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indecisive-dizzy · 27 days ago

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maybe i just to need sleep but,,,

I'm getting more and more attached to Dizzy(or Dizz) as my name versus, ya know, the Actual Preferred Name I gave myself.

I've gone through multiple names already and none really felt,, right? i keep going through names and they keep not sticking. tbh this isn't the first time I've thought about Dizz as my irl name and not just,, my online name.

Lol maybe it's bc Dizzy actually gets used! unlike my preferred name. maybe I was able to actually get used to it and connect the name Dizzy to Me.

idk but the name Dizzy makes me smile. Current Name doesn't anymore. :/ :[

#obv my anxiety brain looked it up. ik it's not uncommon to go through a few names (or more)#until you find The One.#but i get into this weird imposter syndrome type thinking everytime it comes up in my head #honestly idk if it even matters. not like i can tell my family anyway.#but ggaaaahhhh im thinking too much again #maybe im too chronically online.#today has been long hahaaa #i need to drink water. shower. and just sleep till new years pfffff #typing out loud #My Name Edition

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