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okay wait cuz what about jason tries to make his pillow princess work for it to see what happens but she just gets soo tired easily :(( she doesnt know how to work in sex!!! so jay feels all bad (even tho seeing her struggle to please him does make him feel things) and takes control!!
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âcome on sweetheart, it ainât that hard,â jason cooed as he watched you bounce on his cock, your lips out in a pout whilst you whined. âs-so tired jacey,â your thighs were burning as you barely caught your breath. your chest was going up and down heavily with each breath you took, your arms trembling as they gripped his broad shoulders.
âsometimes you need to work for what you want, canât have you just layinâ down looking all pretty whilst i do every can i?â
yes he can, and that was exactly what you wanted. you loved being a his little pillow princess, just laying down taking his cock whilst he did everything. now you actually had to work to get some sort of release and you werenât sure if it was even worth it.
you were all hot and bothered, your hair stuck to your forehead and cheeks flushed from your frantic and desperate movements. ât-tired,â you mumbled, your movements slowing down.
a low chuckle escaped jason, âworn you out have i?â he teased, his large calloused hand touching your cheek softly. âwant me to take over?â
you nodded eagerly, you were already knocked out from a couple of minutes, you werenât going to handle this for any longer. jason didnât hesitate to take over as he switched your position from cowgirl to a mating press, his large body pinning you down.
âsuch a pathetic little thing arenât ya?â he grunted as his thrusts picked up, his balls slapping against your ass. âcanât even bounce in it hm?â
secretly though, jason loved it. he loved how pathetic and dependent you were on him to make you feel good, how only he could make you come. âthis feel better sweet thing?â
ây-yes jacey,â you moaned as your arms tightened around his neck, âbet it does, you making all of those sweet cute noises.â jason loves the way your mouth opened in an âoâ shape, and how your eyes would roll back with each thrust.
ânow tell me why i should let you come sweet thing, youâve barley worked for it.â
âm-mph, donât be mean jacey,â you whined as you snuggled into his neck, attempting to give kisses as a poor attempt of persuading him. âtrying to bribe me with kisses now huh?â he smirked seeing how pathetic you were. âdidnât think you were that desperate.â
âp-please jacey, let me come?â you pleaded as sweetly as you could, giving him your best puppy eyes. jasonâs eyes sparkled seeing your face, âaw sweetheart, you really want to come hm?â
ânext time you need to work for it alright? iâll be nice this time.â
#đ anon#jason todd#ch: jason#jason todd x fem!reader#jason todd smut#dc smut#jason todd x reader#jason todd x y/n#jason todd x you#red hood smut#red hood x reader#arkham knight smut#arkham night jason todd#dc jason todd smut#dc jason todd#dc fanfic#dc characters
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I can't stop thinking of Kyanako's Order of Attack au... there's something so moving to me about how things getting so much worse could be what finally causes Amane to get better -- seeing Fuuta dying may be the final straw of getting her to rethink her rejection of medicine. Been a while since I've attempted something whump-y, this was fun to work with.
Tw for mentions/contemplation of death. I don't go into detail about the cult but the doctrines are implied through it all.
Fuuta was not a big fan of dying.
When he imagined his own death, he always pictured it as something dramatic and fast. Action heroes going out in a show of explosions and gunfire. Fantasy characters meeting the shining end of a blade. Even when he accepted his place in Milgram, it filled his mind with images of gallows and electric chairs.Â
Whatever this slow, lengthy fever was, it was pissing him off.Â
Heâd lost all sense of time. He could no longer tell which hour the prison bells were marking -- morning and night blended together. Dreaming and waking blended together. His head injury and broken leg and broken bones blended together. It was all just pain at the end of the day. He had nonstop visitors that kept him awake and asked him too many questions and prodded his injuries and made his head spin. Somehow, he was simultaneously alone every time he rolled over to talk to someone. Painfully, suffocatingly alone.Â
If Kotoko was going to kill him with those ridiculous emo boots of hers, she should have just done it. He was losing his mind here: devoid of all energy, suffering through broken bones and a cracked head, and boiling in an increasingly fiery fever. Maybe that was the reason he stopped commenting when he watched Amane pocket the medicine Shidou had left him. Maybe that was why heâd stopped following Shidouâs instructions himself. Even after losing an eye and taking a beating herself, Amane always looked at peace. He was tired of dealing with all of this. He wanted a bit of that peace.
Regardless of why, it was working. His fever had quickly gone from the biggest pain in his ass to the very thing that dulled his racing thoughts.Â
He awoke suddenly, or maybe heâd already been awake. He couldnât feel anything in his limbs. There was only a breathless heat around him. He raised himself into a sitting position, looking for a drink. Moving his head felt like one of those glitching computer windows that leaves a trail of copies behind it. The room swam around him. His eyes moved absently around him.
Fuuta picked up the glass that someone had left him. His fingers were clumsy, and it immediately went crashing to the ground. He hardly heard the noise as it broke apart on the concrete below.Â
He swung his legs over the side of the bed. Heâd just go get a drink himself. Shidou told him not to get up without help. But what did he know? Thinking of the man ordering him around only drove Fuuta to step out of bed even quicker. He cried out, pain shooting through his leg. That was right, it was brokenâŚÂ
Fuuta looked down, finding himself on the ground. It was so hot. Maybe this is what she felt, he thought numbly. Was it this slow for her too? Probably not. She had no regrets to fill the time like he did. The heroes got quick, beautiful deaths, and it was the villains who had to suffer the long ones.Â
He lifted his right palm from where it had caught his fall. The shattered glass on the floor had cut into it. Shattered glass? What had broken? He stared blankly at the blood dripping down.Â
He didnât have the strength to raise himself up. He was burning. Why was he on the ground? Was he bleeding? He could barely breathe. What was he doing here, anyway? He just wanted to curl up and sleep. He was so weak... just to lie down... he wouldn't have the strength to get back up again. Was that such a bad thing...?
A voice caught his attention. His eyes struggled to focus on the figure whoâd come running into the cell. He couldnât understand a word of what she was saying, but he was happy when she pressed her cool little hands against his forehead.Â
He allowed her to prop him up next to the bed. She held onto his hand, squeezing it tight. Why was she holding it like that? That hand was bleeding. When did that happen?
Her arms wrapped tightly around him. He wanted to shove her away -- it was too hot -- but couldnât. In his ear, he could make out her words. âIâm sorry. Iâm so sorry. Please, Fuuta. Donât leave me alone. Iâm so sorry...â
As she pulled back, he recognized Amane. Her uninjured eye was filled with tears. Was she upset? He thought heâd been making her happy. He wanted to keep making her happy. Heâd never made anyone happy before.Â
He opened his mouth to say something, but no words would come out. They all scrambled up in his mouth. He felt the cell swirling around him.
Amane raised her voice. She looked desperately upwards. âThis canât be --! This isnât right!âÂ
Fuuta looked up at the ceiling. There was nothing there.Â
âI canât do this anymore.â
She continued talking. Fuuta was too busy studying the ceiling. She was shouting. Or maybe crying. Fuuta didnât like that she was so upset. Huh, had there been someone there? He surveyed the empty cell. What was he doing on the ground?
He looked down at his hand. The sheet from his bed had been pulled down and wrapped hastily around it. Why? His eyes felt sticky as he blinked. Everything hurt. It was so hot. What was going on? He was so angry. He was so scared. He wanted to cry. Why was he here? Why couldnât he just hurry up and die already?
The next time she entered, Fuuta recognized Amane instantly. Her one hand pointed to him, the other held onto someone else. The second figure hurried over to him.Â
Fuuta was not a big fan of dying. Shidou reassured him he wouldnât.
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âYouâre wearing the eyepatch,â Fuuta observed.Â
He was playing a dangerous game, drawing attention to it like that. He was too exhausted, and his curiosity won out over his better judgment. If Amane was going to explode with one of her typical speeches, heâd just let her.
She didnât.Â
Amaneâs hand drifted up to her eye. It had been hastily covered before, but now it was cleaned and wrapped in professional-grade materials. She simply said, âKajiyama Fuuta. How do you feel?â
âLike shit.â
âBut--â
â-- But Iâm better, yeah.â
Amane nodded, her shoulders releasing.Â
âOi, I havenât seen you in a while. Not sinceâŚâ He wasnât sure how to finish the sentence. Shidou had told him what happened, but it was difficult to believe. He couldnât quite trust his own memory of the night. No matter how much clearer his mind felt since receiving proper treatment, those days of fever still muddled together. He heard that Amane had up and switched her beliefs overnight -- she was now complacent about all of Shidou's treatments -- but Fuuta knew people didn't just change like that. He wanted to hear it for himself.
She lowered her gaze in shame. âI⌠I thought you hated me.â Her voice was steady. âAs you should. I almost killed you. I accept any ill will you may feel.â
âI -- what? Youâre wrong. You⌠it wasnâtâŚâ He grabbed his head, grunting in frustration.
After standing awkwardly in the entryway the whole time, Amane took a few steps inside. She made it to his bedside when he finally collected his thoughts.Â
âIt was your fucked up family or whatever that caused everything. They did this. And I went along and made things worse.â He looked away. His next words felt stupid to say to a little kid. He felt like the most pathetic, weak, loser. But it was too important not to say.
âThey almost killed me. You saved me.â
#milgram#fuuta kajiyama#amane momose#i am emotional about them!!!#my other drabble between them hinted that fuuta would convince her away from her dangerous beliefs before things got too bad#but i wanted to see what would happen if things Did get bad ya know#we were talking about what could convince amane to think twice about the medicine ban (if anything)#and i think seeing her closest friend is literally on deaths door finally gets through to her#shes sees him weak and bloody and completely out of it and knows this is Wrong#i dont know how long it takes fuuta to realize that it really was all for him that she changed but he does accept it eventually#it helps both of them grow#he feels worth saving (and therefore worth turning his life around) and she is freer from her cult#not completely#but one step at a time#tried to make fuutas narration simpler and shorter to reflect his thoughts but idk if that worked#i thought they were going to do a lot of stuff with mahirus head injury and memory but they never did- i played around with that a bit here#i thought about writing out amanes monologue to her god about how shes not doing this anymore but 1. its more dramatic to leave that to#the imagination and 2. idk if its silly but some things are so personal for a character and i dont wanna intrude... like yeah its my#story but thats between her and god fr#drabbles#tw cults#tw child abuse
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In reference to my last post, not to be a DOWNER or anything but the way my brain works is it focuses on bad memories like here and there I'll look back and be like Yeah there were some fun times I had but just KNOW you wouldn't ever wanna go back to THAT because of This and That and That and THIS which I have no issue with cuz it would be impossible for me to go back to that anyway lmao
It works both ways tho my bad memories also get attacked by positive ones we find a balance <3
#I don't see it as a negative thing really#it's very easy to look back at the past with rose tinted glasses when people focus on the good#and it's also very easily to look @ everything as bad when bad things happened#usually I do a bit of a mix#the thoughts usually most clear in my head are my negative once about all the bad that's happened to me#which then I pat down and go Yeah those are valid but there were also some good times ya had#people that you love. fun that you had#and it's just livin in the moment NOW making efforts to prepare for the future#no matter how long it takes just keep going forward until I reach a point where it's livable#these bad things that happened to me shaped me into who I am#but the good things also did too#whatever issues I've got I've been able to deal with a lot of it just by being who I am#so obviously there's just the good and bad in life ÂŻ\_(ă)_/ÂŻ like we chillin#at this point my anxiety about assuming the worst all the time is laughable with how absurd it is#AND when the worst DOESN'T happen then it's like a reward ^^#expect the worst. lower ur expectations. be pleasantly surprised even tho u already knew it would never be that bad#obviously this is a very personalized experience so expect nothing of value outta what I say#my brain works is ~mysterious ways~#my negative experiences are genuinely valid btw I don't disregard them with positivity#I always keep in mind these bad experiences cuz otherwise if I disregard them then I'd be letting people just walk all over me#or I'd be getting into situations that I know I can't handle anymore#just cuz good things happened doesn't mean the bad stuff suddenly goes away !!!#but also can't let the bad consume you there's gotta be a healthy balance#it's a whole thang LMAO certain mentalities work for dealing with urself vs dealing with others#I could go into more depth about it but I will REFRAIN unless someone wants to egg me on#also ignore any typos I just woke up LMAO
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"Look who's talking, Mr Ponytail and a Crop Top," Steve says with a smartass grin.
Eddie looks down. "Huh?"
"You," he waves toward Eddie's general vicinity, "looking like some kinda Metal Cheerleader." He noticably swipes his tongue over his bottom lip.
Okay. This is it, this is the perfect moment to tell Steve he's sending signals that he definitely doesn't understand he's sending.
"Steve," he has to clear his throat before continuing, "I need to tell you something."
He leans in, wide eyed and focused. "Yeah?"
That's not helpful. "Um. So, to guys like me... Gay," he chokes out, still hard to say aloud even though he knows Steve knows, "sometimes you say things or do things that come off as...flirty. And I know you didn't know," he rushes to explain, "but I wanted to make you aware. To not do that. You know, in case the wrong person overhears it. It's a safety concern," he finishes lamely. Safety concern! Ugh. More like 'You're breaking my heart, I can't take much more of it.'
He waits for Steve to say something but he's just blinking owlishly.
"Steve?" He prompts, concerned.
"......yeah?" He finally seems to come back to himself. His eyes drift away, over Eddie's shoulder. "So...you want me to stop flirting?"
"Yeah, just in case, you never know who-" Wait. What? "What?"
Steve still isn't looking him in the eye. "What?" He mumbles.
"Did you say..." He can't even repeat it, it sounds like putting words in his mouth, but he did say that, right?
"Yeah. Sorry. I'll stop. I didn't realize it was bad, I guess. I thought... It's stupid. Nevermind. I'm gonna, um, take off actually. I'll see ya around, maybe."
He hops off the back of the van and actually starts walking away, like they're not 6 miles from his house. That snaps Eddie out of the paralysis spell he was under, adrenaline taking over like a bump of cocaine.
"No!" He shouts, like an insane person, and then takes it one step further by jumping up and tackling Steve into the grass.
"Uggff," Steve grunts when Eddie accidentally shoulders him in the gut, but he ignores the embarrassment in favor of crawling up his body so they're eye to eye.
He gets Steve's face between two hands and smooshes it. "Were you flirting with me on purpose?" He shouts.
"Are you serious?" He mumbles, half coherent, through pursed lips. "I'm gonna jump into the quarry."
"Answer the question!" He rattles Steve's head a little bit, for good measure.
"I work for Scoops Ahoy." Steve deadpans, unamused.
Eddie is going to throw one hell of a tantrum in a second. "Steve."
He smacks Eddie's hands away from his face. Doesn't bother to move out from under Eddie, he notes absently. "Yes, dude, obviously I was flirting with you on purpose! I thought that was, like, an understood thing that was happening. Why are you surprised?"
He feels like he's losing his mind. Why are you surprised the grass is made out of taffy? Would've made more sense as a question.
"Because you're straight." The duh is implied.
Sensibly, he asks, "Why would I flirt with you if I was straight?"
Eddie becomes very aware of every inch they are pressed together. Aware of the sound of the leaves rubbing together in the wind, aware of Judas Priest still playing through his speakers. Love Bites is a hell of a track to be having this revelation to.
"You're not straight?"
"No."
"And you were flirting?"
"Yes."
"With me?"
He rolls his eyes, not an ounce of bitchiness lost to his embarrassment. "No, Eddie, with the crusty blanket on your van floor. Yes, of course with you- Mmmphh!"
They probably shouldn't be making out on the ground at Settlers Quarry in broad daylight but, honestly, the shambling corpse of Jason Carver could show up right now and Eddie would not give two shits. Steve slides a hand down the back of Eddie's pants, grabbing what little bit of ass cheek he has, and Eddie thinks, Hope you're watching from hell, you bastard. Enjoy the show.
#eddie: you were flirting with me on purpose?!!!#steve: all those girls were right not to go out with me im a fraud im a fake i couldnt flirt my way out of a wet paper bag#idiots to lovers#steddie#ficlet#my writing
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Star Rail and Genshin men: Giving them the silent treatment
Characters: Boothill, Diluc, Jing Yuan, Lyney, Moze, Neuvillette, Sunday, Venti, Wriothesley, Yanqing
Notes: female reader, blood, injury, creepy guy in Diluc's, jealousy, drinking, Moze being Moze
Author notes: FINALLY FREE OF FINALS!!! Prepare for more posts in the future hehe. Comment if you want a pt 2 (let us know what men you want!)
Boothill
Boothill is all kinds of confused right now. After that damn profnana messed with his head, now you avoiding and not talking him has his brain in overdrive.Â
He doesnât fully know what changed. March 7th told him what profnana tried to make him do to you. He really wishes he could shoot that forkin thing in the head after the shirtbag tried to make him shoot you. March 7th also said he talked about his past but heâs fine with that. So he really doesnât get what is up with you.
Youâre sitting in one of the open sitting areas Boothill has on his ship thinking about all that has happened. You met Boothill early into your journey as a galaxy ranger and were always really close with him. He helped you so much and liked being around you so he asked you to join him.Â
You two only grew even closer as time passed and everyone knew you were more than friends. You two only got together before the whole trip to Penacony so the relationship is still fresh. But that isnât whatâs bothering you or has you upset.Â
Itâs about Boothillâs past. It broke your heart hearing a young Boothill talk instead of the raspy voice youâre so used to and love. As you listened to that little soft voice talk about his past, you couldnât stop your heart from breaking. It also made you realize you donât know much about him. You know he wants revenge on the IPC for what they did to his planet but you didnât know what happened.
Did he not trust you as much as you thought he did? Did he only see this arrangement as convenient to help reach his goal? Does he actually have feelings for you? You donât know and donât know how to talk to him about it. You feel the ship go into cruise mode indicating Boothill planned the next planet and you two have time before you get there.Â
You canât help but get frustrated at yourself because all you want to do is to talk to him but you donât know how. You start to tear up while thinking about a plan when you hear him walking into the room.
Boothill was quick to set the ship to cruise so he can figure out whatâs going on. Once heâs got everything lined up, he makes his way to where you are.
He sees you with your head down and your hands clenching at your pants. He instantly knows something is wrong. Boothill makes quick strides over to where youâre sitting to start figuring this out.Â
He stays standing and tilts your head up to see your red eyes and tear stained face. Boothill rarely gets shot but seeing you like this feels like heâs got shot hundreds of times. He lets go of your face and sits next to you and pull you into his lap. Boothill tucks your head into his neck then says, âI canât help ya, if ya donât tell me whatâs wrong.âÂ
Youâll pull yourself from his neck to look at him. He reaches one of his hands up to wipe your tears which makes you let out a shaky breath. You lean your forehead again his and quietly ask, âBoothill, do you not trust me? Am I a bad girlfriend?â
Boothill eyes are wide open now as he stumbles out, âWait whaddya mean? Of course I do. I trust ya with my life. And youâre not a bad girlfriend at all. Why would you ask that?âÂ
You look down not being able to look him in the eyes anymore and start to play with the zipper on his shirt, âWhen you talked about your past with that soft voice my heart broke. But it also made me realize I never got to know you.â You start to cry again but you continue to talk, âI want to know you more. I want to help you. I want you to count on me so I donât have to hear that soft little boys voice be in pain again.âÂ
Boothill tilts your head back up to face him. He wipes your tears then kisses your cheeks, âBaby I want nothinâ more than to share everythinâ with you. Iâm sorry thatâs the way you had to find everythinâ out. From now on Iâll be more open with ya. But you also gotta promise you wonât shut yourself out from me and doubt yourself. Okay? I love you.âÂ
You look him in the eyes and respond, âI promise Boothill. I love you too.â Then you go to give him a tight hug burying yourself in his neck again. Boothill quickly returns the hug holding you tightly to him and pressing a soft kiss on your forehead.Â
Diluc
Diluc didnât think he could meet anyone as stubborn as Kaeya, that was before you decided to give him the silent treatment. It has been two days since your guys argument.Â
It all started at Angelâs Share. You asked Diluc to teach you how to make drinks so you can help him and Charles when times got busy. After a while you started working there. You love your job and everyone you get to meet. Well most people.Â
You love the regulars like Venti, Kaeya, and Rosaria. You also love when Lisa drags Jean here or when you meet new faces from or outside of Mondstadt. But there are a good amount of men who have been creepy towards you. You keep your work outfit simple with a white blouse and a black skirt (and sometimes Dilucâs jacket when you get cold). Whenever a man gets too creepy or tries to touch you Diluc is quick to stop the situation and kick the man out.Â
Your outfit isnât that revealing. You made sure to keep the skirt at a medium length so no perverts could try to see something they shouldnât. You also keep your chest covered so again no perverts could be weird. But sadly itâs only been getting worse lately and itâs making you stressed.Â
One night Diluc couldnât get to Angelâs Share until later in the evening due to a meeting he had to be at. You are perfectly fine working with Charles and love talking to him when times are slow. Tonight is pretty slow but a couple groups needed refills so you offered to do it so Charles can stay behind the bar and continue his conversation with Kaeya.
You walk over to the group in the far back corner and see all the men drunk. You roll your eyes before tending to them. You ask if they would like anymore drinks but all they respond with is that they want you to warm them up. You ask again if they want DRINKS but none of them say yes so you begin to walk away. As you do one of the sleazy guys grabs your wrist and pulls you back. He starts to say something but that is before you see a tanned hand grabbing the guys wrist. You look up to see Kaeya glaring at the man.Â
âLet go of her now and get the hell out of here.â The men quickly follow Kaeyaâs order and he follows them out making sure they donât try to come back in. When heâs outside he sees Diluc walking towards him and says a little hello. Diluc quickly asks what happened and Kaeya relays the story. Diluc gets visibly mad and stomps inside to go find you. Once he does he grabs your hand and has you follow him to a spare room upstairs.
He gives you his jacket and asks if you are okay and if the guy did anything to you. You say youâre okay and that he didnât do anything. Diluc shakes his head and tells you to stop working here and that you donât have to work because he can fully support the both of you. You argue back saying youâre going to continue working here whether or not he likes it or not. Then march out of the bar leaving him behind.Â
Diluc then quickly follows you after telling Charles heâs got to go. He also turns to Kaeya and begrudgingly thanks him and leaves. Kaeya knows you two got into an argument but he definitely knows you arenât too mad because you left still wearing his jacket.Â
After you thought about it for two days you realized you overreacted. You barely let him explain why he thought about you stopping now you feel bad because you havenât spoke to him in three days. So you sat down in front of the fire waiting for him to get back from his Dark Knight Hero patrol.Â
Diluc walks into his mansion expecting it to be pitch black but he sees you sitting in front of a fire. He sets his sword by the entrance then makes his way over to you.Â
He kneels in front of you and breaks the silence, âHey, everything okay? Did you have a nightmare, is that why youâre down here?âÂ
Oh this man even when youâre giving him the silent treatment he is still asking if youâre okay. You shake your head and respond, âNo I was waiting for you to apologize.â You brush his bangs out of his eyes, âIâm sorry Diluc. I overreacted and didnât let you explain why you wanted me to stop. I just want to help you and not sit around here all day. Plus working at the bar with you is so fun. I get to see you in a whole different light and I love it. I donât want to let go of that.âÂ
Diluc gives you a smile and reaches for your hand and gives it a tight squeeze, âNo pretty girl itâs me who should be apologizing. Iâm sorry for getting so mad, I just hate seeing you get harassed. It also didnât help Kaeya was the one to help you and not me. But you donât have to stop. Just every time you work I want to be there so I can stop it or prevent it.â
You smile down at him and squeeze his hand, âThat is perfectly okay with me. I have more fun working with you anyways, sorry Charles. I love you Diluc.â
Diluc smiles and brings your hand to his lips to give your knuckles a soft kiss and replies without hesitation, âI love you too.âÂ
Jing Yuan
You thought you believed the phrase âwisdom comes with ageâ because that is Jing Yuan in his entirety. But now? You are starting to doubt that very much, because itâs not very wise to have wise to have an old friend spear you to take out an enemy now is it?Â
While you do understand that everyone was ready to defeat Phantylia at any cost, you really didnât think that Jing Yuan would try to sacrifice himself in the process. Did he even think at all during that moment? Let alone think about how heâd leave you behind? Youâve already been left behind by so many people, and Jing Yuan knows all about how thatâs affected you. So why would he try to leave you behind too?
When Jing Yuan first comes back after the fight was over, his first priority was to see you. He wanted to make sure you were okay, and he wanted to make sure that you didnât find out about his little stunt against the Lord Ravager. He didnât want you to worry about him. But unfortunately for him, March 7th found you first and told you all about the fight, including Dan Heng hurling his spear through him.
To say you were upset and fuming might have been the understatement of the century, because as soon as he came into your line of sight you were glaring daggers at him. Yanqing had been right next to you when Jing Yuan came up to you and he could feel the anger coming off of you so he turned around and ran off before he got caught in the middle of a âloverâs quarrelâ as the General called them.
âGOOD LUCK GENERAL DONâT DIE!â Yanqing gave his best regards to the General before scampering off to avoid your rage. Jing Yuan tilted his head amusedly before fully looking at your expression. âNow what could have you this angry, my dear?â If it was even possible you narrowed your eyes even further and harshly grabbed his wrist and dragged him to your shared home.Â
The entire time you were dragging him tears were burning in your eyes because even though you are behind thrilled that Jing Yuan is safe and sound you canât help but think that he wanted to leave you behind too, just like everyone else. âMy dear, can I request that you be a little less harsh, your grip is beginning to hurt my wrist? Also, may I know what is troubling you so much? You know you can confide in my right my dear?â
When he said that you had reached his room and you dragged him to the nearest chair and shoved him in it, while also being careful not to aggravate his glaringly obvious injury. When you lift up his shirt to take a look at the injury and once you see the blood seeping through the bandages, you take a minute to take a deep breath before finally talking to him.Â
âJing Yuan, tell me were you really trying to leave me behind too? Why would you ever think that having your old friend throw his spear through you to defeat an enemy is alright?! Donât you always teach Yanqing to not be reckless?? What you did goes against those teachings donât you think?! Please, Iâm begging you, tell me why you thought that was the best course of action? Did you even think at all? Let alone about leaving me behind, like everyone else has?!âÂ
Jing Yuanâs eyes widen in alarm before heâs trying to get up to comfort you. âDonât you even think about getting up Jing Yuan! Do you want to make your injury worse?â At that he say right back down and responded sitting down. âMy dear let it be known that what I did was the only option that we had to defeat that Lord Ravager, lest I become a Mara Struck. That, my dear, wouldâve been much worse a fate than I would ever allow you to witness. I am deeply sorry for worrying you, know this, I will never leave you behind, not if I can help it. Though as an Arbiter General you just realize that I cannot choose my death as freely as others can.âÂ
You turn around after he finishes and he realizes that you had been crying this entire time. âI know that Jing Yuanâs, I knew that the second I got into this relationship with you that your life as an Arbiter General was not going to lead to a pretty death, but sacrificing yourself like you did is beyond me! What would the Luofu do without you? What would I do without you?? Please just donât leave me behind, I canât take anyone else leaving me.â
Jing Yuanâs eyes soften and he beckons you to come closer to him. As soon as you reach him heâs standing up and wrapping his arms round you and kissing your forehead. âMy dear I will never leave you, not of my own accord and that I swear on my life. I am deeply sorry for any pain I have caused during this time. When I am fully healed I intend to make this up to you to the best of my abilities.â You gently wrap your arms around him and place your head on his chest. âI will hold you to that my darling, I love you so much.â He smiles softly down at you before leaning his head on top on your head. âAnd I love you so much more dearest.â
The next day Yanqing giggled and smiled smugly before remarking with hand gestures and all. âI see the General lived through yet another âloverâs quarrelâ. Nice job General, Iâm impressed, can I have a few pointers?â Jing Yuan looked at him with the most deadpan expression before smiling softly and telling Yanqing to get back to training.
Lyney
A magicianâs charm is like no other, that is the first thing you learned when you met Lyney. And it became even more prominent when you got into a relationship with him. His charm is his best quality and it attracts so many people, including unwanted gazes of new assistants of his.
As his popularity as a magician was increasing, Lyney decided that he should get a few more assistants to make his shows run more smoothly. And you are perfectly fine with him getting more assistants, after all that thatâs how you two met. But this new assistant he chose is getting in every last one on your nerves, because who is she to flirt nonstop and try to get to get with your magician, when it is incredibly obvious that you two are together?
While you are helping prep for Lyneyâs next show, it seems that the new assistant, Louise as youâve unfortunately come to learn, is yet again all over Lyney. Instead of actually preparing the necessary materials for the show, Louise is clinging to Lyneyâs and asking about a million questions about completely random topics. Everyone in the room can see that Louise has the hots for Lyney, his magicianâs charm seems to work wonders, must to your dismay.Â
Even though he has a show to prep for and he has a girlfriend, Lyney doesnât try to stop Louise and her antics at all, he even answers all of her random questions. Itâs quite disheartening to see your boyfriend have another girl all over him and him not stop any of those advances, it makes it look like he doesnât have a girlfriend when he actually does.Â
âOh Lyney! What are you going to have for dinner after this? Do you want to go get dinner together? Iâd love to have dinner with you!â You had to walk away to keep yourself from gagging at her horrible flirting. Though you stopped when you heard Lyneyâs chuckle in response. âOh my dear, what a most generous offer that is indeed! I have yet to make plans for dinner, but I will get back to you on my thoughts on dinner after this show, so wait for me alright?âÂ
When you heard him say that your heart broke and you couldnât help but let the tears fall from your eyes. Was he really going to have dinner with another girl, when having dinner with you, Lynette, and Freminet, has been your tradition since you guys were in your âcourting stageâ as Lyney loved to call it.Â
Lynette, who saw the whole interaction, was also very stunned that Lyney was entertaining the thought of having dinner with someone else. She walked up to Lyney and told him that the show was starting soon and that he needed to get on stage and then immediately went to find you. When she found you, you were sitting on one of the boxes that was backstage hugging your knees to your chest and your head buried on top of them. Lynette could tell that you had heard what Lyney said and walked up to you.
âHey, I heard what that idiot said, just try not to take it to heart I guess. Heâs not one to let people know theyâre bothering him. If I had to guess heâs, probably, going to turn her down after the show. If itâs any consolation, I am also mad that he would ditch us for that idiot of a girl.â You look up at Lynette while she talks and silently nod your head in agreement.Â
After the show ended, the first thing Lyney did was look for you because you were always waiting backstage with a hug and a kiss for him. When he didnât immediately see you when he walked off stage, he was very confused because you had never missed your routine hug and kiss, itâs become a tradition for you two. While he is looking for you, Louise clings onto his arm and begins questioning him about dinner again. He looks down at her and says that heâs looking for you and that he canât talk right now. Louise letâs go at that and walks away.
Once Lyney finds you, he realizes that you havenât moved since the show began. âHello there, my dove! Let us go home now shall we?â You look up at him silently and get off the box you were sitting on and begin walking out. Lyneyâs eyes widen in alarm once he sees the dried streaks of tears on your face and when you start walking he rushes to grab your hand.Â
âOh my dearest dove, what could have you crying?â You shake your head and continue walking, because you canât handle talking to him right now. Not after him basically accepting to eat dinner with another girl. He decides to leave it alone until you get home because that is the best place to discuss what happened. Once you two get to your home, you fumble with the key to unlock the door and more tears begin to fall out of your eyes in frustration.Â
Lyney sees this and gently grabs the key out of your hand and unlocks the door. He grabs your hand and pulls you to your shared room, so that you two can sort all of this out in private. Once you reach your room you let go of his hand and sit on the bed and pull your knees to your chest again and look away from Lyney. His eyes soften and he walks around to the other side of the bed and wraps his arms around you.
âMy dove, what is it thatâs troubling you? Please talk to me, I want to help you but I canât do that if you donât tell me what the problem is.â You shake your head and mumble âitâs nothing, just go have dinner with Louise.â His eyes widen again before he realizes that you mustâve hear him and Louise talking about dinner before the show.Â
âOh my dearest dove, I was never going to entertain her and have dinner with her. I just didnât want to create animosity before the show, though you have my deepest apologies for even saying that I could have dinner with her. I will never have dinner with anyone but you, Lynette, and Freminet. You have my word on that, I promise. So please forgive me for making you cry.âÂ
You look up at him and swiftly wrap your arms around him and bury your head in his chest. âPlease never do that again, I donât think my heart could take it. I love you too much for you to do that.â He lightly kisses the top of your head before responding, âmy dearest I love you more than you could possibly know.â
Letâs just say that he got an earful from Lynette when it was time for dinner, because no way was he ever eating with anyone eot on her watch.
Moze
Birthday presents are surprises. At least thatâs how theyâre supposed to be. Moze does not seem to understand this, not at all. Mozeâs birthday was coming up and you wanted to surprise him, but could he let that happen? No apparently he could not, and he just had to spoil your surprise.
His birthday was coming up and you wanted to surprise him and get him a new custom dagger, you thought he would really like it. So when you decided what to get him, you got up extra early that morning and slipped out of your shared bed to go to the blacksmith. You made sure you were extra quiet so you didnât wake Moze up and spoil your surprise.Â
When you finally made it to the blacksmith and made your order you decided to walk around and get some food. The dagger wouldnât be ready until later that week so you had a lot of time on your hands. You decided to bring some food back for Moze and when you got back to your shared home he appeared out of nowhere and nearly gave you a heart attack.
âMoze seriously you got to stop appearing out of nowhere like that, youâre going to give me a heart attack one day.â He softly laughs and wraps his arms around you. âWhereâd you run off to this early in the morning my love? You never get up this early.â You panic internally for a moment before you remember that you got food too, so you donât have to worry about spoiling his surprise. âI went and got some food for us for breakfast, I woke up early and couldnât fall back asleep, so I thought why not get some food?â He takes that answer and leave it at that.
Later that week you had to go pick up the dagger again, conveniently it was the day of Mozeâs birthday. That day you got up early once more and snuck out of bed to go pick up his present. Though little did you know that when Moze woke up not long after he was surprised to not find you in bed once again, 2 times in one week? Thatâs suspicious, so he wanted to make sure you were okay, so he decided to go look for you.Â
He was looking all around the Yaoqing and he found you outside a blacksmith holding and admiring a dagger. What could you possibly need with a dagger? He decided to walk up to you to ask you about it and once he was in front of you, you about jumped out of your skin. âMoze! I swear please stop appearing out of nowhere!â You also realize that you have the dagger on full display so you quickly hide it behind your back.Â
âNow why are you hiding a dagger behind your back my love? Thatâs dangerous you know.â You then realize that he caught you red handed and quickly put the dagger in the bag you had along with the little card you made inside and shove it in his hands and run off. He stands there stunned at the fact that you just ran away, but before following you he looked inside the bag that you had given him. It held the dagger and a cute little note that said âHappy Birthday Moze! I love youâ with a little heart next to it. He then realized that today was indeed his birthday and he came to the realization that he spoiled your gift for him.
When he finds you after he looked at your gift, you are in your shared room on the bed with your head between your knees silently crying, though he could still hear it, it is Moze after all. He quickly puts the bag on the nightstand and gets on the bed and pulls you into his lap. âMy dearest love you have my deepest apologies for spoiling your gift for me. I wanted to make sure you were okay since you left so early but that does not excuse me from spoiling your surprise. Please forgive me my love.â
You look up at him teary eyed and bury your face in his neck. âYou really donât get the point of surprises do you, please try not to be so nosy around your birthday next year. I love you too much to have your birthday surprise spoiled.â He laughs softly before gently taking your head out of his neck and softly kissing your lips. âAnd I love you, Iâll try not to be so nosy next year, though I did forget it was my birthday in all fairness.â Your jaw drops at that and you realize that you have a new story to tell Jiaoqiu and Feixiao.
Letâs just say you three did not let him live down forgetting his own birthday, but you did it by giving him the best birthdays ever. Though when you told Jiaoqiu and Feixiao about all of this, Moze was lectured for hours on how to not ruin a surprise.
Neuvillette
Neuvillette is stressed. He doesnât completely get âthe silent treatmentâ. Why is it even a thing? Donât humans love communicating? So why do they do this to themselves?Â
Furina watches in amusement seeing all the gears in Neuvilletteâs turn trying to figure out why youâre giving him the silent treatment. You went to her to talk about how much heâs been working and it feels like he doesnât even try to make time for you two anymore. She told you to talk to him about it because thatâs the only way itâs ever going to get fixed. Little did she know it was going to make everything worse.Â
You went to talk to Neuvillette about it that night after you talked with Furina and he completely brushed it off. All he said was âWhat do you mean? Arenât we spending time together now? We do this every night, get ready together and go to bed. Thatâs spending time together.âÂ
You try to explain that you want to do more than that. You want to go on a date with him, you want to go on a walk, or even just stay in and cuddle. All he said back was âAs the Iudex I am quite busy and you know that.â Then went to bed. Since then youâve been ignoring him and going to bed before he gets home so now his routine is thrown off and he hates it.Â
Furina speaks up, âMy dear Iudex what is troubling you?âÂ
Neuvillette looks up at Furina and asks âWhy am I getting the silent treatment? I donât get itâÂ
âWell Neuvillette, do you make time for her? Do you take her on dates? Do you get her flowers? Do you show her you love her?â
Neuvillette clears his throat and looks away, âUm⌠noâŚâ
âHere lies your problem. Itâs like how you make time every week to have a tea party with me and relax. Or catch up with Sigewinne. Youâre not making time for your girlfriend you claim to love.â
Neuvillette sits there and reflects on this. He looks at Furina and says, âI must go. I have to fix this.âÂ
Furina smiles and dismisses him as he walks out she calls out to him, âThereâs no cases today so take the rest of the day off. But you have to start planning this stuff on your own.â Neuvillette shakes his head and leaves his office.Â
He stops on his way back home to get you flowers and some baked goods. Neuvillette arrives home and looks for you. He sees you and walks towards where youâre sitting in the bay window.Â
Youâre shocked when you see Neuvillette home so early and then you see whatâs in his hands. He has flowers and baked treats.Â
Neuvillette reaches you and begins to ramble, âMy love I am so sorry. I didnât put into perspective your feelings and how you want to spend more time with me. Which you 100% deserve because we are in a relationship and as a good boyfriend I must be present and make time for you. So after today I am going to make more time for you. I mean well it starts today as well because I am taking you out for dinner tonight. But in the mean time enjoy these flowers and treats I got you. I promise I wonât ever do this again. I love you so much.âÂ
You watch and Neuvillette catches his breath after that long declaration but it makes you smile. You scoot over and make room for him to sit next to you. You pat the cushion and he is quick to listen and sit next to you. You grab the flowers and treats and put them to the other side of you.Â
You turn to give your full attention to Neuvillette. You reach out your hands and cup his face, âThank you Neuvillette, that means a lot to me. I canât wait for the date tonight and for many other moments together. I love you so much.â You go to give him a kiss which he quickly returns and pulls you closer to him.Â
Once you two break apart you stare lovingly at each other. Neuvillette vows to himself he will never have this happen again because he HATES the silent treatment.Â
Sunday
Youâve known Sunday and Robin since you were kids. The three of you were always playing together and created some unforgettable memories. Robin could tell yours and Sundayâs feelings grew into something stronger as you three got older. She made it her mission to get you two together before she left Penacony which she was successful with.Â
You laugh at her determination now but it also breaks your heart. You are Sundayâs girlfriend but you never knew what he was planning and what he was going through. You canât help but blame yourself a little bit with not being able to stop him. But youâve heard heâs out of confinement and planning on leaving. Is he really leaving you behind again? Can he not say goodbye? You look at the stars and wonder what will happen.Â
You hear a cautious hello behind you which makes you turn around. You see a young man with gray hair and a girl with pink and blue hair. You recognize them being the nameless that helped Penacony. âWhy hello you two. Iâm sorry I donât remember your names could you remind me?â
The girl introduced herself as March 7th and the young man introduced himself as Caelus. March then asks, âMiss youâre Sundayâs girlfriend right?âÂ
You smile at her, âYes I am. I am sorry for all the trouble Sunday has caused you. Only if I knew I could have tried to stop him. But if youâre here to ask where he is, I donât know. I just know heâs leaving and he could have left.âÂ
March quick responds, âOh we arenât looking for him. We were curious if you would like to come with us? Like back to the Astral Express? We want to invite you to become a Nameless if you would want to.âÂ
You think about the offer and quickly agree because you donât exactly have a purpose right now. This can give you what youâre looking for.Â
March and Caelus took you back to the express where they showed you around and introduced you to Himeko, Dan Heng, and Pom Pom. Himeko tells you everyone has agreed to make you a Namless and that Welt is bringing someone else back to see if the Express wants them as a Nameless. To kill time you sit with March and Caelus.Â
You hear the door open and you see Welt and someone walking behind him. The person feels so familiar. March and Caelus stand up and walk over which you follow them. You stand behind them listening to Welt catch everyone up. Then you see him walk out from behind Welt. The man you dreamed of seeing since this whole disaster started.Â
Everyone begins to vote and say yes. Sunday looks happy but Pom Pom is quick to say, âWell we havenât heard from our other new recruit. What do you think?â You step out from Caelus and March and make eye contact with Sunday and he sucks in a breath. âYes I agree. He should become a Namless.â Everyone smiles and cheers for Sunday but he is frozen in place.Â
As soon as you and Sunday recite the creed you quickly go off ignoring Sunday. He tries to reach out for you but he realizes itâs futile. He knows he messed up. Welt comes up behind him and places a hand on his shoulder, âDonât give up so fast. Youâre on a new journey, donât you want her on it? Go and talk to her.âÂ
Sunday quickly follows where he saw you go and sees you looking at the stars. He takes a deep breath and walks over to stand next to you, âArenât they beautiful? Theyâre real and not fake ones. Iâve grown to learn that someday we will wake up from our dreams and have to face reality. I know that better than anyone now. After saying goodbye to Penacony and Robin I realized that I must start a new path. I regret not finding you first. Youâve always been in my path, dreams, future, anything really. I am lucky the Nameless are giving me this chance to fix everything. My angel I am so sorry. I should have went to you first, but I just thought about how I shouldnât. You shouldnât have to deal with a criminal and someone that went on the wrong path.â He starts to tear up, âAeons I cannot imagine a life without you. I want you in my life and I want to take this next step with you. I am truly and deeply sorry for all I have caused. I love you so much. I understand if you donât want to be with me anymore but just know if you give me another chance Iâll do everything in my power to prove to you I will change.âÂ
You turn to face him and start to cry looking at his tears. You dive right into his chest and hold onto him tight. He quickly wraps his arms around you and cries with you. You missed this, you missed him. Sundayâs familiar scent is home to you.Â
You hiccup, âSunday, Sundayâ you grip him tighter. âI donât care if youâre criminal. I donât care if you walked the wrong path. I want you. Yes it hurt that you didnât say goodbye but I know that it isnât necessary because anywhere you go, Iâll follow. Iâll always be right with you because I love you so much. I want nothing more than to continue this Nameless journey with you.âÂ
Sunday takes a deep breath and buries his face in your neck and plants light kisses on your neck. Between kisses he thanks you and promises you it will always be you and him.Â
Venti
When youâve been alive as long as Venti has, you tend to not forget things you find precious or important. At least thatâs what you had come to think. But now you are starting to doubt that. Because why else would you be sitting in front of Windrise for hours all by yourself, with all the picnic essentials, and no sign of your lovely bard showing up, if he didnât forget?
When it started to get dark you decided that you had waited long enough for Venti to show up and made your way back to the city. When you walked through the gates you run into Rosaria, which was a pleasant surprise because you only really see her when you go to Angelâs Share with Venti.Â
âOh, hey there Rosaria! How are you doing tonight?â She tilts her head at you and looks at you a little confusedly, âhuh Iâm surprised you arenât at Angelâs Share with that bard tonight. Heâs never there without you anymore, something happen between you two?â Now itâs your turn to look at her confused because what does she mean Venti is at Angelâs Share tonight?
âRosaria, what do you mean? Heâs at Angelâs Share right now?â You then mumble to yourself âthat would explain why he didnât come to Windrise for our picnic date then I guess.â Her eyes widen just a fraction before she narrows them. âYouâre telling me he skipped out on your date to go drinking with Kaeya, what a lousy guy.â
You let that all sink in before tears start forming in your eyes at the realization that you were in fact ditched by your beloved. You let your head fall before you quietly tell Rosaria that youâre going to go home now.
When you get to yours and Ventiâs shared home you place the picnic basket on the counter and you immediately go to your shared room. You change out of your clothes and hop into your bed, and it doesnât take long for the tears to pour out of your eyes. Next thing you know you hear Venti walk into the room, and you donât even want to know how long itâs been but youâre awake now but facing away from the door.Â
When he gets into bed you realize that you are now facing him and you will yourself to go back to sleep, because you donât want to cry anymore tonight. When he fully settles into bed he softly looks at you and notices that youâre awake and softly whispers to you.
âWell hello there my windblume, what has you up at this hour? Sleep is important you know.â He reaches to cup your face and when he rubs his finger across your cheek he realizes that itâs kinda of wet. âOh my windblume, whatever could have you crying?â He pulls you into his chest, and you immediately try to pull out of his hold and turn around.Â
He looks at you quizzically because you have never pulled away from him before. Did he upset you in some way? âMy dearest, please talk to me, I wish to know what is upsetting you. Allow me to be the one you confide in my windblume.â You sigh before whispering softly, because thatâs all you can manage without crying again.
âVenti do you remember what we planned to do today? Am I really that forgettable? That you would stand me up on our picnic date that weâve been planning for weeks? Was drinking with Kaeya really more important than our picnic?â Ventiâs face pales at what you said because he realizes that he totally forgot about your guysâ date.Â
âOh my dearest windblume, no apology could ever be worth your forgiveness and tears. But please allow me to apologize all the same, I have no excuse for forgetting our date. Please allow me to make it up to you in any way possible, Iâd even do the impossible for you because that is what you are worth. I hope you can find it within your heart to forgive me for this transgression but I know that an apology alone will not suffice. My beloved I am truly sorry.âÂ
Venti then wraps his arms around your waist and gently kisses the top of your head. You sigh softly and turn around in his embrace, hug him tightly, and bury your head in his chest. âPlease never forget about me again my beloved bard, I couldnât stand it ever again.â He takes one hand from around your waist and brings it to tilt your head up towards him and he gently kisses your lips. âNever again my beloved muse, I will never forget you again.â
Letâs just say from that point on you guys were practically glued to each other, you could never find one of you without the other, and thatâs just how everyone came to know and love Venti the bard and his muse.
Wriothesley
The strong and formidable Duke is passionate in his job. Maybe sometimes a little too much for your liking. Which is why you are shocked to hear from a guard that a big brawl broke out and your boyfriend was in the middle of it and didnât leave unscathed.Â
You went up to the surface to get some quick refills of some supplies you and Sigewinne needed before the bigger supply would come to the fortress. After hearing the news you quickly run to the fortress to see the wounded and you can tell the guys that were on the receiving end of your boyfriend. But you donât see the man in question here.Â
Sigewinne sees you come in and walks to meet you. âIf youâre wondering where His Grace is, he isnât here. I think he went to his office after the brawl. Go to him and Iâll stay here.â You nod and tell her to send a guard if she needs your help.Â
You walk to his office and smile at the guards and tell them not to come in. You hear grunts coming from upstairs knowing he is in pain. You head up the stairs and see him on his chair. You walk to one of the cabinets and grab the mini first aid kit you kept in here for situations like these. It only makes your blood boil now.Â
You got the kit and walk over to Wriothesley. You take a good look at his bruised face, split lip, blood dripping from his eyebrows, and scraped up knuckles. You see his nicely done hair flattened against his forehead and his nice dress clothes out of place. Then you see his bright blue eyes staring right at you. Wriothesley smirks at you, âIt was a rough one wasnât it haha.âÂ
You glare at him and unbutton his bloodied gray vest so he isnât wearing bloodied clothes, âOhhh so thatâs what you want. You wanna have some fun sweetheart?âÂ
You glare at him again and take off the vest. Then grab the kit and start working on his face. You clean up the blood and put some bandages on his face then some ointment on his split lip. âHey leave some scars, gotta scare the prisoners somehow.âÂ
Once again you sent him a glare, âWow thatâs a death glare. Wait why arenât you talking?â What a real funny question, he promised you last time he wouldnât take on a big brawl again. But he obviously didnât keep that promise. It makes you angry and upset. You just want him to stay safe, is that too much to ask?Â
You reach for his left hand start to clean and bandage it. You then switch to his right hand and canât stop the tears that fall. Which fall right onto his knuckle which makes his freak. âHey wait why are you crying? Sweetheart come on please look at me.â He grabs your chin and sees your tear stained eyes. âTalk to me please. I canât help if you donât tell me whatâs wrong.âÂ
You sniffle and let more tears fall, âYou broke your promise. You told me you wouldnât take on a brawl by yourself again. Wriothesley I get youâre the Duke but seriously hold yourself in a higher regard. You are still a person and donât deserve to be beaten up to stop a fight. You have people that can help you break it up. Itâs not your burden to carry all by yourself. Donât you care about your body? Because I do. I care SO much. I donât want to see your beautiful face beaten up and your nice clothes ripped and bloodied. It breaks my heart and I canât keep seeing you like this.âÂ
Wriothesley stops, wait were you breaking up with him? âSweetheart please donât break up with me. I know I promise, and Iâm very sorry I broke it. Iâm the Duke and I want to send a message and not have my men get hurt over stuff I can handle on my own. I truly promise from now on Iâll go into these situations better. Iâll bring extra men just archons donât break up with me. I love you so much it hurts.âÂ
You think he misinterpreted the last thing you said but at least this promise seems like one he wonât break. You smile at him, âIâm not breaking up with you handsome. You misunderstood.â You brush your hands through his hair, âI just donât like seeing you hurt. I like seeing your handsome face free of blood and bruises. I love you so much too Wriothesley.âÂ
Wriothesley smiles up at you and pulls you toward him and slots his lips with yours. You feel like with this kiss heâs sealing your promise.Â
Yanqing
Yanqing is not only recovering from his little run in with Blade and Dan Heng but is now having a crisis because youâre ignoring him for some reason?? He tried to ask Jing Yuan why you were avoiding him, but he was like âI donât know Yanqing, I think you need to solve your little loverâs quarrel by yourself.âÂ
To say he was bewildered might have been an understatement. All he wanted to do after he was thoroughly beat up by an infamous Stellaron Hunter and the previous High Elder was to just be in your presence and have you tend to his wounds because you always did it better than he ever could.Â
So here you sit, all by yourself, in the Exalting Sanctum, trying to calm yourself down. You just canât believe that Yanqing would try to recapture one of the Stellaron Hunters, when he knows just how dangerous they are, and all by himself on top of that.Â
When you had first heard that Yanqing had gone off on his own accord to try to recapture Blade, it wasnât even from Yanqing himself, rather from the seat of Divine Foresight himself. To say you were bewildered and just plain terrified was probably an understatement, because Blade is a very dangerous criminal with a high bounty on his head. Why would Yanqing try to go after him by himself for starters and without an order from Jing Yuan??
When he first got back after Jing Yuan told him to take his leave, he finds you sitting in Exalting Sanctum all by yourself looking quite upset. His first thought is that someone bothered you but when he reached where you were sitting all he got was a very harsh glare.Â
âHey there my dear, whatâs got you so upset? Did someone bother you?â You glare at him even harder once you see his injuries and stand up and huff before grabbing his hand and dragging him to your home. Yanqing can tell that you are very clearly upset but he canât seem to figure out why, because you have never been this mad before. You drag him to your room where you kept your medical supplies and push him to sit on your bed, and you were not that gentle with it.
He winces at the sting it causes his injuries when you push him and you glare harder at the floor. You grab your little medical kit that you have, for times just like this, and begin on working tending to his injuries. He looks at you quizzically, because by now you would have said something, anything at all in response to him, and he is growing more confused and nervous by the second, because was it something he did?
The silence between you two lasts for a little longer until he speaks up and asks âhey, did I do something wrong? Did I upset you somehow? Please just talk to me?â You look up and glare at him again before silently getting back to his injuries, and you donât know if itâs because youâre angry or because you were so nervous for his safety, but you realize that your hands are shaking.Â
Yanqing soon realizes this too and his eyes widen in alarm. âWait, why are you shaking? Please tell me whatâs wrong and Iâll do all I can to fix it, please, please just talk to me!â You begin to fumble with the last of his bandages and as soon as he sees that he grabs your hands with one of his and your face with the other. You look up at him and it doesnât take long for you to break, tears start forming in your eyes before youâre spilling whatâs bothering you.Â
âYanqing how could you think that going after a Stellaron Hunter all by yourself was a good idea?? Do you have any idea how worried I was when Jing Yuan told me that you went off on your own with no orders?? Blade is such a dangerous person and you thought that the best course of action was to go off on your own and try to recapture him?? You couldâve avoided getting these injuries, donât you know that?? It hurts me every time that I have to tend to your injuries because I know youâre out there getting hurt everyday and thereâs nothing I can do about it! Thatâs why Iâm upset Yanqing because I hate seeing you hurt!â
To say Yanqing was stunned was an understatement, because he was the reason you were upset? How could he have let that happen? âWait, Iâm so sorry my dear I never meant to upset you. I just wanted to prove myself and recapture the Stellaron Hunter after he escaped, I know heâs dangerous but I thought I could do it. Iâm sorry for overlooking your feelings when I get hurt, please forgive me.âÂ
Your eyes soften before you take your hands gently out of his and wrap your arms around him. âI forgive you Yanqing, please just stop being reckless alright?â His arms immediately come to wrap around you before he buries his head into your stomach. âI promise Iâll try to be less reckless, my dear.âÂ
Letâs just say that from that point on Jing Yuan was impressed when he noticed that Yanqing got just a little less reckless, and he mentally thanked you for that.Â
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Everyone gets âThe 90sâ look wrong and I hate it
Couple years ago I saw these two board games at the store back to back. Well, not saw them per se, but ya know. Spied them out of the corner of my eye. And for a moment without reading the text, I couldnât tell you which was which decade at first. Funny. Either they were in a rush to get these out the door or they wanted their throwback trivia game boxes to look uniform. I didnât think too much of it.
Only, from then on I started seeing it MORE. Every time someone markets a 90s or 80s throwback...
Goddammit theyâre identical! What??! How did we let this happen? As a 90s survivor and a designer, this drives me up a wall.
Look, I know Iâm late to the party to complain about âthe 90s lookâ when weâre just starting to get sick of the Y2K nostalgia train. But câmon, the 90s were not The 80s: Part Twoâ˘Â
Trust me when I say that we werenât all wearing neon trapezoids up until the year 2000. The 90s look being peddled is so specific to the tail end of the 80s and an early early part of the 90s - a part of the 90s when it wouldnât stop being the 80s. This is Memphis design being conflated with the wrong decade.
Keep reading for a long ass graphic design history lesson and pictures of old soda and fast food.
Specifically, the look is Memphis Milano, self-named by the Italian design house Memphis Group. Starting in the early to mid 80s, they made all sorts of furniture, fabrics and sculptures that were like a Piet Mondrian grid painting under heavy radiation. Their whole deal was defying the standards of existing industrial design up to that point on purpose. Chairs had weird arches, bookcases would be in strange alien colors, unusual materials like plastic or elastic were used in place of metal or wood, that sorta thing.
Memphis quickly became the signature look for the decade. You can tell somethingâs influenced by Memphis design from itâs telltale trademarks:
Clashing, neon colors.
Use of diametric shapes.
Contrasting patterns like zebra print stripes, confetti squiggles and checkerboards.
It wasnât long before Memphis Milano-inspired design was everywhere in 80s pop culture:
It was a special time, yes.
I was a kindergartener at the tail end of the 80s, so I knew Memphis mostly through the lens of kids media. Toys, clothes, games, tv shows used it like candy colored catnip. Cable channel Nickelodeon more or less adopted the Memphis aesthetic as their signature in-house style and practically built a monument to it at a Florida theme park:
I think this is why folks mistake what decade Memphis is representative of - 90s staples like Nick, Saved By The Bell, Fresh Prince - they all stayed around much longer than the design trendâs expiration date.Â
Couple that notion with the fact that companies are slow followers to design trends. Something gets popular and they want to get on the bandwagon? Gotta wait for the ink to dry, gotta wait for the production molds to be made. It would take a few years for them to completely work Memphis outta their system.
Now, this is not to say Memphis is bad! Personally Iâm a fan of the aesthetic, if my neon-drenched artwork wasnât a tip-off already. But it is a trend, and trends never last forever.
So what took the Memphis Milano look down for good? This partâs up for debate, but I personally think it had something to do with this dude:
Itâs that grunge music from Seattle thatâs so popular with the kids these days dontchaknow.
Once Smells Like Teen Spirit hit in 1991, the Nirvana tone drove the rest of the decade. Clean geometry became weathered, grainy and organic. Bright neon pastels became more bold. Bubblegum pop music sounded fake and manufactured. Attitude and apathy was authentic. Whatever.
Things got grungy. Things got grimy. Olestra was invented.
I think the best way to visualize this transition is how Cherry Coke entered the decade and how it left it:
1992 Memphis on the left, 1998 grunge junkie on the right. Fitting that the 90s would end with a design that looked like Darth Maulâs lungs.
Okay, so what should 90s retro design look like?
Continue on to PART TWO! Spoilers: No VHS filters or vaporwave needed, but maybe bring an antacid.
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After Hunt Showers
Pairing: Dean Winchester x reader SFW
Synopsis: After Sam denies Dean the first shower after a hunt, you let Dean join you.
Warnings: showering together, some light language, not fully edited (I gotta get to class đ)
The sound of rain hitting the windows of Baby would have lulled you to sleep on a regular day, however, after all the adrenaline from the hunt you just completed, sleep was nowhere in sight. Some rock song you didnât quite recognize right now was playing in the background acting like white noise. All you could think about on this ride home was getting into a scalding hot shower and wasting the dayâs torments away while you scrubbed all the grime and muck off yourself. You openly cherished the quiet time you got in the shower and the ability of a good shower to keep you sane.  Dean was humming along, drumming his fingers along to the drums on the steering wheel. You looked over to see what Sam was doing and caught Deanâs eyes in the rear view. When your eyes met for the brief encounter, he shot you a wink causing you to blush and roll your eyes in response. You could see the exhaustion in Deanâs eyes and a shade of purple shadowing under them. He looked like a zombie, cursed with the inability to sleep.Â
                  âI want first shower tonight, Sammy.â Dean said, reaching over to turn the car off.
                  âWhat? No way!â Sam turned to face him, âYou had first shower last time.âÂ
                  âToo bad Sammy. Eldest gets first showerâ Dean looked at you with a grin, âBack me up on this Y/N.â
                  âIâm not touching that argument with a ten-foot pole.â You put your hands up and laughed, âThatâs a two of you problem.â âYou could just shower in my room before me.â
                  âNo go, I know youâre exhausted.â Dean answered sternly looking back at you. His eyes softened looking at you and a small smile appeared. Dean put a hand on your knee before Sam started arguing again.
                  âI get first shower.â Sam asserted.
                  âDude, thatâs bullshit.â Dean turned back to face him, the look of brotherly annoyance returning across his face again.
                  âFine. Rock, paper, scissors.â Sam threw his hand on with a fist on the other.
                  Reluctantly, Dean did the same. The two looked sternly at each other, not breaking eye contact.Â
                  âRock, paper, scissors, shootâ Sam chanted.
                  âDamn it!â Dean yelled and threw his head back in defeat, âBest out of three.â
                  âWhat- dude.âÂ
                  âJust do it Sammy.â He insisted.
                  The same thing happened again, and Dean accepted his fate. This wasnât without complaining that Sam showered like a girl and took too much time. He decided that it would be quicker to wait for you to finish showering and then borderline drown himself when you got out. You and Dean walked into your motel room. Ever since you started dating, you slept in a separate room to give Sam some much needed privacy. Dropping your duffel from the car onto the floor next to the bed, you got out a change of clothes and walked into the bathroom to start the shower. It was a moment later when you walked out and saw Dean sitting in a wobbly desk chair, staring up at the ceiling, willing himself to shower when you were done. You felt bad seeing him this way.
                  âYell at me when youâre done, will ya.â Dean said, closing his eyes and leaning back into the chair.
                  âYou look exhausted.â You said, walking over and running your fingers through his hair.Â
                  It was still sweaty from running around all night; he needed a shower. Dean sighed deeply and leaned into your touch, nearly falling asleep.Â
                  âBut I still look beautiful right?â He popped an eye open to see your response and cracked a smile.
                  âI suppose so.âÂ
                  âSuppose so? Thatâs just hurtful Y/N/N.â Dean loudly clapped a hand over his chest in feigned offense.
                  You giggled, kissing him to make up for the comment, âWill you ever be able to forgive me?âÂ
                  âI suppose so.âÂ
                  You rolled your eyes and started running your fingers through his hair again, causing him to close his eyes again.
                  âWanna come shower with me? Itâll be quicker.â You asked.
                  âIâd never say no to that, but isnât the shower kind of your me time?â Dean answered.                Â
                  âYeah, but Iâm fine. You donât look like youâre staying awake much longer anyways.â
                  âSo, what youâre saying is, you want Dean time, not me time?âÂ
                  âIâm saying that Iâm pretty sure youâre not going to shower if you donât now, and I donât want your stink on me tonight when you have a death grip around me.â You poked the top of his head and smiled, âNow, are you coming or not?â
                  âIâd never miss the chance.â
                  You dropped your towel and stepped inside the shower, letting the steaming hot water hit your face and roll down. Dean followed quickly behind you, and you moved out of the way for him to soak his hair and wash his face once you had done so. Grabbing the shampoo, you lathered the soap into your hair and started rinsing out the blood, dirt, dust, and whatever else was in there. Dean moved out of your way so you could wash the shampoo out.Â
                  âYouâre beautiful.â He said, running his hands through your hair, now slick with conditioner.
                  âIâm flattered.â You replied, wrapping your arms around his neck and letting him pull you into a kiss. Dean yawned loudly while he helped rinse the conditioner out of your hair. You laughed and looked up at him, âAre you going to survive, pretty boy?âÂ
                  âNo.â He yawned again.
                  âLet me rinse your hair.â You said pulling him close and letting his head fall on your shoulder.
                  Dean wrapped his arms around your waist and closed his eyes, feeling the warmth of your embrace and your nails massaging the shampoo into his hair. You felt his eye lashes flutter against your shoulder and his breath fanning out against your skin. He had a tight grip around you and didnât seem to be letting go anytime soon. You moved to reach up and grab the handheld shower head and began rinsing the product out of hair, making sure to avoid getting any soap in his eyes.Â
                  âYou really should be more intentional about rest, Dean.â You said quietly.
                  âIâm fine.â He answered.
                  âNo, youâre not. Youâre exhausted.â âIâm not upset with you; I just want you to pay more attention to what you need.â
                  âYouâre probably right.â Dean said.
                  âDid I hear that right?â You feigned a gasp.
                  Dean raised his head and shot you a look making you laugh.
                  âHow about we sleep in tomorrow?â He asked.
                  âthatâs a good start.â You agreed carding your fingers through his dripping hair.
                  After finishing showering, the two of you got dried off. You brushed your teeth next to Dean as he rested his head on your shoulder. When doing your skin routine, he glued himself to you. Again, you felt his breath fanning against your skin and eyelashes fluttering against your neck. His warmth kept you from the chills you typically got after a shower.Â
                  âYou almost done?â He asked in whisper.
                  âAlmost.â You said with a small smile watching him.Â
                  Silently, you streaked moisturizer across his forehead when his eyes were closed. He popped an eye open and rubbed the stripe on his face, making it disappear in his skin.Â
                  âVery funny.â He breathed out.Â
                  âIt was.â You laughed and put it away.
                  âYou done now?âÂ
                  âYea.â
                  Dean pulled you into the bedroom and onto the bed before throwing the covers over the two of you. He let a groan when his head hit the pillow and grabbed for you to come closer to him. He was clingy at night, and tonight was no different.Â
                  âWant me to set an alarm?â You asked in a hushed voice.
                  âHell no.â He laughed, âSammy will bang on the door when itâs time to go.âÂ
                  âYouâre probably right.âÂ
                  âI know Iâm right.â He poked your side, âNow go to sleep. I love you.âÂ
                  âLove you too.â
                  You curled into his side and smiled feeling his kiss on the top of your head before soft snores emitted from Dean. Tonight, you were glad to not have your usual âme timeâ.Â
#dean winchester imagine#dean winchester one shot#dean winchester x reader#dean winchester fanfiction#dean winchester fic#dean winchester x y/n#dean winchester x you#supernatural x y/n#supernatural x you#supernatural x reader#supernatural fanfiction
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Wait, does the cheating thing on the bond always works? bcs that would be kinda freaky for R!Dipper like imagine you get pinned down by someone in the corner of a br or smthng and then said person kissed you and proceeded to explode into red mist and you literally have no idea what happened.
Also, would the constellation mark be a "cursed" Mark over the years, like you would give birth to a baby and the doctor says "đ I am so sorry ma'am,,, I'm afraid your baby has the Cipher Companion mark. ( could also be something equally as science-y like Ursa Major, Constellation Calamation, etc idk)" And you just burst into tears.
Would that mean that dipper would get into a special program(demon wrangling program or smthng, demonologist? Maybe)? Or would the parents hide it away hoping that Bill would never take their child away?
(Sorry this au is just very interesting to me,,,, I hope u get more motivation, keep writing author đŞ)
These are all options! The fun part of reincarnation AU being left ambiguous is that technically any of them could happen.
#And when Dipper regains his memory perhaps Mom!Mabel does too? That's gotta be pretty weird for them#Or maybe it's like 'wow. Huh. Well I guess that explains a few things#since they always acted a bit more like siblings than the average single mother/ cursed child dynamic#Sorry I just love this concept so much. I've actually thought about it a few times but I couldn't tell if that was like. a weird thing to do#An old bond once again rekindling itself by chance and the opportune nature of infinite lives <3#Mabel would be a good mom I think even though she looooves embarrassing her son so so much#He's way too caught up in stuff like fitting in and having friends when all he REALLY needs is to find one hot guy and lock that in#I think if the birthmark became the omen that it so clearly is Mabel would hype him up and try styling his hair to emphasize it#What a handsome and doomed young man! So SO cosmically doomed <3 She's very proud of him and his inescapable fate#And let's not be modest here. It was a teen pregnancy and she doesn't give a damn who the father is so long as there's this cutie patootie#She may also be one of the first parents after Dipper's first death who names him 'Dipper' again. Something about it. The name spoke to her#Okay but I don't wanna linger on just this because I love ALL of your tags and also it's way too late for me to rant about motherly love#I always just kind of assumed their cheating arrangement kicked in once Dipper was. Ya know. *Dipper* again.#Makes for at least a handful of awkward sweaty kisses for him to cringe about late at night until his husband arrives to clean the slate#The thought of it being an ETERNAL agreement I can also see. Bill's too possessive for his (Dipper's) own good smh#He's like. Five. It doesn't even mean anything when he kisses her. Just that he likes that she knows stuff about bugs and that's cool.#And she explodes. Not the best introduction into the world of romance. It causes a shit ton of trauma regarding romance and his own intimacy#He doesn't know that Bill's the one person he *CAN* kiss and it tears him up inside wondering what those lips feel like#First time Bill really reads the mood right and tries closing in on him Dipper shoves him away. THAT'S a miscommunication#Or maybe he just sort of. Thinks people explode when they get romantic and that's normal. He's kind of surprised Bill *didn't* explode#thank you for leaving room for angsty fanfictioners because I love terrible awful things happening to the mc that leave them forever changed#Some guy gets. Too close. Far too close. Dipper didn't even *want* to be there in the first place so why in the hell does it happen to him?#God that is just overflowing with character struggle and future issues with intimacy in his personal life. How would Bill even approach this#Who's more upset? Dipper for 'letting' it happen? Or Bill for not being able to protect him when it did?#They're both a mess in this scenario of course. Just a couple of guys unable to communicate how much they want to touch but just. Can't.#It's just so hard- Dipper wants to hold him. He wants to stay away. He has fantasies that make him sick to his stomach with lust and guilt#Bill's boiling beneath the surface but the threat's already been long dealt with. Still. There's the damage left behind in Dipper's chest#They'll figure it out eventually. Their love is a lot more than physical touch. It's spiritual. Even Dipper's nerd brain knows that#Dipper's first time with someone *Not* Bill back in his teen years is so bad that he just assumes sex is supposed to be 'meh#Then his husband comes along and shatters the goal post that is his expectations and it is great. Find someone who is so hot and so annoying
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compression. (sakusa kiyoomi x reader)
summary: atsumu is the perfect person to feed your obsession with kiyoomiâs arms.
word count: 1172
warnings: swearing, very mildly suggestive (if you squint), detailed descriptions of kiyoomiâs arms in compression sleeves so itâs not for the faint hearted
tags: @keiva1000 @kindnessspreads @msbyomimi
When you studied Marketing and Communications in university, you didnât exactly anticipate that your future would include you managing a V League Division 1 sports team. But every day when you went into work, you thanked the gods above that this is where your career path had led you, because that meant you could ogle Sakusa Kiyoomi and his infamous compression sleeves all day.
Oftentimes you were certain Kiyoomi didnât mean anything by them. For him, they were practical. They kept his arms taut and ready for the ball. They made his movements sharper. He received the ball better. He didnât have to feel his bare skin on the dirty court. These were all reasons you had heard straight out of his mouth. When you heard him mention them so nonchalantly, it almost made you feel bad for the absolutely sinful- borderline deranged- thoughts you had in your head about the way those sleeves made his arms look.
You were well aware of the kind of thoughts Kiyoomiâs choice of athletic wear caused among his fans. To put it simply and bluntly, they went feral over it. There were whole Twitter accounts dedicated to just his arms, or his chest. And as someone who often managed social media profiles for some of the members, you got to see the most unhinged of these comments with your own two eyes. And you would be the first to (secretly) admit that you agreed with 90% of what was being said, because holy shit did those sleeves do something to you.
Most of the time during practice, you could feel your eyes drift back over to the man in question, wearing a black sports tee and those godforsaken sleeves, working up quite the set as they played set after set to prepare for their next game. As the hours passed, Kiyoomi would get more and more disheveled, curls becoming unruly enough that he would grab a towel, biceps flexing as he ran it over the nape of his neck and dipped into the collar of his shirt. Christ almighty.
You shouldâve known that you would eventually get caught. But if it was anyone who would notice, you had expected it to be Meian or maybe Coach Foster. But the person who did bring it up to you happened to be the biggest nightmare in this scenario; Miya Atsumu.
âYa should be a little less obvious âbout it.â He commented when he trudged over to the bench where you sat, grabbing a water bottle and beginning to chug. You tore your eyes from Kiyoomi who now had his back to you, the muscles under his shirt flexing with every movement. You raised an eyebrow at the blond, not yet correlating his words with your hidden obsession. He placed the bottle down and placed a hand on his hip, giving you a knowing smirk.
âA blind grandma could notice the way yer lookinâ at him.â
Your eyes widened and cheeks flamed when he nudged his head in Kiyoomiâs direction, and you knew you had been caught. You clenched your jaw hard.
âYou say a single word-â
He threw his hands up as if in surrender, effectively silencing your threat in its tracks.
âI wonât, promise! But there is one thingâŚ..â
You groaned loudly, throwing your head back. Of course, of fucking course he would blackmail you with this.
âWhat do you want?â You deadpanned, glaring at him and preparing for the worst.
Atsumu looked a bit affronted, as if the mere insinuation that he might want something was preposterous to him. You gave him another tired look, until he sighed and gave up, plopping down heavily on the bench next to you.
âA phone number. Ya know that cute girl who comes by once a month? From the Volleyball Association?â
âNo.â
Atsumuâs mouth dropped like a child who just got slapped. âHey câmon! Ya didnât even hear me out!â
You groaned and pinched the bridge of your nose, feeling a characteristic frontal headache begin to build, courtesy of Miya Atsumu. âIâm tired of setting you up with people, Tsumu! It wonât end well, as always-â
âIâll get you a picture of Omi with his compression sleeves.â
You give him an unimpressed look. âI can get hundreds of those off the internet.â
âIâll get you a picture of Omi with just his compression sleeves.â
That made you halt in your tracks. You searched Atsumuâs face for any form of mockery or lie, and you found none. Your eyebrows shot up when you realized he was being serious.
âIn the locker room. I can get it for ya today.â
Oh my god. Instinctively, your eyes darted over to the man in question, who was talking to Hinata about something. It looked like volleyball tips since he had his arms before him in a receiving position, and Hinata was rapidly nodding to what he was saying.
âNo.â You shook your head. âNo, thatâs wrong.â
âIâll take a selfie with him, yeah? He will know thereâs a photo. And I can send it in the groupchat.â
You look back at Atsumu, seriously contemplating his offer. He kept yapping, as per usual, thinking that the more he talked, the likelier it would be to convince you. And the bastard was right, it was working.
âNo one else will bat an eye. We see each other in the lockers all the time. No big deal.â
You bit your lip in thought. The possibility of seeing Kiyoomi shirtless and only in compression sleeves had your pulse rising.
âAnd you just want her number in return?â
Atsumu nodded eagerly. You gave him a narrow-eyed glare.
âSend the picture. Then I will give you the number.â
His triumphant grin made it feel like he had already won. âDeal.â
That evening, when your phone pinged with a text notification, you nearly flew across the bed to grab it, opening the picture Atsumu sent in the groupchat with eager fingers and freezing as soon as you laid eyes on it.
Atsumu had held up his end of the bargain spectacularly.
He had taken the picture with Kiyoomi a little further in the background, so he could get the manâs full torso in it. He was facing slightly away from the camera, but his face was turned towards it, capturing the scowl between his eyebrows and the little pout of his mouth. He was gloriously shirtless, still a bit sweaty from practice, and he held his shirt in his hand, one arm flexed as he held it while the other was held carelessly by his side, compression sleeves hugging the cords of toned muscles just right.
There was another ping, pulling you out of your trance and making you realize just how dry your mouth had gotten. Atsumu had messaged you privately.
âMy payment? ;)â
You rolled your eyes and sent him the number, immediately going back to the picture and starring it for future reference, a tiny smile quirking up the corner of your lip as you did so.
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fluff with a lot of angst, reader is injured and in hospital for one scene but it's not graphic, lovesick!bakugou
during the many years youâve loved bakugou katsuki, you have only seen him cry three times.
the first time, you were alarmed. where you fell asleep on the couch awaiting your boyfriendâs return, you did not expect to wake up to the sound of sniffles and the sight of drying tears.
âkatsuki? whatâs the matter?â you asked cautiously, immediately sitting up to wipe his tears away.
your touch, like a healing balm to the blond, lets you treat him like glass when both of you know he is nothing akin to fragile.
ââs nothinâ,â he gruffly huffs, voice cracking a little.
âif you say so,â you murmur skeptically, knowing better than to prod when itâs bakugou involved.
âwere ya waitinâ for me?â
you nod. âi thought we could eat together but- what time is it?â
âalmost nine.â
âoh. i thought we could eat dinner together but your patrol must have ended a lot later.â
his heart aches pitifully, worsening when he watches you rub the sleep out of your eyes. ââm sorry, i didnât mean to come home so late.â
âitâs okay, i get it.â
âwe can still eat together, if thatâs okay,â he grumbles, looking away bashfully and missing the way your face brightens.
âthat sounds lovely, iâll go heat up dinner-â
â-no, iâll do it. itâs my fault for coming home later, iâll call you when it's done.â
bakugou is out of your sight before you can argue any further. as you watch your boyfriend disappear, youâre left pondering on the couch as to why he was acting so uncharacteristically. did he have a bad day? did something happen at work? was he unable to save someone? thatâs can't be the reason, he always-
âdinnerâs done!â your boyfriend calls from the kitchen, disrupting your thoughts.
when you asked, it didn't sound like he had a terrible day, in fact it sounds like he had a successful patrol, but you cannot fathom any other reason for his melancholy, but if heâs forgotten about it, then you will too.
but... bakugou doesnât forget. he still remembers when midoriya first alluded to the inheritance of his quirk from all might, he remembers the night vision goggles kirishima broke when trying to save him that one time, he remembers your favourite things and what makes you happy; he remembers everything.
and heâll never forget that the tears he shed tonight were over the fact that bakugou will never get to show you how much he loves you.
bakugou katsuki, for the first time, realised just how painfully human he is.
he has a heart that beats for you, limbs that longingly ache to be near you whenever heâs not, a mind devoted to you and a cursed mouth so incapable of expressing it all.
if he could, he would wrestle the night sky to give its stars to you instead because you love stars. you love the stupid things in life that bakugou can't give. he canât give you everything you could ever want and with that realisation, bakugou discovered just how beatable he was.
you may never know the multitude of bakugouâs love for you, and that fact alone brings him to tears as he gazed upon your sleeping figure on the couch, resting peacefully until his arrival.
the second time, you wake up confused.
the lights in the room are dim, there's a machine beeping intermittently and you think it's a heartbeat monitor but you don't really think too hard about it because your body hurts.
you have to blink a few times to get the blurriness out of your eyes, but you eventually comprehend the sterile walls of a hospital room. then the memories come back one by one, a patrol gone awry, evacuating citizens and... ah, being slammed into a wall back-first by the villain. explains the pain.
then you register the looming figure beside your bed, a pair of widened vermillion eyes gazing into your own with untameable blond hair to match, you can't help the smile from spreading on your face when you see your lover.
"hey," you cough weakly, throat dry and scratchy from lack of use.
next thing you know, bakugou's bulky figure is draped over yours, forehead resting on your chest as his arms gently snake around your torso, bringing you into his chest and pressing himself firmly against you.
you feel him; his relief, his sorrow, his devotion, his painful sobs as he shakes against you and it kills you that the only thing you have the strength to do is run a hand through his hair. you want to kiss him, to tell him that it's okay and that there's nothing to cry about, that you're here and nothing will change that, but you're so very sore and barely in tact.
"don't do this shit again," he threatens weakly and you feel his tears seep through your hospital gown. "you had me so fuckin' worried, fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, i can't believe you'd do this to me, do you know how much it sucked to be without you?"
"sorry, katsuki," you whisper and he looks up at you, glossy eyes and quivering lip.
"promise me you'll never do this again."
cupping his cheeks with your hands, there's a rush of deja vu as your thumbs catch his tears. "i don't know how realistic that promise is given that this is my job-"
"-your job is to save lives, not go crashin' into buildings, idiot."
you laugh gently, a stabbing pain making itself known in your gut when you do. your wince doesn't go unnoticed by bakugou, who knows you better than the back of his hand and his heart lurches at the slightest evidence that you're in pain. "still, i won't make promises i can't keep, you know how our jobs are, katsuki."
he frowns, furrowing his brows. "then i'll promise to always be there for you. don't go where i can't."
"that's not realistic."
"watch me."
"okay then, deal."
there are questions you still want answers to, but for now, you'll let the blond continue crying with his ear pressed against your chest.
(you won't ever know about the few days bakugou has spent in your hospital ward, absolutely miserable as he looks upon your gaze with anticipation. he hates how helpless he is, that he can't do anything to rid of this horrible feeling in his chest but wait for you to wake up. he hates that he can't any semblance of peace, he hates the man that love has made him, but most importantly, he hates being without you.
you won't ever know the struggle it was to get bakugou out of your room for even just an hour. midoriya and kirishima had to wrestle him in hopes of getting some proper food together, and yaomomo and todoroki had to literally block the door with various items to prevent his entrance.
you won't ever know how alienated bakugou felt, unable to face your shared home without you in it. without your music playing, without your shoes messily thrown at the genkan, without your comforting presence to return to when all is said and done, there isn't much of a home for bakugou.
you won't ever know how desperately bakugou clung to your hand, fiddling with it whenever he needed a safe haven.
you won't ever know the amount of tears the blond had shed by your side, hunched over your bed, with nothing and no one to comfort him but the sound of the heartbeat monitor.)
the third time, you cry too.
it's your wedding day.
when the news first came out, japan practically roared with excitement and anticipation for the special day that their two favourite heroes would wed. the enthusiasm has not dimmed down even months later, and now, as you're one door away from your lover, you feel it buzzing in your bones.
it all goes by in a blur. one second you're about to trip over yourself in nervousness and the next, you're walking down the aisle with a stunned bakugou failing to keep his composure at the altar. despite the amount of close friends and family around you, all you can see is the love of your life who looks at you with unmatched adoration and affection in those ruby irises of his.
up close, however, all you can see are the tears forming in his eyes, and his first sniffle takes everyone in the room by surprise. no doubt, this is their first and last time seeing their beloved hero cry.
more tears are shed and then, it's just waterworks from practically everyone in the room as bakugou breaks down even more.
thank goodness for a private wedding because you know he is never going to live it down if the press got their hands on this image.
a close friend of yours hands you a handkerchief and you wipe away bakugou's tears with a teasing smile, unable to keep your wobbly laughter at bay as your lover- japan's symbol of victory and heroism, turns to nothing but putty in your hands. he lets you treat him so delicately because you've seen him at his lowest, most shaken, and most unlovable, yet still decided to stay.
"sorry," he apologises as you dab at his tears, words reserved for you and you alone. "you're just so... divine. i can't believe i'm marryin' you."
you feel your first tear roll down your cheek and bakugou catches it before it can go too far, wiping it away.
"such an embarrassin' way to start our wedding," he grumbles.
"embarrassing for the both of us, but memorable no doubt," you try to reason.
"everything is memorable as long as i'm with you."
"such a sap," you whack his shoulder lightly. "have you been saving that line for today specifically?"
"you should wait til the vows. bet mine are better than yours."
"i didn't know you could be a poet."
"only for you."
"well then, i can't wait to find out what else you are, katsuki."
"i'll always be yours."
you laugh, "i'm glad to hear that 'cause i love you."
"i love you even more, i'm crying just to prove it."
"your tears are dangerous."
"yeah well, you're marryin' these tears so."
"like i said, i can't wait."
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Request cowboy Suguru asking reader out but she doesnât date cowboys at all. She hates them but then she gives him a chance
hi lovely!!! thank you so much for this request! IT WAS FUNNNN!!! i'm really loving the cowboy au lately so i was SUPER excited to get something out! it's fluffy and sweet and Suguru is so down bad for reader! hope you like it! <3
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Pairing: Sheriff!Suguru Geto x Bartender!Female Reader
Genre: Western/Cowboy AU
Story Warning: fluff and trust issues and Suguru being down bad for reader. what else is new?
Artist Credit: @aransmind
âYou again? I already told you no the last time you brought your tail in here.â
You wipe along the countertop of the saloon bar, trying to clean up the mess left behind by beers and shots of whiskey purchased throughout the day. Itâs been a long one, and youâre ready to lock up and head home. Itâs just a matter of getting this place cleaned up. This bartop is old, the stains still lingering and apparently unremovable. Just like this damn patron who just canât seem to leave you the hell alone.Â
Just like this damn patron who has slowly been worming his way under your skin, despite your best efforts to resist.
Pink lips pout from the other side of the bar, and all you can do is chuckle, shaking your head.
âI havenât even said a thing!â A man whines. You place his normal drink in front of him, smiling when he dramatically sighs contently after he takes a sip.
Youâre back to cleaning up, arranging your glasses. âI already know whatâs cominâ. Please, no begging today. â
A soft laugh falls from the manâs lips as he speaks. âI ainât a begginâ man, ___. You gotta know that, but you make a beggar outta me every time I come in here and see ya.â
Another chuckle bubbles from your chest as you stare down the man leaning his elbow on your squeaky clean counter now. You smack his arm off with your towel, quickly swiping at the spot left behind. âYouâll just have to keep begginâ because I said nooooo,â you sing. âAnd thatâs not changinâ.â
âButââ
âSheriff Suguru,â you sigh, no actual annoyance in your tone, because how could you be annoyed when he stares up at you with those pretty eyes of his youâve gotten used to seeing every day for the last few months? âYouâve been cominâ in here for how long now? Askinâ me the same question and gettinâ the same answer. Donât you ever know when to quit?â
At this, the Sheriff takes his hat off, placing it on the bar before shooting you what you assume he thinks is his most charming smile. It doesnât work.
âNow, Miss ___, do you think if I knew when to give up, I woulda made Sheriff?â He combs his fingers through his silky long hair that somehow never seems to hold even a speck of dirt in it, despite you both residing in the dry and dusty desert.
Heâs as pretty as the first day he came in.
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The day Suguru became Sheriff, his buddies brought him into your saloon to celebrate, ordering a shot for damn near everybody in town. Who wouldnât want to come celebrate the new Sheriff in town? Anybody who was anybody would be there! You were just lucky that the party was happening in your bar, excited to make a good chunk of change for the night.
Did you really want to spend your entire night catering to a bunch of cowboys? Absolutely not. Youâre not particularly a fan, but again, the money will make it worth it.
But itâs been almost an hour past close, youâre standing behind the bartop as the deputies are still rowdy and drinking. You donât mind much, but you are tired and ready to go. Even the idea of making more money doesnât feel appealing when youâre ready to just crawl into your bath and try not to fall asleep.
âArenât you pretty?â Suguru had slurred from across the bar, in the same seat that would soon become his regular spot. âWhen do ya get off work, MissâŚ?â
You give him your name, polite but to the point. âAnd soon as yâall get outta my bar,â you quip, which makes Suguru laugh.
He leans forward, close enough so you could hear him over the noise of his deputies drunkenly singing behind him. âIâll tell âem all to go home right now.â
Itâs an offer thatâs tempting, but you donât want to rain on their parade no matter how tired you are. The money will be good, and you need it. So you roll your eyes at playfully, as you ask teasingly. âWonât you be lonely without all your friends?â
Your cheekiness only makes Suguru grin wider. âYeah,â he answers quickly. âProbably will be.â He rubs his chin, closing his eyes and pulling his brows together as if heâs in deep thought. âBut maybeeee,â he drags the word out. âI wonât be so lonely if a pretty lady like yourself comes home with me.â
You mimic Suguruâs earlier position, closing your eyes and rubbing your chin as you think really hard about his offer. You let the suggestion hang between the two of you, and Suguru takes this time to let his eyes take you in.
Beautiful. Smart, he thinks. Quick on your feet. Makes one hell of a drink, one of the best heâs had. Yeah, he wants you. This town is full of pretty women. Heâs not without options. And while heâs already had his fill of some of them, itâs you whoâs caught his eye in a way they havenât.Â
He waits for you to give him an answer. But you donât. Not by any fault of your own. Itâs because one of his deputies â Satoru â is now leaning over the bar and giving you his best flirtatious smile now that heâs caught your attention. Itâs left Suguru sitting on the sidelines to watch your interaction. It looks like Satoru is getting more out of you than he is.
Youâre smiling, laughing as you pour him some water, because he doesnât drink. But minutes later, youâre still chatting with his colleague, leaned over and a little too close for his liking. Youâre supposed to be talking to him, entertaining him. Heâs the Sheriff now! Wayyyy more important than some damn bottom of the barrel deputy!
Okay, thatâs the liquor talking. But still. He wants to be who youâre focused on.
âHey, Miss!â Suguru calls, grabbing your attention for a brief moment. âJust waitinâ for your answer.â
He sees the way you seem to barely remember that you were speaking with him before, nodding before you lean your elbow on the bar and yell, loud enough for all to hear, âNO.â
And itâŚmakes Suguruâs heart beat faster, makes his lips curl in a smile that he has to hide behind his whiskey glass.Â
Yeah, he likes you. He thinks heâll come by more often.
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Months later, and this man hasnât let up. Heâs always been friendly, too friendly in your opinion. That long hair, those pretty eyes and even prettier smile are deadlier than the gun hanging in his holster. Heâs a smooth talker, which youâre sure helped him move up the ranks of the town deputies. But youâve always been resistant to his charms. Or at least, tried to be.Â
Sheriff Suguru is extremely attractive, pleasant to talk to when he isnât trying to ask you on a date, and once again, too friendly. Especially with the women in town. From what youâve heard, heâs been leaving a trail of broken hearts in his wake since he arrived. Which is exactly why youâre not interested in going out on a date with him, no matter how charming and funny you find him to be. Youâll be damned if you end up being another name on his long list of conquests.Â
Besides, youâve dated a few cowboys in your day and theyâre all the same; big egos, big mouths and big fuckinâ pains in your ass. And most times not a big enough dick to back all that up. Every one of those relationships were a waste of your time and youâre not interested in wasting any more of it on yet another cowboy.
âJust one date,â Suguru begins his regular spiel. "Lemme take you out somewhere. Promise itâll be worth it,â Suguru tells you, and you scoff. He sounds just like the rest of them.
âDoubt it.â
âYou wonât let me take you out, just one time, Miss?â
âSheriff, Iâve seen ya âround town. You take a lot of ladies out,â you note, watching his eyes widen just slightly. âWhy not just ask one of them?â
And itâs true. Youâve seen Suguru in the town square chatting it up with any woman whose direction he looks in. Heâs the most eligible bachelor in the town. Kind, handsome, a damn good shot and a damn good Sheriff. Any woman worth their salt wants him. If he were in any other occupation, youâd maybe make an exception. But heâs not. Heâs a cowboy.
You donât date cowboys.
At this Suguru stands, holding a hand up, which he waves a little frantically between you. âNow hold on! I run into a lotta ladies in town. Donât mean Iâm takinâ âem out anywhere.â His face is serious now, lips pressed together in a hard line. âI know I got quite a reputation, Miss ___. I ainât stupid,â Suguru mutters. âI hear the ramblins âround town. Not all of âem are a lie,â he says honestly. And youâre just about to speak up when he cuts you off. âBut, not all of âem are true, either.â
You swipe at a spot on the bar, the same stain you know will never come out of the wood. You donât look at him, you donât want to look at him. Because you hear sincerity in his tone, and that scares you. It shatters this image youâve built up of him in your mind of this playboy Sheriff whoâs good for nothing but a quick fuck at the brothel. Makes you want to give in because maybe he really isnât like all the rest.
You donât know any other cowboys who would be as committed as he seems to be to trying to woo you. Day after day, weeks after weeks, months after months of rejection from you. And yet, he still shows up. He still asks. He still tells you that heâll treat you right. That heâll take care of you. Is it really that crazy to think that heâs different?
Giggles coming from the other side of the saloon burst the little bubble youâre in with the Sheriff and your eyes dart to the source. A table of four women, sitting in the back of the saloon and whispering what youâre sure are filthy things as they stare at the back of Suguruâs head. He doesnât look, eyes glued to you and the way youâre still moving that damned towel over that godforsaken stain that you and him both know ainât goinâ anywhere.
âI donât date cowboys, Sheriff,â you mutter weakly. âThey donât take nothinâ serious, and I donât got time for the heartache.â
Suguru sighs, taking his seat again. âCanât you see Iâm serious about you? Iâve been cominâ here for so long tryinâ to show you I ainât playinâ any games here, Miss ___.â
âThat donât change my answer.â Is what you want to say, but the words get caught in your throat.
You both let the silence hang between you. He lets you get back to work, slowly sipping his drink while you finish tending the bar. But his eyes are still on you, watching how you began gently nibbling on your lip ever since Suguru told you again that heâs really not joking when it comes to you, like youâre lost in thought over his words.Â
âPardon me, Sheriff?â A soft voice calls to Suguru at the bar.
Your back is turned, but your ears perk up when you hear the Sheriff greet someone back, a woman. The conversation is short, her asking him questions that you canât really hear. There are laughs from her, chuckles from Suguru and then of course, the lady asking him what heâs doing later tonight. The implication is clear, and you roll your eyes, because you almost gave into yet another cowboy and set yourself up for heartbreak.
But Suguru groans, awkwardly running his fingers through his locks as he tells the woman that heâs got plans with someone heâs been waiting to see for a long time.
âFamily?â She asks, the disappointment clear in her voice. He laughs, shaking his head.
âNo. Well, hope Iâm not beinâ too forward, but maybe one day. If she ever lets me in, I think Iâll be able to convince her.â
âOh!â The woman squeaks, not expecting that. And neither were you, because you freeze halfway through putting a bottle of whiskey back on the shelves behind the bar.
âSpecial lady then,â the woman mumbles.
âVery.â
She dismisses herself shortly after. And as the noise dies down, and the saloon empties out, you hear the telltale signs of the Sheriff getting ready to go, always the last customer. He sits his hat back atop his head, fishing out his money and leaving it on the bar for you. You meet his gaze, and he gives you a smile. Even with yet another rejection under his belt, he doesnât seem angry or bitter. Thereâs no resentment behind his eyes. He harbors no negative feelings towards you. His smile is genuine and kind, like itâs always been every time you shut him down.
âHave a good night, Miss ___. Get home safe,â he says, spinning on his heel.
The quiet jingling of his boot spurs fills the air, and to you, at least in your head, it almost symbolizes alarm bells ringing. And you call out to him, grabbing his attention.
âSheriff,â you place the towel down, coming out from behind the bar to stand face to face with the man youâve only ever stood at least four feet away from. This close distance feels more intimate than any other time youâve been around each other, and your heart pounds loudly in your ears as you ask, âMind walkinâ me home?â
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Pairing: cop!rafe x reader
Warnings: language and suggestive
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You were on your way home, yes, you may have been going a few numbers over the limit. It was a 55 and you were going 60, not too bad. But you saw the famous red and blue lights flash along with the âwoop woopâ of the sirens.
You mentally smacked yourself, also rolling your eyes at the slight fact the cop was being over dramatic. You indicated and pulled over.
You roll down your window, reaching over into the glove box grabbing your license and registration. You put them in your lap as you waited for the officer to walk over.
You see the figure, through the side mirror walking over. You double check over the things in your lap. The officer spoke âhey sweetheartâ
You head whipped to the side to look out the window. Seeing Rafe âRafe?! The fuck are you doing pulling me over??â He grinned. His thumbs tucked into his tactical vest âsomeone was goinâ over the limit, baby.â You roll your eyes âyou do the exact same and youâre a copâ he chuckled âI know, I just saw your plate and wanted to see you, while Iâm on shift.â You nodded âtouchÊ⌠so officer? Any big things happen today??â
He leans down so he can talk to you better âhmm not much, few speeding, one dui⌠you know, the usualâŚâ you nod. âAnd do officers take a kiss as an apology for going over five above the limit?â He smirked âhmm for now, yeah, officer Cameron would take that as a temporary apologyâŚâ you rolled your eyes. You lean out of the window and give him a peck. âNot good enough, sweet girl.â âWhat?!â âYou heardâŚâ âbabeâŚâ Rafe grinned ânot babe, its officer, right nowâ
You rolled your eyes for what felt like the hundredth time. âAlright, officerâŚâ you give him and another kiss. This time a proper and longer one. He pulled away âthank youâ he stood straight again. He glanced to the road then to you. His thumbs still tucked into the armpit of the tactical vest. âYouâre lucky youâre cute, Iâm lettinâ ya off this time, no ticket for you pretty girlâŚâ you look up at him. âBullshit, you just donât wanna do the paperwork.â You grin as he chuckles and shake his head âI like your logic, babeâŚâ you smile âthank youâŚâ
âThat doesnât mean youâre getting away with it when I get homeâŚâ âgonna need to teach you a lesson on how you shouldnât sass the officerâŚI saw the eye rolls, canât hide it from me, sweetheartâ you blush slightly. âYou canât hide that blushinâ eitherâŚâ
A voice over the radio speaks, Rafe looks back to you. Quickly leaning down and pressing two quick kisses to your soft lips. âGotta go, see you later, I love youâ you smiled âI love you too, go get those bad guys.â You smirk as he playfully rolled his eyes.
As he walks away, he calls out âdonât forget Iâm not done with you, baby!â You chuckle as you start your car up again.
You watch as he drives off, sirens and lights beaming. He speeds off, going to god knows what incident. You smile, you loved seeing him all geared up and in uniform. It did things to you, especially when he wore it while getting you ready for some fun. Or when he lets you wear his training clothes. Like his âOBX PDâ training tee. Or the sweatpants, he liked you lost in the shorts though.
You couldnât wait for him to get home to you. If it wasnât illegal to actually speed. Youâd do it more just for him to pull you over. The half-assed stern look heâd give you for going over just a little bit. Or when the one time you did a quick break at an empty junction. You only did a quick stop at the âstopâ sign because no one was there. So you didnât think you needed to stop and wait a few seconds. He taught you a good lesson on that oneâŚ
You were already in bed, wearing only his PD tee when he got home. Dropping his bags to the floor and taking off his heavy tactical vest. Kicking his boots off as he crawled into bed and on top of you.
He kissed you like he hasnât seen you in weeks. Your tongues clashing. He moves down your jaw and marks up your neck. Then he moves up your neck and to your ear. He whispers âI still havenât taught you a lesson about speeding have I?â You gasp as his knee goes between your legs. He smirked âwordsâ âno, officerâŚâ he smirked âyou look so good in my tee baby..â he smashes his lips against yours.
And the night was only just beginningâŚ
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Bratty Reader x ages up!Earth 42!Miles Morales
Pink is readers texting/speaking
Purple is Miles texting/speaking
Miles is 18 in this one!
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âIon give a fuck what plans you and your lil friends had tonight, I said donât go out so youâre not goin out.â
For the past two months, Miles has been getting more and more controlling over what you can and canât do and telling you when you can go out with your friends. Itâs been getting on your nerves and while itâs very, very attractive, itâs pissing you off. You barely see your friends anymore and you hate being inside.
âYouâre not being fair Miles! I never get to see my friends anymore and I miss them and they miss me!â Even through text he could tell you were pouting right now. Miles could just imagine you kicking your feet on your bed.
âSo what, Iâm just not enough for you? Iâm all you need amor, why do you wanna go see them so badly? You donât need them.â
âMiles, you know thatâs not at all what Iâm saying, Iâm just saying that I miss my friends and I wanna see them!â
He didnât understand why you couldnât get what he was trying to tell you. He just needed you to not go out at night, especially tonight. He couldnât tell you about him being the Prowler, itâd break your hot pink heart.
âAnd what I am telling you is that youâre not going out tonight.â
âYou canât tell me what I can and canât do Miles. Iâm not your fucking kid!â You were getting angrier by the minute, every word, burned and angered you even more. Usually youâd just listen to him and stay inside like he asked, but tonight you wanted to see what would happen if you pushed his buttons just a little moreâŚ
âYou talkin real crazy right now, mamĂ. Ima let it slide tho because I know youâre just mad and in ya feels. But donât ever say sum crazy shit like that again, because I remember what happened last time you wanted to be bad and go against what I say. Why not run it back, whatchu say ma?â
You stayed silent, fuming and thinking. He was being so unfair and you had no idea why. You didnât like being left in the dark and he knew this.
âNow this conversation is over, I got shit to do.â
âYou right, this conversation is over. Fuck you Morales.â
You silenced your phone and with a shaky hand and butterflies in your stomach, you put your coat on and walked out your house.
After about 20 minutes you started to feel bad. You didnât know why you were so mean and disobedient to him. You knew he only wanted what was best for you, all he ever did was spoil you and make you feel special. Even though you felt guilty, the fire in your stomach from the anticipation of what was to come made you feel even better.
You had just walked out the door of the club you and your friends went to and started your route home when you heard a noise behind you. You looked around but found nothing. You sped up your pace and started to walk towards your house when you heard it again, this time next to you.
When you looked over, you saw nothing but an empty street and a few lamps on. You continued your walk when something hit your head. You could feel yourself falling but didnât feel the concrete below you. The last thing you saw being purple AF1âs.
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When you woke up, you were back in your house, an ice pack under your head and blankets pulled up to your chin. You heard your tv on in your living room and quickly got up to investigate. When you opened the door, you were met with the sight of your boyfriend in your couch, sitting there like nothing had happened. His legs spread, elbows on his knees and hands clasped together. The thing that caught your eye was the mechanic claw on his right hand.
When he noticed your presence he looked up at you and tilted his head. The glare on his face reignited that fire in your stomach. He stared at you, saying nothing at all as you shifted on your feet, nervous.
When you finally did decide to speak, your tone came out nervous and shaken and not at all like how you meant for it to sound.
âWhy are you in my house Miles?â
âI canât just come over when I wanna?â
âAnswer my questions for once! Why are you in my house and why do you have on that same claw that the vigilante on the news wears?â
He knew you were a little daft but he didnât expect this kind of idiocy.
âCâmon baby, put two and two together. I know youâre smarter than ya look.â
You knew the truth but you didnât wanna believe it. You stayed silent, staring at him and fiddling with your hands. You were overwhelmed with fear and arousal, confusing you even more than ever.
Once he recognized the look of understanding on your face, he leaned back and curled his finger towards you in a demanding way.
âCâmere, we gotta talk.â
You sat down on the couch next to him, thighs touching and your gaze locked on the ground.
âDonât be like that, look at me mamĂâ
When you looked at him, he could see the betrayal in your eyes. But he could also see the need and wanting. Feeling naked under his gaze, you looked back down at your floor,
âYouâre him? Youâre the guy from the news?â You voice quivered as you spoke, shaking from either fear or the amount of need and attraction youâre feeling right now. This man has killed people, he could kill you at any point! So why does that thought turn you on so much?
âOh so now you wanna talk?â He asked, a lilt in his tone that let you know he was smirking without even having to look at him
âDonât be mean Miles. This isnât the time for jokes.â
âYea Iâm him, whatâs it matter to you?â You knew that under the anger and accusation in his voice that he was feeling vulnerable. You crawled on his lap and laid your head on his shoulder and hugged him.
He froze at first, confused with the random affection, but slowly accepted the warmth. âI love you regardless of what youâre doing and who youâre killing.â
Miles almost wanted to scream at you to be afraid of him. Heâs killed people. Heâs hurt people, innocents even! Why werenât you running?
You pulled back and reached up to cup his face and inched closer to him, looking down at his lips for permission. He closed the gap between you two and kissed you softly, like he missed you. It was warm and passionate, it wasnât like this often. You didnât often get this softness from him. But when you did, it made you feel like the most special girl in the world.
When you pulled back for air, you smiled, giddy with the thought of having your boyfriend back and not mad at you. But when he spoke to you, you knew you were in trouble.
âDonât think I forgot what happened earlier. I was the one who brought you home, laid you down and tucked you in.â Miles looked down at you, smiling as if something was funny. You couldnât move, the grip he had on your hips was tight, almost like a warning.
âAre you gonna hurt me?â You knew the answer, you always did. You knew what happened when you disobeyed him and what he says. You remembered what happened the last time.
Miles laughed, a loud hearty one, head tilted back and canines exposed. He chest shook with laughter and you shook in fear on his lap. When he looked down at you once more, he looked different, almost predatory.
âOh chiquita, Ima do so much more.â
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a/n: 2.1k w.count- boothill needs a lil tune up [...y'all should've seen this one comin' honestly]
you're not sure why you bother setting an alarm every time you go to sleep. you don't even know when you'll be sleeping for one; it could be in the afternoon, it could be in the morning, it could be for ten minutes at your workbench, and on the rare occasion, you can even go to bed at night like everyone else. although, that last option when blessed upon you, never lasted the whole night.
as for the original dilemma of alarm clocks? who needs 'em! the critters getting into your shop and wrecking your tools around were a surefire way to get your blood pumping with a wild chase around the shop with a hefty, swinging wrench. kids stopping by to see the newest hunk-of-junk thing you've been tinkering with or maybe even bringing you some toy to fix with whimpering chins are always sure to keep you awake- you couldn't send them away with smashed hopes. perhaps it was a good natured older lady or gentlemen just stretching their legs one fine morning after you had pulled an all nighter, but now you have to entertain their gossip well into the morning past the ass-crack of dawn because you can't be a bad host!
this instance, however, just so happens to be the familiar sound of heavy, metal boots clanking their way through the shop's public entrance. the sound of the stomping reverberates around your small little rest room at the back of your shop through the camera feed you keep running at all hours (mostly for those critters previously mentioned). having just fallen asleep on top of being hyperaware of sounds from the feed, your eyes fly open. with a well-overdramatic, one-person show worthy groan evolved to frustrated yell, you were throwing your shabby blanket off your legs.
"wakey, wakey!" the synthetic voice of an overly familiar man projects into your room.
you stomp across the room in two short strides. slamming your palm down on a button attached to a small table with all sorts of other switches and knobs, the small indicator that audio is feeding from your microphone kicks on as red as your temper.
"the hell do you want?" you growl, voice muffled at the end of your exhausted question by your free hand running down your face. you hear his voice chuckle on the other end. peering through your fingers into the video screen, he had moved to stand away from your shop door. his arms are crossed across his metallic chest, chin tilted up so his one eye can gaze into the camera that follows his movements.
"now, now, sugar," he chuckles, "just open the door, would ya'? i could use some fixin' up." as if trying to coax you into letting him in, he waves one of his arms around by the elbow.
you're not sure if he heard you click your tongue before you lifted your hand off the audio feed button, but he chuckles nonetheless as the soft click of disconnection echoes on his end. he knew you'd come racing to the door... well, at the very least you wouldn't leave him out to dry.
the cowboy dips his chin and chuckles under his breath as the brim of his hat shadows his face. he could hear you stomping your way towards him and just imagining your irritated face with a possibly twitching brow was highly amusing to him.
the door in front of his toes swings open inwards and the rush of air as it did so flutters his long bangs that always covered the right side of his face. his chin rises a fraction, and he was right. your face was assuming.
standing in a wrinkled shirt that you no doubt had been trying to sleep in, arms crossed and a crease so deep in your brows he was tempted to push his thumb between them.
"well," he starts, swaying his hunk of metal bodyweight to one of his equally metal legs, "ain't you a sight for sore eyes."
"what. do you want." you hiss. before he gives you a verbal answer, his arm swings down and swipes something from his pocket before presenting it in front of your face. your eyes nearly go crossed to examine it. then you're looking back up at him, not any more amused than before. "is this supposed to be a bribe?"
the cowboy shrugs playfully, twisting the covered candied sucker between his fingers.
"do ya' want it to be?"
you roll your eyes, bringing your arm up to snatch the small boost of sugar from him. "just get in here, boothill." you sigh, free hand coming to rub your forehead. turning your body to retreat back into your home, the clanking of him following behind echoes at your back.
boothill whistles at the state of the familiar shop he'll find himself in from time to time for quick fix-ups. a workbench loaded with heaps of scrap metal, tools, random bobbles, and screws all littered on top of pages and printed blueprints of projects or repairs. it's even more of a chaotic mess than last time. he sits on the stool he normally snags as his when he's here and, without speaking, you're hooking up a small machine attached to the wall next to the bench and offering him the end of a circular cord.
"need a charge?" you ask with a small lisp from the candy you had already unwrapped and placed in your mouth against your cheek.
"well, why not," he entertains. taking the thick, extendable cord from your hand and plugging it into the port on his lower back.
you flit around a few other places before your snagging a stoll for yourself and placing it in front of his knees. you push some estranged tools around with your forearm and, while moving your sucker from one cheek to the other, you begin to maneuver your hair out of your face.
boothill enjoys watching you in this way. it felt familiar- just seeing someone move around in rather mundane ways. this small sense of domesticity was familiar and comfortable. it calmed him; reminding him of home.
"what's the problem?" you finally ask, looking a tad bit more awake and more or less ready to work on whatever issue he had to present.
his right arm moves to cross his lap and his palm bangs twice on his opposing forearm where his internal revolver barrel is.
"i got myself in quite a fuss with this dang thing. forkin' bullet got jammed in the goose-dud thing and i can't even pop the barrel open to reload it."
you stare at him like he just said the dumbest thing you've ever heard. "you came all the way here. because your arm got jammed by a bullet." the way you spoke sounded exactly how you looked at him.
"this ain't no one-handed fix, sugar." you stay quiet, not willing to admit he had a point. using both hands to not only try and pop open the jam, but also tinker around with what was essentially his whole arm's motion control- that did require a bit more finesse than just slamming his arm on a wall until it gave way... which is precisely what you could imagine him doing.
"fine," you yield. "take off that sorry excuse of a 'jacket' unless you want that sleeve covered in oil."
you twist away from him, half-standing at a strange angle to reach across your workbench for something as the satisfying sound of the bottom of his small zipper unlatches. shrugging it off, he tosses it onto your bench, covering a few loose tools and scribblings of paper.
you fully get out of your stool and trot over to the other side of the shop to roll over a smaller table with a metal tub. you wheel it to his left and, without instruction, boothill lays his arm over it.
as you begin to tinker around with his arm, picks, pliers, oil and all working on trying to dislodge the stray bullet that had caused such an issue, boothill has taken to lounging comfortably as he watches.
his right arm, free of any issues or problem fixing, was propped up on the corner of your workbench at his side with his forearm resting along the edge. his metal fingers had snagged a stray nail from the workspace and had been twirling it absent-mindedly between his knuckles like a bullet.
the only words spoken between you both as you worked was the occasional quick apology if something you did prods against a wire that sent a shock up his arm or made his fingers twitch.
"easy. last thing we need ya' doin' is settin' my gun off, sugar," he had told you. just because his arm machinery wasn't properly loaded- ain't nothing was stopping you from accidentally relodging the bullet and sending it through your wall. the sudden discharge coupled with his exposed wires could easily kick his arm back with enough recoil to knock you clean out with how close you were leaning in to see what you were doing.
"okay..!" you whisper to yourself before the sound of something sliding down in his arm is followed by a sensation; one he was almost familiar with. "give me a wrench. heavy," you instruct. on hand was spread across his forearm just at the start of the revolver barrel, the other outstretched towards your bench. grabbing the nearest one, he slaps it into your palm.
with a two, heavy whacks using your newly acquired wrench, you slam the barrel shut and boothill lets out a small breath.
"now, that feels a heck of a lot better," he chuckles. you reach around his forearm, release the tension latch and the barrel swings out successfully. with your pliers, you easily remove one problematic, greasy bullet. "knew i could count on you to get the job done."
"and thanks to you, my hands are gross," you chide. fingers greased in oil. boothill grabs a rag from your workbench drawer and tosses it over your sullied hands. you start working the cloth between your fingers the moment it hits your skin. "i recommend you stick around and charge up before heading out on whatever you got lined up next."
"shucks, you mean it?" you can't tell if he's genuinely thankful you'd allow him to stay or if he was just being facetious. once your hands were at least dry, you start using it to wipe down his arm next.
"course i do. i'll have to give you a quick check again before you go. i'll mess around and try and make it so it doesn't jam like that again. whatever tech-doc you worked with before really needed to focus on the finer details." boothill wondered if you knew that you had lifted his newly repaired limb and started rotating and twisting it like you were admiring your work. like you were admiring him.
"they don't matter no more," he tells you. "i got ya' now, don't i? who needs some random rear shirt-bag, when i got the best in the forkin' business right here?"
"careful now. flattery will get your everywhere."
"no shirt?"
"watch your mouth," you tease before you stand. "i mean it though. stay put and charge."
"i ain't no stupid electronic," he clicks. his body moves and twists so both of his arms are now leaning on the workbench behind him. both elbows supporting him as his arms dangle off the ledge. "but I hear ya'." his eye shuts under the shadow of his hat.
his eye reopened no sooner than it shut when the shadow caused by the brim of his cowboy hat disappeared and the light of your shop flitered through his eyelids. with a clear, open eye, he lifts his chin to see you standing in front of him.
you had pinched the brim of his hat between your fingers, snatching it off his head and revealing the fullness of his long, dual-colored hair and cross-hair-infused eye. you take his hat and nonchalantly toss it behind his right shoulder to avoid getting any residual oil from his left arm on it.
"take your damn hat off inside my shop will you? you don't need it." you turn away from him as he continues to stare at your back, slack jawed. you mutter something about washing your hands and arms before you disappear behind a doorway and around the corner of the wall. he'd been in the entirety of your shop before, so he knows where you went but all he could think about was you flicking his hat off him.
the cowboy let his head fall backward, the hair on the backside of his skull tangling with screws and pencils as his right hand comes to rest over his face. he can hear the water running in the other room.
"ah, son of a nice lady...!"
boothill has really got to tell you not to mess with his hat.
a/n: one day i'll write a flirty hat rule fic. *sigh* one day.
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Kinda Outa Luck II
pairing: jason todd x fem!reader
summary: based off of the song "Kinda Outa Luck by lana del rey. đŠââ¤ď¸âđâđŠ. Reader is kinda inspired by catwoman in the batman, she works in a club, and on the low she's gothams most wanted female thief. She is gorgeous, and she uses it to her advantage.Oh, did i mention she has a thing for the Red Hood? And, honesty, he does too, though he is pretty shit at hiding it. PT 1 PT 2 PT 3 ?
warnings: 18+ MDNI, itâs quite long im sorry, mentions of clubs, tying up, begging, mentions of sexual natures and strippers, slapping, unprotected sex, p in v, teasing, some fluff and angst, enemies with benefits??
a/n: guys this is part 2!! wow this is longgggg long. it was originally meant to be all in 1 part but i couldnât be arsed and thought it would b easier like this xoxo. and sorry for the wait iâm so unbothered bye
â Ë・âŕ¨âĄŕ§â Ë・â
â before i get bad
i gotta get drunk
so get over here
pour me a cold one â
Sliding on your skimpy, silver dress, you began to contemplate which hairstyle you desired for tonightâs shift. The sequins reflected a soft hue against the moonlit sky and the rain trickled down the windows softly. Brushing through your locks, light specs of gold and white stardust lingered on your fingertips as remains from doing your makeup not too long ago.
As you arrived to the Iceburg Lounge at roughly 9PM, you immediately strutted past the countless amount of people. Aromas of cheap and expensive cologne covered your nostrils like a blanket while you shoved your way past and behind the bar, eager to make yourself a drink before getting started tonight.
Pouring a shot of tequila through the glass, taking an easy swig and tapping it back onto the cool slate; a content sigh escaped your lips.
After a few hours of working, cleaning tables and serving drinks, a man walks up to you. His attire classy, a black suit along with a silver tie. His hair slicked back, sophisticated. â The Penguin wants you in his office. â The man grumbled sternly. Nodding, you hesitatingly set the bottle of vodka down and walked towards the Penguins office.
Thoughts corrupted your mind into a clueless haze. Of course, you were his favourite worker, but why did he randomly want to see you at this time? Sheepishly, you knocked on the door before intertwining and fiddling with the nails of your thumbs, sighing under your breath and waiting for what felt like an enternity under the gates of Penguins Office doors.
Finally, a muscular sihlouette opened the door before you. Taking in the unwelcoming sight, your brows curved into a disconnected frown after you noticed the scarlett steel layered on the mans face; orbs painted in a bleached clad. You refrained from widening your eyes too much from the illusion displayed upon you, blinking rapidly as you believed your eyes discieved you; attempting to hide the sceptism through your aurburn soul.
Does he know who you are? And all of a sudden you felt as if you weren't the bravest seductress in Gotham, instead, a neusiating ember arose from the heart of your chest, catching fire to your limbs and your delicate spirit. Suffocated with undervalue and engulfed under the weight of the Red Hood, he moved out of the way for another man to stand infront of him.
" Ahâ finally, youre here ! " Penguin grinned at you as you lingered around his office while he communicated with the Red Hood. " So.. I.. Uhâ Anything you need, sir?" Your voice shuddered, a hint of reluctance in your voice in front of the powerful image. You couldnât help but dally your gaze every few minutes onto the rugged frame beside him. âPour me a drink, will âya? I know you make the best, honey. â The New York accented man spoke, a wink left his eye before he carried on his conversation with Red Hood; never looking back at you.
Complying to his orders, you made your finest cocktail, which happened to be his favourite before handing it to him. A small nod in validation he gave you before going back to his conversation. Youâd be lying if you said you werenât eavesdropping. 3 words stood out to you. âGuns.â âIllegal.â âShipment.â Your brow raised each time familiar word like those itched your ears, and all you wanted to do was to interfere with Penguins Illegal Gun Shipment. You were eager to hear more of this, hence the reason you were spending longer than needed to clean and put away the glasses.
You were also taking longer than usual because you were attempting to catch longer glances at Red Hood. Heâs massive; his toned abs trapped beneath his suit. The back of his shoulders massive, you could tell by the way he sometimes clenches it. And his thighs? Theyâre plump, but they also look solid, like youâll be crushed between them if you ever try to suckâ
You were getting ahead of yourself, your mind corrupted with arousing thoughts between you and Red Hood. What was it? The way he grabbed your mouth to cover the sound of your voice, and the raspiness of his filling the misty atmosphere? Maybe it was how he trapped you underneath his body against the cold bricks, and the contrasting temperatures between the breeze and his body warmth.
God the things you would do just to taste that man. Just to pin him down, put him at your mercy for once; get him on his knees and beg. Though, you also wanted to beg. Beg for his erotic touch, electrifying against your skin and sparks clinging to your skin.
Maybe you were staring and dreaming for too long, lost in your daze before reality hit.
It was happening tonight. And there was no way you were going to miss it. You could sell those guns, you could make so much money.
â Ë・âŕ¨âĄŕ§âË・â
â is it wrong wrong
that i think itâs kinda fun
when i hit you in the back of the head with a gun? â
You were ready, at the sight. Hopping out of your truck and inching closer to it. There was a lot of shipment men, and a lot of guards at the gates of the scene. And then something else caught your gaze. Red Hood. Itâs fine, youâll be in and out, like no one was ever here. Youâll be sly, like a serpent. He wonât even notice you.
Swiftly making your way past everyone, through the shadows, which sounds oddly familiar, you fall upon the specific gun crates which twinkle your vision. As one of the guards back is turned, you open the crate and take out 2 highly advanced guns, and bolted, grappling to a roof. Sighing in relief, you turned around, just to be greeted by the Red Hood, but he was clearly occupied with.. something.. arguing with one of the guards before the guard eventually gets fed up and struts of. Red hood just scoffs at the action.
You acted quickly, afraid he would take you down and turn you in. Hitting him in the back of the head with the gun, earning a small grunt, and for him to fall unconscious beneath you. Fuck. You couldnât deny the shot of ecstasy that ran through you, the feeling of sinning but with a spec of thrill.
Your apartment was a few blocks down. Perhaps, you could carry him drag him to your truck, and then up the stairs to your apartment? You know, to avoid him from finding you and beating your ass.
â Ë・âŕ¨âĄŕ§â Ë・â
â my daddies in the trunk
of his brand new truck â
The drive back to your apartment was quiet, but your mind wasnât. What if he woke up in the trunk? After dragging him into your apartment and avoiding the weird stares from your neighbours, you locked the doors and tied him to your chair with a whip-like rope. Though, the situation was quite ironic since itâs usually him capturing and interrogating criminals like this, you couldnât help but smirk eagerly to see his helpless reaction.
As he awoke, he glanced around, still in a haze from the sudden attack. â YouâŚâ He muttered, a little muffled from his helmet, which you kept on as you planned to do something soon. A giggle escaped your mouth as you watched him glare up, avoiding the embarrassing position; small grunts leaving his mask as he struggled against the rope.
Red Hood let out a low guttural growl as he watched you stand so proudly, proud to have captured someone so much stronger than you; the sound of pain reverberating through his body. You aimed a gun at the base of his helmet, a threat but you both knew youâd never pull the trigger. A flash of surprise crossed his face. Despite the situation, he chuckled through the pain, clearly entertained by your resistance.
"That.. was a dirty move, doll face." He grunted, before you shook your head. âStopââ You order him, authority radiating off of you as you slowly inch closer, the gun still aimed at his head, and you place the metal right onto his helmet. âiâm talking now.â
He raised his hands up as much as he could in surrender, amusement still clear on his face under his mask. The supremacy in your voice and your unwavering stance had caught him off guard, and the sight of you prowling towards him with a gun in hand was more attractive than he cared to admit.
"Alright, alright." He said calmly, a smirk still on his lips. "I'm not speaking. Satisfied?" Even the way he man-spreaded was hot; it took everything in you to not pounce over onto him and suck the soul right out of him. Your cheeks fluttered a soft pink at the thought. He even noticed the way you were peering down at his crotch, and his thighs. Honestly, you didnât really have much of a plan. You werenât sure what to do with this tank at your mercy in the middle of your living room.
âIââ You stammered, thinking of what to say. He just raised a brow at you, youâve done this before but not to anyone like him. You could never take him in a fight, you could never try and overpower him even if you tried.
âYouâve never done this before, have you?â His voice filled with snark and impatience. He had things to do, he was a busy man, and you were stalling him. âI said shut up.â You repeated sternly before preparing your finger on the trigger. You think of something quick, and in that time, your consciousness decides to untie him, the rope falling to the floor but he remained seated, glaring up at you waiting for your next command.
âGet.. Get on your knees. â You spoke quick, reluctance and hesitation behind your vocals, and you licked your lips in anticipation. His smirk faltered briefly as you ordered him to get on his knees. The thought of actually submitting to you filled him with a mix of irritation and reluctant curiosity. There was something about you in this dominant state that he couldn't quite place, and it made him wonder what you were up to.
Slowly, he begrudgingly obliged, lowering himself to his knees in front of you, his eyes still fixed on your face, studying your movements and your shy remarks. He knew you werenât an amateur in this region, but he you both knew how he could easily pick you up and throw you against the wall if he wanted. You wouldnât even realise a swift movement that he would do, as he could easily tackle you.
Your heart was beating out of your chest with anticipation. âNow..â Your voice trailed off slyly. âTake that pretty helmet off âf me.â He gritted his teeth as you shoved the gun against his skull. The feeling of the cold metal against his helmet sent a jolt through him, adding to the mixture of anger and mild attraction he was feeling. He knew he should be fighting back, but something about your commanding attitude was making him hesitate.
âAbsolutely not.â He huffed, even now it was obvious that he had some sort of authority. You just sighed in annoyance, he was supposed to be fearful right now, except he barely even took this situation seriously. âIâm not asking, Red.â You spat through gritted teeth, warning him. His eyes narrowed as you bit your lip, an action that made him feel a mix of annoyance, and something else he couldn't quite place. He could feel himself getting riled up and it was only making things more complicated. He could also sense your impatience and the determination in your voice, but he stood firm on his refusal. ââand iâm not listening.â Stubborn.
You scoffed. âJesusâ iâll just do it myself.â You mummer little nothings as you were pissed off, before inching closer, forgetting that his hands are free just behind his back as you kneel down enough to be alighed with his mask and you search for the way to take it off. âYou seriously canât be that bad under there, honey.â a soft whisper â Red Hood couldn't help but let out a low rumble of annoyance as you approached him, attempting to remove his mask. Your ignorance to the fact that his hands were free behind his back only added to his irritation, and ignited the burn in his eyes as you bent in front of him, feeling around for a way to undo the mask, he couldnât help but revel in your naivety.
Unfortunately, he saw this as a chance. And with a swift power move, he tackled you to the rough of the ground, a loud gasp laced with pain left the pale of your lips. He straddled your body, pinning you down with his weight. His hands grabbed your wrists and held them firmly down above your head. His eyes darkened in anger as he stared down at you, breathing heavily. âPretty things like you never learn." He growled so close to your ear that his breath was fanning onto your fair skin, an almost animalistic roar through his helmet as he was full of rage, and a slight hint of lust.
Soft groans of agony escaped you as you struggled and squirmed beneath him, weighing you down and ruining your chance to be free. Your body rubbed against his as you grunted. He let out a dry scoff as he felt your struggle beneath him. You were feisty and strong, but he was stronger and had been in this exact position plenty of times before. He tightened his grip on your wrists, pinning them harder against the ground as he leaned down closer to your face. ââWhat's wrong, doll? ..Not used to being the one on the bottom?â He teased, his voice low and raspy, and a little disoriented from his helmet.
ââyou wouldnât be able to handle me on top.â You muttered between sharp inhales as his weight on you took some air out of your lungs. You voice having a snarky edge but also a hint of a cunning tease to it as you narrowed your hazel eyes at him, lashes fluttering. He chuckled again, this time it was different. Your snarky comment making him more amused than annoyed, and ironically creating heat to pool in his stomach. He liked your fire, your determination to keep fighting, even when he had you completely immobilized beneath him.
âIs that so? â He purred, his face only inches from yours. Despite your situation, your words had only fueled his desire to put you in your place even more. You just hummed at his words as you could barely form words of your own out of your mouth; your chest rising and falling from each hitch. He shifted his weight above you, trying to hide the raging hard-on you were giving him, and he just gazed at your stunned face.
And in that moment, you both felt it â the volt of electricity that ran down your body and through your ultraviolet veins. â Both of your bodies warmth and laced with lust and arousal. You gave into the feeling of need and desire as you melted beneath his touch as he ran a glove-clad hand down your abdomen, the buzz seeping through your latex suit and causing the hairs on your arms and the back of your neck to rise. His hand stopped right at your thigh, edging you onto feeling an ache, the ember igniting in your chest causing gasps to leave your mouth as you accepted the way he leaned in, inhaling your scent.
You were so lost in the moment that you didnât realise the way he picked you up and carried you to your bedroom before tossing you onto the bed, the mattress bouncing onto your back as you waited. He turned the lights off, so all that lingered was the soft dim of the billboards and the lighting that struck down as rain trickles onto the glass of your windows.
He mustâve stripped after he turned off the lights because you felt a heavy sink in the bed when he laid on top of you, and the clank of his helmet onto your carpet. You ran your hands down his toned chest. Of course, he felt heavenly, you drew your fingertips and traced the way of each perfect muscle, but just as you were done, he grabbed your wrists and pinned them above your head with one hand. He tightened his grip and you winced slightly, though that shot of pain wasnât from your wrist but from how eager you were to fuck him.
â..I ainât gonna play nice.â He warned, his real, ragged voice soaking into the air; you took the opportunity of his bare face to interlock your fingers into his locks, earning a small grunt in approval from him. âIâm used to fighting dirty.â You breathed before you pulled him up by his hair, and latched your lips onto his. He tasted different than you expected, sweet and his lips soft, although the hot kiss was aggressive and passionate, eating at eachotherâs mouths. He deepened it, sliding his tongue against yours and a light moan flowed from your mouth to inside his, coating his tongue in your hot, shuddering breaths.
You pulled away, filling air into your lungs but just before you could prepare, he leaned in, cupping your chin with his free hand before he wrapped his lips around yours again, this time your teeth colliding and as he pulled away slowly, a string of saliva connected between each of your lips.
After moments of heavy making out, he traced small patterns on your suit, feeling for the zipper before zipping it down. You lifted your stomach up as he sat in between your opened legs, right in between your core as he stripped you bare. You remained in your lace bra and panties and it was unfortunate that he couldnât see such a sight and you canât see his true features.
It felt like heaven was having a bubble bath in your stomach as he planted small, open mouth kisses around your neck, each leaving a trail of his saliva. He licked a long stripe from your neck to your ear, nibbling on your delicate skin. â..you donât know how long iâve been waiting to do this..â he muttered into your skin, gaining a soft moan in agreement, as you admit, you also wanted to do things to him.
His touch felt like it originated from Edenâs garden, his lips creeping down your stomach, sucking and licking at your flesh, knowing thereâll be marks by the morning; the vision sending a jolt down through your body. A sudden fire ignited in your veins and in your limbs, a shot of ecstasy. He could feel the way your body shook and jolted at each touch he laid upon your skin. It only fuelled him.
He reached at your panties, and he pulled it down slowly, slow enough that it made you grunt in impatience. âplease..â a low whisper escaped from you, you didnât even realise what you said, you were lost in the moment. â patience, baby â was all he spoke before he spread your thighs wider, his fingers gripping onto your flesh, marking his fingerprints and leaving a surprise for the morning. The scratching of your skin against your blankets filled the air along with the soft grumble of rain hitting against the glass.
A thick finger glided across your puffy folds and a hiss left your mouth in return. You were unethically wet; the slick noises painting the atmosphere. His now wet fingers slithered up your stomach, and through the bridge of your chest, coated in your arousal. He plunged them into your mouth and a âhmmgh..â left your lips.
You willingly allowed the intrusion, fluttering your eyes closed and sliding your tongue around the two thick digits. Cladding them in your saliva, you bobbed your head up and down on them. â good girl.. yeaâ get âem nice ân wet âf me..â he trailed off, everything sounding a haze as you continued to suck on his fingers. He pulled them out and ran them up your folds again, before shoving them into your hole unexpectedly.
An erotic gasp echoed through your bedroom walls, and your aching hole squeezed around his fingers, trapping them as soft moans rumbled from the midst of your throat. He continued to plunge his fingers in and out of your pussy, the slick noises and your moans fuelling his admiration. â love those noises you make..â he breathed into your ear before licking the burning flesh, his tongue tasting the electricity beneath your blood.
You felt yourself reaching your peak when he curled his fingers just right, a bolt of heat shooting out of your lungs. â mm.. right there..! right there ! â feeling so surreal, his thick digits fit inside of you like a puzzle; you moaned before he ripped his fingers out, not allowing you to have your release and your orgasm. All you wanted was to paint your bedsheets white, stain them with the mix of both of your juices, all you wanted was for him to have the hottest orgasm of your life. â whaâŚ?â you breathed when you felt him take his fingers out of you, you felt empty, and you found yourself craving more.
He brung himself up to your lips, so close you could feel his murky hair ticking your forehead, â not yet, doll. not until you take my cock â he grunted before he dragged you to the edge of the bed, earning a loud gasp and you to be very confused. He leaned down, and spat a string of saliva onto your folds; the wet sticking to your skin and charging your arousal.
You felt it, it was big. He filled you up so much, you could barely breathe after he aligned himself with your hole and rammed into it without mercy. Euphoric moans from you, and vicious growls and grunts from him arose from his chest, grumbling out of his throat. Tightening his grip on your waist and sliding it down to your thighs. Hearing a man like this was beautiful. His firm grip tightened, squeezing your skin as he felt himself get deeper and deeper, until he bottomed out. Your puffy hole taking him so nice as you felt him sink inside.
He pulled your legs over his shoulders to get a better angle as he thrusted in and out of you, the bulge from his fat cock inside of your stomach visible and his cock hitting places you never knew existed inside of you. Slamming and shooting arousal to form inside of your body.
Re-arranging your insides, he deepened and quickened his pace and your nails scratching at his shoulders and his back, leaving your mark. Your skin slapping against his pelvis and his right hand paved its way to your breast; fiddling with your bra to pull it down before he leaned in to suck and flick at your nipple. As he leaned down, his cock deepened inside of you and another sharp moan existed your throat. â do âya feel how deep I am inside âf you? â he was so deep and abusing your tight core. he cooed into the skin of your breast, still lapping at the hardened bud and bringing his other hand up to wrap around your throat. You could only nod as you felt his grip around your neck tighten, the feeling was so euphoric. All you wanted was to be chocked by him, to have your airways cut off by this heaven-sent man.
â f..fuck.. soâ so close..â was all you could let out as the figure inside of you bullied himself around your guts. Between sharp breathes, you could hear that he was close. ââYou gonna cum for me, baby? Do it. Cum on my cock, doll. â His mushroom tip twitching inside of you and his teeth scraping onto your skin. That nickname has never sounded sexier as he emphasised how eager he is for you to release yourself on his shaft. He leaned up, to glare at you from below as he watched your face as you painted his cock white, spilling yourself on him soaking the sheets below as he lightly slapped your cheek before holding your chin to glance at him as you release your juices onto the girth of his cock. â thatâs it, baby..â
Your jaw slacked open as the filfiest moan escaped, this had to be your best orgasm as it hit you hard. Even leaving after shocks, your body was jolting, and your breaths have never felt heavier. He wasnât far behind as he came right inside of you, water colouring your walls with his seed as he gazed at your face when thunder struck outside the windows, a light flare of your facial features on display. And you could quite make out his piercing emerald orbs, along with his coal hair.
A pornographic groan of pleasure exited his lips and his head fell onto your neck, laying lazy kisses and inhaling your raw scent. All you could do was trace your nails on his neck, drawing small circles and shapes as he lifted you up against the headboard, laying between your things and cherishing your chest and collarbones. The soft gesture was contrasting with how he acted a few seconds ago, ruining your hole, and also with his whole Red Hood persona. This was someone different.
Your fingers lingered on the back of his neck, and slowly slithered down to his broad shoulders and you feel where you left scratches and marks. A small giggle erupting from your throat. â whatâs so funny there, doll-face ? â he sounded so worn out, and exhausted from how he let go all inside of you. â oh..nothing, baby,â you chuckled as you played with his hair, scratching lightly at his scalp and you could hear the soft almost purr like noises he was making, a smirk creeping onto your lips. â youâre pretty hot.â you admit, earning an eyebrow raise from him. â ..that so?â he breathed, unimpressed before he was tackled around, now he was laying on the bed and you were straddling him, pinning his arms beside his head by interlocking your fingers.
Normally, he would be annoyed at such a lack of dominance he holds. But heâs in such vulnerable state, coming down from his high so he just parts his lips, unable to form the snarky words he desired. ââuh oh.. cat caught your tongue?â you donât know what has gotten into you, you could tell he was completely lost in the situation, but you were feeling more energetic and eager for a round 2. You were grinding bare skin on skin against his, stroking your clit against his lower stomach, right above his pelvis, and you could feel his dick getting hard beneath you. Snaking a long patch of your mixed juices, you leaned in to plant a warm kiss on his chest, and you traced a heart against his fragile skin.
His hips jolted lightly before a low murmur arose from his chest. â..you know how thisâll end baby.â you hummed in response. â i could easily flip you over right now, and take you again. and again. and again. until your neighbours recognise every slap of our skin, and memorise our moans by heart. â he growled, though it was low, it was powerful, and it was hot. You felt a not so foreign heat pool inside your stomach again, and it only encouraged you to keep going, to keep rilling him up again.
â..but you wonât.â you ordered before licking a stripe up from his neck to his throat. ironic. and a rugged moan departed from him, which made you ache to make him feel real good. You ached to do everything you imagined in Penguins office, to him. You lowered yourself, kissing above his belly button and tracing his abs with the wet of your tongue. You nestled between his thighs, pecking sweetly at his happy trail, short gasps from him.
It was surprising to know how hot it was to have so much dominance over a man like Red Hood, especially in a state like this. You continued down until you felt the hard base of his shaft, bringing your hand up to it and slowly rubbing it, and taking your lips to press a tiny kiss on the tip. â..stop playinâ games âw me â he groans lightly when he feels the tease of your lips against his fragile tip; feeling impatient as you took your time to pleasure him.
He glared down at you, and although the scene was dark, he could slightly make out the way you both stared at each other before he nodded in approval. You wanted to take his whole dick into your mouth, but before that, you wanted to tease him a little. So, you took the base of his cock and stroked slow strokes before spitting down onto it, saliva rolling down and seeping into his cock and landing on his balls.
Your ears werenât deceiving you when you heard soft moans and whimpers come out of him and you scoffed at how ironic this was, and how vulnerable he could be when getting his dick sucked; the warmth of your breath sending chills down his skin. Your hand played with the soft of his balls, massaging them as his head flew back, moulding into the pillows under him and you finally took his dick down your throat. He placed his hands upon your head, making a makeshift ponytail out of your hair before slamming your head down onto his cock and guiding you. Unable to beneath, your noise colliding with his pelvis and rough chokes left your mouth.
His cock was girthy, thick and long. Though you couldnât properly see it, you could feel the single vein that ran along the side. He pulled your head back, landing a slap to your cheek and a tight grip on your chin while he allowed you to breathe; both of your sharp breathes ricocheted through the air. The pouring rain outside added to the chaotic harmony and you leaned down to lick a stripe along the vein of his bulging cock, earning sighs in pleasure.
Without warning, he shoved your head back down onto his cock and you bobbed your head up and down,feeling the bulge in your throat while his was chest rising and falling with each thrust of your lips. Your lips wrapped around it, sucking the soul out of his spirit as an ember of arousal burned through your eyes. Picking up the pace, you could tell he was close by the way he jolted and shuddered, stammering nothings into the room. â..thatâs itâ keepâ keep goinâ..â âjusâ take it, all âf it. â whilst you choked on his girth; spit collecting at the side of your mouth and dripping onto his thighs.
You used your hands to stroke what you couldnât reach, and he let you up for air before slamming you down again, and again, and again, until eventually the wire in him snapped and a pathetic whimper left him, you glared up, allowing him to see the mess he made inside of your mouth and on your face. All of his juices milked onto you, and you took your fingers to wipe yourself and your mouth before licking them clean with your tongue.
â..what was that about being on top, honey ?â you teased, referring to your comment earlier, and how he couldnât handle you being on top, clearly from his pathetic moans he was unleashing when you sucked the spirit right out of him. ââShut.. up..â he grumbled, attempting to assert but it came out shaken, the opposite of what he wanted. You chuckled in response and found yourself laying on him, and he was engulfed in your scent.
Your sweaty skins sticking together, but you sort of felt at peace. Resting your face into his neck, both of your eyes fluttered shut, and you wrapped your arms around his body, his around your waist, pulling you closer, trapping you in the erotic heat.
You two were only like this for a few minutes before he got up, leaving you on the bed glaring up at the figure who was putting his clothes back on. â You leavinâ? â you asked in a huff, but he didnât respond. â Red..?â
â..yea. I thinkâ I should go. â his voice had a hint of reluctance as you heard the sound of clothes being put on, and his helmet shoved onto his head. âokay..â you nodded, sounding a little on edge by his sudden urge to leave, knowing you two were enemies and leaving you sitting on the bed and feeling a need to push the duvet up to cover yourself. you knew he was a busy man, but in this moment, you wanted nothing more than to hold him tight in your arms, listening to the soothing patterns of his breaths as you two fell asleep together. â.. i didnât.. see your face if thatâs what youâre worried about.â you called out as you could see the figure disappear into the shadow, opening the door and standing in the doorframe.
Your lips parted as you heard the thuds of his boots to your front door, and the slam of it closing. Shit.
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[SUMMARY: Joel is protective of his alcoholic neighbors daughter.]
PART 3
Mention of Violence and blood. angst
âI see you with a mark again, I ainât stayinâ back.â He warned you as you quietly walked inside and closed the door.
The next day you woke up realizing a slight bruise forming on your cheek from where your father had smacked you. You sighed wondering how the hell you were supposed to hide that from Joel when you suddenly heard glass break. Closing your eyes as you took a deep breath you heard the sound of more glass breaking. Your father was on a drinking binge like never before, you had no idea what to do.
Knowing Joel was at work you knew you wouldnât be seen, you did your best sneaking out the front door. A walk into town wouldâve done you some good, anything that meant you werenât near your father.
After roaming around for most of the day and window shopping you got yourself something to eat. Sitting by a window by yourself you thought about how bad things had been lately with your father. This was just suppose to be a nice summer visit, part of you couldnât wait to go back to your campus yet you knew you couldnât leave without knowing he was in rehab and so you decided to wait the following semester to go back. Convincing a stubborn man anything was wrong with him wasnât going to be an easy battle.
Walking towards your house you cursed at yourself when you noticed Joelâs truck pulling in his driveway. He shouldâve already been home by now but of course with your luck he wasnât already inside. He instantly looked up to see if the light in your room was on, he wondered if you were home. He hadnât spoken to you since he called you the day before after Tommy told him what happened with your father.
Coming out of his truck he noticed you walking down the block with your head down. You knew he would stop you, you hoped that somehow the sun setting would make it harder for him to see the bruise forming.
âHey, I called you earlierâ you looked up hesitantly relieved to see he was still far enough to not notice.
âYeah, uh sorry. I had a busy dayâ you smiled quickly just as you turned to your porch.
âHang on a secondâ he some how caught up fast enough to take hold of your arm. You stood still before giving in and looking up at him.
His face changed instantly.
Although you didnât know, of course he knew the truth of what happened to you yet he still didnât expect to see evidence of what your father had done. He hadnât spoken to Tommy after he got off the phone with you the night before but he more than ever he wanted to knock some sense into his brother. How could he have seen you in trouble and not done a thing?
âLook heâs never done this beforeâ your quick attempt to defend your fatherâs actions only pissed him off.
âWhere is he?â He asked as he turned your face slightly to the side to get a better look at the bruise.
âI-I donât know, Joel. Look Iâm fine ok-â
âLike hell you areâ he snapped, anger fuming through him. He controlled himself when he noticed your reaction to his tone.
âWhy didnât cha call me?â
âFor what? To hear you like this. We had a disagreement and-â
âA disagreement? Ya gotta be kidding meâ he whispered looking behind him to make sure Sarah hadnât come out.
âIâm gonna have him go to rehab, Joel. Just let me talk to him-â
âNo. Not alone-â
âJoelâ you whispered.
âHey dad, everything ok?â Sarahâs voice startled the both of you making him turn back.
âYeah, honey. Iâll be inside in a minuteâ he assured her.
âIâll be fine, Joel. Iâll wait until heâs sober to talk. We should justâŚkeep our distance for a bit. Go insideâ you proceeded to walk up your front lawn as he took a step back with his hands on his hips.
âI see you with a mark again, I ainât stayinâ back.â He warned you as you quietly walked inside and closed the door.
âYou ok, dad?â Sarah asked as she walked in the house in front of Joel. She looked back noticing how he stayed looking out the window as he walked to the kitchen.
âYeah, honey. Everythingâs fine,â he responded without looking at her.
âDadâ her tone making him look down at her.
âEverythingâs fineâ he assured her before pulling her in and kissing her forehead just as Tommy walked in.
âUh, sweetheart, why donât cha finish up your homework while I have a word with uncle Tommyâ Sarah nodded as she smiled to her uncle and walked into her room closing the door.
âWhat I do now big brother, leave a box of pizza on the counter?â The playful tone in Tommyâs voice only making Joel lose his patience. Without thinking he walked around the table and grabbed his brother by his collar and slammed him into the wall.
âHey! Easy man!â
âHow the hell could you not help her?!â
âWhat?!â Tommy asked confused.
âY/n, her father hit her and you just turned awayâ he slammed him against the wall once again making Tommy wince. Sarah could hear her father upset but she knew better than to leave the room.
âI donât know her like that, Joel! I donât know what that man is on!â
âYa ainât gotta know a woman to help her dammit, she needed your help!â
âWhy the hell do you ever care so much?!â Tommy yelled back. Joel stood silent, his lip quivering as he looked at his brother in disgust.
âWe were raised better than that, you know better than thatâ Joel whispered.
âYou ever see her in trouble again you stop what youâre doinâ and ya help her. Got itâ he clenched his teeth together as Tommy quickly nodded. Joel released his brother roughly and walked into the room.
Weeks went by as Joel cautiously watched for any sign of any kind of disturbance. Some days your father was sober but most of the time he was drunk. A part time summer job kept you distracted for the time being. Talking to him about rehab seemed harder than you expected and so you delayed your approach.
One Saturday morning you woke up to music blaring loudly throughout the house. Your head throbbing you turned around and sighed just as a wave of nausea hit you like you had never felt before.
âWhat the hellâ you whispered as you slowly got on your feet.
âJesus Christ dad,â Rubbing your eyes you walked out into the living room to find no one was there.
âHe would do thisâ you whispered to yourself as you turned to shut off the music. Just as you did your fatherâs voice made you jump.
âHey, I was listening to thatâ he walked in with a beer in hand.
âDad itâs my day off, Iâm trying to sleepâ you sighed walking into the kitchen.
âItâs the 15th already arenât you suppose to be back at your campus?â He asked with irritation, clearly he wanted you gone.
âDad Iâm-â you suddenly froze realizing he said it was the 15th.
âWhat day is it?â You asked running to your planner that sat at on the counter.
âThe 15th, your classes are probably already startedâ he continued to talk as you opened your book and realized you were four days past your period being due. Your father continued to talk but somehow you zoned him out, you felt sick to your stomach.
This couldnât be right.
Getting dressed and making your way to the door you ignored your father mumbling things you could barely understand. Your head not in the right place as you quickly made your way to your fatherâs car. The thought of being pregnant made you begin to hyperventilate as you slammed the car door. You had been taking your birth control strictly every day you couldnât understand why this happened.
And if you were, this meant you had to tell Joel, the thought of what his reaction might be only making you panic more.
Grabbing what you needed from the pharmacy and getting back into the car you sped back home eager to take the test. So eager to run in and take the test, you never noticed Joel sitting on his porch as you pulled up. Joel had respected your request and kept his distance but he never stopped thinking of you or watching to make sure you were ok. Thankfully he never saw much of your father, Joel seeing him wouldnât have done him any good. Just as you came out of the car Joel stood up and made his way towards you.
âHeyâ Joelâs voice made your heart skip a beat. You looked up to see him walking in your direction before he stopped right before you.
âI know ya told me to give you space but I justâŚI wanna make sure youâre alrightâ he whispered as you stood still holding the plastic bag that held your box of pregnancy tests.
âI know, Joel. I-â just as you began to speak you both turned to the sound of your front door opening and your drunk father stepping out.
âWhereâs my beers?â He asked in snotty tone as you looked at him confused. Joel flared his nostrils at the sight of your father for the first time since he learned that he put his hands on you.
âDad, I didnât get any. Please get insideâ you spoke softly hoping he would listen.
âCome on, wheres my fucking beersâŚâ he slurred as he came towards you. Joel instantly stepping before you as you tried to pull him back by his arm.
âItâs fine, Joel-â your father suddenly yanked the bag you held.
âGive me my drinks-â
âStop it!â You pulled back when the bag broke and out fell the very thing you didnât want him to see.
âYouâre good for nothing!â Your father waved his hand at you, too drunk to notice a thing and walked back inside. Joel stood still looking at the box on the ground as you stood silently. He didnât say a word as he picked up the box before looking directly into your eyes.
âIâm not sure-â
âWhy didnât you tell me?â He whispered coldly.
âBecause Iâm not sure, Joelâ you lied. Deep down you knew it, you knew you were pregnant. Never had you been late before.
âI wouldâve had you out of there a long time ago-â
âLook, Joel IâŚI donât know anything yet and-â
âBut cha think you are donât yaâ his response leaving you speechless. Looking down at your fingers you felt a knot in your throat as you held back tears.
âWell ya ainât goinâ back in there with him thatâs for sureâ
âWhat?â You looked up at him confused.
âJoel, I canât just leave. Look I was going to talk to him tomorrow about rehab itâs been hard to bring it up.â
âLet me talk to himâ he insisted.
âNo!â You grabbed the box out of his hands.
âThis is my problem-â
âNot if youâre carrying my kidâ he whispered low close to your face. Swallowing nervously you took a step back and turned to your house. Joel quietly watched feeling helpless, his breathing was heavy watching you close the door behind you. The anxiety he felt was an anxiety he wasnât familiar with. Turning back to his house he slammed the door shut to find Tommy on the couch.
âYou alright?â
âMhmâ he walked straight to his room slamming the door shut once again not wanting to speak. Talking wasnât his thing when he was pissed like this and Tommy knew it.
Feeling so many mixed emotions you went up to your room and took one test out of the box. Your father was distracted screaming at the tv during a game and so you took advantage and went to the bathroom.
Minutes never felt so long like they did in this moment. Holding your breath you paced back and fourth until finally time was up. Taking slow steps towards the test that sat on the counter you hesitantly leaned forward to see two bright pink lines.
âOh fuck!â You turned around quickly holding in your tears just as your father began to bang on the door.
âHurry up, I gotta take a piss!â He yelled. Quickly you took hold of the test making sure there was no evidence of anything else and opened the door. Walking past him as fast as you could you made your way to your room and locked the door shut.
Joel sat on his bed looking down at the floor as he thought over the possibility of you being pregnant. None of this was suppose to happen, he never meant for things to quickly escalate the way they did but the feelings Joel knew he had for you, wasnât a lie.
The next day Joel tried calling you but you ignored his call while you were at work. You knew you had to tell him, your conscience couldnât let you lie to him.
Joel rushed home from work hoping to catch you out front but you had already been inside. Calling your phone repeatedly you muted it and threw it under your pillow.
âGod dammit!â Joel hissed and walked inside. The unknown was driving him insane yet you felt you couldnât face him just yet. Telling him you were pregnant would only make everything more real and you didnât know how much of it you could handle.
That night you could barely got any sleep and in the morning you felt sick. Your father once again leaving a mess for you to pick up, you sighed as you found him passed out on the couch.
âToday weâll have the talk, today it isâ you whispered to yourself, you waited long enough to tell your dad about rehab. Picking up garbage from the floor made you sick to your stomach, quickly you turned and threw up in the garbage bag behind you.
With little to no energy in you, you picked up the garbage bags and dragged it outside. Joel noticed you just as he got out of his truck and paced quickly towards you.
âGonna keep ignorinâ meâ he called out as he walked towards you, the second you looked up he noticed how pail you were. His look of frustration quickly changed to concern.
âYou alright, whatâs the matterâ he closed the distance between you two lifting your chin up with his index finger.
âIâm fineâŚitâs justâŚ-â
âJust what?â He asked eagerly.
âItâs morning sickness, Joel.â
Although a part of him felt you were pregnant, it was still different to hear you confirm it.
âWell then you should be in bed dammit, not pickinâ up your fatherâs trashâ he took the bags out of your hands and threw them into the bin.
âWell, I canât leave the house dirtyâ you explained with a sigh.
âWhere is he?â He looked towards your door hoping he wasnât home.
âHe asleep, on the couch. Heâs out coldâ
âYou should be in bedâ
âI have workâ
âQuit, stay in bed. I donât want cha like this out and about-â you began to laugh with your hand on your chest.
âThe hell is so funny?â He asked stepping forward.
âYou, you expect me to just quit my job?â
âIâll take care of yaâ he insisted, you turned serious realizing he was serious.
âJoel, Iâm not doing that. I need to work and help my fatherâ you explained.
âI donât want cha doinâ all this while youâre pregnantâ
âI never said I was staying pregnantâ you blurt out catching him off guard. He stood silent for a moment unsure with how to respond.
âWhat happened with us wasnât suppose to happen, we shouldâve never slept with each other. I appreciate the help youâve given me while dealing with my father but thatâs all it was suppose to be-you helping out a neighbor. Not me getting pregnantâ
âI ainât plan it to be this way if thatâs what cha think, I was really just trynna make sure you were alrightâ he explained.
âJoel, I have to get back to my campus soonâŚI canâtâŚI canât do thisâ
âI can help youâ Tommy walked out the front door making Joel look behind him.
âWeâll talk laterâ you sighed as you walked off. He didnât say a word and simply turned to Tommy who raised a brow wondering what was going on.
Just before you left to work your father woke up and he was sober. You knew this was it, it was now or never to speak to him about rehab.
He stood in the kitchen taking Tylenol as you placed your purse over your shoulder and hesitantly got his attention.
âDadâ he winced from the pain of his headache.
âYeah?â
âIâve been meaning to talk to you, umâŚabout all of thisâŚâ your words catching his attention.
âLook I know Iâve been drinking a lot lately but Iâm slowing down-â
âNo youâre not.â You quickly disagreed.
âDad you need to go to rehabâ you blurt out as you squeezed your eyes shut worried about his reaction.
âRehab?â
âYes, thereâs a program for three months I already looked into-â
âYou signed me up?â
âNot yetâ you whispered. You could see the hesitance in his eyes.
âYouâre not yourself when youâre drunk, dad you hit me the other day and youâve never done that beforeâ he looked at you shocked. He had no idea how bad things had actually turned.
âIf it makes you happy Iâll do it.â He finally agreed making you let out a breath of relief.
For the first time in a while you felt a huge weight off your shoulders.
At work your mind still wandered off thinking about Joel, thinking about your pregnancy and what was the right thing to do. With nausea and migraines through out the day, you couldnât wait to get home and sleep.
On your way home Joel called you just as you reached your front lawn. Him asking if he could see you was something you werenât sure was a good idea in this moment but you gave in.
âHow ya feelinâ?â He walked towards you with a look of concern.
âJust tiredâ you responded softly. You could tell he had a lot to say but didnât know how to start.
âListen, whatever you doâŚIâm here alright. I wanna be there for youâ
âOh, Joelâ you smiled in relief.
âThank youâ support was all you truly wanted.
âMy father is going to rehab, I spoke to him this morningâ you looked towards your front door.
âOh yeah?â Joel pressed his lips together, he didnât trust it. His expression changed once you looked back up at him.
âThank you for being there for me, Joel. I promise we will talk more about this.â you unexpectedly reached towards him and hugged him. Joel froze for a moment before wrapping his arms around you.
âI just want cha safeâ he whispered.
âI amâ you assured him before taking a step back not knowing that your father was at the window, watching the both of you behind the blinds.
âIâll text you laterâ you spoke softly and left to your house.
Joel couldnât take his eyes off you as you walked inside. Something left him unsettled, he didnât trust a man who could put his hands on a woman, drunk or not. He walked backwards back to his driveway and began cleaning out his truck.
âDad, Iâm homeâ you called out as you walked to the kitchen to be caught off guard by a half empty bottle of whiskey. You sighed with disappointment as your father walked into the kitchen.
âDad-â
âSo this is what you do after I pay all that money for your tuitionâ his words confusing you.
âWhat?â
âDonât play stupid with me, you and this guy-â
âWhat guy?!â
âMillerâ Joelâs name made your heart stop.
âDad, itâs not-â
âYou sure?â He threw your left over box of pregnancy tests across the counter at you. You gasped, standing speechless as he made his way around the counter and cornered you against the wall.
âYou pregnant, little girl?â
âI am not a little girlâ you whispered.
âAre you pregnant?!â He slammed his hand on the counter beside you making you jump. Your silence was enough to give him an answer, he turned away throwing a large glass vase by the window. The sound of the glass shattering making Joel look up. Joel immediately walked towards your house trying to look through the windows but couldnât see a thing. He began to call your name making your fatherâs eyes widen.
âJoel, Iâm fine!â You yelled out but he could hear the fear in your voice.
âOpen the door!â He wiggled the door knob to no avail. Your father angrily grabbed your face with his hand making you scream as Joel began running his shoulder into the door.
âYou think youâre gonna act like a whore while Iâm paying for your college and just throw it all away!â He yelled angrily.
âDad! Iâm not throwing it away!â You screamed in defense when the front door broke open. In ran Joel to see your fatherâs hand on you as you stood still.
âLet her goâ he spoke with a threatening tone. Your father turned to him as he stumbled before reaching for his bottle of whiskey and taking another sip.
âYou think Iâm gonna let her keep that thingâ
âDad-â
âShut up!â He roughly pulled you by your hair in front of him making Joel step forward. You screamed as he yanked your head back.
âYou know what? You want her, you could have herâ he threw you across the floor towards Joel. Joel quickly crouched down to you helping you up without taking his eyes off your father.
âYou alright? You ok?â He asked just as Tommy walked in shocked to see his brother in the middle of everything.
âJoel, whatâs goinâ on?â
âTake her insideâ Joel instructed as he walked towards your father.
âJoel- no-â
âMake sure sheâs ok, keep her inside and call a damn ambulanceâ Tommy did just as he was told and pulled you out of the house while you cried.
âWhatâs he gonna do?â You asked looking back. Tommy knew the damage his brother could do but didnât say a word.
Your father laughed as he finished up his bottle of liquor.
âWhat are you gonna do asshole?â Joel waited for you to walk into his home before grabbing your father and head butting him hard. Blood instantly gushed from your fatherâs nose as he went down to the ground. Grabbing your father by his collar with his fist in the air, Joel wanted to do more but the man could barely defend himself at this point and he knew how much it would hurt you. Leaving him unconscious he took a step back with a deep breath. Hearing the ambulance close by he left the door open and walked out back to his house. Joel knew you would all be questioned once they arrived but he didnât care.
âIs he ok? What happened?â You ran up to Joel desperately.
âYou alright? You feel alright? I want em to check you before they leave.â He ignored your questions and unexpectedly placed his hand on your stomach making Tommy realize just what was going on. Sarah came out of the room confused when multiple ambulances came crashing into the street. Police cars pulled up as you looked out the window confused when a man beside your house walked out into the street. Cops instantly came out there cars and hid behind their doors aiming their guns.
âThe hell is going on?â Tommy whispered when the man suddenly ran towards the cops. Gunshots went off making you jump as Joel quickly locked the door shut as you all watched in shock with what was happening.
âOh my God!â You gasped, the man was shot at multiple times yet kept running. The rest of your neighbors peaking out their windows when finally the man was shot dead.
âLadies and gentleman please stay inside, lock your doors. Do not come out until youâre toldâ an officer announced through a microphone.
âWhatâs happening, dad?â Sarah asked with wide worried eyes.
âI donât know, baby.â Joel proceeded to close the windows not wanting his daughter to see anything else.
âWhat about my dadâ you whispered but before he could respond more gunshots went off making you and Sarah jump and the lights went outâŚ
Just like that it was the beginning of a massive disruption that would turn everyoneâs world as they knew it upside down more than you already felt it wasâŚ.
*tagging for some reason isnât working for me but Iâll figure it out soon. No oneâs name is coming up.*
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