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the haunted bash was a sight to beholdâa colourful swirl of greens and purple lighting that the sinner was quick to take note of. for once, the glimmer in his eyes wasnât for seductionâthough he never failed to ooze it with every exaggerated sway of his hips. tonight, he was excited, the thrill of finally being allowed to attend ozzie's, to perhaps catch a sight of the sin of lust himself was enough for mask to falter, his excitement barely contained beneath his usual cocky strut.
the sapphire-blue gingham dress was snug against his frame, styled to flaunt the infamous cleavage his chest fluff created, the hem shortened to a sinfully sweet length to emphasize his legs, glittering ruby boots making sure that everyone knew who he was dressed as. the basket he carried was now empty, previously filled by fat nuggets for a planned 'dorothy and toto' themed photoshoot that he planned to plaster all over sinstagram tomorrow. heâd gone all in tonight, a brunette wig perfectly cascading down his back as he flounced through the club, makeup simple beside the fake lashes that were essential for when he was able to enjoy dressing in drag.
he looked the perfect picture of dorothy gale, if dorothy had legs a mile long and lashes so thick they could carry a manâs soul straight through the seven rings of hell.
#ozzie's haunted bash#open starter#(to those joining in the event)#*alexa play low by todrick hall*#doing a one liner starter later in case people would rather short htreads! fkhsdkfjsdh#but had to write his outfit out bc hes so happy#call him alice and he'll punch ya x
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omg ive been highly enjoying ur fics and hcs!!! i think u wrote their characters very spot on đ„ș the jail one got me thinking... can i request the lads boys reacting to the reader getting in trouble after punching someone. bc someone talked shit about the boys and wanted to defend their honor or smth lmfao ty!!! đ
omg anon lemme kiss u on the foreheadÂ
I almost did a backflip when I read this, I was so happy to write it. This one took a bit longer to write so I do apologize, but I was reeeeally on a mission to deliver some good plot here
Some are a bit longer (coughSyluscough) but I really hope you enjoy <3
Defending Their Honor
Pairings: Xavier x Reader | Zayne x Reader | Rafayel x Reader | Sylus x Reader
Word Count: 3.9k (oops)
Warnings: Fluff. Angst. Lore references. Reader throwing hands. FEELINGS. Soft Sylus. -Scottie is allergic to happiness.
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Note: I got possessed when I wrote Sylus' and probably should have made him his own fic. I am not sorry. It is longer than the others. I am bashing my head against the keyboard. Please forgive me.
â âWhile Iâm honored, you didnât have to do that on my behalf,â
â ^ Giggling and kicking his feet on the inside though
â Heâd also return the favor with no hesitation if the situation was ever reversed
â ^ You will NOT diss his lady in his presence
â Yâall are def cuddling for the rest of the night as soon as you get home
Xavier really needed to learn to stop taking his eyes off of you when the two of you were out in public.Â
The two of you had gone on a fun little outing to Linkonâs version of a pop-up carnival. There were games, food vendors, live music, and tons of people. He knew how badly youâd wanted to go, so of course you nearly jumped right into his arms when he showed up at your apartment after lunch and told you to get ready.
So far, it had been good. The two of you had played a couple games, won some prizes, even took chances with a few questionable rides. You had walked around, hand in hand, enjoying each otherâs presence and making new memories together.
It had been seconds. Seconds. You were both, unsurprisingly, hungry after walking around for a few hours. Xavier, being the knight in shining armor that he is, had walked up to one of the nearby food vendors to grab a snack for the two of you, innocently leaving you near a blue park bench. When he finished, you had disappeared.Â
He stared at the now empty park bench, snacks in hand, completely baffled. He did a quick scan of the area, only to see a bunch of people he didnât know, and someone being escorted to the exit by two security officers.
But that person almost looked like they were wearing the same outfit as you.
Xavier squinted. Surely not, right?
He caught up quickly, nearly stumbling when his suspicions were confirmed. That was absolutely you being dragged to the front of the park.
He lagged behind quietly, saying nothing, but already accepting the fact that your fun carnival date was apparently over.Â
You were given a verbal warning and kicked out of the park, being told not to come back for the remainder of this yearâs visit. If you came back, it would be trespassing.
You were getting ready to text Xavier when you realized he was right in front of you, nibbling on some type of skewer heâd gotten from the vendor. âSoooâŠâ He began, eyeing you curiously.
âI may or may not have slapped someone,â
His eyes immediately widened, his mind running through every possible scenario.Â
âWhat happened? Did someone touch you?â He reached out and grabbed your wrist, eyes scanning every inch of exposed skin for injuries.Â
âNo! No, itâsâŠ.nothing like that,âÂ
His eyebrows furrowed. âThenâŠ.?â
Suddenly, you were a bit embarrassed. It had been so stupid. How was he even going to react to this?
When Xavier had left you by the bench, a man that looked to be around your age approached and asked for your number.
âI know you just saw me with someone.â
âSo?â
âNot interested,â
âWhy? Because of that loser? You could do better.â
That was it. That was the reason youâd backhanded the disrespect right out of that manâs bloodline.Â
Xavier wasâŠ.so many things. Incredibly kind, thoughtful, and just so deliciously him. You adored him the same way he adored you, and had him on a pedestal that no one could even close to touching. You could do better? Not possible. There was not a soul in this galaxy that was better than Xavier. At least, not to you.
Hearing someone speak lowly of him when you truthfully couldnât even articulate how incredible he was? Yeah, instant slap.Â
You kept your explanation short. âSome guy called you a loser,â You said, rubbing your arm sheepishly.Â
Xavier almost giggled.Â
âSoâŠ.you slapped him?âÂ
You pressed your lips into a thin line, the reality of how out-of-pocket the whole thing was finally setting in.
Surprisingly, Xavier laughed. It was soft, filled with fondness and mirth. He pulled you into a loving embrace, placing a soft kiss on the top of your forehead. He'd be lying to the both of you if he said he wouldn't do something similar.
âIâm honored,â He began, his voice muffled by your hair, âbut you donât have to slap people on my behalf,â
âIâll always defend you, whether youâre in the room or not,â You responded, your tone firm and completely serious.Â
Xavier stood there for a moment, arms wrapped around you still, feeling like the luckiest guy alive. The thought of you backhanding someone for calling him something as simple as a loser was almost hysterical, yet it filled him with a warmth he couldnât explain. You were really something else.Â
After a moment, he pulled back, interlacing his fingers with yours. âLetâs go. Thereâs plenty of time left for us to turn this night around,â
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okay listen I love Zayne
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but he's kinda emotionally constipated sometimes (at least on the OUTSIDE)
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the logical side of him wants to scold you and tell you that this wasn't necessary
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but the emotional side, the side that is harder for him to articulate, is lowkey flattered that you'd go that far to defend his name
Zayne slowly paced back and forth in the lobby of the cityâs police station, the only sounds in the room being the tap of his shoes on the linoleum floor and the ticking of a clock on the wall. He glanced toward the clock. It had been 20 minutes since heâd come to retrieve you, and he was growing impatient.Â
The two of you were in another city for an awards banquet. Youâd come along simply to support Zayne, your absolute favorite person in existence (who just so happened to be an incredible Doctor that was receiving multiple awards for his work).
Imagine Zayneâs surprise when the banquet ended and he couldnât find you anywhere. It was extremely out of character for you to disappear when it came to things like this, especially while you were in an unfamiliar place. This wasnât Linkon. You wouldnât have simply left without so much as a âcongratulationsâ, not to mention that Zayne had been your ride here.Â
By the third time your phone had gone to voicemail, Zayne was nervous. That was when he started asking around. Heâd pulled up a photo of you, showing it to various employees and asking if anyone had happened to see you leave.Â
It was a security guard that told him youâd been arrested.
He left immediately, having the directions already pulled up before he made it out to the car.Â
Now, he paced, an amalgamation of concern, confusion, and stress.Â
A buzzing sound emanated from somewhere down the hall, and Zayneâs head whipped toward the sound to see you being led out by an officer, still wearing the outfit that matched his tie color.Â
The red knuckles werenât easy to miss.Â
While he did still open the car door for you, he chose a tactical silence for the duration of the car ride. There wouldnât be a single word spoken until you were back in the hotel room. This was a calculated method by Zayne. He knew youâd be absolutely squirming by the time you guys made it back, and that was exactly what he wanted.Â
The door to your shared room clicked shut behind Zayne, whoâd entered behind you. He leaned against it, folding his arms over his chest. He raised an expectant eyebrow at you, his eye flitting between your flustered face and reddened knuckles on your dominant hand.Â
It was hard to take him seriously when he looked that handsome in a tux.
âIâŠmay have overreacted,â You finally said, your voice coming out timid.Â
âCan you go anywhere without picking a fight?â He responded, his tone exasperated.Â
You swallowed.Â
âI canâŠâ
Zayne took a steadying breath. He moved from the door and took a seat on the edge of the bed. âTell me what happened,â
You had been out looking at all of the posters on the wall, reading the lists of different accomplishments and awards printed under each attendee, waiting for the banquet to end. Zayne had already received his awards, but was still backstage and not allowed to leave. Some of the audience, including you, had stepped out of the auditorium throughout the banquet. You had originally just wanted some air. The auditorium had been stuffy, and the fancy outfit you had on was not helping.Â
While you were out admiring the different posters, you heard a woman making some pretty rude comments about the poster she and her friends were in front of. At first, you just scoffed. You couldnât imagine being so bitter. Was it so hard to be supportive of others, even if they werenât the one you came for?
And then, you realized which poster she was standing in front of.Â
Zayne.
Imagine this: You happen to be involved with an incredibly smart, talented, and stunning man that just so happens to be a Chief Cardiac Surgeon at only 27 years old. The same man that has made evolutionary discoveries and progress in treating cardiac abnormalities. The same man that you absolutely adored, and wanted nothing but the absolute best for. All of this is great, right? Now imagine hearing someone say something completely horrible about him right in front of you.
At first, the confrontation had started off as just a scolding. Youâd told the woman that it wasnât right to say horrible things about the attendees. They all did such incredible things that they were receiving awards for, after all. This was not the place for such behavior.Â
And then, she justâŠ.kept going.Â
Before long, youâd quickly ended the conversation with an abrupt bitch-slap. Security had already been approaching when your hand connected with her face. You werenât going to tell Zayne this, but youâd actually gotten tackled.Â
You gave Zayne the shortened version of the story, leaving out all of the gushing.Â
Initially, he was quiet again as he tried to process what youâd just told him.Â
Lady. Talking bad. Zayne. Slap.
For a moment, he couldnât understand why youâd even resort to that. But when he looked at you, looking at him with eyes full of love and respect, he softened a little. While he didnât necessarily agree with your methods, who was he to dictate how a person should react to any scenario?
He patted the spot next to him, still trying to form an appropriate response. You sat willingly, leaning into his side. He looped an arm around your waist.Â
You sat in silence for a few minutes longer before he finally spoke.Â
âThe logical part of me should scold you, (Y/N). That was a bit overboard,âÂ
You looked up at him. His words implied that the logical part of him wasnât the one that was winning whatever internal battle he had going on. âAnd what does the other part of you think?â
He sighed, pressing his forehead against yours. âTruthfully?â
You nodded, nearly melting at the sudden affection. His lips showed the faintest hint of a smile. âTruthfully, Iâm flattered,â
âyk how Raf blushes and pouts when you do the Heartbeat interaction??
â yeahhhh
â but also.....feelings
When Rafayel learned youâd been thrown out of his newest exhibition, he was initially pretty offended. He didnât even want to be there to begin with. You were the only reason heâd forced himself to come, though heâd never admit it out loud. He had an arsenal of complaints ready to fire off the second he met you outside, after he reasoned with security, of course.Â
It was Thomas who had weaved through the crowd, placed an urgent hand on Rafayelâs shoulder, and leaned close to speak for only the artistâs ears: âSecurity just dragged (Y/N) out of here. She hit someone,âÂ
The confrontation had luckily gone mostly unnoticed. It happened quick, and security had whisked you out. Youâd gone willingly, and the man youâd struck no longer felt like sticking around either.Â
Somewhere during the short walk from the back of the building to the front doors, your reason for lashing out had gotten lost in translation. Rafayel was under the impression that youâd thrown hands because someone had dissed his art.Â
That, however, was an unfortunate misunderstanding.Â
It wasnât his art that the man had described as âworthless.â It was Rafayel.Â
Rafayel had smooth-talked security into letting you come back inside, with the condition that you would not be a problem for the remainder of the night.Â
Rafayel had been flattered, but definitely thought youâd overreacted.Â
âNot everyone can say they have a bodyguard this protective over art,â He teased, casting an amused glance in your direction. âThink we can make it through the rest of today without another attack?âÂ
Youâd rolled your eyes, still a bit peeved. Who the hell comes to an exhibit specifically to dog the artist, anyway? âThatâs not even what happened,â You grumbled.Â
âPeople critique art all the tiiime. That doesnât mean they should get assaulted over it,âÂ
âItâs different,âÂ
âIâm just saying. Iâve never punched anyone at an art gallery. Maybe youâre taking the Bodyguard title too seriously,âÂ
âRafayel. You were the art,âÂ
Rafayel came to an abrupt stop, the air seemingly vanishing from his lungs. Heâd heard you. Heâd definitely heard you. His brain, however, was doing backflips, struggling to process your last sentence.Â
You were the art.Â
The gears clicked into place, his cheeks burning hotter and hotter with each passing second. In all honesty, he was conflicted. He was torn between the all-encompassing warmth, the feeling of being appreciated and thought so highly of that you would deck someone in the face purely for speaking ill on his name. The other half of him felt almost bitter.Â
You were that same silly girl with a bad memory. And yet, here you were, fighting someone off of instinct when they said something nasty about him.Â
You could do that, yet there was so much you couldnât remember.
He was in a war with his thoughts and emotions, and unbeknownst to you, you were once again the cause.Â
He finally collected himself, masking the emotional roller coaster heâd just been on with a chuckle. He patted the top of your head, settling on a teasing comment rather than risking opening the floodgates.Â
âYouâre so weird, Miss Bodyguard,âÂ
Rafayel would end up finding you in every lifetime, over and over again, no matter the cost. Heâd remember every promise, every touch, every stolen moment. Yet, in every single timeline, you always found a way to make his head spin and his heart do cartwheels in his chest.Â
This would forever stick out as one of those moments. Â
⥠Soft Sylus.
⥠Soft Sylus.
⥠SOFT SYLUS.
Sylus had invited you to tag along on yet another negotiation. Heâd claimed he just liked having you at his side, but he truthfully respected your input more than heâd admit out loud. Heâd often bring you along under the guise of keeping him company, but would subtly pay attention to your body language and facial expressions. If you werenât going to bite, neither was he.Â
After the first negotiation you attended, you as Sylusâ +1 became a much more frequent occurrence. As long as he was in the room, your safety was guaranteed. Not to mention how a lot of potential deals went off a little smoother when you were in the room to ease the tension.Â
Today, the two of you were headed to a hotel a few cities away to meet with a man named Michael. You didnât have many details about the deal, but you had the basics. If there was anything you needed to know, Sylus would tell you.Â
It had taken you exactly 6 seconds after entering the room to decide that you did not like Michael. There was just something about him that had already gotten on your nerves. The arrogance? The âup-to-no-goodâ vibe he absolutely reeked of? The way he looked at the two of you like you were nothing more than pests the moment you walked in?Â
While it was just you and Sylus on your side of the bargain, Michael had 6 armed guards scattered through the room, which added to your irritation. Michael was clearly a man that thrived off intimidation, yet was too cowardly to have an even playing field.Â
Sylus never lost his nonchalance. He strode in like he had nothing to lose, suave and unbothered. He kept a hand pressed lightly against the small of your back as he guided you to a seat, a silent reassurance that everything would be fine.
The meeting had began, but not without Sylus catching how your mood had soured considerably within the first 10 minutes.Â
The more Michael talked, the shadier the whole ordeal seemed. He was boasting about some modified protocore that was the âbest on the market,â and trying to goad Sylus into purchasing it.Â
Sylus wasnât dumb by any means. But Sylus was also a man that would humor someone for his own entertainment. âShow it to me,â He said, his tone even.
One of the guards gestured for Sylus to follow, and he immediately turned to you, waiting for you to come as well. Instead, you shook your head. You didnât want to risk being ambushed when you came back if both of you left. Sylus trusted your judgment, knowing that he would be gone for less than 5 minutes. With a quiet âBehave,â cast in your direction, he disappeared with the guard.Â
The second the door shut behind him, Michael turned to one of his guards and said something you probably werenât supposed to hear. âIâm going to walk that bastard like a dog, just watch.âÂ
Oh?Â
In hindsight, it would have been better to keep your mouth shut. All you had to do was give Sylus a signal when he returned, and he would call this off with no hesitation. Your opinion mattered, after all. He didnât just bring you to these meetings to serve as eye candy. Knowing this, you should have just brushed Michaelâs comment off. However, it had gotten under your skin in a way you couldnât shake off. The words were leaving your mouth before you could stop them.
âIâd like to see you try,âÂ
Michael, and all 5 of his remaining guards, immediately looked at you as if locking onto a target. The tension in the room intensified considerably.
Michael scoffed, looking at you as if you were a bug heâd stepped on. You glanced toward the door Sylus had stepped out of moments before, half expecting him to be standing there with an amused smirk on his face. He wasnât, though.
Michael was on his feet, taking slow steps toward the chair you were sitting in. Despite the shaking in your fingers, you stayed put. âYou must think so highly of him,â He drawled, zeroing in on you. âI didnât know a man like that could catch the attention of a pretty thing like you,â
You didnât know why, but your anger was rising with each passing second. The implication of his words was clear, but you wanted to hear him say it. It was obvious that he thought of himself higher than Sylus, and clearly didnât have many polite thoughts about him. You and Sylus werenât necessarily a⊠âthing,â per se. Not yet, anyway. So why did this piss you off so badly?
âA man like what?â You challenged, staring up at Michael. In your lap, your hands, that had been neatly folded, were slowly clenching into fists.
Michael's mouth twisted into a wolfish, arrogant grin. âIâd say he takes up more space than heâs worth. Cocky, foolish, insufferableââ
Your fist had connected with his jaw before he could get another word out, sending him stumbling backwards, clutching his jaw as he tried to regain his footing.Â
It would take you about a week to fully process how the next 15 seconds had gone.
At first, the silence was so intense that you could audibly hear the rapid beat of your own heart.
Then, guns were raised and pointed directly at you. 5 from the guards, all at separate angles, and one directly in front of you from Michael himself.Â
Next, gunfire. A lot of gunfire. Multiple shots ringing out from 6 different directions.Â
You werenât exactly sure when Sylus had entered, but he apparently had the timing of a God. Youâd been whisked out of harm's way, somehow completely uninjured. You realized later that he likely used his evol somewhere in the mix.
Once safely away from the hotel, Sylus turned to face you, lips set in a thin line but his expression otherwise neutral. He studied you for a long moment.Â
âThat went well,â He said, his tone lacking any amusement. âShould I not trust you enough to leave you unattended for two minutes?â
You folded your arms over your chest. You didnât trust the sound of your voice yet. You knew you owed him an explanation, but the adrenaline was still too high and you were still too angry to speak.
Sylus checked you for any injuries and then, to your surprise, grabbed your chin, tilting your head up to look at him. Â
âYou need to be more careful who you pick fights with,â He warned. His tone was firm, but not unkind. He knew you were more than capable of handling yourself. It was one of the things he appreciated about you. However, the fight today had left a bitter taste in his mouth. This was the first time he hadnât been in the room the entire time. It could have been a lot worse, and you werenât bulletproof. This was the first time heâd left you alone for more than 30 seconds, and it had ended with you in a shootout.Â
âMaybe he shouldnât have been talking shit about you the second you walked away,â You retorted, your voice coming out bitter. âRight in front of me. It was justâŠdisrespectful.â
Sylus, who had assumed Michael had started it on his own, was stunned. For the first time in a long time, he didnât have any quips or sarcastic comments to make. That was what had caused the fight? You, the same person that used to look at him with so much distrust and caution, had thrown yourself into a fight to defend his name while he wasnât in the room.Â
Sylus was silent for a moment, his eyes combing your face for any hint of deception. When your words finally sank in, he nearly melted on the spot. The adoration heâd already felt was intensified. The warmth he felt in his chest was almost too much, and he wasnât sure whether he should scold you or kiss you.Â
Instead, he gently tugged you against his chest, choosing to simply hold you for a moment. It felt like the only correct option. His chin rested against the top of your head, one arm looped around your back as the other cradled your head. He was absolutely flattered, and outrageously smitten.
Yeah, he had it bad.Â
âJust when I think I have you figured out, you go and do something else that surprises me,â He murmured fondly, rubbing small circles into your back. You were an endless mystery to him. But as he stood there, holding you against him, he knew heâd happily spend the rest of his life trying to figure you out.Â
Note: 1.4k words just for Sylus I am SO SORRY but I needed this man getting all soft with this prompt slkdhjsalkhdÂ
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âź Dating Ken Headcanons (bc i adore him) âź
I watched the Barbie movie and i am in love with Ryanâs Ken⊠sooo here we are
âź You met Ken at one of Barbieâs parties.
âź He was slumped over in the corner of the room, his head resting in his hand with a pouty frown.
âź âWhatâs wrong?â you asked, nearing him.
âź He had never seen you before. You were a new Barbie, you wrote poetry, Writer Barbie is what people knew you as.
âź âOh you know, doin what i do bestâ he says unenthusiastically
⟠You frowned and looked around him⊠he was doing⊠nothing?
âź âAnd that isâŠ?â
âź This made Ken glance up at you and when he did, his face quickly turned from solemn to shocked.
âź After that night, the two of you started hanging out way more.
â ââ
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â ââ âââ ââ
ââ
â ââ âââ ââ
ââ
â â
âź Soon you two made it official and threw a party at your dream house to announce it to the other Barbies and Kens
âź Dating Ken was wonderful. He was this ball of happiness and energy that kept you on your toes.
âź He often followed you around throughout the day.
âź When you asked him to move in with you, he cried.
âź âNo freakin wayâ he said through teary eyes. âThis is like⊠so coolâ he said with a glossy eyed smile.
âź He does face masks with you, and usually gets more enjoyment out of it than you.
âź You write poems about him, which he also cries over.
âź He was the first to say âI love youâ.
âź This was said at the beach, while he sang a song and played his guitar for you.
âź You go on dinner dates all the time, he takes you to the nicest places.
âź When he is sick, he clings to you, not letting you leave his side. You donât mind it.
âź He cried when you two watched the notebook together.
âź He also cries during most Disney films.
âź (He cries a lot)
âź He is the best at cuddling, literally like a single hug from him is enough to soothe all your worries.
âź 100% male-wife. He lets you pick his outfits out if you want, and he cooks breakfast for you, cleans your dream house while you write, heâs really the whole package.
if you want more Ken, interact with this somehow! i am also taking requests!
#ken x reader#barbie#the barbie movie#ken barbie#fluff#golden retriever boyfriend#headcanons#imagine#comfort#x reader
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ARUGUMENT FIC W HAMZAH PLEASE like gets into an argument and you need to cool off and leave and he wonât let you jus angst đ
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jealous
(hamzahthefantastic)
words: 1.9k
warnings: established relationship, angst, arguing, swearing, hamzah is kinda a pos, happy ending
note: i hope this is what you were hoping for! i could also 100% write a part 2. also, i think another anon recently requested an argument fic, so there might be another one coming bc it was honestly fun to write. love u all, more fics coming soon
hamzah is driving you insane.
heâs usually not the âjealous typeâ, but for some reason, today is different. heâs grumpy and pissy and you think you know why.
last night you had gone out to dinner with a few friends from your old school. you werenât out late, and the group was only about ten people, but to his dismay, your ex boyfriend was one of them.
you told him about it as soon as you knew, and he was pretty passive as soon as he heard. still, he didnât make too big of a deal, even when you wore your skimpy little outfit to the bar. after all, it was high school. besides, he trusts you.
that was until he saw the pictures. your exs hand on your waist. the way heâs next to you in the group photo. it all really pisses him the fuck off, and even when you swear to him it meant nothing and the guy didnât mean it, he wasnât so sure.
ây/n, you see this guy after like five years, you look fine as fuck wearing that tiny fucking skirt, and you think he wonât be into you?â
you scoff, your chest now rising and falling. you really never pegged hamzah as the type of guy to act like this. yet here he was, standing in your bedroom, a few feet away from you with his arms crossed over his chest.
youâd crawled into bed last night to him asleep, and the two of you had been completely fine until this morning. he woke up to see your friend post on instagram about the night prior. he scrolled through her photos before finding the ones of the whole group.
âokay, so itâs my fault if he was?â
âi didnât say that.â
âyou meant it though!â you run your fingers through your hair, frustrated. âlisten, i already told you it was nothing. but if it wasnât, if he was interested, it doesnât matter, because im dating you.â
he smiles tightly and shakes his head, the bridge of his nose between his finger and thumb.
âsure. okay. yeah.â
âyou think iâd cheat?â
you stare at him, your blood pressure rising. you canât believe the way heâs acting. the shit heâs implying youâd do.
âi never fucking said that, y/n. iâm just saying he was touchy, and you wonât admit it.â
âit was one fucking photo! he happened to be next to me! where did you want him to put his hands?â
âanywhere else! not your waist! itâs fucking weird!â
âso youâre mad at me because of the way a guy acted towards me.â you say, sitting down on your bed and mimicking his move of crossing his arms. âthatâs really fucking progressive of you.â
âoh my god, you know thatâs not true. jesus christ. iâm not mad, im just fucking annoyed. and i donât like how you acted either.â
âhow did i act hamzah. you werenât even fucking there.â you start to feel tears prick your eyes. you hate crying in front of him, you rarely do. but this was so frustrating, listening to him accuse you when you only love him.
âi still saw.â he mumbles, clearly losing what he was trying to say in the first place. heâs just spitballing stuff at this point.
he isnât even looking at you any more. his eyes meet the floor and heâs breathing so hard you can hear it just barely. heâs close enough to where you could reach out to his arm and pull him on top of you. you wonât though.
âsaw what? my tiny skirt?â you laugh, baffled. âjust leave me alone.â you can feel some of the tears start to fall.
he looks up at you when he hears your voice break. his eyes soften their gaze but he stays where heâs standing. itâs silent for a moment before you speak again.
âgo away, hamzah.â you say, moving your position to lay down, your face turned away from him.
âno. i wanna talk.â
youâre silent.
ây/n-â
âi said go away.â you mumble between sobs.
youâre stiff for a long moment before you hear him sigh. he turns and leaves your room, and you wait till you hear the door click before really letting yourself sob.
youâd dealt with this in the past - controlling relationships where anything you did around any ex was considered suspicious. in fact, you almost didnât go last night. but youâd wanted to catch up with your old friends. if it was up to you, you wouldnât have had your ex there either. he was a total jerk back in the day. but he was, and it was fine. youâd barely spoken outside of taking that group picture.
you donât want to fight with hamzah. heâs your person. but the way heâs acting is scary.
eventually you decide you need some air. you get dressed, throw on some makeup, and head out the door. you donât know where youâre going, but you know it needs to be away from here. away from him.
he jumps up from the couch and catches your wrist right before you can turn the knob. you whip your head around, and meet his eyes. he looks just as pissed as before.
âwhere are you going?â he asks, still gripping you hard
âwhat, do i need your permission to leave the fucking house now?â you bite back, wriggling our arm free, âget off me. iâll be back later.â
he starts to protest, but you slam the door before you hear any of it. if you had any fucks left to give, youd tear up again. at this point though, youâve had enough. if he wanted to be like this, you werenât gonna entertain it.
the cityâs relatively walkable, so thatâs what you do. thereâs plenty of stuff to do around the area. retail therapy, you think. whatever makes you forget about this argument for a while.
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itâs late when you walk home. later than the night before, and later than youâd ever been out without calling. you and hamzah had one anotherâs location, so really, he could see anytime where you were. which was the outdoor mall, and then the local bar. youâd only had a few drinks, but you were there for a good two hours. just talking and talking to the bartender. you guys are friends, and she was a good listener. so she listened.
âheâs just being so mean. and like, heâs never mean. sometimes we argue and stuff, but itâs always over stupid stuff, you know? and like, we make up super quick. but heâs like, so mad at me. and i swear to god, i didnât even do anything.â
âitâs his first real relationship, right?â she asks, while pouring a drink
âyeah. i guess maybe thatâs why. i just like, never thought heâd be like this. all jealous.â
âi think most guys are, honestly. or at least, the insecure ones. either way though, he shouldnât be acting that way. iâm glad you got out to clear your head.â
you nod and take a sip. youâre tipsy, you realize. it actually feels pretty nice though. letting loose to someone like this. you should be talking to hamzah, but he doesnât seem to want to listen. you sigh and shake your head like itâll clear the thoughts away.
when you walk through the door, the house is silent. itâs nearly one am, so you assume at first that hamzah fell asleep. that is until youâre going to hang your jacket up and hear him open the bedroom door. you press your eyes closed, ready for the reprimanding.
âyou scared the shit out of me.â
you turn around to face him, and his eyebrows are knit together. heâs in the doorway, his arms crossed and his back against the doorframe. he chews at his lip.
âsorry.â you mumble, going to take your shoes off.
âsorry?â he scoffs, uncrossing his arms and using them as he speaks, âyou were out for hours, y/n!â
âi told you iâd be back later.â you donât look at him, donât step forward. you stand there, your arms pressed against our chest, holding yourself tight.
âthatâs all i get then? not even a text? what the fuck, y/n.â his nostrils flare as he talks, and he starts moving closer to you. âI had no idea if you were safe! you could have gotten fucking killed.â
you laugh, moving your head back like you canât believe what heâs saying. though honestly - heâs right. the city can be sketchy, especially at night. you seldom went on walks without him this late. especially drunk. which, he hasnât seemed to notice you are yet.
âkilled? come on.â
âdonât act like thatâs crazy to say. the streets are dangerous. you know that!â heâs in your face now, motioning with his hands. âseriously, y/n, what the fuck.â
you flinch as he raises his hands in exclamation.
âso youâre mad again, great.â before you know it, youâre crying again.
you hold yourself tighter as tears start to fall. you feel like a little kid, just standing there helpless. the drinks are really getting you now.
hamzah is silent for a minute as you sob. he stands so close to you, but doesnât dare move. when you finally look up at him, his gaze has softened and his hands are in his pockets. he reaches out slowly to brush your hair out of your face, looking at you like heâs waiting for protest. instead, you lean into his hand on your cheek.
he stares at you for a moment and you canât tell how he feels. his eyes scan your features, landing on your lips, which are quivering just slightly. after a few moments of just looking at one another, he puts his arms out, offering a hug.
you fall against his chest and start sobbing all over again.
he rubs circles into your back absent-mindly, whispering little âshhsâ. you donât even thin of how angry you were today. how mean he was. you just cry and let him hold you. he pulls you two apart and goes to hold your face in his palms.
âhow much did you drink,baby? " he asks, wiping a tear.
ânot that much. just like, a few.â
âa few what?â
âmmm seltzers?â you say, more of a question than an answer.
he sighs.
âokay. well, i think you should go to bed, yeah?â
your eyes scan his face, searching for whatever emotion heâs hiding. surely heâs still angry. you hold onto both his arms while you speak.
âhamzah.â
âyeah?â
âi donât like my high school boyfriend.â
âi know.â
he presses his eyes shut tight. his chest rises and falls slowly and before you can argue that he clearly doesnât know, he speaks again.
âi was gonna apologize when you got home.â
âbut now youâre mad again.â you say, pouting
ânot about that. and iâm not mad, y/n, i was worried. you were gone for five hours without a text or anything.â
âmâsorry.â you mumble, pressing your head against his chest again.
âletâs go to bed, okay?â
he strokes your hair as you breath in his scent. heâs warm, and it hits you how tired you are. Ou nod softly against him and before you know it, heâs picking you up and carrying you to bed. giggling, you land with a plop. he joins you and holds you tight.
âwe can talk more tomorrow, yeah. you deserve a better apology but i have a feeling you wonât remember much of it if i tell you now.â
you nod, scooting back to press your back against his chest. he kisses your shoulder. you fall asleep.
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synopsis: in which a tutoring session turns out to be much more in disguise.
cast: tutor!gunwook x fem!reader ft. gyuvin and ricky (briefly)
genre: high school!au, f2l
wc: 2.2k (2225)
warnings: suggestive, making out, ynâs outfit has a skirt, gunwook kisses yn on neck, they call each other "cute" and "hot, they r nerds, please donât do this in a study room, barely proofread and edited help
a/n: i swear why is finishing stuff so hard, this could be so much better but i'm happy i managed to finish it. also it's kinda hard not writing from y/n's perspective but it shre is interesting. i wanna make longer fics lol but for now enjoy this bc i love writing about nerds and especially ones who are down bad.
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bright sunlight filtered in through the windows of the empty study room as park gunwook typed away on his laptop, trying to get homework done quickly.
outside, some students were walking across campus, birds were flying freely, and there were a distinct lack of clouds in the sky.
he would probably be there too, but he was supposed to be tutoring you soon. as boredom was slowly starting to set in, he double-checked the time. it was one minute after your appointment was set to begin.
odd. you werenât usually late to anything.
before he could ponder it further, you walked into the room, sighed and put your stuff beside him, apologizing for being late. âi was talking to another professor about something, and i didnât expect it to take that long. my badâŠâ
something seemed a bit different about you, but he wasnât sure why. he shrugged the thought off and chuckled quietly.
âitâs no problem, y/n. one minute is nothing. do you prefer the curtains open or closed?â
you waved a hand at the window. âletâs close them.â
he got up and pressed a button on the light switch panel near the doorway, and the curtains automatically came down. this private school sure spent money on interesting things, but at least they were occasionally useful.
cute outfit, he thought.
was that a new pair of boots? it paired nicely with the skirt you were wearing. you managed to look hot and adorable at the same time.
how unprofessional to be distracted by your appearanceâhe frowned.
snap out of it. itâs time to do math, not stare like an idiot.
luckily, you didnât say anything, even though he swore he saw a tiny smirk on your face, which you quickly removed in favor of a more neutral expression.
that was weird, he thought as you got your tablet outâthe one you liked to take notes on during the calculus class you two had together.
he wasnât sure of your exact grade in the class, but he heard it was quite high. you were smart, but didnât seem to have problems asking for help if you needed it. in his opinion, that was pretty admirable.
gunwook noticed that if you did need help, youâd go to the teacher or try and talk to him. the two of you exchanged numbers eventually, texting each other for study sessions.
he loved being able to talk to you more, slowly learning little things about youâlike how you wore a certain necklace on big days for luck, that your go-to snack was nuts (he couldnât help but think of you as a squirrel after that), and that you had a dog named citrus.
he got the feeling that you werenât the biggest on socializing with many people, preferring to only keep compaany with a few friends. heâs mutual friends with a few of them, like jungwon.
it was refreshing compared to his large friend group (although he loved them) and the many people who were merely interested in him for his looks.
of course, he wouldnât mind if you were interested in his looks, but hopefully you also liked something beyond that.
you probably didâwho else would end up chatting about precious stones or logical fallacies with him? he loved seeing you excited and passionate.
god, his face was probably going to be red if he kept this up.
âi see you said you wanted to look at stuff from the last lecture when you were booking the session,â he said, trying to banish certain thoughts from his head. âseries can be difficult, so i get it.â
you nodded, offering him a sweet smile. âyeah, i just wanna go over a few of the divergence and convergence problems on the first practice problem set. i have the problems listed here.â
you pushed your tablet in his direction, and he picked it up.
he glanced at your solution for the first one, nearly written. âi mean, it looks like you applied the test correctly. just to make sure, how did you know to use that one?â
you didnât hesitate to answer.
âgiven series is a p-series where p is equal to three. p is greater than three, so the series will converge.â
as expected, you kept up with his questioning. of course you probably knew what a damn p-series is. heâd just wanted to hear your voice some more.
speaking of voices, maintaining a professional tone with you was a miracle. gunwookâs composure and eloquence were paramount to getting him through student council meetings, debates and tutoring sessions, but those skills seemed to want a temporary vacation.
âdo you want to move onto the next one?â he said, defaulting to his standard tutor voice.
âmhm. i remember our teacher said there was more than one way to do it. i never tried to figure out the other ways, but now iâm curious.â
gunwook flipped to a certain page in his notebook. âdo you want me to show you how i did it? itâs definitely a different method, but we got the same answer.â
you shrugged. âsure. take your time.â
you were twirling your stylus pen in your hands and swiftly tucked it atop your ear. fuck, did you not know how cute you looked? your hair was neatly parted near the middle right now, but he wondered what itâd be like to see you disheveled. at this point, he might be thinking with something other than his brain.
you spent another few minutes talking with him, bringing his memory back to previous tutoring sessions. he remembered you said once that having to justify your reasoning on a topic was one of the best ways to deepen understanding, and that he was skilled at identifying the holes in your arguments.
âthatâs why i would hate to lose a debate against you,â you had admitted. âitâs always more fun when we can work together.â
the offhanded comment couldâve had another meeting. as an friend, gunwook couldnât quite discern your intentions, though. whether you just wanted him at arms length or in your arms was just another guessing game he played.
he was aware that the balance of power was always shifting between you two, but at the end of the day, you two were pretty much equals intellectually, keeping things in equilibrium. however, his underlying feelings of attraction threatened to ruin the balance.
as the session continued, you had a satisfied smile. you asked him about unrelated math proofs and got him off track. why did you want to discuss all this when your sessions were usually more focused? something was definitely off.
âwell, that was actually everything i wanted to ask about,â you said to him suddenly, packing up swiftly. âi was just going to go if you donât have anything else.â
he frowned.
no, please donât.
what was wrong with him?
âunless, you wanted me to stay..â you continued, a smirk on your face. your laptop was closed and all of your study materials were neatly filed away.
you were definitely teasing him, and it was working, your behavior making him somewhat flustered. there was no turning back if he let himself escalate things right now. he could just let you leaveâthatâs what rational gunwook would do.
fuck it. rational gunwook was not in the room right now.
he reached out and grasped your arm. âand if i did?â
you smirked and stepped towards him. âthen iâll make sure you donât regret your choice.â
with that, you pressed your lips to his, surprising him. gunwook quickly recovered, his arm snaking around your waist, pulling you in more.
no wonder you booked the session for an hour and a half.
if anyone opens this door, iâm definitely getting kicked out as a tutor. at least these walls are pretty soundproof.
he pulled away for a bit to catch his breath. "wow, did you come here just to kiss me?â
you laughed, gazing at his eyes. "it wasn't only for that, although i'd be happy to do it again. let me clarify. i have feelings for you.â
you continued. âiâve honestly thought about it. youâre hardworking, and not just in the classroom. when i see you practicing or studying, you dedicate yourself fully, and it inspires me to do the same. you're kind, even to people who don't deserve it. on top of that, youâve always been a good person to talk to about anything and everything. i trust you.â
âoh, and i guess youâre cute. and hot.â
you added the last part with a small smile. after each reason, he found himself surprised by your sincere words.
gunwook groaned. ây/n, you have no idea how down bad i am. i don't even remember exactly when it started, but what i do know is that i met someone interesting, someone who challenges me and jokes with me. someone who's beautiful in every way. i'm so fucking into you."
he paused, before deciding to tease you a little. "i have a question about one thing, though. you âguessâ iâm cute?â
âwell, did you want me to say for a fact that youâre cute?â you asked.
he pouted slightly. âwould have been better.â
âfine,â you said, taking his hand. âit is an undisputed fact that youâre cute.â
âthank you.â
"and hot."
"i guess so..." you rolled your eyes, an amused grin on your face. ânow can we get back to kissing?â
âi was acually trying to be professional, even though i had feelings for you too,â he whispered against your ear. âbut since you insist, iâll give you what you want.â
not wanting to rush despite his boyish excitement, he leaned down and slowly began to kiss you again, running one of his hands gently through your hair. you closed your eyes.
âwant you to take control, gunwook,â you said, your breath hot against his skin and your arms wrapping around his neck.
how could he say no? he was so screwed whenever it came to you. wasting no time, he brought your hips closer to his, enjoying the proximity.
heâd never seen you like this, so blissful and carefree. all he wanted to do in this moment was to make sure you kept feeling that way.
he got a small idea.
âhold on, iâm going to lift you,â he said, and you tightened your hold on him, lifting your legs so that they wrapped around his waist. you looked like a koala, hanging on so protectively to him like he was a branch.
you let out a tiny laugh of gleeâit was the cutest thing heâs ever heard.
he moved over to a chair, and carefully sat down with you in his arms. your skirt was spread across your lap, contributing to the newfound messiness of your appearance, and your legs dangled off both sides of the chair.
âlet me know if you donât like something,â he said in between kisses. âthe last thing i want to do is pressure you.â
âof course,â you responded, squeezing his shoulders reassuringly.
as a surge of newfound confidence rushed through him, his kisses became more intense, trailing down to your collarbone. you tilted your neck slightly to allow him more access to the area.
shit, he was probably the luckiest guy alive right now.
âso beautiful,â he murmured, tracing your chin with one of his hands, âand youâre mine.â
damn, calm down now.
âwow, for someone whoâs so sweet, you sure do have a possessive side.â
he winced. âis it too much?â
you laughed and smiled playfully. ânot at all. i find it hot.â
that sentence alone sent a warmth through his body.
âthatâs good to know,â he replied with a smirk. he was definitely going to do that more often.
soon, his lips found yours again, like a moth to a flame. damn, he could spend all day doing this (if they had no risk of getting caught).
in his pocket, his phone buzzed, and he sighed, looking at the notification.
gyuvin: r u coming to get ice cream with me and ricky? u said ur tutoring thing with ur gf ends at 4:00
the time was 3:44 pm. wow, were they really at it for that long?
gunwook smiled. gyuvin had texted âgfâ as a joke, but little did the poor guy know.
âis it something important?â you asked, still on his lap.
he shut off the phone, looking back at you. âitâs gyuvin. during lunch, me, him and ricky made last minute plans to get ice creamâtheyâre asking me if i still want to come. i should get going soon.â
of course, his feet didnât want to move.
you looked intrigued. âdo they mind a plus one?â
yeah, they're going to tease me the entire time.
âiâll ask,â he responded, face somewhat warm from embarrassment. "but one of these days, iâll take you out on a proper date, just us two. you deserve it.â
your eyes lit up, and you smiled. âiâll hold you to it, gunwook.â
his phone buzzed again.
gyuvin: yea sure bring her, we support
gyuvin: besides i have ricky he's gonna be my bf now
"they said yes," gunwook said, laughing silently at gyuvin's last message. "let's go in 5 minutes?"
you reciprocated, resting your head gently on his shoulder. "any longer and i don't think i could leave."
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max, the wag (for the third time) l Max Verstappen x reader
a/n: i was in the middle of writing this when news of Danny coming back to the grid!!! omg I'm so happy of seeing RIC and listening to his radios and everything, it wasn't the same without him <3
also, about requests. Please keep sending them, I've LOVED all the reqs I've gotten but right now im getting ready for my bar exam in a couple of weeks so my time is super super limited, but I promise I'll get to most of them (bc imsorry there are some reqs that I really can't connect with) after the exam, it's one of the things I'm looking forward to <3 but for now this kind of mediocre story telling will have to do...
ANYWAY, HOPE YOU LIKE THIS INSTALLMENT! you can find part 1 and 2 on the master list <3
summary: the continuation of your favorite paddock couple.
Max arrived to the track by himself.
If he was being honest, it wasnât on his plans to walk alone with the photographers, Red Bull marketing team snatching him for stuff right after he swapped his credential. Even from far away he was able to hear chants of fans and more media than usual.Â
But you werenât right there next to him.Â
He knew it wasnât your fault, Silverstone not being a track where he was usually welcomed with opened arms and he was aware of you not wanting to be too in the eye of photographers who didnât make questions to you, but there still were different WAGs and outfits or whatever accounts tracking your every step, especially with the new wave of partners and sudden break ups and polemics.Â
Still, the selfish part of him wanted you to enter the track with him, even if it was a few steps ahead or behind him, holding your hand and smiling as you complained about the amount of credentials you had to carry: the usual green VIP Paddock, Red Bull something. Youâd think after all these years theyâd know me, youâd say and heâd laugh.
On the other hand, you finished getting ready and called the front desk to get a taxi to get there, feeling a bit guilty of letting Max go on his own, especially when there were more eyes on the track with Brad Pitt being there and a lot of important people whoâd want to talk with him all day.Â
Texting Max to let him know you were already by the guests entrance waiting when you noticed some intense flashes getting near. Youâd been around a time or two to know this wasnât usual, maybe in Miami but not when you were on the abandoned back entrance, not very glamorous and low key.Â
But you saw herâŠ
Shakira, are you visiting Lewis?
Who are you cheering today?
Shakira, third Grand Prix of the year!Â
Did you talk to Lewis before? Is he nervous?
Your eyes followed her, mouth opening when you followed her small frame, exuding class and sympathy, even Alexandra who was also making her entrance stopped to get a closer look of the Colombian bombshell.Â
Of course, they didnât ask her to show and get accredited, she just walked by with a radiant smile leaving paparazzi behind as she kept talking with the friend she came with.Â
But wasnât that a Haas credential?
It didnât matter, it wasnât important, because right then your brain made the connections and started dialing Max while nervously biting your polished nails.Â
âBaby, everything okay? Are you already inside?â Max answered, but his words were quiet and rushed.Â
âYes, but youâre never going to believeâŠâ
âIâm sorry we have a meeting, please donât go to the paddock, go straight to the driverâs lounge, okay? Love youâÂ
He hung up and you wanted to pull your hair out, knowing he is the one and only person you wanted to share this information with, and you were also certain he was the only person who would truly appreciate the gossip and speculation about his fellow driverâs love life.Â
Max was able to leave the meeting almost forty minutes later, getting outside for some air until he remembered your call and that you probably were bored to death on the lounge. He was turning around to go there whenâŠ
When he saw the one and only Shakira in all of her glory.Â
He wasnât starstruck or anything, being immune to celebrities and the imaginary pedestal where most people placed them, but this wasnât about that, it was about the way she was supposedly hiding under a cap walking towards the Mercedes garage.
He covered his mouth and hastily made his way to you.Â
You didnât greet each other with the usual peck on the lips and short hug; his slightly widened blue eyes told you exactly what you needed to know as he opened the door to his small room.Â
âPlease tell me that you saw her!â You said as soon as he closed the door.Â
âYes, just now she was walking to Mercedes,â Max was whisper shouting as if someone would hear him and it was the highest of secrets.Â
âDid you see Lewis?â You asked Max but he said no. âWhat if you try to ask Brad Pitt if he saw her and like if theyâre friends⊠with Shakira?â This time both you and your boyfriend laughed at the idea.
"I did see Sainz trying to go unnoticed with a tall brunette,do you think she is the new girlfriend?" Max asked and you nodded.
"I'm pretty sure he cheated on Isa with her, and I am almost certain she was in the Paddock Club in Monaco during qualifying," Max whistled at the new information.
Now he kissed you, lips fitting perfectly against each other, but your eyes suddenly opened and separated from him. What? Why? What happened? Max was disconcerted.Â
âPlease donât laugh at me because this is a serious ideaâŠâ You told Max who had your entire attention. âWhat if we write to Deuxmoi?â
âDeux what?â
âThey have all the inside scoops  and sightings, even your nameâs popped up once or twice,â Maxâs eyebrows rose at the information. âWe should write that Shakira was seen on the British Grand Prix and I am one hundred percent sure someone will have more information!â You proposed and Max chuckled.
âSchatz, I can just ask Lewis why sheâs here,â Max told you before embracing you, his arms circled around your waist.
You rolled your eyes before resting your head on his chest, but suddenly it hit you, swiftly lifting your head and facing Max.Â
âThen why havenât you asked him yet?!â
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some LU headshots in my style for personal reference. subject to change bc drawing consistently is a bitch but overall i think iâm happy w them! (ignore the comic/writing idea in the upper right corner it may or may not be made into a full think idk yetâ)
typed notes for each lu member + a little extra below cut
wildâ
oval eyes
rounder oval ((ish)) face
amber earrings
healed scarring
androgynous
i tried to reference the boysâ canonical character models to individualize their features more. i love botw and totk sm but personally iâm not the hugest fan of the way the characters look for it? even so, i think the rounder sort of eye shape works really well for my wild
his colors specifically i drew to be a bit more sunset kissed/orangeish bc i was referencing a wild photo in which the time was sunset. thats abt it. but i think itâs really pretty on him so iâm probably just keeping that whenever i draw wild
warriorsâ
cheek bones/jawline
rounder ears
pointy eyes ((eyeliner that could stab a person))
cheek scar bc i felt like it
i stole away some of warsâ side fringes, forgive me i couldnât decide whether i wanted them to cover up his jawline and chickened out. if anyone actually read the comic thing youâll see smth abt the old man and wars talking abt how his hair parted to the other side of his face during the war. i made it to âvent my frustrationsâ bc i drew his hair part referencing HW photos of link instead of LU wars and itâs now become my headcanon.
his hair color is vivid bc HW color pallet is pretty damn vivid and his eyes & earrings are a deeper blue to match his scarf. color coordination!
anw heâs a pretty boy so i made him pretty â thatâs pretty much the rest i have to say abt that
timeâ
tired eyes
longest ears
(slight) rbf
both time & legend have half circle/oval eyes ((kind of. at least thatâs what i tried to go for to give them a more worn/serious look))
iâm not the best with differentiating ages. i tried to make him look a bit more worn/oldest but i also wanted all of them to still carry some of that classic pretty boy link look. donât have much else to say but he has the longest/angular ears bc fairy boy. letâs pretend fourâs donât look longer than his i drew him later and forgot
twilightâ
<-takes more features from malon ((who i havenât drawn yet so you donât have any reference on that))
pretty boy face (wasnât intentional but it is what it is)
twilight princess link is v pretty. twilights usually one of the more rugged (for lack of a better term) looking ones bc heâs among the taller ones/apart of the âadultâ squad but i accidentally made him very pretty looking. oops. donât know if that will remain consistent for him if i draw him more so we shall see
him and time share less features than i mightâve wanted? you can see a bit of timeâs jaw in the way his face curves but overall they donât share many features. again, he takes more after malon. but their hair textures are incredibly similar if that means anything
gave him jade studs bc they reminded him of midna and are practical enough that he can just keep them in the whole time (bc he will lose them or forget abt them if he takes them off)
skyâ
rounder face
big eyes
lips
big ears
his hair color was a bitch to get right im not sorry i had to say it color is so hard to work with. in any case! skyward sword link has bigger looking eyes cus of the style and i just ran w that. his earrings are magenta to match sunâs dress but look red when the light catches them right (or wrong ig bc they look red in dim light too) just bc i realized his earrings were red to match his outfit/crimson.
sky and the next three (everyone sans wind) probly look the least off their character models
legendâ
oval iris
full rbf
multiple piercings ((this is important for u to know))
longer narrow face & features
boyâs a strawberry blond bc i said so. and also legend purple eyes propaganda. i donât know where exactly that originated but like i love it and im on board. he also has purple stud earrings he always keeps in â curious, isnât it. he probably has more than i gave him but well, thats all i gave him. it gets the picture across. hc that legend realized he couldnât get more fingers for his rings but he could get more piercings that could handle jewelry that did almost exactly the same thing. practicality!
also i couldnât decide on legendâs hair length. its all hidden by that hat of his so i just⊠didnât draw the back half portion of his hair. does that make my legend bald at the back of his head? you decide.
hyruleâ
wide face narrow chin
freckles!!!
bigger earlobes
the earlobes is me projecting /hj but i tried to reference the og linkâs face shape for him which idk if i like yet. he has freckles and more accent colors in his hair and eyes which is a subtle thing but a sorta maybe reference to his fairy magic. no piercings for him! i forgot them/didnt see them on og link and canât really imagine when hyrule would ever get the time to pierce them so he and wind can do that together eventually to bond. legend will do it probly â he obviously has the experience and wild canât be trusted (offered to pierce winds ears with a knife canonically)
windâ
big eyes
void eyes
big ears but rounder than skys
soft face
fluffy hair
windâs 100 yard stare *does* things to the chain but none of them tell him that because heâd definitely use it to freak people out. i couldnt decide between going lighter sun bleached hair wind or bright blinding yellow toon link hair so i kind of meshed them together to create that. tried to make him the youngest looking
fourâ
symmetrical angles ((and then i drew a polygon quadrilateral bc thats the shape i used as a reference)) for cheeks and eyes
minish feather ((earring))
minish ears & nose
hime bangs
yk the picture of a minish that comes up when googled? thats what i used as a reference for his features. ears specifically, nose somewhat. fourâs eyes are usually the greyish hazel color you get from mixing all of their colors together but i liked the split look for this piece more. his hair color is also windâs but inverted so windâs lights are fourâs highlights and his darks make up the brunt of the base color as a slight reference to how itâs occasionally theorized/hc that wind is fourâs descendant.
and the hime bangs were bc i wanted a little more âlink side fringeâ variation and i thought the sort of straight cut looked nice. hime bangs are not the right term tho bc he parts them to the side and doesnât have that straight cut on his forehead but iâm too lazy to fight the correct term
â thank u for reading, go hydrate and eat if you have not <3
#linked universe#lu#link#loz#legend of zelda#lu wild#lu warriors#lu time#lu twilight#lu sky#lu legend#lu hyrule#lu wind#lu four#four looks cursed without his headband i apologize for that
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HCs: Ken meeting a Human!Fem!Reader who owns a ranch
Wanted to write something for this movie bc itâs all Iâve been thinking about for the past two days. So enjoy, lovelies!Â
Iâm taking requests for this movie so donât be shy <3Â
[SPOILERS AHEAD]
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After going back to the Real World to find a purpose for himself, Ken runs into you, a country girl who left the Mattel company to take care of your ranch.
You just stopped in the city to find new outfits..and instead found him rollerblading through the park, immediately recognizing him as a Ken.
You may not be in the company anymore but you just knew (especially with his vibrant outfit giving it away).
You two hit it off right away and eventually you go shopping together.
He gets a new cowboy outfit and is bashful when you pay for it (to which you reply that you..really didnât have a choice in the matter, as he had no money).
Heâs like âohh that happened before when I was with Barbie..we got arrested for the second time that day :Dâ
Youâre very concerned and decide that he should stick with you from now on (not that anyone at Mattel would ever care about a Ken running around to begin with...you just didnât wanna have to bail him out of jail).
On the truck ride back to your home, you mentioned owning a ranch and Kenâs in a w e
You tell him more about it, and heâs so intrigued and canât stop staring at you the entire time, especially as you go on about how a lot of women in your world are cowgirls and how they arenât represented enough.
He bluntly states that he once believed âpatriarchyâ was all about the horses and you nearly laughed, but he seemed sad about it, so you assure him if he wanted to see horses, he made the right decision coming with you.
You introduce him to one of your favorite steeds and heâs SO overjoyed to actually see one in person. Like petting its mane and asking dozens of questions like an excited kid.
âAre you sure Barbieland didnât have any horses of their own?â
âNo, we just have the ones on sticks and our imaginations.â He pouts, mimicking the way he rode invisible horses with his hands. âBut this? This is WAY cooler!!â
He tries mounting your horse, envisioning himself riding off into the sunset, free as a bird while shouting âyeehawâ at the top of his lungs-
Only for it to rear its head up and nearly stomp on his foot, with you having to calm it down as he snaps back to reality, looking utterly distraught and stressed over upsetting it.
âAlrighty. Ken. If you wanna ride a horse..the first step is earning its respect. Thought you wouldâve learned about that in those books....but if youâll let me, Iâll show you how to properly mount one. Luckily this one hereâs accustomed to double riders.â
His face lights up and he listens to every instruction you give him, from placing the saddle on its back to climbing on, and finally how to control the direction he wants it to go.
For this one time, however, you take the reins and let him sit behind you, hugging you a bit too tightly for your liking, but you allow it as you show him around the rest of your ranch.
He just likes the closeness fr and you.
By the time the dayâs over, your horse got better acquainted with Ken and let him ride around for a little while before you gotta put it in the stable for the night.
Before he could worry about where he was gonna go, you tell him he can stay with you as long as he wants.
Heâs so happy he just,,,,breaks down ugly crying into your arms.
Though he quickly apologizes, admitting heâs still getting used to crying freely and being more emotional and-
âItâs okay, Ken.â You reassure him. âWe need more guys like that around here who ainât afraid to shed a tear or two.â
âTh-Thanks...Barbie told me itâs an amazing feeling. And honestly..it kinda is.â
After that small heart-to-heart talk, he gifts you his horseshoe necklace as a sign of his appreciation, that dopey grin returning to his face when you take it and wear it right away.
Yeah, youâve only met each other for a day and heâs smitten the moment you started treated him as an equal. You let him have his own room, bed, wardrobe, etc. (and in time he'll have his own horse too).
All you ask is that he helps you manage the ranch, but at this point heâs willing to do anything for you now.
Finally, he realizes this was his dream all along.
One that Barbieland couldn't provide, but that was alright.
Patriarchy is overrated, anyways. This was all he wanted.
#barbie#barbie movie#barbie 2023#barbie spoilers#barbie x reader#ken x reader#female reader#headcanons#fluff#just ken#barbie ken
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ONE LESS LONELY GIRL - 014 ! im one less lonely girl
PAIRING idols riki x fem reader
SYNOPSIS fans always point out the chemistry between you and riki, and it only continues to grow after you become mcâs together on music bank. but as your feelings rise, so does the tension. and people begin to notice, so you try not to let riki know how you feel. but unbeknownst to you, he feels entirely the same way.
authors note so thats a wrap! just like that, its over. this is technically the last official part bc ep15 is more like an epilogue/can be read as a standalone, but its still just as meaningful to the plot. i had so much fun writing this and i gained so much support and so many new moots. i love you all and thank you for staying here even though i struggled to update while juggling school and work. đ
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âiâm so sad to announce that today will be our last show together, as our contract has reached its end.â you read off the script, lightly patting your waterline with the pad of your pointer finger.
âbut, i hope this wonât be the last time we see each other. i am very thankful for this opportunity.â riki spoke as he looked into the camera lens, before moving closer to link his arm with yours.
âthis was newjeansâ y/n,â âand this was enhypenâs ni-ki! please look forward to our future projects. we may no longer mc together, but we will forever be a couple together. thank you everyone!â
the cameras stopped rolling, and the red light turned off which signaled the recording was over.
staff and crew rushed to the both of you, so you were immediately bombarded with baskets of fruit, chocolates, snd two flower bouquets.
âthis is for a good few months of connecting together. thank you for your hard work and dedication.â the head of the staff greeted, as his assistants handed out your gifts.
âthank you sir. we look forward to seeing more of you in the future!â the two of you bowed, before leaving to head backstage.
âdani said sheâs gonna come with everyone else to pick us up. they want to get dinner at that chicken spot to celebrate our contract ending.â you informed riki, turning to show the texts in the group chat as he finished changing out his stage outfit.
hyein! - âcongrats, youâre free from the chains music bank had you bounded into!đ„łđâ
danii đ - âme and enjeans are gonna get u guys from work so we can get chicken. great job on mubank :)â
riki chuckled, before handing your phone back to you. âsunghoon and heeseung are gonna get so drunk. so, beware.â he emphasized.
âno worries. im stuck with you anyway.â you sighed, gently punching his shoulder.
âhereâs to riki and y/n, for finally being free from kbs! i hope none of us ever have to mc again.â sunghoon toasted as he raised his glass, after jake poured everyone shots.
âfor real. we barely saw you guys while you were signed to that contract.â minji nudged your shoulder.
hyein burst out laughing, almost spilling the drinks scattered around her place at the table. âif you guys werenât dating, y/n wouldâve been sobbing because sheâd never see you again!â
âis.. is she, drunk?â sunoo raised a brow, gently pulling hyeinâs hood over her head.
âsunoo! sheâs underage! all i got her were 2 shirley temples.â danielle gasped.
âokay! enough. weâre in public.â riki announced. âbaby? go ahead my love.â he gestured sweetly for you to make your speech.
âthanks ïżœïżœki.â you smiled. âiâm pretty happy our managers decided to let us have a joint interview that day. if we didnât, me and riki probably wouldâve never met. so, iâm glad music bank happened. otherwise, i couldnât call this kid here my boyfriend.â you spoke, moving to wrap your arms around riki in a soft hug.
âcheers!â everyone exclaimed in awe.
as your group members around you yelled out congratulatory speeches, all riki could think about was you.
because now that you could be in his arms in public with no repercussions, that was all that mattered.
you looked at him with a bright smile, and riki could feel his heart melt as your expression.
the world had one less lonely girl.
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#enhypen x reader#enhypen#niki smau#niki x reader#enhypen niki#enhypen imagines#nishimura riki#enhypen smau#riki x reader#enhypen scenarios
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shinee bf! headcanons
pairing: ot5!shinee x reader
tag: fluff!!
warnings: n/a
a/n: this is my first time writing in this format, so pls show this some love if you like it !!
more under the cut!
âonew
quietly attentive. he doesn't often tell you how much he loves you, but you can see it through his actions. NEVER lets you pay for dinner. he's always sneaky about it, but even if you put your card down, he subtly exchanges your card with his so you don't have to pay a single cent. he's always interested in what you're doing! even if you're just reading a book on the couch or doing your makeup, he's watching attentively and asking questions. he loves to listen to you talk about your day. as soon as you come home from work or from a day out with friends or family, he's asking you how your day went, what you did, if you had a good time, etc. he wants the details, too. so don't leave anything out! he just loves spending time with you. you could be doing the most mundane tasks, and he'd be looking at you with the most loving face. seriously, you could just be like, cleaning the fridge and he'd be staring at you like đ„č overall, jinki is the most attentive and loving boyfriend you could ask for<3
âjonghyun
very loud about his love for you! words of affirmation are 100% how he shows his love in your relationship. you could have just woken up, crust in the corners of your eyes, your hair a mess, stinky morning breath, and creases on your face from laying on the pillow, and he'd just be like "you're so pretty :3" like, omfg. he loooves showing you off, but still likes to keep your relationship private. it's very conflicting for him. he loves taking you to dinner with his family! he loves to watch you talk with his mom while making food and drinking wine. i think he'd like to let you lead the way in the relationship, just so he knows that you two are always doing things that you love and are comfortable with. but!! if you don't feel like making the decisions and just want him to take you out and make the decisions, he's more than happy to do so! he just wants you to be happy :))) overall, jjong wants you to feel as happy, loved, and comfortable as possible in the relationship! (literally my dream man đâïž)
âkey
kibum loooves going out and showing you off !! but unlike jonghyun, he doesn't gaf about keeping your relationship private- he wants everyone to know that you're his and he's yours! will spoil you to no end! you two could just be walking down the street, and you'd point out a cute skirt or something in a store window, and he'd immediately walk in to buy it for you. he treats valentines day like the most important day of the year. he'll pull out all the stops- breakfast in bed, gives you little presents throughout that day, takes you out for a FANCY dinner (probably reserved the whole restaurant for a few hours just so you two would be the only ones there), he even picks out your outfit and jewelry for the day so you two can match. speaking of which!! he loooves wearing matching outfits! not in a tacky, literally wearing the exact same clothes kind of way- but a "classy" matching. like, wearing the same color scheme. just something subtle as another way to show the world that you two are together. in conclusion: kibum is quite literally obsessed with you, and he wants EVERYONE to know it.
âminho
immediately obsessed with you from the beginning of the relationship! he is the single most husband-material man in the world, idc. will make you breakfast in bed as often as he can! even if you guys don't live together, he'll literally doordash a breakfast burrito or smth to your house just so he's sure you eat something in the morning. probably starts looking for rings just a few months into the relationship- but he won't tell you that bc he doesn't wanna freak you out. he's so sure that you're THE ONE, though. acts of service is 100% his love language. he just likes doing the little things for you! whether it's hanging up your jacket when you come home from work, washing the dishes, or learning how to make your favorite food, he's more than happy to do it! probably learns how to braid your hair! idk, i just feel like that's something he'd do. like, he'd wanna learn how to braid your hair so it's out of your face while you're sleeping</3. he loves talking about your future together! marriage, kids, retirement, all of it! he just loves to imagine your life together<3. minho is the guy that's in it for the long haul- he's the one you know you're gonna grow old with.
âtaemin
he's a little weird!! but you love him, so it's okay!! just has the oddest little ways to show his love for you. like, i feel like he bites?? not hard, it's really more like, mouthing?? like, you guys will just be sitting on the couch watching tv, and he'll just gently bite your shoulder. and he'll stay there for a while, just like, holding your skin with his teeth. he likes to send you songs that remind him of you, but sometimes they're just so?????? like, he'll send you a song and be like "this came on shuffle and reminded me of you :3" and you're just sitting there confused like, bro this is literally "fireball" by pitbull??? silly stuff aside, i feel like he'd like to let you plan things!! not bc he doesn't want to- he just likes to let you take charge! you two will be deciding on where to go for dinner, and you'll be like "let's go here!" and he'll just be like, "okay :3" no arguing at all, he'll just go along with whatever you say! but he still likes to take care of you! like, he'll do little things like, zipping up your jacket, or holding the car door open for you, or bringing the blankets up to your chin while you're in bed so you don't get cold :((( also, kind of like the random biting thing, i feel like he just likes to hold you. like, you'll be standing at the stove cooking dinner, and he'll come up behind you and hug you TIGHT. like, you can barely breathe, but you know he just loves you so much, so let him squeeze the air out of you <3. taemin is the type of boyfriend that wants to be romantic, but he's just not really sure how! you two have your own way of going about things, and that makes you happy :)
a/n no.2: i went a little overboard with taemin, but i had a lot to say about that funky guy!! if you liked this, a like and reblog would be highly appreciated!! i love u guys. thanks for reading<333
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Rip ur inbox tbh đ (itâs late while im doing this bc i canât sleep and my brain is absolutely COOKIG UP some ideas based on these prompts)
i spun the wheel and it was RIGHT between saucy and flavor⊠soooooo do with that what you will lol
prompt 3
Alastor x reader
Romantic đ
# 11
# 12
^ with those maybe He took reader out on a stroll around hell? (tooootally platonically.. he doesnât like them whattttt pftâŠ
and it started to rain?
(OMG WAIT DANCING IN THE RAIN???? LET ME COOK???
CONFESSION IN THE RAIN??? AND ITS ALL DRAMATIC AND SHIT AND THEN THEY KISS?? IM SCREAMING INTO THE ABYSS SILENTLY OMG???)
# 18 (iâm a sloucher im guilty of it lol but i alway try to adjust it with people i like. Sooo maybe reader adjusts their posture whenever heâs in the room because he usually moves his hand to her lower back and gently pushes it forward so she could fix her posture,so whenever she sees him itâs just an automatic thing? i think thatâs would be cute lol. this could be a hint that she likes him as a âobviously pinningâ thing)
Prompt 3, # 11 & 12 FLUFF! Jacket/puddle
I KNOW YOU REQUESTED #18 S SO ILL BE WRITING THAT SOON!
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You had accompanied Alastor out for a scroll around Hell. He had some business to attend to and you were more than happy to get away from the hotel for a bit.
It was such a lovely day, though a bit chilly than you expected. You walked close to Alastor to obtain some warmth.
You really didnât think your outfit out.
Alastor seemed to notice your shivering and placed his jacket on your shoulders. âCan't have you catch a cold now can we?â He had said, fastening the jacket.
You thanked him and continued on your walk.
It had been a while and you notice the weather start to change.
A wet drop on your nose had you reeling as the sky suddenly bursted with acidic rain. The two of you quickly huddled under a nearby shop covering.
You offered the demon his coat back, feeling bad that he would get wet form the rain, but he declined.
You were just too cute to be soaked like a dog.
âThe hotel isnât far Ithink we can make a run for itâ you suggested and the two of you were off.
You giggled as the two of you ran, the rain drenching your feet and Alastor as you ran through the rain.
Alastor blocked you as a big puddle rippled in front of you. He hopped over the puddle and gracefully had his shadow lift you over the puddle.
You blushed and thanked him.Â
You couldnt help but stare at him as the rain fell around the two of you.
His red hair was dripping, shirt soaked but he looked so handsome.
The rain wasnât so bad and you had reached the hotel.
âAre you alright my dear?â Alastor asked as you leaned against a pillar.
You smiled âquite alrightâ
The two of you stood there and watched the rain.
âThe rain is quite lovelyâ you said mindlessly, holding your hand out to catch the drops.
A warm body slithered behind you, arms outlining yours to hold your palms.
âNot as lovely as you my dearâ he drawled in your ear.
Your eyes widened and you turned slightly to see the red demon looking at you with such affection in his eyes.
âAl?â He leaned down and pressed his lips to your burning cheek.
âmore lovelier than Hellâs rainstormâ
#hazbin hotel#hazbin alastor#alastor#hazbin hotel fanfiction#jyoongim#alastor x reader#alastor x y/n#alastor the radio demon#alastor hazbin hotel#alastor fluff
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it's not living if it's not with you ââ s. itoshi
synopsis: if it's meant to be, it will be genre: ex2lovers, arranged/fake dating, celebrity!au, pro!au, fluff, angst with happy ending, sharing a bed, 2nd chances, ... word count: 12.3k warnings: reader and sae aged up 22+, implied sex towards the end, reader has a hint of social anxiety/claustrophobia, i think sae is a little ooc in some scenes, lmk if i missed some notes: THERE YOU HAVE IT SAEISTS.. MY 1K SPECIAL!! THIS IS THE SUPER SECRET SAE FIC I'VE BEEN TEASING EVERYONE ABOUT FOR LIKE A WEEK NOW AND IT'S FINALLY IN FRUITION! <3 here's a lil sae brainrot to show my gratitude to you guys ^_^ fellow saeists who also consume an unhealthy(?) amount of sae content...... this fic is also dedicated to the loml my bae aeri @saerins for taking ur time of day to beta-read and to my angel baby sage @invsu as well <33 ilu guys extras: i made a playlist for this bc i am insane like that and without further a do.. sit back, relax and enjoy! lmk what u guys think either in the tags or comments bc i rlly worked hard on this for like a week and i jus couldn't stop writing! talk abt a sae earworm... ++ if u guys find theres a lot of the 1975 references.. its bc i was listening to their songs as i made this lawl .. tmi!
001.
you didnât really put into consideration how awkward it actually was to be working on a modeling gig with your ex boyfriend.
the pay was obviously really good thatâs why you even agreed to book it in the first place, especially since it was for a famous luxury brand and their fragrance line
so imagine your horror when you walk into set and see your ex posing for the cameras.
you silently hoped that it was just his solo shoot and not with you because your manager did mention that you would be having a partner for this photoshoot
the photographer greets you with a hug and compliments your outfit for the shoot. a white, sultry open neckline dress. the theme of the shoot was it was set on the beach with a sunset background
he instructs you to lay on the makeshift sand and tells you to start posing for your solo shots.
after a couple of clicks, the photographer compliments you on your professionalism on set and then calls your ex boyfriend.
âsae! time for the couple shots i told you aboutâ the photographer calls out to sae who was on his makeup chair. your eyes widened in realization that he was, in fact, your partner for todayâs shoot
you tried to look at your manager for some help but it was no use. your manager was busy talking to other people on set. you can feel your heart beating faster by the minute as sae walks closer to you
he was wearing something similar to what you were wearing. dress pants and a white oversized unbuttoned polo. his exposed toned abdomen was probably the main highlight of his outfit with it glistening under the studio lights.Â
you bit your lip and looked away. sae has always been eye candy, there was no denying that. you were surprised yourself when you managed to bag him during his rookie days, but now that he was almost, if not an A list celebrity with his elite status in the world of football, you can almost say that itoshi sae was totally out of your league
you come back to your senses when the photographer claps his hands and muses how you and sae have insane chemistry that he has ever witnessed. you let out a little huff at the comment.
âif only he knewâ you think to yourself, avoiding saeâs gaze as much as possible
the shoot starts and the photographer instructs sae to hover over you while holding the perfume bottle. sae nods and does what heâs told, heâs a professional after all. he wouldnât let his personal feelings interfere with his work. that was the golden rule in the industry
you locked eyes with sae for the first time in years. he still had those fiery teal eyes that gets you weak in the knees each time. your eyes slowly dart from his eyes to his lips.
âkeep doing that y/n!â the photographer cheers, clicking away on his camera. did you do something in your past life that you would inevitably end up in an awkward situation like this. a situation wherein you and your ex lover, in a position where you two are posing like an actual couple
your eyes flicker back from saeâs lips to his eyes again. for a second there you thought you felt a spark, a connection, an old flame that has been rekindled at that very moment.
til it all comes back to you in a flash
you forgot you hated him. you hate itoshi sae and you couldâve sworn itoshi sae hated you too.Â
the bitter taste is still in your mouth after all these years. how could you forget the man who broke your little heart in two?
it was childish really. looking back at it now, where you were merely just starting out as a rookie model and sae being the same, a rookie at his profession. just two kids having a similar situation in two whole different industries. it was hard not to get entangled.
you were always known to be sae's long time lover. you were always supportive of his games. present whenever you can, sitting at the exclusive VIP section of the stadiums, wearing his number on your back; and if you werenât able to attend due to your own schedules, you would still manage to find the time to support him. may it be posting an instagram story that you were watching him on your phone while you were getting your makeup done or wearing his jersey on the day of the game
sae was the same. he would always be seen wearing the stuff from brands youâve modeled for. from jewelries to exclusive clothing lines, sae would always be seen wearing them, his silent way of showing support in your own craft.Â
you were proud of him, and he was proud of you too.
but as all things are, good things come and go. even in the most unexpected times.
there were already rumors circulating that you and sae were ready to tie the knot, some news outlets even stating that maybe you two have gone ahead and tied the knot at some island during your secret little rendezvous. (having been caught going to santorini for more than multiple occasions)
the public has always been supportive of your relationship throughout the years. even earning the title as the nationâs sweethearts with how theyâve seen your relationship blossom from puppy love to what they call as âtrue loveâ
with the news that the nationâs sweethearts have parted ways, the public was as heartbroken as you.Â
sae suddenly called it quits after almost five years of dating. it was after he has been taken under the wing of real madridâs division A where his career as a midfielder really took off. to make matters even worse, he broke it off at the same place he claimed you as his.
since then, youâve sworn to hate him. youâve resented him. you felt like all those years that you two have built was nothing. you couldnât even believe him at first when he spat out the words âweâre overâ like it was nothing.Â
five years, five years worth of unforgettable firsts. five fucking years to unlearn everything.
you were absolutely crushed back then. you even took a hiatus with everything going on in your life. you were a mess. you actually canât believe sae had no remorse over this. were the five years you were together nothing for him? all those tears you two have shed, the firsts of everything, all those precious memories, were they all nothing?Â
it hasnât even been a year or so but it seemed like sae already moved on, which added more salt to your already open wound. he was flourishing with his career while all of this was going on. sae has been photographed multiple times leaving clubs with lipstick stains all over his neck.Â
it stung of course. seeing him move on with his life as if he didnât just ruin yours. that very night, you swore to yourself that you will never forgive itoshi sae for what he did.
never again would you open your heart to someone like itoshi sae.
itoshi sae, the man who broke your heart into two.
âearth to y/n?â the photographer snaps his fingers in front of you, breaking your little trance.
you apologize to the photographer, your cheeks heating up at the realization that you really got lost in your thoughts the moment youâve met eyes with sae.
âas i was saying,â the photographer eyes you and sae, âthe shoot is over. well doneâ he bows, motioning the people behind the scenes to clap for you and sae
almost immediately you stood up from your awkward position from sae. intentionally avoiding his hand that was held out for you to take. (you hate how he was still a gentleman to you, even after all these years)
you look around for your manager and strut towards him.
âweâre leaving. nowâ you say with no emotion in your voice, even walking farther ahead from your now confused manager.Â
he takes a look around on what couldâve made you pissed off but sees no one but itoshi sae in the flesh.Â
âbut y/n, itoshi sae is here-â your manager gets cut off when there was a loud slam of a door nearby. he winces when he realizes it was you. he turns around and bows his head at the people on set.
âi apologize for y/nâs actionsâÂ
with that, your manager runs after you.
sae could only stare at your direction with mixed feelings. a part of him was relieved that he got to see you again after all these years, yet he doesnât understand why he was feeling off to find out that you still resented him. i mean, that was what he expected for his own actions all those years ago.
with a click of a tongue, he goes back to his own manager so they can finally go home after a long day.
you donât even know why you were crying. tears blurring your vision as you try to find the exit out of this damned building.
you harshly wipe your tears, opening the last door to your left. you were met with the harsh, cold air of japan. you werenât looking where you were going, barely even noticing that someone was by the door til you bumped into them.
the steel floors were making it hard to walk in your heels. so when you bumped into the said stranger, you lost your balance.Â
the stranger had quick reflexes. they immediately caught you by your waist and your hands flew to their chest to keep yourself steady. you looked up at the stranger to apologize only to meet eyes again with the same teal eyes that belonged to no one other than sae fucking itoshi
you donât know how long you two have been in this position until you see a bright flash in your peripheral vision.
you have just been papped by paparazzi with your ex boyfriend and sworn enemy, itoshi sae.
002.
the headlines in both social media, news outlets and the such were exactly how you expected it.
it was crazy.Â
the general public going wild, thinking that the once famed couple were now back together after how many years.
your phone was blowing up with emails upon emails. calls from friends and relatives to confirm the news themselves that youâve been seeing sae again. you look at your manager beside you apologetically as he receives another phone call from what you think is another e-news outlet asking if the rumors circulating were true.
you have been summoned by your company for an emergency meeting as the whole situation was getting out of hand.
that was when you realize how big of a name itoshi sae was after all these years of blocking his name on twitter.
your PR team is currently a mess. they are currently working their asses off to put out a good story for your sudden reunion with the famed midfielder.Â
âhow many times do i have to tell you to be careful being papped after a shoot?â the head of your PR team, pinches the bridge of their nose. clearly this wasnât the first time aroundÂ
âi was!â you defend yourself, âi didnât even know it was him til i looked up..â you murmured
your manager facepalms at your response. how did you not know it was sae?
âso what iâm getting here..â the head puts their glasses on the table, âyou didnât âknowâ that it was the itoshi sae, your partner for this specific photoshoot, the famed midfielder of real madrid, itoshi sae?â they quote, looking at you like you just grew another head
you nod in content, âexactlyâ you grin, putting your thumbs up. in hopes it raises the mood. (it doesnât, unfortunately)
ây/n, i hope you know this isnât just something we can brush under the rug. this is not the same situation with yukimiya kenyu where you two were caught being cozy in his carâÂ
âyuki was literally just driving me home! and weâre close friends!â you defend yourself, yet again.Â
âexactly! yukimiya is a close friend! while itoshi sae is not. thatâs why this is such a big deal!â
you slump back to your seat. okay, maybe they were right. this was a lot harder to get around with especially since the public knows about your past relationship.
âluckily for you, we have talked things out with itoshi saeâs management,â it was your managerâs turn to talk. he stands up from the seat beside you and walks over to your PR teamâs head. they exchange glances before nodding.
âwe have come up with a way that this whole issue will be over soonâ your manager starts.Â
as if on cue, the doors of the meeting room suddenly open. you take a look on who could be entering this sacred room this late. surely it couldnât be more of your PR team as they were all already present in the room.Â
there stood with their hand still on the doorknob is no one other than sae, with his manager right behind him.
your jaw drops as you put two and two together.
you whipped your head towards your manager and the head of your PR team in both horror and disbelief.
no, it canât beâŠ
âyou two will now be in an arranged relationship for the meanwhile. until your situation dies downâ saeâs manager finishes, taking a seat next to sae, who took the seat next to you.
you could see your manager squeeze his eyes shut, knowing where this is going. you were about to have a fit right here right now.
âWHAT?!â you let out a loud scream. the whole floor probably heard you.Â
sae also winces at how ear-piercing your scream was.
you abruptly stood up from your seat, snatching your purse from the table and stomped out of the meeting room. not forgetting to slam the door shut on the way out.
immediately you called up your two closest friends, reo and yukimiya to meet you at your apartment ASAP.
003.
âso youâre telling meâ us,â yukimiya pauses, looking between you, who has mascara running down your cheeks and reo, who was busy rubbing circles on your back as he hands you another tissue for you to blow your nose on, âthat you are going to be in an arranged relationship with your ex, itoshi sae.. am i getting that right?â yukimiya confirms, waiting for your response
you nod before blowing your nose and throwing the now used tissue on the rising pile of tissues behind you.
âthis is the worst day of my fucking lifeâ you cried out, reaching out to reo to cry on his shoulders.
âoh, y/nâ reo sighs, pulling you into his embrace as you cry your eyes out.Â
you pull away from reoâs embrace, âi mean, why him, why now?!â you rambled, words getting choked up.
both reo and yukimiya could only frown. after all, even with their power, money and status, there was nothing they could do to help with your situation.
your doorbell suddenly rings, catching all three of you in surprise. who could be at your door right now?
yukimiya took the initiative of opening the door, only to be met with the eyes of the itoshi sae. barely noticing your manager behind him.
sae raises his eyebrow at the man in front of him. who was he and why was he at your apartment?
âyukimiya-san! i didnât know you were over..â your manager sheepishly greets yuki, trying to break the growing tension between him and sae.
âwhoâs out there, yuki?â you croak out, trying to take a peek at the door from reoâs shoulders.
âitâs me, y/nâ you hear your manager call out. you look at reo in confusion. what was your manager doing here?
gradually, you slowly stood up from your kitchen island and walked over to your front door.
now, you just expected a scolding from your manager from your little fit back at the company, thatâs why he was at your place or so you thought. what you didnât expect that youâd see itoshi sae again but this time, in your own space.
âhave you lost your fucking mind?â you shot a look at your manager, who only winces as a response.Â
ây/n- i can explain-â
âi made him take me hereâ sae speaks up for the first time. you felt your breath hitched. itâs been so long since you last talked to him, let alone heard him speak. (youâve done everything you can and blocked every single thing related to sae. that meant interviews, news articles, you name it, you had his name and everything blocked and muted)
sae invites himself inside your apartment with your manager following suit as you stand there at your front door, stunned.Â
reo is equally as shocked as you are when he sees itoshi sae casually walk to your living room as if it was his. before reo could open his mouth to say something, you come running in, fuming.
âwho the fuck told you you can come inside MY houseâ you spat. your attitude turning a whole 180.Â
sae only raises an eyebrow at you. âour teamâ he casually says. he then looks at your manager and cocks his head towards your direction. like he was trying to get your manager to tell you something.
âwhat now?!â this time it was your managerâs turn to get yelled at by you. he winces again before checking for something in his ipad.
âsince you um.. walked out at our meeting earlier today⊠both managements has come to terms that you and itoshi sae would be living together for the meantimeâ
silence fills the room, the entire apartment if we were being honest
your vision goes dark, the next thing you know and you black out.
as you slowly regain your consciousness, you hear some people talking. well, to you it sounded like they were slurring because you couldnât really comprehend what they were saying. slowly, you open your eyes. the first person you see is a frantic reo who seemed to be fanning your face with yukimiya holding your hand
âwhere am i?â you grunt, feeling some dull ache on the back of your head and lower back.Â
âyou faintedâ sae points out. staring at you who was on the ground. you sat up and stared at sae, wide eyed. âwhat the hell is he still doing here?!â you ask in distraught. you thought everything prior to this was all just a fever dream, or a nightmare as youâd like to call it
your manager, who was getting you a glass of water comes running to your aid. he crouches and tells you to drink up- to which you do.
âwe were discussing your current situation with itoshi sae until you fainted⊠â your manager starts, you choke on your water after hearing those words but thankfully didnât start a coughing fit. you motioned your manager to continue so that youâd finally hear the end of this dreadful moment
your manager's eyes flicker between you and sae, âweâve come up with an agreement that until the time being, itoshi sae would be living with you and youâd market yourselves as a couple. sae has already consented and agreed with the contract and your PR team as wellâŠâ he finishes, clutching his ipad close to his chest
reo, who was listening intently, felt like it was unfair for you to be in this type of situation regardless if it was an order from your company
âisnât unfair for y/n though? she herself didnât consent to this contract right? doesnât this violate her own rights of code of ethics?â reo interferes, giving your manager a look. you look at reo and smiled. maybe youâll ask him to contact the finest lawyers of japan that he knows after this
your manager was about to speak up but sae beat him to it.
âi was the one who suggested this whole setup, not their company. so technically, this isnât âviolating y/nâs rights of code of ethicsâ as itâs not even printed on a contract because simply, there is no contractâ sae states, mocking reoâs tone of voice, giving him a side eye before turning his attention back to you.Â
this time it was yukimiya who steps in. he turns to sae with his eyebrows raised. âisnât there another way to get around this? not just by your means?â yukimiya pauses, pushing his glasses up, âi mean, why does it have to be like this where youâll live with y/n for an issue that could be squashed with just a single article denying your relationship or involvement with y/n?â
sae sits up straight, staring yukimiya down with an icy stare. âthis doesnât concern youâ
yukimiya and reo both stand up, âactually it does. y/n is our friendâ reo hisses, glaring at the red head who merely just yawns and rolls his eyes.
was sae even taking this seriously?Â
sae sighs, a bored expression on his face. âthis is matters between me and y/n onlyâ
finally having enough of his bullshit, you got up from the ground and walked in front of sae.
âwhat exactly are you planning, itoshi sae?â you narrow your eyes at him. this was the first time in years youâve looked at him. you note how appearance wise, he hasnât changed one bit.Â
sae chuckles a bit, catching you by surprise. whatâs so funny?
âdrop the formalities, y/n. you know me better than everyone else in this roomâ he scoffs, eyeing you from head to toe.
sae wonât lie. he thinks you were still beautiful the day he left you. to him, you were always the prettiest in the room and from the way his heart raced after seeing you for the first time again in years, he knows himself that thought stayed the same.
he watches your eyes soften for a second before it goes back to your signature glare.
âactually, I don't,â you say dryly, crossing your arms. âso, tell me. what exactly are you gonna get out of this?âÂ
sae sighs. he doesnât know himself either but he wasnât just about to say that out loud. he doesnât know what got into him all of a sudden. was it because he was curious about how you were doing? was he intrigued? did he somehow miss you all of a sudden because he saw you again?
a part of him always longed for you even after you two have gone your own separate ways. it was hard not to, considering you have spent a chunk of your lives together. not to mention, you two grew up with each other and built blossoming careers together hand in hand.Â
it was only until he finally got recruited for division a of real madrid where he thought it would be best if you guys would stop what you have in order to be the best version of himselfâ wrong.Â
he realized he fucked up that maybe that wasnât the best option when he realized he needed you more than ever. you were his best support system. you were always there with him during the hardest times holding his hand but it was already too late. the damage had been done and it was irreversible.Â
the day he broke up with you, or the day he fucked up everything was also the last time he ever saw or heard from you ever again.Â
sae tried. he tried and tried and tried to reach out to you. he tried searching for your socials, your contact information, literally everything he can get his hands on. but even with his power and money in the world, it was still not enough to find you.
the only updates he had of you was the ads that were plastered all around social media and in the busy shopping districts of the cities heâs in. it was almost like a constant reminder of what he lost.Â
so shocked was an understatement when you were his partner for the commercial shoot his manager had booked him for some random luxury brand.Â
after all those years, he found you again.
to say the stars were on his side when you two got papped by the paparazzi is a bit selfish on saeâs end. as much as he fucking despises the paparazzi as they tend to ruin things for him, heâs quite glad that for once that they did something right.
they brought you back to him.
so sae couldnât just let this opportunity of a lifetime slide. even if this so called âscandalâ could easily just be cleared out with a simple denying of such rumor. but sae couldnât just let this end like that.Â
he wants to fix everything he broke. sae wants another chance.
âthis is pointlessâ you deadpan, after waiting for sae to speak. he was just sitting there, staring right back at you for god knows how long that you begin to become conscious.
sae looked like he just snapped out of his train of thought as he shook his head before clearing his throat.Â
âitâs a win-win situation for both of usâ sae blurts, âyou get more publicity out of thisââ
yukimiya and reo both looked at him like he was crazy.
âexcuse youâ with or without you, y/n is already famous. hell, you donât even know how many brands are waiting for her to reach back at them!â
âdo you live under a rock or something? how do you not know y/n is one of the, if not the number one top model of the country?â
you were secretly thankful that you called both yukimiya and reo beforehand. not only you got an ego boost, but it gave sae a taste of your own reality that you are where you are now because he left you
a small smirk tugs on your lips when sae frowns. you watch him chew his bottom lip, a telltale sign that he was thinking of something to save his ass
âwell, if you arenât gonna get something out of this.. i haveâ you say, catching everyoneâs attention, including your own manager.
your manager looks at you with his head tilted to the side. mouthing âwhat do you mean?â
âiâll only agree to this if after this whole scandal is over, i donât ever want to see you againâ you propose to sae. it was only fair for it to end like this as one, he was the one who suggested this idea in the first place. two, you can never be too complacent with sae who apparently has no motive regarding this. this was sae weâre talking about, heâs bound to plot something and three, you can finally find the answers youâve been yearning for after all these years. might as well use this as an opportunity to get your well deserved closure.
there was a glint of hope in saeâs eyes.
âdealâ
you hear yukimiya and reo yell a bunch of lines like âseriously y/n?â but all you can focus on is sae whoâs also looking right back at you.
your manager claps his hands in joy, immediately dialing your company about your decision. sae takes this time to call his own manager to probably tell him to bring his stuff in.Â
did you make the right decision? youâre not too sure. only time can tell.
004.Â
today was the first day of you officially âdatingâ sae again.
also the first day of living with sae, for the meantime
just a little after youâve come to an agreement with sae with the set up of your rekindled ârelationshipâ, both managements didnât waste a single second on confirming the news that the nationâs sweethearts have gone back together
needless to say, both of your names are trending and is the current talk of the town
so your first agenda (from both PR teams) is that you both post strikingly similar instagram stories as if you were together the night prior. (in which, you two were.. force binded by a non-existent contract)
it was a good thing that you chose an apartment that had a spare guest room because god forbid youâd even dare to sleep in the same bed with your ex.Â
you didnât give sae a warning that you were already gonna post something. just a quick snap of your window, that holds the view of shibuya, with a little sunlight peeking through. you captioned it with a little âgood morning indeedâ with a cheeky emoji just to spice things up.Â
sae, who was in the next room, was casually scrolling through instagram when he sees that you posted a new instagram story. he clicks his tongue in annoyance at the fact you didnât even give him a heads up. quickly improvising, he took a mirror selfie from the vanity mirror that you have around in your guest bedroom.Â
you started your day with making your own breakfast. not even bothering to call sae. hell, he can starve for all you care. after all, he was not your responsibility. you only agreed to do this because frankly you had no other choice from your company.
while waiting for your eggs, it didnât take you a while to also notice that sae already posted his part of the agenda. thinking of it as nothing, you innocently clicked on his profile. his story loads and wow. resonating with your caption, good morning indeed!
sae posted a shirtless mirror selfie. he was still under the covers but made sure his torso was seen on the mirror.Â
âtake a screenshot, itâd last longerâ sae says flatly, moving past you to your fridge. you jolt in surprise, almost dropping your phone in the process. âwhat the fuck!â you yell out, a hand over your chest.Â
you hear sae chuckling behind you and the fridge opening
âyou got all that money stocked up somewhere and yet you donât even have groceries?â sae comments, noting your almost empty fridge. there were only some milk boxes and some of those edible collagen jellies that help you with swelling when you have early morning shoots and the such.
sae takes the last chocolate milk box you had that was hidden away at the back of your fridge
âwell, my manager does it for me and i usually eat at reoâs or yukimiyaâsâ is that the last of my milk?!â you pried your eyes off your phone to see sae casually sipping on the last milk box you were saving
âso?â
âthatâs mineâ you argued, getting up from the kitchen island to snatch it from sae. you stomp over to him and tried to swipe it off his hands. unfortunately for you, sae is an athlete and that meant he had reflexes like no other. he raises his arm high just before you were able to grab the milk box from him.
âsae, give it backâ you grit your teeth, standing on your tippy toes, trying or attempting to take the milk box from saeâs hold but the height difference is just something else.Â
sae leans down and gets all over your face. âcome on, you can do it,â he teases, eyes fixated on yours.Â
this feeling almost felt too familiar. almost like a wave of nostalgia just hit you in the face. the memories youâve been trying to suppress all coming backÂ
you snapped out of your little trance when you realized the position you two were in.Â
âmy eggs are burningâ you lie, leaving sae dumbfounded. you scurry off to your stove to finish what you were cooking while sae goes and sits on your kitchen island.Â
he watches you plate your breakfast and sit on the other end of the kitchen island. you actually felt him staring but chose to ignore him. the sound of his stomach grumbling breaks the awkward silence.
âwhereâs my breakfast?â he asks, voice small
you shrug, âi donât knowâ
âyou didnât make me one?â
âwhy will i?â you raise a brow, happily munching on your bacon while sae could only look at you in disbelief.
later that day you two had your own schedules. he had practice and other stuff to do while you had another meeting about different commercial offers and a lunch date with reo and yukimiya just like you promised the two.
you got home later than sae. you were about to grab some water from the fridge when you notice that it was fully stocked with groceries. you canât help but smile a little at the gesture.Â
you did your usual night routine before getting comfy in bed. just before you were about to hit the hay, you donât forget to send sae a quick message, thanking him for the groceries.Â
[11:43] you: thanks for doing the groceries ig
[11:44] sae: i couldnât just let myself starve here, can i?
you rolled your eyes at his reply. heâs still so sarcastic even after all these years
[11:45] you: whatever đ
[11:46] sae: i also restocked that milk you love so much. call it truce from earlier today
[11:46] you: who told you it was my favorite? đ€š
[11:47] sae: gut feeling, call it old habit
you raised a brow at his text. what did he mean by that? before you could type your reply, your phone notifies you that sae sent another message
[11:49] sae: jk. your manager told me
you didnât realize you were holding in your breath. you let out a sigh of relief after reading his message. you were not gonna let him get under your skin. not anymore
you ended up not replying to him. instead, you shut your phone off to reflect on todayâs events, hoping that this all ends soon. your phone suddenly dings again. it was a notification from sae.
[11:55] sae: iâm going to sleep now. goodnight, y/n
itâs officially been a week of living with sae and pretending to be a couple in front of the cameras and the public. to think youâd even last this long is an understandment on itâs own. Â
for this day, both managements wanted you two to be seen out and about in public doing whatever you two wished to do.Â
you were debating on what you two should do that wonât involve much physical contact like going out for shopping because that only meant that you two would be forced to hold hands which is something you donât want to do for obvious reasons. youâd rather die than to be papped with sae holding hands
âwhat do you want to do today?â sae asks from the couch. you two were already all dressed up. intentionally matching your outits just for the sake of it. sae was wearing a maroon turtleneck with holes in them with a white long sleeve shirt underneath and some track pants? you don't question his outfit much further because why would you exert the effort to do so?Â
you were wearing something similar. a maroon crop top with some leggings to match the laid back outfit of your fake boyfriend.Â
âwhat can we do without much physical contact?â you pondered, a finger tapping on your chin. sae scoffs at your question, mumbling about whatâs wrong with physical contact with him. you almost wanted to tell him âeverythingâ but that would just start another argument today
âhow about we get some coffee?â sae offers, unable to think of more activities to do in such short notice. you hum in agreement, coffee does sound good right now. you get up from the couch and grab the keys to your car
âwhat are you doing?â sae asked. you stop in your tracks and hold out your keys for him to see. âweâre taking my carâ sae says, showing off his.Â
not putting up much of a fight, you agreed. it was getting tiring driving yourself around anyway.
you two arrive at the coffee shop sae graciously let you choose in no time (by graciously, he meant that heâs good with anything you choose) you then decide on sitting by the window where you know the paparazzi will be in front at in no time to capture this date between rekindled lovers
you sit at your chosen table by the window while you wait for sae to order something for the both of you. telling him that youâre okay with whatever since this cafe was your favorite.
it didnât take sae that long to come back with your orders. he sets the tray down and you find an abundance of sweets and pastries. you look up at him confused but he simply shrugs. he then places your drink down. you take the receipt that was hanging off the tray to read everything he has ordered.
looks like he ordered everything on the menu with the sweets and pastries, which is not surprising really. when you read what he got you however,
âyou ordered me a spanish latte?â you ask, taking the drink from the table.Â
sae nods, taking a sip from his own drink. âsomething wrong?âÂ
you shake your head no. you just canât wrap your head at the fact he ordered your usual go-to drink.
ânothing, itâs just i'm surprised that you still remember what i usually order in coffee shopsâ you shrug, finally sipping on your drink. spanish lattes does always hit the spot for you
âdo you think i have forgotten?â sae raises a brow, a slight frown forming on his lips. you rolled your eyes at his comment.Â
âwell, itâs been a while, donât you think?â you retort, avoiding his hard stare. technically, itâs been almost two years since the breakup. one of you were bound to forget each otherâs habits and the such.Â
there was silence again after that. an awkward one at that
âletâs take our post now so we can leaveâ you say, taking pictures of the food in front of you while keeping sae in the frame. sae simply nods and does the same. the photo you decided to post was mostly all the food sae ordered with him in the background. you purposely cut off his head just for the thrill of it. you do tag sae in the instagram story though with the caption âcoffee runâÂ
saeâs post was a bit different. he simply posted a candid shot of you taking pictures of the food in front of you. for captions, sae isnât much of a caption person because he thinks they defeat the purpose of photos so instead he just adds a heart emoji with your username next to it.Â
it didnât take much for the paparazzi to find your whereabouts. just like planned, they were outside the window you two were seated in taking photos after photos.Â
âdo we go now?â sae asks, eyeing the amount of people that were outside the cafe.Â
âyeah..â you trail off, not really expecting a whole crowd to form outside. sae must've sensed that you were tensed with the way he stands next to you when you two were leaving the coffee shop
the moment you two step foot outside, it was an absolute frenzy. the press were everywhere on your faces. asking questions from all sorts of directions that it actually made you dizzy.Â
you were never one for crowded crowds. especially when they topple over each other just to take the perfect photo or get an exclusive. it was just never your cup of tea
you covered your eyes from the bright flashes that were all over your face, trying to maneuver around the paparazzi to get to saeâs car faster but the paparazzi was too much for you to handle. you instinctively leaned on sae for support as your legs start to feel wobbly. sae immediately catches on and wraps an arm around your waist securely, pushing forward against the hoarde of people in front of you guys
âget out of the fucking way!â sae barks, pushing the people in front of your faces. the group of paparazzi do make way for you guys as you finally reach saeâs car.Â
sae unlocks the car and opens the passenger door for you to enter first. he shields any possible camera that was trying to capture your face with his body. even going as far as pushing them away making some of the paparazzi stumble and fall on their asses.Â
once you were secured in your seat, he runs over to his side of the car and starts the car before speeding off. not wasting a single second for some short interview.
âyou okay?â sae steals a glance at your slumped state, before turning his attention back to the road in front of him.Â
â... yeah, just dizzyâ you say meekly, rubbing your temples. âiâm gonna rest my eyes for a bit, saeâ you murmur, leaning against the window before drifting off to sleep. Â
sae sighs and speeds up faster so you two could get home sooner. âdamn paparazziâ he thinks to himself, not noticing how his knuckles have turned white with how hard he was gripping the steering wheel.Â
the car comes to a halt when the traffic lights beam red. sae couldnât help but look at your state. he always knew you were bad with crowds but yet you still fulfilled your lifelong dream to be a model. he wonders who took care of you during flash mobs when you were out in the streets.Â
was it your manager? was it that reo guy? or was it yukimiya aka that person he doesnât really like. sae hates how close you are with him. sae will also never forget your scandal with him. he can still remember it like it was yesterday when the news dropped that you may or may not be in a relationship with your fellow model yukimiya kenyu after being papped being cozy inside his car.Â
practice was hell that day for real madrid and sae may or may not have punctured a soccer ball out of pure rage.Â
the damned light finally turns green and thankfully you were at the last street before the turn to your apartment complex.
sae parks the car and turns to take a good look at your sleeping figure. you look too peaceful to wake up. so he gets out of the car and goes to your side to pick you up bridal style.Â
he gently puts one of your arms around his neck (for safe measure) and loops his under your knees to carry you. with the help of the security guards around, he presses the elevator up to your penthouse suite.Â
for once in his life, sae is thankful that he was an athlete as he successfully tapped in your passcode to unlock your front door with you in his arms. when he reaches your bedroom, he gently sets you down on your bed.Â
sae was about to leave to make some dinner just before you wake up but was stopped by your hand reaching for his.Â
âstay..â you mumbled, tugging his arm. sae hesitates for a bit, unsure if you were actually conscious or was just sleep talking. sae watches your eyebrows furrow when you notice he still wasnât beside you. clicking your tongue in annoyance, you tug on saeâs arm harder so he gets the hint
âokay, okayâ sae hums, slowly getting in your bed. heâs unsure himself on what he should do. should he stay still, wrap an arm around you, what?
to his surprise, you were snuggling next to him. your head nestling to his chest. sae lets out a small gasp. he definitely didnât see this coming.Â
coming to a realization that no harm would be done if he wraps an arm around you, he slowly drapes his arm over your waist. sae suddenly feels like he was on top of the world, like everything suddenly made sense to sae.Â
sae caresses your cheek, brushing the stray hairs from your face.Â
âyou still look beautiful the day i lost you..â sae whispers. he debates on stealing a kiss. he weighs out the pros and the cons and figures that it was more of a liability if you ever find out he stole a kiss from you, especially when you were asleep. thatâs gonna have to be for another time.Â
sae was beginning to feel sleepy. he carefully drapes the duvet across your bodies. not even a moment later, sae is now fast asleep with you in his arms
you find yourself plush against something hard and warm. you try tossing to the other side but you were being held securely around your waist. your eyes shot up, now fully awake and aware of your surroundings.
âgood morningâ sae rasps, his morning voice sending shivers down your spine.Â
âwhat are you doing in my bed?â you whisper-yelled, actually genuinely surprised to see him next to you. your heart was racing, like it was about to jump out of your chest. did something happened yesterday? you couldnât quite remember everything after leaving the coffee shop. it almost felt like a hazy dream
sae reluctantly unwraps his arm around you and scoots to the edge of the bed. you almost pout at the warmth that disappears but you internally scold yourself for thinking of such things.
âyou passed out in the car and i brought you hereâ sae explains, now sitting up. âiâll go make breakfast. stay putâ he pats your leg before excusing himself to leave your bedroom. you lay there confused because that wasnât enough to explain why he was quite literally sleeping next to you.Â
just the mere fact that you slept next to him sent you into a frenzy. you grab your phone and immediately dialed reo
âhello?â reo answers groggily, you checked your phone for the time and it was literally 8 in the morning.Â
âreo!â you hushed, trying not to catch the attention of sae âsomething happened yesterday!âÂ
âwhat?â
âwe slept togetherâŠ?â your voice going up an octave, chewing on your lip as you await for reoâs reaction
a beat of silence passes by. you thought reo may have accidentally ended the call
âYOU DID WHAT?!â reo basically screams at your ear. you had to remove your phone from your ear from the impact of reoâs shrill scream. âDONâT TELL ME YOU GOT BACK TOGETHER WITH HIM IN JUST A WEEKâS NOTICEââ
âNOT IN THAT WAY, DIPSHITâ you say abruptly, cutting reo off. âi mean like.. we just slept in the same bed after yesterdayâs turn of eventsâŠâ you trail off, trying to remember every significant detail that eventually lead up to you and sae ultimately sleeping with each other.
âmy guess is with the paparazzi. i just saw the photosâ reo says, typing away on his keyboard. ânot gonna lie y/n, you and sae do make a good coupleâ he adds, giggling
you huff over the phone, earning a hefty laugh from the other end.Â
âtalk to him. clearly you need itâ reo advices. it was like he knows where this was going. â i gotta go for now, y/n. iâll call you back later. duty calls. ciao!â reo ends the call before you could even say something.Â
you threw your phone on the other side of the bed, groaning as you put your head in your hands. what was happening to you
there was a faint knock on your door, probably sae was gonna tell you that breakfast was ready but to your surprise, he brought the breakfast to you.. in bed.
sae walks in with a little bed tray that you didnât even know you owned filled with some breakfast.Â
âwas all this necessary?â you say in disbelief. sae simply shrugs and sits by the foot of your bed.
âi contacted your manager about your state and he says heâll be coming over to check up on you laterâ he notes, typing away on his phone with one hand. sae turns to you and motions for you to start digging in. âcâmon, eat upâÂ
you feel your face heat up at his extravagant gestures. he was a man of service after all. even during your relationship, sae wasnât the type to be vocal about his love for you. it was mostly through actions may it be subtle or not. you can feel the love with the way he does everything for you.
with a small smile, you start to eat the breakfast he made.Â
âsae,â you call. he looks up from his phone, a confused look on his face.Â
âneed something?â
âcome hereâ you motioned for him to scoot closer to you. to which he happily obliges. he is now sitting right in front of you.Â
he watches you cut a piece of your pancake and stabbed it with your fork before holding it up for him.
âhere,â you say sheepishly, not even looking at sae in the eye. sae looked at you like you just lost your mind.Â
âcanât let you not eat your own cooking..â you mumbled, feeling your face burn in both embarrassment or something you canât pinpoint. with a chuckle, he takes the fork from you. unintentionally brushing your hands together.
in an instant, you snatch your hand back as he quietly eats the pancake youâve given him.
things are changing between you and sae and youâre not sure if you like it.
005.
itâs been a few days since the whole ordeal with you and sae in bed together. your management gave you guys a few days off just to keep things at bay with the paparazzi after the whole fiasco of you almost fainting because of the sea of paparazzi outside trying to take photos.Â
your manager did end up checking up on you that day just like sae has mentioned. you told him off that you were fine and just needed more resting before you can resume with your work. he reluctantly agrees and goes ahead and reports your status with your company.
reo and yukimiya also came over for the past few days. just to check things up with you after your pictures were published for the public. you had a talk with your two closest friends about your current situation with sae.Â
yukimiya was a bit unsure for you while reo advised that theyâll be there with you for every decision you make. he also opted that you two should have an open forum about each otherâs whereabouts since the break up. clearly you still had unanswered questions.
sae was out again for his daily practice. although he did tell you that heâd be back around the afternoon.Â
you take this opportunity of being alone to actually think about everything for the past week.Â
this few weeks has been a whole rollercoaster. not only youâve been reunited with your ex, you had to be in a âfakeâ relationship with him again for the media, and now itâs like you and sae were back to your old routines all those years ago.Â
a part of you does miss being able to call sae as yours, not just for the sake of the cameras but just because you really do love him and you want to be with him, but this time for real. yet, another part of you is scared that maybe thereâs a catch to this. maybe in the end sae was just using you for his own sake.Â
you made a promise to yourself that you were not gonna have him play with your heart like that anymore. not again, never again.
but here you are, willing to take the same risk again. the things you are willing to do just to call him yours.Â
because at the end of the day, it will always be itoshi sae.
no one else has your heart the way sae has it.Â
you barely notice that sae has arrived back from practice til he was waving a hand in front of your face.
ây/nâ he jabs a finger at the side of your head, an amused look on his face. âwhat are you thinking about?â sae hums, plopping down on the couch next to you.Â
ânothing much, just about lifeâyou hissed, clutching the spot he just poked you. you leaned back on the couch, stealing a glance at sae but you made eye contact instead. immediately you looked away, feeling your cheeks heat up.
sae snickers next to you, a small smile on his face as he takes a good look at you.Â
âhaving a midlife crisis at your young age?â sae pokes your sides making you jump. you let out a little yelp, causing sae to smirk.Â
âdonât even think about it sae itoshiâ AH!â you hold your hands out in defense mode. you know that devilish look on saeâs face. saeâs fingers reach your sides before you could even finish your menacing (not) threat.Â
your laughter fills the living room.Â
oh how sae missed this. how he missed coming home from practice and to have you wait for him. how sae missed you.
sae stops tickling you to let you catch your breath. barely even noticing the position you two were in. he was on top of you, hands on each side of your head. your cheeks painted red, chest rising rapidly as you try to control your breathing.Â
âcan i kissââÂ
the front door slams open to reveal reo and yukimiya in tow with some food.
ây/n! we brought you some food!â reo happily chirps, setting the food down on your kitchen counter. saeâs eyes immediately widen and rushes to get off of you. he stumbles and falls on the floor, just right in front of reoâs feet.
reo and sae make eye contact. reo awkwardly smiles at the now embarrassed sae.
but sae being sae, he brushed it off like he was in the middle of push ups.Â
â... and 50. 50 push ups doneâ sae puffs, pushing himself off the ground, pretending to wipe the non existent sweat on his forehead and ushers away to his room. not missing reoâs comment before he slams the door shut.
âiâm gonna just pretend i didnât see you fall right in front of meâ reo cackles, wiping a tear from his eye. âanyway y/n, we got you some food. i forgot that athlete was living with you sooo.. itâs up to you to give his shareâ reo shows you the amount of food he just got you.
yukimiya giggles behind him. he pulls reo to the side before giving you his infamous smirk
âreo, we gotta go nowâ yukimiya smiles slyly at you. he takes a good look at your ruffled shirt, flushed cheeks and messy hair.Â
âwhat? we just got here!â reo complains, looking back at yukimiya, who points out your current state. he then whispers something to reo that you obviously canât hear. you stand there with your arms crossed, eyebrows raised as you wait for your two best friends to fill you in
âiâm literally right hereâ you rolled your eyes.
âoh!â reo gasps, eyes wide as he seems to put two and two together. he covers his mouth like he just witnessed something scandalous.Â
you were about to open your mouth to say protest against what allegations yukimiya has of you but both reo and yukimiya bolt out the door. yelling about how they were sorry for disturbing something while cackling.Â
âthose bitches..â you muttered, shaking your head. you walk over to the kitchen to go through what reo just got you. of course it was his favorite steak with some side dishes.Â
âare they gone?â you hear sae call out from his room, his head poking out the door.Â
you laugh, âyeah. you can come out nowâÂ
you hear the door open and sae comes walking in the kitchen with nothing but sweatpants. you let out a squeak as your hands fly to your eyes, covering them from seeing saeâs half naked body.
sae scoffs at your reaction. âyouâre acting like you arenât used to itâ
âwas used to itâ you correct him. saeâs mood drops a bit. you awkwardly fiddle with the hem of the plastic. taking out the plastic containers to at least lift up the now sour atmosphere.Â
sae looks at the meals youâve settled down on the counter. âfrom reo?â he asks, going ahead and taking out some chopsticks.Â
he must be starving from coming home after practice.
you slid the plastic container that held reoâs favorite steak to sae. his eye widens and shakes his head. he pushes it back to you. it becomes a silent tug of war. sae ended up losing because you were starting to get upset and he can tell by the way your lips are jutted out and you were pushing harder, causing some of the sauce to spill out.
âokay, damn..â sae mutters, accepting his defeat. you let out a victory cheer by dancing a little in your seat. sae couldnât help but smile. now here you were, watching him chomp down the food reo initially got for you.
âletâs head out somewhereâ sae says, poking you with his chopsticks. you swat his hands away as you scowl at him. going out all of a sudden after he just ate?
âwhere are we going?â
âplacesâÂ
you look up at him unsure. you didnât really want to go anywhere this week knowing that paparazzi might be up on your asses again. you werenât gonna risk your health again for just some dumb post
âbut weâre on break with posting thoughâ you protest. was sae really serious about heading out?Â
sae pouts and looks at you with pleading eyes. something he only pulls when he really wants to do something or get his way. something you couldnât resist. you guessed old habits really die hard
âplease?âÂ
you avert your gaze elsewhere because those teal eyes are only trouble for you. you hear sae sigh beside you and you realized that was your last straw.
âfineâ
you look back at sae who had a small smile on his face. his face screaming âi know you still canât resist meâ and quite frankly you wanted to punch the living daylights out of his smug face.Â
âiâm not gonna get dressed up or anything though. just a hoodie and a hat to keep our identities hiddenâ you say, getting up from the barstool to head over to your room to get an oversized hoodie and your hat.
âwasnât counting on itâ sae says, humming to himself that he got you to agree.
it didnât take long for you guys to get moving. you two were now on your way to wherever sae was taking you. even if you kept asking where you two were going, sae simply shushes you and tells you to just sit back and relax
you were leaning towards the window, watching the city skies fade as you two drive aimlessly around the city. your phone connected to his aux, softly playing some tunes in the background.
your eyes peer over to sae who had one hand on the steering wheel, while the other was used to prop himself up against the window. you find yourself smiling at the memories going back to you.Â
the old late night drives with sae just to clear your minds.Â
the route sae was taking you felt awfully familiar. you sit up straight and looked outside to see that you were going up a familiar hill. you snap your head towards sae. sae catches your stare and winks at your direction.
the car eventually comes to a stop. sae silently turns off the car and gets out with you following behind him. there you realize where he took you. sae took you back to your favorite spot to get away from it all. the hilltop where you can get a whole view of the ever so busy city of shibuya.Â
the same place sae asked you to be his,
the same place sae broke things off with you,
âwhat are we doing here, sae?â you ask, sitting on top of the hood of his car. sae follows suit. he sits next to you, observing the view in front of him.
âto unwindâ he says flatly, putting his hood on. you canât help but look at him. what did he mean by that?
âyou looked pretty occupied today, so i just thought iâd bring you here-â
you furrowed your brows, âthen why here?â
sae stays silent. the sound of the city filling your ears. you canât help but think that it was now or never. it was the perfect time to get things across. for your own peace of mind, and for the sake of it all.Â
it was silent between you and sae all of a sudden. you almost wanted to laugh at how ironic it is that youâd end up in this place again for the third time in a row with the same person.Â
âhow nostalgicâ you think to yourself. you get up from the hood of the car and walked towards the wooden fence. just to get a clearer view and to get some air that you so desperately needed before talking to sae.Â
âyou know, this reminds me of the time you took me up here for the first time,â you start, kicking the rocks just by your feet. saeâs ears perk up at the sudden mention of the memory.
âi was so happy that day. to think weâd last for over five years. i was the happiest when i was with you, saeâ you continued, smiling to yourself as you recalled everything.
sae canât help but feel thereâs more to what youâre saying. he canât help but anticipate the bomb that you were about to drop.
âtil one day, you brought me out here again. this time, to break upâ you turn around to face sae who had an expression you canât comprehend. his hands were stuffed inside the pockets of his hoodie
âyou broke me that day, saeâ you breathe out, looking up at the moon. âand to think not even two weeks later i see you with someone elseâ you let out a laugh. to sae it sounded forced.Â
âi hate you, sae itoshiâ you finally look at him again, sae averts from your hard gaze.Â
âi hate how you took all my firsts, i hate how you talk to me with that voice, i hate how i know your morning routine better than anyone else, i hate how you always opt to cook because you know i suck at cooking, i hate how you know me like the back of your hand..â you list off, with every list you say, you take a step forward.Â
âi hate how even after all these years, even after you hurt me, even how you broke me to pieces, i hate how i canât ever find myself to hate youâ you finish. a teardrop running down your cheeks.Â
âi hate how i still love you..â your voice was shaky. your hands were trembling, here you were, confessing your heart to the guy who initially broke it.Â
you broke your promise to yourself.Â
with a deep sigh, you fixed your composure. you harshly wipe the tears that were running down your cheeks before turning your back on sae again to face the city you live in.Â
âi just have a question for you, saeâŠâ you take a deep breath. finally. you were gonna get the answers to your questions. those times youâve doubted yourself, those sleepless nights wondering where it all went wrong, nights where you ask yourself if you were ever enough for sae..Â
you were finally gonna get your well deserved answers.Â
âwhy? what did i do wrong? was i not enough for you?âÂ
sae silently moves towards you. he pulls your head to his chest where you freely the tears fall.Â
you push him off of you, you were not gonna let yourself be fooled much longer. Â
âwas it worth it, sae? was throwing away our years together worth it?â you seethed, tears pricking your eyes.
saeâs eyes widened, âiââ
âyou know sae, even if i was in a room with all the people i love the most. iâd still choose you and you all over again. i will always choose you, saeâ you cut him off, trembling. words shaking as you are basically spilling your heart to the guy who broke it into a million pieces.
saeâs heart breaks at the scene before him. it was too late for him to realize the damage he has done to you. for you to act like this.
âthatâs why i agreed to be in this fake relationship with you. i wanted to find out why you did this to me, to usâ you admit, tears now fully flowing. âi just..â you werenât able to finish what you were trying to sae as you sob in front of sae.
âwhy sae?.. just, why?â
you barely notice sae approaching. the next thing you knew, he pulls your head to his chest.Â
âshh⊠let it outâ he says, his free arm rubbing your back as you cry your heart out. finally, after all those years, it felt good to release everything. like a million bricks has been lifted off your shoulders.Â
sae pulls away, cupping your cheeks as he wipes the tears pouring down your cheeks with his thumb. his eyes flicker from your eyes to your lips.Â
âdonât look at me like that, sae..â you say in a low voice, almost like a whisper. peering away from saeâs eyes.Â
sae slowly leans in and before he knows it his lips are just ghosting over yours. without a second, sae smashes your lips together.
your eyes widened. you wanted to push him away. you put your hands on his chest ready to push him away, but something in you is stopping you from doing so.Â
how you missed this. how you missed sae
how sae missed this. how sae missed you
you pull apart, catching your breath. you look up at sae to see him crying too. he cups your cheeks, caressing them with his thumb.
âiâm sorryâ was all he could say. he puts his forehead against yours, teal eyes fixated on yours. you can tell with his eyes that he was sincere. sae was also shaking as he holds you, his whole body language screaming guilt.
âi was young and stupid. i thought iâd be better off without you but i realized that i wasnât. it was too late by then.â he explains, looking down at your feet instead of meeting your eyes.
you put your hand over his, squeezing them. relishing in the moment of two ex lovers putting the past behind them.
âi tried reaching out for you, you know?â sae brings up, laughing to himself at how stupid he sounded. âbut knowing you, i knew youâd probably act like you never existed. i had to find out the hard wayâ he scoffs at the end.Â
âeventually, the stars brought me to you againâ sae finally looks at you in the eye. âi took that as a chance to try and redeem myself. i think it failed though,â sae admits sheepishly, âi was persistent. i wanted you back and i did everything i can just to keep you with meâÂ
you listen to sae stumble with his words. heâs trying. heâs actually proving that he was genuinely sorry for everything.
âi never stopped loving you, y/nâ sae admits with a sad smile, âi never didâÂ
you tear up again at his confession. because frankly, you were the same.Â
sae opens his mouth to say something but instead, you crash your lips against his. sae doesnât move for a second but relaxes as soon as he realizes what was going on. he instantly wraps his arms around your waist, pulling you close as he can.Â
âi love you,âÂ
âi love you too,â
you two find yourselves basking under the moonlight once again. fixing and treating each otherâs wounds as you two try again. this time you two are sure that whatever you two have planned for each other, you two will make it right.Â
006.
the sound of an alarm blaring through the room wakes you up from your sleep. you feel some shuffling behind you and suddenly the room turns quiet again.
âdid i wake you?â you hear saeâs morning voice ring through your ears, sending a shiver down your spine. you let out a small whine, nodding your head yes.Â
sae chuckles, and tightens his hold around your body under the covers. âgood morning to you too, babyâ he kisses your cheek.Â
you open one eye before twisting your body around to face him.Â
âmorning..â you yawn, leaving a trail of kisses from his jaw to his adamâs apple.
âstill didnât get enough from last night, hm?â sae teases, rubbing circles on your hips. you feel your cheeks heat up. you slapped his chest before turning your back on him again.Â
âour managers will kill us if weâre lateâ you remind him of your schedules for the day. you sit up, slipping on his shirt that was lying on the floor, recalling last nightâs events. you looked at yourself from the mirror to see some love bites all over your neck up to your chest. a gentle reminder that you were now his again.
âthey can wait,â sae murmurs, slipping his hands under your (his) shirt. you let out a giggle before pushing his hands off of you.Â
âsae come on!â you tug on his arm as you two head out to your bathroom.Â
after what seems like an hour or so due to saeâs rowdy hands. you two finally arrive at the red carpet of the luxury brand you two have modeled for.Â
the screams of fans fills your ears as you wait in of the car and onto the red carpet where a line of reporters were waiting.Â
sae, being the gentleman he is and a marketing genius, he obviously makes a scene for your entrances. he gets out of the car first and holds out his hand for you to take. the audience goes crazy as you two make your entrance.Â
âsae, y/n! over here!â you hear a bunch of reporters yell out. lights, and flashes all around.Â
you and sae stop at the first reporter on the line. he greets you guys with a smile before starting his short interview. it was the usual questions about the brand and you guys feel about being the new faces of it.
âwell, clearly they have a good eye for casting both y/n and i as the new faces for their brandâ sae answers for the both of you, his arm wrapped securely around your waist.Â
the interviewer gushes at how cool his answer was and proceeds to ask you another question.
âmy, my, my, miss y/n. you look lovely as usual but i canât help but wonder, what does it feel like to be back together with sae itoshi?â he asks, intrigued, his microphone on your face.Â
you look at sae for approval and he simply smiles and motions for you to say whatever you want to say.Â
âwell, it still shocks me til this day that i got back together with saeâ you joked, making the interviewer laugh at your response and sae who fakes being offended. you laugh at his reaction before answering seriously,Â
âbut seriously. i guess itâs true that if itâs meant to be, it will beâ you smile, showing off sae in front of the camera to which the interviewer loves.
âwhat an answer from, y/n! well you heard it here first folks!â the interviewer beams in front of the camera, âi wish you two never ending happiness. thank you for letting me interview you guys!â he waves off, finding another celebrity to interview.Â
you and sae both smile and wave him goodbye as you two continue along the red carpet.
âdo you really mean that?â you hear sae ask beside you. he was busy waving for the cameras. you let out a little giggle before waving around for the paparazzi and cameras around.Â
âmean what?â
âwhat you said about if itâs meant to be, it will beâ he quotes you, tucking a stray hair behind your ear sending the audience and the paparazzi in a frenzy again.Â
âit happened to us, didnât it?â you smile, motioning to your current situation.Â
sae was yours again, and you are his.Â
just how it should be.Â
bonus!
you didn't consider how awkward it actually was to be working on another modeling gig with your boyfriend.
especially when the poses instructed by the photographer and way too intimate to be imitated in a semi-public setting for your liking.
âwhat are you being stiff for?â sae holds in his laugh, seeing how motionless your poses are with him. âitâs awkward when theres people around..â you say through gritted teeth, praying to the gods that this shoot will finally be over
âitâs not this awkward when we do this alone though..â sae seductively whispers, lowering his head just right at the shell of your ear.
the photographer squeals in joy at the amount of shots he got from that pose alone.
you feel your face burn up in embarrassment.
âsae!âÂ
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Happy Halloween!! I was going to post this earlier today, but the past two weeks have been wack so I'm writing this the day of lol.
COYLE
- Hates Halloween bc crime increases Halloween night and he's sick of dealing with property damage calls. Though, he does like enforcing the law, so he does get a little enjoyment out if it.
- He'd walk into a Halloween party for a noise complaint and get mistaken for a male stripper đ
- Finds people dressing up as a cop insulting. Little kids could get away with it, but adults? That's impersonating an officer, bucko!
- If someone asked if he was dressed as a cop he'd actually lose his shit and get into a screaming match with them. The disrespect!
- Not the biggest fan of candy, but he'd be the guy that actually enjoys candy corn. The monster /j
- A little old lady would offer him candy and he'd accept it with a smile, then immediately try to pass it off to someone else.
- He would NOT pass out candy. Fucker hands out apples and shit bc he likes to see the disappointment in children's eyes.
- Says some absolutely WILD shit to anyone in a sexy costume. Man or woman, doesn't matter, he's pointing out how you look in a very uncomfortable way.
- Kids would manage to prank his ass and handcuff him to something for the rest of the night. Good luck responding to calls, jackass.
MOTHER GOOSEBERRY
- She loves Halloween, Futterman hates it with a passion for obvious reasons.
- She's cooing over the children's costumes. She'd give extra cute outfits extra candy (if Futterman let her hand out candy)
- Futterman makes her hand out apples and floss and toothbrushes and she feels a little bad seeing the children get sad. The babies deserve a little treat :(
- She'd secretly hide a piece of candy under the apple and dump it into the kid's hand with a not so secret wink.
- Futterman lectures small children who have big bags of candy and makes them cry. You're gonna get cavities!!
- In particular, if he sees taffy or candy corn or anything that's pure sticky sugar he loses his fucking mind. Screaming about plaque and tartar while the kids run away.
- Gooseberry is dressed up as a big friendly witch! Her pointy hat and heeled boots make her even taller and the children are in awe of this big friend. Futterman is her familiar. He's not impressed.
- If Futterman had a choice he'd be a weregoose. He's frightening children in more ways than one.
- I can guarantee she didn't get to go trick or treating as a kid. She should be allowed to trick or treat as an adult without Futterman giving her shit.
FRANCO
- Another child who didn't get to go trick or treating. Got to see other children receive candy but his dad 1. Didn't care enough to take him trick or treating, and 2. Knew it was far too dangerous to be out and about with his status as mob boss.
- This translates to a desperate need for him to go trick or treating. But, he'd be really iffy on wearing a costume. On one hand, he wants to really experience what he missed out on! On the other hand, he feels like he'd be mocked and that he doesn't need a costume, he just deserves candy.
- A little old lady would pinch his cheek and call his costume cute and he wouldn't be sure if he should cry or get pissed off.
- The amount of candy this man would devour would be terrifying for anyone to witness. Candy after candy, chocolate after chocolate, his tummy would hurt so bad by the end.
- He's NOT picky, either. Have a candy you don't like? Pass it to him, he'll scarf it down without even thinking about it. A couple of the sticky ones make his teeth hurt, though.
- The sugar crash afterwards would be legendary. He's face down on the carpet, half dead, shaking from the low blood sugar, with a puddle of drool under him. Someone clean him up and put him to bed.
- Costume wise, I can either see him going as an imp (the poster and bc he's my evil little guy) OR a unicorn bc of the line he has with Coyle. Pacifier comes with both outfits whether you like it or not.
- If you offer him some shit like popcorn balls or non candy when he comes to your door (or point out that he's an adult), he's pulling out Lupara. Don't test him, he's rabid.
- He'd be so excited if he could go trick or treating with Gooseberry. He'd hold her hand and feel like the most special little guy. One hand in hers, one hand on his pumpkin pail, paci in his mouth, he's happy as can be.
I love Halloween so much, everyone have a great night and enjoy some candy and the Geister event!
@thehalloweenspooks @millie-milkshake (thank you both for asking teehee)
#leland coyle#mother gooseberry#phyllis futterman#doctor futterman#franco barbi#il bambino#outlast trials#outlast#outlast trials asks
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member â husband!junhui x f reader genre â angst, fluff, hurt/comfort word count â 6.6k synopsis â a pointless argument escalates until both of you need some space, but it couldn't come at a worse time. warnings â female reader, planned pregnancy, there's a big argument but i tried to not make it too toxic (jun and reader have a happy & healthy relationship i promise), swearing, there is a happy ending lots of fluff !! notes â requested by anon â this has been sitting in my drafts for months bc every time i look at it i get shy and wanna change my mind but i'm proud of how this turned out so i'm posting it finally! i know pregnancy fics aren't everyone's favorite but this was honestly very comforting to write so i hope anyone who chooses to read can find comfort in it as well <3 also the last time i proofread this was like april and if i try to proofread it rn i'll get shy again and chicken out so if there's any mistakes pls ignore! i hope you enjoy :)
you sat on the bathroom floor, trying to comprehend the weight of the news you held in your hand. you couldnât believe it. you could? you couldnât.Â
after many months of trying to start a family with your husband, you had finally succeeded. the slim plastic stick with two tiny pink lines was the last piece of evidence you needed. it had been months of carefully tracked cycles, fertility doctors, and new positions that seemed too weird to actually do anything. but now, everything was finally falling into place.
you donât know exactly how much time you spend sitting on the floor and staring at the pregnancy test; thinking, planning, and thinking some more. but when you finally stand up and place the positive test on the counter with shaking hands, it still hasnât fully sunk in yet whatâs happening. something youâd wanted for so long, and finally it was all right in front of you.
what do you do now? noâ you know exactly what you need to do, and itâs a long list of things. the real question is, where do you begin?
you thought back to all the videos youâd watched over the last few weeks. somehow every social media algorithm knew exactly what you wanted to see, and it had given it to you in abundance; baby showers, gender reveals, those âget ready with me - new mom editionâ videos. all getting your hopes up before you could confirm whether or not it had finally happened.
with your hopes high and expectations even higher, you were already beginning to plan how you would break the news to junhui. as your husband and your soon-to-be babyâs father, of course you wanted him to be the very first person to know, so you couldnât wait too long to tell him. you couldnât wait to see the look on his face.
maybe youâd get a little gift box and give the test to him before dinner. but, then again, it was literally a piece of plastic youâd peed on. surely you could give him⊠something a little nicer than that.
maybe you could buy a baby outfit and wrap it up for him. but you remembered heâd mentioned so many times about how excited he would be to pick out clothes once you got pregnant. you would want him to have the honor of picking out the very first one, going to the store together and looking through the whole section before finally settling on the perfect one.
what else was there you could do? bake a cake? make a crossword puzzle? buy him a t-shirt that says âdad-to-beâ? so many ways you could do it, but none of them seemed perfectly right.
from the other room you hear the door opening, and hurriedly you stuff the test into a drawer, not wanting to tell him just yet. you need a plan first; waiting another day or two couldnât hurt, so youâll just have to figure out how to tell him later.
you flip off the bathroom light and stride into the hallway, barely able to contain the grin on your face. youâve always been terrible at keeping secrets, and with news as big and exciting as this you have no idea how youâre going to be able to hide it from him for more than a minute.
but luckily you donât have to wonder about it for long, because as soon as you see jun you can already tell heâs in a sour mood.Â
you know itâs usually best to let him have some time alone when heâs upset, but not for too long because he starts getting frustrated with himself and wonât stop working until heâs exhausted.
but youâre still on a high after everything today, so you decide on being a little bit sweeter to him in the hopes that your happiness will be contagious and that itâll lift his spirits, despite what was probably a really awful day at work.
you find him sitting at the kitchen table with his head in his hands, long fingers pressed against his eyes trying to block out the light.
âhey, junnie,â you call out, sitting down in a chair next to him. âbad day?â
âyeah,â he answers shortly.
âiâm sorry, baby,â you hum, putting your hand on his shoulder, but he flinches and your hand falls away in surprise. heâs never done that before. weird. you try something else. âum, any requests for dinner?â
ânot hungry.â
âalright. well, i guess i can cook up some veggies and leave them out, you can heat them up whenever you get hungry.â
he moves his hands away from his face and onto the table, sighing as he leans back in his chair. âcan you justâ leave me alone for a while? iâm sorry.â
you nod and stand up. âno, itâs fine. i get it. iâll bring you some tea later then, maybe. text me when youâre feeling better.â you reach out and gently touch his hand before walking away, leaving him alone at the table.
itâs definitely one of his worser days, you note, so you retreat to your bedroom to watch more videos on your phone, trying to bring back your excitement from earlier. hopefully later heâll be more open and you can sit down and eat something, and maybe by then youâll have come up with a good way to tell him the news.
an hour passes and you come out of your bedroom to look for jun, having a question from one of your friends about the dinner youâd arranged to have together next week. but heâs no longer in the kitchen, so you peek your head into his office room and find him exactly where you expect him to be, trying to work himself to death.
you clear your throat before you enter, not wanting to startle him again. âhey, junnie, i know youâre in a bad mood, and iâm sorry to interrupt, butââ
âwhat do you want?â he snaps, never turning around from his desk. just from the way heâs hunched over his computer, he looks like the most stressed youâve ever seen him, and your chest tightens with worry before your brain registers what heâs just said to you.
âiâ excuse me?â
âi said, what do you want?â he repeats, still facing away from you.
you resist the urge to glare at him, knowing heâs probably under a lot of pressure, and you arenât trying to add to it. âyou donât have to be rude, jun. i just came in here to double check about next weekend, minghaoâs texting me.â
he finally lifts his head, slamming his hand down on the desk. âiâm really trying not to snap at you, butâ jesus, you make it so fucking hard sometimes.â
you raise your eyebrows in disbelief, your voice lifting in tone. âwell, iâm so very sorry to inconvenience you then, but i really donât appreciate you talking to me like that, jun.â
âand i donât appreciate you talking to me like iâm a child! when will you get it through your head?â
his comment stings, but you brush it off. âwell, maybe if youâd just talk to me like an adult instead of throwing a fit and hiding in your office then i wouldnât have to treat you like one!â youâre starting to get tired of how he retreats in on himself every time bad shit happens. all you want to do is let him know he doesnât have to do it alone, and heâs just⊠exploding at you for no reason, so you donât try to hide the snarkiness behind your words.
he scoffs angrily and stands up, towering over you at his full height. âoh, grow up! youâre so moody all the time and you expect me to just put up with it! as if i donât have enough other shit to worry about, i have to worry about what you think of this and that and everything all the damn time!â
youâve never seen him get so angry like this, and itâs almost scary how completely different this jun is from the jun you know and love. âokay, jun, fine, iâll justââ
âno, donât fucking âjun, fineâ me. itâs like youâre doing it on purpose at this point, you act like everything is just so perfect and then when itâs not you act like itâs your job to fix everything! you canât fix everything!â
âi said fine! just forget it, iâll leave you the hell alone like you always want!â
he pushes past you and crosses the room in two strides, grabbing his keys off the hook by the door, his hand already on the doorknob. âi need to get some air. iâll be back later.â
you fold your arms over your chest, trying to look unphased but inside your heart is breaking. âyouâre really gonna walk out like that? youâre just gonna run away from this? real mature, junhui.â
he spins around, and the look in his eyes is cold. âif i donât get out of this house right now iâm gonna say something i actually regret.â
and in a flash the door is slammed shut and jun is gone. you can hear his car starting up in the driveway, and seconds later everything is dead silent.
you stand frozen in front of the door, unable to move. you canât believe it. you canât. what just happened?
jun has never just⊠walked out like that.
his words ring in your ears; though your argument wasnât very long, a lot was said in a very short time and you canât even begin to think about how to process it as it starts to hit you all at once.
say something he actually regrets? what the hell does that mean? so heâs saying he doesnât regret everything else, the cursing and the anger and the pointed words that were clearly meant to hurt you?
minute after long minute passes and you realize heâs not coming back anytime soon. finally you drag yourself away from the door, dropping down on the couch in a daze.
thereâs never been a time where you and jun havenât made up immediately after an argument. sure, maybe you take a little bit to cool down in your own space, but neither of you like letting the tension sit unresolved for very long. so what was it this time that made him leave without even a goodbye?
so many reasons, so many excuses, so many words you couldâve said instead. you shouldnât have reacted like that, you shouldnât have kept it going, you shouldâve just left him alone. would that have made him stay? if youâd backed down sooner and just let him work through it on his own?
despite all the what-ifs and the doubts in your mind, your conscience wonât allow you to let him worry about everything by himself without at least offering your help. youâre a team, husband and wife, and youâll be damned if you let him forget that. maybe you trying to help actually made things worse in the end, but at least you know you tried⊠right?
itâs not until you check your phone and realize that junâs been gone more than half an hour that you finally let yourself cry. youâd been so focused on worrying about where jun was and whether he was okay that youâd barely even thought about what might happen after this.
will he just⊠come back and pretend nothing happened? will he come back and still be angry at you? it would almost be worse if he was calm and acted like everything was normal. would he even apologize? would you even apologize? of course you would. both of you said things that were fucked up, and youâll be the first to admit it if it means this whole thing can be over. right now all you want is to have junhui back.
the tears keep falling but you donât even feel yourself crying, your face rigid as the tears continue to stain your cheeks.
after an hour you force yourself to get up off the couch and move somewhere, anywhere around the house to try and get your mind off things. but you canât erase his voice from your head, the look in his eyes as he walked out the door and the way his shoulders hunched from anger mixed with exhaustion.
you find yourself back in your bedroom and you fall onto his side of the bed, wishing you would wake up to find that this has all just been a very bad dream.
itâs after 10pm when you hear your phone buzz on the nightstand and you sit up in a panic, scrambling to see if itâs something from jun. your eyes sting from crying so much, and you blink away the remaining tears as you unlock your phone with shaking hands. your heart drops even further when you realize it is, in fact, from jun, but not the news you want to hear.
you let your phone slip out of your grasp, tumbling to the carpet with a thud. when heâd said heâd be back later you had assumed that meant heâd be coming back tonight. clearly you thought wrong.
tomorrow seemed so far away; too much time to spend alone in a house that was supposed to be filled with happy memories, but now all you felt was pain. you felt it in your chest and in your stomach and in your head and everywhere. the whole room was suffocating, heavy weight crushing down on you from every angle.
you slide to the floor and pick up your phone. you donât text junhui back. youâre not sure anymore if heâd even read your message.Â
instead you type in your friend seokminâs phone number, listening to the line ring as you wipe the back of your hand across your eyes.
as soon as he picks up, he can hear the anguish in your voice and heâs begging you to tell him whatâs wrong, but all you can muster up is a soft, âcan i stay with you tonight?â because you canât bear to be in this house another second without junhui.Â
and of course he says yes, and of course heâs immediately on his way over to pick you up. and of course he stops at mcdonaldâs on the way back to his house to buy you something to eat, because you havenât eaten and even though you donât particularly have much of an appetite right now, seokmin would rather die than let you skip a meal, especially on a night like tonight when you could really use something to keep you going.
you throw your overnight bag on the floor of seokminâs living room with a small sigh. in a haze youâd tossed in whatever items you thought you might need; a toothbrush, pajamas, something to wash your face with.Â
he gives you space for a while as he pulls out the folding bed part of the couch and brings out blankets and pillows for you to sleep with. you donât say it, but you really appreciate his help. heâs been one of your best friends for so long, and you donât know what youâd do without him.Â
you hadnât thought about it while you were packing, but as you stand in seokminâs bathroom you think about the cleanser youâd grabbed; your favorite one, the one jun had gotten you for your birthday last year and youâd never switched to another brand since.Â
every single thing reminds you of him, and you push down a fresh wave of emotion as you scrub the foam into your skin, trying to wash away all your tears.
when youâre done getting ready for bed you find seokmin in the living room with a pot of tea. he was just trying to help, but unluckily for him, heâd made green tea. it was your favorite⊠but it also happened to be junâs favorite.
and this time you canât hold back your tears, and seokmin is sitting wide eyed and bewildered, wondering why youâre crying over tea, but he doesnât ask. he just reaches out to let you hug him, and you squeeze him so tightly you know it must hurt, but he doesnât say anything, just lets you hug him as hard as you can and lets your tears stain his t-shirt.
it takes another half hour for you to calm down enough to talk. youâd spent the time watching whatever was on tv, not really paying attention and instead playing everything back in your mind. seokmin had just sat next to you, quietly keeping you company until you were ready.
âjun and i⊠had a fight,â you say finally, interrupting the commercial playing on the screen.
âi figured,â he says, offering you a comforting smile as he mutes the tv. âdo you wanna talk about it?â
âi donât know. thereâs not much to talk about.â you take a shaky breath, remembering it all one more time. âwe both said some awful things that we didnât mean. at least, i know i didnât mean them. then he just⊠left, and he texted that heâd come home tomorrow. thatâs it.â
you donât tell him about the pregnancy test. youâve mentioned once or twice that you and jun had been interested in starting a family, but youâd never gone into detail about it and you werenât going to now. you still wanted jun to be the first person to know, even though you didnât know when that might be anymore.
you tell him about other things instead, about your day at work and your plans for the weekend. eventually you finish your tea, and seokmin retreats to his own room and shuts the door with a quiet click, leaving you alone in the quiet of his living room.
it takes you a long time to fall asleep, but soon your exhaustion catches up with you and you let yourself rest, physically and emotionally drained. at least the silence here isnât as bad as the silence at your house.
across town in his friend seungcheolâs guest bedroom, jun canât stop tossing and turning. heâs fucked up, he knows he fucked up, big time.
why did he leave? he shouldnât have left. you had been absolutely right, he was running away from everything and it was stupid and dumb and immature. but in that moment all he could think about was what the next awful thing he might say to you was, and he knew if he had stayed for any longer he wouldnât have been able to stop what came out of his mouth. he was out of control, and immediately he knew it.
not even the worst day in the world could make you deserving of all the things he said to you. you were the only thing that wasnât bad in his life; even on shitty days like today, all you did was care about him. and all he did was hurt you.
jun barely sleeps that night, finally forcing himself out of the extra bed at dawn. heâd been too anxious to sleep, too frustrated with himself to do anything other than think about everything he did and wonder if you were okay without him.
heâd already gotten an earful from his friend last night, and he knew he was still in big trouble. the things he said wouldnât just go away overnight. in fact, theyâd probably gotten worse by leaving them to build up overnight, and again heâs kicking himself for ever leaving in the first place.
he packs up his things as quickly as he can, eager to get home and see you again. on his way out the door, he thanks seungcheol for letting him stay the night and he apologizes for bothering him so late.
âiâm not the one you need to apologize to. you better figure out how to fix this, jun.â
with a straight face he nods, bowing his head as he closes the door.
in his car, jun takes the long way home, trying to find an open grocery store. he knows it wonât make up for how he acted, but the very least he can do it buy you a bouquet of your favorite flowers.
he walks through the aisles, basket in hand, trying to think of something else for you. maybe heâll get the ingredients he needs to make your favorite dinner tonight; he hadnât eaten last night, though you had offered to cook for him and heâd shot you down.
he feels another pang of guilt at the thought, remembering yet another kind gesture youâd tried to give him that heâd brushed off like it meant nothing. it meant everything to him, and in the middle of the frozen vegetables aisle he swore he wouldnât ever do it again.Â
heâd taken you for granted, and he was so lucky that things hadnât ended worse than they did. he couldâve said something truly unforgivable, or he couldâve even lost your relationship altogether. but he was still yours, and you were still his, and he would just have to work extra hard to make sure you knew how sincere he was.
heâd been a little worried that you hadnât texted him back last night, seeing that youâd read his message but never responded. you were probably still hurt, and he didnât blame you; still, heâd hoped you would say something back.
with grocery bags loaded full of ingredients for dinner and the special things heâd bought for you, the drive back home feels a little more hopeful.
he plans out everything heâll do in the car. heâll bring the groceries in and put them away quickly; itâs still fairly early in the morning, so hopefully you wonât be awake yet. heâll arrange your flowers all nice in a pretty vase, and heâll come in and wake you up with the best apology of his life and hopefully a really big hug. after the last 24 hours he really could use a hug, and heâs sure you could too. and then heâll explain how sorry he is and how he didnât mean any of it and then everything will be better again. yes, everything will be okay.
the first part of his plan goes perfectly. he sneaks into the house and when heâs met with silence he continues putting everything away, quietly so he wonât wake you up in the other room. then, he puts the flowers in a vase and with everything in place, he walks down the hallway to finally face you.
but when he twists the bedroom door handle, the bed is made and the room is empty. you arenât there.
he frowns, leaving the room and poking his head into the bathroom, then his office. he calls your name loudly, hoping youâre just in a corner of the house and youâll come out once you hear him. but no reply.
he goes back into the living room and sets the vase down on the coffee table, trying to think. you arenât usually up this early, but maybe you hadnât been able to sleep and youâd gone out for a walk, or maybe youâd gone to the store to get more cereal?Â
a sinking feeling rises in his chest, and he walks back into the bedroom to confirm something, sliding open the closet door to check. your overnight duffel bag is gone.
he ducks back into the bathroom to check something else. your toothbrush isnât sitting in the jar like it usually is. he slides open the bathroom drawer to check one more thing, andâ
his hand freezes on the knob, staring at something in the drawer that wasnât there before. heâs not sure it is what he thinks it is, but either way there it is, clear as day in front of him: a little white piece of plastic, sticking out from underneath a tissue.Â
gingerly he pulls it out, holding it up to the light to see it better. when he sees the two pink lines he nearly drops it in shock, but he stops himself, setting it gently on the counter instead.
this is something special, something precious, and he knew he had to take care of it. youâd saved it for a reason; you couldâve easily just thrown it away once you knew the results, but you had kept it instead. were you going to give it to him?
he covers his mouth with his hand, still staring at the stick sitting on the edge of the sink. it was just a cheap piece of plastic, but to him it was the most important thing in the entire world.
he deflates when he realizes youâd probably been planning on telling him last night, before heâd blown up at you. if heâd been paying attention to anyone other than himself, he wouldâve noticed your mood was happier than usual, your face glowing with contained excitement. he shouldâve been paying attention.
thereâs a sense of urgency in his stride as he dashes around the house, looking for any other sign of you, but itâs clear you werenât there. there were so many places you could be, he canât even begin to think of where to look. your parents, friends, family; hell, you could even have stayed in a hotel, alone and upset. he shouldâve been there. none of this shouldâve ever happened.
immediately he presses the speed dial for your phone, but of courseâ no answer. he calls again, and again you donât pick up. he curses, resisting the urge to slam his phone down on the table in frustration. no, he has to stay calm. thatâs what got him into this whole fucking mess in the first place.
he remembers that your parents are out of town on vacation, so you probably wouldnât have gone there. you wouldnât have gone to a hotel because you always lecture him about the importance of saving money âjust in caseâ, so you wouldnât have paid to stay somewhere. your sister is still in college and shares an apartment with three other people, so probably not the best idea either.Â
that narrows it down to one of your friendsâ houses; seokmin, who lives a couple blocks away, or joshua, who lives on the other side of town.
he figures seokmin is his best bet, so jun takes a deep breath and finds the contact in his phone.
âwhat do you want?â seokminâs usually cheery voice has an edge to it today, and jun knows heâs picked right.
âis she there?â he asks anxiously.
âshe is,â he confirms, and jun exhales, letting out the breath he had been holding in. âbut sheâs asleep still. iâll let her know you called.â
âwait,â jun adds quickly.
the line is silent for a moment, and heâs afraid seokminâs already hung up, but finally he gets a response. âwhat is it?â
"can iâare you sure? please," jun pleads. if he could just talk to you, just explain what happened and that he's so fucking sorryâ
âhold on,â seokmin says, and the phone goes quiet again.
junâs heart is in his throat as he waits for a response, and he stops when he finally hears your voice. âhello?â
he breathes a sigh of relief. âsweetheart. iâm so sorry.â
you donât reply, so he continues.
âiâm glad youâre okay,â he starts, trying to put the right words together. âi shouldnât have said any of that last night, and i shouldnât have left. i didnât mean it. iâm sorry.â
âthanksâ is all you say, and he hates how small and sad your voice sounds. itâs his fault you sound like that.
âi found your test,â he bursts out, unable to hide his excitement any longer.
âoh." you pause, swallowing. "so⊠you know.â
âyes, i do know, baby. iâm so sorry, if i had known beforeââ
you cut him off, your tone suddenly rising with anger. ââif you had known?â so you wonât yell at me if iâm pregnant, but youâre just fine with yelling at me when you think iâm not? is that the only reason why youâre even apologizing to me right now?"
ânoâ fuck, no, of course not. i shouldnât yell at you, period. and iâm not going to ever again.â jun pauses for a second, rubbing his hand over his eyes. heâs done nothing so far but make everything worse. âi really messed up, honey, and iâm sorry. i canât say it enough. butâ please, come home. i donât want to talk over the phone.â
you squeeze your eyes shut, trying to will away the tears that threaten to fall again. you donât want to cry about this anymore. âokay,â you say finally. âiâll be home in a little while.â
âthank you,â jun says, and the way his voice breaks makes your heart sink. you can tell he feels awful about everything, and you do really, really miss him.
ââŠi love you," you add, changing your mind at the last second.
âi love you, too!â he says immediately. âi love you, too, honey. text me when youâre on your way.â
âi will.â
he says âi love youâ twice more before you end the call. you sit in silence for a second, processing everything before you stand up off the couch and head to seokminâs room to give him back his phone.
"can you take me home now, please?" you tell him softly, and immediately seokmin stands up and hugs you, his arms wrapped tightly around you.
"of course. let me know when you're ready."
half an hour later you find yourself in the front seat of seokminâs car once again, this time sitting nervously in his driveway as he puts your bag in the trunk for you. you're still not sure if you're ready to face jun yet, but you know you have to.
reluctantly you unlock your phone and open your text messages with jun, your eyes landing on the text he'd sent last night that had gone unreplied. with shaky fingers you type out that you're leaving seokminâs house, and jun replies almost instantly with a long string of heart emojis.
seokmin gets into the car and starts it, and you exhale and set your phone in the cupholder.
"are you okay?" he asks, turning to look at you. "because you can always let me know if you need anything. anytime, day or night."
"i'm alright," you say, taking a deep breath. "i'm fine. but thank you, seok. i really appreciate everything."
he smiles, shifting the car into reverse. "of course. it's no problem at all."
the second he hears the car pull up outside the house, jun jumps up off the couch, smoothing his shirt down anxiously. through the window he watches seokmin hand you your bag and close the trunk, giving you one last hug before he gets back in the car. he doesn't drive away until you're at the front porch, and with a deep breath jun swings open the door, before you can even knock.
you both stand there in silence for a second before he blurts out another apology. "i'm sorry," he rushes to say. "i'm really sorry."
you give him a weak smile. "can i maybe⊠get in the house, first?" you ask quietly, motioning with your free hand at the doorway.
"yeah, iâ yeah, shit, of course," jun says as he practically jumps out of your way, holding the door open for you to walk inside.
you set your bag on the floor by the couch as he closes the door behind you. the sound of the lock clicking seems too loud in the uncomfortable silence that settles over the room.
"can⊠can i give you a hug? please?" he asks, and you stay quiet but nod.Â
he closes the distance between you in one stride and wraps his arms around you, squeezing you so tightly and holding you close to his chest. "i'm so sorry, honey. i didn't mean any of it. i promise."
"i believe you," you finally manage, your voice a little muffled from how he's pressing you against him.
he doesn't say anything more, just holds you and holds you, and it feels so good to be home where you belong. there's a lot that needs to be said, but for right now you don't need any more words. you're just glad to be back together again.
after a while you pull your head away from him so you speak. "i'm sorry."
"why are you apologizing? you didn't do anything wrong, baby. i'm the one that needs to be apologizing."
you shake your head. "no. i said some things last night, too. granted, not as bad as you, butâŠ"
jun breaks out into a grin at your joke, and you feel your mood start to lighten. "âŠwhich is true. and i'm sorry."
"jun, you can stop apologizing now. i get it, you're sorry. you don't have to tell me a million times," you say, trying to laugh a little.
now it's his turn to shake his head. "well, i'm going to anyway. because i am sorry." you look away from him, feeling embarrassment start to boil up, but he continues talking. "i'm serious. i'll say it as many times as it takes to make it right."
you turn your head back to him, struggling to keep a straight face. "why did you leave, jun?" you ask softly.
he takes a deep breath, and still trapped in his arms you can feel his chest expand with the breath.Â
"it was stupid," he says finally. "i left because i didn't want to stay and risk hurting you more. but i realize i did that anyway, by leaving. i was just⊠i needed some air. but i shouldn't have stayed away, and i'm not gonna do that again. i won't do it, ever again."
"i just don't want you to leave me," you manage, trying and failing to hide the crack in your voice as you feel your eyes start to well up with tears.
he hugs you tighter and one of his hands comes up to cup the back of your head, gently smoothing your hair with his thumb. "i know, baby, i'm sorry. i'm not going to, i promise."
you don't respond, but you know he's telling the truth. the last 24 hours have been hell for the both of you, and you don't doubt he means every single "i'm sorry" he's said.
"soâŠ" jun starts, and you tilt your head up at him.
"so?" you know what he's going to say next, and despite the excitement you had yesterday you feel yourself dreading this part of the conversation.
"you're pregnant?"
you sigh, looking down and avoiding his eyes. "yeah."
he hums. "but you don't sound excited?" he asks.
"well, i was, last night."
"i'm sorry," he winces. "do you wanna tell me now and i'll pretend this didn't happen and i don't know about it?"
you shake your head. "no, it's fine. the moment's kinda⊠ruined, already."
he sighs. "yeah, i know. i'm sorry i ruined it."
"i said it's fine, jun."
"no, it's not fine," he says firmly. "it's one hundred percent my fault. this is important to you, and to us, and we should be celebrating right now. last night should never have happened."
"jun, it's in the past. it was messed up, but i forgive you," you say, lifting you head to look at him once more. "it's not a big deal. we're okay now."
"i just want you to be happy about it," he says with a sniff. "we've been trying for so long, and finallyâŠ" he trails off, staring at you with watery eyes.Â
you smile at him. "i am happy about it, junnie. i'm so happy, you can't even believe."
"did you tell seokmin?" he asks, and his brows furrow when you shake your head no.
"no, i didn't. i wanted you to be the first i told," you say shyly. "i knew you would want to be the first to know."
"i love you so much," he says, still hugging you. he's never going to let you go, never again. "do you know how far along?"
"no, i didn't go to the doctor. probably like two or three weeks, though, if i've been counting it right."
"wow," he sighs, a smile on his face as he stares off into the distance behind you. "i can't wait."
you watch his eyes, practically able to see the thoughts running through his head.Â
after a while he loosens his grip around you, moving to swipe at his eyes quickly with the back of his hand. "wellâanyway," he starts, giving you an awkward chuckle. "i bought stuff for breakfast. if you haven't had any, yet. and i'm making dinner tonight, too."
before you can even respond his eyes widen, like he's just now remembering all the things he had planned, and he lets go of you, bounding into the kitchen. he returns seconds later with a huge glass vase full of flowers, practically tripping over his own feet in his rush to hand them to you. "and i got these for you, too. sorry they're not the best, it's all the store had this morning."
"junnie, if this is the best the store had, then i don't think i wanna see their best," you laugh, holding the flowers up and admiring the dozens of bright blooms. "this is gorgeous, but you really didn't need to get me anything."
"but i wanted to," he counters, still running around the room to grab the gift bag sitting by the couch. "consider it an 'i'm very sorry' slash 'congrats you're having a baby' gift."
you set the vase down on the table next to you and take the bag from him, pulling out the tissue paper and crumpling it into a ball.
"i didn't have a whole lot of time to look this morning, but i found these," he says nervously, waiting for your reaction.
from the bag you pull out a miniature plastic hanger holding a set of tiny pajamas covered in little kitties, attached to a matching set of striped orange socks.
"i wanted to be the first person to get you baby clothes," he explains as he fidgets with his hands.Â
"i knew you would," you smile at him, setting the empty bag and the clothes on the table along with the bouquet of flowers. "and they're perfect. they're so⊠you."
you throw your arms around his neck, pulling him back in for another hug. "i love all of it. thank you, jun."
he grins, rocking you back and forth in his arms and leaving kisses all over your cheek. "i love you too, baby. i missed you so much. i won't ever do that again."
"i know," you smile. "now⊠you promised me breakfast, isn't that right? because i'm starving. crying is exhausting."
he laughs. "no crying anymore. and i did promise you that, so tell me: do you want blueberry waffles, or strawberry?"
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MANIFESTING THROUGH GOD !
If youâre not Christian or religious then scroll because Iâm about to praise God for everything I got for my birthday.
To start this off, I started off in June writing about how I wanted and iPhone 14 and a party at spare times, [ spare times is a place I went to in the seventh grade for a field trip ] at this time my mother told we couldnât go bc my brother had no way of getting there,
Completely bummed out I abandoned the whole spare times idea but I had hope in getting a new phone despite not really being sure I was going to get one.
July hit and my mother was asking me what I wanted to do for my birthday, I prayed to God asking him to help me find something to do bc there was no spare times, God answered by my mom telling me we could go to spare times, and despite me being like thereâs no way, GOD MADE A WAY!
My brother got his car on Tuesday of my birthday week, and my mom told me the week before that we could go to spare times bc heâll get his car, I got my hopes up but I prayed to God first because I wanted this from the beginning.
Skip past to Thursday [ one more day before my birthday ] we go get new phones, now remember I wanted an iPhone 14 but guess what GOD gave me? A IPHONE 15!!!!!!! I wanted a fourteen but God gave me the newest iPhone a brand new.. iPhone like????
Then I got an outfit for my birthday which I also wrote down to manifest through God, and the first outfit I got didnât fit so I told myself to trust God despite the worry I was feeling [ Donât know why I was worried bc he tells us not to ] and on Friday I got an outfit that fit and was perfect to wear.
So the whole meaning of this post is that the enemy is always going to do things that will make you feel like God wonât do what he has promised but nobody, not even the devil himself can take away what God has promised you!
So so so happy and thankful my birthday was absolutely everything I prayed for AND more, God loves you all, just pray to him what you want and trust me.. you will get it no matter what obstacles come.
( edit: some bible verses for you )
ââLuke⏠â18âŹ:â27âŹ; âJesus replied, âWhat is impossible with man is possible with God.ââ
Jeremiah 29:11; âFor I know the plans I have for you,â declares the Lord, âplans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.â
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hi iâm very sorry if this is out of pocket but i havenât seen something like this â so i saw youâre willing to do hcâs for ninjago, so can you do like the ninja in pixel empire reacting to male/gn readerâs ingame outfit ??? for zane (+ pix if u want) it could be like a playon detective thing since they donât go in the game
thanksies if you do do this (and if u canât do all the ninja dw! just do the onesnu can / want!!)
Not out of pocket at all, my friend!! Still sorta testing the waters for writing Ninjago characters, so this was good practice! Also, I didn't include any physical descriptions bc I wanted y'all to be able to imagine you're wearing something you like :]
(for Zane and Pixal, we are just pretending they could go in the game shhhh)
Ninjago - Elemental Ninjas (+ Pixal) Reacting to Your Outfit in Prime Empire
Jay
With the help of one of the many "Jays," you eventually ended up in Jay's club
When he appeared on stage, he immediately noticed you
"Y/N!!!"
He leapt off the stage and ran over to you, stopping a few feet away so that he could look you over
"AAAH you look so cool!!!! And I thought my outfit was nice! Gah, I wish I had thought of something like that!"
You laughed, assuring him that his outfit was also very stylish
He ignored you, walking around you in a circle and fangirling over every little detail
You literally had to tell him to stop, he would not be quiet about how good your outfit was
Cole
You were looking yourself over, pretty satisfied with your choices of clothing
You noticed that you weren't the only one staring at your outfit
Cole was standing a little ways away
He was watching you intently, almost gaping at you
You felt your face heat up a little
Your satisfaction with your choices was suddenly waning
Feeling a little insecure, you asked:
"What?"
Cole just smiled, meeting your eyes with his own, filled with admiration
"Nothing. Just thinking of how lucky I am. And how good-lookin' you are."
You snorted, smiling back at him with your confidence restored
Kai
The first thing you heard when you stepped out into the open with your new outfit was a whistle
Worried for a second that it was some stranger being a creep, you whirled around ready to slap someone
But it was just Kai, watching you with his arms crossed as he leaned against a wall
"Nice threads."
You breathed a sigh of relief, making your way over to him to give him a light punch on the arm
He laughed, wrapping an arm around your shoulders
"No, seriously. You look super cool."
"Not so bad yourself."
He smirked, pressing a kiss to your cheek
Zane
Zane isn't really one for appearances; he doesn't really care what people look like
But he can still recognize when someone looks nice
Like you, when you emerged in your in-game outfit
You approached him with a proud grin on your face
You looked great, and it made him happy that you were confident
He gave a smile in return
It was one of his sweet, genuine smiles that you adored so much
He took both your hands in his as he said:
"I like your outfit. It suits you."
Lloyd
Lloyd was looking around, surveying the unfamiliar landscape
He was caught off guard when he noticed you walking towards him, wearing a rather flattering outfit
He felt his cheeks heat up instantly
He floundered when you stopped in front of him; his mind was totally blank
You raised an eyebrow, smirking as he stared
Realizing he was being rude, he fumbled to say something
"You, uh... You look nice."
He smiled awkwardly, hoping his face wasn't as red as it felt
You just chuckled, treasuring his reaction
Nya
Nya perked up as you approached her, already smiling at the mere sight of you
Her eyes widened when she noticed your outfit
She brought a hand to cup her cheek endearingly
She stared for a moment, cheeks turning rosy as she returned her gaze to your face
There was a twinkle in her eye as she said:
"Well, don't you look nice!"
She took your hand in hers as she showed you off to the others
"Guys, look at y/n! Don't they look cool?"
Pixal
Kind of like Zane, she doesn't care for appearances
She's more focused on functionality when it comes to clothing
So when you approach her in your new outfit, the first thing she does is overanalyze it
She walks around you in a circle, pointing and tugging at different parts
She's lowkey critiquing you đ
"This will be good in allowing you to move freely. This part is too loose; it might get caught on something. You'll have to be careful."
She's doing it because she loves you, I promise
She just wants you to be as efficient and safe as you can be!
Thank you so much for reading, and thank you anon for the request!! I hope this was okay :)
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