#but i do wish you figuring it out soon :)
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mattodore Ā· 2 months ago
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#river dipping#theodore doe#matthias evanoff#a burning house to live in#echthroi#ts4#ts4 edit#simblr#ts4 screenshots#theo i hope you're having the most insane birthday sex rn i hope it's ******** and ***** and ***'** **** *** **** ***** :)<3#sorry i put off making your birthday edit for so long that i had to pivot and post this edit instead of the one i wanted </3#...very funny how similar this is to that LAST render i posted... well so WHAT!! if i think matthias looming is sexy!!#this is based on a photo that everyone was drawing their ocs as so really it's not MY fault he's back there clinging and being a freak#actually if y'all want this pose lmk... i'll share it but fyi it's only meant to be seen from the waist up and idk how it'd look#on a sim that doesn't have the same muscle mass and like. bulk. that matthias has......................................#just got rock hard after typing that... anyway.#HAPPY BIRTHDAY THEO <333333333 LOVE YOU SO MUCH I PROMISE I'M GONNA KEEP WORKING ON THE //ACTUAL// BIRTHDAY EDIT!! like .#posted abt this on the sideblog but the real edit i have planned for him is making me lose my fucking gourd#and it'll probably take me :))) a few more days to figure out#expect a depressing theo-as-a-teenager edit eventually tho. with writing!! accompanying it!!#matthias's face has changed again btw šŸ˜­ i redid it almost immediately after i posted that first render attempt so he looks DIFFERENT!!#i posted screenshots of him in cas just the other day on my other acc and he looks so good in them i might post them here too#oh and!! this edit looks massively different than my last because this screenshot was taken with a new preset i made specifically for#the real birthday edit i'm working on... it's a hallway scene so i figured out depth and density to get this really cool fog effect#i'm really excited for it!! in my head the way it looks makes me crazy but idk if i can pull it off properly. but like i WAS SAYING!!#new preset is sooo sexy after i post this i'll reblog with the before and after to show you how good it looks even w/o any editing#like. the colors....... literally have always wanted a preset like this i'm so glad i spent yesterday fucking around with it#ALSO!! i've been doing those oc/ship dynamic templates for fun recently so i might post a few of them here soon#realize i'm rambling so much in these tags bc i haven't been here in forever kfjnkfjhn ummmmm. let me stop.#EVERYONE WISH THEO HAPPY BIRTHDAY RIGHT NOW šŸ«µā€¼
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cuteniaarts Ā· 4 months ago
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Digitalised + coloured + redesigned version of my Suiren and Vaatu sketch from two days ago, as promised!!
Coming up with Suirenā€™s design was a very long process of trying and failing because after youā€™ve drawn 9+ different versions of one character, the creativity starts to run a little dry, but Iā€™m actually really proud of this one, she looks absolutely adorable <3
(Also yeah I did mostly just scribble Vaatuā€™s pattern because who has the energy to draw the all out accurately. Not me, thatā€™s who, Iā€™m chronically tired. People who draw him on the regular have my utmost respect. Heā€™s still a funky little guy though :D)
Bonus, Raava incessantly screaming inside Suiren (and being completely ignored because Suiren is tired of her) while all this is happening:
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#and yeah I did say Iā€™d do a fuckass background but all my energy went to figuring out Suirenā€™s design#plus I suck at backgrounds so.. woe. LoK screenshot be upon ye#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#avatar suiren au#original character#sotrl suiren#vaatu#I donā€™t really know what to say in these tags lmao#usually I reach the tag limit really really easily but between my previous post and answering that ask Iā€™ve ran out of things to say#someone please indulge me in this au I have Way Too Many Thoughts about it#hmmā€¦#you know. I think people often make different avatar aus because they dislike Korra or think sheā€™s a bad avatar#I donā€™t. I love Korra. I would kill and die for her#(says the red lotus stan. yes Iā€™m well aware. no need to call me out)#and I think sheā€™s a good avatar who was dealt a shitty hand both in universe and by the showā€™s production team#Iā€™m making this au BECAUSE I love Korra. if Suiren is the avatar Korra gets to be a normal SWT girl#sheā€™ll get to grow up with her parents. not isolated and degraded all the time for not being perfect. maybe sheā€™d have a sibling or two#and Suiren gets spared her sotrl trauma too. win win for everyone!!#(I return Suiren gets the weight of the world on her shoulders lmao. but itā€™s fine. 1. she isnā€™t alone in it. she has her family#2. three quarters of the LoK threats are basically automatically eliminated for her. the RL are her parents. she fuses with Vaatu#and all she has to do to defeat Kuvira is to take her dress off šŸ˜ /hj. basically. sheā€™ll be okay. better than in sotrl at least)#also look. I love Suiren. sheā€™s my dear child whoā€™s been with me since I was 12. of course I wanna make her the main character in everything#and dark avatar Korra AUs have been done countless times before me. Katā€™s doing one right now!! I just wanna do something thatā€™s my own#and also I wanna focus less on pain and trauma for once and more on the sheer hilarity of the shenanigans that will occur post-fusion#cause this isnā€™t Adumbration where Korra lets Raava go and fuses with Vaatu instead. here Suirenā€™s got both of them at the same time#and they have 10000 yearsā€™ worth of grievances to air out. itā€™s like living with your divorced parents#trust me I would know. except mine arenā€™t divorced. theyā€™re Worse and everyone wishes theyā€™d just separate#anyway. that aside. Suirenā€™s not getting any sleep any time soon while those two duke it out
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ask-richard-jackdaw Ā· 1 year ago
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Richard,
I hope you don't mind, but I happened upon you deep in thought in the castle courtyard and...well, the sight took my breath away.
I used a Muggle contraption (I believe they call it a camera) to capture these still images. You look almost corporeal...
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E, my dear,
I am most intrigued by this Muggle contraption, and even more so ā€” by how well you were able to capture me and my heart with it. And what a coincidence! I must admit, I had no idea that anybody was there at the time as I was most likely preoccupied with matters regarding me... Well, you said it yourself, looking corporal. If you have the time, allow me to explain.
You see, for the past two weeks I have been experimenting with something known as ancient magic. I cannot really see it but I can feel it when I am somewhere near the source, and I can really feel it if I touch it. If I spend plenty of time doing just that and focusing on being corporal ā€” I seem to become so! Well, whatever part of me is surrounded by magic anyway.
That photo you took ā€” I believe it was the first time that I have attempted to fully step into the stream of magic a day or two ago. The reason I needed to conduct some experiments first is rather serious as well: when the magic starts sipping away (and it never holds for longer than one day) I... Well, I am yet to find a way to make the transition back to my ghostly form less painful. As much as I was craving to feel, I forgot that pain is an integral part of life as well.
Needless to say that as fun as being able to be me again was, by the time I walked all the way back to the castle in my human form (and I got lost so many times since I could not just fly above the land toward the castle, oops) I was so tired that I just fell asleep on a bench somewhere near that area your camera captured me. When I woke up ā€” I was a ghost again. At the very least, whatever pain I might have gone through that night, I slept through it.
I do hope that you are doing well, my darling. The sight of me should not be taking your breath away but instead making your heart beat and your soul soar. I hope you continue working on those still images because I did not get a chance to look at myself in the mirror that night. You are my only witness and I am honoured to have you share that special moment with me.
Thinking of you, always,
Richard Jackdaw
P. S. May I hope that someday I would be granted permission to call you by your proper name, my lady E?
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dontmeanyoudontmissit Ā· 7 months ago
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So anyways my plan for the next two months is to kickass at work while I get another job and then leave their asses.
#I'm so mad about this#I've been at this company for 6 years and for the most part everyone I've worked with has been great#Easy to get along with. Smart. Caring.#I've had some not so great bosses and every once in a while I've encountered problem people#But repeatedly one person (not in my vertical but a key person in my org)#Has repeatedly made me feel like shit. Even if she claims to mean well or whatever#I absolutely never feel like we're ok the same team. It always feels like it's her team or death#Which is not an environment I thrive in#And then her boss (who is also my bosses boss) either feeds into that or exacerbates it#I wish I had had the words during our engagement survey because I'm not the only one who feels this way#So many people go into a meeting with her expecting to talk about one thing and instead she asks for something else entirely#It consistently feels like she has no trust in her team and she does not want to foster a culture of 'we're in the same team'#She is fostering a culture of 'im the boss so I'll dictate exactly what I want and I am free to change it at any time'#So. Anyways. If you know of companies hiring in their product or portfolio space hit me up.#I spent 10 hours trying not to cry at work today and then had three separate little cries#Going to going with my boss a little about taking a week off soon#He's going to be alarmed and concerned but like. He should be.#(my boss is generally great my only complaint is that he hasn't figure out how to work with his boss yet so that's compounding my issues.#But that is not all on him. And he has never once made me feel like we're not on the same team)#Blah blah ok. Tomorrow I work and then do the life shit I didn't do today#The day after that I do a second pass at my resume#And use a working block at work to figure out what I want (and sketch out my teams pain points and potential solutions)
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always-a-slut-4-ghouls Ā· 7 months ago
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I have this tea cup I made in highschool (itā€™s really cute and was designed more like those Japanese ones without a handle than it was those fancy English style with even more elements to them) but I never actually asked if the glaze we used was food safe (we all used the same glaze on those cups specifically because the teacher glazed those ones in particular and I donā€™t remember checking. I glazed and painted every other project but only one of them was something you would use for food and that thing broke a few years ago and was honestly more decorative) and this has haunted me ever since. Itā€™s a super cute cup and I adore it, but I have no idea if I can use it for its intended purpose and while I could buy a lead testing kit Iā€™m not sure how I would check for anything else that might have been in that glaze. I know the color used but not the brand, so thatā€™s not really a help either. The teacher I had left the district after that year because our school district paid art teachers a shit wage and we rotated through them like elementary school kids needing new shoes every year. Iā€™m not entirely sure how I would contact her, but even if I did track her down (something not entirely impossible from what I know about her life outside of teaching us for a year, I would feel slightly weird about it though, even though she was my favorite art teacher) but I highly doubt she would remember something like the glaze she used on one project her students made at a school she taught at for one year. Iā€™m not sure what other testing kits I would need besides lead to confidently say itā€™s safe enough for my personal use, and itā€™s annoyed me for several years now.
#emma posts#it was peacock. peacock green I believe#and do you have any idea how many brands produce a peacock named glaze?#I could maybe narrow it down by looking for one that tended to be more forest green to dark blue#but thatā€™s not really a great way to get a definitive answer#I also wish i could make more ceramic stuff right now! Iā€™ve been hooked ever since yhat class#polymer clay sculpting isnā€™t quite the same (though better than nothing) and air dry clay often feels crumbly#neither of those could be used for cups and stuff#but even just making clay sculptures (my favorite) hits different with clay#I miss the smell and the feel and the way it worked#the closest Iā€™ve gotten to the experience was digging up clay near my parents house and trying to fire it in the bonfire#it was only a half success#I tried to learn how ancient people made stone wear with raw clay and other materials added#but i just canā€™t seem to fire it the same way and it ends up slightly ashy on the surface from the soot#itā€™s also a bit more prone to cracking and I know I canā€™t expect the same as what itā€™s like working with the good stuff#and I know the clay on the farm is at least decent but not modern quality#also it doesnā€™t get fired all the way so if I get water on it it starts to dissolve a bit again#I should try to study ancient clay methods#it would be really fun to try to recreate some stuff in the area behind the lilacs#but it isnā€™t as good as modern clay#Iā€™m getting really side tracked though#art problems#I wish I had an actual studio. I donā€™t see that happening any time soon though#my dream is to live on one of those houses in the woods north of town and have an art studio and room for more pets and gardens#i donā€™t think thatā€™s ever gonna happen though#right now Iā€™m just trying to figure out the local buses and stay in government housing#I canā€™t drive. I dropped out of college because of health problems. Iā€™m living on disability and foodstamps. my health inssues make my#schedule and availability unreliable for a regular schedule#keeping up with the dishes is my worst enemy (aside from everything else)#i just donā€™t see myself doing much outside of my desk in the corner of my small living room any time soon
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izzy-b-hands Ā· 4 months ago
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My doctor messaging me at 12:30 in the morning to tell me she wants to do a telehealth visit abt the side effects I'm having with my new Lamotrigine dose (including worse insomnia than my usual insomnia, as u may have guessed lmao) is. something.
#text post#like i know why i am awake babe why are YOU awake this late#and god why do we have to do another visit#they aren't bad enough to make me stop this dose and i haven't been on the new dose long enough to let it even out#can i not just Not have to do another uncomfortable visit where even if things turn out okay after#i later feel like I'm still not being wholly trusted/treated like i know my body and how i feel#i had worse side effects restarting this med months ago and we didn't have any additional visits for that#they fucking forgot to even book me for a f/u and i had to call in and beg for one basically#and then they misbooked it for the wrong reason and with the wrong doctor#and made it out like it was my fault when i made clear i begged and told the receptionist i spoke to to book said appt#that it needed to b with my doc for the Lamotrigine and that i hadn't been told when to follow up so i was just. doing it#bc she said i needed to but then didn't say when to book it#they're trying hard and im trying to give them grace but then this shit happens and like#im tired. makes me want to go into my new doc like nah never mind im fine. don't ask me nothing and i won't bug you with anything#unless im dying or nearly dead already.#would suck beyond believe attempting to raw dog life mostly again but goddamn. im so sick of this lack of stability with my care#anyway. probably an appt next Tuesday which is great#that's the week of the weekend that i work again and the week before my bday#(a bday I'll be working now which I'm not normally irked abt but. i am a bit rn)#so cool. yeah. let's stack anxiety and fear over a medical appt on top of everything else for that week#and that's not counting that this weekend I've been tasked with buying and getting signed a v expensive and rare figure#for my mum's bf and I'm kind of terrified im gonna fuck it up#he paid for tickets to the con the figure will be sold at and that the person he wants to sign it will be at#so if i fuck this up he'll want (understandably) to be paid back asap for that#and that's money i don't fucking have rn#i really wish she had waited till the actual day proper to contact me bc i couldn't sleep before this#and now i definitely cant bc like#it's dumb. but what if she takes my med away. it isn't perfect but it works better than any other med I've tried#what if she wants me to try a new one. i cant do that and b dealing with major side effects during the intense work schedule#that'll be happening for me v soon and then into November
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magistralucis Ā· 9 months ago
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@absolut--kurant!
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sucktacular Ā· 11 months ago
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its all fun and games until you have to do your laundry :(
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4giorno Ā· 1 year ago
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baldies gate is very difficult
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fictionkin-culture-is Ā· 1 year ago
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fictionkin culture is having no idea if you kin a character or not because it feels different than your other kins and very very separated from you (to the point where you can call out the terrible outdated jokes and comments the writers gave the character-- and maybe the weird feeling of wrongness you get when you see them means you didn't say/do those things in canon-- and generally talk about them like they're just a favorite character) but you're pretty sure they've given you your first ever mem and the way you feel about them doesn't match with any of your usual feelings about characters and your voice keeps switching to one like theirs and maybe, just maybe, the anger you feel on behalf of another character from that source who's constantly mistreated isn't just the normal anger, because it's protective like how you feel when non-fictional people you care about are mistreated.... but even if you did know what was going on, you wouldn't be sure about telling anyone because you still want others to see the character as separate from you-- which might just be because of the aforementioned jokes-- and while you were typing this the Maybe I Am started increasing so you're just going to hit send now and continue the crisis
Fictionkin culture is!
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the-starlight-papers Ā· 2 years ago
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The conservative student org at my school is having a very well known politician from my home state (which recently banned gender affirming healthcare for minors) come and give a talk about wokeness.
So you know I might just so happen to have been tearing down any of their fliers that I could find over the past few weeks. They have started adding more staples and pushpins but I cannot be deterred.
Now the hard part is going to be figuring out how to snag as many fliers from the people passing them out in order to make them run out faster.
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bugdogg Ā· 1 year ago
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if i ever seem brave for some of the stuff i admit on here, just know its cause idk how to keep shit to myself. i cower at the thought of judgement and then proceed to expose my whole ass to tumblr anyway, because i dont have a working filter
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#tags are filled with worried rambling again#i hear a laugh track play whenever my anxiety flares up#im scared of what other people think of me which in itself is funny#ik others opinions of me arent an indicator of me being a bad person#other people arent gonna kno my whole personality from the stuff i draw#i fear judgement despite experiencing nothing but positive feedback on this site because i keep reading into the small things as negative#i know all this and still wither away in my shell knowing all this im saying is what id tell others if they were suffering with it#i walk in this circle and do it thousand times til i pass out from the exhaustion and later wonder y i was worried in the first place#i want to be able to say ā€œwho cares they dont know youā€ but ive been raised by people who spent almost every conversation-#with me basically saying they know me very well and know whats wrong with me and ive been raised believing everyone knows more than me#i worry of being so serious and actually genuine like this but this is how i like to be sometimes#stupidly thinking too much into things and laughing at myself for it and wondering why i would put myself down on something id encourage-#others to do#i worry about losing people because they wont like all of me but they wont know that unless they see the whole picture#i find myself disgusting w/ my thoughts and the things i wanna create but i dont think that of others and its strange#weird ass moment here.....#i had a really good day today got a job and finished my first tattoo#im happy right now despite the shit i just spewed#im figuring myself out for the first time in maybe years#i just wish all the hateful shit i absorbed over those years fades away soon#and i hope i stop caring so bad lol#anywayyyyy have a wonderful rest of your weekkk <3 if u read this
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asjjohnson Ā· 4 months ago
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When you know a few common Latin words used in medicine:
My dad went to the doctor today to figure out why he's itchy (poison ivy, shingles, something else?). After the visit he tells me the doctor said he has [Something Wrong with the Skin].
"uh, you know that's not a diagnosis, right?"
The doctor being like, Yep, you sure do have something making you itchy.
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sparxemberflame Ā· 5 months ago
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Man.
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neon-angels-system Ā· 9 months ago
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I miss you
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nikosheba Ā· 2 years ago
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A couple job interview hacks from someone who has to give a job interview every single goddamn day: (disclaimer: this goes for my process and my companyā€™s process, other companies and industries might be different)
1. There are a few things I check and a few questions I ask literally just to figure out if you can play the game and get along with others in a professional setting. Part of the job I interview for is talking to people, and we work in teams. So if you canā€™tĀ ā€œplay the gameā€ a tiny bit, itā€™s not going to work. Playing the game includes:
- Why do you want to work here? (just prove that you googled the company, tell me like 1 thing about us, I just want to know that you did SOME kind of preparation for this interview)
- Are you wearing professional clothing? I donā€™t need a suit just donā€™t show up in a ratty t-shirt and sweatpants.
- Are you able to speak respectfully and without dropping f-bombs all the time? Not because Iā€™m offended but because I donā€™t want to be reported to HR if you wind up on my team.
- Can you follow simple directions in an interview?
2. Stop telling me protected information. I donā€™t want to know about what drugs or medications youā€™re on, I donā€™t want to know about you being sick, I donā€™t want to know if youā€™re planning to have children soon, I donā€™t want to know anything about your personal life other thanĀ ā€œcan you do the job?ā€Ā 
3. When we ask,Ā ā€œWhat questions do you have for me?ā€ here are my favorites Iā€™ve heard: - What does the day-to-day look like for a member of your team?
- If one of your team members was not performing up to his usual standard, what steps would you take to correct that?
- What can I start doing now to accelerate my learning process in this job?
- What are some reservations you have about me as a candidate? (be ready for this emotionally....it will REALLY help you in the future, and Iā€™ve had people save themselves from a No after this, but can be hard to hear)
- In your opinion, what skills and qualities does the ideal candidate for this job possess?
- What advice would you give to a new hire in this position/someone who wanted to break into this industry, as someone who has worked here for a while?
Those are just my tips off-the-cuff. I work in sales in marketing/SAAS, so these can be very different depending on the industry, but I wish the people I interview could read this before they show up.Ā 
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