#but damn. it's difficult lmao.
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*through gritted teeth staring at a blank document* I am cringe but I am free I am cringe but I am free I am c-
#the constant battle between “hey i have an idea to write something 'cause it makes me feel feelings and i want to subject others to it also”#and “this idea is super cringe and people are gonna think youre so cringe actually lmfao loseeeer”#trying real hard to remind myself that Being Cringe™ is totally Ok and Good Actually and that i shouldn't fear it so much#but damn. it's difficult lmao.
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writing about neil josten is so hard because he’s such a multidimensional character. there you have a man who has no problem being a murderer but is terrified of being a monster. a man who finds others’ humanity interesting as a foreign concept and simultaneously crumbles at a kind touch. a man who made peace with death yet fights so violently to survive. a man who is still almost a kid even though he never really had a chance to be one. how am I supposed to accurately portray a man who’s been everywhere and seen everything yet still knows so little?
#and that's not even mentioning all his other personalities lmao#trying to write fanfics and slowly losing my sanity#I really don’t want to mischaracterise him but he’s making it so damn difficult#neil josten#aftg#all for the game#the foxhole court#ao3#kiwiaok
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gothic ranboo from the insta posts
#ranboo#ranboo fanart#trying to decipher what the hell was going on with all those straps in the original image was so damn difficult lmao
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WAIT???????????????
#juliatxt#i’m trying not to read too much into things but they make it so damn DIFFICULT lmao#josh and sam vs dr hill who’s making it out alive
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*takes a deep breath* I will not react to idiot takes I see today, I will not. I am so so strong
#damn scrolling through my fyp can really be minefield lol#like... gah people should learn to read#yes this is about the iliad again lmao when is it not#this is just a reminder to myself not to engage with stuff i disagree with#there's really no point#some concepts are just too difficult to grasp i suppose. and expecting ppl to do so by themselves is expecting too much#real talk tho if i see someone saying that achilles' anger is a cautionary tale again i might just lose it#or that the characters in the iliad are 'morally grey' and secretly kind of bad because... they kill ppl for pride!#gasp! what moral transgression! clutching my pearls as we speak#please please PLEASE disengage christian morality from the iliad it doesn't belong there
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#Celebratory doodle for having 30 followers! Woo!#I think that is the most I have ever gathered on any blog or such#thanks ya'll <3 glad you enjoy the doodles and drabbles!#I am quietly obsessed with the idea of repainting 'bots' armor. Like. HOW FUN OF AN ART PROJECT WOULD THAT BE? YES PLEASE#imagine how difficult it'd be to do pinstriping lines that not only look good and cohesive in vehicle form but also rock in bipedal mode#I think that's my favorite thing with Knockout's paint job#his art looks so good in BOTH modes#like damn#yessir#he pretty and he knows it#also hear me out; black gloss coat with rainbow chamelon flake so he's obsidian in the shade but in the sunshine or bright light fuckin'#RAINBOW SPARKLE SHIMMER#anyhow happy pride month and wooo ty for the follows <3#Knockout#Transformers#does anyone read these lmao#i vent my thoughts in the tags when I am too shy to just outright write#fanart#art#digital drawing#illustration#doodle#colored#pinstripe art#SHIT I JUST NOTICED I DID A PANEL BACKWARDS ON ITS PINSTRIPE#dangit#there's always one#maybe Knockout won't notice#(he will. help. i'm doomed.)
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If you don’t mind, I’m gonna yap for a second.. I think another problem with Kab is how sudden the turn around was. Like in the first convo where Kab was acting “evil”, Zam fought back with the argument that she’s wasn’t really evil at all and I think he did believe that at least a little. And if Kab slowly began to turn her path around then he would be a bit more trusting cause he would have SEEN her actual emotional growth but the turn around was so fast, it feels like there was no emotional growth at all and that Kab is still the same as before, cause she basically is. She still wants Mane dead no matter the cost and she’s still, intentionally or not, trying to manipulate Zam, but she wants to be treated as if she’s had that whole long term emotional growth
yeah ii think this is where her majority experience with short-term smps really bit her in the ass, i think there are two main directions that other ppl take it tho: 1. is as what you speculate in that some ppl think that she hasnt had genuine growth and hasnt changed at all and 2. that she genuinely changes too quickly and is therefore unreliable regardless of if shes being honest or not
i think the reason zam was so receptive to her in silent scream was cause this has been a recurrent plot point for a couple streams now, kab trespassing zams base to yap while zam tries to decipher her wants and motivations until eventually she just let it all out and in that instance i think he did genuinely believed that she changed even if it was slowly/just a little bit
....but then die for you happened lol
ssee the thing about kab is that shes shes all-or-nothing, going from one extreme to the next after just a little bit of change in character which can be jarring to some ppl to say the least (unless you thought she was lying and therefore any character development shouldnt be believed i suppose) but is something that was a great asset in shorter and arena-based smps where you had to get as much advantage against your opponent as possible without having to worry about the long-term consequences of these actions ie them not trusting you while still having to interact often in mundane ways even after messing with them. while she Can be swayed this only really works with things she was already unsure of which while a great motivator and trait to keep her on track with her goals (again another great trait for short-term smps), can be really jarring and distressing for other ppl if the things she was absolutely sure about goes against their own perspective like for example her thinking that derapchu killing her constitutes zam getting payback for her as the protector of the server (The protector, not A protector like zam insists, The protector of the server)
i think shes far too used to the fast-paced instant acceptance of changed personality in arena smps that is a natural consequence of them being short-term and having a revolving door of members and teams which is why she expects ppl to accept her growth and efforts so quickly even if realistically nobody would hand over their trust that easily esp after essentially being harassed in their own home multiple times, like even in normal smps where theres a baseline amount of trust ppl still wouldnt trust you after doing that, what more in a server like lifesteal where general trust is low basically all the time?
#mine.ask#Anonymous#i wrote most of this at like 2 am cause i couldnt sleep so i hope this is understandable lol#like. kabs actions are logical sure but its one extreme to the next#even zam takes at least a couple weeks before changing into something opposite than he was#and hes one of if not the most fickle ppl on the server#like. idk. ive noticed from tge beginning that kabs lore is pretty fast-paced compared to everyone else#but after she got fixated on zam it increased by a lot i feel#like hating him one moment then loving him the next#like damn girl is he your fp /j#but yeah a lot of things kab does can be explained away by the fact that shes never really had to deal with the long-term consequences#of fucking with someone#whether it be because of the fact the smps she was in were short ones or cause clown was there to get rid of her opps#and like. in a regular smp maybe ppl would believe her more#but this is ls where all the players are accutely aware of the fact that trusting the wrong ppl could get them killed or worse#and kab not only has an untrustworthy rep thanks to money smp (that she was was proudly flaunting)(also derap is here)#but her still continuing to lie and manipulate ppl does not make ppl want to give her the necessary baseline trust#that would constitute believing in her whenever she changes her mind/direction#and unfortunately for her; now that shes been established as untrustworthy on lifesteal itself#(compare her rep to wemmbu whos rep comes from non-ls smps and is proudly trustworthy and loyal on ls itself)#that baseline trust is gonna be really difficult to go against#i was gonna give spoke as an example but then remembered he manipulated pbaj during the election arc lmao#but uh yeah reputation is really important on ls whether the players like it or not and kabs rep is unfortunately not the best#like bruh zam thinks shes less trustworthy than Spoke#do you have any idea how untrustwortthy someone would feel you are to get that low on the trustworthiness tier???#like damn it hasnt even been a full season yet
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🔅 SUNDER & SHRED
decided to re-gene my XXY tan/cantaloupe G1 girls! they're hunters for the clan and love stalking prey~
#one of my very lucky scatters lol#cantaloupe tert IS a bit difficult to work with#so damn bright lmao#but i think they look great now
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I don't consider Ramattra difficult to draw, just very time consuming due to all the details.
... Excluding his ELBOWS, of all things.
Try extending your own arm and twisting your wrist and then entire arm. How in God's name do those kinds of motions (or in my case, poses) translate to a robot arm without a ball joint at the elbow???? I swear whenever I pose my arms to get a better idea on where the elbow itself points, which side of the hand has the the thumb, etc etc, then translate the information onto him, 99% of the time he ends up with dislocated elbows...
#Borb's Garbage Dump#Overwatch#Ramattra#there's a lot of weird jank going on with the robots in this game#like this guy visibly BREATHES#which on paper is cute but nonsensical with his design in practice besides the obvious robots don't need oxygen thing#you could easily make the excuse the black material between the ribs is flexible#but the ribs themselves are supposed to be ARMOR... sturdy and inflexible to protect “vital organs”#how the hell are those solid metal bars able to extend and contract to show breathing???#how are his legs attached to the pelvis when there's literally nothing but air between the pelvis and each leg???#listen i get it ow character designers and animators are not like#robotics engineers that create irl machinery so they can get away with cartoon physics#but trying to draw his arms accurately to the concept art/in-game model with all the lil bits and pieces being properly aligned...#... relative to each other WITHOUT straight up twisting hard metal or messing up his elbows is damn near impossible#and i tear my hair out every time i try to make sense of them#yeah his hands are also a nightmare but spoiler alert all hands are annoying#there's no bloody reason for something as unassuming as ARMS to be this difficult to deal with anatomically#can you tell i get frustrated whenever i have to pose his arms and am currently venting lmao
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Everything about you is right Let it glow and let it be bright I don't want to lose your lovelight Shining like a star in the night
Some Halloween gposes I did for @whichwitchery of Haurchefant and Luna ❤️🩷 help I'm OBSESSED with them 🥺🥺🥺
As always, bonus close-up under the cut :>
Gnawing through the bars of my cage rn because THE WAY HIS HAND RESTS ON HER NECK.....my single greatest gpose accomplishment, NO competition. THE ROMANCE......
#posting these almost a month late bc i didn't have internet for a while LMAO#first time doing a gpose kiss from scratch and boy howdy it was difficult but LOOK AT THEM!!!!#EVERYTHING TO MEEEEEE#haurchefant greystone#luna tsukuyomi#haurchefant x wol#haurchewol#ffxiv#gpose#i am losing my whole damn MIND. they're so special to me
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Shoutout to Loki for still being one of my favorite genders
#while sketching this i was laughing so hard like 'so this is why i don't draw weapons lmao' but#that scepter honestly turned out wicked cool and I'm pleasantly surprised <3#art#my art#traditional art#mixed media#colored pencils#coloredpencil#fanart#loki#loki laufeyson#mcu loki#marvel#mcu#loki fanart#the avengers#2023#turtlemurmurs#so difficult to draw him readable because it's black on black on black on black on black#why do you wear so much damn leather sir#don't answer that
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Love how my drawings for Prison!Leo have absolutely no sense of linearity at all. Things are drawn willy nilly based on vibes. Oh? This part takes place 130 years into the future? Next part is three months post the start of the AU.
I really need to work on that masterpost lmao.
#prison!leo au things#better yet I should work on getting everything in order lmao#but damn that’s difficult lmao
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<- full of vague driving rules and a sense of dread
#like hoo boy. memorandum how we doing?#not great. we /are/ consistently passing the practice test but it's mostly based on intuition and knowledge of multiple choice questions.#so not even based on memory. i am NOT good at my job. why is this so difficult. (<- rhetorical. it's the adhd.)#ACTUALLY SCRATCH THAT /LOOKOUT/ HOW ARE YOU DOING??#lookout doesn't talk but it did give the vague implication of a shrug. ourgh sorry buddy lmao hfhhfh#goddamn we shouldve cleaned our glasses at home hfhgjh this thing is testing our least leveled skills. damn hfhgh
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Mettaton, what's your favorite food?
"If you're looking for recommendations, darling, I'm afraid ghost food isn't edible for corporeal folk like your lovely self."
"However, I must insist that you try the MTT-Brand Glamburger! It's truly the most luxurious and fabulous food you could ever set your taste buds upon! Plus, it's one-hundred percent accurate to the food eaten on the Surface."
"...That's what I've heard people say about it, anyway. I can't eat it myself, of course."
"It isn't available right now, I'm sorry to say, but I have it on good authority that it'll make a grand return in the future~!"
#undertale: scattered extension#utse#mettaton / metta (utse)#ask#ic ask#sbtorms#local ghost advertises his own damn food chain lmao#which isn't even in business right now#i *would* like to note though that mettaton just goes by ''metta'' in this au!#he tries to keep his identities as a ghost and a robot separate from each other#as mettaton the robot star of the underground; he doesn't want people to know that he used to be a ghost. save for a very select few people#he wants them to think that he's purely a robot that was built by alphys#thus as metta the ghost; he doesn't want people to know that *he* is mettaton the robot#he wants everyone to think that 'mettaton' is dead but that alphys plans to rebuild him someday#since she does!! it's just. difficult. between all her new duties as queen now and the fact that she has to redo a lot of work from scratch#but he does get his robot body back by the end of/post true pacifist <3#whatever his original name was before becoming a robot? doesn't matter. it's his deadname. he's not using it again#so instead he just goes by a shortened version of his actual name. which. isn't the most discrete choice but hey it works dhsshf#i don't blame you for not knowing though!! since in the one comic i have where metta appears#papyrus DOES refer to him as just mettaton#which is something i'm gonna change about the au. even though papyrus *did* still find out about metta's identity thanks to his reset power#he still calls him metta. because. y'know. respect.
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alright. started a little sketch
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Ted was very correct for his confusion about Wembley being bigger than other pitches because like ??? Huh??? What ????
#‘this sport has the loosiest goosiest rules of all’#ted I genuinely agree lmao like What#ted lasso#ted lasso rewatch#you can understand why it’s difficult being a fic writer in this fandom#like damn I would’ve written that ted line about the pitch being the same size and gotten 4 comments and 2 dms telling me Im wrong actually#jfjdjek#that’s why I avoid talking about football at all god bless <3
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