#but i still think about it

[thatlesbiancrow]

back in elementary school, i was selling girl scout cookies inside a walmart. an older gentleman came over to buy a box, and he asked which was my favorite kind. i told him thin mints, he smiled, bought a box, and handed them back to me. i wonder how he's doing now

[sugaroto]

Throw back to that time I was trying to write that andreil fic but never finished it cause it started with them breaking up but I never could find a reason to break them up for it to begin

[thelonelyshore-if]

"Inspired by...Scarlet Hollow"

My favorite visual novel of all time? Oh say no more, friend. I am all fucking in on this story?

Haha yes Scarlet Hollow like.....rewrote my brain chemistry. It's so good and I've played it over and over again. Mystical/Hot stat combo my beloved <3 There are so many mechanic things that inspire me about Scarlet Hollow, and the characters and plot are also so genuinely amazing?? And it's gorgeous ofc. Plus the vibes are impeccable. Such a great example of ~spooky small town horror~

Anyway idk if you were expecting me to just gush about how much I love SH lmao but I'm glad you're intrigued!!

[minty-trash]

Gricko getting jealous over Frost chatting with Featherine lives in my head rent free

[cemeterysquids]

some old prototype au stuff i never posted now that i feel less cringe about it

fourth one is based on this mafuyu card from project sekai

[windsroad]

Ex friend really often had really bad mental health patches where she disappeared and tried to push everyone away, doing things like deleting all her art from our server. Because she would disappear with no warning or explanation, when we went like A Day without hearing from her, we understandably tried to check up on her and be like hey, are you okay? Will you talk to us? Can you at least message us once a day so we know you are like, alive?

And obviously I see that could be a little stifling and clingy, but like, when we let it go and tried to give her space, she spiraled, so that didn’t seem good either? We even offered like she could just send a single emoji if she was nonverbal and just wanted space.

But there came to be a point where that communication just kept. Not Happening. And she thought we hated her, on and on, and hence ex friend. I have a lot of regrets about how everything happened and if I was at fault or whatever but like. I tried, so hard

[halojalex]

i think a lot about that one old post that’s like “i met jack at a m&g and asked why he didn’t like relationships and he said he can only see himself being with a certain person”

[toyota-supra]

I’m serious though I know my whole sacrifice thing isn’t healthy and I promise I don’t actually (mostly) think like that it’s just that. I’m so used to people in my life asking me why I show them so much kindness, forgiveness, patience (debatable), etc that they don’t think they’ve earned... and it’s frustrating, y’know? bc it’s like... you got me to pull myself into your life on purpose and treat you well on purpose. to believe that this is some kind of mistake of judgement of my part is kind of insulting. you brought me here. I’m here for you.

[madame-mongoose]

Did y'all know when I was little I wanted to be a dirt track racer. I dressed up in my step dad's racing gear and even had my own hand me down race car from him. Never did pursue that tho

[cowboycannibalism]

TW: suicidal thoughts, suicide, hopelessness

I keep thinking lately about how bad it gets for me. How even though I take my meds, and I try to regulate my emotions, and I just try in general to be better, it will always be with me. I will always have depression. there will always be that chance that I won't survive.

Because so many haven't. we can advocate for better mental health but it's hard. Even people who have the resources don't survive. Chester Bennington, Avicii, Robin Williams, Twitch, Anthony Bourdain, Capital Steez, Chris Cornell, Alexander Mcqueen, Kate Spade, the list is LONG and heartbreaking. Because it just means that it never really does get better. there will be better days, and stretches of time where it feels like it's over, like you're cured. but that's not always the truth is it?

it's a game of chance. will I survive to see good things later in my life or will I give in to the darkness? and even if I have a good life will something set me off and take me back to the place where I don't want to live?

I try not to think about this often but sometimes I can't help it. when I'm happy there's always a little voice in the back of my mind telling me to be careful.

[michax-forever]

No, just because I say the word “everything” all the time does NOT mean I’m Skid’s dad!! No, I am not apart of the cult for saying that a drawing means “everything” to me!! NO I AM NOT THE LEADER OF THE CULT YOU DIDN’T HEAR ANYTHING!!!! 

[pocketsonny]

me like "i'll give cfv a try" december of 2021 and then i proceed to devour it in like 3 months and let it consume my entire existence for half of 2022

[beesgobuzzzz]

I LOVE FAR FROM THE MADDING CROWD (it took me two years to finish)

[robyn-i-guess]

liking someone platonically is so embarrassing like. yeah i admire you. yeah i think about you all the time. yeah i look forward to every time i see you even if it's only for a minute. yeah it's all platonic and yeah i couldn't explain this because it'd sound romantic. fucking hell

[agnesandhilda]

shoutout to the woman from my high school martial arts class who liked to get me in joint locks and then joke about how I was easy to catch. you cannot comprehend how psychosexually formative that was for me

[tr-shb-g]

"never too late to be who you might have been" by sara yukiko mon | still from i saw the tv glow, "there is still time"