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fateandloveentwined · 1 year ago
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i was thinking of translating some reviews like this one because i'm very much procrastinating on life but every time i read what i wrote i'm like, how the hell are you supposed to translate even a single word.
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that-was-anticlimactic · 9 months ago
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one of the worst feelings ever is wanting to write but your hands hurt too much or the words just don’t want to work so you just sit there staring at a half finished doc with tears in your eyes bc you want to write and you need to write but everything is telling you that you can’t
#and that you’re a terrible writer and that no one cares aaaaaaand imposter syndrome kicks in and you just feel like crap#bc all your friends have been wriying recejtky so why can’t you??? cause they’re bETTER THAN YOU#lol idk why my head is so bad today#the feelings of inferiority and emptiness and idk worthlessness are strong and i hate it but i can’t stop it#i just wanna write!!! and like what i write!!!#but i Can’t and i haven’t liked anything i’ve written in Months and ugh i hate not being able to d something i wanna do#oh and now i’m crying??? why the frick am i cRYING litetally why is typing this making me Worse#sorry guys needed to rant#the inadequacy was strong today#something something students keep telling me how much they dislike me or how i’m whiny for asking them to be respectful and like#i Know i shouldn’t compare myself to my friends but gosh it’s hard when they’re all like. so much better than me.#and i don’t have a lot of time to be on tumblr bc of work so i just feel like i’m watching everything from afar and it’s no one’s fault but#my brain’s like no one is Doing anything it’s just my brain being dumb and i can’t stand it and I want to stop feeling empty and like i’m#missing a part of myself and like the words i write don’t matter gOD why can’t i just feel happy with where i am and not care what the kids#who hate me say or realize that no one cares that i’m not on much like i’m still Here and trying to interact it’s not like everyone hates me#for being busy or for liking side characters more than the main characters and just—#sorry#that felt good actually#idk what came over me#imma just. imma shower. then maybe delete my tags#sorry if anyone got this far aT ALL grace is either asleep or trying to sleep so i don’t wanna bother them since they slept poorly last nigh#okay done now for real sorry delete tags later sorry if you saw this and how freaking messed up ky freaking brain is
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bless-the-seventh · 5 months ago
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keeps-ache · 2 years ago
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ouuhwhuh the nectar (water) ! ohhuhuihouhuhu
...am i a fish
#just me hi#wwwwwwwwwortorrrrrr ouhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#am i just like at that stage of dehydration where i don't feel it again or are my senses Elevated. hard to tell#[takes a sippy] [takes a sippy] [takes a sippy] [takes a sippy] [takes a sippy] [takes a sippy] [takes a sippy] [takes a sippy] [takes a si#/god was so so very right for making water. oh man oh boy oh Man#like. this stuff is Great#sometimes it's Really gross but this stuff is really really good#how many types of water are there#google says 7#7 wortor. 7 virtues......#fish virtues............#oh no my conspiracy brain is coming out of hiding oh gosh oh frick oh n-#//oh yeah so i had to do Hygiene Things earlier and my mmmmmother Finally got shampoo after Weeks of DISH SOAP.#heavens' sake- DISH SOAP. it was in my HAIR. it was AWFUL#just TERRIBLE. it's a horrible awful terrible texture and i don't even know how to describe it. it's like. plastic#bad vibes!#so my mom's like 'why don't you just use the dish soap lol' and i don't have my brain on so i'm just like 'it feels bad :/'#and i Know there's somebody who agrees with me cuz like. that shizz is sposed to strip off COOKING OIL. i am NOT so much an oily boi as my#mother wants to believe (assuming from the fact she kept telling me to use DISH SOAP. WRONG.)#yeah this isn't the first time this has happened. yea i wish it would be the last time but this isn't the world of my dreams yet so#/DISH SOAP. it dries out my skkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkine i canNOT believe this. Horror#//anyway my dramatics are over again :) [drapes over the couch]#somebody fetch me like. a lemonade or something. or pink lemonade!! very good drink :D [continues to Drape]
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confusedsiewmai · 2 years ago
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jakesflatty · 1 month ago
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SOUNDS
"Heeseung? what are you doing climbing through my window at 3 Am!?" You asked your gorgeous boyfriend who got the "genius" idea to come see you in the middle of the night.
"Im sorry baby, but I missed you too much, I needed to see your face, you know how I get when I'm deprived of your affection, Its torture!" Heeseung said as he leaned on your shoulder, talking in a hushed tone.
"Whatever heeseung! You know my mom has Fricking super hearing!" You sarcastically say then add "If she ever knew what we were doing my ass would be gra- "She won't find out" he interrupted with a low voice, you took a moment to check heeseung out and...gosh was it hard to say no to him.
Heeseung gave you those bambi eyes and it was over from there. Heeseung already had his lips on yours and it felt so good at this point your not even thinking about getting caught.
heeseungs hands roam up your stomach giving you butterflies everywhere, you let out a soft moan that was barely audible, but he heard it.
its his favorite sound.
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vibratingskull · 8 months ago
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Would I be able to request Thrawn x pregnant reader? Where Thrawn realizes she’s pregnant before the reader does and gets very protective, but the reader does not understand why, and they end up in an argument but Thrawn wants her to discover the pregnancy herself. I’m not sure how you’d go about that but I know you’re a really good writer so I’d love to see you write that imagine if that makes sense.
Future dad Thrawn, protective Thrawn, jealous Thrawn protecting his pregnant wife... A dream come true really.
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Thrawn x F!reader
It just started like any other month, but both of your fates transcended that day.  
“Maker fricking... Gosh!” He hears you curse through the bathroom wall. 
“Is there a problem, Ch’acah? Do you need assistance?” He rises from the sofa to knock at the door. 
You open the door visibly tired.  
“It’s just... My period stopped again but the cramps are here once again!” You sigh visibly at the end of your life. 
Nothing out of the ordinary. Your periods have always been unpredictable since he knew you thanks to PCOS. You could not have them for several months straight and then bleed for almost an entire month. Or they could just come back normal for a period to completely derail once again, just to taunt you. But no matter what, the cramps always come back with a vengeance. 
He could only stand as a witness of your distress and help in the little ways he can. 
“I am terribly sorry, ch’eo Ch’acah. What can I do to help?” 
You sighed again, lowering your shoulders, terribly irritated. 
“I want to nap for an entire month.” 
He smiles, empathetic. He remembers back in the Ascendancy, he was the go-to guy to ask to buy period products in his social circle when no girls around could do it. He never saw it as weird or even humiliating to go to the counter with a tampon box in hand, his friends needed his help and who was he to refuse to extend his hand? He got a lot of weird looks when he entered the pharmacy in his neat Naporar uniform only to go straight to the women’s health section. Ziara forgot her period was supposed to start and he never saw her so... distraught, so on edge and on the verge of tears. He offered her his jacket to wrap around her hips to hide any stains and headed to the store immediately. 
Since that day he always carried a pad in his bag in case of emergency for his friends and female classmates. 
And it came in use more than one time! 
His behavior didn’t change when he started dating you, if anything it came in handy a lot. Always checking if you had a box of menstrual protection in advance without you even asking him, remembering you to sterilize your cup regularly when you wanted to try it, changing numerous sheets you bleed on during the night, hand washing the blood stains on your pajamas that the washer didn’t get. 
He also makes sure you have painkillers at arm’s reach at any time, he will prepare as many hot water bottles as you need while you lay in bed, in pain and uncomfortable, and he will massage your back or rub your lower belly delicately each time you ask, applying gentle pressures strategically. 
He knows an orgasm can greatly reduce periods cramps and will gladly give you one to help relieve you by gently massaging your clit until you are a shaking mess in his hands or a cunnilingus, his favorite method, whether you are bleeding or not. He is not afraid of a bit of blood on his tongue and will eat you out longly until you come hard in his mouth and finally relax as your orgasm eases your painful muscles. 
But if you only want a cuddle he will join you in bed and hold you tight, as the big spoon, caressing your tummy softly. 
That’s no big deal, that’s just what being a good husband is. 
“I understand your distress, Ch’acah. But maybe a month’s nap is unrealistic.”  
You purse your lips, going to sit on the bed. 
“Not only that but I’m super smelly and I hate that.” You grouse. 
He tilts his head. 
“What do you mean? You always smell lovely.” 
“You wish. I already took a shower this morning and I need to take one again, I think my hormones are fucking me up today. I feel so dirty.”  
“Your hygiene is impeccable.” 
“Judge for yourself if you don’t believe me!” You start losing patience, too in pain to be rational. 
He gently approaches to take your hand and smells your wrist. 
He takes a sniff. 
And froze. 
“See?” You respond “I’m dirty, I’m sweaty and miserable!” 
He doesn’t listen, his brain is too focused on trying to rationalize what he is smelling at this very second. He remains still, one knee to the ground, your hand in his, his nose above your delicate wrist and his eyes slowly blinking in the realization of what he is smelling. 
Is it possible? After so many tries, after so many failed attempts and heartbreaking clinical news, could you truly be...? 
He switfly turns his head to you, a breath caught in his throat. You round your eyes in surprise. 
“Wow okay... No need to look so shocked, I know I smell, I’ll take a shower.” 
You do not understand, not yet. 
You hate that odor but to him this is the most delectable one he ever got to smell. 
He slightly rises to push your hair out of the way to bury is face in your neck. 
He has to be sure... 
He deeply inhales with his red eyes closed. 
Oh that delicious smell... 
His heart contracts painfully as he feels waves of dark energy in his veins, propelling him forward, and forcing you to lay on the mattress under his weight. You yelp in surprise as he grabs a fistful of your hair and hugs you painfully tight. 
“Thrawn? What the-” 
He brushes his nose against the skin of your neck, reveling in this new scent, full of wonders and promises. 
After all those years, are you finally pregnant? Full with his baby, your little one to the both of you? Are you going to make him a father? 
His reason urges him to the be rationnal and level headed but his Chiss instincts are waking up with a vengeance of being asleep for so long! 
A baby! 
A miracle! 
He cannot fight the urge to lick your neck from shoulder to jaw, he wants to taste that smell, to taste this victory against destiny itself. 
So many doctors and medics warned your couple. You had fertility problems and you are from two different species, and while you never said it out loud you kind of stopped hoping for a baby after several years of unfruitful tries. You simply resigned yourself. 
He couldn’t hold it against you. You knew your body and you knew the odds. 
He never stopped hoping, he simply kept it low to not upset you, the subject getting sensitive for you. 
But today, 
Today you are pregnant! Today you cheated fate! 
He feels the thrills flowing in his veins, pushing him to claim you as his, leaving his odor on you to deter any rivals. He almost digs his nails in your flesh to keep you close to him. 
He mentally slaps himself, getting back control over that brutal urge, he recover is usual sterness and gently kisses your cheek. 
You look at him suspicsiously, what got over him? 
“As I said, you smell lovely.” He smiled lightly. 
 “What kind of reaction was that?” You ask gauging him up and down. 
“My apologies, Chiss are more sensible to odors and scents than humans.” 
“... And you like mine when I’m sweaty and dirty?” You ask more and more incredulous. 
“You are not dirty, my love.” He brushes his nose with yours, holding your face between his two hands, “And for the record, I love your smell no matter what, I can learn so many things about you with it, like where you are in your cycle, or if you’re off of it...” He tries to hint at it. 
“Hugh, don’t tell me about it.” 
You do not understand. 
It is all right. You are really early in the pregnancy, you have all the time to discover it. 
In fact he wont say a thing, leaving you the surprise. He will even lie and pretend he didn’t knew when you will reveal to him the news, triumphant, that you succeeded against all odds. 
That will be your victory and he will celebrate you for it. 
He can even celebrate you tonight without you knowing! 
“In fact I love it so much I want to devour you right now.” He purrs lowly, waving his hips against yours, brushing his loins between your open legs. 
“Oh Thrawn...” You wince, “I can’t do it with you tonight, I’m too uncomfortable, I’m sorry I-” 
“Oh no, no, no, no, Ch’acah.” He reassures you, “You lay back and relax, let me do the work. I will take great care of you.” 
He knows you can’t do penetrative sex in this state, he will eat you out all night long instead. He is drooling just thinking about it. 
Oh, he’s gonna take such good care of you sweetheart, let him work his magic on you and enjoy yourself! You deserve so many orgasms for your marvelous present to him, he feels motivated to break his personal record. 
He will stop only when you will be crying from overstimulation...  
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“Did you take weight?” Xoxtin asks out of the blue while loudly munching on her dish. 
You raise a warning glance at her. From the corner of your eyes, you see Karin tensing up and Lark’s bite almost takes a wrong turn. 
“I am saying that for you, you should hit the gym more often.” she continues, inconsiderate. 
You roll your eyes with a sigh, who accepted her at the table again?  
“How do you expect to find a man if you let yourself go like that?” She insists. 
“Did he ever crossed your mind that I was not searching for a man maybe?” You falsely smile at her. 
You indeed gained some weight recently, but it always fluctuates with your condition. What’s more bothering you lately is the sickness you have at different time of the day for two weeks now.  
Thrawn is also weirdly... on edge recently? Hard to describe but he is a lot more tactile, hugging just a bit too tight to be comfortable, like he was trying to melt your bodies into one, he seems to try to hold you back when you release his hand, and he seems constantly looming behind your back. You could swear you heard him growl at a colleague talking to you yesterday! 
And as romantic as it might sound you both agreed to keep your marriage a secret and he really isn’t making any effort to be subtle lately. 
Xoxtin purses her lips in disaproval. 
“It’s going to come bite you in the neck if you’re not careful” 
“I have PCOS. I gain and lose weight at the goodwill of my uterus. That’s kinda outside of my control.” 
“I’m saying that for you.” She speaks with her mouth full. 
“Oh come on,” Lark slides into the conversation uninvited, “With or without those new pounds she would still have that pretty face to make heads spin.”  
He suddenly wraps his arm around your shoulder to press you against his body. You’re so taken aback you don’t stop him, do not even tell him to release you. He grabs your chin with his other hand . 
“Look at her! She is adorable.” And he just kisses your cheek. 
You are just about to flick him off when he’s literally ripped out of you violently, making you jump away in fear and surprise.  
“What the...?!” 
You discover Thrawn, looming over Lark, on the ground. His hands are clasped behind his back as usual but he looks at him with daggers, his eyes shine brighter proof of an inner turmoil or intense emotion. He is visibly tense, more than you ever saw him. Lark looks up at him, confused like he doesn’t understand it is Thrawn who just threw him across the floor like trash. 
“Gr-Grand Admiral Thrawn?” He bablbutiates. 
“You will not lay your hands on her again. Am I clear?” Thrawn enunciates slowly, is tone deadly cold. 
You can hear him spit the words between his gritted teeth. 
“It.. It was nothing, just a little peck, I-” 
“Never.Again.Am.I.Clear?” Thrawn repeats deadly. 
“Grand Admiral Thrawn!” You interject, “It’s all right, it was nothing, he was joking.” 
He spins to you and his gaze shocks you to your core. 
He is beyond pissed off. 
He is properly enraged. 
“This was not all right. This was not nothing.” He counters in a calm tone that sends shivers down your spine, “I cannot let such behaviors fly. This is unjustifiable.”  
Okay, Lars trespassed your boundaries but in the end, it was just a kiss on the cheek, Karyn kisses your cheek all the time and Thrawns looks ready to demolish him to blood. He never reacted like that before. 
The fuck was that? 
“I will take him to have a word in my office, Grand Admiral. Do not worry.” Karyn intervenes, standing up she helps Lark to stand up and walk away with him. 
Thrawn keeps looking at you, still and mute while the rest of the mess hall still wonders how to react to that act, silently observing their Grand Admiral they seem ready to flee and scatter at any sound. 
They finally look back at their plates in submission but you remain standing, looking at Thrawn with incomprehension. He grabs your hand and pulls you in the corridor of the Chimaera. 
“Thrawn, what the fuck?!” You complain. 
“I do not want you to eat at the mess hall anymore. You will take your meals in my suite from now on.” He doesn't even look at you saying that, he just keeps walking straight ahead, pulling you behind him. 
“Why would I do that?” You protest at his audacity. 
“Because I order it.” 
You rip your hand of his grip harshly, prompting him to stop and turn towards you with eyes telling you are in trouble. 
But you can be both enraged. 
“Thrawn. With all the respect I owe you, who the fuck do you think you are to order me around like that?” 
He straightens his back, rising with all his height. 
“Your Grand Admiral, and more importantly, your husband.” 
You just cannot believe what you are hearing right now. This is so unlike him! He never got so angry that he resorted to violence, that he physically removed you from a place and now is ordering you around like that! 
Thrawn is not like that. This is not the man you chose for the rest of your life. 
“You think it gives you any power over me?!” 
He advert his gaze to look around and open a door. 
“Please enter. Let us discuss inside privately.” 
You breathe through your nose and enter, not without stabbing him with your eyes. Once inside the conference room, you spin to look at him, crossing your arms on your chest and frowning. 
“What is wrong with you lately? What is going on?!” 
“You are obviously the victim of sexual harassment by your male colleagues. I took the action to intervene for your integrity.” 
You blink, taking a second to process his words. 
“Lark is a dumbass and a clown, but he is not dangerous. If you didn’t ‘take action’ as you said I would have been able to get rid of him myself and with way less drama and publicity.” You correct him. 
He readjusts his position on his feet, grounding himself. He seems calmer but his eyes remain dark and agitated. 
“So you expected me to not act when he put his hands on your body and kissed you without consent?” He asks. 
“No. And I am glad you reacted to protect me. But throwing him to the ground like that? Publically? Like I thought our marriage was supposed to remain a secret and today you seemed ready to beat him to a pulp!” 
“I acted to protect you.” 
“Did you? Or did you protect your ego?”  
His nostril flares but he remains silent. 
Why can’t you see ? 
How you make heads turn and spin all around. 
Before he didn’t mind it. He knows you will never cheat on him, as he would never cheat on you. He never felt the need to resort to violence to deter any rivals, you stopped them very effectively yourself as he gazed lovingly at you from afar. 
But since he knows, all looks caressing your skin is insufferable to him, revolting, a stab in his own flesh, cutting so deep he feels like bleeding to death. 
So when Lark laid his hands on you and kissed your cheek, his brain just... Blacked out. 
His conscience took a backseat as his instincts took the reins and he grabbed the poor fool to throw him on the ground. He didn’t punched him, but he didn't lack the will. 
It was terribly tempting to make him an example.  
To assert his dominance over the foolish suitor who though he could steal the pregnant wife of a Chiss. It doesn’t matter that he doesn’t know. Who kisses a colleague so brazenly like that in the first place? 
He knew that it would be challenging. He heard tales of males Chiss going off the rails for their pregnant partner in his youth and witnessed some crazy acts in his adulthood. So he knew he would have to prepare himself mentally to protect your common secret, to not loose his cool. He even thought that he would rise above that, that he had full control of his anger and possessivity. 
But when he saw Lark all over you... 
It was simply so sickening and maddening, and his protective and possessive instinct just screamed at him so loudly that he simply lost control. He forgot about your relationship being a secret, he forgot about being the Grand Admiral, he forgot about his usual restrain. 
His only goal was your and the baby’s safety. Who does this man thought he was to touch a Chiss’ mate? A Chiss’ wife? The future mother of a Chiss? He needed to be put in his place urgently.  
Now that he has calmed down, he realizes how unbecoming of him and reckless it was.  
But if you think he is going to say sorry, you are terribly wrong. 
He will not apologize for protecting his pregnant wife. In fact he will do it again, as many times as he has to. 
The thing that you are not understanding and that he is slowly realizing right now, is that he could kill fo you. 
One of his own officers, no second thought.  
If they push the right buttons, he will not take responsibility for his actions.  
Because Chiss are protective of their families to an extent you still have absolutely no idea. When Chiss see their partner and children in danger, things get really dangerous, really quickly.  
The syndicure had to put special laws in place and create a special category of crime for those very situations. The murder of a rival to protect a wife and an unborn baby was a classic of Chiss culture since millennials, it was a popular trope for books and movies, plays and operas, something deeply ingrained in their psyche. 
Barbaric for other species, perfectly justified in their eyes. 
So you can sit your pretty butt on any apology because you’re not going to get one. 
“Won’t you say something at least?!” You press him. 
“I understand where you are coming from. But I do not expect you to understand.” 
“Oh really? And why is that if you please? What, I am too stupid to understand the Grand Admiral Thrawn’s glorious mind?” You scoff. 
He deeply inhales. He really doesn’t want to tell you, it would spoil it for you. You deserve to discover it for yourself and have the joy to tell him. He so longs for your sparking eyes when you will approach him with a pregnancy test hidden behind your back. Who is he to rob you of that special moment? 
“You know I never thought that about you.” He counters . 
“Well you sure sound like you do right now.” 
You are very clearly pissed at him but right now he wants nothing more but to take you in his arms and carry you tight to the suite to lay in bed with you. He wants to hide you from the rest of the universe, to hug you so tight that you fusion in one single being, like that you will be safe and sound. He wants to smell his scent on you, mixing with yours in a perfect new fragrance. He wants you safe under his body, caged by his weight so nothing could ever reach and hurt you, protecting you with his large stature. 
But you would claw his face. So he keeps his urge on a leash. 
“I never had and never will have such opinions about you, I respect you too much.” 
“But clearly not enough to have the nerves to order me around like that!”  
You’re really not going to spare him, do you? 
Would he usually have the nerve to grab you to drag you to another place or give you orders like a child? No. 
But he felt justified. When it comes to protecting his Ch’acah and unborn baby he has all the rights in the universe! 
Protecting you and your baby is his sole focus and worry every day, his mission to the Empire became secondary to him. 
“Listen. I don’t know what came over you but I have been sick for months now, I don’t sleep, I puke every day, my back is destroyed and my PCOS is acting up, so I do not have the patience to deal with men petty ego battles right now!” You almost shout, at the end of your patience. 
He remains silent, listening to you breathing heavily. He patiently waits, looking at you silently. He is fully calmed down now and only looks at you with adoration in his shiny red eyes. 
How could he be mad at you when you are carrying his child? This is simply impossible. This is beyond him. 
“Do you feel better?” He softly ask. 
You wince. 
“I.... Yes. Sorry I screamed. But it needed to be said.” You respond, with a nicer tone. 
“I understand and do not hold it against you. In your state mood swings are very common.” 
You sniff, slowly relaxing. 
“My state, my state... PCOS don’t give me mood swing you know it.” You caress a strand of hair behind your ear. 
“I am not talking about your PCOS, Ch’acah. “ 
You raise an eyebrow with a silent question. 
He ponders, should he tell you? Keep the secret? 
Sure seeing you come to him with your largest smile to tell you the news sounds terribly alluring, but keeping the news away from will prevent you from getting the appropriate care. 
You could hurt yourself and the baby at the gym or while training with colleagues. 
He got rid of all the alcohol bottles in the suite behind your back but he knows Faro has a nice whisky collection and loves to invite you over. 
The risks are too high, every new day brings its new set of dangers. He needs to put a stop to it. 
“You may want to sit, my love.”  
You look at him, incredulous, but cave in. 
He sits in another chair and leans forward to take your hand in his. He gently caresses the back of it with his thumb, reveling in the softness of your thin human skin. He looks at you and cannot refrain from a smile stretching his lips right now, his second hand comes to caress your cheek. 
Your shared life flashes in his mind, all those moments at each other side. So precious.  
“I love you so much, Ch’acah.” He softly says, devouring your gorgeous face with his eyes. 
“Thrawn, you look like you’re about to tell me something shocking.” You reply a bit freaked out. 
He chuckles lightly. 
“You will be shocked, I am sure. But in a good way, I promise you.” 
“Okay.” You readjust yourself in your chair, bracing yourself for what he is about to throw at you. “I am listening.” 
“(Y/n), Ch’acah, my love, light of my days, star of my nights,” He says incredibly softly, squeezing your hand tenderly, caressing your cheekbone, his read eyes spilling love, “You are pregnant.” 
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mewsmagic · 9 months ago
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I DID NOT EXPECT TO DO ANOTHER ANALYSIS THOUGHTS WHATEVER POST BUT ARLECCHINO IS JUST TOO MUCH FOR MY NEURODIVERGENT BRAIN AND I NEED TO TALK ABT IT SO HERE WE GO AGAIN
Spoiler warning for Arlecchino’s character teaser!!!
If you haven’t yet, watch it here!!
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Look look. I really did not expect Arlecchino to be comprehensive, understanding or merciful (of her children) since in the Fontaine trailer she was critical of Lyney and Lynette and we did have other harbingers calling her a wolf in sheep’s clothing and things like that
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Oh fuck I screenshotted this at the wrong time LOLL anyway
BUT THEN SHE WAS SO KIND WITH THIS GIRL 😭😭
Despite telling her that she told her recklessness would lead to failure, she was not mad at her AT ALL – and I mean, completely fair, girl was literally on her deathbed – and instead decided to deal with the problem herself 😭😭😭😭😩😩😩🤯🤯🤯🤡🤡🤡 I WAS NOT EXPECTING THIS FROM A SUPPOSEDLY “STRICT AND UNFEELING FATHER”
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Also, this isn’t my main point but the way she showed up like fricking bogeyman and crushed the nasty man’s skull with her HEEL was insane (positively) for me
Anyway LOL then she went, killed him, exposed his crimes and robbed all his money SO SHE COULD ADOPT MORE HOMELESS CHILDREN LIKE PLEASE THIS IS EXTREMELY CHAD AND BASED OF HER
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Not only that, but she went back to her child and saw her off herself 😭😭😭😭 this shot of her closing her eyes, gosh this made me really emotional, especially considering what comes next
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She did mourn her death!!!! Not only that but she called her “her child”!!!!! Although she appears inexpressive, it must’ve been so hard to see the children you raised part like that.
And considering we’re talking about a whole orphanage, this is definitely not her first time, and won’t be her last either, it must be so hard to be the director of the House :(
Now, I gotta say I like her character even more after all this 😭😭😭😭
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I am all for villains who are actually evil and nasty flawed people and I do like characters like that as well, but I feel like in Alrecchino’s case, it was kinda necessary for her to have a softer side?
I mean, again, we’re talking about an orphanage here. Her underlings are literally her own children, children like her who were abandoned at a young age, had nowhere to go and no one to take care of them. Not only that, but she has to train them to become underground agents and deal with dangerous situations at a young age. To become criminals even.
And this is all without even mentioning that she had to deal with generational trauma too. It’s a tendency for this type of children to become the opposite of their parents, and try to do better than them even if they do still have their own flaws. And I think this is shown wonderfully in Arlecchino.
She tries to put a front of a cold and strict father, but on the inside, she’s not as ruthless as she makes herself out to be. Even to the Traveler, who has been an “enemy” of the Fatui in various situations, she did not care about it and instead judged them to be a valuable ally (AND SHE WAS NOT WRONG!!!!)
It's really no wonder Lyney admires her and wants to be like her. Tbh I would feel the same way if I were in his shoes LOL Lynette and Freminet seem to respect her a lot as well, from what I've seen in the Archon quests and the story quests I mean.
I did not read all of the Hearth siblings lore however, so I may be missing some information about how she raised them, and there’s still the story quest and the Boss fight that still wasn’t released and I don’t look at this type of leaks LOL but still, you got my point!
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Another point I wanna mention is that this front of cold, unfeeling and harsh could be considered her flaw, even if it’s just a mask.
I mean, it is considered a toxic trait to pretend to be something you’re not. It could be people pleasing (no shame btw I am one myself), could be narcissistic traits like the previous Knave showed, and it could be pretending to be tougher than you really are, like in Arlecchino’s case.
In this case, she’s not only neglecting her own feelings and not letting them out (i.e.: not crying for her child’s death for example), but it can give the wrong impression to her children as well.
It gives the impression that she doesn’t care about them, especially at a young age, and especially considering they’re homeless children who have already been abandoned by their biological parents, and by the world itself.
According to studies on psychology, this situation makes children even more vulnerable to insecurity, low self-esteem, and gives them even more need for emotional connection and reassurance, which Arlecchino doesn't give them bc she's cold.
So yeah, Arlecchino IS still flawed and questionable in her own way, the children do feel the effect of this and her “good side” was necessary for her position and done wonderfully in my opinion.
Personally, I LOVE it when villains/anti-heroes are unhinged at the right people/moments but at the same time still have their kind side and their own issues. I mean, questionable people in real life do also have their good side, and this is exactly what makes them fucking nasty when they're nasty.
But I'll definitely talk more about this whenever I do make a post about Firefly from Star Rail! Gosh I have so much to say about her, just wait for me guys!!!
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jazzically · 2 months ago
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magp 8
ugggh even though im listening for it i dont always notice norris slipping into human voice till ex post facto it's completely seamless which is just AGAIN ITS SO SO COOL I ADORE THIS IDEA
OOH MY GOSH ABANDONED SPACE NEEDLE?!?!?!?!?
brilliant. fabulous lovely fantastic. i havent written much bc ive been concentrating too hard on understanding the academic paper lol but it's sooo goood i love this
hell yeah metaphorical hunger and spooky parking lots
UGH OK SORRY (im only apologizing to myself bc i keep pausing per every 10 seconds audio) but like another reason this episode is gorgeous is that even throughout the description of the experience, the author maintains a mostly academic tone and references the original purpose of telling the story when appropriate. in short, this new format — and every such new medium of storytelling brought to the series through each episode — is not some flimsy shell covering up a spooky statement, some excuse to tell the tale that needs to be conveyed. this case actually sounds like a scholar's genuine description of the events that led him to begin a scientific study and OOOGH THATS!!!! MARVELOUS
k back to listeni Oh another thing — alex does really well with controlling the amount of subtle pauses and inflections in speech (decreasing their frequency when robotic, increasing their frequency when speaking as a human)
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OOOOH IS THIS ONE A CALLBACK TO MAG 48: LOST IN THE CROWD MAYHAPS..... (i love that episode did you know i love that episode)
with the matching clothes and eVERYthing god
ykw i see it now. valid. the stranger. as far as im concerned theres still a case for the lonely so these two are giving more of like a mashup of both i think
AUGH im doing it again. stop trying to categorize!!!!!
THIS IS ACTUALLY SO SCARY WTF
i dunno i just really like that at the beginning alice assigns these names to the computer's various voices and we just start calling them that. it feels so natural, like another office shtick, that you forget we don't actually know their names
oh wait he actually did lose his finger!!!? whoa
god i just love alice
alice's and gwen's personalities are very interesting
aw man i miss teddy dude. he seemed like a great guy. i didn't quite register fully that bro was leaving (although now that i can sort of see the larger structure of the story unfolding, i understand the setting up of plot in ep 1 better. it feels cool to think about)
geez this is a long one
FOLY HUCK
GIGI???????
HOLY CHRISTHUBIJOGSIEIHS ITS ACTUALLY GERRY I MISSED YOU GERRY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
ok so is this an actual alternate universe??? or did this just happen before gerry died ???????? huh???????? then how do they have jonny's and martin's voices on some random old computers????? OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO screams and fixates and yells
GERTRUDE YAAAAASSSSSSSSS i hope she gets to cackle i really really do
ok wait this can't possibly be in the past because the ep about the voyeur blog post movie thing had entries from like 2022 iirc
HUH
oh yea i nearly forgot gerry paints!!!
This is so fricking funny i bet gerry keeps calling gertrude "gigi" just to annoy her
WAIT is he actually her grandson?? was that mentioned in the original series ???
gertrude answer the question
AWW GERRYS HAPPY he sounds so joyful and it makes me wanna cry he was so cool and awesome and deserved better in tma
TELEPORTATION??? HELLO?
OMG CELIA WAS ON WTG THE WORLDBUILDING GOES CRAZY
wHEW ok that was a long (and amazing) one. lot of HMMMs goin on in my head rn. EEEEE
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aannonn · 5 months ago
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★ ─。colorful text , strong colors , bold text , brief mention of suicide , implied/referenced grief , swearing
okay i know we are all excited about the actual short that just came out but let me ramble a bit about Red cause im getting emotional about this stick ... ( before my motivation to type all of this ends and i dont feel emotional anymore lol )
Red in season 3 went through so much istg ;; not only did he and Sec went through a very tense (and needed) fight which almost caused the end of their friendship (+ Sec was clearly in the winning side here, or Red was just really terrified of her at that moment given to how he tried to run away from her - of which i will probably talk about it in a later post maybe), but he was also really fucking tormented in monster school (i felt so bad for him in this episode i legit wanted to cry)
+ after all of this fiasco he really went ahead and carried this thing (of which, given to how he hit it on the ground and it made a soft thump, it must have been heavy asf) all the way to the other side and??? fucking smashed King's chin which made him fly to so fucking far ;; which means he literally used all of his strenght to carry this staff, and dropkick King with it, even if it was so hard he almost even dropped it at first
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AND THEN HE JUST. PROCEEDS TO PASS OUT ON THE FLOOR CAUSE HES SO FRICKING TIRED AND EXHAUSTED AAWRGHWS
there are also other moments where i think he really deserves a break tbh ;;
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he lost a pet. i have a pet myself and just the thought of ever losing him hurts so fucking much to the point i can feel my oof'ing urges coming back.
;; granted; it was a minecraft pig and it was high with all the potions, and also tried to kill all of them, but he clearly atleast had some care for that pig ... (the fact that he immediately stood up and spawned another animal makes me think about that one post/tiktok (i dont remember the user) i've seen ; which talked about Red possibly hiding/bottling up his sadness from others , in order to stay happy and positive or because he doesn't think his struggles are important enough compared to the others' - which i think it make alot of sense since you rarely see him cry or something, just going numb and/or looking down in despair - the only ever time we ever saw him cry was when Green supposedly died.)
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i haven't talked about this actual short before since i had no desire to , but damn bro the way i felt bad for Red in this(っ °Д °;)っ he just wanted to have red stuff for him aswell, since apparently it wasn't dropping for him for some reason???? okay he should have included green and blue stuff aswell instead of possibly removing them but. still. Green and Blue were so fricking wrong in this
and !! his and Sec's tense relationship in the past seasons ... i love Sec he's literally my fav out of them all but i cannot defend xem on this. i know she had her reasons and im not saying Red was in the right either but, gosh ... pretty ironic given he's the one who inspired xem to break in in their site and join them in their battle
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... i dont even need to explain do i
he lost a pet ... again. and because of his own fault aswell ! he knew the possible dangers of fusing the command block and the staff together , given how he almost got possessed alongside his friends the first time something like this happened , and yet ... he did it anyway . and beeper died as a consequence . i cant imagine how much guilt he must have felt .. (probably one of the main reasons why he didnt put up a fight when they put him in the timeout box)
i think he wanted to cry at this scene ngl ,,,
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thinking about this ; they are all really tragic characters tbh ,,, stepping away from the heavy angsty all of c!Alan's stickfigures go through , rygb goes through a lot of shit aswell , and tbh i just feel bad for all of them ; they are all such tragic characters that deserve a very well-needed break break/_ \
since we are in this topic aswell , i would like to mention how i really love Blue and his immediate rush in being a comfort for the others<3
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i used to think Yellow was the therapist friend but we only ever saw him comfort Blue lolll ( i love him anyway ;; i think Blue is more of a therapist friend than he is though )
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keep-on-trying · 8 months ago
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Gosh I love the pacing in WonderPre so fricking much, love how they finally revealed the NikoGarden stuff to Iroha's family, ofc while also keeping Precure stuff a secret still. Both me and sis gasped so hard when Komugi, AS A DOG, talked in front of Iroha's parents skajhsfjkhsf. God damn it Komugi.
Next ep is HYPE THOU, aaaaaaaaahhhh Cure Lillian is absolutely near!
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mintytealfox · 4 months ago
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Good morning or afternoon!
I was wondering does Norton still have his hunter identity switch? I been furious if he does do his children know about that side to him? I'd feel like if he still could switch into fg he would only do it to protect them from any dangerl.
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EYYY Good Morning or Afternoon or even Evening or Night to you too!!!!!!! ;w; 💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞 OH FRICK YEA HE DOESSSSSSSSSSS!! IN MY MIND HE DOES LOOOOOOOOOOLLL 🤣👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏
GOSH just thinking of it 👀 Alice and Norton explaining this concept to their kid in the form of a bedtime story or rhyme that is easy to memorize, so the kid will know what to do when they see Norton's switch form. The kid recounting the story in their head so they know where to hide to be safe, cause the reason the giant man of rocks is there 'is because it is protecting those who know the story' 👀🙏🙏 Cause, I can see it being hard to get 'that is dad' at first, when so young. So to teach the kid 'this is what you do when you see the man made of rocks' would keep the kiddo from running TO dad for safety and rather running TO the place that dad is keeping safe 🙏
this keeps the kid out of harms way, makes it to where both Alice and Norton know where their kid will be, and keeps the kid from trying to wander around trying to find their parents, just knowing that mom and dad will meet them at the spot eventually and that this is the safest place they can be. 💞🙏🙏
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WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT- WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT- *INHALES* WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA- *AHEM* CHAPTER 22?????????? OH MY ABSOLUTELY LIKE FRICKING OH MY FRICKING GOSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH- THIS HAS GOT TO BE ONE OF MY FAVORITE CHAPTERS OF ALL TIME COMING FROM ARC 1!!! OKAY FIRST OF ALL, THE MOMENTS AND CONVERSATION WITH DJ AND GOLD IS JUST HEARTWARMING TO SEE AND GOLD SHOWING AROUND THE HOUSE THEY MADE AND SEEMS SO PROUD OF IT, DJ YOU'RE GOOD WITH KIDS THE HECK, AND STOP NOT THE FACT THAT GOLD SAYS "I love you dad" MUST MEAN THEY PROBABLY DO RECOGNIZE THEIR FATHER'S APPEARANCE, OH MY GOSH THE WAY YOU WROTE HOW DJ'S BODY IS AND THE WAY THE PAIN HE MUST HAVE DEALT WITH WHILE MERGING WITH THE BLOCK, THE BLACK MARKS ON HIM LIKE- OH MY GOSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THAT DETAIL ON HIS APPEARANCE NOW!!! (POSSIBLY SIMILAR TO HOW CS!ALAN CAN BURN HIMSELF FROM USING HIS FIRE TOO MUCH AND GETS BLACK BUT MOSTLY BURNED MARKS AS WELL!!!) I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU'RE GONNA DO NEXT WHITE EYES BUT THANK YOU FOR AT LEAST HELPING IN A PAINFUL WAY??? SO THEY DID WENT TO THE PC BUT WRECKED EVERYTHING WHILE CHOSEN WAS HIDING, GOOD CALL CHOSEN GOOD CALL- LOOK AT THE UNCLE AND NEPHEW TEAMING UP HERE HECK YEAH!!! THEIR FIRST REACTIONS WHEN SEEING DJ IS JUST- I WANNA TEAR UP BUT NOTHING IS COMING OUT I'M CRYING ON THE INSIDE- BUT DANG WHAT DID THEY DO TO GREEN OH SH*T- AND YESSSSSSSSSSSS PURPLE AND DJ REUNION LET'S GOOOOOOOOOOO!!! AND YESSSSSSSSSSSS A SECOND FIGHT WITH DJ AND DARK BUT MUCH MORE SERIOUS AND A LOT MORE HAPPENING TOO, LIKE DESTROYING HALF OF THE FACILITY??? EXTREMELY SERIOUS IN MY EYES BECAUSE GOSH DANG BUT ABSOLUTELY OH DANG TO DARK ACTUALLY GETTING WEAKER DUE TO DJ, OH GOSH...... YES VICTIM AND DJ TALK WHAT COULD POSSIBLY GO WRO- WHAT THE F*CK DJ YOU'RE THE KING OF AN ABSOLUTE GASLIGHTER BECAUSE THAT WAS.... OOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHH MY GOSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH... HOW DOES IT FEEL TO BE HUMILIATED NOW VICTIM??? HUH??? YOU'RE AN ABSOLUTE B*TCH IN THIS AU I'M SORRY I HAD TO SAY IT BUT YOU REALLY ARE SIMILAR TO HALO WHICH MAKES BOTH OF YOU TWO B*TCHES, AND YESSSSSSSSSSSS MORE HUGS COMING FROM THE UNCLE AND NEPHEWSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!! AND ANOTHER PURPLE AND DJ REUNION BUT MORE HEARTWARMING!!! YESSSSSSSSSSSS SECOND AND ABSOLUTELY THE BEST SLEEPOVER EVER FROM EVERYONE COMING TOGETHER, YESSSSSSSSSSSS OH MY GOSH!!!!! BUT STOP PURPLE STILL CLINGING ONTO THE FACT ABOUT DJ BEING DEAD IS JUST HEARTBREAKING TO READ BUT ALSO ANGSTY OH MY GOSH, AND YEP- THERE GOES EVERYONE'S REACTION TO HIM MERGING THE BLOCK, AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA- I CAN'T EVEN DESCRIBE OR EXPLAIN HOW MUCH I ENJOYED THIS CHAPTER A LOT AND ALREADY READY FOR ARC 2!!! KING WELCH HM? THAT SURE RINGS A BELL OF WHAT PROBABLY WILL BE COMING NEXT THEN, AND YEAH SEEMS LIKE VICTIM AND DJ WOULD SOMEHOW BEING COOL FRIENDS, SOMEHOW THOUGH, BUT YEAH THE DANCING WITH THE DEATH AND SO HAVE I, THAT'S INCREDIBLE TO THINK OF!!! AND YOUR WELCOME FOR READING THE FIRST ARC I AM ALREADY HAVING AN ABSOLUTE BLAST HERE!!!
(Also one more thing but AIAlanBecker fanart is coming soon..... :333)
I'm sorry for responding so late XDDD, i had a tournament earlier and had to bust my butt running around court and dying inside LMAOOOO
BUT! I am so glad you love this chapter!!! It was quite hard to fit everything in DDD: Hehe Gold and DJ mwehehehe, but as well it's so sad to think that Gold has been alone for so long as well :((. And Gold does know DJ and King are one! He also knew that DJ (initially) is possessing his father, as well knows who White Eyes is.
If it wasn't for Gold taking him to the house, DJ would have been stuck in a state of limbo, hence he would be dead. Thankfully Gold took him to White Eyes.
I'm glad you like DJ's new look! That would be quite....permanent XDDDD, but he looks cool nonetheless!! White Eyes certainly gave DJ the worse possible way to merge with the block, but it was the most efficient considering it's much closer to his core than just trying to place it on his skin (Imagine a DJ where he has a random minecraft block stuck on his skin LMAOOO)
Thank goodness Chosen hid XDDDD, AND HELL YEAH NEPHEW AND UNCLE TEAM UP!!
And everyone was so happy to see DJ alive, and i swear i was laughing the whole time when i was writing this (I keep remembering how CS Alan's relationship with the others are so.....yeah) then i look at KOM where the CG, Purple and even Chosen are like super (whisper: Overprotective) of him XDD and you can literally see how they all love him (CS Alan, nooooooooo)
DJ and Dark fight, ahh i love DJ using Dark as a way to actually wreck havoc LMAOOO. We all know he did that on purpose, because at the last part he eventually just stacked a weakness effect on Dark when he's finally satisfied by the chaos and destruction LMAO (Dark you got used XDD)
And DJ and Victim, at some point Victim got himself mind fucked by DJ LMAOOO. DJ has always been an awful good manipulator at things LMAO. He deserved it after what he had done to Purple and Green and the others too >:(((
The reunion sleepover is just an icing at the top! Them dog piling and sleeping together in one bed after dealing with something terrifying is much needed, and DJ knew that (he probably also needed that considering he was dead for quite some time before he was back again XDD, we'll see more of the after effects on ARC 2, spoiler alert hehe)
And everyone holding onto DJ so they are sure he's still here :DDDD
Oh yeah when he says how he merged the block, they are deffo angry and super worried cause....THATS PAINFUL AS HELL, so i imagine them fretting over him and DJ is like...."Well, it already happened, and i feel pretty great now" *shrugs* and they're all staring at him as if he grew another head.
ARC 2 here we go!!!! Get ready :DDDD
AND AI ALAN FANART?? EEEEEEEEEEEEE I'M EXCITEDDD - S
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chemicallywrit · 1 year ago
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It’s Audio Drama Sunday and this week was full of bangers! This list is not comprehensive but it is what stuck out this week. Let’s goooooooo
🔥 The Heart Pyre continuously leaves me with the perfect impression of being in middle school reading under my desk. It’s so good it feels like I’m getting away with something. Maybe it’s because Rena is such a relatable protagonist. She’s just a normal girl! She’s just a little teen! What is she supposed to do! And that makes her even more heroic. As always, the choice this week was impossible and I can’t wait to see how it shakes out. Also, Logan And Finn Should Kiss 2k24. @theheartpyre
🗡️ SIDEQUESTING 😭 This episode is so SWEET. I love when Rion grows a little—Sidequesting is episodic and doesn’t lend itself to like, substantial character development. That is fine; it’s not the point of the show. It makes the moments Rion does grow, though, stand out like little jewels. This episode shone. @sidequestingpod
🗝️ Palimpsest is doing its slow burn thing, referencing itself over again as its name suggests it will do, and in this story, I am Very Concerned About That Man Lenore Married. He is condescending and dismissive and he is isolating her, and I DO NOT TRUST HIM.
📼 Within the Wires—oh my gosh, I literally screamed when the canned noises stopped. What is your game, Tony? What do you want with Brian?
🅿️ Podcube was short this week—Podcube is always short—but this episode had me cracking up at work. I love that this team manages to find new conflicts somehow. Man vs man, but they’re assassins and one of them is convinced the other is in love with the target. Why does this work? Why is this so funny? Please listen to Podcube. @podcube
🩸 Hemophobia continues to make my skin crawl. This episode reveals that the characters are Church of Christ, which, for those who don’t know, means they have a really specific set of beliefs about baptism that I KNOW are going to be perfect fodder for the Horrors. And yet it’s all so normal so far. Creepy. Oh, another thing this episode does is portray with perfect gut-wrenching clarity how strange and awful it us to be a devout teenager, and in like, four different ways. Incredible work.
🎣 Eeler’s Choice has some FANTASTIC sound design this episode as Ran comes into their own as a storm chanter—FRICK. I am worried about them. And their new ship. Please be careful and don’t get eaten by fungus. @eelerschoice
✨ Stories from Ylelmore is brand new and SO GOOD, oh my gosh, I am in love with the earnest delivery, the characters who are absolute BABIES, the genuine fascinating mystery. I can’t wait for more. @storiesfromylelmore
🍔 Midnight Burger’s THREE HOUR FINALE brought us home with Clementine. It wasn’t what I expected, and I think that’s kind of Midnight Burger’s MO. The fact that the tone of the dialogue, that the characters themselves, are so cynical and hard—it will trick you into believing that it’s a cynical show. Maybe it is! But it also fights over and over again for the idea that things can be fixed, that love matters, that you can save people and you have to try, you always have to try. And sometimes you win. And that’s how the universe is meant to work. It kills me every time. Also, shoutout to Alan Burgon, always the best, who I love to hear doing his actual accent. @midnightburgr
🐦‍⬛ Leaving Corvat. Oh my word. It’s a wellness cult. Sleeper’s in a wellness cult. I am really pleased with the development his character’s showing, being decisive and brave.
🍵 Gastronaut is going some places and I am OBSESSED. The relationship between Oscar and Polity is everything to me, and the fact that Oscar has gotten to the point where he refuses to ignore his responsibilities, he refuses to leave people behind—he is sometimes stupid, but he is trying and I’m proud of him.
🧟‍♂️ We are getting to the final episode of Precious Cargo in the Dead and y’all….it’s gonna get juicy. I’m not exaggerating, one of the zombie actors used watermelon to get things sounding juuuuust right. Our next story might be even better, too, I can’t wait to show you.
Thank you for reading! If you like what I do, buy me a ko-fi!
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keikoyume · 1 year ago
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Is there are any doc designs by other artist(s) that you like?? Like some details(more arms like yours, other body structure or scars/birthmarks) or you actually see the same lovely guy(canon version)??
OH GOSH THAT'S A HARD ONE THERE BUT THANKS FOR THE QUESTION
I really love when people go crazy with the number of limbs and the length of his body bc it makes him spookier and more bug-like, which fits my aesthetic.
I also always appreciate when people draw him with a big smile just like in the game (something that I don't draw often, oops).
Furthermore, it happened that some friends and I drew him with prosthetics, which is very neat too or that we headcanon him being afab.
But tbh, most of the time I just fricking love seeing Doc's fanarts in general, it makes me so happy to see the guy drawn despite being an unpopular character 😭
To me, as long as you don't make him look slim and you're not getting rid of his wrinkles and the VOLUME of his face, I'm just in love✨
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independent-fics · 2 months ago
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Inde Watches “The Card Game Job”
Leverage Redemption 1x06
I have a good feeling about the title of this one. Idk why. Vibes just give og leverage and I’m excited to see if the new team is finally getting their groove
Oh gosh nvm as someone who is also on necessary medications this beginning is oof. Thankfully I’m not as impacted by drug price gouging since I just have something more common but goodness I can’t imagine how people deal with more complicated treatments.
Not the c-span where am I my grandmas house
Me too Eliot
Wow from me too Eliot but I love the Statement Parker
Oo leverage title reference
They would never let that happen Breanna
Ahhh yes you Eliot and Parker (and the rest but I live for these in sync moments)
Can Parker help me get a job I need her here
Love the androgynous look and name/ vibe (? There’s a word I’m looking for and blanking) but loving Breanna’s character rn
You are a gift Sophie
I want a castle too Parker
Breanna are you flirting? Stay focused let’s go
I’m loving Breanna’s knowledge and finding a way into the con
Eliot getting flashbacks of Hardison’s geek spirals I can’t
Dang that group shot was hot
Eliot why you gotta kill her vibe we know you’re into it
I’m cracking up at Eliot’s reactions rn the second Sophie heard king or queen and perked up Eliot’s “oh god” made me laugh so hard
Flashbacks to the shell games they’ve pulled before
Once again loving Breanna’s character
Omgggggg Harry this is your moment
Why the accent Eliot what
BUT THE GLASSES how I’ve missed them
Now you make basketball references Eliot?
Frick coming back to Nate of course you can’t walk away Sophie none of them would
Ahhhh Breanna I love your art
Parker she’s trying to share with youuuu
I keep meaning to go to a Renfaire and I still haven’t
Eliot you literally love dress up Every time you have to do it (I love his “Sophie!” Tone hahaha )
Ooo Breanna I love youuuuu
Eliot get you butt out here we don’t want people disappearing
Sophie once again stunning. Eliot I love the fit too hahahaha
WHACKING HIM IN THE FACE HAHA
Of course Sophie is the mistress of poetry
Eliot wishes it was a horse he would love that
Breanna partially running(kinda) a con while also doing a card tournament is crazy I love her
Eliot I also love you hahahaha
Oo swords he can do
I’m loving all the people at this fair
Eliot you’re such a show off I swear
Is the lady of the lake a Librarians reference for Beth
Honestly favorite moment between Parker and Harry so far
OOF BREANNA VS THE MARK
The poor beat up knights haha
Okay Eliot I too can’t wait to see if Sophie knows this one too
ELIOT HAVING SHAKESPEARE FLASHBACKS IM SCREAMING
This man looks tired
That breeze on Sophie was a paid actor
Honestly beautiful sonnet and clue
OH WHAT A SLAY OF A REVEAL
Me too Harry when Eliot fights like that
Goodness my heart Breanna
THE PRIDE ON THE OTHERS FACES AT HER SPEECH AHHH
HE GAVE HER THE CARD
“Ive already lost six cool points just by hanging with you guys tonight” Eliot with that statement alone believe me the cool points were already gone who says cool points hahaha
Once again his grumbling giving me flashbacks to his preferences for games with “skill” then ending up liking it anyways but never wanting to say so
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