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averysmolkirbo · 1 month ago

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temporary moment of weakness

im fine :D

Unless i think about it too much so im gonna have to wrap this up quickly

NOOOOOOO IM NOT READY FOR THE HYPERFIXATION TO END!! IM. NOT. DONT LEAVE MEEEEEEEEEEEE WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA😭😭😭

#apologies everyone #you should expect this kind of thing from me by now #but in case you're new here hi. im dramatic #i finished pokemon violet dlc yesterday and i very very DONT want to give up my pokemon hyperfixation #but i feel like it's kinda inevitable #ok well i still gotta finish the blueberry dex and do the mochi storyline but after that im done!!#what am i gonna do?????#ive been doing my daily shiny hunts but with my classes starting next week im afraid ill start missing them :/#i suppose i could start pokeblogging. like. seriously i guess?#idk please tell me how to extend this hyperfixation indefinitely without burning me out or until im ready to let go #unhinged posting #self rb

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falmerbrook · 27 days ago

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WIP Wednesday

I was tagged by @nuwanders last week after I made my wip post, so I'm using that tag this week instead!

I'm (much slower than I'd like) making progress on the Sotha Sil pmv. Right now I'm doing all the line art, which I'm just doing for the characters or foreground objects.

So have a made up mechanical do-dad I'm proud of and some Nerevars

Tagging @snowy-weather @thescrolls-haveforetold @caliblorn @snowy-weather @truth-01001001-liar (only if you want to, of course! no pressure!)

#idk what it is but every time i draw nerevar i find it impossible to clothe him #like i feel like he should either be shirtless or in armor. i cant picture him in casual clothes #mine #wip wednesday #mini vent ahead:#i think the period of time when my hand pain first devleoped and i tried resting them just destroyed my attention span #i used to be able to draw for like 7 hours straight with few social media interludes #but now not only can i physically not go that long anymore but i also get SO DISTRACTED i feel like one of those annoying ipad kids #so i make art so slowly. especially bigger projects like this where i inevitably lose a lot of steam as i go #so im kinda draggin myself through this now. like i want to see it done but im a lil tired of working on it #but when i take breaks on projects i tend to never finish them. i am cursed to work on one thing at a time lol

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angelpuns · 3 months ago

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Just another day wishing I didn't live with my parents but having to because I can barely take care of myself

#haha i had a meltdown #over smthn silly to them #which did result in me crying a lot #embarrassing when its something silly but more embarrassing when its about something serious to me #anyway #long story short masking is not going well for me and i was inevitably gonna blow up #i cant even really cry it out in my room cause i dont have a lock on my door #so #haha #sorry for random vent #ig its not reallt a vent when its this vague #i feel silly esp cause my coworker was like ' you should just be grateful you hava roof over your head and food and a bed'#and i do get it #but bestie this is not living #i think living would at least mean having a somewhat decent time #but im just kinda surviving #its basically just like hs except now that im an adult theyre 'allowing' me to live here and i owe them for it #idk thats too much to get into when i said it wasnt a vent post

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danieyells · 2 months ago

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Fun little factoid about Sho

In the game files there's some audio that's just like. "Generic Story Voices". The same ones that I got Kaito and Towa's incantations from. Generic audios were used in campus chats before they got fully voiced I believe, but now they're not used anywhere as far as I know.

One of Sho's is labeled 'Hyde'

And he uses 'Aniki' for him???

My understanding is generally that 'aniki' is kind of respectful and the fact that he uses a respectful term for the brother that he hates struck me as odd when I first found the file(then again he uses 'senpai' for pretty much every student older than him so far, so maybe he's just respectful in general?? Or maybe it's more of a sarcastic thing for Hyde?)

And then we got the 'I'm counting on you Shohei' bit and I was like. O h. Either he's actually fond of/respects Hyde a lot and has no problem being obedient towards him or he just. Speaks to him respectfully out of intimidation maybe? Or habit since he speaks restfully to other people? Idk. Why does he refer to him so respectfully. . . . . . . .i wanna know. . . . .tell us what their secret dealings are zzg. . . . .based on the way he talks to him in the campus chat he doesn't respect him like that but they were also in like a main hall of the building? Maybe in private he speaks and acts totally different?

#datamining cw #tokyo debunker spoilers #shohei haizono #sho haizono #danie yells at tokyo debunker #hyde haizono #how do you think they'll localize it. . .some part of me says 'sir' could show the respect decently but on the other hand it feels too much #'big brother' doesn't really sound natural and 'bro' is much too casual. maybe just 'hyde'? probably just 'hyde'. but i guess it depends on #why he addresses him that way. . .like if it's to convey respect or intimidation 'sir' might carry the right weight in english #like you don't call a family member sir unless you're like. really hammering in that you understand your position compared to them #if it's just 'he's respectful towards everyone' then 'professor' or 'professor haizono' may suffice. . .?#i feel like directly addressing him as 'hyde' would be able to be read as kinda disrespectful/overly personal no matter the language #so probably not just 'hyde.' they could also just leave out any form of address tbh. i'm not a localizer or a professional at all so.#idk. it'd be a very context dependent thing. i can't wait for the inevitable reveal of whatever circumstances cause him to use 'aniki' lol #just. i wanna know what's going on with them I WANNA KNOW /gently shakes zzg

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fumifooms · 1 month ago

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"The immortal x mortal relationship dynamic [is about] loving something you know will die. It is about vulnerability, vulnerability in the face of centuries of pain, centuries’ worth of trauma, centuries of experience jading someone. And the strength and vulnerability and hope that it takes to love something after that, when you already know how it is going to end.

That’s the metaphor, right, like we have terrible experiences, we have terrible relationships and you go into a relationship thinking you know how this is going to end but you have to do it anyway and that’s really hard. And the [immortal creature] take on that is pushing it to its extremes, it’s telling a story about someone who has unthinkable level of bad experiences and traumas, who knows for a fact how it’s going to end, even if it goes perfectly by human standards: there is an expiration date. And you have to choose to do it anyway."

Biz Barclay, When Allegory Fails, 3:22:00

#Biz barclay #‘That’s kinda why i love when they do get turned into vampires in the end- because it feels like a reward for successfully going for it’#‘And because i also have commitment issues’#The marchil paradox the theme the everything aughhhh it’s themst….#Bitterness from a lifetime of experience in 29 years and dread from the promise of a lifetime of painful experience in 50 years #Their fears mirrored yet complemented in each other it’s soooo it’s so.#Relationships are messy and will hurt you. Do it anyways! Relationships always end. Worth it anyways!#This sort of idea where relationships will inevitably hurt you and end and knowing so and having experienced that #And choosing to seek it anyway is present in a lot of dunmeshi characters and plots and arcs and so this bit resonated a lot #Sigh ok will do a reblog

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cannibal-nightmares · 9 months ago

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let's make trouble in the dream world, we'll hijack heaven with another memory now; i make the most of the turning tide, it just split what's left of the burning silence

#tw scopophobia #tw trypophobia #tw paranoia #he kinda looks like doug rattman here #this post was brought to you by some (supposedly nice) photos of me i know exist but i dont want to see.#because i do not believe in my image.#i'd love to make the straight forward complaint of “i am tired of feeling [x]” but it's not that simple when it's all you know #yeah yeah yeah hell on earth true but i know what will become of me if i give into expectation #this is why i break it down to science and observation. sometimes i find solace in the inevitable isolation (sometimes i dont)#“it's not endearing” it sure isn't. but i have a lot more to navigate than making it palatable for you.#and arent i doing what you ask? i dont understand if you have your qualms with this.#do you read this abysmally? dont you see the hope behind it? acknowledging the dark means noting the light too.#“forever” yes but also “always.”#/vaguepost /neu /nbh #anyways making this made me feel better. so feel comfort in the horror. hurrah. off to work.#soul eater #soul eater fanart #my art #franken stein #stein #soul eater stein

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akkivee · 5 months ago

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Can you tell us if you know now... what did she do to Hifumin???

pretty sure???? like i kinda can’t wrap my head around it kinda crazy shit lol???? that she seduced both hifumi’s father and hifumi’s sister’s fiancée at the same time???? she told his family that hifumi begged her to do it and then told his entire high school the same so his entire school turned against him

in the heat of the moment, hifumi’s sister yelled at hifumi and his mother told him she wished she’d never given birth to hifumi. and that was the last time he’d heard from his family

#vee got an ask #and after that last meeting in the rain where honobono tells him that she’s the only he needs #is when the fear of women kicked in #she is so fcked up LOL #she clearly feels alone and was trying to take hifumi down with her and i’m soooo curious about that lol #but goddamn girl a fiancee AND hifumi’s daddy????? at the same time????? that’s crazy LOL?????#i kinda wanna say they ain’t shit since she was in high school like come on now #but honobono is a force lol and the world is her playground so people are her playthings #it was probably inevitable once she decided to lol

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legionofpotatoes · 3 months ago

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everyone hates crunch and everyone wants the new dragon age to have 4x the scope with 8x the quantum content

#I'm sorry this isn't fair. I know we lost half a decade to two reboots making cool concept art ideas too unfeasible to consider #it is more than fair to mourn it. it's just so entropic. trying to keep containing the unraveling worldstate of thedas over and over again #such a uniquely weird predicament. I think I am starting to feel antagonistic to this type of storytelling #like not fully but to a certain degree I can sense its catastrophic toxicity in the long run #but then again I am the stories-matter-over-lore guy so maybe I am simply blind to the value of it all #this ties back into my musing yesterday about authored vignettes being defanged by player choice even without this context #so like I am starting to lose the plot here for why do this at all. they either have to bethesda it now #and start telling local stories or whatever #or keep banging their heads against this geometrically progressing wall while losing larger and larger sizes of their audience #like with the mass effect trilogy it's kinda like. a double funnel. gets wider then narrows back down by the end #cause it's a finite context those quantum states serve and exist in. but then you want to tell more stories in that universe #and the lorebrained gymnastics inevitably kick in. and like what is this all for #I think I'm growing away from this a little haha I hate that realization lmao

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markantonys · 10 months ago

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reddit:

literally every other WOT viewer in the world:

#they've been saying this ever since the finale aired and it drives me CRAZY #have your personal opinions all you want but to say that 2x08 was objectively a weak episode is simply not correct #cinematography acting vfx choreography music EVERYTHING was at the absolute top of its game #and despite being an Exciting Battle Episode it was completely anchored in character moments & emotional resonance which is no easy feat #so much going on yet there was time for every major character to get a huge developmental/emotional beat #(yes even those like nynaeve whose beat was a loss rather than a victory)#every season arc was either wrapped up in an immensely satisfying way or was set up for a deeper examination next season #and 90% of the general audience absolutely loved it #and yet reddit acts like it's an Accepted Fact that it was poor quality #just bc the book-to-show changes in that episode weren't to THEIR PERSONAL taste #touch grass #wot #seeing as season finales will always have the biggest moments it's kinda inevitable that hardcore book fans #will always be the most sensitive to any changes made in those particular episodes #not to mention that the changes made in eps 1-7 will snowball and culminate in the finale #so i feel like finales are always gonna be judged the most harshly by readers #like if dumai's wells isn't an exact 1:1 recreation of the book version #readers are 1000000% going to flip their shit no matter how objectively good the show's version actually is #wot book spoilers #for the replies

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prismatiger · 6 months ago

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It's deeply important to me that Loop kind of sucks

#they are literally awesome but they do kinda suck. just a tad #mostly as in i keep thinking about lucabyte's comics. they are critical to me #i love isat's postcanon as a space to explore recovery and communication #but sometimes you kind of have to drag urself through glass to get there. sometimes the glass sticks in ur skin and makes u prickly #i think constantly about like. loop being surprised by siffrin's kindness if u choose to be nice to them in certain dialogue options.#remarking about how time has made them jaded more than he is #loop is fundamentally kind. but they are scantly ever 'nice'#i think if loop joins the party it's inevitable that they are going to make each other bristle up #loop has a difficult time with all of the party members. between the guilt and the loss and them just not being capital s Siffrin #and to the party who only knows loop from one interaction and siffrin's apparent care for them i think loop would come off. abrasive at bes #like. like i dont think loop would act the same with the party that they do siffrin. their mask is very Piss Siffrin Off specialized #but how much of ur persona is an act and how much of it is yourself. or whatever. loop wouldn't want to be mean to their friends sure #but it's much easier not to hurt if you wedge some distance. no better way to get that distance by being offputting. i think isabeau esp #would get the brunt of this. poor man #plus there's just hte general fact that like. nobody likes the feeling of talking to somebody who clearly knows too much about them. who #will never show their own cards. added with the fact that there's just an inherent strangeness w loop. where they have a relationship to #siffrin thru the loops that none of the party members will ever grasp (and in a way they cant even guess frankly!)#i just have a hard time seeing loop's assimilation into the party as going smooth and nice. you know. i think the party members would think #that loop kinda sucks a little. i think loop would let them think this. all of this being said this is not irreconcilable or permanent #but i like there to be growing pains for the party's expansion. i won't even get into nille bc this aint abt her but yah #the lucky thing loop is you made friends with a lot of really nice people who would being willing to get to know you again.#isat spoilers

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xxplastic-cubexx · 10 days ago

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just read the new mutants issue where Charles chose to stay behind in space and my god the juxtaposition between Charles trusting Erik and Erik joining the hellfire club and wondering at his own trust worthiness. I wonder how much of Charles decision was him ultimately trying to avoid the fact that his first class had seemingly betrayed mutant kind and not be willing to face them and how much of it was Dani and Illyana's reaction to him having Karma mind control Illyana. the fact that Illyana was depending on him to ease her mind through limbo and in choosing to stay he forced karma to do it instead, probably fucking up their relationship in the process.

I love him, this is crazy, how much of this is him trying to runaway and how much is this him not trusting himself to fix things and how much is it just him trusting Erik?

i keep trying to put into words my exact thoughts about the sitch but there really is a lot for one issue aintit... oh charles you and your brain...

#snap chats #thats why we have tag rambles AHAHA #ok so to tackle things one at a time charles ultimately deciding to stay in space despite his expressed want to return to earth #obviously it was when lilandra pointed out if her sister took charge of the shi'ar then the universe- earth included- would be in peril #charles notes his position as a losing one: whichever choice he makes he loses #he goes to earth then the universe could be at stake/he stays in space he loses his kids #of course charles COULD just put his faith in the starjammers but is that a risk he wants to take ? evidently not #charles' reoccurring flaw is he's willing to sacrifice personal relationships for the greater perceived good #even lilandra acknowledges this- that charles' homesickness for earth was an inevitability just as she is indebted to protecting the stars #so now his ruptured relationship with illyana and co- esp right after comforting a split illyana last issue #we've seen charles act more coldly/rashly when he's about to lose people (i think of his first death with the og5 mostly)#i mean it's a key part to charles' chara that he doesn't favor mind controlling others and im sure he has the same regard for his students #he's aware of the damage it can do and in this instance- for one reason or another- he orders it to be done regardless #im sure he does this as a form of defense: if his kids are upset with him they won't feel too bad about losing him and it'll be less painfu #obviously we still see sam wish charles farewell and wish for him to come back soon but yk.. worthy attempt..#and it's not as if charles wants them to hate him ENTIRELY.. he's still touched by sam's goodbye no.... fickle man he is..#i dont think charles is totally afraid to confront the og5- its what made him want to return to earth with the nms initially #tho again.. could his decision to stay in the stars be influenced by that? that maybe he ISNT prepared to confront them like he thought?#who's to say... not me i dont got that psych degree yet..#erik being charles' trusted confidant definitely made his decision easier on top of that: i mean is he needed if he has a substitute #i think charles DOES wholly trust erik: charles really doesnt approach his x-men half heartedly. from his pov ofc #if he didn't genuinely believe in erik's potential he wouldn't have picked him; hes a comforting thought when charles decides to depart #'although i'm gone erik understands me and my goals enough to continue my work as good as i would have so i have nothing to worry about'#which. yk. makes the whole White King thing kinda awkward VJAELVJEAKL charles you fool #i have no idea how this saga ends though... tbh im only on ish 45 of NM i just read 50 and 51 to get context for this ask #so i can only wait and see how this saga turns out... once i finish reading house of m/secret invasion stuff jvLKEJKA #idk im tired and rambling dont pay attention to me.. ramblin bout charles' brain is a good day for me regardless if i make sense jVLAJ

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kikiavci · 8 months ago

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Hey, time for another one of these!

Last time I asked how everyone thinks time works in-universe for blaseball, and while I was planning on asking about how siestas work, I think enough people answered that too that I'm gonna skip to my next thought which is:

What are Umpires?

Again, some thoughts to get the ball rolling. (And again, I am disappointed by the character limit on polls >:T)

Umpires are humans. The ability to incinerate (or alternate/curse/quest) does not change this, and may be tied to their position. Any change in eye color is not symbolic of other changes.

Umpires look human. Perhaps they were at some point. Perhaps they are possessed. Perhaps they willingly gave up their humanity to the blaseball gods in exchange for their power to Rule. Perhaps their family cashes their checks, as the thing living among them has no need for things other than Splort.

Umpires are monsters. If they were ever human, opening the book was enough to change that. They are horrible, clawing, hungry things, fire barely contained by a black mask of Law. Given their established love of Blood, I would argue this is a surprisingly textual angle.

Consider also: Perhaps, werewolf-style, these things are changed by the presence/absence/nature of an eclipse?

#my stuff #blaseball #rogue umpires #not tagging the other crews lol sorry you only existed for a season #ANYWAY i wanna hear yalls headcanons!!#I feel like #there's kinda a divide in the community between incins feeling divorced from the context of the umpire #like almost an inevitability #or a tragic workplace accident #and the other side of that which is the bitter and violent hatred of umps and the desire to kick their asses at all times #The latter of which is I think enabled especially in teams with access to counter-incins like the tigers and the iffy jr era dale #...tbh i think it fell off a little in general post-peanut #anyway enough tag rambles

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northernsunsets · 7 months ago

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I think if Shen Jiu acquired Shen Yuan as a baby he would have pageant mom disease so bad

#Having a baby wouldn’t fix him I think in many ways it would make him worse #He’s still jealous of all those other talented kids Plus he can’t have them outshing his a-Yuan who he lives vicariously through #He is passing on horrible habits #and trying so hard to keep his a-Yuan a sweet boy and not a wretched man #while also feeling like it’s an inevitability #He probably think he’s doing good but Shen Yuan 20 something in a child’s body #is kinda glad it’s him in this position and not an actual child who would get so fucked up

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soap-is-an-artist · 25 days ago

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Hooray... it's 7 in the morning and I stayed up all night listening to the imperium... I feel so happy and satisfied with my life choices...