#but i truly don't know orz

[vanillashusband]

a little scene from the next upcoming chapter

also, here's the full sketch of the statue from the front that I kept when designing it!

TAGLIST: @selfshippinglover @sunstar-of-the-north @honeycombscereal @tulaytullahs

[magnusmodig]

rough childhood headcanon qs / @clxscdeyes / no longer accepting !

╰┈➤ 7 . how old was your muse when they realized they had childhood trauma?

||. one whole "today years old" post!ragnarok and hela's reveal. Except, even then, according to the movie, not really because Thor is still in heavy denial about all of it where Odin is concerned. I've spoken a bit (here) about how Thor adores his family; he idolizes them and views them through blinding rose-colored glasses, (especially when they're deceased) and that is especially true of his circumstances.

So, very often times when the truth clashes with the rose-colored view of them (namely: his father), Thor does one of two things: find a way to justify the words or action with the surrounding context of the time to make it make sense (e.g., well he scolded me harshly because i was talking back), or avoid it altogether. (this is his go-to. no talking about it; thor would rather not right now, so he does not.)

Key example being: he would rather focus on how his father changed his ways, and the Odin that he knew and grew up with was a man who had turned away from pursuing war for war's sake, and was instead one who valued peace and life. He would rather focus on that aspect of Odin, and take in the broader picture of Odin's life. REGARDLESS of the fact that what Thor is deeply, personally affected - not with the realization that Odin changed his ways once upon a time - but by the fact that he lied to him, manipulated him, and controlled and shaped every aspect of his being, for Thor's whole life, JUST to avoid another Hela. Someone who Thor is not, could not be farther from, and never knew about, because Odin (apparently) kept the matter of his true first-born a closely-guarded secret and seemingly would have continued to were it not for Odin's death, Hela's escape, and Ragnarok all coinciding at the same moment in time. And this, all because Thor rationalizes it as "well, I wouldn't want to be remembered and judged based on the person that I used to be. I should extend that same kindness to my father, because he too, changed." (x10 because now Odin is dead. And it's in poor-taste to speak ill of a dead man.)

The problem namely being: Thor only talks about things when Thor decides it's time to talk about things ; when he is ready. ...but as this is a topic that ripple effects down to Thor's core, good luck getting him to open up about it, even just with himself.

[merakiui]

Not scara being even dreamier I'm going to explode he's getting so many birthday kisses 🥺

He has my entire heart in a chokehold... OTL he may claim he has no interest in knowing what becomes of the food he gifted you, but I'm sure he will spy on you to see what you do with it. And he is filled with lots of pride when you do eat it and it looks like you've enjoyed it. But then of course you would! He's a skillful chef, after all.

[snowflop]

[mochinomnoms]

*reads the octa kinks post*

Omg. Mating season Azul got me in his horny tentacle grip.

Like omg. Just.. just... *squeals* the things I would let that man do to me.

Just imagine mating season comes and Azul is just so damn needy. He's taking you wherever and whenever he can. On his desk, over his desk, against his door, in the shower, in the tub. You find out how good his strength actually is when he's got you bent like a pretzel, fingers digging into your hips as he's got you hoisted up and working you over. If only he had this much stamina in his PE class. But you're just a way more fascinating topic I suppose.

Praise him, praise him and tell him how amazing he's making you feel. How much you love when he works his hands on you. He'll have you like putty as he prepared you. He loves it, he also loves it when you're so blissed out that all you can do is moan for him. Call his name. Do it.

Let's not forget he still actually has to attend classes so this mad lad is horny gripping through them. Maybe he gets so wound up that he sneaks you off to a random classroom for a quickie. Has you bent over a desk or you give him a blow job to help. Don't worry. The man knows a good cleanup spell(you can't tell me he doesn't) he's not so cruel to send you off reeking of sex. Although.... Maybe he enjoys sending you off with his scent lingering on your skin. Sends you off with a pretty scarf wrapped around your neck that has his cologne. What a lovely little reminder to the others that you're taken, and maybe it helps hide any little incriminating marks(if you're into that)

That's not even touching on his mer form yet. He has you in a shallow pool, or maybe he's given you a nice long air breathing potion because now you're in a small cove nestled somewhere safe from prying eyes. Maybe it's nice and dark and the only thing you can see is the pale blue of Azul's eyes or maybe you watch as the bioluminescent patterns dance along his skin(I love me bioluminescent octatrio) Don't worry, you've got eight strong limbs working you over, each one truly seems to have a mind of their own as they work you over. This man, he's leaning back and just seems to be enjoying the show until you're begging him to fuck you properly. Who is he to deny your wish, he's such a benevolent mate, now isn't he?

orz Azul just gimme one chance pls I BEG!

Azul's never had good stamina, in the sea or out, and it shows when you're intimate with him. It's why he focuses in on making you come via his hands and mouth so much before actually getting to the main event. Poor Azulito only has one orgasm in him before he tires out, but it's a very yummy one when he's with you, and by the time he's actually fucking you, your bones are all jelly, and you're blissed out.

It's a very pleasant surprise when his mating season first comes around after you two get together. When he was single, Azul would get a bit feverish, hot and bothered, and more irritable than normal. Usually, he'd just manage with some potions and rest, but once he's gotten a mate, it's like a switch flipped in his brain.

Instead of being mildly inconvenienced, his entire body is heated and sensitive to touch, yours specifically. It's as if he's taken a high dosage of an aphrodisiac and the only cure is your gummy insides. If you two never had quickies before, you sure as hell do now. He's using you over and over on any surface in his room, office, even in a nearby empty classroom if the need to breed (ha) hits. It's enough of an issue that you both get a stern talking to by the teachers, who are recommending that you two take a rest of his mating season off as to not distract the other studies. They'll make sure to have someone bring your work over, just please go back to Azul's dorm, the beastmen and fae students are starting to complain about you two and the scent of sex.

Once he's got you in the water after that, you're getting bred over and over again and again until he's positive his seed is taken (even if you can't get pregnant). So, uh, hope you have good stamina at least, or else you're gonna have a tough time.

[mintytealfox]

What do you think about norton's 5th birthday rewards? (Like the portrait and it's clues etc.)

HEH I can finally sit down and slam down some thoughts!! 😈😈 THE PORTRAIT:

In film the direction a person is facing or going is a tell, and going from right to left (he is facing left here so its assumed he is moving right to left) that signifies negative/bad orz it pushes more negative feeling. Doesn't help that his shadow is right leaning hard up-left, giving a feeling of powerful increasing negative orz

Now the lighting! his back is to the light as he faces the darkness and that darkness is mainly shown as his alter's shadow. This makes me think that he is really leaning into that side of himself and leaving who he was behind orz

B U T

He isn't looking forward he looking more towards the 'camera'/off to the side a bit, which makes me think there is a chance that he could see something that makes him about-face/turn around towards the light, cause the light hasn't all together abandoned him, its there. Its within view even on the upper corner of the map within his sight, more so than the dark majority of the map, he isn't really looking there at the dark, he is looking up and off to the side a bit.

It makes me think that the map is his plans but the light has other ideas and catching his attention 👀

THERE IS STILL HOPE PEEPS!!!!!

THE MESSAGE:

This message makes me DIE 😭😭and that is all I have to say about it.....just kidding LOL IMMA TEAR IT TO BITS HERE WE GO

The fact that what he desires above all else is freedom ;; cause that is what the sky usually means in media FREEDOM ;;

He wants:

-the fresh air -the ability to feel the sun -and to feel the breeze -to hear the trees leaves rustling and birds chirping -being allowed to rest when he needs to ;;

All he knows is darkness ;; waking up before the sun, going underground, coming back home after the sun has already set. He only knows night life, tired life. When people are exhausted and get drunk and start showing the worst parts of themselves when they think everyone is already asleep and wont see them acting in such a way. He only knows a cruel, sad, back breaking world ;; Then down in the mines its just deep, dank, all you can hear are eerie sounds and clanking of pick axes and the occasional noise from animals brought down into the mines to check for poison air. Senses constantly on alert for any potential cave-ins or other dangers and to top it off, Norton having to deal with bullying 🙃

and even after ALL that, ALL he can think about, and truly wants, is to see the sky during the day and enjoy it

I AM SCREECHING IN AGONY

Then here is Benny's letter to Norton's dad, about the dreams he has if gold is found and all the lavish ideas that Benny thinks those riches will bring. That dream and what Benny believes money will give then enters Norton's mind. "Money is the key to freedom", and there begun the spiral orz He turned to doing anything and EVERYTHING to reach for that 'promised' freedom that he can have if he gets the money required. ;; Everything around him becomes a means to get to that desired freedom. Then once he reaches that freedom he is FREE TO BE WHO HE REALLY IS ;; So the thought process of "I have to be whatever is required now, so I can be my true free self later" ;; but that isn't how that works orz

I have found that misery is similar to money. Misery loves company, and with money there is never enough (if you don't have a healthy relationship with money) That is where the greed creeps in for Norton. He is obviously making some money, it is said that his employers were very pleased with his work. He even moves up to prospector instead of just a miner, or at least he was working on the side in secret as a prospector cause bro is LOOKING HARD for that gold. (And you can tell he knows what he is doing cause he just has to check out the area and he KNOWS that gold is not going to be there and officially crosses those areas out). So if he wasn't officially a prospector he could have become one EASY. A Prospector searches for the GOOD GOOD not just gold, we are talking valuable substances that the earth makes, especially O I L. Gold is fine and dandy but OIIILLLLLLLLLLLLLLL is where its at! If Norton wasn't so distracted by finding gold (which would have been taken by the owner of the mine anyways cause honestly why would the world be fair and let the person who found it keep it) BU T OOIIILLLLLLLLLLLLLLL can be found on land that isn't owned by anyone 👀He would need to find an attorney pretty damn quick BUT IT WOULD BE HIS and most, if not all, of the money going to HIM OH MY GOSH NORTON IS SMART!! He could have figured out a way to track down an area where oil could be found, he did that for GOLD he can absolutely do that for OIL as well and he would have wound up richer than most aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Norton knows how to sell his abilities and these people (those employers) already love his work ethic and what he can do. All he would have to do is say "I can do such and such and I have proof" those employers might trust him and say 'alright how much you need to finish this plan to get that mineral 'gold mine'. People LOOOVVEEEE the prospect of getting more money and are willing to risk it all for that reservoir of significantly MORE cash/income. So they would invest in Norton and Norton would provide and he would get his massive cut of cash along with those who invested in him LIKE HE COULD HAVE HAD AN ENTIRE OPERATION SIMPLY BECAUSE HE IS FANTASTIC AT WHAT HE DOES AAHHHH but as we all well know that is not how it went down orz aahhhhhh

He was completely blinded in that pursuit of gold and keeping it for himself that he lost himself, lost his way and even lost track of what he truly wanted, to be free. You don't need a ton of money to be free. You need enough, of course, but not heaps and heaps of it orz I think he would have been more than sufficiently happy being an actual prospector and finding mineral deposits and selling them off. Bro would ADORE being an explorer, studying the land and finding the earth's riches and moving on to find the next mineral deposit, making bank as he travels and people paying even more for his good and successful work. GOSH DANG IT 😭😭😭😭

but this is me getting all wishful thinking and living in 'ideal world' land. Setting off to find his first mineral deposit would have been risky but bro has survived worse and he is stubborn, able to live off the land, and studious enough that I haven't the slightest doubt that he would find good areas that would catch people's attention, it would take time but he could do it. There is the risk of people taking advantage but with what he has seen and learned he would likely be ready for it and end up taking advantage of THEM H A R D E R LOL

but these are just my thoughts and getting all wishful at the end here to balance out the EMO STUFF NetEase is tossing out lol

Gosh DANG I just want bro to be happy -CRYYYYY-

[rick-rayson]

Okay so weirdly specific, but could you do imagines for Yara Flor x Reader where reader is a villain who’s not evil, they’re just a Megamind type villain: a harmless theater kid who’s a good person. Also they’re a magic-themed villain and the Circe to Yara’s Diana

DRAMATICS

A/N: I put this into the same formatting as my Jonathan Crane post because the normal storytelling format just wasn't doing it for me (Don't ask how that works it just does) Nonetheless, I hope you enjoy and sorry for the long wait ORZ THIS IS KINDA LAME- BUT ALSO YARA IS DEF THE PERSON TO HATE THE MEGAMIND TYPES LOWKEY-

"Reader is a villain who’s not evil, they’re just a Megamind type villain: a harmless theater kid who’s a good person. Also they’re a magic-themed villain and the Circe to Yara’s Diana."

➯ Despite her many clashes with society, humanity and spectacles alike, Yara is a virtuous and giving woman who prides herself in her ability to stick up for others who cannot do it for themselves. She protects the people of São Paulo and speaks where they cannot be heard, to her core that is who Yara is. A protector. A warrior.

➯ It was an uneventful day, Yara took to helping civilians with the common thief and the occasional crook, picking up debris three times her height and mass as if it was akin to lifting a lone pebble. So, not very eventful for Yara but most definitely perplexing for the average citizen. It was, all things considered, calming.

➯ That was until Yara's ears pick up the sound of familiar and loud music that hurts her ears to even listen to. And with a groan of annoyance, she stands tall, already knowing what is to come.. or more like who.

➯ "Greetings, people of São Paulo! Your greatest nightmare has arrived!" You gloat, arms raised as you conjure up what Yara can comprehend to be coloured illusions of animals and fireworks. Usually, such a sight would enlighten Yara, it reminds her of the carnivals she's attended. But right now she's over this ploy of yours.

➯ You and Yara have been doing this game for far too long. (A month) A millennium, truly. You come in with an elaborate display and an evil plan that she easily thwarts with the flick of her wrist and the painful end of her golden Bolas. you somehow disappear and she's annoyed all over again.

➯ "We're doing this again? Have you no hobbies?" She grimaces at you, in the action of whirling a Bola. ➯ "This is the hobby, actually, so-"

➯ She throws a Bola at you, forcing you to construct a forcefield. "You know you are very volatile."

➯ "And you are very annoying." She mutters before she's leaping towards you, her fist barely missing your jaw.

➯ "It's been a while since I've been villain-ing so you could-" A poor construct of a pig takes the damning punch that was meant for you. It shatters like glass. "-make this less of a bad experience for me-"

➯ "I aim to make it worse." Yara smiles before sending a hearty punch to your nose.

➯ "And you're-" you wince as you hold your nose that was now sputtering with blood, "supposed to be the good guy-" Yara ties you up using her lasso.

➯ "Speak now or I throw you off this building, why do you do this?" She grits her teeth yet all you can think about is the small gap between you two.

➯ You make an attempt to shrug, "show....biz?"

➯ There's a pause, a beat, Yara's angered expression has now gone blank at the sound of your answer. And the silence is so long that not even the nosy civilians who've arrived are confident in breaking it. "Theatrics? You use your powers for theatrics?"

➯ "Mostly, yeah."

By the police arrive Yara leaves your legs tied together, the officers are quick to expect some manner of resistance but upon arriving at the site, all they see is you writing on the floor with a Sharpie. An officer slowly treads to make sense of what you're writing: "I am dramatic and I love Wonder Woman."

[nicomrade]

'shuffle your favorite playlist and post the first five songs that come up. then copy/paste this ask to your favorite mutuals <3'

hello mahjong mutual and mikoshiba gnsk icon haver. you have good taste (but on a serious note it's really interesting getting to see stuff about all the media you post about even though i don't know them personally, and also you have insightful political opinions which i appreciate)

WAAA thank you so much yay ❤️🀄 im glad my posting is interesting ^-^ i truly just say whatever, so its very sweet & flattering to hear 🐈 i didnt see the 2nd half of ur ask until just now actually i was gonna do another playlist thats actually good but for you i will rattle the mikoshiba playlist and see if anything good falls off. its far from my favorite playlist its actually kind of bad but by the power of mutualship we can get 5 good songs maybe

The Velvet Underground - After Hours

Man Man - Sparks

Nine Inch Nails - Echoplex spotify thinks im addicted to this one and will not stop putting it in my shuffles its sickening it IS a good song though. woooo you will never ever ever ever get to me in here!!

The Growlers - Try Hard Fool

Kingo Hamada - Midnight Cruisin' i love midnight cruisin its so fun its def a highlight of this playlist to me

& the first song of the playlist is of course of Montreal - Tim I Wish You Were Born a Girl i need this 4koma character to come out as gay it makes me look stupid and my playlist sound worse orz

[amoneki-ramblings]

oh and also idk if the amoneki blog is the place to ask but can u tell me about ur opinion of eto :]

OH HELL YEAH !!!! I should've clarified, I'm cool with asks for anything/anyone, unfortunately I might not have as much to say for some characters/ships since. I'm still getting through the manga orz but I'd down to discuss anyone!!

Also sidenote but thank you for sending two asks?? I'm answering this one first since the amoneki ask will take me. A while. But also I read this and immediately went "eto !!! eto holy shit it's her!!" so I must get the energy out (and hope it's coherent)

How I feel about this character:  Goddd Eto is so fucking Cool as a character. She has so many things I absolutely Love in one character. She's an absolute monster in terms of power, eldritch-like, she is a horror beyond anyone's comprehension and I love her so much for that. When she made her first (I think) big appearance in :re (Volume 5. The Kanae Scene) I loved her sooo much more I love her fucked up-ness, I love her Apple and God Thing and 'breaking down people's idols and becoming their god' because I Love religious symbolism. She's so ominous and formidable and she has such a fucking presence, it's amazing, yet at the same time we still see the same loneliness in her that's prevelant in the majority of Tokyo Ghoul, but maybe even moreso. Throughout the series it's shown how important parents and family are and how they've shaped the characters and give them drive (especially considering almost nobody has both parents. alive, and it effects everyone So Much it's a constant theme.) And obviously Eto couldn't really. Have that. At all. And it fucked her up definitely. The loneliness is overshadowed by. The Monstrosity (which makes sense of course, because that loneliness also brews Hatred for the world) but it also cuts through in things like her writing as Takatsuki Sen (which Kaneki obviously picks up on and relates to), the way it shines through when she's able to deconstruct others' desires and wills and suffering (after all, one must experience suffering themself to truly understand someone else's), and the slight respite with Aogiri (man. I wish to know more of her dynamics with the members/executives so bad) god I love her so much, she also has such a cool character design I'm in love with it, I can't wait to see her even more in :re.

All the people I ship romantically with this character:  Hmm since she hasn't made too many major appearances with individual characters so far none really yet? However I feel like I may grow very intrigued in etoken, two people that share loneliness, they're also a little fucked up I think they could be interesting together (I'm certain they're gonna interact more later also i've seen. the eyeball scene (on accident) and honestly yeah that's my kinda Weirdness))

My non-romantic OTP for this character: Again I want to see more of her appearances/interactions with others more first !! But I'd honestly be happy just to see her interact with the other Aogiri executives more, it's pretty entertaining and it's definitely my kinda thing

My unpopular opinion about this character:  I guess I wouldn't really know if anything I thought is considered unpopular haha, I just kinda like her all around okay?

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: Well, currently I just want to see her more in general, although I think seeing more of the ways she can totally screw with people would be great, she is so Psychological Horror and I fully support it

my OTP: Again, none yet but there may be Something on the horizon

my cross over ship: Honestly I don't really have any crossover tg ships

a headcanon fact: I am taking this opportunity to increase the religious undertones tenfold. She can pull out So many bible references on the fly (that a lot of people probably don't get) and definitely weaves them throughout her writing (Kaneki canonically knows things from the bible, more than the average person at least, so he would absolutely pick up on them). I think she'd have some very interesting thoughts about the bible and what it says about humanity and the idea of God itself, and she definitely owns one somewhere

Hopefully that wasn't too long orz Anyways yes I see Eto in my inbox and I jump up and down in excitement I don't have a coherent list of favorite characters but she is definitely Somewhere in there and I'd let her rip my limbs off anyday Eto my beloved

[that-spider-fan-over-there]

Ngl people expecting Class 2-A to know Izuku's quirkless right now is a wild goose chase, that idiot (/affectionately) is an open book in another language, I can guarantee that if he actually had a talk with Ochako or Shoto he'd literally go "In a very hypotetical specific situation how'd you feel if you lost that battle and your power as a result" and go "Midoriya/Deku-kun what tf are you talking about" or somehow still misinterpret it like Mirio or Kota.

Or they'd clock the bs and he'd get the pep talk he wants but not the one he truly needs (I think he'd know that on some level), similiar to Toshinori saying he saved Tenko, it's not good for Izuku to hear that, what with him becoming dust and what that means. Maybe it's best he doesn't get advice from people still pretending things are fine. They'd have good intentions, sure, but someone has to rip that reality bandaid and it's not going to be them, I think. Not so soon, at least, in the chance they might have a proper talk at some point.

I don't think they are ignoring him for being Quirkless or anything, just dealing with their own shit and pretending to others they don't have their own baggage going on, otherwise it'd be too easy for him to get any resolution (frustrating as it is to wait). I don't think anyone aside from Katsuki, Toshinori and Aizawa even know he's Quirkless, wouldn't even be surprised if Inko doesn't and that's just standard Midoriya Izuku behaviour up to eleven ORZ

But I know if he were to open up again it'd either be through the biggest breakdown known to them or printing a letter again (okay the latter is a joke) because unless someone is a trained therapist or have All Might fanboy childhood friend privileges (and even then I'm skeptical he'll manage to make him spill everything out) the truths of that muttering mouth is gonna be shut-

[speakeasier]

waves practically a corpse' hand on day two of the trenches. i love violently throwing up five times non stop of fucking dried shit/my water. even my poor gatorade. " orz " my throat is absolutely destroyed that even sound different. but best part.

thumbs up in huge fucking die. i think i know why i'm like this. i only realized this more on day two than one because wowoww. as if the throw up wasn't already bad. but i think the reason why i'm feeling ill is because. i actually think i inhaled too much raid/bug spray fumes. because sunday night, there was a bunch of ants in the hallway upstairs.

but since it was late, no one really ventilated the hallway well. and since my room is upstairs, one of the bathrooms too. like. -crosses hallway more than once, can also smell that shit from my room despite door being closed-

like, highkey am sure that's the reason. because i haven't ate anything strange. and my vomit is 'nothing' like. it's so dry. only if it's water. and like, i got no fever, no cough, no other fucked up things either. and no shitting. so i don't think it's food poisoning. truly just. SHRUGS. guess i'm high on fucking fumes and be sick thanks to it. SHRUGS AGAIN. GUESS I'LL DIE.

[silver-wield]

regarding the last post about resolution etc. Does that mean .. A doesn't know anything that happened to creepy date and that that whole portion is just thrown away?? Is that why she still slimes herself close to his face at the ending because she doesn't remember he Hates that Shit?

I wonder if C even remembers any of that shit. Because if not, then he never got a thank you and "don't blame yourself" memo lol. Not that it would even help lol. Just that, maybe she could do this while she's in real world and not lifestream? But alas, C got a special treatment, T and others didn't .

It's just kinda funny how A's automatic response is "lmma kidnap this kid and Force him to do Shit he obviously Doesn't want to do" in a world where tifa and zack doesn't exist. It's like maybe it's why, she doesn't understand her own BS because Zack doesn't exist in that world and in real world (because he died). Not sure if she'll realize that tho.

Creepy date is just for the folks to understand he thinks of her Only as a Friend and Nakama. Adds nothing to his story. It adds to her. Same with resolution and gsd. Both has Negative Zero to do with C hence why he acts so clueless and say remarks that he just goes "huh??". "But I'm here", "you're talking to yourself/ one sided", "you're being weird". It's about Z and A alone.

Sadly, some took her Shitty line in resolution as "proof" along other BS orz. Sigh. Nevermind C doing everything opposite of what she just said. Aka he Never saw her that way, Not even a crush. I'm so Tired. zeriths, ""cloti""s, cleriffs, and "neutral"s. Please play the game Again and see what makes sense and doesn't make sense. Please Truly Understand C and Not turn him into Utter Shit with your HC.

Yes because the devs said that Aerith isn't the one on the altar. I guess we could assume she'd assimilate all versions of herself after her death and realise how badly she misjudged everything, but let's be real, she's always been a slimy bitch and wouldn't care. Although that's also the only way her resolution line makes sense if she became aware of her behaviour through the assimilation of the other selves and had a "oh shit" moment which is where the comment from Toriyama comes in where she's also telling herself that it was imaginary but she's salty about it.

[merakiui]

I've been nonstop binging bridgerton and have been thinking abt twst being set in that au and been thinking abt step bro twst chara (maybe deuce or malleus maybe the tweels i literally cannot figure out which chara) being such a hard ass on every man who tries to get your attention and take your hand at every party and you're so sick and tired of it bc you are a young woman who needs to get married and here your step bro is making it harder for you! This eventually leads to you lashing out at him one night in a room at a party after he degraded a potential partner for you and then you both end up kissing each other from all the intense feelings and your step bro finally confesses his feelings to you and you feel so sad bc yk you and him can never marry bc it's so taboo and oh what would the gossip mongers say if they ever found out? You and your family would be casted out and your family may abandon and disown you both (even tho there's literally a family who gets engaged to her cousin in the show fr) so you both continue your rouse in secret which is easy bc you both live together anyway, but what the ppl don't know when your step bro takes your hand and leads you to the dance floor is that those hands are the same ones who's ruined you for any other man, what they don't know is you both are so in love but everyone just thinks it's step siblings getting close. You and your step bro may never be able to wed but maybe someday you'll both run away to some country and finally get to live that fantasy of a married couple, but until then, everything must be kept a secret

GOSH I AM SO SORRY FOR THIS BEING SO LONG I NEEDED TO RAMBLE SO BAD FORGIVE ME

AAAAAA OMG OMG!!!!! This is so scrumptious,,, I think it can work with so many characters. Riddle and Rollo immediately come to my mind for various reasons, but then it could also pair perfectly with Malleus or Deuce just as you said. orz so many thoughts!!! Maybe even Idia.......

Secret, taboo relationship, but the both of you can't keep your hands off the other. Always toeing the line of being caught, constantly disappearing right before important events just for an intimate tryst that's all too tempting. Sneaking into each other's chambers, sending all the servants away so that it's just the two of you. Fucking everywhere and anywhere, especially in places where the risk is so very high. Sometimes you dirty your exquisite attire when you roll around in the gardens, the smell of sex mixing with the floral fragrances of surrounding blooms. It's all so enticing and incredibly forbidden. But you can't help feeling so infatuated with him. <3 your parents would certainly disapprove, but who needs them when the both of you will inevitably move far away?

What may seem like familial outings to the general public are actually dates between the two of you. Maybe he's daring and tries to hold your hand, or maybe he's much too concerned about the image he's showing to the public. The tension between the both of you is so palpable each time you have to pretend to be just siblings and nothing more. As soon as you're behind closed doors or in an area where you won't be seen or disturbed, you're on top of each other. You're truly inseparable and insatiable.

[aidoriimu]

hihi :]

quickly!! tell me about an f/o of urs (any, u choose!!) ૮꒰ ˶• ༝ •˶꒱ა [no pressure!]

uwaa thank you for the ask !!

Let's go with the main guy this blog is themed after, Tsumugi Aoba! He's reliable, hard-working, and also quite sentimental.. he's also seems to be the type of guy who wouldn't know someone loves him until it hit him straight into the face.

It's not that he's oblivious.. well maybe he is.. he hasn't had much experience talking to girls really.

There's a lot to admire with him though, he's really pretty (don't let the glasses or mophead fool you), his voice is quite soothing, and not to mention that he's.. constantly overworking himself.

Sometimes I feel a bit dumbfounded by my own taste.. orz. I love him still though, truly.

This ask was really sweet to receive too, thank you once again :3

[u3pxx]

hello! I wanted to ask: will the stream be recorded and available to watch later or will it only be live?

I'd really love to see your process but I live in a different timezone so I don't think I will be able to make it... but it's totally ok if it's not available later, for whatever reason. you already share so much art and seem really busy with school, so no pressure, I just wanted to know.

have a good day/night! and thank you again for all the art!! (and for telling me I should keep up with Dungeon Meshi after the first episode, I'm not yet that far in the story but I'm enjoying it a lot more now, and from the few spoilers I've seen, it will get even better!)

twitch saves the vods for a lil while before removing them but i will be planning to upload the vod on my side channel :^] i was planning to stream at like around 9 am (philippine time) but whaddya know! overslept ASKSKS so i think i'll be streaming around my evening instead orz thank u for your interest in me streamin too btw .. 🥺

(and ahhh!! glad ur enjoying dunmeshi! :^D it truly just gets more wild from here!!!!!)

[gritpyre]

🥛🍨🧅🥨🍈🍏💮🍩 for the main babygirl :) this is a lot so if you don't wanna do all of em just do the ones of these you find most interesting!

if you give me any chance to prattle on about Alma i will gobble it right up, i could talk about her 24/7

so [cracks knuckles] here we GO

🥛 [MILK] What is your OC's relationship with their biological parents like? What about their relationship with any non-biological parental figures?

She's equal parts resentful and terrified of Salazar, they have seen each other at their worst, and each is a mirror of what the other doesn't want to become. Almost every single one of their meet ups ends in a massive fight, verbal or otherwise

She has nothing but blind devotion and loyalty towards Melquíades, she has tried time and time again to get close to him and gain his approval with little to show for her efforts, she loves him but doubts her father will ever see her as his own flesh and blood again

one of her most tender relationships is with for-the-love-of-angst's ocs Taron and Zizi who act as her adoptive parents, she wants to love them perfectly but is afraid she might not be able to learn how anymore

🍨 [ICE CREAM] How does your OC compose themselves in stressful situations?

Honestly because she lives in a perennial state of survival mode she has mastered the art of dissociating herself from her own discomfort to focus on what needs to be done and letting urgency and instinct (and an unhealthy dose of anger) carry her forward

smoking like a chimney also helps!

🧅 [ONION] What is surefire to make your OC cry? Who knows of this information?

Reminding her that she has strength but no power, and that things don't get any better and the suffering is endless for people like her

in good latin american mom fashion, the one that can make her cry the easiest is Salazar

🥨 [PRETZEL] How complicated is your OC's backstory? Who does it entwine with?

see she has years worth of story development that i'm still untangling, wouldn't say it's complicated just long orz

🍈 [MELON] If they had to be put into a box, what box would it be and why?

pretty sure i'm misunderstanding this question but regardless i'm gonna say cardboard box bc kitty

🍏 [GREEN APPLE] How do they differ from the norm and how are they punished for it?

i think being the daughter of my verse's version of the boogeyman is the farthest you can get form the norm :'D it comes at the cost of her bodily, mental and emotional freedom

💮 [WHITE FLOWER] Has your OC ever kissed someone? Who, when, and where?

oh man, so many people, but let's go with the most meaningful ones: first kiss was an accidental one with Thiago when they were both around 15, they were near a beautiful waterhole they had just discovered

then there was Vega who confessed with a kiss while they were watching the sunset on a rooftop, they were around 16-17

then at 20 Magdalena came along, offered to kiss her to distract her from her gloomy thoughts and it worked, twisted toxic relationship ensued soon after and continues to this day

🍩 [DONUT] What is your OC's biggest flaw? How do they deal with it? Do they deal with it?

her self-destructive tendencies for sure, and the fact they're rooted in the belief she's not all that important to others, not in a way that truly matters anyway

she hasn't dealt with it for the longest time but it was getting ever so faintly harder to bounce back after each self-sabotaging bender, and though she has no drive to fully get over these tendencies, she's beginning to trust and respect other people's decisions that they do in fact want her around

hope this wall of text is somewhat understandable, and thank you!