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Oh no…now I just thought about Barb not even knowing she was pregnant with Janey when her and warden!coop split 🙃
#da au tag tbt#…..for angst reasons I like this#for other reasons i Do Not#but omg he’d be furious to find out all the secrets after he’s already done the joining and then finds out his ex is pregnant with his kid#would give him plenty of reasons to be at odds constantly with the organization#I’ve read some conflicting info re: leaving their pasts behind completely#but hmmmmmmmm im thinking things#does feel a bit too Man Pain-y tho tbh#but the angst demon is saying DO IT#lmfao
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are we gonna talk about the kurt hummel hanky code thing or what
#I HAD TO DO A DOUBLE TAKE FOR A SEC LIKE ARE YOU GUYS SEEING WHAT IM SEEING#i don’t think the colors really mean anything/its hard to decipher because it’s multicolored and the bad lighting#BUT we do know it’s on the left. so like…………. hmmmmmmmm#better!glee season 2 kurt reference go see my art idc anymore#the hashtag kurt hummel hanky code thing#<- new tag just for this idc#glee#kurt hummel#better!glee#b!g kurt#porcelainposting
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obsessed with any kind of innards at the moment like anthony bourdain was right food being a little gory makes it so much better. also dark chocolate.
#kind of dont fuck w tongue.. even though it is a staple in my family#i also love fish and seafood but i dont like eel which is also smth my family loves#hmmmmmmmm#oh im not crazy abt caviar either which like saying that is like blasphemy to them as well#there is a theme here...#what i kind of dont eat at all tho is brain and my while family doesnt do that either like that is a hard no for me im sorry#i did try it in soup once and it wasnt bad and i know ppl who love it but like i cant eat the meat directly i have a blockade in my head#maybe ill be able to work around it in time#i love bein able to eat the whole animal its the most respectful thing to me#also like just having the different skills needed to prepare and cook the different parts is so cool to me#i think my grandma is so cool for that bc she cleans out the goose and ducks after slaughtering and for different orders she leaves#different parts in our takes them out and she can do that just by feeling w her hands i think that is such a cool skill
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I just think there should be more trans top Vash in the world. And I can Do My Part to bring some about.
#speculation nation#i gotta think more about what id actually wanna Do with it#but the idea is there.#im gonna be pouring ALL my vash love into this thing#since i have the vash love in itnl but specifically for his psyche#no room for vash love of the more. observational variety. bc it's his pov.#but a ww pov where i can really get into what makes vash Appealing...???#yeah. yeah. id have fun with it.#hmmmmmmmm i am thinking and i am cooking.
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somehow i think closer by nine inch nails is deus in absentia coded but Idk it just makes sense to me like the way i'm thinking about it is waaay too harsh for them but in the same vein it's just harsh enough to be some kind of stereotypical vintage 80s esque kink stuff (girl pls) and i really like when people use kink as a way to express vulnerability and i think it should be used more Actually. i just really like this song
#i feel like that annotation of that one song by nin that was like “”swallow it all like a good boy“ is about his feelings because of toxic#masculinity" like pls it's just about sex#top ten songs ever written ever oohhh my god i need it like. in my blood#they're not...kinky...but i dooo love the vulnerability thing and i think id like to use it in this because it's an interesting path to#go down especially because of the religious aspect of it all too like george is so ashamed of even the tamest of things and then all of#a sudden he's being introduced to all these insane completely foreign concepts to do with sex and he's like oohhh...this is good...#but i just really really really like that vintage kink vibe i think LMFAO but whatever can't a girl indulge!#i'm not even into that kind of thing in terms of Actual Fucking buuttttt overanalysing it and making it into something holy...😍😍😍#and it also adds that odd uncomfortable feeling to everything somehow? because the song's actual SOUND is like. in a minor key and stuff#and it's juts a really good song that i want to reference in every single piece of art that i make ever#rant over? maybe? i might come back and edit more because i'm going to be thinking about this a LOT#i looove making unserious things into things like this😍#blah blah!#deus in absentia#save for later#this is very important to me...#hmmmmmmmm i might have to elaborate on this in my own head and then Die#he'd wear a fucking gimp mask if he was asked to idk why im lying “they arent kinky” FALSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1#like bitch theyd piss on each other if asked DONT LIE#maybe i just have a kink. anyway
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me when im drawing parallels between my favourite characters from completely different media that have nothing whatsoever in common........ or do they
#sorry i just started thinking about gunshot wounds and martyr complex and manipulation#ambition corruption beauty vanity gender issues christianity age difference power imbalance rot and decay and necrophilia.........#im okay im okay im okay#im locking rodrigo aramis and fitzjames in a room with no windows and studying them through the one-way mirror#there is something. there IS a pattern. they're so different but also. are they..........#it seems that the only thing all three of them have in common is that they're hot and they like to fuck older men#hmmmmmmmm#see rodrigo and aramis are both manipulation queens with a corruption arc themes.#aramis and fitzjames are both incredibly GENDER and its all about masks and insane selfish ambition that dooms them in the end#fitzjames and rodrigo - the pride. the desperate need to be the martyr. the gunshot wound. the REAL old man fucking#(im cheating a bit with aramis cause athos is like what. 7 years older at best but shhh its ok he's still an Old Man. to me.#the difference in fitzjames's case is 17 and in rodrigo's about 40 so. yknow)#hrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr i need to make a chart. a diagram. hmmmmmmmm
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3/4/24
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Finished hime Sama goumon no jikan desu anime and it was really cute
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#happiness diary#happiness diary: april 2024#spent the day brain empty cus i didn't have anything to do#well i say i had nothing to do#what i mean is that i don't have any college work to do#i could have done alot like draw or write#but i basically did the equivalent of watching paint dry#so uh thats not great#i dont know why i dont do things which makes it hard for me to fix it#things are easier to sort if you grab them by the root#but i think i need a therapist to find this root cus i just don't know where or what it is#but i don't have access to a therapist so i have to do it the hard way#by just doing stuff#which is hard cus my specialty is not doing stuff#hmm thinking about it i always have the feeling that its not the right time to do leisure stuff#like i ahould do that later cus i should be doing something like work now#but i dont have work to do but my brain doesn't accept that so im left feeling like i cant ro anything#hmmmmmmmm#annoying#im gonna think on this more until i sleep maybe ill get more of an idea#night
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Just spent most of an evening with my single friend discussing our other friends relationship 😁😁😁
#IT WAS SOOOOOOOO VALIDATINGGGGGGGGG#we have the same opinions and observations on the relationship and also just how WE approach relationships#like whatever HE (the other friend) has going on is sooooo different from what i would do which isnt inherently a bad thing of course#but also WE have both seen the same things about HIM since he started dating his gf and its like hmmmmmmmm#we also have the same concerns about him and his relationship based on the observations weve made#idk the whole situation is so bizarre and like came out of no where that idk how i feel about it#but like her having the same thoughts and feelings and having known him longer is so NICE#like it really help me come to understand some of the feelings ive been having because like i KNOW him and its so strange but i thought#maybe i dont know him THAT well like we only recently gotten close but shes known him longer and she feels the same way and even stronger#than me so its like yay! im not crazy! the situation IS weird!#not that things being weird is good but its good to know that like im not wrong to think that its weird
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Does Brian Tim Toby and Kate all works at the same farm 
very early on in all of their 'proxy careers' they worked on the same farm that was right outside the forest! its cuz they couldnt keep a traditional job and the farm owners are a really nice elderly couple that is always helping people down on their luck. the husband was prob an ex convict and understands the struggle and just assumed thats what was going on with these four, and wanted to extend a helping hand to younger folk with "a bright future ahead of them" or smth...
tim and brian worked there first having been older, and got toby/kate into it after. eventually, tim and brian got more traditional jobs (trucking and carpentry), so toby and kate are the only ones working. toby does more of the like... plowing, harvesting, getting wood if needed, whatever. kate deals with the livestock more. she just feels good with animals, and toby feels good fucking around with land/crops. but they all know how to work a tractor LMFAAAOOOO tim, brian, and the farm owner taught kate and toby a lot about mechanics and whatnot.
i'm imagining years down the line, kate and toby are being seriously urged to move away from the whole proxy life (since O/S syndrome can only keep hold for about a decade and the O/S system is slowly falling back into hibernation). kate ends up working graveyard shifts at a morgue. very fitting for her. and tobyyy..hmmmmmmmm..... now that im thinking about it, he might stick with the auto mechanic thing. i HC he grew up watching a million and one auto repair videos bc he was so bored as fuck, and when he finally gets his hands on that stuff with the others, it'd stick w him. dunno. maybe the couple dies and hes like MY FARM NOW .... OK JK IM JOKING dunno. dunno.
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timE For tHeOriEs LetS geT iT
the last king of faerie - it's GOTTA be kit, WHO ELSE has the right to rule both the seelie and the unseelie court? (MY BOY THAT'S WHO) like literally though, it's in his blood
the last prince of hell - LUCIFER. LUCIFER. LUCIFER. this one is honestly the most obvious what with all the hints cassie has given us and all, so YAY WAHOO LUCIFER (jk u suck, lucy)
the last shadowhunter - now...... hmmmmmmmm...... THIS IS MESSING WITH MY BRAIN but because of all the emphasis on kit's prophecy and him "coming to his full power" i'm thinking it's GOTTA be him! but all the other implications that come with that? aishhh. a world with no shadowhunters or a world where they don't have powers and shadowhunter abilities? surely not, i don't think cassie would do that tbh. she tends to make us believe one thing and it turning out to be the complete opposite so i say we trust the process and cassie and it will all be good !!!
IM SO EXCITED FOR THIS SERIES AHHHH
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#still cant believe we got the titles#what the actual hell#my brain cannot process this fr#[shock]#we are entering the danger zone (aka twp era)#im so ready#let's cry together#the wicked powers#twp#tsc#cassandra clare#twp titles
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Hi! kissing you so sweetly, also what sports balls do you think taurs would be really good at?
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also hmmmmmmmm im not sure bc those usually require alot of leg precision or throwing-your-body-at-other-players which i think would be a thing taurs would have alot of difficulty with safely. golf is like a boring answer but quadruped stability and maybe increased power would be fWAIT. TAURS WOULD BE SO GOOD AT DDR thats nota ball sport is it. hhhhhoou
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I honestly i agree that Sohee has a monster cock 😭 i mean he’s so skinny and usually skinny boys has…big things maybe its not thick but i know he don’t have a small one im kinda sure about it hajdgsjka
hmmmmmmmm monster cock sohee but it’s monster cock sohee who doesn’t realise he has a big cock !!! only realises when you whimper to him about how big he feels and how you don’t think he’ll fit :( dies a little when you whine at the way he stretches you out and how you cry out that it’s too much …
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I'm being like astoundingly social lately. Starting from Thursday last week, I saw my girlfriend, then spent time with family on Friday, then saw my girlfriend again on Saturday + some of her friends, then watched a movie and drew stuff with friends on Sunday, then had a session 0 for new dnd on Monday, then watched anime with a friend on Tuesday. Off day on Wednesday. Then on THURSDAY I hung out with my girlfriend, had a study session with friend group (with mixed success at the studying part), AND watched anime with a friend again. And then today, watched a different anime with a different friend.
And TOMORROW I'm going to a concert with family and a friend, Sunday I'm hanging out with my girlfriend, then Monday I've got dnd thing again (probably? Need to double check). And then potentially more hangouts to come.
It's insane. What is this new social me. I don't think I've ever hung out with this many different people in such a short time before.
#speculation nation#it's fun though i probably will need to slow down a bit to not tire myself out bfkshfkd#the concert and the family thing last weekend are not normal occurences at least.#the movie and the study group were both from my discord server. tho with mostly different sets of people.#i think im at like... in just the past week ive hung out with... well...#3 on friday (plus saying hi to others at the temple but i dont rly spend time with them)#7 on saturday... i think it was like.. six? on sunday? i think. then Uhhhh#4 on monday. i think. 1 on tuesday. thursday had 3 new with 3 repeats from earlier in the week#and today was another person i hung out with earlier in the week#which puts me at TWENTY FOUR....... different people ive hung out with this week....holy shit....#granted on saturday 6 of them were my girlfriend's friends and im not very good at talking in a group irl#so i mostly talked to my girlfriend there. but even if U didnt count them that's still 18 people i hung out with#crazy. mind boggling. im a total introvert so this is like unprecedented.#I SWEAR I DONT NORMALLY COUNT PEOPLE LIKE THIS..... im just like. trying to put it into context for myself#and surprisingly i dont feel That exhausted by it... it helps that only 3 of these days had in person interactions#bc thats more tiring to me than just talking online. physical space takes more energy to emote etc etc#i think this is good for me honestly. spending time with people. not just wasting my life away with video games. you know.#tho i do need to balance it with writing.. i havent written anything since i posted the itnl update#and i rly need to get that reverse bang fic finished....hmmmmmmmm#ah well. i'll try to get lots of writing done next week. next week for sure..!!
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what do you think stewy's reaction was when kendall went to rehab? I definitely don't think it was kendall voluntarily going, but I also don't think stewy would've went to any intervention for kendall, even if he does recognize kendall actually has problems with drugs 🤔
hmmmmmmmm i actually Do think kendall went voluntarily, mostly because i genuinely can’t imagine anyone in his life who would care enough to force him to go (or have the emotional capacity to show that they care because i Do think the sibs cared/were concerned about his substance abuse but they definitely wouldnt intervene) except maybe rava, but a) i dont think kendall would listen to her and b) if she did it was part of an ultimatum that eventually pushed kendall to check himself in. unless you’re thinking about like, a court-mandated order but idk about the logistics of that, but then yeah, i do think that could be a way that kendall ended up in rehab. (i could also see connor trying to talk to kendall about going but kendall wouldn’t listen to him either and connor wouldn’t push) but Also, i think kendall really would go voluntarily as some kind of attempt to better himself, but not really in a healthy way, more in an all-or-nothing side quest before he got himself caught into logans orbit again, or in some complete toxic mind-shift of like ‘drugs are for the weak my body is a temple’ type bullshit.
anyway back to stewy: Yes, u are so right that he would not intervene, just like the sibs he obviously cares but he would never take it upon himself to get kendall to seek help because he feels that a) thats not his responsibility and b) its not his business. as close as they are and as intertwined as their lives and business becomes, i think stewy very much draws a boundary between him and kendall that they each are granted autonomy as an adult. whatever kendall does is his business and whatever stewy does is stewys business and they can meet in the middle wherever those things might cross, or just enjoy their friendship outside whatever those things may be. and this is for specific things, like rehab or kendalls marriage, which is also something im sure stewy wouldnt touch with a 100 foot pole. obviously the bigger picture stuff, stewy Does get himself involved in, like kendalls vendatta against logan, or trying to get kendall out of the company. but i think in a way stewy sees that big picture as much more viable, if he can fix the root of this, then all the things about kendall that he cant and wont touch will be better for it by proxy. if kendall could just be a normal billionaire without the roy family sickness then he could be normal about drugs, like stewy is.
so to finally answer your question lol: i think ultimately stewy saw as that, none of his business but also thought of it as pointless. i dont think he saw it as a bad thing and i think maybe he did hope something good would come out of it for kendall, but i think stewy never saw kendalls drug problem as a drug problem, i think he saw it as a logan problem, as a Roy problem, so he wouldn’t have had high hopes for this making any significant impact on kendall.
bonus: idk if anyone has even said this but i wanna get in front of it before anyone does, theres also no Goddamn Way that kendall going to rehab or kendall overdosing or kendalls substance abuse would e v e r make stewy think twice about his own drug use. i think stewy fully believes he is the smartest most perfect most balanced drug user in all of new york city and that whatever kendalls relationship to drugs is, no matter how sad or scary, doesn’t apply to him because he has the most perfect relationship to drugs ever (whether that is true or not)
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Izaya & Shizuo Drama CD??????
so guess what i learned about today! it's truly incredible how much lesser-known content there is about shizaya once you start digging
ive known about dear girls stories for ages but i didnt realize there were actual drama cds for izaya and shizuo too 😭i thought this was just people pretending that daisuke ono and hiroshi kamiya were talking as shizaya (<-CLOWN behavior)
but nope 4 seconds in we got a Shizu-chan name drop so lmAOOO time to listen i guess
there's two of these translated by the DGS subs channel (tracks 9-15) so idk if there's more before or after these or if those tracks have different characters, which i probably wont watch unless shizuo and celty have one or something lmao
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according to google translate, "kenka" = "fight" which is funny
can we talk about that official art btw because how did izaya get close enough to shizuo to steal his glasses without getting caught?? dawg???? i guess he came up from behind him or something but fuckin imagine izaya just hanging down from above and doing the spiderman thing...except he steals shizu-chan's glasses instead of kissing him. i should draw that actually
this is hilarious actually i cant stop grinning bskjgHDSH why are they talking civilly about the date. what are they doing
it took them 51 seconds to actually reference hating each other which might be a record! good job gays
wait we're skipping ahead?? to august 30th??? we're just not gonna explain why/how they were in a bathhouse together???? okay?????
bro chased izaya up a mountain??? there are songs written about that kind of stufff bro 😭 like "id climb the tallest mountains and cross the widest rivers for you". something along those lines. shizuoooo you're so dedicateddddd <33333
why does he sound surprised bsdkgshk 1. YOU called him and 2. YOU led him up the mountain. little shit
i had to delete a whole segment because my brain is dead and i thought the dates were going backwards and i was like huh. interesting amount of nonlinear storytelling going on here
yes because august and september come before july soro good job
adventurer day, cleaning day, mid-year day? is this whole drama cd just them unintentionally celebrating obscure holidays together what the fuck
shizuo was just talking about ironing where did you come from??? izaya????? and shizuo didnt even react bdsjkgsh i literally cant wrap my brain around this like how are they just casually talking
WHAT DOES "THAT KIND OF WORK" MEAN HUH
izaya stripper au real (im sorry. my head is permanently in the gutter i think)
izaya i think you're losing it a bit because how the fuck do you watch someone IRONING HIS CLOTHES and still think it's entertaining?? does literally anything shizuo does entertain you what the hell
bro is down horrendous
oh so THIS is the bath one, i thought that was the first scenario (half-year day) because of the cicadas?? for some reason. i mistook cicada noises for cricket noises im a clown
NERDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
damn izaya read his mind. #justcouplethings
shizuo joining in on the wordplay too GOD they're so annoying
and cue giant crashing wave sound effect
the tweet above mentions that this basically confirms that shizuo entered the bath with izaya and i havent been able to stop thinking about it. like izaya would enter the bath to fuck with shizuo but here shizuo joins him. hmmmmmmmm
translator asking the real questions here pFFF
#shizaya#shizuo heiwajima#izaya orihara#durarara#insane that this whole cd is just them being as chill as humanly possible for them#like what#they're just hanging out????#it took me forever to finish this post because of my 1 hour limit auhwgushhggh i have to write my posts faster
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i don't think the name and address that Jon sent to Sam was Gerry's. like look at what he says to Celia when they're talking after existing Gerry's apartment:
[ID: The image shows a transcript of episode 8 of the magnus protocol. It reads:
Sam: I know Alice wants me to drop this whole Magnus thing, but, well, I had to try. Not that it matters. Dead ends all the way down. End ID]
i feel like he wouldn't refer to it as "the magnus thing" if these really were the contents of Jon's email. like he definitely would've mentioned the email to Celia. i think he genuinely went to Gerry just because he was looking over the old magnus gifted children files and saw that Gerry was the one who came closest to scoring as high as Sam did
[ID: The image shows a screenshot of the list of gifted children from the magnus protocol ARG. The last row reads Samama Khalid. The penultimate row reads Gerard Keay. End ID]
i guess that just leaves the question of what did Jon send to Sam? and will we hear ab it in the next episode cause im literally clawing at the walls of my enclosure
also since there is someone named Connor Dyer in those files, i wonder if he's noticed and if he'll go and question Alice ab it??? or maybe he did notice but he isn't questioning her bc he knows she doesn't like him investigating the incidents
hmmmmmmmm
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