#but i think ill stop it there

[saph-yells-into-the-void]

new ep of bd be like: we are no longer daddies and will soon not be buddies either... SIKE fuck the organization, we're back bitches and better than ever 😎 (rip misaki tho)

ok but srsly i liked the ending of this ep but i think the middle was a bit sloppy? like the action and everything.

a lot of things happened that logically didnt make much sense (KAZUKI WHY THR FUCK DO YOU TAKE SO LONG TO SHOOT) and the pacing felt off, like VERY rushed.

im also sad that misaki died, it kinda felt like a cop-out? like that was the easiest way to have kazurei back with miri. idk for a show with v good character writing and development, im disappointed that they went for a lazy writing choice instead of fleshing misaki out more. they couldve worked it out w miri having her papas and mama, or at the very least kept her alive longer.

but otherwise good ep :)

interested to see how the show will continue next episode. apparently we have one more left?? which.. makes me a bit scared that the ending will be rushed bc of how kazuki and rei will leave the organization.

when they said that they will no longer be hitmen and will instead become a true family w miri, the only thing i could think was 'okay thats cool and all but how yall gonna do that? i thought yall couldnt leave the organization🧍‍♀️' so yeah i still have questions but i guess well have to wait and see.

(also last thing i swear but- i also wish miri was given a bit more agency? she felt a bit.. stale this ep? i dont think thats the word i looking for, but she was very much oblivious to everything going on, like less than a character w her own thoughts and feelings and more like a placeholder kinda? for example, if orgino didnt fuck everything up, they couldve shown miri's reaction to her papas not coming back. or maybe next ep, let her know the death of her mother and how shes going to react to that? like shes going to eventually ask wheres her mama and kazuki and rei cant lie to her forever. but yeah thats one thing ive noticed and wish theyll address before the shows over maybe)

[cosmicrhetoric]

the tiffany quote where she's like "these are real fucking PEOPLE you are condescending to"

[juliangelart]

Wow lesbians

[merrigel]

I want it back = I drag its dead weight forward

[donothello]

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and they'll be together forever! :]

foreshadowing

[feelo-fick]

um ok cool thanks for letting me know .... why are you telling me this

[sceletaflores]

five nights in 5,000 different positions

[inkskinned]

they want to talk about mental illness and acceptance and how everyone is a little ocd it's cute and quirky and their "intrusive thoughts" are about cutting their hair off and you say yours are about taking a razorblade to your eye and they say ew can you not and everyone is a little adhd sometimes! except if you're late it's a personality flaw and it's because you are careless and cruel (and someone else with adhd mentions they can be on time, so why can't you?) and it's not an eating disorder if it's girl dinner! it's not mania if it's girl math! what do you mean you blew all of your savings on nonrefundable plane tickets for a plane you didn't even end up taking. what do you mean that you are afraid of eating. get over it. they roll their little lips up into a sneer. can you not, like, trauma dump?

they love it on them they like to wear pieces of your suffering like jewels so that it hangs off their tongue in rapiers. they are allowed to arm-chair diagnose and cherrypick their poisons but you can't ever miss too many showers because that's, like, "fuckken gross?" so anyone mean is a narcissist. so anyone with visual tics is clearly faking it and is so cringe. but they get to scream and hit customer service employees because well, i got overwhelmed.

you keep seeing these posts about how people pleasers are "inherently manipulative" and how it's totally unfair behavior. but you are a people pleaser, you have an ingrained fawn response. in the comments, you have typed and deleted the words just because it is technically true does not make it an empathetic or kind reading of the reaction about one million times. it is technically accurate, after all. you think of catholic guilt, how sometimes you feel bad when doing a good deed because the sense of pride you get from acting kind - that pride is a sin. the word "manipulation" is not without bias or stigma attached to it. many people with the fawn response are direct victims of someone who was malignantly manipulative. calling the victims manipulative too is an unfair and unkind reading of the situation. it would be better and more empathetic to say it is safety-seeking or connection-seeking behavior. yes, it can be toxic. no, in general it is not intended to be toxic. there is no reason to make mentally ill people feel worse for what we undergo.

you type why is everyone so quick to turn on someone showing clear signs of trauma but you already know the fucking answer, so what's the point of bothering. you kind of hate those this is what anxiety looks like! infographics because at this point you're so good at white-knuckling through a severe panic attack that people just think you're stoic. even people who know the situation sometimes comment you just don't seem depressed. and you're not a 9 year old white kid so there's no way you're on the spectrum, you're not obsessed with trains and you were never a good mathematician. okay then.

mental illness is trending. in 2012 tumblr said don't romanticize our symptoms but to be fair tiktok didn't exist yet. there's these series of videos where someone pretends to be "the most boring person on earth" and is just being a normal fucking person, which makes your skin crawl, because that probably means you are boring. your friend reads aloud a profile from tinder - no depressed bitches i fucking hate that mental illness crap. your father says that medication never actually works.

you still haven't told your grandmother that you're in therapy. despite everything (and the fact it's helping): you just don't want her to see you differently.

[soranker]

tomorrow :)

[theoldkyokodied]

normal guys in a normal relationship (giving you a not very convincing thumbs up). macdennis doodles from this week :)

[crumb-crumblet-s-crumbington]

wake up wintersberg nation

[constellama]

This is so sad Kayne play Never Love an Anchor by the Crane Wives

[hinamie]

just looking at these hand poses was enough to give me carpal tunnel and that's how u know they're prime megu material

[starlitmeadows]

Reunion

[umblrspectrum]

part 4 of a lot funnier in my head than on paper

[starrjoy]

Pandora AU good ending <3