#but i gotta do smth or else everything is just misery

[eatyourmaker]

Small bonus to this post bc I feel like actual shit

[intertexts]

ok ok ok ok okj ok ok ok !!!! ok. nhw in your inbox bc im insane. we;re both insane. guy spinning gif. because the image of nhw dakota with the scar is so burned into my mind. the way i was originally imagining it hes had the scar since his parents got killed and whoever originally did it (idk if we're including worm characters in here for funsies but i have literally just been picturing jack slash as the one who killed dakotas parents LMAO) i think he should get a moment like 11b where jack makes the deal w theo to get powers and come back to kill him . and then he gets the scar as like a . "here something to remind you" or whatever.

i think smth like that would just add more reason behind dakotas whole "i need to be a good hero" thing and also that thing you keep saying about regular dakota where you think he should kill a guy <3 dakota damascus killing a man baked into the fucking BONES of nhw

BUT ALSO I REALLY REALLY WANT THAT SCENE W VIRION so . insult to injury in the most literal sense whoever theyre fighting at the time (maybe the same guy?) just. reopens his scar or makes it worse or somehitng. i love pain and misery forever. dakotas turn in the blender

NEW HAVEN WARDS IN MY INBOX AWESOME!!!!fucking love nhw in my inbox. this is fixing me.

THIS IS SO GOOD..... YEAH........ dakota damascus killing a man baked into the bones of nhw!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah. yeah. he wants to be a good hero but. not only because he needs to be Good etc. because of terror and fear and a race to get good enough fast enough to kill this guy... ill be ill!! ill be sick!!! insane that the new haven wards heirs to the protectorate ALREADY each have personal ties to the slaughterhouse nine. at. 17/18. do u realize how horrifying that is. we gotta talk abt all of their backstories dude.... not rn i am so tired. but. i think yr at the point in worm where i can start talking more in depth abt trigger events n stuff so maybe i'll stop being cagey abt that!!!!!! i have each of their trigger events crystallized perfectly in my mind's eye n we gotta fill in everything else!!!! i can't get over the idea of tiny maybe just triggered dakota with the world's worst superpower (he doesnt have the speed yet!!! just the shitty thinker power!!) challenging the s9. he's gotta know theres no chance. also yayayay i think it would b fun to just kinda smush the universes together n have characters from both.... ain't nobody got time to be re-worldbuilding wholesale!!

FUCKED UP, BTW???? TO PHYSICALLY RE-OPEN THAT SCAR???? like are you fucking TRYING to kill me??? literally thought there was no way 2 make that situation worse than it already was in canon. but that hurts so bad i will Not be able 2 stop thinking abt it.im gonna be ill. i hope u know what ur fucking doing 2 me saying dakota's turn on the blender!!!!!!!!!! i gave that guy curse of Constantly In Pain And Guilt categorically my absolute Favorite guy to put in the blender!!!!!! im gonna be mashing him into fucking paste in the mortar and pestle......

[unironicduncanstan]

Total Drama Music Camp AU - playlist / performance ideas

here she is,,,, the cursed secret texts,,,,, the total drama music camp playlist , along with some short explanations below, cringe city bitch (most of these are just covers that i feel are the closest to the performance Style id imagine for these characters and not necessarily the exact sound but u feel me) also i went back and tagged my previous posts abt this concept with “td music camp au” so if you dont know what the helling fuck im talking abt plz have a gander xoxo

link: youtube .com/playlist?list=PL-bPcaq3ZK2L682RHPauxrsFIPvGJdsiM (space is there so tumblr hopefully doesnt nerf me from the tag 🥺 )

Some Nights - ok so first weeks challenge. i feel like chris would just want them to all collab together on one huge group performance. kinda like on the first day of school when they make you do the ‘get to know you’ tests. idk exactly who would sing what parts tho bc there are so many so let your imagination run wild !!

Hand crushed by a mallet - ok. OKYAY. im a home of sexual. but this is a Cody, Trent, Tyler, Harold and Izzy song. Cody is on vocals (especially the rap in this version shdofsgjsk), Trent is on guitar and some vocals (does some back and forth with him during the rap), Tyler is on drums (and does that one tiny background screamy bit towards the end), Izzy and Harold are joined up on creating the background track and DJing the whole thing. the distortion/choppy part at the end is izzy LIVE going ape on the audio level sliders. its one of the most energetic performances of the whole series and surprises everyone including the group themselves

Misery Business - Duncan on vocals and guitar, Geoff on drums, Trent also on guitar and maybe some backup vocals. you all know i chose that bc i love associating mgk with duncan but. i rly like this idea actually ;;

Paparazzi - ezekiel. idk who the fuck else except maybe justin bc he’d dance that shit to death. i will not apologize thats Him and its fire but you may write and send any formal complaints to my po box. ill roll a blunt with them,

Pom Pom - Lindsay, Heather, Sadie+Katie, and Izzy. Lindsay and Heather are on vocals, sharing the chorus and each getting a solo verse, and ofc izzy does the weird rap part towards the end, and most of the background track. they all thought they were stuck with izzy but izzy is stuck with these preps. Sadie and Katie are on backup vocals, but their role in this one is mostly dancing and adding ✨ stage presence. 

Maps - Trent is on the guitar and male vocals while Courtney is on the female vocals (the ~top two performers~ gotta have a song together eventually right), DJ on drums, Bridgette on piano. Heather, Lindsay, Justin, and Leshawna are dancers bc lbr the dance from the video is pretty good for a group number

CREEPER? AW MAN - ok this one. is kind of a joke but wouldnt it be rly hilarious if cody, ezekiel, and harold did this one mostly for fun and the whole second part with the existential breakdown was just. used with on stage satire to make fun of chris for being old or smth. like would they suffer that week, yes, would it be worth it, Y E S, 

Shatter me - Eva, Courtney, Gwen, Beth. QwQ Eva’s on vocals for the first time and rocks it, Courtney is on violin, Gwen on drums, and Beth uses her instruments to make a background track before the performance so she can do stage tech/DJ stuff. oh also justin should be on this one bc i want. those costumes from t he vi deo, 

Chop suey - Lindsay and Courtney on vocals (LMAOSJFkSF listen. we love contrast queens that stun the crowd), Duncan on guitar, Eva on drums (and a lot of background screaming to help the Vibe Tee Em)

Unwritten - Leshawna and Trent? ik its a weird combo but i think they’d kill this

Shake it - GEOFF LMFAOGHJKgjfdG

White Winter Hymnal - Lindsay as Kirstie, Noah probably as Avi even tho we all know he can’t sing that fuckgin low. and idk my other 3 bros as Cody, Tyler and Ezekiel. truly iconique group

Forget me too - QWQ DUNCAN AND COURTNEY ,,,,,,,,,,,, i dont apoloigze for the second mgk = duncan pick, anyways duncans also on guitar, gwen on drums (there is no love triangle in this au btw. the only reason theyre singing this song is bc of the regular ~tension~ that u see in like tdi but its just for the stage mostly. as soon as the songs over they would hug and cheer abt it)

Simple and Clean - Bridgette on singing, Gwen on piano, DJ on drums, Beth on general stage stuff + creates the backtrack with Bridgette's harmonies overlayed

Mr. Brightside - OWEN ON THE BRASS YES BBY ITS HIS TIME 2 FUCKIENG SHINE, Geoff on drums, Gwen begrudgingly on piano, Noah is on vocals and they have to literally bribe him with everything they HAVE to get him to try and sing this way. and he does it and it aint too shabby but he will never do it again

Domino - Leshawna on vocals (again these choices are all, based on general vibe and style and not necessarily voice, this is a tiny white girl singing,), Tyler on drums, Duncan on guitar. energy to the max babey the speakers are gonna blow the fuck out on this one

Starships - KATIE AND SADIE GET TO BE A MAIN DUO !!! they alternate lines , with courtney on violin, izzy on that synthy backtrack, and justin is involved in this one bc id change just a couple of things abt the music video costumes for these characters but like. [grabby hands] gimme

Bulletproof - ezekiel vibes.....? izzy and harold get to team up again for the backtrack. weird kids only karaoke night

The Wolves And The Ravens - 🥺 a geoff and bridgette songk,,,,, 

Never Enough Praying (Mashup) - Courtney on Praying, Heather on Never Enough, Beth and Izzy end up together on the background stuff and make a rly nice track actually

Gasoline - bitch. you know what im gonna say but duncans on vocals, Tyler on guitar, Geoff on drums, Ezekiels on track

Better not wake the baby - Noah gets to sing a song that actually matches his style a tiny bit better lol, DJ on drums, Trent on guitar, and i feel like beth is the only one with any hope of figuring out the accordion keyboard thing thats in the background

This is Gospel - Gwen on piano and Trent on vocals. really the music video is the most important part for me bc i think a challenge where oyu have to sing a really intense emotional song while chris gets to dump shit down on your head from the ceiling of the stage. sounds perfect,

Wildest Dreams - codys on vocals bc god i am Obsessed with this cover being a bisexuality / coming out song . everybody thinks hes just regular simping and being his usual fuccboi self when he chooses this song till he gets to those Very Intentionally Unchanged Pronouns that he sings a little too enthusiastically hhhshHDSHHHSDH , also DJ on drums and Tyler on guitar

Happier - Bridgette solo ! 

Stay - Courtney on guitar and vocals, Dj and Harold are on the hand drum shit. once again i live for the ‘unlikely group actually works together and rocks it’ stuff. courtney as always has talent and enjoys what she does but harold and dj kind of steal the show with how in sync and energetic they are abt it lmfaodghd

[alphaketoglutaricacid]

@onehithero said: also we know theres at least some actual animals besides gadoll liek the scorpion n cows tht show up for a sec in ep 1 so tankers hav tht going for them re: food sources ..SORRY FOR RAMBLING SO MUCH deca dence essay got sleeper agent activated

onehithero said: i rly like what usaid abt kabu from natsumes pov too but i cannot form a half cohernet thought abt tht one

onehithero said: ALSO ALSO i think its interesting how the ep 8 conversation w minato is i think the only time kabu talks abt being jealous of humans being able to choose their own paths

onehithero said: also how minatos convinced hes like a good lil cog in the machine yet hes done 50 things tht wuld get him labeled as a bug but he just ignores all tht. the both of them can be so disconnected w reality

onehithero said: like minato didnt know abt 1)natsume 2) how the system has made kabu so severely depressed n he culdnt put up w it anymore.n minato continues pushing the just go along w the system shit he doesnt understand tht he was contributing to kabus misery.. n bc of tht kabu doesnt trust minato enough to tell him abt natsume for so long but then he goes n asks smth so big of him as go against the system

onehithero said: thinks abt how kabu n minato r obviously so important to each other but minato understands him less n less over time & kabu kinda already knew its risky to confide in minato like minato did know abt pipe which was a long time ago but he didnt know abt natsume til kabu was already sacrifing himself for her sake. n yet kabu then goes n tries to get him on his side anyway cuz he wants tht so badly..

onehithero said: OMG OMG CHEWS THESE WORDS SLOWLY N THROUGHLY SO DELICIOUS THANK U THANK U u get it u understand i love reading n writing essay lengh responses abt deca dence & again u just hit the nail on the head w this

Please let me know if this @ u 8 times and sorry if it did.  I will reply under this readmore but i love this enthusiasm! I like discussing this stuff so if u want keep it coming. I wanna understand deca dence better and i think i will by sharing ideas w other ppl. 

I think kabu and minatos relationship  is as good as it is because theres clearly a lot of mutual love and respect between them even when they don’t understand each other and thats why minato still runs after him when he hears kabu going suicide mission lets go baby. I think its interesting that minato was like ready to lie down and accept getting mass scrapped until he hears kabu go im about to be hilarious and hes like actually living and staying alive sounds great actually forget what i said about it being over.   you are so right about kabu and trust and natsume. I will always cherish episode 5 where kabu gives this big rousing speech about how natsume inspired him and saved his life and minatos there like ..who? ..what?? I think they may not be used to hiding things from each other. Also I think them drifting apart mirrors natsume and feis drifting apart tho I think while feis the instigator on that side kabus more on his side and minato like natsume is like wondering what in da world is going on. I think someone else wrote about this better than I can.

I do think minato does know kabus severely depressed because theres this line in ep 4 where he puts his hand on kabu and says like you’ve toiled enough at that awful job. and also in episode 11 when he and kabu talk and kabu says he was in a similar place as minato now in that he was waiting every day to be scrapped minato has no reaction until kabu says but that bug saved me. I think he knows kabus very depressed but he does not know how to address it cuz the system never gives either of them the tools or options for it. Though also I feel the system discourages meaningful relationships between the cyborgs so I think what minato and kabu have is likely pretty rare. Kabu donetello and turkey also fought together for a long time but turkey turns on donetello in a second even tho they fought together, he was his number two, and they were in prison together, and were pretty much all they got and donetello kills him in turn. I also think minato probably knew because he’s empathetic. Like I’m not sure about compassion but he’s very good at understanding where other ppl are and how to meet them in the middle so both parties get something they want. That’s how he got all the gamers to collect the old deca dence parts. Not by cashing in on ppl doing the right thing but by framing it as the final mission. He gets his lgbt community center coworkers for fight with him one last time by appealing to their sense of duty. He got the system to put kabu in jail instead of getting scrapped when Mikey got scrapped for a lesser offense. The list goes on. A tangent but I think the fact he acknowledges the living conditions of the humans are gonna get worse if nothing’s done even tho he’s apathetic at best towards them shows even when the system tries to mold the cyborgs into the roles it wants, sometimes the traits they have just keep on going despite themselves. I’m gonna stop myself before I go into jill and this theme but I’m gonna talk about it someday. So I think its more likely than not he knew but he didn’t know how to navigate around it also because it’s heavily implied he’s going thru the same thing and I think kabu might genuinely have no idea Bc kabu lacks empathy but his heart... is huge. When he hears minato express his feelings of not knowing what he wants he instantly tries to reach out and explain minatos not alone in what he feels. This is why they’re good foils. while kabu moves past where he was in the start where he states he does not intend to oppose the system and his compliance while also trying to do the bare minimum drives him to suicide, and finds the willpower and a reason to live and rebel against the system through his connection to other people (first natsume , he hangs out w kurenai sometimes too, and then with the jail robots). Meanwhile minato whos stuck in his literal ivory tower (it’s a Metaphor) never makes any of these connections. It’s the irony of kabu working at a armor repair job giving him some ability to connect w others vs minatos higher position isolating him from everyone else. I think kabu living amongst the ppl he harmed drove him to give up on life quicker, while minato being far apart shielded him from rlly having to see the effects of his actions I think he was headed a lil slower in the same direction. I think we’re led to believe minatos okay where he is but I think towards the end it’s clear minato has spent most of the series also in a bad place. I think he views things very similarly to kabu in that he wants to use what power he does have to protect the ppl he cares about similar to how initially kabu tried to just convince natsume to quit several times and he was like whatever at the rest of the humans who are natsumes comrades dying but he chooses to put it all on the line and try for some systemic change when he sees natsumes determination to fight. Also I think minato holds very little loyalty to the system cuz he doesn’t only like breaks 1000 rules for kabu (the hypocrisy) but he also looks the other way a lot. For example, when he overheard the top rankers talk about limiters he’s like I’ll pretend I don’t hear it also turn on private mode next time and he doesn’t berate them for considering cheating. Also donetello has been using an illegal avatar to climb to S rank again (isn’t it interesting that even after the ranked system is abolished something similar took its place). And his avatar looks the same as it did when minato worked with the guy. There’s probably like not that many ppl in s rank. And he calls himself donetello. Minato knows he’s supposed to be in jail but does he tell anyone? He’s like well.. that looks like someone else’s problem if they notice *goes and vapes* it’s so funny how little minato cares but it’s also not funny Bc some of minatos cruelest actions and things he’s complicit in are born not outta malice but apathy to everything. I think it shows (tangent number 4?) how the systems use of excessive force is counter productive cuz neither minato nor kabu are willing to report anything to disrupt the order Bc neither of them think the level of punishment is warranted. I also think that minato is probably the first person kabu really opens up to about why on a personal level he feels the system needs to be destroyed after Ep 7 is really interesting. It really speaks to how deep their [mutual and not platonic relationship I don’t know how to label ] is. I also think that he admits to minato that he envies human is rlly interesting and would like to hear what u have to think! I think it’s interesting that what really sets minato off is kabu saying he wants to choose for himself and also wants other cyborgs to have that freedom and I think it’s one of the few times we see minato get genuinely angry and have it not stem from worry. Tangent 5 I’m really extrapolating here but I think it’s very likely given how high up minato is that he likely knows of several cyborgs that rebelled against the system for similar reasons as kabu and knows how it ends and I think it probably feeds into his defeatist attitude. I think his role in the system must really kill whatever grasp of whatever minato has cuz he constantly has to act like it’s almost the end of the world and he’s strapped for resources all the time for like decades and decades of having to fake that type of desperation to entertain ur player base and cuz ur also on tv to entertain the general populace to distract them from their soul sucking jobs. I think that’s gotta mess with his perception of himself and also his ability to see that struggle as real and genuine. I think that’s also gotta be hard cuz he seems like out of his whole fuck we r under attack persona he seems like he’s a lil closed off but generally chill and somewhat upbeat to ppl who know him and he just wants to be isabella from animal crossing. I got really off track here. I think what really gets me is their relationship is built on knowing each other so well and so long , and how it’s managed to survive and persist through all this tragedy. They really mutually respect and love each other and that’s why kabu let’s minato walk away from his revolution even tho it compromises everything he works for. It’s why minato ultimently accepts kabus willingness to die for a tanker even tho he really doesn’t get it at all and it means it’s goodbye forever. But it’s still not enough to save either of them. Minato can’t save kabu from trying to passively starving himself to death and I’m not sure if kabu even knows where minato is at mentally. Sometimes no matter how close u are to someone there r things u miss and things u can’t help each other with. Even tho the two resolve to fight and then die together cuz this seems like the best choice Bc the system they were born into offers no alternatives, the deca dence doesn’t even activate without the help of other ppl. I think it shows one relationship cant support all that weight. In the end it is through their bonds with other ppl that gets them to an ending where they both survive when they decided alone their only option is death. Also u are so right about the other animals existing I totally forgot ty I cannot believe I forgot about the scorpion which calls to natsumes hairstyle which is a visual gag on how natsumes a bug and how like a scorpion, although unassuming, and fucking kill u, just like how her trying to get her boss to open up eventually leads to the whole thing toppling down. I also have a lot of thoughts about natsume but I’m still thinking of them and thinking hard Bc sometimes she becomes kabus inspiration Pinterest board and I don’t like that. When she shines she really shines but it starts getting sloppy towards the end so I have to think a lil longer about it. Okay I’m done. Also it’s kinda hard for me to look like I’m agreeing to ur points and nodding in this format but I really appreciate ur thoughts and will try to convey this. Maybe by formatting as a response to each of ur replies next time

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PANDI YOUR LITERALLY SO GOURGHAS EJFHOIAASD I LOBE YOU <3333 as for questions hmmm, 40, 42, 53, and if you feel like answering another 59 :0 :))

THANK YOU SOBSOBSOB YOU’RE SO SWEET <333

i thought 52 was the favorite song ever question and almost had a crisis 💀💀

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40) favorite memory!

uhhhh probably the story of how i got my url — which is when i asked my friends in a prev gc what they thought stars tasted like and most of their answers were — ick ick — spicy due to the heat of a star, while mine went from sweet like sugar water, to sour like sweetarts! (??)

or the time that i rode a train in the middle of the night and saw the stars through the window while omw home bc the train went over everything including the street lights and idk i felt like a main character

42) favorite books!

OH. let’s see... [intermission due to digging through my book bin] i also haven’t read in a while so some of these are really old :’) bold are all time favs

song of achilles by madeline miller, love is a mix tape by rob sheffield, satellite love by genii ferguson, the good, the bad, and the dumped by jenny colgan, people who eat darkness by richard lloyd parry, misery by stephen king, fahrenheit 451 by ray bradbury, the rest of us just live here by patrick ness, the picture of dorian gray by oscar wilde, and the scared lies of minnow bly by stephanie oaks

now i’ve gotta play tetris to get them back in the bin fsjfjd

edit: i just found the list of books i WANNA buy fjdjfks

53) 5 things that make me happy!

music, plants, love, colors, and you guys!!

59) why i joined tumblr!

honestly, at first when i did i wasn’t sure bc i was still following all these poetry blogs and stuff then, and then one day i started getting back into reading things and at that point i hadn’t had the urge to actually create smth in a while. until one day, i’d met froggie (the lovely @/sprytesukii) and other people and just thought; “i loved writing. why did i ever stop?” so i sat down and wrote my first work which was “past seekers, heart keepers” for tamaki from bnha and to this day, while my writing has improved, i still love several parts of that one bc now i know that those certain parts hold the style and emotion i search to use and convey today! honestly i think i joined bc i just found myself doing smth that made me happy, and when you’re looking to be happy, whatever you do, as long as it doesn’t hurt you or anyone else, doesn’t matter if it just makes you enjoy life

[iguana012]

iguana’s 2017 4CC recap

That moment when you start talking about yourself in the third person’s point of view #iwentthere

Anyway the past weeks have been full of interesting, beautiful, controversial, what the fuck moments. To put it shortly, all those ingredients consisting the very essence of figure skating. Aren’t you glad you got yourself into this hell beautiful world of art and sport in which people are gracious and well mannered and they totally do not bitch and moan about scores, results, politicking and other nonsense. Right? 

So 4CC was supposed to be the ~test event~ for the Olympic Games and I’m not gonna lie, if the Olympics are going to be remotely similar to this event I’m just gonna give up on life, beliefs, values and I’ll admit everything I’ve believed in has been a beautiful lie. Injuries, PyeongChang jitters, meltdowns, you name it. I spent the ladies event wishing somebody would call the ambulances, doctors, psychologists, ANYTHING to put most of those girls out of their misery. That competition was so damn tough I felt like I hit my own butt against the ice every time I saw them bombing their programs, bombing their bodies, bombing each other, idek. During the men’s event I was screaming my face off when I saw Yuzuru landing a decent quad loop, only to press my face against the floor the moment he doubled and I mean DOUBLED the next quad. Bro. How do you. How do you rotate a quad loop and fart the salchow. How many times does it have to happen. On the other hand Wenjing Sui and Cong Han owned the party and I’ve had their SP on repeat for the last few days. DAMN. Technically perfect, face giving on point, hair flipping also on point, what else would anyone want? And then there was Tessa Virtue and her lolz partner Scott Moir effectively trolling the rest of the field. 

And now here are some of the things I’ve written down DURING the competitions because honestly, nothing can beat whatever shit your brain is spewing when you’re watching the thing versus when you reminisce about it.

4CC LADIES

I believe Wakaba got her shit together for today 

She still looks terrified lolz don't die Wakaba pls

omfg 

I guess... it's time to pray for Satoko to be in her best condition at Worlds... 

omg noooo don't cryyyyy

28 PCS................................ 

AHAHAHA ZIJUN PLS 

The PCS are WILD and not in a good way 

Remember when Polina won 4CC 

Rika-senpai, do your thing

Ooooh boy 

All the PCS points from this event went to Evgenia 

That rink looks like a big puddle of water 

Poor Wakaba has been dealing with puddles at TDF and now here 

RIP Japan & USA's 3 Olympic spots 

I hope Mirai shows up like let me show you how it's done 

The green room more like the emo room 

Wakaba in the emo room like hi Satoko 

Mai looks like ~no fucks given~ which is good to see, I guess 

How many Rippon jumps has Eteri incorporated in Elizabet's FS stay tuned 

Mirai skating like eat shit USFSA 

WELL MIRAI JUST SHOWED THEM HOW IT'S DONE 

Good job Mai now repeat that at Worlds 

I'm jealous of her technique on Satoko's behalf 

4CC MEN

HOLY REYNOLDS 

THIS CHOREO HIS FACE 

(still better than what Nam will probably do lol) 

GO HAN DON'T DIE 

Han's feeling sexy today 

omg clean program wtf 

king of midair #faces 

His head looks like a pineapple

terminathan is in the building 

thank you Keiji for ditching the perm 

Keiji pls you're supposed to carry the legacy of Machida guru of headcases 

Nam your shirt is blinding me 

the way he slows down into his jumps is killing me softly 

TERMINATHAN 

4Lz-3T CLEAN 

4F CLEAN AND BOOTIFUL 

i see u fangirling Marin 

3A UGLY BUT CLEAN 

GOTTA DRINK SMTH BEFORE I SEE THE SCORE FOR THIS BRUH 

YOWZA 

did Patrick meet Yuna yet

DEARLY BELOVED 

(lands 4Lo) YASSS

(doubles 4S) ADHSHSGSEWT

SRSLY NOW 

that shit eating grin 

ur hair is a mess get a haircut 

lmao Shoma don't break a leg tripping on a pooh 

KUYASHII 

why do u skate to this music Shoma 

those intense Machida glares 

lol Patrick 

uuuhhhh...... 

i'm guessing he didn't meet Yuna 

"sat down on the quad" 

oh god Han 

Leonardo Di Caprio is suddenly whispering in my ear

he should have a cigarette between his lips 

SHE A CAPULET 

the green drunk room 

.... well Shoma’s fall was in tone with the music 

cue emergency combo 

COOOMBO COMBO COMBO 

COMBOOOO COMBOOOO HAHAHAH

COMBO ERES COMBO YO TODO EL MUNDO COMBO 

Shoma has learned the quad loop but he also attached Canadian axels 

oh god it's tsundere (Yuzuru)

this one will probs fail on the quads and land the axels 

that axis was yolo 

hissing between teeth: must. get. this. gold. 

what a beautiful flying seaweed 

did he just add another fucking quad 

i'm totally buying what you sold today zuzuru 

look at that he's an angry demanding princess 

a sparkling angry seaweed 

300+ GIMME FIVE BRORSER 

don't die Nathan lol 

serious business lutz 

Yuzuru and his 4CC curse 

is Nathan gonna beat him by 0.33 

IT'S OKAY ZUZU IT'S PLATINUM NOT SILVER 

Nathan-senshu went from battling Sota-senshu to Sota-senshu's beloved idol 

zuzu goes back to 4cc after 84 fucking years and he gets chen'd 

Kubo can now write an anime about how zuzu got chen'd 

Chen'd !!! On Ice 

i think zuzu has enough silver to turn into jewelry. like he can make an engagement ring for his future partner 

he's gonna kneel down and say 'this is made of my sweat, tears and blood so will you marry me' 

So what have we learned from this experience? A lesson in images:

[mariearmany]

But oh hey! I should believe that nothing is ever changing! Because why? Because you told me yourself. That the time off is over! That yes the friendship is. Healthy That you can't stress enough how precious this friendship is! And that you still tell me all the stories and the secerts by proof was last saturday But what do you do? You don't ask to go out together, you don't call everyday by night and tell me how your day went You don't tag me you disappest the whole day out with everyone else What are you doing what the fuck are you doing You stepping back? Step the hell back! SCREW MY ALL FUCKING BONDS! 2019 HAS BEEN A FUCKING MISERY BECAUSE OF MY BONDS FIRST SOMEONE DISAPPEARS FOR WHOLE 2 MONTHS UNANSWERRING CALLS OR TEXTS AND I HAVE TO RUN CHASE HIM JUST TO HEAR THAT I AM A FUCKING "NOT HERE" FRIEND and that "you are turning into your mother, did that hurt you? Mission accomplished!" Then SOMEONE ELSE disappears for fucking 2 other months and treats me like oh marie you just gotta help yourself Then fucking someone tells me this is the most toxic friendship I ever had. THEENN HEY! I SHOULD BE OKAY WITH ALL THAT BECAUSE THEY WERE ALL IN FUCKING BAD TIMES and I am tooootttalllyyy okay with seriously i am BUT I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE! Then hey! College starts, complex fuck with my best friend and attitude shit! THEN fears of losing fucking other one because he keeps making me feel like I mean smth and others like I dont even exist in his fucking life! Then this cutie pie. Enough people enough. Friendships were the best part ever about my whole life now I started to hate it most! I dont even blame them because i get the whole situationd and the whole miseries. I get each and everyone of them and the circumstances but I just handle it anymore I cant handle the changing life that much I dont ever take a rest from any fucking stress abt friendships what the hell people! And when I have that person now who is just close like my true brother, cares for me, shows up and we hang out, we talk and share everything and joke and laugh like best palls! He starts now because of idk anxiety or what straying away or just drop me for s while It feels like i should just turn into a version a bit careless abt people. Like just drop them.