTS DOWN AND HIDES.IT NEEDS TO PROTECT ITSELF AFTERALL. PAIN CAN ALTER#PAIN SHIFTS THE CHEMISTY OF THE MIND OF THE FLESH OF THE SOUL. FOR HUMANS ATLEAST. BUT YOU ARE NO LONGER HUMAN#YOU CHOSE OTHERWISE DIDNT YOU BOY.BECAUSE YOU WANTED MORE.STATUS.POWER.APPROVAL.SECURITY.SAFET.Y.#OHHH YOU CAN WITHSTAND THE PAIN FOR THAT. FOR ALL THAT. YOU WERENT TOLD THERE WOULD BE PAIN BUT YOU KNOW WHAT YOU WERE PROMISED.#ITS ALL WORTH IT IN THE END. NOW LETS JUST HOPE SOME BLONDE TWERP DOESNT PROVE TO BE STRONGER THAN THE STRONGEST PEOPLE IN YOUR LIFE#LETS HOPE NO ONE FUCKS THIS UP. LETS HOPE NO ONE FUCKS THIS UP. I LOST MY TRAIN O THOUGHT#anyway dawww poorr gabeee that shit probably huuurrrrtttss but so much time has passed that your body got tired of screaming and squirming#why havnt you passed out yet? maybe you might as well have at this point. like sleeping with your eyes open and your nerves awake#OH HEY FUNFACT ABT THE ART. I FOUGHT W IT ALOT. TOOK A LONG WHILE FOR ME TO BE REMOTELY HAPPY W THIS.#i was thinking abt pixel horror video games when i made it.just as i do with all great things ofc ofc#i love you pixel horror game i love yooouuuuu.i struggled so much w the colors for so LONNGG UHGHGHGH but im finally happy...im finally fre
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some sketches of rick and vyv from 2nite, forgive the sloppiness i haven’t rlly been drawing much lately 😔
#was struggling to simplify rik’s face shape but i think i kinda got it on the blue sticky note#i want to try drawing them in like. a UPA cartoon style#but im struggling to take the complicated bits and simplify them w/o losing their likenesses#ignore the fact i don’t know what ears look like plese 💕#the young ones#rick pratt#vyvyan basterd#rik mayall#adrian edmondson#ade edmondson#artists on tumblr#sketchbook#my art/
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girl!drivers part six: 81
(series)
#oscar piastri#f1#formula 1#formula one#f1 art#u guys.... i struggled so much w this one#her hair gave me nightmares i had to give her a sinead o connor and work from there#i did what any girlie would do w a bad hair day - gave her a braid lmao#currently oscar and lando the only braid girlies#but yeah smths deffo fucked in terms of face proportions bc i had issues w both the hair and the shoulders but it looks fine to me so 🤷🏻♀️#i finished & am posting this on a moving train. dont tell me im not dedicated#oscar#girl drivers tag#mine#100
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some rapo girlies 💖
#digital art#dtl#drawn to life#dtl:iolani#dtl:constance#i thiiink... iolanis dad was the main engineer on the gj's space elevator project. she maintains it now and keeps it running#and constance is one of those gals who struggles a little in social situations so she buries herself in books#she got frustrated with bad lit so she started writing her own and is fairly popular#i think most raposa dont wear pants unless its like ppe for things like mining or biohazard work#the gj is a little innovative in that way. this is the equivalent of wearing a cropped firemans jacket but w/o the cancer risk#something similar is going on in watersong with the long frilly dresses. most dresses dont usually go much further below the knees#but watersong residents like the length bc the dresses are fluffier with it and theyre all about that#fine and good au
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