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I need to see James scolding Oliver and taking care of him after what happened with the human kid. James could have the responsible role for once in his life đ
Happens directly after this!!
Oliver is certainly due for a bit of pampering. Enjoy! ^^
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âMay I have some ice please?â
James yelped at the sound of Oliver's voice, slamming the fridge door shut to reveal the borrower standing there on the counter, looking as nonchalant as usual. But there was something off about his body language⊠he raised an eyebrow, seeing how his friend was favouring one side and holding his ribs.
âYou're hurt.â It wasn't a question. James wasn't stupidâ it didn't exactly take a detective to figure that out.
Oliver nodded, wincing slightly again as he breathed in. Now that the adrenaline was no longer running as readily through his system it hurt much more. Even though his legs weren't injured, it hurt to standâ like holding up his own weight irritated the bruises around his midsection.
He glanced down and lifted his jumper slightly, revealing the dark purple marks that had formed. He felt some fascination, looking at those finger shaped bruises, but mostly it just hurt.
James gasped, his hands reaching down and quickly but gently scooping Oliver up into them as he raised the tiny man to his eye level.
âBloody hellâ you're as purple as a blummin blueberry, mate..!â He pointed out, fussing over the injuries with careful fingers, trying to figure out where they ended. They seemed to cover his whole torso. âWhat the hell happened??â
Oliver groaned a little, pushing his jumper back down and waving off Jamesâs concerned fingers.
âIt is still very sensitiveâŠplease be gentle, James.â He scolded lightly, finding that even the smallest accidental pressure sent an stabbing ache throughout his body. He shakily sat up on his forearms, looking up at his friend's apologetic and concerned gaze.
âIt wasâŠa child. She was much too young to be on her own, and so I accompanied her until her mother returned. Nothing is broken.â After a few beats of uncertainty Oliver added, âI thinkâŠâ
âYou think!?â James exclaimed. A sigh escaped his lips as his free hand reached up to scratch at his facial hair, brows furrowed. âThis is severe, Oliver. An injury like that would have most humans in the hospital.â
The borrower huffed, clearly embarrassed by all of the fuss, but he didn't tell James to put him down.
âI am not a human. I am a borrower. We have better immune systems and our bodies heal faster. I will be fine once I get ice.â He rebutted. The finger behind him curled over and began to rub at his back, making Oliver inhale sharply. At first it hurt, but after a few seconds it felt pleasant and he couldn't help but lean back into the sensation.
James's brows furrowed further, a concerned frown on his face as he continued to gently stroke his back.
âMmmâŠno. I'll get you the ice, mate, but until that's all healed I don't feel comfortable with you flying around and whatnot.â He knew Oliver wasn't stupid and would not do things he didn't think he was capable of doing with those injuries, but still. James's finger stopped rubbing at his back, not wanting to go too hard and make the bruise spread.
He could see that Oliver was shaking with effort just to hold himself up. If his ribs were broken, he really needed to rest and not move around too much. But for as sensible as his friend was, James also knew him to be stubborn.
âI have too much to do⊠I need to update the files I just went and checked the houses for before I forget, and I need to make blackberry jam before the blackberries deteriorate too much andââ
A thumb came up and covered his mouth before he could finish, and Oliver shot the human an unimpressed look for the interruption. He knew that if he tried to move it away James would oblige, but he didn't really have the energy to lift his arms without it hurting.
âAh ah. I know you like to keep to your schedule, but it's not the end of the world if you don't. You're overworking yourself. Let me take care of youâ at least for a few daysâ okay?â He removed his thumb after saying his piece, watching for Oliver's answer.
For all the time he had known the borrower, he had learned a lot about his personality and how to tell when something was wrong. Oliver liked to act like he had everything under control at all times; always keeping a cool head and thinking logicallyâ but the reality was that he was just as fragile as any other borrower.
James didn't care to baby him. Oliver was, after all, an adult with his own life and way of doing things. But there was a point where he thought it was best to insist that Oliver accept that he needed help.
Of course, if he insisted against it James wasn't going to hold him against his willâ but he would definitely complain about the decision.
Oliver squinted up at him, his hair dishevelled from earlier, and pain radiating all around his body. He knew that his friend wouldn't dare force help upon him, but he also knew that if he refused he would just worry him in the process.
âAlright. Those are acceptable conditions⊠a few days.â He agreed, nodding his head and releasing a sigh of exasperation as he lay back instead of holding himself up. He shut his eyes, recognising how exhausted his body felt after the hour or so of constant play and man handling.
Although he didn't regret it, Jamesâs more tender and aware hands were a welcome change. With any other human Oliver always had to instruct them on how to hold him correctlyâ and deal with the consequences when they simply couldn't get it right. With JamesâŠhe was always careful. Oliver didn't have to worry about anything; he could just close his eyes, relax, and rest assured that his grip would never become too tight or invasive.
James let out a sigh of relief when Oliver relented, and seeing how he relaxed; clearly drained from what he had gone through; Jamesâs thumb lightly stroked his shoulder in a gesture of support.
âThanks.â His thumb moved away again, not overstaying its welcome as he instead bent down to open the freezer, rummaging around. âLetâs get you some ice then. I could swear I have something for bruises in the first aid kit, I'll just have to have a bit of faff for itâŠâÂ
Oliver turned onto his side, eyes still closed as he got a bit more comfortable.
âMmâŠdon't worry too much if you don't. Bruises like this usually stop hurting after a week unless the bones are bruised tooâŠâ He assured, waving a hand dismissively, not wanting James to go too out of his way for him.
James raised an eyebrow down at the borrower he was currently cradling in one hand, holding him out of the way of the freezer's cold chill.
âHow often do you get hurt like this? Be honest.â He wasn't scolding him, but it did upset him to think about how many times Oliver must have been through this before for him to know that.
Oliver hummed in thought, opening his eyes after a few moments and looking up into the brown eyes above him.
âI'd say between one and two times annually. You know I cannot stand by and watch someone else suffer⊠The poor girl was only four, she can hardly help it that she didn't know her own strength, James. She took to my instructions fairly well, considering that fact.â He defended.
âJesus Oliver, you could die! Come on, mate. This isn't healthyâ I know you don't like to do it, but sometimes you just have to leave things be. Save yourself the pain.â He shook his head, focusing on the freezer again to find the little plastic cubes he kept so that he would have something closer to Oliver's size. He picked one up and shut the freezer. âWas she alright at least? Nothing I need to report?â
Oliver nodded once more.
âShe was fine. It wasn't a serious situation, just a moment of forgetfulness on her parentsâ part. I saw no signs of any maltreatment, and she seemed to be at a normal development for a child that age. Speech, movementâŠall fine.â He assured.
James tore off a piece of kitchen roll and wrapped it around the cube before offering it forward to Oliver gingerly. The borrower took it, wincing at first as the cold made contact with his marked skin before relaxing, allowing it to numb the area.
âI was about to make some lunch. I have leftover curry that I was gonna heat up with some microwave rice, if you want to join. Chicken korma.â He offered, opening the fridge again next and taking out the tub of curry and setting it on the side. âI think I have a pack of naanâŠsomewhereâŠâ
âFor as much food as you have, you really should keep things more organised, James. If you don't know what you have, you'll end up throwing away things you've forgotten about when they don't keep.â Oliver scolded lightly.
James gently poked Oliver in the cheek with his pinkie as he let out a gasp of indignation.
âOi! You're starting to sound more and more like my mother every time you stay here.â He responded in mock offence, although the grin of amusement made it obvious he was only joking. Oliver had learned that was a sign of his sarcasm, and James was delighted to see the slight smile on his face too. âYou want korma or not?â
Oliver let out a small chuckle. Although it hurt to laugh, it also felt nice and warm. James's humour, although difficult to comprehend at first, it was now something that the borrower greatly appreciated. He nodded.
âAlright. That sounds good.â
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Deadpool & Wolverine: Scenes from an unconventional marriage.
Pre script authors note: The following was inspired by a few conversations between @icarusredwings and myself, part of which was a scenario that i thought would be funny... if this is your first story reading one of my AUs (first of all. woof, you picked a long one) Secondly. The boys have money, Peter works for them as an assistant and logistics expert. They live in Kansas city because of Wade's crusade against anti-mutant GMO corn... go back and read KoKC for details.
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Kansas City Missouri Earth-10005 (2031-ish)
When two murderous Canadian mercenaries love each other very much...
Part 1 : paternal instincts.
Our scene opens up where most of our scenes open with this author.
The 19th floor of 700 W 31st Street Kansas City Missouri.
(the building known to its Tennants as One Park Place tower)
International headquarters of Malfeasance and Fraud Mitigation (Mercs for Money) LLC. And home to Logan and Wade Howlett-Wilson.
And Blind Al don't forget her! And Mary puppens I'll stab you if fucking forget about her. By the way Brace yourself folks this might be a crossover AU one-shot non canonical story.
Wade was talking to himself as usual having left the office after chain smoking a pack of Lucky Strikes and going over Financials with Peter and Althea. The business part of the business of killing was a huge pain in the ass. Logan insisted he take an active role beyond just killing. It was hell on his undiagnosed autism/ADHD.
Fuck Excell, fuck spreadsheets, fuck shopping around for cheaper ammo to save a dollar, this Is a Winchester house we're not buying off brand bullets from eastern Europe!
But it was finally over and he could enjoy the rest of his day. Which he intended on doing as he walked towards Logan sitting on the couch in the livingroom. He had a Nintendo Switch and was playing Mario 3 online.
He'd taken a liking to playing games ever since Laura convinced him to play Smash Brothers with her a few years ago.... Wade loved that he'd picked up what many especially the Wolverine himself would consider an unserious hobby.
he sucked at it, but he was trying to improve. He had recently beat Zelda: link to the past, but he still couldn't beat Laura at Smash Bros. Wade sat down next to him with a thud.
You get all your work done for the day princess? He asked without looking up from his screen.
I did. It was terrible. I hate it. Please don't make me do it again. Wade gently puts a hand on Logans thigh, not necessarily with amorous intentions. It's more like trying to ground himself after a stressful afternoon by connecting with his Wolverine.
Sorry bub, but you gotta learn about the actual business. It'll give you a better perspective before you go spending money. Besides its our company, and it's more than shooting fools. Now, if you gimme a sec I'll find a stopping point. These little fucking turtles have been giving me hell.
Thier Koopas penut, stomping on turtles, would be cruel. As for Al and Peter, they are the best at what they do... and what they do isn't very interesting.
Logan chuckles at Wade's bad joke, turning off his game. You smell like cigarettes bub, you know those are bad for your health. *sniffs* lucky strikes.... you know I remember when lucky strike was a plug tobacco brand (chewing tobacco bound together with molasses the 1870s were a weird time)
That sounds disgusting Penut... also I think smoking is the least of my problems. You didn't have to stop playing your game I just Wanted to be near you. But speaking of, did I tell you I was in a video game once?
Logan was accustomed to this line of thought at this point, they were in a film, a fanfic on Tumblr, a comic book, a novel... a video game was new... he couldn't see the audience, as far as he knew his choices were his own. But he didn't immediately dismiss Wade like he had in the past, because when he said things like this, there was a thread, especially if Wade said something ominous. He knew to clock it and treat the situation with care.
You were? Tell me about it bub. He said this as he pulled Wade onto his lap, feeling the need for a little cuddling while his garrulous lover regaled him with a meandering story... he liked it.
Well Penut it was the far off year of 2013, my voice sounded like Nolan North at the time and not the buttery Ryan Reynolds tones I have today. It was before the Deadpool movies and I didn't have the budget for a Hollywood actor.
Logan shook his head in mock understanding, not understanding what he meant by having a different voice at all.
Anyway, cutting past the tutorial levels, I remember Cable was there, and so we're you. Well, not you, one of you. Ya' know.
Logan gave Wade a little squeeze at the mention of Wade's ex, Cable... something about that guy made him feel possessive, not a normal reaction for a pair that generally regarded themselves as polyamorous. It probably had something to do with him being (this universe's) Scotts sin which is a situation that's weird on its face before someone explained time travel to you and once that was done Logan would have to open a whole can of worms regarding trauma of love lost and his Scott...
he pushed it to the back of his brain as Wade told his story, how he went on an adventure and that other Logan was there and he even got to fly the Blackbird... this, of course, resulted in disaster... he crashed it, leading in to a light explanation of how his and that Logans relationship was... tense.
Wade went on about traipsing through the ruins of Genosha a totally real place Logan was unfamiliar with...
there was no Genosha or Krakoa in his universe, and by far the largest difference between the world's he'd noted. It was a land populated by mutants that had suffered a brazen attack by humans... a story Logan was all too familiar with. It's a story he's been doing his best to live with. Pulling himself out again he focuses on Wade's story, he'd mentioned a musical number with Lady Death (who was not played by Aubrey Plaza at the time wade lamented) and then discovery that it hadn't been Agatha all along but Mister Sinister at the heart of the problem.
He'd planned on destroying Wade's favorite taco restaurant along with the rest of the world by *checks notes* exhuming mutant bodies to obtain their unique DNA.... or something. It was almost 20 years ago penut so it's fuzzy.
An injustices Wade simply could not stand for. He personally killed several of Sinisters clones in the process of ultimately stopping his evil scheme before confronting him at Magneto's old Citadel where he'd been hiding out...
I squashed him like a bug under the boot of an old Sentinel, Penut! The big purple kind like from X-men 97! Anyway, the credits role and because of licensing issues, the game is only available to play on hard disk, and it's expensive.
Logan nodded his head (again) in tacit agreement with this statement as if he completely understood *he didn't* kissed Wade on the cheek and held him. He was about to suggest that he and Wade go for a walk when Wade jumped off his lap
Oh, Penut! Talking about Sinister reminds me of something!
Wade ran across the room and headed towards the large storage room they kept some sundry items in, the Christmas tree, seasonal stuff and a few boxes of Wade's "crap" that he couldn't get rid of. Mind you this wasn't Wolverines terminology, Wade had written in red crayon on the boxes Crap. Out of curiosity Logan had followed behind him and was standing in the door watching Wade feverishly dig through boxes, opening them taking stuff out and Searching for something.
Amongst the random objects was a furry red doll with a grande attached to it. Logan quickly picks it up.
Wade, why dose this doll have a live Fucking grande attached to it... I thought we agreed all explosives stay at the safe house not the condo!
Oh, tickle me Hell-mo, in fairness Penut I forgot he was even in that box... I forgot what was in a lot of these boxes, trinkets, souvenirs... grenades... apparently. I just knew i didn't want to throw these things away. He rifled through another box as he said this and pulled out a large gray rectangular device with buttons nobs and a small readout display.
FOUND IT! c'mon Penut, I'll clean this up later. I want to show you something. Wade rushed out of the storage room as fast as he'd ran in, Logan followed behind exploding doll in hand. He knew he'd better just entertain whatever it was Wade wanted to show him. Besides, he is kinda cute when he's excited about something.
Ok Princess, what about that box has got you so worked up.
Wade sets it on the marble counter.
Sinister was a sick fuck, and certifiably evil... but he was a brilliant geneticist and created several devices for harvesting DNA... I, lightly acquired a few things.
You stole shit.
I WASN'T PAID! so yeah after killing the fucker FOR FREE and distracting the X-men who conveniently showed up after I did all the work, I rooted around the citadel where he'd set up shop. I took this! He said pointing at the device. He then proceeded to pull out an instruction manual seemingly from thin air and read it out loud.
This device can take the DNA of two or more individuals regardless of gender and re-combine it to make a new life.
Logan was taken aback, not only by the inference that this device could assist them in having biological children together... but because Wade fucking read something out loud flawlessly without having to sound it out...
Bub, you can read today?
I guess so... but I'll probably only be able to write in Mandarin tomorrow. So enjoy it while you can. But to the point at hand, Penut, I want to have your babies. And with this I believe we can... with the help of a surrogate.
Sweet heart (Logan said as gently as possible in an attempt to spare his feelings) I don't think we're ready for kids, especially little ones.
Logan held up the explosive doll as exhibit A for his argument.
Wade responds by just looking at Logan, big comic book accurate blue eyes staring right in to his soul, Logan could see the tears welling up....
Jesus, bub! Stop! You emotionally manipulative little cunt! Logan broke his gaze and looked out the window pretending to be interested in downtown...
Look Princess, I know how badly you want a kid of your own... you told me all about it.
But you've got some steps to take before I consider being a father to a new life with you... firstly who's gonna surrogate? And don't tell me Ness, she's a good friend but that's asking a lot of her and don't be all depressed if she tells you no.
Secondly... and I can't believe I'm saying this... but if you want me to even flirt with the Ideas Wade, we gotta make this house a safe place and... buy one of the units next to us to expand into so the kid has a room... and you gotta get a safe for the guns and a locked case for the swords. we can't have them accessible to a toddler... no more keeping a Glock in the silverware drawer, no more LadySmith revolvers under the couch cushions. No more cocain in the pantry labeled "flour" in mason jars.
Well... that doesn't sound like a No, Penut... or should I say... Daddy?
Logan cringed at Deadpool, calling him daddy in a decidedly nonsexual tone. It didn't sound normal.
If the Wolverine wasn't sure about this, he probably shouldn't have given Wade a goal with clearly defined parameters...
Wade had hyper focus and devoted himself to baby proofing the condo, weapons secured. Drugs removed (by consuming them, Logan didn't say he couldn't have fun)
He negotiated buying the vacant one bedroom unit that was on the other side of their office walls, blew out said wall, and had contractors built two new large bedroom suites with bathrooms. He installed a Cypher lock on the office door and... yes, the golden girls were behind glass in a locked display cabinet. Something he could punch through should he need to defend the house quickly.
He did this all with his personal funds. Everything was on course... accept finding a surrogate... believe it or not, Vanessa wasn't actually Wade's first choice. He didn't want to ask her to commit to the inconvenience, especially since he didn't want to interfere with her relationship with Dermot... also the touchy subject of asking the woman you wanted to start a family with to hay... help me start a family with my husband it'll be fun! No... Vanessa would be a fun aunt, but he knew he'd have to seek out the services of a professional or something.
They did find an agency that helped them meet with potential surrogates. It wasn't cheap.
A situation that was more complicated than taxes, filing out mountains of paperwork. Then they had to actually meet these women. Money they had... interview skills not so much. Especially when a few walked in, saw Wade's face, and immediately walked out. The best ones screamed, the worst one thought she was on one of those terrible reality prank shows...
Logan despised the nights after such interviews. Holding Wade as he wept.
Logan... what if my own baby thinks I'm scary? What if they don't want to be seen with me or worse they're bullied at school for being the son of a monster... *loud sobs* because it's true, I am a monster. A murderer, a war criminal whose outside is exactly who he is on the inside... a freak.
Logan had gotten Wade to believe him after years when he said he loved him, his scars added depth and character and that he thought his husband was the sexiest man to walk the earth, the void, and the multivers.
But that only applied to him, others... well, given how the interviews went, it was a blow to his ego.... and his mental health. It'd be days before he got Wade to come back out from under his hood or mask. But that was a problem for tomorrow. But for tonight, Wade had entered a shutdown for lack of a betterword... Logan held him, fed him, got in the large shower with him, washed him, and went to bed, tucked in the large bed he held his beloved who had curled himself up in to a ball.
Tomorrow will be better Princess, we'll find the right person, and I promise any baby of ours will love you and be kind. Because that's who you are, really on the inside bub... you forget it. But as long as I've known you, your heart has been in the right place in the end, and you're kinder than I am by a country mile.
The sleep that night was thankfully dreamless for the both of them.
The next morning, Logan made a simple breakfast of eggs and toast for both of them. Putting the bottles of salsa and sriracha near Wade plate... he looked at the clock. 6:30 am
Meaning it was 7:30 in New York. He'd try and give Vanessa a call in half an hour knowing she'd be up by then for sure. He needed to commiserate with someone who understood Wade like he did.
The phone call he had that morning was surprising. He'd let Vanessa know what'd been going on with the agency... and the drama... he was shocked to learn she didn't even know they were considering having a baby.
Wade, didn't tell you?
No Red's not said a word of this to me, I'm honestly confused as to why you goofballs didn't ask me first.
Well, after yesterday, I might as well be the one to ask. Would you consider it Ness?
I... hmmm.... tell you What, this isn't exactly a phone conversation, and it sounds like I need to have a chat with my buddy... I can be there this weekend if you can help a sister out with at ride.
*Logan scoffs playfully* sure I'll have peter send out a G700 to pick you up.
Oooo spoil me, Daddy she retorted.
Logan gaged... gross Ness.
She cackled at getting the old man's goat for a solid minute before they finally wrapped up the call, Logan could definitely see why she and Wade had clicked.
It was another down day, no jobs scheduled, they could afford to take longer breaks and be choosy with contracts. Althea had the money making money with a few business development investments, the purpose of which was to launder money and pay taxes, the fringe benefit being they actually produced a small regular incom. (Please stop talking about the intricacies of the business, haven't I suffered enough!)
A short walk away on the other side of Broadway is the Penn Valley off leash dog park. Mary loved being able to run about and the boys liked that they didn't have to worry about her getting hit by a car... not that it would have affected her for long, but they both knew regenerating is something you'd rather not do if you didn't have to. Wade was indeed tightly tucked into a hoodie hiding his face as best he could. Logan would address that later. They got to the dog park gate without issue, Wade actively avoiding any other people they saw on the way.
Logan unhooked the leash from the ring on her doggy vest, and she was off like a bat out of hell to do whatever it is Dogpools do when they have a whole field to run in. He pulled out a cigar from his pocket case. A Cohiba, a real one from Cuba, smuggled it himself from a job that took them to the Caribbean. He carefully cut the tip with a specialized Xikar cutter, lit the end of a cedar strip, and used the growing flame from it to light his cigar... a lot of ritual for something you literally burn. But Logan found it calming, he also needed one of his strongest cigars to help cover up the smell of the dog park... even if everyone picked up after their dog (they most certainly didn't) the smell was not great for Logan.
We should both probably cut back on the smoking when the babies get here penut... he said this as he pulled out a cigarette... they didn't do much for either of them chemically. Wade just enjoyed the habit, something comforting about it... plus if Wolvy was gonna have a cigar, it made him feel like it was a couples activity. Doing a mundane thing together was one of Wade's favorite things.
I spoke to Ness this morning.
Oh, I hope she's doing well. I need to call her.
I wouldn't worry about it, she'll be here this weekend... Wade, sweetheart... why didn't you tell Ness about our plans, she seemed a little hurt you didn't tell her.
She's traveling a thousand miles, probably to tell me off. I think she's more than hurt if she's coming out here... you know Penut... you said that I shouldn't get my hopes up with her... and I kinda took it to heart... Also I have my own hangups about it... Firstly being how insensitive it sounds on it's face. "Hay Ness, if you and Dermot aren't using it, can we rent your womb? Only 9 months, first month deposit up front!"
But more importantly, for the better part of a decade, Vanessa has been pulled into the misadventures of Deadpool. I love her (platonically). I'm glad we were able to stay friends... but she really doesn't need to get wrapped up in my problems, schemes, and drama... again. Not at my request anyway. A big issue I have is personal, I was going to start a family with her. Asking felt... regressive. But also to the point, her proximity to me has gotten her kidnapped and killed before. I still feel guilty about it.
You also traveled the multivers to save this reality for her, also you traveled back in time and saved her bub.
Aint you ever seen endgame. That's not how time travel works. Somewhere out there, in some other time line, Vanessa is still dead, and it's my fault. This is just a branched timeline.
Since when has the timeline ever made Since bub!
*Loud gasp* PENUT DID YOU JUST BREAK THE FOURTH WALL?
I don't think so, bub... I don't see the people, but I remember you trying to explain how the "other me" time traveled in 2014, and now there aren't Sentinel's running death camps. That the timeline changed and converged.
This is no different Princess, don't think about it too hard, you said. So I'm telling you the same thing. Don't fret about it bub, Vanessa is alive... and she will be here Saturday.
You're too good for me, Penut. I Don't deserve you.
No, you don't... he said as he picked a small plastic bag out of his pocket. You literally stole me. But I love you anyway. Now go pick up the massive shit Mary just took. I refuse for us to be the kind of people who just leave it.
Wade took the bag.
It's probably Stockholm syndrome Penut.
Vanessa arrived Saturday afternoon, in a Falcon 900LX. It was the best Peter could arrange on short notice... not that Vanessa knew the difference between a G700 and a Falcon, she was just happy not to be on Southwest. Dermot was with her... the man was almost the antithesis of Wade, He liked Hiking and he was quite to the point of being accused of being shy. Dry witted... and as he'd recently discovered when he went to the gun range with the boy's last 4th of July... a lousy shooter. But he was stable, kind, and good-natured. Definitely willing to go along to get along with a lot of Wade's antics at parties. He knew why Vanessa had come, and he was perfectly fine with it. It didn't interfere with his plans at all. He was a slow burner and Vanessa hadn't indicated she was in any hurry to tie the knot. But that's a story for another time.
Wade had gone the extra mile to spoil them. A black limousine complete with champagne greeted them on the tarmac and whisked them off to casa de chaos.
She walked in the door like she owned the place, dropping her bag by the door. She walked to the dining room table and sat...
Come over here and sit with me boys. We got a lot to talk about and I'd like to waste no time getting down to business.
Oh, so direct. Wade said in a catty tone high enough to indicate he was joking as he winked
We're gonna gloss over the fact that you didn't involve me with your family planning from the start... but I hear you've had a hard time landing a surrogate. she cut eyes at Wade as she said this. Wordlessly airing all of her hurt feelings and grievances regarding not even being told Wade and Logan were trying to have a baby. Something one would think a best friend would be told
I'd like to make an offer. On the condition that despite you two being my best friends... I aint doing this for free.
Oh, if that's the case Ness then you gotta interview like all the rest. He said this in a joking tone but she didn't miss a beat.
Ok Red, I've been substance free for over 20 years, I don't smoke. I promise not to drink or eat selfish for the entire pregnancy, and I'm one of two people in this room who've seen you naked and didn't require drugs and therapy after.
Yeah... my dick dose look like a peperoni somone forgot in the air fryer.
And your sack looks like someone took a crown royal bag, filled it with puss, and ran it through the middle of a hog pin.
Wade smiles. And laughs a little...
Ok, Ness. you got the job.
Great, I knew you'd see it my way. She proceeded to write a number on a piece of paper and slid it across.
That's my price. Also, Dermot and I are gonna be long-term hous guests for obvious reasons. Convenient since he can do his job remotely....
Wade looked at the number, showed it to Logan, and smirked... I think the both of you could retire for this much money... but nothing is too good for my baby. I am going to have to kill several people for this.
Bub, we might have to overthrow a government.
Pff like that's something new.
Lucky you Ness, you get to be the first person to stay in one of the new rooms... and tangentially responsible for a potential war crime! He grinned like the devil at her
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Shortly after the contract was finalized, Vanessa and Dermot moved in, and it was a short trip to New York... the boys provided a sample and Mister Sinisters machine to Dr. Henry McCoy... who was fascinated by the whole thing (he later wrote an entire dissertation on it) he helped with the procedure... the result of which was one Vanessa Carlysle pregnant with the Biological child of the combined DNA of Deadpool and Wolverine...
The following 9 months went surprisingly smoothly (apart from one small incident with a serial killer, but that's a chapter in the Noir, we will worry about it later)
The day came... Vanessa went into labor, early in the morning. Thankfully, it seemed like it would be free of complications. meaning that Wade and Vanessa both got their wish for thus day. The baby was born at home.
Wade had an aversion to hospitals. Bad memories of cancer diagnosis, and a general fear of strange men in white lab coats. Not every man mind you. He was cool with Beast and other people he knew personally and he knew a few scientists and doctors... Logan wasn't averse to hospitals apart from the smells of disinfectant and illness mixed together. Vanessa was a bit new age for her justification, why bring life into the world in a place so many go to die, on top of it being uncomfortable, and expensive.
As a result, the midwife was called arrangements were made and the new life was soon ushered into the world. They say history doesn't repeat itself, but it does rhyme. Like his father Logan, who was born at home to an affluent family in a room where he'd spend his childhood, this baby was born in the penthouse of a tower to affluent parents in a room he'd inhabit well in to his 20s.
Vanessa wasn't in labor long. No birth is a walk in the park, but she would tell you it was pretty easy and without drama compared to others. She pushed one last time, and he was out. Vanessa did get the honor of holding him first after the midwife cleaned him up... Logan couldn't resist the urge; the umbilical cord was carefully cut with an adamantium claw blade. He had been offered a scalpel for the record.
Hay there, little guy... it's a pleasure to meet you.
She held him for 5 minutes before she called Wade over.
I know someone who's been waiting a very long time for you... I think it's time you should finally meet him
Vanessa handed the tiny bundle to Wade, who had whipped off his shirt the second Vanessa called him over. I read that skin to skin contact was beneficial to the baby. he'd said as he carefully supported the babies head and neck and brought him in closer to his chest.
Welcome to the world... I apologize for the state of it, but I have indeed waited a long time to meet you, little guy... I'm Wade, but please call me dad. Your other dad over there is the Wolverine, that makes you my Kitten. I promise you I'll do the best i can being your father. Please don't judge me too harshly.
Babe, get over here and take your shirt off.
If I had a dollar for every time you've said that to me.
So what should we name him...
You didn't think of a name already!
Logan said it was bad luck *shrugs*
But at least we got the last name sorted Howlett-Wilson đ
Bub, hyphenated names are a pain in the ass... its not a problem for us because we rarely use our real married name for anything official... let's just give him your last name.
Wade scrunched his face with a little distaste...
Wolvy he's our baby. He should have something from both of us... I mean, besides our mental illness... that's a given.
Tell you what princess; how about we Name him James. It was my name... once, but I don't use it anymore. He can have it.
His middle name however was a much longer discussion... mostly because Wade offered several typical Deadpool options that Logan Veto'ed outright.
Thunderdick! No. Skullcursher!? God, no. James MAGNUM Wilson! That's terrible Wade...
It went on for a minute before Vanessa finally chimed in. Evan... I've always liked that name.
Well, it's a normal name. So I like it.
Works for me, Penut. Though it'd be a lot cooler if it was Danger... but that's my middle name.
Your middle name is Winson.... idiot!
Part two: the Life and Times of James E. Wilson (hope you like crossover AUs)
James's earliest memory is his father, Wade holding him, comforting him... but also crying. He vaguely remembered being at the playground, running and jumping as most toddlers do... tripping on something and skinning his knees on the sidewalk... he naturally had the reaction of crying from the pain and surprise... it wasn't until James was much older that he understood why his dad kept mumbling why aren't you healing?
It's ok, dad... you don't need to cry. I already feel better.
Even at a young age, he felt compelled to comfort someone else. To help. It broke him out of thinking about his own problems, including skinned knees...
The result of this little accident was Wade panicking. They went back to the house and grabbed the dog and his other dad. Papa (or the big bad wolf if James was misbehaving) no amount of reasoning or comments from Logan couldn't stop him or calm Wade down.
Logan Howlett-Wilson get your ass in the car and drive us to the airport right now! Were going to the Mansion to see the fucking doctor RIGHT NOW!
Logan got the message, Wade didn't forgo pet names unless he was bone chillingly serious in intention and resolve. So within minutes, they were on a jet to New York. Where James met a fuzzy blue man he liked very much despite the blood draw. That was uncomfortable, but he found the lab he was in fascinating... weather or not, this influenced his future career he couldn't fully say. But probably a little.
The news delivered to the... not so young, but definitely, new parents was not stellar... Hank had run several tests and analyzed James' DNA structure. He possessed the X-Gene, but it was dormant due to being recessive. Much like Wade he'd have to undergo profound trauma to activate it. There was no guarantee he'd come out the other end with a healing factor. It could be anything... furthermore, it was highly unethical and unthinkable to subject a child.... Wade cut him off
I know a lot of people don't think highly of me. But how fucking dare you assume I'd even entertain the idea of tormenting my child.
Easy bub, I don't think Hank was implying anything. Ya' know he gets lost in the hypotheticals. Right Hank!?
The blue man nodded in agreement.
We will just... have to be extra careful.
Wade picked James up. C'mon soldier. There's a big metal doofus ya gotta meet.
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One particular afternoon James was sitting in his office recounting some memories with his friend Gregory. Though they had a habit of referring to each other by sir name. Wilson and House
(what a twist)
The day the two met was actually one of the few points in time that if you knew who his parents were you'd say "oh yeah, that is clearly the offspring of Deadpool and Wolverine" it was at a medical conference in New Orleans. Wilson dosn't remember the exact circumstances he'd been drinking but his father's tempers came out of him as he'd threw punches and generally effectively kicked ass at a bar brawl (Wade would have been so proud) House ever the shit stirrer jumped in and backed him up. Truly his fathers son, meeting your best friend as a result of incredible violence... in a bar.
House had actually just finished telling Wilson about his most recent case, yet another patient that had been previously misdiagnosed as having lupus. It was Hashimoto's disease if you're curious. The interactions he'd had with the patient made him think she'd been being neglected, bare minimum socially isolated... he recognized his own surliness in others. It resulted in a dressdown of her parents that he was certain would result in an office visit with Cuddy and detention after school.
High-school wasn't a fun time for Gregory...
You know it wasn't exactly fun for me either.
From the age of 11 to the time he left for med school, he was escorted by armed gaurds to and from school. Growing up in Kansas city, he'd gone to Pembroke Hill School, a private school that specialized in STEM that's tuition cost as much as a new car annually... he was one of only two kid's that went to that school that arrived with a security detail, not however the only one that arrived in a limousine. The other kid was the child of Travis Kelce and Taylor Swift. They weren't friends... he didn't really have friends.
Aww poor little rich boy
House chided at him
At least you didn't get shoved into a locker...
Which was true. He didn't have friends but he didn't have enemies either. The closest thing he had to a best friend was his Grandma Al and Mr. Yoshitomi his driver/lead bodyguard. he was allowed to call him Yoshi...
The man was clearly retired Yakuza, and like his father Logan, tough on the outside but secretly a teddy bear. The truth is Wilson found himself alone at home, too. Apart from Al... but she mostly sat him down in front of a TV and fed him before going outside to smoke...
so apart from weekends, he was alone. Occasionally, he'd see his big sister Laura. She was frequently busy herself being the "official" Wolverine of the Xmen. He liked it when she brought him comics, fictionlized accounts of the adventures of his dad in the past, and his big sister... he knew his dad's loved him. No one could argue that... but What had started as two lovers in New York trying to make rent money by doing the only thing they were good at; picking up random jobs on the dark web (Killing mostly) in the mid 2020s morphed into a private security firm in Kansas City that rivaled Black Water and the (fucking) Pinkertons by the 2040s.
They were busy, and it did provide him a comfortable life without student loans. But from 11 to 18, it was him Al and what had to be the world's oldest dog. She's still alive, actually. The dog loved him and was rarely not by his side when he was home (because all deadpools love their babies) Althea however was not, she was a chain smoker and heavy drug user until the day she died.
how that woman lived to be 115 is fucking beyond me
She lived long enough to see (metaphorically) Wilson graduate medical school. It was the last time he'd seen her. He moved away and started his residency in New Jersey. Wade had sent a private plane as well as several veiled threats to the Dean of medicine at the time to ensure Wilson had the time off to attend the funeral.
Wilson... I gotta ask, why did you have armed guards?
Oh! Funny story when I was 10. I was kidnapped once
(Exactly once I made sure of that)
It's true. He was heading home from school. He made it to the driveway of the tower he called home when some very ill-informed gangsters decided to kidnap the son of a rich man... they didn't do their resurch as to who's kid exactly, just figured they'd get a ransom...
In fairness on paper Wade and Logan weren't Wade and Logan, they were two random dudes who ran a lucrative business and weren't shy about showing off.
This leads to probably the second most traumatic memory Wilson had... not necessarily the kidnapping. Thwy had actually treated him surprisingly well.
What shocked him was seeing his father Logan covered in blood kicking down the door he'd been kept in. He'd never seen his father in the tight yellow and brow suit before. Or the mask... he had taken it off when he clocked James but that only made it worse. The entire bottom of his father's face was coated in blood, like he'd gored a man (he actually had ripped open one of the gangsters throat with his teeth) the blood was cut clear with two rivulets of tears. What James didn't know is they were tears of joy seeing his son, and tears of relief. Because if anything had happened to James the Genocide he and his husband were going to commit in response would have made his incident in his own universe look like childs play.
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Rebellious teenage years years were impossible. You couldn't steal weed from your blind grandma and hid it in your room, not from the nose of the Wolverine.
Do you know what this shit dose! It makes you fucking stupid is what it does, and your dad and I aren't raising a fucking idiot!
Logan never hit him. But he was scary when he yelled and loud... if he was really pissed those claws popped out. Never an actual threat but fucking scary.
It wasn't the worst childhood, and it wasn't a bad life. Wilson became an oncologist partly because he was fascinated by his own father. The man who's cancer actually kept him alive. He had success, failures... it's like his dad said "what dosn't kill you makes you bad at intimacy kido" 3 ex wives later he finally understood what he meant by that.
All the events of his life that you know about that happened on the show. They happened. The only difference is that he went home to Kansas City for the holidays. Where he'd see his seemingly ageless father's and sisters. He loved his family Logan, Wade, Laura, and Ellie (we'll talk about her in another story.) Which is just as well. He never had children of his own, and after your 3rd failed marriage, you kinda give up on the idea of expanding your family. But until his dying day his dad dotted on him. And bragged, boy did he brag especially to the Xmen when he had a chance to rub in their face his son the successful Doctor! (Suck on that Jean!)
But for Wade, the day did finally come that his immortality became a curse... with every Christmas, Thanksgiving, and spring break that came, James got older. Wade was at his retirement party, He remembers loving Dr. House's wildly inappropriate speech and toast. A man after his own heart, but after the laughter subsided, he realized that his boy, who was graciously receiving a gold watch, had lines in his face and gray hair.
The years kept coming... Wilson got older, he got sick... and his mortality came to pass.
If the universe brought these starbound lovers together for any particular reason. It was for this moment, Wade loved two things Intensely, his Wolverine and his children... but the Death of his first son broke him. Logan clinged on to Wade physically and emotionally. Doing everything he could to hold him together. It was many years before Wade could be called Ok. It was another couple hundred years before he even considered the idea of raising more children.
It should be noted that James was the only one to be fully genetically Logan and Wade's. He was special, one of a kind.
Wade carried a portion of James's ashes with him in a small locket around his neck where it stayed for countless millenia. In dangerous situations he'd even cut himself and put it under his skin so it wouldn't get lost...
Epilogue:
The lady at the end of the road sits in her ethereal other world. Surrounded by various time keeping devices dimly lit by candles flames that don't consume. She pulled out a pocket watch and a ledger. She had an appointment to keep. This one was a special case. The dark lady had the power to send out shades, to be everywhere at once. But this appointment she'd handle directly. She carried out her appointed task kindly but usually without emotion. She was inflexible and didn't bargain or despite what you may have heard play chess or gamble for time or souls....
Wade was there... hospice care was set up about a week ago, and he sat by James side as the ravage of time and biology took its toll. By regular human standards Dr. James Wilson lived a good life, a long life at that. He was 97 years 6 months 2 weeks and 5 days old the morning she came. Logan had been with him the entire night before Wade had taken his shift early that morning so Logan could get some sleep. At about 10 am in the guise of a hospice nurse, she walked into the room, Wade was no fool. Only one person still alive (if you could call her alive) looked like that... He knew why she was there. He hadn't seen her in a very long time.
I see we're sticking with the Aubrey Plaza look... tears started welling up in his eyes. He looked at James in the bed beside him Despite looking down at the face of an old man, Wade still saw his baby. His son.
I thought you'd like this look, it's definitely more pleasant than most. If it's any consolation, Wade... I'm sorry I have to do this.
I haven't seen you in over 100 years. Not even the times I've died lately. Haven't seen you since the time I jumped out of an airplane into a volcano after Vanessa dumped me. Now you show up! I know why you're here.
The tears were streaming down Wade's face. Hot on his cheeks, his eyes red. He looks at her pleadingly.
Please, take me instead. Please, Lady Death. Leave my baby alone. Please, I beg you, take me.
Oh, Wade... My love. It has caused me great sorrow to not see you all these years. But don't you know? I can't take you even if I wanted to. You and Logan have woven yourself in the fabric of the universe. You and him are part of Eternity. I can't take you only, Entropy can take you. probably shortly before he takes me... even death has a death.
I know this is hard. I beg you to forgive me... but it's James's time to go. But because I love you. I waited as long as I could, he should have passed before you woke up this morning. But now you have an opportunity to say goodbye...
She moved to the bed and touched James's hand. He sat up and looked at his father.
Why are you crying, dad?
He stood up, out of the bed. Wade jumped out of his chair and embraced him tightly.
Oh, my sweet Kitten. Im so sorry. Please forgive your old man.
Wade sobs for a while before he can talk again...
I remember the day you were born... I loved you, I held you. I swore I'd burn down the world to protect you... but I can't protect you anymore...
Dad, I Don't understand. What's going on.
That's unfortunately my job to explain... but it'd be easier to show you...
She points at the bed; James looks down and to his surprise, he sees... himself. Drained of color, unmoving.
Dr. James Wilson, you have lived your life in service of others. A life well spent. But now is the time to leave that life... I'm sorry
Dad, you don't have to protect me anymore. It'll... it'll be ok.
Kitten... I love you, and though I desperately want to rage and fight and yell to keep you here longer... it's not the right thing to do. My friend here gave me an opportunity few have. I'm going to take it instead of throwing it in her face.
I love you...
I love you too Dad.
Wade hugged his son one last time, kissed him on the cheek, and led him by the hand to Lady Death.
Can... can Logan say goodbye, too?
I'm sorry Wade. I've already pushed the limits of the rules to extend this opportunity to you. I'm afraid I can't
Ok...
He looks up at James.
Your father and I will miss you. Honeybadger loved his kitten as much as I do.
I know, Dad... I know. I want you to know that I had a good life. I'm at peace. I don't want you worrying about me.
You silly boy. It doesn't matter if you're 9 or 97. I was always going to worry about you.
Lady Death extended her hand out to James.
It's time... I'm sorry, but don't be sacred. I promise where we're going isn't bad. It won't hurt.
James took her hand, and slowly took his other hand out of his father's grasp... turned and looked at him.
I love you. You were the best dad. I guess now is the time. Goodbye.
I could have been better, I'm sorry. I love you....... James... it... it might be a while before I see you again... goodbye. I'll always love you, kitten.
They walked away from Wade out the bedroom door. Wades heart broke into a million pieces as they turned to go down the hall. There was a flash of light... and he was gone.
The End.
If fan fics had credits. This would be the closing song. It is special to me... I myself would like it played at my funeral.
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I didn't realise who this was until I went to block them, but bogleech found me on DA
Yeah, not shocked in the slightest they don't remember me, that's the privilege these guys have; they get to throw heinous paedophilia accusations at survivors, tell them they deserve to die over fiction and then just move on with their life like nothing happened.
TW: CSA mention, Incest mention
In case you can't tell; with everything else going on my life right now, I have no patience for this left. Don't want a survivor to dump their trauma on you? Don't claim drawings of an imaginary friend are equivalent.
#proship#anti bs#just anti things#pedophillia mention#incest mention#also love the implication that drawings of a cartoon are ''nastier'' than even jokingly claiming a real person deserves to be stabbed#I'm not unblocking them to get screenshots of them claiming I deserve to be stabbed on one of my proship posts#because that would require unblocking someone who claimed I deserve to be murdered and no#but I can promise you it was *not* said in a ''joking'' way#don't try to fucking gaslight me#and regardless even a ''joke'' is still a death threat in the eyes of the law#how quick we forget about the FBI showing up at an antis house for just *implying* they *might* have sent someone a bomb#you know for a group of people that like to throw legalities around so much they sure don't understand how the law works#on the plus side though they do blatantly admit to having said proshippers deserve to be stabbed#they just think that's fine because they ''didn't *really* mean it'' or whatever#I don't really want this having reblog privileges 'cause this is mostly just venting
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Condom or No Condom: Dreamy Edition
-' 7dream x afab!reader
-' Which dreamies are wrapping it up
-' cw: +18, mdni, Name calling, Breeding Kink, Coercion, Degradation Kink
Missed Renjun <3
# Mark | No Condom
-a very shy boy at times but his kinks are anything but
- the type to verbalize his interests in different kinks with small actions so you'd really need to pay attention
- Mark would intentionally forget to buy condoms
- Recently he'd be staying inside you longer.
He'd already be easing you out of your clothes, leaving wet kisses along your soft abdomen as you begin to tug on his long brown strands.
You'd already been wet for him a long tine ago, Mark just needed you especially pliant for when he could really start talking his shit, "You know how good you'd look with my baby inside you?" Mark's panting heavily, "Dude, seriously,"
Your hips would stutter upwards without you even meaning to, quickly prompting Mark to undo the drawstring of his sweatpants.
"You like that idea, yeah?"
You'd watch through hazy eyes as Mark pulls his cock just enough to line it up at your entrance. "Want me to hit it raw? Huh, Pretty Girl- fuck-" Just saying those words out loud has his cock twitching eagerly. Mark would be a heaving mess as he presses hich cock into your cunt. The sensation of your bare skin against his would give him brain fog, making him tremble as he kissed against your neck.
"Fuck, I'm gonna breed you, baby-" he'd kiss you again non stop, "Gonna breed my baby..."
# Renjun | Condom
- he can be persuaded into forgoing one but you'd need to construct an incredibly good argument (no you wont)
- the moment the idea falls from your lips, Renjun can't help the desire that runs through his stomach
- still, he'd try to be a good boyfriend. A responsible boyfriend.
"Why are you so scared to fuck me today?" You'd whisper into Renjun's ear, wholly frustrated from this make out sessions that has lasted for way too long. "We're not high schoolers, Ren, why aren't you inside me?"
He'd sigh in frustration as his threw his hand backwards on the pillows scattered around your bed. His hands naturally going to your hips.
"Condoms-" he'd sigh in frustration before peeking up from her palm of his hands
"I forgot to buy more-"
You had continued kissing up the side of his neck. Renjuin shivered when your tongue slithered out to lick a long stripe down his neck. "Thats fine."
His eyes are wide and so incredibly hungry when he swallows and asks. "Thats fine?"
"Thats fine," you'd nod. "Im on birth control-"
"Shit, why didn't you say this sooner-" he'd grumble
# Jeno | No Condom
- As soon as you're dating he'd forgo buying condoms altogether
- he actually thinks it's weird and unnatural not to have raw sex with his girl who's both tested and loyal
- this would also spur on his breeding kink
Jeno's teeth sink into your collarbone as he fucks you roughly against the wall. Like a dog in heat, the sound of your body snapping together is the only thing that fills the entire room.
"Such a pretty slut," he'd muttered through clenched teeth. "You only let me fuck you like this?" He'd have his palms locked around your neck as he watches you wrestle to stay conscious, "You only let me fuck you like this?" He'd repeat, this time with a much firmer voice.
Your lips trmeble as you say, "Only you Nono-"
"Fuck, I'm cumming-" and he would. The thought of you belonging to him being more than enough.
#Â Haechan | No Condom
- A menace in disguise
- For the better part of the relationship he'd entertain you and your 'we need a condom" narrative
- Boring
- He'd roll his eyes
- Until one day he just stops buying them altogether
- And then he'd throw away the condoms you kept in your house too
- And then he'd throw your birth control pills down the drain
He's whispering the most vile things into your ear as you sat on his lap, legs spread open as his fingers repeatedly stab your cunt.
His voice is low, in the way you like and your eyes are squeezed shut as you picture every filthy thing he's saying to you.
"God, Hyuck-"
"Listen to how wet you are- you want me to stick my cock inside you, huh? You wanna squeeze this tight pussy around Hyuck's cock?
"Fuck I'm, so close,' his thumb circles your clit, "I'm gonna fill you up so good, babe I promise-" you'd be done for, cumming everywhere as your body spasmed around his fingers.
"F-Fuck-"
"Great so we're on the same page then?" He'd ask,
"Huh?" You'd crane your lightheaded-head backwards, watching him with hazy eyes.
"No more condoms? We're on the same page"
"Hyuck when did i-"
"Exhibit a- he'd say, showing you his cum covered fingers glistening with your arousal.
# Jaemin | No Condom
- Jaemin considers himself a perfectly cautious guy. He is reliable and responsible, thank you very much.
- He just didn't really see much need for a condom anymore.
-He's growing tired of pulling out everytime
- He's a romantic
- He needs to feel close to you.
- When you slip up and tell him you're on birth control he's absolutely done for.
- He'd been dreaming about this since you started being intimate.
- since the thought of spurting his cum inside you had been rendering him absolutely feral
"Sorry," Jaemin said, lowering his iPad as he stared at you from across the couch, "What"d you just say?"
"I'm on birth control- hope that's okay-" your eyes would nearly fall out of your sockets as your boyfriend begins stripping right in front of you.
#Â Chen Le | No Condom
- He's thought about it... of course he's thought about it
- Chenle isn't too open about Sex until it's happening right in front of his eyes
- Only when the environment calls for it, would you even feel comfortable enough suggesting something so lewd
- the thing about that is, although he might not voice all his sexual interests allowed, there will be signs
"Jesus, what the fuck did you say to me?" Chenle had removed his headset, swiveling in his chair to stare at you wide eyed. From your spot on his bed you roll your eyes, as you tap away at your screen. "Oh so you're too busy gaming with your friends whenever i ask anything important. But the second I tell you I wanna feel you inside me, then you can hear me,"
Chenle's hand rushes to adjust the bulge forming in his sweatpants, lest he cums right there. He murmers in mandarin before severing the line as he rests his headsets on the table, fully gaining his attention. "Oh my god you're such a fucking slut-" he smirks as he slowly stands from his gaming chair. You swallowed thickly as he talks towards the bed. The environment being apparently perfect enough for Chenle's mouth to spew whatever it wanted.
"You wanna be my little slut huh? Just mine?"
# Jisung | No Condom
- a very shy boy
- a very perverted boy
- of course he's thought about hitting it raw before
- he's gotten off the the idea of breeding you ever since you became a couple.
- it was be the biggest thing on the forefront of his mind
"Wanna feel you- Jisungie," you were grinding yourself on his lap, prompted by his trembling hands guiding your hips on top of him. Jisung's mind was rotten with all the dirty things he'd dream about doing to you. This being at the top of his list.
"I need you inside mee-" you'd whisper in his ear, prompting him to gasp as his hips stutter upwards into yours. You could feel the size of his bulge underneath his clothes. You could feel the desperation with which he grinded his cock along your crotch, hoping for even the tiniest bit of friction.
"You wanna do me raw, Sungie?"
The second those words leave your mouth, a wet spot begins to form in his pants as he cuts accidently.
"F-Fuck-" he couldn't stop himself.
Despite this, Jisung's cock is still hard.
#nct dream#nct dream x reader#nct dream x you#nct dream fanfic#nct dream smut#mark lee x reader#mark smut#lee jeno smut#jeno smut#jeno x reader#renjun#renjun x reader#renjun smut#chenle x reader#chenle smut#jaemin#jaemin x reader#jaemin smut#park jisung#park jisung smut#jisung x reader#haechan fanfic#haechan smut#haechan x reader#nct dream headcanons#nct dream hard hours
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RAVAGE
pairing: dark!president!coriolanus snow x innocent!wife!reader
summary: heâd won the election, much to your elation. now youâd have to navigate the fame, fortune and status as the first lady of panem. but coriolanus just wanted you all to himself, and heâd do anything to scare you into his arms.
warnings: possessiveness, murder, robbery, bad smut, controlling, tears, babying, kisses, fingering, oral (f receiving), p in v, kinda subby corio/dom, praise, sense of entitlement? breeding kink, tummy bulge, overstimulation, little bit of aftercare
word count: 2k
a/n: iâm such a bitch for making everyone wait so long for a delicate part two đ and i finally have the confidence for smut so heheh - yes iâm using tvd names a lot - corio/coryo use - tried out a new layout đ
part one of delicate
you couldnât believe it.
coriolanus snow, president of panem.
all of his hard work has finally paid off and you couldnât be more happy for him. you wanted to give him a gift but you still had no idea what he would want. it seemed the two of you practically had everything overnight, so a measly gift seemed to be difficult to acquire, one that he liked? even harder.
so youâd decided to go out, the idea of surprising him exciting you so much youâd forgotten to tell coriolanus where you were going to.
so imagine his surprise when his assistant told him youâd left the house, viewing you on the security cameras.
which you had no idea were there.
coriolanus saw it as an act of defiance.
he had to move about this correctly, he couldnât have you injured, but he needed to scare you back into his arms. to remind you of the horrible place that panem was.
over twelve stores, and nothing. so youâd decided to enlist the help of one of your few friends. ânot a single clue of what heâd want?â elena asked as you stabbed at your fries, ânope.â you answered as you placed a fry in your mouth.
âwell if he has absolutely everything then his gorgeous wife should be a nice gift after an extremely long day no?â you looked up at her, confused, âwhat do you mean?â she giggled, âoh god, i forget how you donât know that much. you, y/n.â at your adorable puppy face she leaned in, âyour body.â you jumped back at her words, âi⊠iâve never.â
âyouâve never?!â elena slapped her hand over her mouth at your admission, âhow? i mean youâre absolutely stunning sweetheart, how hasnât he yet?â you played with the table cloth in your hands, âi donât know.â elena twisted her fork around her pasta, âokay has he never made a move, or, have you never noticed the signs?â you took a sip of your wine as you stared back at her, âwhat signs?â elena sighed, rubbing her temple, âthere are signs, moments. the two of you, sitting on the couch and his hand trails higher. his breath quickens at the sight of you in a dress. the little things.â
âand what happens if you notice these signs, act on them?â and this was exactly her expertise, she wiped her face with her napkin before paying the bill. âif iâm going to explain this in detail then we need to go to my house. or a dirtier part of town. my dear girl, iâm taking you to your first ever bar.â
coriolanus has to hold on to his mask of self-restraint, youâd been spotted at a bar, with one of your friends that he despised. but at least his plan could take full effect without a hitch.
your mind had been blown, irrevocably and utterly blown. the way elena had described it all, she made it sound like heaven. but she did tell you about other men, some care for themselves more so than the girl. and you had no clue what type of man corio was in bed.
youâd been so absorbed in your own thoughts you hadnât noticed the man following you, not until he attacked you. heâd been going after your bag of course, but it was a gift from coriolanus. the man was unrelenting as he shoved you against the cold wall, grimy hands pushing and pulling with you as you tried to regain hold of your purse. âlet go!â you cried out before he slammed you into the wall again, loosing grip on the purse coriolanus had just gifted you.
what would he say? it was his gift to you!
you woke up with a throbbing headache and corios hands brushing away strands from your face. âthere you are sweet thing. you feeling okay?â you peered up at him, unable to move due to the millions of blankets on you. noticing your struggle he smiled before shifting them off, âbetter?â you nodded before sitting up with his help.
âcorio, i lost the bag you gave me. the bad guy he- iâm so so sorry. please donât be mad with me i didnât mean to-â he laughed, although it didnât reach his eyes, âyou think i care about the bag y/n/n? i could buy you a million bags, better bags. iâm just glad youâre okay. those guys, they wonât bother you again.â all you could do was sob and hug him, pondering the meaning of his words.
AN HOUR AGO
âhey, what the hell man? you said to attack the girl and take the bag!â the man shouted as coriolanus undid his cuffs, adjusted his sleeve, pushing it back on both arms. âi told you to go for the bag, yes. but i specifically remember drilling it into your head not to hurt her. and now sheâs lying in bed, has been for the past three house with bruises everywhere. and for that?â
shouts and screams of pain echoed through the abandoned building as coriolanus struck the man with a hammer, over and over and over. the job had one guideline. and this idiot couldnât get it right.
donât hurt his delicate girl.
PRESENT
youâd been so absorbed with worrying over the purse and apologising for your tears you hadnât noticed corios hungry eyes. âi really did like that purse.â he murmured, âoh corio, i shouldâve tried harder to keep it. what can i do?â hook, line and sinker. he had you where he wanted and heâd finally get what he deserved.
âlet me fuck you. please.â and who were you to say no? your naivety led to him laying you down on the bed, head between your thighs. youâd heard about it from elena, a man pleasuring a woman, but it was a million times better than you couldâve imagined. coriolanus was messy, and desperate. heâd been waiting for so long and god was it worth it.
his heart raced with both excitement and nervousness as he held your thighs in his own hands, tracing up and downwards, feeling the warmth against his own skin. coriolanus couldn't resist the opportunity to tease you. âyou wanna cum?â corio mumbled as he continued sucking on your swollen clit, âmhm.â you could hear him laughing at your pathetic excuse of agreeing.
coriolanus wholeheartedly believes you belong to him. the second you were married, and even before, you were his. your submission would prove it, and he would do anything for it. you were his and he was yours. his bold blue eyes ravished you, all of you, âwhoâs making you feel this good?â your hips squirmed away from him but he just pulled you back, pushing two fingers into you.
corio reveled in your naivety, the way you responded to his touch, the way you whispered dirty words as if it were a sin. and right now, you still couldnât bring yourself to name what you needed. his pace was brutal as he lapped at your cunt, a third finger curling inside of you as they went in and out. your gasps and cries were music to his ears, heâd been denied this all too long, and he wasnât sure how heâd ever done it. âcmon, say it.â and you did, over and over again. âitâs you! you, coryo.â
âcoryo, ah, your fingers feel so good,â you mewled, tilting your hips more trying to lean into his touch. coryo withdrew his fingers to play with your clit, rubbing circles around your sensitive nub that resulted in you crying out in pleasure.
âsuch a good girl, getting all wet for me,â you nodded along dumbly, âfor you, all you.â you babbled as he kissed you deeply.
coryos hand dragged up and down your folds, âyour pussy is soaked, baby. look at that,â you whined at the feeling of him not touching you, your cheeks flushed at the sight of your arousal. coryo pulled his pants down, throwing them away over his shoulder. you hid your head into the pillow as coryo tutted, âyou have to look pretty girl, look at the mess you made.â coryo taunted as he rubbed your slick juices all over his dick, trying to humiliate you, get a rise out of you. coryos hand holds onto your neck, tightening as you clutched on with both hands, âplease, coryo, iâll be so good.â he rested his forehead on yours, noses touching.
âi love you, i love you, i love you.â he whispered in your ear, âmy beautiful wife, youâd look so good with my baby in you.â the idea of having his baby had you pressing your lips to his as he bit down on your lower lip, making you gasp as your lips part, his tongue pushing inside your mouth, exploring every bit of you heâd ever wished to. his hunger hadnât fallen, only increased.
â i need to fuck you,â he panted, you having stolen his breath. coryo teased your folds with the head of his cock, âneed to fill up this pretty little pussy of yours,â he pushed into you, warm walls coating his cock as he groaned, âyou feel so good.â he moaned into your neck as your hands clutched onto his broad shoulders. he wasnât sure if heâd last long but then again he didnât care, itâs not like you knew it was a short time.
the way you clenched down on him was more than enough proof of your virginity. your cries fueled him on as he pinned your hips down into the mattress, rutting against you wildly. âyou feel that?â he was everywhere, filling you up. his dick making an appearance through the bulge in your tummy. âuh-huh. too much i canât-â he stopped you before you could finish by pressing down on it with his palm, âyes you can baby.â you shook your head, âcoryo i canât, you feel too good.â you begin, crying from how good he was making you feel, from how dumb and desperate he was making you.
âmâ gonna fill you up, gonna give you my baby.â he was driving you crazy, his heavy panting, hands on either side of your head, his voice was deep and filled with fire. âyes, yes please inside me.â coryoâs eyes squeezed shut and his brow furrowed you were too much, fuelled on by the idea of a pregnant wife, pregnant you. swollen belly, heavy breasts, relying on him to help you out of bed. his hips stuttered and faltered as he came inside you with a low groan. he didnât care about pulling out and neither did you as your release came down on you again. âfeels so good coryo, thank you.â
he couldnât help his smile as you continued to thank him for making you feel so good. his ego was sure as hell swelling as he pulled out of you, collapsing on the bed. his hand caressed your face, kissing you all over, praising you.
âyou did so well fâme. proud of you baby.â you grinned up at him as you snuggled into his neck. âonly for you coryo.â all for him. âiâll clean you up okay?â you nodded along as he got out of bed.
coriolanus deemed the night a success, but for some reason he didnât feel complete. he wanted more. but as he looked up at your sleepy eyes and tired out body he wanted to let you rest. but the idea seemed to slip out of his head once he was levelled with your core again, his release spilling out of you and the warm towel forgotten. he didnât stop himself when he began to lick at you, his tongue working his way into your entrance as your head shoved at his face.
âcoryo, iâm sensitive. coryo please stop.â you attempted to crawl away but his hands dragged you to the edge of the bed, legs around his head. your body fell limp against the sheets as pleasure took over. your hands laced with his hair as you cried out.
it was going to be a long night.
#hunger games x reader#coriolanus snow x reader#coriolanus snow x fem!reader#coriolanus x reader#dark!coriolanus snow x fem!reader#dark!coriolanus snow#dark!coriolanus snow x reader#yandere coriolanus snow#yandere coriolanus snow x reader#hunger games fic#coriolanus snow fic
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In Her Absence: Lucanis/Rook/Spite.
A03 link! Female Crow Rook x Lucanis. Lucanis POV.
Takes place when Rook is in the fade prison, because 1) I love angst and am a big softie; and 2) I wanted to try to work out the logistics of what the team did in Rook's absence, and how they managed to reach her.
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In the four days that Rookâs been gone, the Veilguard has devolved completely into infighting.
Taash wants to know why they canât just âbreak into the fade and pull her out.â And no one really wants to hear Emmrichâs overly technical explanation as to why thatâs not feasible, least of all Taash, whoâs grieving and angry. Davrin keeps saying that it should have been him instead, which isnât helping, and no one even wants to think about whatâs happening to Bellara right now.Â
Harding is dead. Bellara is kidnapped by Elgarânan and Maker knows where. Theyâre a mess as a group, angry and hurting. And Rook...
Rookâs gone.
Neve is the only person who remotely has their shit still together, and for that at least, Lucanis is thankful.Â
Because he absolutely does not have his shit together. Maybe the others canât tell, since heâs not arguing or yelling or breaking down, but his thoughts are spiralling so badly that heâs barely said a word in three days. All he can think about is Rook.
He loves her. He loves her. And sheâs lost somewhere, trapped and alone, and they have no plan whatsoever on how theyâre going to get her back.Â
He never told her. Itâs tearing him up inside. The thought that he might never hear her voice again. Never hear her make some stupid pun, or hear her teasing, or hear her give them all one of her legendary pep talks. Never hear her laugh again-
âLucanis,â Neveâs voice is firm, dragging him out of his despondency, âYou need to focus.âÂ
How can he possibly focus? âYouâre right,â he says instead, voice tight, because Neve is right. Standing around brooding isnât getting them any closer to getting Rook back. What he needs to do is act- but how?
Solas is a God, and even he couldnât break out of that prison. This isnât the kind of problem Lucanis can solve with a dagger. He canât stab at the prison walls until they crumble away- but Maker knows if that could work, he would stab until his daggers shattered and his body collapsed.Â
What is he supposed to do? What can he do? How can he help them, when all he knows how to do is kill things?
No. Spite says to his left, his voice hard and determined, No! We will find Rook. Wonât leave them there.Â
Neve puts a hand on his shoulder, and gives it a squeeze.Â
âWhen has Rook ever been content to sit and wait to be rescued?â Neve says, and he lets out a long, even exhale, because itâs exactly what he needs to hear. âIâm worried too. But Rook would chew off her own leg to escape a trap. If thereâs a way to get out, sheâll find it. Have some faith in her. In all of us- and in yourself.â
âThank you,â he murmurs, voice quiet. After a moment, he adds, ââŠSomeone should let Viago and Teia know.â
That, at least, is a burden he can bear.Â
But the days stretch into weeks. Elgarânan seizes control of an already broken Minrathous, and even Neve has a hard time keeping herself together after that one.Â
Lucanis is in no place to offer comfort. Without Rookâs leadership and steadfast optimism, the lighthouse has gone dark, leaving them all ships to smash into a rocky coast. He wonât soon forget the way Viagoâs eyes widened when he told him what had happened to Rook, nor the look of horror that flashed across his face before his expression settled into stony devastation.Â
Strangely, itâs Spite that keeps him from falling apart completely. He refuses to accept that Rook is gone. Every time that Lucanisâ mind whispers to him that this happened because he wasnât good enough, and that heâll never see Rook smile at him again- Spite cuts him off with an angry, defiant hiss of NO.Â
Rook is strong. Rook is smart! Rook will not allow herself to die in a prison. She would not let you die in prison, either. We will not let her. We will find her. We will find her!
He repeats the words in his own head, holding onto them like a buoy. Right, yeah. Sheâs good at prison breaks. Itâs enough to make it through the day.
Sometimes- although Lucanis would never admit it to the others- he realizes that Spite is the one who has been moving his body, keeping him working while heâs been stuck in his mind, ruminating and aching with missing her. Itâs been Spite thatâs forcing him to eat, to bathe, to sleep. Spite is keeping him alive.Â
Will not let you do this to us. Rook needs us.
Itâs that thought that ultimately gets Lucanis to snap out of his despair.Â
Itâs not over yet. He agrees, finally. Rook needs us.Â
Finally! Spite snaps back.
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First, they try to make a copy of the dagger. Something that will be able to slice through the fade prison, so that they can cut Rook out of it. Thatâs how Solas left, after all- by tricking her, and stealing the dagger to cut himself free.Â
But a dagger of pure lyrium isnât exactly easy to replicate. Brilliant as they are, Emmrich and Neve can only do so much. So after days of meticulous work, they end up with a dagger that looks identical to the real thing, but doesnât actually work. Great.
Next, Emmrich hypothesizes that in order to get to Rook in the fade, theyâll not only need to figure out how to access the fade prison, but also to figure out where the prison actually is, physically within the fade.
It is, apparently, not as simple as yelling out âROOK? CAN YOU HEAR US?â from the top of the Lighthouse, which has been Taashâs strategy. Spite, too, is ready to start just travelling through the fade, for as long and as far as he needs to until he finds her. Lucanis is doing what he can to support the group, cooking the meals and making sure Emmrich and Neve are able to stay on their feet.
Word gets to them that Solas is in Minrathous, keeping the rebellion alive. The news poisons Lucanis so thoroughly with hate that he nearly canât stomach it. Spite has been so determined to save Rook that Lucanis almost forgot how it felt when he was really, truly spiteful.Â
Hearing Solas is pretending to be a hero in Tevinter, after consigning Rook to take his place in a prison? Yeah. Thatâll do it. The things heâd wanted to do to Illario after his betrayal had left him conflicted. He is not remotely conflicted about what he wants to do about Solas.
What they want to do. Spite agrees with him on this one. He hurt our Rook.
Finally, Emmrich and Neve work out a real plan, with the help of the Veil Jumpers. Itâs based largely on luck, but itâs something. Itâs a sliver of hope. Itâs enough to keep them all going.
First, they need to find a spot where the veil is particularly thin, where the fade peaks through the seams of reality. Then, they need to use an artifact of the Veil Jumperâs to do⊠magical, fade, location-y⊠stuff. Emmrich actually uses a bit of Rookâs blood for this part, located on some stained clothes that Assan had dug out in her room.Â
Blood magic. Ordinarily, Lucanis would be opposed. But no one says a word against it. They are all desperate for this to work.Â
The first day they try it, it doesnât work. They make some adjustments, and try again.
The second day, it doesnât work. They make some more adjustments, and they try again.
On the fifth day, Spite says it in his ear, voice sharp with excitement.
I can smell her- I can smell Rook!
Lucanisâ heart feels like itâs about to burst from his chest. Heâs yelling, âRook?â into the rift before he can stop himself, but the teamâs caught on already that this isn't like the other times theyâve failed to make their plan work. The rift is spitting and spasming sparks of magic, and they can see through it in a way theyâd never been able to before. They can see a light in the rift.
Emmrich seems to throw caution entirely to the wind, rolling up his sleeve and plunging his arm into the rift. The energy is wild, unrestrained, and theyâre all calling out to Rook, reaching and trying to get to her.
âIâve- Iâve got her!â Emmrich yells out, and Lucanis swears he can see Rookâs wavy form on the other side of the rift. Like looking through a fishbowl, or the walls of the Ossuary.
He reaches in too and grabs her hand with Emmrich, and they yank. Rook stumbles out, collapsing onto the ground.
âVarricâs dead,â she says, voice hollow and wobbly.
Neve shoots Lucanis a confused, concerned look, but heâs too relieved to care. Heâs grabbing at her shoulders, pulling her into a tight embrace, and his throat feels like itâs closing up on him. Tears prick at his vision. Sheâs safe. Sheâs alive, sheâs free, and sheâs safe. Sheâs back with them.
They all want to hug her, and make sure sheâs actually, really okay. But Lucanis gets to first.
Told you. Told you, told you! Spite repeats, ecstatic, Sheâs back!
âAre you okay?â He murmurs, pulling back and looking her over critically, trying to see if sheâs been hurt or if anything has changed. But no. Itâs just her. Like not a day has passed.
Rook nods slowly, and Lucanis smooths a hand down her hair, before cupping her cheek in his hand. All he wants to do is hold her, but he canât be that selfish and drag her away from the others. Not yet, anyway.Â
Pulling back, the others take the moment to rush in, making similar careful assessments and doting over Rook. The last few weeks have been almost unbearably difficult. Thereâs been little to celebrate. But this is joy again. Hope. With Rook back, not everything is completely fucked.
Davrin pulls her into a crushing hug, and Taash joins in, and theyâre all hugging and crying a little. The trip back to the Lighthouse is a blur, with Rook thanking the Veil Jumpers and swearing to them sheâll get Bellara back.
How she can already be so determined, so ready to act, Lucanis will never know. He is, as he has so often found himself, in awe of her ability to forge forward, the light cutting through the swathes of dark that seem to surround them.
Spite is just about ready to try to crawl out of their skin in impatience, but they have work to do first. They all brief Rook on what has happened in her absence, and learn- horrifically- that sheâs somehow been brainwashed into believing Varric has been alive, for months, by Solas.
Not for the first time, Lucanis feels anger and spite bubbling in his veins and vows to himself that he will not let Solas get away with hurting Rook. God or not. He finds it hard to fathom why he would mess with her head like that, if he wanted her to succeed in at least stopping Ghilanânain. It reminds him too much of the mind games that his captors would play on him when he was in the Ossuary, tormenting and confusing him for no other reason than to break him down. Was that what Solas had tried to do to Rook, too? To break her down mentally, so sheâd be easier to manipulate and trick?
It seems to take forever, but finally, Lucanis gets to see her alone. Sheâs lying down when he enters her quarters, her eyes closed, but the words spill out of him before he can even consider leaving her to rest.
âI cannot believe we found you,â he says, voice soft. All of the fear heâs felt for weeks, the doubt and the despair that Spite had helped him just barely keep at bay⊠the relief, now, is making him lightheaded.Â
âIâm a little surprised too, honestly.â Itâs a testament to the gravity of the situation that sheâs not trying to make light of things. The words arenât meant as a joke.Â
âI thought Iâd never see you again,â he admits.
âAnd I didnât think Iâd ever get out of there,â Rook tells him in turn. It leaves him cold, to think of her there, alone and believing she might never be found. âHow do I know if I really did? This could be... more of the fade.â
Lucanis realizes then, that heâs never seen her vulnerable like this before. Emotional, yes, but lost? Frightened? Rook has always been the solid centre of the group. Unmoving, unyielding, steady. Utterly dependable.Â
Itâs almost surprising that sheâs not actually invincible. Sheâs so consistently been their guiding light. But more than shock, more than anything else-
He wants to protect her. He wants to hold her until her worries melt away, to chase away the horrible memories of the last several weeks and see her smile at him. He wants her to know that he wonât let anything hurt her. He wants to kiss her until she feels safe and warm again.Â
So he does. Kneeling down in front of her, holding her hands in his own, Lucanis reassures her she is real. Thereâs so much he wants to tell her, that heâs been praying heâll get the chance to say. But now that Rookâs in front of him again, he canât seem to find the words for everything heâs been feeling.
So he kisses her. So, so gently. And when he keeps kissing her, pressing her back against the chaise as she wraps her arms around his neck? It seems Spite is right there with him, because the wings unfurl right in that moment, curling around them both protectively, like he wants to help shield them from anyone in the world who might try to hurt them.
#lucanis dellamorte#spite dragon age#lucanis x rook#rookanis#spite x rook#antivan crows#dragon age#dav spoilers#dragon age spoilers#dragon age the veilguard#veilguard spoilers#dragon age rook#maybe i'll write a smutty p2. but not tonight!#have i mentioned i love lucanis and spite#my writing
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Sunshine [4] - Ray of Light
AN: My loves, thank you so so much for your wonderful support and lovely comments and HCs! â€ïž Youâre amazing! â€ïž
I hope you like this as well, and please donât forget to tell me what you think, thank you! đ„°
Pairing: Logan Howlett x Female!Reader
Summary: A ray of light shines through the clouds.
Word Count: 4242 (to everyone who might be wondering why every chapter is turning 4k+... it's the martini I mean it baby)
CW: Smoking cigars, explicit language, mentions of sex
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Logan was no stranger to the feeling of restlessness.
For him, it was around every corner; impossible to get away from. Even now, having just returned from the latest mission Charles had sent him on, he couldnât help but feel like a caged animal, desperate to get out.
He gritted his teeth, slamming the door open to enter his room before he unzipped his suit and took it off, tossing it to the corner of the room. After putting his jeans and white shirt on, he ran a hand through his hair and made his way downstairs to the kitchen. Scott and Jean were already there, perched on the stools while Storm sat on the kitchen island, busy with a file. Rogue was rummaging through the fridge and Bobby was making a sandwich on the counter, still in his suit.
âDo we still not have beer in this place?â Logan asked to no one in particular and Storm looked over her shoulder.
âThis place hasnât stopped being a school since the last time you asked, so no.â
âGreat,â he murmured. âSoda it is.â
âItâll be good for your health,â Rogue said with a grin, then tossed him a bottle which he caught mid-air. He extended his arm in Bobbyâs direction without a word and Bobby touched the bottle, making it ice cold.
âThanks,â he grumbled and pulled himself a seat.
âWhy are you in a bad mood?â Storm asked with a curious look in her eyes. âThe mission was a success.â
âIs it because that guy almost stabbed you?â Bobby asked, making him frown.
âHe didnât almost stab me,â Logan said as Rogue closed the fridge, nibbling on a slice of pizza.
âWhen people stab you, do you get annoyed?â Bobby asked and Logan raised his brows.
âMore annoyed than right now? Nah, itâs about the same.â
âTo repeat, why are you soââ Jean started but stopped talking mid-sentence, a smile pulling at her lips. âAh. I see.â
âWhat?â
âWe were supposed to come back from this mission around afternoon,â she said. âAnd itâs Monday.â
Shit.
âJean, stay out of my head.â
Jean grinned at him. âOh Iâm not in your head. Donât need to be.â
Scott looked between them. âIs this about Theoâs mom?â
The impact of the simple question was almost instant on the small crowd in the kitchen. Storm immediately put the file in her lap aside to look at him, Bobby stopped making his sandwich and looked up from the jar of peanut butter he had stuck the knife in, and Rogueâs jaw dropped.
Great.
âWait, seriously?â Bobby asked. âYou and herââ
âThereâs nothing,â Logan cut him off, forcing himself not to let his thoughts drift to her. âScott has no idea what heâs talking about as usual.â
âYouâre just pissed off because youâll have to wait until Friday to see her again.â
Logan scoffed. âThat has nothing to do with the situation.â
âI think you two would make a cute couple,â Storm said and Jean nodded.
âOh absolutely.â
âStop it, both of you,â Logan said with a frown. âAnd for your information, I could see her whenever I want.â
âI donât think theyâd make a good couple to be honest,â Bobby interfered, âI mean donât get me wrong but youâreâŠâ he motioned at him, making Logan raise his brows. âYou.â
âNothing gets past your observation skills, does it?â Logan deadpanned while Rogue suppressed a laugh and took another bite of her pizza.
âOpposites attract is definitely a thing.â
Logan opened his mouth to retort, but was instantly distracted when he heard familiar footsteps coming closer to the kitchen, making him look over his shoulder. It wasnât long until Theo appeared at the door in his pajamas, making Rogue let out an âaw!â.
âHi Theo.â
âHi Miss Rogue!â Theo gave them a happy smile. âAnd Mr. Logan and Miss Storm and Mr. Cyclops and Miss Jean and Mr. Ice Man!â
Even Logan had to admit, the kid was adorable. Theo pushed his glasses up, blinking up at them while holding a huge tin container to his chest as the small crowd in the kitchen greeted him back, making his smile bigger.
âHi bub,â Logan said and Theo waved at him with one hand while still clutching to the tin with the other.
âWhat are you doing up at this hour Theo?â Storm asked and Theo looked down at the tin container, then up at them again.
âUmââ he said. âDo you know my friend Ralph?â
Bobby tilted his head. âThe fish guy?â
âYeah!â Theo nodded fervently before pushing his glasses up again. âSo he told me his mom never baked him cookies, andâI didnât know moms didnât bake cookies because mine does whenever I feel bad, so I told my mom about that and umâŠyesterday she baked cookies for me to bring here,â he said, pressing his index finger on the tin as if to emphasize his point. âEveryone had one but you werenât around, Professor X said you were busy, and I stayed up late so that you could have some cookies as well.â
She had baked cookies.
For the whole school.
Logan had to remind himself it was the middle of the night so he couldnât in fact go all the way to her apartment to see her and kiss her andâ
Focus.
He had to focus.
But for fuckâs sake, it was almost agonizing at this point. She was actually, genuinely nice, as if it wasnât enough that he couldnât stop thinking about how beautiful she was, how sweet she smelled, and just how much he wanted toâ
Not going there, he forced himself to think. Focus.
Theo made his way to the kitchen island and stood up on his tiptoes to place the tin on the island, making Jean press a hand on her chest and Storm smile softly. Scott ruffled his hair, making him smile up at him.
âThank you, Theo,â Jean said. âPlease tell your mom we thank her as well.â
âOf course!â Theo said, his voice cheerful. âGood night!â
âGood night bub.â
âGood night Theo!â
âIâm so going to babysit when you two get together,â Rogue said through her teeth as if she was hanging by a thread while Bobby rushed to the container to open it the moment Theo left the kitchen. âI swear to God, Loganââ
âNo, I agree with Bobby,â Scott said. âSheâs too nice for him.â
Bobby pointed at Scott with the cookie he was holding while Logan flipped him and Storm grabbed two cookies, tossed one to Rogue and turned to Jean.
âIâll fill Charles in about the mission, are you coming?â
âSure,â she said and grabbed a cookie as well. âIâll see you guys later.â
With that they both walked out of the kitchen, Storm talking about what an adorable kid Theo was before Bobby popped the cookie into his mouth, then let out a moan.
âJesus this is too good!â he said. âNo Iâm serious Logan, sheâs like actually pretty and nice and bakes cookies. When was the last time you did anything nice for us?â
âI saved your life like half an hour ago, dipshit,â Logan pointed out, making Rogue laugh. âAnd every word out of your mouth makes me think I shouldâve sat that one out.â
Scott chuckled and took out a cookie out of the container, then nodded at Logan.
âDo you want to have one or do you want to go ring shoppingââ he started but he was cut off when one of Bobbyâs friends, Caleb, if Logan wasnât mistaken, entered the kitchen.
âStorm said there were cookies?â
âOver there.â Bobby motioned at the kitchen island. âTheoâs mom made them.â
âOh she's such a babe,â Caleb said as he reached out for the container, making Logan turn to him while Rogue made a face. âThe things Iâd do, seriously, the milf of myââ
He didnât get to finish his sentence when Logan grabbed his arm and slammed it to the counter while Rogue exclaimed âEw, Caleb!â and Scott tilted his head.
âLogan,â he said, his voice completely calm. âWeâre not slamming students to flat surfaces.â
Logan gritted his teeth, glaring at Caleb whose heartbeat got much faster, the unmistakable scent of fear lingering in the air.
âCaleb, right?â he growled. âListen Caleb, the next time I hear you talk about her, or even look at her in any way,â He unsheathed his claws, causing Caleb to let out a whine. âI will rip your fucking tongue out. Do you understand?â
Caleb nodded fervently again and Logan clenched his jaw, then pulled his hand back and Bobby grabbed Caleb by his shirt.
âItâs his first time in public, thatâs why he is like this,â he said helpfully, dragging him out of the kitchen. âYou fucking dumbassâŠ.â
âSure,â Scott said after a beat, turning to Logan. âThereâs nothing going on between you and her.â
Logan sipped his soda. âShut up.â
Scott held up his hands, mocking surrender.
âJust something to think about,â he said with a smirk. âIâm gonna go find Jean. Good night.â
âAnd Iâm gonna find Bobby and smack Caleb,â Rogue said, pushing herself off the counter. âGood night Logan.â
âGood night kid,â Logan said as they both left the kitchen and he narrowed his eyes at the container on the kitchen island before making his way to it. He grabbed a cookie to bite into it, his eyes closing as the sweetness crumbled inside his mouth, making him let out a breath.
A scene flashed before his eyes, something out of a dream; him in a cabin in the woods with her in his arms. He buried his nose into her neck, inhaling her sweet scent into his lungs as he pressed her warm body against his, her heartbeat getting faster before he forced himself to open his eyes again, taking a deep breath.
âKeep it together,â he muttered to himself and popped the rest of the cookie into his mouth, then pushed himself off the counter and made his way upstairs.
                                        *
Throughout the week, it was one mission after the other. He was beginning to think Charles was doing it on purpose, and when Friday finally arrived, as much as he hated to admit, he could barely focus on anything else.
âCome on, to the lake!â one of the boys said as he walked past them. âRalph, whereâs Theo?â
âProfessor X wanted to see him, and I think he left already,â he heard the boy say. âUgh, I was gonna show him this new fish in the lake! Itâs huge!â
 Left?
No, he was still around. Logan could hear his happy chatter with someone through the chatter of the crowd but her scent wasnât anywhere near so he followed Theoâs voice downstairs, stepping out of the building beforeâ
âHave a nice weekend Mr. Logan!â
Loganâs head whipped around as Theo waved at him, then looked up to the man beside him as he took off his backpack so that the man could take it from him. âUncle Jamie, this is Mr. Logan!â
What the fuck?
âWho the hell are you?â Logan asked the brunette, making him frown at the apparent hostility in his voice, but he didnât dwell on it.
âHello,â he said. âIâm Jamie. Iâm picking up the little guy today.â
âNo youâre not,â Logan scoffed. âDo we even know who you are?â
âYou donât, but the school does,â Jamie said after a beat. âI appreciate the caution but his mother called Professor Xavier beforehand to let him know, so itâs okay.â
âUncle Jamie, Mr. Logan helped mommy out with the car when it broke down, and he drove her home the other day, I heard mommy talk about it with auntie Julie!â
Jamie tilted his head, his eyes narrowing. ââŠHow helpful of him.â
âAnd Uncle Jamie is the hero who saved me when I was in mommyâs belly, Mr. Logan!â Theo introduced him, making Logan raise his brows.
âIs that right?â
âI was an intern, Theo was a premature birth.â
 âAnd you do years long follow up with all your patients or is this one a special case?â Logan asked as a dry smile twitched Jamieâs mouth before he clicked his tongue.
âIt is,â he said. âI could ask you the same question though. Do you drive every parent home, or is this one a special case?â
Okay no, he did not like this prick.
However, Theo was right there so he had to mind his language, for his sake.
âYou know what Theo, Iâm pretty sure I just heard your friends say they were going to the lake,â Logan said, making Theoâs eyes widen. âThey were talking about this huge fish. Do you want to go with Uncle Jamie or do you want to stick around a little to see that fish?â Â
âReally?!â
âGo ahead,â Logan said. âUncle Jamie will wait. Wonât you, bub?â
Theo didnât even wait for Jamieâs answer as he darted for the yard, and Jamie gritted his teeth, shaking his head slightly.
âUnbelievableâŠâ he muttered. âAre you even a teacher here?â
âSometimes,â Logan said with a shrug of his shoulders and Jamie hummed, then took out his phone and touched the screen before taking it to his ear, waiting for the other line to pick up.
âHi Jamie!â
It was almost funny, how her soft voice managed to put Logan in a better mood instantly but he tried not to think about it.
âHi sunshine,â Jamie said, making Logan frown. âListen, Theo wants to hang out with his friends a little more. Should I wait orâŠ?â
âNo no, you go back to the hospital,â she said. âIâll leave in like an hour or so anyway. Itâs a good thing that heâs socializing so umâjust, let him.â
âYou sure?â
âOh yeah,â she said. âThank you again Jamie, really.â
âNo problem honey.â
âYou can follow the way back,â Logan said, nodding in the direction of the gates when Jamie hung up and he heaved a sigh.
âI know your type, you know?â
âI doubt it.â
âNo no, I do,â Jamie said, motioning at him. âThis whole tough guy bullshit isnât gonna impress her.â
A cocky smirk curled his lips. âWhat, are you threatened?â
Jamie scoffed a laugh.
âThatâs not what this is,â he said. âItâs just that Iâve known you for five minutes and I can already tell she deserves better than you.â
Thatâ
That was true actually. Even Logan knew that; hell, he had been trying to make himself understand that ever since he had met her, but no matter how much he tried, he just couldnât.
Knowing it wasnât enough to make him stop thinking about her.
âGuess you and I have one thing in common then,â Logan stated. âBut I seem to be making better progress in a month than you have in years, huh?â
Jamie shook his head.
âSee you around,â he said before he walked away and Logan took a deep breath, then ran a hand through his hair.
âAssholeâŠâ he muttered and made his way through the yard to keep an eye on Theo in case he got too close to the lake.
                                      *
The strange thing wasnât that he smelled her the minute she arrived.
It was what her scent did to him.
As soon as the familiar sweetness tickled his nostrils, his head snapped up and he looked around, then got up from the bench he was sitting on, painfully aware of his heartbeat getting faster. He strode through the yard, away from where Theo and his friends were running around and towards the gates, where her scent was stronger.
He couldnât help but notice she didnât smell like him.
Jamie.
He had no idea why he was getting so worked up on the existence of that asshole, but somehow that detail alone managed to soothe the hot jealousy running through his veins. He knew Jamie had a point, he had been saying the same thing to himself ever since he met her, yet it didnât meanâŠ
There she was.
He didnât know how she managed to look everyone and everything else in shadows where she herself was the only thing illuminated as if she had her own ray of sunlight falling over her. The mere sight of her was enough to make him stare at her as she waved at him, her heart pacing in her chest as soon as her eyes fell on him, the pleasant sound nearly deafening in his earsâ
No.
He had to focus.
Logan had seen wild animals in captivity before. How they would be straining at their leash, how they would be slamming against their cage, nearly blind with the desire to be let loose and lately, whenever she was around, she had the same effect on him.
âHey stranger!â she said with a bright smile as she reached him. âAre you okay? You seemâŠtense.â
Shit.
âMe?â Logan asked. âNah. Hi.â
Good string of sentences there.
âHi,â she said, looking up at him. âLook at that, youâre here.â
Logan pulled his brows together. âI live here.â
âNo no, I meantââ her heart skipped a beat, her eyes widening at the misunderstanding. âRight, of course you do. Itâs just that, when I dropped Theo off on Monday you werenât here, not that I noticedâdisclaimer, I definitely did notice in case it has escaped your noticeâbut you know, I figured you were busy, and then Theo saidâŠâ
Alright, why did he find this cute?
Since when did he find things cute?
âAnd he mustâve seen someoneâs suit or something because now he wants one, and I told him he can have one for Halloween but guess who didnât think that through, because now Iâll have to tell Julie, sheâs the arts and crafts person to go to in a situation like this. Iâm just going to bribe her with cookies which is everyoneâs favorite payment method I feel like âŠâ
Donât kiss her.
Do not kiss her.
A part of him wanted to go check with Charles to make sure he wasnât fucking with his mind, to make sure she wasnât a figment of his imagination because this wasnât normal. Having her within his reach, all he could think about was pulling her closer, kissing her and taking her to his bed upstairs, to taste her until the only thing left in her mind was his name, her body trembling, her soft voice hoarse while she begged forâ
âAnd Iâll stop talking now because youâre giving me that look again, do I have something on my face?â
Fuck.
She was looking up at him with a small frown pinching her brows together so he shook his head and said the first thing he could come up with:
âI tried the cookies.â
âŠYeah no, Charles had to be fucking with his mind to make him this tongue tied.
âDid you?â
âYeah.â
âDid you like it?â she asked, her heartbeat getting faster like she was nervous to hear the answer and Logan nodded his head.
âIt was amazing,â he said, making her let out a breath, a happy light shining in her eyes.
âReally?â
âIâm serious,â Logan said, âThe best cookie Iâve ever had in my life.â
âAw, thatâs wonderful!â she said, smiling wide. âI donât think Iâve met anyone who doesnât like chocolate chip cookies, so when Theo mentioned his friend I figuredâ do you know where he is by the way?â
He jerked his thumb over his shoulder.
âBy the lake with his friends,â he said. âCome on, Iâll take you.â
âFinally in the welcoming tour committee huh?â she joked as she started walking beside him and he chuckled.
âOnly for you.â
âMuch appreciated,â she said. âI was gonna come earlier actually but there was this thing at work, it was a disaster.â
âWhat happened?â
âWell, the grill stopped working around the lunch hour,â she said. âThey fixed it but waiting for food makes people very grumpy. There was this one customer, heâŠâ she made a face, making him frown.
âWhat?â
âHe was in a very bad mood but thankfully he calmed down when I gave him ice tea on the house.â
Logan shook his head slightly. âYou should stop being so nice to people, princess.â
That seemed to make her heart skip a beat, causing a small smile to curl his lips while her hand shot up to her mouth for her to bite at her nail.
âIn my defense, thatâs not being nice, thatâs just being in the service industry,â she mumbled. âGood thing it was fixed fast though.â
Logan hummed.
âSoâŠâ he trailed off. âUncle Jamie then?â
âOh, youâve met him?â
âI was around,â Logan lied through his teeth. âWhen he came here.â
âYeah, Theo adores him,â she said, nodding her head. âJamie saved his life when he was an internâfun fact, some doctors donât take you seriously when youâre pregnant at 18 and completely clueless, so I knew something was wrong but he was the only one who believed me. He got chewed out by his supervisor but he ended up saving Theoâs life.â
Logan frowned, distracted from the Jamie issue for a moment.
âHis father wasnât there?â
âNope,â she said with a bitter smile. âHe was uhâŠbusy.â
What the fuck?
âDo you know where he is now?â Logan asked, anger shooting through him and she let out a laugh.
 âHeâs in the past,â she said. âAnd he should stay there.â
 He wanted to insist, he really did. The guy sounded like the type of asshole who really needed to get his ass beaten, but before he could ask, she had already changed the subject.
âBut yeah, Jamie is amazing,â she said. âHeâs very protective, heâs like the brother I never had.â
He bit back the pleased smile threatening to pull at his lips at the second part of that sentence and hummed.
âYeah?â he said. âDoes he know that?â
âHm?â
âThat heâs the brother you never had?â
She blinked up at him in confusion, her brows pinching together before a look of realization downed on her beautiful face, her heartbeat getting faster.
âHe does,â she said, nodding her head. âSo does his boyfriend.â
âŠAh.
He had misunderstood the situation.
That had to be what Jamie meant when he had said âThatâs not what this is,â he wasnât trying to get with her, he was genuinely cautious about strangers such as himself. That whole exchange made sense now, considering the story about him saving Theoâs life; he had met her when she was alone, and had been trying to keep her and Theo safe ever since.
Of course.
âAnd heâs in a very happy relationship with him,â she added. âUnlikeâyou know, unlike me whoâs not in a relationship at all, totally single. Not that you asked but itâs likeâŠitâs like general trivia about me, andâwhoa, today is a hot day isnât it? Because honestly, it wasnât this hot when I left the carââ
âMom!â
âOh thank God,â she muttered as she turned her head to look at Theo who was running at full speed to them and Logan bit back his grin as Theo reached them and flung himself into her arms.
âI missed you bean!â she said, hugging him tight and kissing the top of his hair. âDid you have fun?â
âYeah!â Theo said, his glasses slipping as he nodded fervently and she pushed them up again with a fond look on her face. The sight sent a warmth through Loganâs chest, a smile he didnât even notice curling his lips. âWe saw a big fish!â
âReally?â she gasped, her whole attention on him, hanging onto every word he said. âHow big was it?â
âThis big!â Theo spread his arms as wide as he could, making her smile widen.
âWhoa, that sounds big!â she said. âWhat color was it?â
She was too good at this. Even an outsider could see how excited Theo was to tell her everything, how genuinely happy he was to have her there and how attentive she was with him.
âGray,â Theo answered. âMom, maybe itâll grow up to be a shark!â
Logan tilted his head and she exchanged glances with him as if telling him not to tell Theo it would not in fact grow up to be a shark, and Logan winked at her, making her giggle.
âMaybe,â she said, turning to Theo. âReady to go?â
âYeah,â Theo said and she fixed his shirt, then took his backpack from him to swing it over her shoulder.
âSay goodbye to Logan.â
âGoodbye Mr. Logan!â
Logan ruffled his hair. âHave a great weekend bub.â
âIâll see you around?â she asked and Logan couldnât help but stare at her beautiful face before reminding himself to pull himself together.
âYeah,â he said, trying to focus. âDonât be too nice to people until then.â
Her smile widened and she heaved a sigh, shrugging her shoulders nonchalantly.
âDonât be too mean to people until then,â she replied and took Theoâs hand, walking away with him. He could hear her asking what else he had seen in the lake and Theo listing every single fish he had seen so he watched them until they were out of his line of sight, then let out a breath.
âFuckâŠâ he muttered, frowning to himself. âSheâs beautiful, got it. Get your shit together.â
5 - Dusk
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WHAT AM I, YOUR CHAUFFEUR?
summary: In which you sit in the backseat of your loverâs car, instead of right next to them.
characters: SATORU, SUGURU, MAKI, MEGUMI
cw: kissing, reader referred to as passenger princess in Suguruâs other than that no pronouns are mentioned, POC friendly, no skins tones mentioned!
SATORU
Picture this: you park in the parking lot of your local mall. Youâre here to pick up your wonderful lover after shopping. As you sit and wait, suddenly familiar hands wrap around you and cover your mouth and youâre stabbed in the chest.
This is basically what Gojo Satoru feels like when you get in the backseat of his car instead of your spot, which is right next to him in the front passenger seat.
âYou might as well as kill me.â
You let out an exasperated sigh, âSatoru.â
âBe honest, do you even love me?â He turns around in his seat, his cerulean eyes peeking over the rims of his glasses.
âSatoru-â
âNo, no, itâs fine, Iâm fine, I mean weâve only been dating for 3 years and itâs fine if you want to throw it all away because youâre practically saying you donât love me right now!â Heâs voice grows louder until heâs practically shrieking, staring at you with wide eyes.
âOkay! Iâm sorry!â You quickly get out of the car trying to hide your smile. You open the car door and get in and look over at Satoru to find him beaming at you.
âOh hi baby!â He says way too happily and leans over to kiss you on the lips. Again. And again. And again.
ââŠHello âToru, how was your day today?â
âIt was great, until my lover decided to stab me in the back.â
Yeah, donât expect him to forget about this. He will bring it up to you no matter what
âToru, what do you want for dinner?â
âTo not be stabbed in the heart by my lover.â
No matter what.
SUGURU
After fitting all of your groceries into the trunk Suguruâs trunk, he helps you close it and you both get into the car. Except you sit in the back seat.
Suguru didnât even realize you were sitting back there, he was still just waiting for you to get in the front seat, and when you didnât he turned towards you curiously.
âYouâre gonna sit back there?â
âYeah.â
âNot in the front seat?â
âYeah.â
âReally?â
ââŠYeah?â
He hums and shrugs his shoulders and says, âOkay then, I guess you donât want to be my passenger princess and use the aux cord huh?â
And that has you quickly sitting up and getting out of the backseats to sit next to Suguru in the front seat, who had a smile on his face the whole time.
âChanged your mind huh?â
âShush.â And you lean over to kiss him on the cheek as an apology.
He grins at you before pulling out of the parking lot, one hand on the wheel, and the other intertwined with yours as they rest on the center console.
MAKI
Maki holds your hand as you guys cross the road from the restaurant you too stoped at for a date.
As you two approach the car, she goes to the passenger side to open the door for you, only for you to ignore the open door and open car door to the back seats.
You donât have to look up to see the narrow look she gives you, before going over to you and standing outside the open car door.
âWhat do you think youâre doing?â
Your eyes wide at her stern tone.
âGetting in the car?â
All it takes is for Maki to keep staring at you before you slowly get out of the back seat and and close the door before facing her and trying to cuddle up to her.
âSo now you wanna be cute?â She says with a raised eyebrow.
âArenât I always cute?â You look up at her with a smile and she clicks her tongue before rolling her eyes and wrapping a hand around your waist before planting a sweet kiss on your lips
âYou are. Bratty, but you are.â
You laugh and she smiles at you before guiding you back to your seat, which is right next to her.
MEGUMI
Megumi waits in the car as you say goodbye to Yuji and Nobara after watching Human Earthworm 4, which Megumi has no idea why it even exists in the first place, so he opted out to save himself from the horrible sight of that god awful worm thing.
Megumi is so focused on how pretty you look with the sun hitting you perfectly, that he doesnât even realize that youâre sitting in the backseat until he sees you passing by the door to the front passenger seat.
You buckle yourself in and smile at Megumi nonchalantly.
âHi âGumi, how was your day?â
He freezes, staring right at you with a frown on his face.
âGoodâŠwhat are you doing back there?â
âHm? I thought Iâd sit here this time.â
âWhy though?â He questions, he looks to the empty front seat next to him. Thereâs no trash in the seat, and nothing on the floor too. Was the seat to far back?
âNo reason.â You have a hard time hiding your smile because of the constipated look on Megumiâs face. He looks so focused on trying to find out why you wonât sit next to him, you accidentally let out a laugh and heâs whipping his head towards you and sees you smiling, before he lets out a groan.
This time, you let your laugh flow out freely from your lips and your moving to get into the front passenger seat, leaning over the center console you kiss Megumi all over his face.
âSorry âGumi, donât be mad okay?â You say, still smiling into his cheek.
âHmph.â
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The highlight of Veilguard for me is the relationship between Solas and Rook- and I don't know how to write about this on the internet without being acutely aware of other peoples' criticisms (such as there not being enough of it)- so I'll just say up top that I'm not actually intending this as a refutation of any of those. I just want to talk about my experience with the game and why I like it so much, which will probably make obvious where I disagree with some reoccurring critiques I've seen. *
The thing about Solas in this game is that he plays the role of the trickster perfectly. As much as Fen'Harel is a myth or a persona, and the stories we know of him invented or twisted, his role in Veilguard feels like it could slot in so, so easily with the myths, and in many ways directly parallels them. He is sinister and noble, monstrous and sympathetic, ruthless and compassionate, all at once. He spends the game trapped and humbled but can be almost gleefully condescending at times. He conflates outsmarting an enemy with being right, even as he plays the long-suffering martyr, tortured by countless mistakes. He falls easily into the role of advisor but is quick to note your foolishness. To sneer and declare the problem yours and yet still impose upon you an appraisal of your conduct.
But more than any of that, for most of the game, he's...passive. Dormant. He seems to make no moves, other than as a glorified consultant, despite starting as the main threat.
In Blood of Arlathan, when he finally rears his head again as major a player on the board, it's with a gallant offer of help. As an ally. He is exactly what you need, right when you need it, and you don't even have to ask him to be. And- because you don't have constant access to him, you maybe haven't even considered him an option!
He feels extremely intentionally sparing to me before this in service of a) making you think you're the one with power over him and b) causing you to forget he might contribute at all, so that when he finally does, it seems wholly benevolent. It comes in a moment where your goals are exactly aligned, and indisputably noble.
It's a waiting game. A classic of his, harkening back to stories we've heard time and again about Fen'harel and traps.
As Felassan tells it in the Masked Empire:
Fen'Harel was captured by the hunting goddess, Andruil. He had angered her by hunting the halla without her blessing, and she tied him to a tree and declared that he would have to serve in her bed for a year and a day to pay her back. But as she made camp that night, the dark god Anaris found them, and Anaris swore that he would kill Fen'Harel for crimes against the Forgotten Ones. Andruil and Anaris decided that they would duel for the right to claim Fen'Harel. He called out to Anaris during the fight and told him of a flaw in Andruil's armor just above the hip, and Anaris stabbed Andruil in the side, and she fell. Then Fen'Harel told Anaris that he owed the Dread Wolf for the victory and ought to get his freedom. Anaris was so affronted by Fen'Harel's audacity that he turned and shouted insults at the prisoner, and so he did not see Andruil, injured but alive, rise behind him and attack with her great bow. Anaris fell with a golden arrow in his back, badly injured, and while both gods slumbered to heal their wounds, Fen'Harel chewed through his ropes and escaped.
He goads his enemies into fighting each other for his benefit. Anaris, who had hunted him, succeeds with Fen'Harel's advice, exploiting a weakness he could only see with his aid. In turn, Anaris himself is left exposed. The victory goes to Fen'Harel, who has now dispatched two enemies at once and cleverly won his freedom.
He who was both Creator and Forgotten One. Who could walk amongst both as kin, and who in the end turned his back on them all.
Another tale:
The god Fen'Harel was asked by a village to kill a great beast. He came to the beast at dawn, and saw its strength, and knew it would slay him if he fought it. So instead, he shot an arrow up into the sky. The villagers asked Fen'Harel how he would save them, and he said to them, 'When did I say that I would save you?' And he left, and the great beast came into the village that night and killed the warriors, and the women, and the elders. It came to the children and opened its great maw, but then the arrow that Fen'Harel had loosed fell from the sky into the great beast's mouth, and killed it. The children of the village wept for their parents and elders, but still they made an offering to Fen'Harel of thanks, for he had done what the villagers had asked. He had killed the beast, with his cunning, and a slow arrow that the beast never noticed.
Felassan is everywhere in the Crossroads, in memories, in regrets, in notes that speak to a time you can barely fathom and traces of a friendship that is never once brought up by Solas directly (to my knowledge at least). I think Felassan serves a lot of purposes; he's a window into history, into Solas' mind and ideals, someone who challenges moments of ruthlessness but is loyal, an advisor who keeps Solas grounded even as he pushes him to become something larger than he is, a lingering notion of a loss that you can never really see the full scale of, and so on. And I think, too, that he's written carefully to be a meaningful presence from the rebellion without explicitly spoiling what eventually happens to him, which I wouldn't be surprised if was a legit consideration made for people who might go back and read the Masked Empire after dav lol- in the same way that Trespasser only really spoils the book if you already know what happens.
But for me, every note signed with his name is almost a tongue-in-cheek warning about what's to come. Felassan. A slow arrow, fired apparently mockingly into the sky, only to strike true when it's least expected. A solution executed with neither kindness nor explanation, serving first and foremost the interests of the one who fired it. Felassan's presence in the game ever so slightly encodes a reminder of who you're actually dealing with and what his core tenants are, whether as an ally or an adversary. You only know if you know, but it doesn't seem an accident to me that this reoccurring name of a general who shaped himself in honor of the Dread Wolf's unorthodox cleverness is so key to these traces of Fen'Harel's past, despite, again, never directly being discussed.
Anyways, to Rook. First, I gotta give a shoutout to Bryony Corrigan, whose voice I used for mine- she honestly made the game for me, especially in moments where I felt unsure of it. I love Rook, I love how they're written, and I love how they're performed. While a complete blank slate protagonist can be really fun, I find putting myself as a player in conversation with limitations given by the game really fun and interesting, and often surprising! And I do feel there's still plenty of flexibility.
My perspective on the relationship between Rook and Solas in Veilguard is specific to how I played of course, and I haven't seen other versions of their dynamic at this point to compare so I can't speak to them. But my experience was as such:
I didn't come into the game wanting to intentionally antagonize him. If he rose at me, I rose at him- and those moments of tension were really, really fun. But I tried to accept what he gave me with a fairly open mind. Skepticism, sure, but also the knowledge that ultimately, we both wanted Elgar'nan and Ghilan'nain gone, and he knew them better than I did.
It was really gratifying, then, to see our rocky partnership evolve over time into what seemed like a genuine respect. But it didn't really feel straightforward to me either. For example, the conversation before Weisshaupt held a lot of weight for me: listening to him tell that chilling tale about undermining an enemy with persistent laughter and finding that 'Do whatever it takes to remove those who oppose you' was something we came out aligned on was.... There was an element of foreboding to that. Like, I had found myself actively trying to impress him here! And feeling good when it seemed like I had, but uneasy about how I had done it, even when I agreed with what I'd said.
And of course, after that comes Arlathan. Solas' big hero moment. This is the point in the game where our alliance finally felt comfortable to me. The conversation in the fade after was the first time that it really seemed like we were on even ground. And the game- not just Solas- told me here outright that I had earned his respect! After that, I didn't consider betrayal a possibility for a moment. Honestly, I barely even considered him an antagonist at all, because he had become a partner instead! I was expecting something clever down the line, but I wasn't worried about it hurting me. Our disagreements had been set aside, and the goal of his that I had initially opposed had been so thoroughly usurped I had forgotten that he was even pursuing it. And yes, that's perhaps naivety on my part, but I was so distracted by that not at all being the main plot that I forgot that it actually still was. Which is the whole point, right? He waits until your head is turned the other way to strike.
All this to say, my reaction when you kill Ghilan'nain and Solas uses the instability of the Veil to force you into his prison went beyond shock and confusion. It wasn't until well into his villain monologue that I was able to accept that he had betrayed me at all- having been thus far trying desperately to convince myself that the sequence I was seeing was Elgar'nan playing mind games in retaliation, and not actually Solas.
That prison moment is his Slow Arrow. You are Anaris to Elgar'nan's Andruil, the dagger the chink in her armor, and Ghilan'nain's death the golden arrow striking you in the back.
The wolf chews its leg off to escape the trap.
And I should say, I was coming at this all from the meta perspective of someone who loves Solas and empathizes with him and has never seen him as irredeemable or evil- and I, the player, who believed that all game and is ultimately satisfied with the resolution I got- felt hoodwinked as fuck in this moment lmao!!
There's a line in the prison that Varric has about it being easier for Solas to play the villain when he knows he's causing harm- so I do think he plays up his sinisterness here on purpose. But it's such a slap in the face coming straight off of "You have earned the respect of the Dread Wolf." A true and profound betrayal, at least for me.
And it doesn't stop there! His trickster maneuvers and half-truths aren't done until the credits roll. I love that when you meet again, he is nothing but apologies. He makes every concession- that Varric was a good man, that every victory in this fight has been yours, that he needs you and not the other way around, that he was wrong and made mistakes and betrayed people who never deserved it. And of course, we know from experience at this point that this won't stop him from doing it again anyways. But he never holds back from placing the blame on himself. Agreeing with you. Telling you you're right, and that Elgar'nan must be stopped. He only ever says things that are true. Things that are aligned with your point of view.
"[The veil] will never come down by my hand." Well, yes. Because it will fall on its own when Elgar'nan is dead. You won't hardly have to do anything at that point, Solas, will you?
It doesn't matter if Rook isn't falling for it, because if they don't accept his partnership, they lose! That's it! It's the same as it was at the start, but with the added sting of knowing it probably won't work out in your favor this time.
I remember before launch John Epler saying that Solas sees himself in Rook, which really echoes throughout the whole game for me. There are some ways you could say Solas seems opposite to Rook- and of course this can wax and wane depending on roleplaying choices, but the central conceit of Rook as Varric's recruit is that they are a specialist in being willing to act. And on the surface at least, that's kind of counter to Solas' Slow Arrow, right? Blunt force versus delayed gratification. But not entirely! Because every backstory we have for Rook revolves around a kind of heroism that is unorthodox enough to have left you ultimately punished for it. Like yeah, yeah, you saved some lives.... The optics were kinda bad though, so maybe you could go on a sabbatical for a while?
Rook is, from the start, an unconventional and unsung hero, admonished by some for ruffling feathers that they shouldn't have in pursuit of a noble goal. Not unlike Fen'Harel.
I find, too, that there's kind of a nesting doll of parallels around Rook and Solas as foils that the whole story hinges on:
We see Solas, his regrets plastered on every wall, each of them tied to Mythal. At every turn he seems to warn her that this is not the right path, but he follows her down it anyways, until he is left with nothing but an overwhelming need to fix what they have broken.
We see Felassan, who still wears Mythal's vallaslin on his face, challenging Solas' judgement and methods, but still standing by him through the rebellion, after the Veil, for however many thousands of years they slept. Ultimately, in the Masked Empire, the thing that makes him falter is his admiration for someone else's pursuit of freedom. His admiration for Briala.
"I suspect you'll hate this, but she reminds me of-"
Solas is Rook. Solas is Briala. Upstarts, flawed defenders, people who are made into leaders because of their willingness to fight for something. Who see injustice and cannot rest.
Solas is Felassan, the devoted general. One who pushes against his orders but cannot deny them. Someone who loves the cause, but more than that is dedicated to the person who champions it. A voice of reason who, in the end, turns away.
Solas is Mythal, a pragmatic leader, responsible for uncountable deaths. Someone who has relied on partners and power structures that have led her down a dark path, partners whose mistakes in their pursuit of power have become her own. Partners who in the end betray her.
Solas is trapped in his regrets because they are not all his. He struggles with having been failed and with how he has failed others, and in his mind the two become conflated. He carries these contradictory roles on his back- perpetrator and victim, betrayer and betrayed- and cannot see how to overcome them. He is ultimately freed by Mythal's absolution because the foremost factor in his crusade is not belief but guilt.
The ends have to justify the means, because there is no other way he can live with himself. And at every step, he is trying to redeem Mythal as much as he is trying to redeem himself.
He did not want a body, but she asked him to come. He wanted to give wisdom, not orders. I will always follow where you go.
He left a scar when he burned her off his face.
It was all for her. It was always for her.
Solas' duplicity is unending, but so is his devotion. And there is such an earnestness to a Rook, always betrayed, that sees and empathizes with that and uses it to free him.
* I will say that during the game I was definitely wishing you could show your hand to him a little more and press him about his memories prior to the endgame (and separate from this I have quibbles with the impact of some of those memory reveals- like wrt the delivery just not feeling as weighty as I would like. The payoff is absolutely still there in the end, it just felt to me like they were too nonchalantly getting a ton of info out that had to be established moving forward, despite these being like earthshattering reveals that people have Correctly (!!!!) theorized about for up to 15 years). That being said, in retrospect it would have lessened the impact of the finale to have pressed Solas about, for example, his relationship to Mythal prior to absolutely pulling the rug out from under him with it at the 11th hour. And additionally, it's a structural nightmare because you can uncover the memories at almost any point in the story, and you don't have constant access to Solas to chat with him about them. Which you shouldn't imo, in service to the story being told!! But it's also true that early on I found scenes with Solas super gripping, and scenes with my team often...not. And that was initially disheartening, but developed positively over time on all fronts once the game didn't have to worry about setting things up. So, I did wish for more here at first, but I've revised my opinion now that I can see the whole arc.
#ok one fucking gigantic solas post to dump some thoughts and feelings and analysis out#veilguard spoilers#it speaks#vir dirthera#long post
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You ever hear the gross stories about people putting peanut butter on their junk and having a dog lick it off? This sounds bad but stay with me here, imagine it's marakov doing this with hound. Like it's a humiliation thing to break hound down or something and drive it into his head that he's no better than an actual dog. Marakov starving hound for awhile so he's famished and then pulling the peanut butter out. If hound wants to eat then the only food he can have will be the peanut butter he'll have to lick off marakovs cock.
Oh fuck that is disgusting and SOOO something Makarov would do. So here's a lil ficlet cause you got my brain going Brrrr
CW:NSFW, MDNI, Makarov x male reader, blowjob, peanutbutter food sex, toxic relationship, dom/sub dub-con, rough and quick, I ĐŽĐČĐŸŃĐœŃга - mongrel, mutt Đ”ŃŃŃ - eat, ĐœĐ”Ń - no.
Rough fingers grip your jaw until it hurts, Makarov's thumb pressing down on your tongue to keep it flush with the bottom of your mouth. Drool and a bit of blood run down your chin, a small puddle already forming between your folded knees. The fingers on of his other hand wiggle your canine, uncaring of how your jaw trembles in an attempt not to bite him.
"Poor ĐŽĐČĐŸŃĐœŃга," Makarov chuckles, "Not liking your new teeth?"
Your 'new' teeth hurt like hell and that's saying something, gums around them still raw and irritated, knives stabbing at your entire jaw and down your throat whenever he wiggles the tooth even slightly. But you can't show that, don't bite the hand that feeds. So you swallow the sound of pain bubbling in your chest and shake your head as much as he allows you to do so.
You can see his smirk past the tears blurring your vision. "Good dog." He chuckles, pulling his fingers from your mouth to pat your head. "You must be hungry."
You are. Starving. You can't remember the last time you've been fed, probably before Makarov had your canines ripped from your mouth and replaced with metal, but the constant pain buzzing in your body makes it hard to keep track as the days blur together. You wordlessly nod your head, knowing better than to speak when he hasn't given you permission yet (you doubt you even could with how much your jaw hurts.)
Makarov leans back on your bunk, letting go of your jaw to fiddle with the jar of peanut butter. Unscrewing the lid he dips his pointer finder in and scoops up a big dollop of it. He holds it out for you, resting the back of his finger on your tongue. "ĐŃŃŃ." He orders, tone leaving no room for arguing and you're quick to close your lips around his finger, tongue moving to lick it clean and trying to avoid nudging your teeth.
You've always hated the stuff since Price got you to try some when you were in America, the taste and texture making your skin crawl, but right now it may as well be ichor of the gods. Your stomach rumbles at finally being able to devour something, even if it's just a small scoop of peanut butter.
You open your mouth when you're done, spit clinging to Makarov's finger, and try your best to make a small whine. "Good, finally learning." He hums and sets the jaw down, unbuckling his belt.
Your heart stutters and drops to your stomach as you watch Makarov fish his half hard cock from his boxers, only needing a few strokes to get him fully erect. Makarov laughs at the face you make when he scoops up a good amount of the peanut butter and uses it like lube on his cock.
"Oh, did you think you would just get to eat?" He snorts, holding the base of his cock, "ĐĐ”Ń, ĐœĐ”Ń, ĐœĐ”Ń you dumb mutt." He spreads his legs wider, patting his thigh. "You'll have to work for it, now Đ”ŃŃŃ."
You hesitate, some meager part of your pride absolutely unwilling, your stomach telling you to forget about that. Makarov waits, judgmental eyes locked on you, easily able to see the turmoil swirling in your eyes. He knows how to be patient, while he usually wouldn't tolerate disobedience, he knows he can't set up a hunting dog for failure and expect success so soon into your training.
His efforts bear fruit and you slowly shuffle forward on your knees. Even starved as you are, the wide span of your shoulders still forces his legs to spread wider. You hesitate some more, looking past his cock up at him, wondering if he really wants you to do this; is this a reward or just another way to tear you down?
"Do not make me repeat myself." He says, voice even and cool, but you're still perceptive enough to notice the sharp edge of danger in his tone, like a knife pressed into your throat.
Tentatively you lean in, fists clenching against your thighs as your tongue lolls out to hesitantly lick at his shaft. He doesn't rush you, doesn't degrade you, but his hand does settle on the back of your skull. You freeze, but he only hums, "Good dog." His hips twitch until his shaft bumps against your nose.
The hand on your head keeps you from pulling away, and your hunger soon wins out so you give a few experimental kitten licks. You start at the bottom, still uneasy about this, your tongue licking across his knuckles. Makarov purrs something in Russian you're not familiar with, his tone not sweet enough to make you think it's an insult, so you slowly continue up his shaft.
His precum mixes with the peanut butter, giving it a saltier tang that makes disgust curl in your stomach, humiliation making your face burn. Even your mind mocks you; Price's voice echoes somewhere in your ears "This is why we left you, you were just waiting for a chance to be a terrorist's whore." but that voice slowly gets quieter as Makarov's hand pets your head, making thinking about anything but the creamy peanut butter on your tongue difficult.
"Good dog, doing so well for me." Makarov hums, a pleased sound escaping his chest. The pleasure your mouth brings is miniscule compared to the sight of you - on your knees, eyes slowly closing as your malleable mind settles into static, drool smeared lips wrapping around his head to suck all the food your tongue missed - oh it's something else. He's seen many powerful men brought down to their knees, but nothing has ever made him harder than you right now.
You pop off his cockhead, chest frantically moving to draw breath, unfocused eyes staring at his drooling head before you look up. "Now wasn't that a good treat?" He asks, receiving your mumble in return, using your spaced out mind to smear more peanut butter on his head. "But you missed a spot. Go on, Đ”ŃŃŃ."
#gnome's tea break#gnome correspondence#cod mw2#x reader#male reader#hound-reader#good dog fic#vladimir makarov#vladimir makarov x reader#vladimir makarov x male reader#x male reader#cod modern warfare#trinkets of the hoard#tw toxic relationship#Makarov is his own warning#don't do this at home#call of duty makarov#call of duty modern warfare 2#call of duty modern warfare
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pairing: jake sully x neytiri x tsu'tey x fem!human! reader summary: a scientist arrives on pandora (unwillingly) a year after the exile of the rda. now she must deal with the likes of a clan leader, a great warrior, and a thanator rider. word count: 3.9k
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You eventually decided to forget your body for now and leave it to Norm to take care of it. All you were focusing on was burying yourself further into work.
Which included going back to tending to your garden by planting and replanting a few seeds and veggies. Then there was checking up on the baby who was bound to be due soon, youâd spend the last few hours of the day with her until eventually, you forced yourself to sleep in the Avatar Compound.
That was your schedule throughout the next couple of days. Along with that, you took on more work to distract yourself such as restocking more link shacks and taking care of the land along with the other avatars. It was one of the many deals the humans made with the People in exchange for letting them stay instead of going into exile. It kept you busy whenever you didnât need to tend to your garden. Any free time that you happened to have wouldâve been filled up with something else to keep you busy.
The only peace you got was at the end of the day when you were in the tank room.
âIâm sorry Iâve been gone, little one.â You said to her the first night you returned to Hellâs Gate. âI was unfortunately a bit distracted. But now Iâm here and Iâm never leaving you that long again. That is, until youâre born of course.â
There was a subtle shift in the stomach, bringing you a slight sense of comfort that she still remembered your voice. You didnât know why it was comforting though. You wouldnât be the one to hold her in the end. You probably wouldnât be able to see her much once she was with her rightful parentsâŠ
Stopâstop.
Then there was foraging.
You enjoyed wandering around the forest to both discover new things and become well acquainted with the familiar routes. Going to your motherâs grave, finding the shack you had been trapped in, and even venturing further out just to see what was out there. Things youâve missed.
It wouldâve been nice if there was some comfort to all of it. But it made you forget. Made you think less. That was enough for now.
Until you eventually had to return to the clanâs base for Moâatâs checkups. And not wanting to anger the Tsahik, you went anyway despite your reservations about it. All you could do was pray you didnât run into Jake during the short visit.
So when you saw Tsuâtey with his brother inside her hut, you were strangely relieved which quickly made your stomach churn at the very thought.
His brother, Arvok, noticed you first as Moâat was working on his abdomen. Surprisingly, he offered a white yet tired smile your way, âAh, my savior the dreamwalker! I thought I was dreaming before.â
He ended up sitting up a bit as he spoke but Moâat forced him to lie back down, âHold still.â
âNo need to thank me. It was nothing.â You mumbled, face impenetrably impassive.
âNothing?! I heard you died because you saved me. How is that nothing?â Arvok sat up a little again only for his head to be forced back down by an irritated Tsahik.
You tried not to acknowledge the younger maleâs words. Tsuâtey watched you for a beat before nudging Arvokâs shoulder gently, âMawey, tsmukan.â
Not bothering to try and understand what he had said, you muttered again, this time sternly, âAs I said, it was nothingâfrankly, you should be more worried about yourself and the person who stabbed you.â Finding the new topic, you quickly steered the conversation in that direction. âBy the way, who injured you in the first placeââ
âThat is none of your concern,â Tsuâtey said simply with his face somewhat screwed into his usual scowl.
You nodded expectantly, âYeah, I thought so.â
Arvok then nudged his arm, hissing at him in Naâvi. Tsuâtey didnât appear happy but spoke again, âIt is clan business. Something that you should not concern yourself with. You have been too involved enough as it is.â
âHa!â Moâat huffed earning a glare from the Oloâeyktan. She did not offer more and continued tending to Arvok.
âWell,â You frowned, clenching and unclenching your hands. By then you realized you were still standing while the other three were much closer to the ground. âI did get poisoned by this clan business but youâre right. I suppose it is none of my concern.â
At this, Moâat finally stood and scowled at the two of youâmore specifically Tsuâtey, âIf this is how your interactions will be during this time, then I must ask you to leave and come back when you are ready to speak with her correctly.â She gestured for Arvok to sit upâalbeit slowlyâand dismissed him, âYou must continue resting. It will be a long while before you can hunt again.â
âYes, Tsahik.â With a grumble, Arvok slowly pushed to his feet, the wince clear on his youthful features. But he looked better. Better than you had expected someone to have been stabbed to look. Then again, Moâat mustâve been working on him while you had been unconsciousâdeadâso he had time to get better.
He held his abdomen gingerly as he walked past you, sending you a quick nod before he finally left. âYou!â At that, your attention turned back to Moâat who was now pointing at the spot Arvok had been, âSit. Now.â
Obediently you sunk to the floor and allowed Moâat to start her work on you. Tsuâtey surprisingly didnât leave and just lingered in the background much to your dismay. But your body wasnât tense because of his presence. You were constantly glaring at the doorway, waiting for him to show up at that point, waiting with your guard up, waiting for yet another fight with that damned asshole.
âYou shouldnât be putting so much strain on this arm. You should be resting as well, let yourself get adjusted to your new body.â Moâat instructed sternly as she applied new green mush to your arm.
You winced, both at the subtle sting in your arm and the easy way she mentioned your transference. As if it was another day. You couldnât tell whether that pissed you off or made you quite relieved that at least someone was making a huge deal out of it. Youâd already cried everything out of your system. Now you just wanted to allow yourself to feel numb.
Just until everything came back up again. If it ever would.
In the corner of your eye, Tsuâtey shifted onto the mat further behind you.
Moâat pressed her hand against your arm, âHave you buried your former body yet?â
You chewed on the inside of your cheek, âWhy are you asking me that now?â
âSome questions will be hard to answer. It is the way of life.â She replied easily as she began unwrapping the bandage on your shoulder. âBut it is okay to not be ready. Are you not read, dreamwalker?â
âSure.â It was all you offered.
You left the body to Norm now. You made him swear not to tell you where he planned on putting it. And you were okay with that.
You were fineâyou were fineâyou were fineâ
Eventually, after enduring a long silenceâwhich you were quite comfortable withâMoâat finished and stood. You moved to get up as well but she pressed her hand down on your shoulder and shook her head, âYou speak with Oloâeyktan first. Then you leave.â
With that, she stepped out of the hut and you, after great reluctance, looked over your shoulder at Tsuâtey to find him slightly sitting hunched over on the ground, playing with something in his fingers.
You werenât going to speak first. He wanted to speak with you. You would wait for him.
And eventually he did, âWhen Moâat brought up the potentialâthat you could be our fourth mateâwhat did you think?â
The question startled you. It was the last thing you ever thought heâd ask. And the fact that it was Tsuâtey himself asking you this and not Neytiri or hell, even Jake.
But you remained on guard anyway, âDo you care?â
At that, he raised his gaze from whatever was in his hands to look at you, âMany people have made their opinions known about the matter. All but you. Itâs as if your voice is drowned out by an unforgiving storm. I am asking you, dreamwalker. What do you think of it?â
For a moment you considered your words carefully. The conversation wasnât adversary so you lowered your defense, only by a little bit. And as you thought about your answer, you realized you hadnât even had the chance to think about what you truly thought about the idea of being their fourth mate. Neytiri had mentioned them looking for one long ago but you never imagined it would be you. You never imaginedâ
You never imagined youâd be loved.
And because of that, it was simply never in the cards for you. Even if there were moments where youâ
âWhy does it matter anyway?â You glared down at your fingers, watching as your nails dug into your palms. âCan you honestly imagine us as mates? I mean have you thought about it yourself? Can you even imagine Jake and I as mates? After the other night? Tsuâtey, I think the answerâs pretty clear.â You faced him, jaw tight and your voice quiet despite your steeled spine, âIâm too broken. And it would be cruelâI am not cruel and Iâm not selfish enough to allow you three to drag yourselves to the bottom because of me. And thatâs what I think. Itâs quite simple actuallyââ
âTo your human mind, yes.â Tsuâtey shook his head and stood, turning his back to you. He paced for a moment, eyes searching the room until he finally spoke. âBut it is about duty. If Eywa has favored you then I must do my job as Oloâeyktan and honor that. If you are our fourthââ
âYou donât know that.â
âYou are right, I do not!â He hissed but stopped, almost as if he were restraining himself.
You clenched your hands together again, glaring down at the matted floor. For a moment, the two of you were silent. This had to be the longest conversation you and Tsuâtey had ever had. And of course, it was about something heavy, something complicated, something difficult to even comprehend. Why couldnât it have been something simple? Why couldnât things be simple?
âI have failed my people.â
A beat went by and you looked up, wondering if that was all he had to say only to find his gaze on you. Intense and yellow. Unreadable yet uncomfortable to receive, nonetheless.
But his face was gentle as he spoke. His voice was quieter, âAnd in some ways, I feel I have failed our Great Mother. I feel I have failed my mates. My son. My unborn children. My mother. My brother. My father. Perhaps you do not understand it, dreamwalker, but it is my sworn duty to do what I must for my clan. To be the leader that they deserve. And I am not.â He stepped forward until he was standing in front of you and dropped something into your hands.
It was pretty. A handwoven string of beads and gems, almost too gorgeous to belong to someone like you. You held it limply in your hands, not wanting to touch it any further.
âI am not a good mate.â He continued, now his face unreadable. You werenât really sure what yours looked like at the moment but you hoped it didnât convey what you felt at the moment as he spoke.
Utter dread. Shock. And pity.
âIf I had proposed to you, I would have thought that I had done right by the Great Mother.â
He said it so simply. Proposed? Tsuâtey? To you? How come he didnât appear affected when he said these words? Why was it you that was struck frozen by this revelation?
Perhaps he was good at hiding it. Perhaps you were too.
Tsuâtey knelt in front of you and looked down at the string, his face still a mask. âI would take care of you, just as I do with my other mates. I would treat your children as my own, I would be okay with not being in love with you for the sake of duty.â Unconsciously, your fingers wrapped around the string as you took in his words. Very deliberate, very careful, very real. âBut you would have said no. And I would be okay with that too. Because I cannot commit to my duty. Because I am a bad Oloâeyktan. AndâŠâ The words seemed difficult to spill out from his mouth but he forced it out anyway. âAnd I am not cruel enough either, dreamwalker.â
For a moment, you did not say a thing. For a moment, you wondered if you were dreaming. For a moment, you wondered if there could be a world where you and Tsuâtey werenât hostile to each other like now. You wondered if there could be a world where youâd look at him as something more.
Because in the end, you appreciated his honesty. Frankly, that was one of the best things you liked about the Naâvi. They werenât like humans. They didnât hold anything back because they didnât see a reason to.
And it made your next words clear and firm, âYour search for worthiness isnât on me, Tsuâtey. And a proposal definitely wouldnât have been able to fix that.â You frowned and glanced down at the string and then back at him, âThat wasnât a proposal, right?â
Tsuâtey stood then, his tail swishing behind him. âI suppose it was. In a way.â He looked at you expectantly, âAnd your answer, dreamwalker?â
He held a look that told you he already knew your answer. You stood as well and handed him back the beaded string with yet another impassive mask, âNo. That is my answer. But you knew that.â
Wordlessly, he took the beads back, his gaze never leaving it. You stood there for a moment, feeling exhausted once more. And again, Tsuâtey allowed himself to appear the same.
Too tired for this world. Too tired to carry on.
You steeled yourself away and stood straighter, âSo you agree. This isnât what Eywa wanted.â
At that, his ears twitched, âWe do not know what she wants. It has always been that way. And it will remain so.â
Nodding, you moved past him and toward the entrance, only to stop short. Your brain was muddled, your emotions were tangled, and yet you spoke clearly. âIf your deity is as great as you all say she is, then Iâm sure she wouldnât want you to suffer.â
Without waiting for a response, you left. Not daring to look back. Not daring to ponder questions youâve never thought about until now.
Enough. Enough of all of it.
âAny day now.â You mumbled, staring bleakly down at the table as Norm was checking the ultrasound. It was weird being several inches taller than him now when in human form he had quite the height over you, âWe just have to watch her closely now.â
Norm nodded, âGood, good. Thatâs great news. Iâll let the parents know. You good staying here for a bit?â
âAlways.â You watched over the tank as Norm left the room. Tucking the tablet under your arm, you placed your hand against the class, âCanât wait to meet you, finally. I wonder if youâre gonna be as quiet when youâre born.â
The silence was suffocating, and So were the tears. They had finally come.
God, you were so angry.
Was this really all you were worth? An obligation? Something so worthless that you needed empty protection? Was that all they saw in you? Was that all youâll ever be to them?
You sank into a nearby chair, allowing the silent tears to fall.
It wasnât what you wanted. You didnât want to be the outsiderâthe intruder. All you wanted was to save a bunch of trees and now youâre here. A stain. An inconvenience. Blood red on a perfect white canvas.
This baby girl didnât deserve someone as shattered as you. She deserved the loving parents that claimed her from the beginning. Protected and kept away from your storm.
âI hope this world doesnât hurt you, little one.â You wiped at your eyes, beaten and bruised already.
Norm eventually came back moments later. You hadnât gotten up from the chair. He saw your dried tears and cleared his throat, âJake said heâs already on his way, um,â He appeared careful and gentle as he spoke, âIâll take over if you need a break.â
âYou donât have to.â Was your attempt at a protest.
But he shook his head adamantly, âNo, I will. Youâveâitâs been pretty rough for you. Itâs the least I can do forâŠâ
You frowned as he avoided your gaze.
âI couldâve done betterâmore to save youââ
âSpellman, you're fine,â You shook your head and stood. âI donât blame youâcouldnât if I wanted to. Youâre the only one that has my back here. Well, maybe besides Neytiri.â
âAre you going then?â He asked as you walked passed him.
âYeah, Iâm gonna try to cool off. Maybe go on a walk.â
âYou sure? Donât get another chunk of your skin bitten off again. Or poisoned.â
âHa-ha.â You responded dryly.
Deciding you wanted fresh air, you left out of Hellâs Gate and went into the forest.
You had marked the places you passed with small white strips in the past, tying them to smaller branches. It allowed you to venture further away from the base this time. And by the time the sun began to set, you found yourself at the waterfall, the same one you were at with Tsuâtey before.
And you stayed there. This time you went toward the waterfallsâ mist surrounding you the closer you got to the waterfall itself. The water moved up toward your waist until you were practically floating above water.
For a while, you stayed like this. Until night came. You stayed like this until your hair stuck to the back of your neck.
Eventually, you passed through the waterfall. Breathing out a long and delicate sigh.
These waters relaxed you. These waters made you forget.
Once you reached the other side of the waterfall, there was a rock large enough for you to hoist yourself on. And sit there. You didnât know how long youâd stay there and you didnât care. The world outside of this place didnât matter to you. For a while, you just wanted to forget. To become stone.
Half alive and half buried in the ground.
That is until the world called for you to come back. Until the world wrapped its grip on you and yanked you back into reality.
Until something whizzed past your face, cutting some of the strands from your unbraided hair.
And now across from you was a spear lodged into the stone. Whoever had thrown it had great strength. Whoever had thrown had meant to kill you.
Instantly, you froze. Heart pounding against your chest, blood rushing to your ears.
âDemon!â AN unfamiliar voice shouted further awayâpossibly on land away from the waterfall. Quickly, you lowered yourself on the rock. Most of the water from the mountain and mist hid you, so there was a chance that the attacker couldnât see you. âCome out and I kill you!â
You didnât move from the rock. From what little you could hear, the voice spoke in Naâvi as if he was giving orders to someone. Which meant this guy wasnât alone. The many splashes coming toward you only confirmed that.
As quietly as possible, you slid off the rock and toward the spear, yanking it out of the wall with what little strength you had left. A shadow then passed you as you ducked behind the rock just as a figure stepped through the waterfall. He was wearing strange armor and his war paint was different from what you had seen the Omatikaya wear. Which also told you that these warriors that surrounded you were from a different clan. A clan you were sure that werenât reluctant in having to kill the likes of you for being human.
 The warrior had an arrow pointed and ready. Fortunately, he hadnât seen you yet.
But before you could take your chance at escape, a quicker shadow to the right dived through the falls, aiming another spear at you.
It was so quick, you hadnât heard the other warrior coming and barely dodged the sharp end of her spear as you slid off the rock and into the deep waters.
The spear didnât slow and sunk into the water with you. You swam away from the two, going deeper underwater until you werenât able to be spotted. You continued swimming away from the small enclave and made it to the other side of the waterfalls.
Praying that the mist continued to cover you up, you came up for air and climbed onto a nearby rock. You still had the discarded spear and gripped it in your hands as you hopped onto another rockânot even stopping when you heard a bunch more splashes and shouts in Naâvi coming toward you.
Once you were sure they were far enough away from you, you continued hopping on the rocks until you finally reached land. But you didnât run, knowing that it would make too much noise. Instead, you clutched the spear to your chest and slinked into the forest, just as how Neytiri had done it when the two of you would travel through the forest together.
Be one with the forest and all that shit.
God, you couldnât catch one break. First Jake, then Tsuâtey, and now this? It was like the universe hated you for some reason.
As quickly and as quietly as possible, you put some distance between you and the waterfall. When you got far enough, you ducked behind a thick tree, pressing your back against it while taking in shaky breaths. You kept the spear close to your chest as if it were a shield while praying that you had been quiet enough to escape.
Something sharp pressed against the side of your neck, instantly squashing any hope you had left.
âYou are loud, demon.â She spoke in Naâvi. It was one of the only sentences you recognized since Neytiri used to say it to you all the time in the beginning.
You remained still, staring at the warrior in the corner of your eye.
She took the spear from your hands and tossed it to the ground, not lowering hers.
âWhere is your clan, sawtute?â
Okay, she spoke a little English. Which meant this clan had lived around humans at some point,.
âI donât have a clan.â You gritted out shakily, âAnd Iâm not trespassingââ
âDemon! All of you!â She hissed, the tip pressing further into your skin. âI kill you and bring your head back to my clan. The rest of you demons will follow!â
You glanced toward the spear on the ground, trying to figure out how fast youâd have to move to get it and escape.
But you nor the warrior didnât get a chance to do anything as an arrow flew through the trees and hit the warrior in her shoulder.
She stumbled back, you took the chance and grabbed the spear from the ground.
As the warrior fell to her knees, your savior stood further away behind her. Bow raised with another arrow pointed at her.
You breathed out shakily, âItâs you.â
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ANOTHER ONE
fucking stupid part 2 i did for my yuuji fic for ao3 :) and decided to post here lol
2.1 K words
warnings - 18+ mdni !!, pwp, penis IN vagina, thigh fucking, tummy bulge (+pressin on it), minor headlock action, yuuji is hesitant but not NOT into it, a lot of drool, mentions of sukuna's cannibal past (not sexified)
Yuuji excels at the single most important tenet of being a boyfriend.
Compromise.
A giver at heart and selfless and so, so loving, he practically bends to your every whim - something Nobara and Megumi love teasing him over. Yes, he would crab walk over glass if you so much as asked, but he will not bend to this.
âI donât trust you,â Yuuji is stubborn on this, and this alone.
âIâm the reason youâre with her!â the red eye stabs him through your bathroom mirror, âYou forget that, vermin!â
âYouâre literally in my body,â he sighs, âAnd keep your voice down, I donât want her hearing us argue,â at the unimpressed stare Sukuna levels him with, Yuuji only sighs louder, âI donât know why you even think sheâll want you.â
âI know her body more than you could ever hope to, worm,â if Sukuna notices the way Yuuji huffs, he certainly doesnât let it be known, âStudied it to perfection years ago, and spent my time in solitude remembering every detail. Every stretch mark and curve and swell of fat - I know her body better than you. I know it.â
Well, he was stubborn on this.
âBe nice,â Yuuji grips the smooth counter of your sink, he could never hold out against you and your batting lashes and sweet voice, âIâm taking over the second she seems upset.â
Another low-lidded, testing glare from Sukuna, and Yuuji shakes his head before throwing the bathroom door open.
âWell?â your fingers lace together in your lap, bottom lip tight between your teeth.
Centuries ago, in different bodies, the two of you were in this same position - with a different question on your lips.
âWell?â
âWell, what?â Sukuna had settled in beside you, the tatami mat squishing beneath his heavy weight and he still towered over you, âSpeak up.â
âWell,â you leaned back, head falling against your pillow and fluttering your lashes up at Sukuna, âWould you eat me?â
Rolling over, Sukuna planted a knee between your legs with two arms holding himself from crushing you, the remaining two curled around your waist, âHow do you mean, hm?â
Reaching a hand up, your soft palm cradled the unhardened side of his face, giggling when his tongue lolled against the tip of your thumb, âYou know how I mean.â
He did. Itâs something youâd mentioned since falling into poor health - a stiff question that leaves his heart cold and skin raised. When he shouldâve been used to this. He was. Heâd eaten many people before you and, even then, he was certain he'd eat many people after you. Youâd fed him. Youâd helped Uraume cook his meals. You were used to this.
Sensing his hesitation, you slid your hand from his cheek to ghost your fingertips over his lips. Kissing the pads of your fingers, Sukunaâs lids were low as he stared down at you - and he knew the answer you didnât want to hear.
âItâd be an honor,â you cooed, because of course you already knew which way he was leaning, âTo be with you like that. Forever.â
âGreedy,â he teased, slipping from his knees to sit back. He scooped you up with his hold around your waist to settle you atop his lap, his other two hands cupped your cheeks. Your own hand moved down to the base of his throat, fingers tracing the bridge of his collarbones, âEating you would be a disservice to this beautiful body.â
The word is nourishing, spring water on a dry tongue. You used to fear a long, drawn-out death (not death, not around Sukuna), youâve seen these same sunken eyes and shaking hands in others. And you did not find them awe-inspiring. But Sukuna has given you no question if his eyes still fell upon you kindly.
You frowned and he scoffed, âYou wonât even think about it?â
But Yuuji has no idea about any of that.
Yuuji sits beside you and takes your hands tightly between his, âI can always come back.â
âI know!â you lean in and kiss his cheek sweetly, âIâm just curious.â
Because there has to be something Sukuna can offer if he insists on maintaining this obsession with you (in front of your boyfriend, no less).
âŠ
âAre you nervous, bunny?â
Your heart beats in your throat. Your palms soak into the sheets when you grip them. Your bottom lip is on the brink of bleeding between your teeth. But no, no you are not nervous.
No matter how much you probably should be. And no matter how much it shouldâve taken, Sukuna doesnât take long to put you on your back - lips locked to yours. He cackles cruelly when you huff after he pulls away.
Sukuna binds your knees together, plush thighs trapped against one another. Releasing one knee just to feed his cock through the wetted spot between your thighs, he quickly flushes his chest against the back of your thighs. Both arms winding around your legs to keep them shut around him.
âSo wet from just a little kissing,â he stares down at where the head of his cock peeks out, kissing your clit on the way. He fucks your thighs slowly, taking earnest joy in how you whine.
Your teeth sink into the back of your hand at the sensation of Sukuna parting your lips and bumping your clit with his dick. He groans, deep in the back of his throat, when he can feel that gush of slick from your cunt.
âI knew this brat couldnât care for my bunny as I can,â he slips from between your thighs entirely to press his tip inside you. Your chest rises in a quick gasp, jerking at the intrusion, âYou missed me,â he states simply, settling his weight on his elbows beside your head as he teases slow thrusts, âCuntâs sucking me back in,â he snickers at your squeaking as his hips speed up, âYou missed me so much.â
You have no idea what heâs talking about. But you canât call him on it when heâs clawing at your sides and thighs to flip you onto your stomach, perking your hips snugly against his.
âIâve seen him,â his hand presses against your lower belly, thrusting down and deep and hitting that spot Yuuji magically detects and obsesses over - that spot that makes drool humiliate the corners of your lips, âThat brat abusing your poor clit. Like you canât cum without it.â
âHuhâŠâ your mushy brain barely registers the disrespect to your boyfriend, âheyâŠ!â
âDo you wanna show him I can fuck you better?â despite that questioning lilt, you donât think a response could change his pre-determined mind, âI can make you cum without setting a fire between your legs.â
He pulls out slow and miserable, smoothing the hand not on your tummy down your back and curling into your hair.
Sukuna leans his weight into you when he bottoms out, he laughs watching your cheek smush against your mattress. He laughs as his hand untangles from your hair to squeeze around the soft fat of your hip. He laughs when you wheeze with the springs as he pulls out and thrusts back in, rolling his hips flush against you.
âWhat a good bunny I have,â he coos, slicking his hot tongue over the exposed flesh of your neck, relishing in how his skin audibly pap, papa, paps against yours. You moan, lightheaded, and your forehead hangs into your pillow. He presses on that spot where he bulges inside you, going mad over the choked gasp in your throat, âMy sweet bunny.â
Curling an arm around your throat, Sukunaâs muscles squeeze around the soft flesh of your neck. Desperately, the skin of his chest clings to your back as he leans down, teething at the sensitive spot on your shoulder - the one Yuuji bites and the one he bit for himself centuries ago. Licking the sweat from your body and cackling as you squirm under the slick, wet run of his tongue.
His hips quicken, borderline battering that spot in your cunt to really make you messy. You bury your face into the soft pillow, but Sukuna âtskâs and undoes the arm from your neck to lift your chin. He licks up the drool from your lips and swallows the pitchy moans heâs been starving for from behind Yuujiâs ears.
He consumes you, melding your skin to his and ensuring you cannot leave again.
âGood- â he grits it between clenched teeth, âgirl! Good girl. Good girl,â he grunts each word between thrusts. He groans, thick and gravelly, digging his nails into your soft skin, âMy best fucking girl.â
Your face is on fire, the backs of your thighs clinging to Sukunaâs, and the wetness of your cunt stringing between the both of you. Loud, sloppy echoes of that wetness only make the fire burn hotter. You whine, hands scrambling back and clinging to Sukunaâs thighs, nails biting into the thick muscle.
âAw, youâre squeezing me,â Sukuna refuses to slow down, bouncing your body on his cock from behind, âAre ya gonna cum, bunny?â
And any respect you were trying to maintain for your out-of-commission boyfriend is quickly tossed aside, âYes! Yes, âm gonna cum, SukunaâŠ!â
âYou want me to make you cum?â he reaches both hands down and takes hold of your face, fingers dipping into your open mouth, âSay it, bunny - fuck - say you want me to make you cum.â
As best you can through his fingers parting your lips and pressing on your tongue, you cry, âPlease, Sukuna- please, please make me cum. Wanna cum, wanna cum with you, need you to make me cumâŠ!â
âNeed me,â Sukuna repeats, palms soft against you despite bullying his cock into your weepy hole, âNeed me, need me, need meâŠâ
âUh⊠huh,â you whine, the coil in your stomach eats at itself and your thighs shake, âNeed you, Sukuna! Need - hah! - need⊠cum, please!â
âCum for me, bunny,â he teases his fingers further into your throat, just to see if youâll remember.
âGod- fuck!â your hands cinch around his thighs just as your cunt does to his cock, tugging him closer, deeper as you finally soak him in your cum. Chanting his name with a sugary, soft, âSukuna! Sukuna! Sukuna!â
You donât seem to recognize it, the need to cum overshadowing the need to meld your bodies into one.
His cock spits hot cum in your tight, sucking cunt despite the realization. He keeps himself pressed against you, dragging his fingers from your mouth and circling his arms around your soft waist.
Sukuna rolls onto his back, pulling you on his chest and letting his softening cock slip from you. He peppers your raw, marked shoulder in tender kisses - then moving to your neck - then your cheek. He feels your cheeks ball up in a grin under his attention.
Your ditzy head falls against his shoulder and he doesnât know how much longer he has like this. So he ignores the cooling saliva on his fingers and the mixed cum flowing from your hole and onto his thigh. He never minded the mess before, and he certainly doesnât mind it now.
âDonât forget me, hm?â you blink up at him drowsily, âIf you ever get tired of that brat.â
You donât remember asking him to gobble you up, and you donât remember wanting to clutch his hand in your final moments, but you still see something in him. Something he thought was sealed away long, long ago.
He misses you. Whatever life you shared, he hasnât been able to mourn.
Giggling, you nod and kiss his cheek. He slips hair from your hair and studies the way you flutter into sleep. Commits it to his memory and lets Yuuji take back the body with little more than a scoff.
You rouse later in the night, feeling your bed dip beside you, a thick warm arm sweeping you into an equally warm chest. A steady heartbeat ba-dumps into your ear. You nestle into the cradle.
âCleaned ya and then showered,â Yuuji murmurs, lips soft against your forehead, âI take it you liked the big guy?â
Snorting, you nod sluggishly, cheek sticking to his skin, âMhmm.â
âGood,â he suddenly groans, âSukuna doesnât know anything!â
âMh?â
âI can make you cum without your clit,â he pouts, looking down at you despite your closed eyes, âYou believe in me, right, babe?â
âMhm.â
âExactly. Thank you!â he kisses your forehead this time, âAlright, weâll try that another day. Get some sleep already, jeez!â
âHm!â you huff fitfully.
âOkay, okay,â he whispers, âShutting up now.â
And, for now, you ignore how right it felt to have Sukunaâs mean fingers fucking your mouth.
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I know you're hurting || B.C.
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pairing is benny cross x f!reader
in which you have no choice but to call benny after being stabbed, even though he's just supposed to be a memory. it was raining when you met him, and it's raining again when he almost loses you. or are those tears in his eyes?
word count: 1,9k
warnings: a lot of blood, angst and panic, mentions of death and hospital, probably a few mistakes
A/N: in a love/hate relationship with this one, but I really wanted to post something here. and look at those eyes? am I strong enough to resist such pathetic eyes? Iâm afraid not :/
You had never believed in fate and luck until then. Those were just concepts invented by humans to make others feel less alone. The bikeriders club had imploded, and that was it. The reasons werenât linked to destiny, just to a few guys looking for trouble. Delusion would lead you nowhere.
But then, why did it have to be you with that hole in your abdomen?Â
The question sent you to your knees, breathing heavily in agony. The knife was at your feet, lying in a puddle of blood. Your blood. You had managed to remove it from your stomach with a scream, and now it felt as though it had drained all your energy.Â
Your body screamed to lay down and take it easy, but you couldnât. You had to call someone, anyone, to get some help. A face flashed in your mind, and it made you cry even harder. God, you had no choice. Your parents would kill you, and none of your friends were in town. The few people who had walked by the storeâfate had decided they would arrive that that very moment when you were so close to deathâhad run away in terror, and you were still waiting for someone to get you out of this horror.
So you didnât think twice. Hoisting yourself painfully, one of your hands pressed hard against your wound as the other reached out for the counter. Within the next minute, you were standing, mustering all your strength to get to that damn phone behind the cash register.Â
A small noise escaped your throat when you stepped across the cashier, his eyes forever fixed on the ceiling. You briefly wondered if he had seen your terrified face before getting shot.
The two young men had startled you at first, but you hadnât thought for one second that they would panic after trying to rob Mickey and stab you to keep your mouth shut forever.Â
You swore you knew one of them from school.Â
Nearly falling against the wall, you finally managed to take the phone and dial the number you couldnât forget. He had given it to you on the day you met, his eyelashes wet and dark from the rain.
âIn case you need me,â he had explained, the number written on a clean napkin. âAsk for Benny.â
Youâd never had the opportunity to call until then. Not when he had been there to protect you. A creep getting a bit too close to you? You just had to meet Bennyâs eyes. You had never realized how lucky you had truly been back then.Â
The ringing stopped and turned into a buzzing silence. You prayed hard to hear Bennyâs voice, but you werenât lucky.Â
âWhoâs this?âÂ
You took a shaky breath, trying hard to keep hope. If Benny wasnât the one on the other side of the line, then he was surely playing cards or smoking outside. Thatâs where he spent most of his daysânow fate wouldnât be so cruel as to lead him far away from you on that very day. Would it?
You gave the man your name, only then realizing you were talking to Cal. You hadnât heard his voice in forever.Â
âYouâre hurt?â Cal asked, his tone filled with worry.Â
âUm-hum,â you replied hesitantly, glancing at the door to make sure no one was coming in. You couldnât risk him coming to get you. Cal would take at least three guys with him, and the outcome would be bloodier. âIâm fine. Is⊠is Benny around? I need to talk to him.â
Your vision grew hazy. And the hand holding your stomach felt so wet, so gross. The longer you waited for an answer, the further the panic spread through you.Â
âI think so, yeah," Cal mumbled.
And after what felt like forever, Benny said your name. The world rolled off his tongue so beautifully that you couldnât help but let out a sob of relief, your head thudding against the wall. This fucking man.Â
âHey,â you sounded bashful, so ashamed he was the only person you could reach.Â
âCal said you sounded weird,â Benny said. âWhat happened?â
Your heart beat so hard against your ribcage it hurt. Benny and you had broken up two months ago for this exact reason: the danger. You couldnât bear living in a state of constant fear, anxious that Benny would get hurt, or worse. And Benny⊠he had told you he wouldnât change. Couldnât change. Now you had almost died, and you couldnât even blame him.
It was just your own misfortune. And now, you felt so guilty for breaking things off when that danger was absolutely everywhere. With or without Benny, you wouldnât escape it.
âI just wanted to run a few errands, and those guys just⊠they burst into Mickey's store with a gun. They said they just wanted the money, but they looked so lost."
For a long moment, Benny said nothing. âAre you hurt?â
âTheyâve stabbed me,â you blurted, and it felt so odd to say the words out loud. Of course, the city had its fair share of thugs and criminals. They were just not supposed to assault a decent store in the middle of the fucking afternoon. âIâm bleedinâ so bad, Benny. It wonât stop bleedinâ. I swear they just had guns cominâ in, butâbut the tall one pulled out a knife andâ"
âFuck!â you suddenly heard, causing you to startle and hold the phone away from your ear momentarily. âDonât move, alright? Iâm cominâ to get ya.â
âUm-hum.â
No other response came, and you supposed he had already taken off. You had never doubted Benny would show up in a second for you, wherever you were. After all, he had promised you so on the day he had first kissed you.
And Benny was true to his word. Twenty minutes later, while you were pressing your hands on the wound with all your strength, writhing in pain, he appeared in front of you.
From the quick rising and falling of his chest, you guessed he had run through the store to find you there, in the back alley. Like the first time you spotted him, the raindrops fell graciously over the curve of his nose, making you jealous when they kissed his lips. You hadnât cared about the rain when you had limped outside, just wanting to get some fresh air and the sight of Mickeyâs lifeless body out of your sight.
âI told you not to move,â Benny simply said, no hello or Iâve missed your face.
âI couldnât stay inside with that stench,â you replied cooly, unable to meet his eyes.Â
Silence filled the alley for a short time, when Benny finally noticed the blood seeping out onto your shirt. You watched as his eyes went up to your face again, the blood on the floor and your body delivering him to a sudden chill. You couldnât hide the pain, the tears, and the dread anymore. You were standing there, bare before him, and there was nothing you could do to pretend.Â
âGoddamn. Whatâd they do to ya?"
Benny came closer to take your wrist, but you stopped him, afraid that he would touch it. âNo.â
âLet me see,â he rasped, trying to pry your fingers away from your curled-up hand.Â
Your panic only seemed to work him up. He gazed at the wound for a long time, and you could almost see the thoughts behind his eyes. Thinking about how he would find those two guys again and make them pay for laying one finger on you. He would find the same damn knife and make them pay for that look in your eyes, filled with worry.
The red liquid ran quickly into the crevices of your palm. Benny said something, but your heartbeat thrumming in your ears made it hard to listen. All you could feel was the blood on your hand, never faltering.
âI think Iâm gonna faint," you slurred, losing all strength in a second.
It took Benny even shorter to leap to you and hold your body against him, his warm scent filling your nostrils.
âHey, you hear me?â Benny was talking in your ear, his strong arm sweeping beneath your knees and lifting you until you were cradled to his chest. âYouâre okay. Iâve got ya.â
His voice was barely loud enough to be heard over the rain pouring down. With your head lolling against his neck, you shakily observed your red hand. Wasnât it supposed to stop bleeding? Why was it bleeding so damn much?Â
The sight was as unsettling as it was sickening, freezing you in morbid fascination.Â
âDonât let me die here, Benny,â you heard yourself mumble, your tears mixing with the raindrops.
You looked up at him. His eyebrows were knitted together, rivulets flowing down his cheek.Â
âI wonât,â he promised like all the promises he had made back then, and it felt like you were flying, although he was just striding down the alley towards the main street. Your fear was contagious, but not your shame. While you tried hard to ignore the puzzled eyes of the cars driving past you, Benny barely paid them any attention.Â
âIâm sorry, sweetheart,â Benny snapped you out of your daze, and you realized you were gasping in for a breath, praying they hadnât ripped something vital inside you. âI know youâre hurtinâ.â
The term of endearment made you sniffle hard. Instead of easing the heartache, all it did was break you in pieces again. You wished you could have kissed him right there. Tell him you would do anything to stay alive and give him all the love he needed. Although selfishly, you couldnât help but love the attention he was giving you.
âWeâre gonna get ya taken care of, sweets. Youâll be okay. Youâll be okay.â
A warm kiss was placed on your wet forehead, his mouth lingering for longer than necessary while he battled his instincts and crossed the busy street. Through his affection and the fake determined steps, you could see how terrified he really was. He was just as overwhelmed as you, his features slightly hardening to hide the burgeoning emotions. Benny had lost so many people over the years; you couldnât be the next one abandoning him.
You almost felt guilty for getting the leather seat of the car wet, but he had softly lowered you before you could say anything and you were hurting too much anyway. You kept your mouth shut as the rain thrashed against the window, and it didn't stop until Benny told you were at the hospital. The smell of it burned your nose, even from inside the car. You didnât even want to open your eyes.
You hated how dizzy and half-alive you felt, but you hated hospitals even more.Â
âWait,â you stopped Benny before he could get out of the car, and it struck you how upset and frantic he really looked. There was this wetness in his eyes that wouldnât leave, even when you tried to give him your best reassuring look.Â
âI know you canât stand the placeââ
âThatâs not it,â you cut him off, and you watched how hard he refrained himself from telling you to fucking hurry. âCan youâcan you kiss me? Just in case.â
âYouâre not dyinâ,â Benny rushed to reply, shaking his head as though the idea was killing him inside.Â
"The last thing I saw when he stabbed me was your face. Not my goddamn future or my parents. I saw you,â your voice cracked again. âPlease.â
You wished, fervently, that his hands had not cradled your cheek so easily in such an ugly and mundane parking lot. On the few occasions you had allowed yourself to fantasize about the way you would find your Benny again, it had been romantic and beautiful. Not with your hands dripping red, staining his jacket. Not with your wet and sweaty hair glued to your forehead, and the ungraceful whines leaving your mouth when he accidentally touched you where it hurt.Â
You clung desperately to his neck, the daze in your mind turning into something less painful. Benny kissed you as if it were the last time, and you sank against his love that came from the pit of his soul, where no one had been able to reach. No one but you. You kissed him back as strongly, one hand clutching his thick, disheveled hair.
âItâs not a goodbye kiss,â Benny warned, glassy eyes set on yours as he shook his head repeatedly. âYou hear me? Youâre stayinâ with me.â
All you could do was nod as he wiped the hot tear that rolled down your cheek. Fate and all the misfortunes set on your path still made no sense to you, but you supposed it was less scary with Benny on your side. After that kiss, you were certain he wouldnât leave you ever again. And it wasnât even delusion.
It started right in the hospital room, where he refused to leave you for more than a minute. You were safe and out of dangerâas for nowâbut Benny wasnât having any of it.
"I'm stayin'," he kept saying to the nurses, and when he looked back at you with those eyes, you knew he meant it. He would always stay.
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Blinded
Azriel x Reader
Summary:
Word count: angst, feeling worthless, yelling, cursing, betrayal, jealousy, big sad people, pregnancy (Elucien), injuries, violence. Yup.
A/N: Honestly? Be prepared. đ€Łđ
Again, thank you @sarawritestories for always giving me to kick in the butt I need when I'm stuck! đ Thanks @milswrites for the moral support too ily đ„°
Azriel was staring at your lips. Those full sultry lips painted with that same shade of pink Elain loves to wear.
Only, you werenât Elain.
He tried to convince himself that he could get over it, get over Elain. He could love, praise, and touch another female without thinking about her.
Could he?
âAz?â You whisper, each one of your rapid breaths formed a cloud that filled the small gap between yours and Azrielâs face. His grip on your hips loosened as he snapped back into reality. He gulped down his shame. Shit. Your eyes, so soft, and loving, and pure filled with concern, Azrielâs stomach dropped. âAre you alright?â She stroked his face, his lips. His lips were still swollen from the kissâŠ
From the kiss that he fantasized about sharing with another woman.
He tried to shake the thought of Elain away, tried to ignore his shadows whispering wrong, wrong, wrong in his ears. He could do it, he knew it. You were kind, very pretty, caring⊠âYeah,â He whispered, before attacking your lips once again. The kiss was feral, rough. His lips were crashing hard against yours, teeth clashing, as he tried so desperately to forget about Elainâs softness.
Your heart was beating in sync with the loud, yet distant busy chatting of the crowd at Ritaâs, situated not far from the gloomy alley you and Azriel had stumbled out to. The frenzy was too intense for you to wait before touching him, tasting him, smelling him. Your lips parted when the exposed skin, compliments to the deep cut of your dress that barely covered your body, collided with the cool surface. The earthy and vigorous taste of the wine you had imbibed earlier that night filled his own mouth as his tongue caressed yours.
Elain wouldâve drank something sweet, or fruity.
He slowly pulled away from you, his thumb grazing the exposed skin on the small of your back. It sent shivers up your spine, and your nipples hardened. He stared at you, observed how red your cheeks were, how his lips had smushed your lipstick, how the smell of you changed from your arousal. But the love and adoration that shone into those eyes, your eyes, felt like a stab in his cruel heart.
He couldnât do this.
âLet me fly you back home,â His voice was raspy. He tried to give you a genuine smile, and pressed a chaste kiss on your forehead, his fingers combing through your now very disheveled hair. âWill you be staying?â He wanted to drown in the cauldron and succumb from his sorrows at the sound of your pleading, hopeful tone.
âAnother night, when weâll both be sober.â He lied. They had talked and danced more than they had to drink, he was far from drunk, and you too. But you just shrugged, offering him a kind and comprehensive smile. âOkay,â Was all that youâve answered, before he picked you up into his arms and led you through the clear night sky.
He dropped you off, bowed his head, and said âThank you, for tonight,â before flying away without another word. He didnât even kiss you goodnight.
â
The sky was clear, and the weather started to warm up in Velaris. You had gone shopping for lighter dresses today, and couldnât wait to come back home and swirl in them for your Illyrian to see, since he had been too busy to spend the morning with you. There were always piles of paperworks lingering on his desk, you couldnât blame him.
You turned on yourself in the mirror, admiring the last dress you had to try on. It was the prettiest, the deep blue fabric instantly drew you in. It was the exact same blue of Azrielâs siphons. âSo, what do you think!â You beamed, spinning around to look into those pretty shades of hazel dancing in his eyes. Your toes were curling in your shoes, excited to get his reaction on your newest, and now favorite, piece of clothing.
âMhm,â He hums absent-mindedly. Your face dropped, and your eyes turned a tad more glossy than normal. You lifted your chin up, and instead of exploding with rage, or bursting in tears, you cleared your throat as a last attempt to get his attention.
Desperate, pathetic.
Azriel lifted up his head at last, his eyes quickly scanned you, and he gave you a tiny smirk of approval, accompanied by a small nod of his head. âYou look good, baby,â He adds, only for good measure.
Good. Not stunning, not flawless, not delightful, not ravishing⊠Just good. You noticed how Azrielâs eyes drifted back to whatever paperwork he was doing the second you turned back around to face yourself in the mirror, you noticed how his gaze did not linger on any of your features for one second. The shadowsinger had always been a man of few words, showing his love mostly through actions. But lately⊠lately he was also a man of few actions.
You gulped down your tears, maybe he was just busier than usual, you thought, and yet⊠You pinched your arm, mentally scolding yourself for being so selfish. Azriel worked hard, he always bought you anything youâd wish and ask for, even more. He had to work a lot to get you all that. You concluded that you simply needed to be more grateful and understanding.
Maybe he needed space. Maybe you were too clingy. You inhaled, trying to get all of the possibilities of why Azriel was acting this way around you out of your mind, and you exhaled. Inhaled, exhaled. You repeated the action a few times, and once you were sure that your voice was steady enough to talk to him, you did. âI'm going out to see Elain today,â You said, your eyes fixed on his reflection in the mirror, secretly analyzing how his body reacted to the second Archeron sister's name.
Azriel barely reacted, only the slight twitch of his fingers around his pen proved your point. Something about Elain was upsetting him, but what? âHave fun,â He dismissed you with a wave of his hand. Azriel tried so damn hard to not think of how Elainâs scent would linger on your clothes for hours, maybe even days when you'll come back from your stupid little play date with her. Tried to ignore the insufferable truth that Elain, even when she belonged to another male, even when himself belonged to another female, to you, still haunted his memories every day, noon, and night.
âI will.â It took every ounce of your self-control to not snap at him. It was getting so hard to ignore that pull, that painful throb in your chest that kept screaming at you more, more, more! But deep down, you knew that Azriel would probably never be able to give you more.
To give you his heart, completely.
â
âHow is Azriel?â
Elain's melodic voice snapped you out of your thoughts. Your fingers still plucked at some invasive weeds competing with Elain's stunning flowers for the nutrients, sunlight, and water. But you didn't dare lift your eyes to meet hers, knowing she'd see the lies dancing in your eyes. âGood. Busy, but good,â Which was true, in some ways.
He kept telling you he was fine, and it was true that he was busier than usual, but deep down, you knew he wasn't doing âgoodâ. Elain nodded, the chestnut curls that escaped her bun bouncing on her forehead as she did so. She knew better than to press the topic with you.
âYou're⊠pale,â Her stunning doe eyes burned with concern, and you felt so bad for lying to your friend, even if it was only partially a lie. âI'm fine.â
Suddenly, the air shifted, and a cool breeze ran at the back of your neck, leaving a veil of goosebump on your delicate skin. The sound of Elain's gardening tools clashing to the ground made you jolt. You rapidly lifted your gaze, and gasped when you took I'm the sight of her once brown eyes now turned completely white, the wind flowing through her hair. It was as if she commanded the air itself.
âLeave him,â
Her voice didn't sound like her own, it sounded like nails on a blackboard, scrapping your soul. You hissed, covering your ears, your eyes wide with fear. But you could still hear her voice, and her face was so close. Your body was frozen in place, as if you were hypnotized by those cold white orbs, and your mind screamed at you to back off, to call for help. To call for Lucien, Elainâs mate.
âThe shadow male is bound to be blinded.â
The shaddow male could only be Azriel. Was he okay? What was happening? You hated riddles. âBlinded by what?!â You pressed, begging for answers and yet begging for the kind Archeron to come back to her usual self.
âThe seer⊠The shadow male is bound to be blinded by the seer.â
âElain!â You hadn't heard the grass sweeping against Lucien's fancy leather boots. Nor his hurried footsteps, and breathing, as he not so delicately moved Elain away from you. You landed on your butt, but you didn't take Lucien's actions personally. After all, he was only reacting instinctively as a newly mated male. You swiped a hand on your face, your brain reeling from the information.
Rage, jealousy, despair.
âY/NâŠâ You faintly heard Elain's voice, her real voice, call out for you. You didn't even realize the tears that rolled down your cheeks until you felt her soiled hands brush against your damp skin. âI need to go,â You didn't wait to be granted your leave before you hastened back inside the River House.
You almost tripped on the marbled floors, your shoe soles were now slippery because of the dew that had coated your heels. You shoved them out of your feets, the coldness of the floors not bothering you for one bit as you kept running, and running through the halls.
Rhysandâs office doors slammed open, making the Shadowsinger, and the High Lord startle slightly. You felt your heart being ripped open when you saw his eyes, on you, filled with worry.
It has been years since he last looked at you, truly looked at you.
âWhat is this about?â Azriel rose from his chair, his steps towards you careful, his shadows swirling around you frantically. âElain,â He froze in place, and his pupils shook. âIs she alright?â Her. It had always been her. Her safety, her well being, simply her. It would always be her before you.
The shadow man is bound to be blinded by the seer, not you.
âShe is,â You gulped, swiping away your own tears, the tears he yet hadn't noticed. He reached his hand to touch you, but you smacked his hand away, and he frowned. âI am not, Azriel. I am not alright. This is not alright,â You gesture between him and you. âI'm done.â
The bond snapped into place only for him to tug on the crumbling thread, watching as you reject the one thing Azriel longed for most in this life. A mate.
He fell to his knees, his hand curled at his chest as he looked up desperately at you. âWhat have you doneâŠâ His voice shook, his face red with anger, shame even. âWhat have you done!â He screamed, desperately trying to hold onto the hem of your dress, trying to keep you here, with him. He was angry, furious, at himself, at you, at Elain, at the cauldron that kept torturing his fate over and over again.
Rhys ran to Azriel's side, holding him back. You stumbled back, ripping the hem of your dress out of Azriel grip. He sobbed, and screamed as his soul was being ripped in half. Yours was too, but the damage had mostly been done throughout those years of being ignored, unloved and denied. Your soul and heart have been broken for a while now. You winnowed away, far away, and never came back.
Good riddance.
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everybody gets horny on halloween (lsm)
Seokmin dressed as a clown shouldn't be looking this hot, but in the spirit of halloween, you let that deep desire come out to life for one night when he bets he's the best kisser out of the whole friend group.
pairing: dokyeom x fem reader
w.c: 7,9k (hoooly shit that's a lot)
genre: college au, basically pwp (minors dni) | content: clown d(ic)k, frat boy dk, he's a dork but also a tease, everyone has a severe case of horniness, alcohol consumption, cursing, this has no business being this long but I just couldn't stop | smut: mutual masturbation, oral (m), fingering, protected penetration (clowns use condomsâ and so should you).
note: i just know he's the best kisser in svt... you get it. this is the most unserious thing i've written so far, but i ended up really liking it? i might do a christmas version im not sure yet. last thing, I apologize if there are any mistakesđ
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Halloween is the one night a year when you can be someone else and not feel bad about it, when you can let your deepest desires get to the surface and let them take over, because, who cares? Right?Â
Who cares that you spent half an hour doing shots and discussing your best hook ups with a bunch of girls, which led to them going into heavy detail about their hookups with your best friends and now you canât forget about it? And now youâre sitting too close to them in a couch too small for the four of you, with vivid images and descriptions of how your friends like to go down on girls and a feeling on the pit of your stomach you canât shake off?Â
It doesnât help that all of them are dressed like idiots and acting like horny teenagers who desperately want to get laid, but somehow, the costumes work for them. If you werenât drunk, it would be embarrassing. A potato with stab wounds, a firefighter with a tiger-printed uniform, and a clown that has no sense of style? You canât be seriously getting the hots for any of them, but youâre not the only one with that issue.Â
Earlier, from the kitchen, you could see where they were sitting and how girls went up to them again and again, twirling their hair and biting their lips to get their attention, Chan even going up to his room with one of them. Those things happen at every single frat party, but something about tonightâs is just different.Â
Looking around the room, very little people are alone, doesnât matter the costume. Everyoneâs either hand in hand with someone, flirting standing against the halloween decorated walls, taking up space on the other couches making out furiously (Mingyu has been jealously throwing popcorn at one specific couple for over five minutes and they still havenât noticed), and approximately every ten minutes you see another frat guy going upstairs with a girl. It's not easy not to get horny when this is the vibe youâre surrounded with. Â
From the corner of your eye, even with the dark purple and red lighting, you can see a group of girls ogling your friends, probably not pleased at you for keeping them hostage.Â
How they all managed to get fuckboy reputations is beyond your comprehension, because theyâre still the same boys who like to stay up all night playing videogames and ask you to leave when talking about jerking off, but apparently getting into a fraternity just does that for men. Anywhere you go with them, they always gather a group of girls, and even sometimes boys, gawking at them so furiously you sometimes think theyâre capable of undressing them with their stares. And now youâre becoming one of them. Knowing how popular they are and knowing how each of them behave during sex are two fundamentally different things. Sure, you have eyes. You know theyâre handsome and hot, but the thought of having sex with any of them never crossed your mind for some reason.Â
The effects of your little chat are starting to be obvious as they talk about something right by your side, and your eyes are trained to the way Seokminâs lips move as he talks, mind going to dangerous places imagining how they would feel against yours.Â
The ridiculous make-up he has on accentuates the way his mouth moves in an weirdly enticing way, the red across his lips and the lipstick streaks going down his face drive your eyes instinctively to his lips, and they stay there, like they have a life of their own. His nose is painted red, imitating the fluffy noses clowns usually wear, accentuating one his undoubtedly best feature, and it makes it virtually impossible for you not to focus on his face either way. You wouldnât mind getting your pale make-up ruined by the cheap lipstick he bought if it meant youâd get to smash your mouths together and test what all those girls told you about him.Â
The man in question shakes your leg, his hands on your knee giving you infinite goosebumps, and theyâre all looking at you, like theyâre waiting for an answer to a question you did not hear.Â
âWhat?âÂ
âWe saw you talking to those girls earlier. Did they say anything about us? Should we go up to them?" Mingyu repeats, his head peaking out from behind Seokmin.Â
âThey were rating their hook ups with all of you, feedback included.â First mistake of the night, telling them the truth.Â
âReally?â Mingyu sounds way too excited hearing your reply. âWhat did they say?âÂ
âI bet you think it was good⊠but Iâm not telling you.âÂ
âCâmon! You canât just tell us something like that and not follow up!â Soonyoung comes up right behind Mingyu, just as eager.Â
âWhy do you want to know what a few girls, that you clearly donât even remember by the way, think about you? All of you already have half the campus waiting for the chance to hook up with you.âÂ
âThis is an opportunity for us to get better! What if Mingyuâs terrible at making out and doesnât know it?â Soonyoung doesnât miss the chance to tease the other.Â
âHey!â Mingyu pouts as the others chuckle at his cuteness, ânot that you need to know, but Iâm actually a really good kisser.â The declaration makes all of you burst out laughing, but it only eggs him further.Â
âYo! Iâm being serious! Why donât you ask your sister?â Soonyoung shuts up instantly, sending Mingyu a death stare, making you and Seokmin die of laughter. Heâs been quiet until now but starts clapping to accompany his loud laughter in a second.Â
Sitting right by his side, every move Seokmin makes, you feel. His arm brushes against yours every now and then, and you're so close you could prop your legs on top of him if you wanted to sit more comfortably. Even the slightest touches make your tummy do cartwheels. Touches you wouldnât normally think about twice, as itâs usual for friends to be physically close to one another, but tonight, every touch, graze and glance of his sends electric waves rushing through every vein of your body.Â
It canât be normal. Heâs acting goofy like he always is. Nothing in his demeanor changed. He still screams when laughing, claps and moves around when heâs entertained, and sings the songs coming out of the speakers out of nowhere. Thereâs nothing out of the ordinary besides the ridiculous costume he decided to wear and an uncommon, confident attitude youâve seen only a few times.Â
âEveryone knows that a true good kisser doesnât say theyâre good.â Soonyoungâs still laughing hysterically, but doesnât miss the opportunity to tease Mingyu further.Â
âAh really? And are you one?â Mingyu replies smugly, trying to set a trap for him, but his plan backfires.Â
âWhy donât you ask your sister?â The smile on Mingyuâs face disappears in an instant, triggering another choir of laughter, echoing across the entire room and catching a few stares.Â
âAlright, alright.â A sulking Mingyu waits for the laughs to die down, not wanting the conversation to keep going, to not be the center of the teasing for any longer.Â
âWait, guys! Letâs not forget the main issue here. Our dear, dear friend, is keeping important information from us!â You hoped theyâd forget about it for a little bit longer, but Soonyoung refuses to let it go.Â
âI donât know, guys, it feels wrong.â Itâs not like those girls asked you to keep it a secret, but still. Your gaze connects with Seokminâs for the first time tonight after youâve started avoiding him, pleading him with your eyes to help out of the situation, but a voice gets between you.Â
âCâmon! You donât even have to tell us who said what. We only want the feedback.â Mingyu tries again, and itâs a rather good argument. You can get them off your backs, and you donât reveal the girlsâ names.Â
You pretend to think about what to say, like one specific thing the girls said hasnât been plaguing your mind, like you havenât been thinking about it since you sat by his side, like your stomach doesnât flip and your ears donât turn burning red at the single thought of testing if what they said was true.Â
âWell, thereâs something they all agreed onâŠâ They turn completely silent waiting for you to continue, âsince weâre talking about kissing, they all agreed on whoâs the best one out of you.âÂ
Something deep within you heats up with a jealousy youâve never felt before. So many girls got to kiss him, feel his lips against theirs, his hands on their body, and none of them were you. Curiosity, jealousy, and want all combine inside you.Â
âWell? Are you gonna tell us who?â Soonyoungâs voice brings you back to reality. Theyâre still looking at you expectantly, small smirks starting to show on their faces, expecting their respective names to be called.Â
âIt was⊠Seokmin.âÂ
The air stills as you pronounce his name, and your eyes grow wide, waiting for their response. Nothing in your line of sight looks useful to relieve the heat growing inside of you at the embarrassment. The two men you didnât name look at each other with wide eyes, raising their eyebrows before erupting into laughter.Â
âWhatâs so funny?â Seokminâs voice only makes the sound of laughter grow. âYouâre so envious, both of you.â A tinge of pride manages to escape through the tone of his voice. He looks so hot when heâs confident.Â
âSorry, Iâm sorry, it was just⊠unexpected.â Soonyoung replies, still cackling.Â
âMy man! You have to tell us your secrets!â Mingyu teases, fully believing what you said but not stopping his giggles.Â
âAre you sure weâre talking about the same Seokmin here?â Soonyoung asks you directly, but you donât get to answer.Â
âI will literally kiss every one of you to prove it, right here, right now.â A sulky Seokmin interrupts the conversation, making a kissy face to Soonyoung, who feigns disgusts and slides away from him.Â
Their banter distracts them from your curious form, eyes fixed on Seokmin as he defends himself from the teasing duo. Their voices blur as they become background noise, everything slows down around you, only Seokminâs face present in your mind, how his eyebrows quirk as he talks, how his nose scrunches at the teasing, the way his soft lips move at every word he pronounces. You realize youâve never seen him kiss anyone with your own eyes, and thank god for that, because if youâre in this state with only a few references, you wouldnât be able to manage with visual proof.Â
A loud cough distracts you from your train of thought, luckily before your imagination goes too far, but when you focus your eyes, you find the three men staring at you.Â
âFantasizing about something?â Soonyoung asks teasingly.Â
âYeah, about you shutting the hell up.â It comes out a lot more defensive than you want, definitely blowing your cover.Â
âIf you want him to prove it to you, you can just ask.â Your eyes dart between Soonyoungâs teasing smirk and Seokminâs surprised face.Â
âOh shut up.â Heat rushes to your cheeks, and before anyone can see you getting more embarrassed, you get up and start walking towards the empty kitchen. âIâm getting something to drink.âÂ
The realization hits you right then and there, with all the shouting and laughing on the background, in the dirty kitchen of the frat house. You really, truly, desperately want your clown-dressed fratboy friend to fuck you. Well, not necessarily fuck you â even though you wouldnât be opposed â but at least kiss you dumb until you canât feel your lips anymore.Â
The poorly-lighted kitchen is sadly not empty, currently occupied by at least three couples making out, but youâve learned to ignore them for tonight. The lonely bottle of water at the back of the fridge calls your name, and it might just be the only thing able to drag you back to earth and lower the little drunkenness left in your system. You canât be fantasizing like that, not about one of your best friends, and especially not in front of him!Â
Youâre still standing with your shoulder against the fridge as you try to fill your brain with any other thought that isnât Seokminâs mouth on yours and his big slim hands pushing you against him. Itâs not working, and the universe taunts you further. The door opens, revealing that same clown costume invading your every thought. He stands by your side without saying a word and takes the water bottle out of your hands after youâve gulped down half of it.Â
âAre you okay?â His voice startles you. But he sounds caring, and it just sends you down the spiral again. You donât want to face him. Not right now. Not ever.Â
âYeah, sorry for rushing off like thatâŠâ Your voice trembles slightly as he takes a few steps and stands in front of you, forcing you to look at him.Â
âThey can go overboard sometimes.â He sounds actually worried, and it just makes you want him more. He cares about you, and heâs hot, and youâre surrounded by couples making out! Itâs too much.Â
âI just wanted them to drop the topic.â No more than a few words manage to mumble out of you. You feel so stupid. Never in the history of your friendship were you ever nervous to talk to him. Fuck those girls for talking so casually about guys, fuck them for putting those thoughts on your mind, fuck them for being the ones who can experience getting kissed by him.Â
âMaybe they wouldâve let it go after a few minutes.â Panic sets in as his words register on your brain. Shit, youâve made him uncomfortable by putting him on the spot.Â
âIâm really sorry, I didnât mean to make you uncomfortable.âÂ
âDonât worry, you didnât. I donât actually care what they think about it, theyâre not the ones Iâm kissing after all.â He tries to calm you down with a joke and you chuckle back as a reply, but your stomach does a funny little jump at the mention of kissing.Â
âItâs the only thing I could think of so it kinda just spilled out, I didnât mean to put you on the spot.â You try to justify yourself and apologize once again, but Seokmin stopped listening after the first part of your sentence.Â
âThe only thing you could think of? Why?â Something in the tone of his voice sends warning signals to the rational part of your brain, but it's already too dizzy to understand.Â
He takes half a step forward, looking at you intensely, like heâs Pennywise, and he wants to have you for dinner. Youâd let him.Â
âI-I- I donât knowâŠâ His sudden closeness makes a blank slate of your brain. Heâs getting ever so slightly closer by the second, almost entering your personal space, and words take you double the time to process, like youâre just learning how to speak. âIt surprised me.âÂ
He places his hands on your side, caging you against the counter, forcing you to keep looking him in the eyes. His body heat embraces you, warming up your own body until red can be seen even under your white makeup. Is this how he usually flirts? Is this what all those girls felt? Heâs taller than you, so naturally, you have a perfect view of his lips. Lips that move, asking something you donât get to hear, too entranced in the way they quirk with each word to pay attention to anything else. A smirk begins to show on his face. Heâs definitely noticing his effect.Â
âYou donât think I can be a good kisser?â Â
Does his smirk have superpowers? The clown makeup only seems to make it hotter, and you canât look away. Itâs hypnotizing, calling to you to fulfill your desires.Â
âDo you care what I think about it?â What he said before about not caring resonates in your brain.Â
âIt depends.â His dark eyes dart down to your lips as his face gets closer to yours, so close your noses bump into each other.Â
âOn what?â You manage to breath out. Your eyes flutter closed instinctively, waiting for him to finally connect your lips and end your suffering. But you feel nothing besides his breath fanning over your lips.Â
âYou know, Soonyoung was right before.â His voice makes your eyes fly open. His face is still only a couple of inches away from yours, but his smug expression tells you youâll have to work for what you want. âIf you want me to prove it to you, you just gotta ask.âÂ
You can feel his hands right beside yours on the counter surface, his skin calling for your touch. Does this mean he wants to kiss you too? If all it takes is you asking for it...Â
âWhat makes you think I even want that?â His smirk doesnât even come close to twitching at yours words.Â
âSo, weâre just gonna pretend you werenât drooling over me before?â Yeah, you were caught, right in the act, and thereâs no way out. If you back out now, your chance will be lost, and it will forever be awkward for the both of you to interact after this.Â
âI wasnât droolingâŠâ He doesnât believe you, and you donât either. âI was just thinking about the information I was given.âÂ
âAnd did you come to any conclusion?â Youâre sure youâve never felt this kind of closeness before. Not even the ugly jacket heâs wearing is capable of breaking the spell casted by your personal spaces fusing together. The drunk dizziness left your body a long time ago, only leaving Seokminâs effects to play with your body. You crave more of him. Your hands fly away from the counter down the hem of his clown t-shirt, playing with it as Seokmin's levels of confidence reach a new peak.Â
âYeahâŠâ A shiver runs down your spine and to your core at the feeling of being observed by him. His hands place themselves on both sides of your hips, making you almost stutter your words. âThat Iâm the best person you could ask for advice.âÂ
âRight⊠and why is that?â He nods tauntingly, smirk getting wider as his eyes focus on your parted lips.Â
âFirst, Iâm always the first one to tell you when you make a mistake, so you know I wonât lie, and secondly, I just think it would be fair for me to know,â your words make him chuckle and your stomach contracts. Fuck, you really love that sound. âIf every girl on campus gets to know, then I should too, right?âÂ
âKnow what exactly?âÂ
âH-how,â He really got you. You canât even say it.Â
âHow, what? How I kiss? You have to use words, baby, tell me what you want.â If he could hear the way your heartbeat speeds up at the pet name, youâd fall right to the floor out of embarrassment.Â
A look around the kitchen to check if itâs a safe space calms you down. The couples making out are all long gone, and you havenât been paying much attention to your surroundings beyond Seokmin's body, but you realize people havenât been entering the kitchen for a while either. Itâs now or never.Â
âFine,â you let him win, but not without rolling your eyes, âcan you kiss me?âÂ
âHmm, you can do better than that.â Heâs still playing his little game, waiting for you to say what he wants. You lay your hands on his chest, learning at the worst time possible that heâs actually quite ripped, and you forget his game, and your surroundings, and your worries.Â
âI want you to kiss me, and if you don't do something in the next two seconds, I swear I'm leaving this fucking party and never speaking to you agââÂ
First, you feel his fingers on your chin, tilting it up to reach his height, and then he presses his lips against yours, so softly you canât fathom him being the same person that was teasing you just a second ago. Both of your hands fly to the back of his neck, pushing him harder against you as your lips start to move. He reciprocates immediately, moving his lips over yours with a sweetness that would drive a diabetic straight to the hospital.Â
You get drunk of the feeling of him, deepening the kiss far more than you first intended as his mouth leads yours as he wishes, and his hands sneak to the sides of your waist. Itâs not messy nor rough like youâre used to with other men, on the contrary, Seokmin takes his time savoring the raw skin of your lips, a tender deepness that keeps you in for more.Â
The last bit of air in your lungs leaves you as a sigh, and Seokmin separates from you just in time before you pass out in his arms due to the lack of oxygen. You absentmindedly chase his lips, but he doesnât smirk cockily like you expected and just glares at you, his eyes dark and clouded with something youâve never seen in him, and lips parted with red lipstick smeared around them.Â
Only breathing sounds are heard for a second before youâre both smashing your mouths together again. No time for thinking about how this will affect your friendship, letting yourselves dwell in this newfound desire.Â
He dominates the new kiss immediately, his hands pushing you against him even more if possible. Thereâs no softness this time, nothing to prove, only lust and want pushing your bodies closer and closer until thereâs no space left. Your nose brushes against his when he switches the angle, lighting a fire all the way down to your core. But heâs still not rough. He moves with a controlled power that makes you whimper on his lips. It is the perfect opportunity for him to finally sneak his tongue and tangle it with yours.Â
You welcome the intrusion eagerly, sighing on his lips again as he explores to his liking. His hands donât stay put and travel to your thighs to effortlessly lift you on top of the counter. Your legs open, welcoming him to slot between them, and his groin hits just on the crevice of your inner thigh.Â
Sounds are made that shouldnât be heard in any public place when Seokmin bites on your lower lip, but he drinks them all in, his mouth not letting your little moans reach any other ears beside his. His hands grope your thighs, bringing you closer to his growing hard, nearly desperate for more friction, but he explores more of your body with the same attitude, like he wants you to feel him everywhere. Your arms wrap around his neck and flush your chests together, and the plastic hair of the clown wig tickles on top of your skin, but it doesnât prevent you from caging him against your body so the kiss never ends.Â
A loud shattering sound makes you break apart, both of you worried trying to locate the source, but it luckily didnât come from inside the kitchen, still empty as it was earlier, and when you look back at each other, eyes wide and jaws slightly hanging, realization hits the both of you simultaneously.Â
âFuck!â, âHoly shit.âÂ
While your reaction leans more to a âfuck, youâll never be able to forget about this', his sounded more of a âholy shit, that really happenedâ.Â
âYouâve been keeping that from me this whole time!?â Your question creates a smugness in his face that weirdly sends a wave of arousal through your body.Â
âYou couldâve always known, if you asked.â There's something more to what heâs saying, more than a reference to what Soonyoung said earlier. âSo, what do we do now?â
âWeâre gonna leave this gross kitchen, sneak past everyone on the living room, and then youâre gonna take me up to your room.â The words leave your mouth firmly, confidently, like youâre not proposing to change your friendship forever, like youâre not about to shit your pants waiting for his reaction.Â
âAre you serious?âÂ
âYou donât want to? Fuck, this is embarrassing.â And your fantasy has come to an end. It was good, it served its purpose. Now youâll just have to figure out how to transfer universities and get a new group of friends as quick as tomorrow.Â
âWait!â His loud, almost desperate voice makes you remove your hands from your face. Youâre positive your blushed state can be seen from a mile away, but he seems more worried about what you said than anything else. âYes, I want to, so badly.â
A breath you didnât know you were holding escapes your lungs as you scrape your runaway plans. He notices you visibly relaxing and grabs your hand, which shouldnât feel electrifying, especially not after exchanging saliva for a hot minute, but it still sends goosebumps across your arms and chest. He makes sure to peek his head out the door to check if the wayâs clear, and you only hear a light chuckle before he fully opens the door to let you through behind him.
The few people left in the living room donât know you. Theyâre either too drunk, too high, or sliding their tongues down someone elseâs throat to even care about you. Mingyuâs long gone, leaving Soonyoung on the couch with a girl dressed like a tiger sitting on his lap, mouths attached, and making sounds you wish you could unhear.
Going up the stairs, you catch your reflection on a small dirty mirror hanging on the wall. Youâre lucky none of your other friends saw you in this state cause you'd be subjected to lifelong bullying âlovingly they'd say. Your make-up is ruined. Not only is there red lipstick smeared all around your lips and chin, thereâs also a stain on the tip of your nose. Your hair is completely disheveled, and if you were to check your outfit, youâre sure youâll find your black dress wrinkled up far more than what would be considered decent in public.
But none of that really matters. Not when Seokmin leads you through the path of caution tape and forbidden sings covering the entire second floor. Not even when you finally reach his door, breathing heavily and still holding hands. And especially not when you finally enter his room and he traps you against the door as he closes it shut.
Your mouths are quick to find each other again, lips moving against the other, so naturally youâd think you have been doing this for years. You hurriedly take his wig off and throw it somewhere on the floor, revealing his beautiful hair ready to be tangled in between your fingers. He wastes no time and presses himself against you, letting you feel how hard he already is as his tongue finds its way inside your mouth again.
You moan freely in his arms, a new sound escaping you every time his hands find another sensitive spot anywhere on your body, and now that youâre really alone and the music isnât blasting right beside your ears, you can hear the sounds he makes too. Every time you suck on his bottom lip, he lets out the tiniest whimper, that he fights to hold back and keeps failing, and sends a wave of arousal all the way down to your core, making you grind on his hard length and encouraging him to kiss you harder.
Harder and down your jaw and neck, kissing and nibbling your sensitive skin that isnât painted for your spooky makeup, while his hands travel up your torso and cup your covered boobs.
Your hands find their way inside his colorful jacket, forcing him to take his hands off of you so you can slip it off, but not daring move his lips off your skin. His mouth works relentlessly on every part of your neck he can reach, and youâre discovering thereâs more things he can do with it than just making out. You claw your nails on his newly discovered biceps when he lightly bites on the uncovered skin above your clavicles. Itâs unbelievable how he manages to hide his gym body under his usual comfy clothes.
âBefore we do anything, can I ask you what youâre supposed to be dressed up as?â The question takes you by surprise, and heâs serious about it too. But with the feeling of his lips still lingering on every bit of skin of your neck, it takes a second to find the answer in your mushy brain.
âWhâ I'm Morticia Addams! I thought it was obvious?â Seokmin takes look up and down your body âas best as your closeness lets him, and nods with a raise of eyebrows, which wouldâve had your legs turn into jelly a minute ago, but youâre too confused by his sudden intervention. âFuck, you ruined the moment.â
âDid I?â In the most clichĂ© way possible, he flutters his eyes closed as he gives you a peck on the lips, and then on the corner of your mouth, and on your left cheek, leaving you sighing for more. He kisses his way up to the shell of your ear, his breath tingling lightly as he parts his lips to whisper in your ear. âYou looked really fucking hot, but I think youâll look even better with this off.â
Your skin lights on fire under his fingers as he runs them up your thighs and inside your dress, lifting it slowly. His words and actions take a second to match in your brain, but as soon as you understand, youâre holding your arms up, ready to finally have the skin to skin contact you crave. Youâre left only in your underwear, but heâs still fully dressed, and before he resumes his ministrations on your body, your hands start lifting up his shirt so he takes the hint.
How your eyes donât pop out of your face seeing Seokminâs defined chest for the first time will remain a mystery. A quiet curse leaves your lips, which you only know he heard because he chuckles before lifting you up by your thighs and heading to his bed.
He drops you softly on the mattress, and you prop on your elbows to admire him as he takes his pants off. Heâs always been reserved with his body, never taking off his shirt, even at the pool or the beach. And youâre not going to deny and say that the thought of what heâd possibly look like under his baggy clothes never crossed your mind, but the reality knocks your imagination right out of the park.
âWhy are you looking at me like that?â Youâre staring shamelessly, and his boxers tighten under your lust-filled gaze.
âIâve never seen you so⊠naked before.â
âIâm guessing this is a good reaction?â
âYouâre really fucking hot,â Seokmin crawls on top of you, his buff arms at both sides of your head and his hips between your legs, grinning at your words but not stopping your rambling yet, âlike, you should just go around naked all the time, people deserve to see this.â
âYouâre exaggerating.â In an attempt to shut you up, he lowers his head and starts a trail of kisses down your neck, his lips grazing your skin on the way down and giving you goosebumps.
âIâm not. Iâm serious. I think you shââ His fingers ghost over your damp panties, finally succeeding in deleting the stream of words coming out of your mouth.
âYou think I should what?â You lift your hips to try and get more friction, but he removes it and pins you down with a cheeky grin as he looks at you again.
You feel his smirk against your hip bone, and a sigh leaves your mouth as his hand makes a comeback and presses his fingers harder against your core. But the closeness of his mouth to your covered folds sends one singular warning signal to your brain. And you decide to listen to it. âWhat are you doing?â
âI really want to eat you out right now.â Fuck. His dark eyes look at you so intensely, smirk widening as he most definitely feels the new rush of wetness damping your panties further.
âShit, fuck,â the need for his tongue is so bad, your walls tighten over nothing, âI canât, not with that makeup all over your face, Iâm not about to get an infection.â His face just above your core, his breaths fanning over your wet panties making you shiver, is something youâll never forget. It pains you to reject the best offer youâve ever been given.
âThatâs fine, Iâll do it next time.â He doesnât give you the chance to process what he said, immediately aiming to kiss your neck again. âWhat should I do then?â
âI think you should get over here. Now.â Heâs so close his chuckle reverberates through your whole chest. âAnd put that hand to use.â
Somehow, you find the strength to sound as serious as possible while you pat the empty spot beside you on the mattress. He complies with what you ask quickly, taking off your panties in a swift motion and circling around you to kneel by your torso, his hand never leaving his claimed spot on your inner thigh.
His hard strains under his boxers, and itâs so close to your head, so ready for your hand to take, so thatâs what you do. Your touch over his clothed bulge makes him let out a long groan, followed by his hand sneaking down your body. The coldness from his middle finger sliding against your wet folds sends shivers up your spine, getting a breath caught in your lungs. You canât speak, and the light teasing touches his other hand scatters across your bare chest arenât helping.
Before he starts playing with your cunt, you use all your willpower to grab the fabric of his boxers and yank them down. A wave of arousal pulses out of you at the sight, his dick standing tall, pink and proud before your eyes, glistening from the precum already smeared on the tip. And just when he begins collecting the juices coming out of you, you swirl your tongue around his tip.
From your position, you have to wrap your hand around the base of his cock your mouth canât reach. An unholy sound comes out of him, sensitive from being hard and caged in his pants for so long, and his hand falters against your needy core. Every sound of his encourages you more and more, you want to hear more, you want to make him feel good. And the more length you suck into your mouth, the more he presses his wet fingers against your clit, itâs a perfect combination.
You look up to find him already staring at you, his make-up smeared around his face, all because of you, not fully believing whatâs happening. As you bob your head up and down his tip, his hips buck into you just as he pushes two fingers into you.
Your warm walls welcome the intrusion, ready for whatever pace he wants to set. And oh boy, does he. The wetness gushing out of you nonstop makes it easy for him to thrust his fingers in and out of you at the speed of light. Your mouth stops working, lips parted and moaning uncontrollably as you do your best to drag your hand up and down his cock to give him at least some of the pleasure back.
His fingers are so long, they reach places your hand could only dream of, slowing down and finding every spot that makes you squirm and clench around them embarrassingly fast. Heâs slow but hard, letting the palm of his hand press against your clit before he slides out. It's dizzying, and your legs start feeling wobbly and threaten to close around his arm the second he finds your gspot and starts abusing it.
A stream of curses and praises mumbles out of you, and it barely makes any sense in your head, but his hand speeds up, drilling into you with a newfound energy. Youâve stopped touching him at this point, but Seokminâs still so hard, getting off on your pleasure. He delights himself in the way your walls clamp around his fingers, feeling every new wave of wetness that coats them every time he reaches your sensitive spots.
The little control left you have over your body starts faltering, your stomach tightens, your hips grind against his fingers searching for more, even if you canât handle it, and your legs begin trembling. Everything part of a chain reaction that culminates as he adds a third finger, finally getting you to the edge.
It hits you powerfully, making you lose control of your body as your legs shake and you spasm around his fingers that are somehow still sliding in and out of you, helping you ride out the earth-shattering orgasm.
âFuck!â You breath out, voice hoarse, hinting that you mightâve screamed a little louder than usual.
âThat was so fucking hot.â Seokmin slots between your legs again, his boxers nowhere to be seen, his cock slapping against his abs and barely grazing your sensitive cunt.
âYou thought that was hot? You got me to like, another astral plane just now.â Youâre so comfortable with him that the honesty just slips out. Does it really matter if it makes his ego grow? âThe rumors are true.â
âRumors?â His fingers run freely on your waist and the sides of your back, feeling your skin against his, touching and fondling where he pleases.
âYeah, Iâve heard a lot about you, not only about kissing.â The reminder of the kissing makes you blush, silly now that heâs literally had his fingers inside you just a moment ago.
âReally? What else have those girls told you?â Feathery light kisses up your chest and jaw make a million butterflies erupt in your stomach. Heâs so captivatingly close to your lips, youâre ready for another round again.
âHmm, letâs not talk about you fucking other girls when you could be fucking me.â Reality hits him as you pronounce those words. âWhere do you keep your condoms?â
âRight, right, right.â It's like his teasing persona fades off as he clumsily gets off the bed to look for them, in a rush and forgetting to avoid some of the things scattered on the floor.
With the shiny packet in his hand, heâs back between your legs like Flash, opening it and sliding the condom on his still fully erect dick in record time. You wrap your arms around his neck, and your legs hug his hip right against your once again needy core, and heâs about to lose his mind.
âAre you sure you want this? Like sure sure.â Where does this hesitation come from? You scan his eyes and his expression for answers, and he silently awaits your answer.
âDid what just happened not answer your question?â One of your hands sneak between your bodies, grabbing his cock and pressing it against your wet folds, earning a pretty sigh from him.
âI justâ fuck, I wanna hear you say it.â His hips get a life of their own, sliding in between your cunt and your hand, covering his cock in all your wetness.
âSay what? That I want your cock inside me?â He twitches at your words, his hips faltering and moving his tip closer to your hole. âThat I want you to fuck me?â
Your words flip a switch inside him. His eyes darken right before your gaze, and you don't register when his hands hold your legs up and place your calves on his shoulders. And you're at his mercy instantly.
âI want you to beg.â His voice sounds lower, deeper than youâve ever heard. His length drags against your folds one last time, collecting his last coat of arousal before giving in and pushing his tip barely inside your hole. âBeg for me to fuck you until your legs give out.â
He alternates between sliding his tip inside of you just enough to have you craving for more, and removing it to tease your sensitive clit further. Begging for him is not going to be a problem.
âFuck, I want you to fuck me, please. I need you.â
The stretch is immediate. Everything about him is big. His arms holding your legs up, his thighs on both sides of your hips, and his cock opening you up, making you lose your breath for the tenth time tonight. Your walls slowly welcome him in, like molding to his shape, and when he bottoms out, you both let out long groans.
You canât talk. You canât even breathe as he starts thrusting his cock in and out of you, hitting your deepest spots back and forth, slowly getting to know what makes you react. And for the first time in his life, he was speechless too.
The way your walls hug him as if to keep him there forever, sucking him in deeper and deeper with every thrust. Your legs quiver every time he pounds into you so deep and rough that his thighs slap against yours, and your nails claw just above his knees, leaving marks only heâll be able to see.
âPussy so tight, fuck.â He mumbles more to himself than to you, but your body registers his words and clenches around him harder. âTaking me so well, so wet, canât believe it.â He's barely making sense, but the choked up sentences he manages to let out have the exact intended effect.
You canât answer, and even if you could, you donât know what unholy sounds would come out instead of words.
The wet squelching sounds eager him to go faster, harder, and he lowers his torso until your knees touch your chest and his arm thatâs holding them presses against your tummy. His face is so close to yours, yet you canât kiss him. His relentless rhythm doesnât stop, jolting your body upwards with every hard thrust. Your instinctive reaction is to look away and close your eyes, but he wonât allow it.
His free hand grabs your jaw and forces you to look straight at him. Maybe he said something, but you canât hear him, not when his cock hits so deep inside you, you feel him on your throat.
âIâm c-close.â Your voice comes out so small you fear he wonât hear you either.
But his arm frees your legs, and as you open them to wrap around his waist and push him deeper against you, his newly free hand creeps down your body. His finger toys with your clit so fast, you barely have time to comprehend whatâs happening. You hold his face close to yours, eyes connected with his as you let out a string of screams and moans as you come undone.
He pounds you hard, and your walls clamp around him so much that he has to hold your hips in place with both hands. The room becomes a blurry mess as he prolongs your orgasm, thrusting and pounding into you, searching for his own.
âCome inside me, please, I wanna feel you.â His hips stutter against you, and a guttural moan escapes out of him as a response.
The feel of his cock twitching inside you, spilling into the condom as your walls hug him tight, will be tattooed on your mind forever.
His body falls on top of you, breathing heavily as his face hides on the crook of your neck. You stare at the ceiling, thinking of every possible outcome after this. But your thoughts come to an end as a pair of plush lips press against yours gently.
âYou okay?â Seokminâs shiny eyes look at you softly.
âYeah, sorry, I was just thinking.â He slowly slips out of you to lay by your side, making you both wince.
âYouâre not regretting it, are you?â
âNo, actually, quite the opposite.â Youâre afraid to look at him. To see his reaction to your pseudo-confession.
âThank god, because thereâs no way I could live with this only being a one-time thing.â
âYouâre so dramatic.â
âSeriously, it was so much better than my imaginatâ shit.â He shuts up immediately, blowing his own cover. He puts his boxers back in a hurry while you process his words.
âWhat?! Youâve thought about this before?â That alone has you ready for another round.
âFuck, you werenât supposed to know, but yeah.â You fight another chuckle, not wanting to make fun of him, but he takes notice and continues to explain. âYou have no idea how hot you look all the time, it messed with my head! Stop laughing!â
âSorry, Iâm sorry, you look funny with the make-up ruined across your face.â You couldnât hold back, and also, making him focus on something else might distract him from your blushed face and your heart racing.
âYou look the same, by the way!â he says on his way to his connected bathroom.
âItâs your fault!â You shout back even though you donât really care that your make-upâs ruined. âI'll just take it off before going to sleep.â
âYeah, about that.â You think heâs about to ask you to sleep over, but one look at where heâs standing tells you the real reason. The soap all over his face and hands is stained pink, and even if heâs covered with pinky foam, you can see his worried expression. âThis is not washing off.â
You run over to him after putting on one of his big t-shirts pooled over one chair by the bed, ready to look in the mirror and see just how much worse your face looks compared to when you left the kitchen. Seokminâs drying his face off as you take in all the redness on yours. Itâs going to fade eventually, right? After a few washes? At least you donât have classes for two more days.
In the midst of your panicking, the door to the room shoots open, revealing Soonyoung with the couch girl. He sees Seokmin coming out of the bathroom and quickly realizes heâs in the wrong room.
âWhat the hell man!â
âShit, sorry bro, thought it was my room.â
âWho was thaââ You stop in your tracks coming out of the bathroom.
Silence fills the room for the number of seconds it takes Soonyoung to analyze the situation. Seokmin in his underwear and you coming out of his bathroom with only a big t-shirt, both of you with matching red stains on your faces.
âHoly shit! I knew it! I canât believââ He gets cut off by Seokmin shutting the door on his face.
You stare at him. And he stares at you. And Soonyoungâs voice echoes through the hallway until he finally gets inside his actual room.
âHeâs never going to leave us alone is he?â
âNope, we'll have to own up to it.â
note: heyyyyy... I'm posting late i know... I forgot I had two final essays to write and had to prioritize them... but hey at least there's still one halloweekend left! halloween season it's not over
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The Eye of the Hurricane [17] - Disagreements
A.N: Thank you so much for your wonderful feedback, you made my day! â€ïžI hope youâll like this chapter as well, and please donât forget to tell me what you think! â€ïž
Summary: Petty fights can start out of nowhere.
Word Count: 2800
Pairing: MobBoss!Bucky Barnes x Reader
Warnings: Violence, stabbing, death, guns, crime, blood, explicit language, dysfunctional relationship. This is an AU, friendly reminder that I donât condone any of the actions depicted on this story and please read with care.
Series Masterlist
Waking up and not finding Bucky in bed next to you wasnât unfamiliar to you.
He always woke up before you, but this was the first time you were hearing a second, very familiar voice booming through the house and you sat up in bed, rubbing your eyes.
What on earth was your father doing in your apartment this early on in the morning?
You pushed the covers off of you and looked around the room for Alpine but she wasnât there either. Grabbing the first thing you found -which turned out to be one of Buckyâs crisp white button up shirts- you pulled it over your tank top and shorts, then went downstairs, following the voices.
âIf this has been your plan all along,â your fatherâs stern voice reached your ear from Buckyâs office, âI swear to Godââ
âI donât have any plans,â Buckyâs much calmer voice replied and you pulled your brows together, approaching the doorframe but still shielding yourself from their gaze. Alpine meowed when she saw you, running to you but neither of them seemed to notice it.
âNo?â your father asked. âSo this is not some sort of elaborate plot to take over my territory?â
âNot at all.â
âThen why was she having a briefing with Rogers?â
âBecause I donât think my wife should be kept out of the business entirely,â Bucky said as you bent down to scratch at Alpineâs head before straightening your back again. âItâs the new generation, we do things differently now.â
Your father let out a furious breath.
âListen,â he said. âI donât care what you do with your own business, but if youâre putting ideas into my daughterâs headââ
âArthur, sheâs smart as fuck, you do realize that?â Bucky snapped, making you smirk. âThereâs no idea I can put into her head that she hasnât thought about to begin with.â
âNot to mention,â you said and stepped into the office, making both of them turn to look at you. âShe has a phone. So if you wanted to see me, you could just let me know.â
Your father gritted his teeth and stole a look at Bucky. âGive us a minute.â
If it were anyone else, you were sure they would be hurrying off to the door because you had seen your father intimidate countless men throughout your life, but Bucky didnât seem intimidated in the slightest as he leaned back to his desk.
âThis is my house,â he replied, making your father blink a couple of times.
âAnd Iâd like a moment alone with my daughter.â
Bucky turned to look at you as if silently asking if you wanted him to leave and you shook your head, then crossed your arms.
âAnything you want to say, you can say it in front of my husband,â you told him, making Bucky grin proudly. âSo?â
Your fatherâs glare at you was enough to make the sudden chill of nervousness shoot through you, but you didnât let it show on your face as he shook his head.
âWhat do you think youâre doing?â
âNothing,â you said. âI literally woke up to you guysâ yelling to be honestââ
âHaving a meeting with Rogers,â he cut you off impatiently as if he didnât have the time for your jokes. âWhat is that about?â
You let a smirk pull your lips.
âDid Ian come and cry to you about it?â you asked. âHonestly.â
âHe did let me know, yes,â he said. âAs he was supposed to. Seeing that you werenât planning on telling me about it, Iâm glad he did.â
âYou have your messenger boy there already,â you said with a shrug of your shoulders. âItâs clear you donât need me to tell you anything.â
He took a deep breath like he was trying his hardest to stay calm and you stole a look at Bucky who gave you an assuring smile, watching you two.
âSweetheart,â he said, the slight condescending tone in his voice making you clench your jaw. âI know that you want to be a part of the business, and Bucky is for some reason fueling this nonsense, butââ
âHeâs not fueling anything,â you growled. âI happen to have my own mind, unlike what you seem to think.â
âY/Nââ
âI mean who the fuck do you think youâre talking to?â
âOkay!â Bucky cut you two off before your father could answer. âCan I suggest we all calm down before anyone says anything they might regret?â
Both you and your father looked at him before turning to glare at each other again and your father pursed his lips, heaving a sigh.
âIâm not trying to patronize you,â he said and you raised your brows.
âMight be too late for that.â
âBut I need you to be safe,â he said, making Bucky frown for the first time. âAnd becoming a part of the businessâŠâ
âTo repeat, I can make my own decisions.â
âIâm not putting her in danger, Arthur,â Bucky said, his voice calm despite the stern expression on his face. âYou know I would never.â
âRight,â your father scoffed and gave you a warning look. âY/N, I mean it. What youâre trying to doââ
âWhat makes you think Iâm trying to do anything?â
âBecause I wrote the playbook youâre following,â your father replied. âI taught you every single trick, and now youâre going to turn around and treat me like Iâm clueless?â
You clicked your tongue, tilting your head.
âIâm not doing anything that you havenât been doing with me for years now,â you said. âYou pushed me out of the picture, youâve been treating me with kid gloves and you have the audacity to give me that speech right now?â
He ran a hand over his face.
âIâm only doing what your mother would like, for you.â
You let out a breath, crossing your arms over your chest.
âNo,â you said. âYouâre doing what you would like, for me. And Iâm done letting you.â
You could see a muscle in his jaw ticking as he glared at you for a couple of seconds, then took a deep breath.
âWe will talk later when youâre calmer,â he said and stormed out of the office before you heard the front door slam. You rolled your eyes and turned to Bucky who gave you a tight-lipped smile.
âGood morning,â he said. âAre you okay?â
âAre you?â you asked back and Bucky waved a hand in the air.
âIâm fine,â he said. âHungry though. Breakfast?â
You huffed out a laugh and nodded your head.
âYes please,â you said. âJesus, what a morning.â
                                              *
It wasnât that you kept the fact that you were meeting Ethan this afternoon a secret, it was just that you didnât think Bucky needed to know about it. This marriage was fake yes, and it wasnât like you were having a secret affair meeting, you two were just friends and it was a normal gather up with your friend.
Or at least, thatâs what you had been trying to convince yourself of the whole morning.
You drummed your fingernails on the table and reached out to grab your cup to take a sip of your latte, but lowered it when the wind bells by the door chimed and your gaze fell on Ethan. He looked around the café, then gave you a small smile and approached you as you stood up.
âHey,â he said, giving you a curt hug and you smiled as he pulled back, then sat down again.
âHi,â you said. âItâs good to see you.â
âGood to see you two,â he said as he sat down and ordered a coffee. âHow have you been?â
âGood,â you said. âYou?â
âBusy a bit. You lookââ he paused for a moment when his eyes fell upon your wedding ring. âMarried.â
You let out a nervous laugh and heaved a sigh.
âMm hm.â
He pursed his lips together and took a deep breath.
âI owe you an apology,â he said, making you shake your head.
âEthanâŠâ
âI do,â he said. âIâmâIt was stupid to say all that shit. Trust me, I wanted to text and apologize so many times, I just didnât think you wanted to hear my voice.â
You rolled your eyes at him in a lighthearted manner.
âEthan, you happen to be the only person in my life whoâs notâŠâ you trailed off and he gave you a small smile.
âWhoâs not following the same career path?â
You clicked your tongue. âThatâs one way to put it,â you said, making him chuckle. âSo yeah, I reacted badly as well. I was very tense when we had that conversation.â
He offered his hand. âTruce then?â
You scoffed a laugh, then reached out to shake his hand.
âEveryone knows Iâm a big fan of truce,â you said and he grinned, then thanked the waitress when she brought his coffee.
âSo,â he said after taking a sip of his coffee. âHow is it then? Do guns go off when you and Barnes enter the building orâŠ?â
You narrowed your eyes at him playfully. âEthan.â
âDo you guys do that Mr. and Mrs. Smith shit?â
âWrong movie reference.â
He held up his hands, gesturing surrender.
âDoes he still dislike me?â
The correct and honest answer would be that Bucky didnât even think about Ethan, at least in your opinion. Not only did he have bigger problems what with HYDRA and their attacks in the city, his dynamic with the other bosses were bound to get tense with you officially becoming a part of the business.
So, he was probably too busy to sit around and think about Ethan.
âNah I donât think so,â you managed to say, leaning back. âThat night at the club, I know he was an asshole but we wereâŠthings were weird between us then.â
âIâd say so,â he said, and licked his lips. âCan I ask you something?â
âSure,â you said. âAs long as I can answer it hypothetically, that is.â
âIs it real?â
That managed to make you pull back slightly and you blinked a couple of times before heaving a sigh.
âI donât understand what youââ
âBecause Iâd like to think that we had something, back at college,â he said, making your brows furrow. âAnd that night at the club, you werenât looking at him likeâŠI couldâve sworn you hated him, Y/N.â
âLike I said, things were weird between us then,â you muttered, turning the coffee cup in this saucer and he shook his head.
âAnd it changed that fast?â he asked. âListen, Iâm going to shut up if you donât want me to talk about this, but if itâs not realââ
âIf itâs not real, youâll save me?â you asked with a scoff. âIâm not some princess in a castle Ethan.â
âTrust me, Iâm well aware.â
âHypothetically, even if it werenâtââ
âHypothetically,â he cut you off. âIâd happily wait for your divorce.â
That made you stop talking as your eyes snapped up to his and you gawked at him in a dumbfounded silence.
Ah.
Alright, this wasâŠ
The idea was quite lovely, to be honest. As you had told Becca, being with Ethan would be so simple, he was a civilian so there would be no ulterior motives or plotting or any of the tension you knew each and every couple in business had. Not only that, but Bucky had broken your heart so terribly all those years ago and you were sure that if you decided to see or treat this marriage like a real marriage, he would do it again.
Unlike Ethan.
Dear God, it would be so peaceful.
But you knew you couldnât deal with whatever this was when you were going for your fatherâs crown. This right here was a distraction, and you couldnât entertain the idea of a distraction.
You clicked your tongue and sat up straighter, checking the time.
âSorry, I just remembered I had this thing,â you muttered, desperate to get away and he stood up as you did.
âY/N,â he said apologetically. âIâm sorry if that soundedââ
âNo no,â you said with a shake of your head. âI donâtâŠI get what you mean, I really do. And as much as I know you mean well, saying this now is very disrespectful to Bucky so Iâd rather if we didnât speak about this again.â
He pursed his lips and nodded his head.
âUnderstood,â he said. âI wonât, I promise.â
âIâll see you later, okay?â you asked and gave him a short hug, then walked out of the cafĂ©, your heart beating fast.
âWhat the fuck was that?â you muttered to yourself as you got into your car and let out a breath, then started driving.
                                                        *
As you walked into the Barnes skyscraper, you were still trying to comprehend just why the hell, out of all things to say to Ethan, you had chosen âdisrespect to Buckyâ as your answer. What Ethan had said wasnât even so bad, you had been reminding Bucky that you two would eventually get a divorce and even talk about all the things youâd do on your second wedding and marriage to someone else, but when Ethan so much as mentioned waiting for your divorce, you had decided to draw the line?
This was rather absurd.
You rolled your shoulders back as someone escorted you to the elevator and pressed the button for you and you checked your reflection in the mirror until you got to the top floor and the doors opened.
âI can find my way, thank you,â you said told the bodyguard and walked out of the elevator to make your way to Buckyâs office.
âIs he in?â you asked the receptionist who stood up when she saw you.
âYes maâam.â
âGreat, thank you,â you said and knocked on the door, then opened it to step inside. Bucky was sitting behind his desk, his jaw clenched and his eyes fixed on the computer screen, but he turned his head when he saw you and raised his brows.
âHey.â
âHi,â you said and approached the couch to fling yourself on it, crossing your legs. âSo my father didnât call me after this morning, has George called you?â
âNo.â
The curt answer made you tilt your head and you frowned at him.
âHave you heard from anyone else?â you asked. âBecause I feel likeââ
âHow was lunch with Ethan?â
That made you stop talking and you raised your brows, your stomach doing a flip.
âAre you having me followed?â you asked sharply through your teeth and he let out a bitter chuckle.
âI donât need to have you followed,â he said. âYou met the guy in my territory in case you forgot.â
You licked your lips, crossing your arms defiantly.
âSo what, am I supposed to report back to you every single thing I do now?â
âI think Iâd like to know if youâre meeting your ex -who by the way, still wants to fuck you- like a week after our wedding, yeah,â he shot back, making your jaw drop.
âEasy there, cowboy.â
âY/N we had an agreementââ
âDoes it look like Iâm sleeping with him from where youâre sitting?â you asked. âI know the agreement. You donât sleep with anyone else and neither do I, until our divorce.â
âThen?â
âThen I can have lunch with whoever I want.â
âTo repeat, he wants toââ
âIt was a friendly lunch and he just apologized for reacted badly when I told him we would be getting married,â you defended yourself hurriedly, knowingly leaving out the part Ethan said about your potential divorce and Bucky rolled his eyes.
âOh I wonder why he reacted badly to us getting married,â he said, sarcasm dripping from every word. âWhat could it be? Any ideas?â
God damn it.
âThis is not even a real marriage,â you hissed as you leaned in, careful not to speak too loud in case anyone outside could hear. âOr did you forget about that part?â
âDid you forget about the part weâre supposed to act madly in love?â he asked back, his voice calm unlike yours and even though he did have a point, the petulant part of you refused to acknowledge it, so you did the first thing you thought of and got up from the couch.
âIâm done talking about this.â
âY/N.â
âIâm done I said!â you snapped over your shoulder and walked out of the office without looking back, making your way to the elevator. Your heart was beating in your ears and you grabbed your phone, and touched Beccaâs name as the doors closed, the elevator moving.
âHey,â Beccaâs voice reached you. âWhatâs up?â
âI snapped at Ethan for disrespecting Bucky and then snapped at Bucky within the same hour,â you said and she paused for a moment, then hummed.
âIâm getting the wine ready,â she said. âGrab some sushi on your way here?â
âYou got it,â you said and hung up the phone, then leaned your head back to the elevator wall. âWhat the actual fuck am I doing?â
Chapter 18
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