What if we were autistic and in love. Open for a surprise creature.
Extra: autism Clara's boyfriend.
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haikaveh... save me haikaveh...
i KNOW it's been talked about to death but. the haikaveh research project. it literally haunts my mind. i cannot get over the implications. alhaitham going through his school life as someone that most people dont even really know about because he keeps to himself and doesn't socialize, with kaveh being the one exception to that, finding his way into his life as his Best Friend, and then leading to alhaithams one and only time he participated in a research topic. his bio says he only ever did ONE joint project!!! one!!! the one with kaveh his best friend and i think also his only friend at the time!!!! and then it ended in not only the project falling apart but also alhaithams only friendship. kavehs best friendship. they were each others closest person. they had no family around - alhaithams parents having died when he was young and his grandmother dying before he joined the akademiya, and kaveh's dad dying when he was young and his mom having moved to fontaine. like even if you dont look at it through a romantic lens it's still undeniable how important they were [and are] to each other..........
i'm getting off track but my point is very specifically for alhaitham, the one time he got close to someone, made a friend, even agreed to join one(1) group project ever, it ended in disaster. it led him into a fight so bad that his one and only friend said he regretted that friendship!!!! it was so bad alhaitham left the project and he and kaveh didnt speak for ages until they just happened to run into each other again at the tavern!!!!! like obviously it has to be incredibly awful for both of them but i just think how this probably had alhaitham in the cynical mindset that friendships and collaborations like that might just never work out for him because the one time he let someone into his life, it blew up on him and he was all alone again. even though alhaitham never seems to care much if people dont like him, that clearly cant still apply to someone he was exceptionally close to. like if he didnt care he woudlnt have been the one to take his name off the project and mutually not speak to kaveh...... kavehs words are the ones that hit the most significantly to alhaitham.......... kaveh is said/implied to have had at least some other friends while at school / people knew who he was, but not so much alhaitham. people didnt know him and the ones that did just knew he didnt socialize/he was not easy to get along with. he only had kaveh and then, for a while, he lost him too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Hey my friend showed me that sea urchin flehman response thing you drew a while back and I don't think you've posted it here?
Dont know if you were planning to I just thought I should let you know cuz it was cute
omg i guess i didnt post it here...this is from almost 4 months ago YEESH lol. obviously, i draw him ever so differently now but i still stand by this.
he smells thru his mouth lol.
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one of the things that annoys me about my nerve pain so much is that i am just. very bored. i literally can't do anything that requires me to move which means i can't even draw or play games and even typing this is a bit hard for me. i also can't watch or listen to anything that has certain sounds that can make my body go tense again and by that i mean if i hear a sound that is just slightly louder than the rest of the video/song/etc my chest will HURT. A LOT. like what do i even do. do i just stare at the ceiling or what
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I hate applying for things because wtf do you mean "what are your hobbies outside music?” when I'm not in a rehearsal I'm at school and when I'm not at school I'm sat on my bed doom scrolling until I fall asleep or get the motivation to practice
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I’ve been looking at fanart of Johnny topside before he became delta to see what people think he looked like and I wanted to share my idea of what he looked like
He would be a white male as the first black scuba diver was in the 1990’s while bioshock takes place in 1968 and 1958 in the opening cutscene he would have been decently muscular as deep scuba divers suits aren’t the lightest things.edit: thanks @theluckoftheclaws for informing me that his eyes are canonically green! I appreciate it so much.his hair would be a shade of brown or black as those two were common with men in 1950s and 60s. Estimating the time he was subject delta before the events of bioshock 2 I would put his arrival around 1956. The estimated timeline being He stayed in rapture for a year before being turned into delta and then being with little sister Eleanor for a year before the opening cutscene of bioshock 2 in 1958.the hair style is a bit more of a open answer but I will add a photo of what I believe to be a Hollywood styling chart for men from around 1950 and so his hair would be one of those styles but I’m not sure as no research would tell me if Greenland/Iceland had a different fashion then the U.S in the 50s. We know Rapture is somewhere between Greenland and Iceland making it likely he is from one of those two areas.and my research says the base pay of deep sea scuba divers is 50-60k a year and 50k in 1950 is $617,657.68 today so he was doing pretty well off. He would probably be in his 30-40s as the average age of scuba divers in general is 40. Most likely married as the common age for marriage in the 1950’s was 20 for women and 23 for men. Most likely had a child as the common household in 1950 was a husband wife and one child sometimes more. The Child was most likely a boy as 51% of babies are boys.The most common male Icelandic names are Jón, Sigurður, Guðmundur, Gunnar, and Ólafur and the most common male Greenlandic names are Pavia, Jûna, Jôrse, Túpe and Sâmua making All of those names likely first names for delta.he would be from the coast of Greenland or Iceland as being a diver requires you to be near water.he might’ve been a veteran from ww2 as that started in the 1930s and he would’ve most likely been drafted into the navy explaining the deep sea diver license. He would have a few scars and discoloration as deep sea diving isn’t a safe job not then not now. This whole thing was just me hyper fixating on one thing as I wrote this in one long sitting I did all of the research and writing today BECAUSE I DIDN’T WANT TO PLAY ANIMAL CROSSING THAT’S WHY I WROTE THIS.MY ADHD MADE ME SIT DOWN AND WRITE THIS FOR ALMOST THREE HOURS BECAUSE I WAS BORED OF ANIMAL CROSSING
This is a photo of a deep sea scuba suit
A 1950’s hair chart for men from Hollywood
If you read all of this thanks for listening to my adhd caused hyperfixation and have a merry Christmas 🎅🏻
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