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Ahh i'm the op of the Rook flower asks! I'm so thrilled that you'd want to answer some of them, how about đ as a fellow Rook de Riva haver xx (I adore Rindhil btw)
AYY thank you for the wonderful ask thread!! Gives me more reason to flesh out our Rooks and its always a fun thing to do >w< đAHEM and as for the ask..
đ What was it like the first time Rook killed someone? How did they react afterwards?
Rin was always taught by both his parents to always be ready to fight--and to kill, when necessary. While Rin hasn't necessarily kill anyone while he's still with Velara & Zevran, being around fights and dead people wasn't entirely new to himđ„č
though, his first kill (the one he entirely did on purpose) was when he's already separated from his parents.
Remembering nothing due to the fatal injury he caught, the only clue of his parents were something of Zevran's, which, leads Rin to The Crows. Thus, mark Rin's first kill :3
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Heyo~! I absolutely adore your TWST OCs, they're so cute and pretty đđ
Is it OK if we can draw your ocs interacting with ours? If not that's OK! Just figured to ask beforehand c:
Thanks! Sure you can draw them with anyone or doing anything or whatever! I have fun with these characters and if anyone wants to join in I can only be honored đ€·đ»ââïž
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do you think Maurice was ever distrustful of Adam after his transformation?
okay despite most of my thoughts being in pre-canon i actually HAVE been thinking about this a lot recently too. that whole beginning period just after the curse is lifted is SO intriguing to me i wanna tackle it so badly. iâve tried to write it 30 different ways. but anyway:
i donât think maurice was ever fully distrustful, but i do think he was understandably cautious. itâs a tricky thing for him really because on the one hand, he KNOWS belle has a good head on her shoulders. heâs seen the way sheâs handled the men in the village who have attempted to pursue her, and sheâs always been very independent and has good instincts about things and people. BUT on the other hand, sheâs never been in love before. and maurice also knows what a romantic dreamer his daughter is. so i think heâs just mostly feeling very protective of her heart.
he trusts her when she says that adam is good now and sheâs gotten to know him over a longer period of time than it appears (see this post for my elaboration on the concept of time during the curse), and they became good friends before their love fully blossomed. maurice can see in her eyes and general disposition how safe she feels with adam, she has a comfortability about her that heâs previously only seen in her when sheâs with him or pĂšre robert. BUT, he still doesnât want adam to break her heart, of course, and he only has one memory of him and it wasnât great at all, so itâs hard to conflate the two facts. how can the monster that locked him up and then threw him out and imprisoned his daughter, now be human and kind and in love with her just as she is in love with him?? all in supposedly a week??? itâs just a very wild 180 for maurice to experience lmao. but heâs doing his best to catch up.
i think a big factor that really does help a lot in adamâs favor though is the first time maurice and adam Properly meet after the curse is broken. adam is so immensely apologetic and just basically expresses that he feels like the most worthless piece of shit ever for what heâs done. iâd really love to write it some day. but i think maurice sees then that adam really doesnât hold anything back, he knows heâs fucked up and, even more importantly, he knows he doesnât deserve such a treasure as belle. and maurice gains a lot of respect for him from that. and it only grows as his actions fulfill his words, as adam continues to treat belle as she deserves, as he continues to TRY. maurice sees how much he fumbles and struggles to be a good person now. he fully sees his humanity and humility and kindness.
the thing is, maurice has a big heart. heâs so protective of his belle but he also has such a big, loving, forgiving heart. so while he is absolutely cautious at first, and very much Watching Adamâs Behavior, i donât think it takes him too long to welcome him into his little family. once he actually talks with adam, he finds that heâs actually just this little nerd boy who doesnât have any idea who he really is because heâs been living behind masks and shadows his whole life. and maurice is more than happy to help him out with that, because he knows what it feels like to be so riddled by grief that you just lose yourself. he knows how hard it is to get to a point where you actually LIKE yourself. he sees how hard adam is working and how much he wants to be better, so i think the caution fades with ease. they may not have remotely gotten off on the right foot, but i donât think it takes too long before they very much become family.
#thank i love that father-son-in-law duo đ#i love writing them. they always have such adorable little conversations#nothing ever turns into fic though ya know? itâs just like these little tidbits#but i do adore them. and i adore you for asking!!! thank you!!!!! đđđđ#papa maurice#batb headcanons#batb 2017
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Mikey my mans! How are you my man, good? Good. Well, I saw your wonderful Jack Bauer collage style art you sent me and it was lovely! I appreciate it very much, I hold it very dear to me. So! To give back to one of my dearest friends, I thought I'd make a fun thing for you!
(Please note, I have never done anything like this before and I failed Graphics when it was a mandatory subject in my school)
I do hope you enjoy this (god alexis be more british) and if not then that's okay with me, I am learning after all!
The fact alone, that you probably saw me ocassionaly rambling about THIS PURPLE ASS JERBOA FROM SONIC- and remembered, "Oh! He loves that weird character-!" AND MADE ME A SILLY LOVLY COLLAGE!?!?
SOBBING!! WEEPING! LOSING MY MIND-
Okey so- for a first time? ITS SO GOOD THO!?! It reminds me of those people I'll watch online- who meticulously cut out comic bubbles or the characters, even Pokémon cards and make colagues with then for sketchbook/notebook covers wirh a bigger image of the MAIN character with thier name to the side :3
I say that full of love and awe- because I can't ever get my brain to do that personally, even on my phone, gets to...complicated and messy looking to me- BUT OH I ADMIRE AND LOVE THEM!!!!
THANK YOU SONMUCH- *(sobbing)* AHHHđ„șđđđđđđđđđđđđđđđđđđ
MY SILLY JERBOA NAMED FANG!! UGH-!! MY MANS!! THANK YOU SO SO MUUUUCH!!!!!
#SAVED TO MY PHONE!!! DIDNT WANT TO ANSWER THE ASK BUT OH!! FRIEND MY FRIEND!!!!#this is genuinely amazing for a first-time thing! I adore it :3#all my stuff wasnt as cool as it is today~ belive me..#young me thought my first fee edits wrre decent...and now?? theyre scrapbook levels of detailed- AND SO HARD TO DO SOMTHINGUEGDJ GHHH#love them tho- ANDNI ADORE THIS#LOOK!! EVEYONE LOOK WHAT MY FRIEND MADE!! LOOK!#Nack the JerWeasel- MY BELOVED!!!#(SOBBING!) Love him đ„șđđđđđđđđđđđđđđđđđđđđđ«đđđđ«đđ«đđ«đđ«#me looking at my phone screen like ':3đđ frend!'#THANK YOU SO MUUUUVH
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Hello! Can I request a fem, motherly s/o who is secretly a killer too? And they find out by seeing them bloody while cooking? Micheal, Jason, and Freddy Krueger? Thank you!
Sowwy now only doing two slashers per ask since coming back!đ„Čđ
Michael and Jason Find Out Motherly!Reader is a Killer
Michael Myersđ
Michael tried to act like your motherly ways towards him annoyed him, but it was a big fat lie. He lapped that shit up. He brushed you off like a moody teenager when you fretted over his bloody jumpsuit or when his boot prints tracked through your home. Little did you know though, his black eyes were almost soft behind his mask. You reminded him of his mummy. <3
Michaelâs stomach nearly dropped when he entered your kitchen to find you covered in blood. He feared you were hurt or in shock, but the way you were humming while cooking on the stove told him you werenât in painâŠ
It wasnât your blood.
You smiled sweetly at Michael, and that was when he spotted the body in the hallway. A shiver of delight ran through him and he stormed over, making you squeal as he hoisted you up onto the counter. His large hands were all over you, rubbing the blood into your soft skin as he yanked his mask off. Your lips tasted metallic.
Jason Voorheesđ
Jason absolutely adored you. You were just as sweet as his dear mother. He could spend the entire day just laying with his head in your lap as you cooed and petted him.
He never thought for a second you couldâve been a killer. When he found you cooking his dinner while covered in blood, he had never moved so fast. Really, Jason was usually very slow! You squeaked as he sped over, grabbing your shoulders hard and looking over you for injuries.
Jason was panicking but your soothing voice slowly calmed him, your hand caressing his mask. You gently explained to him how it wasnât your blood, and pointed out the body of a camp counsellor laying down the hall.
Okay, now you really reminded Jason of his mother. Were you her reincarnation? As freaky as the situation was, he found his strong arms wrapping tight around you in a bear hug. The bloodbath you created weirdly comforted him. You were just like mumâŠ
#rab.reads#slasher x reader#slashers x reader#slashers#dead by daylight x reader#dead by daylight#jason voorhees#jason voorhees x reader#friday the 13th#michael myers x reader#michael myers#halloween
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Sorry for using classic meme images as a reaction to this but I honestly donât really know what to say⊠I donât understand in the slightest as I am not an adult and donât quite get that feeling of hopelessness yet, but I do still wish the best for you. I want to understand, to give proper advice or words of encouragement but I just. Donât know how??
However, I do think that things will get better for you. Youâre still so young, youâre still so new to this life, you are just starting out. Youâre barely even 32, judging by this post, so please. Do not tell yourself that itâs over, that youâve wasted your life. Donât keep believing that youâll never amount to anything in life, that you mean nothing to anyone. Do not listen to those voices that say youâre a waste of space or anything like that at all! Because none of it is true!
You are a wonderful artist! Your attention to detail is immaculate, and youâre really great at hyper-analyzing things that others wouldnât even batt an eye at! You are funny, you are kind, and you are incredibly considerate. I donât know what you do IRL since you value your privacy and I greatly appreciate that about you, so I canât really judge you otherwise. But I still do know, without a shadow of a doubt, that you matter. You matter to me. You matter to others. You matter to your family, your friends, your pets, the strangers online that youâve adopted, the random people on the street that pass you by, YOU MATTER.
And donât you dare let anyone ever tell you otherwise.
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I donât feel like I belong anywhere. Iâve cried. Iâm bitter. Iâm bitter watching people get to travel and explore and go pretty places. Iâm bitter that i canât get help for my medical complications. Iâm jealous that others can go swimming and experience nature while Iâm confined to a tight little space and a bathtub. Iâm sad that i have no IRL friend/peer group. I feel alone. Iâm exhausted. My best is never good enough. I feel my family doesnât take me seriously when i say âIâm checked out.â I wish i was impressive to them. I wish i was intelligent or competent to them. I wish i was useful. But Iâm not. Iâm dependent and trapped and, in this moment, fairly convinced my future is dull and bleak. I live in a world beyond my reach. Everything is dreams. My 20âs are almost completely gone. I feel like dreams donât come true.
Itâs just an episode. They pass. I got triggered and iâll get over it. But lately the sensation of being trapped and feeling like itâs impossible to have the life i want has been very persistent. Thereâs been loads of progress in some spaces, but in this one idk. All that keeps me going are my dog, my gecko and Ash. This has been all thatâs kept me alive for a long time. It continues to be the only thing. I genuinely do not see a way out of this tunnel. Not tonight. There is sorrow, and sleep. But at least i have a place to sleep and a dog to snuggle.
Tomorrow is another world, most likely as uneventful and stagnant as the lastâŠ
#This message applies to literally everyone but especially you Fae. You do matter. You do make people happy.#It will get better. I cannot gaurantee that for sure because again. Iâm not an adult. Iâm a lazy teenager who doesnât have a car yet.#IF YOU THOUGHT I WAS RESPONSIBLE AND HAD A JOB YET THEN YOU WOULD BE VERY VERY MISTAKEN LOL#Anywhizzle. Despite my naivety I do genuinely believe things will get better. Life sucks. All the time. It really really does.#But despite how corny and unreal this sounds. There is a light at the end of this deep dark tunnel. I swear it.#I canât offer much because I am just a buncha words on a screen and I doubt just randomly suggesting therapy would help but-#But I mean#Would you take the offer??? Cuz it is there. Therapy does exist.#IM SORRY IF THAT SOUNDED SO WEIRD AND INSENSITIVE I AM HORRIBLE AT GIVING KIND WORDS IN THESE TYPES OF SITUATIONS IM SORRY#Oh! And another thing I wanna mention is that if you wanna make friends just go on walks and if you see people go by regularly-#-then you can continuously say âHello! How are you?â Or something along those lines#Like if you live in a small neighborhood or if you go on walks and constantly see the same people on those walks you could say hi#You could eventually get to know them somewhat#Idfk I go on walks and I rarely see the same people at all so this is probably shit advice#Uhhhh if you want irl friends then go to a convention and bond over your mutual adoration for funny orange spoon hippies in green hats#I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO SAY IM SO SORRY FAE#I JUST REALLY HOPE THINGS GET BETTER FOR YOU. PLEASE DONâT LOSE HOPE BECAUSE YOU DO MATTER#Just. Push through! You got this! Iâm like 97% sure you got this! Donât ask about the other 3% because itâs 3% so itâs irrelevant#That tiny percentage donât matter#You matter#and you are not tiny#At least I donât think so#OKAY OKAY IM DONE WITH THE SILLY ASS TEXT IM SORRY IF THIS CAME OFF AS RUDE OR IF I SHOULDVE KEPT IT TO DMâS ALRIGHT BYE#THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR READING ALL THE EAY THROUGH IM SO SORRY FOR HOW LONG THIS IS#AND AGAIN. THIS MESSAGE APPLIES TO ANYONE AND EVERYONE. HEED THE CALL. DONT GIVE UP.#Okay thank for coming to my TED Talk bye for real#đđđđđđđđ#random shit
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BABEEE happy birthday!! (i'm so terribly late i'm so sorry) congrats on 23đ
đ„ so i'm having thoughts right now about luke x reader and physical affection. like maybe one of them being touch starved and always craving the other person's touch and the other person noticing it and doing it more? maybe from platonic (i will go down with best friends to lovers) to romantic, i'm just on this brainrot tonight
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luke castellan x reader
a/n: back from the klerb but here with a classic 4am post đ„ but the hangxiety wont let me rest until this is out! ill edit this in the morning... or not đ
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Itâs hard to miss what youâve never had.
Luke Castellan was never a touchy guy. Sure, heâll hold a new camperâs hand during welcome tours (especially the little ones who can barely keep up with his long legs; if theyâre lucky they get a piggy back ride), and he wonât shy away from a clap on the back when his strategies for capture the flag bring his team to victory (they always do, mind you), and when he feels like it, heâll even shove Annabeth playfully to show her he adores her (but she packs a punch now that sheâs older).
It never really goes past that, and heâs never had to think too hard about itâphysical touch.
Heâs the one who takes care of othersâa part of his nature like it is for Hermesâ cabin to take in unclaimed demigods. But something changed in the months that heâs gotten closer to you. At first, heâd bite his tongue at the way youâre so open to patting his cheek when he does something funny (which he doesnât try to make a show of, but nowâŠ), how you choose to sit so close to him during bonfires that your knees touch (the Apollo kids could be singing about the heavens falling down on them for all he cares but he zeroes in on every word that leaves your lips), and the way youâd lock your fingers with him for a pinky promise after every little thing âto make sure itâs realâ (Luke didnât understand the merit of a pinky promise over whether you could have his dessert for the next week if you took over arts and crafts with the kiddie campers for him; truthfully heâd give it to you anyway). It was unusual for him to have someone comfort him, to show care without a true reason. But he didnât realize how much more it bothered him now that you wouldnât even look him in the eye.
Silena and some of the other Aphrodite children had asked you the very defining question of, âDo you like Luke Castellan?â and having never thought of it that way, or being able to put your feelings for him in words instead of fingers in his belt loops or in the muss of his curlsâthat shit was terrifying!
You spent all Saturday afternoon at the docks with them belly down under the glare of the sunâs rays as they explained to you what the five love languages are. By the end of it, sunburn wasnât the only reason you felt hot.
âYour love language is physical touch,â one of Silenaâs older half-siblingsâConnelly, says like heâs explaining that the sky is blue, âAnd Lukeâs not that type of guy! Think heâs more acts of serviceâŠâ
âOoh, or words of affirmationâŠ.â another one of them muses, but the sound of your heartbeat tunes it all out. Well shit, have you been sending him the wrong signals? Or are there even any signals you want to send him?Â
Nevertheless, in the matters of love or even the tiniest whisper of itâmaybe thereâs no one else you can trust with this stuff besides Cabin 10.
Wrong.
Absolutely wrong. Whatever the hell youâve been convinced or whateverâs changed since last weekendâLuke just knows he hates it, and heâs angry. Heâs angry at how you gasp in surprise every time you brush shoulders during archery practice when you used to let him fix your form, heâs angry at how youâll squeeze campersâ shoulders to tell them theyâre doing a good job carrying the strawberry cratesâand all he gets is a mumbled âThanks, Castellanâ when he stacks them up and takes your load.
Lukeâs so terribly angry that Travis told him heâs been walking around like a big strawberry, face red and irritatedâbut not at you.Â
He realizes heâs also angry at the fact that he canât protect you from the onslaught of a rain cloudâor maybe it was the fact that youâre so okay with the rain touching your skin and seeping through your orange shirt like he wishes youâd let him. Heâs angry at the way the wind blows your hair into your face and your fingers brush the strands away like he wishes he can. Most of all, Luke Castellan is angry that he didnât know how good a simple touch could be until he lost itâbefore he even really got to appreciate yours.
Youâre sitting on the opposite end of the row in the amphitheater laughing with your friends and the furrow in his thick brow is a tell-tale sign of his discomfort. Luke doesnât dare to remember what itâs like before you to be honestâheâd rather give up Elysium instead of having you ignore him like this. He calls your name, a tinge of both anger and desperation until you look over at him, eyelashes kissing your cheeks. The hold you have on him transcends the physical touch of your fingers but he wants, noâneeds you next to him.
âCâmere! Why are you so far away?â
Luke hopes it doesnât sound pathetic, but a crooked grin splits across his face as soon as you make your way over, sitting down and crossing your legs away from him. Itâs still too far, even if he can feel your breath on his shoulder.
âDid I do something to make you angry? IâŠâ The words escape his mouth in a jumbleâquick wit from his father escaping him, though he knows not to rely on that asshole, god or not. You mutter words that almost escape him too, and he leans in, chasing your hands and putting them in his own until theyâre gentle and soft in his lap.
âNo, noâŠ. I just⊠donât want to push your boundaries. I know you donât like it when Iâm too touchy,â and he thinks his heart clenches a little like how youâre squeezing his hands. Luke shouldnât feel instant gratification from a subconscious action. He wants to know you mean it with himâthatâs what he canât put into words.
âIâŠ.like it when you do.â
You notice the way his fingers tangle tighter with yours, pinkys interlocking with yours. When he lets go, Luke wraps his arm around your shoulders until youâre able to laugh in the crook of his neck. He chooses to place a kiss on the corner of your mouth when your head sways to face him at the silly tune about centaurs and then you realize that Luke loves the way you love him. You wonder if he accidentally missed meeting your lips, but then the noise in your head quiets down when he pulls you closer, lips locking tenderly, intentionallyâas they were always meant to.
You both hear a giggle that sounds a lot like tinkling bells belonging to children of Aphrodite.Â
For once they were wrong about love.Â
Lukeâs tongue parts through your lips and meets your own like theyâre in a long awaited embrace, dancing and devouring you from the inside out but this, youâ are what he can rely on. This, your touch, and how he chooses to let it consume him, never letting go.
#jo's 23rd birthday bash âïœĄÂ°â©#luke castellan x reader#luke castellan fanfic#percy jackon and the olympians#pjo x reader#made by ma1dita â„ïž
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Chapter 53 of human Bill Cipher not properly appreciating the fact that Mabel is his only friend on Earth:
Mabel has read a book about Bill's home dimension and is prepared to interrogate him all about where he comes from.
Bill is willing to do anything to avoid being interrogated.
(Featuring SEVEN illustrations, provided by đ MABEL đ)
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Flatworld, from what Mabel had read, was probably literally the worst place to ever exist.Â
The book was a hundred pages of an old-fashioned formal-sounding super boring guy rambling on about the most egregiously evil society Mabel had ever had the horror of reading about.
Society consisted of a bunch of geometric shapesâwhich in concept sounded half nerdy and half adorableâbut they'd made a brutally oppressive government organized by quantity of sides, with infinite-sided circles at the top and three-sided triangles at the bottom, and one-sided linesâwomenâoppressed into near silence. Career options, educational opportunities, who you could love, were all determined by your sides. Irregular shapesâquadrilaterals that weren't squares, triangles that weren't equilateral, anyone with a side too long or too shortâwere presumed from birth to be criminally insane. Each generation had sons with one more side than their fatherâand they had to, because having higher-ranked sons was the only way families could climb out of poverty. When babies were born with too few or irregular sides, poor families abandoned themâor worseâand rich families put them through oft-fatal bone-snapping surgeries to regularize or increase their sides. Knowledge of the third dimension was considered heretical, and anybody claiming it was real was locked in an insane asylum.
There was a lot of mathy stuff in the book about a square meeting a magical sphere and going on educational adventures to the higher and lower dimensions; but most of it passed by her in a blur. When she'd finished reading last night, Mabel had lay in bed for an hour, staring at the ceiling, trying not to think about dead baby shapes and fighting the urge to wake Bill up just so she could hug him; until she'd finally drifted off and woken up in her own bed.
At least, thank goodness, the bit about banning colors so lower shapes couldn't contour themselves to look like higher shapes was false. But she was sure that at least part of the story was true. And it had happened to somebody she knew. It was a lot to process.
So she processed it the way she usually did the stories that weighed on her: by creating a self-insert and pulling out her art supplies.
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"You're drawing fan art of Flatworld?" Bill asked warily.
"I wouldn't call it fan art. I'd say it's more of a... thoughtful artistic critique. I don't think I'm a 'fan' of the second dimension," Mabel said. "No offense."
"Sure."
Mabel had designed a shapesona of herself: a pink heart with a rainbow-colored outline, a big sparkly eye, and skinny black stick limbs like Bill's. If, as Bill had said, colors weren't illegal, she didn't see any reason she couldn't be rainbow. The heart shape was maybe unconventional, but Bill hadn't said she couldn't be a heart yet, so she was sticking with it for now.
She'd honestly expected Bill to come over and interrogate her about her creation long before now. Usually, when she was doing art and he was unoccupied, he was hovering right by her, examining her work and dropping hintsâsome more subtle than othersâthat she should draw him next. But she hadn't immediately noticed when he'd silently drifted into the room, and she wasn't sure how long he'd been there before speaking up. He was still leaning on the wall, arms crossed, watching askance from halfway across the living room as Mabel worked with her crayons, as if she were playing with a chemistry set and he was trying to figure out if she was building a bomb.
"Is Flatworld really about your world?" Mabel asked. "Did you tell Edward Bishop Bishop all that stuff? With the circles and all the laws about shapes and stuff?"
Bill mulled over the question, staring into space. Mabel had never seen his face look so inexpressive beforeâat least, not since his first night as a captive, after he'd gotten all the screaming out and had looked too exhausted to feel. "We talked," he conceded. "I'm surprised you got your hands on it. I suppose Stanford brought it up."
Something in the back of her mind pricked up defensivelyâwhat was that supposed to mean, he was surprised she got her hands on it?âbut she pushed it back down. "Yeah, he told me and Dipper about it when you guys got home yesterday," Mabel said. "But you brought it up to me first!"
"No I didn't. When?"
"A few weeks ago? You mentioned Edward Bishop Bishop."
"I don't remember that," Bill muttered. "I probably didn't think you'd make sense of it."
"Hey!"
"You didn't make sense of it! Ford had to tell you about it."
"Yeah, butâmean!" She shoved aside her drawing and started on another one, grumbling, "I could've made sense of it if I'd looked it up."
What was up with Bill today? He wasn't usually this much of a jerk. To her. Lately. Plus, she thought they'd really had a moment yesterday! But Bill had had a rough couple days. Maybe he was just tired and cranky.Â
A wiser person might just leave well enough alone. But a wiser person wasn't exploding in their brain with curiosity about just how bad Bill's life had really been. There was something itching at the back of her head, had been itching since she'd woken upâsomething about Bill, something important, she was sure of itâbut she couldn't quite put together what it was. She just needed to talk to Bill long enough to figure it out.
"So..." She glanced up from filling in a shape yellow, "were lines really executed if they didn't make noises all the time so everyone always knew where they were and they couldn't sneak up and stab anyone?"
Bill scoffed, rolling his eyes, as if the very idea was stupid. "It wasn't that extreme. Making a peace cry is like a human saying 'coming through' when they're trying to squeeze past somebody. Lines are just taught to do it in public because it's easier not to see a line, that's all."
"If they didn't, were they executed...?"
"No. They were just rude."
That was a relief. Mabel had been worried for her fellow ladies. She was plenty noisy, but she didn't think she could remember to make constant sound any time she was around other people. She turned back to coloring her newest drawing, but watched Bill out of the corner of her eye. "Is it true that rich people killed almost all of their babies by giving them surgery to break their sides?"
The corner of Bill's mouth curled in a sneer. "Do I look like a pediatric surgeon?"
"Um." Not a welcome question. She tried to backtrack to something softer. "So, in the second dimension, the outside of your body is just your outline and your guts are everything inside the outline, right?"
He gave her a wary look. "Yeah."
"So your bow tie is basically in your stomach."
Bill sucked in a deep breath; but quickly caved in to the need to be the most correct person in the room. "More like around my esophagus, but. Sure."
"So, where did you wear it when you were back in the second dimension? Was it on your side? Did you have to wear two so people could see them from both sidesâ"
"I didn't need a bow tie then."
Mabel stared at him. "What do you mean, you didn't 'need'Â it? What do you need it for now?"
Bill ignored the question. "You know, I didn't think Flatworld was an interesting enough book to deserve this much attention! Especially not from you. You like fun stories." It felt oddly like he was criticizing her for having read it.
"Wellâyeah, but it's about your home! That makes it fun!"
Bill raised his brows.
"Right? Doesn't it?"
"Kid." Bill laughed condescendingly. "Don't give me that. You read an entire book. In the summer. About math. With a downer ending where the narrator goes insane and gets locked up. That's some people's idea of a fun time, but I know it's not yours."
Maybe "fun" was the wrong wordâbut it was still important. She was glad she'd read it. She'd cared about it. She'd cared enough to know Bill was describing it wrong. "That's not what happened. The square got locked up because he kept telling everybody the third dimension's real."
"Like I said! He went insane!"
"But he's not insane. Everyone says he is, but he's right about the third dimension! It's everyone else who's stupid!"
"So what," Bill said. "The things he knows mean he'll never be able to see the world the way other shapes do, and no matter what he does he'll never be happy with his home. If that's not insanity, what is?"
Last year, she'd heard Bill agree when Gideon called him insane. She'd always wondered. "Is that why you're insane?"
Bill shot Mabel a furious look. That was the wrong thing to say. "Shooting Starâ"
(Oh no, she thought, he's using my full name.)
"âwhat's with the third degree." Bill crossed the room to lean on the other side of the table. He gave her the guarded glare of a guilty suspect facing down a cop in an interrogation roomâand trying to figure out whether he could kill the cop before he was stopped. "What do you think you're trying to dig up?"
"I'm not trying to 'dig up' anything," Mabel said. "I just want to learn more about you!"
"Oh yeah, I'm sure you do! Who doesn't wanna know all about me! And right after I trusted you yesterday! Do you think you're the first person to start digging into my history? 'Hey, does anyone know what made Bill Cipher so crazy'?" Bill laughed bitterly. " You're not even the first Pines to try it. Not even the second."
"That's not what I'm trying to do!" said Mabel, right before it dawned on her that that was exactly what she was trying to do.
"Right. I'm sure whatever you learn will make a nice two-page spread in Journal 5. Another secret you and Fordsy can add to your Mysteries, huh? Think he'll draw the dead babies?"
She thought back to Portlandâto asking Ford what had made Bill so awful. I think if anyoneâs ever had a chance of finding out what made him like he is, it might be you. Mabel shook her head. No. She didn't want to be that. "I'm not Grunkle Ford's spy, I'm your friend. I justâI just want to understand youâ"
"Yeah, and the 'friends' who understand you are the most dangerous kind." Bill laughed harshly. "Your uncle and brother couldn't figure me out! And Sixer's been trying for years! So what makes you think YOU can?"
He was calling her stupid. He'd been calling her stupid all day. That was why he was so surprised she'd read the book.
"Youâshut up!" She wadded up her latest drawing and flung it in Bill's face. (He snatched out of midair.) "All I did was read a book I thought was important to you, you jerk! I thought you'd like that!"
She hadn't meant for that waver to enter her voice. But she was exhausted from too little sleep and worrying about dead baby shapes and worrying about Bill's fear of death and worrying about what Ford had said about not giving Bill a second chance, and now Bill was being a jerk, and maybe he was just exhausted and upset too, but he was treating her like she was stupidâand there was that pathetic little waver.
But it made Bill pause in his onslaught; for a moment, he averted his gaze. Still, he said, "Maybe if you'd thought to askâ"
"You were asleep! I was being nice! And letting you sleep! In my bed!"
"Butâ"
"Just go away!" She pointed at the doorway.
Bill's face hardened again. "Fine!" He flung his hands in the air and stomped from the room. "Who wants to hang out with you when you're in such a bad mood, anyway."
Mabel glared at her stupid drawings so she didn't have to watch Bill's stupid back as he left.
Why had she bothered?
When Bill was out of sight, she dropped back onto her chair, pulled her sweater over her face, crossed her arms on the table, and buried her head in them.
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Bill didn't think to smooth out the paper Mabel had flung at him until he was out of the room.
On one side she'd drawn Billâproperly triangularâwith an expression that he thought was supposed to be fear and on the other side several angry-looking shapes, pentagons and hexagons, colored gray and black, being led by a pale figure shaped like a human skull and wielding a scythe;Â and between them, a bright pink heart, standing in front of Bill protectively, hands on its "hips," glaring down the would-be assailants.
The corners of Bill's mouth sagged down.
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The bell rang and the shapes began filing out of class, muttering to each other about how they thought they'd done on the test. As the triangle cheerfully left the room, the teacher caught him by the arm again to pull him over. "Just a minute," she said. "I want a word with you."
Oh, he bet she did. Breezily, he said, "Sure thing! What is it?"
"Who was the first triangular president?"
"Whâ Thâ" He spluttered indignantly. "There's been likeâseven of them."
"Nine. And I'm only asking about the first one."
"How should I know!"
"You knew an hour ago."
He sputtered again. "That wasâ That was a multiple choice test! And it was an hour closer to when I'd studied! And I can focus better in the classroom! You can't expect me to remember anything in the hallway. You're using intimidation tactics. How could anyone focus under these conditionsâ"
"I don't know what you're doing," the teacher said, "or how you're doing it. Maybe I never will. But..." She sighed, and the anger seemed to leak out of her, and that only made him more nervous. "But whatever you're doingâyou won't be able to do it forever. What will you do when you're out in the real world and you didn't learn anything in school?"
Her pity was worse than being hated had been. At least when he was hated, he knew she only looked down on him because she had something against him. What did he do with pity? With concerned warnings about the "real world"? He'd never heard anybody use the phrase "the real world" as anything but a threat. He hoped he was never out in the real world.
"Who cares! I'll never need any of this!" He should have shut up there. He didn't: "You're just jealous that me and my family make a million times more lying to everyone than you'll ever get trying to teach them the truth!"
His teacher gasped in shock; but before she could say anything, he was halfway down the hall with no intention of slowing down.
The next day, he stayed home, and his mom visited the principal. The day after that, he had a new teacher.
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He was stupid. He knew that. He didn't know when he'd gotten stupidâif it was because he'd started touring so much and missing classes, or if he'd always been dumb and just didn't notice it before he registered just how often he was using his all-seeing eye to pick up answers that other kids couldn't see. It had crept up on him. But there it was. He was stupid, and he was too stupid to figure out what to do about it.
There was a big difference between being able to see everything, and actually knowing anything. And he might be all-seeing, but an idiot like him would never be all-knowing.
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A trillion years later, he still didn't remember the name of the first triangular president. And look how far he'd gotten without it.
Lunch was toast and peanut butter. The toaster was the only source of heat he could use without having to ask his captors for access; and peanut butter and bread were the most nutritious foods he could reach without asking his captors to open a cabinet or fridge. He was sick of toast and peanut butter.
He wasn't about to ask Mabel to help him get lunch.
Well. He'd succeeded. He'd known just the right thing to say to get Mabel to lay off and drop the topic. Did he feel accomplished?
He stared out the window as he ateâthere were hazy gray clouds on the horizon, beyond the trees, slowly inching closerâand he tried not to look at the picture Mabel had flung at him.
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Mabel felt dumb about being upset that Bill thought she was dumb.
Because of course he did. Sure, he liked her art and he liked dance music and games without rules; sure, he was a willing student when it came to stuff like making friendship bracelets or artistically mixing sprinkles; sure, he was a weirdo fun guy; but he was also a Smarty McSmartypants, just like Dipper or Ford. And Mabel was the Girl Dipper who brought home C's. And even a weirdo fun Smarty wouldn't want to hang out for long with someone who couldn't keep up with nerd talk. He probably just... put up with her for as long as he could stand pretending he took her seriously, but he'd finally lost his patience...
And shown his true, jerky colors again.
Maybe Ford and Dipper were right about him; maybe he couldn't really change.
Except... there was something he'd said. And right after I trusted you yesterday. When he'd cried in front of her. When he'd told her about his fear of death.
He was being a jerk because he thought she'd betrayed him. But by reading a book?! Why couldn't he ever just explain himself? Did he think whatever was bothering him was obvious, and she was stupid for not figuring it out?
Something she almost but didn't quite remember thudded like a drum inside her brain. Dum-dum-dum. Dum-dum-dome.
From the entryway, Bill called, "Hey, star girl. Iâ"
He stopped in the doorway. Mabel had taped 28 pieces of paper together, drawn on a door knob, written "DOOR" at the top, and taped it across the doorway into the living room. Irritably, Bill said, "It doesn't work like that. This is obviously paper."
"Bill," Mabel grumbled. "Go away."
"No. I'm gonna say something to you."
He didn't phrase that like he was giving her a choice in the matter; but all the same, she said, "I don't wanna hear it."
"You know that horror story about a bride with a velvet ribbon tied around her neck, and her head falls off and rolls down the stairs when her husband unties it?"
She did. She and Dipper had read a book of scary stories to each other on Halloween a few years ago while waiting for it to be late enough to go trick-or-treating. In spite of herself, he'd piqued her curiosity. She reluctantly turned to look at him. "Yeah? So?"
Bill was leaning in the doorway, head tilted against the doorframe so he could see Mabel around the paper door curtain. "That's why I wear a bow tie."
Mabel blinked. "Waitâif you didn't, your head would fall off? What part of you is your head? How did it come off? Were you decapitated? Did you get decapitated for knowing about the third dimensionâ?"
"It doesn't keep my head on; it keeps my skin on."
Mabel's nose wrinkled. "Gross! How?"
"Remember how you said my outline is my skin and all my organs are inside the outline," Bill said. "That didn't change when we left the second dimension! We had to get exoskeletons on our top and bottom sides so solids like you can't stick you fingers in our guts. My bow tie keeps it tied in place."
"Whoa." So that was why they hadn't seen Bill's organs before. "Do you ever take it off?"
"Mostly when I'm eating!" He knocked on the doorframe. "So can I come in now?"
Of course. He'd been using information to buy his way back into her good graces. (Noâthat was what somebody who didn't think Bill deserved a second chance would think. He was making up for earlier by answering one of her questions about him.)
She took a deep breath, turned to face Bill, and said, "You didn't talk to me like a friend earlier."
"Iâ" Bill grimaced, looked at the ceiling for help, and conceded, "I meanâIt's how I talk to my friends, but all right, I know you're not used to thatâ"
"Nobody should be used to that!" Mabel said. "What would Love Bunny say?"
"Whâ?! Iâ Thâ Youâ" His voice cracked as it jumped higher, "What do I care what a cartoon rabbit thinks aboutâ"
"What. Would. She. Say."
Bill's face screwed up in agony. He crossed his arms. "Ugh."
"Biiill?"
Eyes squeezed shut, Bill said, "She'd say my breath smells like I've been eating mean beans."
"Aaand?"
"I'm not going to say it. I won't say it."
"And you need to eat your nice rice!"
Bill let out a long, slow sigh.
"Say it!"
"This is my penance," Bill muttered toward his feet. "This is my penance. This is fair." He took a breath. "And... I need to eat my nice rice."
Mabel nodded. He'd confessed his sins.
"I think we're out of nice rice," Bill said, "but I've had the peanut butter of kindness and the toast of remorse. Good enough?"
She considered it. "Yeah. You can come in."
Bill batted aside the paper door curtain and ducked into the room.Â
He sat across the table from Mabel and set down the paper she'd chucked at him amongst her others. Mabel glanced at the drawing, embarrassed of it now; but Bill didn't say anything about it.
He just propped his cheek against his hand and started looking over her other art.
Mabel sat there with her hands under her legs, watching his spotlight eyes rove over the table, feeling like she was waiting for a teacher to grade a poster she'd made for class. He saw a stop sign red octagon in sunglasses that was labeled "Bill's parole officer" and snorted. She wasn't sure if it was an amused snort or a derogatory snort. His gaze stopped on her attempt to figure out how Flatworlder anatomy worked, and didn't move farther. She'd probably gotten everything wrong, hadn't she?
She couldn't stand waiting for him to pass judgment on her art. "You think they look dumb, don't you."
Bill took a moment to reply. He didn't look up from her drawings. "I don't think you're dumb, Shooting Star."
"You think I'm dumber than Dipper and Grunkle Ford."
Bill winced. "I don't." At her dubious look, Bill amended, "Only Stanford! And that barely counts, all humans are dumber than Stanford. It doesn't mean I think you're dumb-dumb"
"Could've fooled me," Mabel muttered.
"You bet! I'm good at fooling people. All I have to do is say things I don't mean that make people feel the way I want." His voice was flat and matter-of-fact. "I wanted you to feel like the conversation wasn't worth it. That's all."
She stared at him. "By letting me know you think I'm stupid?!" She chucked a crayon at his face. "You could have just told me you didn't want to talk about Flatworld!" Her voice was getting that stupid waver again. "If I'd known, I would have dropped it! I didn't want to upset you!"
"I wasn't upset, it's just a stupid thing to complain about! It's just a dumb book! It'dâit'd take a real loser to be bothered by talking about a dumb book! I'm not..." He sighed harshly. "I know you weren't trying to get on my nerves, kid. It'd mess up your sticker chart." (Mabel hadn't even realized he knew about her sticker chart.) Almost inaudibly, he added, "M'sorry."
She'd never heard him apologize before.
She let out a slow breath. "Biiill. I don't think you're a loser."
He muttered something she couldn't make out as he flipped his hood on and pulled it down over his burning face. "Forget it. Move on. It's in the past!"
"If you're so embarrassedâ"
"Not embarrassed!"
She chucked another crayon at his chest. "Then why are you telling me this now?"
Bill shut his eyes; took a deep breath; and, with a look of solemn dignity, and no small amount of pain, he said, "Because. Teddy Tender says. Our friends can't help us feel better if we don't tell them why we feel bad." He almost, almost managed to say it without sounding sarcastic.
Mabel burst out laughing. Bill pulled his hood lower.
Bill didn't even like Teddy Tenderâhe thought he was the stick in the mud of the Color Crittersâand he certainly wasn't actually trying to follow Teddy's friendship lessons. He was just... saying something he didn't mean to make Mabel feel the way he wanted. And he wanted her to feel better.
No matter what anyone else said, he could change. And he was changing.
"Apology accepted," Mabel said. "Gold star!" She peeled one off a nearby sticker sheet and held it out.
Bill eyed it, like a man so hungry he was too nauseous to eat eyeing a pizza; and then snatched it from her and stuck it in the middle of his hoodie.
Mabel said, "And... I guess I'm sorry for getting all diggy about your home world." Even if she hadn't known it was bothering him, she probably should've guessed, shouldn't she? With how crabby he'd gotten. "I just got all excited and curious and... kinda worried about you after reading that book?" She sighed. "I understand if you don't wanna talk about it. You probably hated your dimension."
"What? He lurched forward with the vehemence of his denialâ"Of course I don't hate my dimension!" Mabel leaned away at the sudden rage that had flared up in his eyes; but it died just as quickly and Bill immediately reeled himself back in, sitting back, crossing his arms: "I mean, come on, kid, use your head: you read a book about a culture. We're talking about an entire dimension. Would you hold a grudge against Jupiter if an ant bit you on Earth?"
Even as casually as he played it off, Mabel was sure he hadn't meant anything as calm and measured as claiming it was technically irrational to hate an entire dimension. He meantâemphatically, with his whole heart behind itâthat he didn't hate his home dimension, at all.
Then why didn't he want to talk about it? (Then why had he destroyed it? Or was not hating it just another fiction he'd made up because he'd prefer that reality? Or was the destruction itself a lie? He hadn't mentioned it once since they'd started talking about Flatworld. Or did he think she didn't know about that and didn't want her to know? Or...)
Something had been churning in her subconscious since she woke up, and nowâwatching Bill ball up around himself as he squirmed around the things he didn't want to sayâit finally dawned on her. Two words. Another piece of the Axolotl's poem. She tried to hold the words in her head until she could write them down, repeating them over and overâMisses home. Misses home.
Quietly, she asked, "Then... don't you want to remember it?"
His face spasmed, like it was nearly cracking in twoâand then smoothed out. His face was blank. He didn't answer for a moment. "The last time I told a human more than two sentences about where I'm from... he gave me the universe's most depressing geometry textbook."
Oh. Maybe Bill was following Teddy Tender's friendship advice. "That's because you were talking to a boring old-timey math teacher, duh."
He laughed wryly. "You may have a point!"
If Bill assumed anybody prying into his history was either looking for the reason something was wrong with him, or publishing a whole book about the super bad parts... No wonder he hadn't wanted to talk to her. "So you didn't dislike Flatworld? You just dislike the book?"
Bill grimaced. "Did you read Eddie's biography?"
"No?"
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As soon as he'd buckled himself into his seat for the drive to Northwest Manor, Dipper read the summary on the back cover of Flatworld, and then the paragraph-long author biography underneath it:
Edward B. Bishop, born in 1838 in England, was an accomplished mathematician, writer, theologian, and closet occultist, as well as a professor at the esteemed University of Fancyton. He published twelve books, the last of which was Flatworld in 1884. After sentencing his square protagonist to a two-dimensional asylum for preaching of the existence of the third dimension, he himself succumbed to an ironically similar fate: three months after publication, he was committed to an asylum for insisting that two-dimensional alien invaders intended to conquer the Earth and were persecuting him for revealing their existence, a delusion he maintained until his death from sleep deprivation in 1886. His most enduring legacy is inventing the margarita glass, which he claimed came to him in a dream.Â
Dipper hissed between his teeth. "Ouch."
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"Never mind, don't worry about it," Bill said. "But no. I didn't like the book."
"You poor thing! All this time you've been homesick for the second dimension, but the only things humans talk about is the bad stuff!"
"Don't call me that."
"Do you want to talk about the non-depressy stuff instead? Like..." Mabel wracked her brain for something nice she'd read in the book. She winced. "Uh... I'm sure there's something. You could choose the topic?"
Bill didn't look directly at her. He just looked over all her drawings again. "Tell me why you want to know so badly."
It was basically the same question he'd asked earlierâwhat's with the third degreeâbut his tone was different. Mabel swallowed hard and repeated, "Because... I'm your friend. It's crazy that we've been friends for like a month and I barely know a-ny-thing about who you are or how you grew up! By now, I'd usually know about a friend's family, favorite subject, favorite animal, opinion on glitter, and biggest life dream! Plus all the stuff humans have in commonâlike, 'do you breathe?'"
This time, Bill didn't argue with her answer. (He could have called her a liar. A month ago, she had just been trying to find out what was wrong with him. But this version of the truth she'd made up was better.) "You already know I'm pro-glitter in all contexts and my life's work is to throw an eternal party. What else really matters?"
"Those are the two most important questions," Mabel said seriously. Tentatively, she asked, "Did you have glitter in the second dimension?" He'd already reassured her that they'd had color, but it was hard to imagine glitter in such a bleak world.
"Sure."
Mabel heaved a sigh of relief. "Oh, thank goodness."
She looked around at the morning's art production, pulled over the first drawing she'd done of her shapesona, and grabbed a bottle of glue to draw a thin line around the heart.
Bill watched as Mabel carefully sprinkled several separate colors of glitter on the line of glue, like a master chef adding a precise amount of spice to a gourmet recipe, to create a glitter rainbow gradient; and then he slowly sat up and leaned toward the table again. "So, who's this freak?"
Mabel gave him an exasperated look. She decided he'd meant "freak" neutrally; but she'd clearly labeled the heart "ME IN FLATWORLD," she thought it was pretty obvious who this freak was.
But Bill cheerfully went on, "He's the most hideously disfigured shape I've ever seen."
"Hey!"
"I'm not joking, it hurts to look at this guy. At least he's symmetrical, but woof."
"She's not a guy! She's supposed to be me in Flatworld," Mabel insisted. "She's a powerful lady and I think she's beautiful." She paused. "Can a heart be a girl?" Lines looked boring, but Flatworld said that girls were all lines and all other shapes were boys. (Or were they? When they'd talked at the mall, Bill had been very clear that he considered himself a triangle instead of male or female, which scuttled the "all polygons are male" concept. Maybe Edward Bishop Bishop had made that part up?)
"She can be anything she wants," Bill said firmly. "I don't see any gender cops around here, do you?"
Good point. "And when there's no cops around, anything's legal."
Bill laughed. "Hey, I like that."
"Grunkle Stan says it!"
"Wise man." Bill leaned forward further across the table and tapped a finger on the deep cleft at the top of the heart. "Personally, I'm more worried about that agonizing-looking birth defect. I'm surprised she survived past infancy!"
Mabel glared at him, but she supposed she couldn't argue. A heart was a pretty irregular shape. And according to Flatworld, almost all irregular shapes were executed in childhood or else imprisoned in adulthood, since they thought irregular shapes would grow up to be depraved, imbecilic criminalsâ
"Wait," Mabel said. "Wait. Last year, when I called you an isosceles freakâ"
Bill cut in, "It was 'monster,' but go on!"
"Was that, like..." Mabel's voice dropped to a whisper, "a slur on Flatworld?"
Bill fought to keep his face straight as he decided how to respond. He went for the funniest answer. "Yes."
Mabel clapped her hands over her mouth and squeaked, "Nooo!"
"It's actually pretty impressive a human managed to come up with it!"
"I'M SORRYYY, augh I didn't know!"
Over her anguished whines, Bill went on, "It's just a good thing you didn't say 'scalene'! I would've had to wash your mouth out with drain cleaner!"
Mabel had pulled the collar of her sweater over her face. From within Sweater Town, she asked, "Was that the first thing I ever said to you?"
Bill choked back a laugh. "Yeah, it was."
She squealed in embarrassment and slid under the table.
"Heck of a first impression, star girl!"
"i'm sorryyy."
Bill reached under the table to pat the top of her head. "Ahhh, it was funny. Get up here."Â
As she climbed back into her seat, Bill added, "I'm getting back at you now, I'm not done making fun of your medical miracle yet. You know what she'd look like as a human? A headless, neckless body with an eyeball shoved six inches down her esophagus." He paused thoughtfully. "Actually... that sounds kinda cute."
"Eww, Bill."
"It is, it's cute. Like a clumsy puppy with a neurological disorder! I guess that's how the hideous Miss Heart here must look to humans!"
Mabel looked over her art again, wondering if she should change her shapesona, considering Bill's reaction to it.Â
So, maybe she was creating a freak. She didn't see any shape cops around here. She kept drawing. "I'd be fine," she said. "You like weird freaks! You'd keep me safe."
A stricken look crossed his face. He was momentarily silent as he watched Mabel start another picture. And then, as though he were only considering it for the first time, he said, "Yeah. I guess I would."
His gaze drifted to the wrinkled picture of Mabel's shapesona standing protectively in front of Bill. "Freaks can't afford to tear each other down."
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(THIS is the chapter that's been giving me hell the last few weeks. Months. Last few months. I'm so glad to finally have it out, and I hope y'all enjoyed!! This chapter probably brings up a lot more questions than it actually answersâand completely different questions based on whether or not you've read Flatland lolâso I can't wait to hear what y'all think.)
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Hiiii could you write about Carlos Sainz that he has a secret relationship with an Arab Muslim girl (she doesn't wear hijab) 24 years old, Y/N and Carlos' little sister her friend because they go to the same university from Madrid and Carlos always bothered her, he was always around Y/N whenever she was talking with a boy Carlos made them run away and that's how they became a couple but secretly it was due to Y/N's religion and Carlos likes to annoy her by teasing her face to face or sharing a message by pinching her side because she is ticklish and she also annoys him.
Thanks youu đ
Romeo to my Juliet - Carlos x Reader
Plot: After studying at the University of Madrid, and making friends with Blanca Sainz you were constantly around her older brother Carlos who was ⊠obviously obsessed with you!
A/N: Ive done research before writing this on Muslim culture and struggles, however I am not a person of colour, and do not want to cause any offence when writing this! Also the wording of this request did confuse me a little bit so Iâm hoping Iâve got everything that youâve wanted in here!
Carlos and you were two people you wouldnât pin together. You were quiet and reserved whilst he was loud and expressive. You were shy, whilst he was confident. But it was those differences that actually made you the perfect pair.
Being in a secret relationship with the Carlos Sainz wasnât easy, and neither is the story that came with it.
It started when you first applied to university. You got into the University of Madrid and your parents couldnât be more happy as your father had work in Spain taken from the Middle East, so it wasnât a difficult family move.
You were a very stylish girl despite being shy and with your outfits it wasnât hard to catch the eyes on campus. And that was how you met Blanca Sainz.
It was a colder day in Madrid, around November and you were in one of your favourite winter time outfits thatâs kept you warm and cozy, still not completely used to the cold winters Europe have compared to the Middle East.
You had this Burberry scarf on, a gift from you father and a gust of win caught you, immediately your hands grabbed for your skirt leaving your scarf to fly off from around your neck.
âOh my goshâ you gasp as you tried to reach out for it but it just flew off into the distance. You started to run after it, until you saw it hit a girl and practically strangle her.
âIâm so so so sorry! The wind ⊠and it just ⊠and oh my gosh Iâm so sorry, it hit you!â You gasp at the girl who looks over you before laughing.
âItâs ⊠a scarf Iâm fineâ she giggled.
That day you guys got coffee on campus before getting to know each other and youâd been fast friends since.
It wasnât until the end of your second year in university, your mum and dad had moved back home to the Middle East. And you didnât know what to do about summer break.
Blanca actually invited you to her family trip to Mallorca and to stay with her in her family home.
You felt bad, so you suggest the first few weeks are spent in your family home in Dubai. And she definitely didnât want to turn that down.
So of course you guys spent the summer, tanning, in your pool playing games with your mum and dad when they were free and going to get ice cream.
âYour house is insane, what the hell does your mum and dad do!â She asked looking around the 6 bedroom Villa your family owned.
âI donât actually know, but heâs a business owner of some sortâ you giggle, always too bored to listen to your father explain his career.
âThereâs an aquarium in your kitchen island âŠâ she points at it, mouth open wide.
âYeah, excessive i know but my dad adores his fishâ
âAnd your house it on the beach! AND thereâs a pool? I donât even know if I want to see the garage!â She exclaims.
âMmmmmm yeah my dads also a car collector. He actually left some in Spain in the house thereâ you offer.
âYour like so humble though! I - WHAT?â She asks in shock and you just laugh her off.
You guys definitely enjoyed your time in Dubai and your parents loved her, she was invited back for the Christmas holidays too.
Then when you got to Spain you met the rest of her family.
âMum dad, this is my friend Y/Nâ Blanca offers as you enter the home which was a beautiful Spanish Villa.
âAh Y/N weâve heard so much about you from Blanca when she callsâ her mother smiles. Ana comes running down the stairs immediately pulling her sister into a hug.
âAh you must be Y/N? Yes, you are gorgeous! Where are you from!â She grins pulling you into an unexpected hug.
âIâm from Dubai!â You smile and that night guy guys all get to know one another through board games.
It got to just after sunset when you realised that it was time to pray for Maghrib. You calmly excused yourself from the family. Blanca at this point knew when you had to pray and was always very respectful and actually intrigued at the way it all worked. She would be with you on campus in the pray room, or in a random corner of a cafe you guys were studying in and offer you her coat to kneel on if you didnât have one.
She was the sweetest and most understanding friend youâd ever had.
However, this was the time you met her older brother Carlos. You were just finishing up, in Blancas bedroom when someone came into the room.
âSorry Blanca, I didnât mean to be long if I was!â You smile turning round only to see a confused man behind you.
âErm sorry can I help you?â You ask and he still stands there with his big brown chocolate eyes just staring at you.
âA-sorry you must be, Y/N right? Blancaâs friend that she brought home?â He questions and you nod standing up, reaching out to shake his hand.
He looks down at it smirking before lifting it up and placing a gentle kiss on the edge making you gasp and go wide eyed.
âWell, welcome to the Sainz household. Are you excited about Mallorca?â He smiles and you nod, of course you were, youâd be waiting all summer for it.
And it was an unforgettable summer.
Carlos was ALWAYS around. He was like this little lost puppy and the only time you donât think he was around was when you showered or slept. He bothered you the whole summer, interrupting you and Blanca when you were trying to tan, or would splash you in the pool when you were lounging on a lilo. He was a menace, but there was a certain type of endearment to it.
He was also insanely protective over you. Whenever you all would go out to bars or restaurants or clubs, you got a lot of male attention, which to Carlos wasnât surprising.
You were the most beautiful person he thinks heâs ever seen, and he wants you all for himself.
âHey Bonita, why donât you come downtown with me, and Iâll show you a good time?â A random guy from the island had said to you in a club.
âIâm fine thank you, Iâm here with friendsâ you smile pointing behind you to the table where Carlos Blanca and Ana are sat.
âIâm sure they wonât mind, come on. ÂĄVive un poco!â He exclaims looking over you.
âShe said she was fine, and I would mindâ Carlos said in a gruff voice coming to stand behind you and hand on your shoulder.
The guy swiftly left, seeing who it was. Youâd gotten used to the fact that Carlos would be noticed in public, you tried to stay out of it as much as possible. Whenever a fan came over youâd practically glue yourself to Blancaâs side.
But all the guys that came talking to you Carlos had them running away for one reason or another. Whether it was just him, being Carlos Sainz, or the look he gave them or what he whispered to them when you couldnât here. They always left.
That was how Carlos and you ended up together. You were a modern day Romeo and Juliet. You knew your parents wouldnât approve of the Spanish race car driver, just based on all the tabloid articles about him.
âWe should leaveâ he said in a huff, he was always like this and a lot of the times that you left was because of Carlosâ changed mood.
âBut we didnât get here long ago!â You offer and he huffs again, getting more frustrated.
âJust, letâs just go home!â He says again, not touching you but giving you a look as if to say, I will drag you out of here.
âWe need to get Blanca and Ana, we canât leave them!â You say as you start to look around the club for the two girls, hoping they would protest to Carlos wanting to get you to leave.
âTheyâll be fine, letâs just go. They are pretty preoccupied anywayâ he nods towards them with their boyfriends and how they are dancing.
Next thing you know Carlos was dragging you home, poking at your side saying how you broke your good girl demeanour just to leave the club with him.
âI was in a club, I canât be that good of a girlâ you tease him back and he looks over at you with a sparkle in his eyes. Maybe it wasnât even there and it was just from the street lights, but he looked so happy and content in this moment that you couldnât help but stare.
After this summer, you and Carlos hide your relationship from everyone, you hated hiding it from Blanca the most as he would often come find you in Madrid after race weekends to keep you company.
And donât even start about him at family venues. Despite Carlos wanting to keep the relationship as secret as you did because of the media, and your parents, he wasnât very good at keeping his gestures subtle.
âCarlos, I havenât seen you for a while. And whose this, a girlfriend?â One of his aunts comes over seeing you together chatting at a family reunion his mother had hosted after his race win.
He pinched your side teasingly as if to say that you guys must look good together. And as you look up at his face you can see that.
âNo this is Y/N Blancaâs friend from universityâ he offers keeping up with the secret. And your look down smiling to yourself. It was fun in a way keeping up a little white lie that you were with Carlos.
âShame, sheâs a dime and you two would look great togetherâ she winks before fluttering off elsewhere in the house.
âSee someone else who thinks we look great togetherâ Carlos says leaning down to meet your eye level making you blush.
âCarlos leave Y/N alone, you tease the poor girl enough youâll give her a heart attack one day. Come on sweetieâ his mother guides you away, you turn round to catch Carlosâ eye before poking your tongue out in a childish manner.
He shakes his head with a slight chuckles as he watches his mum pull you away to a different crowd of people and introduces you.
When you and Carlos would admit your relationship was unknown, but you knew youâd never been happier than you were with Carlos Sainz Jr.
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before i never really interacted with blogs(cuz anxiety and very toxic friends had my tumblr, who ive gotten rid of now) but now i literally interact with every post bc of you, you are god and i will worship you, your smut is poetic af and has my legs SHAKING(.literally.)
i am ON MY KNEESâ
also, alastor and his rivals(vox or lucifer) x reader smut? like i know alastor would be petty asf and have them watch as he fucks the living out of their beloved, im curious, do you have any ideas regarding that?(cuz your ideas are delicious and im hungry for that)
Youâve left me speechless which is quite the accomplishment, Darling. I am just a little goblin! Or like the tooth fairy, but instead of teeth I take praise and instead of money I leave filthy smut đ„ș I am so glad you removed the toxic friends and are interacting more. đ you deserve better and your interactions are a joy. Thank you for brightening my day! I am so far away and yet youâve got me blushing like a fool.
oooh yes okay so! Hereâs some ideas đ
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Energy for me is Lucifer: Here to please. Alastor: Here to win. I imagine Luci brings you to the hotel for Charlieâs Birthday party, already having a precious casual fling once or twice before. All the guests are there, everyone is dancing and drinking and having a good time. Alastor notices how you call him Luci, how Lucifer cant keep his cool when you lean closer to him when you speak. Naturally, Alastor sees an opportunity to fuck with Lucifer so he asks for a dance. He is uncharacteristically sweet and loving, willing to do anything to get under the king of hellâs skin. He changes the music to something slow, holding you close he whispers in your ear during your dance, âHow can any man maintain composure around you? I feel my manners slipping through my fingers every time you look my way.â When you leave the party to cool down, Alastor follows, finding you in an empty room trying to decompress. âWould you hate me if I kissed you? Be forewarned, once I start, Iâm not sure Iâll be able to stopâŠâ
Lucifer walks in to see you absolutely melting under Alastor, lipstick smeared and face flushed. But Luci adores you, your pleasure is his pleasure and heâs compelled to stay and watch, even as Alastor makes you moan and scream his name. âWho do you belong to, sweetheart?â âWhose cock are you made for?â Youâre reduced to incoherent babbling by the time Alastor is finished toying with Lucifer. Lucifer canât take it anymore and finds himself crawling onto the bed to swallow your moans and shower you in praise.
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I can see Vox bringing his beloved personal assistant to an overlord meeting for note taking, and Alastor notices your glances to him. Vox adores you, and is always on his best behavior around you to impress you. Alastor waits for you outside of Vee Tower that night for a âchance run inâ. âWhat luck! Allow me to buy you a drink, as a welcome to hell.â Charms you as any good southern boy could, and suggests you both go back to your office for privacy. Knowing full well Vox has cameras all over the office, Alastor fucks Voxâs assistant on his desk while maintaining eye contact with the massive collection of screens there. Vox catches sight of this while skimming through the feeds but canât break away from the video. Alastor keeps your back to the displays while bouncing you on his cock, smirking at Vox the entire time as he leans back on his desk chair. Vox is seething and finally rushes to his office to find Alastor gone and you lying on your back, still out of breath and cum dripping onto the desk.
Vox keeps you, but gets rid of the desk. He canât let Alastor have the satisfaction of making him lose his prized employee. For weeks after, while zoning out in board meetings, his screen flashes images of Alastor smirking from over your shoulder as you ride him. Heâs entirely unaware that itâs happening and everyone is too scared to tell him.
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On my hands and knees sobbing throwing up combusting into dust signs my soul away to you THAT WAS SO SO SOOOOO CUTEEEEEE GUAYAYYAYYUUUUUAUAGAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! Poor Rollo thinks hes just being nice meanwhile poor yuu is so used to people digging underneath the bar that he's literally prince charming incarnate. Rollo clearly needs to adjust their standards and do what the villains could not by kissing yuu softly while they take a nap. And also threaten crowley to give them money for food. ANYWAYS!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR FEEDING ME AND THE 5 OTHER ROLLO FANS THAT SURVIVED THE FAMINE (/j) I OWE YOU MY LIFE!!!!! This message is getting so long, but you deserve to know how awesome your writing is and that I look forward to whatever you post for real. I slide over a crisp 5 maddol and ask for when you feel like it (and if you even want to ofc!!) A part 3 where maybe they're deeper in the relationship and are doing heinous things like m*king out and grimm thinks they should be executed for making him walk into this horror. (He didn't knock. Bc he's grimm. He claimed to be scarred for life until Rollo busted out the premium tuna suddenly we should get married asap) . ANYWAYS SORRY FOR THE LONG RAMBLE. IM BARKING AND CRYING AND EXPLODING AND PROPOSING TO YOU. Signed with love, rollo anon đđđ
Rollo Flamme x reader
i just saw this and this almost made me cry 𫶠also sorry for the very long wait
Part 1 ; Part 2
Rollo was nothing if not diligent. Whether it was reorganizing the shelves at the library, fixing the perpetually squeaky door in Ramshackle, or chastising Grim for yet another snack-induced fire hazard, he was always helping in his quietly intense way. It wasnât just dutyâhe genuinely seemed to enjoy making your life easier, which both baffled and warmed you to your core.
You, of course, did what you could to return the favor. Helping him clean up after unruly magic festival events, proofreading his endless notes about anti-magic policies, and gently reminding him to relax when he got that telltale furrow in his brow.
And you were in love.
Like, grossly in love. The kind of love where you found his huffy rants about magical irresponsibility charming and he tolerated Grim's chaos just to spend more time with you. It was a weird, wonderful balance youâd somehow managed to strike.
Which led to this particular evening: you and Rollo, tangled on the old, creaky couch in your room at Ramshackle.
It had started innocently enough. Youâd been reviewing a new book he'd brought for youâsomething philosophical, of course, but heâd chosen it specifically because he thought youâd enjoy it. You were teasing him about his insistence on leaving a handwritten note inside the front cover (âWho even does this, Rollo? Itâs adorable, butâseriously?â), and he had flushed in that way that made you want to pinch his cheeks.
Then one thing led to another.
Now, his lips were on yours, one hand cradling your face with the kind of reverence that made your heart twist. His other arm was around your waist, anchoring you against him. Rollo might not have been an experienced romantic, but he made up for it in sheer, focused intensity. When he kissed you, it felt like you were the only thing in the world that mattered to him.
âYouâreâmmphâvery distracting,â he murmured against your lips, his voice low and tinged with amusement.
You grinned, tugging him closer. âSays the guy who started this.â
His only response was to kiss you again, deeper this time, until your brain was reduced to a pleasant, fizzy blur. The world outside the room ceased to exist. It was just you, him, and the creak of the couch as you shifted closerâ
âWHAT IN THE NAME OF ALL THAT IS GOOD AND HOLY?! MY EYES! THEYâRE RUINED!â
Grimâs shrill scream shattered the moment like glass.
You froze, pulling back to see Grim standing in the doorway, paws dramatically covering his eyes. âHOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME? ON MY COUCH?â
âGrim, itâs my couch,â you said, face burning.
âYouâre the henchhuman; itâs ours by default!â Grim wailed. âAnd now itâs a place of SIN!â
Rollo, to his credit, had already straightened up, his expression transitioning from flustered to composed in record time. âGrim,â he said, voice calm yet firm, âsurely youâve barged in enough times to anticipate that privacy should be respected.â
âOh, I respected it,â Grim sniffed. âBut my henchhuman clearly has no shame. And you!â He pointed an accusatory paw at Rollo. âI thought you were better than this! But no, youâreââ
Rollo, completely unbothered by the tirade, reached into his bag and produced a can of⊠premium tuna?
Grimâs rant ground to a halt. His ears perked up as he sniffed the air. âWait. Is thatâ?â
âIndeed,â Rollo said smoothly, holding it up like a peace offering. âA gift I intended to give later, but it seems circumstances call for a different approach.â
Grimâs eyes lit up with unrestrained glee. âYou know what? Iâve never doubted you for a second, Rollo!â He scurried forward, practically salivating as he swiped the can. âYouâre clearly the best thing thatâs ever happened to my henchhuman. You two should get married. Tomorrow. Iâll get a priest. Iâm sure Crowley owes me a favor.â
You groaned, burying your face in your hands as Grim popped the can open with zero regard for decorum. âGrim, you are the worst.â
âCorrection: Iâm the best,â Grim said, already devouring the tuna with gusto. Between bites, he added, âThis guyâs a keeper. Donât mess it up, henchhuman.â
Rolloâs lips twitched, a hint of amusement breaking through his otherwise composed demeanor. He leaned closer, whispering just loud enough for you to hear, âShall we take his advice?â
You gave him a playful shove, laughing despite yourself. âNot helping, Rollo.â
But deep down, as Grim devoured his bribe and Rollo sat beside you with that quietly pleased look, you couldnât deny that the idea didnât sound all that bad.
The exhaustion of the day had finally caught up to you, and youâd collapsed onto your bed with a sigh of relief. âWake me up for class, okay?â you mumbled to Rollo, who was sitting at your desk, meticulously organizing the scattered notes youâd left behind.
âIâll make sure youâre on time,â he replied, his voice carrying that steady assurance you found oddly comforting.
You barely managed a hum of acknowledgment before sleep claimed you, leaving the world behind in a haze of warm, peaceful quiet.
When you stirred again, it wasnât the sound of your alarm or the creak of the floorboards that woke you. It was something far gentler.
A warm, featherlight pressure on your forehead.
Your eyes fluttered open slowly, and the first thing you saw was Rollo leaning over you, his expression soft in a way that made your heart do an Olympic-level somersault. He was close enough that you could see the slight flush on his cheeks, though his composure never wavered.
âGood morning,â he said softly, his voice a gentle murmur. âItâs time to get ready for class.â
You blinked at him, your still-sleepy brain struggling to process what had just happened. âDid you⊠just kiss me awake?â
His blush deepened, but he stood his ground, meeting your gaze with quiet confidence. âYou looked so peaceful. I thought it would be a more pleasant way to wake you than simply shaking your shoulder.â
Your heart melted on the spot. If there was a scale for romantic gestures, this one had just broken it.
âYouâre ridiculous,â you said, though your voice betrayed how utterly smitten you were.
âPerhaps,â he replied, a faint smile tugging at his lips. âBut you didnât seem to mind.â
You didnât bother arguing because he was absolutely right. Instead, you reached out, tugging him down for a proper kiss this time.
When you finally pulled away, you smirked at his flustered expression. âIf you keep this up, Iâm going to start napping more often.â
He chuckled softly, brushing a stray strand of hair from your face. âIf thatâs the case, Iâll have to be even more diligent about ensuring you donât oversleep.â
You laughed, warmth blooming in your chest as you sat up and stretched. âThanks for waking me, Rollo. Really.â
âOf course,â he said, his tone earnest as ever. âItâs the least I can do.â
The man was going to ruin you with how thoughtful he was. And as you got ready for class with a lingering smile on your face, you couldnât help but think that waking up like this every day wouldnât be so bad.
It started with something simple. You were both sitting in the courtyard of the chapel, enjoying a quiet moment together. The sun was setting, casting a warm glow over everything, and Rollo was, as usual, the picture of composure. He was reading a bookâsome historical text youâd never have the patience forâbut his attention drifted when he noticed you staring at the horizon, lost in thought.
âAre you cold?â he asked, setting his book aside and leaning slightly closer.
You blinked out of your reverie, shaking your head with a soft smile. âNo, Iâm fine.â
He studied you for a moment, then pulled his scarf from around his neck and gently draped it over your shoulders anyway. âJust in case,â he murmured.
It wasnât anything extraordinaryâjust a scarfâbut the gesture made your heart swell. The scarf smelled faintly of lavender, and the warmth of it felt like an extension of Rollo himself.
âThanks, Rollo,â you said, voice soft.
He nodded, but when he saw the way your smile lingered, something shifted in his expression. His usual composed demeanor softened into something⊠almost reverent.
âYou deserve this,â he said, his tone uncharacteristically tender.
âHuh?â You tilted your head at him, confused.
âYou deserve to be cared for,â he clarified, meeting your gaze with an intensity that made your breath hitch. âYou give so much of yourself to others. Itâs only natural that someone should do the same for you.â
You stared at him, heart racing. âRollo, I⊠Thatâs really sweet.â
His eyes narrowed slightly, though not at you. âItâs concerning that such basic decency stands out to you,â he muttered, almost to himself. âWhat kind of environment is this school fostering?â
The thought of Rollo, grimacing at the thought of NRCâs questionable population, made you burst into laughter. âI mean, youâve met Grim, right? The standards here are subterranean.â
Rolloâs expression softened again when he saw how amused you were. âEven so,â he said, taking your hands in his with surprising gentleness, âyou should never feel as though youâre asking for too much when you expect kindness or respect. Itâs what youâre owed.â
Your heart did a little somersault, and you couldnât help but giggle, ridiculously touched. âStop, youâre going to make me cry,â you teased, though the slight quiver in your voice betrayed how close you were to actually tearing up.
He smiled faintly, leaning closer until his forehead nearly touched yours. âIf you cry, Iâll simply have to dry your tears,â he said, his voice low and earnest. âThough Iâd rather see you smiling.â
You let out another helpless laugh, pulling your hands free so you could lightly swat at his arm. âStop being so romantic! I canât handle this!â
Rollo chuckled softly, pleased with your reaction. âIf it makes you happy, then Iâll consider it a worthwhile effort.â
And he meant it. He was genuinely, utterly content to see you so touched, so happy. Yet, somewhere in the back of his mind, a quiet but fierce determination grew. The villains and miscreants of NRC may not have treated you with the respect you deserved, but he would make it his mission to ensure you never doubted your worth again.
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I know you havenât posted her in a bit but I adore your tav
Thank you!! You'll be happy to know that I actually have a new comic in the works that I should be done in the next week or so. It's not the next part of the Rolan comic- I'm a fool who thought having fourteen characters in a single page was a reasonable amount and definitely not something that should stop me from putting another ten on the following page and ough- but it is about Ember and Rolan, just at an earlier point in time (cough-Last Light Inn-cough)
Here's a sneak peek :3
Also to anyone else who's sent me an ask and hasn't gotten a reply yet, I'm sorry and I'm gonna try and get through a bunch of them after I'm done with this comic. Answering asks just takes me ages and it's hard to choose to do it when it eats into the time and energy I have to put towards working on more comics đ Know that all of them make me go đ„°and that I very much appreciate them!! You guys are the best đ
#sharky signs herself up for more than she should and has to face the consequences? Wow it's almost like that happens constantly or something#anon ask#sharky speaks#sneak peek#not sharky art
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smth about billie being super clingy w reader and fans thinking itâs so cute , thanks đ
hey my love! Ahhh I love it, hope you enjoy it đđ
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Billie settled into her favorite spot on the couch, the soft glow of her phone illuminating her face as she prepared to go live on Instagram. The room was softly lit, the backdrop featuring her eclectic mix of posters and fairy lights, creating an inviting atmosphere. The anticipation buzzed in the air as her followers eagerly waited to see her.
âHey, guys! Whatâs up?â Billie greeted, her voice warm and inviting. The chat exploded with hearts and loving comments as fans tuned in. Billie delighted in the energy, her eyes sparkling with excitement, but they kept drifting to Y/N, who radiated an aura of calmness.
âCome here, mama,â Billie cooed sweetly, motioning Y/N over with a playful grin.
Y/N giggled, her cheeks flushing slightly at the affectionate nickname. She got up and settled onto Billieâs lap, her arms naturally wrapping around Billieâs waist, enjoying the warmth radiating from her girlfriend. Billie leaned in, resting her chin on top of Y/Nâs head as the live session began, the comments flooding in with eager greetings from fans, her arms wrapped protectively around her sweet girl.
The chat exploded with hearts and encouragement, fans gushing over the sight of their favorite artist being so tender and affectionate. As the live continued, Billie spoke about her latest work and upcoming projects, but every now and then, sheâd lean down to plant soft kisses on Y/Nâs neck. The affection was palpable, and fans couldnât help but swoon over the moment.
Every so often, Billie occasionally planted gentle kisses on Y/Nâs temple or brushed her fingers softly through Y/Nâs hair. âYou okay, mama?â Billie would ask, her voice a mix of concern and affection, making sure Y/N was comfortable, her eyes sparkling with love.
Y/N nodded, leaning into Billieâs embrace, feeling safe and cherished. The way Billie held her close, the little whispers of âI love youâ exchanged between them, melted the hearts of everyone watching. Billie was usually so bold and fierce on stage, but when she was with Y/N, an entirely different side emergedâone that was soft, gentle, and utterly devoted.
Fans couldnât help but comment on how adorable they were together. âThis is the cutest thing ever!â one user wrote, while another declared, âBillie is so soft with Y/N, this is everything!â Each interaction seemed to deepen the warmth in the room, and Billie only leaned more into that affection.
âLook at my gorgeous girl,â Billie said, her voice adorned with sweetness, momentarily losing her focus on the camera. âEveryone say hi to Y/N! Sheâs the reason Iâm so happy!â The chat flooded with love and admiration, and Billie couldnât help but giggle. âI call her âmamaâ because she takes care of me like no one else. Right, Y/N?â
Y/N turned slightly, a shy giggle escaping her lips as she met Billieâs gaze. âRight,â she whispered, her cheeks flushing at the attention.
Billie tightened her embrace, pulling Y/N even closer. âYouâre so perfect,â she murmured, pressing another kiss to Y/Nâs neck. Fans could see the bliss on Y/Nâs face and how Billie melted into her, creating an atmosphere that radiated love.
âDo you want me to sing something?â Billie asked, her voice soft, her eyes sparkling as they caught Y/N's. âI can serenade my favorite person right now.â
Y/Nâs eyes lit up as she nodded, and Billie grinned, the sound sweet and melodious as she began to sing. With every note, her affection for Y/N poured out, a beautiful display that the fans cherished with every heartbeat. Billieâs gentle touches, her playful whispers, and her loving caresses painted a scene of pure love that fans would remember long after the live ended.
When Billie finished, she rested her forehead against Y/Nâs shoulder, a satisfied smile playing on her lips. âI love you, mama,â she said softly, the world outside their little bubble fading into a distant memory. Their hearts beat together, and for a moment, everything was perfect.
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je tâaime | charles leclerc x fem! reader
summary; a peak into the summer break of everyoneâs favorite couple on the grid + a summer surprise
fc; amanda diaz
notes; i had to do a lil something for charles
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liked by charles_leclerc, carmenmmundt, 1,039,062 others!
yourusername: mini spa dump w my love, so so so proud of u đ©ââ€ïžâđâđšđ©ââ€ïžâđâđš
tagged; charles_leclerc
charles_leclerc: couldnât have done it without you by my side đ je tâaime [i love you]
yourusername: je tâaime aussiđ„čđ [i love you too]
username: motherr
carmenmmundt: gorgeous gal!!
yourusername: says the most beautiful gal đ„čđđ
username: iâm too invested in this relationship
username: y/n vacation pics soonđ©đ©
username: i can do so much better than ur vroom vroom boy
username: so painfully single đ
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charles_leclerc: vacances d'été [summer vacation]
tagged; yourusername
yourusername: whyd u take a picture of me sleepingđđđđđđ
charles_leclerc: you looked too cute
yourusername: too fine
arthur_leclerc: she almost tripped and fell when she saw your post
yourusername: can u not
yourusername: i love u mon amour
charles_leclerc: and i love u mon ange
username: half the posts being y/n, iâm sick!
username: sheâs a gold digger
username: shut the fuck up
username: THE it couple on the grid
username: i bet he was looking at y/n in the first pic
username: iâve never seen a man look so in love đ©đ
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yourusername: i đ summer ( charles )
tagged; charles_leclerc
charles_leclerc: i also đ summer ( y/n )
yourusername: đđđđ
charles_leclerc: gorgeous as always
charles_leclerc: and the last photo?? really??
yourusername: i am innocent arthur told me to post it !!!!
arthur_leclerc: yeah i did tell her đ
username: context behind the last picture??
yourusername: he lost his airpod and it got stuck and he was determined to get it so he can flex to everyone that heâs still on his âfirstâ pair (heâs not)
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For the Halloween thing, 14 with Remus Lupin đ
Autumn is in full swing when Remus asks you out. Youâd both been tiptoeing around your affection for each other for months, and as the cold swept in, Remus found his courage.
Youâre walking around Cardiff, the leaves orange and yellow and falling off the trees.
Remus had taken you to the national museum there, then to a cafe where youâd gotten a hot chocolate and a slice of walnut cake. Remus had gotten a hot, black coffee and an extra slice of walnut cake for âhimself.â
Heâs walking you back home, more than a little mesmerized by you and the way frost comes from every word you say.
âWhat did you think of the woolly mammoth? Do you really think they existed?â You turn to Remus as you ask the question, your eyes round with wonder as you take a sip of your hot chocolate.
Remus weighs his answer, âI think they may have, I have doubts about their tusks being the real deal though.â
You smile, âSo do I! Theyâre ivory just like elephants so I think weâd have harvested them all before they went extinct.â
Remus takes a sip of his coffee to hide the smile that wants to split his face at your excitement.
You go off on a little tangent, talking about the animals of old and how you think they died before the Ice Age, your hand moving wildly as if to punctuate your excitement.
By the time you reach your doorstep, your cheeks are cold and your body is buzzing with happiness.
Remus feels the same.
âI had a really lovely time,â Remus says softly, eyes holding your own as you stand on your top step to be just taller than him.
âSo did I. Youâre very welcome company, Remus.â He smiles this time, his scar glinting a little under the sun.
Before he can say anything, a couple leaves fall from the tree on the pavement, tangling themselves in his hair.
âOh.â You gasp, walking a little closer to him. âYou have a leaf in your hair,â your hand reaches up slowly in case he doesnât want you to touch him.
When Remus doesnât move, more from fondness thatâs melted and mixed with adoration, you pluck the leaves from his sandy hair.
âThere,â you smile as you hold the leaf up, a pretty auburn colour that goes with his sweater.
If Remus wasnât smitten before, he is now. His heart all warm as you show him the leaf.
âThanks dove,â he kisses your knuckles, reveling in the way your breath hitches. âMaybe we can meet next week to watch that movie youâre looking forward to.â
You nod, âIâd love that. Thanks for walking me home, Rem.â
Like heâd ever miss the chance to prolong your date.
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Hiii new anon here! Is it possible to request the Hazbin Hotel boys with a wheelchair user reader? (Itâs alright if not! I love your writing so much! Keep it up! đ)
Hellooooooo new anon đ thanks for the request! And THANK YOUUU ILYSM AAAHH đđ„č you guys have really been hyping me up. AND IM AT 40 REQUESTS RN LIKE ??? HELLO HI WHAT IS HAPPENING đ”âđ« I hope I did okay on thisâŠenjoy~
Notes: gn!reader, sorry this is short :(
TW: lap sitting, other than that just fluff :)
Hazbin boys x wheelchair user!reader đ
Lucifer đ
Often tries to push you around everywhere. He just wants to help but if that bothers you, heâll happily give you space to wheel yourself around.
Will still do other things to help you out too like open doors for you, adjust tables so you can sit at them comfortably, goes to get you something you might have forgotten just so you donât have to push yourself all the way back to it.
Sorry but heâs gonna very randomly and very frequently sit in your lap. He likes it, itâs comfy and itâs always right there fully open for him. Heâll just fall into your lap, wrap his arms around your neck and nuzzle his face up to yours.
Very helpful with other things you may need help with like reaching things that are too high up or assisting you when you need to get out of your chair for any reason.
WILL ABSOLUTELY PICK YOU UP AND CARRY YOU SO TIGHTLY AS HE FLIES YOU TO WHEREVER YOU NEED TO GO
âLuci, babeâŠthis is kinda extravagant, donât you think? I just needed to go talk to Husk, I can get myself there just fine.â
âYeah, but I get to touch you this way~â
What a flirt, omffggg â€ïžâđ„
Angel Dust đžïž
So many dirty jokes and horrible pickup lines.
âOooh, best seat in the house~â as he sits on your lap before covering your face in giggly kisses
âYeah, I think they fucked up their legs fallinâ for me.â
âFuck you, Angel!â And now heâs cracking up laughing while also apologizing.
Heâs actually kinda a worry wart so heâs gonna check up on you a lot. He knows youâre strong and brave and youâre used to this by now but he canât help but worry about you all the time.
He knows you can handle yourself but he worries about others picking on you and taking advantage of your disability
His fav pastime is sitting in your lap while you wheel yourself as fast as you can down the long hallways of the hotel
Sitting in your lap while you do wheelies gets him squealing with laughter
He also offers to push you pretty much every day and if you say yes, he happily takes over while you sit back and relax. If you say no, he totally understands and follows along beside you still.
Very much understands any boundaries you have about you and your mobility. Hes a consent king okay?
Although he never asks before he grabs the handles of your chair and yanks you all the way back until youâre nearly parallel with the sky, then he smirks down at you before leaning in for a hot and passionate kiss. Not too long later, he sits you back up to your regular position and continues on his way, leaving you a blushing mess with your heart beating so hard you think you might die again.
And he never gets over the shocked face you wear every time he does that. He loves that shit đ©·
Husk đ
Okay this guy is so nonchalant about it like âokay coolâŠand?â
He sees that you are used to this, that you handle this with such grace and skill. You impress him everyday and he adores youuu~
Will often offer to help you up on the barstools if your chair is too low to reach the bar.
Holds doors for you, always runs to push the elevator button for you, just likes to go out of his way to be a gentleman for you.
Even if you insist you donât need his help, heâll argue, âBaby, youâre my partner. I think my love language is acts of service or some shit like that. I dunno, I tried to read the book and got tired. But I love ya so youâre just gonna have to get used to me and how I show love. Trust me, Iâd do this stuff no matter what.â
Heâs honestly just such a polite and considerate guy when it comes to you. He doesnât never mean to be overbearing or treat you different, he just wants you to be comfortable so he always tries to push you around.
âHusky, I can push myself.â You sigh as he takes hold of the handles on your chair and brings you along to the bar with him.
âI know you can.â And heâs just smirking from behind you as you roll your eyes.
And his pace will slow for a sec as he leans over to kiss the top of your head.
He just really loves when heâs pushing you and he sees your head tilt back and your shoulders relax- you just seem calm
Sir Pentious đ
Homeboy is absolutely gonna try to invent and build cool shit for you. Mostly just cool add-ons to your chair like something to make it smoother or faster or more sturdy or even add a cup holder? Idk
If you ask him not to push you around, you will not have to tell him twice đ«Ą he respects you and your boundaries
Buuttttt he is often seen resting one hand on the handle of your chair as he slithers along beside you throughout the hotel
He just wants to be touching you in some way and touching your chair is enough for him.
Loves to come bounding up to you with exciting new projects heâs working on and will wrap his entire self around you as he shows you his work
âPen? Can you push me back to my room? Iâm just so tiredâŠâ you ask him after a long day of helping out around the hotel therefore a long day of pushing yourself around.
Heâs actually so excited and full of love rn, like heâs beaming with joy as he nods and rushes to you.
âYesssssss, my darling! Anything for you~â
And heâs so fucking careful with you- we all know Sir Pentious is a clutz and a goofball but he is so extra cautious when pushing you around.
Makes sure not to bump your feet or knees or any other part of you into anything.
Goes sooooooo slow over any bumps, humps or ledges.
Asks like 457 times if youâre okay and smiles everytime you say âYes, babe. Iâm good. Thanks.â
Vox đ„ïž
Does not mean to offend but he tells you he would happily build something that could have you up and walking with ease.
If youâre down to try, heâs more than happy to experiment!
If youâre more than happy staying in your chair, he completely understands but still tries to give your chair some upgrades.
Adds a phone to your chair so you can always contact him
Also watches your every move everywhere you go through his cams bc he doesnât want some dickhead to think they can take advantage of you
Loves when you come into his work room where all his screens are bc itâs a bit crammed in there so it can be hard to get your chair around. Therefore, Vox loves to pick you up and sit you in his lap while he works.
Heâll press soft kisses to your neck and let his claws travel up and down your arms as you melt into him
And when you finally ask to go back to your chair, it turns into a playful fight.
âAww, (Y/N). I was just getting comfy. What if I just keep you here.â As he hugs you tight, speaking in a teasing tone.
âVox, I swear to Satan! You better put me back in my chair right now or-â
âNoooo~ I donât think so.â
And he just continues to enjoy your company even as you pout and huff.
Alastor đ©ž
Always uses his shadow or his tentacles to lift you up and whisk you around.
Doesnât ever really ask for permission or even warn you before he picks you up and carries you to and from your chair.
âOh! Alastor. I can do it on my own. Really, Iâm fine.â
âNonsense, sweetheart. The pleasure is all mine. What kind of partner would I be if I didnât assist my love with getting around?â
He doesnât have much of a filter, nor does he understand boundaries or personal space
So he will just grab ahold of you and wheel you around to his hearts content regardless of your protests.
One time, he unexpectedly rolled you up to his radio tower, wearing a particular cheery smile.
âCome, dear! Iâm just about to start my podcast. Care to join me~?â He holds his hand out to you from across the room, waiting for your okay
As you give him a nod, his shadow lifts you and carries you to him as he sits at his desk, you being lowered down onto his lap soon after.
âLucky you! Up close and personal for tonightâs show. Aww, and look at those flushed cheeks! What a doll you are~â
Alastor loves to sit you in his lap and then make fun of how flustered you get. It doesnât happen often, him getting all close and touchy with you so when it does happen, you always panic and start stuttering.
He really gets a kick out of you being in a less than ideal situation and not being able to get out of it without him letting you. Heâs a sick fuck, whatâd you expect? He does it out of love~ â€ïžâđ„
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