#but elyss should be. way weirder and worse than she is. probably. she was completely alone for most of the time | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

blujayonthewing · 2 years

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the fact that I'm a little worried I might be going a little bit Actually Insane from not leaving the house or talking to people for three years even with the love of my life also living in the same house with me is really shifting my perspective on elyss and melliwyk's backstories

#I do not have a... mentally healthy history to begin with to be fair but #it turns out there's a difference between 2020 'I don't know what day it is and can't remember anything because time is fake now'#and 2022 '... I think I'm just. lowkey dissociating. like. 75% of the time'#I mean it's either bad mental health or Something Is Wrong With Me so ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ #not that this level of psychological distress is NOT something wrong but you know.#something you can treat with sunshine and social gatherings and going to the store yourself instead of like. something that kills you #... ANYWAY. for different reasons and to different degrees mel and elyss both lived alone for over a decade #mel at least had baxter and needed to go get groceries every couple of weeks #but elyss should be. way weirder and worse than she is. probably. she was completely alone for most of the time #after already having had a pretty isolated and isolating childhood #but I mean on the other hand at least both of them were keeping busy :')#about me #unfortunately #my ocs #elyss #melliwyk

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