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loveandleases · 9 days

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This is totally for Science.....

#loveandleases #love and leases #sneak peek #insomnia sucks #but damn if it doesn't give me ideas

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quirkle2 · 2 months

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i have GOT to stop drawing things for fics i haven't written yet

#qkdraws #id in alt #mob psycho 100 #mob psycho #mp100 #mp100 ritsu #ritsu kageyama #takenaka momozou #in general i think i'm pretty proud of this one #i was going for a very specific vibe and i'm not sure if i rly hit the mark but i got close i think #i love giving ritsu long as fuck hair. boy get u a brush and some scissors my god #goes against his generally put-together appearance in canon #in my heart he's a messy 13 year old with leaves in his hair and no brush to be seen in his bathroom. he doesn't own one.#he learns to be a little more Himself after s3 and he becomes a little less perfectly civil and a little more Wild #without the gang fights this time tho. character development #that's within ritsu standards ofc. he still says please and thank you and still sits w perfect posture at the dinner table #but if he comes home w mud in that stupid spiky cut uhm . let him live his life ? damn.#what was i talking about . ...oh right the tumblr post #if u ask me abt this fic i'll give u my entire collection of cool rocks. they're around here somewhere.some of them are sparkly #i like drawing takenaka i think his hair is fun #it's basically oot link hair and that's always cool #made it extra messy this time. to convey the Horrors #u have no idea the amount of restraint it took to NOT put ritsu in a hoodie here #im god's strongest soldier

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necrotic-nephilim · 24 days

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https://www.tumblr.com/necrotic-nephilim/760168597014413312/bftc-jaytim-fuck-nasty-in-their-batman-suits?source=share

give a whole new meaning to "at least drake took it like a man"

SCREAMING this is the funniest thing ever oh my god i choked on my dr pepper-

i love that line in general, i think it's such a fun line that says a lot about how Jason feels about Tim. but in the context of Jason saying it after fucking Tim oh my GOD that's just. it's delightful. i'm going to be giggling about this all day oh my god. thank you anon this is delightful-

#necrotic answerings #kindly praise #you cut so deep (but i always loved you deeper)#i canNOT believe i didn't think of this when i wrote the fic.#how does it feel to be funnier than me on my own blog anon.#it's one of my fave jaytim lines too.#jason would still say that in the fic too.#he 100% would look dick in the eye and say that. knowing damn well what he's implying that dick doesn't know.#also i do just believe that when dick and jason face off after jason fucks tim #it would still go similarly to the canon of bftc #and jason would straight up lie and imply he killed tim anyway. even knowing he didn't.#bc he wants to see the reaction yk. he wants to see how dick reacts to the idea of tim dying comparing to jason's death.#also he would use it to give tim time to get away and clean himself up so dick doesn't find him like that #tho if i continue this fic i will go the route a mutual and i have discussed in dms #where jason does circle back for tim and clean him up #then he leaves tim in his safehouse and fights dick anyway. just for funsies.#and still says that line bc it's funny and jason would get an internal chuckle out of it.#but i will warn that the potential sequel to this fic will take a while #i'm mid-moving across the country #and i have other things to work on first so #hold on tight for that one if and when it comes. pls be patient with my ass #same goes for like. requests in my inbox #i promise i see them. i will write them.#all my shit is in boxes rn tho so like. pls be patient is all i ask kjhhgjhkjl

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black-rose-writings · 3 months

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It's frightening to me that there are people out there who genuinely believe that autistic or queer people would be happier if they could just take a pill and be "normal". Who believe that wanting acceptance is just another way of saying you want to conform to societal norms. Who think that being "normal" will always be inherently a better and happier state of being, even if its inauthentic.

I love my mom to pieces, but I'm so glad she's not responsible for my medical decisions anymore, because I would not want my life to be in the hands of someone who believes I'd be happier if my brain was rewired to strip me of a core part of who I am as a person, of something that affects every part of my identity and behavior and thoughts, because then I would be "normal".

Like, ma'am, that a horror premise. That's horrifying. And the idea of that happening your child should also be fucking horrifying.

But I guess when you believe all humans ultimately want conformity, it's only logical you'd believe messing with your brain to make you into a different, more conforming person, would be ultimately a good thing.

#irl stuff #vent post #so I had a talk with my mom yesterday #I know she loves us and wants the best for us #but god damn lady you have issues #and if your response to an autistic person telling you that they and most other autistic people don't want to be cured #is to tell them they're wrong and even if it's true we should want to be cured #I'm giving you a very polite middle finger #with a side of 'rethink your life and priorities because jesus fuck'#conformism is a disease I swear #just because becoming a suburban housewife with 4 kids worked out for you #doesn't mean it's the idea lifestyle for everyone #you idiot #I would not call my mom an idiot to her face #but on days like this I feel like I should call her an ableist dumbassat least once #It's days like this where I understand how some people could think that Alina's ending is a happy one #those people scare me #and unfortunately one of them is my mother #who - again - I love dearly and know she loves us to hell and back #but she has so many issues and I'm getting tired of it

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bisaster-energy · 8 months

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im not even done my current kuwameshi fic and im already getting ideas about new ones...

#kuwameshi #give me a sec i'll reblog later with the actual idea but like #WHAT IF UM KUWAMESHI BUT UM. PRINCESS BRIDE AU...#i also have another song fic idea but it's way sillier than the one i have on ao3 #based off you me and steve by garfunkel and oates #i got the idea cos i just remembered when yusuke got back from training with genkai the 1st time and instead of a 1 on 1 date with keiko #kuwabara is also? there? and it's just so funny to me like what. and then they're supposed to all 3 go to the movies together?#AND WHEN THEY GET THERE THE 2 BOYS DITCH KEIKO?? for a mission yeah but she doesn't know that!!#and then yusuke and keiko actually go on a date alone and it gets interrupted cos of younger toguro #and shortly after kuwabara shows up so it looks like he was bound to come across them??#as far as a i remember the next time yu and keiko get together alone is the day he tells her to just wait and she's like im literally #not gonna wait for you <3 and it was so funny she just walked off lmaoo #anyway im trying to say i wanna make a silly little fic addressing the fact that keiko is like. pursuing her crush on yusuke #but kuwabara is kinda just. always there and it's fun she does like him but it's just awkward #planning on having her ask kuwa to maybe give her and yusuke some time alone like maybe just avoid their next outing #and kuwa is like oh damn :( ok good luck and yusuke shows up to the date and he's like woah wait. where tf is kuwabara?#keiko is like bruh. and she makes up some shit about him mentioning that he felt sick or wtv and yusuke is like ''then y are we here?#i should check on him. i dont think that guy has even been put outta commission by anything but my fist!'' and keiko just follows him #cos what else can she do. and kuwa is fine ofc and yusuke is like bro what gives i thought you were sick and kuwa is dense sometimes but he #catches on from keiko's desperate look and he's like well i got better *flexes his arm* and yu is like i knew you were too dumb to catch #a cold. and he's stupid happy that kuwa is fine and can come with them after all ''hey he's fine ya hear that keiko''#and then keiko is watching this whole exchange eyes blown wide open and she's like actually i just remembered i have plans #you two should totally go without me tho and yu agrees so easily that it just solidifies that she made the right call #kuwa is looking back at her all confused and she gives HIM the good luck thumbs up. he gets as red as his hair and #yusuke is worried he really is coming down with something

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seaofreverie · 8 hours

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So busy with Sparkstember that I almost forgot that I go back to school on tuesday

#honestly maybe it's better this way. i'd rather just not care at all rather than be super stressed about it #just like i've been doing with every little thing for most of my life #might have missed the date when we were supposed to choose our elective courses. well whatever Lol #and i still don't even know what my schedule is or what classes i have this semester oopsie #well the university itself doesn't seem particularly pressed about giving us the schedule either #but i'd probably better still read up on the classes at least before they start #i don't have high hopes for this year just like with the last. probably should just stop pretending that i still want to study anything atp #this wasn't even my first choice of a course bcs i had to prepare for that damn exam to be accepted for my preffered one #but i couldn't be bothered to study for it again which probably should have told me enough abt whether going into this again is a good idea #i'm so tired just thinking about it but i know that actually looking for a job and then having a job will be a thousand times worse so uh #but at least i'd have my own money and start doing something ughhhh. useful maybe. who knows what it will be though #i have no ideaaaaaa. but this feels like just putting off the inevitable. like at some point i need to get my shit together #i will probably report at the end of the next week about how i'm so done already #i don't really knowwww mannnnnm. i don't feel like i had any vacation at all even though 3 months have already passed #and i also sort of didn't prepare something relatively easy to do that would have given me an actual document #that would confirm that i actually finished that part-time school thing last semester #can't really be bothered to come back to it at this point though #well at least i learned something actually useful and interesting from that and that's enough for me tbh #and a lot of it is also relevant to my current area of interest (digital drawing and computer graphics in general)#well speaking of which i'd better just get back to drawing now lol. just one more left to finish!!!#in short i guess that my new way of dealing with stress is just ignoring it all #well it's worked in some way at least so it can't be an entirely bad thing lol #goosepost

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burnedself · 3 months

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Like. I get the idea of 'oh its fine that there wasn't a big mystery because the character got emotional closure by finding her mom'

Okay but like. Characters are essentially storytelling tools for the audience. You can't shortchange the audience just to make the 'character' happy, they're not real

#AND ANOTHER THING--#like I get the idea of the finale but like #you gotta give the audience SOMETHING #it can't just be the stick we need at least one carrot #one good juicy reveal / fanservice to sink our teeth into #when its just. 'oh yeah the mystery doesn't matter and everything else is a season 2 reveal <3' thats just.#thats bad. no me gusta. mi dispiace.#dw spoilers #like the season feels like an utter waste of time when every god damn episode has a season 2 tease

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pyromaniac-cyndaquil · 1 year

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pmd chatot for blorbo bingo? ^^

He's a silly rabbit. I love him

#anonymous #wondermail #tbh w chatot i think ppl jump from one extreme to the other of either 'horrible capitalist'#or 'genuinely plans everything out to test people's faith and is Always Trusting And Good W Protags'#but i think there's more nuance to it than that #he does make mistakes! and he laughs nervously and tries too hard to cover it up and that's why i love him honestly #like when wigglytuff says chatot clearly believed hero and partner all along i think he was trying to give him an out #and chatot could tell and gratefully took that #he's flawed and that's okay!!!! it doesn't make him any less passionate or caring #he's just the head of intelligence and trying to run w what he thinks is logical #anyway. love this disaster birb. will fight ppl who make hating him their personality. (except eots hero bc their dynamic is awesome)#*dives back in w more tags* OKAY HIM NOT BELIEVING THEM ABOUT THE FUTURE AT FIRST MAKES ME THINK OF PARTNER REFUSING TO BELIEVE GROVYLE #it's not a slight to them it's just. he idolised dusknoir and he's in denial. he doesn't wanna believe things went so bad #and honestly i think he's probably wanting to avoid the idea that he let hero and partner down by letting dusknoir so close if he was bad #so he rejects that reality #damn now i wanna make a post about this #but I've also seen the aftermath of my mutuals facing backlash for chatotposting and it's like hmm. ppl can be so negative about him huh

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skrunksthatwunk · 5 months

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found out that rascal's owner took him again while i was out, and he's probably not gonna be back since the semester's almost over. i don't even know if his owner's coming back next semester, if i'll ever see him again. if he'll ever see me again. why do they wait until im not around to do this? why do they never let me say goodbye to him?

#i didnt really get to process it bc i found out when i was hanging w a friend but. im processing it now #sigh.. i dont know. i dont know.#at the end of the day he is and has always been someone else's cat. i can't control what she does with him #no matter what i think of it. she can always take him away. but every time it happens im just. im tired yknow?#it's worth it to me to have him around. i love him dearly and i want him to be in a home where he's actually cared for (which i have done my #best to provide) but he's just. not mine. and every time it happens i back up and think man. im such a sucker.#i don't think people manipulate me often. not in an ongoing way i mean. i don't think ppl see me as valuable enough to most of the time.#but damn. she really found my weak spots didn't she. free petcare courtesy of one chump who can't live without animals around. sigh #he deserves stability but he deserves love more. this weird shared custody thing is better for him i think. and frankly i also love him.#im not the priority here but my feelings are like. there. him being taken away without even telling me first hurts. i'd like to be able to #say goodbye to him. im not saying he has to stay or this has to go on but couldn't they just.. consider my feelings a bit more?#just bc you're fine with dropping your cat off somewhere for weeks not knowing when you'll see him again and not visiting doesn't mean i am #and i kind of feel like my roommate is part of this. after all it's not like his owner can just break into our room and take him #and if im always out when they do it there's a chance roomie's just shipping him off whenever she gets sick of him.#she's done it before. even after she agreed so vehemently with me about never wanting him to go back to such treatment and stuff early on.#she's been spraying him for little reason lately too. and i mean i get being a little more cautious with some things bc her neck's broken #but she's really fixated on how much he smells and bites and stuff and talks about how if i wasn't around she'd consider eating him #and then other times she's like that's my pookie. i don't get it. like yeah i tell rascal to fuck off sometimes bc he hurts me but it's not #like a hateful thing. i dont resent him for it i'm just annoyed sometimes bc he's maiming me a little. he's my baby. how could i loathe him?#so it makes me think that roomie might be blaming his transfers on his owner bc she doesn't want me to judge her #and like. this is her room too. it's not her fault she's more bothered by the smell than me. if she doesn't want to be bitten and clawed all #the time i can sympathize. i don't wanna force her to house him. but i wish she'd just be honest with me i guess #like. what if his owner decides to give him away without telling me? i'd take him in in a heartbeat. even though i know it's a bad idea.#but i'm worried he'll fall out of my reach completely. and at the very least I'd like to be able to say goodbye first. that's all.

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buysomecheese · 1 year

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WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON WITH THE DNDADS CHARACTER BLOGS RN. WHAT. HELLO. GUYS. WHAT.

#dndads #I haven't scrolled down on the Nick Close blog yet to see the anon that was apparently telling him to khm but if that fr happened then-#-actually? shame on you anon. we as a fandom are better than this. not a fucking joke.#if that didn't happen then damn I need someone to catch me up. please.#the Ron blog doesn't give me enough info and that's the only one I'll follow lmao he's so silly #and there's apparently anon hate going to character blogs? like TJ and the Jodie blog(s?)? guys. anons. there are Real Live People running-#-these blogs. not adult men who've been endlessly traumatized by the events of dndads. those men are fictional and not here on tumblr.#be fucking nice or shut the fuck up.#again I am NOT up-to-date on what's happening so if I'm wrong then ignore tags but I feel Very strongly about 'kys' ''jokes'' and anon hate #so even the Idea that it's happening Here? in this fandom?#well I am Not A Fan of that.#also lowkey this is an invite for someone who understands to uh catch me up. I love drama with little-to-no real life effect

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freebooter4ever · 1 year

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The tech guys are hanging out in my office again and chatting about $10,000 week long vacations like this is normal.

#Journal shit #Ah yes the life i gave up to be a grunt 3D generalist working on the lowest of the low entertainment \o/#A lot of my friends here get mad at my dad for not being supportive #And i myself get frustrated at him for being insulting about my general life failure #But like....he has a point #I dont think he needed to treat me like yesterdays trash over it but #He was right i probably should have taken a programming job #But poor dad he got saddled with a child who is stubborn and tragically not financially motivated like at all #I mean he is the exact same damn way i feel like my dad forgets that it was just me and him for four years there #I saw how he lived without certain influences and he did not give a crap about status or money or fancy things #It wasnt until the rich bitch came along and started making him like...update his furniture every few years because *style*#and making him buy new designer coats every year so he doesn't embarrass himself in front of the other volleyball parents #Im just saying prior to the introduction of Steves Wife to our family these things just didnt exist to us #It does greatly entertain me that Steves Wife is not allowed to come to the ohio farm because everybody agreed that she just...#Could Not Handle The Poor #Anyway thats my dads idea of a vacation going to visit grandma on the farm this summer #And two guesses he and grandma will just sit around reading and doing puzzles and watching tennis #Pretty much exactly what i did when i went on vacation to visit her #I want to ask my dad if you think i am a failure what do you think of yourself i am exactly fucking like you for better or worse #Well i mean except i also did a lot of drawing of hockey players and grandma would lean over my shoulder #Saying things like *he looks like a nice young man*#yes grandma and he also racks up the penalty minutes like you wouldnt believe

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hylialeia · 2 years

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still thinking about it and I’m increasingly more convinced that the changes GOT made to Shae were ultimately only compelling by accident (well, by accident and by Sibil Kekilli’s performance) because they ultimately stemmed from a misunderstanding of Tyrion’s storyline and a desire to give him a tragic love story, to the detriment of both his AND Shae’s show characters

#don't get me wrong the actors killed they really did #but it's so VITAL to tyrion's character that he feels and in fact IS unloved and thinks he never can be #that the only person he believes loves him is jaime and that it's JAIME'S betrayal that matters most to him #jaime's betraying him and tysha. the girl who DID love him and is gone.#he plays the wishful thinking game with himself irt shae and tells himself that rationally there's no legitimate love between them #but he also WANTS there to be because he is so damn lonely #but rational him is right and it's always a matter of survival and convenience for shae #but in the show this isn't even a conflict because shae does love him!#they try to spin it as her entire character motivation by the end. woman scorned driven to petty revenge #but that doesn't work!#giving tyrion a romantic love interest who legitimately loves him back changes everything #because so much of tyrion's anger and bitterness and darkness comes from the idea that he's unlovable #thus the trial thus the 'I wish I was the monster you think I am'#that's his thesis statement! but it's not a thesis compatible with the show adaption #and so we lose out on an accurate adaption of tyrion in adwd because it was more important to make him palatable #anti got #tyrion lannister #shae #asoiaf

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sherlock-is-ace · 2 years

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#a little bit of a happy rant... (can rants be happy? if not i don't know the word then lol)#a while ago when i was deep diving into autism research because i'm 98% sure i'm autistic #i told my mom this and i also told her i wanted to go see a psychiatrist to get diagnosed #bad idea cause my mom is the type of person who thinks ''everyone is a little autistic'' which is stupid but anyways she didn't believe me #she thinks putting labels on things is bad and we shouldn't do it #but this is not a fun label... this is an actual diagnosis!!#i digress. the point is that i stoped talking about it because i don't have the energy or desire to try to convince my mother #that i know what goes on inside my brain.#but my brother! My brother is a sweetheart #he seems like he doesn't give a shit about anything but every now and then he will drop the cutest most affirming comments #(he did that when i came out as trans too)#i'm sure my brother has adhd if not autism or possibly both so maybe he has looked it up before or at least understands it better #but like for christmas he wanted to get me a weighted blanket because i'm always talking about how i need preassure and weight on me #and also that i like rocking myself to sleep (i need one of those automatic rocking chairs for babies but like adult size)#anyways he aknowledges (let's pretend i can spell that word) what i said and my suspicions of autism #today the noise of a tiny bit of air escaping from a badly close bottle lid was annoying me #i wasn't in the room i may add #when i complained my mom was like ''damn! that hearing!'' or somthing like that #and my brother. very casually said ''it's the autism'' which made me so fucking happy that is the first time someone fucking believes me!#but then my mom went ''naaah there's no autism here'' (or somthing amongst those lines) which took my excitement aways #but anyways i love my brother and his casual support <3 #angel talks #personal

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what-even-is-thiss · 2 months

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Thinking about Kent from Stardew Valley, I've often wondered why basically all he talks about to you is about his trauma. Like that's fine I guess but I've casually wondered why it's pretty much the only thing he ever talks about to you.

But it just occurred to me that Sam, Vincent, and Jodi note that he doesn't tell them what's wrong. It's surprising to Jodi that he hates the sound of popcorn, Vincent and Sam both note that he's different but they don't know why, he goes to festivals even though crowds and open fields trigger him.

He's trying very badly to hide it but he needs to talk about it. And the farmer has no preexisting ideas about him. Depending on how long he's been gone this time, you may be the only person in town that didn't know him before he went to the front lines. He's trauma dumping to you and only you because he has no idea to live up to in your mind. You're a blank slate. A new relationship. He doesn't have to pretend to be strong around you. He can just be miserable in your presence and you let him and give him roasted hazelnuts sometimes and roasted hazelnuts remind him of his mom and that's basically what your relationship boils down to. You're the person that will stand next to the river with him and go "Damn dude that sucks do you want an egg"

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papercuttragedy · 3 months

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https://drive.google.com/file/d/13ylFnVmrqQrPlQ6hlHChndZHE7V4-Mow/view?usp=drivesdk

#55 - Prologue For An Abyss

#(Dude #already first try #and the damn phone is giving me a hassle and going completely shitty. I'm sorry if it doesn't do anything)#I probably regret doing this #Yamaha #Decision Of Yamaha Idea

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kindacreepy-kindaugly · 5 months

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If I absolutely have to feel like shit could it at least be cause I let it happen again instead of cause I feel like I didn't do good enough

#beatin myself over the head w/ a stick like YOU. DO. NOT. NEED. HIS. APPROVAL.#he's just tryin to dig in any insecurity he can get his goddamn hands on it doesn't mean shit #like yea i know i'm ~ outta practice ~ cause that literally just means i'm not performin at a professional fucking level #you couldn't tell the difference if you stopped tRYIN TO SHOVE THINGS DOWN MY FUCKING THROAT FFS #i shoulda just walked out but it. doesn't even register til much later cause of all the praise n cause i'm probably dissociating like hell #like. are you fucking negging me #yes. yes he is #or some other adjacent tactic that rly shouldn't work on me anymore but here we are #it'd be funny if it wasn't so damn pathetic #which is smth i say a lot lately #i have no idea if i should like......try to give myself some credit for the few boundaries i did manage to hold #cause i mean i did......refuse to sleep anywhere near him w/o surveillance #especially not in the damn car cause i could end up literally anywhere #my mistake was compromisin on the sex stuff cause when i say no it becomes a negotiation n i always end up agreeing to smth #which woulda been fine if he didn't then go on to be a dick about that something #n also if it wasn't pretty fucked up to take it as a negotiation startin point #if i say i don't wanna have sex you know damn well i mean the entire thing no matter how many loopholes your definition has #hard limits aren't the fucking startin point for a compromise they're the bottom line #but he knows all that. he's not stupid he just doesn't care.#meanwhile i'm a fucking idiot for lettin him get away w/ it #i was doin so well. i mean sure i was losin my fucking mind but i wasn't even struggling not to go to him #why can't he just fucking leave me alone if i'm not even a good fuck anymore #spdrvent

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