#but i am very ashamed
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tangerinecherrygal · 5 months ago
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Hate doing promo and shit and I’ll only do this for the first review and then the first essay. I decided to start a substack to yap about stuff. It’s not paid at all bc stripe hates to see a bad bitch winning, but if you guys wanna hear more non fandom stuff from me then please consider checking this out ❤️.
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marciaillust · 2 months ago
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bro fuck it im workposting. i did illustrations, i storyboarded, i directed. I did many cool things in 2024 and millions of people all over the world saw em. that has to count for something
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sharkylad · 5 months ago
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Thinking about the fact that Mabel and Dipper didn't know they had two great uncles.
Yeah they are 12 and at 12 I had a shotty understanding of my family tree- But really? Nobody brought up their great uncle? Stanley? Especially since they'll be staying with his twin brother, Stanford?
Shermie never went to Stan's fake funeral, which to me means the twos relationship was strained on some level. If Shermie is older that means his view of Stan was poisoned in some way, that even as kids they weren't close. If the Shermie is younger then he never even got to meet Stan and all he knew about him was how he failed his family. Hell, people probably barely mentioned Stanley TO Shermie.
The fact that Stan had become a black stain upon the Pines family name makes me so vividly upset. Stanley faked his death and the family just- seemingly decided to strike him from the record. To pretend he didn't existed to spare themselves the sadness and shame.
Stanford and Shermie Pines. The only children worth mentioning of Filbrick and Caryn Pines.
It was never Stanford that was lost to the world. It was Stanley, ever since he had to leave New Jersy- it was always him that had to be struck from the record. Change his name, change his state, change his affiliations, destroy the remains of ghost that was Stanley Pines. Kill him so the family doesn't bring him up, doesn't ask questions, stops asking "Stanford" about his twin.
I just keep thinking about the fact that since the day he made one single mistake all the way up until Ford walks out of that machine- Stanley Pines was killed and did not exist. And Stan himself had no one to blame, he had to play the part in his own demise- He is the only one who ever knew Stanley was alive and has been for decades.
He lives in the multitudes of every personality he's ever taken, all in the hope that he himself can stop being Stanley Pines.
#gravity falls#grunkle stan#stanley pines#STANLEYYYYYY#STANLEY THEY COULD NEVER MAKE ME HATE YOU STANLEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#sharky rants#Just. Imagine the fucking shame you have to live with#the shame that you can never be yourself. That anything you were is unwanted and forgotten#The shame of just BEING- Of taking space of- of /breathing-/#Imagine the world; your friend; your family; your colleagues being so ashamed of having known you#that you feel more comfortable with a persona to present.#You feel more comfortable stealing the identity of someone you care for deeply if only to help#If only to feel capable for once. To feel like you belong- Like youre doing something good for once#Imagine the shame that brings you to be comfortable not being yourself for 40 years.#ALL CASE YOU BROKE ONE FUCKING PROJECT??????? COME ON#I mean- the deeprooted shame was started from earlier. He was 'the stupid twin“; 'the troublemaker”; “the cheat and thief”#This was a long time coming#But those werent MISTAKES- The one time he genuinely made a Mistake he lost everything#Like he really mattered so little to the people around him#and he cant really blame them.#My cousin is a genius. Hes smart and academically achieved since I was a baby.#The only thing I had that he didnt was my ability to draw. to be creative. The guy for the longest time had a better social life then me too#I used to get brought to tears seeing his accomplishments- seeing people praise him. The shame lived in me any time I had to see him#The shame that I was the black sheep of the family next to the golden standard for a son- for a student- for a friend.#when I was none of those things#And Im lucky he was my cousin- cause if he was my brother that would have haunted me EVERY DAY rather then once or twice a year#Im better with it now; Im more content with who I am- But trauma dump aside-#I very very very much understand Stans shame in being the stupid one. The unachieved one in a family full of achieved people#the shame thats angry at him for being better. at the family for treating him special. and most of all at yourself that you cant be better#its a visceral feeling that I sadly understand
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formyhyperfixation · 8 months ago
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Moodboard - Copia Thighs .𖥔 ࣪ ˖ (Shameless !)
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jellynotbees · 3 months ago
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Day 25: Pinned
Posting a day late because I had an exam yesterday. Inspiration (aka the Narilamb demons) struck and I immediately locked in on making these
Also I changed Lamb’s outfit a little
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hahasuchagarbage · 5 months ago
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🚨 TW limb(s) missing 🚨 (yes, it's not that graphic - no blood, raw meat or shattered bones poking through flesh, but better put a warning just be sure)
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I give you guys ZERO context of what is going on here, so you can go wild with the guesses in your heads :)
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snail-fever · 21 days ago
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asahi kept ruining his polycule's attempted photoshoots, so as an apology, he booked one at sears (:
Carrot (Viera) belongs to @reverend-spines + Arodaeus (Miqo'te) belongs to @ectojyunk ❤
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blueorchidskull · 14 days ago
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Purifying my sketchbook before putting ‘em away with the others.
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knife-filled-plushies · 1 year ago
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i love these two so i decided to doodle them hsjfhskfj
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tiny bit of style experimentation
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bl00dalchemist · 21 days ago
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I love you pretty girls on tumblr who seem like bots at first glance, you are beautiful.
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floweycidal · 2 months ago
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happy 1st yellow! ⭐️🍀⭐️🍀
i meant to finish this by the anniversary, but i had finals—woe is me.
(/half lie finals never fully stopped me before; i just kept pausing halfway to cry and wallow over clover. then, like a genius, forgot all about it (ᵕ—ᴗ—))
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daily-snufkin · 1 month ago
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🌿 DAY 13
I don't know what to tell you, I've got nothing.
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retributory · 4 months ago
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kind of irritates me a little bit when people act like it's weird or wrong or ooc for sy to have internalized homophobia as if that isn't probably the most realistic thing about the plot to begin with. he's a chinese man who grew up in the late 90s - early 00s and spent all his time online i would be frankly more surprised if he had ZERO hangups about being gay. this is explicitly presented as a character flaw so i'm not sure why people act like mxtx is homophobic for writing a guy with internalized homophobia. also he like gets over it in volume 4 anyways you gotta give him some time dude he died like 3 times and he keeps getting force-fed blood he's got a lot on his plate
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ljubimaya · 2 days ago
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The difference between Draken and Hanma is that Draken would turn your plushies around when he fucks you, while Hanma has you clutching the teddy bear he got you on your first date
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oorangesoda · 3 months ago
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After many hours of work… it’s finally here
Shane isn’t the most verbally affectionate person, but when he is it’s one of Callum’s favourite things- even if Cal can’t take compliments very well ;)
I might do this in full colour at some point but I was really fucking with just the simple shading 😌
(simpler version under cut before extra detail cause I like the colours better):
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omegalerc · 2 months ago
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I AM ignoring everything that is happening in real life f1 and concentrating on this:
https://x.com/technorodrigo/status/1865337939590279224?s=46&t=3kuJpIflntq1xyG7Xbw8Sg
me at 6:20 am trying not to kill myself from the results of fp3… it was the only thing i was concentrating on as well
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