#but i dont wanna leave him hanging for too long so if she doesnt message me back by wednesday im gonna text her
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#going wacko insane for the same guy again yep !!!!!!!!!@@@@#we both could have seen each other this weekend but JJDJDJZKZKZ DRAMAA#not with us but the other ppl JDJDJDJJD#i was so over it so i decided not to go. so i told him i wasnt n he said he wasnt either#in my delulu world i think he didnt go bc i didnt go HDJJDJDJZJZJ#bc he was online the whole weekend. plus i asked him if he wanted to just hang out with me n our other friend this week or next and he said#yes so HDJJDJDJDNDNSNS#god im just. i think i should just ask him out already#but our friend also hasnt answered me so im like...... hope everythings okay HNDJXNXNXNX#god inagine she cant make it or doesnt answer and i have to meet him one on one... o DJJDJDKDKDJDJJ#im trying not to be upset that shes not answering tho. its really not like her... its the long weekend so maybe shes doing something idk ..#ik shes also down about not having had a job offer yet#n me n the guy have jobs so... idk !!!#i was literally just in that headspace so i understand if shes reluctant to go out#it feels Awful when ur putting out a bunch of resumes and hearing nothing....#but yeah... idk whats gonna happen#but i dont wanna leave him hanging for too long so if she doesnt message me back by wednesday im gonna text her#she might just not be checking dc.... hhh idk JDJJDJDJXJZ#hitting that like 6 month mark since graduating and ya..... relationships are starting to dwindle tbh so i wouldnt be surprised#i was surprised she even wanted to keep in touch with me LOL but yeah#its crazy to me that out of everyone .. im closest to the guy. and like ik i always say that but it#doesnt become less surreal like. ever lol. like he answers me faster than my bffs... LOL what in the world#personal#wait omg im not done JDJJDJDJD when the drama was happening with the other ppl. i just wanted to talk to Him but i didnt have the energy#n when i finally did.. oh i felt so much better. love that we're always on the same page like.... what the fuck JDJDJDJXJX#idk i just think hes so sweet n cute n kind..... also prickly but i like that HDHJDJDJX#he always just says what he means. like hes v straightforward. and i really like that. bc im also that way and also bc im bad sometimes at#social stuff JDJJSJDJZJZJ
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some recent (entirely non-kink-related) thoughts on sunny, cobbled together disjointedly from discord messages:
[thoughts on the stuffed bunny that his late mom made him when he was a baby] its soft & floppy & like it definitely Looks handmade but like, Well made. & its all worn out & decrepit & stitched back together. it has long ears & like its been cleaned plenty of times so its not nasty anymore but u can tell the ears spent a solid 10 years getting sucked on. he takes really good care of it now if it ever needs washing he gives it a gentle bath in the sink he repairs it from time to time. it used to be a nice soft sky blue but its pretty discolored now. tbh i think he would love it just as much even if his mom was still around & it wasnt like a piece of her that hes clinging to. like thats part of the reason why its so important to him but itd be special to him anyway bc she made it & hes slept with it pretty much every night of his life & its his Comfort Bunny
hes the type of guy to accidentally schmear sensodyne all over his face instead of moisturizer & just stand there unprocessing for a minute like : - (āWgat Happenā¦ā¦ā¦.
i always jokingly call him a knucklehead but he really is smart. very bright. clever. witty. hes just so scatterbrained & goofy & distractible & stubborn & impulsive etc that it doesnt always show. he doesnt feel smart tho. hes internalized a lot of shit about having adhd & the struggles hes faced/still faces bc of it & especially bc of his dad who would always make him feel So stupid. its easy for his friends to forget sometimes too though theyd hate to admit it. they dont think badly of him they just underestimate him. once in a while he will say or do somethin that has everyone like. OhāHes Not Dumbass
runs into his dad once in a while & tries to strike up a chat & no matter how it goes (options are Bad and Worse) the encounter will leave him totally shattered for a while. might present as moodiness or fragility or isolation or just utter self loathing but hes a Mess. its one of those times when its outwardly clear that somethings wrong bc hes so totally not himself. its kinda the same if he has a dream about his mom, which happens from time to time. mothers day & fathers day are both sensitive days for him he tries to avoid em. hed like to do something nice for his friends parents who are extra caring to him but he doesnt wanna be Weird. hes always so Best Behavior around peoples parents. although hes more silly around lauries parents bc hes around them so frequently but still
he can take a nap anywhere very easily but if hes like Going To Bed For The Night & he doesnt have his bunny it throws him all off. if he winds up spending the night at someones house unplanned or if he goes on a trip & forgets it it takes him so long to fall asleep. the bunny is an important component of his whole bedtime situation. casual nappin tho he could fall asleep draped over the back of the couch he could fall asleep crammed under a coffee table he could fall asleep hanging upside down from the ceiling. he'll fall asleep sprawled out face-down on a hard tile floor. laurie will see him sprawl out on the stairs for a nap & then see him all snuggled up in bed struggling to fall asleep at night without his bunny & be like ???????????????????
sunnys the kinda guy whos askin people shit like "would you still love me if i was a worm." & gray would give him a sweet heartfelt answer & laurie would be like You Are A Worm . & he would be like š„ŗš to both of them. & carrie would be like "id put you on one of those tiny skateboards" & he would give her the biggest hug .
he takes Impeccable care of his hair it is So soft. i think he tries to keep all his body hair soft too but his head hair is on another level. makes it extra nice to play with
hes the type to immediately try to share any gift hes given. someone gives him lotion & hes offering them a squart. someone gives him chocolate & hes trying to give them a piece. someone gives him a dvd & he wants them to come watch it with him. i always talk about him like begging for snacks but sharing is his favoritest
he eats wings like a maniac. he'll like shove the whole thing in his mouth & pull out clean bones. hes getting all knuckles & shit he doesnt care. & lauries givin him shit for it like she can clean off a wing but shes a little more discerning about it. shes like You Fucking Caveman
ponderingš¤ when sunny first said Fuck. his siblings were all saying it by kindergarten but he was a good baby i think he waited til 2nd grade
he got so interested in cooking bc he helped his mom in the kitchen a lot. esp times when he couldnt run around playing outside with his siblings when his asthma was acting up hed stay in with her & theyd make dinner together & those are some of his happiest childhood memories. to him kitchen = home = family = love etc. & now he loves cooking with his little niblings & (perhaps unknowingly) creating the same kind of fond memories for them
he was one of those rare kids who isnt picky Whatsoever too. would try anything. liked just about everything. absolutely delighted by anything that tastes good. as a kid he was really bright & had a great vocabulary & absorbed information like a sponge but still had trouble academically bc his motor skills were Abysmal & it took him forever to write anything & he was very easily distracted & sidetracked. & his speech was a mess he was one of those kids who would talk your ear off & youd only understand half of it. compared to his siblings tho he was a Star Student bc he never started shit. his mom was so happy she was like Finally I Have A Baby Who Can Behavešš
he'll just randomly lay his head on peoples shoulders. whether hes sleepy or feeling affectionate or Wants affection or just being silly etc. i think this is something hes done since childhood its like a habit. its usually during his Quieter Moods when hes bein all sweet instead of bein a goofy jackass. if its someone he knows wont mind he'll like hug their arm too. honestly. he loves just about any contact as long as its not actively hurting him. i think hes also a big fan of long hugs [head on shoulder included]. & he loves gettin squoze real tight & he loves gettin lifted up a little if someone bigger than him hugs him
i think he makes an excellent cake & he will do just the worst job ever decorating it. normally lauries the cake boss in the group but sometimes sunny will make someone a cake (esp if its her birthday he makes her a cake) & itll be so ugly bc he goes hog wild decorating it but its SO good. nobody can ever tell if he was trying to make it look good or if he made it ugly on purpose & nobody has the nerve or heart to ask & nobody cares . bc it goes hard as hell. (i think he Does try to make it passable but he knows its ugly & he can laugh about it but also he might be hurt if someone makes fun of it too much) (its the same with his doodles he knows hes not much of an artist and he can laugh at himself a little but if someones too mean to him hes gonna sulk about it) (its a fine line between silly sunny & upset sunny)
when youre around little kids a lot their weird way of saying things starts wriggling into your vocabulary & i think that happens to him. definitely has a few goofy phrases/word pronunciations that come from his little niblings. idk what specifically he would say but some examples of my own: -"i got boogies comin out my nose" -"my puddle of cry" -"gribble grabble" instead of "scribble scrabble" -"something happened" when i very blatantly fuck something up -"mudafucka" [<-motherfucker but in baby voice] -"DID" instead of "i did it"
you think i never shut up about sunny on here you should see me in the group chat
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Do you write yandere? If so, can I request skz yandere headcanons on how they would react when S/O rejects them because she doesn't wanna deal with whole drama that would come with dating an idol?
i mean kinda?? i have a seungmin yandere fic in my drafts sooo BUT YEAH
oh also, requests are not open but im just gonna do this one cause headcanons are kinda fun BUT REQUESTS ARE CLOSED <33
also why is the felix one so short-
Warnings; yandere!skz, rejection, k-dnapping, slight gaslightning or like manipulation, restraints, threats, aggression, mentions of masturbation, stockholm syndrome
Chan
nobody rejects him. nobody.
you two were friends from school and you were sooo happy when chan made it as an idol, finally persuing the dream he had been yapping on about for years.Ā
but in the midst of that he realized that he had feelings for you, he missed you all the time, just wanting to hang out with you and maybe explore the things he had on his mind. so,, he decided to confess when you guys were at a cafe.
ālook y/n,,, thereās something I wanna tell youā he started to which you tilted your head
ānooo,,, are you guys going on a tour again,,, i wil miss you sooo much channieā you said with a pout but the boy shook his head.
āi like you y/nāĀ
your mouth stood agape, this was not what you expected and truthfully,,, not what you wanted.Ā
āchan,,, y-you know thats not possibleā you said with a frown, looking at him straight ahead.
āof course it is,,, why wouldnāt it be? w-what are you trying to say y/n?!ā his voice started growing louder, you looking around in order to see that people werent turning their heads towards your table.Ā
Minho
you have made a big big mistake my friend-Ā
wont even hesitate to keep you hostage in his basement LIKE IM NOT JOKING-
might just tie you up and like,,, not even do anything to you, just talk to you and admire you, maybe tracing your facial features and cuddle closer on the cold floor
just wants to keep you as a pet or smth and you are scared out of your mind cause you cant move cause of the restraints, you cant speak because you have silvertape across your lips that he only removes to feed you but if you start screaming you wont get any so you deicde to just stay calm and quiet before someone saves you and play along.Ā
i mean you do,,, kinda fall for him but you know you cant,, but you cant help but to fall for him and miss him whenever heās out on schedule things
he always returns to you and you get so happy when you see the little crevice of light from outside when he opened the basement door
whenever he lies next to you, you put your head against his shoulder and take in his scent the best you can
he told you everyday that he would let you go if you agreed to date him but you shook your head,, maybe cause you liked being his prey.Ā
Changbin
heās more of theĀ threatening type of yandere,,, like,, not that heās violent but if you try to block his number he will create new ones and keep on sending you messages about how you have betrayed him and how he wished that you loved him back and all that,,,,
you guys often meet because you go to the same college and are students in the same department sooo,,,, avoiding him is pretty impossibleĀ
he stares a lot at you,,, you guys have a couple of classes together and he just stares the entire time, his eyes are just filled with revenge, he somehow wants you make you his, own you but he doesnt know how yet, for now he can just look.
watch this fucking message conversation just be this;
[why did you talk to him during class?]
[you could have just asked me]
[nobody loves you like i do. no one y/n]
you are never getting rid of him basically,,
heās gonna get to you first ;))
Hyunjin
i feel like he goes more to the stalking route than the kidnapping and drugging and whatnot-Ā
ok,,, you rejected him,,, but that doesnt mean youāre getting rid of him.
ohmygod what if he turns into a peeping tom- cause he obviously knows where you live.Ā
like yall were not even that close?? he just saw you backstage at one of the concerts and thought you looked good so he decided to go up to, you werent an idol so no problem he thought.
but he gets a bit too,, hasty with his decisions and often falls for people randomly and so when he politely greeted you and gave you his number you simply shook your head, explaining that this wouldnāt be possible since you worked in the same industry and you needed to stay clear out of any scandals in order to keep your job.Ā
no was not answer in Hyunjins mind.Ā
luckily he managed to catch your full name by flickering through some papers in an office and also saw your full adress there, knowing exactly what he was going to do on his free time.Ā
Jisung
if im being completely honest,,, i have no idea-
like,,, he gives me kinda pervy yandere vibes,,,
what if youre like his ex before he became an idol and now he wants to get back together with you-
oh,,, he masturbates to your pictures-
i feel like he always thinks about you, wondering what you like and wants to write songs about you but he doesnt do much-
but when he finds out that you have been hired by the same company as him to work as a like,,, economics accountant thingy he is all of a sudden vEEERY interested-
always asking the manager of when the group will have meetings with the accounting team,,, although they had nothing to do with them-
he just wanted to be in a conference room with you (and think pervy things about you in your tight office skirt and white blouse)
you went to the toilet on day and you saw him lurking around the same floor,,, WHICH ONCE AGAIN WAS NOT CONNECTED TO THE GROUP AT ALL-Ā
and idk,,, probably sneaks in with you and locks the door before you even react that theres someone else in the toilet-Ā
i feel like heās pretty mild,,, but when heās alone with you he is aggressive broooo
probably pins you to the wall andĀ threatens you or smth along those lines,,,,,
(writing this is what my life has become to-)
Felix
āwhat do you think youāre doing?ā
you turn around again, you had just thought of just leaving with a vague answer to his question but he was not having it.Ā
āanswer.āĀ
his words sounded cold, his dark voice making an entrace, the exact one youāve heard on many of the songs you listened to.
āfelix,,, you have to understand,,, u-um,, if we date theres gonna be some issuesā you said but he just stared at you with cocky eyebrows and a dark gaze, running his tongue on the inside of his cheek.
ādo you think i care? would i ask you if i cared?ā he said to which you shook your head automatically, what more could you do?
āyou get until tomorrow to think and if i donāt get the answer i want well,,, weāll see what iāll do to you.ā
Seungmin
he plots shit behind your back yk?
heās more of the sneaky type of yanderes (oop spoiler to a fic heh)
like he makes this like fucking year long plan where the objective of the mission is to make you obssessed with him-
he starts kinda subtely,,, first its going to the same gym as you and like,,, knowing where you placed your stuff
and then he starts putting small notes like under your waterbottle when you went to grab something that say likeĀ āi think youre cute, call meā and then his number
you obviously dont react,,, because why the fuck would you contact a stranger at the gymĀ
BUT THEN you realize that its him, its mf kim seungmin. yo,,,, u didnt know he went to this gym,,, that was not,,, the best-
of course you got a bit interested,,, you wanted to know how he was off camera,,, like just in his everyday life and i meeean,,, he was attractive but obviously you should stay away bc,,, heās a celebrity but seungmin didnt want to stay away
he notes somehow started to get more aggressive,,, suddenly being likeĀ āwhy are you ignoring me?ā and such,,,
and one night you were left alone in the gym with him,,, it was sooo quiet, only the sounds of your strained breaths as you lifted a dumbell
here where the plan came to play ;))
Jeongin
heās obsessed with you and you are not going anywhere, even if you rejected him.Ā
heās more clingy?? LIKE HE WILL NOT LEAVE YOU
ok sure,, he falls more into the stalking category too,,,Ā
also veeeery much a obssessed kinda yandere,,, like his mind is not thinking about how to like capture you,,, more about how to make you soooo comfortable and fool you into loving him despite the circumstances?
i just imagine that you work in a cafe and jeongin often meets you there when he buys coffee and you are already in awe when you see fucking yang jeongin enter the coffee shop on your shift but you were even more excited when he leaves his phone number on a napkin and slides it over the counter before leaving.Ā
you thought about it,,, contemplating multiple times but,,, you decided it would be best not to since well,,, safety purposesĀ
but he would visit you and every day his face got more and more perplexed cause he wondered why you didnt call
mf would not leave you alone, he would even wait outside the coffee shop until you finished your shift and walk you home,,, so now he knew where you lived-Ā
and then do the same thing over and over again until you talked to him.
does. not. give. up.Ā
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Hi! Can i ask for an hc where mc doesnt show much emotion? Like, her mom would gets mad at her when she cried, saying things like 'you dont have anything to be sad about' eventually mc didnt show emotions much in fear no one would care and fear of everyone is just putting up with her? She would break down alone. Im sorry, this is one placei can think of to have my heart comforted. I would be thankful for all warlords, if cant, i would like nobunaga, mitsuhide, kenshin,shingen and hideyoshi. TYš
Hi love! Sorry for taking sooo long with this HC (>į)! I hope you are doing well! Sending you all the loves and hugs (Ā“ā©ļ½”ā¢ įµ ā¢ļ½”ā©`) ā” ! And just know for anyone who needs to hear this... that its okay to show emotions, no one is going to think less of you, and trust me when I say there are people who care about you and would be there for you to wipe away every tear and listen to every complaint during your breakdowns! You are not alone dear! And for all those who feel like they have no one and need to vent I'm always here for ya loves (āā¢į“ā¢ā)ā” ā§*ć don't be shy to pop me a message even if ya just wanna chatĀ (āāæāāæ)
Okay so onto the headcanon, thanks so much for the request dear! I hope you have a wonderful day and I hope you enjoy it!Ā ā¤š¼
Headcanon: MC afraid of showing emotion/too scared to cry in front of Nobunaga, Kenshin, Hideyoshi and MitsuhideĀ
Nobunaga
Nobunaga absolutely loved youĀ (ļ½”āāæāļ½”)
He loved everything about you, from the way you walked to the cute way you scrunched up your nose when you laugh, EVERYTHING
When it came to emotions the two of you didnāt show much to the world but when your were together it was easy to drop the mask and be yourself
Except, what Nobunaga didnāt know was that you had to endure years of mental and emotional abuse from your mom
As a child you never cried cause, heaven forbid, that tear slip from your eye in front of her, all hell would break loose
(āą² Šą² )āå½”ā»āā»
She would lose her shit and scream at you that she would give you something to cry about if you did not stop
As of late you have been feeling a little down, and you were finding it harder and harder to push down those feelings bubbling up inside
You quickly retired to a secluded part of the garden, and made your way to your favourite bench
You werenāt even sitting there 2 seconds and the tears started to stream down your faceĀ (ą²„ļ¹ą²„)
Gosh if your mother could see you now she would have a field day
Nobunagaās meeting had ended early, and he was eager to spend some time with his beloved fireballĀ (ā āæā āæ)
He spotted you sitting in your favourite spot in the garden and made his way towards you
As he got closer he heard and saw something he had never in the year of knowing you, seen or heard before
YOU WERE CRYING
He was by your side in a flash
He crouched down in front of you and took both your hands in his
āTell me fireball, what is the matter, I will make the problem disappear in an instant.ā
What Nobunaga didnāt expect was that you would remove your hands from his and cover your face.Ā āI'm fine, don't worry about me.ā
āYou cannot lie to me my dear queen, now tell me why do you insist on hiding your pain from me, have you already forgotten you are mine and I am yours. Our hearts beat as one. So tell me fireball what had burdened that sweet heart of yoursā, Nobungas voice was as demanding as ever, but it held a kind and comforting warmth and in his eyes, you could see nothing but love and worry for you
You had told him the reason you never cry or show emotion to the outside world and in an instant you were in Nobunagaās arms being carried to his room
He gently cradled you face in his hands and whispered against your lips āI am not your mother and to me you can cry freelyā he then kissed you
It was a kiss filled with so much love and emotion
āWhenever something is troubling your fireball or whenever you feel like crying come to me, so I can kiss away your tears.āĀ (ć£ĖŠ·(Ėā£Ė )
Nobunaga spent the rest of that night showing you just how much he loved and adored youĀ (Ā¬āæĀ¬)
Mitsuhide
He saw the look on your face during the banquet
The way your mask had faltered and slipped for a split secondĀ (Ā¬_Ā¬)
He knew you were hiding something from him, a painful detail of your past
He told himself he would wait, wait for you to open up to him on your own, but the look you had on your face during the banquet was breaking his sneki boi heartĀ ļ¼>ļ¹<ļ¼
He could see you bite your lip in frustration to keep the tears from falling
He knows you had, had a long week, there was always so much work for everyone to do when important daimyos came to visit
As princess of the Oda forces, it was your job to keep the cups of the guests full, however these were particularly nasty guests, who had flung rude comment towards you for the whole duration of their stay
And TBH Mitsuhide was getting sick of it, in fact, all the warlords were fuming on your behalfĀ (ą² ā©ą² )
Mitsuhide stalked over to Nobunaga and whispered something in his ear, out of the corner of your eyes, you saw him give a small nod
Mitsuhide in a flash was now beside you, he gently took the bottle of sake from your hands and placed it on the table
He then carefully took hold of your wrist and lead you out of the banquet hall
He leads you onto the balcony and closed the doors to give the two of you some privacy
Golden eyes stared down at you, he could see it in your eyes, the pain and sadness you felt, his heart broke at the sight of your quivering lips tying to chock down and mask your emotionsĀ ( Ķ”ą²„ ĶŹ Ķ”ą²„)
You tried to say that you were fine, but the second you moved your lips to speak a tear slipped out from the corner of your eye
You turned around and covered you face with your hands repeating over and over how sorry you wereĀ (椊“ā)
āPlease, Mitsu, please donāt hate me.ā
Mitsuhides heart broke, hate you? Why he loved you more than anything in the world
He snaked his arms around your waist and rested his head on your shoulders whispering in your ears āWhy would I ever hate you, my dearest little mouse, for you are my light in this dark world, you are my soulmate and the keeper of my heart. I could never ever, ever hate you little one.ā
He gently turned you around in his arms and rested his forehead on yours
He gave your nose a little kiss, an action which makes you chuckle a little
(/āæļ¼¼āæ)
āMy dearest little one, would you dare to tell me, why it is that I would ever hate someone as wonderful as youā he said while nuzzling his nose against yours
You hid your face in the crook of his neck and took in his warm scent, and quietly muttered what your mother had been telling you your whole life
Mitsuhide quietly listened, taking in every word, dropping smalled kisses on your cheek and hairĀ Ā (Ā“ā¢Ļā¢ļ½)ā”
His tightened his embrace on you the second you mentioned that you were scared that he would hate and leave you if you cried in front of him, or cause him unnecessary troubleĀ
When your story was done Mitsuhide cradled your cheeks in his hands, he urged you up to meet his eyes, he then kissed your forehead, nose and finally lipsĀ (ć£ĖŠ·(Ėā£Ė )
āMy dear, you have been caught by a kitsune, and Iām afraid you can never leave, I will never hate or feel inconvenienced by you, my dear, and I would never leave you. To me crying or showing emotion isnāt a sign of weakness; it is a strength. You have no need to fear showing your emotions around me, my love, especially the sad and bad ones, for wherever you are feeling down, I will wrap you in my arms just like thisā and as he said that, he moved to snake his arms around your waist once more, and leaned in close to whisper in your ear, āAnd then I will do thisā
He then started to shower your face, neck and shoulders in small ticklish kisses, while his hands moved to tickle your sidesĀ (ļ¾āć®ā)ļ¾*:ļ½„ļ¾ā§
You bust out into laughter āStop Mitsu, haha, mercy, haha, mercy.ā
He then gave your lips one final kiss and traced his fingertips on your tear-stained cheeks
āI truly love you, my dear, please never hide your emotions from me again.āĀ (/^-^(^ ^*)/
Kenshin
Kenshin was away fighting and you were left with Sasuke and Yuki to hold down the fort
You were feeling a little sad and upset lately and you were definitely missing the bunny warlordĀ (āĖįŗĖ)
You were hanging out with Yuki and Sasuke at one of the tea houses and you just couldnāt shake the feelings of loneliness and sadness
You could feel your eyes begin to sting, and you knew you needed to get awayĀ (椊“ā)
You quickly excused yourself and said that you werenāt feeling well
Sasuke and Yukimura gave each other a worried look
āShould we go after her?ā āI think its best if we leave her be, besides I heard lord Kenshin will be home this afternoonā, they gave each other a nog and continued to chat over tea
You wandered back to the castle, your heart was feeling heavy, you kept your tears in until you made it to your room
You walked through the door of your and Kenshinās shared room and the second the door closed behind you you bust into tears
ā§ĀŗĀ·(Ė ĖĢ£Ģ£Ģ„āĖĢ£Ģ£Ģ„ )ā§ĀŗĀ·Ė
You slid down the door and curled yourself up into a ball and cried
How many time have you done this before, quietly breaking down and sobbing in the silence of your roomĀ ą¹Ā·Ā°(ą§¹ĖĢµļ¹ĖĢµą§¹)Ā°Ā·ą¹
Careful not to make a sound, even though your mother was 500 years in the future, the words she would say to you when she caught you crying, stilled ringed in your ears
āStop it, you silly girl, or I'll give you something to cry about. If you keep it up no one will like you. No one likes people who cry they are annoying. If you donāt learn to toughen up, you will never have any friends.āĀ ā(`oĀ“)
You covered your ears hoping to block out the noise
Kenshin had come back early and quickly made his way to your shared room to change
He was so excited to see his little bunny
He heard the door of your room open and shut
He was about to step out from behind the changing screen to surprise you, when he heard the sound of your soft whimpersĀ ā(Ī¦Š“Ī¦lll
His heart broke into pieces, why were your crying, how dare hurt his beloved goddess of war, whoever caused his beloved upset will pay with their livesĀ ( Ķ Ā° ĶŹ Ķ”Ā°)=Īµ/ĢµĶĢæĢæ/'ĢæĢæ Ģæ Ģæ Ģæ Ģæ Ģæ
He strode out from behind the changing screen to see you huddled into a small ball with your hand covering your earsĀ (ćā²Šć¾)
He quietly made his way up to you and before you knew it you were enveloped in his warmthĀ ą¼¼ ć¤ ā_ā ą¼½ć¤
He held you tight pressing your head into his chest
āHush, my little bunny, Iām home, what has caused you so much grief, for I vow to cut down anyone who dare hurt the love of my life.ā
You tried to calm yourself down, to stop crying but the more you tried to put a lid back on your emotions the more they came pouring out
You and Kenshin had a very open and honest relationship and just as you have destroyed and chased away his demon, it is now his turn to do the same for you
He soothingly pulled his fingers through your hair and kissed the top of your head āItās okay, Iām here, Iām here, you are okay, just listen to the sound of my heartbeatā
When you managed to calm down a little you told him about your mother and how you were never allowed to cry as a child, as that was perceived as weaknessĀ (ć¤ļ¹<)ļ½„ļ¾ļ½”
Kenshin simply remained silent as you hiccuped your way through the story, he traced soothing circles on your back as you continued to speak and he gave you a few small pecks to encourage you to keep going
The bunnies must have sensed that you were feeling down as sometime during your story, an avalanche of fluff huddled around the two of you
Each nuzzling their little noses against you as if to try and comfort you in their own wayĀ Ā
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āMy love your mother is wrong, it is not a weakness to cry or show emotion and no one will think less of you if you do.ā
He then like his bunnies started nuzzling his nose into your hair and kissed the top of your head āI love you with my whole heart and soul, did you already forget the promise we made my love.ā
Kenshin gently wiped away the few remaining tears and kissed the tip of your nose
āAhh I see my sweet goddess of war has forgotten,.ā He rested his forehead on yours and gave you a little Eskimo kiss
āRemember when I was still battling with the demons in my head, we made a.. what do you call it againā¦ a yes, a pinky promiseā¦ to always hold and listen to one another problems, to envelop each other in a comforting embrace, to face all challenges together and to love each other for eternity no matter what.
Kenshin the gave you the biggest brightest smile and carried you to the futon where the two of you spent the rest of the day cuddled in each otherās arms and surrounded by the love of your fluff armyĀ
ā”ļ½”ļ¾.(*ā”Ā“āæ` äŗŗĀ“āæ` ā”*)ļ¾ā” Ā°ć»
Hideyoshi
You were having a horrible day
Everything just seemed to be going wrong
As you started walking back to Hideyioshiās manor, Nobunaga could sense something was off, so he dragged you with him on one of his candy runs
THB the candy did lift your spirits, but all of that was in vain the second your lover stepped into the kitchen, to catch you and Nobu crunching down on candy
When you turned to look, Nobunaga was gone without a trace leaving you to deal with being lectured on your own
As Hideyoshi lectured you about sugar and the dangers of eating too much of it, all the memories and troubles of the day started coming back and burdening your heart
You could feel the tears start to well up and your throat start to constrict
You needed to get out of there
Halfway through the lecture, you started running, you didnāt want Hideyoshi to see you cry, you didnāt want to burden him with your feelings
į(ą²„ŹĢÆą²„)į
And you most definitely didnāt want to trouble him
You ran all the way back home locking yourself in your shared room
Hideyoshi knocked on the door, to your shared bedroomĀ ą² āā®ą²
You forgot that you had a spare key in the pot pant down the hall
Hideyoshi slowly made his way into the room
He saw you in the corner of the room hugging your legs, tear streaming down your faceĀ
ļ½”ļ½„ļ¾ļ¾ļ½„(>Š“<)ļ½„ļ¾ļ¾ļ½„ļ½”
āIām sorry if I was a little harsh on you love, most of that lecture was actually meant for Nobunagaā, Hideyoshi made his way towards you and eyed you apologetically
Although the second you locked eyes with Hideyoshi, he could see that it was more than just the lecture on your mind
He sat down beside you and pulled you into his lapĀ (>^_^)><(^o^<)
āTell me whatās bothering you love, I may not always be able to read your expressions very well, but I can always tell when something is bothering youā
You had told him of your past and why you donāt give away much with your facial expressionsĀ
(ć¤ļ¹ā)
āYou know you can always come to me with any problem right, I would never judge you for crying or showing emotion.ā
You gave Hideyoshi a small nod, but his MOTHER MODE had been activated and he was now determined to do whatever it took to bring that smile back to your faceĀ (āāø āāæ)
He picked you up and walked you to the bathroom where the two of you had a nice warm bubble bath together
He then cooked you your favourite meal and held you in his arms the entire nightĀ (āāæāāæ)
That night in his arms you allowed yourself to cry, you had bottled up your emotions for so long, but with Hideyoshi, you felt safe.
You allowed yourself to show him you every sadness and insecurity, and he accepted all of itĀ ā”Ā“ļ½„į“ļ½„`ā”
He would sit and listen to you while gently rubbing your back
Whenever new tears would stream down your face, he wipes them away leaving a trail of kisses in their wake
Finally, with Hideyoshi, you allowed yourself to drop the mask and show your true emotions, as you felt safe and warm and his arm, and most importantly with Hideyoshi, you always felt lovedĀ (āŗ£ā”āŗ£)ā”*
Thanx for the request love! I hope you enjoyed it!Ā (*^.^*)
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hang tight chris motionless x reader
+++++++++ Request from @svintsandghosts to go with the song
This ended a little more angsty than I was originally planning but I hope you like it anyways š
and sorry it took so long lol
Song: I surrender by Natalie Taylor
tag list: @alilpunkrock @theoneandonlykymberlee @cynic-spirit @thisplace-ishaunted @musicsexandpizza69 @ryansitkowskiswifey +++++++++ I heard Chris laugh from across the lot, doing a bit for Ricky's tour update video. I just shook my head and sat on the ground outside of the bus, playing on my phone. It had been a slow day so far and the weather was amazing so I didn't really wanna be inside at the moment. I sighed deeply as I heard them talking amongst themselves, admiring Chris from a distance.
"Daydreaming again?"
I heard Justin say, drawing my attention up towards him as I squinted in the sunlight.
"Aren't I always?"
He handed me a beer before sitting down next to me and lighting a cigarette.
"Still about you know who?"
He nodded towards Chris before waving over at them. I popped the top off the bottle and shrugged.
"I don't know what my problem is."
He sent me a look before making a sarcastic "okay" face.
"Do you have something to say?"
I asked slowly. He just laughed at me, blowing smoke out his nose and taking a drink of his own beer.
"Maybe you should tell him."
I snorted harshly.
"Do I look like someone who would be so bold?"
He raised a brow at me before shaking his head.
"You could be. I mean, what's the worst that could happen?"
I sighed.
"He laughs at me? He doesn't like me back? It makes things weird? We can't be friends anymore? Need me to keep going?"
He shook his head and took another swig.
"Did you ever think that none of that stuff would happen? That maybe he does like you too?"
I sent him a skeptical look.
"Is there something you aren't telling me Marrow?"
He just shrugged and took a long drag.
"Nope."
I drew my brows together.
"Whatever. I'll think about it."
He groaned as he stood up off the ground.
"You think to much."
He said before walking over to the small group of guys still chatting and doing their interviews for Ricky's video. I frowned and looked back to my phone. Maybe I do think too much.
Ā°Ā°Ā°Ā°Ā°Ā°Ā°Ā°Ā° I paced around the bus contemplating our friendship again. On one hand if I told him, I wouldn't have to feel like this anymore. I wouldn't have to feel like I'm holding the biggest secret from my best friend. It was killing me on the inside. I ran my hands over my face as I walked in a line, back and forth through the bus. When I heard the door I didn't stop, my back was to it anyway. When I turned around I froze.
"You okay y/n?"
Chris said concerned, making his way past me to the fridge. I just stared at him. When he turned around he drew his brows.
"You look scared, what's up?"
He tried again, moving to sit at the table. I just stayed there where I was, frozen, unmoving and unspeaking. He took a drink, watching me. When he put the bottle on the table I jumped before shaking it off and continuing my pace. I knew his eyes were on me as I moved but I didn't want to talk. Part of me thought that if I did something would slip out on accident.
"You know you can talk to me right?"
He tried again but I just kept walking. My thoughts were going a mile a minute now. I just hummed in response. As I walked by him he caught my arm, making me halt in my tracks and stare down at his large hand engulfing my forearm. My gaze followed to his eyes.
"Y/n what's wrong?"
I just shrugged.
"Nothing."
I croaked out and he let go of me. I continued my pace, crossing my arms over my chest this time.
"I got a call from Bea earlier."
He said and my body stiffened at her name. Maybe that was another reason I didn't tell him. If he knew I liked him while having a girlfriend, what if I ruined it? I couldn't do that to him. That would be completely unfair.
"Oh?"
I asked, turning around to pace back. He half smiled, finally getting what he wanted.
"She said she was gonna come see the show in a couple days."
he looked to me for approval... Like you would do with any person you wanted your best friend to like. Now I was feeling guilty. How could I have been so selfish.
"Cool."
I said quickly and his face fell.
"You don't like her do you?"
He asked, his face going straight. I just shrugged.
"It's not that I don't like her-"
He realized a brow.
"So you do like her? Cause that response sounded a little unenthusiastic for someone who likes her."
I shrugged again and kept walking, fiddling with my finger tips.
"No I think she's great, really."
He laughed.
"Yeah, that was convincing."
I glared at him as I walked past him again.
"She's great."
He shook his head at me.
"You can just say you don't like her y/n it's fine."
I sighed heavily.
"But it's not, cause you like her."
He looked a little confused.
"Well yeah, I wouldn't have started dating her if I didn't at least a little bit. or at least to begin with."
i sent him a look. what was he getting at?
"But you're my best friend, you come first and I want you to like her too."
he finished and I inhaled sharply.
"What do you want me to say Chris?"
I said annoyed.
"I don't know, how about the truth?"
he said sternly. I turned to looked at him and put my face into my hands and groaned loudly. I could feel tears stinging my eyes and i really didn't want to do this. I looked back up at him, trying to hide the hurt in my eyes.
"I think she's great for you."
I kept walking, when I turned back around he had stood up.
"We both know you don't think that's true."
I stepped past him and he caught my arm again, pulling me to face him.
"What is the deal? i just want you to answer the question"
I stared at him intently. If I blinked I knew tears would fall.
"i care about your opinion."
I let out a laugh, squinting and letting the tear fall. His face softened.
"Y/n, what are you crying?"
I looked down at his hand in my arm and finally let my emotions go. He'd caught me, literally. He placed his other hand on my other arm and tried to lean down to look at my face.
"Y/n?"
I let out a short laugh.
"It's because I love you okay!"
I screamed at him, hot tears rolling down my face.
"Are you happy now? It's because I love you. I have for a while now."
I pulled my sleeves down over my hands and crossed my arms over my chest, his hands never letting me go. I looked down at the ground and shook my head, Swaying my body a bit.
"I didn't wanna say anything because I knew you didn't like me like that. And then I just, I just started letting you go and you found someone else. Someone better than me. She's better than me at everything: making you laugh, making you feel yourself, hell she's so much prettier than me too. And I hated that feeling even more than you not loving me back. So yeah I dont wanna give you my opinion. you two dating has been killing me, you were killing me."
He looked so sad. I never meant to hurt him but he needed to know.
"She's not better than you."
He said quietly, stealing my attention back.
"She could never be better than you. And Everything you just said is a lie. I wanted your opinion on her because I was debating whether or not to dump her. We've only been dating for a few months but i hate who I am when I'm with her. She makes me feel so broken, and I hate myself for it. And then when you left after we started going out I thought it was because of me so I stayed with her. I needed someone to make me feel like a person but she doesnt do that. not like you do. I needed you, hell, I still do."
He had tears starting to fall from his eyes now too, thin streaks covering his face in black makeup. I inhaled deeply before shaking my head.
"All those times you messaged me after I left... You could have said something. Told me to come back. But you didn't."
He looked down, ashamed.
"I thought you didn't want to come back so I didn't want to try. I know you, you don't change your mind so easily. But then you agreed to come on this tour and I was so excited. To be able to see you everyday again gave me hope."
He looked back up at me with the saddest puppy dog eyes.
"I'm sorry."
I said, barely Above a whisper. I was broken.
"I'm sorry too."
He managed.
"Please don't leave me again."
He pleaded, squeezing my arms. I shook my head.
"I don't think I could if I tried."
I laughed out, trying to make the situation lighter. He pulled me into a tight hug.
"I love you y/n."
I pressed my face into his neck.
"I love you too Chris."
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Haikyuu HC to COVID-19 (Karasuno edition)
This is horrible š im just so bored so I made whatever this mess is KFJSJDMSK enjoy
Hinata Shouyou
huh? isnāt it just the flu?
āNo, hinata. People have died from it-ā
AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH-
goes bananas
whenever someone sneezes or coughs, his soul leaves his body as he runs away to sanitize/wash his hands for a miserably long time.
eats an expired can of peaches thinking itās his last resort
lowkey happy school is closed because homework sucks
but also highkey hates it because now all volleyball tournaments are closed
then gets all angry when he realizes heād have to do online school???!!?? like wtf he got jipped.
thinks they could still do volleyball if they did online calls cus if the school can do it,, then vOLLEYBALL CAN
will probably miss half of the class calls from oversleeping/forgetting anyway.
sheepishly ask yamaguchi, yachi or tsukishima for help on assignments/notes. (he will NEVA ask kageyama. heās always in competition with him here!)
still practices volleyball 24/7 in his backyard or room (maybe even with his baby sister??)
Heās really good at practicing all by himself from practicing all alone in middle schoolā
but will probably go crazy being alone all the time with his family. he just wants to play volleyball with the team again.
looks up āwhat to do when youāre boredā or āwhat to do at home while in quarantineā on youtube
Kageyama Tobio
probably says heās immune to the corona because heās just better than everyone else
doesnāt really think itās real until school shut down because of it
When he sees that corona is airborne he wont know what that means so heād probably think itās produced by air itself?? which makes him think air is trying to kill the human race?? and will be so confused as to why it decided to pop up now???
DESPISES online school. He had enough trouble understanding it from the gecko, so now he has to learn it basically all by hiMSELF?!?
And no way is he just gona email the teacher for help. If he does itās gonna be only once in his lifetime. Anymore than that he thinks heās doin too much. He doesnāt want his teachers thinking heās dumb š
he says literally nothing during the calls he just tries to pay attention? and fails because heās on a computer. in his room. alone. heās bound to daze off or stare at a pen for 5 minutes.
Obvi still practices volleyball. Very much misses it. At least Hinata had his sibling to practice with him. tobio is a lone wolf in his household.
When his mom goes out to get groceries he gives her one of those doctor masks so she doesnāt catch corona.
Few moments later through the internet he realizes that corona is smaller than air molecules so if you can breathe through something you could still get it so he struggles for an hour thinking he just killed his mother
When his mom is back he keeps his distance in case sheās carrying the plague
omg did she just cough or am i imagining things no she definitely coughed she has corona oh oh god
In reality she was just clearing her throat.
is lowkey worrying about everyone and how they are š„ŗ (yes, maybe even hinata).
thinks heās science smart by calling it covid-19 than corona.
Asahi Azumane
He just worries about everyones health
like he just imagines the worst case scenarioās and starts to get really worried if people got it. Always checks on everyone and asks if theyāre feeling any symptoms of corona ā¤ļø
Heās either not gonna get it or he gets it and dies thereās no inbetween
but heās jesus himself so theres no way he nor anyone in his bloodline can get it
is very happy to know that dogs canāt get it.
Takes online school seriously and tries his best
And is honestly so sad school just ended??? even if itās temporary, he could be learning, playing volleyball, and going about his day instead of staying in a cage. heās a third year soāhow would graduation even go..?
always is up to date on the news !! and notifies everyone if anything important is added/changed.
Always tells everyone to stay safe! Whether through text or before ending a call.
only buys a lot of toilet paper from the fear of there being no toilet paper in stock since evERYONE IS BUYING IT-
Starts to try new hobbies that he put off for the longest time cus quarentine is rlly getting to him.
Is all out a family guy so he doesnāt mind the extra time with his family.
Nishinoya Yu
OAOAOAOAOAOAOAOAOAOA
420 blazinā
thinks going outside means youāre instantly gonna die from corona attacking your white blood cells (????)
but also probably doesnt care as he goes outside like everyday to run around and get rid of energy (and to practice volleyball, of course).
also why is it called white blood cells when blood is red ā ļø smh
Buys 101611018320129 bags of chips because thatās his comfort food
yay more gaming time!!!
Noyaš: Tanaka do u wana play minecraft 2getr latr?
Tanakaš: HELL YEAH!!
doesnāt shower for three days straight because screw personal hygiene!! No more school!!! Can do whatever he wanted!! Itās basically summer!!!
until heās forced to do online school.
Is def the class clown. Probably somehow kicks the teacher out of the call through a little bit of hacking.
āalright guys so iāll be youāre substitute teacher for the day-ā
tbh acts the same as he would in school. maybe a little more rebellious because, i mean, what is the teacher gonna do? send him to DETENTION? call his mOMMY?
Calls/spams literally everyone in his contacts because heās so bored and lonely. Answer him!! Yāall will be on facetime for hours!!
Heās fun to facetime.
Will call you a loser if you donāt have an apple iPhone because then he canāt facetime you and facetiming is one of his favorite things to do to pass time (besides gaming)
HE A TRUE GAMER
Okay but he lowkey still tries at school for the sake of his grades and his future ;-; maybe calls asahi or sugawara for help??
always looks up his homework on the internet to see if he can get an answer key or something (he did that anyway even before corona but)
will do one subject for 3 hours thinking heās finally done with everythinf till he realizes he has like 4 other subjects and needs to do those too.
Sending memes all the time
Tsukishima Kei
oh, what about corona again?
honestly could give NO fucks??. like ABSOLUTELY ZERO. nonxistent.
doesnāt even remember itās still happening half the time.
is surprisingly very knowledgeable about corona.
heās just smart and sciencyĀæ so he understands the ins and outs of corona like how it works and how its spread.
so if you tRULY want any update or background info on the corona virius, ask Tsukishima.
bitch donāt touch me you have rabies.
doesnāt care that heās obligated to stay at home because he would have stayed either way. he very much likes being alone.
might go a little crazy cooped up in his room so heāll hang with his brother/family or go outside before he says āokay thatās enoughā and goes back to his room.
isolation? oh okay *puts on headphones*
he rlly gonna be rocking it out in his room cus he can listen to music all day any day
developes a really bad sleep schedule since he had no way to get rid of the energy he got rid of at school.
still a huge tease so he says everyone has the corona virius.
is never online on social media which means heās never up to date with his frIENDS. Doesnāt have a clue what those dipshits are doing and could care less (besides yamaguchi,, they probably facetime or call thru skype or something).
I bet the whole volleyball squad has a groupchat and honestly he puts all notifs on mute cus his phone keep goin DING DING DING DI DING ID DID IDKNG DING DIG
Brother: Omg why are you getting so many text messages?
Tsukki: Shut up
if he is online on the gc and he texts it would be simple replies like āHiā āOkay.ā āNo.ā āGoodbye.ā and then heās gone for another week
every first year is begging on their knees for tsukishima to give the answers or help them out and he obviously says: go do the hw yourselves idiots
besides yamaguchi!!!! again!! cus theyre gay for each other
maybe practices once in awhile with his brother or alone in his backyard but he doesnāt care
Tanaka Ryuunosuke
buys 101817 pounds of toilet paper because everyone else is? but not because of the same reason as asahi. he thinks toilet paper is the cure to corona.
GO STUPID AAAAAAAAA GO CRAZY AAAAAAAAAAA-
probably has a part time job at a grocery store so he still has to go to work š i dont even know how he could have a job in the first place heās probably always late-
still gamin with noya of course
GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY ROOM IM PLAYING MINECRAFTT
also buys like all the junk food thats in stock. and since he works at the grocery store he gets a ton of coupons and deals.
texts Kiyoko everyday goodmorning ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø and goodnight šš texts just to be left on read.
āi love it when she ignores me !!!ā
scrolls through tiktoks for 1000 hours to pass time
School Is For Losers!!
similar to noya, he thought it was basicaly summer until he realized they were gonna be doing online school. literally had a fit and said he didnt wanna do jack squAt
Laughs so hard when nishinoya somehow kicks the teacher out of the call heās like laughing so loud and hard he starts crying
all of the sudden has a better view on school
gets excited when he sees nishinoya on the call
makes funny and ugly ass faces when the teacher isnāt looking. everyone laughs and the teacherās like š¤Ø
probably uses the green screen effect so he can change hus background (somehow) and accidentally misclicks a file so a girl wit a bikini becomes his background for .5 seconds before changing it to a cursed meme:
doesnāt get half the shit the teacher is talking about
but itās okay because the half he doesnāt get is the other half noya gets
and the half noya doesnt get is the orher half tanaka gets
theyāre two peas in a pod š„°
until they try explaining it to each other and suddenly get confused?? mental malfunction Āæ?
yeah im SMART!!!
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Daichi Sawamura
quite calm about the whole coronavirus
like he knows it is serious and understands how it is spread but heās still calm about it??
tells everyone to sanitize and wash hands on a regular. and social distancing!!
honestly still wakes up like he does on normal school days and does all his academics just fine.
he even does gym activities (besides volleyball) for 30 minutes to an hour!!!! he be running on that treadmil! getting stronk!
does each subject on his own for 20-40 min each day. heās really good at self discipline
makes sure sugawara and asahi are up to date on school work and will gladly help.
sadly canāt help the first years (and probably second years) because that info is deep in his brain and basically forgot how to do it after a year or two of not using it.
VERY VERY VERY sad that volleyball nationals are cut off. this is his last year and for it to be??? gone??? just because of some flu?!?! hates it.
he wishes school to go back and still has hope that school will go back to normal in a couple of weeks (even though itās a slim chance).
asks the teacher questions whenever he has questions. Heās also vv considerate so heāll ask questions he knows the answer to but asks them for anyone whoās confused ab it/wants to ask but is too shy. (literally i lov daichi sm)
Eats a healthy amount of everything
asks asahi for any updates on corona even though heās quite up to date himself. he just wanna make sure he didnāt miss anything.
also doesnāt mind being around his family. heāll do more chores around the house to help his parents out :> heās literally perfect wtf
def does worry about everyone in the volleyball gc and anyone else he has contact with. Will also email classmates and ask if theyāre doing all right. Even away from volleyball heās a team player āŗļøāļø
Is happy for the rest of the day when asahi tells him dogs canāt get corona.
Yamaguchi Tadashi
oaoaiquqhdkoaiaagadjsiwi?
doesnāt know what to believe anymore
keeps in touch with everyone!! always online 24/7 on social media, vball gc, you name it.
Literally everyone is acting so normal why are people so calm am i the only one worrying about this and the worlds future like this year has been really bad so far for not just me but the whole nation actually the entire world honestly like war almost broke out in january and now this corona stuff is really buttering my crissont the wrong way-
Even though tsukishima literally gives No Fucks, yamaguchi is the complete opposite.
like tsukki and yamaguchi call on skype and eVERY TIME yamaguchi starts with āhow have you been? do you feel sick at all? have you drank enough water today?ā and so on
āWhat are you even worrying about?ā
āWell...what if you get the corona virius?... it can be deadly, you know!! Thousands of people have died from it!!! The fact school is shutting down and people are panicking is making me feel like i should be panicking-ā
Tsukki will then snarkily reassure him itās fine and people their age are the least likely to get it bad.
Yamaguchi will feel a little better afterwords
āThank you, Tsukki!ā
Tsukki will ātchā it off
Even though he gets really good grades he has triuble finding motivation to do any school work?? doing school work in his own home? š
His home was kinda a place he can chill whereas school is a place he can be fully focused
but now his home is ALSO school??!!?
Luckily he understands the work, at least.
When he sees tsukishima on the call, too, he instantly says hello.
āTsukki!! Hey!! šā
āShut up.ā
āGomen, Tsukki.ā
Yeah. Even when they arenāt at school, heās still the same as always.
He takes extra care of his family and always stays in touch with other relatives. Especially grandpa and grandma. THE SECOND he learned elderly people are at more risk you bet your ass heās calling them making sure theyāre okay. He checks up on them everyday now.
He peobably practices volleyball a little, too. Heās more focused on schoolwork though.
Sugawara Koushi
Have you guys ate dinner yet? š„ŗ
obviously checking up on everyone
he would fail as a mother if he didnāt.
Actually reads in his free time?? He finally has time on his hands to read these books so.... here we are!
Wakes up at a scheduled time everyday (minus weekends. Maybe sleeps for an extra hour or so).
He dresses in pjs rather than actual clothes because heās not going anywhere with this social distancing thing.
Always tries to lighten the mood when all the students are on the online call. Maybe crack some joke or innocently play around with the effects.
He still pays close attention in class and does quite well on his own. No help from his parents! He can do everything on his own! He a big boi!
Does homework really well, too. Probably does extra work or more work than needed just because it makes him feel good afterwords.
Honestly i can see him cooking in his free time. If he doesnt feel like reading or scrolling mindlessly through his phone, he gonna cook.
Will make the best cookies in the universe.
HAS A HECK OF A SWEET TOOTH. NOT A DAY GOES BY WITHOUT HIM GETTING HIS PRETTY HANDS ON SUM TREAT
Honestly isnāt too good with exercise so he might gain a few pounds or grow the smallest chub š„ŗš„ŗš„ŗ he would be so cute omfg.
is realy involved with his family!! they play a board/card game every friday night and have the best time.
if he has a dog, cat, or literally any animal you know heās gona be hanging with them since he has more time.
Still! Playing! Volleyball! I mean by now every boy is practicing at least a little bit. He would probably be in his backyard playing volleyball with his family. Theyyād set up a net and everythin! Theyāre all rookies at it but he still cherishes the moments with them.
Itās honestly still practice. Better than nothing
He talks about how his family plays volleyball and everyone is so jealous like šš makes him more grateful hearing half the volleyball team saying they have to practice alone.
Watching youtube videos of random videos/vines making him giggling.
āHey, Dachi, look at this video.ā
IS A SWEETHEART STFU !!!
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Ā ć avan jogia. cismale. he/him. ći hope that #lexsquad memberć SLATER MALIH SAVALIA ćadds me to the squad ! the ć TWENTY THREE ćyear old ć LAW ć major has been apart of the squad since ć OCTOBER 2018ćand seems to be the ć DELPHIC ćof the group.ć SLATERćis ać SENIORć and seems to enjoy ć WRITING & PLAYING MUSIC ćbut you can always find them at a squad party , too !
TW:Ā CHEATING, ABANDONMENT, PORN MENTION, DEATH, DRUGS
Anyways lemme give you some info about my man and try to keep it as short ( I lied ) as possible Iāll have some wanted connections at the end so hit me up to plot cause I live for that :)Ā
NAME: SLATER MALIH SAVALIA AGE: 23 MAJOR: PRE- LAW SENIOR @ LEX POSITION: A DADDY HOBBIES: givin 0 Fucks, living life to the full, writing, being an PI on his dad, spiting his family n causing problems as a FUCK U. BORN: LONDON, ENGLAND. SEXUALITY: A truE WILD BISEXUAL :ā)
BACKGROUND:Ā
So Slater was born in London, England however when he was younger he moved around a lot with his parents until they settled in LA. Mainly for his dads business and his mum had previously lived there too.
His mum was a travel writer which explains why they traveled a lot, his father runs a few escort agencies + brothels ( nevada only we do it legal here )Ā and also started up his own pornographic production company / film studio in LA. it would probably now be one of the biggest in the world.Ā ( think vivid entertainment meets brazzers ) u know FILTHY RICH SHIT.
Both his parents were obviously away quite a lot, his dad ran so many businesses and hmm was hands-on lets say but the household was pretty calm when he was fairly young. his mum was super attentive and loving and just such an amazing role model and always wanted to take him with her to show him the world when she had to leave. i think he definitely was a mummas boy.
at about 8/9 however wouldāve been when things kind of came crashing down for him. he really caught his dad cheating on his mum w/ one of the porn stars he hired from the studio. His dad wouldāve really asked him NOT to tell him mum because it would break their family up. obviously, slater was like terrified of the chance of losing his family so he just pretended nothing ever happened.
he was so conflicted because he was keeping this huge secret and he had so much guilt but he didnāt wanna be the one to ruin things. Like his dad basically used him as a cover like expecting him to lie for him for a long time. it wouldāve really eaten away at him. like it wouldāve not been a one-time thing, but slater was in denial for sure.
i think one day slater wouldāve slipped up in one of his lies for his dad and his mum ended up fighting out what happened and it was such a mess. it would've led to their divorce and god that was.. SOO messy. they defs didnt have a prenup and like the custody.
I think lowkey he was miserable being with his dad, he had so much resentment and sadness there. he wouldāve been okay being with his mum the whole time.
His dad was really the type of parent that would use his kids against each his ex wife like they would use slater to pass on messages and being like no u canāt have him for that day etc etc And not taken slater into consideration.
his dad though really tried his absolute best to bring his mum down which was sooo sad to see, like watching her get put through the ringer by his dad and she just became a bit of a shell of who she was, because he obviously had more than enough money to do it and didnāt want her to see a dime of it even tho he.. RLLY BE LIVING THE HIGH LIFE.
slater wouldāve just been back and forth between them both up until he was about 15 when his mum, unfortunately, passed away due to drugs. which was SO UNEXPECTED.Ā i think there was definitely a lot more to it, like she definitely was self-medicating to help go through the still pending divorce. which wouldāve lasted years.Ā
anyways losing his mum devastated slater because truly she was like a best friend to him, she was. he always enjoyed the weeks at his mums more than his dad and now he knew heād be stuck there.
he fights a lot with hisĀ dad still about everything that happened and what he did, he blames him for it and putting a LITERAL KID in the middle.
anyways though since the separation his dad had like a myriad ofĀ ā girlfriendsā around who were probably all young enough to be like a step sibling tbh. he never took to any of them until his stepmom. who shockingly he actually really likes. shes one thing keeping his family together atm.
Ā Anyways as you can imagine slaters dads business was huge and his dad is truly raking in the money but slater has always felt uncomfortable spending or even benefiting off it which is why heās extremely secretive considering he knows where it comes from and he doesnāt exactly support his dad let alone he doesnāt want to have to explain that to people and get them looking into his family.
his father has really tried and put up this front though as if heās a huge family man now and is conservative and super religious and smh that pissed off slater to the max. heās like that dont make no fucking sense..
Ā when he high school hit though they were going to country clubs all that shit slater hated basically. he truly didnāt mind acting out just to spite his dad knowing hey your a family man what are you gonna do about it??
this drove his dad so crazy and only meant more rules were put on him, it was about the only attention his dad gave him.
when hey fight though its really wild, you know slater throws it in his dads face basically just some fucking pimp and exploits people and heās never gonna do that and heād rather have nothing than follow in his footsteps
i think his dad has been fined multiple times for some shady shit going on in his businesses. plus its been common knowledge in the depths of the industry they heavily provide them w/ alcohol drugs etc. probably has had an issue with the treatment of the people hes hired. lawsuits. Ā there's more under the surface that even slater doesnt know.
there wouldāve been a bit of a scandal where his dad employed one of his dumbass country club friends daughters aka someone even slater knew to star in one of his adult films
Ā but regardless like he knew he really was fortunate he lived an extremely privileged life, like he would be set for life, could sit do nothing and its good. he just never had a huge interest in it unlike his father who really always said that he would take over everything someday and it would turn into a huge family business. and he was like yikes someone come tell him.. no thanks.Ā
Ā His dad and him definitely had a rocky relationship after his moms death, heĀ didnāt parent very much and just left his stepmom in so many uncomfortable situations but honestly
Ā He saw her more as a friend though then a mum but she was the best parental figure heās ever even had. Sheād genuinely try so hard to make sure his dad was acting like one like telling him heās going to his sons gigs or else even though slater knew his dad would come for 2 seconds to appease his wife then leave.
But growing up heās always been super careful of whoās around him and who he lets into his life probably as a result of how secretive his family has always instilled in him to be.
Ā Like his dad keeps saying weāre family we come first, and he never wanted slater to be sharing that with people about what they did.
Ā But he has such a resentment to his dad, like he thinks heās a mess he has a wife he doesnāt give a fuck about a son he doesnāt see, he does god knows what he just is so convinced he canāt turn out like him ever.Ā
I think people genuinely think he must not come from money because the amount of people who have ever met his parents or seen his house is a handful if that.Ā
Like heās always hanging out at other peopleās places and just heās never been really extravagant unless its to purposely spite his dad yikes. that comes from anger.
Like he really got himself a job even though his dad said he could come work for him just cause he was like yeah I donāt want to run ur dumb company and make money off it u pos?Ā
His dad has definitely been investigated a few times for shady practices. slater definitely started looking into law for that reason, like he genuinely thought he wants to actually be able to put guys who screw the system and own huge corporations and think they can pay outta anything in jail.
meanwhile his dad thought great a lawyer who can defend our family business smh so he supports him He has no clue slater would rather take him down.
hes on the dl investigating his dad himself. who wanna help.
PERSONALITY
losing his mom AND one his best friends showed him that he needs to really do everything he wants to and in that moment which does make him selfish at timesĀ
i think he has abandonment issues, i think like whenĀ his best friend who was kinda the reason he came to lex, happened to pass away also triggered that again ( TBD WHY im leaving this open for plots ) and that really shook him all over.
he really almost feels cursed at this stage.
he was pretty sheltered tbh because his dad wasnāt trusting AT ALL and at first was homeschooled until High school so he didnāt exactly grow up outgoing or being able to have many people at his place or tell them about his life.
i think theres not many people who know heās related to his dad business, even tho his dad business iS HUGE and legit is his last name. and hes like yeah ha coincidence right??? not my dad at all.
Heās super fucking blunt though like he may be secretive with his personal life but his ass does not hold back which has gotten him into way too many problems.Ā
He just feels like he grew up lying about so much, his dad was like we don't want people taking advantage of you if they find out who you are and use things against me.
Ā he hated that and all the secrets about his dad he kept so donāt expect him to hold back on feelings or thoughts back at allĀ
LOVES to spite and piss his dad off even if that means 30+ students at his dads place during a business meeting lets do it.
He acts a lot without thinking like he sucks at planning anything and a lot of time he seems a little flighty and that he doesnāt take things serious enough esp his relationships
.Heād really go above and beyond though for anyone whoās proven to him that they can be trusted like heās been known to be all in he either gives it everything or nothing so he goes extravagant
will try everything once.
wild child tm.
Ā his ass was kinda like living it up. heās like on the brink of i dont want to just use my dads money but heās like if i am though i wanna use it to actually do something decent, like get a law degree and be something, travel like his mum did. hes obsessed with the thought of like following in her footsteps BUT HE. NEVER ADMITS IT.
feelings who are u?
Ā Heās definitely a realist and a little bit cynical too, like heās seen way too much shit to really have some ideal look on life.Ā
He doesnāt believe in some fairytale or things just happen for a reason or really in fate or anything like that.Ā
Like he doesnāt think love fixes everything and someone can be your happiness at all . hes like clearly its only problems so.
Heās only ever really had one serious relationship and a bunch of other casual things but that was just nothing to him
Ā Heās not closed off to them but he picks and chooses what he gives, but heās just doubtful how someoneās gonna mix well into his lifeĀ
He definitely seems aloof and a bit cold but I mean after a drink and 5 minutes heāll be picking your brain on just about anythingĀ
loves writing in general, usually lyrics and music though.
secretly Loves a good midnight dnm overlooking the water with a trusted friend
Ā Awesome at getting himself out of situations he can be pretty convincing lbr
lowkey has abandonment issues.Ā
connections: donnt say im trash i know.
extra drama - his STEP sibling. aka child of his step mom.Ā
his best friends sibling, aka the one who passed away :ā(
someone whose mum dated his dad WILD.
A TABOO FLING OR CRUSH, basically he got with someone he shouldnāt of, we can decide reasons HOWEVER IāD LOVE if the other chara was the ex of his friend who passed away. HED FEEL LIKE SHIT for having feelings. the angst. and the we cant do this its wrong.
I mean... someone who actually WORKS FOR HIS DAD. i would die, could be an escort, a sex worker, someone who is signed to his dads production company, can be a pornstar or more like a cam star too.
someone who is a huge tease and rlly makes his ass beg to be with them. make him work for it honey.
ooo a really GOOOOD friend and theyāve always beenĀ ā platonicā but theres this weird sexual tension and they both know it, but like ooo it could risk the frienndship n makee it weird and like ugh.
like someone whose parents hates them hanging around w/ slater bc of his family, maybe bc they ran in the same circles from back home but they just.. cant stay away from each other.
someone hes kinda dated but they realised weād be better off as friends even tho weve seenn each other naked, it was fun.
One of the people from back home that found out all about his entire family when the scandal was exposed. They couldāve been friends or enemies.
AN ex!! pls he defs has broken some hearts or THE ONE WHO BROKE HIS :) IF U DO THIS U WILL GET SO MUCH LOVE
An enemy Maybe someone against his family or someone he just canāt stand!
THE damn girl his fucking dad tried to employ to be in his damn movie! My ass would do wild shit for this one wild WILD SHIT.
unrequited love, someone's heart he broke without even realising it
A confidant someone he can really confide in tell-all his dumbass shit too, like his protective ass would really care for this person
Someone whoās into music as much as him pLS!! like someone who can just jam with him late nights
He needs that dnm kinda friend š
A fwb thatās self explanatory:)
RIDE OR DIES etc
CHILDHOOD FRIENDS.
ANYTHING IM SOOO OPEN FOR PLOTTING
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For Forever Chapter 2
Series: First Part/Previous Chapter/Next Part
Connor Murphy: i stg if this mom doesnt chill tf out i will find where she lives and fight her
It has been a month since Connor and Evan started talking. At first, it was awkward, but slowly they broke the barrier through text messages and small conversations during English. Slowly they were learning more and more about each other.
Connor loved to read. Any book that they read as a class, Connor loved, even if it was an older one that everyone else thought was boring. One day in English, Connor had overheard a kid talking about how much they hated Pride and Prejudice and Connor started whispering to Evan about how the kid didnāt no good literature, how Lizzy was a feminist icon of the time, Darcy was the best boy and the romance was correctly written and āhe was just pissy because he is a fucking white boy that doesnāt understand the hardships that women of those days have had to go through!ā
He also loved TLC shows, especially Say Yes To The Dress. That was a shock to Evan, but Connor was talking about different dress one day and Evan was curious on how he knew. Connor was nervous to share, but he knew that he could trust Evan.
Thatās what he was texting Evan about now. Hulu had put out new episodes and Connor was watching them while live texting Evan about everything that is going on.
Connor Murphy: SHES CRYING NOW AND THE MOM STILL WONT BUDGE
Connor Murphy: thats it
Connor Murphy: im flying to georiga. Ill see you later evan
Evan Hansen: I know you have that ability so please dont
Connor Murphy: like my parents would let me
Evan Hansen: Find something nice in Georgia that your mom would love to see. Iām sure that will get her going
Connor Murphy: well which is it hansen
Connor Murphy: should i go punch this lady in the face or no
Evan Hansen: Definite no
Evan never really was interested in those shows, but he did watch one episode to see what he loved so much about it. It was a good show, and he really did love Randy and most of the brides that came through the shop. His mom had walked in when he had it on the TV, which sparked a conversation of how they were and who Evan liked.
āYou know this is a safe place, honey!ā Heidi had cooed.
āI know,ā Evan mumbled, looking down at the ground awkwardly.
Since then, heās been trying to pointedly show that he likes girls, and only girls.
Connor Murphy: oh good the bride won
Evan Hansen: With Randy on her side, how could she not
Connor Murphy: true
Connor Murphy: shit
Connor Murphy: my mom is home
Connor Murphy: i have to go to my bed and pretend to get some sleep
Connor Murphy: night
Evan Hansen: Goodnight
Evan decided that he should probably go to bed too. He had a test tomorrow, and he needed to sleep so he wouldnāt freak out as much when the time came.
He quickly turned off the TV and headed back up to his room.
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Evan did not get any sleep. Right as he was about to fall asleep, his mom came home. Since he was still delirious, he thought it was a burglar. Suddenly he was awake and on alert, ready to do what he needed to.
Without getting out of bed and drawing attention to himself, of course.
He stumbled off of the bus, shoulders slouched over and tired look in his eyes. His classmates shoved past him in a hurry to get to the cafeteria for breakfast, but Evan just slowly made his way to his locker.
āAcorn!ā he heard Jared call. Evan turned around to see Jared walking towards him, same amount of confidence in his walk as he always had. His backpack was slung over his shoulder, so Evan assumed that his first period teacher is either late or has a sub who is late.
āPlease donāt call me that,ā Evan mumbled.
āAw, come on! Itās a term of endearment. All fun and games, ya know?ā He threw his arm over Evanās shoulder and they continued the walk to their locker. āItās a playful jab at a silly mistake you made.ā
Evanās hand shot to his cast, holding onto it gently.
Yeah. A silly mistake.
āIām gonna come over today after school. My momās been wondering why we havenāt been hanging out lately.ā
āOh. Uh, okay.ā
āYou still got Mario Kart, right?ā Evan nodded his head. It was the last gift his dad had gotten him before he left, and even though Evan is not fond of his dad, he still tries to hang on to when life was good.
āCool! Then we can play that today!ā Evan just nodded his head again and opened up his locker. Jared continued to talk about a girl--or the same girl that he met over the summer, he doesnāt know anymore--and Evan turned his head to the side to see Connor at his locker. He was slouched over and seemed to be angrily putting stuff into his backpack.
āSorry, uh,ā Evan spoke, interrupting Jaredās sentence, āIām gonna go talk to Connor.ā
āReally?ā Jared turned to look at Connor as threw a book into his locker. He flinched. āI donāt think you wanna talk to that dude right now. He seems like he is in a bad mood.ā
āThatās why I wanna, um, talk to him.ā He started playing with the bottom of his t-shirt. āI want to see if heās okay.ā
āYour funeral, man,ā he said with a shrug. He gave Evan one last violent pat on his shoulder before walking away.
Evan closed his locker and took a deep breath. Connor hasnāt been in a super bad mood since they started talking, so Evan was worried if Connor would even want to talk to him or not.
āHey Connor,ā he mumbled. Connor whipped his head around and shot a glare at Evan.
āWhat?ā he snapped. Evan took a step back and looked down at the ground.
āWell you seem like youāre in a bad mood so I wanted to come over and see if youāre okay but you barely know me so I donāt know why you would even want to talk to me about it. Iām sorry I shouldāve have even come over, Iāll leave, Iām sorry,ā Evan stuttered out. All his words started blending together and he was stumbling over his words.
Connor sighed and hit his head against the top of the locker.
āNo, I didnāt mean to snap at you. You did nothing wrong.ā Evan glanced up at him before looking back down.
āItās okay if you donāt want to tell me,ā he mumbled. Connor was silent for a moment. Evan was just about to turn around and leave him alone when he started talking.
āMy parents took my fucking phone last night because they didnāt believe that I was texting someone other than a fucking drug dealer. I told them that no goddamn drug dealer would be answering fucking calls at that hour because they were trying to act like normal fucking people but they took my phone anyway!ā He slammed his locker closed and Evan jumped. āThey donāt believe a fucking thing I say and it pisses me off because I was actually telling the truth this time!ā
Evan looked around the hallway and saw people giving Connor both confused and dirty looks. He didn't know what to do. Jared never came to him for emotional things, and since Jared has been his only friend growing up, he never had anyone else come to him for anything. The closest that he has come to comforting someone was when he walked in on his mom having a breakdown, but even then she turned it around and made sure that he was okay.
āIām sorry,ā he mumbled. āThatās--That, um, sucks.ā
āUnderstatement of the fucking century,ā Connor grumbled.
The first bell rang, signaling that students have five minutes to get to class. Connor turned towards the doors at the end of the hallway.
āWait, where are you going?ā Evan anxiously called.
āAnywhere but fucking here.ā With that, he was gone.
Evan watched Connorās dark figure disappear around the corner outside, wondering if he should tell someone. What was Connor going to do? Would he hurt someone?
Would he hurt himself?
āGet to class, Mr. Hansen!ā Evan heard a teacher call. Evan looked behind him to see Ms. Asher--the English teacher that no one liked--raising an eyebrow at him. Saying nothing, Evan moved on to his first class.
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Evan hasnāt seen Connor all day. It was lunch time now and the boy still wasnāt here. Since they started talking more, he and Connor started sitting together at lunch. Connor never ate anything, and Evan did try, but sometimes his anxiety became too much and he just couldnāt stomach what the school was giving him. During those days, Connor tried his best to calm Evan down enough to where he would get Evan to each at least some bland tater tots.
That wasnāt the case today. He sat alone in the corner of the cafeteria, untouched food in front of him.
Itās not like he wasnāt used to this. Jared would never sit by him, always opting to work on programming by himself and not be seen with Evan, and since he had no other friends, he was pushed to the corner of the room.
Evan was deep in thought when he heard a voice.
āEvan Hansen?ā Evan snapped his head up, only to freeze when he saw Zoe Murphy standing there, kind smile on her face.
āOh, uh, yeah. Thatās me,ā he stuttered out. How long has she been standing there? Was she just waiting for Evan to notice her?
āSorry to bother you, but can I ask you a question?ā Oh okay, straight to the point. Evan wiped his palms on his jeans.
āYeah! Yeah, of course.ā
āAre you and my brother friends?ā Thatās not what he was expecting.
Are they friends? He doesnāt know if Connor considers Evan a friend, but does Evan?
āUh, yeah,ā he drew out. āYeah, I guess.ā
Zoe raised an eyebrow, but said nothing. She looked around the lunch room before sitting down across from Evan.
Oh God.
āDo you guys text?ā
āYeah, why?ā Did something happen? Why would she need to know if they texted?
āWere you guys texting last night?ā
āYes?ā Evan was about to have an anxiety attack. Did Connor tell her? Did Connor spill everything that Evan told him? Is Zoe making sure that this is the Evan Hansen that he is talking to so that she can go around and tell everyone?
āOkay,ā she mumbled. She sighed and looked up at the ceiling. āIām sorry for asking these questions, but Connor got his phone taken away yesterday and my parents wanted to see if who he was texting went to our school.ā
āOh.ā Great, so Connorās parents read their text messages? There was private stuff in there. He hasnāt even met these people and they already know his fears? Did Connor delete the texts he sent when he was having a mental breakdown?
āI havenāt seen the messages!ā she quickly added. āMy parents only asked if I knew the name āEvan Hansenā and so I wanted to make sure it was you.ā
āOkay,ā he mumbled. They sat in a silence for a moment, neither knowing what to say.
Zoe broke the silence.
āWhen did you two start talking?ā The questions continue.
āAbout a month ago?ā
āWhy?ā Well thatās not going to be shared. How would Evan even say that? Yeah, youāre brother stole something of mine and flipped out on me but I was able to calm him down and get it back and now we are basically becoming best buds!
No.
āHe, uh, wanted to apologize for getting mad at me in the hallway on the first day of school.ā That was kind of the truth.
āAnd you guys kept talking becauseā¦?ā
āHe was nice.ā Zoe immediately rolled her eyes. Oh no. Did he say something wrong?
āHeās not nice, Evan.ā
āWh-What?ā
āHeās a druggie who will turn on you when you make one little mistake.ā Evan stared at Zoe in disbelief. Here is Connorās sister, who is known for being happy and helping others, staring at Evan with an angry look in her eye. Sheās spending her time, giving Evan a warning.
āHe--I donāt think--would he really?ā
āHeās done it to me countless times.ā Before Evan could say anything else, she stood up. āIām not telling you what you should do. Iām just warning you that my brother is a loose canon.ā With that, she left.
Evan stared at the spot she had just occupied. Zoe has obviously been with Connor her whole life and she knows more than Evan. If she is giving him a warning, he should listen.
Shouldnāt he?
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When it was sixth period, Evan didnāt know what to do. Surprisingly, he didnāt have any homework to do for that day. He didnāt want to write a letter to his therapist either, as the only thing that happened today was talking to Zoe.
He decided to walk home. It was the last period of the day, and no one was going to be waiting for him. He also wanted to make sure his house was clean before Jared came over.
Evan didnāt get far off of campus before a truck pulled up next to him. With his headphones in, he didnāt hear the driver call out to him. He did hear the car horn, however.
He whipped his head to see Connor sitting in the truck, looking at him threw the passenger window. He quickly pulled out his headphones.
āConnor?ā he asked.
āGet in, Hansen.ā Evan didnāt question, he just walked across the grass dividing the street and the sidewalk and into Connorās car.
Connor pulled out into the road before Evan could buckle his seatbelt fully.
It was silent between the two. Evan wanted to know where Connor went in the beginning of the day, if he was doing better, if he was okay in general.
āI didnāt mean to flip out on you earlier,ā Connor stated.
āI know,ā Evan mumbled. It was silent again. You would think after talking for a month, they would be a little better at talking to each other.
Evan watched all the trees go by. The radio was playing in the background, and the sky was blue with only a few clouds. Always a little strange for October weather.
āHave you ever been to the orchard?ā Connor asked. Evan shot him a confused look.
āWhat orchard?ā
āSo Iāll take that as a no.ā
āWhere is it?ā Evan asked.
āWell, itās closed now, but it was almost like a forest reserve for people to go to. You could have picnics, there was a creek, all that fun stuff.ā Evan hummed.
The rest of the car ride was filled with small talk. At some point, they had gotten onto the topic of bands they liked, and it blew up from there.
āYouāve never heard of Hollywood Undead?ā Connor laughed. āHow the fuck have you not?ā
āTheyāre not a very popular band, obviously,ā Evan shot back. Connor turned to him with a look as if he had personally attacked Connorās work himself.
āThey are popular!ā
āSure, Connor.ā
āYou shut the fuck up, Mr. āTaylor Swift is a better country singer than popā.ā
āWell, she is--ā
āYou have no taste.ā
It wasnāt long before they reached where Connor was taking them. Evan looked around as Connor turned off the car and saw trees everywhere, as well as a gate with a sign that said āNO TRESPASSINGā.
āUh, what are we, uh, doing here?ā Evan asked.
āWeāre gonna walk around.ā
āW-Wait, what?ā
āCome on, Hansen,ā Connor called, ignoring the panic rising in the boy. He hopped out of the car and Evan quickly followed, leaving his backpack in the car.
āWe canāt go in!ā he called out. Connor rolled his eyes.
āTrust me, itās fine.ā
āWhat if someone finds us? What if they see your car and come searching and then we get in trouble? What if we get arrested? I canāt have my mom bail me out of jail, and your parents wonāt--ā
āEvan!ā Connor yelled. Evan immediately stopped talking. āItās fine. I come here all the time. I was just here earlier, and no one found me. No one even thinks about this place anymore.ā
Evan nodded his head in understanding and looked down at the ground. He heard Connor take a deep breath.
āJustā¦ Come on. You can trust me.ā
Evan followed Connor to the fence. Right under the trespassing sign was a cut part of the fence that looked like it was able to be pushed back. Connor pushed the fence piece back and held it open, motioning for Evan to make his way through.
Evan made it on the other side, careful with his cast, and Connor followed suit. Evan looked around in amazement. How come this place was abandoned?
āThis place got closed down after they opened up the park as a national park,ā Connor answered his unasked question. āApparently people feel like going to a national park would be more fun than an orchard, even though itās the same fucking thing.ā
Connor stared walking into the trees and Evan was quick to follow.
It was gorgeous. It was a surprise that he has never seen this place. His mom and dad would always love to take them out and show him the nature, the flowers, the birds. It was a big part of his life, and a big reason why he loved trees. Participating in the Junior Ranger program was a way for him to try and go back to those times.
Happier times.
āSo homecomingās coming up,ā Connor stated. āYou going?ā
āWell, uh, probably not?ā Those kind of things were never Evanās thing.
āEven if a cute girl asked you out?ā Connor laughed as Evan blushed. The only girl Evan would even want to ask him out is Zoe, but after their conversation, he has been questioning his relationship with her.
āIf someone asked me out, thatād be a shock in itself.ā
Connor laughed. āFair enough.ā
āWhat about you?ā Evan asked. āYou going?ā
āNo. No way.ā
āNot even if a girl asks you?ā
āThereās no girl that could make me go to any dance.ā Evan hummed.
āWhat if your crush asked you? There is a girl you like, right?ā Connor gave him a side look and coughed.
āYeah. A girlā¦ā He didnāt say anything after, and Evan didnāt want to push it, so they fell back into silence.
āWeāre here.ā Evan gave him a confused look.
āWait, where?ā
āLook.ā Evan looked anxiously at the space past the trees Connor motioned to before walking forward.
Past the trees was a big open grass field, surrounded by trees. The wind was blowing the long grass gently and the sun was peeking out from behind the threes, just getting ready to set for the night.
Evan was in shock. This place was gorgeous.
āI assume you like it?ā he heard Connor call.
Evan shook his head. āConnor, this--this is amazing! How did you find it?ā
āI was just walking around one day and stumbled upon it.ā
Evan stared at the whole place. Connor watched him with a smile.
āYou said you like to climb trees, right?ā Connor asked. Evan stiffened up.
āUm, yeah,ā he stuttered out.
āCome on. Thereās a tree with really low branches.ā Connor started walking away towards a tree that Evan saw stuck out from the rest. It was slightly out of the circle of trees, and Evan understood why Connor chose that one. The branches are definitely lower than the others, and easier for the boys to reach.
āI--I donāt think I can climb right now,ā Evan called towards him. Connor turned and gave him a confused look.
āWhy not?ā Evan just held up his cast. Connor looked at for a second before realization hit. āFuck, thatās right. Iām a fucking moron.ā
āSorry,ā Evan shrugged.
āWhy are you sorry?ā
āYou wanted to climb the tree, and I canāt.ā Connor sighed and shook his head.
āThatās not your fault, man.ā Evan nodded his head and decided not to say anything else.
His phones started buzzing in his pocket. He quickly pulled it out to see who is was.
It was Jared.
āShit,ā he mumbled under his breath. Connor was next to him now, looking down at his phone.
āKleinman? What does that fucker want?ā Evan opted to not comment on Connorās obvious hatred of Jared.
āI forgot I was supposed to hang out with him today.ā He hit answer and turned away.
āEvan! Where are you?ā
āIām sorry, I was walking home but Connor wanted to hang out--ā
āConnor? Connor Murphy? Youāre with him right now?ā
āYes, Iām sorry, I am headed back right now--ā
āDid he kidnap you or something, dude? You guys never hang out outside of school. I never even thought the guy was stable enough to do something.ā
Evan anxiously shot a look at Connor, but he was picking at his nail polish, so Evan was sure he didnāt hear Jared.
āHe can. Iām sorry, Iām so sorry Iām heading back now. Just go inside, Iāll be home soon, ignore the mess.ā
āWhatever you say dude. Bye.ā
With that, Jared hung up. Evan turned back to Connor, fiddling with his phone.
āIām sorry Connor, can we--ā
āYeah, we can go back.ā Connor clipped. Evan flinched. He looked down at the ground anxiously.
āSorry, this was fun, but--ā
āI know,ā Connor forced a smile across his face. āYou and Jared had plans. Nothing wrong with that.ā
Connor started walking away, and Evan couldnāt help but get the feeling that Connor was truly upset.
He quickly followed Connor back to his car and tired to calm down his anxiety.
āThank you for taking me here,ā Evan said when they got back into Connorās truck.
āYeah. We can come back.ā Evan looked down to hide a smile.
Connor actually wanted to hang out with him again. Hang out, in public, for no reason other than to hang out with Evan.
Is this was real friendship is like?
#dear evan hansen#evan hansen#connor murphy#zoe murphy#jared kleinman#evan hansen x connor murphy#tree bros#writing#sun writing
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and the wind sounds like the worldās sigh
persona 4 & 5 | shiho-centric, investigation team Near the end of May, Shiho transfers to a sleepy town called Inaba for a fresh start. However, Inaba isnāt the sleepy town her parents thought would be best for herā its on edge with unsolved mysteries, and Shiho finds that thereās a bit more behind what meets the eye regarding some of her classmates and a TV screen.
chapter 2 | 3.8k | ao3
Shiho smiles. She tries to force her grip on her phone to loosen up, even just a bit, so her knuckles don't creak against it. In the classroom beside her, Morooka shouts loud enough she's sure the whole school can hear him. It makes her tense up a bit-- he wasn't that pleasant of a teacher first impression wise. He had scoffed when she walked into the teacher's office, and he grumbled the whole way to the classroom. She just hopes today's an off day for him.Ā
Shiho jerks awake as thunder cracks outside her window. The shutters rattle outside, and she can feel her bones vibrating with the resonance. Sheets of rain crash against her window, deafening, yet a mere white noise compared to the thunder. Sudden alarm hums in her veins, and she groans, knowing she won't sleep anytime soon. Her mom told her about this, hadn't she--? The neighbor warned there was going to be a storm tonight. There's been a lot of storms recently, her mom recalled the neighbor's words. She rolls on her side and tries burying her head in blankets and pillows so it could maybe muffle it all, but it's fruitless. The air still cracks with the thunder and her whole room is lit with a flash. A dread settles in her bones when she looks towards her closet door. The Yasogami uniform hangs on the door handle like a mourning flag. The yellow looks solemn in the dark, occasionally illuminated a sickly glow by the lightning outside. She hadn't tried it on, yet-- it felt like an acceptance of her fate if she did, but-- really? She's already here. Might as well deal with it. Yet-- and yet-- The buzz of her phone is sudden, even in the noise around her. She feels around for it-- her hand eventually brushes against the plastic case underneath her pillow, and she pulls it out. Clicking it on, the brightness nearly blinds her for a moment, even though it's on its lowest setting. Ann [1:42 A.M.] hhhhhhhhhh inui's gonna killl meeeee i dont care about Ā the ancient olympics >:// can fail this test ,, pls,, i havent slept in days,,, Shiho snorts despite herself. The sky rumbles outside, and she keys out a response. Shiho [1:43 A.M.] idk... if you started earlier you could've had more time to sleep :// Ann [1:43 A.M.] what are u doing up young lady u better be going back to sleep and dont give me that!! u know my heart is dedicated to rewatching sailor moon Shiho [1:43 A.M.] says the one who messaged me sailor moon would want you to forgo watching her show and to study Ann [1:44 A.M.] have u even SEEN sailor moon? shed be in the same boat im in She's miles away, miles and miles away. It-- god, it's going to be awful, tomorrow-- Ann won't be there. She won't be there, she won't be there waiting at the metro, she won't greet her in the mornings with the smile that lights the days. She doesn't want to go, she can't go, she doesn't know anyone there, she doesn't want to go-- Shiho takes in a steadying breath. Her phone buzzes even though she hadn't responded. Ann [1:44 A.M.] ur first day is tomorrow, yeah? hows the uniform? Shiho [1:45 A.M.] [image attached] what are your words, oh fashion goddess Ann [1:45 A.M.] hm.... it'll look cute on u definitely one hell of a uniform... doesnt beat shujin plaid, tho ;)) have u gotten any sleep? Shiho [1:45 A.M.] I have, worry about yourself !! I dont wanna go The uniform looms in the corner of her eyes. She's tired, so tired, her knees ache, she wants to go home. But now this is home-- this house, in the middle of nowhere, Inaba, filled with moving boxes and tense silences and unspoken thoughts. It's been like that since she left the hospital, even at the old apartment back in Tokyo, and-- when has home felt like home? Ann [1:46 A.M.] i know im sorry ill be here for ya, yeah? just one year there you can do it!! Shiho squeezes her phone. She wishes she could have an ounce of the confidence Ann has for her. ā Ann [8:14 A.M.] so?? first impressions?? Shiho [8:14 A.M.] its,, like any other school? maybe smaller than shujin? i might just be use to having the school smack dab in the center of the city, tho Ann [8:14 A.M.] isnt it just hills and hills out there?? god... its kinda spooky to think about that... no crazy tall buildings within miles... Shiho [8:15 A.M.] hey, i think it's pretty quant out here Shiho smiles. She tries to force her grip on her phone to loosen up, even just a bit, so her knuckles don't creak against it. In the classroom beside her, Morooka shouts loud enough she's sure the whole school can hear him. It makes her tense up a bit-- he wasn't that pleasant of a teacher first impression wise. He had scoffed when she walked into the teacher's office, and he grumbled the whole way to the classroom. She just hopes today's an off day for him. Ann [8:15 A.M.] sure, sure how does it feel?? being one with nature?? ahh the cool spring breeze, the pollutionless air--!! Shiho [8:15 A.M.] i think that pollution is finally messing with your head Ann [8:15 A.M.] HEY!!! The door slides open abruptly beside her, making her jump and nearly launch her phone down the hall. She shoves it quickly into her pocket, swiping at her skirt for dirt that wasn't there. Morooka sneers, which looks kinda strange with his overbite. "You kids these days and your damn phones..." he spits, and stalks back to the podium without another word. Her hands shake, so she clenches them to keep them still. She takes a deep breath, thinking, please let this be a woke-up-on-the-wrong-side-of-bed morning, and steps in after him. The first thing she notices is that the class is dead silent. They stare at her owlishly, and briefly, she thinks something's wrong. Is her uniform crooked? Backwards? Inside out--? Her hair weird? The humidity might've made it flick up in weird places-- She spent so long this morning making sure everything was alright, though it was more out of an anxious habit rather than to make a good impression-- Was-- was she walking weird? She straightens her back, eyes focused on her feet, right, left, right, left, one after the other-- she didn't think her limp was bad today-- Her fingernails bite into her palm and stands beside Morooka's podium. It's okay, it'll be okay, she thinks like a mantra, trying hard not to show her nerves. She won't--can't-- let something like being introduced to class let her stumble. They're looking because they're curious, she reasons, which does a significant amount to reducing the tension in her back, they're not looking because they're malicious. They're not looking because you walk weird. They're not. It's okay.
"Lets hurry an' get this over with before I waste any more of my time," Morooka says, scowling in her direction. The tension regrows along her spine from his scrutiny. Just as she opens her mouth to introduce herself, he cuts her off-- "Due to some trashy circumstances, this kid's been tossed to this dump not even a quarter through the stinkin' year. Couldn't even wait till the end of the semester, huh?" He looks towards her, as if actually asking her.
Her limbs suddenly feel like they're locking up under his mocking glare. Her mouth goes dry. Is this for real? she thinks, a bit astounded, because wouldn't the teachers here be warned of-- "I..." she starts, maybe to say something back, because he's looking at her like he wants an answer. But-- what is there to say? What answer can she give? She doesn't want to be here, he doesn't want her to be here, so-- Is this what it was like for Akira? Shiho thinks fleetingly, glancing towards her new classmates yet not at all-- none of them wear an expression, an indication, even a hint of what she should do-- he-- he had it so much worse, didn't he? People thought he was awful before he even stepped foot in the school-- "Well? Hurry an' tell them who ya are." He sounds agitated. He motions back towards the class like it's a dismissal. Shiho chews on the inside of her cheek and tries to steel her nerves. "I'm. I'm Suzui Shiho," she says, trying not to trip up with all the eyes on her, "It's nice to meet you." "You shits better not think about tryin' anything funny," Morooka says abruptly, his eyes darting from boy to boy with a nasty glare. "She's comin' straight from Tokyo, and while that place is a shithole and full of assholes, none of you baboons can measure up. I better not see any funny business goin' on later!" Areā are teachers allowed to curse this much? Shiho blinks, glancing towards him. She doesn't know whether or not to be grateful-- it's hard to tell with the mix of insults in his words. No one in the class looks put-off by his word choice, which doesn't exactly help. "You, you're gonna sit over there," he says, motioning vaguely in the direction of the second to last row of desks, near the door. She takes this as her leave, trying not to acknowledge the eyes following her as she sits down in her seat. The girl next to her is silent, staring openly, chin propped up in her hand, eyes half-closed. Some people towards the front of the class crane around in their seats, peering at her. She tries to ignore the stares, the whispers that quietly arise, and she twiddles her thumbs. This is awful, awful-- Soon enough, Morooka starts teaching (can she call it that? it's more aggressive than any teacher she's ever seen-- Ushimaru canāt even top it) and focus is shifted off her for a while. She slips her phone out of her pocket, trying to discreetly hide the fact that she's on it. Honestly-- she doesn't care. Her body's too tense and high strung and she really just wants to see Ann. Ann [8:16 A.M.] shiho? ya still there? Shiho [8:24 A.M.] I think my homeroom teacher beats ryuji in terms of how much he swears Ann [8:24 A.M.] oh!! did u just get introduced to your class!! how was it!! Shiho [8:24 A.M.] not. the best? i kinda just want the day to be over aren't you meant to be focusing on class Ann [8:25 A.M.] youre much more important than whatever ushimarus talking about :// besides!! u say that as if we didnt text each other during class time at all !! be sure to message me when your break and lunch is!! ill try to keep messages in those time so i dont get ya in trouble so early on so!! im gonna go radio silent for now so ya dont get scolded good luck!! ā„ā„ message me if ya need anything!!! The corners of her mouth lift up ever so slightly. ā Shiho's never been one for being the center of attention. It was just a guarantee, being quiet-natured and friends with a foreign-looking student that everyone seemed to have a vendetta against. Ann's always been the one to dispel unwanted attention previously, too. But she's not here-- so when a couple of students crowd around her desk after class ends, she can feel herself freezing up. "So, you're from Tokyo, too!" One peppy girl says, her hair pulled into a half pony tail. "What chance! It's so rare to get transfers here in the same year! And for them to be from Tokyo!" "I wonder if it's gonna be a trend, like more people from the city will come flooding in," the girl with glasses says. "How's the jump, huh?" The boy who sits in front of her asks, sitting backwards in his seat to face her. She bristles at the question, ice creeping in her veins. He grins innocently, to which she realizes of course they wouldn't know, don't worry, its just weird phrasing, "Seta-san didn't say much about it. What about you? From the city to the middle of nowhere?" Its quiet for a beat, and Shiho really wished they weren't looking at her. "It's... alright, I mean," Shiho says slowly, trying to choose words that aren't too strong in feeling. She had lived in Tokyo for her whole life, and the countryside is so, so different, but she doesn't know how to explain the feeling to these people. She doesn't think any of them will really understand what it's like to be plunged into silence after being surrounded by noise her whole life. "It's... kinda nice being able to see an actual hillside when I walk around, though?" The girl with glasses giggles at her response. "Nature over industry, right? Seta-san adjusted pretty quickly, so I don't think it should be a problem for you!" Well, sure. But that's also Seta-san. Seta-san probably wasn't booted from his home, his friends, his life, all because of the decisions that were outside of his reach, and then dumped off in a place so different, so far away from all he's known. She isn't Seta-san, and she doesn't want to be here. Shiho smiles instead and pinches the back of her hand. "Hopefully." "Have you had the chance to wonder around Inaba yet?" the boy in front of her asks idly. Shiho briefly wonders how long break is, so she doesn't have to sit through much longer of this. She wishes this could just end. She wishes the day would end. "I have," she says, trying to ward off the strain in her spine. "Um, I didn't get to see much, though. We only went to a noodle place, really, which wasn't far..." "Oh! You mean Shishio's Noodle Bar?" One of the girl chimes. Shiho can only nod yes, because she doesn't really know what place it was and it seemed like the proper thing to say. "I love that place! They just put the right amount of sauce on, and the perfect amount of meat in!" the girl gushes, "There's tons of independent restaurants around here, and all of them are incredible!! You really need to try them all, Suzui-san!" Shiho tries to say something back, maybe like the noodles were great or what are your favorite places or just ok, because that seems like the things to say, she can't just give up having an okay school year here just because she doesn't want to be here, right? Even if her skin is crawling at the prospect of conversation with strangers. Ann would want her to try, wouldn't she? And besides, these people-- they're trying to make the effort to talk to her, she has to at least respond. Maybe they want to be friends? Butā she finds herself drowned out the second she opens her mouth. "Oh, have you been to the Steak House recently?" the glasses girl asks, unknowingly right over Shiho's quiet words, "they added a new flavor and a kebob option! It's super tasty!" "No way! I gotta try some now! You wanna come with me after school?" "Definitely! You wanna come, Asahi?" "Oh, hell yeah! I'd never pass up going to that place!" "We can go if it's not raining after school. I swear, all it's been doing is raining! Some spring it is..." "It's karma! We didn't get much snow, so now we have tons of rain." Ah. Suddenly, it's like a void has grown around her and the people lounging on the desks around her. She knows these people are trying, maybe, trying to welcome her here, to make her not feel lonely, maybe to be friends, but-- she doesn't feel there, not physically, with people talking all around her, and-- She squeezes her phone. It'd be rude to pull it out and text Ann, wouldn't it? These people seem nosey, they might ask her who-- "Ah, isn't the Steak House near where the police are hanging out, though?" The boy asks solemnly, arms crossed over the back of his chair. "The street might be blocked off, since they're investigating every corner of Inaba." The glasses girl grumbles aloud. "What a pain! I swear, they're just everywhere now-a-days, especially since Tatsumi went missing..." Tatsumi. Shiho remembers that name. She remembers the police officer asking her and her father, in the dark of night, if they knew where the kid was. Wasn't he a student at Yasogami? These-- these people don't seem particularly alarmed that he's missing. "I, uh--" Shiho starts, curiosity bubbling out of her. Should she even ask-- well-- it's a little late to recoil, with the curious expression on the boy's face and the two girls peering at her. She swallows, and starts again. "I-- who... who is Tatsumi Kanji?"
The reaction... isn't what she expected, if she's being truthful. The boy's mouth twists into a brief sneer, the girls scowling. It's like she spoke words of taboo, and not someone's name. "Tatsumi? He's just a punk." The boy waves it off, like he isn't someone missing. "All he knows how to do is pick a fight. Some first year asshole-- thought he was on top of the school..." "Don't worry about him, Suzui-san," one girl says politely, yet it's the furthest thing from it, "he's probably off with a gang doing who knows what-- drugs, getting drunk, whatever. He's total a creep." And. And it hits her like how it was with Akira. She remembers dimly, words of warning, pointing fingers, averted gazes, all regarding a transfer student with curly hair and dorky glasses, don't speak to him, he's a criminal, you know? Akira only wanted to live quietly, and yet-- his whole life in Tokyo, shattered, from day one. Yet-- yet he was nothing like what people said, he wasn't a bad person. Ann trusts him, trusts him wholeheartedly. She told Shiho that he's exactly the dork that he looks like, he loves Big Bang burger challenges, he loves cats, he's a prankster, he-- he didn't deserve to have everyone scorn him-- And she remembers the quiet confession of Mishima to her, his hands shaking violently, eyes glassed over, he told me to. He told me to ruin Kurusu's life, to share the criminal records. All because of Kamoshida-- Shiho doesn't know Tatsumi Kanji, doesn't know if he's actually a creep or a punk or an asshole, but he's still missing. Shouldn't-- shouldn't they in the least care--? "Hey, lay off." They all turnā there's a group of kids sitting in the middle section of the classroom, two of them glaring. The two glaring are both brunettes, and there's a black-haired girl trying to divert their attention, with quiet 'don't start a fight, you guys--' yet with a hard look in her eyes, and a gray-haired boy sitting down, a mix of a scowl and a simple frown on his face. His eyes are sharp, but he's not stand-offish as the other two. A girl scowls in front of her. "What are you talking about, Hanamura?" "Tatsumi isn't some creep or asshole. All of you just are judging him without knowing who he really is," the brunette girl says, fists clenched by her sides. "I don't know about that," the boy in front of her says languidly, "Don't you know the kind of deals he's been making with those biker gangs? He's a delinquent, through-and-through." The brunette boy looks ready to retaliate, but the bell cuts him off before he can start. The people around her disperse, her seat mate returns, and class starts. Shiho fiddles with her phone, and wants to leave. ā Shiho resorts to fleeing from the classroom when lunch begins, hoping to avoid any curious classmates and to maybe figure her way around the building. She opted out for lunch, anyways-- she left the box on the counter, knowing that she might not be able to eat with her stomach roiling with nervous energy from being in this school. The halls are sparse with students. Some talking, some wandering, some staring. She bristles, knowing sheās like a sore thumb in this school-- in Inaba, really, which is apparently so countryside that a new family moving in was about the most intriguing thing around. That canāt possibly be true-- sure, Inaba wasnāt big, the high school even smaller, but thereās no way that this community was so tightly knit that everyone knew everyone so anyone outside of the goddamn place was the most interesting person around, with stories of places so far away. Thereās a train station here, it canāt be like thereās no outsiders around. She just wishes Ann was responding so she could keep her attention off the lingering looks and curious glances. She heads up a flight of stairs, trying to scope a library she might be able to stake out lunch in for the rest of the school year. Itās always quiet in the library, and hopefully itāll keep any students from trying to talk to her. Especially with just being there, in the classroom, surrounded but alone, included but only because of proximity-- she doesnāt think she has the guts to really talk with anyone today, anyways. She might not have the guts to talk in the next few weeks-- sheās never been the new kid, never been in a different house, never not been surrounded by busy streets, sheās only known her home in Tokyo. She canāt find the library or any club rooms, which is kinda strange. Maybe theyāre on the first floor? Thereās another set of stairs ahead of her; itās either the rooftop, or another floor that might have them. She doesnāt see anyone else heading up, so it must be the roof? Ah. Well, sheās still got time to explore. The roof might be a place of solitude if the library isnāt. Kinda ironic, she thinks fleetingly, footsteps quiet as she goes up. The hallway is bright with light from a set of doors-- itās the roof. Thereās no signs or anything to keep students out, so Yasogami must be one of those schools where the roofs are open. Shujin wasnāt, but itās not like anyone really cared. She briefly wonders how things would be if they did. She opens the door, and the wind immediately seems to pick up the second she does, sending her hair whipping around behind in her pony tail. Ā The airās weighty with rain soon to come, but itās only fairly cloudy out. Ah, wow-- the roof is clean, free of abandoned desks and instead has an applaudable amount of solar panels set up. Thereās a couple of students up here already, talking amongst themselves and picking at bento boxes resting on their laps. Itās a big, open space. Itās nearly strange not to see tall buildings blotting out the sky, or casting long shadows over the rooftop. It sets the roof as a whole different entity in her mind-- her knees ache, but not in the same crippling way they did on Shujinās, when she stood up there with Ann and Akira and tried to keep face while looking down. Itās bright, clean, and she can see the sky. So. Maybe it is a kind of fresh start. She still hates Inaba and wants to be back in Tokyo, but hey, itās something.
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I never thought Iād fall for a pendejo but here I am Suffering and I need some help so if you guys could like offer me any morsels of advice I would really really appreciate it. Under the cut is an unnecessarily long explanation of the situation bc i wanna explain this as clearly as possible and also im really overwhelmed and need to get this out.
So thereās this guy at my job (letās call him A) that Iāve had a MAJOR thing for for the past several months and a friend of mine (letās call her W) has been trying to set us up (which he knew) bc she knows I like him (a fact which he did not know until recently ā although I have no idea why he didnāt bc if my friend is trying to set us up, cant you like assume sheās doing it bc I like you? But itās a moot point right now) and she had been reporting back to me that the reason he wasnāt making a move was because weāre friends and coworkers so he didnāt wanna make shit awkward. So as I mentioned in previous posts, on Friday night I went out and got really really drunk and ended up texting A a long ass paragraph that basically boiled down to me saying how much I like him and telling me that he could totally ask me out and not have it be awkward bc I like him so I wouldnāt say no. I also sent this message at 4:45am knowing full well that I would not be receiving a response for at least the next several hours when he woke up.
So I woke up at like 1pm and he still hadnāt responded to the message and I was dreading going into work bc our shifts overlapped for like 6 hours (one of the many reasons sending that text when I did was a horrible idea). His shift started before mine so he was already there when I walked in and of course the first thing my supervisors had me do was cover his register so he could take his first break. So I walk up to him and tell him that itās time for his break and he turns around and for a split second he lights up when he sees me but it was like literally over immediately. So I take over his register and everything is normal, like heās joking around with me like he usually does, heās not acting weird or anything so im like okay this is gonna be fine.
A few hours later, our breaks happen to overlap (which NEVER happens) so im in the break room and he walks in and like my stomach immediately drops. I cant even look at him. He comes over and sits next to me and he has this like grin on his face and I know im in for it. He spends the next few minutes like making fun of the situation (not maliciously or anything, heās not an asshole. It was more like he was trying to put me at ease by laughing about it but I was so nervous and embarrassed that it just made me feel worse). After a few minutes, I guess he realizes that this tactic is not working and we start talking about how W was trying to set us up and I tell him that everything heās been saying to her about me was being reported back, which he kind of figured. So we take a minute to kind of get on the same page and then he asked āis there anything you wanna say?ā and I responded āis there anything you wanna say?ā and he kinda gets quiet for a minute and I look over (I had pretty much been avoiding looking at him this whole time) and he looks like heās thinking over his next words and then he explains that heās currently trying to get over this girl who had been messing with his head and that heās not really in a place to date right now. Obviously I was fucking crushed but I just nodded and told him that I understood and i guess he felt really uncomfortable so he started trying to joke around about it again but my alarm went off to go back so i was thankfully able to leave before I got too emotional in front of him.
Unfortunately, we both still had a long ass time before our shifts were over so we were just like awkwardly avoiding each other and I was standing at my register trying my damndest not to cry. Later on, though, I happened to get my second break as he was in the locker area getting ready to leave (which again NEVER happens) so since everything was fucked anyway I mustered up the courage to ask him if he still would have turned me down if he hadnāt been getting over that girl and he took a minute before responding āI donāt knowā. He said that it would depend on what his state of mind was at the time so even though I was frustrated af I accepted his answer and he left. Needless to say, once I got home from work, I spent my Saturday night crying on the phone with W about the situation.
Unfortunately, after all that, we also had to work together all day on Sunday (yesterday). And shit is AWKWARD. I feel really bad about it bc I know that this is exactly what he had been trying to avoid but I cant even bring myself to look at him, much less act normal. So a few hours into the shift, we both happen to have breaks at the same time (seriously, at this point I think itās some kind of cosmic joke bc prior to this weekend, I can think of maybe 2 or 3 times in the 4 months weāve been working together that that has happened) and of course bc I donāt know how to keep my fucking mouth shut, I apologize to him for making things awkward and his response is āok.ā in the most detached tone Iāve ever heard him use. So he goes back to what he was doing and I walk away and I ended up going to the bathroom to cry my eyes out because what kind of fucking response to an apology is āK.ā I pull myself together and relay this information to W and sheās super supportive and also calls him a dumbass.
So a little while later, I have to take over Aās register again and itās still awkward and while heās on his break, I notice him standing at Wās register talking to her (which isnāt abnormal, we all usually hang out at each otherās registers when weāre on breaks) and out of the corner of my eye I notice him look over at me a couple of times but I just keep my eyes on my customers. Eventually he comes back and like awkwardly apologizes for not accepting my apology correctly and said that he didnāt realize he had upset me so I mentioned that he could not have sounded more indifferent if he tried. Then he explains that he didnāt think me being weird was a big deal and that he didnāt think I had anything to apologize for so I felt a lot better. Later, W told me that she took him to task for being a dick to my apology and im so grateful that she did bc that helped us find some tentative solid ground and I was actually able to have a casual interaction with him after that.
But yeah so that was last night and even though I feel a little better and I donāt necessarily want to actively avoid him for the rest of my life, I have no idea how to proceed. I know that he likes me but I donāt know how long itās gonna take for him to get it together and if heāll even make a move when he does. I already waited 3 months before asking him out so I feel like iāve already waited a long time. Plus thereās this other guy (iāll call him V) who I just met (on Friday night, actually, right before all this blew up) whoās really nice and seems like a good guy and has made it clear that he wants to date me but I donāt know him like I know A. Like I donāt wanna lead V on and get to know him only to have A decide that heās ready to ask me out bc I know Iāll choose A over V. and I donāt wanna hurt V like that bc heās a good guy and he doesnāt deserve that. But at the same time, i dont wanna throw away something that might be really good bc what if A doesnt get his shit together and we end up not happening?Ā
So yeah im stuck and I have no idea what to do and I really need some help.
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Member/Pairing:Ā Jimin x Taehyung/VMinĀ
Genre: Pierced! Jimin AU; Nerd Brother! Taehyung AU; High School! AU; MxM
Word Count:Ā 1.6KĀ
Triggers/Warnings: Cursing
Author Note:Ā Ā A while ago I wanted to write a Pierced! Jimin AU because well...do I need to say more? I also wanted to try some new stuff on this blog so hereās my gay mxm debut. Hope yāall enjoy~
ā...Anyway, he failed me because I didnāt write the paper so, now I have detention.ā
āI fucking told you that guy was an asshole when you signed up for his class. āWholesome, educational environmentā my ass... Youāre still coming tonight though, right?ā
Jimin was seated on top of the blue lunch tables of the cafeteria, back curved as he looked down at Yumi who was seated on the bench in front of him, stuffing her face with a ham and cheese sandwich from the deli.
āI planned on it,ā she said before swallowing her bite, quickly leaning back down to take another one, ābut I donāt know. Iām not going to screw myself over and fail his class and have to retake it next year, so...I kind of need to go so I can make up the paper, you feel?ā
āI get you, ā he trailed off. Easily distracted, Jiminās eyes roamed the seemingly endless flocks of students crowded in the food court, a look somewhere between disgust and interest plastered across his face. Only when he saw a girl coming out with a slice of pizza did he remember he had been starving all day.
āLet me get a bite,ā Jimin said as he reached down toward Yumiās sandwich and, in turn, got his hand swatted at.
āGo get your own food, loser.ā
As his lips turned up into a smirk, the sun shined down directly onto his face, making his nose ring glisten in the spring daylight.
āFuck you,ā he said, jumping down from the table and picking up his backpack.
āNo, thanks. I donāt like little girls.ā
āHa ha, very funny.ā After grabbing his drink, Jimin began walking away from the table, slipping his sunglasses onto his face as if he was some kind of pop star. āAye!ā
Yumi looked up from her sandwich and closed her mouth, which was preparing to take another bite. āWhat?ā
āDid you ever get around to asking your brother if he wanted to come with us?ā
A few weeks ago when the idea of throwing a party first came up, Jimin had suggested that Yumi ask her little brother to come along, too.Ā
Taehyung.Ā
The class nerd that had straight Aās, played tennis, and read books for fun.
āTaehyung? Kim Taehyung? The 11th grader? My little brother? Why would you want him to come hang with us,ā Yumi asked in complete shock the day Jimin asked her about it.
Yumiās friends, quite obviously, were not the straight A type. More like...straight Cās and Dās...and the occasional B from Jun or Yumi in subjects that a 6th grader could pass.
āI donāt know,ā Jimin had said while he laid in the grass field of the park him and Yumi frequented, āwe never invite him to go anywhere with us and every time I come over to your place, heās always in his room studying somethingā¦ Seems kinda boring, donāt you think?ā
Yumi, who was lying down next to him, feet toward his head (she had kicked him in the face a few times āon accidentā), sat up at his statement. A look of confusion and disbelief was on her face as she thought about what her best friend had just told her.
āBro. Did you like...smoke or something before coming here? What youāre saying doesnt even make any sense. First of all, you hated my brother when you first met him in middle school and once we became friends you still picked on him. Now, all of sudden, you feel sorry for the dude? What the fuck Jimin.ā
āLook,ā he shouted and then huffed in frustration before continuing. āIām not saying heās my best friend. Iām just saying. It wouldnāt kill you to just ask him. All I want you to do is ask, okay? Jesus Christ.ā
Squinting her eyes at him suspiciously, Yumi only shrugged and replied with a simple āOkay.ā
āYeah, I asked him,ā she turned around and placed one leg on each side of the lunch bench and faced Jimin. āHe said no.ā
āOhā¦ Uh, okay cool. Later. You better come tonight.ā
āWorry about yourself, Chim Chim.ā As a reply, Jimin simply put up a peace sign as he walked away.
āYumi!ā
āWhat do you want, Tae? Iām kind of busy.ā Yumi rummaged through her drawers as she searched for something to wear, throwing clothes all over her room.
āHave you seen my highlighters? ...And can you like, not change in front of me, please,ā Taehyung said as he covered his glasses.
āNo, I havent and calm down I have a bra on. Just turn around if it bothers you so much.ā
āUgh, okay. Thanks,ā he said as he turned around to leave.
In the middle of tying her shoelaces, Yumi received a message.
Hey, sorry but i cant make it 2nite. stomach ache
From: The Dorkā¢, 10:09 PM
āHey, Tae! Come lock the door, Iāll be back later. Make sure you eat something besides graph paper and science textbooks,ā she yelled up at Taehyungās room before walking out.
Uh...why arenāt you coming?
From: Yumi , 10:26 PM
Damn r u blind or something? s t o m a c h a c h e
From: The Dork ā¢ , 10:28 PM
I saw the āstomach acheā but thatās bs and u know it
From: Yumi, 10:29 PM
so y dont u wanna go dude?
From: Yumi, 10:29 PM
idk just not feelin it
From: The Dorkā¢ , 10:31 PM
K well Iāll drink a beer for u
From: Yumi , 10:33 PM
hav fun brooooo!1!!!!!!1111!!1!1
From: The Dorkā¢ , 10:34 PM
-_-
From: Yumi , 10:35 PM
āDid you see Min when he tried to walk on water and almost drowned in the pool?ā Yumi laughed when she pictured the look on his face once he got out. Fumbling with her keys she made her way upstairs, plopping down on her bed as soon as she could.
āI know!! It was crazyā¦ Well, Iām gonna go grab some food. I might call you later tonight.ā She nodded and hung the phone up, rubbing her belly while it grumbled.
Despite almost tripping three times while going downstairs, Yumi successfully made herself a gourmet meal called cereal. As she ate at the dining table, out of the corner of her eye, she spotted a pair of black boots that looked awfully familiar to Jiminās. Same color and everything.
Hm. Thatās weird.Ā
Maybe he left them here last time he came, Yumi thought to herself. Placing her bowl in the kitchen sink, she began her retreat back up the stairs where she nearly face planted only once.
When u were here last week did u leave ur black boots?
From: Yumi , 3:29 AM
Opting to read his reply in the morning versus waiting for it, she locked her phone and threw it on the computer chair to the left of her. Just as she was about to fall asleep, eyes closed and snuggled up to her pillow, Yumi heard giggling coming from the room next door to her.
Taehyungās room.
Tae, your cartoons seriously arenāt that funny shut the hell up and go to sleep, she mumbled to herself as she turned over and grabbed her blanket to cover her ears.
Rather than getting up the first time, Yumi decided to give him a chance to knock it off himself. The first time she didnāt say anything. The second time she didnāt say anything.
However, the third timeā¦ The third time she couldnāt help but growl in frustration as she sat up, pulled the blanket off of her, and made her way across the hall to her brotherās door. Without knocking, Yumi stormed into his room.
āKim Taehyung! Itās like 4 oāclock in the fuc-ā
She couldnāt tell if she was hallucinating at the moment, but she was positive she saw Taehyung, her little brother, and Jimin, her best friend, cuddling with each other on Taehyungās bed.
āIā¦ Am I insane orā¦ā
Both Jimin and Taehyung looked beyond shocked as they stared wide-eyed at Yumi standing in the doorway, looking equally as shocked, if not more.
āUh,ā started Jimin as he cleared his throat and sat up in Taehyungās bed, āwell...youāre not insaneā¦ā
āWait, wait, wait. You two areā¦ You and him areā¦ YOU DITCHED ME TONIGHT FOR HIM?!ā
āYeahā¦ Sorry about that I wouldāve told you b-ā
āI canāt believe you guys kept this from me. How long has this even been going on,ā Yumi asked, shifting the weight on her feet and crossing her arms over her chest.
āAbout six months, right,ā Taehyung answered as he looked at Jimin, who was fiddling with the jewelry hanging from his lip (a nervous habit of his), for confirmation.
Scoffing at the situation and her own cluelessness, Yumi was still thoroughly speechless. For a few awkward, silent minutes, no one said anything. Taehyung and Jimin couldnāt help but stare at Yumi, who was clearing trying to make sense of the situation as she furrowed her eyebrows and bites at her nails while staring at the ground.
Her sigh is what breaks the thick, silent air.
āLook, I just came in here to tell you to shut up but, obviously, this,ā she motioned toward Jimin and Taehyung, āwasnāt what I was expecting.ā
āYumi, we can expl-ā
āFirst, thereās nothing to explain. The situation is pretty clear since most guys donāt hold hands and cuddle in each otherās bed unless thereās something going on. Second, your relationship doesnāt bother me, although I wouldāve liked to know about it. Iām not mad at you,ā she looks at Taehyung and then at Jimin, who she shoots a glare at, ā...two.ā
Yumi turned around to begin walking out of the room and stopped just before closing the door.
āAnd stop giggling so loud. Some people do enjoy sleeping,ā she said and then closed the door after.
ā...well, that d-ā
āAnd good night, losers,ā Yumi yelled across the hall before closing her bedroom door.
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Well, a creppy boy started talking to me on the Tumblr chat saying weird shit and asked me to be his valentine out of the blue, so.. Yeah can I request RFA+V+Saeran reacting to that? A creep talking to MC and saying creppy stuff lol. Love ur blog š
Is he still bothering you? If he is PM me and his ass is grassOr if youāre just in need of a fake girlfriend/boyfriend/SO also say the word Iām there yāall donāt even know how good I look in drag
Forreal tho, if someone online is ever making you feel uncomfortable donāt be afraid to get assertive or reach out for help.
Anyways
Ā RFA+V+Saeran react to a Creep creepin on MC
Yoosung
Yandere Yoosung: ACTIVATED i imagine a magical girl animation sequence whenever I say that
You had shown him the messages immediately because you two were playing games on an online server together when you got random, creepy PMs from GameFreak90
āhey there, I see youāre a high level. U must be pretty good with your hands
want 2 play a game together sometime? it doesnāt have to be online ;)
its almost valentines day you know. we can hang out.Ā ā
You were so uncomfortable, and it went from uncomfortable to freaked out when you asked GameFreak90 to stop messaging you and he kept going, starting to talk about all the things heād like to do to you
Yoosung searched the guys name immediately and pulled up his profile
His hands never moved so fast
āHey. Quit messaging MC28. Sheās a good friend of mine and youāre freaking her out. -ShootingStarā
āfuck offā
Yoosung was not having it. He didnāt have Sevenās hacking skills, or Jumins money, or Jaeheeās wit or anything the others had
But what he did have was his games
He pulled up TeamSpeak for his LOLOL guild immediately
āGuys, I need backup for an emergency raidā
It was over in minutes
Yoosungās guild had raided and completely emptied GameFreak90ā²s base
Yoosung got a string of messages immediately after
hey man what the fuck
dude give me my shit back
fine im sorry im sorry give me my shit please
dude please
Yoosung just turned his mic on and with one last request of his guildĀ āHey, can everyone here flag this guy for inappropriate behaviorā
In about 10 mins Yoosung went to pull up GameFreak90ā²s profile
It had been deleted
Yoosung had the smuggest of smirks on his face
Until
āMy heroā You giggled and kissed him on the cheek
He went from war hero Shooting Star to blushing, stuttering, Yoosung real quick
Jaehee
It was a slow day in the coffee shop so you were just sitting at a table playing on your phone and sipping coffee
Ding.
Huh? New message.
Ding ding ding
You had a bad feeling before even opening your Fumblr appĀ
When you did open the little social media site, you were met with a bunch of unwelcomed advances from some strange follower
Hey valentines is coming up and im lonely
r u lonely to?
how about u be my valentine and we can go out??
You grimaced and replied with a curt āIām sorry but no thanksā
come on babe
dont b like that
we can have fun
Jaehee had noticed to look on your face and immediately popped to your side
āMc is everything alright?
āYeah..Iām just getting creepy messages from some guy on Fumblr.ā You handed her the phone so she could read them and her nose crinkled in distaste almost instantly
āWell your first problem is you apologized.āĀ
āHuh?ā
Jaehee started tapping away as she spokeĀ āDonāt apologize for not being interested. When you apologize it makes you seem more ā¦docile. Submissive. If these creeps think you have an ounce of shyness or even politeness in you theyāll try to exploit it.ā
āo-oh.ā You stammered, surprised by how irritated Jaehee suddenly seemed
āSecondly,ā Her expression softened a bit with a final tap on the screenĀ āYou didnāt block him immediatelyā She looked to you with a smile on her face, pleased with herself for whatever she said to your Fumblr follower
She handed the phone back to you and a light blush fell across your cheeks. Jaehee never seemed to be the protector type but when it comes down to it
Baehee isnāt letting anyone bother you
ever
Zen
Heās gotten his fair share of creepy fan mail, but he understands it comes with the job
But when you get creepy mail from his followers
NO NO NO NO NO
You two have all the fan mail sent to a P.O. Box so fans donāt have your home address
One time when you went to get the batch, the two of you found a handful of letters with your name on them
āMy fans must see us together all the timeā Zen said as he handed the letters to you, a cautious look on his face. He was worried it was going to be some fangirl writing a mean letter about how she deserves Zen instead of you
It was much creepier
It was a bunch of letters from some guyĀ
āMy sister is a big fan of Zen so I have to watch TV shows with him on them all the time. One time there was a news story about him, but you were in the picture with himā¦ā
The letters go on to say how once the writer saw you with Zen he started searching you more and claimed you two would be a perfect match. He started suggesting you break up with Zen (offering for him to date his sister) and for the two of you to get together.
ā¦
You have to literally hold Zen back so he doesnt march to the return address and beat the shit out of sender
āZen itāll be such bad press do not do not do notā
āI DONāT GIVE A SHITā
āYES YOU DO PLS ZENā
20 mins later
Heās not calm, but heās not bum rushing the door soā¦calm enough
āLetās think of a reasonable way to handle thisā You slump into a chair, exhausted from being the only thing standing between Zen and a physical assault charge
After a few minutes of silence
..āI have an idea.ā
Zen pulled out a pad and started scribbling.Ā āHe said his sister is a fan of me? Well Iāll make her an offer she canāt refuse.ā
Zen ended up writing a very heartfelt note to the sister of the sender, explaining the situation and how uncomfortable you were feeling because of the brother. And if the sincerity of the letter wasnāt enough to get her to make her brother stop, the VIP pass to Zenās next show was a good bribe.Ā
He sent it out the next morning, and a few days later you guys checked the PO box to find a letter from her apologizing profusely for her brotherās behavior and how sheād handle it. And about 10 pages ofĀ āthank youās and compliments for Zen of course.Ā
Jumin
Elizabeth would only chase a laser pointer for so long, so you had a lot of free time whenever Jumin was at work
You were no stranger to social media sites as they were the best way to distract yourself for hours at a time until you had something entertaining to do
And youāve gotten spam bots before, but never a human who was actually so forward enough to send you enough messages to make you a small novel
you look really nice in your profile picture
is that designer? man you got money to
youāre a rich bitch. wanna come see what its like on the other side of town?
You were appalled.Ā
āLeave me aloneā was the best you could muster since you were in such a state of disgusted shock.Ā
The messages continued, and you ended up just blocking the guy. But even after that just looking at your phone made you a little nervous that you were going to see more messages from another douchebag
But nope
Same douchebag. Different site.Ā
whyād you block me? playing hard to get?
āHowād you find my profile?ā
itās not hard to figure it out since I saw your name on the other one ;*
You just blocked him again and put your phone down, resolving to entertain yourself with anything else that wasnāt social media.
Eventually Jumin came home, and the first thing he noticed was your phone sitting on the coffee table and a specific lack ofā¦you.
He went into a panic for a moment before you stepped into the hall, freshly showered.Ā
āOh, MC, there you are. I was worried for a second. Youāre usually not far from your phone.āĀ
āYeah..ā You muttered.Ā āSome guy just keeps bugging meā
What
What do you mean
What guy
How
You explain the situation to Jumin and his phone is to his ear almost immediately as he picks up yours with his free hand.
āLuciel? Iām cashing in on a favorā¦.ā
You knew immediately where this was going and you had a slight grin on your face, knowing the creep who kept messaging you wasnāt going to be bothering you or anyone else anytime soon
Seven
You donāt even waste time
The second you get the first creepy message
hey hot stuff
You hand your phone to Seven
He just looks down at the screen, and a devious smile spreads across his face
Sure he could mess with anyone he wanted, but this time he has an excuse to go all out and ruin this Creeps life.
Seven whips up a program in a matter of minutes, connects a USB from his computer to your phone, then texts the man back
āHey cutieā¦wanna see a picture? ;)ā and he attached a fileĀ
It says the message was received and viewed, but no response was given.
āWhatād you do?ā You ask as Seven hands your phone back
With a big smirk on his face:
āOnce he opens that file his phone is going to run through his chat logs and play back all his creepy messages Ā on a permanent loop on his screen. And if he has any wireless connection to his computer, say, cloud storage, itās going to happen to his computer too. And every few minutes heās going to get a picture of me dressed as a maid, because I have to deliver, you know?ā
You give Seven a huge hugĀ āUgh, thank you. How will I every pay you backā
āYou already didā He laughs
āHuh?ā
āYouāll seeā He winks and goes back to his computer.
You shrug and walk away, figuring youād find out soon enough
And you did
The next time you opened your phone, your background was a nonstop slideshow of 707ā²s Greatest Crossdressing Pics
And all your app icons were selfies
And your gallery was filled with pictures of the red headed hacker
āSEEEEEEEVVVVVEEEEEENNNNNNNNNā
V
V was sitting on the couch and you were upstairs cleaning up and putzing around
Ding
V looked to see your phone light up on the tableĀ
āMC, I think someone messaged you!ā V yelled up the stairs
āWill you check it for me? Itās probably just a guest with a question about the party.ā You called backĀ
āSure.ā And with that he opened your phone to find a rather crude picture Ā āWhat in the worldā
my friend gave me ur number, thought youād like this ;)
V was horrified that someone meant for you to open thisĀ
āI dontā He typed back.
awww come on. you can tell from the pic im a good looking guy and my friend says ur cute. why dont we hang out
āNo.ā V glared at the number displayed at the top of the message board
playing hard to get? i like
V realized there was no reasoning with this idiot, and he thought it would be a waste of time trying to further communicate with a fool like his, so he bit down his better instinct and just sent a picture of himself glaring at the phone camera and typedĀ āYouāre talking to a manā
there was no reply for a moment
my friend said this was a girl
āI can assure I am not a female. Your friend gave you the wrong number. Go awayā
There was no response but V was sure he could feel the embarrassment from the other side of the connection
With a satisfied huff he deleted the messages and number, figuring it best if you never have to worry about the situation
He also plans to find out which one of your friends would give your number to such a vulgar creep.Ā
Saeran
You two were watching a video on your phone when you got a sudden chat request on Kiik, a messaging app
Saeran cast a quizzical look at you and you return it with a shrug, signalling you had no clue
When you open it up theres just a bunch of weird messages
hey babe
hey
wanna be my valentine
i dont want to be lonely and i bet you dont either
we can keep each other company ;)
You didnāt even have a chance to respond before Saeran took the phone from your hand
āFuck offā He was holding your phone so tight you thought he was gonna snap it in half
wow ur not very polite
āI said. Fuck. Off.ā Saeran let out a breath that sounded like a growl
come on baby dont be like that
You could see a fire in your friendās eyes and you knew things were about to get bad
āSend one more message and Iāll end your miserable existence, Scum.āĀ
āSaeran letās just ignore itā You tried to take your phone back but he wouldnāt let go, too hyper focused on the screen. Instead he looked at you and saidĀ āHe shouldnāt be talking to you this way.ā
Ding
Both your eyes shot back to the screen
so youāll come see me ;)
Whoever was on the other line had nooo clue who they were taunting
Saeran got up slowly, so slow it was a little creepy, when you looked at him you could see the gears running in his head
He walked over to his computer and started typing away, looking to the phone every now and then.
After about 20 minutes he finally came back to sit with you and handed your phone back.
āYouā¦.You good, Saeran?ā You asked, surprised at how calmed he seemed.
He looked to you with a smile on his face and a glint in his eye.Ā āIām very good.ā
You were almost worried to ask butĀ āWhatād you do?ā
āNot much. But heāll leave you alone soon enough.ā
You stopped asking questions, he wouldnāt tell you the details anyways.
..
That night you were awoken toĀ
Dingdingdingdingding
You fumbled around in the dark and eventually opened your phone to see messages from the Kiik app
Iuwefjkgl
ahfuoieqhwf
please helpfehofejijeqiue
ā¦..
Iām very sorry for what I said to you earlier. I will never contact you again. If I do my fingers will be broken.
You knew immediately.Ā
āSaeran whatād you do???ā You sent the text
All you got back wasĀ ā:)āĀ
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i watched a movie today at the cinema lol...just because i wanted to eat popcorn...and i realise ppl really only go to the cinema for 2 reasons...1 to date or 2 as hang out activity with friends but i think mostly still number 1 to date....and i of course fall in the non-existent category which is just to have an excuse to eat popcorn....watched king arthur simply because the name and poster look like it can be a blockbuster...but the thing was i actually googled it at the counter before buying the tix....funny how my internet was workign so fast suddenly and all the searches showed it was a flopped basically the reviews were bad...and yet a min looking at it i went straight to buy it....tryna to convince myself it cant be that bad right....well it was horrible not to mentioned they made us watched ads for fucking 20mins!!! yea definitely dont rmb when was the last time i went to a cinema got tortured like this....and the movie thought it was gonna at least be exciting but damn its farrrrrr from it....but at least therere a few funny lines here and there....but then the visual effects were good like realluy good but the storyline mygadddd!
i went at first to submit the resignation letter and thought i could get my cheque today but nope....they said friday so yea wtf....and angie realised i didnt write the date of the letter...and so guess what yea i printed it and nope i aint gonna put the date....just to screw them up if theres anything wrong with it...gonna ask someone to bring the cheque to me outside and i will pass the letter and just leave like that!! and ive started writing bout the article i wanna share on wob...but now im gonna focus on just 2 angle 1st mostly on how the company hire and exploit staffs as probationer and keeping us as probationers without valid reasons and depriving us of the commissions we worked for and never gave us a official written assessment report....im not sure if companies actually do that but logically speaking shouldnt that be only fair for us???? because what if after month and months later new invalid hearsay surface about our work performance??? from the way i see it this is so fucking wrong....i rmb even when working at toywatch they hired as part timer knowing id stay only for 3 months but i did less than that yet i got SOOO much of commission well good thing they were a hit back then. and now i wonder why sunni being their best sales person would just leave the company and shes close with tahnee prolly she knew the company was having some troubles who knows....and i wonder what if someone gets bully at workplace how can they do with it??? because company always backup their own staffs....like shirley she said just because she always argue with angie ok i understand shes a senior admin staff but still makes no sense one is in sales another in admin you cant just simply deny ppl liek that!!!! and i think the lesson here can also be working in a small company may not be good....too much political can get into the way and they can easily gang up and not go through things with the right protocol...im sooooo tired with this but i gotta hold up till i get my cheque and share the story no way i can just let it go so easily what if other ppl face the same problem again because theres no fucking maximum probation length i still cant fucking believe this!!!Ā
i feel so sick just thinking bout this entire thing....good news is i called mr anwar today told him i no longer working there...and told him next time i could help him with things like how i helped him...and he said i can call him when im around bukit bintang and we can discuss...sooo now im like hmmm when should i actually go and see him??? if i do it this week surely liek damn pushy maybe next week because im afraid if i drag it long we might forget bout it...haizzzz my head cannot think properly....and im not done with the site!!Ā
last night i got a message from her on fb so she unblock me lol...and said she blocked me cause im bitter after she gave me some advice...but seriously im just toooo tired to even tryna explain myself...because shes obviously kinda wrong about me....i do hear ppl out if theyre undertsanding and have the willignness to hear ppl out first...like shahbell and angie i know theyre....but omg i cant believe shes the type who makes assumptions out of ppl....she doesnt even know someone well enough to say all that....i mean i know i stalked her and all that and it gave her a very bad impression of who i am...but still haizzzzz seriously next time shalinn youre required to think fasterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr rrrrrrr
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-- impenetrableVitality [IV] began pestering primadonnaTartuffe [PT] at 17:32 --Ā
IV: ryanĀ
IV: actually nevermindĀ
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PT: um NO you cant just pull that shit.Ā
PT: once you got me youre stuck with me.Ā
PT: whats up finnberly???
IV: oh uhĀ
IV: i don't know
PT: k...Ā
PT: well i wanna chat anyway.Ā
PT: im having a pretty choice day today. :100: :ok_hand:
PT: sipping this drank of the cafe variety. :coffee:
IV: that's goodĀ
IV: do you mean coffee
PT: yessiree. courtesy of the coffee can. i fuckin love this place.
IV: where is it though
PT: downtown on skaia. around where my usual haunts are.
IV: is that placeĀ
IV: likeĀ
IV: okay
PT: liiiike? safe?? is that what youre asking?
IV: yeah i guess
PT: its all good in this hood. :heart:
IV: are you by yourself
PT: yeeees. currently.
IV: are you eating anythingĀ
IV: are you by yourself by yourself or by yourself with people around
PT: there are people around yeah. in the restaurant.Ā
PT: otherwise its just me and mr coffee.
IV: maybe ask a few people if they know cpr
PT: finn... baby...Ā
PT: im not gonna choke on my coffee.
IV: no i mean just in case
IV: it might be good
PT: in case of what?
IV: in case there'sĀ
IV: i don't knowĀ
IV: a cardiac emergencyĀ
IV: do they have an aed thereĀ
IV: maybe you should make sure they do
PT: finn...Ā
PT: are you alright sweetie? you seem like youre freaking out a little.
IV: i'm fineĀ
IV: i just think it's important that people are educated
PT: it sure is!!! but i think its fine.
IV: well it's easy to think that
IV: i just want to make sure
PT: of course. no problemo.Ā
PT: but hey lets talk about something else!!!Ā
PT: guess what happened to me last night.
IV: are you okay
PT: yes FINN. im great in fact. :blush:
IV: oh
IV: are you sure
PT: YES FINN!!!!!!!
PT: this is me trying to share GOOD news.
IV: okay tell me
PT: well.Ā
PT: well well WELL well WELL.
PT: me and jack are kiiiinda back together.
IV: oh
IV: wow
IV: that's great
PT: I KNOW RIGHT.
IV: is he okay
PT: shit he better be amazing cuz hes got me.
IV: you have a point
PT: I KNOW RIGHT.
IV: right
PT: in general tho he seems fine.
IV: they have an aed
PT: what??
IV: i called the place
IV: they have one
IV: in case you were wondering
PT: ...Ā
PT: umm okay i wasnt but...Ā
PT: are you sure youre alright??
IV: do you know how to use one IV: that's okay it tells you how to use one anyway
IV: it literally talks to you
PT: :confused:
PT: okay i definitely know youre not alright cuz youre ignoring me!!!!
IV: no i just need to tell you that
IV: it's by the bathroom
PT: duly noted.Ā
PT: finnnnn.
IV: yeah
PT: talk to me. youre acting weird.
IV: 30 chest compressions 2 rescue breathsĀ
IV: you can use it for a lot of things Ā
IV: maybe the people around you should know too
PT: I DIDNT MEAN TALK TO ME ABOUT THAT.
IV: sorry
IV: oh you have to open the airway too don't forget that
PT: mmmmmmmoh my god.
IV: does jack know
IV: i should tell him
PT: youre starting to worry me...Ā
PT: dont make me call colt.
IV: you don't need to call him he's fineĀ
IV: i'm fineĀ
IV: it's fine
PT: are you sure something isnt going on??
IV: i don't know
PT: tell me whats going on in your head right now.
IV: i don't knowĀ
IV: i'm
IV: this was a mistake
IV: another one on top of another one that everybody saw coming
PT: nooo baby its fine.
PT: you fuss at me just lemme fuss at you.Ā
PT: its the law of equivalent friend exchange.
IV: he was right the whole time
IV: what am i doing
PT: who?? ill fight him.
IV: i'm not really different am all am iĀ
IV: i'm justĀ
IV: doing the same things
PT: :frowning2:
IV: i'll probably ruin her life and think i'm helping her but i'm not
IV: i have to go
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PT: no you dont!! hey!Ā
PT: finn listen.Ā
PT: you can talk to me alright?Ā
PT: if you feel like a fuck up just know youre talking to the Ultimate fuck up so im the last person who would ever judge you for whatever is going on in your head.Ā
PT: i wanna listen... i wanna be more helpful...Ā
PT: come on. please?
IV: i need to go i have to
IV: i have to stop doing this
IV: i have to stop
PT: hey hey.Ā
PT: it doesnt work that way alright??Ā
PT: shit happens sometimes.Ā
PT: but it passes too... yeah?Ā
PT: i fucked up last night too finn.Ā
PT: i started drinking again... but i know for a fact it couldve wound up way worse.Ā
PT: and im okay! im gonna be okay even if i slipped up. you know what i mean? its the same with you.
IV: i brought an innocent life into all of my shitĀ
IV: i have to make sure she's safeĀ
IV: she's not safe with me
PT: baby youre doing a great job with her!! anybody can see that.Ā
PT: just because youre sick doesnt mean you gotta stop living your life.Ā
PT: youve got friends whove got your back... and theres nothing wrong with that.Ā
PT: shit i mean we were all basically raised by our parents friends along with our parents too right??? shes got the same kind of environment. i cant think of any place safer than where she is right now.
IV: i don't knowĀ
IV: i don't want to keep hurting people
PT: i know... it sucks.Ā
PT: but its gonna be okay. i promise.
IV: fuck
PT: yeah let all your fucks out.
IV: i think i need helpĀ
IV: i'm by myself right nowĀ
IV: well me and sofiaĀ
IV: i think i
IV: need to
IV: something i don't know
PT: well hey i can come over if you want.
IV: please
PT: okay gimme like... 45 mins or so since colts gotta live in the middle of bfe.Ā
PT: ill be RIGHT over. hang in there.
IV: okay the door is IV: is it locked or unlockedĀ
IV: i should know thisĀ
IV: oh no
PT: i figure colt locks the door when he leaves. so just lemme in when i get there!Ā
PT: okay message me if you need to but im omw.Ā
RYAN: -pockets her device, fleeing the coffee shop and making her way to the transportalizer hub. with a quick zap she's on odimist, but the longer neck of her journey is getting a cab out to colt's place. she arrives at her estimated time... give or take a few minutes, but probably give, but of course no one can ever arrive early during emergencies. still, she's here, and she's knocking on the door while also texting finn that she's here.-
FINN: -his fingers feel numb and so do his his toes and so does his mouth in a weird way, but that's probably due to how messed up his breathing is. he's terrified he's going to drop sofia, that his arms will just give out from underneath her, so it's taking him a long time to get to the door-
RYAN: -that's fine... she can be patient... but not really. she peeps through the front window to see if she can spot him anywhere inside.-
FINN: -she can. He's mostly still other than the tiny steps he's taking and the steps he's taking backwards before he goes forward again. it makes sense in his head, Ā somehow-
RYAN: -frowns through the window at him. does she wait? does she try something else? she's REALLY not good at this, but dammit she's trying. she taps on the window now?? maybe that'll snap him out of it long enough to get her in there.-
FINN: -he looks up suddenly at the window tapping and has an expression of embarrassment on his face before he looks around frantically and just holds sofia closer as he goes to open the door. Finally, the door opens-
RYAN: -SUCCESS. she scurries over, looking up at him with big concerned eyes.- heeey buddy.Ā
RYAN: im here now.
FINN: hiĀ
FINN: sorry
RYAN: -flaps a hand- its all good.Ā
RYAN: hey sofia. -smiles a little at her and then kinda dances around finn to get inside.-
SOFIA: -stares at Ryan-Ā
FINN: -just looks really frazzled- i uhĀ
FINN: um
RYAN: -puts a hand on his back and starts rubbing in small circles.- shhh its cool.Ā
RYAN: maybe we should sit down??
FINN: -he takes a moment and nods before looking down at the baby again- yeah probably
RYAN: -starts guiding him to the couch.- alright alright alriiiight.Ā
RYAN: -plops down and plops her hand on the cushion next to her.-
FINN: -sits carefully-Ā
FINN: i need to wash my handsĀ
FINN: you need to wash your hands
RYAN: huh?? oh... because of the baby?Ā
RYAN: i can do that now... then we can trade off and you can go wash your hands?
FINN: do you remember how to hold her RYAN: yeah yeah of course. -gets up and scurries over to the kitchen to wash her hands in the sink, quickly returning to them.-
RYAN: okay i got this.
FINN: -he looks so worried but he carefully hands her over to ryan- you got her RYAN: i got her finn. i promise. -coos at the baby as she takes her.-
RYAN: hi again sofia. did you miss me? FINN: -watches the two of them as he leaves the room and bumps into the wall before disappearing into the kitchen to wash his hands. he returns after a few minutes.- maybe we should changeĀ
SOFIA: -subtly wiggles- RYAN: nah... besides were all cozy here right? -snuggles sofia- we can relax. FINN: maybe we should thoughĀ
FINN: just in caseĀ
FINN: the fabric is laced with deadly germs RYAN: -gazes at him a little bit- yeah... nah... that doesnt just happen. i think its cool. FINN: remember smallpox blankets RYAN: ... noooo?? FINN: it was a thing
RYAN: well thats cool but! pretty sure were good.
RYAN: lets talk about something else okay?
FINN: -sits back down and his fingers are digging into the couch cushion- RYAN: ...
RYAN: actually i think im gonna sing something.
RYAN: what do you wanna hear baby?
FINN: who RYAN: you. the bigger baby. FINN: oh
FINN: i don't think i have a great taste in music RYAN: okay i know youre tone deaf but you can still like music. everybody does.
RYAN: but alright leave it to me.
RYAN: just focus on listening alright? FINN: okay RYAN: -takes a breath- i know i havent been perfect but give it some time.
RYAN: cuz not a single day goes by where you dont cross my mind.
RYAN: and we spend our lives looking for things we cant find.
RYAN: oh but not a single day goes by where you dont cross my mind.
RYAN: all the days you spend on my mind.
RYAN: all the times that id say that well be together. well be together oh.
RYAN: all the ways you see through my heart.
RYAN: i know the good intentions they won't last forever wont last forever.
FINN: -listens to her sing and watches her, trying to focus on her voice and not anything else. it's beautiful-Ā
SOFIA: -YAAAAAS this is great. she gurgles-
RYAN: -smiles down at sofia.- all the hours weve spent on the line.
RYAN: all the times that youd say that i never listen i never listen
RYAN: through the conversations weve had til 4 am.
RYAN: you say you want something different want something different.
RYAN: and i know i havent been perfect but give it some time.
RYAN: cuz not a single day goes by where you dont cross my mind.
RYAN: and we spend our lives looking for things we cant find.
RYAN: oh but not a single day goes by where you dont cross my mind. -looks over at finn when she's done.-
FINN: -he looks calmer now. If not just a little- that wasĀ
FINN: really nice
RYAN: -smiles softly.- yeah i know haha.Ā
RYAN: thanks man.
SOFIA: aaaaaĀ
FINN: did you just inherit a good singing voice
RYAN: haha i mean kinda? but it takes a lot of training too.
FINN: i think i'm untrainable
RYAN: i mean... we cant ALL be fabulous singers.
FINN: that would probably get a little annoying
RYAN: yeah man. i wouldnt feel very special haha... singing is basically all im good at.
FINN: that's not trueĀ
SOFIA: nnnnn
RYAN: -bounces sofia a little in her arms, cooing at her.-Ā
RYAN: well i never pass up the opportunity to hear about myself sooo tell me what else im good at. :wink:
SOFIA: -wow this is the best time of her life-Ā
FINN: it's a long list but okayĀ
FINN: good at livening up a party good at being a good friend good at doing hair and makeup good at acting good with sofia good at not giving up
RYAN: -oh... dammit. why does she ask this stuff if she doesn't want sappy sentimental answers? she laughs a little and sighs.- ... thanks finn.
FINN: you're welcomeĀ
Ā FINN: it's true
RYAN: -sniff... ugh. she's been feeling an awful lot of emotions these past couple days. she didn't ASK for this. accepting genuine, heartfelt compliments is hard so she tries to just focus on one. one thing she's curious about.-Ā
RYAN: you think im good with sofia?
FINN: well yeah FINN: -his expression softens- you're kind of a natural FINN: she loves you
RYAN: well the feeling is mutual sofia. -grins lopsided at her.-Ā
RYAN: i do kinda... like kids more than i would expect if someone like me. i dunno...
SOFIA: -good bitch you better love me-Ā
FINN: that's why assumptions are stupid
RYAN: troo.Ā
RYAN: ... maybe id have fun being a mom.
FINN: you can babysit her sometime if you want
RYAN: yeah? alright.Ā
RYAN: just call me whenever. not like im ever busy.
FINN: come on you have to be busy sometimes
RYAN: busy being SEXY sure.
FINN: -smiles a little- entertaining jack is that time consuming huh
RYAN: PFF no way i make him entertain me.Ā
RYAN: i only have to rely on my sexy personality around him since he cant see shit.
FINN: oh yes makes perfect sense
RYAN: -snickers- ... you know its kind of surreal.Ā
RYAN: like how naturally we kinda fell into it but...Ā
RYAN: -sighs- were both scared too?? and thats like... a reality of the situation we arent sure how to deal with. does that make sense??
FINN: -looks off for a moment- i know exactly what you mean
RYAN: yeah...Ā
RYAN: i just want it to work.
RYAN: i really feel like it could if i just... knew what to do.
FINN: -he looks off- yeahĀ
FINN: i uhĀ
FINN: i get itĀ
FINN: i might be going through the same thing
RYAN: -glances at him- yeah?
FINN: -his cheeks redden a little bit- yeah
RYAN: :eyes:
FINN: -scratches his head nervously- yeah iĀ
Ā FINN: saw emilet again
RYAN: oh reeeeally?
FINN: -HE'S SO RED- yeahĀ
FINN: i did -he saw a LOT of emilet-
RYAN: heheh aww finn. always getting up to something.Ā
RYAN: guess this means we can flail at each other while we flounder through familiar but tumultuous waters.Ā
Ā RYAN: be my lifeboat hombre.
FINN: okay
FINN: if you'll be mine
RYAN: -smiles, soft and sincere.- of course.
FINN: -smiles a little, taking a breath- colt's notĀ
FINN: too happy about itĀ
FINN: but things are different this time
RYAN: hes a grumpy gus anyway.Ā
RYAN: ... a neigh sayer if you will.Ā
RYAN: but man whatever floobs your boobs. even if it isnt different its your decision to make you know?
FINN: -he nods- you know the person that justĀ
FINN: you're with them and you know they're important to youĀ
FINN: then you're away from themĀ
FINN: and then when you're back in the same room you realize they were always the most important person to you a ll along
RYAN: -she laughs a little.- shit i mean yeah.Ā
RYAN: except for me its more like i definitely repressed all those feelings like every day until we were in the same room together.Ā
RYAN: and hes looking so different but so good and its like.Ā
RYAN: well fuck me i guess.Ā
RYAN: in every sense.
FINN: -laughs a little too- been there done that
RYAN: come on finn that goes without saying.Ā
RYAN: youre like the sluttiest person i know. and thats coming from ME.
FINN: -just slowly shrugs and smiles-
RYAN: -SNRRRKKK- goddammit finn!! -elbows him as best she can with a baby in her arms.-
FINN: ow heyĀ
FINN: you're the most violent person i know
RYAN: thats right bitch. ill fuck you up.
FINN: not with her you won't
RYAN: damn... true.
SOFIA: -whines a little and scrunches up her face-
RYAN: aw sofia im not really gonna fuck him up.Ā
RYAN: (im just telling her that to relax her.) -snickers and bounces her a little though.-Ā
RYAN: you think shes tired?
SOFIA: -starts to cry. life is hard-Ā
FINN: that or hungry or she needs to be changedĀ
Ā FINN: that girl can eatĀ
FINN: que paso sofia
RYAN: oh shit. good.Ā
RYAN: youre a growin girl. -smiles at finn, glad he's really calmed down now.-Ā
RYAN: want her back?
FINN: -puts his arms out- yeah sureĀ
FINN: she's probably tiredĀ
SOFIA: -she's tired and upset about it-
RYAN: bet youre tired too. -hands sofia off to him carefully.-
FINN: -takes this cute little sad baby into his arms and he feels so much better about it than he did before- yeahĀ
FINN: but she has to sleep first
RYAN: naturally.Ā
RYAN: ... can i come with you when you put her to bed? -strangely curious about this routine.-
FINN: -looks over at ryan for a moment and then smiles- sure
RYAN: cool. cool cool cool. -smiles a little back-
FINN: -stands up and shooshes sofia- follow me
RYAN: -rises to her feet, hovering closely- :eyes:
FINN: -walks into sofia's room where he flips on the light. this is such a baby room, with a lot of pastel colors and a very secure crib. there are a lot of stuffed animals in the crib, but not so much that it affects her sleeping. his first stop is the changing table, where he takes the crying baby and sets her down- don't feel obligated to watch this part
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John M Edwards from Madison Indiana
John and I started dating in June of 2012. We met through a dating website (POF) and he looked like the perfect guy. We texted all day and talked on the phone for hours every night. He was so sweet and even though we lived 4 hours apart, he surprised me at the most adorable of ways by sending me flowers or stuff like that. In August I moved to west lafayette since I began attending Purdue University. Between him working full time and having drill a weekend of this month (because he is in the military NG), and me going to school all during the week and working on the weekends, we only saw each other one weekend out of the month. But then, things were great. We constantly had the best time together and shared wonderful memories. We would go back and forth composing every other long sweet texts professing our love for each other and it was like a fairy tale. But I discovered it started to stop sometime in january. And when I brought this to his attention, he'd say it was because he had been busy hanging out with a friend and hed send one afterwards, or he fell sleep and forgot. In March of 2013, I found out that I was pregnant. He was supposed to be set up to Egypt that June, but the day after I discovered, his installation was cancelled and I thought it was destiny. I finished out the session and we have an apartment together May in his hometown (4 hours away from all of my loved ones and friends). I moved down there to be with him and begin our family together. I found an excellent job within 2 weeks and things were going great. Then I began to notice changes. He went out every weekend to the bars with his friends, leaving me home alone with nothing to do and nobody to hangout with or talk to. I couldnt go if I wanted to because A) I was only 20. And B) he didnt need me out in crowded public areas because theres a great deal of dumb drunk idiots out there and somebody could bump into me and god forbid it caused any harm to the baby. Well I started becoming suspicious because he would stay out in the bars until 4am, yet they closed at 3. (and in addition, he got a DUI in July after blowing a .15 and had his license suspended for a month and was put on probation for the next year, yet still went out and drank in the pubs anyways because his best friend was a cop) He'd conceal his phone and take it with him when he went to shower or poop. He kept a lock on his telephone that I constantly had the code , but then he began altering it and any moment I'd ask for this, hed get defensive or make up and explanation. And when I figured it out, hed change it again the following moment. One night I had figured out the passcode to his telephone and I unlocked it. I found he had a snapchat from some girl, so I viewed it, and it was a photo of her VAGINA. Not full blown, however, it was a straight shot of her pants unzipped with panties on. Obviously my mouth dropped and I woke him up right then pissed off asking questions (bad thought. Always stay cool and get your ducks in a row first). Nicely he course played it off and stated that she had been just a an ex girlfriend of one of his buddies and he had no clue why she'd send him something like that and that hed obstruct her. Well I knew better, but of course gave him the benefit of the doubt. He then got another part time job to help save extra cash before our daughter was born and had gone to see him one night and the women were quite friendly with me and knew we were together and expecting a child except ONE girl. Well I discovered they were friends on facebook and she too was shot with a kid. Well I added her and she never approved. Then I saw text messages on his phone between the both of them as if they had been attempting to get to know each other (such as you do when you first start talking to somebody asking for pictures, etc). He told me it was his friend in the office texting her from his phone bc his was broken. I knew that was probably bullshit but when we hung out with this friend one evening, I asked him when john had gone into the restroom and he confirmed it, so I let it go. (turns out that he was covering for him) oh and also the best part was that after I finally found out this, I found out that this particular woman lived in the same neighborhood as us, just a street over!! Well he quit that job soon after because he said he didnt like it there and got yet another part time job working in video. (he had worked there before and left on good terms so they hired him right away). Well he worked up until a few days before our daughter was born and then just stopped showing up and finally got fired bc he didnt need to have to work for thanksgiving. Nicely November 2013 comes and I have my girl, the most beautiful little girl in the world. He was right there with me every step along the way, through the 16 and a half an hour of labour. I had her and he remained there with me that the whole 3 days we had been in the hospital. He seemed so filled with love and security (like a father should have) that I thought maybe hed realize that a household is more important than anything or anyone. He'd taken another week off of work so he could stay home and be there with us I had been on paid maternity leave for 6 weeks from my job. He came straight home from work daily and could stay home every weekend (except the evenings he had drill). Well one day his buddys girlfriend (who'd become my very best friend) told me that her boyfriend (johns BEST FRIEND) had informed her one night which John had cheated on me with a woman named Olivia at the Family Video shop where he used to work. That he was shutting one night and she came and watched him and they had sex in one of the temptations (aisle 4 or something as it had no detectors ) and this happened like a week until my daughter was born. Well I was angry since this was the SAME GIRL that'd befriended me months ahead, and we had actually hung out a few times and she came over to our apartment one day after our daughter was born. I thought it was strange how he sat there on his xbox enjoying his game and hardly ackowledged her, and the way she had been absolutely fine with thumping her boob and breastfeeding her 3 month old daughter (Yes, she had a girl, was a year younger than me, and her babys dad wants nothing to do with her or his child ). That his buddy would never state anything like that and that it never occurred. Well, Christmas time comes along with his buddy (the one whos a cop) articles a standing on facebook stating hes drinking with a friend of his and invites john over. John comments on it and says no he cant (because we were sitting there watching a movie) and his friend comments back and says that his hitler-ette had to calm down and quit controlling him. So I awakened on his buddy and he explained that the only reason john was was because I got pregnant and if I was brighter and had used birth control then I wouldnt even be here right now. So john went on his buddy and actually stood me up and I told him I want nothing to do with him at all and that he is not permitted over at our home or to visit our kid. He complied and his buddys title wasnt brought up again and they never hung out (even though they'd made up with eachother and still texted occasionally). Well in february, this exact same friend of his has been caught red handed cheating on his girlfriend (my now best friend) with some girl for the previous 2 months. Well things happened between those who I say, but now instead of being a police officer, hes sitting for the next 8 years and can have no contact with either of his daughters or his ex girlfriend (my buddy ). Well the night this all occurred, I wake up into a text message saying we had been perfect. They were cheating with (so and so). So I wake john up and tell him what she said and he said that she had been making s*** up to try to break us up since her connection was about to ***. And since I had no evidence, I let it all go. Well I had posted a standing about cheaters and a week later I get an anonymous letter in the mail at my WORK, addressed to me personally, stating (in badly disguised sloppy handwriting) they saw my status and know for a fact that john had cheated on me with atleast 3 different women, and gave titles. And that they thought I must know (and one of the girls names was Olivia, from earlier in my story). This time I didnt mechanically show him my evidence and accuse him. I played it cool and wished to collect everything. So I figured out the password for his verizon accounts and looked in his telephone records and saw a number continuously popping up on there. I printed everything! That night, iIwake around 1 because my daughter started crying and I started to feed her so she could go back to sleep. I discovered it vibrate, but it didnt light up. (he's an iphone) therefore I click on the home button, and it doesnt show anything on the monitor. (keep in mind his phone is also secured, so I cant test it fully because I dont know the password). Well then it goes back, but it was a different vibration than previously and the telephone really lit up this time. I seem and its some remark notification for facebook. So right then and there's when I knew that he had blocked the alarms for texts so I couldnt see (since it shows that the first portion of the message onto the lock screen) so I waited till he finally awakened at 5:30 that morning and went to check his phone, like he does every morning. And I told him to waitand that I needed to sit behind him as he assessed it. He immediately asked why and I said since somebody texted you at 1:30 in the afternoon and the notification did not show on the display so I wanna understand who it is. He immediately got defensive and said no! That he wasnt going to continue doing so s*** and that I have to trust him. That Saturday nighthe went out to the bars and got really drunk, and for the first time in the past year and a half, I went to a bonfire with my pal and two of her woman friends. It was just the four people plus her friends husband and his friend. I requested Johns mother and sister to babysit for a couple hours so I could hangout and have a wonderful time, and they were happy to. Well once I was there for about an or two, johns sister calls me and informs me john found they were babysitting and got really pissed off that I wasnt house with our daughter. So I advised her id be home soon and she said that he was already on his way home. Well then I get a call from john who asks me what Im doing, I tell him Im at a bonfire and he flips out on me and says could O pawn off our kid to somebody else (if it was his mother and sister) and that I was a horrible mom. (yet he had been the one who was piss ass drunk). So I push instantly home and hes sitting on the sofa with his friend, and his mother and sister are sitting on the other end of the sofa with my daughter. I walk in, since the door was unlocked and he gets up and goes into the bathroom (where he began puking his guts out bc thats how drunk he was the same guy that blew a .15 and believed he was absolutely fine to push and hadnt drank so far ). Well his sister and I go out and she explains to me exactly what happened when he got home. He flew into a rage and began screaming stuff and saying how I was nuts if I thought I was going to have the ability to come in the home and blah blah blah. Nicely his sister told him into the stfu and said shes a mommy. shes going to call the cops. Youll go to prison! Stop being an idiot and calm down! . Well we didnt say a word to each other the rest of the night and his friend passed out, and I slept on the sofa. After that day, one of his own friends had called me and asked what had occurred between us bc he saw we werent together on facebook and I told him why and he explained that was actually cheating on me with this one girl, the one he maintained was texting his friend through his mobile phone. And how he bragged about it to him saying oh this woman is texting me and sending me these pics and what not all happy about it. So that next Saturday, while he was at drill, my parents and my cousin came down with their 12 passenger van and pickup and they moved all of mine and my daughters things back to fort wayne to my parents home. He freaked out on me initially and posted a lot of bullshit on facebook to get sympathy from people who had no idea what actually happened, and I filed that Monday for child service and we had our court in july because he didnt wish to agree on more than $200 a month to get support when Im paying $500 per month daily care alone. _ĆĀŖĆ¢ I'd post the women that he cheated on me with, but to tell the truth, I dont know all of their names because there were too many to count. They knew we had been hell the whole town did because its a very small city, nevertheless still fIIked around with him. But the moment I began to get suspicious about one, hed drop them and move on to the next. So hes the actual HOMEWRECKER within this story and he deserves to be here and these chicks will get whats coming to them as will he _ĆĀŖĆ¢ The one thing I am thankful for throughout this whole mess was my lovely daughter, along with also the fact that besides his lying adulterous ways, he's really a fantastic father to her. Read the full article
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John M Edwards from Madison Indiana
John and I started dating in June of 2012. We met through a dating website (POF) and he looked like the perfect guy. We texted all day and talked on the phone for hours every night. He was so sweet and even though we lived 4 hours apart, he surprised me at the most adorable of ways by sending me flowers or stuff like that. In August I moved to west lafayette since I began attending Purdue University. Between him working full time and having drill a weekend of this month (because he is in the military NG), and me going to school all during the week and working on the weekends, we only saw each other one weekend out of the month. But then, things were great. We constantly had the best time together and shared wonderful memories. We would go back and forth composing every other long sweet texts professing our love for each other and it was like a fairy tale. But I discovered it started to stop sometime in january. And when I brought this to his attention, he'd say it was because he had been busy hanging out with a friend and hed send one afterwards, or he fell sleep and forgot. In March of 2013, I found out that I was pregnant. He was supposed to be set up to Egypt that June, but the day after I discovered, his installation was cancelled and I thought it was destiny. I finished out the session and we have an apartment together May in his hometown (4 hours away from all of my loved ones and friends). I moved down there to be with him and begin our family together. I found an excellent job within 2 weeks and things were going great. Then I began to notice changes. He went out every weekend to the bars with his friends, leaving me home alone with nothing to do and nobody to hangout with or talk to. I couldnt go if I wanted to because A) I was only 20. And B) he didnt need me out in crowded public areas because theres a great deal of dumb drunk idiots out there and somebody could bump into me and god forbid it caused any harm to the baby. Well I started becoming suspicious because he would stay out in the bars until 4am, yet they closed at 3. (and in addition, he got a DUI in July after blowing a .15 and had his license suspended for a month and was put on probation for the next year, yet still went out and drank in the pubs anyways because his best friend was a cop) He'd conceal his phone and take it with him when he went to shower or poop. He kept a lock on his telephone that I constantly had the code , but then he began altering it and any moment I'd ask for this, hed get defensive or make up and explanation. And when I figured it out, hed change it again the following moment. One night I had figured out the passcode to his telephone and I unlocked it. I found he had a snapchat from some girl, so I viewed it, and it was a photo of her VAGINA. Not full blown, however, it was a straight shot of her pants unzipped with panties on. Obviously my mouth dropped and I woke him up right then pissed off asking questions (bad thought. Always stay cool and get your ducks in a row first). Nicely he course played it off and stated that she had been just a an ex girlfriend of one of his buddies and he had no clue why she'd send him something like that and that hed obstruct her. Well I knew better, but of course gave him the benefit of the doubt. He then got another part time job to help save extra cash before our daughter was born and had gone to see him one night and the women were quite friendly with me and knew we were together and expecting a child except ONE girl. Well I discovered they were friends on facebook and she too was shot with a kid. Well I added her and she never approved. Then I saw text messages on his phone between the both of them as if they had been attempting to get to know each other (such as you do when you first start talking to somebody asking for pictures, etc). He told me it was his friend in the office texting her from his phone bc his was broken. I knew that was probably bullshit but when we hung out with this friend one evening, I asked him when john had gone into the restroom and he confirmed it, so I let it go. (turns out that he was covering for him) oh and also the best part was that after I finally found out this, I found out that this particular woman lived in the same neighborhood as us, just a street over!! Well he quit that job soon after because he said he didnt like it there and got yet another part time job working in video. (he had worked there before and left on good terms so they hired him right away). Well he worked up until a few days before our daughter was born and then just stopped showing up and finally got fired bc he didnt need to have to work for thanksgiving. Nicely November 2013 comes and I have my girl, the most beautiful little girl in the world. He was right there with me every step along the way, through the 16 and a half an hour of labour. I had her and he remained there with me that the whole 3 days we had been in the hospital. He seemed so filled with love and security (like a father should have) that I thought maybe hed realize that a household is more important than anything or anyone. He'd taken another week off of work so he could stay home and be there with us I had been on paid maternity leave for 6 weeks from my job. He came straight home from work daily and could stay home every weekend (except the evenings he had drill). Well one day his buddys girlfriend (who'd become my very best friend) told me that her boyfriend (johns BEST FRIEND) had informed her one night which John had cheated on me with a woman named Olivia at the Family Video shop where he used to work. That he was shutting one night and she came and watched him and they had sex in one of the temptations (aisle 4 or something as it had no detectors ) and this happened like a week until my daughter was born. Well I was angry since this was the SAME GIRL that'd befriended me months ahead, and we had actually hung out a few times and she came over to our apartment one day after our daughter was born. I thought it was strange how he sat there on his xbox enjoying his game and hardly ackowledged her, and the way she had been absolutely fine with thumping her boob and breastfeeding her 3 month old daughter (Yes, she had a girl, was a year younger than me, and her babys dad wants nothing to do with her or his child ). That his buddy would never state anything like that and that it never occurred. Well, Christmas time comes along with his buddy (the one whos a cop) articles a standing on facebook stating hes drinking with a friend of his and invites john over. John comments on it and says no he cant (because we were sitting there watching a movie) and his friend comments back and says that his hitler-ette had to calm down and quit controlling him. So I awakened on his buddy and he explained that the only reason john was was because I got pregnant and if I was brighter and had used birth control then I wouldnt even be here right now. So john went on his buddy and actually stood me up and I told him I want nothing to do with him at all and that he is not permitted over at our home or to visit our kid. He complied and his buddys title wasnt brought up again and they never hung out (even though they'd made up with eachother and still texted occasionally). Well in february, this exact same friend of his has been caught red handed cheating on his girlfriend (my now best friend) with some girl for the previous 2 months. Well things happened between those who I say, but now instead of being a police officer, hes sitting for the next 8 years and can have no contact with either of his daughters or his ex girlfriend (my buddy ). Well the night this all occurred, I wake up into a text message saying we had been perfect. They were cheating with (so and so). So I wake john up and tell him what she said and he said that she had been making s*** up to try to break us up since her connection was about to ***. And since I had no evidence, I let it all go. Well I had posted a standing about cheaters and a week later I get an anonymous letter in the mail at my WORK, addressed to me personally, stating (in badly disguised sloppy handwriting) they saw my status and know for a fact that john had cheated on me with atleast 3 different women, and gave titles. And that they thought I must know (and one of the girls names was Olivia, from earlier in my story). This time I didnt mechanically show him my evidence and accuse him. I played it cool and wished to collect everything. So I figured out the password for his verizon accounts and looked in his telephone records and saw a number continuously popping up on there. I printed everything! That night, iIwake around 1 because my daughter started crying and I started to feed her so she could go back to sleep. I discovered it vibrate, but it didnt light up. (he's an iphone) therefore I click on the home button, and it doesnt show anything on the monitor. (keep in mind his phone is also secured, so I cant test it fully because I dont know the password). Well then it goes back, but it was a different vibration than previously and the telephone really lit up this time. I seem and its some remark notification for facebook. So right then and there's when I knew that he had blocked the alarms for texts so I couldnt see (since it shows that the first portion of the message onto the lock screen) so I waited till he finally awakened at 5:30 that morning and went to check his phone, like he does every morning. And I told him to waitand that I needed to sit behind him as he assessed it. He immediately asked why and I said since somebody texted you at 1:30 in the afternoon and the notification did not show on the display so I wanna understand who it is. He immediately got defensive and said no! That he wasnt going to continue doing so s*** and that I have to trust him. That Saturday nighthe went out to the bars and got really drunk, and for the first time in the past year and a half, I went to a bonfire with my pal and two of her woman friends. It was just the four people plus her friends husband and his friend. I requested Johns mother and sister to babysit for a couple hours so I could hangout and have a wonderful time, and they were happy to. Well once I was there for about an or two, johns sister calls me and informs me john found they were babysitting and got really pissed off that I wasnt house with our daughter. So I advised her id be home soon and she said that he was already on his way home. Well then I get a call from john who asks me what Im doing, I tell him Im at a bonfire and he flips out on me and says could O pawn off our kid to somebody else (if it was his mother and sister) and that I was a horrible mom. (yet he had been the one who was piss ass drunk). So I push instantly home and hes sitting on the sofa with his friend, and his mother and sister are sitting on the other end of the sofa with my daughter. I walk in, since the door was unlocked and he gets up and goes into the bathroom (where he began puking his guts out bc thats how drunk he was the same guy that blew a .15 and believed he was absolutely fine to push and hadnt drank so far ). Well his sister and I go out and she explains to me exactly what happened when he got home. He flew into a rage and began screaming stuff and saying how I was nuts if I thought I was going to have the ability to come in the home and blah blah blah. Nicely his sister told him into the stfu and said shes a mommy. shes going to call the cops. Youll go to prison! Stop being an idiot and calm down! . Well we didnt say a word to each other the rest of the night and his friend passed out, and I slept on the sofa. After that day, one of his own friends had called me and asked what had occurred between us bc he saw we werent together on facebook and I told him why and he explained that was actually cheating on me with this one girl, the one he maintained was texting his friend through his mobile phone. And how he bragged about it to him saying oh this woman is texting me and sending me these pics and what not all happy about it. So that next Saturday, while he was at drill, my parents and my cousin came down with their 12 passenger van and pickup and they moved all of mine and my daughters things back to fort wayne to my parents home. He freaked out on me initially and posted a lot of bullshit on facebook to get sympathy from people who had no idea what actually happened, and I filed that Monday for child service and we had our court in july because he didnt wish to agree on more than $200 a month to get support when Im paying $500 per month daily care alone. _ĆĀŖĆ¢ I'd post the women that he cheated on me with, but to tell the truth, I dont know all of their names because there were too many to count. They knew we had been hell the whole town did because its a very small city, nevertheless still fIIked around with him. But the moment I began to get suspicious about one, hed drop them and move on to the next. So hes the actual HOMEWRECKER within this story and he deserves to be here and these chicks will get whats coming to them as will he _ĆĀŖĆ¢ The one thing I am thankful for throughout this whole mess was my lovely daughter, along with also the fact that besides his lying adulterous ways, he's really a fantastic father to her. Read the full article
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