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Not to, you know, point out yet again that you Hamas stans don't give a fuck about Palestinians, but....
The chasm between what Gazan activists say about Hamas and October 7, and what Western leftists and Hamas say, is absolutely fucking horrifying.
All of this below is from just one Gazan activist who's been repeatedly tortured, by Hamas, for fighting for his own human rights.
As expected, Hamas began executing Gazans the moment the ceasefire deal was reached, accusing them of "working with the occupation." Just today, they executed 10 Gazans, and they promised to do more in the coming days.
This isnât a novel tactic; itâs an age-old strategy employed by Hamas to silence critics and instil fear among citizens who oppose their rule. I would greatly welcome a position from the pro-Palestinian movement advocating for pressure on Hamas to end its ongoing oppression of the people in Gaza.
For those who support Hamas and express admiration for the organization in light of the recent ceasefire announcement, it is vital to recognize that in Gaza, tens of thousands of innocent civilians are experiencing profound suffering, while Hamas seems largely unconcerned with their plight. They chose to prioritize sending their terrorists abroad for treatment, insisting that each fighter be accompanied by three family members.
What about the numerous Gazans who were shot and tortured by Hamas throughout the war? Shouldn't they be given the opportunity to receive medical treatment abroad?
You know what would help the Palestinians in Gaza? Condemning Hamas' atrocities. Instead, the protesters routinely chant their desire to "Globalize the Intifada." Apparently they do not realize that the Intifadas were disastrous for both Palestinians and Israelis, just as October 7 has been devastating for the people of Gaza.
They should be speaking up for the innocent victims of Hamasâboth Palestinian and Israeli. Instead, they endorse Hamas's ideology with posters announcing resistance "by any means necessary" and chants of "from the river to the sea," effectively glorifying the Al-Qassam brigades, Hamas' military wing, whose ideology is entirely based on the elimination of more than 6 million Israelis from the land.
I really, really try to be polite and explain things most of the time.
But after watching "pro-Palestinians" spend the entire war actively helping silence Gazans and making things worse for them, through pure Hamas-worshipping violent tankie revenge fantasies...
I'm just going to indulge myself in one do better, shithead.
âelon musk did the nazi salute, remember to check on your jewish friends uwuâ you all celebrated when jihadi terrorists live-streamed the torture, kidnapping and murdering of israelis on 10/7/2023 but ok
#FUCK hamas#FUCK every single paternalistic leftist who's shat on everyone in Hamas's name#FUCK every single person who refuses to believe anything that isn't pure Hamas propaganda because it fits their preexisting biases so neatly#fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you#none of you actually give a shit about people's lives you just want to fantasize about a violent uprising#you don't even care what the outcome of the violent uprising is apparently#violent uprising that is also a deliberate war crime which will mean all the regular civilians around us risk everything for us?? GREAT#violent uprising that wipes out our group and makes everyone worry about genocide??? NO PROBLEM THAT'S IDEAL#it's not even good activism. it's fucking ludicrous. you just drool over and identify with violence because it makes you feel powerful#the toxic combination of revenge fantasies and imagining yourself as the Most Oppressed is so bad for you#it's the same thing that makes it so intoxicating for Americans to pretend ours is the worst country on earth#bro we fail to make the top 10 under any rubric#and probably not the top 25 either#like have you met Afghanistan? are you familiar with Iran? no you're not#North Korea anyone? i could just go on and on#waaaaa we have a president who's going to actively make life much shittier for several already very marginalized groups#as a trans person i regret to inform you that it's still going to stop sucking in four years. i know it fucking burns believe me i do#but we could be living in a country where someone MUCH worse than Trump has been dictator for decades and decades#this isn't even âit could always be worseâ this is âdo you know how fucking lucky we are?#we have a voice and visibility in the u.s. that we would have nowhere else because the country dominates so much media#we are able to do things to raise trans awareness and reach out to trans people without even realizing it#so much of the shit trump has said he will do is going to get tied up in courts for fucking ever#and probably gutted or struck down#because that is what happened to most of it last time#and we know more now#the work people did to fight him on rights for undocumented immigrants gives them momentum and experience for this time#because we have checks and balances and voting that is able to fuck up the momentum of people like him and limit his term#i live in California and our governor's new life mission is to screw with Trump constantly#just constantly#piss him off and screw up every fucking thing he does
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choso has a porn addiction, plain and simple. every morning for him starts with the same: open up twitter, get his bottle of lotion, and scroll through his bookmarks until he can cum. heâs had girlfriends in the past, they all thought his addiction was gross. what girl would ever entertain a guy that jerked off to random girls getting creampied on twitter?
well, you, of course.
he messaged you on a random morning, âheyâ, was all it said. you happened to have a slight porn addiction of your own, having filled your bookmarks for your own solo sessions. you didnât realize your messages were open and felt your brow go up as you read his message. a click to his bio and there wasnât much there, just the year he was born and đŻđ”. your first instinct was to delete the message, but your curiosity got the best of you. you messaged back, investigated how he found your account, and choso revealed his intentions.
âare you into the idea of sending some nsfw posts to each other?â
choso used to sext with his ex girlfriends, but none of them wanted to include porn. they found it weird and considered it cheating to look at videos while in a relationship. now here he was, randomly texting a stranger on the internet to get a quick nut. if he wasnât palming his dick through his shorts right now, heâd actually think he looked a bit pathetic. it wasnât until you said yes and started sending your bookmarked videos did he realize what he was getting himself into.
freeing his dick from his briefs, he started to stroke himself while imagining himself doing the things in the videos with you. he didnât know what you looked like, hell, he wasnât even sure you were who you said you were. but you were just as porn obsessed as he was, and he didnât think you could get any better until you sent another message.
âlet me suck it while you play video games.â
itâs like you knew the exact words to say to get him off. choso hastily reciprocated, although it had become quite difficult to type with one hand. he confessed on how desperately he wanted to cum in your pussy and how you suck him in so well, not knowing that you too had started pleasuring yourself at the mere thought. it had been a while and you needed some action too, okay? his messages started getting further and further apart until he asked you to send a post he can finish to. bringing yourself back to reality for a quick moment to send him a creampie video, how could you have known his favorite genre? you found yourself soon chasing your own orgasm. the echoes of the moans coming from your phone had blended with yours, and you soon came undone on your fingers.Â
once you remembered to look at your phone again, choso had let you know that he had made a mess, followed by a picture of his cum stained hand and torso. when you sent back a picture of your glistening fingers and soiled sheets, choso audibly moaned. what a pervert.
âfuck, youâre making me hard⊠is same time tomorrow good with you?â
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yandere cowboy x boss's daughter who is an innocent country girl and barely knows that the person she trusts most is the one she should fear most
Well, I have a few ideas coming to mind about this scenario but I'll pick one for now.
Tw: Yandere, violence, blood, breeding, dirty talk , naive reader.
Yandere cowboy who works for your father for a while now. He's one of his most trusted workers and your father isn't the type to trust many people.
He always does jobs here and there on the ranch helping to put up wire fences so cattle don't escape, looking for cattle when they enter other lands, threatening neighboring ranchers when they don't want to return cows or sheep.
In his defense, they deserve a bullet in the head for trying that shit with him.
But the job he likes the most is taking care of you, the beautiful and naive daughter of his boss. He simply fell in love with you since he saw you for the first time a few years ago.
You were all pretty behind your father in that flowery dress, cowboy boots, your braided hair... and how can we forget your cute tits.
Tits he thought about that same night as he masturbated, his calloused hand wrapped around his hard member as he rubbed vigorously imagining you looking up at him with your big eyes as you ride him your tits bouncing on his face it's so good he ends up cumming all over his hand.
You are indeed a pretty little thing all smiles and ignorant of the world and people's intentions. Raised and protected by your father kept under his wing for far too long after all you are his only daughter.
It's inevitable that he ends up threatening and beating to death your countless suitors who shamelessly approach you believing they have a chance, no fucking way will it happen. not on his watch.
He simply corners them away from your sight and beats them mercilessly, he gives them a hard punch his knuckles impact their nose with a loud crunch he doesn't stop as the man falls to the floor with a broken nose.
Of course not.
He beats them until his fists are bruised and the man's face is covered in blood with a broken nose, teeth knocked out and eyes swollen he grabs them by the collar of their shirts as he growls.
"Stay away from her or i assure you this will be nothing compared to what I'll do to you, buddy"
The one who tries to make himself as presentable as possible so you won't get suspicious when he comes back to you.
He knows everything he does is worth it when you show all worried for him grabbing his calloused hands in yours, looking at his bruised knuckles asking him if he's okay with that worried tone that makes his cock hard inside his pants.
He ends up asking you to "comfort" him a little like he taught you. You both end up in the barn with him leaning you on hay bales, his hands undoing his belt and zipper before pulling down his pants along with his boxers that get caught on his knees.
Then he lifts your dress as you whine about the hay stinging your ass, he just pats your thigh to shut you up as his fingers pull down your panties, he hisses when he sees your pussy he moves his thick fingers closer inspecting your wet entrance.
"God you're so wet, for someone who acts so sweet you're a bit of a slut aren't you doll?"
He arches an eyebrow when you shake your head shyly at his words murmuring an embarrassed "I'm not..." he lets out a laugh that rumbles from deep within his chest his thick fingers don't stop moving thrusting into your hot pussy your walls squeeze his fingers like hell.
He grabs his member unable to resist any longer he uses your wetness to lubricate his cock and slide inside you, both of you let out a moan of pleasure you from the delicious stretch and him from feeling your walls throb around him he murmurs.
"What a tight fucking pussy you have so hungry for my fat cock baby doll"
He moves his hips hard his heavy balls slap against your ass and his pubic hair scrapes deliciously against your pussy, your juices forming a creamy circle at the base of his cock as your nails dig into his muscled belly for support, his moans combined and the loud wet sound of his cock pounding into your pussy fills the barn.
"You're about to cum aren't you baby doll? Fuckâof course you're about to cum your pussy is getting so tight right now I think you want to rip my cock off"
His hands tighten their grip on your waist and you just mumble stupidly wrapping your legs tightly around his waist your boots dig into his ass as you cum letting out a high pitched moan your eyes roll back in your head from the intense pleasure, he growls thrusting into you hard chasing his own orgasm that doesn't take long to come.
With one last thrust he thrusts deep inside you, stopping his movements and letting his semen explode, flooding your interior with its swimmers. Who knows, maybe today will be the day when his seed finally takes root inside you. He would be the best father, the best husband and the best successor for your father. Your father will also see it that way. Because it would be a shame to have to kill him, after all, they are almost family, right..?
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Imagine if a person with PTSD had a bad dream and as a result of that dream, built up a cache of weapons. Then kept messing with one of the weapons that happened to be highly explosive. The weapon expoded, and the explosion destroyed his entire apartment block, killing everyone in it.
Guess what? He's still gonna be held responsible for what he did! PTSD is not a "get out of jail free" card.
Imagine if a person who ran a company which produced highly dangerous products was taking drugs, and as a result that they let health and safety standards slip. This results in major accident happened in their company which killed people.
Guess what? He's still gonna be held responsible, because taking drugs is not a get-out-of jail free card. In fact, a person in a position of responisibility knowingly taking drugs is going to be held more responsible because they knew those drugs could impact their capacity to make rational descisions, and still chose to take them.
If a person went out and killed a ton of people to "protect their family", they are still a mass murderer. If a person joined a terrorist organization to "stop their loved ones dying" they still joined a terrorist organization.
Tony's "good intentions" are an excuse. Thanos said he was trying to prevent the next masss extinction event. HYDRA said they were bringing peace and freedom to the world. If a person does something bad which causes mass death with good intentions, it does not make what they did good.
And no, Tony wasn't groomed. Iron Man 1 makes it very clear TOny knew what his father did, he was proud of it. He explicity cited his father's words to justify weapons manufacturing. "My father said the man with the biggest stick wins the fight"
Tony is 38 in Iron man
38
He is not a little child who had no idea what he was doing. He's a genius who is more than smart enough to know what missiles and bombs do.
He is a grown-ass adult who is more than capable of running a company.
Just because Tony died doing the first decent thing he ever did in his life, it does not exonerate him of all the damage and death that he caused before. It does not erase his support of fascists and authoritarian war criminals. it does not exonerate him of building weapon after weapon which repeatedly killed innocents. EDITH, the Iron Legion, Ultron.
It always amuses me how Tony fans try to use "trauma" as an excuse for Tony's actions when every single member of the Avengers team have PTSD, as do various other characters in the MCU. Yet not of them act like fuckwits and build WMDs every time they have a flashback. Bucky has PTSD: but if Bucky fans used PTSD as an excuse for everything he did, imagine the screeching.
But isn't it funny.... Bucky was a literal Prisoner of War, forced against his will and with his mind literally scrambled beyond recognition to kill Tony's parents. Literally captured, tortured and hypnotized into it. (The very things they use to excuse Tony's weapons manufacturing....)
Yet Tony fans still say that he was "100% responsible" and "his body did it" and therefore he deserves to die. (Tony's body built Ultron so I guess he's responsible too, by the same standards....)?
They don't blame the HYDRA handlers who planned the operation. They don't blame the person who told them about Stark's serum (which may well have been Stane) They blame the weapon who had no control, agency or capacity to make a choice being used by others for their ends.
They then have the audacity to tell you Tony was justified in trying to murder the man who he *knew* wasn't in control because he had hurt feelsies. (and of course Bucky is not deserving of redemption or a second chance because "he killed people"- as though Natasha, Clint and Tony didn't). All the while demanding that you forgive and forget Tony's destructive actions on the grounds that he "was trying to protect people" when he crushed women and children to death.
The selfsame Tony fans will then look you in the eye and tell you that because Tony had trauma and good intentions he is not to blame for doing things which caused millions of deaths. Even though he had a choice, agency and free will all the way.
Tony fans do not even have the self-awareness to comprehend their own double standards and hypocrisy/. All because they cannot bear the thought of Tony Sftark having flaws and being held responsible for the shit he did.
everyone always focuses on Sokovia and Ultron and Tony's involvement but no one ever thinks about how Bruce was also involved completely because they're both scientists. no one thinks about Wanda purposefully going in and digging in Tony's head, amplifying his PTSD and putting visions of all his friends dead in his head with the intent of making Tony create Ultron
Everyone always focuses on blaming Tony for the bomb that killed Wanda's parents but no one thinks about Tony being so shit faced he couldn't see straight at that time bec he was so deep in self-medicating his trauma that he could not even run his company and that it was Obidiah Stane that was the one in charge of the company and illegally selling the weapons that killed her parents
Everyone focuses on Tony selling weapons in the first movie but no one thinks about how it was Howard Starks company and that Tony was groomed from birth to run it and that he had tried multiple times to make something else of the company but was constantly shut down with guilt tripping until he was kidnapped and he forced the manufacturing to end
Everyone focuses on Tony being "conceited" and "arrogant" and not "caring about anyone but himself" but no one thinks about how every single action he makes in his movies are about protecting the people he loves and cares for. His biggest fear is his friends- not himself- dying. he goes into every battle he's in fully prepared to die and does make the sacrifice play many many times
everyone always focuses on what Tony did wrong, but no one thinks about how much he has grown and how he spends every single waking moment trying to be a better and better man who cares so deeply about everyone and is trying to protect everyone the only way he knows how- and that is with the brain and intellect that had been the only thing about Tony that was ever praised about
#bucky barnes defense squad#anti tony stark#mcu meta#captain america#mcu double standards#tony stans do not even realize how hypocritical they are#also using mental health as an excuse for bad behaviour#bucky barnes#tony.is.an.authoritarian#tony is responsible for his actions#this should not be a controversial idea#and no he wasn't âgroomedâ#he knew what his father did#he was proud of it#he bragged about it#even in his second movie he's like âI am your nuclear detterentâ#this constant infantilization of a grown man#mcu salt
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12:34AM
hi... it's, um, haechan. i, uh... i couldn't sleep. i've been trying, but it's like the second i close my eyes, everything comes back. i know you won't pick up, won't even listen to this, but i just need to get everything off my chest. to help me forget, you know?
your scent... it's still all over my apartment. my sheets, my couch... it's everywhere. even after i washed everything, fuck, even deep-cleaned my entire apartment, i can still smell it. smell you. like it's burned into the walls or something. i hate it, but... at the same time, i kinda don't want it to go away. after all, it's the only part of you i have left.
01:17AM
do you remember how you used to gently trace over my moles? leaving a kiss on each and every one of them? you'd say it was your way of showing me how you loved every part of me. that even the smallest parts of me mattered. you told me my moles were attractive. you told me i was attractive.
so how could you spit it in my face and tell me you didn't find me attractive anymore? was it true? or were you just... trying to hurt me? because it fucking worked. i can't stop thinking about it. the scowl on your face when you told me i wasn't good enough for you.
02:03AM
i... i know i shouldn't keep calling. you're probably asleep, since my number isn't blocked yet. i just can't stop thinking about you. about... about us. about all the nights you'd show up here after work, completely drained. you wouldn't say much, just lie next to me, and i'd hold you until you fell asleep.
i thought... i thought that was love. i thought we had something real. but maybe it wasn't. maybe you were just holding on because you needed someone, and i just happened to be there.
03:22AM
i miss you. so... so much. i miss the way you'd laugh at my dumb jokes or the way you'd pull me in for a hug, even when you were pissed off at me. i miss your warmth. i miss... the way you used to look at me, like i was everything to you.
but maybe that was just all in my head. because if you really felt that way, if you really cared, you wouldn't have left.
04:11AM
...hi. this is the last one, i promise. i can just imagine the disgust on your face when you check your phone in the morning. 'm sorry. i know you want me to just go away and forget everything. but i can't. i can't just forget you. i can't.
i loved you. god, i loved you so fucking much. i loved every part of you, even the parts that hurt me. and i tried so hard to be someone you could love back.
but i guess it wasn't enough. i wasn't enough.
i hope you'll be happy. i really do. i won't reach out anymore, so you don't have to worry about that. i just... i needed to let everything out.
thank you for everything, my love. maybe in another life, when we're not so broken, you'll still want me. maybe that version of me will be enough. i'll hold onto that thought... even if it's just in the scent of your cologne.
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Request: Friends to lovers with Steve? We want so desperately for him to notice us, but he never asks us to hang out outside of the group. Weâve got to take matters into our own handsâŠor do we?
i wrote all of this in one sitting so enjoy!
cw: smut, piv, perv steve
wc: 3.3k
You looked yourself over in the mirror a few times to make sure everything was in place. There would be other people at this pool party, including the kids, so you werenât trying to show off too much. But you wanted to made sure you looked good. Good enough for him.
It had been a long time crush, longer than youâd like you admit, that turned into a head over heels affection for Steve Harrington as recently as last year. When you were tossed into the throws that was âthe Starcourt Mall incident,â you saw how brave and caring he could be in real time when it came to putting himself before you and the others. It just solidified the feelings that youâd been harboring for the king since before he started working with you at Scoops Ahoy.
But Steve just didnât seem to feel the same way about you.
You watched as he flirted with countless girls at the mall as they came in for ice cream, and youâve seen him do the same with the girls at Family Video where he now works with Robin. You even thought that him and Robin might be having a secret fling, but she assured you that was not the case. Either way, Steve never seemed to even be more than friendly with you. And it was really starting to bum you out.
Now that you work at your momâs hair salon, the only way the two of you really see each other was when the whole gang would get together. Which today happened to be such an occasion. It was Dustinâs birthday party and the weather was warm enough that Steve decided to throw him a pool party at his house. Dustin extended an invite to you and you decided it would be the perfect opportunity to finally catch Steveâs attention.
You checked out the two piece on your body in the mirror. The ruffled top accentuated your breasts and the bottoms were just peaky enough to leave more to be desired. Plus the navy really brought out the colour of your eyes. You did feel a little dumb putting on make up and doing your hair, but you didnât plan on going under the water so you were sure youâd be fine.
When you pulled up to Steveâs house you could already hear the kids being rowdy in the back yard. You grabbed Dustinâs gift from your back seat and went around the back to find everyone there. It didnât take long to find Steve, manning the grill in his swim trucks and a cropped, sleeveless t-shirt. Jesus christ.
âYou came!â Dustin shouted from the pool grabbing your attention.
âOf course I came!â You reply, raising the wrapped box in your hand. âWouldnât miss my little buddyâs big 15th!â
âTold you guys she would come,â Dustin says pointing this thumb in your direction. The kids all rolled their eyes at him and continued swimming around in the pool.
âHey,â Steve says, giving you a wave. âYou can set that inside if you want. Donât want these bone heads to accidentally get it wet with one of their water guns.â
That's when you noticed. The entire front of Steveâs body was clearly drenched in water and it was leaving little to the imagination about what was underneath. His chest hair was clearly visible through the shirt, as were his nipplesâŠ
âEarth to dingus, are you okay?â
Robinâs voice snapped you out of your trance.
âY-yeah, sorry, Iâm just feeling a little spacey today is all.â
âSure you are,â she said with wiggled eyebrows. Robin didnât know you had a crush on Steve, but you were sure she expected it, even though you denied it anytime she asked.
âDo you want a beer?â Steve asks, bending over to grab one from the cooler.
âSure,â you say with a slight stutter. This was going to be a long day, and you might as well have a drink to help you keep it together.
âIâll help you take that inside,â Robin says after Steve hands you a beer. You nod and the two of you go through the sliding glass door.Â
There were several other gifts set out on the table so you just sat your gift there with the rest. When you turned to look at Robin, she had a shit eating grin on her face.
âWhat?â You ask, trying to keep as collected as possible.
âOh, nothing,â she says, âJust seemed like you were checking Steve out out there.â
âRobin, I was not checking him out.â
âI knew youâd deny it. But I have eyes, and I can tell when someone wants to eat another person alive.â
You scoff, rolling your eyes at her.
âSteve is just a friend. I was just surprised to see him soaking wet is all.â
âAt a pool party?â
Shit, she got you there.
âI guess I hadnât thought about that.â
âIâm sure you hadnât.â
There was a pause between you two before she inevitably turned and opened the sliding glass door. As soon as you walked out you heard your name being called from the pool.
âCome get in the pool, we need one more person for volleyball!â
Ah, yes, perfect time to unveil yourself.
âOkay, coming!â You say walking over to one of the pool chairs. You started to undress, hoping that Steve was watching you as you did. Shirt was off first; you made it a point to bend over in his direction when you pulled your shorts down. You heard a huff from Robin, who you were sure was seeing right through you, but you werenât going to entertain her.
You took a chance to look over at Steve, who, to your dismay, seemed to be too preoccupied with the grill to have even looked your way. Damn it.
âCute bathing suit,â El says from the pool.
âThanks!â You say. At least someone noticed.
âWhat does it look like?â Max asks from the pool steps.She was looking in your general direction, but you knew she wouldnât be able to see you from so far away, even with her glasses. You moved closer to her so she could see better.
âItâs navy blue, with some ruffles on the top and a little ruffle skirt.â You take her hand and let her touch the material so she can get a better idea.
âShit!â You turn to see Steve holding his hand, wincing in pain.
âYou okay, chef?â Robin asks.
âYeah, just got too close to the grill is all.â
âCome on, lets play already!â
Your attention is taken away from Steve yet again by the teens calling for you. Dustin announces he wants you on his team and everyone groans.
âYou only want her on your team because sheâs an adult,â Lucas says.
âAnd your point is?â Dustin retorts.
âIâm honestly not that good, Dustin,â you tell him.
âWeâll see about that.â
And saw he did.
Even with El not using her powers, her, Mike, and Lucas beat you Dustin and Will by a landslide victory.
âTold you,â you shrug at him.
âItâs alright,â Dustin says defeated.
âI still think El cheated,â Will says.
âDid not!â
âHey, foodâs ready!â
That got the kids attention. They all rushed out, Lucas stopping to help Max get out as they did. They all hoarded around Steve who passed out dogs and burgers to everyone.
âWhat will you take?â He asks when he finally gets to you.
âA hotdog, please,â you say, holding your plate with the bun on it for him.
âDonât shake it!â
âBut nothingâs coming out-woah!â
It takes your brain a minute to process the feeling of something hitting you. You raise your hand to your hair and it instantly touches something wet and slimy. Bringing it back down, you look at your hand to find itâs covered in mustard.
The first thing you do is look at Steve, whose expression makes your heart drop. You probably look like a total idiot right now.
âDudeâŠâ Steve turns to look beside you.
âI am, so, so sorry,â you hear Dustin say.
âItâs okay,â you say, more so telling yourself that rather than getting upset over an accident.
âDo you want to use my shower?â Steve asks, looking at you pitifully.
âThanks.â
âGimme that,â Steve says, grabbing the mustard bottle from Dustin as he walks past.
âHey, I was still going to use that!â
âJust turn the knob to, like, right here and the water should be plenty warm for you.â
Steve shows you how to use the shower while mustard still drips from your hair. At least heâs not making fun of you. Just another reason to love him
âThanks, Steve.â
âDonât thank me,â he says, turning to look at you. Heâs very close to you in this bathroom, so much so you can smell his sweaty skin and cologne. âIf you want I can run your bathing suit through the dryer real quick.â
âThat would be perfect, thanks.â He stands there for a moment, and you donât really know what to do. âUm, Iâll get undressed now.â
âOh, yeah, right.â He leaves the bathroom and pulls the door shut.
You start to pull the bathing suit off when the bathroom door starts to open.
âWhat the hell,â you say, closing the door.
âOh, sorry,â Steve calls through the door, âThis door is broken and doesnât always stay latched. Iâll stand outside the door while you shower to make sure no one comes by.â
âOkay,â you call back.
Once undressed, you stand behind the door the best you can and stick your arm through the opening. Steve takes your bathing suit and you close the door behind you.
You do your best not to wash your make up off while in Steveâs shower. You do take the time to huff his sweet smelling shampoo. Youâve smelled it on him before, and it reminds you of him. It was crazy to think he was just on the other side of the door while you were in here. The idea made you a little crazy. Something to think about later tonight when youâre alone.
Turning the water off, you pull back the curtain and find that the bathroom door is cracked open a bit. You decided not to think much of it. Not like anyone would see you while Steve was manning the door
You took the towel that Steve had given you and started to dry off before wrapping your hair in it. You wondered if Steve had a blow dryer some where and decided to ask.
âSteve?â
You hear a thump from the other side of the door.
âY-yeah,â you hear him reply.
âDo you have a hair dryer?â
Thereâs a quiet pause.
âUnder the sink,â he replies.
âThanks!â
You bend over and look for his hair dryer, finding it hanging on the side of the cabinet on a little hook. A smart idea.
Plugging it in, you take the towel out of your hair and lay it over the shower rod to dry. You take your time to dry it, you used your fingers to run through it since you didnât have a comb.
âYou can use my brush,â you hear from behind you. It startles you, and you look at the door through the mirror.
Youâre shocked when you can see an eye peeking through the crack.
You place the dryer back down on the counter and grab the towel, wrapping it back around your body slowly.Â
Then, you suddenly grab the door and swing it wide open.
You werenât sure what to expect, but it definitely wasnât Steve Harrington with his cock in his hand.
âI can explain!â He says, covering himself. Well, trying to cover himself. He was huge. So big in fact that not even his big hands could cover the horse between his legs.
âSteveâŠwere you spying on me?â
âI-I-wasnât-I was--â
Thereâs no way this was real life. Youâve been trying to get Steve Harrington to notice you for months and you catch him not only jerking himself off, but doing it while spying on you.
So you make a bold move.
âSteve.â You drop your towel, fully exposing yourself to him. His eyes drop with the towel, slowly moving back up your body, examining you closely.
âIf you wanted to fuck me, all you had to do was ask.â
He stands there, still as a statue as he tries to compute the words that just came out of your mouth. Since he didnât seem to be getting the hint, you decide to grab him by the shirt and pull him into the bathroom. Pushing the door closed behind you, you hear it latch just fine.
âAre you going to say something, Stevie?â You say in a silky smooth voice.
âI-I--â
But you donât give him the chance to stutter more. You take his cheeks in your hands and bring his lips to yours. The smell of his aftershave fills your senses as your lips move in tandem, waking him up from his stupor enough to get the hint.
He starts to take off his shorts, letting them drop to the floor and kicking them off. His shirt comes next, your lips parting for just a moment to let the fabric pull over his head. You let your hands land on his chiseled chest, fingers desperately running through the hair that resides there. The feeling only confirming that this was indeed happening.
His hands land on your hips, sliding down until they reach your ass. He cups you, and suddenly youâre being lifted up and onto the counter. He pushes you back, kissing you with such force that you hit the mirror behind you.
âYou were so hot out there undressing,â he says as his lips trail down to your neck. âAnd when you let Max see your swimsuit. That was so sweet of you.â
âReally, thatâs what got you going?â Your laugh turns into a moan as his hands grope your breasts.
âIâve got a soft spot for those kids. Seeing you be nice to them just--â His lips meet yours again, his teeth taking your lower lip and pulling on it.
One of his hands moves from your breast and lowers down to between your legs. You feel him rub his fingers in your wetness and it makes your breath hitch when he hits your clit.
âRight there, huh?â He says, his fingers beginning to rub gentle circles into your bud.
âOh, shit, Steve--â
âSound so pretty when you say my name,â he says against your ear.
He does some moving between your legs and you suddenly feel his finger making its way inside of you, his thumb replacing them to keep tending to your clit. His finger pumps inside of you at a breathtaking pace, the thick digit hitting that spot inside you.
âYouâre so wet. Is that for me or is it just from the shower?â
âDefinitely for you,â you pant out. You could feel yourself getting close to your release the more he worked you. When he added a second finger stretching you out more, you felt the coil tightening at an alarming rate.
âOh my god, Steve, Iâm gonna--â
âDo it. Cum for me, baby girl.â
That chord snaps, and you start to cum on Steveâs fingers, legs shaking around him as you do.
Steve slows down, letting you come down from your high while giving you kisses all over your neck and cheeks.
âYou think youâre ready for me, baby?â
You nod your head drunkenly. Steve uses the spend on his fingers to pump himself, lubricating his cock with it before bringing the head to your entrance. In a moment of clarity you almost panic. The sheer size of Steve between your legs had you worried.
âItâll fit, I promise.â He says as if reading your mind. You gulp, but choose to trust him. âJust tell me if it hurts and Iâll stop.â
You nod your head again, and the both of you watch as Steve lines himself up with your entrance, slowly pushing into you. The stretch was something else. Youâd never been with anyone as big as Steve before and it started to make you question any guy youâd been with before.
But he took his time. He definitely knew his limits and rocked in and out of you at a gentle pace until he found himself fully sheathed inside of you.
âYou ready?â He asks in a sultry tone, giving you a half smile.
âY-yes, please,â you gasp out, still amazed that he was able to fit.
Steve chuckles and begins to move. And it feels amazing. It wasnât a brutal pace, but as it picked up, you could definitely understand why all the girls in high school talked about his game back in the day. This was the fullest youâd ever felt in your life.
But Steve wasnât just fucking you. No, this felt like there was passion behind it. Something about the way he was staring between you with an open mouth expression really turned you. It didnât feel like just a random fuck on a random Tuesday.
âSteve, Steve, Steve,â you moan out as his hips smack into your ass over and over.
âThatâs right baby girl, tell me whoâs fucking you right now,â he says as his pace starts to quicken.
âYou are, oh my god, you are, Steve,â you say. You start to feel that familiar feeling in your stomach again the more he pounds into you.
âFuck yea,â he moans, moving in close to take your lips as his once again. âBeen wanting-to do-this for-a while.â He talks between kisses and his words set your body aflame. Steve wanted to fuck you. If you werenât experience it in real time, youâd say this was just another one of your wet dreams.
âShit, Iâm gonna cum,â he says as he pulls away. His thumb returns to your clit to rub quick circles into it, only heating you up more.
âFuck, fuck, Steve--â You feel yourself getting closer to the edge as he continues to work you. Itâs not much longer before you feel yourself cumming on his cock, squeezing and contracting around him in a way that drives him crazy. And in just a few more pumps, you feel Steve starting to fill you up.Â
After a moment, you finally come down from your high to see Steve panting like he just ran a marathon. Youâre about to speak when he brings his lips to yours. Even in his post nut clarity, he feels the need to kiss you like a man starved.
But you kiss him back joyfully, glad to know that this wasnât just going to be one big mistake for him.
âThat was--â
âCrazy.âÂ
âYeah,â he says with a smile that melts your heart.
You wince as he pulls himself out of you. He grabs the towel from the ground and reaches around you to wet the end of it, using it as a rag to clean you up.
âYouâre too sweet, Steve Harrington,â you say with hearts in your eyes.
âNah, I just really like you,â he says throwing the towel to the ground.
âYou like me?â You say with surprise. âLike, like me, like me?â
He looks at you sheepishly, rubbing the back of his neck.
âFor a while now. I just didnât want it to become a whole thing with the kids if I asked you out and you turned me down.â
âWell, I definitely wouldnât do that. Iâve liked you longer than youâve even known I existed.â
Steve head tilts back and he laughs that sweet laugh of his.Â
âOf all the girls I try and ask out, the one I had a chance with is the one I actively avoided.â
âI guess you should ask her out then. Sheâd probably say yes.â
âHowâs Friday night looking for you?â
âLooks like Iâll be busy with Steve Harrington.â
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Another imagine before I dissapear again
Tw: slight yandere, stalking
Imagine you are a background character in the main plot of Twisted Wonderland. You hold no use in the story's progress, neither do you interact much with the main cast. You aren't aware of this at all, and continue to live your life as a regular student in Night Raven College.
Until a fascinating phenomenon happens that summons a magicless human from another world. Everyone gravitates towards them as they spend more and more time in Twisted Wonderland.
But who wouldn't be enamoured by their presence?
The magicless prefect of Ramshackle who is a denominator at every overblot? The magicless prefect of Ramshackle who melts down the walls of every stone cold housewarden (no KalimâŒïž) of Night Raven? The magicless prefect of Ramshackle who fascinates and impresses you with each heroic act they do?
They're lively, strong, and dazzling.
Their name was a common topic in the bustling halls. Heckâ some students even became fanboys of the infamous prefect, gushing about them during breaks like a teenage schoolgirl.
You honestly thought you'd just be another nameless student in the crowd of people vying for their attention. After all, you had no involvement in whatever plot was happening currently.
And you were fine with that.
With the shit they've gone through, you'd rather not get involved with any of the things they do daily. Plus, the people they interacted with either scared you to death or just annoying and loud students that you'd rather rip your ears off than listen to them yap.
Until, you've did something that redirected the entire plot entirely.
You strolled through the halls of NRC at an ungodly hour. You couldn't sleep, and franklyâ just didn't want to be in the presence of other dorm mates sleeping.
You'd didn't expect anyone to be awake at this time. After all, a test was being held early in the morning. You were confident you could wake up in time for that though.
As you walked calmly through the silent halls, yu noticed a figure standing next to a window. You hoped it wasn't a teacher or anything. Getting caught sneaking out wouldnt look good on your record.
You opted to just sneak behind them quietly. Not like you were being loud anyway.
While you did so, you just happened to notice how familiar the figure appeared. So eerily familiar to that infamous prefect you've grown to admire so fondly...
*Thud*
FUCK.
You weren't paying attention to whre you were walking and tripped on practically nothing. The figure turned around, alarmed and frightened. The original alarmed expression now transitioned into confusion at the display of your pathetic state.
"W-who are you?"
Every living thing dies once in a lifetime,
You died two times in your lifetime.
Awkwardly, you attempted to stand up without looking even more like a moron. "Just another student... Strolling around.."
"And what are you doing here.?" They asked.
"Well,.. I didn't really feel like sleeping right now." The prefect nodded in response, they didn't seem intent on responding with anything else.
"What are you doing here?" You asked suddenly.
The prefect looked up at you at that, making eye contact. "I... Everything..." They kept opening their mouth and closing it. They looked so vulnerable and timid that you doubted that this was the prefect that assisted in every overblot.
"It's just so..." Tears streaked down their eyes.
Without thinking, you wrapped your arms around them and engulfed them in a big hug. Hoping that the warmth that you can provide would be enough to clear the tears.
"I just w-wanna go home... I dont w-wanna be here anymore." They sobbed, pulling you closer.
That night, you comforted the sobbing prefect and woke up with five minutes left to get ready for the test.
You're not sure if that's what stared it, but the prefect has been gravitating towards you a lot. They sat in the same lunch table as you, they strayed away from her friends more often (with only grim as a companion), walked to classes with you, and even invited you to their ever growing friend group.
Past you would've relished in the attention being showered on you personally by the prefect, but...
Everywhere you went with Yuu (they told you to call them that) was followed by a lingering feeling of multiple pairs of eyes that bore into your skin. You hated it. And that feeling only began to increase whenever you were alone.
There was one time that you escorted Yuu home, and they hugged you as a thanks. A loud thunder rang through the entire campus the second it occured. You slipped out of their grasp and scurried away immediately.
You forgot to mention but..
Yuu radiated a dazzling and alluring aura that everyone was attracted to. Whatever they felt towards Yuu was not your business, but those people they interact with always made it clear they wanted Yuu. It disturbed you in a way. They seemed so dazzled and the way they wanted to be in their presence 24/7 was borderline creepy and obsessive.
One thing you learned about Yuu was that they noticed it too. They were exhausted from keeping up the facade that they had on. And basicallyâ exhausted from the guys that lurked wherever they went. They confessed that they felt disturbed by how erratic their behaviour was around them, but they were too frightened to say anything that might cause them to react suddenly.
You couldn't bring yourself to confess how you felt the same about them.
Those creepy ass leech twins with their menacing grins.
That rule-obssesed maniac that stopped you in a hallway and demanded you stay away from Yuu. (Rule 636? 352? Who even cares anymore?)
Some advanced machinery that circled the garden you were trying to rest in.
You swore you were nothing more than a side character in the story of theirs. You swore that if did get involved with Yuu, it wouldn't even have a lasting impact.
Now as Yuu gushed about how the boys seemed to have lessened their weird behaviour and began to act normal. You couldn't help but feel the curse that was placed over Yuu, was now transferred over to you.
You know you couldn't be alone from this point onward.
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Blush or BLUSH - karina
pairing- yu jimin x stylist!reader
synopsis- As aespas stylist, your job is already hard.What makes it harder is the extremely hot leader who teases you like crazy.
a/n - HIII LOVELIES !!!i hope you like this! IF YOU HAVE ANY REQUESTS SEND!!
Mix and swab, mix and swab.the steps lingered in your head as you did them with precision, one could say that the way you swab the different shades of red -crimson ,cardinal , amaranth just to note a few.The end colour a deep lustful shade of red that when put on your wrist to check the colour seemed as if it could draw in anyone who dared to look too long. The intensity of the hue seemed to capture a mystery, an allure, as if each shade told a secret you weren't quite ready to share. You took a step back and admired the work, your wrist resting delicately on the edge of the vanity table. The deep, seductive red was exactly what you had envisioned, the perfect blend of boldness and grace. It was perfect for her
The her being yu jimin-karina.She was the leader of the current biggest girlgroup in the industry, known for her impeccable style and presence. Her reputation for being both fierce and enigmatic made her the ideal canvas for such a bold creation. You had been thinking of her all along, imagining how the shade would play against her flawless skin, how it would complement her aura of confidence and mystery.Ofcourse along with all of that, she happened to be the BIGGEST tease of the century.The lingering touches as you fixed her gloss, the hooded looks she passed off as being exhausted from schedules and ofcourse, how could you forget?The edgefful whispers that left you gasping for more.As if her praise was the oxygen you breathed, you needed it every second of the day.Thats how you found yourself sending her a selfie of you , the swatches of red barely visible in the photo with the caption âyou like??â .Instantly a reply comes with a âding!â
âYeah I like.The shade of reds cute tooâ
The red cutes too?You stared at the message for a moment, the words hanging in the air as your mind raced. It was such a simple reply, but the way she phrased itâcasual, almost too nonchalantâleft you wanting more. The words didnât carry the weight of the lingering tension that you knew existed between you two, that subtle but ever-present spark whenever she was around.Your heart skipped a beat as you re-read her message. She had said the shade was cute... but what about you? What about the way your fingers had swiped over her lips to apply that gloss, the way you both found excuses to stand a little too close in the studio, the way your breath caught every time she gave you that signature, teasing smile?But no, she hadnât mentioned that. Only the color. Only the swatch.
Your thumb hovered over the screen, contemplating your response. Maybe you were reading too much into it. After all, she was a professional, and you were here to create, not to get lost in the games she played. But the silence between each message made it hard not to wonder if she felt the same way.You typed back, your fingers moving with a practiced precision that mirrored the careful strokes youâd just made on your wrist.
"Glad you like it. Maybe I could show you before we try the official look?"
The second you hit send, you felt the familiar rush of nervous anticipation. Was that too forward? Too obvious? Before you could second-guess yourself, another 'ding!' vibrated through your phone.Her reply came instantly, like a knife cutting through the tension.
âOnly if I get to have your lips as the applicator,âÂ
came her playful, response.As playful as it was, it caused a flurry of butterflies to errupt in your stomach as your eyes widened almost cartoonishly.You stared at her response, the words burning through the screen like a wildfire. For a moment, time seemed to freeze. Your heart thudded in your chest, and your mind raced to catch up with the implications of what she'd said. Was she teasing? Or was this her way of pulling you in, slowly wrapping you around her finger with every word, every look, every touch?The butterflies swirled, their wings beating erratically inside you. You couldnât tell if you were more excited or nervous, but one thing was clear: she knew exactly what she was doing. Her response was just close enough to flirtation to leave you hanging, yet distant enough to make you second-guess her intentions.You quickly pressed your lips together, trying to stifle the sudden surge of heat flooding your face. With one hand, you gently held your phone, and with the other, you reached up to touch your lips, as if testing the air, unsure of whether she was daring you or simply playing with you.
âIs that how you want it?â
 you typed slowly, your fingers trembling slightly, each word calculated and weighted.You held your breath, waiting for her reply, as if you were standing on the edge of something â something thrilling, dangerous, maybe even forbidden.And then, just as you were about to let your nerves take control, another 'ding!' echoed through your phone.
âDonât keep me waiting then,âÂ
her message read, paired with a playful wink emoji.You let out a breath you didnât realize you were holding. She was giving you an opening, a chance to move closer, to cross that unspoken line between professional and personal.Â
As you get to the studio that day, your heart was thumping , almost louder than the birds flying in the sky or the people chattering next to you.What if she was once AGAIN just teasing and you played into it again?How would you face her then.it was too late now, as you were infront of the large building doors, fishing for your id card before a hand stopped you,
âHere, baby..i got you,âthat smooth sacharine voice that had been running you wild even in your dreams - karina. As she looked at you , you could feel the butterflies once again flurry all throughout you,their wings surely fluttering and stretching inside.You gulped as she tilted her chin down slightly, a smirk playing on her perfectly glossed lips. âWhat? Cat got your tongue?â she teased, her voice soft but laced with mischief. Her hand lingered a little too long as she handed you her r ID card, her fingers brushing against yours with a deliberate slowness that sent a jolt through your entire body.
You stumbled over your words, trying to play it cool. âIâI was just...waiting ..for you ,â you managed to mumble, avoiding her gaze as you fumbled to put the IDback into her hand as the doors opened with a âyou may enterâ a robotic voice.The voice you wished you could copy right now. But of course, with Karina no moment could ever leave you and your face without a rosy hue .
âFlustered , already?â she echoed, leaning in slightly, her breath warm against your ear. âBy me, maybe?âYour head snapped up, eyes locking with hers. The playful glint in her eyes was undeniable, and her smirk widened as if sheâd caught you red-handed. She was enjoying this far too much, and you were helpless against the power she wielded over you.
âN-no,â you lied, though your voice betrayed you with its slight tremble. âI was just thinking about... the new shade. Thatâs all.âShe chuckled, the sound low and intoxicating. âMmm, the new shade, huh?â she mused, stepping back just enough to let you breathe again. âI canât wait to see it on me. But, you know...â She tilted her head, her eyes scanning you with a deliberate slowness that made your knees weak. âI think it looks better on you.â
Your heart skipped a beat, and you felt your cheeks heat up. Was she really saying this? Or was this another one of her games? It was impossible to tell, and it drove you crazy.
âIâIâll see you inside,â you stammered, desperate for an escape before your racing heart gave you away completely. You turned toward the studio doors, but before you could take more than a step, her voice stopped you in your tracks.
âDonât forget,â she called out, her tone dripping with playful seduction, âIâm expecting you to apply it the way I asked.â
You froze, her words replaying in your head like a broken record. Was she really serious? You turned your head slightly to glance back at her, but she was already walking away, her hips swaying with a confidence that only made your mind spin further.
By the time you entered the studio, your nerves were a tangled mess. What did she mean âbetter on youâ was she teasing once again or was she being serious when she gave yu those looks that made you believe that you were mona lisa and she was Davinci. You shook your head before setting up your tools with trembling hands, mentally preparing yourself for whatever was about to unfold. Karina arrived not long after, her presence commanding the room the moment she walked in. She greeted everyone with her usual charm, but when her eyes met yours, the air between you seemed to shift.
âSo,â she said, approaching your workstation with a graceful ease. âShow me what youâve got.âYou hesitated for a moment, then picked up the brush and the custom red gloss youâd created. Your hands shook slightly as you stepped closer to her, and she noticed, of course.âNervous?â she asked, her voice low and teasing.
âNot at all,â you lied, trying to steady yourself. She tilted her head, giving you that knowing smile that sent shivers down your spine.
You lifted the brush to her lips, your fingers brushing against her skin as you worked. The room seemed to fade away, the world narrowing down to just the two of you. Her eyes stayed locked on yours, and you could feel the heat of her gaze even as you tried to focus on the task at hand.as you continued you found her eyes on you, your lips to be exact before she smirked and gripped your hand that was near her plump lips.
âThought i said i wanted your lipsâher voice low, and steady as you wondered how she could say stuff that would make your heart beat as if there was a competition amongst all the hearts in the world to see whos was the fastest.
âIâŠIâ you could only nod as she gripped your other hand and smiled, her pearly teeth reflecting everything but the way you felt on the inside.
âGo onâŠ.put it onâ she cooed, as if you were an infant that needed instructions for every action.Still you could only nod once again as she tsked.âspeak.. Baby câmonâ
âOkayâŠ.âyou replied, nearly soulless your cheeks now flared with a deep marron shade that was the doing of karinaâs words.
When you finally finished, you stepped back to admire yourself in the mirror. The red looked stunning onyour lips , just as youâd imagined it would on anyone whod wear it. Like paint It brought outyour natural beauty, , while highlighting the deepness of your sould on your face âPerfect,â she said softly.She leaned in close, her voice barely above a whisper. âNot the shadeâŠ.youâYou opened your mouth to respond, but no words came out. She smirked, clearly satisfied with your flustered reaction. Before you could gather your thoughts, she stood up, her hand brushing against yours.âYouâve outdone yourself,â she said, her tone genuine but still tinged with that teasing edge. âBut Iâm still waiting for you to keep your promise.â
âPromise?â you echoed, your mind struggling to keep up.She turned to face you fully, her smile softening just enough to make your heart ache. âI need to see the shade on me too, donât I,â she said simply, her eyes flicking to your mouth before meeting your gaze again. âYou promised, didnât you?âYou felt your breath hitch, the room spinning as her words sank in. There was no mistaking her intent this time. She wasnât just teasing. She was daring you.Â
Your breath hitched as you felt yourself leaning into her.Her gaze held yours firmly, unwavering, daring you to take the plunge. Every fiber of your being screamed at you to move, to close the minuscule gap between you two. It was as if time had slowed, every sound in the studio fading into the background, leaving only the faint rhythm of your heartbeat in your ears and the soft hum of her presence surrounding you.
Karina tilted her head slightly, a playful smirk tugging at her lips, and you could feel the heat radiating between you. "Whatâs the matter, baby?" she murmured, her voice low and sultry, drawing you in further. "Youâve got the shade on already. Whatâs stopping you?"
You swallowed hard, your pulse quickening as her words wrapped around you like silk. It wasnât just her teasing anymoreâthere was something heavier in the air, an unspoken invitation. Slowly, carefully, you brought your hand up to cup her cheek, your thumb brushing lightly against her flawless skin. She didnât pull away; instead, her eyes flicked down to your lips, her smirk softening ever so slightly.
You leaned in, your breath mingling with hers as the distance between you disappeared. The world seemed to hold its breath, waiting for what would happen next. When your lips finally met, it was everything and nothing like you had imaginedâsoft, warm, yet electrifying, as if every nerve in your body had come alive. The taste of the gloss you had so carefully crafted mixed with the faint sweetness of her own, creating a heady combination that made you dizzy.
Her hand came up to rest on the back of your neck, holding you in place as the kiss deepened. It was slow and deliberate, filled with the same kind of precision youâd used to mix the shades of red. When you finally broke apart, both of you were breathless, your faces only inches apart. Her eyes searched yours, a flicker of vulnerability breaking through her confident façade.
"Thatâs the perfect application," she whispered, her tone playful yet heavy with emotion. Her thumb grazed your bottom lip, smudging the gloss slightly as she smiled. "Now itâs my turn to say... I like."You couldnât help but laugh softly, the tension in the room breaking just enough for you to breathe again. "Are you always this much of a tease?" you asked, though your voice lacked the edge to make it a true complaint.Her grin widened as she leaned back, folding her arms across her chest. "Only when itâs worth it," she replied smoothly, her gaze never leaving yours. "And youâre very worth it."
For the first time, you felt a surge of confidence rising in your chest. Maybe she had been teasing, but there was no mistaking the sincerity in her wordsâor the way she looked at you as if you were the only person in the world. Whatever this was between you two, it was no longer a question of if but when.
And from the way her hand lingered on yours as you cleaned up the gloss, you knew that this was only the beginning.
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if each of the boys is aware of the others' existence, i can only imagine how much they'd hate the idea that someone else could have the chance to touch your body the same way they do.
sure, it'd be insanely hot to imagine fucking with all of them at the same time, of course it would, but i don't really believe there's any chance of that happening. just the mention of something like that would probably result in xavier fucking you against the window again, maybe even making you call one of your dear âfriendsâ just to make sure they know you're very much taken, even if your mind tends to wander into unconventional ideas that will never happen.
zayne would have to hold back from rolling his eyes at a suggestion like that. if you wanted someone else instead of him, he wouldn't stop you from chasing who you really loved. but sharing you, after you've already chosen him? not his style, and he'd rather believe you were just trying to get under his skin. still, that wouldn't stop him from reminding you that you shouldn't be so greedy when you can barely keep up with him alone.
rafayel would be so offended, seriously. frustrated, irritated, and all the negative feelings a person could possibly feel. heâd probably say something like, "oh, sure, let's invite a bunch of strangers to fuck my girl. because that's not at all awkward or problematic." it would definitely take you a while to calm him down. and even after apologizing, you wouldn't be off the hookâ he's never been particularly rough in bed, but after such a suggestion, he'd feel compelled to show you that he's more than enough and far better than anyone else could ever be.
sylus' incredulous laugh would sweep his momentary anger under the rug, he'd rather pretend he misheard you. honestly, he'd also think you only brought it up to annoy him, because you must know he'd never agree to share you with anyone. youâd spend a good while sitting on his lap, the office door locked tightly, watching some old videos to refresh your memory as to why that idea was ridiculous. his hands would hold your wrists firmly, ensuring yours didn't wander lower than he'd allow for the next week.
suggesting that to caleb would be like asking for another decade of private captivity, without contact with anyone except him. depending on his mood at the moment, he might say he found your joke amusingâ or he'd fuck the idea right out of your head. he waited so long to see you again, this time finally able to have you the way he wanted, no longer having to act like just some friend, and now you say something like that? ha. go to sleepâ tomorrow's another day, and you'll have plenty of time locked inside his house to reflect on your words. but that only after the number of rounds you've gone through surpasses the number of positions you've tested.
#â â â ౚà§â â â â just a drabble bc i had those random thoughts while writing xavier eating mc out#â â â ౚà§â â â â love & deepspace#love and deepspace#lads x y/n#lads x you#lads fanfic#l&ds zayne#lads smut#lads x mc#lads caleb#love & deepspace#l&ds x reader#l&ds#lads sylus#lads xavier#lads rafayel
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Peach, Part IV
Summary: Steven Grant Rogers is Bucky Barnes' best friend and business parter in crime. He has decided to get out of the life with Bucky because it's the right thing to do. And now he is in love. With you. He wants to move forward with you and now he's got you on his turf.
Pairing: Art Dealer/Philanthopist (Mob Boss) Steve Rogers x Reader (Peach)
A/N: I love these two with my whole heart. This is turning into the slowest of burns, sorry not sorry. This fic is connected to the Bucky Barnes Knock You Down AU, and DIRECTLY AFTER the events in the Bucky Barnes fic Worth the Fall and the Steve Rogers fic Peach III. We're at the second week of December, there is still so much in my head to say. Your interaction keeps me writing, so let me know if you like it by commenting and reblogging.
Warnings: 18+ Only, Minors DNI. SMUT. Read at your own risk. Angst. Slow burn, Mutual pining, idiots in love, drinking, body parts tingling, wild wild thoughts of breeding, taking each other down in various ways, and cock riding. Not Beta'd. All errors my own.
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On one of your many walks along the beach, you teased your cousin about being the future Mrs. Bucky Barnes, and she tried to get you to talk about Steve, explaining some of the backstory to what happened in Atlanta.
But you were intransigent.Â
âLook. I know how stubborn you are. And how tough you are, because youâve had to be. But I also know how big your heart is and how worthy you are of love. You are passing up on the chance to find your one true love.â
You scoffed.
âLove? Everyone canât be all starry eyed and head over heels like you and Bunny boy.â
She laughed and shook her head at your nickname for Bucky, who youâd grown to like a lot over the weekend.Â
âAnd Steven, disguised at Grant, just wanted to get in my panties, which he achieved.â
You looked toward the waves as you thought about how Grant got you to see fireworks that night in your apartment, and the things Steve said that he wanted to do to you the other night.
âI have no doubt that Steve Rogers wants to fuck you girl. Look at you. You are fine as fuck.â
You laughed at your cousin dressing you down and gassing you up at the same time.Â
âBut letâs be clear. You wanted to fuck him too. You still do. I see the way you look at him.â
âHey! I didnât lieââ
âAh-ah!â
She silenced you with a finger.
âI know he lied about who he was, but were you completely honest with him? Totally?â
You side eyed your cousin as you imagined strangling her. But you werenât eleven years old anymore.
And she wasnât wrong.
âYes, Steve lied, but he wants to make amends. He has feelings for you.â
You gave your cousin a side eye.
âDid he tell you that? And you trust him?â
âWith my life.â
She put her arm around you and pulled you close as you walked.Â
âListen, I know you are guarding your heart, but I know Steve. Heâs got this exterior that seems one way, but he will surprise you. Heâs a really, really good guy.â
You sighed, still not there yet.
âIâm good on that, cousin.â
âOkay. Iâll tell him that you have a heart of stone and that he should move on. Itâs not like there arenât bitches lined up to suck his dick every day in the cityâŠâ
A jolt of jealousy zipped through you, but you pushed it down. You just took a deep breath and gave her an overly bright smile.Â
âI donât care who slobs on his lilâ knob.â
She rolled her eyes at you.
âRiiggght, cousin. Anyway. You are still taking the endowment money right?â
You raised your eyebrow at her and nodded.
âNothing is going to get in the way of this dream, cousin.â
She grinned back at you, almost as bright as the sun.
âThatâs my girl! We gonâ have a time in New York CityâŠâ
â
Sunday morning before you drove back to Atlanta, you went to the kitchen just as Steve came back in from a run on the beach. The rest of the family was going to Church and then he, Bucky and your cousin were going to fly back to New York on the private jet.Â
âHey.â
He chucked his chin up at you like you were one of his bros.
The audacity.Â
âHello.â
You kept it cute as he moved around you to grab a glass to get some water from the tap. The scent of sweat, ocean air, and him wrapped around you and you inhaled deeply, closing your eyes to savor it. It was like you were lost.Â
You opened your eyes to find him watching you as he downed the glass in one gulp, a drop of water escaping and rolling down his chin to his neck and disappearing into the already wet collar of his tight t-shirt.
You cleared your throat as he maintained eye contact with you and wiped his lips with his thumb, and some unseen force made you watch those thick fingers that felt you up not a month before, your nipples tight and panties wet.
Damn, this man and his effect on you.
You stared as his eyes swept down your body as if he knew what you looked like naked. He had seen you dance, and felt you up over and under your clothes, but that wasnât what the look of possession was about.Â
This man wanted you.
â-
Steve almost ran back outside when he saw you in the kitchen as he came in. Heâs taken a run to calm the erection he had when he woke up because of you, and now, here you were, dressed almost exactly the same as when he had the opportunity to kiss you and make you cum in his arms exactly 29 days earlier.
Yes, he was keeping count.
Steve was practically speechless, yet he managed to get out a crude, âHeyâ and a head motion as a greeting. What was that?
He wanted close to you, to feel your skin against his lips again, to check and see if you were wet, which you were judging from your slightly open lips and blown pupils. He didnât go near you as he got a drink however, because no matter how much he was into knife and gun play, he wasnât going there.Â
Steve wanted in your heart, not just your pants.
When you closed your eyes and visibly inhaled (probably to calm your anger, he imagined), he used the opportunity to watch your chest rise and watch the sunlight play on your skin. Those beautiful eyes caused his heart to clench when you opened them and he couldnât tear his away as he drank his water.Â
Which he needed at the moment. Desperately.
Unconsciously, he wiped his lips with his thumb, remembering the texture of you as he did so. You cleared your throat, snapping him out of it.
âPeachâŠâ
He stopped, waiting for your retort. You just stood there, expectant and although he was shocked as shit, he continued.
âI want to apologize for lying to you and for allowing things to getâŠphysical while you believed a lie.â
You watched him for what seemed like a long time, but was really only seconds.
âI accept your apology, Steve, and I believe in forgiveness, if only for myself being able to move on, but Iâm not ready to forget or fully trust you.â Steve nodded.
âI get it. Iâm really sorry.â
You shrugged.
âI know you were trying to help Bucky get clean for my cousin, and I love her big, so, I canât stay mad. And itâs clear that you are ride or die for those you love.â
And then you cocked your head at him in that adorable way and his heart crumbled into the sparkly bits of honey in your eyes.Â
âI feel like you love my cousin. Like family. So I guess that makes us family too.â
When you gave him a small smile, he smiled back dreamily. He was a teenage boy in your presence.
âI guess youâre right.â
Steve thought of family and a vision of you as a mother had him in a chokehold. You had him raging hard and wanting to bend you over the kitchen island and breed you until his seed dripped down your legs. Instead, he moved behind it to hide his condition.Â
âWe will have to be in contact because of the endowment, which I am taking because of my students and the fact that itâs been my dream since I was 12 years old. It was then that I started being told that I was all wrong. My ass was too big. My breasts were too bouncy. I didnât have a âdesirable dance body.ââÂ
Steveâs eyes openly scanned you. He looked angry, then scoffed.Â
âThat's ridiculous.âÂ
âOf course it is.âÂ
âDon't change a thing. That would be criminal.âÂ
You paused and then gave him a slightly larger smile then.
âBelieve me, I'm not planning to change myself. Iâm planning on changing the world.âÂ
Steve stared at you, astounded at your fierce courage. No one else could compare.
âIâm serious. I know that sounds grandiose, but I want to leave my mark. I started a dance company so that any body with talent can get on a stage and have a career, regardless of their shape and size. Thatâs why Iâm accepting the endowment. We can be business partners if it means those dreams can come true.â
You were a force. Damn, that only made Steve love you more.
âBrava, Peach.â
You stared back into those baby blues and coughed, trying to clear your throat from the lump that had formed there. Your goals and dreams always made you get intense.
âNeed some water?â
Steve was already reaching for another glass. His eyes went wide as you reached for his and finished off what was left in it. He almost came at the thought of your lips where his had been. Holy mother of god.
âThat hit the spot, thanks.â
You licked your lips and he nearly fainted, and as you turned toward the stairs, giving him a view of your backside, and looked back at him, he almost ethered to the sky.
âSee you next week, Mr. Rogers. Have a safe flight.â
â-
Steve felt frantic the entire seven days leading up to the day heâd see you again. He and Sam and Nat and Bucky had lots of work to do, but he felt like a bumbling idiot, because his perfectionism was getting in the way.Â
Bucky saw the barriers Steveâs mind was putting in his way and spent extra time helping him. Thatâs why Bucky was his brother, Steveâs only family since his mother died when he was a kid.
They worked day and night, it seemed, to be ready for the summit.
Steve managed to take a few minutes to himself each night, sketching before he slept. The images of you that came from the lead of his pencil soothing his spirit and filling his dreams. They also caused him to wake up with a stiff reminder of your feel and smell in his nostrils.
Steve Rogers couldnât wait to see his Peach again.
â--
You kept checking the emailed itinerary on the phone as you tried to relax in business class. All of the endowment recipients were arriving in New York around the same time period in the afternoon, and you were being picked up and chauffeured to your hotel, then three hours later, to a reception at a club in the Rebirth Building.Â
Then, you would be left to your own devices for dinner and to turn in or turn up. Turning up with your cousin was the only option.
You decided to try and catch some zzzzâs on the plane so you wouldnât be too tired later. You also wanted to calm your nerves. This was a big deal for your dance school, you told yourself. You werenât nervous about seeing Steve Rogers again on his turf.Â
Not at all.Â
â---
The driver that picked you up from the airport, complete with your name on a placard, Nico, was super nice. You were surprised that your cousin was in the car. You two squealed and talked and laughed on the way, and you were in such a good mood that you didnât pay much attention when she addressed him by his first name very familiarly. He must be a very friendly guy.
Your check-in at the 1 Hotel Brooklyn was a breeze. The concierge let you know that you checked in at the right time; you happened to be upgraded to a one bedroom suite with a view of the New York skyline and the Statue of Liberty. The king sized bed looked like a dream, so you took a nap before you got ready for the evening. You wanted to be at your best amongst the other five Endowment awardees.
â-
You walked into the bar, Bea, and you were struck at how gorgeous it was, and how masculine.
There was rich mahogany wood everywhere, and the bartop material was a dark black honed marble. There were luxurious upholstered leather chairs and booths throughout and floor to ceiling wine coolers.Â
You were looking around in awe as a young woman came up and handed you a name tag.
âYou must be Ms. YLN. Welcome.â
You greeted her as your cousin smirked at you. She grabbed two flutes of champagne from a passing wait staff.
âHowâŠâ
You gaped at her.
âAll staff have been briefed on all of you. Nothing but the best this week.â
âOh. OkayâŠâ She giggled as you continued your inspection of the place. Steve and ânem had more money than you thought. A lot more. A thought crossed your mind.
âWait. Do you work for them?â
You narrowed your eyes at your cousin as she rolled hers.
âWell, tangentially. Bucky funded our Howard Benson exhibit at the Center and so Iâve worked with Rebirth on some Harlem Renaissance initiatives around Brooklyn and the other boroughs. Iâve also een helping Bucky and the crew prepare for this week.â
âAh. Okay.â
You took a sip of your drink and continued your perusal.
It was your cousinâs turn now.
âListen, bitch.Youâve got to chill. No one is out to get you, especially me.â
Your cousin looked halfway angry. But she was still adorable.
âYouâre so fucking cute. Love looks good on you.â
You smiled at her serenely and she shook her head at you, knowing you too well.Â
âDonât give me your shit, Peach. I was there in Hilton Head. You will act like you have some sense.â
âIâm civilized, cousin. Steve and I had a talk before I left. Iâm chilling.â
âYou better.â
She pointed to the gathering crowd in the room.
âNow go network.â
â--
Your laugh. It gave Steve goosebumps.
He hadnât heard your full laugh much in Atlanta, just some low, sexy chuckles, because you two hadnât talked much. And you certainly werenât happy when he showed up at your familyâs house. But you seemed much more relaxed this evening and Steve decided that it was his favorite thing in the world.
He spotted you as soon as you walked in with your cousin and she was beautiful as always.Â
But you.
When you finally noticed him, you seemed surprised, eyes wide and mouth slightly open, but not angry at all. He gained hope, and stood up straight, wondering if he looked good to you because you were certainly a vision to his eyes.Â
The outfit you were wearing was classy, yet could not hide that body from the eyes that studied it every chance he got. Which was every time he saw you.
As you mingled, and he shmoozed, he consistently had to force his eyes away from your tempting curves, your gorgeous face, the sound of your voice. And that fucking laugh. It wrapped itself around his heart and squeezed, seeped into his soul and spread warmth.Â
Not to mention the effect you had on his cock.Â
You were a fucking vision in black wide-legged leather pants and a plain white tee that hugged your mouthwatering tits, accessorized with red pointy heels a red clutch and an off white wool trench coat. The edgy outfit was very appropriate for the art world and although you were all covered up, your body wasnât hidden from him, only accentuated. To top it off, your normally coily hair was straightened and loosely curled, calling for his fingers to slide through the thick strands.Â
Itâs your eyes that got to him, though, those fucking beautiful eyes that he longed to see hazy with the pleasure he was giving you. He maintained eye contact with you as he thought his lurid thoughts, and raised his drink in a salute. You smiled at him and raised your drink in response and his heart soared.
Although he wanted to be near you immediately, he decided to give you some space. He didnât want to force anything. Well, maybe he wanted to force his thick cock into your tiny cunt.Â
He licked his lips, then shook his head and scowled at Bucky as he noticed Steve staring at you. But he didnât stop.
Careful now, Steve told himself. Take it slow.Â
â--
You mingled and met some of your fellow recipients. They were a diverse group of people from all over the country, but most seemed type cool. There was one who latched on to you, Sharon Carter. She was a photographer from Memphis and was very chatty. She was glued to your side as you made the rounds and you werenât too mad. She just didnât shut up.
âHow do you like your room? A double with a view of the base of the Brooklyn Bridge. And after a three hour coach flight. Fancy.â
You sipped your drink and Sharonâs sarcasm. Your mind started whirling.
âGet a load of those beautiful people right there. Those are our benefactors.â
You looked to where she was indicating and were surprised to see Steve, dressed in and standing with Bucky, another tall handsome man with a low cut fade, and a petite fit redhead woman. They all looked to belong on a movie poster.
But Steve.
He was leaned against the bar, arms crossed over his broad chest, perfectly tailored dark green sport coat and black wool sweater, hugging his broad shoulders and trim waist like nobodyâs business. His dark slacks were hanging on for dear life to those massive thighs, and his thick dark blond hair was tousled, like heâd been running his hands through it all day. You liked his hair cut short in the back with the length on top. There was still something to grab on to.
Damn him. It should be illegal for a man to look that fucking good, especially at this hour, with you already having had two glasses of champagne.âŠ
You caught eye contact with Steve and your world spun for a second as you connected across the room. His eyes⊠God, his eyes.Â
Those steely blues were blazing with a heat that you could feel in your pussy, somehow containing a hunger that threatened to consume you. He stood up straight, and if you didnâ know any better, you would have thought that he flexed a little as he stared at you. Your pussy thought so, but your brain thought he wouldnât try to hurt you like that.Â
He did, however, raise his glass to you and you couldnât help but respond in kind.
You turned your attention to Bucky as he started to speak, and grabbed a bottle of water from a waiter, thinking you needed a clear head when you had to actually talk to Steve and not just acknowledge him from across the room.
"Good evening, everyone, and welcome to the Rebirth Art Foundationâs annual celebration of creativity and innovation in the arts. This is a gathering to honor six extraordinary artists whose talent, vision, and hard work have earned them a place among the most promising creators of our timeâŠ.â
You watched your cousin who was totally enraptured by what Bucky was saying. You got a warm feeling as you saw what true love looked like. You smirked as you saw her make her way over to him as Nat stepped up to speak. You were so happy for your fam.Â
âNow Bucky Barnes is a snack. Wonder if heâs taken?â
You side eyed the hussy and then pointed at your cousin, who hadnât made it to Bucky yet.
âI think thatâs his wife or something right there.â
Sharon took a sip of her drink and wrinkled her nose.
âHa! Nice joke. But I donât think they go together, meaning they donât match. Get it?â
You stared daggers at her. This bitch. Then you glanced at your cousin and her man again.
âYou might want to tell him that, because he looks like heâs about to take her tonsils out with his tongue.â
Sharonâs mouth dropped open to see them making out in a corner. You couldnât help but laugh as she shrugged, then brightened when Steve gained the mic.Â
âNever mind him. Steve Rogers is the entire meal. I have it on good authority that his dick is big.â
You looked from her to Steve, a sinking feeling in your stomach. Were you going to catch a case in New York City over a man that was not your man?
Or was he your man?
âGood evening, and welcome. Itâs an honor to have you all here as we celebrate six incredible artists who are pushing the boundaries of whatâs possible in the art world and are poised to change the entire world.â
Steve looked straight at you then, and you held his gaze for that fraction of a second as he raised his eyebrow as electricity zapped between you before his eyes continued around the room.Â
Sharon was forgotten momentarily and you bit your lip. Whew. You had to refrain from fanning yourself as he continued.
âAt Rebirth, we believe that art is more than just a mediumâitâs a force that connects us, challenges us, and shapes our future. This week, I encourage you to not only take in everything around you but also to share your unique perspectives. Creation, art, and collaboration are the soul of this foundation, and Iâm excited to see what bonds form this week. Congratulations once again, and letâs make something amazing together!â
âCome on, now is the time to meet them. Maybe I can make something amazing with Steve Rogers tonight.â
You let yourself be dragged over to where the four were standing as Sam was finishing his welcome and you introduced yourself to each as you tried to listen to Sharon simping.
Each person smiled warmly at you, and Bucky pulled you in for a hug, which made Sharon side eye you both, but only for a moment as her attention turned to Steve.
âMr. Rogers, Iâm Sharon Carter. You know my Aunt Peggy.â
Steve blanched.
âPeggy? Your⊠Aunt?â
Sharon laughed, a little shrilly to your ears.
âYes. Sheâs my motherâs half sister. Born to the second wife, 18 years younger than my mom. They werenât that close. But Peggy and I are just like sisters.â
âOh.â
Steve looked a little trapped.
âDidnât know that. Itâs a small world.â
Peggy leaned closer to him, but you heard her stage whisper.
âDonât worry, I wonât share the secrets she told meâŠâ
Steve looked at her like she was crazy and then looked at you, almost in panic. You could see the anxiety in his eyes, so you decided to rescue him.
âMr. Rogers. Hi. â
The huskiness of your voice, the way his name sounded on your tongue. It calmed him and sent a lightning bolt of desire through him. Steve wanted to hear you call him that in a very different context.
Steveâs face changed when he looked at you. He shifted toward you, much to Sharonâs chagrin.
âMy name is Y/N Y/LN, and itâs so good to finally meet you. I hope that this is the start of a great partnership.â
Steve cocked his eyebrow at you and smiled as you took his hand. You initiating touch with him was the start of his wet dreams of late. His thumb stroked your hand as he held it.Â
âI hope so too, Ms. Y/LN. Iâve been meaning to talk to youâŠâ
âPlease, call me Peach, Mr. Rogers.â
Nat came around and distracted Sharon as Steve put his hand on the small of your back to guide you to the side of the bar to talk. His smell enveloped you and his touch had you walking carefully, because your knees were weak.
âWhat did you want to talk about Mr. Rogers?â
He shook his head, his eyes dark now.
âCall me Steve, Peach, please.â
His voice was rougher, and impossibly deeper as he begged, and it sent chills straight to your pussy. You cocked your head and he in turn licked his lips.
âWhy?â
âBecause if you keep calling me Mr. Rogers, Iââ
He stopped and your lust-addled brain filled in the gaps. Your lips parted on a soft inhale. Steve, on the other hand, inhaled sharply.
And then exhaled slowly.
âHow was your flight?â
Steve thought it best to talk of the mundane, because he was half a second from bending you over the bar in front of all these people.Â
âIt was⊠great. I appreciated the business class seat.â
His eyebrow shot up.
âYou got upgraded? How fortunate.â
âUmmmmhmmm. So you didnât know?â
âPromise.â
Steveâs mouth quirked up in a half smile, because he knew you didnât trust him, but you were so cute when you were grilling him.
âAnd you didnât know about the upgrade at the hotel?â
âNoâŠâ
âI have a king suite with a killer view of the city.â
Steve grinned now and you almost shielded your eyes.
âSeems youâre lucky.â
You stared into his eyes to see if he was lying, but you didnât see anything there but feelings you didnât want to name. But because of your history, you still didnât trust what he said. Nevertheless, you decided to let it go. There was something else you needed to know.
âSo, whoâs Peggy?â
Steve grimaced.
âSheâs someone I knew a long time ago. We were close. Once. But not anymore.â
You just kept looking at him.
âSheâs moved on, married to a rich guy on the west coast. And Iâve moved on as well.â
You straightened up as he gazed down at you. You didnât know why you cared so much. And you didnât want to analyze his last sentence.
âOh.â
Now, Steve was smiling down at you like he thought you were jealous.
Which was absurd.Â
And he looked as if he was happy about that ridiculous idea.
You were right.
Steve was jumping for joy on the inside at the way you reacted to hearing about Peggy. He didnât expect to think about her, much less have to explain her to you tonight, but if it led to you realizing you had feelings for him, he was glad of Sharonâs connection. And the way she ran her mouth, although it was annoying.
âYou good, Peach?â
You werenât good. You found yourself wanting to show Steve your suite, especially the ceiling, as you rode his cock on the king sized bed so as to make him forget about any other pussy ever existing. But you must have been tweaking.
You needed to get out of there.
You turned around and went to find your cousin.
âIâm great Mr. Rogers. You have a good night.â
And Steve was left watching you walk away again.
ââ
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Iâm not quite done with this idea but i don't think i'm in a place to sit down and write a fic so i'll just word vomit here
First of all, my two fav side effects of this AU:
Not only does Edward not have the edge on Bella that he has on everyone, but she has that edge on him. He's forced to be vulnerable to her the same way everyone but her is forced to be with him. He's getting a taste of his own medicine in the worst way. (not that he's invading others' privacy on purpose most of the time, but it is what it is)
2a. Edward does a lot of romanticizing Bella, because he can. She's the one person onto whom he can project. It sounds nastier than it is-- that's how all relationships are to some degree, especially at first before you get to know the person. The difference is how much of a novelty this is for Edward. Finally, he can get to know someone at a normally pace, not privy to private events they don't mean to share. He goes a little overboard idealizing her because she's the first mystery he's had in a long ass time. Except now... Bella can catch him doing it.
2b. Bella's got the reverse now. She gets all Edward's dirty laundry from the jump. She meets him at his very worst... and she sees him rise above it, and how quickly he turns around.
Okay busting out my copy of Midnight Sun for this play-by-play of the first book:
Obviously a big plot change is Bella knows Edward is a vampire from day one. Even if she doesn't clue in from anything she hears from him in the cafeteria (she might not even fully realize what's happening in the cafeteria; maybe Bella's telepathy doesn't have as long a range as Edward's b/c she's human and also "borrowing" the gift), it's super obvious as soon as her scent hits him in Biology.
She's frozen in place from the shock of suddenly having telepathy + the revelation that vampires are real + Edward's a telepath (that can't hear her?) + the sheer violence in Edward's thoughts. She manages to gather her thoughts enough to consider running out of the room or even asking to be excused, but she doesn't trust her voice to not give away her terror, which would escalate the situation.
Class ends and Edward runs out and Bella decides very, very quickly that Edward Cullen cannot know that she can read his mind and knows about him being a vampire. Surely he would follow through on killing her if he knew. She's got to play it cool like none of this ever happened. She can't tell anyone, because he (and his vampire family?) would kill them too.
Some of Edward's thoughts in Biology involved following her home and eating her there so there'd be less casualties. She has no way of knowing that he ran away to Alaska. It's not even a comfort that he doesn't return to school; she spends the whole time he's away waiting for him to appear out of thin air and kill her. She sharpens a stick from her backyard into a stake which she keeps in her backpack because she has no way of knowing it couldn't work, and she doesn't want to feel totally helpless, even if it's a silly gesture. No harm in trying.
In this time she does get some flashes of Alice's visions during lunch now that Alice has turned her "eye" on her. She has no clue what to make of them. Her with red eyes?? Her smiling with Alice?? Her with Edward?? These cannot be coming from her own imagination what the fuck is going on, she must be losing her mind from everything that's been happening
Edward comes back to school and Bella's picking up snippets from him from across the room. he seems much less murder-y. but she's not ready to trust that after everything she heard that first day. It doesn't help that Edward is coming in with every intention of gaslighting her ("Why didnât she look up? Probably she was frightened. I must be sure to leave her with a different impression this time. Make her think sheâd been imagining things before.")
The thing about Bella trying to hide her telepathy, which becomes very apparent in Biology on Edward's first day back, is she's never had to do that before. It's very difficult. It doesn't help that Edward's internal monologue is trained on how helpless she isa nd how it hurts to breathe near her because she smells so tasty
Talking to Edward is just difficult Iâm general bc vampires are canonically capable of having multiple trains of thought at once and we know Bella is frequently ~dazzled~ by his beauty so Edward quickly becomes very concerned for this poor girl sheâs hanging on by a THREAD
And of course Bella hears this worry so sheâs in a positive feedback loop of anxiety. RIP
anyway Bella doesnât do a perfect job of hiding her fear and her newfound ability. She slips up juuuust enough that Edward is Suspicious. But she makes it through
The tipping point for Bella going from "terrified" to "oh this is a complicated creature" is the incident with Tyler's van. For a horrible moment, Bella's absorbed in Alice's vision of her getting squished. Then she hears Not her! in her head in Edward's voice, clear as day. And she hears all Edward's anxiety over the potential for exposure but also how he just really, really doesn't want her to die (even if it's confusing him). She laughs a little too hard at his "no blood, no foul" joke at the hospital because she's in on it now and she's too stressed to think better of it.
I think her mind also, like. Snaps. at this point. She's done worrying. He's gonna kill her or he's not. He can't even seem to decide, and she can't do anything about it anyway, she's just going to keep on keeping on and if she dies, well, at least the end of her life will have been the most interesting bit? And yeah she's a little bit of a freak and she's fascinated by this guy. What is his deal. Sheâs along for the ride now
Bella doesn't grill Edward for the truth of how he got over to her so fast but she does slip up and thank him for risking so much to save her and he's like wait. Does she mean risking his life with the van or risking exposure of him and his family? There's no way she could know about that??
Of course that day is the day Alice lets it slip to Edward that he's going to fall in love with Bella. Bella isn't present for that but the next month, Edward refuses to talk to Bella but she hears a constant stream of I do NOT have a crush on her, I AM going to kill Mike Newton, I am NOT falling for her, even if it'd be so easy to fall for her, I wonder what she's thinking right now, I will NOT destroy her future, my throat HURTS and honestly it's still freaky as hell to be privy to a vampire's mind but her mind's kinda. Snapped. by now. and she can't help but be a tiny bit amused. At least he's not fighting "the monster within" anymore? Is this some weird strategy to keep from killing her? Sure, fine, whatever, thanks
Bella catches snippets of memories of the family meeting about killing her too. Btw. Much 2 think about
When Edward finally asks her if she wants a ride to Seattle, she hears how genuinely nervous he is, and she knows, fucking knows exactly how dangerous he is, so she honestly shocks herself when she says yes. He hasnât killed her yet, and heâs genuinely fascinating, at this point sheâs Into him but also studying him like a bug
At lunch that day Bella hears in Edwardâs head that heâs ditching because theyâre blood typing. She canât think of a good excuse to also ditch. Edward is extremely confused that she leaves for Biology like sheâs about to walk into a war zone
Port Angeles happens much the same as in canon with Bella feigning ignorance and acting like she hasnât known about Edward being a vampire from day one. It seems silly to admit she figured out the vampire thing but not mention the telepathy, but every time she opens her mouth to admit to the telepathy, she remembers the snippets of the family meeting about killing her and she chokes on her tongue. Itâs one thing for a vampire to choose to confirm a humanâs suspicions about the existence of vampires. Itâs another entirely for a human to have direct access to a vampireâs mind and the whole covenâs secrets, right?
So now Bellaâs stuck herself in a horrible situation where Edwardâs trying to be honest with her and sheâs lying to his face. Angst angst angst
Bella doesnât realize that night that sheâs in love with Edward.
Edward has a really conflicting image of Bella because on the one hand nothing ever seems to surprise her. On the other, she seems nervous every time she opens her mouth. The idea that she can read his mind is just so far-fetched it just doesnât occur to himâ even he couldnât read thoughts as a human
Bella hears the Bug Calculations in the meadow. I just wanted to point that out. Itâs hilarious
Bella finally breaks. Iâm thinking Midnight Sun page 349, right after this exchange:
âŠbut when she says âyou know, the rest of us feel that way all the timeâ itâs absolutely stricken with guilt and nerves. He never gets a choice in telling her what heâs thinking. Itâs finally being thrown in her face. She canât keep this up anymore. This canât go onâ not without him knowing
So of course replace âI was wishing I could know what youâre thinkingâ with a horrible minute of absolute silence from Bella. Her heart rate spikes and she finally braces herself says âno, âthe rest of usâ includes your family. They canât read minds, either.â
Even with his vampiric supercomputer brainâą it takes a good 5 seconds for him to register that sheâs responding to something he didnât say out loud. He chokes out her name in a strangled cry. This is the quietest his mind has ever been to her. She broke him. Good lord did she trigger something is he going to kill herâ no, he wouldnât, but what ifâ
Bella immediately starts crying. Sorry, babygirl. Yeah she terrified. She thinks Here it comes. She starts babbling. She blurts out the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth. âIâm not like you. Not really. I can only âhearâ you. And I donât think my range is as far as yours, from what youâve described. Iâve been afraid to tell you because I figured someone like you couldnât let someone like me live with the knowledge I have now but because I was afraid to let you suspect I knew anything, I got to know youâ etc etc
Edward is still through all of it. Deathly (hah) still. Straight corpsinâ. Sheâs now getting static from his brainâ too many thoughts too fast for her human mind to pick anything comprehensible out.
Boy oh boy if Edward was struggling with the mortifying ordeal of being known before⊠he just found out the woman heâs in love with has been live-streaming his inner monologue every second theyâve been together. Noice đ
Heâs really, really angry. At Bella, for hiding this. At himself, for not seeing it sooner. At himself again, for every wicked thought heâs had in her presence (I know heâs prob not catholic but the catholic guilt is strong in this one). Every shared moment with her flashes before his eyes in reverse chronological order, leaving him off with the first day in Biology. Truly the most heinous thoughts heâs ever thunk, in his opinion, and she heard it all. âYouâre here.â He says. âYou know exactly how close Iâve come to killing you, over and over again⊠and youâre here.â It occurs to him that Bella couldâve been going along with his plans and pretending to be his friend for fear of her life, but she hears that train of thought and shuts it down: âYes, Iâm here. Because I want to be.â Edward winces because okay, yes, it does suck being on this side of the telepathy, confirmed.
Still, he tells her in short order, because he thinks it needs to be said: âYou can leave right now. You can never talk to me again. I wonât come after you, and Iâll protect you from my family.â He silently prays that Alice loves Bella enough to not tell Rose or Jasper about this if sheâs seen it, and then winces when he realizes Bella can probably hear that heâs not 100% certain he could protect her from his family.
She takes his hand. Gives him a really sad smile. âIâll stay⊠if youâre sure you want me to.â
Edward starts choking/laughing/sobbing. Hereâs this girl whoâs seen him at pretty much his lowest, laughed her way through his feeble disguise, and somehow still accepts him.
Hearing this thought, something occurs to Bella: she loves him. Isnât that what love is? Seeing someoneâs worst, and taking their hand? Maybe sheâs not in love with him yet, but⊠yeah, thatâs some kind of love.
Now sheâs looking at him like she loves him. Edward doesnât dare believe thatâs the expression sheâs wearing, so her softened gaze and slight smile are driving him crazy: âTell me what youâre thinkingâ I think Iâm justified in asking, nowâ heâs still reeling so heâs gonna crack a joke, ok
âI meant it when I said youâre beautiful.â He can appreciate that more nowâ she knew how truly monstrous he was when she said that. Heâs been dead wrong about her not understanding, or underestimatingâ she knows. It doesnât really connect in his brain. So the word âBeautifulâ sends him off on his canon tangent about being designed to kill (âaS iF yOu CoUlD oUtRuN mEâ)â maybe an in-person demonstration will drill it into her that heâs too dangerous to want to be around
Instead of calling herself an idiot for still wanting to be around him, Bella argues that sheâs aware of all that, but sheâs also aware of the horrible pain he endures just to be around her, and all the control heâs shown so far.
Okay this is long enough already djdjxjxdjsjs TBC if thereâs any demand for it
AU where Bellaâs gift is not so much a shield as it is an Uno reverse card
Edward can read everyoneâs mind but Bellaâs as in canon, but now she can read Edwardâs mind
Aliceâs visions are blank where sheâs concerned (like the werewolves in canon), but Bella can see visions of the future involving Alice, or has visions when sheâs around Alice. Jasperâs gift is already kinda 2-way so he can still sense/manipulate her emotions, but she can do it back to him. She can hurt Jane, zap Kate, etc etc
Bella would have the weirdest fucking first day of school anyone has ever had, ever. Thereâs a voice in her head saying âyeah okay I guess sheâs pretty but kind of plain andâ wait why canât I hear herâ and then Biology is just. The worst hour of her life. but being Bella sheâs just sitting there like
âŠwhile Edward plans the death of her and all her classmates right next to her
#hoa5#Uno reverse au#I have more outline and notes but I seriously doubt I will ever write an actual fic with this#that said if anyone DOES want to tackle it Iâd happily beta/consult and possibly even co-write?#if you DO use this idea for anything all I ask is you let me know so I can read it đ
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you've given me too much animorphs inspiration (animorspiration?) and I'm now drowning. help. I wrote like half an essay on The Tragedy of David and how it's not really about whether he deserved a chance to change but the fact that they just straight up did not have the luxury (or tools) to give one. I think that while rachel's only regret is not giving him a clean kill, at the same time she would have done almost anything to be able to throw david at a competent adult role model and watch him face a nonlethal and constructive consequence for his actions.
I think a lot of things about david, too many for the little shit. he's such an asshole, he's cruel and sexist and so fucking unpleasant to read about I can barely imagine the horror of actually being in a room with him. but he's also just fucking thirteen. I want to grab him by the scruff of his neck and send him to therapy. even better I want a story where his family lives and it doesn't magically make him a decent person, he's still awful because he's goddamn david, and *then* he's dragged to a good therapy program and has a real incentive to change. also I guess the child soldier thing would be happening too in the background or whatever.
I couldn't agree more, with all of that. The decision to nothlit him (and kill him) is excruciatingly well-justified in canon. He's so despicable that I often want to reach through the page and throttle him. He reminds me of myself when I was a spoiled, damaged 13-year-old sick to death of being The New Kid at every school.
Maybe I was never quite that misogynistic. But at 13, I thought Light Yagami had the right approach to ethics. I thought the world would be better off if people would just shut up and give more power to the government. I was naive, I was awkward, I was a rich white kid with more experience being excluded than befriended and my social skills reflected that. Oh, and did I mention my obsession with snakes and horror comics and trying to shock adults? Because that's the root of my personal desire to stomp David's face in.
He's a normal kid, with normal problems, with a normal amount of teenage self-centeredness and temperamentalism. And the other Animorphs have basically no choice but to kill him to get him off their team. Because he's not ready for the tremendous soul-crushing responsibility they're forced to take on, to keep their species alive.
You know that old joke, about including exactly one normal athlete on every Olympic team so that we can really appreciate just how astoundingly good all the Olympians are? That's David, for the Animorphs. He's not superhumanly selfless, and he's the only one on the team for whom that's true.
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Dreaming and Lucid dreaming are Shifting.
Did that make you mad? Good, now read this till the end.
- Dreams: a series of thoughts, images, and sensations occurring in a person's mind during sleep.
- Lucid dreaming: dreams when you know you're dreaming while you're asleep.
- Shifting: a practice where individuals shift their awareness to alternate realities.
DREAMS
Since our awareness is shifting every second, what happens when we go to sleep? When our awareness stops being aware what happens?
Kids, kids, your awareness stops being aware here when you sleep. What about other realities?
When your conscious self goes to sleep, your subconscious self, which is connected to every reality imaginable what does it to?
It explores.
It explores all the different realities without limitations. Those are dreams. Every dream you've had is a different reality.
You are unaware while dreaming. You can't control these dreams. Why? Because did you think you can control your reality before stumbling upon manifesting or shifting? It's conditioning that is common in most of your dreams because you are conditioned that way, to believe reality cannot be controlled. This is why sometimes you can't differentiate between dreams and reality. Because they're both the same thing, one just happens when you're asleep.
We dream every night. The average is about 4-6 times each night. You shift every night. You remember some, you forget some. For me to explain why we forgot I'd have to make a different post because it'd get very long. For now just use Google.
"But why do my dreams revolve around this reality?" you ask. Because you're dreaming with the beliefs and conditioning of this reality.
If you were born in a magical world and were aware there, then your dreams will revolve around magic.
Shifting happens when you become aware of a different reality, When you've known only a particular reality your whole life, you subconscious only goes to different versions of that really. (I said subconscious because your conscious is asleep)
This is not fixed by the way. Like when you see a movie and you dream about it. When you become aware of a different world, you shift to (dream about) a different world.
Emotions play a important role in dreaming as well. They decide what your dream will be in different ways. Example: When you have a crush, you get a dream of being with them, it was fueled by your emotions of wanting to be with them. That there, is a reality where you are in a happy relationship with your crush.
Dreams are you shifting realities while unaware based on your beliefs, emotions, thoughts and conditioning of this particular reality.
Wait, beliefs, emotions, thoughts and conditioning? That sounds familiar. What else does that make? Oh yeah, your CR.
LUCID DREAMING
Now, since we've got the first topic covered, why can we control some dreams and not the other? People train themselves to lucid dream. It is possible to control all your dreams. When you become aware of the spiritual aspect of things, you get more vivid, lucid dreams because that is you taking control back whether it's a dream or your reality.
You can still lucid dreaming without ever knowing any spiritual aspect of anything. Why? Because shifting is the essence of existence. You shift every second, even sleeping.
You become aware in a dream and control it much like you scripted you can similar to your dr. It's the same.
I know what you're thinking, if they're the same, why does lucid dreaming and shifting feel so different?
Because you're aware of the fact that you're lucid dreaming. Emphasis on the dreaming here. You know you can control it, but you think you're still dreaming. 'Dreaming' for us defines that it's not real when in fact it is. If you changed your awareness to it being an actual reality, congratulations you've shifted with full awareness this time.
HOW DOES SHIFTING RELATE TO THEM
Dreaming and Lucid dreaming are a part of shifting. They are sub categories of shifting.
When you DREAM you're unaware of it being a dream, you think it's happening right now, but your conscious is asleep.
When you LUCID DREAM you're only half aware because you still believe that it's a 'dream' that you control.
When you SHIFT you're fully aware. Your conscious and subconscious are both in focused on one reality in front of you, like in your CR.
Everything you know or don't know is a part of shifting. Shifting is everything. Dreams and Lucid dreaming are not that different after all. They are different experiences yes. But the core of shifting is the same everywhere.
WHAT LEAD TO ME FINDING THIS OUT
I actually knew this for sometime, but it didn't hit me until a few days ago. How much we underestimate the mind in our daily life. Thinking shifting is something that leads us somewhere, when in reality it's us that leads shifting. You're all shifters because you're human. Human nature is shifting itself.
I've experimented in my dreams, becoming lucid and telling my mind to shift me places, to shift me back. Just whatever you can think of. The amount of power we hold in our dreams is the same as we hold in our daily life. Why the difference?
Time isn't real, so is reality. Who's to know except you?
Scientists do not know why we dream. Here is your answer.
This is my belief. My knowledge. My knowing. You don't have to accept this. You can think they're different, not at all related. That I'm just spouting nonsense. But then you are forgetting that we're shifting 24/7 why would that not include everything including dreams?
I'm open to opinions and questions. Please be civil and do not fight regarding this. Do not spread misinformation.
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Bojunyixiaoâs China Internet Audio Visual festival â€ïžđđ
who knew we will be getting another one of these same-event things right after wb night. lol. i honestly didnât expect it. tho xz was more of the one attending this in the past than yibo so when i wasnât seeing him in the initial announcements, i thought that this time itâs gonna be yibo coming in. i guess it makes sense that they will both be there cause they had really good projects come out last year + this is a government promoted event. but still. the program is also pre-recorded so they could literally have gone on different days to do their solo performances unless they do a group one with all the attendees.
yibo was the first one to announce his attendance on 1/21 which included a poster and a video invite. in terms of promotion on that day, it seems like he is the primary celebrity for it. the next day, xz also shares the news that he will be there.
and so we have another event to look forward to!
i love how xinhua news agency weibo posted about the festival and mentioned them like this (p2). i love seeing their names together in this way! đ«¶đŒ
we also had the program the day before and found that the boys are gonna perform at the latter part. with wyb as the second to the last. some photos were also shared but our fave would be the event photoshoot!
matching! holding some sort of camera đ·
not only that, the studioâs captions have something similar ć
±è”Ž which means something like go together. so is this for them? they are going together? đ
looking at the photos too, xz is sparkling! and yibo is his usual baby boy cuter than usual self đ«¶đŒ
we donât know what happened behind the scenes but itâs comforting to see them in good condition at events like this.
lastly, in xzs behind the scenes video for his photoshoot, the song used had some audio in it. the message is so sweet! HAHAHAHAHAHA! We imagine this is like XZ. he is not very âstickyâ but he loves very deeply đđđ
and the caption with the moon and goodnight at 23:59. p1 is for his bday, when we heard the first snippet of the goodnight song. p2 is weibo night which they both attended and last was yesterday. what a special greeting đ
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Since a certain someone ahem @sundaysconsort ahem, made me sad... You guys shall suffer with me đ«¶đ
The dim glow of the Astral Express cast soft shadows on the walls, the gentle hum of its engines the only sound breaking the silence. You sat near the windows, gazing out at the stars that blurred into streaks of light, each one carrying the memory of a distant world.
Sunday stood at the other end of the room, his ethereal figure framed by the soft glow of the halo behind him. His wings flickered slightly, betraying the turbulence within, but his face remained composed, as it always didâdistant, yet not unkind.
He hadnât said much since youâd boarded the train together. His usual perceptiveness was there, but today, it felt like he was watching you more than speaking to you. It made the air feel thick with unspoken words, and you found yourself longing for him to speak, to break the silence.
âAre you⊠alright?â you asked quietly, breaking the stillness.
Sunday turned, his eyes soft, distant. For a moment, it seemed like he might say something elseâsomething more guarded, as he often did. But instead, he took a few slow steps toward you, his back wings folding gently at his back.
He gazed at you for a long time, and for the first time, you saw the subtle weariness behind his eyes. It wasnât the guilt or the burden of his past, but something more intimateâlike a longing, a quiet, almost imperceptible need.
âWhat happens when we let our hearts heal,â he murmured, almost to himself, as his voice barely rose above the hum of the train. âWhen we let our souls breathe?â
You tilted your head, unsure whether he was speaking to you or to some deeper part of himself. There was a sadness there, like he had been contemplating it for far too long, but never quite finding the answer.
His gaze met yours, and it was like he was searching for somethingâreassurance, perhaps, or even a hint of the answer. There was a moment of stillness, and then he stepped closer, his presence drawing you in, though there was no physical force behind it. Just the pull of his quiet, vulnerable self.
âItâs⊠difficult,â he said, his voice barely above a whisper. âTo imagine a world where wounds donât define us. To believe that we might find peace, when everything around us tells us that itâs out of reach.â
Your heart tightened, unsure of how to respond. You could see the conflict in himâthe same conflict that had always been there, hidden beneath his calm demeanor.
His wings shifted, an almost imperceptible flutter, as he looked away for a moment, clearly struggling with his own thoughts. "I have spent my life trying to save others from pain, from suffering. Yet, in doing so, Iâve never once allowed myself the same kindness.â
You could feel the weight of those words, heavy with the years of internal battles he had fought, the ideals he had tried to uphold, only to face the harsh reality that even the most noble of dreams could come at a cost.
His voice, soft and distant again, slipped out. âWhat happens when we stop hiding from ourselves? When we let go of all the ways weâve been conditioned to believe we must be?â
A silence hung in the air, filled with the tension between his idealism and the reality of his struggles. His eyes met yours once more, this time not with the distance you were used to, but with an openness that felt as if he were letting you see the parts of him he so carefully shielded from the world.
âWould you stay with me?â he asked, the question raw, vulnerable in a way that felt foreign to him.
It was a question laden with all the fears he never let himself speak ofâthe fear of loss, of failure, of not being enough. But there was also something else, something quieter. Hope.
In that moment, as you looked at him, you realized that perhaps he had never truly asked for help, never truly let anyone in. But now, in the delicate balance between his ideals and his heart, he was opening up to the possibility of healing. A possibility that, for the first time, seemed just within reach.
âWhat happens when we let our hearts heal, when we let our souls breathe?â he repeated, his voice fragile, as though the answer rested between the two of you.
You took a deep breath, feeling the weight of his question settle into your chest. With a quiet resolve, you stepped forward, closing the distance between you. âI think we learn how to live again,â you whispered.
And for the first time in a long time, you saw the faintest flicker of hope in his eyes.
#x reader#honkai star rail#hsr#honkai star rail x reader#hsr x reader#sunday x reader#sunday x you#sunday x y/n#sunday hsr#sunday honkai star rail#hsr x you#hsr x y/n#hsr x gender neutral reader#hurt/comfort#emotional healing#vulnerability#inner conflict#slow burn#redemption#angst with a happy ending#x you#x y/n
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â But The Night, He Calls Me â Bruce "Batman" Wayne x GN Civilian!Reader Fic â
Genre: Fluff || they/them pronouns for reader || No warnings needed
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It was hard to imagine a time where anything noteworthy in Gotham didn't happen during a dark and stormy night. The city was a pretty big pull for raincoulds, low hanging fog, and a general morose look. But above all else, it was your home, though you didn't prefer to walk out at night these days. With the notoriously shoddy work of the GCPD and crime rates almost triple as high compared to the neighboring cities, you didn't exactly feel the wet concrete and dark alley corners beckoning you anytime soon.
The roof, however, was a different matter. Your roofâ or, well, the roof to the apartment complex you lived atâ became a frequent spot to the one man who could ever make a dent in Gotham City crime. The very same man you could see perched on the edge of the parapet right now. You approached slowly, taking careful steps as to not make a sound. After painfully long moments of inching, you were almost close enough to reach out. You shuffled just a bit more, preparing to make yourself known-
"Go back inside" the dark figure cut in, low gravelly voice clear and familiar. You sighed deeply, giving up and moving to step up to the vigilante's side "How do you always do that?". "I'm a detective, it's my job" the Batman said flatly. You leaned against the parapet he was standing atop "It's uncanny is what it is. After all these months you'd think I'd be able to get the drop on you at least once". "Villains who have been chasing me since the beginning of my career haven't managed it either, don't be too discouraged" Batman replied.
You chuckled a little, looking over the edge of the roof. The crime fighter's dry humor was a reason the two of you got along so well. After meeting by chance a few times, it became a more regular occurrence to meet up like this. Sometimes you'd get to see him spring into action, or maybe even return from a fight. But tonight, it seems, was uneventful. "Slow day?" You asked. "There's never a slow day in Gotham," Batman responded "You just need to know where to find the action". You couldn't help but snort a little at the claim "Okay, tough guy, so why haven't you set off yet?". "There's no point to a stakeout if you jump in before the crook" Batman said, and you gave a thoughtful nod in reply.
"You should really go back inside" the caped crusader spoke up "It's late. You've got work, I'm sure". "Got the day off, actually, detective" You responded "And I can't sleep knowing there's a bat on my roof". That got a faint hum from the dark knight, the closest you got to an amused reaction from him. The wind picked up from the just-passed storm, bringing a chill that bit your cheeks and clung to your clothes in one large wave. You couldn't help but shiver, tugging your jacket tighter around your pajamas.
Batman kept his gaze on the streets below, watching as puddles rippled with the last few drops from the sky and lamps flickered from lack of care. He was in tune with every foot of concrete road, attuned to any and every movement. The only thing that pulled his attention was when feeling his long billowing cape being tugged. His head looked over, seeing you wrapping the inky black fabric around your shoulders. "What- what are you doing" Batman asked, mildly confused. "It's not really fair that you're the only one that gets to wrap up in this thing" you said, scooting closer to him for more coverage.
"I do that to cloak myself" Batman countered, sliding off the parapet to be standing on the top of the roof beside you. "Right. And I'm using it to warm myself" you said casually, shuffling to his side. You honestly expected him to give some gruff, witty comment and snatch the cape back. If it were any other situation, with any other person, maybe he would have. But instead, he just looked back to the streets, using an arm to hold out more of the martial for you. You smiled, tucking fully into his side and now being fully wrapped up. "Better?" Batman asked, avoiding looking down at you. You nodded, leaning on his shoulder "A lot, yeah. Thanks, Bats"
Batman gave a short 'hm' in response, going back to being silent. But he kept an arm around your lower back, keeping you held close to his frame. As much as he was trying to avoid it, it did poor things to his heart to see you shivering in the cold because of him. He very briefly placed his chin atop your head, using his free hand to tap your shoulder. "Ten minutes. Then you're going back to bed"
"Fine, fine" you said, nuzzling up to him a bit more "Ten minutes". Batman hesitated a little, before allowing himself to wrap his arms around you fully. He gave you a brief but strong embrace, letting you soak up his warmth just for now. He could spare ten mintues. It's not like any villain could outrun him for long, anyways.
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