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I’ve got a Slick Sunday idea! Even though today is Tuesday 😭 in my defense I am sick with the flu.
This is actually something I’m working on currently!! It’s on hiatus because as mentioned before I have the flu. I’ll do my best to respond to this whenever I finish & post it :)
Omega!Steve is walking down the street in the city he now lives in. He just moved there and doesn’t know anybody. Somebody’s following him—some Alpha creep type—and has been for a few blocks now. Steve’s starting to panic a little. He looks down the street and sees a safe-looking Alpha, so he runs up to him and pretends to be his boyfriend. Thankfully Eddie is quick to catch on and plays along. He walks Steve back to the apartment he shares with Robin and is about to leave when Robin asks if she knows him. It turns out he’s the lead singer & guitarist for a band Dustin is obsessed with.
Steve invites Dustin over at Eddie’s urging, but he can’t make it down for the next couple of weeks. Steve and Eddie keep in contact, calling every night. Eventually they begin dating and invite Robin and Eddie’s best friend Chrissy over to celebrate. Robin and Chrissy end up talking for quite a while 😉
Dustin finally comes over, meets Eddie, and goes back home. A few days later, Steve goes into preheat and formally asks Eddie if he’d like to help him through his heat. Obviously Eddie says yes, and by the time Eddie’s rut comes, it’s not even a question if Steve will help Eddie.
I really hope all this made sense. My brain is microwaved soup 😅
i am convinced that Eddie is one of those alphas who gets roped into the “fake boyfriend” routine regularly by vulnerable omegas because he just looks like a good guy🥺
#slick sunday#steddie#steddie omegaverse#omega steve harrington#alpha eddie munson#steve x eddie#a/b/o#omegaverse#my asks
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i’ve seen a lot of great creators leave this app for this same reason but i’m genuinely devastated about you & your blog specifically 😭 i finally logged on so i could catch up on the written parts from this month (i’ve been thinking about them every day but have been insanely busy to catch up) and this is what i see instead 😔
i am SO so sorry that you’ve been having to deal with this for so long now. i have been reading all of your updates since watercolor and have been following “heart out” since the very beginning- yet i never knew you were going through this and that the negative comments had gotten so bad. all i ever saw was people praising your work (and rightfully so, you’re so so talented). i’m just glad to hear it has not affected your self esteem as a writer, but it is rather the tumblr environment that you need a change from. i’d absolutely love to read your works in a different platform if needed, there are so many of us who would follow you wherever. especially if you decide to finish “heart out,” it is so sad to think that, after such a long time, the story would be left incomplete right when their relationship is taking a turn 🥺 but i do hope you take all the time that you need <3 and i hope you feel how loved you truly are in this app despite all of the negativity, i hope this love has made your experience here at least worth something 💗
PS i’ll be catching up on the last few written parts this week, i feel so sorry that i wasn’t able to share my thoughts on the story with you more often since i was always half asleep or busy with school/work 😣 reading the updates was TRULY the best part of my weeks. it was probably my favorite fic/au i have read on this app in all of my years here. thank you for everything! see you again soon (crossing fingers) 💖
okay so i’ve been considering this for a couple of weeks now.
the amount of hate i’ve been getting since december has really gotten out of hand, to the point i don’t even want to come here anymore. i’ve always loved discussing my stories and replying to asks or comments about them that can be considered controversial, but ever since watercolor i’ve noticed that i can’t really do that in this blog, because me answering one controversial ask seems to be an open invitation for some people to attack me as a person and never let it go.
not only that, but i haven’t been able to post a single chapter of heart out for two months now without getting rude people coming at me, and while they do not affect my self esteem or anything, it does affect my joy of coming here, which is by now non-existent. i love writing and posting my works, but some of you have taken the fun away from it.
with that said, this blog will be inactive as of today.
i’m not anywhere near done writing, but i won’t be coming back to this blog to do so. this used to be my safe place and it no longer feels like that to me, so i’m looking for a new one.
thank you to those of you who always commented and followed my stories, and i’m sorry i’ll be leaving this last one unfinished. i wish you all the best<3
#if you ever switch to a different platform to continue writing#please take me with you 🙏🏼#sending lots of hugs 😭💖
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OH BY GODS THAT ENDING FUCK ME I WAS THINKING ABOUT COMING HERE TO COMPLAIN ABOUT HOW BROKE UP MY HEART WAS AFTER LORCAN DISMISSED CROWNY AND ASK YOU WHAT IS THE KINDEST ROMANCE ROUTE BECAUSE I CAN'T TAKE LORCANS ANGST ANYMORE (not without some fluffy in between) BUT THAT ENDING GOD DAMMIT JUDE WHAT A WAY TO END WITH A B A N G!
Perfection, just 🤌
... but without screaming this time, could you please kindly rank the kindest to roughest (?) romance routes - separating kind/antagonize? I really need a break from Lorcan abandoning us at the dance floor 😭 (when I saw the "me and you" line I knew Crowny was COOKED, BWAH)
Also, I don't think I realized how fucked up everyone was until now. Yeah I know, sHoCkInG, but when Irme admitted he knew about James stunt and did nothing? Not nice man, not nice. No one coming after them to see if they were okay after? Can't blame Lorcan, he hates our guts, but Nia is/was Crowny's BFF... should mean something right? And everyone calling debts on each other in the library? Also fantastic, I love fights (I don't, but do). I don't know how friendship points make that interactions different (do they?) cause every opportunity I have I go to that sweet little red heart in Lorcan's scenes (and he still hates me 😭😂)
Hmmmm so let me see. Kindest is Nia friendly, then Lorcan friendly, then Imre friendly. Then it’s Nia antagonistic, Lorcan and Imre
What’s interesting about you saying you didn’t realize it is that another reader kind of said the same thing too on the itchio comment section. It was surprising to me to see the surprise hahah cause I thought it was obvious this was coming since every time these four are together they fight. The first time they don’t is in this episode when they’re costume shopping. I feel like they didn’t go after crowny because they don’t know how to comfort them all of them are kind of bad at it 😭 they probably thought it was best to leave crowny alone as a way to not make it worse? Not the best method ofc
I’ll give you some hope. Lorcan doesn’t really hate crowny any more. I don’t think he’s realized it yet but his actions (when you don’t mention his parents, orla) show he doesn’t dislike crowny’s presence
So yeah their way of showing the have crowny’s back is either killing James and/or helping crowny not go to prison cause they willing got involved in something that could fuck up their lives too. I think it counts a lot that none of them hesitated to get rid of the evidence there was no “crowny killed him it’s not my business” or “we should call the police” they were ride or die. If that doesn’t show loyalty I don’t know what does
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i could talk for hours abt the differences between itafushikugi and sashisu but ultimately it comes down to the former being the cutest little bunnies and the latter being dirty raccoons you find in a trash can outside of your apartment complex
#if you get it you get it 🫡🫡#sashisu are ALL soggy little losers#emotionally constipated meowmeows#they’re sooo similar and i truly believe they’re the only ones who can fully stand each other#(said w immense affection)#but itafushikugi are just . soooo . precious. they have flaws and their own emotional constipation but it’s not NEARLY as bad#itafushikugi are your beloved childhood friends who you cry with and laugh with no matter how much time passes#sashisu are . different variations of the homoerotic codependent situationship you form in high school and never move on from#like . sashisu are all extremely kind people. they just happen to also be fucked in the head#one day i’ll make a more serious post abt this bc i think it’s so interesting and compelling and heartwarming#to see the gap between gojo’s generation and the next when it comes to emotional vulnerability and destigmatization#but for now i’ll just leave it at this 😭#my beloved little dumpster babies <333#ari noises ✩
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Remember the whole BuzzFeed era?
Remember when everyone was leaving and made videos on it?
#south park#art#artists on tumblr#sp cartman#sp kenny#mysterion#the coon#sp the fractured but whole#sp tfbw#my art#artist on tumblr#fan art#I randomly remembered BuzzFeed and when everyone was leaving 😭#tbh the game should’ve taken this approach instead of a parody IG#but that’s just me idk tho 🤷#kenny mccormick#eric cartman#sp eric cartman#sp kenny mccormick#sp the coon#sp mysterion#cartman#video games#just started college again so idk how many random ahh drawings I’ll get done so for now have this :)#lil treat for my 71 followers :D#thanks y’all so much for the support btw really appreciate it 🙏🥺💙
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I really like the Turbo au made by @twinktor-frankenstein so I made smthn :3
this is how I imagined his first step into the arcade went
#art#animation :33#unfortunately the turbo twins did just leave him😭#‘should we help him..?’ ‘..nahh.’#turbo#wir#wreck it ralph#turbo wreck it ralph#wir au#is that a tag#I guess so#restored turbo#rebooted turbo au#:P blehh#it came to me in a dream#took me forever to find the perfect music 😔#anyway I’ll shut up in the tags now#oh yea#turbo twins#almost forgot those tags
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Grovyle, Celebi, and Dusknoir creating the most intricate plan regarding the most appropriate time to meet Hero and Partner again in the present while they’re next to the Passage of Time. How they’ll explore the present first as a trio for a couple more weeks/months, have Grovyle and Celebi reunite with the two whilst also giving a Big Heads Up regarding Dusknoir; where they’d then go on to see whether or not they truly want him there, and take the necessary action based on their decision. (Whether it’s a unanimous ‘fuck no we don’t want him back’, 50/50, or completely okay with starting over.) Nodding in agreement towards the plan and stepping into the portal together.
They then proceed to immediately get spotted by Hero and Partner just relaxing on the beach.
#I THINK IT’D BE FUNNY#still absolutely of the opinion it’s Grovyle that drags Dusknoir into coming with them.#Mainly because those two deserve closure/get their feelings towards the wraith out.#But Also knowing Dusknoir misses them and would never be able to move on for himself if he didn’t at the Bare Minimum apologize-#-for the heartache he caused those two. but if he heard from the two grass-types that they never wanted to see him again. he’d accept it.#(Because Arcues knows what they want is 100x more important than whatever the hell he was hoping for)#BUT. THAT DOESNT HAPPEN. AND NOW HE SUDDENLY AS A TEARY; FATHERLESS PUPPY CLINGING TO HIM.#AND THE MOST VENGEFUL 1’FT FOX SIDE EYEING HIM.#<<< Ribbons says it’s okay for him to stay. (for literally only her partner; brother; fairy grandmother’s sake.)#(obviously any adult with functioning eyes could tell that was the case/she still hates his ass)#but it’s not like Dusknoir can just up and leave because lo’ and behold it ended up being a 50/50 😭 that old fart is STUCK there#I’ll probably elaborate on this more when my brains functioning#but tl:dr= Grovyle: pure of heart; dumb of ass. (and ends up unintentionally saving their doomed ass father/daughter/son relationship.)#even if it takes. (checks my notes) 3-6 years
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idk if this is silly or anything but i do feel sad when 95% of my notifs have been just empty likes for the past, what, 4 months if not more 😭 i miss when readers used to interact meaningfully with fics beyond a like sigh
#these days i recognize the name of approximately all the readers that leave me feedback#to say it’s become rare to receive a comment from someone outside your community is an understatement 😭#i dont know if it’s just me i dont want to sound ungrateful#but frankly the number of notes mean nothing to me when the ratio of likes to feedback is way way way off#i’ll disappear again now life has been so hectic i hope you are all taking care of yourselves ❤️
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Fruit Bun
Gon smiles looking at Killua with adoration.
“But I want to spoil you.”
He says bluntly.
Killua whines.
“G-Gon! …I don’t want to get used to it.”
Read on ao3!
#;windy’s stuff#gonkillu#gon x killua#hxh#hunter x hunter#gon#killua#ao3 links are still broken for me so I guess I’m doing it this way now!! That’s okay cuz I’ve gone through a couple ways of sharing fics#instead of adding the link I’ll just add the hyperlink to words since that still works for now!#GON JUST LOOKING AT KI WITH ADORATION AND SO MUCH LOVE HHHHHH#KIS JUST A CUTE WITTLE ORANGE CUTEST WITTLE PATOOTIE#KI WOULD BE SUCH A GOOD MOM 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🤧#KI HUMMING SOFLTY TO HIS KID AHHNNNN SWEETEST PUMPKIN PIE#HES SO SWEET AND AHHHHHHH MY HEART HURTS WHEN HE THINKS GON WILL LEAVE NO AHHHHHHHHHHH#KI SPARKING GON WITH LITTLEST OF SPARKS IS SO CUTE AHHHH HES SO CUTEEE#NO TALK TO ME IM ANGY VIBES SO CUTEEEE AND POUTY AHHHHHHHH#KI WITH A CARDIGAN PULLED OVER HIS LITTLE FINGERS JUST HAS ME AHHHHHH#KI JUST POKING HIS LITTLE HEAD OUT PEEKING OUT AHHH KILLS ME IT IS SOOO CUTE AAHHHH HNNNNNNN#EXPLODES INTO PIECES#GON KISSING KIS KNUCKLES ALWAYS HAS MEEE RAHHHHHHHHH#AHHHHHH GON TUCKING HAIR BEHIND KIS LITTLE EAR I JUST NOM NOM NOM NOM THEM THEM AHHHHHH YOU COULD NEVER MAKE ME HATE THEM I JUST INHALES TH#KIS THE CUTEST LITTLE BABEY AHHHHH#AHHHHH I LOVE THEMMMM SO MUCH
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And suddenly I’m thinking about you again
#I really hope you don’t look through my tumblr 😭#but I think I still miss you#maybe love you still#I wonder if I’ll stop#I think it’s a moment of weakness and this….THING happening#I forget how to be a person sometimes#I think part of it is just wanting to be loved and knowing you did and not comprehending you stopped#did you figure it out? are things normal?#it’s just that first love#it never leaves you I guess#I just remember how happy I was and I hate that I don’t have it anymore#I want to bite my arm off#gnaw like a dog to a bone#I feel like I’m losing it#yk what it’s my period#I’m such a loser oh my god#I need to die#now I’m embarrassed#posting anyway
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I decided to go out and feed the ducks today, and I get to the burn and there is one whole duck there who is out of the water and keeps running away from me 😭
#PLEASE I JUST WANT TO FEED YOU SEEDS 😭😭😭#also like idk I’ve been having bad anxiety with leaving the house lately#and I was like I’ll go feed the ducks that’s not scary 🤡#and now the duck is like bye 🖕🏻#my sunflower seeds aren’t good enough apparently 😭#personal
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The hardest thing about being alone for a week (10 days this time) is having to look for puppy staring at doors and looking all sad because mommy and daddy aren’t home, my heart breaks everytime 😭
#like he does that if they leave for an hour but I know they come back soon#now knowing it’s going to be only in 10 days is horrible 😭#I gave him dirty pants and shirt from my parents cause even at night if he miss us he will steal our jacket that we left on the couch fksjzb#he’s just so cute and a baby it’s just heartbreaking seeing him so sad 😭#tomorrow my cousins will be there so he’s going to be an happy little dog#and one of them is staying for Sunday and coming back Wednesday and Thursday so there’s at least that#and I’ll probably go to my aunt house probably Friday#and he love going to my aunt he loves everyone 🥰#Sowon is fine she dosen’t care but she did go sleep on my dad’s pants so maybe she does miss them#or she just laid down without noticing cksbjxbs#at least it’s not 2 weeks this time that was rough ! 😭#and I have my anxiety pills which make it less scary and stressful !!!#the only thing I have to be careful is his pills I should go to sleep and put an alarm at 5 instead of going to sleep after 4am#cause I will tired all week 😭#like maybe not early but around 2 would be fine hdjsbdjs#alex.txt
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Hmm…wonder if I can turn people’s fursonas into Transformers. (Beast Wars style of course)
#idk I have too many drawings on my list I wanna make but at the same time this feels like a good idea 😭#at the same time after TFO I feel like I might be steadily becoming more comfortable with drawing humbug mecha anatomy…but like I said idk#maybe ���I’ll just leave this up in the air for now rn I gotta let people know that I’m not dead yet I’m just trying to draw a comic atm ;w;#transformers#fursonas#art ideas
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oh to be a fly on the wall during the meeting to convince George to come back to the band
#let it be#I just finished the first episode#George was so pissed 😭#“I think I’ll be leaving the band now”#and the way they were coping was killing me fucking paul swinging like a monkey and john and Ringo just chilling like 😭😭😭 I WOULD BE CRYING
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went to the beach w kp & 4 other indian friends & 3 of us had NEVER surfed before girl WHEW it’s SO fun literally only 20quid to rent a wetsuit & board & i fucking smashed my toes on the sand so much, but also we 1) got the wrong tickets so we got off 1 stop early 2) went to find a bus & the bus that was supposed to be 15 min turned into an HOUR 3) on our way to find a bus back everyone’s phones are dying or dead bc it took us 3hrs longer to get there, cigarettes are out 4) all of the shops in town are closed & the town seems to have ONLY a tesco extra & 1 off license that sells a PACK FOR 15.65 A PACK WHICH IS FUCKING CRIMINAL ITS CHEAPER TO BUY IT FROM TESCO ARE U INSANE 5) the bus back to the other town kept skipping us bc the bus stop wasn’t the ACTUAL bus stop - i had 1 bowl since literally 11a & we got back at fucking 11p 😭😭😭
#diary#i was honestly abt to strangle EVERYBODY#‘do u have a cigarette’ ‘where’s ur vape’ ‘where are we going’ ‘which bus is it’ ‘do u have a ___’ ‘did u bring ___’ girl what am i DORA w#the magic fuckin BACKPACK ??? while ur UP MY ASS dig around & SEE IF SMTHGS IN THERE 😭😭😭😭#i literally broke sobriety again bc i was just#girl i was so agitated & there was 1 TRAIN LEFT BEFORE 11P so we needed to get the 2ND TO LAST BUS OF THE DAY#i deadass was like ‘if we miss that train i will make sure u all go blind’ ‘did u bring a knife’ ‘I DONT NEED 1’#AKSJAKSKAKKSJSKSSJAKJSKAHSKSHDLASKAKDLA#LIKE U BITCHES SMOKED ALL MY CIGARETTES MY VAPES DEAD MY PHONES DYING UR ALL DRUNK IM GOING TO KILL YALL 😭😭😭😭😭#<- me knowing i could never be a parent#tbh if i caught my kid smoking a cig id make em do the ol ‘im going to sit down in front of u w a fresh box of cigarettes & make u finish#the box or pass out’#YES IM STRICT#i think it’s so funny ok unrelated but like they’ll speak hindi & i’ve just#learned it through being around them kind of like i can’t speak it except for some word u know like matachot etc but i’ll Understand the#Context & what’s being Said#ASLKALSKALSKLAKSLAKSLAKSLA like while waiting for the train back 1 of them was talking abt me being a fool to the others - literally they’re#all indian & i had walked away so when i walked back he was still talkin but then i started giggling bc i knew he was talkin abt me & how i#pinched a bit of the kebab to throw to the seagull bc he offered it to me & i needed to bait the seagull w something & i pinched & tossed &#& he looked at me like 😦 bhenchod ! & then the seagull came over & i was like :D hi bestie <3333 but then when i started giggling after i#walked back he was like ‘what the fuck does he just know hindi now’#it makes me laugh so fucking HARD 😭😭😭😭😭 LIKE FUCK U I LIKE TO PARTICPATE IN COVERSATION IDC ABT LANGUAGE#like i’ve been surrounded by yall for the past#girl it’s been like a year i don’t even talk to british ppl or americans#ALSKALSKALSKALKSLAKSLALSLA MESS ! i love to slavsquat & kp hates it bc he’s like ‘we’re in the uk why are u sitting like this’ bc he thinks#it’s ’too indian’ ALSKALSKALSKALJSKAKDLA 😭😭😭😭😭 this hips were made for sitting#we’re definitely going to go back bc it’s SO CLOSE IF WE ACTUALLY USE THE TRANSPORT PROPERLY ITS ONLY LIKE AN HOUR OR SO COMMUTE EACH WAY#bring lunch whatever#i’m exhausted but also socially like bro i had to leave the donner place just to walk around the block for SOME QUIET#i’ve just been sososososo busy LOSING MY MIND
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Maybe it’s time to return to single player 🙄
#text#apex has been so addictive to me from the end of s19 onwards#huge changes since then#apex#apex legends#apex trios#might give ranked a go before I leave 👀#think mixtape really helped me get better + used to dying more often lol#now I’m over 100hrs in 👀#tried so hard and maybe not even that far … but in the end … it doesn’t even matter#tbh Skyrim was getting hit repetitive + I’ve done too many side quests before starting bigger main quests 🫣🤡#gaming#gamers#playstation#the getting out my ps4 from storage to buying a ps5 pipeline was wild#new year new PlayStation I guess#not the levelling up before starting main quest line gameplay 😭#skyrim#single player#story games#multiplayer#battle royale#first person shooters#fps#playing multiplayers again kicked started from a msg from an ex fp on psn who asked ‘apex?’#we stopped talking after a bit cos I got too attached again plus he’s not the same … still toxic tho#I’m blocked now on basically everything ✨#plus history of ppl I’ve tried making friends with just pee me off too easily so ✨#I’ll eventually find new ones if I wanna play still
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