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Picking up after that glorious handholding scene, I can’t get the headcanon out of my head, so here you are 😳
#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#marcille donato#falin touden#farcille#drawing this gave me so much dopamine omg
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THEY ARE SO INSUFFERABLE AND HORRIFIC AND AWFUL BUT SO AMAZING AND DORKY AND THIS PART IS SO UNFAIRLY FUNNY AND CUTE AND WHOLESOME-- PLEASE, PLEASE HAVE MORE SCREENTIME IN S2. PLEASE LET THEM TAKE OVER THE SHOW. I KNOW THEY'RE HORRIBLE PEOPLE BUT I NEED MORE OF THE VEES.
And the most important scene of them all (to me):
First of all, how is Vox doing that. Second, you just know that these two douchebags are going to bang so hard with Alastor getting his ass kicked replaying in the background after this. I hate them so much.
#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel vox#hazbin hotel valentino#hazbin hotel velvette#hazbin hotel vees#voxval#staticmoth#all their scenes in this episode were so freaking good holy shit#all their scenes in show are great actually#like-- oh my god#they are so much fun to have around#vox was literally me the entire time (minus the alastor hating)#and their evil little happy celebrating at the end was so cute it's unreal#i wanted the vees to sing together at some point and i'm so happy it was delivered vox and val sound fantastic together#and that sneaky staticmoth kiss at the end YES YES YES YEEESS#i love everyone in this show (except adam) but the vees are just built different#with adam dead can they please appear more? please? i need more of these disgusting assholes committing disgusting crimes and gay wrongs#''the future of hell belongs to the vees'' is a sentiment i can and will get behind please take over#i just finished the season finale and it gave me the dopamine rush i really needed today i'm so happy AAHHHHHH#i can't stop rewatching this scene someone please help me i can't escape their clutches i've been here for hours please#ok i'm clogging these tags so i'm stopping here but AAGHHHBKFGXGGGBB#anyways good night
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Thank you Anet for this lovely chair, that puts a cute lil smile on your Characters face.
Wilson went full on :3 - I'm dying. Its so cute. Turned her into a ray of sunshine over 9000.
#gw2#guildwars2#guild wars 2#screenshot#wilson#this gave me a small rush of dopamine#Nekt also has such a cute smile
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And they were roommates!
Funny little modern au doodles for the soul. Individuals below:
#Was getting frustrated with art so I went back to drawing from reference and WOW is that the cure sometimes.#Tragic news; practice helps actually.#Since the goal of these was to be low stress I went about coloring them differently#I didn't color fill based on the line art. I color filled based on the sketch. Gave it a bit of a misprint look.#I should really do that more. It gives me such a dopamine rush when I do.#These poses were also fun for these two. Alfonse fire emblem has me asking myself how do I convey the intimacy of a shoulder touch#feh#fire emblem heroes#fire emblem#kiran#feh kiran#feh summoner#alfonse#feh alfonse#fe alfonse#fe kiran#fe summoner#feh modern au#kiralfonse#art tag
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I WAS LOOKING THROUGH MY FILES AND FOUND THIS THING I MADE!!!!!!! i uploaded it to twitter ages ago and then promptly forgot all about it!!!! it still makes me INORDINATELY happy :] for those curious this clip is from this video (around 0:40)
#video#svsss#shen qingqiu#the dopamine rush finding this gave me is unbelievable#i learned how to edit videos to make this!!!! i am NOT technologically savvy!!!! it was very hard!!#also its ambiguous bc if you LIKE#you can imagine the 3 bingys as bunhe/bingge/bingmei (or maybe mei/ge/bun? whatever lol)#but i think its hilarious to imagine its just bingmei getting back into the Kissies for SQQ line over and over
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#red vox#i was standing in front row so i had to take all the pictures i could#bill and joe absolutely killed it btw#joe also gave me and iodotsys mike's drum set list and i was happy#got to fist bump mike at the signing and tell him how inspirational he is to me#damn good time#also dopamine and have you ever been lonely absolutely murdered me#cant wait to hear them from the studio
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me after attempting to get back into sims and realizing i had a lot more to do than play the game
#hi everyone#I’m going around hugging you all#okay now that we are gathered here today#i will simply acknowledge that i have been gone for a very long time and then also acknowledge that maybe it was for the best#i relied on sims to be my only creative activity even if i tried to write a book at the same time#and also. i prioritized sims over real life responsibilities. that’s just a deadly combination lol#but I recently noticed I just replaced sims with Netflix. with YouTube. with anything that gave me quick dopamine#literally became addicted in a sense. still am but I’ve been cut cold turkey from most everything#I get off work and go. okay I’ve done the dishes and the laundry……..I could read or write or bake….#I try to write and sometimes i get a good hour#then I read for a few hours and then get tired of it#and I made cookies Tuesday so I’m waiting for those to be gone before baking again#I’m just so pitiful that I feel BORED and don’t know what to do#so I said….. okay what if I do sims for an hour.#I downloaded some new cc Tuesday and tried to play yesterday#y’all ……………….. I can’t find the energy anymore to set up elaborate scenes and pose my sims and plan posts#I said wow… this is boring without my intervention and fake story#I said wow…….. all this for what? for tumblr? yes I created cool things and provided joy. but is that inherintly important compared to my#own joy? my own everyday activities I should be doing?#y’all I do not leave the house unless we got out to eat or shop or travel to our parents#.. I have little desire to. I’m trying to find that desire#but my husband is busy with grad school and work and I don’t want to do anything by myself#I’ve found myself in one heck of a slump#I didn’t want to be human for awhile. just had no desires no interests no ambitions#I was slacking off SO HARD at work. I just had no drive to do well#I’m still working on it. I’m still trying to get caught up. I’m still trying to force myself to move every day.#but I am struggling y’all. and I can tell you that sims… sims isn’t helping rn but I want it to so bad. I want to get back into it#I didn’t mean to disappear on everyone. I got married and then life got busy and then I fell into this hole of nothing#I didn’t even WANT to crawl my way out. but my husband has helped a lot. I feel like such a child!!!!#I reached max tags. 🙃 bye love you all. till next time
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Human, I've noticed that you're are a cook much as I happen to be. From one chef to another, I wish you the best of luck with your culinary creations, and that your friends love your meals as much as possible. Nyeh heh heh!
If you'd be willing to share some of your own culinary secrets, how do you go about gathering your monochromatic ingredients? Despite my ambitions, some ingredients can be hard to find where I'm living, so making the masterpiece I wish to make can be tricky sometimes. If you have any tips you'd be willing to share to a fellow individual of the craft, I would greatly appreciate it.
I doubt you’re as much as a cook as me, cause I cook LOTS. But! I will tell you how to become a great cook like me!
Usually Dile gets them from the store, but sometimes I can use wild ingredients I find! I found lots of herbs like thyme, rosemary, basil, stuff like that! But only use it if you know for a fact you’re not misidentifying it!! You either will get really really sick or die.
You should try and get a book about what grows around you! That’s what Dile did for me!
#//seeing papyrus in my asks gave me such a blast of dopamine when i was having trouble getting out of bed#//:) hi papyrus undertale#//any other utdr character want to interact. pwease#bonnieposting asks#isat rp blog#act 1
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I need a warning????????
#omg??????#what a cutie#i love him!!!#omar rudberg#having a terrible day but this just gave me the biggest rush of dopamine rn#my prozac is QUAKING#pretty flowers for a pretty boy#swedish people#poc europeans my beloved#basically i’m emotional#HE 🤎✨#🌺 🌺 🌺
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YOU ARE NOT!!!! DFEEREK HALE LESBIAN!!!!!!!!!! YOU ARE CLONE RESPLACED BY THE GOEVERNEMENT!!!!!!! THE WORLD IS IN SHAMBLES ONCE MORE
hey. don’t worry. yaoi adderall prescription. okay?
#ask#placentafluid#i am still a derek hale lesbian in my heart i prommy#but i wanted to use this cute pfp i made and chiaki is like. the opposite of derek hale#so i needed a new moniker#also i had a rough morning and switching to yaoiadderall gave me a dopamine boost#just like real yaoi adderall does#kitty needs to chill
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Boop boop boop
BOOP BOOP
#seeing this in my inbox gave me such a hit of dopamine like you wouldn't believe#littleguypumpkinsheep
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sweet lavender girl
#the walten files#twf#the walten files fanart#susan woodings#twf susan#the walten files susan#art#digital art#procreate#fanart#twf fanart#doodle#“sandy by Svenne and Lotta btw#inspired this#recommend giving it a listen#the song gave me enough dopamine to rush thru this immediately and overcome my art block and rustiness all in like. a short af amount of Tim#also it’s 9:30 am and guess who did not sleep last night#wide awake but my whole body hurts#hate this why is my insomnia so severe not a fuckinf gain#I just worry about health problems from this genuinely#anyways corals susan voice acting genuinely gave me life
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Friend joined the Storytellers couple nights ago with their Haurchefant alt. So many things died that night, but we also managed couple good shots (for they also are fully on board with this ship, actively encouraging it, help me I am surrounded by enablers!) Wrote a mini-story for this, it's under the cut.
Finally, a quiet moment between one moment of destruction and heartbreak, and another of rebuilding and healing. The Storytellers had decided to take this one moment of quiet, and enjoy the evening.
That’s how Jason found himself in a little garden, sitting under a tree and next to some thicker, sweet smelling flower bushes - watching over Beans and Lyra from the distance and hoping the two would finally have a very specific discussion. That was, at least, until the grass rustled near him. One ear perking up, he looked over - just in time to see Haurchefant sit right next to him, their legs brushing against each other.
Smile tugged at his lips, delighted to see the elezen despite how tired he felt. Normally, there’d be chatter by now - but perhaps they both felt the weight of everything from the past moon or so, and had decided to just enjoy the quiet of the night, and the comforting silence.
Or that at least had been the plan, until Haurchefant noticed Jason looking at him.
“Hm? What is it that you’re looking at?”
Jason couldn’t help but to grin just a little. “You,” he answered, lifting his hand and taking a couple strands of Haurchefants bangs between his fingers. He gave the silvery locks a gentle tug, a gesture fond and familiar between the two already - just little something that usually told Haurchefant to get just a bit closer.
The moonlight looked good on him - softer shades of blues, light almost making his hair glow, the gentleness of the night seemed to just fit him perfectly. Then again, Jason was rather biased - the night was always more gentle to him and his eyes.
“I’m memorizing the prettiest sight in all of Eorzea before the sunlight robs me of my vision again.”
Haurchefant let out a small laugh, before he felt fingers caressing the side of his face, a palm cupping his cheek. Out of habit, he placed one hand over Jason’s, leaning against the warmth - before he pulled the hand down just enough to plant a ghost of a kiss against the back of Jason’s fingers, his thumb stroking inside the palm. Fully aware just how sensitive Jason's sense of touch was. How important it was for him. “In that case, I should’ve brought a mirror with me.”
Jason chuckled - blush already creeping up his cheeks, something he decided to fight off against for a second. Haurchefant always had a counter to whatever he said - in fact, the man usually started with their little compliment wars. Which Jason lost, more often than not - despite being a bard, he wasn’t exactly talented in the art of romance. Still, he was going to try dammit. Haur deserved to know just how loved and appreciated he was. “What, is mine word not enough? Have to check it for yourself?”
To the surprise of the miqo’te, he was suddenly pulled against Haurchefant - strong arm wrapped around him protectively, one leg over the elezens, and Haurchefants nose in his hair.
“No, so that you could witness yourself in my arms,” he muttered, nose brushing against the base of Jason’s ear - causing it to quiver just a little. “So you can know the heavenly sight I get to see in you.”
There was a small snort from the smaller of the two, before he settled down - wrapping one of his own arms around Haurchefants back, and giving him a quick nuzzle under the chin. Ah, he had lost this round already. And he found he didn’t mind one bit. “Are you certain you’re not secretly a bard? You certainly have a way with words that would shame most of them!”
#wolchefant#ffxiv screenshot#ffxiv#Storytellers#Jason Windsaga#Haurchefant Greystone#my friends are heathens and enable me#I say when one of them helped me write this (they gave me Haur's last line)#BEHOLD I am amateur writer too#Had to cut myself there before I wrote 2k more words by accident by the count of me being tired and trying to chase the dopamine-
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Space Opera by Catherynne Valente has a sequel that is coming out in a few days???!?!? What.
#space opera was my favourite read of last year#it changed my brain chemistry for real#issue is preorder for kindle is like 20 dollars and i have no money#but just adding it to my tbr gave me so much dopamine holy shit
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#its sort of funny. i think my medication is working pretty well. i feel stable in a way i never really have before#is it the dopamine stablizer or is it my ion channels? whos to say. it doesn't matter. but it also doesnt change some things#the ways i think and react negativly to change. but it makes it easier to deal with. i still experience this strange dispaire on the#weekends or anytime im not working. i think the oddest thing is thst i dont think ive ever been this consistenly sad#not in a depressed sort of way. just a passing thoughts make me tear up sort of way. it doesnt feel out of control. it just feels like a#prelude to grief i guess. bc my mum is still in the hospital and its so hard to kno what that means from halfway across the country#my sisters are both home right now. they both live within 3hrs of where we grew up. one sister lives in the city my mom goes to for#treatment. so they have the opportunity to see her more than me. i dunno if they do tho. we dont really talk. i dont kno if they're as sad#as i am. if im overreacting bc i cant physically see what's happening. what the feeling is in the room. not that she would probably complain#shes the suffer in silence type. my dad keeps texting us pics of our shitty lil sunroom that hes redoing#to make my mum a lil sanctuary. he must be sad too. its his wife. hes staying with her in the hospital rn. i dunno its so weird#when i talk to my counselor she assumes i find out info thru calls or talk to my sisters abt it and i gotta b like nah we dont really talk#i get my info thru text. i havent talked to my parents on the phone in like a month. i dunno we just dont talk. so i dont kno how to reach#out and be like yo so whats up? shoulf i plan on coming home this summer for a bit?? like???#this is the disadvantage of leaving thr place where you grew up. probably when i finish my phd i should move closer to home#somewhere in the Appalachian mountains maybe. somewere in the eastern deciduous forrest. somewhere with thunderstorms.#but thats years from now. who knows what ill b doing. for now im just sad and tired and i dont quite kno what to do in the short or long#term bc im feeling the weight of my mental limitations rather intensely. but maybe im just being self limiting#whatever. i dont have a dead mum yet. shes not even on hospice care. things are just uncertain and dont look so hot#i just dont see how it can get better from here when chemo gave her secondary blood cancer and shes still full of tumors#i dont think im being that dramatic. it just objectively seems not great for survival#unrelated
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bunch of ramblings below that i just kind of want to speak into the void abt
this is the first time in 10 yrs i haven't been on any meds... and after the withdrawal/self-tapering phase where i was actively su*c*dal, i've been surprisingly okay? i'm not really sure how long this will last but i've recently started therapy again so i guess we'll see.
now that the depression is stable (for now) i feel like a lot of adhd and social anxiety things are bubbling to the surface. i've always overanalyzed my interactions with other ppl and even more so now i get anxious over every little thing - did i say something wrong, what if they hate me, etc. sometimes i'll ruminate over an interaction for hours. i feel so hyperaware of my thoughts and feelings right now, afraid of spiraling because i don't have the meds to fall back on.
not rly related but i'm kind of devastated about how a part of snzblr has taken to bashing the popularity of hh in our space. it's not just the negativity but the disdain that some of these ppl have towards it/the ppl who do like it? i understand if it's not your thing but it's kind of icky how some ppl have approached it. there's been so many other fandoms that have been popular in this space that i haven't personally been into, but i didn't see the need to complain or drag other ppl's taste.
i mentioned before but this is the first time i'm actually into a popular snzblr fandom. i also don't remember any of those other fandoms getting this kind of treatment either so it just a feelsbadman moment for me and kind of puts a damper on my desire to be in this space. this community despite its ups and downs has always been good to me and consuming snz content for my lil fandoms always brought me joy. i'm probably going to sink into the shadows again bc it has bothered me more than i want it to.
in terms of tagging i've always tagged anything i've reblogged/posted with "hazbinhyperfixation" feel free to block it. or if you really hate it feel free to block me i guess.
#fiendthoughts#this is the last time i'm going to talk abt all this#i've been less active in the past week and this is why#i know it hasn't been too bad but it's already left a sour taste in my mouth#i'm also rly tired rn and i'm lowkey feeling down for the first time in a while#the hyperfixation on hazbin just gave me so much endorphins and dopamine#i feel like it's plateauing and everything is about to just fall apart#doubt anyone will read all this but yeah i just... i need to put it all somewhere
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