#but i relapsed this year….
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i’m going to become an evil person if spotify wrapped doesn’t come out soon
#spotify#spotify wrapped#nerdcore is gonna be my top genre#alongside taylor swift because i also share an account with my sister#it’s WILD every year#i didn’t really listen to nerdcore last year#but i relapsed this year….#anyway shout out to my GOATS rustage and daddyphattsnaps
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(medic voice) prognosis? YOU'RE DEAD
#tf2#heavymedic#demosoldier#trucks n vans#my funny animation tag#relapsed on tf2. my brain needs to see the funny tf2 men to truly thrive#i had so many more tf2 doodles from last year to post here wtf
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(opening my 10k word document of mainewash AU content) welcome to my twisted mind…
#i’m relapsing#i made some mainewash AUs a few years ago and actually wrote content for it but.#i didn’t finish it. and this was a long time ago so when i went to read it i was like wow this is awesome! i wonder what happens next!#CLIFFHANGER. GUYS I LEFT MYSELF ON A CLIFFHANGER. I WROTE IT AND I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT WAS MEANT TO HAPPEN NEXT. BUT I KNOW IT WAS AWESOME#I WILL FOREVER BE MAD ABOUT IT#rvb#red vs blue#my art#mainewash#washmaine#agent washington#agent maine#rvb the meta
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"omg you've gotten so skinny!" thanks it's cuz i'm wildly depressed 🫶🏻
#girlblogging#pretty4lifeee#coquette#just girly things#i would rather not go back to the old house#new year same me#i relapsed again#girlhood#female hysteria#this is what makes us girls
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So like do y’all ever have existential dread about the state of the country hard enough relapse into the dream smp
#i’m so tired#you think I WANT to be this way??#that sever is the Epstein Island of the internet#but also it was the last time I was truly happy#dsmp#yikes#dream smp#quackity#tommyinnit#i hate it here#is this too niche#dsmp relapse is not for the weak#in the year of our lord 2024#jack manifold#beeduo#might actually watch the lore this time💀
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The World-Ender; Alternate Lad
🩸 bloodied version 👇
#my art#doodle#nier replicant#brother nier#nier#ニーア#ニーアレプリカント#ニーア リィンカーネーション#quick alternate lad nier from today#man#most the endings for Nier are rough in one way or another#but ofc endings a/b/c/d are especially rough for nier#lost weiss. lost kainé. lost emil (for 6 years while he rebuilds) and yonah succumbs to her kidney failure shortly after end game :(#i adore that they expanded on this tho for the alternate costumes. he’s definitely gone a bit insane#one could say it’s karma. very bitter#that he in turn loses all that he loves#this is why ending e will always make me feel a little better cause at least him kainé and emil have each other until#until the two of them die of old age / are killed. (and that leaves poor emil… gosh.. emil)#but even than ending e is BITTER bitter with a DASH of sweet. there’s no winning in the end#and i doubt them living out their remaining human lives was puppies and rainbows#shades are still rampant and everyone is relapsing around them#so really…#this game hurts me why do i brainrot for it idk
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Glenn Howerton Bullies Rob McElhenney for Men's Health, 2022 (x)
#glenn howerton#iasip#it's always sunny in philadelphia#making glenn gifs again in 2024 is either a relapse or return of the king. who's to say#i realize this video is two years old but it's New To Me and uh . um. well look at him#my gifs#glennjamin
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Can u draw traves and cscoop
Please never ask me for anything else ever again
#traves#cscoop#smplive#half joke but jfc#i had a relapse today. i rewatched minecraft monday 3. DO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW AWFUL THAT IS FOR ME#I WAS /THE/ TEAM MAKE A WISH FAN#hearing trav say coopie after 5 years felt like getting kicked in the jugular#also quit reblogging my old smplive stuff it gives me whiplash
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I really hope that creature starts arguing on hyde's side if I'm honest because this isn't the first time frankie saw a scientific creation as not being a person and if I was creature rn I'd be more than a bit pissed it was happening again
#the glass scientists#tgs creature#like imagine you've spent like twenty years helping this woman learn that even if you aren't human you are still a person#and the second she sees another humanoid creation she starts relapsing to her old habits#I hope we just get him like:#👁👄👁 ma'am what does that mean about how you perceive me? am I a person to you? answer me. answer me victoria.
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"If you so much as touch one hair on her annoying little witch head..."
Top 23 ships I loved(Or more accurately became obsessed/re obsessed with) in 2023, ranked:
22: Bonnie Bennet and Damon Salvatore, The Vampire Diaries
#bamon#tvd#bonnie x damon#damon x bonnie#bonnie and damon#bonnie bennet#damon salvatore#*sighs*#my darlings#my precious non cannon yet so cannon darlings#these two are a relapse i can never escape#I just see a gif or a fic gets updated and I'm gone for them for a couple days#so they get listed for the third year running#top tv ships
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why is he there.
#chitter chatter#granblue fantasy#lobelia is going to be in this event and iida wont and that will be the funniest thing actually#I HAVNT DRAWN IIDA IN 5 YEARS BUT GOD KNOWS I WASNT ABT TO GOOGLE ANOTHER CHARA RN#sorry for relapsing
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FUJIMOTO YOU CANT KEEP DOING THIS BRO PLEASE STOP
#I just got over them after 2 years#Stop making me relapse man#anime#manga#csm manga#csm#chainsaw man#chainsaw man manga#csm 182#denji#denji hayakawa#csm denji#aki hayakawa#csm power#power hayakawa#asa mitaka#csm asa mitaka
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OH FUCK YOU ARI FUCK YOU FOR PUTTING TAHT ON MY DASH FUCKCKFI YOU FUCK NO NO NO NO I CAN
'T DO THIS/... BNOTN AGAIN. NOTOTOTOOO GAGAIN NOT THE BUCKY BARNES BRAIN ROT.........,,,,,,, I SERVED MY TIME. I SERVED MY SENTENCE, , I WAS FREE!!!!!!111!!!!
#FUCKCKCKCKCKCKCKCCKKC#this feels like a relapse i haven't thought about james buchanan barnes in YEARS I PUSHED HI#OUT OF MY MIND.#I FORCED HIM OUT.
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irt poverty/homelessness + alcohol use (esp with @butchfeygela‘s tags on my post)- people really underestimate the function that substance use/alcohol use can have for someone who is unhoused. being unhoused is boring, cold, painful, + lonely. substances can allow the 8 hours panhandling to get the $45 you need for a motel to fly by. alcohol reduces your perception of the cold + can knock you out whben you can’t sleep. substances can help you cope with the physical deterioration from malnutrition, constant stress, + sleeping outside. substances can provide social connection with others who you would otherwise not enjoy or help you cope with being alone.
not only that but- many unhoused people are stuck in a seemingly inescapable position. the pathway to financial stability or even housing is difficult or even impossible. in the wake of that hopelessness, the downsides of substance use start to seem insignificant. arrest? you’re getting arrested anyway for sleeping outside, peeing outside, standing in the wrong place, etc. physical danger? you’re already beat the fuck up, anyway, right? loss of relationships? you’ve lost most people already. inability to keep a job? nobody will hire you + you can’t stay employed, anyway, because you have no car + no shower.
perhaps for you or me, the cons of heroin use or binge drinking nightly greatly outweigh the pros. that isn’t the case for everyone. if we are really serious about ending overdose/addiction, we need to start looking at giving people lives worth recovering into instead of shaming them for their own hopelessness.
#i had a long talk with my dad once about how#my brother sank into so much financial despair#that he was never going to be able to find#a livable job or housing (eviction record#plus bad credit plus#arrest record ofc#he was going to be forced into poverty for the rest of his life#the only job prospects he had were menial shit jobs#he once worked at one of those chicken butchering places#it was the only place that paid him a living wage but he got fired for relapsing#his only options were to go to school part time + try to pass with his dyslexia which made him essentially unable to read#then work a horrible shitty job the rest of the time#while paying atlanta's outrageous rent prices#plus who is he gonna room with?? all his friends are opioid users!#while he paid back all the debt he accrued from going to rehab#then MAYBE after like 6 years of school he could get a decent job#but his credit would be in flames for years his eviction record there for years#his arrest record + lack of driver's license limiting his employment..#sorry but i would have probably given up at that point too#not to mention his interpersonal + familial relationships up in flames + the shame#of the things he did while using hanging over his head#the only family member who didn't think he was an irredeemable fuckup (me) living a thousand miles away + about as broke as him#substance use#harm reduction
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Cowboys are frequently secretly fond of each other
Say, what do you think all them saddles and boots was about?
#another sad cringe old man post from yours truly#rdr2#rdr2 fanart#art#arthur morgan#charles smith#I might actually just cook up some supernatural fan art#supernatural relapse in the year of our lord 2024 would be insane#just kidding! … or am I?
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we spend the entire show watching house do anything to treat his pain — he goes to (understandably) insane, destructive lengths just to ensure he never has to suffer being sober. his entire life is focused around a cycle of distraction, thrill-seeking, and avoidance. we know that his home is filled with hundreds upon hundreds of pills, so he can always prolong and maximise those moments where his agony is muffled. and yet, in the final scene, we see him dive head-on into the end, and despite this being the most gruelling, insurmountable prognosis of his entire life, we see him smile bathed in the sunlight; those muted tones are dauntingly lifted, yet there’s no echo of a bottle rattling.
#this is a pretentious way of wording it but#it’s driving me insane that house — at the peak of his addiction and for most of the years following the infarction — was seen to take#HANDFULS of vicodin every few hours#because it hurts for him to even just EXIST#he’s never gone long stretches without relapsing#and yet!! and yet!! it’s so visibly clear that they don’t have much on them when they run away#not enough luggage space for a chronically ill AND a terminally ill person’s worth of painkillers anyway#it’s absolutely certain that there will be pain.#for both of them#this will be no doubt the most excruciating months they’ve ever lived through#but it’s worth it#and they’re more content than they’ve ever been#I JUST. AUGHHHHHHGGGH#house md#greg house#gregory house#hatecrimes md#hilson#james wilson#house/wilson
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