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I will never shut up about how seriously downgraded Alastor got in the Prime show. He's just so much worse as a character compared to his pilot version it's genuinely upsetting.
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Not sure if y'all remember, but Alastor was fucking unhinged in the pilot. Full on insane. That's why many of us loved him. He was crazy, no doubt, but he had so much charm to him. His charming nature but still crazy personality was what made him so intriguing to me. The voice filter, line delivery, and expressive animation, accompanied with the memorable (and quotable) lines, as well as his story and what he had done, are what made him Alastor, The Radio Demon. The crazy cannibal who had done such horrific stuff that even the princess of hell was uncomfortable with him, all while putting on a smile. The insane counterpart to Charlie's sweet nature. He was just straight up evil. Everything about him screamed DANGER, and it was fabulous. And his godamn smile. His smile that never ever wavered. His smile that expressed so so much, either for better or for worse. Ugh, chills, literal chills.
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And then there's the new Alastor. Who has none of these qualities. He simply doesn't feel like a delusional cannibal who smiles at the horrors. He feels like a washed-up version of that. And, I love Amir, no hate towards him, but Alastor's new voice doesn’t feel as expressive or as bone-chilling as the pilot version. They try to make him intimidating, and yes, that one scene with Husk gave me shivers, but that's just one scene. Nothing about this version of Alastor feels like his pilot version. Sure, he can be a bit unhinged at times, and they clearly have more plans for him in the future of Hazbin, but it's all nothing compared to Pilot Alastor. If I'm being real, he feels more like a Tumblr sexyman attempt than an actual character. Only it completely erased all of what MADE him so attractive to begin with. He has edgy dialogue, some charm to him, and is pretty much morally grey through and through. That's it. It's not even remotely close to the level of pure insanity that the pilot Alastor had.
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Pilot Alastor was evil, crazy, funny, a maniacal asshole who didn't care about anyone but himself and only wanted to help Charlie for the sake of his own amusement. Prime Show Alastor is just a poorly made Tumblr sexyman who completely forgot about what made Alastor so appealing to begin with. He feels like a shell of his former self.
Characters like Pilot Alastor are such an endlessly fascinating concept to me, and I'm just really sad that the Prime show fumbled such an easy bag. They had the foundation all laid out for them and failed in execution...
But I'm a Hazbin Hotel + Helluva Boss fan, so I'm used to important things falling ass over backwards like this.
#hazbin hotel#alastor hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel alastor#these are just my thoughts#please don't hate me alastor fans#also I feel the need to say this but I don't hate Prime Alastor#I just don't like him as much as Pilot Alastor#The dude's funny sometimes and has some charm#but I still don't like where his character went#I like him just fine#but comparing him to the pilot#yeah he stood NO chance
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SHERLOCK | Martin Freeman as John Watson
#inspiration for creating gifs was the wonderful @meandhisjohn#he emerged from the mist like a ghost with sadness etched on his face like the imprint of a recent storm#In his eyes a shadow of despair lingered but at the same time an unrelenting thirst for life beat in his heart#the world around him seemed empty a lifeless canvas devoid of color and sound#his brown jacket rough and worn a symbol of the storm raging within his soul gave him a harsh yet captivating appearance#and at that momen like a beacon of light in utter darkness he met him#their gazes met and the world around them burst into vibrant hues#as if a painter inspired by a divine muse had poured his palette onto the canvas#john lost in the abyss of despair suddenly found purpose meaning in his existence#he was like a ship tossed about in a tempest finding sanctuary and calm in a harbor#their encounter became a turning point illuminating his life with a gentle light comparable to the first rays of dawn#breaking through the darkness of night#love immense and unfathomable enveloped their hearts forging them into one#It was like a magical elixir awakening forgotten feelings and dreams#martin freeman#mf/serial#bbc sherlock#john watson#sherlock#sherlock bbc#benedict cumberbatch#pilot
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mobius in season one // loki in season two (insp)
#owen wilson#lokius#loki#mcuedit#lokiedit#marveledit#can't believe we're at the three year anniversary already!!#even wilder to think i wasn't even in the fandom until a few weeks after the pilot aired now here we are 😅#had no clue i'd be rewritten to the molecular level but look at this look at him how could anyone not be#forever thinking about how mobius starts out playing things cool by the book then after actually getting to know loki#you see EVERY emotion written all over his face all the feelings and desires he never even knew he was allowed to have much less want#and whether he's indulging in good or the bad he does it so deeply there's no way anyone else will compare#his every move is FASCINATING 🥺💖#marvel#owenwilsonedit#dianagifs
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thinking about the way sam’s behaviour changes when he’s possessed and during his addiction/relationship with ruby (which is analogous to possession), especially when dean isn’t around. he becomes aggressive and far more masculine. according to carol clover “female body almost always serves as a portal, susceptible to the infiltration of evil” and “portal possessed by a demonic influence often becomes increasingly masculine during this time, often to the point of toxic masculinity”. “toxic masculine behaviours are a sign of demonic possession, of the change that has taken place within the feminine portal due to the infernal invasion” (examples: regan of the exorcist (1973), linda of witchboard (1987) and arnie cunningham of christine (1983), who become “increasingly foulmouthed, hostile, aggressive - indeed, macho”)
something something sam’s true/unpossessed nature is feminine
#this also further proves that ruby wasn’t just manipulating sam but literally forced him into a role that goes against his true nature#the way sam behaves at his most masculine when he is possessed which is shown as to be unnatural for him#thinking about how sera gamble compared the samruby scene to self-mutilation….#on a side note also thinking about#how in the pilot sam said he didn’t feel safe and thus why he ran away from the family (sam/mary parallels)#notice how he’s once again paralleled to a female character this time his mother#much to think about#sam winchester#wincest <- target audience#spn
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Another reason Buck just thought he was a really good Ally is that Eddie literally took him on a whole ass romantic date but like as friends so how was he supposed to know.
#what I mean is that Buck probably hasn’t had many close male friends in his life#like he was a reckless *problem* child whose parents probably didn’t care much for play dates etc#and then he spent his 20s driving around the country so he didn’t have any strong attachments#and then his first close male friend is *that* close#like he thinks that’s just how male friendships are#so he doesn’t realise that hey maybe there’s something to that#I mean look at the way Buck reacted to Eddie compared to Tommy#it’s literally the exact same#Buck sees Eddie and goes ohhh he’s a hot man and then he gets insecure and decides that what he’s feeling is that he’s worried#about being replaced#and then with Tommy he’s like ohhhhh that’s an attractive pilot who makes dumb fake mouth static#and then he’s like oh no what I’m feeling is jealousy that Tommy is friends with Eddie that must be it#like no he just doesn’t know how these emotions feel because he doesn’t have anything to compare it to and he just hasn’t thought about it#anyway he knows know and I’m so happy for him and Tommy <3#911 abc#911 fandom#evan buck buckley#Eddie diaz
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it's very interesting that people talk about the dehumanization of pilots in armored core 6 but no one really talks about the dehumanization of AI and Coral which i think are also extremely dense and extremely thematically critical
#armored core 6#(fires spoilers in tags here)#like. AI are worse at piloting mechs#there's a reason arena rokumonsen is a fucking cakewalk and actual rokumonsen is fucking brutal#and so as a result the AI aren't treated as anything other than fake substitutes#they're not even human enough to be compared to the dogs we keep on a leash#meanwhile Chatty literally dies because Carla respects him as a human too much to back him up#she is the only person who sees him as human#and that humanity she bestows upon him grants him the most human of human experiences - his own death
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The record might have been equaled but it can never be done in the same fashion nor with the same passion. Brazil 2013 will always be special, and so will he. 🤍
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Ryan O'Connel / Carol Ann Duffy
#It's the sheer lack of passion in Max for me 😐#like I don't mind him winning and I love RedBull as a team but like PLEASE be more passionnate about it Max#Seb did it first and did it best#Max can break his records but he will never achieve what seb has for this team#no one is ever gonna compare to the impact he had for Red Bull#He will never be RB's first gp winner#or first championship winner#or first 1-2 pilots#or first anything :D !!#sebastian vettel#f1#formula 1#red bull racing#red bull seb#red bull f1#red bull#dutch gp 2023#^•ﻌ•^ฅWebweaving
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I will always laugh about how SVN Ryoma is based off of Go manga Ryoma in terms of design cause the personality whiplash will never not crack me up.
SVN Ryoma is one of few Ryomas who actually got away from the Getter for good and gets to live his life, you can tell just by the little we see of him that while he still got his fighting spirit he’s so happy and mellow and is definitely a Ryoma you can chill with-
But Go Manga Ryoma is dead inside and will beat the shit out of you if you do something to fuck with his students or simply mention his past yet he’s the one Ryoma to actually sleep with someone
#meg text#getter robo#ryoma nagare#All Ryomas have a consistent trait of anger but my god comparing them is so funny#SVN to ANY Ryoma is funny as fuck but specifically the one who’s loosely based on? Hilarious#they easily could’ve snuck in him being this asshole and resentful of the getter but instead he’s chill#doesn’t hold a vendetta towards it even if he’s never gonna pilot it again#mostly for the fact he barely saw the horrors and just left cause of his bro dying which every other timeline that was never a choice#I wonder if more Ryomas WOULD change like this if they left as soon as their friends died and not seeing the horrors#granted- manga witness everyone but hayato died so… that was another factor of him being dead inside#it depends on the context ig
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Fuck if I think about the lore for too long the Implications start to loom over me and then I want to do nothing except lay down
#just. the tyler/clancy character specifically. how fucking sad all of it is. how sad HE is. he was clearly broken in dema during sai so he#started to hallucinate josh to feel less lonely... someone who he hadnt even known for that long...#wait so is navigating the first time theyre seeing each other again since tyler's latest capture? i need to rewatch the music videos again..#but like. think about it.#you meet this guy again who has been your best friend in the past years- who has been by your side all this time but you havent been there#with him bc he wasnt REALLY with you yk#just#the realisation that he did all of that. alone. no wonder why he seemed overconfident in overcompensate...#he was so lonely. how can i exist like this.#it's so fascinating how well they pull the “he wasnt real” plot twist off so damn well#the story itself is amazing but the delivery is on another level#nothing can and will compare to the way this story is being told#twenty øne piløts#twenty one pilots#tøp#tøp clique#the skeleton clique#clancy#clancy album#tøp lore#tøp spoilers
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Jax is very gay to me but if they ever cave and give him a wife i hope shes really butch and stinky. You know. To contrast his twinkish charms. I hope shes the strongman of the circus too. Hes the side of a cell phone compared to her.
As much as I enjoy some of the different ships people come up with I always interpret them as alternate/ hypothetical situations and I don't really think he should have a canon partner (also given by the fact that goose herself said that there will be no romance in the series).So in regards to this hypothetical ship....
It's still kind of a funny thought but I don't think it would really work?? I would agree if Jax was a snobby know it all with an ego the size of the universe and that could make for some interesting interactions with a 3 meter titan of a gal that towers over him and grabs him around (think of "My girlfriend is an orc warlord" by Marko Raassina). Then I would be all for it but because I see Jax as a real piece of shit who craves for control I think this supposed gal would punch the ever living shit out of him.
#sorry for the rant...my thoughts on jax are all over the place#I'm not exactly keen on him and just see him as a sexyman who only serves to cause mayhem#like an obstacle for the cast#I would compare him to Michael from the office but the more i think about it they're nothing alike#he's just....an ass...#i kinda made up the “he wants control” part but not really??????#I dunno man he confuses me and is the least profound character in the cast to me#he's mlt that interesting... for now at least#ALL of my rant is based on just the scenes from the pilot. they may change once we get more episodes so take this with a grain of salt#faceee rambles#sorry if you were hoping for a silly doodle#i take dynamics to heart and try to always stick with the og material#(said face who made an entire Au and 3 fan ocs)
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I’ve been watching a SRW 30 playthrough (cause I don’t personally have the game yet)—
And literally it’s just Koji being the dad of the gang, Hyoma being the baby brother and Ryoma being the asshole older brother tormenting him.
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I approve, I love them so much.
#Super Robot Wars 30#Combattler V#Mazinger Z#Getter Robo#Hyoma Aoi#Koji Kabuto#Ryoma Nagare#not sure if it was just me but istg I got brother/family vibes from the boys and it’s cute fight me#Hyoma is way too cute in srw compared to what I remember in the series#I wanna stuff him in my pocket despite knowing he’ll probably bite my finger off#and I swear this was basically Koji’s pre-dad exercising#I was just waiting for him to pull a “be nice to your brother” or a “now now kids”#I love my family of gremlins/pilots
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I'm going to preface this story by saying: I don't necessarily believe in karma, but
I may have been walking through today with a vague sense of disbelief tainted with unkind smugness after my tiktok fyp was flooded with poor fans who tried to get presale ticket to one mr n. kahan's new tour only to find that demand was through the roof and GA pit tickets were seriously going for $300, in presale, and even the "worst" tickets in the lawn were going for $70
and while I undoubtedly think it's deeply unethical for both platforms (thanks ticketmaster) and artists to allow such dramatic ticket cost inflation, I also generally don't relate...
I (VERY LUCKILY) gravitate towards smaller acts, and the most I've paid for a ticket all year has been, like... $90 for a ticket to beyonce, which got cancelled and I was refunded lol. if I look back at all my receipts from shows this year, most have been around $50/ticket after fees, and several have been closer to $20. my favorite show I've seen all year was a $15 ticket.
it's mostly luck—I tend to like smaller acts, and I've been seeing mainly rock acts this year, and those tickets simply don't run as high as pop acts. and part of me is honestly very grateful that I haven't been swept into any of the really recent huge acts.
I think of all the people scrabbling for boygenius or taylor swift tickets and how much money they've had to shell out... how a lot of them don't even GET to see the acts they want to see because they've been priced out or tickets sold out. I can't remember the last time a show I wanted to go to sold out lol. maybe bastille in london?
and again, it's just a matter of luck that I'm not really into any of these megastars and therefore don't have to compete in the gladiator arena to try to see shows I want to see, but sometimes luck manifests as a feeling of self-satisfaction, you know? who among us hasn't experienced a little self-superiority from time to time.
look, if YOUR tiktok was flooded with people saying concerts have been awful since 2021 (including rock and metal shows), but every concert YOU'VE been to since 2021 was amazing and the crowds were really good and you always got tickets and it never broke the bank, you'd feel pretty validated in your choice of musicians and the crowds they attract too, alright?? sue me! I felt frugal AND undeservedly clever!
anyways back to karma. guess who got invited and subsequently agreed to shell out $70 to sit in a lawn and listen to mr. n. kahan sing. I'll give you a hint, her tumblr username starts with an r and ends with an s
#I KNOW LIKE. A SINGLE ONE OF HIS SONGS.#the thing about me is I'm earnestly really good at not judging other ppls music taste because:#I have a whole 1000-song playlist dedicated to music I love but don't play for other ppl bc I regard it as my Fun Time No Taste Music#and it's not that it's bad it's just not as curated as I prefer my music showed to other people lol#and that means I don't judge people for getting really into a band that doesn't do it for me personally#but. I will admit that I have that deeply annoying personality trait wherein if a billion people get into something...#for unknown reasons my own desire to learn about and get into that thing plummets. hashtag hipster. hashtag annoying#so that's kinda why I've never explored a lot of mega-popular musicians#(see: hozier; mitski; boygenius; taylor swift; one direction; noah kahan; etc etc)#+ obviously I don't make quality judgements off of that. I've heard some hozier songs. he's very good. I like handfuls of TS and 1D's music#but I don't have the drive to Also Get Into It#which means I never have to fucking melee for tickets in the queue ahaha and I am very grateful for that#but idk. I think there's something to be said for purposefully seeking out midsize or small acts. I don't really like stadium shows!#my fave concert this year had less than 100 attendees and the lead singer walked right off the stage into the crowd#everyone was chill and gave him space (this was the friday pilots club show)#and I think I can compare it to big vs. small fandom#small fandoms tend to be well-behaved bc everyone knows everyone and beef poisons the whole space lol#and also it's a matter of numbers! the more people who are in a space... the higher likelihood someone's an asshole#and I've been in tiny fandoms that blew up (hellooooo omgcp) and saw that happen firsthand#and I sort of suspect that rule holds true for concert spaces/music fanbases! more people = more variables = higher likelihood of foolery#hell I think of when I was really into 2010s alt rock DURING the 2010s and had to deal with assholes at alt j concerts hahahah#and it was just because I *was* into the music that WAS of-the-time in 2015!!!!#and now as an agèd 20something who likes metal shows I'm just chilling and watching pits form at lowkey 1400-capacity venues#because that's the scene! and I'm not in the thick of it with the current Music Of The Hour#anyways all this is to say that I don't think noah kahan is bad or untalented or unworthy of seeing!!!!#clearly he is if I'm going to fork over $70plusfees to see him with my friend#it's just that I'm grateful my tastes have veered into the cheaper side of the music industry.#I think I'd keel over if my favorite artist was TS and I had to deal with. all that. to go see her.#stronger than the marines etc etc
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Jane's brain in 1983 version: Do not pet stranger's dog.
Also Jane's brain in 1983 version: MUST. PET. ADORABLE DOGGY!
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#jane eyre#charlotte bronte#jane eyre 1983#zelah clarke#this jane in this version seemed fond of animals compare to other jane eyre actresses#in the novel jane was cautious in looking at pilot when she met him at thornfield hall#jane eyre bbc#bbc jane eyre
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just peeped the first episode of school spirits on paramount.....i fear my theory is correct, spencer macphersons career peaked with the role of hunter hollingsworth
#this sounds very mean i think spencer is a very talented actor#but the few times ive sought out content w him in it he just plays a generic hot guy with Hints of 'cool loner'#theyve never been able to compare to his time on degrassi#im probably just biased but hunter hollingsworth is just so amazing hes hilarious and over the top and unhinged#ive just attached that mans face to the absolutely deranged actions of the character he played in degrassi#so everytime i see him in something new i just get upset when hes Not hunter#but tbh his talent is being wasted when he plays generic hot guys#he shines as a completely deranged freak. he put his everything into making hunter as offputting and weird as possible#now i cant make too many judgements based solely on the pilot of school spirits#but i checked out like half of astrid and lily bc he was in that#and his character in SS and A&L are near identical😭😭😭 MAKE THAT MAN INSANE !!!!!!!#he needs to find better roles or else im afraid his career peaked with degrassi next class season 1 episode 10#actually the one role i saw him in that compared to the glory of hunter hollingsworth#was this short film he did w jamie bloch where his character was literslly just Hunter but he was a drug dealer and said swears#it almost compared to the real thing but it wasnt enoigh to help me cope w the loss of unhinged hunter post-NC3
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TAPPING OUT
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synopsis. caleb graduates from the academy, but when you unexpectedly tap him out, a tradition where loved ones step forward to formally release a pilot from their duty, he realizes no achievement compares to having you by his side. (based on this.) word count. 1.1k an. loved doing this for codghost so i might as well do it for this man. lets pretend they have the tradition in their universe. okay? okay.
caleb stood in the crowd, his posture rigid and form still with precision despite the celebration around him. cheers echoed through the room, but they sounded distant, muffled. he watched as pilots, one by one, were tapped out by their loved ones. parents embracing their children, lovers reuniting in tearful hugs.
his chest tightened as his eyes scanned the room. he was waiting for gran, the one person he knew would come. gran had always shown up, had always been his anchor. he learnt not to expect anything more, not to hope for anyone else.
but then, like a shift in the universe, caleb felt you before he saw you.
when you stepped into the room, it was as if the entire world faded away. time slowed, the noise dimmed, and the lights seemed to soften, catching on the edges of your features. you looked beautiful, achingly so. heartbreakingly out of reach. you weren’t supposed to be here, not after the fight, not after the cruel words you’d both thrown at each other before he left.
you moved toward him with purpose, cutting through the room like you were meant to be there all along.
caleb couldn’t breathe. he couldn’t think.
his hands trembled at his sides as he watched you close the distance between you. he could act all stoic, but his heart didn’t feel stoic enough to make him calm.
when you stopped in front of him, there were tears already brimming in your eyes. his carefully constructed control, unshakable during training, steadfast through every grueling challenge, began to crumble.
caleb had faced impossible physical challenges, the grueling expectations of training, and the endless psychological evaluations that pushed him to the edge. but none of those had broken him nearly like you did. you, standing here, looking at him like that.
you were his undoing.
you should be his first sign. the first sign that there was something wrong with him. because you were his obsession. the one he was slowly losing control over.
caleb was not allowed to fall in love with you.
he trembled as your fingers brushed against his, tapping him out of his frozen misery. the soft touch was meant to symbolize recognition, acknowledgment. but to caleb, it was so much more.
you were here. you were real.
there was no second-guessing, no hesitation. before he could stop himself, his arms were around you, pulling you into him with a force that left him breathless. a strangled sigh escaped his lips and found its home in the crook of your neck, right where your heart beats: friends, friends, friends.
he held you like a man drowning, and you were the only thing keeping him afloat. he felt the soft shake of your shoulders, the warmth of your tears against his neck, and he couldn’t hold back any longer.
‘i didn’t think you’d come,’ he whispered, his voice low and raw, breaking under the weight of his emotions. you pulled back slightly, just enough to meet his eyes. there was something in his gaze, but before you could respond, he spoke again, quieter this time, like a vow. ‘i’ll never let you go.’
the words made you shiver. they were so soft you almost didn’t catch them.
‘you can try,’ you joked, your voice trembling slightly as you tried to lighten the mood. a nervous laugh escaped as you gently pushed against his chest, pretending to escape his embrace. ‘you love me, i get it.’
but caleb didn’t loosen his hold. instead, he pulled you closer, his lips brushing against your temple. there was a quiet laugh, quiet and unsteady, before he murmured, ‘you have no idea, pipsqueak.’
his voice was filled with something raw, something deeper than you could fully understand. it wasn’t just love. it was obsession, devotion, a yearning that had no end.
you smelled like honey. like the same thing you’d been smelling your entire life that made you feel like home in a way that hotels and dorm beds could never manage.
he reached into his pocket and pulled out the small, shining pin they’d given him for finishing aerospace academy. it gleamed in the light, a symbol of everything he’d fought to achieve. without a word, he placed it carefully in your palm.
your fingers brushed his as you took it, and the touch sent sparks up his arm. with careful, deliberate precision, you pinned it to his chest. caleb didn’t move, his gaze fixed on you, watching every motion, every soft touch of your fingers against his uniform.
‘they should give you a medal instead for doing so well,’ you teased softly, smiling up at him.
once the pin was secure, you smoothed down his uniform, your fingers lingering against the fabric. it was such a small gesture, but it felt so intimate that caleb’s breath hitched.
he tried his best not to be frantic, but it was almost impossible when he was overloaded with want, want, want, and with the feeling that this might not happen again, with the fear that if caleb thought about it too hard, he’d stop himself before he did too much.
he couldn’t stop himself any longer. leaning down, he kissed your cheek, his lips lingering on your skin. he didn’t move away immediately, letting the moment stretch as he closed his eyes, savoring the warmth of you.
he felt like a criminal on the run, but it was too good to withdraw from. so, he overdosed on unrequited love.
when he finally pulled back, there was a soft, almost shy smile on his lips. his voice was low, but full of meaning. ‘i already have my reward.’
you looked up at him, your cheeks warm, his cap still sitting crooked on your head. for a moment, neither of you spoke, and the weight of everything unsaid lingered between you.
and caleb, looking at you, standing there with your fingers still on his uniform, knew it was the absolute truth. you didn’t realize it, but you were the center of his universe. his greatest test, his deepest weakness, and the one thing he could never, ever let go of.
i’m a fool, he decided. damned in the bits of exhaustion at pulling and pushing at whatever’s left of trying.
the noise of the crowd finally broke through the haze, the sound of laughter and celebration pulling you both back to the present. caleb stepped back slightly, watching as you adjusted his cap, your smile soft but hesitant.
you didn’t have to know the struggle he’d endured to get here, the battles he’d fought within himself.
you were his obsession. his reason for everything. and he was losing control, but he didn’t care. because having you here, now, was all that mattered.
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I do not bother to check if Getter and Big O ever interacted in SRW because I’m so use to the other mechas I like being in the same game as getter but being so different that they never have any story reasons to have interactions since Getter is only ever allowed to interact with mazinger, OG gundam and any other combiners + it’s all in untranslated hell so I won’t even know wtf was said if there WERE interactions but god damn it I keep rotating a scenario where Roger negotiates to get Ryoma out of jail even though I know for a fact that DIDNT happen despite how many times they used arma and how Z2 actually adapted it fucking correctly for once but it’s just so funny to imagine.
#meg text#getter robo#the big o#i fucking hate being cursed with crossover ideas when in fanfics that’s ALL there ever is#big o only has it slightly better bc there are some fics but it’s by no means a active tag#and I still need to do my part in at least writing one thing for it but I’m not in the proper mood still#but I legit can’t tell if it’s hyperfixation or the idea of ryoma interacting with rogers normal ass is so funny#Roger is literally one of the most normal super robot pilots compared to the majority but especially compared to ryoma#he has a temper but by no means hot blooded and usually keeps it under control he just has a sense of justice#cue to him meeting “angriest fucking guy to exist” and he’s like “what the fuck”#Ryoma HONESTLY could have funnier interactions if they put him with people who are nothing like him#but noooo it’s always combiners or the other two “big 3” mecha it’s apart of#and I get why the whole big 3 thing in universe or just “hey are robots are similar” is cute#but it never hurts for this loner to talk to more people if they’re gonna characterize him as more laid back#(which- I don’t know how to feel about but I’m glad Ryomas other traits get some spotlight)#since it would be more flanderize if they just focused on him being angry#it still feels so fucking weird how calm ARMA is but that’s what happens when you can’t use anything else#new when will you return from the Wii dimension I don’t understand why your so unpopular
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